’NOW, what I want is,
Facts. Teach these boys and girls nothing but Facts. Facts alone are wanted in
life. Plant nothing else, and root out everything else. You can only form the
minds of reasoning animals upon Facts: nothing else will ever be of any service
to them. This is the principle on which I bring up my own children, and this is
the principle on which I bring up these children. Stick to Facts, sir!’
The scene was a plain,
bare, monotonous vault of a school-room, and the speaker’s square forefinger
emphasized his observations by underscoring every sentence with a line on the
schoolmaster’s sleeve. The emphasis was helped by the speaker’s square wall of
a forehead, which had his eyebrows for its base, while his eyes found
commodious cellarage in two dark caves, overshadowed by the wall. The emphasis
was helped by the speaker’s mouth, which was wide, thin, and hard set. The
emphasis was helped by the speaker’s voice, which was inflexible, dry, and
dictatorial. The emphasis was helped by the speaker’s hair, which bristled on
the skirts of his bald head, a plantation of firs to keep the wind from its
shining surface, all covered with knobs, like the crust of a plum pie, as if
the head had scarcely warehouse-room for the hard facts stored inside. The
speaker’s obstinate carriage, square coat, square legs, square shoulders, -
nay, his very neckcloth, trained to take him by the throat with an
unaccommodating grasp, like a stubborn fact, as it was, - all helped the
emphasis.
’In this life, we want
nothing but Facts, sir; nothing but Facts!’
The speaker, and the
schoolmaster, and the third grown person present, all backed a little, and
swept with their eyes the inclined plane of little vessels then and there
arranged in order, ready to have imperial gallons of facts poured into them
until they were full to the brim.
THOMAS GRADGRIND, sir.
A man of realities. A man of facts and calculations. A man who proceeds upon
the principle that two and two are four, and nothing over, and who is not to be
talked into allowing for anything over. Thomas Gradgrind, sir - peremptorily
Thomas - Thomas Gradgrind. With a rule and a pair of scales, and the
multiplication table always in his pocket, sir, ready to weigh and measure any
parcel of human nature, and tell you exactly what it comes to. It is a mere
question of figures, a case of simple arithmetic. You might hope to get some
other nonsensical belief into the head of George Gradgrind, or Augustus
Gradgrind, or John Gradgrind, or Joseph Gradgrind (all supposititious,
non-existent persons), but into the head of Thomas Gradgrind - no, sir!
In such terms Mr.
Gradgrind always mentally introduced himself, whether to his private circle of
acquaintance, or to the public in general. In such terms, no doubt,
substituting the words ’boys and girls,’ for ’sir,’ Thomas Gradgrind now
presented Thomas Gradgrind to the little pitchers before him, who were to be
filled so full of facts.
Indeed, as he eagerly
sparkled at them from the cellarage before mentioned, he seemed a kind of
cannon loaded to the muzzle with facts, and prepared to blow them clean out of
the regions of childhood at one discharge. He seemed a galvanizing apparatus, too,
charged with a grim mechanical substitute for the tender young imaginations
that were to be stormed away.
’Girl number twenty,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, squarely pointing with his square forefinger, ’I don’t know
that girl. Who is that girl?’
’Sissy Jupe, sir,’
explained number twenty, blushing, standing up, and curtseying.
’Sissy is not a name,’
said Mr. Gradgrind. ’Don’t call yourself Sissy. Call yourself Cecilia.’
’It’s father as calls
me Sissy, sir,’ returned the young girl in a trembling voice, and with another
curtsey.
’Then he has no
business to do it,’ said Mr. Gradgrind. ’Tell him he mustn’t. Cecilia Jupe. Let
me see. What is your father?’
’He belongs to the
horse-riding, if you please, sir.’
Mr. Gradgrind frowned,
and waved off the objectionable calling with his hand.
’We don’t want to know
anything about that, here. You mustn’t tell us about that, here. Your father
breaks horses, don’t he?’
’If you please, sir,
when they can get any to break, they do break horses in the ring, sir.’
’You mustn’t tell us
about the ring, here. Very well, then. Describe your father as a horsebreaker.
He doctors sick horses, I dare say?’
’Oh yes, sir.’
’Very well, then. He is
a veterinary surgeon, a farrier, and horsebreaker. Give me your definition of a
horse.’
(Sissy Jupe thrown into
the greatest alarm by this demand.)
’Girl number twenty
unable to define a horse!’ said Mr. Gradgrind, for the general behoof of all
the little pitchers. ’Girl number twenty possessed of no facts, in reference to
one of the commonest of animals! Some boy’s definition of a horse. Bitzer,
yours.’
The square finger,
moving here and there, lighted suddenly on Bitzer, perhaps because he chanced
to sit in the same ray of sunlight which, darting in at one of the bare windows
of the intensely white-washed room, irradiated Sissy. For, the boys and girls
sat on the face of the inclined plane in two compact bodies, divided up the
centre by a narrow interval; and Sissy, being at the corner of a row on the
sunny side, came in for the beginning of a sunbeam, of which Bitzer, being at
the corner of a row on the other side, a few rows in advance, caught the end.
But, whereas the girl was so dark-eyed and dark-haired, that she seemed to
receive a deeper and more lustrous colour from the sun, when it shone upon her,
the boy was so light-eyed and light-haired that the self-same rays appeared to
draw out of him what little colour he ever possessed. His cold eyes would
hardly have been eyes, but for the short ends of lashes which, by bringing them
into immediate contrast with something paler than themselves, expressed their
form. His short-cropped hair might have been a mere continuation of the sandy
freckles on his forehead and face. His skin was so unwholesomely deficient in
the natural tinge, that he looked as though, if he were cut, he would bleed
white.
’Bitzer,’ said Thomas
Gradgrind. ’Your definition of a horse.’
’Quadruped.
Graminivorous. Forty teeth, namely twenty-four grinders, four eye-teeth, and
twelve incisive. Sheds coat in the spring; in marshy countries, sheds hoofs,
too. Hoofs hard, but requiring to be shod with iron. Age known by marks in
mouth.’ Thus (and much more) Bitzer.
’Now girl number
twenty,’ said Mr. Gradgrind. ’You know what a horse is.’
She curtseyed again,
and would have blushed deeper, if she could have blushed deeper than she had
blushed all this time. Bitzer, after rapidly blinking at Thomas Gradgrind with
both eyes at once, and so catching the light upon his quivering ends of lashes
that they looked like the antennae of busy insects, put his knuckles to his
freckled forehead, and sat down again.
The third gentleman now
stepped forth. A mighty man at cutting and drying, he was; a government
officer; in his way (and in most other people’s too), a professed pugilist;
always in training, always with a system to force down the general throat like
a bolus, always to be heard of at the bar of his little Public-office, ready to
fight all England. To continue in fistic phraseology, he had a genius for
coming up to the scratch, wherever and whatever it was, and proving himself an
ugly customer. He would go in and damage any subject whatever with his right,
follow up with his left, stop, exchange, counter, bore his opponent (he always
fought All England) to the ropes, and fall upon him neatly. He was certain to
knock the wind out of common sense, and render that unlucky adversary deaf to
the call of time. And he had it in charge from high authority to bring about
the great public-office Millennium, when Commissioners should reign upon earth.
’Very well,’ said this
gentleman, briskly smiling, and folding his arms. ’That’s a horse. Now, let me
ask you girls and boys, Would you paper a room with representations of horses?’
After a pause, one half
of the children cried in chorus, ’Yes, sir!’ Upon which the other half, seeing
in the gentleman’s face that Yes was wrong, cried out in chorus, ’No, sir!’ -
as the custom is, in these examinations.
’Of course, No. Why
wouldn’t you?’
A pause. One corpulent
slow boy, with a wheezy manner of breathing, ventured the answer, Because he
wouldn’t paper a room at all, but would paint it.
’You must paper it,’
said the gentleman, rather warmly.
’You must paper it,’
said Thomas Gradgrind, ’whether you like it or not. Don’t tell us you wouldn’t
paper it. What do you mean, boy?’
’I’ll explain to you,
then,’ said the gentleman, after another and a dismal pause, ’why you wouldn’t
paper a room with representations of horses. Do you ever see horses walking up
and down the sides of rooms in reality - in fact? Do you?’
’Yes, sir!’ from one
half. ’No, sir!’ from the other.
’Of course no,’ said
the gentleman, with an indignant look at the wrong half. ’Why, then, you are
not to see anywhere, what you don’t see in fact; you are not to have anywhere,
what you don’t have in fact. What is called Taste, is only another name for
Fact.’ Thomas Gradgrind nodded his approbation.
’This is a new
principle, a discovery, a great discovery,’ said the gentleman. ’Now, I’ll try
you again. Suppose you were going to carpet a room. Would you use a carpet
having a representation of flowers upon it?’
There being a general
conviction by this time that ’No, sir!’ was always the right answer to this
gentleman, the chorus of NO was very strong. Only a few feeble stragglers said
Yes: among them Sissy Jupe.
’Girl number twenty,’
said the gentleman, smiling in the calm strength of knowledge.
Sissy blushed, and
stood up.
’So you would carpet
your room - or your husband’s room, if you were a grown woman, and had a
husband - with representations of flowers, would you?’ said the gentleman. ’Why
would you?’
’If you please, sir, I
am very fond of flowers,’ returned the girl.
’And is that why you
would put tables and chairs upon them, and have people walking over them with
heavy boots?’
’It wouldn’t hurt them,
sir. They wouldn’t crush and wither, if you please, sir. They would be the
pictures of what was very pretty and pleasant, and I would fancy - ’
’Ay, ay, ay! But you
mustn’t fancy,’ cried the gentleman, quite elated by coming so happily to his
point. ’That’s it! You are never to fancy.’
’You are not, Cecilia
Jupe,’ Thomas Gradgrind solemnly repeated, ’to do anything of that kind.’
’Fact, fact, fact!’
said the gentleman. And ’Fact, fact, fact!’ repeated Thomas Gradgrind.
’You are to be in all
things regulated and governed,’ said the gentleman, ’by fact. We hope to have,
before long, a board of fact, composed of commissioners of fact, who will force
the people to be a people of fact, and of nothing but fact. You must discard
the word Fancy altogether. You have nothing to do with it. You are not to have,
in any object of use or ornament, what would be a contradiction in fact. You
don’t walk upon flowers in fact; you cannot be allowed to walk upon flowers in
carpets. You don’t find that foreign birds and butterflies come and perch upon
your crockery; you cannot be permitted to paint foreign birds and butterflies
upon your crockery. You never meet with quadrupeds going up and down walls; you
must not have quadrupeds represented upon walls. You must use,’ said the
gentleman, ’for all these purposes, combinations and modifications (in primary
colours) of mathematical figures which are susceptible of proof and
demonstration. This is the new discovery. This is fact. This is taste.’
The girl curtseyed, and
sat down. She was very young, and she looked as if she were frightened by the
matter-of-fact prospect the world afforded.
’Now, if Mr. M’Choakumchild,’
said the gentleman, ’will proceed to give his first lesson here, Mr. Gradgrind,
I shall be happy, at your request, to observe his mode of procedure.’
Mr. Gradgrind was much
obliged. ’Mr. M’Choakumchild, we only wait for you.’
So, Mr. M’Choakumchild
began in his best manner. He and some one hundred and forty other
schoolmasters, had been lately turned at the same time, in the same factory, on
the same principles, like so many pianoforte legs. He had been put through an
immense variety of paces, and had answered volumes of head-breaking questions.
Orthography, etymology, syntax, and prosody, biography, astronomy, geography,
and general cosmography, the sciences of compound proportion, algebra,
land-surveying and levelling, vocal music, and drawing from models, were all at
the ends of his ten chilled fingers. He had worked his stony way into Her
Majesty’s most Honourable Privy Council’s Schedule B, and had taken the bloom
off the higher branches of mathematics and physical science, French, German,
Latin, and Greek. He knew all about all the Water Sheds of all the world
(whatever they are), and all the histories of all the peoples, and all the
names of all the rivers and mountains, and all the productions, manners, and
customs of all the countries, and all their boundaries and bearings on the two
and thirty points of the compass. Ah, rather overdone, M’Choakumchild. If he
had only learnt a little less, how infinitely better he might have taught much
more!
He went to work in this
preparatory lesson, not unlike Morgiana in the Forty Thieves: looking into all
the vessels ranged before him, one after another, to see what they contained.
Say, good M’Choakumchild. When from thy boiling store, thou shalt fill each jar
brim full by-and-by, dost thou think that thou wilt always kill outright the
robber Fancy lurking within - or sometimes only maim him and distort him!
MR. GRADGRIND walked
homeward from the school, in a state of considerable satisfaction. It was his
school, and he intended it to be a model. He intended every child in it to be a
model - just as the young Gradgrinds were all models.
There were five young
Gradgrinds, and they were models every one. They had been lectured at, from
their tenderest years; coursed, like little hares. Almost as soon as they could
run alone, they had been made to run to the lecture-room. The first object with
which they had an association, or of which they had a remembrance, was a large
black board with a dry Ogre chalking ghastly white figures on it.
Not that they knew, by
name or nature, anything about an Ogre Fact forbid! I only use the word to
express a monster in a lecturing castle, with Heaven knows how many heads
manipulated into one, taking childhood captive, and dragging it into gloomy
statistical dens by the hair.
No little Gradgrind had
ever seen a face in the moon; it was up in the moon before it could speak
distinctly. No little Gradgrind had ever learnt the silly jingle, Twinkle,
twinkle, little star; how I wonder what you are! No little Gradgrind had ever
known wonder on the subject, each little Gradgrind having at five years old
dissected the Great Bear like a Professor Owen, and driven Charles’s Wain like
a locomotive engine-driver. No little Gradgrind had ever associated a cow in a
field with that famous cow with the crumpled horn who tossed the dog who
worried the cat who killed the rat who ate the malt, or with that yet more
famous cow who swallowed Tom Thumb: it had never heard of those celebrities,
and had only been introduced to a cow as a graminivorous ruminating quadruped
with several stomachs.
To his matter-of-fact
home, which was called Stone Lodge, Mr. Gradgrind directed his steps. He had
virtually retired from the wholesale hardware trade before he built Stone
Lodge, and was now looking about for a suitable opportunity of making an
arithmetical figure in Parliament. Stone Lodge was situated on a moor within a
mile or two of a great town - called Coketown in the present faithful
guide-book.
A very regular feature
on the face of the country, Stone Lodge was. Not the least disguise toned down
or shaded off that uncompromising fact in the landscape. A great square house,
with a heavy portico darkening the principal windows, as its master’s heavy
brows overshadowed his eyes. A calculated, cast up, balanced, and proved house.
Six windows on this side of the door, six on that side; a total of twelve in
this wing, a total of twelve in the other wing; four-and-twenty carried over to
the back wings. A lawn and garden and an infant avenue, all ruled straight like
a botanical account- book. Gas and ventilation, drainage and water-service, all
of the primest quality. Iron clamps and girders, fire-proof from top to bottom;
mechanical lifts for the housemaids, with all their brushes and brooms;
everything that heart could desire.
Everything? Well, I
suppose so. The little Gradgrinds had cabinets in various departments of
science too. They had a little conchological cabinet, and a little
metallurgical cabinet, and a little mineralogical cabinet; and the specimens
were all arranged and labelled, and the bits of stone and ore looked as though
they might have been broken from the parent substances by those tremendously
hard instruments their own names; and, to paraphrase the idle legend of Peter
Piper, who had never found his way into their nursery, If the greedy little
Gradgrinds grasped at more than this, what was it for good gracious goodness’
sake, that the greedy little Gradgrinds grasped it!
Their father walked on
in a hopeful and satisfied frame of mind. He was an affectionate father, after
his manner; but he would probably have described himself (if he had been put,
like Sissy Jupe, upon a definition) as ’an eminently practical’ father. He had
a particular pride in the phrase eminently practical, which was considered to
have a special application to him. Whatsoever the public meeting held in
Coketown, and whatsoever the subject of such meeting, some Coketowner was sure
to seize the occasion of alluding to his eminently practical friend Gradgrind.
This always pleased the eminently practical friend. He knew it to be his due,
but his due was acceptable.
He had reached the
neutral ground upon the outskirts of the town, which was neither town nor
country, and yet was either spoiled, when his ears were invaded by the sound of
music. The clashing and banging band attached to the horse-riding
establishment, which had there set up its rest in a wooden pavilion, was in
full bray. A flag, floating from the summit of the temple, proclaimed to
mankind that it was ’Sleary’s Horse-riding’ which claimed their suffrages.
Sleary himself, a stout modern statue with a money-box at its elbow, in an
ecclesiastical niche of early Gothic architecture, took the money. Miss
Josephine Sleary, as some very long and very narrow strips of printed bill
announced, was then inaugurating the entertainments with her graceful
equestrian Tyrolean flower-act. Among the other pleasing but always strictly
moral wonders which must be seen to be believed, Signor Jupe was that afternoon
to ’elucidate the diverting accomplishments of his highly trained performing
dog Merrylegs.’ He was also to exhibit ’his astounding feat of throwing
seventy-five hundred-weight in rapid succession backhanded over his head, thus
forming a fountain of solid iron in mid-air, a feat never before attempted in
this or any other country, and which having elicited such rapturous plaudits
from enthusiastic throngs it cannot be withdrawn.’ The same Signor Jupe was to ’enliven
the varied performances at frequent intervals with his chaste Shaksperean quips
and retorts.’ Lastly, he was to wind them up by appearing in his favourite
character of Mr. William Button, of Tooley Street, in ’the highly novel and
laughable hippo- comedietta of The Tailor’s Journey to Brentford.’
Thomas Gradgrind took
no heed of these trivialities of course, but passed on as a practical man ought
to pass on, either brushing the noisy insects from his thoughts, or consigning
them to the House of Correction. But, the turning of the road took him by the
back of the booth, and at the back of the booth a number of children were
congregated in a number of stealthy attitudes, striving to peep in at the
hidden glories of the place.
This brought him to a
stop. ’Now, to think of these vagabonds,’ said he, ’attracting the young rabble
from a model school.’
A space of stunted
grass and dry rubbish being between him and the young rabble, he took his
eyeglass out of his waistcoat to look for any child he knew by name, and might
order off. Phenomenon almost incredible though distinctly seen, what did he
then behold but his own metallurgical Louisa, peeping with all her might
through a hole in a deal board, and his own mathematical Thomas abasing himself
on the ground to catch but a hoof of the graceful equestrian Tyrolean
flower-act!
Dumb with amazement,
Mr. Gradgrind crossed to the spot where his family was thus disgraced, laid his
hand upon each erring child, and said:
’Louisa!! Thomas!!’
Both rose, red and
disconcerted. But, Louisa looked at her father with more boldness than Thomas
did. Indeed, Thomas did not look at him, but gave himself up to be taken home
like a machine.
’In the name of wonder,
idleness, and folly!’ said Mr. Gradgrind, leading each away by a hand; ’what do
you do here?’
’Wanted to see what it
was like,’ returned Louisa, shortly.
’What it was like?’
’Yes, father.’
There was an air of
jaded sullenness in them both, and particularly in the girl: yet, struggling
through the dissatisfaction of her face, there was a light with nothing to rest
upon, a fire with nothing to burn, a starved imagination keeping life in itself
somehow, which brightened its expression. Not with the brightness natural to
cheerful youth, but with uncertain, eager, doubtful flashes, which had
something painful in them, analogous to the changes on a blind face groping its
way.
She was a child now, of
fifteen or sixteen; but at no distant day would seem to become a woman all at
once. Her father thought so as he looked at her. She was pretty. Would have
been self-willed (he thought in his eminently practical way) but for her
bringing-up.
’Thomas, though I have
the fact before me, I find it difficult to believe that you, with your
education and resources, should have brought your sister to a scene like this.’
’I brought him, father,’
said Louisa, quickly. ’I asked him to come.’
’I am sorry to hear it.
I am very sorry indeed to hear it. It makes Thomas no better, and it makes you
worse, Louisa.’
She looked at her
father again, but no tear fell down her cheek.
’You! Thomas and you,
to whom the circle of the sciences is open; Thomas and you, who may be said to
be replete with facts; Thomas and you, who have been trained to mathematical
exactness; Thomas and you, here!’ cried Mr. Gradgrind. ’In this degraded
position! I am amazed.’
’I was tired, father. I
have been tired a long time,’ said Louisa.
’Tired? Of what?’ asked
the astonished father.
’I don’t know of what -
of everything, I think.’
’Say not another word,’
returned Mr. Gradgrind. ’You are childish. I will hear no more.’ He did not
speak again until they had walked some half-a-mile in silence, when he gravely
broke out with: ’What would your best friends say, Louisa? Do you attach no
value to their good opinion? What would Mr. Bounderby say?’ At the mention of
this name, his daughter stole a look at him, remarkable for its intense and
searching character. He saw nothing of it, for before he looked at her, she had
again cast down her eyes!
’What,’ he repeated
presently, ’would Mr. Bounderby say?’ All the way to Stone Lodge, as with grave
indignation he led the two delinquents home, he repeated at intervals ’What
would Mr. Bounderby say?’ - as if Mr. Bounderby had been Mrs. Grundy.
NOT being Mrs. Grundy,
who was Mr. Bounderby?
Why, Mr. Bounderby was
as near being Mr. Gradgrind’s bosom friend, as a man perfectly devoid of
sentiment can approach that spiritual relationship towards another man
perfectly devoid of sentiment. So near was Mr. Bounderby - or, if the reader
should prefer it, so far off.
He was a rich man:
banker, merchant, manufacturer, and what not. A big, loud man, with a stare,
and a metallic laugh. A man made out of a coarse material, which seemed to have
been stretched to make so much of him. A man with a great puffed head and
forehead, swelled veins in his temples, and such a strained skin to his face
that it seemed to hold his eyes open, and lift his eyebrows up. A man with a
pervading appearance on him of being inflated like a balloon, and ready to
start. A man who could never sufficiently vaunt himself a self-made man. A man
who was always proclaiming, through that brassy speaking-trumpet of a voice of
his, his old ignorance and his old poverty. A man who was the Bully of
humility.
A year or two younger
than his eminently practical friend, Mr. Bounderby looked older; his seven or
eight and forty might have had the seven or eight added to it again, without
surprising anybody. He had not much hair. One might have fancied he had talked
it off; and that what was left, all standing up in disorder, was in that
condition from being constantly blown about by his windy boastfulness.
In the formal
drawing-room of Stone Lodge, standing on the hearthrug, warming himself before
the fire, Mr. Bounderby delivered some observations to Mrs. Gradgrind on the
circumstance of its being his birthday. He stood before the fire, partly
because it was a cool spring afternoon, though the sun shone; partly because
the shade of Stone Lodge was always haunted by the ghost of damp mortar; partly
because he thus took up a commanding position, from which to subdue Mrs.
Gradgrind.
’I hadn’t a shoe to my
foot. As to a stocking, I didn’t know such a thing by name. I passed the day in
a ditch, and the night in a pigsty. That’s the way I spent my tenth birthday.
Not that a ditch was new to me, for I was born in a ditch.’
Mrs. Gradgrind, a
little, thin, white, pink-eyed bundle of shawls, of surpassing feebleness,
mental and bodily; who was always taking physic without any effect, and who,
whenever she showed a symptom of coming to life, was invariably stunned by some
weighty piece of fact tumbling on her; Mrs. Gradgrind hoped it was a dry ditch?
’No! As wet as a sop. A
foot of water in it,’ said Mr. Bounderby.
’Enough to give a baby
cold,’ Mrs. Gradgrind considered.
’Cold? I was born with
inflammation of the lungs, and of everything else, I believe, that was capable
of inflammation,’ returned Mr. Bounderby. ’For years, ma’am, I was one of the
most miserable little wretches ever seen. I was so sickly, that I was always
moaning and groaning. I was so ragged and dirty, that you wouldn’t have touched
me with a pair of tongs.’
Mrs. Gradgrind faintly
looked at the tongs, as the most appropriate thing her imbecility could think
of doing.
’How I fought through
it, I don’t know,’ said Bounderby. ’I was determined, I suppose. I have been a
determined character in later life, and I suppose I was then. Here I am, Mrs.
Gradgrind, anyhow, and nobody to thank for my being here, but myself.’
Mrs. Gradgrind meekly
and weakly hoped that his mother -
’My mother? Bolted, ma’am!’
said Bounderby.
Mrs. Gradgrind, stunned
as usual, collapsed and gave it up.
’My mother left me to
my grandmother,’ said Bounderby; ’and, according to the best of my remembrance,
my grandmother was the wickedest and the worst old woman that ever lived. If I
got a little pair of shoes by any chance, she would take ’em off and sell ’em
for drink. Why, I have known that grandmother of mine lie in her bed and drink
her four-teen glasses of liquor before breakfast!’
Mrs. Gradgrind, weakly
smiling, and giving no other sign of vitality, looked (as she always did) like
an indifferently executed transparency of a small female figure, without enough
light behind it.
’She kept a chandler’s
shop,’ pursued Bounderby, ’and kept me in an egg-box. That was the cot ofmy
infancy; an old egg-box. As soon as I was big enough to run away, of course I
ran away. Then I became a young vagabond; and instead of one old woman knocking
me about and starving me, everybody of all ages knocked me about and starved
me. They were right; they had no business to do anything else. I was a
nuisance, an incumbrance, and a pest. I know that very well.’
His pride in having at
any time of his life achieved such a great social distinction as to be a
nuisance, an incumbrance, and a pest, was only to be satisfied by three
sonorous repetitions of the boast.
’I was to pull through
it, I suppose, Mrs. Gradgrind. Whether I was to do it or not, ma’am, I did it.
I pulled through it, though nobody threw me out a rope. Vagabond, errand-boy,
vagabond, labourer, porter, clerk, chief manager, small partner, Josiah
Bounderby of Coketown. Those are the antecedents, and the culmination. Josiah
Bounderby of Coketown learnt his letters from the outsides of the shops, Mrs.
Gradgrind, and was first able to tell the time upon a dial-plate, from studying
the steeple clock of St. Giles’s Church, London, under the direction of a
drunken cripple, who was a convicted thief, and an incorrigible vagrant. Tell
Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, of your district schools and your model schools,
and your training schools, and your whole kettle-of-fish of schools; and Josiah
Bounderby of Coketown, tells you plainly, all right, all correct - he hadn’t
such advantages - but let us have hard-headed, solid-fisted people - the
education that made him won’t do for everybody, he knows well - such and such
his education was, however, and you may force him to swallow boiling fat, but
you shall never force him to suppress the facts of his life.’
Being heated when he
arrived at this climax, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown stopped. He stopped just
as his eminently practical friend, still accompanied by the two young culprits,
entered the room. His eminently practical friend, on seeing him, stopped also,
and gave Louisa a reproachful look that plainly said, ’Behold your Bounderby!’
’Well!’ blustered Mr.
Bounderby, ’what’s the matter? What is young Thomas in the dumps about?’
He spoke of young
Thomas, but he looked at Louisa.
’We were peeping at the
circus,’ muttered Louisa, haughtily, without lifting up her eyes, ’and father
caught us.’
