Christmas Books By Charles Dickens With introduction by Andrew Lang
In One Volume
With the Original Illustrations
London: Chapman & Hall, Ltd.
New York: Charles Scribner's Sons The Chimes A Goblin Story of some bells that
rang an old year out and a new year in.
There are not many
people -- and as it is desirable that a story-teller and a story-reader should
establish a mutual understanding as soon as possible, I beg it to be noticed
that I confine this observation neither to young people nor to little people, but
extend it to all conditions of people: little and big, young and old: yet
growing up, or already growing down again -- there are not, I say, many people
who would care to sleep in a church. I don't mean at sermon-time in warm
weather (when the thing has actually been done, once or twice), but in the
night, and alone. A great multitude of persons will be violently astonished, I
know, by this position, in the broad bold Day. But it applies to Night. It must
be argued by night, and I will undertake to maintain it successfully on any
gusty winter's night appointed for the purpose, with any one opponent chosen
from the rest, who will meet me singly in an old church-yard, before an old
church-door; and will previously empower me to lock him in, if needful to his satisfaction,
until morning.
For the night-wind has
a dismal trick of wandering round and round a building of that sort, and
moaning as it goes; and of trying, with its unseen hand, the windows and the
doors; and seeking out some crevices by which to enter. And when it has got in;
as one not finding what it seeks, whatever that may be, it wails and howls to
issue forth again: and not content with stalking through the aisles, and
gliding round and round the pillars, and tempting the deep organ, soars up to the
roof, and strives to rend the rafters: then flings itself despairingly upon the
stones below, and passes, muttering, into the vaults. Anon, it comes up
stealthily, and creeps along the walls, seeming to read, in whispers, the
Inscriptions sacred to the Dead. At some of these, it breaks out shrilly, as
with laughter; and at others, moans and cries as if it were lamenting. It has a
ghostly sound too, lingering within the altar; where it seems to chaunt, in its
wild way, of Wrong and Murder done, and false Gods worshipped, in defiance of
the Tables of the Law, which look so fair and smooth, but are so flawed and
broken. Ugh! Heaven preserve us, sitting snugly round the fire! It has an awful
voice, that wind at Midnight, singing in a church!
But, high up in the
steeple! There the foul blast roars and whistles! High up in the steeple, where
it is free to come and go through many an airy arch and loophole, and to twist
and twine itself about the giddy stair, and twirl the HIGH UP IN THE STEEPLE.
groaning weathercock, and make the very tower shake and shiver! High up in the
steeple, where the belfry is, and iron rails are ragged with rust, and sheets
of lead and copper shrivelled by the changing weather, crackle and heave
beneath the unaccustomed tread; and birds stuff shabby nests into corners of
old oaken joists and beams; and dust grows old and grey; and speckled spiders,
indolent and fat with long security, swing idly to and fro in the vibration of
the bells, and never loose their hold upon their thread-spun castles in the
air, or climb up sailor- like in quick alarm, or drop upon the ground and ply a
score of nimble legs to save one life! High up in the steeple of an old church
far above the light and murmur of the town and far below the flying clouds that
shadow it, is the wild and dreary place at night: and high up in the steeple of
an old church, dwelt the Chimes I tell of.
They were old Chimes,
trust me. Centuries ago, these Bells had been baptized by bishops: so many
centuries ago, that the register of their baptism was lost long, long before
the memory of man, and no one knew their names. They had had their Godfathers
and Godmothers, these Bells (for my own part, by the way, I would rather incur
the responsibility of being Godfather to a Bell than a Boy), and had their
silver mugs no doubt, besides. But Time had mowed down their sponsors, and
Henry the Eighth had melted down their mugs; and they now hung, nameless and
mugless, in the church-tower.
Not speechless, though.
Far from it. They had clear, loud, lusty, sounding voices, had these Bells; and
far and wide they might be heard upon the wind. Much too sturdy Chimes were
they, to be dependent on the pleasure of the wind, moreover; for fighting
gallantly against it when it took an adverse whim, they would pour their
cheerful notes into a listening ear right royally; and bent on being heard, on
stormy nights, by some poor mother watching a sick child, or some lone wife
whose husband was at sea, they had been sometimes known to beat a blustering
Nor'- Wester, aye, "all to fits," as Toby Veck said; -- for though
they chose to call him Trotty Veck, his name was Toby, and nobody could make it
anything else either (except Tobias) without a special act of parliament; he
having been as lawfully christened in his day as the Bells had been in theirs,
though with not quite so much of solemnity or public rejoicing.
For my part, I confess
myself of Toby Veck's belief, for I am sure he had opportunities enough of
forming a correct one. And whatever Toby Veck said, I say. And I take my stand
by Toby Veck, although he did stand all day long (and weary work it was) just
outside the church-door. In fact he was a ticket-porter, Toby Veck, and waited
there for jobs.
And a breezy,
goose-skinned, blue-nosed red-eyed, stony-toed, tooth-chattering place it was,
to wait in, in the winter-time, as Toby Veck well knew. The wind came tearing
round the corner -- especially the east wind -- as if it had sallied forth,
express, from the confines of the earth, to have a blow at Toby. And oftentimes
it seemed to come upon him sooner than it had expected, for bouncing round the
corner, and passing Toby, it would suddenly wheel round again, as if it cried
"Why, here he is!" Incontinently his little white apron would be
caught up over his head like a naughty boy's garments, and his feeble little
cane would be seen to wrestle and struggle unavailingly in his hand, and his
legs would undergo tremendous agitation, and Toby himself all aslant, and
facing now in this direction, now in that, would be so banged and buffeted, and
touzled, and worried, and hustled, and lifted off his feet, as to render it a
state of things but one degree removed from a positive miracle, that he wasn't
carried up bodily into the air as a colony of frogs or snails or other very
portable creatures sometimes are, and rained down again, to the great
astonishment of the natives, on some strange corner of the world where
ticket-porters are unknown.
TROTTY VECK
But, windy weather, in
spite of its using him so roughly, was, after all, a sort of holiday for Toby.
That's the fact. He didn't seem to wait so long for sixpence in the wind, as at
other times; the having to fight with that boisterous element took off his
attention, and quite freshened him up when he was getting hungry and
low-spirited. A hard frost too, or a fall of snow, was an Event; and it seemed
to do him good, somehow or other -- it would have been hard to say in what
respect though, Toby! So wind and frost and snow, and perhaps a good stiff
storm of hail, were Toby Veck's red-letter days.
Wet weather was the
worst; the cold damp, clammy wet, that wrapped him up like a moist great-coat
-- the only kind of great- coat Toby owned, or could have added to his comfort
by dispensing with. Wet days, when the rain came slowly, thickly, obstinately
down; when the streets's throat, like his own, was choked with mist; when
smoking umbrellas passed and re-passed, spinning round and round like so many
teetotums, as they knocked against each other on the crowded footway, throwing
off a little whirlpool of uncomfortable sprinklings; when gutters brawled and
waterspouts were full and noisy; when the wet from the projecting stones and
ledges of the church fell drip, drip, drip, on Toby, making the wisp of straw
on which he stood mere mud in no time; those were the days that tried him. Then
indeed, you might see Toby looking anxiously out from his shelter in an angle
of the church wall -- such a meagre shelter that in summer time it never cast a
shadow thicker than a good-sized walking-stick upon the sunny pavement - - with
a disconsolate and lengthened face. But coming out, a minute afterwards, to
warm himself by exercise, and trotting up and down some dozen times, he would
brighten even then, and go back more brightly to his niche.
They called him Trotty
from his pace, which meant speed if it didn't make it. He could have Walked
faster perhaps; most likely; but rob him of his trot, and Toby would have taken
to his bed and died. It bespattered him with mud in dirty weather; it cost him
a world of trouble; he could have walked with infinitely greater ease; but that
was one reason for his clinging to it so tenaciously. A weak, small, spare old
man, he was a very Hercules, this Toby, in his good intentions. He loved to
earn his money. He delighted to believe -- Toby was very poor, and couldn't
well afford to part with a delight -- that he was worth his salt. With a
shilling or an eighteen-penny message or small parcel in hand, his courage,
always high, rose higher. As he trotted on, he would call out to fast Postmen
ahead of him, to get out of TROTTY'S LIFE the way; devoutly believing that in
the natural course of things he must inevitably overtake and run them down; and
he had perfect faith -- not often tested -- in his being able to carry anything
that man could lift.
Thus, even when he came
out of his nook to warm himself on a wet day, Toby trotted. Making, with his
leaky shoes, a crooked line of slushy footprints in the mire; and blowing on
his chilly hands and rubbing them against each other, poorly defended from the
searching cold by threadbare mufflers of grey worsted, with a private apartment
only for the thumb, and a common room or tap for the rest of the fingers; Toby,
with his knees bent and his cane beneath his arm, still trotted. Falling out
into the road to look up at the belfry when the Chimes resounded, Toby trotted
still.
He made this last
excursion several times a day, for they were company to him; and when he heard
their voices, he had an interest in glancing at their lodging-place, and
thinking how they were moved, and what hammers beat upon them. Perhaps he was
the more curious about these Bells, because there were points of resemblance
between themselves and him They hung there, in all weathers, with the wind and
rain driving in upon them; facing only the outsides of all those houses; never
getting any nearer to the blazing fires that gleamed and shone upon the
windows, or came puffing out of the chimney tops; and incapable of
participation in any of the good things that were constantly being handed,
through the street doors and the area railings, to prodigious cooks. Faces came
and went at many windows: sometimes pretty faces, youthful faces, pleasant faces:
sometimes the reverse: but Toby knew no more (though he often speculated on
these trifles, standing idle in the streets) whence they came, or where they
went, or whether, when the lips moved, one kind word was said of him in all the
year, than did the Chimes themselves.
Toby was not a casuist
-- that he knew of, at least -- and I don't mean to say that when he began to
take to the Bells, and to knit up his first rough acquaintance with them into
something of a closer and more delicate woof, he passed through these
considerations one by one, or held any formal review or great field- day in his
thoughts. But what I mean to say, and do say is, that as the functions of
Toby's body, his digestive organs for example, did of their own cunning, and by
a great many operations of which he was altogether ignorant, and the knowledge
of which would have astonished him very much, arrive at a certain end; so his
mental faculties, without his privity or concurrence, set all these wheels and
springs in motion, with a thousand others, when they worked to bring about his
liking for the Bells.
And though I had said
his love, I would not have recalled the word, though it would scarcely have
expressed his complicated feeling. For, being but a simple man, he invested
them with a strange and solemn character. They were so mysterious, often heard
and never seen; so high up, so far off, so full of such a deep strong melody,
that he regarded them with a species of awe; and sometimes when he looked up at
the dark arched windows in the tower, he half expected to be beckoned to by
something which was not a Bell, and yet was what he had heard so often sounding
in the Chimes. For all this. Toby scouted with indignation a certain flying
rumour that the Chimes were haunted, as implying the possibility of their being
connected with any Evil thing. In short, they were very often in his ears, and
very often in his thoughts, but always in his good opinion; and he very often
got such a crick in his neck by staring with his mouth wide open, at the steeple
where they hung, that he was fain to take an extra trot or two, afterwards, to
cure it.
The very thing he was
in the act of doing one cold day, when the last drowsy sound of Twelve o'clock,
just struck, was humming like a melodious monster of a Bee, and not by any
means a busy bee, all through the steeple!
"Dinner-time,
eh!" said Toby, trotting up and down before the church. "Ah!"
TROTTY'S REFLECTIONS
Toby's nose was very
red, and his eyelids were very red, and he winked very much, and his shoulders
were very near his ears, and his legs were very stiff, and altogether he was
evidently a long way upon the frosty side of cool.
"Dinner-time,
eh!" repeated Toby, using his right-hand muffler like an infantine
boxing-glove, and punishing his chest for being cold. "Ah-h-h-h!"
He took a silent trot,
after that, for a minute or two.
"There's
nothing," said Toby, breaking forth afresh -- but here he stopped short in
his trot, and with a face of great interest and some alarm, felt his nose
carefully all the way up. It was but a little way (not being much of a nose)
and he had soon finished.
"I thought it was
gone," said Toby, trotting off again. "It's all right, however. I am
sure I couldn't blame it if it was to go. It has precious hard service of it in
the bitter weather, and precious little to look forward to; for I don't take
snuff myself. It's a good deal tried, poor creetur, at the best of times; for
when it does get hold of a pleasant whiff or so (which an't too often), it's
generally from somebody else's dinner, a- coming home from the baker's."
The reflection reminded
him of that other reflection, which he had left unfinished***
"There's
nothing," said Toby, "more regular in its coming round than
dinner-time, and nothing less regular in its coming round than dinner. That's
the great difference between 'em. It's took me a long time to find it out. I
wonder whether it would be worth any gentleman's while now, to buy that
obserwation for the Papers; or the Parliament!"
Toby was only joking,
for he gravely shook his head in self- depreciation.
"Why! Lord!"
said Toby. "The Papers is full of obserwations as it is; and so's the
Parliament. Here's last week's paper, now;" taking a very dirty one from
his pocket, and holding it from him at arm's length; "full of
obserwations! Full of obserwations! I like to know the news as well as any
man," said Toby, slowly; folding it a little smaller, and putting it in
his pocket again; "but it almost goes against the grain with me to read a
paper now. It frightens me almost. I don't know what we poor people are coming
to. Lord send we may be coming to something better in the New Year nigh upon
us!"
"Why, father,
father!" said a pleasant voice, hard by.
But Toby, not hearing
it, continued to trot backwards and forwards; musing as he went, and talking to
himself.
"It seems as if we
can't go right, or do right, or be righted," said Toby. "I hadn't
much schooling, myself, when I was young; and I can't make out whether we have
any business on the face of the earth, or not. Sometimes I think we must have
-- a little; and sometimes I think we must be intruding. I get so puzzled
sometimes that I am not even able to make up my mind whether there is any good
at all in us, or whether we are born bad. We seem to be dreadful things; we
seem to give a deal of trouble; we are always being complained of and guarded
against. One way or other, we fill the papers. Talk of a New Year!" said
Toby, mournfully. "I can bear up as well as another man at most times;
better than a good many, for I am as strong as a lion, and all men an't; but
supposing it should really be that we have no right to a New Year -- supposing
we really are intruding --"
"Why, father,
father!" said the pleasant voice again.
Toby heard it this
time; started; stopped; and shortening his sight, which had been directed a
long way off as seeking for enlightenment in the very heart of the approaching
year, found himself face to face with his own child, and looking close into her
eyes.
Bright eyes they were.
Eyes that would bear a world of looking in, before their depth was fathomed.
Dark eyes, that reflected back the eyes which searched them; not flashingly, or
at the owner's will, but with a clear, calm, honest, patient radiance, claiming
kindred with that light which TROTTY'S DAUGHTER AND DINNER. Heaven called into
being Eyes that were beautiful and true, and beaming with Hope. With Hope so
young and fresh; with Hope so buoyant, vigorous, and bright, despite the twenty
years of work and poverty on which they had looked that they became a voice to
Trotty Veck, and said. "I think we have some business here -- a
little!"
Trotty kissed the lips
belonging to the eyes, and squeezed the blooming face between his hands.
"Why, Pet,"
said Trotty. "What's to do? I didn't expect you to-day, Meg."
"Neither did I
expect to come, father," cried the girl, nodding her head and smiling as
she spoke. "But here I am! And not alone; not alone!"
"Why you don't
mean to say," observed Trotty, looking curiously at a covered basket which
she carried in her hand, "that you --"
"Smell it, father
dear," said Meg. "Only smell it!"
Trotty was going to
lift up the cover at once, in a great hurry, when she gaily interposed her
hand.
"No, no, no,"
said Meg, with the glee of a child. "Lengthen it out a little. Let me just
lift up the corner; just the lit-tle ti-ny cor-ner, you know," said Meg,
suiting the action to the word with the utmost gentleness, and speaking very
softly, as if she were afraid of being overheard by something inside the
basket; "there. Now. What's that?"
Toby took the shortest
possible sniff at the edge of the basket, and cried out in a rapture:
"Why, it's
hot!"
"It's burning
hot!" cried Meg. "Ha, ha, ha! It's scalding hot!"
"Ha, ha, ha!"
roared Toby, with a sort of kick. "It's scalding hot."
"But what is it,
father?" said Meg. "Come. You haven't guessed what it is. And you
must guess what it is. I can't think of taking it out, till you guess what it
is. Don't be in such a hurry! Wait a minute! A little bit more of the cover.
Now guess!"
Meg was in a perfect
fright lest he should guess right too soon; shrinking away, as she held the
basket towards him; curling up her pretty shoulders; stopping her ear with her
hand, as if by so doing she could keep the right word out of Toby's lips; and
laughing softly the whole time.
Meanwhile Toby, putting
a hand on each knee, bent down his nose to the basket, and took a long
inspiration at the lid; the grin upon his withered face expanding in the process,
as if he were inhaling laughing gas.
"Ah! It's very
nice," said Toby. "It an't -- I suppose it an't Polonies?"
"No, no, no!"
cried Meg, delighted. "Nothing like Polonies!"
"No," said
Toby, after another sniff. "It's -- it's mellower than Polonies. It's very
nice. It improves every moment. It's too decided for Trotters. An't, it?"
Meg was in an ecstasy.
He could not have gone wider of the mark than Trotters -- except Polonies.
"Liver?" said
Toby, communing with himself. "No. There's a mildness about it that don't
answer to liver. Pettitoes? No. It an't faint enough for pettitoes."
"It wants the
stringiness of Cock's heads. And I know it an't sausages. I'll tell you what it
is. It's chitterlings!"
"No, it
an't!" cried Meg, in a burst of delight. "No, it an't!"
"Why, what am I
a-thinking of!" said Toby, suddenly recovering a position as near the
perpendicular as it was possible for him to assume. "I shall forget my own
name next. It's tripe!"
Tripe it was; and Meg,
in high joy, protested he should say, in half a minute more, it was the best
tripe ever stewed.
"And so,"
said Meg, busying herself exultingly with the basket, "I'll lay the cloth
at once, father, for I have brought the tripe in a basin, and tied the basin up
in a TROTTY'S DINNER-TABLE pocket-handkerchief; and if I like to be proud for
once, and spread that for a cloth, and call it a cloth, there's no law to
prevent me; is there, father?"
"Not that I know
of, my dear," said Toby. "But they're always a-bringing up some new
law or other."
"And according to
what I was reading you in the paper the other day, father; what the Judge said,
you know; we poor people are supposed to know them all Ha, ha! What a mistake!
My goodness me, how clever they think us!"