’And, Mrs. Gradgrind,’
said her husband in a lofty manner, ’I should as soon have expected to find my
children reading poetry.’
’Dear me,’ whimpered
Mrs. Gradgrind. ’How can you, Louisa and Thomas! I wonder at you. I declare you’re
enough to make one regret ever having had a family at all. I have a great mind
to say I wish I hadn’t. Then what would you have done, I should like to know?’
Mr. Gradgrind did not
seem favourably impressed by these cogent remarks. He frowned impatiently.
’As if, with my head in
its present throbbing state, you couldn’t go and look at the shells and
minerals and things provided for you, instead of circuses!’ said Mrs.
Gradgrind. ’You know, as well as I do, no young people have circus masters, or
keep circuses in cabinets, or attend lectures about circuses. What can you
possibly want to know of circuses then? I am sure you have enough to do, if
that’s what you want. With my head in its present state, I couldn’t remember
the mere names of half the facts you have got to attend to.’
’That’s the reason!’
pouted Louisa.
’Don’t tell me that’s
the reason, because it can’t be nothing of the sort,’ said Mrs. Gradgrind. ’Go
and be somethingological directly.’ Mrs. Gradgrind was not a scientific
character, and usually dismissed her children to their studies with this
general injunction to choose their pursuit.
In truth, Mrs.
Gradgrind’s stock of facts in general was woefully defective; but Mr. Gradgrind
in raising her to her high matrimonial position, had been influenced by two
reasons. Firstly, she was most satisfactory as a question of figures; and,
secondly, she had ’no nonsense’ about her. By nonsense he meant fancy; and
truly it is probable she was as free from any alloy of that nature, as any
human being not arrived at the perfection of an absolute idiot, ever was.
The simple circumstance
of being left alone with her husband and Mr. Bounderby, was sufficient to stun
this admirable lady again without collision between herself and any other fact.
So, she once more died away, and nobody minded her.
’Bounderby,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, drawing a chair to the fireside, ’you are always so interested in my
young people - particularly in Louisa - that I make no apology for saying to
you, I am very much vexed by this discovery. I have systematically devoted
myself (as you know) to the education of the reason of my family. The reason is
(as you know) the only faculty to which education should be addressed. ’And
yet, Bounderby, it would appear from this unexpected circumstance of to-day,
though in itself a trifling one, as if something had crept into Thomas’s and
Louisa’s minds which is - or rather, which is not - I don’t know that I can
express myself better than by saying - which has never been intended to be
developed, and in which their reason has no part.’
’There certainly is no
reason in looking with interest at a parcel of vagabonds,’ returned Bounderby. ’When
I was a vagabond myself, nobody looked with any interest at me; I know that.’
’Then comes the
question; said the eminently practical father, with his eyes on the fire, ’in
what has this vulgar curiosity its rise?’
’I’ll tell you in what.
In idle imagination.’
’I hope not,’ said the
eminently practical; ’I confess, however, that the misgiving has crossed me on
my way home.’
’In idle imagination,
Gradgrind,’ repeated Bounderby. ’A very bad thing for anybody, but a cursed bad
thing for a girl like Louisa. I should ask Mrs. Gradgrind’s pardon for strong
expressions, but that she knows very well I am not a refined character. Whoever
expects refinement inme will be disappointed. I hadn’t a refined bringing up.’
’Whether,’ said
Gradgrind, pondering with his hands in his pockets, and his cavernous eyes on
the fire, ’whether any instructor or servant can have suggested anything?
Whether Louisa or Thomas can have been reading anything? Whether, in spite of
all precautions, any idle story-book can have got into the house? Because, in
minds that have been practically formed by rule and line, from the cradle
upwards, this is so curious, so incomprehensible.’
’Stop a bit!’ cried
Bounderby, who all this time had been standing, as before, on the hearth,
bursting at the very furniture of the room with explosive humility. ’You have
one of those strollers’ children in the school.’
’Cecilia Jupe, by name,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, with something of a stricken look at his friend.
’Now, stop a bit!’
cried Bounderby again. ’How did she come there?’
’Why, the fact is, I
saw the girl myself, for the first time, only just now. She specially applied
here at the house to be admitted, as not regularly belonging to our town, and -
yes, you are right, Bounderby, you are right.’
’Now, stop a bit!’
cried Bounderby, once more. ’Louisa saw her when she came?’
’Louisa certainly did
see her, for she mentioned the application to me. But Louisa saw her, I have no
doubt, in Mrs. Gradgrind’s presence.’
’Pray, Mrs. Gradgrind,’
said Bounderby, ’what passed?’
’Oh, my poor health!’
returned Mrs. Gradgrind. ’The girl wanted to come to the school, and Mr.
Gradgrind wanted girls to come to the school, and Louisa and Thomas both said
that the girl wanted to come, and that Mr. Gradgrind wanted girls to come, and
how was it possible to contradict them when such was the fact!’
’Now I tell you what,
Gradgrind!’ said Mr. Bounderby. ’Turn this girl to the right about, and there’s
an end of it.’
’I am much of your
opinion.’
’Do it at once,’ said
Bounderby, ’has always been my motto from a child. When I thought I would run
away from my egg-box and my grandmother, I did it at once. Do you the same. Do
this at once!’
’Are you walking?’
asked his friend. ’I have the father’s address. Perhaps you would not mind
walking to town with me?’
’Not the least in the
world,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’as long as you do it at once!’
So, Mr. Bounderby threw
on his hat - he always threw it on, as expressing a man who had been far too
busily employed in making himself, to acquire any fashion of wearing his hat -
and with his hands in his pockets, sauntered out into the hall. ’I never wear
gloves,’ it was his custom to say. ’I didn’t climb up the ladder in them.
Shouldn’t be so high up, if I had.’
Being left to saunter
in the hall a minute or two while Mr. Gradgrind went up-stairs for the address,
he opened the door of the children’s study and looked into that serene
floor-clothed apartment, which, notwithstanding its book-cases and its cabinets
and its variety of learned and philosophical appliances, had much of the genial
aspect of a room devoted to hair-cutting. Louisa languidly leaned upon the
window looking out, without looking at anything, while young Thomas stood
sniffing revengefully at the fire. Adam Smith and Malthus, two younger Gradgrinds,
were out at lecture in custody; and little Jane, after manufacturing a good
deal of moist pipe-clay on her face with slate-pencil and tears, had fallen
asleep over vulgar fractions.
’It’s all right now,
Louisa: it’s all right, young Thomas,’ said Mr. Bounderby; ’you won’t do so any
more. I’ll answer for it’s being all over with father. Well, Louisa, that’s
worth a kiss, isn’t it?’
’You can take one, Mr.
Bounderby,’ returned Louisa, when she had coldly paused, and slowly walked
across the room, and ungraciously raised her cheek towards him, with her face
turned away.
’Always my pet; ain’t
you, Louisa?’ said Mr. Bounderby. ’Good-bye, Louisa!’
He went his way, but
she stood on the same spot, rubbing the cheek he had kissed, with her
handkerchief, until it was burning red. She was still doing this, five minutes
afterwards.
’What are you about,
Loo?’ her brother sulkily remonstrated. ’You’ll rub a hole in your face.’
’You may cut the piece
out with your penknife if you like, Tom. I wouldn’t cry!’
COKETOWN, to which
Messrs. Bounderby and Gradgrind now walked, was a triumph of fact; it had no
greater taint of fancy in it than Mrs. Gradgrind herself. Let us strike the
key-note, Coketown, before pursuing our tune.
It was a town of red
brick, or of brick that would have been red if the smoke and ashes had allowed
it; but as matters stood, it was a town of unnatural red and black like the
painted face of a savage. It was a town of machinery and tall chimneys, out of
which interminable serpents of smoke trailed themselves for ever and ever, and
never got uncoiled. It had a black canal in it, and a river that ran purple
with ill-smelling dye, and vast piles of building full of windows where there
was a rattling and a trembling all day long, and where the piston of the
steam-engine worked monotonously up and down, like the head of an elephant in a
state of melancholy madness. It contained several large streets all very like
one another, and many small streets still more like one another, inhabited by
people equally like one another, who all went in and out at the same hours,
with the same sound upon the same pavements, to do the same work, and to whom
every day was the same as yesterday and to-morrow, and every year the
counterpart of the last and the next.
These attributes of
Coketown were in the main inseparable from the work by which it was sustained;
against them were to be set off, comforts of life which found their way all
over the world, and elegancies of life which made, we will not ask how much of
the fine lady, who could scarcely bear to hear the place mentioned. The rest of
its features were voluntary, and they were these.
You saw nothing in
Coketown but what was severely workful. If the members of a religious
persuasion built a chapel there - as the members of eighteen religious
persuasions had done - they made it a pious warehouse of red brick, with
sometimes (but this is only in highly ornamental examples) a bell in a birdcage
on the top of it. The solitary exception was the New Church; a stuccoed edifice
with a square steeple over the door, terminating in four short pinnacles like
florid wooden legs. All the public inscriptions in the town were painted alike,
in severe characters of black and white. The jail might have been the
infirmary, the infirmary might have been the jail, the town-hall might have
been either, or both, or anything else, for anything that appeared to the
contrary in the graces of their construction. Fact, fact, fact, everywhere in
the material aspect of the town; fact, fact, fact, everywhere in the
immaterial. The M’Choakumchild school was all fact, and the school of design
was all fact, and the relations between master and man were all fact, and
everything was fact between the lying-in hospital and the cemetery, and what
you couldn’t state in figures, or show to be purchaseable in the cheapest
market and saleable in the dearest, was not, and never should be, world without
end, Amen.
A town so sacred to
fact, and so triumphant in its assertion, of course got on well? Why no, not
quite well. No? Dear me!
No. Coketown did not
come out of its own furnaces, in all respects like gold that had stood the
fire. First, the perplexing mystery of the place was, Who belonged to the
eighteen denominations? Because, whoever did, the labouring people did not. It
was very strange to walk through the streets on a Sunday morning, and note how
few of them the barbarous jangling of bells that was driving the sick and
nervous mad, called away from their own quarter, from their own close rooms,
from the corners of their own streets, where they lounged listlessly, gazing at
all the church and chapel going, as at a thing with which they had no manner of
concern. Nor was it merely the stranger who noticed this, because there was a
native organization in Coketown itself, whose members were to be heard of in
the House of Commons every session, indignantly petitioning for acts of
parliament that should make these people religious by main force. Then came the
Teetotal Society, who complained that these same peoplewould get drunk, and
showed in tabular statements that they did get drunk, and proved at tea parties
that no inducement, human or Divine (except a medal), would induce them to
forego their custom of getting drunk. Then came the chemist and druggist, with
other tabular statements, showing that when they didn’t get drunk, they took
opium. Then came the experienced chaplain of the jail, with more tabular
statements, outdoing all the previous tabular statements, and showing that the
same people would resort to low haunts, hidden from the public eye, where they
heard low singing and saw low dancing, and mayhap joined in it; and where A.
B., aged twenty-four next birthday, and committed for eighteen months’
solitary, had himself said (not that he had ever shown himself particularly
worthy of belief) his ruin began, as he was perfectly sure and confident that
otherwise he would have been a tip-top moral specimen. Then came Mr. Gradgrind
and Mr. Bounderby, the two gentlemen at this present moment walking through
Coketown, and both eminently practical, who could, on occasion, furnish more
tabular statements derived from their own personal experience, and illustrated
by cases they had known and seen, from which it clearly appeared - in short, it
was the only clear thing in the case - that these same people were a bad lot
altogether, gentlemen; that do what you would for them they were never thankful
for it, gentlemen; that they were restless, gentlemen; that they never knew
what they wanted; that they lived upon the best, and bought fresh butter; and
insisted on Mocha coffee, and rejected all but prime parts of meat, and yet
were eternally dissatisfied and unmanageable. In short, it was the moral of the
old nursery fable:
There was an old woman, and what do you think? She lived upon nothing
but victuals and drink; Victuals and drink were the whole of her diet, And yet
this old woman would NEVER be quiet. Is it
possible, I wonder, that there was any analogy between the case of the Coketown
population and the case of the little Gradgrinds? Surely, none of us in our
sober senses and acquainted with figures, are to be told at this time of day,
that one of the foremost elements in the existence of the Coketown
working-people had been for scores of years, deliberately set at nought? That
there was any Fancy in them demanding to be brought into healthy existence
instead of struggling on in convulsions? That exactly in the ratio as they
worked long and monotonously, the craving grew within them for some physical
relief - some relaxation, encouraging good humour and good spirits, and giving
them a vent - some recognized holiday, though it were but for an honest dance
to a stirring band of music - some occasional light pie in which even M’Choakumchild
had no finger - which craving must and would be satisfied aright, or must and
would inevitably go wrong, until the laws of the Creation were repealed?
’This man lives at Pod’s
End, and I don’t quite know Pod’s End,’ said Mr. Gradgrind. ’Which is it, Bounderby?’
Mr. Bounderby knew it
was somewhere down town, but knew no more respecting it. So they stopped for a
moment, looking about.
Almost as they did so,
there came running round the corner of the street at a quick pace and with a
frightened look, a girl whom Mr. Gradgrind recognized. ’Halloa!’ said he. ’Stop!
Where are you going! Stop!’ Girl number twenty stopped then, palpitating, and
made him a curtsey.
’Why are you tearing
about the streets,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, ’in this improper manner?’
’I was - I was run
after, sir,’ the girl panted, ’and I wanted to get away.’
’Run after?’ repeated
Mr. Gradgrind. ’Who would run after you?’
The question was
unexpectedly and suddenly answered for her, by the colourless boy, Bitzer, who
came round the corner with such blind speed and so little anticipating a
stoppage on the pavement, that he brought himself up against Mr. Gradgrind’s
waistcoat and rebounded into the road.
’What do you mean, boy?’
said Mr. Gradgrind. ’What are you doing? How dare you dash against - everybody
- in this manner?’ Bitzer picked up his cap, which the concussion had knocked
off; and backing, and knuckling his forehead, pleaded that it was an accident.
’Was this boy running
after you, Jupe?’ asked Mr. Gradgrind.
’Yes, sir,’ said the
girl reluctantly.
’No, I wasn’t, sir!’
cried Bitzer. ’Not till she run away from me. But the horse-riders never mind
what they say, sir; they’re famous for it. You know the horse-riders are famous
for never minding what they say,’ addressing Sissy. ’It’s as well known in the
town as - please, sir, as the multiplication table isn’t known to the
horse-riders.’ Bitzer tried Mr. Bounderby with this.
’He frightened me so,’
said the girl, ’with his cruel faces!’
’Oh!’ cried Bitzer. ’Oh!
An’t you one of the rest! An’t you a horse-rider! I never looked at her, sir. I
asked her if she would know how to define a horse to-morrow, and offered to
tell her again, and she ran away, and I ran after her, sir, that she might know
how to answer when she was asked. You wouldn’t have thought of saying such
mischief if you hadn’t been a horse-rider?’
’Her calling seems to
be pretty well known among ’em,’ observed Mr. Bounderby. ’You’d have had the
whole school peeping in a row, in a week.’
’Truly, I think so,’ returned
his friend. ’Bitzer, turn you about and take yourself home. Jupe, stay here a
moment. Let me hear of your running in this manner any more, boy, and you will
hear of me through the master of the school. You understand what I mean. Go
along.’
The boy stopped in his
rapid blinking, knuckled his forehead again, glanced at Sissy, turned about,
and retreated.
’Now, girl,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’take this gentleman and me to your father’s; we are going there.
What have you got in that bottle you are carrying?’
’Gin,’ said Mr.
Bounderby.
’Dear, no, sir! It’s
the nine oils.’
’The what?’ cried Mr.
Bounderby.
’The nine oils, sir, to
rub father with.’
’Then,’ said Mr.
Bounderby, with a loud short laugh, ’what the devil do you rub your father with
nine oils for?’
’It’s what our people
aways use, sir, when they get any hurts in the ring,’ replied the girl, looking
over her shoulder, to assure herself that her pursuer was gone. ’They bruise
themselves very bad sometimes.’
’Serve ’em right,’ said
Mr. Bounderby, ’for being idle.’ She glanced up at his face, with mingled
astonishment and dread.
’By George!’ said Mr.
Bounderby, ’when I was four or five years younger than you, I had worse bruises
upon me than ten oils, twenty oils, forty oils, would have rubbed off. I didn’t
get ’em by posture-making, but by being banged about. There was no rope-
dancing for me; I danced on the bare ground and was larruped with the rope.’
Mr. Gradgrind, though
hard enough, was by no means so rough a man as Mr. Bounderby. His character was
not unkind, all things considered; it might have been a very kind one indeed,
if he had only made some round mistake in the arithmetic that balanced it,
years ago. He said, in what he meant for a reassuring tone, as they turned down
a narrow road, ’And this is Pod’s End; is it, Jupe?’
’This is it, sir, and -
if you wouldn’t mind, sir - this is the house.’
She stopped, at
twilight, at the door of a mean little public- house, with dim red lights in
it. As haggard and as shabby, as if, for want of custom, it had itself taken to
drinking, and had gone the way all drunkards go, and was very near the end of
it.
’It’s only crossing the
bar, sir, and up the stairs, if you wouldn’t mind, and waiting there for a
moment till I get a candle. If you should hear a dog, sir, it’s only Merrylegs,
and he only barks.’
’Merrylegs and nine
oils, eh!’ said Mr. Bounderby, entering last with his metallic laugh. ’Pretty
well this, for a self-made man!’
THE name of the public-house
was the Pegasus’s Arms. The Pegasus’s legs might have been more to the purpose;
but, underneath the winged horse upon the sign-board, the Pegasus’s Arms was
inscribed in Roman letters. Beneath that inscription again, in a flowing
scroll, the painter had touched off the lines:
Good malt makes good beer, Walk in, and they’ll draw it here; Good wine
makes good brandy, Give us a call, and you’ll find it handy. Framed and glazed upon the wall
behind the dingy little bar, was another Pegasus - a theatrical one - with real
gauze let in for his wings, golden stars stuck on all over him, and his
ethereal harness made of red silk.
As it had grown too
dusky without, to see the sign, and as it had not grown light enough within to
see the picture, Mr. Gradgrind and Mr. Bounderby received no offence from these
idealities. They followed the girl up some steep corner-stairs without meeting
any one, and stopped in the dark while she went on for a candle. They expected
every moment to hear Merrylegs give tongue, but the highly trained performing
dog had not barked when the girl and the candle appeared together.
’Father is not in our
room, sir,’ she said, with a face of great surprise. ’If you wouldn’t mind
walking in, I’ll find him directly.’ They walked in; and Sissy, having set two
chairs for them, sped away with a quick light step. It was a mean, shabbily
furnished room, with a bed in it. The white night-cap, embellished with two
peacock’s feathers and a pigtail bolt upright, in which Signor Jupe had that very
afternoon enlivened the varied performances with his chaste Shaksperean quips
and retorts, hung upon a nail; but no other portion of his wardrobe, or other
token of himself or his pursuits, was to be seen anywhere. As to Merrylegs,
that respectable ancestor of the highly trained animal who went aboard the ark,
might have been accidentally shut out of it, for any sign of a dog that was
manifest to eye or ear in the Pegasus’s Arms.
They heard the doors of
rooms above, opening and shutting as Sissy went from one to another in quest of
her father; and presently they heard voices expressing surprise. She came
bounding down again in a great hurry, opened a battered and mangy old hair
trunk, found it empty, and looked round with her hands clasped and her face
full of terror.
’Father must have gone
down to the Booth, sir. I don’t know why he should go there, but he must be
there; I’ll bring him in a minute!’ She was gone directly, without her bonnet;
with her long, dark, childish hair streaming behind her.
’What does she mean!’
said Mr. Gradgrind. ’Back in a minute? It’s more than a mile off.’
Before Mr. Bounderby
could reply, a young man appeared at the door, and introducing himself with the
words, ’By your leaves, gentlemen!’ walked in with his hands in his pockets.
His face, close-shaven, thin, and sallow, was shaded by a great quantity of
dark hair, brushed into a roll all round his head, and parted up the centre.
His legs were very robust, but shorter than legs of good proportions should
have been. His chest and back were as much too broad, as his legs were too
short. He was dressed in a Newmarket coat and tight-fitting trousers; wore a
shawl round his neck; smelt of lamp-oil, straw, orange-peel, horses’ provender,
and sawdust; and looked a most remarkable sort of Centaur, compounded of the
stable and the play-house. Where the one began, and the other ended, nobody
could have told with any precision. This gentleman was mentioned in the bills
of the day as Mr. E. W. B. Childers, so justly celebrated for his daring
vaulting act as the Wild Huntsman of the North American Prairies; in which
popular performance, a diminutive boy with an old face, who now accompanied
him, assisted as his infant son: being carried upside down over his father’s
shoulder, by one foot, and held by the crown of his head, heels upwards, in the
palm of his father’s hand, according to the violent paternal manner in which
wild huntsmen may be observed to fondle their offspring. Made up with curls,
wreaths, wings, white bismuth, and carmine, this hopeful young person soared
into so pleasing a Cupid as to constitute the chief delight of the maternal
part of the spectators; but in private, where his characteristics were a
precocious cutaway coat and an extremely gruff voice, he became of the Turf,
turfy.
’By your leaves,
gentlemen,’ said Mr. E. W. B. Childers, glancing round the room. ’It was you, I
believe, that were wishing to see Jupe!’
’It was,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind. ’His daughter has gone to fetch him, but I can’t wait; therefore, if
you please, I will leave a message for him with you.’
’You see, my friend,’
Mr. Bounderby put in, ’we are the kind of people who know the value of time,
and you are the kind of people who don’t know the value of time.’
’I have not,’ retorted
Mr. Childers, after surveying him from head to foot, ’the honour of knowing
you, - but if you mean that you can make more money of your time than I can of
mine, I should judge from your appearance, that you are about right.’
’And when you have made
it, you can keep it too, I should think,’ said Cupid.
’Kidderminster, stow
that!’ said Mr. Childers. (Master Kidderminster was Cupid’s mortal name.)
’What does he come here
cheeking us for, then?’ cried Master Kidderminster, showing a very irascible
temperament. ’If you want to cheek us, pay your ochre at the doors and take it
out.’
’Kidderminster,’ said
Mr. Childers, raising his voice, ’stow that! - Sir,’ to Mr. Gradgrind, ’I was
addressing myself to you. You may or you may not be aware (for perhaps you have
not been much in the audience), that Jupe has missed his tip very often,
lately.’
’Has - what has he
missed?’ asked Mr. Gradgrind, glancing at the potent Bounderby for assistance.
’Missed his tip.’
’Offered at the Garters
four times last night, and never done ’em once,’ said Master Kidderminster. ’Missed
his tip at the banners, too, and was loose in his ponging.’
’Didn’t do what he
ought to do. Was short in his leaps and bad in his tumbling,’ Mr. Childers
interpreted.
’Oh!’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’that is tip, is it?’
’In a general way that’s
missing his tip,’ Mr. E. W. B. Childers answered.
’Nine oils, Merrylegs,
missing tips, garters, banners, and Ponging, eh!’ ejaculated Bounderby, with
his laugh of laughs. ’Queer sort of company, too, for a man who has raised
himself!’
’Lower yourself, then,’
retorted Cupid. ’Oh Lord! if you’ve raised yourself so high as all that comes
to, let yourself down a bit.’
’This is a very
obtrusive lad!’ said Mr. Gradgrind, turning, and knitting his brows on him.
’We’d have had a young
gentleman to meet you, if we had known you were coming,’ retorted Master
Kidderminster, nothing abashed. ’It’s a pity you don’t have a bespeak, being so
particular. You’re on the Tight-Jeff, ain’t you?’
’What does this
unmannerly boy mean,’ asked Mr. Gradgrind, eyeing him in a sort of desperation,
’by Tight-Jeff?’
’There! Get out, get
out!’ said Mr. Childers, thrusting his young friend from the room, rather in
the prairie manner. ’Tight-Jeff or Slack-Jeff, it don’t much signify: it’s only
tight-rope and slack- rope. You were going to give me a message for Jupe?’
’Yes, I was.’
’Then,’ continued Mr.
Childers, quickly, ’my opinion is, he will never receive it. Do you know much
of him?’
’I never saw the man in
my life.’
’I doubt if you ever
will see him now. It’s pretty plain to me, he’s off.’
’Do you mean that he
has deserted his daughter?’
’Ay! I mean,’ said Mr.
Childers, with a nod, ’that he has cut. He was goosed last night, he was goosed
the night before last, he was goosed to-day. He has lately got in the way of
being always goosed, and he can’t stand it.’
’Why has he been - so
very much - Goosed?’ asked Mr. Gradgrind, forcing the word out of himself, with
great solemnity and reluctance.
’His joints are turning
stiff, and he is getting used up,’ said Childers. ’He has his points as a
Cackler still, but he can’t get a living out of them.’
’A Cackler!’ Bounderby
repeated. ’Here we go again!’
’A speaker, if the
gentleman likes it better,’ said Mr. E. W. B. Childers, superciliously throwing
the interpretation over his shoulder, and accompanying it with a shake of his
long hair - which all shook at once. ’Now, it’s a remarkable fact, sir, that it
cut that man deeper, to know that his daughter knew of his being goosed, than
to go through with it.’
’Good!’ interrupted Mr.
Bounderby. ’This is good, Gradgrind! A man so fond of his daughter, that he
runs away from her! This is devilish good! Ha! ha! Now, I’ll tell you what,
young man. I haven’t always occupied my present station of life. I know what
these things are. You may be astonished to hear it, but my mother - ran away
from me.’
E. W. B. Childers
replied pointedly, that he was not at all astonished to hear it.
’Very well,’ said
Bounderby. ’I was born in a ditch, and my mother ran away from me. Do I excuse
her for it? No. Have I ever excused her for it? Not I. What do I call her for
it? I call her probably the very worst woman that ever lived in the world,
except my drunken grandmother. There’s no family pride about me, there’s no
imaginative sentimental humbug about me. I call a spade a spade; and I call the
mother of Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, without any fear or any favour, what I
should call her if she had been the mother of Dick Jones of Wapping. So, with
this man. He is a runaway rogue and a vagabond, that’s what he is, in English.’
’It’s all the same to
me what he is or what he is not, whether in English or whether in French,’
retorted Mr. E. W. B. Childers, facing about. ’I am telling your friend what’s
the fact; if you don’t like to hear it, you can avail yourself of the open air.
You give it mouth enough, you do; but give it mouth in your own building at
least,’ remonstrated E. W. B. with stern irony. ’Don’t give it mouth in this
building, till you’re called upon. You have got some building of your own I
dare say, now?’
’Perhaps so,’ replied
Mr. Bounderby, rattling his money and laughing.
’Then give it mouth in
your own building, will you, if you please?’ said Childers. ’Because this isn’t
a strong building, and too much of you might bring it down!’
Eyeing Mr. Bounderby
from head to foot again, he turned from him, as from a man finally disposed of,
to Mr. Gradgrind.
’Jupe sent his daughter
out on an errand not an hour ago, and then was seen to slip out himself, with
his hat over his eyes, and a bundle tied up in a handkerchief under his arm.