"Yes, my
dear," cried Trotty; "and they'd be very fond of any one of us that
did know 'em all. He'd grow fat upon the work he'd get, that man, and be
popular with the gentle-folks in his neighbourhood. Very much so!"
"He'd eat his
dinner with an appetite, whoever he was, if it smelt like this," said Meg,
cheerfully "Make haste, for there's a hot potato besides. and half a pint
of fresh-drawn beer in a bottle. Where will you dine, father? On the Post, or
on the Steps? Dear, dear, how grand we are. Two places to choose from!"
"The steps to-day, my Pet," said Trotty. "Steps in dry weather.
Post in wet. There's a greater conveniency in the steps at all times, because
of the sitting down; but they're rheumatic in the damp."
"Then here,"
said Meg, clapping her hands, after a moment's bustle; "here it is, all
ready! And beautiful it looks! Come, father. Come!"
Since his discovery of
the contents of the basket, Trotty had been standing looking at her -- and had
been speaking too -- in an abstracted manner, which showed that though she was
the object of his thoughts and eyes, to the exclusion even of tripe, he neither
saw nor thought about her as she was at that moment, but had before him some
imaginary rough sketch or drama of her future life. Roused, now, by her
cheerful summons, he shook off a melancholy shake of the head which was just
coming upon him, and trotted to her side. As she was stooping to sit down, the
Chimes rang.
"Amen!" said
Trotty, pulling off his hat and looking up towards them.
"Amen to the
Bells, father?" cried Meg.
"They broke in
like a grace, my dear," said Trotty, taking his seat. "They'd say a
good one, I am sure, if they could. Many's the kind thing they say to me."
"The Bells do,
father!" laughed Meg, as she set the basin, and a knife and fork before
him. "Well!"
"Seem to, my
Pet," said Trotty, falling to with great vigour. "And where's the
difference? If I hear 'em, what does it matter whether they speak it or not?
Why bless you, my dear," said Toby, pointing at the tower with his fork,
and becoming more animated under the influence of dinner, "how often have
I heard them bells say "Toby Veck, Toby Veck, keep a good heart, Toby!
Toby Veck, Toby Veck, keep a good heart, Toby!" A million times?
More!"
"Well, I
never!" cried Meg.
She had, though -- over
and over again. For it was Toby's constant topic.
"When things is
very bad," said Trotty; "very bad indeed, I mean; almost at the
worst; then it's "Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby! Toby Veck,
Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby! That way."
"And it comes -- at
last, father," said Meg, with a touch of sadness in her pleasant voice.
"Always,"
answered the unconscious Toby. "Never fails."
While this discourse
was holding, Trotty made no pause in his attack upon the savoury meat before
him, but cut and ate, and cut and drank, and cut and chewed, and dodged about,
from tripe to hot potato, and from hot potato back again to tripe, with an
unctuous and unflagging relish. But happening now to look all round the street
-- in case anybody should be beckoning from any door or window, for a porter --
his eyes, in coming back again, encountered Meg; sitting opposite to him, with
her arms folded: and only busy in watching his progress with a smile of
happiness.
MEG HAS SOMETHING TO
TELL.
"Why, Lord forgive
me!" said Trotty, dropping his knife and fork. "My dove! Meg! Why
didn't you tell me what a beast I was?"
"Father?"
"Sitting
here," said Trotty, in penitent explanation, "cramming, and stuffing,
and gorging myself; and you before me there, never so much as breaking your
precious fast, not wanting to, when --"
"But I have broken
it, father," interposed his daughter, laughing, "all to bits. I have
had my dinner."
"Nonsense,"
said Trotty. "Two dinners in one day! It an't possible! You might as well
tell me that two New Year's days will come together, or that I have had a gold
head all my life, and never changed it."
"I have had my
dinner, father, for all that," said Meg, coming nearer to him. "And
if you'll go on with yours, I'll tell you how and where; and how your dinner
came to be bought; and -- and something else besides."
Toby still appeared
incredulous I but she looked into his face with her clear eyes, and laying her
hand upon his shoulder, motioned him to go on while the meat was hot. So Trotty
took up his knife and fork again, and went to work. But much more slowly than
before, and shaking his head, as if he were not at all pleased with himself.
"I had my dinner,
father," said Meg, after a little hesitation, "with -- with Richard.
His dinner-time was early; and as he brought his dinner with him when he came
to see me, we -- we had it together, father."
Trotty took a little
beer, and smacked his lips. Then he said "Oh!" -- because she waited.
"And Richard says,
father --" Meg resumed. Then stopped.
"What does Richard
say, Meg?" asked Toby.
"Richard says,
father --" another stoppage.
"Richard's a long
time saying it," said Toby.
"He says then,
father," Meg continued, lifting up her eyes at last, and speaking in a
tremble, but quite plainly; "another year is nearly gone, and where is the
use of waiting on from year to year, when it is so unlikely we shall ever be
better off than we are now? He says we are poor now, father, and we shall be
poor then, but we are young now, and years will make us old before we know it.
He says that if we wait: people in our condition: until we see our way quite
clearly, the way will be a narrow one indeed -- the common way. the Grave,
father."
A bolder man than
Trotty Veck must needs have drawn upon his boldness largely, to deny it. Trotty
held his peace.
"And how hard,
father, to grow old, and die, and think we might have cheered and helped each
other! How hard in all our lives to love each other; and to grieve, apart, to
see each other working, changing, growing old and grey. Even if I got the
better of it, and forgot him (which I never could), oh father dear, how hard to
have a heart so full as mine is now and live to have it slowly drained out
every drop without the recollection of one happy moment of a woman's life, to
stay behind and comfort me, and make me better!"
Trotty sat quite still.
Meg dried her eyes, and said more gaily: that is to say, with here a laugh, and
there a sob, and here a laugh and sob together:
"So Richard says,
father; as his work was yesterday made certain for some time to come, and as I
love him, and have loved him full three years -- ah! longer than that, if he
knew it! -- will I marry him on New Year's Day; the best and happiest day, he
says, in the whole year, and one that is almost sure to bring good fortune with
it. It's a short notice, father -- isn't it? -- but I haven't my fortune to be
settled or my wedding dresses to be made, like the great ladies, father, have
I? And he said so much, and said it in his way; so strong and earnest, and all
the time so kind and gentle; that I said I'd come and talk to you, father. And
as they paid the money for that work of mine this morning (unexpectedly, I am
sure!) and as you have fared very poorly for a whole week, and as I couldn't
help wishing there should THE DINNER COOLING ON THE STEP. be something to make
this day a sort of holiday to you as well as a dear and happy day to me,
father, I made a little treat and brought it to surprise you."
"And see how he
leaves it cooling on the step!" said another voice.
It was the voice of
this same Richard. who had come upon them unobserved, and stood before the
father and daughter; looking down upon them with a face as glowing as the iron
on which his stout sledge-hammer daily rung. A handsome, well-made powerful youngster
he was; with eyes that sparkled like the red-hot droppings from a furnace fire;
black hair that curled about his swarthy temples rarely; and a smile -- a smile
that bore out Meg's eulogium on his style of conversation.
"See how he leaves
it cooling on the step!" said Richard. "Meg don't know what he likes.
Not she!"
Trotty, all action and
enthusiasm, immediately reached up his hand to Richard, and was going to
address him in a great hurry, when the house-door opened without any warning,
and a footman very nearly put his foot into the tripe.
"Out of the vays
here, will you! You must always go and be a-settin' on our steps, must you! You
can't go and give a turn to none of the neighbours never can't you! Will you
clear the road, or won't you?"
Strictly speaking, the
last question was irrelevant, as they had already done it.
"What's the
matter, what's the matter!" said the gentleman for whom the door was
opened; coming out of the house at that kind of light-heavy pace -- that
peculiar compromise between a walk and a jog-trot -- with which a gentleman
upon the smooth down-hill of life, wearing creaking boots, a watch- chain, and
clean linen, may come out of his house: not only without any abatement of his
dignity, but with an expression of having important and wealthy engagements
elsewhere. "What's the matter! What's the matter!"
"You're always
a-being begged, and prayed, upon your bended knees you are," said the
footman with great emphasis to Trotty Veck, "to let our door-steps be. Why
don't you let 'em be? CAN'T you let 'em be?"
"There! That'll
do, that'll do!" said the gentleman. "Halloa there! Porter!"
beckoning with his head to Trotty Veck. "Come here. What's that? Your
dinner?"
"Yes, sir,"
said Trotty, leaving it behind him in a corner.
"Don't leave it
there," exclaimed the gentleman. "Bring it here, bring it here. So!
This is your dinner, is it?"
"Yes, sir,"
repeated Trotty, looking with a fixed eye and a watery mouth, at the piece of
tripe he had reserved for a last delicious tit-bit; which the gentleman was now
turning over and over on the end of the fork.
Two other gentlemen had
come out with him. One was a low- spirited gentleman of middle age, of a meagre
habit, and a disconsolate face who kept his hands continually in the pockets of
his scanty pepper-and-salt trousers; very large and dog's- eared from that
custom; and was not particularly well brushed or washed. The other, a
full-sized, sleek, well-conditioned gentleman, in a blue coat with bright
buttons, and a white cravat. This gentleman had a very red face, as if an undue
proportion of the blood in his body were squeezed up into his head; which
perhaps accounted for his having also the appearance of being rather cold about
the heart.
He who had Toby's meat
upon the fork, called to the first one by the name of Filer; and they both drew
near together. Mr. Filer being exceedingly short-sighted, was obliged to go so
close to the remnant of Toby's dinner before he could make out what it was,
that Toby's heart leaped up into his mouth. But Mr. Filer didn't eat it.
"This is a
description of animal food, Alderman," said Filer, making little punches
in it, with a pencil- case, "commonly known to the labouring population of
this country, by the name of tripe."
THE GREAT ALDERMAN
CUTE.
The Alderman laughed,
and winked; for he was a merry fellow, Alderman Cute. Oh, and a sly fellow too!
A knowing fellow. Up to everything. Not to be imposed upon. Deep in the
people's hearts! He knew them, Cute did. I believe you!
"But who eats
tripe?" said Mr. Filer, looking round. "Tripe is without an exception
the least economical, and the most wasteful article of consumption that the
markets of this country can by possibility produce. The loss upon a pound of
tripe has been found to be, in the boiling, seven-eights of a fifth more than
the loss upon a pound of any other animal substance whatever. Tripe is more
expensive, properly understood, than the hothouse pineapple. Taking into
account the number of animals slaughtered yearly within the bills of mortality
alone; and forming a low estimate of the quantity of tripe which the carcasses
of those animals, reasonably well butchered, would yield; I find that the waste
on that amount of tripe, if boiled, would victual a garrison of five hundred
men for five months of thirty-one days each, and a February over. The Waste,
the Waste!"
Trotty stood aghast,
and his legs shook under him. He seemed to have starved a garrison of five
hundred men with his own hand.
"Who eats
tripe?" said Mr. Filer, warmly. "Who eats tripe?"
Trotty made a miserable
bow.
"You do, do
you?" said Mr. Filer. "Then I'll tell you something. You snatch your
tripe, my friend, out of the mouths of widows and orphans."
"I hope not,
sir," said Trotty, faintly. "I'd sooner die of want!"
"Divide the amount
of tripe before mentioned, Alderman," said Mr. Filer, "by the
estimated number of existing widows and orphans, and the result will be one
pennyweight of tripe to each. Not a grain is left for that man. Consequently,
he's a robber."
Trotty was so shocked,
that it gave him no concern to see the Alderman finish the tripe himself. It
was a relief to get rid of it, anyhow.
"And what do you
say?" asked the Alderman jocosely, of the red-faced gentleman in the blue
coat. "You have heard friend Filer. What do you say?"
"What's it
possible to say?" returned the gentleman. "What is to be said? Who
can take any interest in a fellow like this," meaning Trotty; "in
such degenerate times THE GOOD OLD TIMES. as these? Look at him! What an
object! The good old times, the grand old times, the great old times! Those
were the times for a bold peasantry, and all that sort of thing. Those were the
times for every sort of thing, in fact. There's nothing now-a-days. Ah!"
sighed the red-faced gentleman. "The good old times, the good old
times!"
The gentleman didn't
specify what particular times he alluded to; nor did he say whether he objected
to the present times; from a disinterested consciousness that they had done
nothing very remarkable in producing himself.
"The good old
times, the good old times," repeated the gentleman. "What times they
were! They were the only times. It's no use talking about any other times, or
discussing what the people are in these times You don't call these, times, do
you? I don't. Look into Strutt's Costumes, and see what a Porter used to be, in
any of the good old English reigns."
"He hadn't, in his
very best circumstances, a shirt to his back, or a stocking to his foot; and
there was scarcely a vegetable in all England for him to put into his
mouth," said Mr. Filer. "I can prove it, by tables."
But still the red-faced
gentleman extolled the good old times, the grand old times, the great old
times. No matter what anybody else said, he still went turning round and round
in one set form of words concerning them; as a poor squirrel turns and turns in
its revolving cage; touching the mechanism, and trick of which, it has probably
quite as distinct perceptions, as ever this red- faced gentleman had of his
deceased Millennium.
It is possible that
poor Trotty's faith in these very vague Old Times was not entirely destroyed,
for he felt vague enough, at that moment. One thing, however, was plain to him,
in the midst of his distress; to wit, that however these gentlemen might differ
in details, his misgivings of that morning, and of many other mornings, were
well founded. "No, no. We can't go right or do right," thought Trotty
in despair. "There is no good in us. We are born bad!"
But Trotty had a
father's heart within him; which had somehow got into his breast in spite of
this decree; and he could not bear that Meg, in the blush of her brief joy,
should have her fortune read by these wise gentlemen. "God help her,"
thought poor Trotty. "She will know it soon enough."
He anxiously signed,
therefore, to the young smith, to take her away. But he was so busy, talking to
her softly at a little distance, that he only became conscious of this desire,
simultaneously with Alderman Cute. Now, the Alderman had not yet had his say,
but he was a philosopher, too -- practical, though! Oh, very practical -- and,
as he had no idea of losing any portion of his audience, he cried
"Stop!"
"Now, you
know," said the Alderman, addressing his two friends, with a
self-complacent smile upon his face which was habitual to him, "I am a
plain man, and a practical man; and I go to work in a plain practical way.
That's my way. There is not the least mystery or difficulty in dealing with
this sort of people if you only understand 'em, and can talk to 'em in their
own manner. Now, you Porter! Don't you ever tell me, or anybody else, my friend,
that you haven't always enough to eat, and of the best: because I know better.
I have tasted your tripe, you know, and you can't "chaff" me. You
understand what "chaff" means, eh? That's the right word, isn't it?
Ha, ha, ha! Lord bless you," said the Alderman, turning to his friends
again, "it's the easiest thing on earth to deal with this sort of people,
if you understand 'em."
Famous man for the
common people, Alderman Cute! Never out of temper with them! Easy, affable,
joking, knowing gentleman!
"You see, my
friend," pursued the Alderman, "there's a great deal of nonsense
talked about Want -- "hard up", you know; that's the phrase, isn't
it? ha! ha! ha! and I intend to Put It Down. There's a certain amount of cant
in vogue TO BE MARRIED ON NEW YEAR'S DAY. about Starvation, and I mean to Put
It Down. That's all! Lord bless you", said the Alderman, turning to his
friends again, you may Put Down anything among this sort of people, if you only
know the way to set about it."
Trotty took Meg's hand
and drew it through his arm. He didn't seem to know what he was doing though.
"Your daughter,
eh?" said the Alderman, chucking her familiarly under the chin.
Always affable with the
working classes, Alderman Cute! Knew what pleased them! Not a bit of pride.
"Where's her
mother?" asked the worthy gentleman.
"Dead," said
Toby. "Her mother got up linen; and was called to Heaven when She was
born."
"Not to get up
linen there, I suppose," remarked the Alderman pleasantly.
Toby might or might not
have been able to separate his wife in Heaven from her old pursuits. But query:
If Mrs. Alderman Cute had gone to Heaven, would Mr. Alderman Cute have pictured
her as holding any state or station there?
"And you're making
love to her, are you?" said Cute to the young smith.
"Yes,"
returned Richard quickly, for he was nettled by the question. "And we are
going to be married on New Year's Day."
"What do you
mean!" cried Filer sharply. "Married!"
"Why, yes, we're
thinking of it, Master," said Richard. "We're rather in a hurry, you
see, in case it should be Put Down first."
"Ah!" cried
Filer, with a groan. "Put that down indeed, Alderman, and you'll do
something. Married! Married!! The ignorance of the first principles of
political economy on the part of these people; their improvidence; their
wickedness; is, by Heavens enough to -- Now look at that couple, will
you!"
Well? They were worth
looking at. And marriage seemed as reasonable and fair a deed as they need have
in contemplation.
"A man may live to
be as old as Methuselah," said Mr. Filer, "and may labour all his
life for the benefit of such people as those; and may heap up facts on figures,
facts on figures, facts on figures, mountains high and dry; and he can no more
hope to persuade 'em that they have no right or business to be married, than he
can hope to persuade 'em that they have no earthly right or business to be
born. And that we know they haven't. We reduced it to a mathematical certainty
long ago!
Alderman Cute was
mightily diverted, and laid his right forefinger on the side of his nose, as
much as to say to both his friends, "Observe me, will you! Keep your eye
on the practical man!" -- and called Meg to him.
"Come here, my
girl!" said Alderman Cute.
The young blood of her
lover had been mounting, wrathfully, within the last few minutes; and he was
indisposed to let her come. But, setting a constraint upon himself, he came
forward with a stride as Meg approached, and stood beside her. Trotty kept her
hand within his arm still, but looked from face to face as wildly as a sleeper
in a dream.
"Now, I'm going to
give you a word or two of good advice, my girl," said the Alderman, in his
nice easy way. "It's my place to give advice, you know, because I'm a
Justice. You know I'm a Justice, don't you?"
Meg timidly said,
"Yes." But everybody knew Alderman Cute was a Justice! Oh dear, so
active a Justice always! Who such a mote of brightness in the public eye, as
Cute!