She will never believe it of him, but he has cut away and left her.’
’Pray,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’why will she never believe it of him?’
’Because those two were
one. Because they were never asunder. Because, up to this time, he seemed to
dote upon her,’ said Childers, taking a step or two to look into the empty
trunk. Both Mr. Childers and Master Kidderminster walked in a curious manner;
with their legs wider apart than the general run of men, and with a very
knowing assumption of being stiff in the knees. This walk was common to all the
male members of Sleary’s company, and was understood to express, that they were
always on horseback.
’Poor Sissy! He had
better have apprenticed her,’ said Childers, giving his hair another shake, as
he looked up from the empty box. ’Now, he leaves her without anything to take
to.’
’It is creditable to
you, who have never been apprenticed, to express that opinion,’ returned Mr.
Gradgrind, approvingly.
’I never apprenticed? I
was apprenticed when I was seven year old.’
’Oh! Indeed?’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, rather resentfully, as having been defrauded of his good opinion. ’I
was not aware of its being the custom to apprentice young persons to - ’
’Idleness,’ Mr.
Bounderby put in with a loud laugh. ’No, by the Lord Harry! Nor I!’
’Her father always had
it in his head,’ resumed Childers, feigning unconsciousness of Mr. Bounderby’s
existence, ’that she was to be taught the deuce-and-all of education. How it
got into his head, I can’t say; I can only say that it never got out. He has
been picking up a bit of reading for her, here - and a bit of writing for her,
there - and a bit of ciphering for her, somewhere else - these seven years.’
Mr. E. W. B. Childers
took one of his hands out of his pockets, stroked his face and chin, and
looked, with a good deal of doubt and a little hope, at Mr. Gradgrind. From the
first he had sought to conciliate that gentleman, for the sake of the deserted
girl.
’When Sissy got into
the school here,’ he pursued, ’her father was as pleased as Punch. I couldn’t
altogether make out why, myself, as we were not stationary here, being but
comers and goers anywhere. I suppose, however, he had this move in his mind -
he was always half-cracked - and then considered her provided for. If you
should happen to have looked in to-night, for the purpose of telling him that
you were going to do her any little service,’ said Mr. Childers, stroking his
face again, and repeating his look, ’it would be very fortunate and
well-timed;very fortunate and well- timed.’
’On the contrary,’
returned Mr. Gradgrind. ’I came to tell him that her connections made her not
an object for the school, and that she must not attend any more. Still, if her
father really has left her, without any connivance on her part - Bounderby, let
me have a word with you.’
Upon this, Mr. Childers
politely betook himself, with his equestrian walk, to the landing outside the
door, and there stood stroking his face, and softly whistling. While thus
engaged, he overheard such phrases in Mr. Bounderby’s voice as ’No. I say no. I
advise you not. I say by no means.’ While, from Mr. Gradgrind, he heard in his
much lower tone the words, ’But even as an example to Louisa, of what this
pursuit which has been the subject of a vulgar curiosity, leads to and ends in.
Think of it, Bounderby, in that point of view.’
Meanwhile, the various
members of Sleary’s company gradually gathered together from the upper regions,
where they were quartered, and, from standing about, talking in low voices to
one another and to Mr. Childers, gradually insinuated themselves and him into
the room. There were two or three handsome young women among them, with their
two or three husbands, and their two or three mothers, and their eight or nine
little children, who did the fairy business when required. The father of one of
the families was in the habit of balancing the father of another of the
families on the top of a great pole; the father of a third family often made a
pyramid of both those fathers, with Master Kidderminster for the apex, and
himself for the base; all the fathers could dance upon rolling casks, stand
upon bottles, catch knives and balls, twirl hand-basins, ride upon anything,
jump over everything, and stick at nothing. All the mothers could (and did)
dance, upon the slack wire and the tight-rope, and perform rapid acts on
bare-backed steeds; none of them were at all particular in respect of showing
their legs; and one of them, alone in a Greek chariot, drove six in hand into
every town they came to. They all assumed to be mighty rakish and knowing, they
were not very tidy in their private dresses, they were not at all orderly in
their domestic arrangements, and the combined literature of the whole company
would have produced but a poor letter on any subject. Yet there was a
remarkable gentleness and childishness about these people, a special inaptitude
for any kind of sharp practice, and an untiring readiness to help and pity one
another, deserving often of as much respect, and always of as much generous
construction, as the every- day virtues of any class of people in the world.
Last of all appeared
Mr. Sleary: a stout man as already mentioned, with one fixed eye, and one loose
eye, a voice (if it can be called so) like the efforts of a broken old pair of
bellows, a flabby surface, and a muddled head which was never sober and never
drunk.
’Thquire!’ said Mr.
Sleary, who was troubled with asthma, and whose breath came far too thick and
heavy for the letter s, ’Your thervant! Thith ith a bad piethe of bithnith,
thith ith. You’ve heard of my Clown and hith dog being thuppothed to have
morrithed?’
He addressed Mr.
Gradgrind, who answered ’Yes.’
’Well, Thquire,’ he
returned, taking off his hat, and rubbing the lining with his
pocket-handkerchief, which he kept inside for the purpose. ’Ith it your
intenthion to do anything for the poor girl, Thquire?’
’I shall have something
to propose to her when she comes back,’ said Mr. Gradgrind.
’Glad to hear it,
Thquire. Not that I want to get rid of the child, any more than I want to
thtand in her way. I’m willing to take her prentith, though at her age ith
late. My voithe ith a little huthky, Thquire, and not eathy heard by them ath
don’t know me; but if you’d been chilled and heated, heated and chilled,
chilled and heated in the ring when you wath young, ath often ath I have been,
your voithe wouldn’t have lathted out, Thquire, no more than mine.’
’I dare say not,’ said
Mr. Gradgrind.
’What thall it be,
Thquire, while you wait? Thall it be Therry? Give it a name, Thquire!’ said Mr.
Sleary, with hospitable ease.
’Nothing for me, I
thank you,’ said Mr. Gradgrind.
’Don’t thay nothing,
Thquire. What doth your friend thay? If you haven’t took your feed yet, have a
glath of bitterth.’
Here his daughter
Josephine - a pretty fair-haired girl of eighteen, who had been tied on a horse
at two years old, and had made a will at twelve, which she always carried about
with her, expressive of her dying desire to be drawn to the grave by the two
piebald ponies - cried, ’Father, hush! she has come back!’ Then came Sissy
Jupe, running into the room as she had run out of it. And when she saw them all
assembled, and saw their looks, and saw no father there, she broke into a most
deplorable cry, and took refuge on the bosom of the most accomplished
tight-rope lady (herself in the family-way), who knelt down on the floor to
nurse her, and to weep over her.
’Ith an internal thame,
upon my thoul it ith,’ said Sleary.
’O my dear father, my
good kind father, where are you gone? You are gone to try to do me some good, I
know! You are gone away for my sake, I am sure! And how miserable and helpless
you will be without me, poor, poor father, until you come back!’ It was so
pathetic to hear her saying many things of this kind, with her face turned
upward, and her arms stretched out as if she were trying to stop his departing
shadow and embrace it, that no one spoke a word until Mr. Bounderby (growing
impatient) took the case in hand.
’Now, good people all,’
said he, ’this is wanton waste of time. Let the girl understand the fact. Let
her take it from me, if you like, who have been run away from, myself. Here,
what’s your name! Your father has absconded - deserted you - and you mustn’t
expect to see him again as long as you live.’
They cared so little
for plain Fact, these people, and were in that advanced state of degeneracy on
the subject, that instead of being impressed by the speaker’s strong common sense,
they took it in extraordinary dudgeon. The men muttered ’Shame!’ and the women ’Brute!’
and Sleary, in some haste, communicated the following hint, apart to Mr.
Bounderby.
’I tell you what,
Thquire. To thpeak plain to you, my opinion ith that you had better cut it
thort, and drop it. They’re a very good natur’d people, my people, but they’re
accuthtomed to be quick in their movementh; and if you don’t act upon my
advithe, I’m damned if I don’t believe they’ll pith you out o’ winder.’
Mr. Bounderby being
restrained by this mild suggestion, Mr. Gradgrind found an opening for his
eminently practical exposition of the subject.
’It is of no moment,’
said he, ’whether this person is to be expected back at any time, or the
contrary. He is gone away, and there is no present expectation of his return.
That, I believe, is agreed on all hands.’
’Thath agreed, Thquire.
Thick to that!’ From Sleary.
’Well then. I, who came
here to inform the father of the poor girl, Jupe, that she could not be
received at the school any more, in consequence of there being practical
objections, into which I need not enter, to the reception there of the children
of persons so employed, am prepared in these altered circumstances to make a
proposal. I am willing to take charge of you, Jupe, and to educate you, and
provide for you. The only condition (over and above your good behaviour) I make
is, that you decide now, at once, whether to accompany me or remain here. Also,
that if you accompany me now, it is understood that you communicate no more
with any of your friends who are here present. These observations comprise the
whole of the case.’
’At the thame time,’
said Sleary, ’I mutht put in my word, Thquire, tho that both thides of the
banner may be equally theen. If you like, Thethilia, to be prentitht, you know
the natur of the work and you know your companionth. Emma Gordon, in whothe lap
you’re a lying at prethent, would be a mother to you, and Joth’phine would be a
thithter to you. I don’t pretend to be of the angel breed myself, and I don’t
thay but what, when you mith’d your tip, you’d find me cut up rough, and thwear
an oath or two at you. But what I thay, Thquire, ith, that good tempered or bad
tempered, I never did a horthe a injury yet, no more than thwearing at him went,
and that I don’t expect I thall begin otherwithe at my time of life, with a
rider. I never wath much of a Cackler, Thquire, and I have thed my thay.’
The latter part of this
speech was addressed to Mr. Gradgrind, who received it with a grave inclination
of his head, and then remarked:
’The only observation I
will make to you, Jupe, in the way of influencing your decision, is, that it is
highly desirable to have a sound practical education, and that even your father
himself (from what I understand) appears, on your behalf, to have known and
felt that much.’
The last words had a
visible effect upon her. She stopped in her wild crying, a little detached
herself from Emma Gordon, and turned her face full upon her patron. The whole
company perceived the force of the change, and drew a long breath together,
that plainly said, ’she will go!’
’Be sure you know your
own mind, Jupe,’ Mr. Gradgrind cautioned her; ’I say no more. Be sure you know
your own mind!’
’When father comes
back,’ cried the girl, bursting into tears again after a minute’s silence, ’how
will he ever find me if I go away!’
’You may be quite at
ease,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, calmly; he worked out the whole matter like a sum: ’you
may be quite at ease, Jupe, on that score. In such a case, your father, I
apprehend, must find out Mr. - ’
’Thleary. Thath my
name, Thquire. Not athamed of it. Known all over England, and alwayth paythe
ith way.’
’Must find out Mr.
Sleary, who would then let him know where you went. I should have no power of keeping
you against his wish, and he would have no difficulty, at any time, in finding
Mr. Thomas Gradgrind of Coketown. I am well known.’
’Well known,’ assented
Mr. Sleary, rolling his loose eye. ’You’re one of the thort, Thquire, that
keepth a prethiouth thight of money out of the houthe. But never mind that at
prethent.’
There was another
silence; and then she exclaimed, sobbing with her hands before her face, ’Oh,
give me my clothes, give me my clothes, and let me go away before I break my
heart!’
The women sadly
bestirred themselves to get the clothes together - it was soon done, for they
were not many - and to pack them in a basket which had often travelled with
them. Sissy sat all the time upon the ground, still sobbing, and covering her
eyes. Mr. Gradgrind and his friend Bounderby stood near the door, ready to take
her away. Mr. Sleary stood in the middle of the room, with the male members of
the company about him, exactly as he would have stood in the centre of the ring
during his daughter Josephine’s performance. He wanted nothing but his whip.
The basket packed in
silence, they brought her bonnet to her, and smoothed her disordered hair, and
put it on. Then they pressed about her, and bent over her in very natural
attitudes, kissing and embracing her: and brought the children to take leave of
her; and were a tender-hearted, simple, foolish set of women altogether.
’Now, Jupe,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind. ’If you are quite determined, come!’
But she had to take her
farewell of the male part of the company yet, and every one of them had to
unfold his arms (for they all assumed the professional attitude when they found
themselves near Sleary), and give her a parting kiss - Master Kidderminster
excepted, in whose young nature there was an original flavour of the
misanthrope, who was also known to have harboured matrimonial views, and who
moodily withdrew. Mr. Sleary was reserved until the last. Opening his arms wide
he took her by both her hands, and would have sprung her up and down, after the
riding-master manner of congratulating young ladies on their dismounting from a
rapid act; but there was no rebound in Sissy, and she only stood before him
crying.
’Good-bye, my dear!’
said Sleary. ’You’ll make your fortun, I hope, and none of our poor folkth will
ever trouble you, I’ll pound it. I with your father hadn’t taken hith dog with
him; ith a ill- conwenienth to have the dog out of the billth. But on thecond
thoughth, he wouldn’t have performed without hith mathter, tho ith ath broad
ath ith long!’
With that he regarded
her attentively with his fixed eye, surveyed his company with his loose one,
kissed her, shook his head, and handed her to Mr. Gradgrind as to a horse.
’There the ith,
Thquire,’ he said, sweeping her with a professional glance as if she were being
adjusted in her seat, ’and the’ll do you juthtithe. Good-bye, Thethilia!’
’Good-bye, Cecilia!’ ’Good-bye,
Sissy!’ ’God bless you, dear!’ In a variety of voices from all the room.
But the riding-master
eye had observed the bottle of the nine oils in her bosom, and he now
interposed with ’Leave the bottle, my dear; ith large to carry; it will be of
no uthe to you now. Give it to me!’
’No, no!’ she said, in
another burst of tears. ’Oh, no! Pray let me keep it for father till he comes
back! He will want it when he comes back. He had never thought of going away,
when he sent me for it. I must keep it for him, if you please!’
’Tho be it, my dear.
(You thee how it ith, Thquire!) Farewell, Thethilia! My latht wordth to you ith
thith, Thtick to the termth of your engagement, be obedient to the Thquire, and
forget uth. But if, when you’re grown up and married and well off, you come
upon any horthe-riding ever, don’t be hard upon it, don’t be croth with it,
give it a Bethpeak if you can, and think you might do wurth. People mutht be
amuthed, Thquire, thomehow,’ continued Sleary, rendered more pursy than ever,
by so much talking; ’they can’t be alwayth a working, nor yet they can’t be
alwayth a learning. Make the betht of uth; not the wurtht. I’ve got my living
out of the horthe-riding all my life, I know; but I conthider that I lay down
the philothophy of the thubject when I thay to you, Thquire, make the betht of
uth: not the wurtht!’
The Sleary philosophy
was propounded as they went downstairs and the fixed eye of Philosophy - and
its rolling eye, too - soon lost the three figures and the basket in the
darkness of the street.
MR. BOUNDERBY being a
bachelor, an elderly lady presided over his establishment, in consideration of
a certain annual stipend. Mrs. Sparsit was this lady’s name; and she was a
prominent figure in attendance on Mr. Bounderby’s car, as it rolled along in
triumph with the Bully of humility inside.
For, Mrs. Sparsit had
not only seen different days, but was highly connected. She had a great aunt
living in these very times called Lady Scadgers. Mr. Sparsit, deceased, of whom
she was the relict, had been by the mother’s side what Mrs. Sparsit still
called ’a Powler.’ Strangers of limited information and dull apprehension were
sometimes observed not to know what a Powler was, and even to appear uncertain
whether it might be a business, or a political party, or a profession of faith.
The better class of minds, however, did not need to be informed that the Powlers
were an ancient stock, who could trace themselves so exceedingly far back that
it was not surprising if they sometimes lost themselves - which they had rather
frequently done, as respected horse-flesh, blind-hookey, Hebrew monetary
transactions, and the Insolvent Debtors’ Court.
The late Mr. Sparsit,
being by the mother’s side a Powler, married this lady, being by the father’s
side a Scadgers. Lady Scadgers (an immensely fat old woman, with an inordinate
appetite for butcher’s meat, and a mysterious leg which had now refused to get
out of bed for fourteen years) contrived the marriage, at a period when Sparsit
was just of age, and chiefly noticeable for a slender body, weakly supported on
two long slim props, and surmounted by no head worth mentioning. He inherited a
fair fortune from his uncle, but owed it all before he came into it, and spent
it twice over immediately afterwards. Thus, when he died, at twenty-four (the
scene of his decease, Calais, and the cause, brandy), he did not leave his widow,
from whom he had been separated soon after the honeymoon, in affluent
circumstances. That bereaved lady, fifteen years older than he, fell presently
at deadly feud with her only relative, Lady Scadgers; and, partly to spite her
ladyship, and partly to maintain herself, went out at a salary. And here she
was now, in her elderly days, with the Coriolanian style of nose and the dense
black eyebrows which had captivated Sparsit, making Mr. Bounderby’s tea as he
took his breakfast.
If Bounderby had been a
Conqueror, and Mrs. Sparsit a captive Princess whom he took about as a feature
in his state-processions, he could not have made a greater flourish with her
than he habitually did. Just as it belonged to his boastfulness to depreciate
his own extraction, so it belonged to it to exalt Mrs. Sparsit’s. In the
measure that he would not allow his own youth to have been attended by a single
favourable circumstance, he brightened Mrs. Sparsit’s juvenile career with
every possible advantage, and showered waggon-loads of early roses all over
that lady’s path. ’And yet, sir,’ he would say, ’how does it turn out after
all? Why here she is at a hundred a year (I give her a hundred, which she is
pleased to term handsome), keeping the house of Josiah Bounderby of Coketown!’
Nay, he made this foil
of his so very widely known, that third parties took it up, and handled it on
some occasions with considerable briskness. It was one of the most exasperating
attributes of Bounderby, that he not only sang his own praises but stimulated
other men to sing them. There was a moral infection of clap-trap in him.
Strangers, modest enough elsewhere, started up at dinners in Coketown, and
boasted, in quite a rampant way, of Bounderby. They made him out to be the
Royal arms, the Union-Jack, Magna Charta, John Bull, Habeas Corpus, the Bill of
Rights, An Englishman’s house is his castle, Church and State, and God save the
Queen, all put together. And as often (and it was very often) as an orator of
this kind brought into his peroration,
’Princes and lords may flourish or may fade, A breath can make them, as
a breath has made,’ - it was, for
certain, more or less understood among the company that he had heard of Mrs.
Sparsit.
’Mr. Bounderby,’ said
Mrs. Sparsit, ’you are unusually slow, sir, with your breakfast this morning.’
’Why, ma’am,’ he
returned, ’I am thinking about Tom Gradgrind’s whim;’ Tom Gradgrind, for a
bluff independent manner of speaking - as if somebody were always endeavouring
to bribe him with immense sums to say Thomas, and he wouldn’t; ’Tom Gradgrind’s
whim, ma’am, of bringing up the tumbling-girl.’
’The girl is now
waiting to know,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’whether she is to go straight to the
school, or up to the Lodge.’
’She must wait, ma’am,’
answered Bounderby, ’till I know myself. We shall have Tom Gradgrind down here
presently, I suppose. If he should wish her to remain here a day or two longer,
of course she can, ma’am.’
’Of course she can if
you wish it, Mr. Bounderby.’
’I told him I would
give her a shake-down here, last night, in order that he might sleep on it
before he decided to let her have any association with Louisa.’
’Indeed, Mr. Bounderby?
Very thoughtful of you!’ Mrs. Sparsit’s Coriolanian nose underwent a slight
expansion of the nostrils, and her black eyebrows contracted as she took a sip
of tea.
’It’s tolerably clear
to me,’ said Bounderby, ’that the little puss can get small good out of such
companionship.’
’Are you speaking of
young Miss Gradgrind, Mr. Bounderby?’
’Yes, ma’am, I’m
speaking of Louisa.’
’Your observation being
limited to "little puss,"’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’and there being two
little girls in question, I did not know which might be indicated by that
expression.’
’Louisa,’ repeated Mr.
Bounderby. ’Louisa, Louisa.’
’You are quite another
father to Louisa, sir.’ Mrs. Sparsit took a little more tea; and, as she bent
her again contracted eyebrows over her steaming cup, rather looked as if her
classical countenance were invoking the infernal gods.
’If you had said I was
another father to Tom - young Tom, I mean, not my friend Tom Gradgrind - you
might have been nearer the mark. I am going to take young Tom into my office.
Going to have him under my wing, ma’am.’
’Indeed? Rather young
for that, is he not, sir?’ Mrs. Spirit’s ’sir,’ in addressing Mr. Bounderby,
was a word of ceremony, rather exacting consideration for herself in the use,
than honouring him.
’I’m not going to take
him at once; he is to finish his educational cramming before then,’ said
Bounderby. ’By the Lord Harry, he’ll have enough of it, first and last! He’d
open his eyes, that boy would, if he knew how empty of learning my young maw
was, at his time of life.’ Which, by the by, he probably did know, for he had
heard of it often enough. ’But it’s extraordinary the difficulty I have on
scores of such subjects, in speaking to any one on equal terms. Here, for
example, I have been speaking to you this morning about tumblers. Why, what do
you know about tumblers? At the time when, to have been a tumbler in the mud of
the streets, would have been a godsend to me, a prize in the lottery to me, you
were at the Italian Opera. You were coming out of the Italian Opera, ma’am, in
white satin and jewels, a blaze of splendour, when I hadn’t a penny to buy a
link to light you.’
’I certainly, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a dignity serenely mournful, ’was familiar with the
Italian Opera at a very early age.’
’Egad, ma’am, so was I,’
said Bounderby, ’ - with the wrong side of it. A hard bed the pavement of its
Arcade used to make, I assure you. People like you, ma’am, accustomed from
infancy to lie on Down feathers, have no idea how hard a paving-stone is,
without trying it. No, no, it’s of no use my talking to you about tumblers. I
should speak of foreign dancers, and the West End of London, and May Fair, and
lords and ladies and honourables.’
’I trust, sir,’
rejoined Mrs. Sparsit, with decent resignation, ’it is not necessary that you
should do anything of that kind. I hope I have learnt how to accommodate myself
to the changes of life. If I have acquired an interest in hearing of your
instructive experiences, and can scarcely hear enough of them, I claim no merit
for that, since I believe it is a general sentiment.’
’Well, ma’am,’ said her
patron, ’perhaps some people may be pleased to say that they do like to hear,
in his own unpolished way, what Josiah Bounderby, of Coketown, has gone
through. But you must confess that you were born in the lap of luxury,
yourself. Come, ma’am, you know you were born in the lap of luxury.’
’I do not, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit with a shake of her head, ’deny it.’
Mr. Bounderby was
obliged to get up from table, and stand with his back to the fire, looking at
her; she was such an enhancement of his position.
’And you were in crack
society. Devilish high society,’ he said, warming his legs.
’It is true, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, with an affectation of humility the very opposite of
his, and therefore in no danger of jostling it.
’You were in the tiptop
fashion, and all the rest of it,’ said Mr. Bounderby.
’Yes, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit, with a kind of social widowhood upon her. ’It is unquestionably
true.’
Mr. Bounderby, bending
himself at the knees, literally embraced his legs in his great satisfaction and
laughed aloud. Mr. and Miss Gradgrind being then announced, he received the
former with a shake of the hand, and the latter with a kiss.
’Can Jupe be sent here,
Bounderby?’ asked Mr. Gradgrind.
Certainly. So Jupe was
sent there. On coming in, she curtseyed to Mr. Bounderby, and to his friend Tom
Gradgrind, and also to Louisa; but in her confusion unluckily omitted Mrs.
Sparsit. Observing this, the blustrous Bounderby had the following remarks to
make:
’Now, I tell you what,
my girl. The name of that lady by the teapot, is Mrs. Sparsit. That lady acts
as mistress of this house, and she is a highly connected lady. Consequently, if
ever you come again into any room in this house, you will make a short stay in
it if you don’t behave towards that lady in your most respectful manner. Now, I
don’t care a button what you do to me, because I don’t affect to be anybody. So
far from having high connections I have no connections at all, and I come of
the scum of the earth. But towards that lady, I do care what you do; and you
shall do what is deferential and respectful, or you shall not come here.’
’I hope, Bounderby,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, in a conciliatory voice, ’that this was merely an
oversight.’
’My friend Tom
Gradgrind suggests, Mrs. Sparsit,’ said Bounderby, ’that this was merely an
oversight. Very likely. However, as you are aware, ma’am, I don’t allow of even
oversights towards you.’
’You are very good
indeed, sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit, shaking her head with her State humility. ’It
is not worth speaking of.’
Sissy, who all this
time had been faintly excusing herself with tears in her eyes, was now waved
over by the master of the house to Mr. Gradgrind. She stood looking intently at
him, and Louisa stood coldly by, with her eyes upon the ground, while he proceeded
thus:
’Jupe, I have made up
my mind to take you into my house; and, when you are not in attendance at the
school, to employ you about Mrs. Gradgrind, who is rather an invalid. I have
explained to Miss Louisa - this is Miss Louisa - the miserable but natural end
of your late career; and you are to expressly understand that the whole of that
subject is past, and is not to be referred to any more. From this time you
begin your history. You are, at present, ignorant, I know.’
’Yes, sir, very,’ she
answered, curtseying.
’I shall have the
satisfaction of causing you to be strictly educated; and you will be a living
proof to all who come into communication with you, of the advantages of the
training you will receive. You will be reclaimed and formed. You have been in
the habit now of reading to your father, and those people I found you among, I
dare say?’ said Mr. Gradgrind, beckoning her nearer to him before he said so,
and dropping his voice.
’Only to father and
Merrylegs, sir. At least I mean to father, when Merrylegs was always there.’
’Never mind Merrylegs,
Jupe,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, with a passing frown. ’I don’t ask about him. I
understand you to have been in the habit of reading to your father?’
’O, yes, sir, thousands
of times. They were the happiest - O, of all the happy times we had together,
sir!’
It was only now when
her sorrow broke out, that Louisa looked at her.
’And what,’ asked Mr.
Gradgrind, in a still lower voice, ’did you read to your father, Jupe?’
’About the Fairies,
sir, and the Dwarf, and the Hunchback, and the Genies,’ she sobbed out; ’and
about - ’
’Hush!’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’that is enough. Never breathe a word of such destructive nonsense
any more. Bounderby, this is a case for rigid training, and I shall observe it
with interest.’
’Well,’ returned Mr.
Bounderby, ’I have given you my opinion already, and I shouldn’t do as you do.
But, very well, very well. Since you are bent upon it,very well!’
So, Mr. Gradgrind and
his daughter took Cecilia Jupe off with them to Stone Lodge, and on the way
Louisa never spoke one word, good or bad. And Mr. Bounderby went about his
daily pursuits. And Mrs. Sparsit got behind her eyebrows and meditated in the
gloom of that retreat, all the evening.
LET us strike the
key-note again, before pursuing the tune.
When she was half a
dozen years younger, Louisa had been overheard to begin a conversation with her
brother one day, by saying ’Tom, I wonder’ - upon which Mr. Gradgrind, who was
the person overhearing, stepped forth into the light and said, ’Louisa, never
wonder!’