"You are going to
be married, you say," pursued the Alderman. "Very unbecoming and
indelicate in one of your sex! But never mind that. After you are married,
you'll quarrel with your husband and come to be a distressed wife. You may
think not -- but you will, because I tell you so. Now, I give you fair warning,
that I have made up my mind to Put distressed wives Down. So, don't be brought
before me. ALDERMAN CUTE'S ADVICE. You'll have children -- boys. Those boys
will grow up bad, of course, and run wild in the streets, without shoes and
stockings. Mind my young friend! I'll convict 'em summarily, every one, for I
am determined to Put boys without shoes and stockings, Down. Perhaps your
husband will die young (most likely) and leave you with a baby. Then you'll be
turned out of doors, and wander up and down the streets. Now, don't wander near
me, my dear, for I am resolved to Put all wandering mothers Down. All young
mothers, of all sorts and kinds, it's my determination to Put Down. Don't think
to plead illness as an excuse with me; or babies as an excuse with me; for all
sick persons and young children (I hope you know the church-service, but I'm
afraid not) I am determined to Put Down. And if you attempt, desperately, and
ungratefully. and impiously, and fraudulently attempt, to drown yourself, or
hang yourself, I'll have no pity for you, for I have made up my mind to Put all
suicide Down! If there is one thing," said the Alderman, with his
self-satisfied smile, "on which I can be said to have made up my mind more
than on another, it is to Put suicide Down. So don't try it on. That's the phrase,
isn't it? Ha, ha! now we understand each other."
Toby knew not whether
to be agonised or glad, to see that Meg had turned a deadly white, and dropped
her lover's hand.
"And as for you,
you dull dog," said the Alderman, turning with even increased cheerfulness
and urbanity to the young smith, "what are you thinking of being married
for? What do you want to be married for, you silly fellow? If I was a fine,
young, strapping chap like you, I should be ashamed of being milksop enough to
pin myself to a woman's apron-strings! Why, she'll be an old woman before
you're a middle-aged man! And a pretty figure you'll cut then, with a
draggle-tailed wife and a crowd of squalling children crying after you wherever
you go!"
0, he knew how to
banter the common people, Alderman Cute!
"There! Go along
with you," said the Alderman, "and repent. Don't make such a fool of
yourself as to get married on New Year's Day. You'll think very differently of
it, long before next New Year's Day; a trim young fellow like you, with all the
girls looking after you. There! Go along with you!"
They went along. Not
arm in arm, or hand in hand, or interchanging bright glances; but, she in
tears; he gloomy and down-looking. Were these the hearts that had so lately
made old Toby's leap up from its faintness? No, no. The Alderman (a blessing on
his head!) had Put them Down.
"As you happen to
be here," said the Alderman to Toby, "you shall carry a letter for
me. Can you be quick? You're an old man."
Toby, who had been
looking after Meg, quite stupidly, made shift to murmur out that he was very
quick, and very strong.
"How old are
you?" inquired the Alderman.
"I'm over sixty,
sir," said Toby.
"O! This man's a
great deal past the average, you know," cried Mr. Filer, breaking in as if
his patience would bear some trying, but this really was carrying matters a
little too far.
"I feel I'm
intruding, sir," said Toby. "I -- I misdoubted it this morning. Oh
dear me!"
The Alderman cut him
short by giving him the letter from his pocket. Toby would have got a shilling
too; but Mr. Filer clearly showing that in that case he would rob a certain
given number of persons of ninepence-halfpenny a-piece, he only got sixpence;
and thought himself very well off to get that.
Then the Alderman gave
an arm to each of his friends, and walked off in high feather; but, he
immediately came hurrying back alone, as if he had forgotten something
"Porter!"
said the Alderman.
"Sir!" said
Toby.
TROTTY VECK IS WRONG
EVERY WAY.
"Take care of that
daughter of yours. She's much too handsome."
"Even her good
looks are stolen from somebody or other I suppose," thought Toby, looking
at the sixpence in his hand, and thinking of the tripe. "She's been and
robbed five hundred ladies of a bloom a-piece, I shouldn't wonder. It's very
dreadful!"
"She's much too
handsome, my man," repeated the Alderman. "The chances are, that
she'll come to no good, I clearly see. Observe what I say. Take care of
her!" With which, he hurried off again.
"Wrong every way.
Wrong every way!" said Trotty, clasping his hands. "Born bad. No
business here!"
The Chimes came
clashing in upon him as he said the words. Full, loud, and sounding -- but with
no encouragement. No, not a drop.
"The tune's
changed," cried the old man, as he listened. "There's not a word of
all that fancy in it. Why should there be? I have no business with the New Year
nor with the old one neither. Let me die!"
Still the Bells,
pealing forth their changes, made the very air spin. Put 'em down, Put 'em
down! Good old Times, Good old Times! Facts and Figures, Facts and Figures! Put
'em down, Put 'em down. If they said anything they said this, until the brain
of Toby reeled.
He pressed his
bewildered head between his hands, as if to keep it from splitting asunder. A
well-timed action, as it happened; for finding the letter in one of them, and
being by that means reminded of his charge, he fell, mechanically, into his
usual trot, and trotted off.
The letter Toby had
received from Alderman Cute, was addressed to a great man in the great district
of the town. The greatest district of the town. It must have been the greatest
district of the town, because it was commonly called "the world" by
its inhabitants.
The letter positively
seemed heavier in Toby's hand, than another letter. Not because the Alderman
had sealed it with a very large coat of arms and no end of wax, but because of
the weighty name on the superscription, and the ponderous amount of gold and
silver with which it was associated.
"How different
from us!" thought Toby, in all simplicity THE FADING YEAR and earnestness,
as he looked at the direction. "Divide the lively turtles in the bills of
mortality, by the number of gentlefolks able to buy 'em; and whose share does
he take but his own! As to snatching tripe from anybody's mouth -- he'd scorn
it!"
With the involuntary
homage due to such an exalted character, Toby interposed a corner of his apron
between the letter and his fingers
"His
children," said Trotty, and a mist rose before his eyes; "his
daughters -- Gentlemen may win their hearts and marry them; they may be happy
wives and mothers; they may be handsome like my darling M -- e --"
He couldn't finish the
name. The final letter swelled in his throat, to the size of the whole
alphabet.
"Never mind,"
thought Trotty. "I know what I mean. That's more than enough for me."
And with this consolatory rumination, trotted on.
It was a hard frost,
that day. The air was bracing, crisp, and clear. The wintry sun, though
powerless for warmth, looked brightly down upon the ice it was too weak to
melt, and set a radiant glory there. At other times, Trotty might have learned
a poor man's lesson from the wintry sun; but he was past that, now.
The Year was Old, that day.
The patient Year had lived through the reproaches and misuses of its
slanderers, and faithfully performed its work. Spring, summer, autumn, winter.
It had laboured through the destined round, and now laid down its weary head to
die. Shut out from hope, high impulse, active happiness, itself, but active
messenger of many joys to others, it made appeal in its decline to have its
toiling days and patient hours remembered, and to die in peace. Trotty might
have read a poor man's allegory in the fading year; but he was past that, now.
And only he? Or has the
like appeal been ever made, by seventy years at once upon an English labourer's
head, and made in vain!
The streets were full
of motion, and the shops were decked out gaily. The New Year, like an Infant
Heir to the whole world, was waited for, with welcomes, presents, and
rejoicings. There were books and toys for the New Year, glittering trinkets for
the New Year, dresses for the New Year, schemes of fortune for the New Year;
new inventions to beguile it. Its life was parcelled out in almanacks and
pocket- books; the coming of its moons, and stars, and tides, was known
beforehand to the moment; all the workings of its seasons in their days and
nights, were calculated with as much precision as Mr. Filer could work sums in
men and women.
The New Year, the New
Year. Everywhere the New Year! The Old Year was already looked upon as dead;
and its effects were selling cheap, like some drowned mariner's aboard ship.
Its patterns were Last Year's, and going at a sacrifice, before its breath was
gone. Its treasures were mere dirt, beside the riches of its unborn successor!
Trotty had no portion,
to his thinking, in the New Year or the Old.
"Put 'em down, Put
'em down! Facts and Figures, Facts and Figures! Good old Times, Good old Times!
Put 'em down, Put 'em down!" -- his trot went to that measure, and would
fit itself to nothing else.
But, even that one,
melancholy as it was, brought him, in due time, to the end of his journey. To
the mansion of Sir Joseph Bowley, Member of Parliament.
The door was opened by
a Porter. Such a Porter! Not of Toby's order. Quite another thing. His place
was the ticket though; not Toby's.
This Porter underwent
some hard panting before he could speak; having breathed himself by coming
incautiously out of his chair, without first taking time to think about it and
compose his mind. When he had found his voice -- which it took him a long time
to do, for it was a long way off, and hidden under a load of meat -- he said in
a fat whisper,
"Who's it
from?"
SIR JOSEPH BOWLEY.
Toby told him.
"You're to take it
in, yourself," said the Porter pointing to a room at the end of a long
passage opening from the hall. "Everything goes straight in, on this day
of the year. You're not a bit too soon: for, the carriage is at the door now,
and they have only come to town for a couple of hours, a' purpose."
Toby wiped his feet
(which were quite dry already) with great care, and took the way pointed out to
him; observing as he went that it was an awfully grand house, but hushed and
covered up, as if the family were in the country. Knocking at the room- door,
he was told to enter from within; and doing so found himself in a spacious
library, where, at a table strewn with files and papers, were a stately lady in
a bonnet; and a not very stately gentleman in black who wrote from her
dictation; while another, and an older, and a much statelier gentleman, whose
hat and cane were on the table, walked up and down, with one hand in his
breast, and looked complacently from time to time at his own picture -- a full
length; a very full length -- hanging over the fireplace.
"What is
this?" said the last-named gentleman. "Mr. Fish, will you have the
goodness to attend?"
Mr. Fish begged pardon,
and taking the letter from Toby, handed it, with great respect.
"From Alderman
Cute, Sir Joseph."
"Is this all? Have
you nothing else, Porter?" inquired Sir Joseph.
Toby replied in the
negative.
"You have no bill
or demand upon me -- my name is Bowley, Sir Joseph Bowley -- of any kind from
anybody, have you?" said Sir Joseph. "If you have, present it. There
is a cheque-book by the side of Mr. Fish. I allow nothing to be carried into
the New Year. Every description of account is settled in this house at the
close of the old one. So that if death was to -- to"
"To cut,"
suggested Mr. Fish.
"To sever,
sir," returned Sir Joseph, with great asperity, "the cord of
existence -- my affairs would be found, I hope, in a state of
preparation."
"My dear Sir
Joseph!" said the lady, who was greatly younger than the gentleman.
"How shocking!"
"My lady
Bowley," returned Sir Joseph, floundering now THE POOR MAN'S FRIEND. and
then, as in the great depth of his observations, "at this season of the
year we should think of -- of -- ourselves. We should look into our -- our
accounts. We should feel that every return of so eventful a period in human
transactions, involves a matter of deep moment between a man and his -- and his
banker."
Sir Joseph delivered
these words as if he felt the full morality of what he was saying; and desired
that even Trotty should have an opportunity of being improved by such
discourse. Possibly he had this end before him in still forbearing to break the
seal of the letter, and in telling Trotty to wait where he was, a minute.
"You were desiring
Mr. Fish to say, my lady --" observed Sir Joseph.
"Mr. Fish has said
that, I believe," returned his lady, glancing at the letter. "But,
upon my word, Sir Joseph, I don't think I can let it go after all. It is so
very dear."
"What is
dear!" inquired Sir Joseph.
"That Charity, my
love. They only allow two votes for a subscription of five pounds. Really
monstrous!"
"My lady
Bowley," returned Sir Joseph, "you surprise me. Is the luxury of
feeling in proportion to the number of votes; or is it, to a rightly
constituted mind, in proportion to the number of applicants, and the wholesome
state of mind to which their canvassing reduces them? Is there no excitement of
the purest kind in having two votes to dispose of among fifty people?"
"Not to me, I
acknowledge," replied the lady. "It bores one. Besides, one can't
oblige one's acquaintance. But you are the Poor Man's Friend, you know, Sir
Joseph. You think otherwise."
"I am the Poor
Man's Friend," observed Sir Joseph, glancing at the poor man present.
"As such I may be taunted. As such I have been taunted. But I ask no other
title."
"Bless him for a
noble gentleman!" thought Trotty.
"I don't agree
with Cute here, for instance," said Sir Joseph, holding out the letter.
"I don't agree with the Filer party. I don't agree with any party. My
friend the Poor Man, has no business with anything of that sort, and nothing of
that sort has any business with him. My friend the Poor Man, in my district, is
my business. No man or body of men has any right to interfere between my friend
and me. That is the ground I take. I assume a -- a paternal character towards
my friend. I say, "My good fellow, I will treat you paternally."
Toby listened with
great gravity, and began to feel more comfortable.
"Your only
business, my good fellow," pursued Sir Joseph, looking abstractedly at
Toby; "your only business in life is with me. You needn't trouble yourself
to think about anything. I will think for you; I know what is good for you; I
am your perpetual parent. Such is the dispensation of an all-wise Providence! Now,
the design of your creation is -- not that you should swill, and guzzle, and
associate your enjoyments, brutally, with food"; Toby thought remorsefully
of the tripe; "but that you should feel the Dignity of Labour. Go forth
erect into the cheerful morning air, and -- stop there. Live hard and
temperately, be respectful, exercise your self-denial, bring up your family on
next to nothing, pay your rent as regularly as the clock strikes, be punctual
in your dealings (I set you a good example; you will find Mr. Fish, my
confidential secretary, with a cash-box before him at all times); and you may
trust me to be your Friend and Father."
"Nice children,
indeed, Sir Joseph!" said the lady, with a shudder. "Rheumatisms, and
fevers, and crooked legs, and asthmas, and all kinds of horrors!"
"My lady,"
returned Sir Joseph, with solemnity, "not the less am I the Poor Man's
Friend and Father. Not the less shall he receive encouragement at my hands.
Every quarter-day he will be put in communication with Mr. Fish. Every THE PEOPLE'S
FRIEND AND FATHER. New Year's Day, myself and friends will drink his health.
Once every year, myself and friends will address him with the deepest feeling.
Once in his life, he may even perhaps receive; in public, in the presence of
the gentry; a Trifle from a Friend. And when, upheld no more by these
stimulants, and the Dignity of Labour, he sinks into his comfortable grave,
then my lady" -- here Sir Joseph blew his nose -- "I will be a Friend
and a Father -- on the same terms -- to his children."
Toby was greatly moved.
"O! You have a
thankful family, Sir Joseph!" cried his wife
"My lady,"
said Sir Joseph, quite majestically, "Ingratitude is known to be the sin
of that class. I expect no other return."
"Ah! Born
bad!" thought Toby. "Nothing melts us."
"What man can do,
I do," pursued Sir Joseph. "I do my duty as the Poor Man's Friend and
Father; and I endeavour to educate his mind, by inculcating on all occasions
the one great moral lesson which that class requires. That is, entire Dependence
on myself. They have no business whatever with -- with themselves. If wicked
and designing persons tell them otherwise, and they become impatient and
discontented, and are guilty of insubordinate conduct and black-hearted
ingratitude; which is undoubtedly the case; I am their Friend and Father still.
It is so Ordained. It is in the nature of things."
With that great
sentiment, he opened the Alderman's letter; and read it.
"Very polite and
attentive, I am sure!" exclaimed Sir Joseph. "My lady, the Alderman
is so obliging as to remind me that he has had "the distinguished
honour" -- he is very good -- of meeting me at the house of our mutual
friend Deedles, the banker; and he does me the favour to inquire whether it
will be agreeable to me to have Will Fern put down."
"Most
agreeable!" replied my Lady Bowley. "The worst man among them! He has
been committing a robbery, I hope?"
"Why no,"
said Sir Joseph, referring to the letter. "Not quite. Very near. Not
quite. He came up to London, it seems, to look for employment (trying to better
himself -- that's his story), and being found at night asleep in a shed, was
taken into custody, and carried next morning before the Alderman. The Alderman
observes (very properly) that he is determined to put this sort of thing down;
and that if it will be agreeable to me to have Will Fern put down, he will be
happy to begin with him."
"Let him be made
an example of, by all means, returned the lady. "Last winter, when I
introduced pinking and eyelet-holing among the men and boys in the village, as
a nice evening employment, and had the lines,
O let us love our
occupations,
Bless the squire and
his relations,
Live upon our daily
rations,
And always know our
proper stations,
set to music on the new
system, for them to sing the while; this very Fern -- I see him now -- touched
that hat of his, and said, "I humbly ask your pardon, my lady, but an't I
something different from a great girl?" I expected it, of course; who can
expect anything but insolence and ingratitude from that class of people! That
is not to the purpose, however. Sir Joseph! Make an example of him!"
"Hem!"
coughed Sir Joseph. "Mr. Fish, if you'll have the goodness to attend
--"
Mr. Fish immediately
seized his pen, and wrote from Sir Joseph's dictation.
"Private. My dear
Sir. I am very much indebted to you for your courtesy in the matter of the man
William Fern, of whom, I regret to add, I can say nothing favourable. I have
uniformly considered myself in the light of his Friend and Father, but have
been repaid (a common case I grieve to say) with ingratitude, and constant
opposition to my plans. He WILL FERN MUST BE PUT DOWN. is a turbulent and
rebellious spirit. His character will not bear investigation. Nothing will
persuade him to be happy when he might. Under these circumstances, it appears
to me, I own, that when he comes before you again (as you informed me he
promised to do to-morrow, pending your inquiries, and I think he may be so far
relied upon), his committal for some short term as a Vagabond, would be a
service to society, and would be a salutary example in a country where -- for
the sake of those who are, through good and evil report, the Friends and
Fathers of the Poor, as well as with a view to that, generally speaking
misguided class themselves -- examples are greatly needed. And I am," and
so forth.
"It appears,"
remarked Sir Joseph when he had signed this letter, and Mr. Fish was sealing
it, "as if this were Ordained: really. At the close of the year, I wind up
my account and strike my balance, even with William Fern!"
Trotty, who had long
ago relapsed, and was very low-spirited, stepped forward with a rueful face to
take the letter.
"With my
compliments and thanks," said Sir Joseph. "Stop!"
"Stop!"
echoed Mr. Fish
"You have heard,
perhaps," said Sir Joseph, oracularly, "certain remarks into which I
have been led respecting the solemn period of time at which we have arrived,
and the duty imposed upon us of settling our affairs, and being prepared. You
have observed that I don't shelter myself behind my superior standing in
society, but that Mr. Fish -- that gentleman -- has a cheque- book at his
elbow, and is in fact here, to enable me to turn over a perfectly new leaf. and
enter on the epoch before us with a clean account. Now, my friend, can you lay
your hand upon your heart, and say, that you also have made preparations for a
New Year?"
"I am afraid,
sir," stammered Trotty, looking meekly at him, "that I am a -- a --
little behind-hand with the world."
"Behind-hand with
the world!" repeated Sir Joseph Bowley, in a tone of terrible
distinctness.
"I am afraid,
sir," faltered Trotty, "that there's a matter of ten or twelve
shillings owing to Mrs. Chickenstalker."
"To Mrs.