Herein lay the spring
of the mechanical art and mystery of educating the reason without stooping to
the cultivation of the sentiments and affections. Never wonder. By means of
addition, subtraction, multiplication, and division, settle everything somehow,
and never wonder. Bring to me, says M’Choakumchild, yonder baby just able to
walk, and I will engage that it shall never wonder.
Now, besides very many
babies just able to walk, there happened to be in Coketown a considerable
population of babies who had been walking against time towards the infinite
world, twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years and more. These portentous infants
being alarming creatures to stalk about in any human society, the eighteen
denominations incessantly scratched one another’s faces and pulled one another’s
hair by way of agreeing on the steps to be taken for their improvement - which
they never did; a surprising circumstance, when the happy adaptation of the
means to the end is considered. Still, although they differed in every other
particular, conceivable and inconceivable (especially inconceivable), they were
pretty well united on the point that these unlucky infants were never to
wonder. Body number one, said they must take everything on trust. Body number
two, said they must take everything on political economy. Body number three,
wrote leaden little books for them, showing how the good grown-up baby
invariably got to the Savings-bank, and the bad grown-up baby invariably got
transported. Body number four, under dreary pretences of being droll (when it
was very melancholy indeed), made the shallowest pretences of concealing
pitfalls of knowledge, into which it was the duty of these babies to be
smuggled and inveigled. But, all the bodies agreed that they were never to
wonder.
There was a library in
Coketown, to which general access was easy. Mr. Gradgrind greatly tormented his
mind about what the people read in this library: a point whereon little rivers
of tabular statements periodically flowed into the howling ocean of tabular
statements, which no diver ever got to any depth in and came up sane. It was a
disheartening circumstance, but a melancholy fact, that even these readers
persisted in wondering. They wondered about human nature, human passions, human
hopes and fears, the struggles, triumphs and defeats, the cares and joys and
sorrows, the lives and deaths of common men and women! They sometimes, after
fifteen hours’ work, sat down to read mere fables about men and women, more or
less like themselves, and about children, more or less like their own. They
took De Foe to their bosoms, instead of Euclid, and seemed to be on the whole
more comforted by Goldsmith than by Cocker. Mr. Gradgrind was for ever working,
in print and out of print, at this eccentric sum, and he never could make out
how it yielded this unaccountable product.
’I am sick of my life,
Loo. I, hate it altogether, and I hate everybody except you,’ said the
unnatural young Thomas Gradgrind in the hair-cutting chamber at twilight.
’You don’t hate Sissy,
Tom?’
’I hate to be obliged
to call her Jupe. And she hates me,’ said Tom, moodily.
’No, she does not, Tom,
I am sure!’
’She must,’ said Tom. ’She
must just hate and detest the whole set-out of us. They’ll bother her head off,
I think, before they have done with her. Already she’s getting as pale as wax,
and as heavy as - I am.’
Young Thomas expressed
these sentiments sitting astride of a chair before the fire, with his arms on
the back, and his sulky face on his arms. His sister sat in the darker corner
by the fireside, now looking at him, now looking at the bright sparks as they
dropped upon the hearth.
’As to me,’ said Tom,
tumbling his hair all manner of ways with his sulky hands, ’I am a Donkey, that’s
what I am. I am as obstinate as one, I am more stupid than one, I get as much
pleasure as one, and I should like to kick like one.’
’Not me, I hope, Tom?’
’No, Loo; I wouldn’t
hurt you. I made an exception of you at first. I don’t know what this - jolly
old - Jaundiced Jail,’ Tom had paused to find a sufficiently complimentary and
expressive name for the parental roof, and seemed to relieve his mind for a
moment by the strong alliteration of this one, ’would be without you.’
’Indeed, Tom? Do you
really and truly say so?’
’Why, of course I do.
What’s the use of talking about it!’ returned Tom, chafing his face on his
coat-sleeve, as if to mortify his flesh, and have it in unison with his spirit.
’Because, Tom,’ said
his sister, after silently watching the sparks awhile, ’as I get older, and
nearer growing up, I often sit wondering here, and think how unfortunate it is
for me that I can’t reconcile you to home better than I am able to do. I don’t
know what other girls know. I can’t play to you, or sing to you. I can’t talk
to you so as to lighten your mind, for I never see any amusing sights or read
any amusing books that it would be a pleasure or a relief to you to talk about,
when you are tired.’
’Well, no more do I. I
am as bad as you in that respect; and I am a Mule too, which you’re not. If
father was determined to make me either a Prig or a Mule, and I am not a Prig,
why, it stands to reason, I must be a Mule. And so I am,’ said Tom,
desperately.
’It’s a great pity,’
said Louisa, after another pause, and speaking thoughtfully out of her dark
corner: ’it’s a great pity, Tom. It’s very unfortunate for both of us.’
’Oh! You,’ said Tom; ’you
are a girl, Loo, and a girl comes out of it better than a boy does. I don’t
miss anything in you. You are the only pleasure I have - you can brighten even
this place - and you can always lead me as you like.’
’You are a dear
brother, Tom; and while you think I can do such things, I don’t so much mind
knowing better. Though I do know better, Tom, and am very sorry for it.’ She
came and kissed him, and went back into her corner again.
’I wish I could collect
all the Facts we hear so much about,’ said Tom, spitefully setting his teeth, ’and
all the Figures, and all the people who found them out: and I wish I could put
a thousand barrels of gunpowder under them, and blow them all up together!
However, when I go to live with old Bounderby, I’ll have my revenge.’
’Your revenge, Tom?’
’I mean, I’ll enjoy
myself a little, and go about and see something, and hear something. I’ll
recompense myself for the way in which I have been brought up.’
’But don’t disappoint
yourself beforehand, Tom. Mr. Bounderby thinks as father thinks, and is a great
deal rougher, and not half so kind.’
’Oh!’ said Tom,
laughing; ’I don’t mind that. I shall very well know how to manage and smooth
old Bounderby!’
Their shadows were
defined upon the wall, but those of the high presses in the room were all
blended together on the wall and on the ceiling, as if the brother and sister
were overhung by a dark cavern. Or, a fanciful imagination - if such treason
could have been there - might have made it out to be the shadow of their
subject, and of its lowering association with their future.
’What is your great
mode of smoothing and managing, Tom? Is it a secret?’
’Oh!’ said Tom, ’if it
is a secret, it’s not far off. It’s you. You are his little pet, you are his
favourite; he’ll do anything for you. When he says to me what I don’t like, I
shall say to him, "My sister Loo will be hurt and disappointed, Mr.
Bounderby. She always used to tell me she was sure you would be easier with me
than this." That’ll bring him about, or nothing will.’
After waiting for some
answering remark, and getting none, Tom wearily relapsed into the present time,
and twined himself yawning round and about the rails of his chair, and rumpled
his head more and more, until he suddenly looked up, and asked:
’Have you gone to
sleep, Loo?’
’No, Tom. I am looking
at the fire.’
’You seem to find more
to look at in it than ever I could find,’ said Tom. ’Another of the advantages,
I suppose, of being a girl.’
’Tom,’ enquired his
sister, slowly, and in a curious tone, as if she were reading what she asked in
the fire, and it was not quite plainly written there, ’do you look forward with
any satisfaction to this change to Mr. Bounderby’s?’
’Why, there’s one thing
to be said of it,’ returned Tom, pushing his chair from him, and standing up; ’it
will be getting away from home.’
’There is one thing to
be said of it,’ Louisa repeated in her former curious tone; ’it will be getting
away from home. Yes.’
’Not but what I shall
be very unwilling, both to leave you, Loo, and to leave you here. But I must
go, you know, whether I like it or not; and I had better go where I can take
with me some advantage of your influence, than where I should lose it
altogether. Don’t you see?’
’Yes, Tom.’
The answer was so long
in coming, though there was no indecision in it, that Tom went and leaned on
the back of her chair, to contemplate the fire which so engrossed her, from her
point of view, and see what he could make of it.
’Except that it is a
fire,’ said Tom, ’it looks to me as stupid and blank as everything else looks.
What do you see in it? Not a circus?’
’I don’t see anything
in it, Tom, particularly. But since I have been looking at it, I have been
wondering about you and me, grown up.’
’Wondering again!’ said
Tom.
’I have such
unmanageable thoughts,’ returned his sister, ’that they will wonder.’
’Then I beg of you,
Louisa,’ said Mrs. Gradgrind, who had opened the door without being heard, ’to
do nothing of that description, for goodness’ sake, you inconsiderate girl, or
I shall never hear the last of it from your father. And, Thomas, it is really shameful,
with my poor head continually wearing me out, that a boy brought up as you have
been, and whose education has cost what yours has, should be found encouraging
his sister to wonder, when he knows his father has expressly said that she is
not to do it.’
Louisa denied Tom’s
participation in the offence; but her mother stopped her with the conclusive
answer, ’Louisa, don’t tell me, in my state of health; for unless you had been
encouraged, it is morally and physically impossible that you could have done
it.’
’I was encouraged by
nothing, mother, but by looking at the red sparks dropping out of the fire, and
whitening and dying. It made me think, after all, how short my life would be,
and how little I could hope to do in it.’
’Nonsense!’ said Mrs. Gradgrind,
rendered almost energetic. ’Nonsense! Don’t stand there and tell me such stuff,
Louisa, to my face, when you know very well that if it was ever to reach your
father’s ears I should never hear the last of it. After all the trouble that
has been taken with you! After the lectures you have attended, and the
experiments you have seen! After I have heard you myself, when the whole of my
right side has been benumbed, going on with your master about combustion, and
calcination, and calorification, and I may say every kind of ation that could
drive a poor invalid distracted, to hear you talking in this absurd way about
sparks and ashes! I wish,’ whimpered Mrs. Gradgrind, taking a chair, and
discharging her strongest point before succumbing under these mere shadows of
facts, ’yes, I really do wish that I had never had a family, and then you would
have known what it was to do without me!’
SISSY JUPE had not an
easy time of it, between Mr. M’Choakumchild and Mrs. Gradgrind, and was not
without strong impulses, in the first months of her probation, to run away. It
hailed facts all day long so very hard, and life in general was opened to her
as such a closely ruled ciphering-book, that assuredly she would have run away,
but for only one restraint.
It is lamentable to
think of; but this restraint was the result of no arithmetical process, was
self-imposed in defiance of all calculation, and went dead against any table of
probabilities that any Actuary would have drawn up from the premises. The girl
believed that her father had not deserted her; she lived in the hope that he
would come back, and in the faith that he would be made the happier by her
remaining where she was.
The wretched ignorance
with which Jupe clung to this consolation, rejecting the superior comfort of
knowing, on a sound arithmetical basis, that her father was an unnatural
vagabond, filled Mr. Gradgrind with pity. Yet, what was to be done? M’Choakumchild
reported that she had a very dense head for figures; that, once possessed with
a general idea of the globe, she took the smallest conceivable interest in its
exact measurements; that she was extremely slow in the acquisition of dates,
unless some pitiful incident happened to be connected therewith; that she would
burst into tears on being required (by the mental process) immediately to name
the cost of two hundred and forty-seven muslin caps at fourteen-pence
halfpenny; that she was as low down, in the school, as low could be; that after
eight weeks of induction into the elements of Political Economy, she had only
yesterday been set right by a prattler three feet high, for returning to the
question, ’What is the first principle of this science?’ the absurd answer, ’To
do unto others as I would that they should do unto me.’
Mr. Gradgrind observed,
shaking his head, that all this was very bad; that it showed the necessity of
infinite grinding at the mill of knowledge, as per system, schedule, blue book,
report, and tabular statements A to Z; and that Jupe ’must be kept to it.’ So
Jupe was kept to it, and became low-spirited, but no wiser.
’It would be a fine
thing to be you, Miss Louisa!’ she said, one night, when Louisa had endeavoured
to make her perplexities for next day something clearer to her.
’Do you think so?’
’I should know so much,
Miss Louisa. All that is difficult to me now, would be so easy then.’
’You might not be the
better for it, Sissy.’
Sissy submitted, after
a little hesitation, ’I should not be the worse, Miss Louisa.’ To which Miss
Louisa answered, ’I don’t know that.’
There had been so
little communication between these two - both because life at Stone Lodge went
monotonously round like a piece of machinery which discouraged human
interference, and because of the prohibition relative to Sissy’s past career -
that they were still almost strangers. Sissy, with her dark eyes wonderingly
directed to Louisa’s face, was uncertain whether to say more or to remain
silent.
’You are more useful to
my mother, and more pleasant with her than I can ever be,’ Louisa resumed. ’You
are pleasanter to yourself, than I am to myself.’
’But, if you please,
Miss Louisa,’ Sissy pleaded, ’I am - O so stupid!’
Louisa, with a brighter
laugh than usual, told her she would be wiser by-and-by.
’You don’t know,’ said
Sissy, half crying, ’what a stupid girl I am. All through school hours I make
mistakes. Mr. and Mrs. M’Choakumchild call me up, over and over again,
regularly to make mistakes. I can’t help them. They seem to come natural to me.’
’Mr. and Mrs. M’Choakumchild
never make any mistakes themselves, I suppose, Sissy?’
’O no!’ she eagerly
returned. ’They know everything.’
’Tell me some of your
mistakes.’
’I am almost ashamed,’
said Sissy, with reluctance. ’But to-day, for instance, Mr. M’Choakumchild was
explaining to us about Natural Prosperity.’
’National, I think it
must have been,’ observed Louisa.
’Yes, it was. - But isn’t
it the same?’ she timidly asked.
’You had better say,
National, as he said so,’ returned Louisa, with her dry reserve.
’National Prosperity.
And he said, Now, this schoolroom is a Nation. And in this nation, there are
fifty millions of money. Isn’t this a prosperous nation? Girl number twenty,
isn’t this a prosperous nation, and a’n’t you in a thriving state?’
’What did you say?’
asked Louisa.
’Miss Louisa, I said I
didn’t know. I thought I couldn’t know whether it was a prosperous nation or
not, and whether I was in a thriving state or not, unless I knew who had got
the money, and whether any of it was mine. But that had nothing to do with it.
It was not in the figures at all,’ said Sissy, wiping her eyes.
’That was a great
mistake of yours,’ observed Louisa.
’Yes, Miss Louisa, I
know it was, now. Then Mr. M’Choakumchild said he would try me again. And he
said, This schoolroom is an immense town, and in it there are a million of
inhabitants, and only five-and-twenty are starved to death in the streets, in
the course of a year. What is your remark on that proportion? And my remark was
- for I couldn’t think of a better one - that I thought it must be just as hard
upon those who were starved, whether the others were a million, or a million
million. And that was wrong, too.’
’Of course it was.’
’Then Mr. M’Choakumchild
said he would try me once more. And he said, Here are the stutterings - ’
’Statistics,’ said
Louisa.
’Yes, Miss Louisa -
they always remind me of stutterings, and that’s another of my mistakes - of
accidents upon the sea. And I find (Mr. M’Choakumchild said) that in a given
time a hundred thousand persons went to sea on long voyages, and only five
hundred of them were drowned or burnt to death. What is the percentage? And I
said, Miss;’ here Sissy fairly sobbed as confessing with extreme contrition to
her greatest error; ’I said it was nothing.’
’Nothing, Sissy?’
’Nothing, Miss - to the
relations and friends of the people who were killed. I shall never learn,’ said
Sissy. ’And the worst of all is, that although my poor father wished me so much
to learn, and although I am so anxious to learn, because he wished me to, I am
afraid I don’t like it.’
Louisa stood looking at
the pretty modest head, as it drooped abashed before her, until it was raised
again to glance at her face. Then she asked:
’Did your father know
so much himself, that he wished you to be well taught too, Sissy?’
Sissy hesitated before
replying, and so plainly showed her sense that they were entering on forbidden
ground, that Louisa added, ’No one hears us; and if any one did, I am sure no
harm could be found in such an innocent question.’
’No, Miss Louisa,’
answered Sissy, upon this encouragement, shaking her head; ’father knows very
little indeed. It’s as much as he can do to write; and it’s more than people in
general can do to read his writing. Though it’s plain to me.’
’Your mother!’
’Father says she was
quite a scholar. She died when I was born. She was;’ Sissy made the terrible
communication nervously; ’she was a dancer.’
’Did your father love
her?’ Louisa asked these questions with a strong, wild, wandering interest
peculiar to her; an interest gone astray like a banished creature, and hiding
in solitary places.
’O yes! As dearly as he
loves me. Father loved me, first, for her sake. He carried me about with him
when I was quite a baby. We have never been asunder from that time.’
’Yet he leaves you now,
Sissy?’
’Only for my good.
Nobody understands him as I do; nobody knows him as I do. When he left me for
my good - he never would have left me for his own - I know he was almost
broken-hearted with the trial. He will not be happy for a single minute, till
he comes back.’
’Tell me more about
him,’ said Louisa, ’I will never ask you again. Where did you live?’
’We travelled about the
country, and had no fixed place to live in. Father’s a;’ Sissy whispered the
awful word, ’a clown.’
’To make the people
laugh?’ said Louisa, with a nod of intelligence.
’Yes. But they wouldn’t
laugh sometimes, and then father cried. Lately, they very often wouldn’t laugh,
and he used to come home despairing. Father’s not like most. Those who didn’t
know him as well as I do, and didn’t love him as dearly as I do, might believe
he was not quite right. Sometimes they played tricks upon him; but they never
knew how he felt them, and shrunk up, when he was alone with me. He was far,
far timider than they thought!’
’And you were his
comfort through everything?’
She nodded, with the
tears rolling down her face. ’I hope so, and father said I was. It was because
he grew so scared and trembling, and because he felt himself to be a poor,
weak, ignorant, helpless man (those used to be his words), that he wanted me so
much to know a great deal, and be different from him. I used to read to him to
cheer his courage, and he was very fond of that. They were wrong books - I am
never to speak of them here - but we didn’t know there was any harm in them.’
’And he liked them?’
said Louisa, with a searching gaze on Sissy all this time.
’O very much! They kept
him, many times, from what did him real harm. And often and often of a night,
he used to forget all his troubles in wondering whether the Sultan would let
the lady go on with the story, or would have her head cut off before it was
finished.’
’And your father was
always kind? To the last?’ asked Louisa contravening the great principle, and
wondering very much.
’Always, always!’
returned Sissy, clasping her hands. ’Kinder and kinder than I can tell. He was
angry only one night, and that was not to me, but Merrylegs. Merrylegs;’ she
whispered the awful fact; ’is his performing dog.’
’Why was he angry with
the dog?’ Louisa demanded.
’Father, soon after
they came home from performing, told Merrylegs to jump up on the backs of the
two chairs and stand across them - which is one of his tricks. He looked at
father, and didn’t do it at once. Everything of father’s had gone wrong that
night, and he hadn’t pleased the public at all. He cried out that the very dog
knew he was failing, and had no compassion on him. Then he beat the dog, and I
was frightened, and said, "Father, father! Pray don’t hurt the creature
who is so fond of you! O Heaven forgive you, father, stop!" And he
stopped, and the dog was bloody, and father lay down crying on the floor with
the dog in his arms, and the dog licked his face.’
Louisa saw that she was
sobbing; and going to her, kissed her, took her hand, and sat down beside her.
’Finish by telling me
how your father left you, Sissy. Now that I have asked you so much, tell me the
end. The blame, if there is any blame, is mine, not yours.’
’Dear Miss Louisa,’
said Sissy, covering her eyes, and sobbing yet; ’I came home from the school
that afternoon, and found poor father just come home too, from the booth. And
he sat rocking himself over the fire, as if he was in pain. And I said,
"Have you hurt yourself, father?" (as he did sometimes, like they all
did), and he said, "A little, my darling." And when I came to stoop
down and look up at his face, I saw that he was crying. The more I spoke to
him, the more he hid his face; and at first he shook all over, and said nothing
but "My darling;" and "My love!"’
Here Tom came lounging
in, and stared at the two with a coolness not particularly savouring of
interest in anything but himself, and not much of that at present.
’I am asking Sissy a
few questions, Tom,’ observed his sister. ’You have no occasion to go away; but
don’t interrupt us for a moment, Tom dear.’
’Oh! very well!’
returned Tom. ’Only father has brought old Bounderby home, and I want you to
come into the drawing-room. Because if you come, there’s a good chance of old
Bounderby’s asking me to dinner; and if you don’t, there’s none.’
’I’ll come directly.’
’I’ll wait for you,’
said Tom, ’to make sure.’
Sissy resumed in a
lower voice. ’At last poor father said that he had given no satisfaction again,
and never did give any satisfaction now, and that he was a shame and disgrace,
and I should have done better without him all along. I said all the
affectionate things to him that came into my heart, and presently he was quiet
and I sat down by him, and told him all about the school and everything that
had been said and done there. When I had no more left to tell, he put his arms
round my neck, and kissed me a great many times. Then he asked me to fetch some
of the stuff he used, for the little hurt he had had, and to get it at the best
place, which was at the other end of town from there; and then, after kissing
me again, he let me go. When I had gone down-stairs, I turned back that I might
be a little bit more company to him yet, and looked in at the door, and said,
"Father dear, shall I take Merrylegs?" Father shook his head and
said, "No, Sissy, no; take nothing that’s known to be mine, my
darling;" and I left him sitting by the fire. Then the thought must have
come upon him, poor, poor father! of going away to try something for my sake;
for when I came back, he was gone.’
’I say! Look sharp for
old Bounderby, Loo!’ Tom remonstrated.
’There’s no more to
tell, Miss Louisa. I keep the nine oils ready for him, and I know he will come
back. Every letter that I see in Mr. Gradgrind’s hand takes my breath away and
blinds my eyes, for I think it comes from father, or from Mr. Sleary about
father. Mr. Sleary promised to write as soon as ever father should be heard of,
and I trust to him to keep his word.’
’Do look sharp for old
Bounderby, Loo!’ said Tom, with an impatient whistle. ’He’ll be off if you don’t
look sharp!’
After this, whenever
Sissy dropped a curtsey to Mr. Gradgrind in the presence of his family, and
said in a faltering way, ’I beg your pardon, sir, for being troublesome - but -
have you had any letter yet about me?’ Louisa would suspend the occupation of
the moment, whatever it was, and look for the reply as earnestly as Sissy did.
And when Mr. Gradgrind regularly answered, ’No, Jupe, nothing of the sort,’ the
trembling of Sissy’s lip would be repeated in Louisa’s face, and her eyes would
follow Sissy with compassion to the door. Mr. Gradgrind usually improved these
occasions by remarking, when she was gone, that if Jupe had been properly
trained from an early age she would have remonstrated to herself on sound
principles the baselessness of these fantastic hopes. Yet it did seem (though
not to him, for he saw nothing of it) as if fantastic hope could take as strong
a hold as Fact.
This observation must
be limited exclusively to his daughter. As to Tom, he was becoming that not
unprecedented triumph of calculation which is usually at work on number one. As
to Mrs. Gradgrind, if she said anything on the subject, she would come a little
way out of her wrappers, like a feminine dormouse, and say:
’Good gracious bless
me, how my poor head is vexed and worried by that girl Jupe’s so perseveringly
asking, over and over again, about her tiresome letters! Upon my word and
honour I seem to be fated, and destined, and ordained, to live in the midst of
things that I am never to hear the last of. It really is a most extraordinary
circumstance that it appears as if I never was to hear the last of anything!’
At about this point,
Mr. Gradgrind’s eye would fall upon her; and under the influence of that wintry
piece of fact, she would become torpid again.
I ENTERTAIN a weak idea
that the English people are as hard-worked as any people upon whom the sun
shines. I acknowledge to this ridiculous idiosyncrasy, as a reason why I would
give them a little more play.
In the hardest working
part of Coketown; in the innermost fortifications of that ugly citadel, where
Nature was as strongly bricked out as killing airs and gases were bricked in; at
the heart of the labyrinth of narrow courts upon courts, and close streets upon
streets, which had come into existence piecemeal, every piece in a violent
hurry for some one man’s purpose, and the whole an unnatural family,
shouldering, and trampling, and pressing one another to death; in the last
close nook of this great exhausted receiver, where the chimneys, for want of
air to make a draught, were built in an immense variety of stunted and crooked
shapes, as though every house put out a sign of the kind of people who might be
expected to be born in it; among the multitude of Coketown, generically called ’the
Hands,’ - a race who would have found more favour with some people, if
Providence had seen fit to make them only hands, or, like the lower creatures
of the seashore, only hands and stomachs - lived a certain Stephen Blackpool,
forty years of age.
Stephen looked older,
but he had had a hard life. It is said that every life has its roses and
thorns; there seemed, however, to have been a misadventure or mistake in
Stephen’s case, whereby somebody else had become possessed of his roses, and he
had become possessed of the same somebody else’s thorns in addition to his own.
He had known, to use his words, a peck of trouble. He was usually called Old
Stephen, in a kind of rough homage to the fact.
A rather stooping man,
with a knitted brow, a pondering expression of face, and a hard-looking head
sufficiently capacious, on which his iron-grey hair lay long and thin, Old
Stephen might have passed for a particularly intelligent man in his condition.
Yet he was not. He took no place among those remarkable ’Hands,’ who, piecing
together their broken intervals of leisure through many years, had mastered
difficult sciences, and acquired a knowledge of most unlikely things. He held
no station among the Hands who could make speeches and carry on debates.
Thousands of his compeers could talk much better than he, at any time. He was a
good power-loom weaver, and a man of perfect integrity. What more he was, or
what else he had in him, if anything, let him show for himself.
The lights in the great
factories, which looked, when they were illuminated, like Fairy palaces - or
the travellers by express- train said so - were all extinguished; and the bells
had rung for knocking off for the night, and had ceased again; and the Hands,
men and women, boy and girl, were clattering home. Old Stephen was standing in
the street, with the old sensation upon him which the stoppage of the machinery
always produced - the sensation of its having worked and stopped in his own
head.
’Yet I don’t see
Rachael, still!’ said he.
It was a wet night, and
many groups of young women passed him, with their shawls drawn over their bare
heads and held close under their chins to keep the rain out. He knew Rachael
well, for a glance at any one of these groups was sufficient to show him that
she was not there. At last, there were no more to come; and then he turned
away, saying in a tone of disappointment, ’Why, then, ha’ missed her!’
But, he had not gone
the length of three streets, when he saw another of the shawled figures in
advance of him, at which he looked so keenly that perhaps its mere shadow
indistinctly reflected on the wet pavement - if he could have seen it without
the figure itself moving along from lamp to lamp, brightening and fading as it
went - would have been enough to tell him who was there. Making his pace at
once much quicker and much softer, he darted on until he was very near this
figure, then fell into his former walk, and called ’Rachael!’
She turned, being then
in the brightness of a lamp; and raising her hood a little, showed a quiet oval
face, dark and rather delicate, irradiated by a pair of very gentle eyes, and
further set off by the perfect order of her shining black hair. It was not a
face in its first bloom; she was a woman five and thirty years of age.
’Ah, lad! ’Tis thou?’
When she had said this, with a smile which would have been quite expressed,
though nothing of her had been seen but her pleasant eyes, she replaced her
hood again, and they went on together.