Chickenstalker!" repeated Sir Joseph, in the same tone as before.
"A shop,
sir," exclaimed Toby, "in the general line. Also a -- a little money
on account of rent. A very little, sir. It oughtn't to be owing, I know, but we
have been hard put to it, indeed!"
Sir Joseph looked at
his lady, and at Mr. Fish, and at Trotty, one after another, twice all round.
He then made a despondent gesture with both hands at once, as if he gave the
thing up altogether.
"How a man, even
among this improvident and impracticable race; an old man; a man grown grey;
can look a New Year in the face, with his affairs in this condition; how he can
lie down on his bed at night, and get up again in the morning, and --
There!" he said, turning his back on Trotty. "Take the letter. Take
the letter!"
"I heartily wish
it was otherwise, sir," said Trotty, anxious to excuse himself. "We
have been tried very hard."
Sir Joseph still
repeating "Take the letter, take the letter!" and Mr. Fish not only
saying the same thing, but giving additional force to the request by motioning
the bearer to the door, he had nothing for it but to make his bow and leave the
house. And in the street, poor Trotty pulled his worn old hat down on his head,
to hide the grief he felt at getting no hold on the New Year, anywhere.
He didn't even lift his
hat to look up at the Bell tower when he came to the old church on his return.
He halted there a moment, from habit: and knew that it was growing dark, and
that the steeple rose above him, indistinct and faint, in the murky air. He knew,
too, that the Chimes would ring immediately; and that they sounded to his
fancy, at such a time, like voices in the clouds. But he only made THE
COUNTRYMAN AND HIS CHILD. the more haste to deliver the Alderman's letter, and
get out of the way before they began; for he dreaded to hear them tagging
"Friends and Fathers, Friends and Fathers," to the burden they had
rung out last.
Toby discharged himself
of his commission, therefore, with all possible speed, and set off trotting
homeward. But what with his pace, which was at best an awkward one, in the
street; and what with his hat, which didn't improve it; he trotted against
somebody in less than no time, and was sent staggering out into the road.
"I beg your
pardon, I'm sure!" said Trotty, pulling up his hat in great confusion, and
between the hat and the torn lining, fixing his head into a kind of bee-hive.
"I hope I haven't hurt you."
As to hurting anybody,
Toby was not such an absolute Samson, but that he was much more likely to be
hurt himself: and indeed, he had flown out into the road, like a shuttlecock.
He had such an opinion of his own strength, however, that he was in real
concern for the other party: and said again,
"I hope I haven't
hurt you?"
The man against whom he
had run; a sun-browned, sinewy, country-looking man, with grizzled hair, and a
rough chin; stared at him for a moment, as if he suspected him to be in jest.
But, satisfied of his good faith, he answered:
"No friend. You
have not hurt me."
"Nor the child, I
hope?" said Trotty.
"Nor the
child," returned the man. "I thank you kindly."
As he said so, he
glanced at a little girl he carried in his arms, asleep: and shading her face
with the long end of the poor handkerchief he wore about his throat, went
slowly on.
The tone in which he
said "I thank you kindly," penetrated Trotty's heart. He was so jaded
and foot-sore, and so soiled with travel, and looked about him so forlorn and
strange, that it was a comfort to him to be able to thank any one: no matter
for how little. Toby stood gazing after him as he plodded wearily away, with
the child's arm clinging round his neck.
At the figure in the
worn shoes -- now the very shade and ghost of shoes -- rough leather leggings,
common frock, and broad slouched hat, Trotty stood gazing, blind to the whole
street. And at the child's arm, clinging round its neck.
Before he merged into
the darkness the traveller stopped; and looking round, and seeing Trotty
standing there yet, seemed undecided whether to return or go on. After doing
first the one and then the other, he came back, and Trotty went half way to
meet him.
"You can tell me,
perhaps," said the man with a faint smile, "and if you can I am sure
you will, and I'd rather ask you than another -- where Alderman Cute
lives."
"Close at
hand," replied Toby. "I'll show you his house with pleasure."
"I was to have
gone to him elsewhere to-morrow," said the man, accompanying Toby,
"but I'm uneasy under suspicion, and want to clear myself, and to be free
to go and seek my bread -- I don't know where. So, maybe he'll forgive my going
to his house tonight."
"It's
impossible," cried Toby with a start, "that your name's Fern!"
"Eh!" cried
the other, turning on him in astonishment.
"Fern! Will
Fern!" said Trotty.
"Why then,"
cried Trotty, seizing him by the arm, and looking cautiously round, "for
Heaven's sake don't go to him! Don't go to him! He'll put you down as sure as
ever you were born. Here! come up this alley, and I'll tell you what I mean.
Don't go to him."
His new acquaintance
looked as if he thought him mad; but he bore him company nevertheless. When
they were shrouded from observation, Trotty told him what he knew, and what
character he had received, and all about it.
TROTTY VECK AND WILL
FERN.
The subject of his
history listened to it with a calmness that surprised him. He did not
contradict or interrupt it, once. He nodded his head now and then -- more in
corroboration of an old and worn-out story, it appeared, than in refutation of
it; and once or twice threw back his hat, and passed his freckled hand over a
brow, where every furrow he had ploughed seemed to have set its image in
little. But he did no more.
"It's true enough
in the main," he said, "master, I could sift grain from husk here and
there, but let it be as 'tis. What odds? I have gone against his plans; to my
misfortune. I can't help it; I should do the like to-morrow. As to character,
them gentlefolks will search and search, and pry and pry, and have it as free
from spot or speck in us, afore they'll help us to a dry good word! -- Well! I
hope they don't lose good opinion as easy as we do, or their lives is strict
indeed, and hardly worth the keeping. For myself, master, I never took with
that hand" -- holding it before him -- "what wasn't my own; and never
held it back from work, however hard, or poorly paid. Whoever can deny it, let
him chop it off! But when work won't maintain me like a human creetur; when my
living is so bad, that I am Hungry, out of doors and in; when I see a whole
working life begin that way, go on that way, and end that way, without a chance
or change; then I say to the gentlefolks "Keep away from me! Let my
cottage be. My doors is dark enough without your darkening of 'em more. Don't
look for me to come up into the Park to help the show when there's a Birthday,
or a fine Speechmaking, or what not. Act your Plays and Games without me, and
be welcome to 'em, and enjoy 'em. We've nowt to do with one another. I'm best
let alone!"
Seeing that the child
in his arms had opened her eyes, and was looking about her in wonder, he
checked himself to say a word or two of foolish prattle in her ear, and stand
her on the ground beside him. Then slowly winding one of her long tresses round
and round his rough forefinger like a ring, while she hung about his dusty leg,
he said to Trotty:
"I'm not a
cross-grained man by nature, I believe; and easy satisfied, I'm sure. I bear no
ill-will against none of 'em. I only want to live like one of the Almighty's
creeturs. I can't -- I don't -- and so there's a pit dug between me, and them
that can and do. There's others like me. You might tell 'em off by hundreds and
by thousands, sooner than by ones."
Trotty knew he spoke
the Truth in this, and shook his head to signify as much.
"I've got a bad
name this way," said Fern; "and I'm not likely, I'm afeared, to get a
better. "Tan't lawful to be out of sorts, and I AM out of sorts, though
God knows I'd sooner bear a cheerful spirit if I could. Well! I don't know as
this Alderman could hurt me much by sending me to gaol; but without a friend to
speak a word for me, he might do it; and you see --!" pointing downward
with his finger, at the child.
"She has a
beautiful face," said Trotty.
"Why yes!"
replied the other in a low voice, as he gently turned it up with both his hands
towards his own, and looked upon it steadfastly. "I've thought so, many
times. I've thought so, when my hearth was very cold, and cupboard very bare. I
thought so t'other night, when we were taken like two thieves. But they - -
they shouldn't try the little face too often, should they, Lilian? That's
hardly fair upon a man!"
He sunk his voice so
low, and gazed upon her with an air so stern and strange, that Toby, to divert
the current of his thoughts, inquired if his wife were living.
"I never had
one," he returned, shaking his head. "She's my brother's child: a
orphan. Nine year old, though you'd hardly think it; but she's tired and worn
out now. They'd have taken care on her, the Union -- eight-and-twenty mile away
from where we live -- between four walls (as they took care of my old father
when he couldn't work no more, though TROTTY'S HOSPITALITY. he didn't trouble
'em long); but I took her instead, and she's lived with me ever since. Her
mother had a friend once, in London here. We are trying to find her, and to
find work too; but it's a large place. Never mind. More room for us to walk
about in Lilly!"
Meeting the child's
eyes with a smile which melted Toby more than tears, he shook him by the hand.
"I don't so much
as know your name," he said, "but I've opened my heart free to you,
for I'm thankful to you; with good reason. I'll take your advice, and , keep
clear of this --"
"Justice," suggested
Toby.
"Ah!" he
said. "If that's the name they give him. This Justice. And to-morrow will
try whether there's better fortun' to be met with, somewheres near London.
Good-night. A Happy New Year!"
"Stay!" cried
Trotty, catching at his hand, as he relaxed his grip. "Stay! The New Year
never can be happy to me, if we part like this. The New Year never can be happy
to me, if I see the child and you, go wandering away, you don't know where,
without a shelter for your heads. Come home with me! I'm a poor man, living in
a poor place; but I can give you lodging for one night and never miss it. Come
home with me! Here! I'll take her!" cried Trotty, lifting un the child.
"A pretty one! I'd carry twenty times her weight, and never know I'd got
it. Tell me if I go too quick for you. I'm very fast. I always was!"
Trotty said this, taking about six of his trotting paces to one stride of his
fatigued companion, and with his thin legs quivering again, beneath the load he
bore.
"Why, she's as
light," said Trotty, trotting in his speech as well as in his gait; for he
couldn't bear to be thanked. and dreaded a moment's pause; "as light as a
feather. Lighter than a Peacock's feather -- a great. deal lighter. Here we
are, and here we go! Round this first turning to the right, Uncle Will, and
past the pump, and sharp off up the passage to the left, right opposite the
public-house. Here we are and here we go! Cross over, Uncle Will, and mind the
kidney pieman at the corner! Here we are and here we go! Down the Mews here, Uncle
Will, and stop at the black door, with "T. Veck, Ticket Porter" wrote
upon a board; and here we are and here we go, and here we are indeed, my
precious Meg, surprising you!"
With which words
Trotty, in a breathless state, set the child down before his daughter in the
middle of the floor. The little visitor looked once at Meg; and doubting
nothing in that face, but trusting everything she saw there; ran into her arms.
"Here we are and
here we go!" cried Trotty, running round the room, and choking audibly.
"Here, Uncle Will, here's a fire you know! Why don't you come to the fire?
Oh here we are and here we go! Meg, my precious darling, where's the kettle?
Here it is and here it goes, and it'll bile in no time! "
Trotty really had
picked up the kettle somewhere or other in the course of his wild career, and
now put it on the fire; while Meg, seating the child in a warm corner, knelt
down on the ground before her, and pulled off her shoes, and dried her wet feet
on a cloth. Ay, and she laughed at Trotty too -- so pleasantly, so cheerfully,
that Trotty could have blessed her where she kneeled; for he had seen that,
when they entered, she was sitting by the fire in tears.
"Why,
father!" said Meg. "You're crazy to-night, I think. I don't know what
the Bells would say to that. Poor little feet. How cold they are!"
"Oh, they're
warmer now!" exclaimed the child. "They're quite warm now!"
"No, no, no,"
said Meg. "We haven't rubbed 'em half enough. We're so busy. So busy! And
when they're done, we'll brush out the damp hair; and when that's done, we'll
bring some colour to the poor pale face with fresh water; and when that's done,
we'll be so gay, and brisk, and happy--!"
TROTTY'S LITTLE
ARTIFICE.
The child, in a burst of
sobbing, clasped her round the neck; caressed her fair cheek with its hand; and
said, "Oh Meg! oh dear Meg!"
Toby's blessing could
have done no more. Who could do more!
"Why,
father!" cried Meg, after a pause.
"Here I am and
here I go, my dear!" said Trotty.
"Good Gracious
me!" cried Meg. "He's crazy! He's put the dear child's bonnet on the
kettle, and hung the lid behind the door!"
"I didn't go for
to do it, my love," said Trotty, hastily repairing this mistake.
"Meg, my dear?"
Meg looked towards him
and saw that he had elaborately stationed himself behind the chair of their
male visitor, where with many mysterious gestures he was holding up the
sixpence he had earned.
"I see, my
dear," said Trotty, "as I was coming in, half an ounce of tea lying somewhere
on the stairs; and I'm pretty sure there was a bit of bacon too. As I don't
remember where it was exactly, I'll go myself and try to find 'em."
With this inscrutable
artifice, Toby withdrew to purchase the viands he had spoken of, for ready
money, at Mrs. Chickenstalker's; and presently came back, pretending he had not
been able to find them, at first, in the dark.
"But here they are
at last," said Trotty, setting out the tea things, "all correct! I
was pretty sure it was tea, and a rasher. So it is, Meg, my pet, if you'll just
make the tea, while your unworthy father toasts the bacon, we shall be ready,
immediate. It's a curious circumstance," said Trotty, proceeding in his
cookery, with the assistance of the toasting-fork, "curious, but well known
to my friends, that I never care, myself, for rashers, nor for tea. I like to
see other people enjoy 'em," said Trotty, speaking very loud, to impress
the fact upon his guest, "but to me, as food, they're disagreeable."
Yet Trotty sniffed the
savour of the hissing bacon -- ah! -- as if he liked it; and when he poured the
boiling water in the tea-pot, looked lovingly down into the depths of that snug
cauldron, and suffered the fragrant steam to curl about his nose, and wreathe
his head and face in a thick cloud. However, for all this, he neither ate nor
drank, except at the very beginning, a mere morsel for form's sake, which he
appeared to eat with infinite relish, but declared was perfectly uninteresting
to him.
No. Trotty's occupation
was, to see Will Fern and Lilian eat and drink; and so was Meg's. And never did
spectators at a city dinner or court banquet find such high delight in seeing
others feast: although it were a monarch or a pope: as those two did, in
looking on that night. Meg smiled at Trotty, Trotty laughed at Meg. Meg shook
her head, and made believe to clap her hands, applauding Trotty; Trotty
conveyed, in dumb-show, unintelligible narratives of how and when and where he
had found their visitors, to Meg; and they were happy. Very happy.
"Although,"
thought Trotty, sorrowfully, as he watched Meg's face; "that match is
broken off, I see!"
"Now, I'll tell
you what," said Trotty after tea. "The little one, she sleeps with
Meg, I know."
"With good
Meg!" cried the child, caressing her. "With Meg."
"That's
right," said Trotty. "And I shouldn't wonder if she kiss Meg's
father, won't she? I'm Meg's father."
Mightily delighted
Trotty was, when the child went timidly towards him and having kissed him, fell
back upon Meg again.
"She's as sensible
as Solomon," said Trotty. "Here we come and here we -- no, we don't
-- I don't mean that -- I -- what was I saying, Meg, my precious?"
Meg looked towards
their guest, who leaned upon her chair, and with his face turned from her,
fondled the child's head, half hidden in her lap.
"To be sure,"
said Toby. "To be sure! I don't know A NEW HEART FOR A NEW YEAR! what I'm
rambling on about, to-night. My wits are wool-gathering, I think. Will Fern,
you come along with me. You're tired to death, and broken down for want of
rest. You come along with me."
The man still played
with the child's curls, still leaned upon Meg's chair, still turned away his
face. He didn't speak, but in his rough coarse fingers, clenching and expanding
in the fair hair of the child, there was an eloquence that said enough.
"Yes, yes,"
said Trotty, answering unconsciously what he saw expressed in his daughter's
face. "Take her with you, Meg. Get her to bed. There! Now, Will. I'll show
you where you lie. It's not much of a place: only a loft; but, having a loft, I
always say, is one of the great conveniences of living in a mews; and till this
coach-house and stable gets a better let, we live here cheap. There's plenty of
sweet hay up there, belonging to a neighbour; and it's as clean as hands, and
Meg, can make it. Cheer up! Don't give way. A new heart for a New Year,
always!"
The hand released from
the child's hair, had fallen, trembling, into Trotty's hand. So Trotty, talking
without intermission, led him out as tenderly and easily as if he had been a
child himself.
Returning before Meg,
he listened for an instant at the door of her little chamber; an adjoining
room. The child was murmuring a simple Prayer before lying down to sleep; and
when she had remembered Meg's name, "Dearly, Dearly" -- so her words
ran -- Trotty heard her stop and ask for his.
It was some short time
before the foolish little old fellow could compose himself to mend the fire,
and draw his chair to the warm hearth. But, when he had done so, and had
trimmed the light, he took his newspaper from his pocket, and began to read.
Carelessly at first, and skimming up and down the columns; but with an earnest
and a sad attention, very soon.
For this same dreaded
paper re-directed Trotty's thoughts into the channel they had taken all that
day, and which the days" events had so marked out and shaped. His interest
in the two wanderers had set him on another course of thinking, and a happier
one, for the time; but being alone again, and reading of the crimes and
violences of the people, he relapsed into his former train.
In this mood, he came
to an account (and it was not the first he had ever read) of a woman who had
laid her desperate hands not only on her own life but on that of her young
child. A crime so terrible, and so revolting; to his soul, dilated with the
love of Meg, that he let the journal drop, and fell back in his chair,
appalled!
"Unnatural and
cruel!" Toby cried. "Unnatural and cruel! None but people who were
bad at heart, born bad, who had no business on the earth, could do such deeds.
It's too true, all I've heard to-day; too just, too full of proof. We're
Bad!"
The Chimes took up the
words so suddenly -- burst out so loud, and clear, and sonorous -- that the
Bells seemed to strike him in his chair.
And what was that they
said?
"Toby Veck, Toby
Veck, waiting for you Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, waiting for you Toby! Come
and see us, come and see us, Drag him to us, drag him to us, Haunt and hunt
him, haunt and hunt him, Break his slumbers, break his slumbers! Toby Veck Toby
Veck, door open wide Toby, Toby Veck Toby Veck, door open wide Toby --"
then fiercely back to their impetuous strain again, and ringing in the very
bricks and plaster on the walls.
Toby listened. Fancy,
fancy! His remorse for having run away from them that afternoon! No, no.
Nothing of the kind. Again, again, and yet a dozen times again. "Haunt and
hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Drag him to us, drag him to us!" Deafening
the whole town!
"Meg," said
Trotty softly: tapping at her door. "Do you hear anything?"
TROTTY'S BEWILDERMENT.
"I hear the Bells,
father. Surely they're very loud to- night."
"Is she
asleep?" said Toby, making an excuse for peeping in.
"So peacefully and
happily! I can't leave her yet though, father. Look how she holds my
hand!"
"Meg,"
whispered Trotty. "Listen to the Bells!"
She listened, with her
face towards him all the time. But it underwent no change. She didn't
understand them.
Trotty withdrew,
resumed his seat by the fire, and once more listened by himself. He remained
here a little time.
It was impossible to
bear it; their energy was dreadful.
"If the tower-door
is really open," said Toby, hastily laying aside his apron, but never
thinking of his hat, "what's to hinder me from going up into the steeple
and satisfying myself? If it's shut, I don't want any other satisfaction.
That's enough."
He was pretty certain
as he slipped out quietly into the street that he should find it shut and
locked, for he knew the door well, and had so rarely seen it open, that he
couldn't reckon above three times in all. It was a low arched portal, outside
the church, in a dark nook behind a column; and had such great iron hinges, and
such a monstrous lock, that there way much more hinge and lock than door.
But what was his
astonishment when, coming bare headed to the church; and putting his hand into
this dark nook, with a certain misgiving that it might be unexpectedly seized,
and a shivering propensity to draw it back again; he found that the door, which
opened outwards, actually stood ajar!
He thought, on the
first surprise, of going back; or of getting a light, or a companion; but his
courage aided him immediately, and he determined to ascend alone.
"What have I to
fear?" said Trotty. "It's a church! Besides, the ringers may be
there, and have forgotten to shut the door."
So he went in, feeling
his way as he went, like a blind man; for it was very dark. And very quiet, for
the Chimes were silent.
The dust from the
street had blown into the recess; and lying there, heaped up, made it so soft
and velvet- like to the foot, that there was something startling, even in that.
The narrow stair was so close to the door, too, that he stumbled at the very
first; and shutting the door upon himself, by striking it with his foot, and
causing it to rebound back heavily, he couldn't open it again.
This was another
reason, however, for going on. Trotty groped his way, and went on. Up, up, up,
and round, and round; and up, up, up; higher, higher, higher up!
It was a disagreeable
staircase for that groping work; so low and narrow, that his groping hand was always
touching something; and it often felt so like a man or ghostly figure standing
up erect and making room for him to pass without discovery, that he would rub
the smooth wall upward searching for its face, and downward searching for its
feet, TROTTY IN THE BELFRY. while a chill tingling crept all over him. Twice or
thrice, a door or niche broke the monotonous surface; and then it seemed a gap
as wide as the whole church; and he felt on the brink of an abyss, and going to
tumble head- long down, until he found the wall again.
Still up, up, up; and
round and round, and up, up, up; higher, higher, higher up!
At length, the dull and
stifling atmosphere began to freshen: presently to feel quite windy; presently
it blew so strong, that he could hardly keep his legs. But, he got to an arched
window in the tower, breast high, and holding tight, looked down upon the
house-tops, on the smoking chimneys, on the blurr and blotch of lights (towards
the place where Meg was wondering where he was and calling to him perhaps), all
kneaded up, together in a leaven of mist and darkness.
This was the belfry,
where the ringers came. He had caught hold of one of the frayed ropes which
hung down through apertures in the oaken roof. At first he started, thinking it
was hair; then trembled at the very thought of waking the deep Bell. The Bells
themselves were higher. Higher, Trotty, in his fascination, or in working out
the spell upon him, groped his way. By ladders now, and toilsomely, for it was
steep, and not too certain holding for the feet.
Up, up, up; and climb
and clamber; up, up, up; higher, higher, higher up!
Until, ascending
through the floor, and pausing with his head just raised above its beams, he
came among the Bells. It was barely possible to make out their great shapes in
the gloom; but there they were. Shadowy, and dark, and dumb.
A heavy sense of dread
and loneliness fell instantly upon him, as he climbed into this airy nest of
stone and metal. His head went round and round. He listened, and then raised a
wild "Holloa!"
Holloa! was mournfully
protracted by the echoes. Giddy, confused, and out of breath, and frightened,
Toby looked about him vacantly, and sunk down in a swoon.
Black are the brooding
clouds and troubled the deep waters, when the Sea of Thought, first heaving
from a calm, gives up its Dead. Monsters uncouth and wild, arise in premature,
imperfect resurrection, the several parts and shapes of different things are
joined and mixed by chance; and when, and how, and by what wonderful degrees,
each separates from each, and every sense and object of the mind resumes its
usual form and lives again, no man -- though every man is every day the casket
of this type of the Great Mystery -- can tell.
THE SPIRITS OF THE
BELLS.
So, when and how the
darkness of the night-black steeple changed to shining light; when and how the
solitary tower was peopled with a myriad figures; when and how the whispered
"Haunt and hunt him," breathing monotonously through his sleep or
swoon, became a voice exclaiming in the waking ears of Trotty, "Break his
slumbers"; when and how he ceased to have a sluggish and confused idea
that such things were, companioning a host of others that were not; there are
no dates or means to tell. But, awake and standing on his feet upon the boards
where he had lately lain, he saw this Goblin Sight.
He saw the tower, whither
his charmed footsteps had brought him, swarming with dwarf phantoms, spirits,
elfin creatures of the Bells. He saw them leaping, flying, dropping, pouring
from the Bells without a pause. He saw them, round him on the ground; above
him, in the air, clambering from him, by the ropes below; looking down upon
him, from the massive iron-girded beams; peeping in upon him, through the
chinks and loopholes in the walls, spreading away and away from him in
enlarging circles, as the water ripples give way to a huge stone that suddenly
comes plashing in among them. He saw them, of all aspects and all shapes. He
saw them ugly, handsome, crippled, exquisitely formed. He saw them young, he
saw them old, he saw them kind, he saw them cruel, he saw them merry, he saw them
grim; he saw them dance, and heard them sing; he saw them tear their hair, and
heard them howl. He saw the air thick with them. He saw them come and go,
incessantly. He saw them riding downward, soaring upward, sailing off afar,
perching near at hand, all restless and all violently active. Stone, and brick,
and slate, and tile, became transparent to him as to them. He saw them in the
houses, busy at the sleepers" beds. He saw them soothing people in their
dreams; he saw them beating them with knotted whips; he saw them yelling in
their ears; he saw them playing softest music on their pillows; he saw them
cheering some with the songs of birds and the perfume of flowers; he saw them
flashing awful faces on the troubled rest of others, from enchanted mirrors
which they carried in their hands.
He saw these creatures,
not only among sleeping men but waking also, active in pursuits irreconcilable
with one another, and possessing or assuming natures the most opposite. He saw
one buckling on innumerable wings to increase his speed; another loading
himself with chains and weights, to retard his. He saw some putting the hands
of clocks forward, some putting the hands of clocks backward, some endeavouring
to stop the clock entirely. He saw them representing, here a marriage ceremony,
there a funeral; in this chamber an election, in that a ball; he saw,
everywhere, restless and untiring motion.
Bewildered by the host
of shifting and extraordinary figures, as well as by the uproar of the Bells,
which all this while were ringing, Trotty clung to a wooden pillar for support,
and turned his white face here and there, in mute and stunned astonishment.
As he gazed, the Chimes
stopped. Instantaneous change! The whole swarm fainted! their forms collapsed,
their speed deserted them; they sought to fly but in the act of falling died
and melted into air. No fresh supply succeeded them. One straggler leaped down
pretty briskly from the surface of the Great Bell, and alighted on his feet,
but he was dead and gone before he could turn round. Some few of the late
company who had gambolled in the tower, remained there, spinning over and over
a little longer; but these became at every turn more faint, and few, and
feeble, and soon went the way of the rest. The last of all was one small
hunchback, who had got into an echoing corner, where he twirled and twirled,
and floated by himself a long time; showing such perseverance, that at last he
dwindled to a leg and even to a foot, before he finally returned; but he
vanished in the end, and then the tower was silent.
Then and not before,
did Trotty see in every Bell a TROTTY SEIZED WITH FEAR. bearded figure of the
bulk and stature of the Bell -- incomprehensibly, a figure and the Bell itself.
Gigantic, grave, and darkly watchful of him, as he stood rooted to the ground.
Mysterious and awful
figures! Resting on nothing; poised in the night air of the tower, with their
draped and hooded heads merged in the dim roof; motionless and shadowy. Shadowy
and dark, although he saw them by some light belonging to themselves -- none
else was there -- each with its muffled hand upon its goblin mouth.
He could not plunge
down wildly through the opening in the floor; for all power of motion had
deserted him. Otherwise he would have done so -- aye, would have thrown
himself, headforemost, from the steeple- top, rather than have seen them
watching him with eyes that would have waked and watched although the pupils
had been taken out.
Again, again, the dread
and terror of the lonely place, and of the wild and fearful night that reigned
there, touched him like a spectral hand. His distance from all help; the long,
dark, winding, ghost-beleaguered way that lay between him and the earth on
which men lived; his being high, high, high, up there, where it had made him
dizzy to see the birds fly in the day; cut off from all good people, who at
such an hour were safe at home and sleeping in their beds; all this struck
coldly through him, not as a reflection but a bodily sensation. Meantime his
eyes and thoughts and fears, were fixed upon the watchful figures; which,
rendered unlike any figures of this world by the deep gloom and shade
enwrapping and enfolding them, as well as by their looks and forms and
supernatural hovering above the floor, were nevertheless as plainly to be seen
as were the stalwart oaken frames, cross-pieces, bars and beams, set up there
to support the Bells. These hemmed them in a very forest of hewn timber; from
the entanglements, intricacies, and depths of which, as from among the boughs
of a dead wood blighted for their phantom use, they kept their darksome and
unwinking watch.
A blast of air -- how
cold and shrill! -- came moaning through the tower. As it died away, the Great
Bell, or the Goblin of the Great Bell, spoke.
"What visitor is
this?" it said. The voice was low and deep, and Trotty fancied that it
sounded in the other figures as well.
"I thought my name
was called by the Chimes!" said Trotty, raising his hands in an attitude
of supplication. "I hardly know why I am here, or how I came. I have
listened to the Chimes these many years. They have cheered me often."
"And you have
thanked them?" said the Bell.
"A thousand
times!" cried Trotty.
"How?"
"I am a poor
man," faltered Trotty, "and could only thank them in words."
"And always so?"
inquired the Goblin of the Bell. "Have you never done us wrong in
words?"
"No!" cried
Trotty eagerly.
"Never done us
foul, and false, and wicked wrong, in words?" pursued the Goblin of the
Bell.
Trotty was about to
answer, "Never!" But he stopped, and was confused.
"The voice of
Time," said the Phantom, "cries to man, Advance! Time is for his
advancement and improvement; for his greater worth, his greater happiness, his
better life; his progress onward to that goal within its knowledge and its
view, and set there, in the period when Time and He began. Ages of darkness,
wickedness, and violence, have come and gone -- millions uncountable, have
suffered, lived, and died -- to point the way before him. Who seeks to turn him
back, or stay him on his course, arrests a mighty engine which will strike the
meddler dead; and be the fiercer and the wilder, ever, for its momentary
check!"
"I never did so to
my knowledge, sir," said Trotty. "It was quite by accident if I did.
I wouldn't go to do it, I'm sure."
WHAT THE BELLS SAID.
"Who puts into the
mouth of Time, or of its servants," said the Goblin of the Bell, "a
cry of lamentation for days which have had their trial and their failure, and
have left deep traces of it which the blind may see -- a cry that only serves
the present time, by showing men how much it needs their help when any ears can
listen to regrets for such a past, who does this, does a wrong. And you have
done that wrong, to us, the Chimes."
Trotty's first excess
of fear was gone. But he had felt tenderly and gratefully towards the Bells, as
you have seen; and when he heard himself arraigned as one who had offended them
so weightily, his heart was touched with penitence and grief.
"If you knew,"
said Trotty, clasping his hands earnestly -- "or perhaps you do know -- if
you know how often you have kept me company; how often you have cheered me up
when I've been low; how you were quite the plaything of my little daughter Meg
(almost the only one she ever had) when first her mother died, and she and me
were left alone; you won't bear malice for a hasty word!"
"Who hears in us,
the Chimes, one note bespeaking disregard, or stern regard, of any hope, or
joy, or pain, or sorrow, of the many-sorrowed throng; who hears us make
response to any creed that gauges human passions and affections, as it gauges
the amount of miserable food on which humanity may pine and wither; does us
wrong. That wrong you have done us!" said the Bell.
"I have!"
said Trotty. "Oh forgive me!"
"Who hears us echo
the dull vermin of the earth: the Putters Down of crushed and broken natures,
formed to be raised up higher than such maggots of the time can crawl or can
conceive," pursued the Goblin of the Bell; "who does so, does us
wrong. And you have done us wrong!"
"Not meaning
it," said Trotty. "In my ignorance, not meaning it!"
"Lastly, and most
of all," pursued the Bell. "Who turns his back upon the fallen and
disfigured of his kind; abandons them as vile; and does not trace and track
with pitying eyes the unfenced precipice by which they fell from good --
grasping in their fall some tufts and shreds of that lost soil, and clinging to
them still when bruised and dying in the gulf below; does wrong to Heaven and
man, to time and to eternity. And you have done that wrong!"
"Spare me,"
cried Trotty, falling on his knees; "for Mercy's sake!"
"Listen!"
said the Shadow
"Listen!"
cried the other Shadows
"Listen!"
said a clear and childlike voice, which Trotty thought he recognised as having
heard before
The organ sounded
faintly in the church below. Swelling by degrees, the melody ascended to the
roof and filled the choir and nave. Expanding more and more, it rose up, up;
up, up; higher, higher, higher up; awakening agitated hearts within the burly
piles of oak, the hollow bells, the iron-bound doors, the stairs of solid
stone; until the tower walls were insufficient to contain it, and it soared
into the sky
No wonder that, an old
man's breast could not contain a sound so vast and mighty. It broke from that
weak prison in a rush of tears; and Trotty put his hands before his face.
"Listen!"
said the Shadow.
"Listen!"
said the other Shadows
"Listen!"
said the child's voice.
A solemn strain of
blended voices, rose into the tower.
It was a very low and
mournful strain -- a Dirge -- and as he listened, Trotty heard his child among
the singers.
"She is
dead!" exclaimed the old man. "Meg is dead! Her spirit calls to me. I
hear it!"
"The Spirit of
your child bewails the dead, and mingles with the dead -- dead hopes, dead
fancies dead imaginings of youth," returned the Bell, "but she is
living. Learn from her life, a living truth. Learn from the creature dearest to
your heart, how bad the bad are born. See every bud and THE CHANGES OF NINE
YEARS. leaf plucked one by one from off the rarest stem, and know how bare and
wretched it may be. Follow her! To desperation!"
Each of the shadowy
figures stretched its right arm forth, and pointed downward.
"The Spirit of the
Chimes is your companion, said the figure. "Go! It stands behind
you!"
Trotty turned, and saw
-- the child! The child Will Fern had carried in the street; the child whom Meg
had watched, but now, asleep!
"I carried her
myself, to-night," said Trotty. "In these arms!"
"Show him what he
calls himself," said the dark figures, one and all.
The tower opened at his
feet. He looked down, and beheld his own form , lying at the bottom, on the
outside: crushed and motionless.
"No more a living
man!" cried Trotty. "Dead!"
"Dead!" said
the figures all together.
"Gracious Heaven!
And the New Year --"
"Past," said
the figures.
"What!" he
cried, shuddering. "I missed my way, and coming on the outside of this
tower in the dark, fell down -- a year ago?"
"Nine years
ago!" replied the figures.
As they gave the
answer, they recalled their out- stretched hands; and where their figures had
been, there the Bells were.
And they rung; their
time being come again. And once again, vast multitudes of phantoms sprung into
existence; once again, were incoherently engaged, as they had been before; once
again, faded on the stopping of the Chimes; and dwindled into nothing.
"What are
these?" he asked his guide. "If I am not mad, what are these?"
"Spirits of the
Bells. Their sound upon the air," returned the child. "They take such
shapes and occupations as the hopes and thoughts of mortals, and the
recollections they have stored up, give them."
"And you,"
said Trotty wildly. "What are you?"
"Hush, hush!"
returned the child. "Look here!"
In a poor, mean room:
working at the same kind of embroidery which he had often seen before her; Meg,
his own dear daughter, was presented to his view. He made no effort to imprint
his kisses on her face; he did not strive to clasp her to his loving heart; he knew
that such endearments were, for him, no more. But, he held his trembling
breath, and brushed away the blinding tears, that he might look upon her; that
he might only see her.
Ah! Changed. Changed.
The light of the clear eye, how dimmed. The bloom, how faded from the cheek.
Beautiful she was, as she had ever been, but Hope, Hope, Hope, oh where was the
fresh Hope that had spoken to him like a voice!
She looked up from her
work, at a companion. Following her eyes, the old man started back.
In the woman grown, he
recognised her at a glance. In the long silken hair, he saw the self-same
curls; around the lips, the child's expression lingering still. See! In the
eyes, now turned inquiringly on Meg, there shone the very look that scanned
those features when he brought her home!
Then what was this,
beside him!
Looking with awe into
its face, he saw a something reigning there: a lofty something, undefined and
indistinct, which made it hardly more than a remembrance of that child -- as
yonder figure might be -- yet it was the same: the same: and wore the dress.
Hark. They were
speaking!
"Meg," said
Lilian, hesitating. "How often you raise your head from your work to look
at me!"
"Are my looks so
altered, that they frighten you?" asked Meg.
LILIAN AND MEG.
"Nay, dear! But
you smile at that, yourself! Why not smile, when you look at me, Meg?"
"I do so. Do I
not?" she answered: smiling on her.
"Now you do,"
said Lilian, "but not usually. When you think I'm busy, and don't see you,
you look so anxious and so doubtful, that I hardly like to raise my eyes. There
is little cause for smiling in this hard and toilsome life, but you were once
so cheerful."
"Am I not
now!" cried Meg, speaking in a tone of strange alarm, and rising to
embrace her. "Do I make our weary life more weary to you, Lilian!"
"You have been the
only thing that made it life," said Lilian, fervently kissing her;
"sometimes the only thing that made me care to live so, Meg. Such work,
such work! So many hours, so many days, so many long, long nights of hopeless,
cheerless, never-ending work -- not to heap up riches, not to live grandly or
gaily, not to live upon enough, however coarse; but to earn bare bread: to
scrape together just enough to toil upon, and want upon, and keep alive in us
the consciousness of our hard fate! Oh Meg, Meg!" she raised her voice and
twined her arms about her as she spoke, like one in pain. "How can the
cruel world go round, and bear to look upon such lives!"