’I thought thou wast
ahind me, Rachael?’
’No.’
’Early t’night, lass?’
’’Times I’m a little
early, Stephen! ’times a little late. I’m never to be counted on, going home.’
’Nor going t’other way,
neither, ’t seems to me, Rachael?’
’No, Stephen.’
He looked at her with
some disappointment in his face, but with a respectful and patient conviction
that she must be right in whatever she did. The expression was not lost upon
her; she laid her hand lightly on his arm a moment as if to thank him for it.
’We are such true
friends, lad, and such old friends, and getting to be such old folk, now.’
’No, Rachael, thou’rt
as young as ever thou wast.’
’One of us would be
puzzled how to get old, Stephen, without ’t other getting so too, both being
alive,’ she answered, laughing; ’but, anyways, we’re such old friends, and t’
hide a word of honest truth fro’ one another would be a sin and a pity. ’Tis
better not to walk too much together. ’Times, yes! ’Twould be hard, indeed, if ’twas
not to be at all,’ she said, with a cheerfulness she sought to communicate to
him.
’’Tis hard, anyways,
Rachael.’
’Try to think not; and ’twill
seem better.’
’I’ve tried a long
time, and ’ta’nt got better. But thou’rt right; ’t might mak fok talk, even of
thee. Thou hast been that to me, Rachael, through so many year: thou hast done
me so much good, and heartened of me in that cheering way, that thy word is a
law to me. Ah, lass, and a bright good law! Better than some real ones.’
’Never fret about them,
Stephen,’ she answered quickly, and not without an anxious glance at his face. ’Let
the laws be.’
’Yes,’ he said, with a
slow nod or two. ’Let ’em be. Let everything be. Let all sorts alone. ’Tis a
muddle, and that’s aw.’
’Always a muddle?’ said
Rachael, with another gentle touch upon his arm, as if to recall him out of the
thoughtfulness, in which he was biting the long ends of his loose neckerchief
as he walked along. The touch had its instantaneous effect. He let them fall,
turned a smiling face upon her, and said, as he broke into a good-humoured
laugh, ’Ay, Rachael, lass, awlus a muddle. That’s where I stick. I come to the
muddle many times and agen, and I never get beyond it.’
They had walked some
distance, and were near their own homes. The woman’s was the first reached. It
was in one of the many small streets for which the favourite undertaker (who
turned a handsome sum out of the one poor ghastly pomp of the neighbourhood)
kept a black ladder, in order that those who had done their daily groping up
and down the narrow stairs might slide out of this working world by the
windows. She stopped at the corner, and putting her hand in his, wished him
good night.
’Good night, dear lass;
good night!’
She went, with her neat
figure and her sober womanly step, down the dark street, and he stood looking
after her until she turned into one of the small houses. There was not a
flutter of her coarse shawl, perhaps, but had its interest in this man’s eyes;
not a tone of her voice but had its echo in his innermost heart.
When she was lost to
his view, he pursued his homeward way, glancing up sometimes at the sky, where
the clouds were sailing fast and wildly. But, they were broken now, and the
rain had ceased, and the moon shone, - looking down the high chimneys of
Coketown on the deep furnaces below, and casting Titanic shadows of the
steam-engines at rest, upon the walls where they were lodged. The man seemed to
have brightened with the night, as he went on.
His home, in such
another street as the first, saving that it was narrower, was over a little
shop. How it came to pass that any people found it worth their while to sell or
buy the wretched little toys, mixed up in its window with cheap newspapers and
pork (there was a leg to be raffled for to-morrow-night), matters not here. He
took his end of candle from a shelf, lighted it at another end of candle on the
counter, without disturbing the mistress of the shop who was asleep in her
little room, and went upstairs into his lodging.
It was a room, not
unacquainted with the black ladder under various tenants; but as neat, at
present, as such a room could be. A few books and writings were on an old
bureau in a corner, the furniture was decent and sufficient, and, though the atmosphere
was tainted, the room was clean.
Going to the hearth to
set the candle down upon a round three- legged table standing there, he
stumbled against something. As he recoiled, looking down at it, it raised
itself up into the form of a woman in a sitting attitude.
’Heaven’s mercy, woman!’
he cried, falling farther off from the figure. ’Hast thou come back again!’
Such a woman! A
disabled, drunken creature, barely able to preserve her sitting posture by
steadying herself with one begrimed hand on the floor, while the other was so
purposeless in trying to push away her tangled hair from her face, that it only
blinded her the more with the dirt upon it. A creature so foul to look at, in
her tatters, stains and splashes, but so much fouler than that in her moral
infamy, that it was a shameful thing even to see her.
After an impatient oath
or two, and some stupid clawing of herself with the hand not necessary to her
support, she got her hair away from her eyes sufficiently to obtain a sight of
him. Then she sat swaying her body to and fro, and making gestures with her
unnerved arm, which seemed intended as the accompaniment to a fit of laughter,
though her face was stolid and drowsy.
’Eigh, lad? What, yo’r
there?’ Some hoarse sounds meant for this, came mockingly out of her at last;
and her head dropped forward on her breast.
’Back agen?’ she
screeched, after some minutes, as if he had that moment said it. ’Yes! And back
agen. Back agen ever and ever so often. Back? Yes, back. Why not?’
Roused by the unmeaning
violence with which she cried it out, she scrambled up, and stood supporting
herself with her shoulders against the wall; dangling in one hand by the
string, a dunghill- fragment of a bonnet, and trying to look scornfully at him.
’I’ll sell thee off
again, and I’ll sell thee off again, and I’ll sell thee off a score of times!’
she cried, with something between a furious menace and an effort at a defiant
dance. ’Come awa’ from th’ bed!’ He was sitting on the side of it, with his
face hidden in his hands. ’Come awa! from ’t. ’Tis mine, and I’ve a right to t’!’
As she staggered to it,
he avoided her with a shudder, and passed - his face still hidden - to the
opposite end of the room. She threw herself upon the bed heavily, and soon was
snoring hard. He sunk into a chair, and moved but once all that night. It was
to throw a covering over her; as if his hands were not enough to hide her, even
in the darkness.
THE Fairy palaces burst
into illumination, before pale morning showed the monstrous serpents of smoke
trailing themselves over Coketown. A clattering of clogs upon the pavement; a
rapid ringing of bells; and all the melancholy mad elephants, polished and
oiled up for the day’s monotony, were at their heavy exercise again.
Stephen bent over his
loom, quiet, watchful, and steady. A special contrast, as every man was in the
forest of looms where Stephen worked, to the crashing, smashing, tearing piece
of mechanism at which he laboured. Never fear, good people of an anxious turn
of mind, that Art will consign Nature to oblivion. Set anywhere, side by side,
the work of GOD and the work of man; and the former, even though it be a troop
of Hands of very small account, will gain in dignity from the comparison.
So many hundred Hands
in this Mill; so many hundred horse Steam Power. It is known, to the force of a
single pound weight, what the engine will do; but, not all the calculators of
the National Debt can tell me the capacity for good or evil, for love or
hatred, for patriotism or discontent, for the decomposition of virtue into
vice, or the reverse, at any single moment in the soul of one of these its
quiet servants, with the composed faces and the regulated actions. There is no
mystery in it; there is an unfathomable mystery in the meanest of them, for
ever. - Supposing we were to reverse our arithmetic for material objects, and
to govern these awful unknown quantities by other means!
The day grew strong,
and showed itself outside, even against the flaming lights within. The lights
were turned out, and the work went on. The rain fell, and the Smoke-serpents,
submissive to the curse of all that tribe, trailed themselves upon the earth.
In the waste-yard outside, the steam from the escape pipe, the litter of
barrels and old iron, the shining heaps of coals, the ashes everywhere, were
shrouded in a veil of mist and rain.
The work went on, until
the noon-bell rang. More clattering upon the pavements. The looms, and wheels,
and Hands all out of gear for an hour.
Stephen came out of the
hot mill into the damp wind and cold wet streets, haggard and worn. He turned
from his own class and his own quarter, taking nothing but a little bread as he
walked along, towards the hill on which his principal employer lived, in a red
house with black outside shutters, green inside blinds, a black street door, up
two white steps, BOUNDERBY (in letters very like himself) upon a brazen plate,
and a round brazen door-handle underneath it, like a brazen full-stop.
Mr. Bounderby was at
his lunch. So Stephen had expected. Would his servant say that one of the Hands
begged leave to speak to him? Message in return, requiring name of such Hand.
Stephen Blackpool. There was nothing troublesome against Stephen Blackpool;
yes, he might come in.
Stephen Blackpool in
the parlour. Mr. Bounderby (whom he just knew by sight), at lunch on chop and
sherry. Mrs. Sparsit netting at the fireside, in a side-saddle attitude, with
one foot in a cotton stirrup. It was a part, at once of Mrs. Sparsit’s dignity
and service, not to lunch. She supervised the meal officially, but implied that
in her own stately person she considered lunch a weakness.
’Now, Stephen,’ said
Mr. Bounderby, ’what’s the matter withyou?’
Stephen made a bow. Not
a servile one - these Hands will never do that! Lord bless you, sir, you’ll
never catch them at that, if they have been with you twenty years! - and, as a
complimentary toilet for Mrs. Sparsit, tucked his neckerchief ends into his
waistcoat.
’Now, you know,’ said
Mr. Bounderby, taking some sherry, ’we have never had any difficulty with you,
and you have never been one of the unreasonable ones. You don’t expect to be
set up in a coach and six, and to be fed on turtle soup and venison, with a
gold spoon, as a good many of ’em do!’ Mr. Bounderby always represented this to
be the sole, immediate, and direct object of any Hand who was not entirely
satisfied; ’and therefore I know already that you have not come here to make a
complaint. Now, you know, I am certain of that, beforehand.’
’No, sir, sure I ha’
not coom for nowt o’ th’ kind.’
Mr. Bounderby seemed
agreeably surprised, notwithstanding his previous strong conviction. ’Very
well,’ he returned. ’You’re a steady Hand, and I was not mistaken. Now, let me
hear what it’s all about. As it’s not that, let me hear what it is. What have
you got to say? Out with it, lad!’
Stephen happened to
glance towards Mrs. Sparsit. ’I can go, Mr. Bounderby, if you wish it,’ said
that self-sacrificing lady, making a feint of taking her foot out of the
stirrup.
Mr. Bounderby stayed
her, by holding a mouthful of chop in suspension before swallowing it, and
putting out his left hand. Then, withdrawing his hand and swallowing his
mouthful of chop, he said to Stephen:
’Now you know, this
good lady is a born lady, a high lady. You are not to suppose because she keeps
my house for me, that she hasn’t been very high up the tree - ah, up at the top
of the tree! Now, if you have got anything to say that can’t be said before a
born lady, this lady will leave the room. If what you have got to say can be
said before a born lady, this lady will stay where she is.’
’Sir, I hope I never
had nowt to say, not fitten for a born lady to year, sin’ I were born mysen’,’
was the reply, accompanied with a slight flush.
’Very well,’ said Mr.
Bounderby, pushing away his plate, and leaning back. ’Fire away!’
’I ha’ coom,’ Stephen
began, raising his eyes from the floor, after a moment’s consideration, ’to ask
yo yor advice. I need ’t overmuch. I were married on Eas’r Monday nineteen year
sin, long and dree. She were a young lass - pretty enow - wi’ good accounts of
herseln. Well! She went bad - soon. Not along of me. Gonnows I were not a
unkind husband to her.’
’I have heard all this
before,’ said Mr. Bounderby. ’She took to drinking, left off working, sold the
furniture, pawned the clothes, and played old Gooseberry.’
’I were patient wi’
her.’
(’The more fool you, I
think,’ said Mr. Bounderby, in confidence to his wine-glass.)
’I were very patient wi’
her. I tried to wean her fra ’t ower and ower agen. I tried this, I tried that,
I tried t’other. I ha’ gone home, many’s the time, and found all vanished as I
had in the world, and her without a sense left to bless herseln lying on bare
ground. I ha’ dun ’t not once, not twice - twenty time!’
Every line in his face
deepened as he said it, and put in its affecting evidence of the suffering he
had undergone.
’From bad to worse,
from worse to worsen. She left me. She disgraced herseln everyways, bitter and
bad. She coom back, she coom back, she coom back. What could I do t’ hinder
her? I ha’ walked the streets nights long, ere ever I’d go home. I ha’ gone t’
th’ brigg, minded to fling myseln ower, and ha’ no more on’t. I ha’ bore that
much, that I were owd when I were young.’
Mrs. Sparsit, easily
ambling along with her netting-needles, raised the Coriolanian eyebrows and
shook her head, as much as to say, ’The great know trouble as well as the
small. Please to turn your humble eye in My direction.’
’I ha’ paid her to keep
awa’ fra’ me. These five year I ha’ paid her. I ha’ gotten decent fewtrils
about me agen. I ha’ lived hard and sad, but not ashamed and fearfo’ a’ the
minnits o’ my life. Last night, I went home. There she lay upon my har-stone!
There she is!’
In the strength of his
misfortune, and the energy of his distress, he fired for the moment like a
proud man. In another moment, he stood as he had stood all the time - his usual
stoop upon him; his pondering face addressed to Mr. Bounderby, with a curious expression
on it, half shrewd, half perplexed, as if his mind were set upon unravelling
something very difficult; his hat held tight in his left hand, which rested on
his hip; his right arm, with a rugged propriety and force of action, very
earnestly emphasizing what he said: not least so when it always paused, a
little bent, but not withdrawn, as he paused.
’I was acquainted with
all this, you know,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’except the last clause, long ago. It’s
a bad job; that’s what it is. You had better have been satisfied as you were,
and not have got married. However, it’s too late to say that.’
’Was it an unequal
marriage, sir, in point of years?’ asked Mrs. Sparsit.
’You hear what this
lady asks. Was it an unequal marriage in point of years, this unlucky job of
yours?’ said Mr. Bounderby.
’Not e’en so. I were
one-and-twenty myseln; she were twenty nighbut.’
’Indeed, sir?’ said
Mrs. Sparsit to her Chief, with great placidity. ’I inferred, from its being so
miserable a marriage, that it was probably an unequal one in point of years.’
Mr. Bounderby looked
very hard at the good lady in a side-long way that had an odd sheepishness
about it. He fortified himself with a little more sherry.
’Well? Why don’t you go
on?’ he then asked, turning rather irritably on Stephen Blackpool.
’I ha’ coom to ask yo,
sir, how I am to be ridded o’ this woman.’ Stephen infused a yet deeper gravity
into the mixed expression of his attentive face. Mrs. Sparsit uttered a gentle
ejaculation, as having received a moral shock.
’What do you mean?’
said Bounderby, getting up to lean his back against the chimney-piece. ’What
are you talking about? You took her for better for worse.’
’I mun’ be ridden o’
her. I cannot bear ’t nommore. I ha’ lived under ’t so long, for that I ha’ had’n
the pity and comforting words o’ th’ best lass living or dead. Haply, but for
her, I should ha’ gone battering mad.’
’He wishes to be free,
to marry the female of whom he speaks, I fear, sir,’ observed Mrs. Sparsit in
an undertone, and much dejected by the immorality of the people.
’I do. The lady says
what’s right. I do. I were a coming to ’t. I ha’ read i’ th’ papers that great
folk (fair faw ’em a’! I wishes ’em no hurt!) are not bonded together for
better for worst so fast, but that they can be set free fro’ their misfortnet
marriages, an’ marry ower agen. When they dunnot agree, for that their tempers
is ill-sorted, they has rooms o’ one kind an’ another in their houses, above a
bit, and they can live asunders. We fok ha’ only one room, and we can’t. When
that won’t do, they ha’ gowd an’ other cash, an’ they can say "This for yo’
an’ that for me," an’ they can go their separate ways. We can’t. Spite o’
all that, they can be set free for smaller wrongs than mine. So, I mun be
ridden o’ this woman, and I want t’ know how?’
’No how,’ returned Mr.
Bounderby.
’If I do her any hurt,
sir, there’s a law to punish me?’
’Of course there is.’
’If I flee from her,
there’s a law to punish me?’
’Of course there is.’
’If I marry t’oother
dear lass, there’s a law to punish me?’
’Of course there is.’
’If I was to live wi’
her an’ not marry her - saying such a thing could be, which it never could or
would, an’ her so good - there’s a law to punish me, in every innocent child
belonging to me?’
’Of course there is.’
’Now, a’ God’s name,’
said Stephen Blackpool, ’show me the law to help me!’
’Hem! There’s a
sanctity in this relation of life,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’and - and - it must be
kept up.’
’No no, dunnot say
that, sir. ’Tan’t kep’ up that way. Not that way. ’Tis kep’ down that way. I’m
a weaver, I were in a fact’ry when a chilt, but I ha’ gotten een to see wi’ and
eern to year wi’. I read in th’ papers every ’Sizes, every Sessions - and you
read too - I know it! - with dismay - how th’ supposed unpossibility o’ ever
getting unchained from one another, at any price, on any terms, brings blood
upon this land, and brings many common married fok to battle, murder, and
sudden death. Let us ha’ this, right understood. Mine’s a grievous case, an’ I
want - if yo will be so good - t’ know the law that helps me.’
’Now, I tell you what!’
said Mr. Bounderby, putting his hands in his pockets. ’There is such a law.’
Stephen, subsiding into
his quiet manner, and never wandering in his attention, gave a nod.
’But it’s not for you
at all. It costs money. It costs a mint of money.’
’How much might that
be?’ Stephen calmly asked.
’Why, you’d have to go
to Doctors’ Commons with a suit, and you’d have to go to a court of Common Law
with a suit, and you’d have to go to the House of Lords with a suit, and you’d
have to get an Act of Parliament to enable you to marry again, and it would
cost you (if it was a case of very plain sailing), I suppose from a thousand to
fifteen hundred pound,’ said Mr. Bounderby. ’Perhaps twice the money.’
’There’s no other law?’
’Certainly not.’
’Why then, sir,’ said
Stephen, turning white, and motioning with that right hand of his, as if he
gave everything to the four winds, ’’tis a muddle. ’Tis just a muddle a’toogether,
an’ the sooner I am dead, the better.’
(Mrs. Sparsit again
dejected by the impiety of the people.)
’Pooh, pooh! Don’t you
talk nonsense, my good fellow,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’about things you don’t
understand; and don’t you call the Institutions of your country a muddle, or
you’ll get yourself into a real muddle one of these fine mornings. The
institutions of your country are not your piece-work, and the only thing you
have got to do, is, to mind your piece-work. You didn’t take your wife for fast
and for loose; but for better for worse. If she has turned out worse - why, all
we have got to say is, she might have turned out better.’
’’Tis a muddle,’ said
Stephen, shaking his head as he moved to the door. ’’Tis a’ a muddle!’
’Now, I’ll tell you
what!’ Mr. Bounderby resumed, as a valedictory address. ’With what I shall call
your unhallowed opinions, you have been quite shocking this lady: who, as I
have already told you, is a born lady, and who, as I have not already told you,
has had her own marriage misfortunes to the tune of tens of thousands of pounds
- tens of Thousands of Pounds!’ (he repeated it with great relish). ’Now, you
have always been a steady Hand hitherto; but my opinion is, and so I tell you
plainly, that you are turning into the wrong road. You have been listening to
some mischievous stranger or other - they’re always about - and the best thing
you can do is, to come out of that. Now you know;’ here his countenance
expressed marvellous acuteness; ’I can see as far into a grindstone as another
man; farther than a good many, perhaps, because I had my nose well kept to it
when I was young. I see traces of the turtle soup, and venison, and gold spoon
in this. Yes, I do!’ cried Mr. Bounderby, shaking his head with obstinate
cunning. ’By the Lord Harry, I do!’
With a very different
shake of the head and deep sigh, Stephen said, ’Thank you, sir, I wish you good
day.’ So he left Mr. Bounderby swelling at his own portrait on the wall, as if
he were going to explode himself into it; and Mrs. Sparsit still ambling on
with her foot in her stirrup, looking quite cast down by the popular vices.
OLD STEPHEN descended
the two white steps, shutting the black door with the brazen door-plate, by the
aid of the brazen full-stop, to which he gave a parting polish with the sleeve
of his coat, observing that his hot hand clouded it. He crossed the street with
his eyes bent upon the ground, and thus was walking sorrowfully away, when he
felt a touch upon his arm.
It was not the touch he
needed most at such a moment - the touch that could calm the wild waters of his
soul, as the uplifted hand of the sublimest love and patience could abate the
raging of the sea - yet it was a woman’s hand too. It was an old woman, tall
and shapely still, though withered by time, on whom his eyes fell when he
stopped and turned. She was very cleanly and plainly dressed, had country mud
upon her shoes, and was newly come from a journey. The flutter of her manner,
in the unwonted noise of the streets; the spare shawl, carried unfolded on her
arm; the heavy umbrella, and little basket; the loose long-fingered gloves, to
which her hands were unused; all bespoke an old woman from the country, in her
plain holiday clothes, come into Coketown on an expedition of rare occurrence.
Remarking this at a glance, with the quick observation of his class, Stephen
Blackpool bent his attentive face - his face, which, like the faces of many of
his order, by dint of long working with eyes and hands in the midst of a prodigious
noise, had acquired the concentrated look with which we are familiar in the
countenances of the deaf - the better to hear what she asked him.
’Pray, sir,’ said the
old woman, ’didn’t I see you come out of that gentleman’s house?’ pointing back
to Mr. Bounderby’s. ’I believe it was you, unless I have had the bad luck to
mistake the person in following?’
’Yes, missus,’ returned
Stephen, ’it were me.’
’Have you - you’ll
excuse an old woman’s curiosity - have you seen the gentleman?’
’Yes, missus.’
’And how did he look,
sir? Was he portly, bold, outspoken, and hearty?’ As she straightened her own
figure, and held up her head in adapting her action to her words, the idea
crossed Stephen that he had seen this old woman before, and had not quite liked
her.
’O yes,’ he returned,
observing her more attentively, ’he were all that.’
’And healthy,’ said the
old woman, ’as the fresh wind?’
’Yes,’ returned
Stephen. ’He were ett’n and drinking - as large and as loud as a Hummobee.’
’Thank you!’ said the
old woman, with infinite content. ’Thank you!’
He certainly never had
seen this old woman before. Yet there was a vague remembrance in his mind, as
if he had more than once dreamed of some old woman like her.
She walked along at his
side, and, gently accommodating himself to her humour, he said Coketown was a
busy place, was it not? To which she answered ’Eigh sure! Dreadful busy!’ Then
he said, she came from the country, he saw? To which she answered in the
affirmative.
’By Parliamentary, this
morning. I came forty mile by Parliamentary this morning, and I’m going back
the same forty mile this afternoon. I walked nine mile to the station this
morning, and if I find nobody on the road to give me a lift, I shall walk the
nine mile back to-night. That’s pretty well, sir, at my age!’ said the chatty
old woman, her eye brightening with exultation.
’’Deed ’tis. Don’t do’t
too often, missus.’
’No, no. Once a year,’
she answered, shaking her head. ’I spend my savings so, once every year. I come
regular, to tramp about the streets, and see the gentlemen.’
’Only to see ’em?’
returned Stephen.
’That’s enough for me,’
she replied, with great earnestness and interest of manner. ’I ask no more! I
have been standing about, on this side of the way, to see that gentleman,’
turning her head back towards Mr. Bounderby’s again, ’come out. But, he’s late
this year, and I have not seen him. You came out instead. Now, if I am obliged
to go back without a glimpse of him - I only want a glimpse - well! I have seen
you, and you have seen him, and I must make that do.’ Saying this, she looked
at Stephen as if to fix his features in her mind, and her eye was not so bright
as it had been.
With a large allowance
for difference of tastes, and with all submission to the patricians of
Coketown, this seemed so extraordinary a source of interest to take so much
trouble about, that it perplexed him. But they were passing the church now, and
as his eye caught the clock, he quickened his pace.
He was going to his
work? the old woman said, quickening hers, too, quite easily. Yes, time was
nearly out. On his telling her where he worked, the old woman became a more
singular old woman than before.
’An’t you happy?’ she
asked him.
’Why - there’s awmost
nobbody but has their troubles, missus.’ He answered evasively, because the old
woman appeared to take it for granted that he would be very happy indeed, and
he had not the heart to disappoint her. He knew that there was trouble enough
in the world; and if the old woman had lived so long, and could count upon his
having so little, why so much the better for her, and none the worse for him.
’Ay, ay! You have your
troubles at home, you mean?’ she said.
’Times. Just now and
then,’ he answered, slightly.
’But, working under such
a gentleman, they don’t follow you to the Factory?’
No, no; they didn’t
follow him there, said Stephen. All correct there. Everything accordant there.
(He did not go so far as to say, for her pleasure, that there was a sort of
Divine Right there; but, I have heard claims almost as magnificent of late
years.)
They were now in the
black by-road near the place, and the Hands were crowding in. The bell was
ringing, and the Serpent was a Serpent of many coils, and the Elephant was
getting ready. The strange old woman was delighted with the very bell. It was
the beautifullest bell she had ever heard, she said, and sounded grand!
She asked him, when he
stopped good-naturedly to shake hands with her before going in, how long he had
worked there?
’A dozen year,’ he told
her.
’I must kiss the hand,’
said she, ’that has worked in this fine factory for a dozen year!’ And she
lifted it, though he would have prevented her, and put it to her lips. What
harmony, besides her age and her simplicity, surrounded her, he did not know,
but even in this fantastic action there was a something neither out of time nor
place: a something which it seemed as if nobody else could have made as
serious, or done with such a natural and touching air.
He had been at his loom
full half an hour, thinking about this old woman, when, having occasion to move
round the loom for its adjustment, he glanced through a window which was in his
corner, and saw her still looking up at the pile of building, lost in
admiration. Heedless of the smoke and mud and wet, and of her two long
journeys, she was gazing at it, as if the heavy thrum that issued from its many
stories were proud music to her.
She was gone by and by,
and the day went after her, and the lights sprung up again, and the Express whirled
in full sight of the Fairy Palace over the arches near: little felt amid the
jarring of the machinery, and scarcely heard above its crash and rattle. Long
before then his thoughts had gone back to the dreary room above the little
shop, and to the shameful figure heavy on the bed, but heavier on his heart.
Machinery slackened;
throbbing feebly like a fainting pulse; stopped. The bell again; the glare of
light and heat dispelled; the factories, looming heavy in the black wet night -
their tall chimneys rising up into the air like competing Towers of Babel.
He had spoken to
Rachael only last night, it was true, and had walked with her a little way; but
he had his new misfortune on him, in which no one else could give him a moment’s
relief, and, for the sake of it, and because he knew himself to want that
softening of his anger which no voice but hers could effect, he felt he might
so far disregard what she had said as to wait for her again. He waited, but she
had eluded him. She was gone. On no other night in the year could he so ill
have spared her patient face.
O! Better to have no
home in which to lay his head, than to have a home and dread to go to it,
through such a cause. He ate and drank, for he was exhausted - but he little
knew or cared what; and he wandered about in the chill rain, thinking and
thinking, and brooding and brooding.