"Lilly!" said
Meg, soothing her, and putting back her hair from her wet face. "Why
Lilly! You! So pretty and so young!"
"Oh Meg!" she
interrupted, holding her at arm's length, and looking in her face imploringly.
"The worst of all, the worst of all! Strike me old, Meg! Wither me, and
shrivel me, and free me from the dreadful thoughts that tempt me in my
youth!"
Trotty turned to look
upon his guide. But, the Spirit of the child had taken flight. Was gone.
Neither did he himself remain in the same place; for, Sir Joseph Bowley, Friend
and Father of the Poor, held a great festivity at Bowley Hall, in honour of the
natal day of Lady Bowley. And as Lady Bowley had been born on New Year's Day
(which the local newspapers considered an especial pointing of the finger of
Providence to number One. as Lady Bowley's destined figure in Creation). it was
on a New Year's Day that this festivity took place.
Bowley Hall was full of
visitors. The red-faced gentleman was there, Mr. Filer was there, the great
Alderman Cute was there -- Alderman Cute had a sympathetic feeling with great
people, and had considerably improved his acquaintance with Sir Joseph Bowley
on the strength of his attentive letter: indeed had become quite a friend of
the family since then -- and many guests were there. Trotty's ghost was there,
wandering about, poor phantom, drearily; and looking for its guide.
There was to be a great
dinner in the Great Hall. At which Sir Joseph Bowley, in his celebrated
character of Friend and Father, of the Poor, was to make his great speech.
Certain plum-puddings were to be eaten by his Friends and Children in another
Hall first; and, at a given signal, Friends and Children flocking in among
their Friends and Fathers, were to form a family assemblage, with not one manly
eye therein unmoistened by emotion.
But, there was more
than this to happen. Even more than this. Sir Joseph Bowley, Baronet and Member
of Parliament, was to play a match at skittles -- real skittles -- with his
tenants!
"Which quite
reminds me," said Alderman Cute, "of the days of old King Hal, stout
King Hal, bluff King Hal. Ah. Fine character!"
"Very," said
Mr. Filer, dryly. "For marrying women and murdering 'em. Considerably more
than the average number of wives by the bye."
"You'll marry the
beautiful ladies, and not murder 'em, eh?" said Alderman Cute to the heir
of Bowley, aged twelve. "Sweet boy! We shall have this little gentleman in
Parliament now," said the Alderman, holding him by the shoulders, WHERE IS
RICHARD? and looking as reflective as he could, "before we know where we
are. We shall hear of his successes at the poll; his speeches in the House; his
overtures from Governments; his brilliant achievements of all kinds; ah! we
shall make our little orations about him in the Common Council, I'll be bound;
before we have time to look about us!"
"Oh, the
difference of shoes and stockings!" Trotty thought. But his heart yearned
towards the child, for the love of those same shoeless and stockingless boys,
predestined (by the Alderman) to turn out bad, who might have been the children
of poor Meg.
"Richard,"
moaned Trotty, roaming among the company, to and fro; "where is he? I
can't find Richard! Where is Richard?"
Not likely to be there,
if still alive! But Trotty's grief and solitude confused him; and he still went
wandering among the gallant company, looking for his guide, and saying,
"Where is Richard? Show me Richard!"
He was wandering thus,
when he encountered Mr. Fish, the confidential Secretary: in great agitation.
"Bless my heart
and soul!" cried Mr. Fish. "Where's Alderman Cute? Has anybody seen
the Alderman?"
Seen the Alderman? Oh
dear! Who could ever help seeing the Alderman? He was so considerate, so
affable, he bore so much in mind the natural desires of folks to see him, that
if he had a fault, it was the being constantly On View. And wherever the great
people were, there, to be sure, attracted by the kindred sympathy between great
souls, was Cute.
Several voices cried
that he was in the circle round Sir Joseph. Mr. Fish made way there; found him;
and took him secretly into a window near at hand. Trotty joined them. Not of
his own accord. He felt that his steps were led in that direction.
"My dear Alderman
Cute," said Mr. Fish. "A little more this way. The most dreadful
circumstance has occurred. I have this moment received the intelligence. I
think it will be best not to acquaint Sir Joseph with it till the day is over.
You understand Sir Joseph, and will give me your opinion. The most frightful
and deplorable event!"
"Fish!" returned
the Alderman. "Fish! My good fellow what is the matter? Nothing
revolutionary, I hope! No -- no attempted interference with the
magistrates?"
"Deedles, the
banker," gasped the Secretary. "Deedles Brothers -- who was to have
been here to-day -- high in office in the Goldsmiths' Company --"
"Not
stopped!" exclaimed the Alderman. "It can't be!"
"Shot
himself!"
"Good God!"
"Put a
double-barrelled pistol to his mouth, in his own counting-house," said Mr.
Fish, "and blew his brains out. No motive. Princely circumstances!"
"Circumstances!"
exclaimed the Alderman. "A man of noble fortune. One of the most
respectable of men. Suicide, Mr. Fish! By his own hand!"
"This very
morning," returned Mr. Fish.
"Oh the brain, the
brain!" exclaimed the pious Alderman, lifting up his hands. "Oh the
nerves, the nerves; the mysteries of this machine called Man! Oh the little
that unhinges it: poor creatures that we are! Perhaps a dinner, Mr. Fish.
Perhaps the conduct of his son, who, I have heard, ran very wild, and was in
the habit of drawing bills upon him without the least authority! A most
respectable man. One of the most respectable men I ever knew! A lamentable
instance, Mr. Fish. A public calamity! I shall make a point of wearing the
deepest mourning. A most respectable man! But there is One above. We must
submit, Mr. Fish. We must submit!"
What, Alderman! No word
of Putting Down? Remember, Justice, your high moral boast and pride. Come,
Alderman! Balance those scales. Throw me into this, the empty one, no dinner,
and Nature's founts in some poor NEW YEAR'S DAY AT BOWLEY HALL. woman, dried by
starving misery and rendered obdurate to claims for which her off- spring has
authority in holy mother Eve. Weigh me the two, you Daniel, going to judgement,
when your day shall come! Weigh them, in the eyes of suffering thousands,
audience (not unmindful) of the grim farce you play. Or supposing that you
strayed from your five wits -- it's not so far to go, but that it might be --
and laid hands upon that throat of yours, warning your fellows (if you have a
fellow) how they croak their comfortable wickedness to raving heads and
stricken hearts. What then?
The words rose up in
Trotty's breast, as if they had been spoken by some other voice within him.
Alderman Cute pledged himself to Mr. Fish that he would assist him in breaking
the melancholy catastrophe to Sir Joseph when the day was over. Then, before
they parted, wringing Mr. Fish's hand in bitterness of soul, he said, "The
most respectable of men!" And added that he hardly knew (not even he), why
such afflictions were allowed on earth.
"It's almost
enough to make one think, if one didn't know better," said Alderman Cute,
"that at times some motion of a capsizing nature was going on in things,
which affected the general economy of the social fabric. Deedles
Brothers!"
The skittle-playing
came off which immense success. Sir Joseph knocked the pins about quite
skilfully; Master Bowley took an innings at a shorter distance also; and
everybody said that now, when a Baronet and the Son of a Baronet played at
skittles, the country was coming round again, as fast as it could come.
At its proper time, the
Banquet was served up. Trotty involuntarily repaired to the Hall with the rest,
for he felt himself conducted thither by some stronger impulse than his own
free will. The sight was gay in the extreme; the ladies were very handsome; the
visitors delighted, cheerful, and good-tempered. When the lower doors were
opened, and the people flocked in, in their rustic dresses, the beauty of the
spectacle was at its height; but Trotty only murmured more and more,
"Where is Richard! He should help and comfort her! I can't see
Richard!"
There had been some
speeches made; and Lady Bowley's health had been proposed; and Sir Joseph
Bowley had returned thanks, and had made his great speech, showing by various
pieces of evidence that he was the born Friend and Father, and so forth; and
had given as a Toast, his Friends and Children, and the Dignity of Labour; when
a slight disturbance at the bottom of the Hall attracted Toby's notice. After
some confusion, noise, and opposition, one man broke through the rest, and
stood forward by himself.
Not Richard. No. But
one whom he had thought of, and had looked for, many times. In a scantier
supply of light, he might have doubted the identity of that worn man, so old,
and grey, and bent; but with a blaze of lamps upon his gnarled and knotted
head, he knew Will Fern as soon as he stepped forth.
"What is
this!" exclaimed Sir Joseph, rising. "Who gave this man admittance?
This is a criminal from prison! Mr. Fish, sir, will you have the goodness
--"
"A minute!"
said Will Fern. "A minute! My Lady, you was born on this day along with a
New Year. Get me a minute's leave to speak."
She made some
intercession for him. Sir Joseph took his seat again, with native dignity.
The ragged visitor --
for he was miserably dressed -- looked round upon the company, and made his
homage to them with a humble bow
"Gentlefolks!"
he said. "You've drunk the Labourer. Look at me!"
"Just come from
jail," said Mr. Fish.
"Just come from
jail," said Will. "And neither for the first time, nor the second,
nor the third, nor yet the fourth."
Mr. Filer was heard to
remark testily, that four times was over the average; and he ought to be
ashamed of himself.
"Gentlefolks!"
repeated Will Fern. "Look at me! You WILL FERN'S COTTAGE. see I'm at the
worst. Beyond all hurt or harm; beyond your help; for the time when your kind
words or kind actions could have done ME good," he struck his hand upon
his breast, and shook his head, "is gone, with the scent of last year's
beans or clover on the air. Let me say a word for these," pointing to the
labouring people in the Hall; "and when you're met together, hear the real
Truth spoke out for once."
"There's not a man
here," said the host, "who would have him for a spokesman."
"Like enough, Sir
Joseph. I believe it. Not the less true, perhaps, is what I say. Perhaps that's
a proof on it. Gentlefolks, I've lived many a year in this place. You may see
the cottage from the sunk fence over yonder. I've seen the ladies draw it in
their books, a hundred times. It looks well in a picter, I've heerd say; but
there an't weather in picters, and maybe 'tis fitter for that, than for a place
to live in. Well! I lived there. How hard -- how bitter hard, I lived there, I
won't say. Any day in the year, and every day, you can judge for your own
selves."
He spoke as he had
spoken on the night when Trotty found him in the street. His voice was deeper
and more husky, and had a trembling in it now and then; but he never raised it
passionately, and seldom lifted it above the firm stern level of the homely
facts he stated.
" `Tis harder than
you think for, gentlefolks, to grow up decent, commonly decent, in such a
place. That I growed up a man and not a brute, says something for me -- as I
was then. As I am now, there's nothing can be said for me or done for me. I'm
past it."
"I am glad this
man has entered," observed Sir Joseph, looking round serenely. "Don't
disturb him. It appears to be Ordained. He is an example: a living example. I
hope and trust. and confidently expect, that it will not be lost upon my
Friends here."
"I dragged
on," said Fern, after a moment's silence, "somehow. Neither me nor
any other man knows how; but so heavy, that I couldn't put a cheerful face upon
it, or make believe that I was anything but what I was. Now, gentlemen -- you
gentlemen that sits at Sessions -- when you see a man with discontent writ on
his face, you says to one another, "He's suspicious. I has my
doubts," says you, "about Will Fern Watch that fellow!" I don't
say, gentlemen, it an't quite nat'ral, but I say 'tis so; and from that hour,
whatever Will Fern does, or lets alone -- all one -- it goes against him."
Alderman Cute stuck his
thumbs in his waistcoat- pockets, and leaning back in his chair, and smiling
winked at a neighbouring chandelier. As much as to say, "Of course! I told
you so. The common cry! Lord bless you, we are up to all this sort of thing - -
myself and human nature."
"Now,
gentlemen," said Will Fern, holding out his hands, and flushing for an
instant in his haggard face, "see how your laws are made to trap and hunt
us when we're brought to this. I tries to live elsewhere. And I'm a vagabond.
To jail with him! I comes back here. I goes a-nutting in your woods, and breaks
-- who don't? -- a limber branch or two. To jail with him! One of your keepers
sees me in the broad day, near my own patch of garden, with a gun. To THE
LABOURER RETURNS THANKS. jail with him! I has a nat'ral angry word with that
man, when I'm free again! To jail with him! I cuts a stick. To jail with him! I
eats a rotten apple or a turnip. To jail with him! It's twenty mile away; and
coming back I begs a trifle on the road. To jail with him! At last, the
constable, the keeper -- anybody -- finds me anywhere, a-doing anything. To
jail with him, for he's a vagrant, and a jail-bird known; and the jail's the
only home he's got."
The Alderman nodded
sagaciously, as who should say, "A very good home too!"
"Do I say this to
serve MY cause!" cried Fern. "Who can give me back my liberty, who
can give me back my good name, who can give me back my innocent niece? Not all
the Lords and Ladies in wide England. But gentlemen, gentlemen, dealing with
other men like me, begin at the right end. Give us, in mercy, better homes when
we're a-lying in our cradles; give us better food when we're a-working for our
lives; give us kinder laws to bring us back where we're a-going wrong; and
don't set Jail, Jail, Jail, afore us, everywhere we turn. There an't a
condescension you can show the Labourer then, that he won't take, as ready and
as grateful as a man can be; for, he has a patient, peaceful, willing heart.
But you must put his rightful spirit in him first; for, whether he's a wreck
and ruin such as me, or is like one of them that stand here now, his spirit is
divided from you at this time. Bring it back, gentlefolks, bring it back! Bring
it back, afore the day comes when even his Bible changes in his altered mind,
and the words seem to him to read, as they have sometimes read in my own eyes
-- in Jail: "Whither thou goest, I can Not go; where thou lodgest, I do
Not lodge; thy people are Not my people; Nor thy God my God!"
A sudden stir and
agitation took place in the Hall. Trotty though at first, that several had
risen to eject the man; and hence this change in its appearance. But, another
moment showed him that the room and all the company had vanished from his
sight, and that his daughter was again before him, seated at her work. But in a
poorer, meaner garret than before; and with no Lilian by her side.
The frame at which she
had worked, was put away upon a shelf and covered up. The chair in which she
had sat, was turned against the wall. A history was Written in these little
things, and in Meg's grief- worn face. Oh! who could fail to read it!
Meg strained her eyes
upon her work until it was too dark to see the threads; and when the night
closed in, she lighted her feeble candle and worked on. Still her old father
was invisible about her; looking down upon her; loving her -- how dearly loving
her! -- and talking to her in a tender voice about the old times, and the
Bells. Though he knew, poor Trotty, though he knew she could not hear him.
A great part of the
evening had worn away, when a knock RICHARD AT LAST! came at her door. She
opened it. A man was on the threshold. A slouching, moody, drunken sloven,
wasted by intemperance and vice, and with his matted hair and unshorn beard in
wild disorder; but, with some traces on him, too, of having been a man of good
proportion and good features in his youth.
He stopped until he had
her leave to enter; and she, retiring a pace or two from the open door,
silently and sorrowfully looked upon him. Trotty had his wish. He saw Richard.
"May I come in,
Margaret?"
"Yes! Come in.
Come in!"
It was well that Trotty
knew him before he spoke; for with any doubt remaining on his mind, the harsh
discordant voice would have persuaded him that it was not Richard but some
other man.
There were but two
chairs in the room. She gave him hers, and stood at some short distance from
him, waiting to hear what he had to say.
He sat, however,
staring vacantly at the floor; with a lustreless and stupid smile. A spectacle
of such deep degradation, of such abject hopelessness, of such a miserable
downfall, that she put her hands before her face and turned away, lest he
should see how much it moved her. .
Roused by the rustling
of her dress, or some such trifling sound, he lifted his head, and began to
speak as if there had been no pause since he entered.
"Still at work,
Margaret? You work late."
"I generally
do."
"And early?"
"And early."
"So she said. She
said you never tired; or never owned that you tired. Not all the time you lived
together. Not even when you fainted, between work and fasting. But I told you
that, the last time I came."
"You did,"
she answered. "And I implored you to tell me nothing more; and you made me
a solemn promise, Richard, that you never would."
"A solemn
promise," he repeated, with a drivelling laugh and vacant stare. "A
solemn promise. To be sure. A solemn promise!" Awakening, as it were,
after a time; in the same manner as before; he said with sudden animation:
"How can I help
it, Margaret? What am I to do? She has been to me again!"
"Again!"
cried Meg, clasping her hands. "0, does she think of me so often! Has she
been again!"
"Twenty times
again," said Richard. "Margaret, she haunts me. She comes behind me
in the street, and thrusts it in my hand. I hear her foot upon the ashes when
I'm at my work (ha, ha! that an't often), and before I can turn my head, her
voice is in my ear, saying, "Richard, don't look round. For Heaven's love,
give her this!" She brings it where I live; she ends it in letters; she
taps at the window and lays it on the sill. What can I do? Look at it!"
He held out in his hand
a little purse, and chinked the money it enclosed.
"Hide it,"
said Meg. "Hide it! When she comes again, tell her, Richard, that I love
her in my soul. That I never lie down to sleep, but I bless her, and pray for
her. That, in my solitary work, I never cease to have her in my thoughts. That
she is with me, night and day. That if I died to-morrow, I would remember her
with my last breath. But, that I cannot look upon it!"
He slowly recalled his
hand, and crushing the purse together, said with a kind of drowsy
thoughtfulness:
"I told her so. I
told her so, as plain as words could speak. I've taken this gift back and left
it at her door, a dozen times since then. But when she came at last, and stood
before me, face to face, what could I do?"
"You saw
her!" exclaimed Meg. "You saw her! O Lilian, my sweet girl! 0,
Lilian, Lilian!"
"I saw her,"
he went on to say, not answering, but LILIAN'S GIFT TO MARGARET. engaged in the
same slow pursuit of his own thoughts. "There she stood: trembling!
"How does she look, Richard? Does she ever speak of me? Is she thinner? My
old place at the table: what's in my old place? And the frame she taught me our
old work on -- has she burnt it, Richard!" There she was. I heard her say
it."
Meg checked her sobs,
and with the tears streaming from her eyes, bent over him to listen. Not to
lose a breath.
With his arms resting
on his knees; and stooping forward in his chair, as if what he said were
written on the ground in some half legible character, which it was his
occupation to decipher and connect; he went on.
" `Richard, I have
fallen very low; and you may guess how much I have suffered in having this sent
back, when I can bear to bring it in my hand to you. But you loved her once,
even in my memory, dearly. Others stepped in between you; fears, and
jealousies, and doubts, and vanities, estranged you from her; but you did love
her, even in my memory!" I suppose I did," he said, interrupting
himself for a moment. "I did! That's neither here nor there. "O
Richard, if you ever did: if you have any memory for what is gone and lost,
take it to her once more. Once more! Tell her how I laid my head upon your
shoulder, where her own head might have lain, and was so humble to you, Richard.