No word of a new
marriage had ever passed between them; but Rachael had taken great pity on him
years ago, and to her alone he had opened his closed heart all this time, on
the subject of his miseries; and he knew very well that if he were free to ask
her, she would take him. He thought of the home he might at that moment have
been seeking with pleasure and pride; of the different man he might have been
that night; of the lightness then in his now heavy- laden breast; of the then
restored honour, self-respect, and tranquillity all torn to pieces. He thought
of the waste of the best part of his life, of the change it made in his
character for the worse every day, of the dreadful nature of his existence,
bound hand and foot, to a dead woman, and tormented by a demon in her shape. He
thought of Rachael, how young when they were first brought together in these
circumstances, how mature now, how soon to grow old. He thought of the number
of girls and women she had seen marry, how many homes with children in them she
had seen grow up around her, how she had contentedly pursued her own lone quiet
path - for him - and how he had sometimes seen a shade of melancholy on her blessed
face, that smote him with remorse and despair. He set the picture of her up,
beside the infamous image of last night; and thought, Could it be, that the
whole earthly course of one so gentle, good, and self-denying, was subjugate to
such a wretch as that!
Filled with these
thoughts - so filled that he had an unwholesome sense of growing larger, of
being placed in some new and diseased relation towards the objects among which
he passed, of seeing the iris round every misty light turn red - he went home
for shelter.
A CANDLE faintly burned
in the window, to which the black ladder had often been raised for the sliding
away of all that was most precious in this world to a striving wife and a brood
of hungry babies; and Stephen added to his other thoughts the stern reflection,
that of all the casualties of this existence upon earth, not one was dealt out
with so unequal a hand as Death. The inequality of Birth was nothing to it.
For, say that the child of a King and the child of a Weaver were born to-night
in the same moment, what was that disparity, to the death of any human creature
who was serviceable to, or beloved by, another, while this abandoned woman
lived on!
From the outside of his
home he gloomily passed to the inside, with suspended breath and with a slow
footstep. He went up to his door, opened it, and so into the room.
Quiet and peace were
there. Rachael was there, sitting by the bed.
She turned her head,
and the light of her face shone in upon the midnight of his mind. She sat by
the bed, watching and tending his wife. That is to say, he saw that some one
lay there, and he knew too well it must be she; but Rachael’s hands had put a
curtain up, so that she was screened from his eyes. Her disgraceful garments
were removed, and some of Rachael’s were in the room. Everything was in its
place and order as he had always kept it, the little fire was newly trimmed,
and the hearth was freshly swept. It appeared to him that he saw all this in
Rachael’s face, and looked at nothing besides. While looking at it, it was shut
out from his view by the softened tears that filled his eyes; but not before he
had seen how earnestly she looked at him, and how her own eyes were filled too.
She turned again
towards the bed, and satisfying herself that all was quiet there, spoke in a
low, calm, cheerful voice.
’I am glad you have
come at last, Stephen. You are very late.’
’I ha’ been walking up
an’ down.’
’I thought so. But ’tis
too bad a night for that. The rain falls very heavy, and the wind has risen.’
The wind? True. It was
blowing hard. Hark to the thundering in the chimney, and the surging noise! To
have been out in such a wind, and not to have known it was blowing!
’I have been here once
before, to-day, Stephen. Landlady came round for me at dinner-time. There was
some one here that needed looking to, she said. And ’deed she was right. All
wandering and lost, Stephen. Wounded too, and bruised.’
He slowly moved to a
chair and sat down, drooping his head before her.
’I came to do what
little I could, Stephen; first, for that she worked with me when we were girls
both, and for that you courted her and married her when I was her friend - ’
He laid his furrowed
forehead on his hand, with a low groan.
’And next, for that I
know your heart, and am right sure and certain that ’tis far too merciful to
let her die, or even so much as suffer, for want of aid. Thou knowest who said,
"Let him who is without sin among you cast the first stone at her!"
There have been plenty to do that. Thou art not the man to cast the last stone,
Stephen, when she is brought so low.’
’O Rachael, Rachael!’
’Thou hast been a cruel
sufferer, Heaven reward thee!’ she said, in compassionate accents. ’I am thy
poor friend, with all my heart and mind.’
The wounds of which she
had spoken, seemed to be about the neck of the self-made outcast. She dressed
them now, still without showing her. She steeped a piece of linen in a basin,
into which she poured some liquid from a bottle, and laid it with a gentle hand
upon the sore. The three-legged table had been drawn close to the bedside, and
on it there were two bottles. This was one.
It was not so far off,
but that Stephen, following her hands with his eyes, could read what was
printed on it in large letters. He turned of a deadly hue, and a sudden horror
seemed to fall upon him.
’I will stay here,
Stephen,’ said Rachael, quietly resuming her seat, ’till the bells go Three. ’Tis
to be done again at three, and then she may be left till morning.’
’But thy rest agen
to-morrow’s work, my dear.’
’I slept sound last
night. I can wake many nights, when I am put to it. ’Tis thou who art in need
of rest - so white and tired. Try to sleep in the chair there, while I watch.
Thou hadst no sleep last night, I can well believe. To-morrow’s work is far
harder for thee than for me.’
He heard the thundering
and surging out of doors, and it seemed to him as if his late angry mood were
going about trying to get at him. She had cast it out; she would keep it out;
he trusted to her to defend him from himself.
’She don’t know me,
Stephen; she just drowsily mutters and stares. I have spoken to her times and
again, but she don’t notice! ’Tis as well so. When she comes to her right mind
once more, I shall have done what I can, and she never the wiser.’
’How long, Rachael, is ’t
looked for, that she’ll be so?’
’Doctor said she would
haply come to her mind to-morrow.’
His eyes fell again on
the bottle, and a tremble passed over him, causing him to shiver in every limb.
She thought he was chilled with the wet. ’No,’ he said, ’it was not that. He
had had a fright.’
’A fright?’
’Ay, ay! coming in.
When I were walking. When I were thinking. When I - ’ It seized him again; and
he stood up, holding by the mantel-shelf, as he pressed his dank cold hair down
with a hand that shook as if it were palsied.
’Stephen!’
She was coming to him,
but he stretched out his arm to stop her.
’No! Don’t, please; don’t.
Let me see thee setten by the bed. Let me see thee, a’ so good, and so
forgiving. Let me see thee as I see thee when I coom in. I can never see thee
better than so. Never, never, never!’
He had a violent fit of
trembling, and then sunk into his chair. After a time he controlled himself,
and, resting with an elbow on one knee, and his head upon that hand, could look
towards Rachael. Seen across the dim candle with his moistened eyes, she looked
as if she had a glory shining round her head. He could have believed she had.
He did believe it, as the noise without shook the window, rattled at the door
below, and went about the house clamouring and lamenting.
’When she gets better,
Stephen, ’tis to be hoped she’ll leave thee to thyself again, and do thee no
more hurt. Anyways we will hope so now. And now I shall keep silence, for I
want thee to sleep.’
He closed his eyes,
more to please her than to rest his weary head; but, by slow degrees as he
listened to the great noise of the wind, he ceased to hear it, or it changed
into the working of his loom, or even into the voices of the day (his own
included) saying what had been really said. Even this imperfect consciousness
faded away at last, and he dreamed a long, troubled dream.
He thought that he, and
some one on whom his heart had long been set - but she was not Rachael, and
that surprised him, even in the midst of his imaginary happiness - stood in the
church being married. While the ceremony was performing, and while he
recognized among the witnesses some whom he knew to be living, and many whom he
knew to be dead, darkness came on, succeeded by the shining of a tremendous
light. It broke from one line in the table of commandments at the altar, and
illuminated the building with the words. They were sounded through the church,
too, as if there were voices in the fiery letters. Upon this, the whole
appearance before him and around him changed, and nothing was left as it had
been, but himself and the clergyman. They stood in the daylight before a crowd
so vast, that if all the people in the world could have been brought together
into one space, they could not have looked, he thought, more numerous; and they
all abhorred him, and there was not one pitying or friendly eye among the
millions that were fastened on his face. He stood on a raised stage, under his
own loom; and, looking up at the shape the loom took, and hearing the burial
service distinctly read, he knew that he was there to suffer death. In an
instant what he stood on fell below him, and he was gone.
- Out of what mystery
he came back to his usual life, and to places that he knew, he was unable to
consider; but he was back in those places by some means, and with this
condemnation upon him, that he was never, in this world or the next, through
all the unimaginable ages of eternity, to look on Rachael’s face or hear her
voice. Wandering to and fro, unceasingly, without hope, and in search of he
knew not what (he only knew that he was doomed to seek it), he was the subject
of a nameless, horrible dread, a mortal fear of one particular shape which
everything took. Whatsoever he looked at, grew into that form sooner or later.
The object of his miserable existence was to prevent its recognition by any one
among the various people he encountered. Hopeless labour! If he led them out of
rooms where it was, if he shut up drawers and closets where it stood, if he
drew the curious from places where he knew it to be secreted, and got them out
into the streets, the very chimneys of the mills assumed that shape, and round
them was the printed word.
The wind was blowing
again, the rain was beating on the house-tops, and the larger spaces through
which he had strayed contracted to the four walls of his room. Saving that the
fire had died out, it was as his eyes had closed upon it. Rachael seemed to
have fallen into a doze, in the chair by the bed. She sat wrapped in her shawl,
perfectly still. The table stood in the same place, close by the bedside, and
on it, in its real proportions and appearance, was the shape so often repeated.
He thought he saw the
curtain move. He looked again, and he was sure it moved. He saw a hand come
forth and grope about a little. Then the curtain moved more perceptibly, and
the woman in the bed put it back, and sat up.
With her woful eyes, so
haggard and wild, so heavy and large, she looked all round the room, and passed
the corner where he slept in his chair. Her eyes returned to that corner, and
she put her hand over them as a shade, while she looked into it. Again they
went all round the room, scarcely heeding Rachael if at all, and returned to
that corner. He thought, as she once more shaded them - not so much looking at
him, as looking for him with a brutish instinct that he was there - that no
single trace was left in those debauched features, or in the mind that went
along with them, of the woman he had married eighteen years before. But that he
had seen her come to this by inches, he never could have believed her to be the
same.
All this time, as if a
spell were on him, he was motionless and powerless, except to watch her.
Stupidly dozing, or communing
with her incapable self about nothing, she sat for a little while with her
hands at her ears, and her head resting on them. Presently, she resumed her
staring round the room. And now, for the first time, her eyes stopped at the
table with the bottles on it.
Straightway she turned
her eyes back to his corner, with the defiance of last night, and moving very
cautiously and softly, stretched out her greedy hand. She drew a mug into the
bed, and sat for a while considering which of the two bottles she should
choose. Finally, she laid her insensate grasp upon the bottle that had swift
and certain death in it, and, before his eyes, pulled out the cork with her
teeth.
Dream or reality, he
had no voice, nor had he power to stir. If this be real, and her allotted time
be not yet come, wake, Rachael, wake!
She thought of that,
too. She looked at Rachael, and very slowly, very cautiously, poured out the
contents. The draught was at her lips. A moment and she would be past all help,
let the whole world wake and come about her with its utmost power. But in that
moment Rachael started up with a suppressed cry. The creature struggled, struck
her, seized her by the hair; but Rachael had the cup.
Stephen broke out of
his chair. ’Rachael, am I wakin’ or dreamin’ this dreadfo’ night?’
’’Tis all well,
Stephen. I have been asleep, myself. ’Tis near three. Hush! I hear the bells.’
The wind brought the
sounds of the church clock to the window. They listened, and it struck three.
Stephen looked at her, saw how pale she was, noted the disorder of her hair,
and the red marks of fingers on her forehead, and felt assured that his senses
of sight and hearing had been awake. She held the cup in her hand even now.
’I thought it must be
near three,’ she said, calmly pouring from the cup into the basin, and steeping
the linen as before. ’I am thankful I stayed! ’Tis done now, when I have put
this on. There! And now she’s quiet again. The few drops in the basin I’ll pour
away, for ’tis bad stuff to leave about, though ever so little of it.’ As she
spoke, she drained the basin into the ashes of the fire, and broke the bottle
on the hearth.
She had nothing to do,
then, but to cover herself with her shawl before going out into the wind and
rain.
’Thou’lt let me walk wi’
thee at this hour, Rachael?’
’No, Stephen. ’Tis but
a minute, and I’m home.’
’Thou’rt not fearfo’;’
he said it in a low voice, as they went out at the door; ’to leave me alone wi’
her!’
As she looked at him,
saying, ’Stephen?’ he went down on his knee before her, on the poor mean
stairs, and put an end of her shawl to his lips.
’Thou art an Angel.
Bless thee, bless thee!’
’I am, as I have told
thee, Stephen, thy poor friend. Angels are not like me. Between them, and a
working woman fu’ of faults, there is a deep gulf set. My little sister is
among them, but she is changed.’
She raised her eyes for
a moment as she said the words; and then they fell again, in all their
gentleness and mildness, on his face.
’Thou changest me from
bad to good. Thou mak’st me humbly wishfo’ to be more like thee, and fearfo’ to
lose thee when this life is ower, and a’ the muddle cleared awa’. Thou’rt an
Angel; it may be, thou hast saved my soul alive!’
She looked at him, on
his knee at her feet, with her shawl still in his hand, and the reproof on her
lips died away when she saw the working of his face.
’I coom home desp’rate.
I coom home wi’out a hope, and mad wi’ thinking that when I said a word o’
complaint I was reckoned a unreasonable Hand. I told thee I had had a fright.
It were the Poison-bottle on table. I never hurt a livin’ creetur; but happenin’
so suddenly upon ’t, I thowt, "How can I say what I might ha’ done to
myseln, or her, or both!"’
She put her two hands
on his mouth, with a face of terror, to stop him from saying more. He caught
them in his unoccupied hand, and holding them, and still clasping the border of
her shawl, said hurriedly:
’But I see thee,
Rachael, setten by the bed. I ha’ seen thee, aw this night. In my troublous
sleep I ha’ known thee still to be there. Evermore I will see thee there. I
nevermore will see her or think o’ her, but thou shalt be beside her. I
nevermore will see or think o’ anything that angers me, but thou, so much
better than me, shalt be by th’ side on’t. And so I will try t’ look t’ th’
time, and so I will try t’ trust t’ th’ time, when thou and me at last shall
walk together far awa’, beyond the deep gulf, in th’ country where thy little
sister is.’
He kissed the border of
her shawl again, and let her go. She bade him good night in a broken voice, and
went out into the street.
The wind blew from the
quarter where the day would soon appear, and still blew strongly. It had
cleared the sky before it, and the rain had spent itself or travelled
elsewhere, and the stars were bright. He stood bare-headed in the road,
watching her quick disappearance. As the shining stars were to the heavy candle
in the window, so was Rachael, in the rugged fancy of this man, to the common
experiences of his life.
TIME went on in
Coketown like its own machinery: so much material wrought up, so much fuel
consumed, so many powers worn out, so much money made. But, less inexorable
than iron, steal, and brass, it brought its varying seasons even into that
wilderness of smoke and brick, and made the only stand that ever was made in
the place against its direful uniformity.
’Louisa is becoming,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, ’almost a young woman.’
Time, with his
innumerable horse-power, worked away, not minding what anybody said, and
presently turned out young Thomas a foot taller than when his father had last
taken particular notice of him.
’Thomas is becoming,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, ’almost a young man.’
Time passed Thomas on
in the mill, while his father was thinking about it, and there he stood in a
long-tailed coat and a stiff shirt-collar.
’Really,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’the period has arrived when Thomas ought to go to Bounderby.’
Time, sticking to him,
passed him on into Bounderby’s Bank, made him an inmate of Bounderby’s house,
necessitated the purchase of his first razor, and exercised him diligently in
his calculations relative to number one.
The same great
manufacturer, always with an immense variety of work on hand, in every stage of
development, passed Sissy onward in his mill, and worked her up into a very
pretty article indeed.
’I fear, Jupe,’ said
Mr. Gradgrind, ’that your continuance at the school any longer would be
useless.’
’I am afraid it would,
sir,’ Sissy answered with a curtsey.
’I cannot disguise from
you, Jupe,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, knitting his brow, ’that the result of your
probation there has disappointed me; has greatly disappointed me. You have not
acquired, under Mr. and Mrs. M’Choakumchild, anything like that amount of exact
knowledge which I looked for. You are extremely deficient in your facts. Your
acquaintance with figures is very limited. You are altogether backward, and
below the mark.’
’I am sorry, sir,’ she
returned; ’but I know it is quite true. Yet I have tried hard, sir.’
’Yes,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’yes, I believe you have tried hard; I have observed you, and I can
find no fault in that respect.’
’Thank you, sir. I have
thought sometimes;’ Sissy very timid here; ’that perhaps I tried to learn too
much, and that if I had asked to be allowed to try a little less, I might have
- ’
’No, Jupe, no,’ said
Mr. Gradgrind, shaking his head in his profoundest and most eminently practical
way. ’No. The course you pursued, you pursued according to the system - the
system - and there is no more to be said about it. I can only suppose that the
circumstances of your early life were too unfavourable to the development of
your reasoning powers, and that we began too late. Still, as I have said
already, I am disappointed.’
’I wish I could have
made a better acknowledgment, sir, of your kindness to a poor forlorn girl who
had no claim upon you, and of your protection of her.’
’Don’t shed tears,’
said Mr. Gradgrind. ’Don’t shed tears. I don’t complain of you. You are an affectionate,
earnest, good young woman - and - and we must make that do.’
’Thank you, sir, very
much,’ said Sissy, with a grateful curtsey.
’You are useful to Mrs.
Gradgrind, and (in a generally pervading way) you are serviceable in the family
also; so I understand from Miss Louisa, and, indeed, so I have observed myself.
I therefore hope,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, ’that you can make yourself happy in
those relations.’
’I should have nothing
to wish, sir, if - ’
’I understand you,’
said Mr. Gradgrind; ’you still refer to your father. I have heard from Miss
Louisa that you still preserve that bottle. Well! If your training in the
science of arriving at exact results had been more successful, you would have
been wiser on these points. I will say no more.’
He really liked Sissy
too well to have a contempt for her; otherwise he held her calculating powers
in such very slight estimation that he must have fallen upon that conclusion.
Somehow or other, he had become possessed by an idea that there was something in
this girl which could hardly be set forth in a tabular form. Her capacity of
definition might be easily stated at a very low figure, her mathematical
knowledge at nothing; yet he was not sure that if he had been required, for
example, to tick her off into columns in a parliamentary return, he would have
quite known how to divide her.
In some stages of his
manufacture of the human fabric, the processes of Time are very rapid. Young
Thomas and Sissy being both at such a stage of their working up, these changes
were effected in a year or two; while Mr. Gradgrind himself seemed stationary
in his course, and underwent no alteration.
Except one, which was
apart from his necessary progress through the mill. Time hustled him into a
little noisy and rather dirty machinery, in a by-comer, and made him Member of
Parliament for Coketown: one of the respected members for ounce weights and
measures, one of the representatives of the multiplication table, one of the
deaf honourable gentlemen, dumb honourable gentlemen, blind honourable
gentlemen, lame honourable gentlemen, dead honourable gentlemen, to every other
consideration. Else wherefore live we in a Christian land, eighteen hundred and
odd years after our Master?
All this while, Louisa
had been passing on, so quiet and reserved, and so much given to watching the
bright ashes at twilight as they fell into the grate, and became extinct, that
from the period when her father had said she was almost a young woman - which
seemed but yesterday - she had scarcely attracted his notice again, when he
found her quite a young woman.
’Quite a young woman,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, musing. ’Dear me!’
Soon after this
discovery, he became more thoughtful than usual for several days, and seemed
much engrossed by one subject. On a certain night, when he was going out, and
Louisa came to bid him good-bye before his departure - as he was not to be home
until late and she would not see him again until the morning - he held her in
his arms, looking at her in his kindest manner, and said:
’My dear Louisa, you
are a woman!’
She answered with the
old, quick, searching look of the night when she was found at the Circus; then
cast down her eyes. ’Yes, father.’
’My dear,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’I must speak with you alone and seriously. Come to me in my room
after breakfast to-morrow, will you?’
’Yes, father.’
’Your hands are rather
cold, Louisa. Are you not well?’
’Quite well, father.’
’And cheerful?’
She looked at him
again, and smiled in her peculiar manner. ’I am as cheerful, father, as I
usually am, or usually have been.’
’That’s well,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind. So, he kissed her and went away; and Louisa returned to the serene
apartment of the haircutting character, and leaning her elbow on her hand,
looked again at the short-lived sparks that so soon subsided into ashes.
’Are you there, Loo?’
said her brother, looking in at the door. He was quite a young gentleman of
pleasure now, and not quite a prepossessing one.
’Dear Tom,’ she
answered, rising and embracing him, ’how long it is since you have been to see
me!’
’Why, I have been
otherwise engaged, Loo, in the evenings; and in the daytime old Bounderby has
been keeping me at it rather. But I touch him up with you when he comes it too
strong, and so we preserve an understanding. I say! Has father said anything
particular to you to-day or yesterday, Loo?’
’No, Tom. But he told
me to-night that he wished to do so in the morning.’
’Ah! That’s what I
mean,’ said Tom. ’Do you know where he is to- night?’ - with a very deep expression.
’No.’
’Then I’ll tell you. He’s
with old Bounderby. They are having a regular confab together up at the Bank.
Why at the Bank, do you think? Well, I’ll tell you again. To keep Mrs. Sparsit’s
ears as far off as possible, I expect.’
With her hand upon her
brother’s shoulder, Louisa still stood looking at the fire. Her brother glanced
at her face with greater interest than usual, and, encircling her waist with
his arm, drew her coaxingly to him.
’You are very fond of
me, an’t you, Loo?’
’Indeed I am, Tom,
though you do let such long intervals go by without coming to see me.’
’Well, sister of mine,’
said Tom, ’when you say that, you are near my thoughts. We might be so much
oftener together - mightn’t we? Always together, almost - mightn’t we? It would
do me a great deal of good if you were to make up your mind to I know what,
Loo. It would be a splendid thing for me. It would be uncommonly jolly!’
Her thoughtfulness
baffled his cunning scrutiny. He could make nothing of her face. He pressed her
in his arm, and kissed her cheek. She returned the kiss, but still looked at
the fire.
’I say, Loo! I thought
I’d come, and just hint to you what was going on: though I supposed you’d most
likely guess, even if you didn’t know. I can’t stay, because I’m engaged to
some fellows to- night. You won’t forget how fond you are of me?’
’No, dear Tom, I won’t
forget.’
’That’s a capital girl,’
said Tom. ’Good-bye, Loo.’
She gave him an
affectionate good-night, and went out with him to the door, whence the fires of
Coketown could be seen, making the distance lurid. She stood there, looking
steadfastly towards them, and listening to his departing steps. They retreated
quickly, as glad to get away from Stone Lodge; and she stood there yet, when he
was gone and all was quiet. It seemed as if, first in her own fire within the
house, and then in the fiery haze without, she tried to discover what kind of
woof Old Time, that greatest and longest- established Spinner of all, would
weave from the threads he had already spun into a woman. But his factory is a
secret place, his work is noiseless, and his Hands are mutes.
ALTHOUGH Mr. Gradgrind
did not take after Blue Beard, his room was quite a blue chamber in its
abundance of blue books. Whatever they could prove (which is usually anything
you like), they proved there, in an army constantly strengthening by the
arrival of new recruits. In that charmed apartment, the most complicated social
questions were cast up, got into exact totals, and finally settled - if those
concerned could only have been brought to know it. As if an astronomical
observatory should be made without any windows, and the astronomer within
should arrange the starry universe solely by pen, ink, and paper, so Mr. Gradgrind,
in his Observatory (and there are many like it), had no need to cast an eye
upon the teeming myriads of human beings around him, but could settle all their
destinies on a slate, and wipe out all their tears with one dirty little bit of
sponge.
To this Observatory,
then: a stern room, with a deadly statistical clock in it, which measured every
second with a beat like a rap upon a coffin-lid; Louisa repaired on the
appointed morning. A window looked towards Coketown; and when she sat down near
her father’s table, she saw the high chimneys and the long tracts of smoke
looming in the heavy distance gloomily.
’My dear Louisa,’ said
her father, ’I prepared you last night to give me your serious attention in the
conversation we are now going to have together. You have been so well trained,
and you do, I am happy to say, so much justice to the education you have
received, that I have perfect confidence in your good sense. You are not
impulsive, you are not romantic, you are accustomed to view everything from the
strong dispassionate ground of reason and calculation. From that ground alone,
I know you will view and consider what I am going to communicate.’
He waited, as if he
would have been glad that she said something. But she said never a word.
’Louisa, my dear, you
are the subject of a proposal of marriage that has been made to me.’
Again he waited, and
again she answered not one word. This so far surprised him, as to induce him
gently to repeat, ’a proposal of marriage, my dear.’ To which she returned,
without any visible emotion whatever:
’I hear you, father. I
am attending, I assure you.’
’Well!’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, breaking into a smile, after being for the moment at a loss, ’you
are even more dispassionate than I expected, Louisa. Or, perhaps, you are not
unprepared for the announcement I have it in charge to make?’
’I cannot say that,
father, until I hear it. Prepared or unprepared, I wish to hear it all from
you. I wish to hear you state it to me, father.’
Strange to relate, Mr.
Gradgrind was not so collected at this moment as his daughter was. He took a
paper-knife in his hand, turned it over, laid it down, took it up again, and
even then had to look along the blade of it, considering how to go on.
’What you say, my dear
Louisa, is perfectly reasonable. I have undertaken then to let you know that -
in short, that Mr. Bounderby has informed me that he has long watched your
progress with particular interest and pleasure, and has long hoped that the
time might ultimately arrive when he should offer you his hand in marriage.
That time, to which he has so long, and certainly with great constancy, looked
forward, is now come. Mr. Bounderby has made his proposal of marriage to me,
and has entreated me to make it known to you, and to express his hope that you
will take it into your favourable consideration.’
Silence between them.
The deadly statistical clock very hollow. The distant smoke very black and
heavy.
’Father,’ said Louisa, ’do
you think I love Mr. Bounderby?’
Mr. Gradgrind was
extremely discomfited by this unexpected question. ’Well, my child,’ he
returned, ’I - really - cannot take upon myself to say.’
’Father,’ pursued
Louisa in exactly the same voice as before, ’do you ask me to love Mr.
Bounderby?’
’My dear Louisa, no. No.
I ask nothing.’
’Father,’ she still
pursued, ’does Mr. Bounderby ask me to love him?’
’Really, my dear,’ said
Mr. Gradgrind, ’it is difficult to answer your question - ’
’Difficult to answer
it, Yes or No, father?
’Certainly, my dear.
Because;’ here was something to demonstrate, and it set him up again; ’because
the reply depends so materially, Louisa, on the sense in which we use the
expression. Now, Mr. Bounderby does not do you the injustice, and does not do
himself the injustice, of pretending to anything fanciful, fantastic, or (I am
using synonymous terms) sentimental. Mr. Bounderby would have seen you grow up
under his eyes, to very little purpose, if he could so far forget what is due
to your good sense, not to say to his, as to address you from any such ground.