Tell her that you looked into my face, and saw the beauty which she used to
praise, all gone: all gone: and in its place, a poor, wan, hollow cheek, that
she would weep to see. Tell her everything, and take it back and she will not
refuse again. She will not have the heart!
So he sat musing, and
repeating the last words, until he woke again, and rose.
"You won't take
it, Margaret?"
She shook her head, and
motioned an entreaty to him to leave her.
"Good-night,
Margaret."
"Good-night!"
He turned to look upon
her; struck by her sorrow, and perhaps by the pity for himself which trembled
in her voice. It was a quick and rapid action; and for the moment some flash of
his old bearing kindled in his form. In the next he went as he had come. Nor
did this glimmer of a quenched fire seem to light him to a quicker sense of his
debasement.
In any mood, in any
grief, in any torture of the mind or body, Meg's work must be done. She sat
down to her task, and plied it. Night, midnight. Still she worked.
She had a meagre fire,
the night being very cold; and rose at intervals to mend it. The Chimes rang
half-past twelve while she was thus engaged; and when they ceased she heard a
gentle knocking at the door. Before she could so much as wonder who was there,
at that unusual hour, it opened.
O Youth and Beauty,
happy as ye should be, look at this. O Youth and Beauty, blest and blessing all
within your reach, and working out the ends of your Beneficent Creator, look at
this!
She saw the entering
figure; screamed its name; cried "Lilian!"
It was swift, and fell
upon its knees before her: clinging to her dress.
"Up, dear! Up!
Lilian! My own dearest!"
"Never more, Meg;
never more! Here! Here! Close to you, holding to you, feeling your dear breath
upon my face"
"Sweet Lilian!
Darling Lilian! Child of my heart -- no mother's love can be more tender -- lay
your head upon my breast!"
"Never more, Meg.
Never more! When I first looked into your face, you knelt before me. On my
knees before you, let me die. Let it be here!"
"You have come
back. My Treasure! We will live together, work together, hope together, die
together!"
"Ah! Kiss my lips,
Meg; fold your arms about me; press me to your bosom; look kindly on me; but
don't raise LILIAN DIES. me. Let it be here. Let me see the last of your dear
face upon my knees!"
O Youth and Beauty,
happy as ye should be, look at this! O Youth and Beauty, working out the ends
of your Beneficent Creator, look at this!
"Forgive me, Meg!
So dear, so dear! Forgive me! I know you do, I see you do, but say so,
Meg!"
She said so, with her
lips on Lilian's cheek. And with her arms twined round -- she knew it now -- a
broken heart.
"His blessing on
you, dearest love. Kiss me once more! He suffered her to sit beside His feet,
and dry them with her hair. O Meg, what Mercy and Compassion!"
As she died, the Spirit
of the child returning, innocent and radiant, touched the old man with its
hand, and beckoned him away.
Some new remembrance of
the ghostly figures in the Bell; some faint impression of the ringing of the
Chimes; some giddy consciousness of having seen the swarm of phantoms
reproduced and reproduced until the recollection of them lost itself in the
confusion of their numbers; some hurried knowledge, how conveyed to him he knew
not, that more years had passed; and Trotty, with the Spirit of the child
attending him, stood looking on at mortal company.
Fat company,
rosy-cheeked company, comfortable company. They were but two, but they were red
enough for ten. They A COSY COUPLE sat before a bright fire, with a small low
table between them; and unless the fragrance of hot tea and muffins lingered
longer in that room than in most others, the table had seen service very
lately. But all the cups and saucers being clean, and in their proper places in
the corner-cupboard; and the brass toasting-fork hanging in its usual nook and
spreading its four idle fingers out as if it wanted to be measured for a glove;
there remained no other visible tokens of the meal just finished, than such as
purred and washed their whiskers in the person of the basking cat, and
glistened in the gracious, not to say the greasy, faces of her patrons.
This cosy couple
(married, evidently) had made a fair division of the fire between them, and sat
looking at the glowing sparks that dropped into the grate; now nodding off into
a doze; now waking up again when some hot fragment, larger than the rest, came
rattling down, as if the fire were coming with it.
It was in no danger of
sudden extinction, however; for it gleamed not only in the little room, and on
the panes of window- glass in the door, and on the curtain half drawn across
them, but in the little shop beyond. A little shop, quite crammed and choked
with the abundance of its stock; a perfectly voracious little shop, with a maw
as accommodating and full as any shark's. Cheese, butter, firewood, soap,
pickles matches, bacon, table- beer, peg-tops, sweetmeats boys' kites,
bird-seed, cold ham, birch brooms, hearth- stones, salt, vinegar, blacking,
red- herrings, stationery, lard, mushroom-ketchup, staylaces, loaves of bread,
shuttlecocks, eggs, and slate pencil; everything was fish that came to the net
of this greedy little shop, and all articles were in its net. How many other
kinds of petty merchandise were there, it would be difficult to say; but balls
of packthread, ropes of onions, pounds of candles, cabbage-nets, and brushes,
hung in bunches from the ceiling, like extraordinary fruit; while various odd
canisters emitting aromatic smells, established the veracity of the inscription
over the outer door, which informed the public that the keeper of this little
shop was a licensed dealer in tea, coffee, tobacco, pepper, and snuff.
Glancing at such of
these articles as were visible in the shining of the blaze, and the less
cheerful radiance of two smoky lamps which burnt but dimly in the shop itself,
as though its plethora sat heavy on their lungs; and glancing, then, at one of
the two faces by the parlour-fire; Trotty had small difficulty in recognising
in the stout old lady, Mrs. Chickenstalker: always inclined to corpulency, even
in the days when he had known her as established in the general line, and
having a small balance against him in her books.
The features of her
companion were less easy to him. The great broad chin, with creases in it large
enough to hide a finger in; the astonished eyes, that seemed to expostulate
with themselves for sinking deeper and deeper into the yielding fat of the soft
face; the nose afflicted with that disordered action of its functions which is
generally termed The Snuffles; the short thick throat and labouring chest, with
other beauties of the like description; though calculated to impress the
memory, Trotty could at first allot to nobody he had ever known: and yet he had
some recollection of them too. At length, in Mrs. Chickenstalker's partner in
the general line, and in the crooked and eccentric line of life, he recognised
the former porter of Sir Joseph Bowley; an apoplectic innocent, who had
connected himself in Trotty's mind with Mrs. Chickenstalker years ago, by
giving him admission to the mansion where he had confessed his obligations to
that lady, and drawn on his unlucky head such grave reproach.
Trotty had little
interest in a change like this, after the changes he had seen; but association
is very strong sometimes; and he looked involuntarily behind the parlour-door,
where the accounts of credit customers were usually kept in chalk. There was no
record of his name. Some names were there, but they were strange to him, and
infinitely fewer than of old; from which he argued that the porter was an
advocate of ready money transactions, and on coming into the MR. AND MRS.
TUGBY. business had looked pretty sharp after the Chicken- stalker defaulters.
So desolate was Trotty,
and so mournful for the youth and promise of his blighted child, that it was a
sorrow to him, even to have no place in Mrs. Chickenstalker's ledger.
"What sort of a
night is it, Anne?" inquired the former porter of Sir Joseph Bowley,
stretching out his legs before the fire, and rubbing as much of them as his
short arms could reach; with an air that added, "Here I am if it's bad,
and I don't want to go out if it's good."
"Blowing and
sleeting hard," returned his wife; "and threatening snow. Dark. And
very cold."
"I'm glad to think
we had muffins," said the former porter, in the tone of one who had set
his conscience at rest. "It's a sort of night that's meant for muffins.
Likewise crumpets. Also Sally Lunns."
The former porter
mentioned each successive kind of eatable, as if he were musingly summing up
his good actions. After which he rubbed his fat legs as before, and jerking
them at the knees to get the fire upon the yet unroasted parts, laughed as if
somebody had tickled him.
"You're in
spirits, Tugby, my dear," observed his wife.
The firm was Tugby,
late Chickenstalker.
"No," said
Tugby. "No. Not particular. I'm a little elewated. The muffins came so
pat!"
With that he chuckled
until he was black in the face; and had so much ado to become any other colour,
that his fat legs took the strangest excursions into the air. Nor were they
reduced to anything like decorum until Mrs. Tugby had thumped him violently on
the back, and shaken him as if he were a great bottle.
"Good gracious,
goodness, lord-a-mercy bless and save the man!" cried Mrs. Tugby, in great
terror. "What's he doing?"
Mr. Tugby wiped his
eyes, and faintly repeated, that he found himself a little elewated.
"Then don't be so
again, that's a dear good soul," said Mrs. Tugby, "if you don't want
to frighten me to death, with your struggling and fighting!"
Mr. Tugby said he
wouldn't; but his whole existence was a fight, in which, if any judgment might be
founded on the constantly-increasing shortness of his breath, and the deepening
purple of his face, he was always getting the worst of it.
"So it's blowing,
and sleeting, and threatening snow; and it's dark, and very cold, is it, my
dear?" said Mr. Tugby, looking at the fire, and reverting to the cream and
marrow of his temporary elevation.
"Hard weather
indeed," returned his wife, shaking her head.
"Aye, aye!
Years," said Mr. Tugby, "are like Christians in that respect. Some of
'em die hard; some of 'em die easy. This one hasn't many days to run, and is
making a fight for it. I like him all the better. There's a customer, my
love!"
Attentive to the
rattling door, Mrs. Tugby had already risen.
"Now then!"
said that lady, passing out into the little shop. "What's wanted? Oh! I
beg your pardon, sir, I'm sure. I didn't think it was you."
She made this apology
to a gentleman in black, who with his wristbands tucked up, and his hat cocked
loungingly on one side, and his hands in his pockets, sat down astride on the
table-beer barrel, and nodded in return.
"This is a bad
business upstairs, Mrs. Tugby," said the gentleman. "The man can't
live."
"Not the
back-attic can't!" cried Tugby, coming out into the shop to join the
conference.
"The back-attic,
Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman, "is coming downstairs fast, and will
be below the basement very soon."
Looking by turns at
Tugby and his wife, he sounded the barrel with his knuckles for the depth of
beer, and having found it, played a tune upon the empty part.
"The back-attic,
Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman: Tugby MR. TUGBY'S BACK-ATTIC GOING. having
stood in silent consternation for some time: "is Going."
"Then," said
Tugby, turning to his wife, "he must Go, you know, before he's Gone."
"I don't think you
can move him," said the gentleman, shaking his head. "I wouldn't take
the responsibility of saying it could be done, myself. You had better leave him
where he is. He can't live long."
"It's the only
subject," said Tugby, bringing the butter-scale down upon the counter with
a crash, by weighing his fist on it, "that we've ever had a word upon; she
and me; and look what it comes to! He's going to die here, after all. Going to
die upon the premises. Going to die in our house!"
"And where should
he have died, Tugby?" cried his wife.
"In the
workhouse," he returned. "What are workhouses made for?"
"Not for
that," said Mrs. Tugby, with great energy. "Not for that! Neither did
I marry you for that, Don't think it, Tugby. I won't have it. I won't. allow
it. I'd be separated first, and never see your face again. When my widow's name
stood over that door, as it did for many years: this house being known as Mrs.
Chickenstalker's far and wide, and never known but to its honest credit and its
good report: when my widow's name stood over that door, Tugby, I knew him as a
handsome, steady, manly, independent youth; I knew her as the sweetest-looking,
sweetest-tempered girl, eyes ever saw; I knew her father (poor old creetur, he
fell down from the steeple walking in his sleep, and killed himself), for the
simplest, hardest-working, childest-hearted man, that ever drew the breath of
life; and when I turn them out of house and home, may angels turn me out of
Heaven. As they would! And serve me right!"
Her old face, which had
been a plump and dimpled one before the changes which had come to pass, seemed
to shine out of her as she said these words; and when she dried her eyes, and
shook her head and her handkerchief at Tugby, with an expression of firmness
which it was quite clear was not to be easily resisted, Trotty said "Bless
her! Bless her!"
Then he listened, with
a panting heart, for what should follow. Knowing nothing yet, but that they
spoke of Meg.
If Tugby had been a
little elevated in the parlour, he more than balanced that account by being not
a little depressed in the shop, where he now stood staring at his wife, without
attempting a reply; secretly conveying, however -- either in a fit of
abstraction or as a precautionary measure -- all the money from the till into
his own pockets, as he looked at her.
The gentleman upon the
table-beer cask, who appeared to be some authorised medical attendant upon the
poor, was far too well accustomed, evidently, to little differences of opinion
between man and wife, to interpose any remark in this instance. He sat softly
whistling, and turning little drops of beer out of the tap upon the ground,
until there was a perfect calm: when he raised his head, and said to Mrs.
Tugby, late Chickenstalker:
"There's something
interesting about the woman, even now. How did she come to marry him?"
"Why that,"
said Mrs. Tugby, taking a seat near him, "is not the least cruel part of
her story, sir. You see they kept company, she and Richard, many years ago.
When they were a young and beautiful couple, everything was settled, and they
were to have been married on a New Year's Day. But, somehow, Richard got it
into his head, through what the gentlemen told him, that he might do better,
and that he'd soon repent it, and that she wasn't good enough for him, and that
a young man of spirit had no business to be married. And the gentlemen
frightened her, and made her melancholy, and timid of his deserting her, and of
her children coming to the gallows, and of its being wicked to be man and wife,
and a good deal more of it. And in short, they lingered and lingered, and their
trust in one another was broken, and so at last was the match. But the fault
was his. She would A SAD STORY. have married him, sir, joyfully. I've seen her
heart swell, many times afterwards, when he passed her in a proud and careless
way; and never did a woman grieve more truly for a man, that she for Richard
when he first went wrong."
"Oh! he went
wrong, did he?" said the gentleman pulling out the vent-peg of the
table-beer, and trying to peep down into the barrel through the hole.
"Well, sir, I
don't know that he rightly understood himself, you see. I think his mind was
troubled by their having broke with one another; and that but for being ashamed
before the gentlemen, and perhaps for being uncertain too, how she might take
it, he'd have gone through any suffering or trial to have had Meg's promise and
Meg's hand again. That's my belief. He never said so; more's the pity! He took
to drinking, idling, bad companions: all the fine resources that were to be so
much better for him than the Home he might have had. He lost his looks, his
character, his health, his strength, his friends, his work: everything!"
"He didn't lose
everything, Mrs. Tugby," returned the gentleman, "because he gained a
wife; and I want to know how he gained her."
"I'm coming to it,
sir, in a moment. This went on for years and years; he sinking lower and lower;
she enduring, poor thing, miseries enough to wear her life away. At last, he
was so cast down, and cast out, that no one would employ or notice him; and
doors were shut upon him, go where he would. Applying from place to place, and
door to door; and coming for the hundredth time to one gentleman who had often
and often tried him (he was a good workman to the very end); that gentleman,
who knew his history, said, "I believe you are incorrigible; there is only
one person in the world who has a chance of reclaiming you; ask me to trust you
no more, until she tries to do it." Something like that, in his anger and
vexation."
"Ah!" said
the gentleman. "Well?"
"Well, sir, he
went to her, and kneeled to her; said it was so: said it ever had been so; and
made a prayer to her to save him."
"And she? -- Don't
distress yourself, Mrs. Tugby."
"She came to me
that night to ask me about living here. "What he was once to me," she
said, "is buried in a grave, side by side, with what I was to him. But I
have thought of this; and I will make the trial in the hope of saving him; for
the love of the light-hearted girl (you remember her) who was to have been
married on a New Year's Day; and for the love of her Richard." And she
said he had come to her from Lilian, and Lilian had trusted to him, and she
never could forget that. So they were married; and when they came home here,
and I saw them, I hoped that such prophecies as parted them when they were
young, may not often fulfil themselves as they did in this case, or I wouldn't
be the makers of them for a Mine of Gold."
The gentleman got off
the cask, and stretched himself, observing:
"I suppose he used
her ill, as soon as they were married?" "I don't think he ever did
that," said Mrs. Tugby, shaking her head, and wiping her eyes. "He
went on better for a short time; but, his habits were too old and strong to be
got rid of; he soon fell back a little; and was falling fast back, when his
illness came so strong upon him. I think he has always felt for her. I am sure
he has. I have seen him, in his crying fits and tremblings, try to kiss her
hand; and I have heard him call her "Meg," and say it was her
nineteenth birthday. There he has been lying, now, these weeks and months.
Between him and her baby, she had not been able to do her own work; and by not
being able to be regular, she has lost it, even if she could have done it. How
they have lived. I hardly know!"
"I know,"
muttered Mr. Tugby; looking at the till, and round the shop, and at his wife;
and rolling his head with immense intelligence. "Like Fighting
Cocks!"
He was interrupted by a
cry -- a sound of lamentation -- THE BACK-ATTIC GONE. from the upper story of
the house. The gentleman moved hurriedly to the door.
"My friend,"
he said, looking back, "you needn't discuss whether he shall be removed or
not. He has spared you that trouble, I believe."
Saying so, he ran
upstairs, followed by Mrs. Tugby; while Mr. Tugby panted and grumbled after
them at leisure: being rendered more than commonly short-winded by the weight
of the till, in which there had been an inconvenient quantity of copper. Trotty
with the child beside him, floated up the staircase like mere air.
"Follow her!
Follow her! Follow her! " He heard the ghostly voices in the Bells repeat
their words as he ascended. "Learn it, from the creature dearest to your
heart!"
It was over. It was
over. And this was she, her fathers pride and joy! This haggard, wretched
woman, weeping by the bed, if it deserved that name, and pressing to her
breast, and hanging down her head upon, an infant. Who can tell how spare, how
sickly, and how poor an infant! Who can tell how dear!
"Thank God!"
cried Trotty, holding up his folded hands. "0, God be thanked! She loves
her child!"
The gentleman, not
otherwise hard-hearted or indifferent to such scenes, than that he saw them
every day, and knew that they were figures of no moment in the Filer sums --
mere scratches in the working of these calculations -- laid his hand upon the
heart that beat no more, and listened for the breath, and said, "His pain
is over. It's better as it is!" Mrs. Tugby tried to comfort her with
kindness. Mr. Tugby tried philosophy.
"Come, come!"
he said, with his hands in his pockets, You mustn't give way, you know. That
won't do. You must fight up. What would have become of me if I had given way
when I was porter, and we had as many as six runaway carriage-doubles at our
door in one night! But, I fell back upon my strength of mind, and didn't open
it!"
Again Trotty heard the
voices, saying, "Follow her!" He turned towards his guide, and saw it
rising from him, passing through the air. "Follow her!" it said. And
vanished.
He hovered round her;
sat down at her feet; looked up into her face for one trace of her old self;
listened for one note of her old pleasant voice. He flitted round the child: so
wan, so prematurely old, so dreadful in its gravity, so plaintive in its
feeble, mournful, miserable wail. He almost worshipped it. He clung to it as
her only safeguard; as the last unbroken link that bound her to endurance. He
set his father's hope and trust on the frail baby; watched her every look upon
it as she held it in her arms; and cried a thousand times, "She loves it!
God be thanked, she loves it!"
He saw the woman tend
her in the night; return to her when her grudging husband was asleep, and all
was still; encourage her, shed tears with her, set nourishment before her. He
saw the day come, and the night again; the day, the night; the time go by; the
house of death relieved of death; the room left to herself and to the child; he
heard it moan and cry; he saw it harass her, and tire her out, and when she
slumbered in exhaustion, drag her back to consciousness, and hold her with its
little hands upon the rack; but she was constant to it, gentle with it, patient
with it. Patient! Was its loving mother in her inmost heart and soul, and had
its Being knitted up with hers as when she carried it unborn.
All this time she was
in want: languishing away, in dire and pining want. With the baby in her arms
she wandered here and there, in quest of occupation; and with its thin face
lying in her lap, and looking up in hers, did any work for any wretched sum; a
day and night of labour for as many farthings as there were figures on the
dial. If she had quarrelled with it, if she had neglected it; if she had looked
upon it with a moment's hate; if, in the frenzy of an instant, she had struck
it! No. His comfort was, She loved it always.
She told no one of her
extremity, and wandered abroad LOVE AND FEAR. in the day lest she should be
questioned by her only friend: for any help she received from her hands,
occasioned fresh disputes between the good woman and her husband; and it was
new bitterness to be the daily cause of strife and discord where she owed so
much.
She loved it still. She
loved it more and more But a change fell on the aspect of her love. One night.
She was singing faintly
to it in its sleep, and walking to and fro to hush it, when her door was softly
opened, and a man looked in.
"For the last
time," he said
"William
Fern!"
"For the last
time."
He listened like a man
pursued: and spoke in whispers.
"Margaret, my race
is nearly run. I couldn't finish it, without a parting word with you. Without
one grateful word."
"What have you
done?" she asked: regarding him with terror.
He looked at her, but
gave no answer.
After a short silence,
he made a gesture with his hand, as if he set her question by; as if he brushed
it aside; and said:
"It's long ago,
Margaret, now; but that night is as fresh in my memory as ever 'twas. We little
thought then," he added, looking round, "that we should ever meet
like this. Your child, Margaret? Let me have it in my arms. Let me hold your child."
He put his hat upon the
floor, and took it. And he trembled as he took it, from head to foot.
"Is it a
girl?"
"Yes."
He put his hand before
its little face.
"See how weak I'm
grown, Margaret, when I want the courage to look at it! Let her be, a moment. I
won't hurt her. It's long ago, but -- What's her name?"
"Margaret,"
she answered, quickly.
"I'm glad of
that," he said. "I'm glad of that!"
He seemed to breathe
more freely; and after pausing for an instant, took away his hand, and looked
upon the infant's face. But covered it again, immediately.
"Margaret!"
he said; and gave her back the child. "It's Lilian's."
"Lilian's!"
"I held the same
face in my arms when Lilian's mother died and left her."
"When Lilian's
mother died and left her!" she repeated, wildly.
"How, shrill you
speak! Why do you fix your eyes upon me so? Margaret!"
She sunk down in a
chair, and pressed the infant to her breast, and wept over it. Sometimes, she
released it from her embrace, to look anxiously in its face: then strained it
to her bosom again. At those times, when she gazed upon it, then it was that
something fierce and terrible began to mingle with her love. Then it was that
her old father quailed.
"Follow her!
" was sounded through the house. "Learn it, from the creature dearest
to your heart!"
"Margaret,"
said Fern, bending over her, and kissing her upon the brow: "I thank you
for the last time. Good-night. Good-bye! Put your hand in mine; and tell me
you'll forget me from this hour, and try to think the end of me was here."
"What have you
done?" she asked again
"There'll be a
Fire to-night," he said, removing from her. There'll be Fires this
winter-time, to light the dark nights, East, West, North, and South. When you
see the distant sky red, they'll be blazing. When you see the distant sky red,
think of me no more; or, if you do, remember what a Hell was lighted up inside
of me, and think you see its flames reflected in the clouds. Good-night.
Good-bye!"
She called to him; but
he was gone. She sat down stupefied, until her infant roused her to a sense of
hunger, cold, and darkness. She paced the room with it the livelong A BLEAK.
night, hushing it and soothing it. She said at intervals, "Like Lilian,
when her mother died and left her!" Why was her step so quick, her eye so
wild, her love so fierce and terrible, whenever she repeated those words?
"But, it is
Love," said Trotty. "It is Love. She'll never cease to love it. My
poor Meg!"
She dressed the child
next morning with unusual care -- ah, vain expenditure of care upon such
squalid robes! -- and once more tried to find some means of life. It was the
last day of the Old Year. She tried till night, and never broke her fast. She
tried in vain.
She mingled with an
abject crowd, who tarried in the snow, until it pleased some officer appointed
to dispense the public charity (the lawful charity; not that once preached upon
a Mount), to call them in, and question them, and say to this one, "Go to
such a place," to that one, "Come next week"; to make a football
of another wretch, and pass him here and there, from hand to hand, from house
to house, until he wearied and lay down to die; or started up and robbed, and
so became a higher sort of criminal, whose claims allowed of no delay. Here,
too, she failed.
She loved her child,
and wished to have it lying on her breast. And that was quite enough.
It was night: a bleak,
dark, cutting night: when, pressing the child close to her for warmth, she
arrived outside the house she called her home. She was so faint and giddy, that
she saw no one standing in the doorway until she was close upon it, and about
to enter. Then she recognised the master of the house, who had so disposed
himself -- with his person it was not difficult -- as to fill up the whole
entry.
"O!" he said
softly. "You have come back?"
She looked at the
child, and shook her head.
"Don't you think
you have lived here long enough without paying any rent? Don't you think that,
without any money, you've been a pretty constant customer at this shop,
now?" said Mr. Tugby.
She repeated the same
mute appeal.
"Suppose you try
and deal somewhere else," he said. "And suppose you provide yourself
with another lodging. Come! Don't you think you could manage it?"
She said in a low
voice, that it was very late. To-morrow.
"Now I see what
you want," said Tugby; "and what you mean. You know there are two
parties in this house about you, and you delight in setting 'em by the ears. I
don't want any quarrels; I'm speaking softly to avoid a quarrel; but if you
don't go away, I'll speak out loud, and you shall cause words high enough to
please you. But you shan't come in. That I am determined."
She put her hair back
with her hand, and looked in a sudden manner at the sky, and the dark lowering
distance.
"This is the last
night of an Old Year, and I won't carry ill- blood and quarrellings and
disturbances into a New One, to please you nor anybody else," said Tugby,
who was quite a retail Friend and Father. . "I wonder you an't ashamed of
yourself, to carry such practices into a New Year. If you haven't any business
in the world, but to be always giving way, and always making disturbances
between man and wife, you'd be better out of it. Go along with you."
"Follow her! To
desperation!"
Again the old man heard
the voices. Looking up, he saw the figures hovering in the air, and pointing
where she went, down the dark street.
"She loves
it!" he exclaimed, in agonised entreaty for her. "Chimes! she loves
it still!"
"Follow her!"
The shadows swept upon the track she had taken, like a cloud.
He joined in the
pursuit; he kept close to her; he looked into her face. He saw the same fierce
and terrible expression mingling with her love, and kindling in her eyes. He
heard her say, "Like Lilian! To be changed like Lilian!" and her
speed redoubled.
0, for something to
awaken her! For any sight, or sound, LOVE AND DESPERATION. or scent, to call up
tender recollections in a brain on fire! For any gentle image of the Past, to
rise before her!
"I was her father!
I was her father!" cried the old man, stretching out his hands to the dark
shadows flying on above. "Have mercy on her, and on me! Where does she go?
Turn her back! I was her father!"
But they only pointed
to her, as she hurried on; and said, "To desperation! Learn it from the
creature dearest to your heart!"
A hundred voices echoed
it. The air was made of breath expended in those words. He seemed to take them
in, at every gasp he drew. They were everywhere, and not to be escaped. And
still she hurried on; the same light in her eyes, the same words in her mouth,
"Like Lilian! To be changed like Lilian!"
All at once she
stopped.
"Now, turn her
back!" exclaimed the old man, tearing his white hair. "My child! Meg!
Turn her back! Great Father, turn her back!"
In her own scanty
shawl, she wrapped the baby warm. With her fevered hands, she smoothed its
limbs, composed its face, arranged its mean attire. In her wasted arms she
folded it, as though she never would resign it more. And with her dry lips,
kissed it in a final pang, and last long agony of Love.
Putting its tiny hand
up to her neck, and holding it there, within her dress, next to her distracted
heart, she set its sleeping face against her: closely, steadily, against her:
and sped onward to the River.
To the rolling River,
swift and dim, where Winter Night sat brooding like the last dark thoughts of
many who had sought a refuge there before her. Where scattered lights upon the
banks gleamed sullen, red, and dull, as torches that were burning there, to show
the way to Death. Where no abode of living people casts its shadow, on the
deep, impenetrable, melancholy shade.
To the River! To that
portal of Eternity, her desperate footsteps tended with the swiftness of its
rapid waters running to the sea. He tried to touch her as she passed him, going
down to its dark level; but, the wild distempered form, the fierce and terrible
love, the desperation that had left all human check or hold behind, swept by
him like the wind.
He followed her. She
paused a moment on the brink, before the dreadful plunge. He fell down on his
knees, and in a shriek addressed the figures in the Bells now hovering above
them.
"I have learnt
it!" cried the old man. "From the creature dearest to my heart! 0,
save her, save her!"
He could wind his
fingers in her dress; could hold it! As the words escaped his lips, he felt his
sense of touch return, and knew that he had detained her.
The figures looked down
steadfastly upon him
"I have learnt
it!" cried the old man. "O, have mercy on me in this hour, if, in my
love for her, so young and good, I slandered Nature in the breasts of mothers
rendered desperate! Pity my presumption, wickedness, and ignorance, and save
her."
He felt his hold
relaxing. They were silent still.
"Have mercy on her!"
he exclaimed, "as one in whom this dreadful crime has sprung from Love
perverted; from the strongest, deepest Love we fallen creatures know! Think
what her misery must have been, when such seed bears such fruit! Heaven meant
her to be good. There is no loving mother on the earth who might not come to
this, if such a life had gone before. 0, have mercy on my child, who, even at
this pass means mercy to her own, and dies herself, and perils her immortal
soul, to save it!"
She was in his arms. He
held her now. His strength was like a giant's.
"I see the Spirit
of the Chimes among you!" cried the old man, singling out the child, and
speaking in some inspiration, RINGING IN THE NEW YEAR. which their looks
conveyed to him. "I know that our inheritance is held in store for us by
Time. I know there is a sea of Time to rise one day, before which all who wrong
us or oppress us will be swept away like leaves. I see it, on the flow! I know
that we must trust and hope, and neither doubt ourselves, nor doubt the good in
one another. I have learnt it from the creature dearest to my heart. I clasp
her in my arms again. O Spirits, merciful and good, I take your lesson to my
breast along with her! O Spirits, merciful and good, I am grateful!"
He might have said
more; but, the Bells, the old familiar Bells, his own dear, constant, steady
friends, the Chimes, began to ring the joy-peals for a New Year: so lustily, so
merrily, so happily, so gaily, that he leapt to his feet, and broke the spell
that bound him.
"And whatever you
do, father," said Meg, "don't eat tripe again, without asking some
doctor whether it's likely to agree with you; for how you have been going on,
Good gracious!"
She was working with
her needle, at the little table by the fire: dressing her simple gown with
ribbons for her wedding. So quietly happy, so blooming and youthful, so full of
beautiful promise, that he uttered a great cry as if it were an Angel in his
house; then flew to clasp her in his arms.
But, he caught his feet
in the newspaper, which had fallen on the hearth; and somebody came rushing in
between them.
"No!" cried
the voice of this same somebody; a generous and jolly voice it was! "Not
even you. Not even you. The first kiss of Meg in the New Year is mine. Mine! I
have been waiting outside the house, this hour, to hear the Bells and claim it.
Meg, my precious prize, a happy year! A life of happy years, my darling
wife!"
And Richard smothered
her with kisses.
You never in all your
life saw anything like Trotty after this. I don't care where you have lived or
what you have seen; you never in all your life saw anything at all approaching
him! He sat down in his chair and beat his knees and cried; he sat down in his
chair and beat his knees and laughed; he sat down in his chair and beat his knees
and laughed and cried together; he got out of his chair and hugged Meg; he got
out of his chair and hugged Richard; he got out of his chair and hugged them
both at once; he kept running up to Meg, and squeezing her fresh face between
his hands and kissing it, going from her backwards not to lose sight of it, and
running up again like a figure in a magic lantern; and whatever he did, he was
constantly sitting himself down in this chair, and never stopping in it for one
single moment; being -- that's the truth -- beside himself with joy.
"And to-morrow's
your wedding-day, my pet!" cried Trotty "Your real, happy
wedding-day!"
"To-day!"
cried Richard, shaking hands with him "To-day. The Chimes are ringing in
the New Year. Hear them!"
They WERE ringing! Bless
their sturdy hearts they WERE ringing! Great Bells as they were; melodious,
deep-mouthed, noble Bells; cast in no common metal; made by no common founder;
when had they ever chimed like that before!
"But, to-day, my
pet," said Trotty. "You and Richard had some words to-day."
"Because he's such
a bad fellow, father," said Meg An't you, Richard! Such a headstrong,
violent man! He'd have made no more of speaking his mind to that great
Alderman, and putting him down I don t know where, than he would of --"
"-- Kissing
Meg," suggested Richard. Doing it too!
"No. Not a bit
more," said Meg. "But I wouldn't let him, father. Where would have
been the use!"
"Richard my
boy!" cried Trotty. "You was turned up Trumps originally; and Trumps
you must be, till you die! TO BE MARRIED TO-MORROW. But, you were crying by the
fire to-night my pet, when I came home! Why did you cry by the fire?"
"I was thinking of
the years we've passed together father. Only that. And thinking that you might
miss me, and be lonely."
Trotty was backing off
to that extraordinary chair again, when the child who had been awakened by the
noise, came running in half-dressed.
"Why, here she
is!" cried Trotty, catching her up. "Here's little Lilian! Ha ha!
Here we are and here we go! O here we are and here we go again! And here we are
and here we go! and Uncle Will too!" Stopping in his trot to greet him
heartily. "O, Uncle Will, the vision that I've had to-night, through
lodging you! 0, Uncle Will, the obligations that you've laid me under, by your
coming, my good friend!"
Before Will Fern could
make the least reply, a band of music burst into the room attended by a lot of
neighbours, screaming "A Happy New Year, Meg!" "A Happy
Wedding!" "Many of 'em!" and other fragmentary good wishes of
that sort. The Drum (who was a private friend of Trotty's then stepped forward
and said:
"Trotty Veck, my
boy! It's got about, that your daughter is going to be married to-morrow. There
an't a soul that knows you that don't wish you well, or that knows her and
don't wish her well. Or that knows you both, and don't wish you both all the
happiness the New Year can bring. And here we are, to play it in and dance it
in, accordingly."
Which was received with
a general shout. The Drum was rather drunk, by the bye; but, never mind.
"What a happiness
it is, I'm sure," said Trotty, "to be so esteemed! How kind and
neighbourly you are; It's all along of my dear daughter. She deserves it!"
They were ready for a
dance in half a second (Meg and Richard at the top); and the Drum was on the
very brink of leathering away with all his power; when a combination of
prodigious sounds was heard outside, and a good-humoured comely woman of some
fifty years of age, or thereabouts, came running in, attended by a man bearing
a stone pitcher of terrific size, and closely followed by the marrow-bones and
cleavers, and the bells; not the Bells, but a portable collection on a frame.
Trotty said, "It's
Mrs. Chickenstalker!" And sat down and beat his knees again.
"Married, and not
tell me, Meg!" cried the good woman "Never! I couldn't rest on the
last night of the Old Year without coming to wish you joy. I couldn't have done
it, Meg. Not if I had been bedridden. So here I am; and as it s New Year's Eve,
and the Eve of your wedding too, my dear I had a little flip made and brought
it with me."
"Mrs.
Chickenstalker's notion of a little flip, did honour to her character. The
pitcher steamed and smoked and reeked like a volcano; and the man who had
carried it, was faint.
"Mrs. Tugby!"
said Trotty, who had been going round and round her, in an ecstasy. -- "I
should say Chickenstalker -- Bless your heart and soul! A happy New Year, and
many of 'em! Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty when he had saluted her; -- "I
should say Chickenstalker -- This is William Fern and Lilian."
The worthy dame, to his
surprise, turned very pale and very red.
"Not Lilian Fern
whose mother died in Dorsetshire!" said she.
Her uncle answered
"Yes," and meeting hastily they exchanged some hurried words
together; of which the upshot was, that Mrs. Chickenstalker shook him by both
hands; saluted Trotty on his cheek again of her own free will; and took the
child to her capacious breast.
"Will Fern!"
said Trotty, pulling on his right-hand muffler; "Not the friend you was
hoping to find?"
THE NEW YEAR'S DANCE.
"Ay!"
returned Will, putting a hand on each of Trotty's shoulders. "And like to
prove a'most as good a friend, if that can be, as one I found."
"O!" said
Trotty. "Please to play up there. Will you have the goodness!"
To the music of the
band, the bells, the marrow-bones and cleavers, all at once; and while the
Chimes were yet in lusty operation out of doors, Trotty making Meg and Richard
second couple, led off Mrs. Chickenstalker down the dance, and danced it in a
step unknown before or since; founded on his own peculiar trot.
Had Trotty dreamed? Or,
are his joys and sorrows, and the actors in them, but a dream; himself a dream;
the teller of this tale a dreamer, waking but now? If it be so, O listener,
dear to him in all his visions, try to bear in mind the stern realities from
which these shadows come; and in your sphere -- none is too wide, and none too
limited for such an end -- endeavour to correct, improve, and soften them. So
may the New Year be a happy one to you, happy to many more whose happiness
depends on you! So may each year be happier than the last, and not the meanest
of our brethren or sisterhood debarred their rightful share, in what our Great
Creator formed them to enjoy.