Therefore, perhaps the expression itself - I merely suggest this to you, my
dear - may be a little misplaced.’
’What would you advise
me to use in its stead, father?’
’Why, my dear Louisa,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, completely recovered by this time, ’I would advise you
(since you ask me) to consider this question, as you have been accustomed to
consider every other question, simply as one of tangible Fact. The ignorant and
the giddy may embarrass such subjects with irrelevant fancies, and other
absurdities that have no existence, properly viewed - really no existence - but
it is no compliment to you to say, that you know better. Now, what are the
Facts of this case? You are, we will say in round numbers, twenty years of age;
Mr. Bounderby is, we will say in round numbers, fifty. There is some disparity
in your respective years, but in your means and positions there is none; on the
contrary, there is a great suitability. Then the question arises, Is this one
disparity sufficient to operate as a bar to such a marriage? In considering
this question, it is not unimportant to take into account the statistics of
marriage, so far as they have yet been obtained, in England and Wales. I find,
on reference to the figures, that a large proportion of these marriages are
contracted between parties of very unequal ages, and that the elder of these
contracting parties is, in rather more than three-fourths of these instances,
the bridegroom. It is remarkable as showing the wide prevalence of this law, that
among the natives of the British possessions in India, also in a considerable
part of China, and among the Calmucks of Tartary, the best means of computation
yet furnished us by travellers, yield similar results. The disparity I have
mentioned, therefore, almost ceases to be disparity, and (virtually) all but
disappears.’
’What do you recommend,
father,’ asked Louisa, her reserved composure not in the least affected by
these gratifying results, ’that I should substitute for the term I used just
now? For the misplaced expression?’
’Louisa,’ returned her
father, ’it appears to me that nothing can be plainer. Confining yourself
rigidly to Fact, the question of Fact you state to yourself is: Does Mr.
Bounderby ask me to marry him? Yes, he does. The sole remaining question then
is: Shall I marry him? I think nothing can be plainer than that?’
’Shall I marry him?’
repeated Louisa, with great deliberation.
’Precisely. And it is
satisfactory to me, as your father, my dear Louisa, to know that you do not come
to the consideration of that question with the previous habits of mind, and
habits of life, that belong to many young women.’
’No, father,’ she
returned, ’I do not.’
’I now leave you to
judge for yourself,’ said Mr. Gradgrind. ’I have stated the case, as such cases
are usually stated among practical minds; I have stated it, as the case of your
mother and myself was stated in its time. The rest, my dear Louisa, is for you
to decide.’
From the beginning, she
had sat looking at him fixedly. As he now leaned back in his chair, and bent
his deep-set eyes upon her in his turn, perhaps he might have seen one wavering
moment in her, when she was impelled to throw herself upon his breast, and give
him the pent-up confidences of her heart. But, to see it, he must have
overleaped at a bound the artificial barriers he had for many years been
erecting, between himself and all those subtle essences of humanity which will
elude the utmost cunning of algebra until the last trumpet ever to be sounded
shall blow even algebra to wreck. The barriers were too many and too high for
such a leap. With his unbending, utilitarian, matter-of-fact face, he hardened
her again; and the moment shot away into the plumbless depths of the past, to
mingle with all the lost opportunities that are drowned there.
Removing her eyes from
him, she sat so long looking silently towards the town, that he said, at
length: ’Are you consulting the chimneys of the Coketown works, Louisa?’
’There seems to be
nothing there but languid and monotonous smoke. Yet when the night comes, Fire
bursts out, father!’ she answered, turning quickly.
’Of course I know that,
Louisa. I do not see the application of the remark.’ To do him justice he did
not, at all.
She passed it away with
a slight motion of her hand, and concentrating her attention upon him again,
said, ’Father, I have often thought that life is very short.’ - This was so
distinctly one of his subjects that he interposed.
’It is short, no doubt,
my dear. Still, the average duration of human life is proved to have increased
of late years. The calculations of various life assurance and annuity offices,
among other figures which cannot go wrong, have established the fact.’
’I speak of my own
life, father.’
’O indeed? Still,’ said
Mr. Gradgrind, ’I need not point out to you, Louisa, that it is governed by the
laws which govern lives in the aggregate.’
’While it lasts, I
would wish to do the little I can, and the little I am fit for. What does it
matter?’
Mr. Gradgrind seemed
rather at a loss to understand the last four words; replying, ’How, matter?
What matter, my dear?’
’Mr. Bounderby,’ she
went on in a steady, straight way, without regarding this, ’asks me to marry
him. The question I have to ask myself is, shall I marry him? That is so,
father, is it not? You have told me so, father. Have you not?’
’Certainly, my dear.’
’Let it be so. Since
Mr. Bounderby likes to take me thus, I am satisfied to accept his proposal.
Tell him, father, as soon as you please, that this was my answer. Repeat it,
word for word, if you can, because I should wish him to know what I said.’
’It is quite right, my
dear,’ retorted her father approvingly, ’to be exact. I will observe your very
proper request. Have you any wish in reference to the period of your marriage,
my child?’
’None, father. What
does it matter!’
Mr. Gradgrind had drawn
his chair a little nearer to her, and taken her hand. But, her repetition of
these words seemed to strike with some little discord on his ear. He paused to
look at her, and, still holding her hand, said:
’Louisa, I have not
considered it essential to ask you one question, because the possibility
implied in it appeared to me to be too remote. But perhaps I ought to do so.
You have never entertained in secret any other proposal?’
’Father,’ she returned,
almost scornfully, ’what other proposal can have been made to me? Whom have I
seen? Where have I been? What are my heart’s experiences?’
’My dear Louisa,’
returned Mr. Gradgrind, reassured and satisfied. ’You correct me justly. I
merely wished to discharge my duty.’
’What do I know,
father,’ said Louisa in her quiet manner, ’of tastes and fancies; of
aspirations and affections; of all that part of my nature in which such light
things might have been nourished? What escape have I had from problems that
could be demonstrated, and realities that could be grasped?’ As she said it,
she unconsciously closed her hand, as if upon a solid object, and slowly opened
it as though she were releasing dust or ash.
’My dear,’ assented her
eminently practical parent, ’quite true, quite true.’
’Why, father,’ she
pursued, ’what a strange question to ask me! The baby-preference that even I
have heard of as common among children, has never had its innocent
resting-place in my breast. You have been so careful of me, that I never had a
child’s heart. You have trained me so well, that I never dreamed a child’s
dream. You have dealt so wisely with me, father, from my cradle to this hour,
that I never had a child’s belief or a child’s fear.’
Mr. Gradgrind was quite
moved by his success, and by this testimony to it. ’My dear Louisa,’ said he, ’you
abundantly repay my care. Kiss me, my dear girl.’
So, his daughter kissed
him. Detaining her in his embrace, he said, ’I may assure you now, my favourite
child, that I am made happy by the sound decision at which you have arrived.
Mr. Bounderby is a very remarkable man; and what little disparity can be said
to exist between you - if any - is more than counterbalanced by the tone your
mind has acquired. It has always been my object so to educate you, as that you
might, while still in your early youth, be (if I may so express myself) almost
any age. Kiss me once more, Louisa. Now, let us go and find your mother.’
Accordingly, they went
down to the drawing-room, where the esteemed lady with no nonsense about her,
was recumbent as usual, while Sissy worked beside her. She gave some feeble
signs of returning animation when they entered, and presently the faint
transparency was presented in a sitting attitude.
’Mrs. Gradgrind,’ said
her husband, who had waited for the achievement of this feat with some
impatience, ’allow me to present to you Mrs. Bounderby.’
’Oh!’ said Mrs.
Gradgrind, ’so you have settled it! Well, I’m sure I hope your health may be
good, Louisa; for if your head begins to split as soon as you are married,
which was the case with mine, I cannot consider that you are to be envied,
though I have no doubt you think you are, as all girls do. However, I give you
joy, my dear - and I hope you may now turn all your ological studies to good
account, I am sure I do! I must give you a kiss of congratulation, Louisa; but
don’t touch my right shoulder, for there’s something running down it all day
long. And now you see,’ whimpered Mrs. Gradgrind, adjusting her shawls after
the affectionate ceremony, ’I shall be worrying myself, morning, noon, and
night, to know what I am to call him!’
’Mrs. Gradgrind,’ said
her husband, solemnly, ’what do you mean?’
’Whatever I am to call
him, Mr. Gradgrind, when he is married to Louisa! I must call him something. It’s
impossible,’ said Mrs. Gradgrind, with a mingled sense of politeness and
injury, ’to be constantly addressing him and never giving him a name. I cannot
call him Josiah, for the name is insupportable to me. You yourself wouldn’t
hear of Joe, you very well know. Am I to call my own son- in-law, Mister! Not,
I believe, unless the time has arrived when, as an invalid, I am to be trampled
upon by my relations. Then, what am I to call him!’
Nobody present having
any suggestion to offer in the remarkable emergency, Mrs. Gradgrind departed
this life for the time being, after delivering the following codicil to her
remarks already executed:
’As to the wedding, all
I ask, Louisa, is, - and I ask it with a fluttering in my chest, which actually
extends to the soles of my feet, - that it may take place soon. Otherwise, I
know it is one of those subjects I shall never hear the last of.’
When Mr. Gradgrind had
presented Mrs. Bounderby, Sissy had suddenly turned her head, and looked, in
wonder, in pity, in sorrow, in doubt, in a multitude of emotions, towards
Louisa. Louisa had known it, and seen it, without looking at her. From that
moment she was impassive, proud and cold - held Sissy at a distance - changed
to her altogether.
MR. BOUNDERBY’S first
disquietude on hearing of his happiness, was occasioned by the necessity of
imparting it to Mrs. Sparsit. He could not make up his mind how to do that, or
what the consequences of the step might be. Whether she would instantly depart,
bag and baggage, to Lady Scadgers, or would positively refuse to budge from the
premises; whether she would be plaintive or abusive, tearful or tearing;
whether she would break her heart, or break the looking- glass; Mr. Bounderby
could not all foresee. However, as it must be done, he had no choice but to do
it; so, after attempting several letters, and failing in them all, he resolved
to do it by word of mouth.
On his way home, on the
evening he set aside for this momentous purpose, he took the precaution of
stepping into a chemist’s shop and buying a bottle of the very strongest
smelling-salts. ’By George!’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’if she takes it in the
fainting way, I’ll have the skin off her nose, at all events!’ But, in spite of
being thus forearmed, he entered his own house with anything but a courageous
air; and appeared before the object of his misgivings, like a dog who was
conscious of coming direct from the pantry.
’Good evening, Mr.
Bounderby!’
’Good evening, ma’am,
good evening.’ He drew up his chair, and Mrs. Sparsit drew back hers, as who
should say, ’Your fireside, sir. I freely admit it. It is for you to occupy it
all, if you think proper.’
’Don’t go to the North
Pole, ma’am!’ said Mr. Bounderby.
’Thank you, sir,’ said
Mrs. Sparsit, and returned, though short of her former position.
Mr. Bounderby sat
looking at her, as, with the points of a stiff, sharp pair of scissors, she
picked out holes for some inscrutable ornamental purpose, in a piece of
cambric. An operation which, taken in connexion with the bushy eyebrows and the
Roman nose, suggested with some liveliness the idea of a hawk engaged upon the
eyes of a tough little bird. She was so steadfastly occupied, that many minutes
elapsed before she looked up from her work; when she did so Mr. Bounderby
bespoke her attention with a hitch of his head.
’Mrs. Sparsit, ma’am,’
said Mr. Bounderby, putting his hands in his pockets, and assuring himself with
his right hand that the cork of the little bottle was ready for use, ’I have no
occasion to say to you, that you are not only a lady born and bred, but a
devilish sensible woman.’
’Sir,’ returned the
lady, ’this is indeed not the first time that you have honoured me with similar
expressions of your good opinion.’
’Mrs. Sparsit, ma’am,’
said Mr. Bounderby, ’I am going to astonish you.’
’Yes, sir?’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit, interrogatively, and in the most tranquil manner possible. She
generally wore mittens, and she now laid down her work, and smoothed those
mittens.
’I am going, ma’am,’
said Bounderby, ’to marry Tom Gradgrind’s daughter.’
’Yes, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit. ’I hope you may be happy, Mr. Bounderby. Oh, indeed I hope you
may be happy, sir!’ And she said it with such great condescension as well as
with such great compassion for him, that Bounderby, - far more disconcerted
than if she had thrown her workbox at the mirror, or swooned on the hearthrug,
- corked up the smelling-salts tight in his pocket, and thought, ’Now confound
this woman, who could have even guessed that she would take it in this way!’
’I wish with all my
heart, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, in a highly superior manner; somehow she
seemed, in a moment, to have established a right to pity him ever afterwards; ’that
you may be in all respects very happy.’
’Well, ma’am,’ returned
Bounderby, with some resentment in his tone: which was clearly lowered, though
in spite of himself, ’I am obliged to you. I hope I shall be.’
’Doyou, sir!’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, with great affability. ’But naturally you do; of course you do.’
A very awkward pause on
Mr. Bounderby’s part, succeeded. Mrs. Sparsit sedately resumed her work and
occasionally gave a small cough, which sounded like the cough of conscious
strength and forbearance.
’Well, ma’am,’ resumed
Bounderby, ’under these circumstances, I imagine it would not be agreeable to a
character like yours to remain here, though you would be very welcome here.’
’Oh, dear no, sir, I
could on no account think of that!’ Mrs. Sparsit shook her head, still in her
highly superior manner, and a little changed the small cough - coughing now, as
if the spirit of prophecy rose within her, but had better be coughed down.
’However, ma’am,’ said
Bounderby, ’there are apartments at the Bank, where a born and bred lady, as
keeper of the place, would be rather a catch than otherwise; and if the same
terms - ’
’I beg your pardon,
sir. You were so good as to promise that you would always substitute the
phrase, annual compliment.’
’Well, ma’am, annual
compliment. If the same annual compliment would be acceptable there, why, I see
nothing to part us, unless you do.’
’Sir,’ returned Mrs.
Sparsit. ’The proposal is like yourself, and if the position I shall assume at
the Bank is one that I could occupy without descending lower in the social
scale - ’
’Why, of course it is,’
said Bounderby. ’If it was not, ma’am, you don’t suppose that I should offer it
to a lady who has moved in the society you have moved in. Not that I care for
such society, you know! But youdo.’
’Mr. Bounderby, you are
very considerate.’
’You’ll have your own
private apartments, and you’ll have your coals and your candles, and all the
rest of it, and you’ll have your maid to attend upon you, and you’ll have your
light porter to protect you, and you’ll be what I take the liberty of
considering precious comfortable,’ said Bounderby.
’Sir,’ rejoined Mrs.
Sparsit, ’say no more. In yielding up my trust here, I shall not be freed from
the necessity of eating the bread of dependence:’ she might have said the
sweetbread, for that delicate article in a savoury brown sauce was her
favourite supper: ’and I would rather receive it from your hand, than from any
other. Therefore, sir, I accept your offer gratefully, and with many sincere
acknowledgments for past favours. And I hope, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit,
concluding in an impressively compassionate manner, ’I fondly hope that Miss
Gradgrind may be all you desire, and deserve!’
Nothing moved Mrs.
Sparsit from that position any more. It was in vain for Bounderby to bluster or
to assert himself in any of his explosive ways; Mrs. Sparsit was resolved to
have compassion on him, as a Victim. She was polite, obliging, cheerful,
hopeful; but, the more polite, the more obliging, the more cheerful, the more
hopeful, the more exemplary altogether, she; the forlorner Sacrifice and
Victim, he. She had that tenderness for his melancholy fate, that his great red
countenance used to break out into cold perspirations when she looked at him.
Meanwhile the marriage
was appointed to be solemnized in eight weeks’ time, and Mr. Bounderby went
every evening to Stone Lodge as an accepted wooer. Love was made on these
occasions in the form of bracelets; and, on all occasions during the period of
betrothal, took a manufacturing aspect. Dresses were made, jewellery was made,
cakes and gloves were made, settlements were made, and an extensive assortment
of Facts did appropriate honour to the contract. The business was all Fact,
from first to last. The Hours did not go through any of those rosy
performances, which foolish poets have ascribed to them at such times; neither
did the clocks go any faster, or any slower, than at other seasons. The deadly
statistical recorder in the Gradgrind observatory knocked every second on the
head as it was born, and buried it with his accustomed regularity.
So the day came, as all
other days come to people who will only stick to reason; and when it came,
there were married in the church of the florid wooden legs - that popular order
of architecture - Josiah Bounderby Esquire of Coketown, to Louisa eldest
daughter of Thomas Gradgrind Esquire of Stone Lodge, M.P. for that borough. And
when they were united in holy matrimony, they went home to breakfast at Stone
Lodge aforesaid.
There was an improving
party assembled on the auspicious occasion, who knew what everything they had
to eat and drink was made of, and how it was imported or exported, and in what
quantities, and in what bottoms, whether native or foreign, and all about it.
The bridesmaids, down to little Jane Gradgrind, were, in an intellectual point
of view, fit helpmates for the calculating boy; and there was no nonsense about
any of the company.
After breakfast, the
bridegroom addressed them in the following terms:
’Ladies and gentlemen,
I am Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. Since you have done my wife and myself the
honour of drinking our healths and happiness, I suppose I must acknowledge the
same; though, as you all know me, and know what I am, and what my extraction
was, you won’t expect a speech from a man who, when he sees a Post, says
"that’s a Post," and when he sees a Pump, says "that’s a
Pump," and is not to be got to call a Post a Pump, or a Pump a Post, or
either of them a Toothpick. If you want a speech this morning, my friend and
father-in-law, Tom Gradgrind, is a Member of Parliament, and you know where to
get it. I am not your man. However, if I feel a little independent when I look
around this table to-day, and reflect how little I thought of marrying Tom
Gradgrind’s daughter when I was a ragged street-boy, who never washed his face
unless it was at a pump, and that not oftener than once a fortnight, I hope I
may be excused. So, I hope you like my feeling independent; if you don’t, I can’t
help it. I do feel independent. Now I have mentioned, and you have mentioned,
that I am this day married to Tom Gradgrind’s daughter. I am very glad to be
so. It has long been my wish to be so. I have watched her bringing-up, and I
believe she is worthy of me. At the same time - not to deceive you - I believe
I am worthy of her. So, I thank you, on both our parts, for the good-will you
have shown towards us; and the best wish I can give the unmarried part of the
present company, is this: I hope every bachelor may find as good a wife as I
have found. And I hope every spinster may find as good a husband as my wife has
found.’
Shortly after which
oration, as they were going on a nuptial trip to Lyons, in order that Mr.
Bounderby might take the opportunity of seeing how the Hands got on in those
parts, and whether they, too, required to be fed with gold spoons; the happy
pair departed for the railroad. The bride, in passing down-stairs, dressed for
her journey, found Tom waiting for her - flushed, either with his feelings, or the
vinous part of the breakfast.
’What a game girl you
are, to be such a first-rate sister, Loo!’ whispered Tom.
She clung to him as she
should have clung to some far better nature that day, and was a little shaken
in her reserved composure for the first time.
’Old Bounderby’s quite
ready,’ said Tom. ’Time’s up. Good-bye! I shall be on the look-out for you,
when you come back. I say, my dear Loo! AN’T it uncommonly jolly now!’
A SUNNY midsummer day.
There was such a thing sometimes, even in Coketown.
Seen from a distance in
such weather, Coketown lay shrouded in a haze of its own, which appeared
impervious to the sun’s rays. You only knew the town was there, because you
knew there could have been no such sulky blotch upon the prospect without a
town. A blur of soot and smoke, now confusedly tending this way, now that way,
now aspiring to the vault of Heaven, now murkily creeping along the earth, as
the wind rose and fell, or changed its quarter: a dense formless jumble, with
sheets of cross light in it, that showed nothing but masses of darkness:-
Coketown in the distance was suggestive of itself, though not a brick of it
could be seen.
The wonder was, it was
there at all. It had been ruined so often, that it was amazing how it had borne
so many shocks. Surely there never was such fragile china-ware as that of which
the millers of Coketown were made. Handle them never so lightly, and they fell
to pieces with such ease that you might suspect them of having been flawed
before. They were ruined, when they were required to send labouring children to
school; they were ruined when inspectors were appointed to look into their
works; they were ruined, when such inspectors considered it doubtful whether
they were quite justified in chopping people up with their machinery; they were
utterly undone, when it was hinted that perhaps they need not always make quite
so much smoke. Besides Mr. Bounderby’s gold spoon which was generally received
in Coketown, another prevalent fiction was very popular there. It took the form
of a threat. Whenever a Coketowner felt he was ill-used - that is to say,
whenever he was not left entirely alone, and it was proposed to hold him
accountable for the consequences of any of his acts - he was sure to come out
with the awful menace, that he would ’sooner pitch his property into the
Atlantic.’ This had terrified the Home Secretary within an inch of his life, on
several occasions.
However, the
Coketowners were so patriotic after all, that they never had pitched their
property into the Atlantic yet, but, on the contrary, had been kind enough to
take mighty good care of it. So there it was, in the haze yonder; and it
increased and multiplied.
The streets were hot
and dusty on the summer day, and the sun was so bright that it even shone
through the heavy vapour drooping over Coketown, and could not be looked at
steadily. Stokers emerged from low underground doorways into factory yards, and
sat on steps, and posts, and palings, wiping their swarthy visages, and
contemplating coals. The whole town seemed to be frying in oil. There was a
stifling smell of hot oil everywhere. The steam- engines shone with it, the
dresses of the Hands were soiled with it, the mills throughout their many
stories oozed and trickled it. The atmosphere of those Fairy palaces was like
the breath of the simoom: and their inhabitants, wasting with heat, toiled
languidly in the desert. But no temperature made the melancholy mad elephants more
mad or more sane. Their wearisome heads went up and down at the same rate, in
hot weather and cold, wet weather and dry, fair weather and foul. The measured
motion of their shadows on the walls, was the substitute Coketown had to show
for the shadows of rustling woods; while, for the summer hum of insects, it
could offer, all the year round, from the dawn of Monday to the night of
Saturday, the whirr of shafts and wheels.
Drowsily they whirred
all through this sunny day, making the passenger more sleepy and more hot as he
passed the humming walls of the mills. Sun-blinds, and sprinklings of water, a
little cooled the main streets and the shops; but the mills, and the courts and
alleys, baked at a fierce heat. Down upon the river that was black and thick
with dye, some Coketown boys who were at large - a rare sight there - rowed a
crazy boat, which made a spumous track upon the water as it jogged along, while
every dip of an oar stirred up vile smells. But the sun itself, however
beneficent, generally, was less kind to Coketown than hard frost, and rarely
looked intently into any of its closer regions without engendering more death
than life. So does the eye of Heaven itself become an evil eye, when incapable
or sordid hands are interposed between it and the things it looks upon to
bless.
Mrs. Sparsit sat in her
afternoon apartment at the Bank, on the shadier side of the frying street.
Office-hours were over: and at that period of the day, in warm weather, she
usually embellished with her genteel presence, a managerial board-room over the
public office. Her own private sitting-room was a story higher, at the window
of which post of observation she was ready, every morning, to greet Mr.
Bounderby, as he came across the road, with the sympathizing recognition
appropriate to a Victim. He had been married now a year; and Mrs. Sparsit had
never released him from her determined pity a moment.
The Bank offered no
violence to the wholesome monotony of the town. It was another red brick house,
with black outside shutters, green inside blinds, a black street-door up two
white steps, a brazen door-plate, and a brazen door-handle full stop. It was a
size larger than Mr. Bounderby’s house, as other houses were from a size to
half-a-dozen sizes smaller; in all other particulars, it was strictly according
to pattern.
Mrs. Sparsit was
conscious that by coming in the evening-tide among the desks and writing
implements, she shed a feminine, not to say also aristocratic, grace upon the
office. Seated, with her needlework or netting apparatus, at the window, she
had a self- laudatory sense of correcting, by her ladylike deportment, the rude
business aspect of the place. With this impression of her interesting character
upon her, Mrs. Sparsit considered herself, in some sort, the Bank Fairy. The
townspeople who, in their passing and repassing, saw her there, regarded her as
the Bank Dragon keeping watch over the treasures of the mine.
What those treasures
were, Mrs. Sparsit knew as little as they did. Gold and silver coin, precious
paper, secrets that if divulged would bring vague destruction upon vague
persons (generally, however, people whom she disliked), were the chief items in
her ideal catalogue thereof. For the rest, she knew that after office- hours,
she reigned supreme over all the office furniture, and over a locked-up iron
room with three locks, against the door of which strong chamber the light
porter laid his head every night, on a truckle bed, that disappeared at
cockcrow. Further, she was lady paramount over certain vaults in the basement,
sharply spiked off from communication with the predatory world; and over the
relics of the current day’s work, consisting of blots of ink, worn-out pens,
fragments of wafers, and scraps of paper torn so small, that nothing interesting
could ever be deciphered on them when Mrs. Sparsit tried. Lastly, she was
guardian over a little armoury of cutlasses and carbines, arrayed in vengeful
order above one of the official chimney-pieces; and over that respectable
tradition never to be separated from a place of business claiming to be wealthy
- a row of fire-buckets - vessels calculated to be of no physical utility on
any occasion, but observed to exercise a fine moral influence, almost equal to
bullion, on most beholders.
A deaf serving-woman
and the light porter completed Mrs. Sparsit’s empire. The deaf serving-woman
was rumoured to be wealthy; and a saying had for years gone about among the
lower orders of Coketown, that she would be murdered some night when the Bank
was shut, for the sake of her money. It was generally considered, indeed, that
she had been due some time, and ought to have fallen long ago; but she had kept
her life, and her situation, with an ill-conditioned tenacity that occasioned
much offence and disappointment.
Mrs. Sparsit’s tea was
just set for her on a pert little table, with its tripod of legs in an
attitude, which she insinuated after office-hours, into the company of the
stern, leathern-topped, long board-table that bestrode the middle of the room.
The light porter placed the tea-tray on it, knuckling his forehead as a form of
homage.
’Thank you, Bitzer,’
said Mrs. Sparsit.
’Thank you, ma’am,’
returned the light porter. He was a very light porter indeed; as light as in
the days when he blinkingly defined a horse, for girl number twenty.
’All is shut up,
Bitzer?’ said Mrs. Sparsit.
’All is shut up, ma’am.’
’And what,’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, pouring out her tea, ’is the news of the day? Anything?’
’Well, ma’am, I can’t
say that I have heard anything particular. Our people are a bad lot, ma’am; but
that is no news, unfortunately.’
’What are the restless
wretches doing now?’ asked Mrs. Sparsit.
’Merely going on in the
old way, ma’am. Uniting, and leaguing, and engaging to stand by one another.’
’It is much to be
regretted,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, making her nose more Roman and her eyebrows more
Coriolanian in the strength of her severity, ’that the united masters allow of
any such class- combinations.’
’Yes, ma’am,’ said
Bitzer.
’Being united themselves,
they ought one and all to set their faces against employing any man who is
united with any other man,’ said Mrs. Sparsit.
’They have done that,
ma’am,’ returned Bitzer; ’but it rather fell through, ma’am.’
’I do not pretend to
understand these things,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, with dignity, ’my lot having been
signally cast in a widely different sphere; and Mr. Sparsit, as a Powler, being
also quite out of the pale of any such dissensions. I only know that these
people must be conquered, and that it’s high time it was done, once for all.’
’Yes, ma’am,’ returned
Bitzer, with a demonstration of great respect for Mrs. Sparsit’s oracular
authority. ’You couldn’t put it clearer, I am sure, ma’am.’
As this was his usual
hour for having a little confidential chat with Mrs. Sparsit, and as he had
already caught her eye and seen that she was going to ask him something, he
made a pretence of arranging the rulers, inkstands, and so forth, while that
lady went on with her tea, glancing through the open window, down into the
street.
’Has it been a busy
day, Bitzer?’ asked Mrs. Sparsit.
’Not a very busy day,
my lady. About an average day.’ He now and then slided into my lady, instead of
ma’am, as an involuntary acknowledgment of Mrs. Sparsit’s personal dignity and
claims to reverence.
’The clerks,’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, carefully brushing an imperceptible crumb of bread and butter from her
left-hand mitten, ’are trustworthy, punctual, and industrious, of course?’
’Yes, ma’am, pretty
fair, ma’am. With the usual exception.’
He held the respectable
office of general spy and informer in the establishment, for which volunteer
service he received a present at Christmas, over and above his weekly wage. He
had grown into an extremely clear-headed, cautious, prudent young man, who was
safe to rise in the world. His mind was so exactly regulated, that he had no
affections or passions. All his proceedings were the result of the nicest and
coldest calculation; and it was not without cause that Mrs. Sparsit habitually
observed of him, that he was a young man of the steadiest principle she had
ever known. Having satisfied himself, on his father’s death, that his mother
had a right of settlement in Coketown, this excellent young economist had
asserted that right for her with such a steadfast adherence to the principle of
the case, that she had been shut up in the workhouse ever since. It must be
admitted that he allowed her half a pound of tea a year, which was weak in him:
first, because all gifts have an inevitable tendency to pauperise the
recipient, and secondly, because his only reasonable transaction in that
commodity would have been to buy it for as little as he could possibly give,
and sell it for as much as he could possibly get; it having been clearly
ascertained by philosophers that in this is comprised the whole duty of man -
not a part of man’s duty, but the whole.
’Pretty fair, ma’am.
With the usual exception, ma’am,’ repeated Bitzer.
’Ah - h!’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, shaking her head over her tea-cup, and taking a long gulp.
’Mr. Thomas, ma’am, I
doubt Mr. Thomas very much, ma’am, I don’t like his ways at all.’
’Bitzer,’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, in a very impressive manner, ’do you recollect my having said anything
to you respecting names?’
’I beg your pardon, ma’am.
It’s quite true that you did object to names being used, and they’re always
best avoided.’
’Please to remember
that I have a charge here,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, with her air of state. ’I hold a
trust here, Bitzer, under Mr. Bounderby. However improbable both Mr. Bounderby
and myself might have deemed it years ago, that he would ever become my patron,
making me an annual compliment, I cannot but regard him in that light. From Mr.
Bounderby I have received every acknowledgment of my social station, and every
recognition of my family descent, that I could possibly expect. More, far more.
Therefore, to my patron I will be scrupulously true. And I do not consider, I
will not consider, I cannot consider,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, with a most extensive
stock on hand of honour and morality, ’that I should be scrupulously true, if I
allowed names to be mentioned under this roof, that are unfortunately - most
unfortunately - no doubt of that - connected with his.’
Bitzer knuckled his
forehead again, and again begged pardon.
’No, Bitzer,’ continued
Mrs. Sparsit, ’say an individual, and I will hear you; say Mr. Thomas, and you
must excuse me.’
’With the usual
exception, ma’am,’ said Bitzer, trying back, ’of an individual.’
’Ah - h!’ Mrs. Sparsit
repeated the ejaculation, the shake of the head over her tea-cup, and the long
gulp, as taking up the conversation again at the point where it had been
interrupted.
’An individual, ma’am,’
said Bitzer, ’has never been what he ought to have been, since he first came
into the place. He is a dissipated, extravagant idler. He is not worth his
salt, ma’am. He wouldn’t get it either, if he hadn’t a friend and relation at
court, ma’am!’
’Ah - h!’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, with another melancholy shake of her head.
’I only hope, ma’am,’
pursued Bitzer, ’that his friend and relation may not supply him with the means
of carrying on. Otherwise, ma’am, we know out of whose pocket that money comes.’
’Ah - h!’ sighed Mrs.
Sparsit again, with another melancholy shake of her head.
’He is to be pitied, ma’am.
The last party I have alluded to, is to be pitied, ma’am,’ said Bitzer.
’Yes, Bitzer,’ said
Mrs. Sparsit. ’I have always pitied the delusion, always.’
’As to an individual,
ma’am,’ said Bitzer, dropping his voice and drawing nearer, ’he is as
improvident as any of the people in this town. And you know what their
improvidence is, ma’am. No one could wish to know it better than a lady of your
eminence does.’
’They would do well,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, ’to take example by you, Bitzer.’
’Thank you, ma’am. But,
since you do refer to me, now look at me, ma’am. I have put by a little, ma’am,
already. That gratuity which I receive at Christmas, ma’am: I never touch it. I
don’t even go the length of my wages, though they’re not high, ma’am. Why can’t
they do as I have done, ma’am? What one person can do, another can do.’
This, again, was among
the fictions of Coketown. Any capitalist there, who had made sixty thousand
pounds out of sixpence, always professed to wonder why the sixty thousand nearest
Hands didn’t each make sixty thousand pounds out of sixpence, and more or less
reproached them every one for not accomplishing the little feat. What I did you
can do. Why don’t you go and do it?
’As to their wanting
recreations, ma’am,’ said Bitzer, ’it’s stuff and nonsense. I don’t want
recreations. I never did, and I never shall; I don’t like ’em. As to their
combining together; there are many of them, I have no doubt, that by watching
and informing upon one another could earn a trifle now and then, whether in
money or good will, and improve their livelihood. Then, why don’t they improve
it, ma’am! It’s the first consideration of a rational creature, and it’s what
they pretend to want.’
’Pretend indeed!’ said
Mrs. Sparsit.
’I am sure we are constantly
hearing, ma’am, till it becomes quite nauseous, concerning their wives and
families,’ said Bitzer. ’Why look at me, ma’am! I don’t want a wife and family.
Why should they?’
’Because they are
improvident,’ said Mrs. Sparsit.
’Yes, ma’am,’ returned
Bitzer, ’that’s where it is. If they were more provident and less perverse, ma’am,
what would they do? They would say, "While my hat covers my family,"
or "while my bonnet covers my family," - as the case might be, ma’am
- "I have only one to feed, and that’s the person I most like to
feed."’
’To be sure,’ assented
Mrs. Sparsit, eating muffin.
’Thank you, ma’am,’
said Bitzer, knuckling his forehead again, in return for the favour of Mrs.
Sparsit’s improving conversation. ’Would you wish a little more hot water, ma’am,
or is there anything else that I could fetch you?’
’Nothing just now,
Bitzer.’
’Thank you, ma’am. I
shouldn’t wish to disturb you at your meals, ma’am, particularly tea, knowing
your partiality for it,’ said Bitzer, craning a little to look over into the
street from where he stood; ’but there’s a gentleman been looking up here for a
minute or so, ma’am, and he has come across as if he was going to knock. That
is his knock, ma’am, no doubt.’
He stepped to the
window; and looking out, and drawing in his head again, confirmed himself with,
’Yes, ma’am. Would you wish the gentleman to be shown in, ma’am?’
’I don’t know who it
can be,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, wiping her mouth and arranging her mittens.
’A stranger, ma’am,
evidently.’
’What a stranger can
want at the Bank at this time of the evening, unless he comes upon some
business for which he is too late, I don’t know,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’but I
hold a charge in this establishment from Mr. Bounderby, and I will never shrink
from it. If to see him is any part of the duty I have accepted, I will see him.
Use your own discretion, Bitzer.’
Here the visitor, all
unconscious of Mrs. Sparsit’s magnanimous words, repeated his knock so loudly
that the light porter hastened down to open the door; while Mrs. Sparsit took
the precaution of concealing her little table, with all its appliances upon it,
in a cupboard, and then decamped up-stairs, that she might appear, if needful,
with the greater dignity.
’If you please, ma’am,
the gentleman would wish to see you,’ said Bitzer, with his light eye at Mrs.
Sparsit’s keyhole. So, Mrs. Sparsit, who had improved the interval by touching
up her cap, took her classical features down-stairs again, and entered the
board- room in the manner of a Roman matron going outside the city walls to
treat with an invading general.
The visitor having
strolled to the window, and being then engaged in looking carelessly out, was
as unmoved by this impressive entry as man could possibly be. He stood
whistling to himself with all imaginable coolness, with his hat still on, and a
certain air of exhaustion upon him, in part arising from excessive summer, and
in part from excessive gentility. For it was to be seen with half an eye that
he was a thorough gentleman, made to the model of the time; weary of
everything, and putting no more faith in anything than Lucifer.
’I believe, sir,’ quoth
Mrs. Sparsit, ’you wished to see me.’
’I beg your pardon,’ he
said, turning and removing his hat; ’pray excuse me.’
’Humph!’ thought Mrs.
Sparsit, as she made a stately bend. ’Five and thirty, good-looking, good
figure, good teeth, good voice, good breeding, well-dressed, dark hair, bold
eyes.’ All which Mrs. Sparsit observed in her womanly way - like the Sultan who
put his head in the pail of water - merely in dipping down and coming up again.
’Please to be seated,
sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit.
’Thank you. Allow me.’
He placed a chair for her, but remained himself carelessly lounging against the
table. ’I left my servant at the railway looking after the luggage - very heavy
train and vast quantity of it in the van - and strolled on, looking about me.
Exceedingly odd place. Will you allow me to ask you if it’s always as black as
this?’
’In general much
blacker,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit, in her uncompromising way.
’Is it possible! Excuse
me: you are not a native, I think?’
’No, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit. ’It was once my good or ill fortune, as it may be - before I
became a widow - to move in a very different sphere. My husband was a Powler.’
’Beg your pardon,
really!’ said the stranger. ’Was - ?’
Mrs. Sparsit repeated, ’A
Powler.’
’Powler Family,’ said
the stranger, after reflecting a few moments. Mrs. Sparsit signified assent.
The stranger seemed a little more fatigued than before.
’You must be very much
bored here?’ was the inference he drew from the communication.
’I am the servant of
circumstances, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’and I have long adapted myself to the
governing power of my life.’
’Very philosophical,’
returned the stranger, ’and very exemplary and laudable, and - ’ It seemed to
be scarcely worth his while to finish the sentence, so he played with his
watch-chain wearily.
’May I be permitted to
ask, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’to what I am indebted for the favour of - ’
’Assuredly,’ said the
stranger. ’Much obliged to you for reminding me. I am the bearer of a letter of
introduction to Mr. Bounderby, the banker. Walking through this extraordinarily
black town, while they were getting dinner ready at the hotel, I asked a fellow
whom I met; one of the working people; who appeared to have been taking a
shower-bath of something fluffy, which I assume to be the raw material - ’
Mrs. Sparsit inclined
her head.
’ - Raw material -
where Mr. Bounderby, the banker, might reside. Upon which, misled no doubt by
the word Banker, he directed me to the Bank. Fact being, I presume, that Mr.
Bounderby the Banker does not reside in the edifice in which I have the honour
of offering this explanation?’
’No, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit, ’he does not.’
’Thank you. I had no
intention of delivering my letter at the present moment, nor have I. But
strolling on to the Bank to kill time, and having the good fortune to observe
at the window,’ towards which he languidly waved his hand, then slightly bowed,
’a lady of a very superior and agreeable appearance, I considered that I could
not do better than take the liberty of asking that lady where Mr. Bounderby the
Banker does live. Which I accordingly venture, with all suitable apologies, to
do.’
The inattention and
indolence of his manner were sufficiently relieved, to Mrs. Sparsit’s thinking,
by a certain gallantry at ease, which offered her homage too. Here he was, for
instance, at this moment, all but sitting on the table, and yet lazily bending
over her, as if he acknowledged an attraction in her that made her charming -
in her way.
’Banks, I know, are
always suspicious, and officially must be,’ said the stranger, whose lightness
and smoothness of speech were pleasant likewise; suggesting matter far more
sensible and humorous than it ever contained - which was perhaps a shrewd
device of the founder of this numerous sect, whosoever may have been that great
man: ’therefore I may observe that my letter - here it is - is from the member
for this place - Gradgrind - whom I have had the pleasure of knowing in London.’
Mrs. Sparsit recognized
the hand, intimated that such confirmation was quite unnecessary, and gave Mr.
Bounderby’s address, with all needful clues and directions in aid.
’Thousand thanks,’ said
the stranger. ’Of course you know the Banker well?’
’Yes, sir,’ rejoined
Mrs. Sparsit. ’In my dependent relation towards him, I have known him ten
years.’
’Quite an eternity! I
think he married Gradgrind’s daughter?’
’Yes,’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, suddenly compressing her mouth, ’he had that - honour.’
’The lady is quite a
philosopher, I am told?’
’Indeed, sir,’ said
Mrs. Sparsit. ’Is she?’
’Excuse my impertinent
curiosity,’ pursued the stranger, fluttering over Mrs. Sparsit’s eyebrows, with
a propitiatory air, ’but you know the family, and know the world. I am about to
know the family, and may have much to do with them. Is the lady so very
alarming? Her father gives her such a portentously hard-headed reputation, that
I have a burning desire to know. Is she absolutely unapproachable? Repellently
and stunningly clever? I see, by your meaning smile, you think not. You have
poured balm into my anxious soul. As to age, now. Forty? Five and thirty?’
Mrs. Sparsit laughed
outright. ’A chit,’ said she. ’Not twenty when she was married.’
’I give you my honour,
Mrs. Powler,’ returned the stranger, detaching himself from the table, ’that I
never was so astonished in my life!’
It really did seem to
impress him, to the utmost extent of his capacity of being impressed. He looked
at his informant for full a quarter of a minute, and appeared to have the
surprise in his mind all the time. ’I assure you, Mrs. Powler,’ he then said,
much exhausted, ’that the father’s manner prepared me for a grim and stony
maturity. I am obliged to you, of all things, for correcting so absurd a
mistake. Pray excuse my intrusion. Many thanks. Good day!’
He bowed himself out;
and Mrs. Sparsit, hiding in the window curtain, saw him languishing down the
street on the shady side of the way, observed of all the town.
’What do you think of
the gentleman, Bitzer?’ she asked the light porter, when he came to take away.
’Spends a deal of money
on his dress, ma’am.’
’It must be admitted,’
said Mrs. Sparsit, ’that it’s very tasteful.’
’Yes, ma’am,’ returned
Bitzer, ’if that’s worth the money.’
’Besides which, ma’am,’
resumed Bitzer, while he was polishing the table, ’he looks to me as if he
gamed.’
’It’s immoral to game,’
said Mrs. Sparsit.
’It’s ridiculous, ma’am,’
said Bitzer, ’because the chances are against the players.’
Whether it was that the
heat prevented Mrs. Sparsit from working, or whether it was that her hand was
out, she did no work that night. She sat at the window, when the sun began to
sink behind the smoke; she sat there, when the smoke was burning red, when the
colour faded from it, when darkness seemed to rise slowly out of the ground,
and creep upward, upward, up to the house-tops, up the church steeple, up to
the summits of the factory chimneys, up to the sky. Without a candle in the
room, Mrs. Sparsit sat at the window, with her hands before her, not thinking
much of the sounds of evening; the whooping of boys, the barking of dogs, the
rumbling of wheels, the steps and voices of passengers, the shrill street
cries, the clogs upon the pavement when it was their hour for going by, the
shutting-up of shop-shutters. Not until the light porter announced that her
nocturnal sweetbread was ready, did Mrs. Sparsit arouse herself from her
reverie, and convey her dense black eyebrows - by that time creased with
meditation, as if they needed ironing out-up-stairs.
’O, you Fool!’ said
Mrs. Sparsit, when she was alone at her supper. Whom she meant, she did not
say; but she could scarcely have meant the sweetbread.
THE Gradgrind party
wanted assistance in cutting the throats of the Graces. They went about
recruiting; and where could they enlist recruits more hopefully, than among the
fine gentlemen who, having found out everything to be worth nothing, were
equally ready for anything?
Moreover, the healthy
spirits who had mounted to this sublime height were attractive to many of the
Gradgrind school. They liked fine gentlemen; they pretended that they did not,
but they did. They became exhausted in imitation of them; and they yaw-yawed in
their speech like them; and they served out, with an enervated air, the little
mouldy rations of political economy, on which they regaled their disciples.
There never before was seen on earth such a wonderful hybrid race as was thus
produced.
Among the fine
gentlemen not regularly belonging to the Gradgrind school, there was one of a
good family and a better appearance, with a happy turn of humour which had told
immensely with the House of Commons on the occasion of his entertaining it with
his (and the Board of Directors) view of a railway accident, in which the most
careful officers ever known, employed by the most liberal managers ever heard
of, assisted by the finest mechanical contrivances ever devised, the whole in
action on the best line ever constructed, had killed five people and wounded
thirty-two, by a casualty without which the excellence of the whole system
would have been positively incomplete. Among the slain was a cow, and among the
scattered articles unowned, a widow’s cap. And the honourable member had so
tickled the House (which has a delicate sense of humour) by putting the cap on
the cow, that it became impatient of any serious reference to the Coroner’s
Inquest, and brought the railway off with Cheers and Laughter.
Now, this gentleman had
a younger brother of still better appearance than himself, who had tried life
as a Cornet of Dragoons, and found it a bore; and had afterwards tried it in
the train of an English minister abroad, and found it a bore; and had then
strolled to Jerusalem, and got bored there; and had then gone yachting about
the world, and got bored everywhere. To whom this honourable and jocular,
member fraternally said one day, ’Jem, there’s a good opening among the hard
Fact fellows, and they want men. I wonder you don’t go in for statistics.’ Jem,
rather taken by the novelty of the idea, and very hard up for a change, was as
ready to ’go in’ for statistics as for anything else. So, he went in. He coached
himself up with a blue-book or two; and his brother put it about among the hard
Fact fellows, and said, ’If you want to bring in, for any place, a handsome dog
who can make you a devilish good speech, look after my brother Jem, for he’s
your man.’ After a few dashes in the public meeting way, Mr. Gradgrind and a
council of political sages approved of Jem, and it was resolved to send him
down to Coketown, to become known there and in the neighbourhood. Hence the
letter Jem had last night shown to Mrs. Sparsit, which Mr. Bounderby now held
in his hand; superscribed, ’Josiah Bounderby, Esquire, Banker, Coketown.
Specially to introduce James Harthouse, Esquire. Thomas Gradgrind.’
Within an hour of the
receipt of this dispatch and Mr. James Harthouse’s card, Mr. Bounderby put on
his hat and went down to the Hotel. There he found Mr. James Harthouse looking
out of window, in a state of mind so disconsolate, that he was already half-
disposed to ’go in’ for something else.
’My name, sir,’ said
his visitor, ’is Josiah Bounderby, of Coketown.’
Mr. James Harthouse was
very happy indeed (though he scarcely looked so) to have a pleasure he had long
expected.
’Coketown, sir,’ said
Bounderby, obstinately taking a chair, ’is not the kind of place you have been accustomed
to. Therefore, if you will allow me - or whether you will or not, for I am a
plain man - I’ll tell you something about it before we go any further.’
Mr. Harthouse would be
charmed.
’Don’t be too sure of
that,’ said Bounderby. ’I don’t promise it. First of all, you see our smoke.
That’s meat and drink to us. It’s the healthiest thing in the world in all
respects, and particularly for the lungs. If you are one of those who want us
to consume it, I differ from you. We are not going to wear the bottoms of our
boilers out any faster than we wear ’em out now, for all the humbugging
sentiment in Great Britain and Ireland.’
By way of ’going in’ to
the fullest extent, Mr. Harthouse rejoined, ’Mr. Bounderby, I assure you I am
entirely and completely of your way of thinking. On conviction.’
’I am glad to hear it,’
said Bounderby. ’Now, you have heard a lot of talk about the work in our mills,
no doubt. You have? Very good. I’ll state the fact of it to you. It’s the
pleasantest work there is, and it’s the lightest work there is, and it’s the
best- paid work there is. More than that, we couldn’t improve the mills
themselves, unless we laid down Turkey carpets on the floors. Which we’re not
a-going to do.’
’Mr. Bounderby,
perfectly right.’
’Lastly,’ said
Bounderby, ’as to our Hands. There’s not a Hand in this town, sir, man, woman,
or child, but has one ultimate object in life. That object is, to be fed on
turtle soup and venison with a gold spoon. Now, they’re not a-going - none of ’em
- ever to be fed on turtle soup and venison with a gold spoon. And now you know
the place.’
Mr. Harthouse professed
himself in the highest degree instructed and refreshed, by this condensed
epitome of the whole Coketown question.
’Why, you see,’ replied
Mr. Bounderby, ’it suits my disposition to have a full understanding with a
man, particularly with a public man, when I make his acquaintance. I have only
one thing more to say to you, Mr. Harthouse, before assuring you of the
pleasure with which I shall respond, to the utmost of my poor ability, to my
friend Tom Gradgrind’s letter of introduction. You are a man of family. Don’t
you deceive yourself by supposing for a moment that I am a man of family. I am
a bit of dirty riff-raff, and a genuine scrap of tag, rag, and bobtail.’
If anything could have
exalted Jem’s interest in Mr. Bounderby, it would have been this very
circumstance. Or, so he told him.
’So now,’ said
Bounderby, ’we may shake hands on equal terms. I say, equal terms, because
although I know what I am, and the exact depth of the gutter I have lifted
myself out of, better than any man does, I am as proud as you are. I am just as
proud as you are. Having now asserted my independence in a proper manner, I may
come to how do you find yourself, and I hope you’re pretty well.’
The better, Mr.
Harthouse gave him to understand as they shook hands, for the salubrious air of
Coketown. Mr. Bounderby received the answer with favour.
’Perhaps you know,’
said he, ’or perhaps you don’t know, I married Tom Gradgrind’s daughter. If you
have nothing better to do than to walk up town with me, I shall be glad to
introduce you to Tom Gradgrind’s daughter.’
’Mr. Bounderby,’ said
Jem, ’you anticipate my dearest wishes.’
They went out without
further discourse; and Mr. Bounderby piloted the new acquaintance who so
strongly contrasted with him, to the private red brick dwelling, with the black
outside shutters, the green inside blinds, and the black street door up the two
white steps. In the drawing-room of which mansion, there presently entered to
them the most remarkable girl Mr. James Harthouse had ever seen. She was so
constrained, and yet so careless; so reserved, and yet so watchful; so cold and
proud, and yet so sensitively ashamed of her husband’s braggart humility - from
which she shrunk as if every example of it were a cut or a blow; that it was
quite a new sensation to observe her. In face she was no less remarkable than
in manner. Her features were handsome; but their natural play was so locked up,
that it seemed impossible to guess at their genuine expression. Utterly
indifferent, perfectly self- reliant, never at a loss, and yet never at her
ease, with her figure in company with them there, and her mind apparently quite
alone - it was of no use ’going in’ yet awhile to comprehend this girl, for she
baffled all penetration.
From the mistress of
the house, the visitor glanced to the house itself. There was no mute sign of a
woman in the room. No graceful little adornment, no fanciful little device,
however trivial, anywhere expressed her influence. Cheerless and comfortless,
boastfully and doggedly rich, there the room stared at its present occupants,
unsoftened and unrelieved by the least trace of any womanly occupation. As Mr.
Bounderby stood in the midst of his household gods, so those unrelenting
divinities occupied their places around Mr. Bounderby, and they were worthy of
one another, and well matched.
’This, sir,’ said
Bounderby, ’is my wife, Mrs. Bounderby: Tom Gradgrind’s eldest daughter. Loo,
Mr. James Harthouse. Mr. Harthouse has joined your father’s muster-roll. If he
is not Torn Gradgrind’s colleague before long, I believe we shall at least hear
of him in connexion with one of our neighbouring towns. You observe, Mr.
Harthouse, that my wife is my junior. I don’t know what she saw in me to marry
me, but she saw something in me, I suppose, or she wouldn’t have married me.
She has lots of expensive knowledge, sir, political and otherwise. If you want
to cram for anything, I should be troubled to recommend you to a better adviser
than Loo Bounderby.’
To a more agreeable
adviser, or one from whom he would be more likely to learn, Mr. Harthouse could
never be recommended.
’Come!’ said his host. ’If
you’re in the complimentary line, you’ll get on here, for you’ll meet with no
competition. I have never been in the way of learning compliments myself, and I
don’t profess to understand the art of paying ’em. In fact, despise ’em. But,
your bringing-up was different from mine; mine was a real thing, by George! You’re
a gentleman, and I don’t pretend to be one. I am Josiah Bounderby of Coketown,
and that’s enough for me. However, though I am not influenced by manners and
station, Loo Bounderby may be. She hadn’t my advantages - disadvantages you
would call ’em, but I call ’em advantages - so you’ll not waste your power, I
dare say.’
’Mr. Bounderby,’ said
Jem, turning with a smile to Louisa, ’is a noble animal in a comparatively
natural state, quite free from the harness in which a conventional hack like
myself works.’
’You respect Mr.
Bounderby very much,’ she quietly returned. ’It is natural that you should.’
He was disgracefully
thrown out, for a gentleman who had seen so much of the world, and thought, ’Now,
how am I to take this?’
’You are going to devote
yourself, as I gather from what Mr. Bounderby has said, to the service of your
country. You have made up your mind,’ said Louisa, still standing before him
where she had first stopped - in all the singular contrariety of her self-
possession, and her being obviously very ill at ease - ’to show the nation the
way out of all its difficulties.’
’Mrs. Bounderby,’ he
returned, laughing, ’upon my honour, no. I will make no such pretence to you. I
have seen a little, here and there, up and down; I have found it all to be very
worthless, as everybody has, and as some confess they have, and some do not;
and I am going in for your respected father’s opinions - really because I have
no choice of opinions, and may as well back them as anything else.’
’Have you none of your
own?’ asked Louisa.
’I have not so much as
the slightest predilection left. I assure you I attach not the least importance
to any opinions. The result of the varieties of boredom I have undergone, is a
conviction (unless conviction is too industrious a word for the lazy sentiment
I entertain on the subject), that any set of ideas will do just as much good as
any other set, and just as much harm as any other set. There’s an English
family with a charming Italian motto. What will be, will be. It’s the only
truth going!’
This vicious assumption
of honesty in dishonesty - a vice so dangerous, so deadly, and so common -
seemed, he observed, a little to impress her in his favour. He followed up the
advantage, by saying in his pleasantest manner: a manner to which she might
attach as much or as little meaning as she pleased: ’The side that can prove
anything in a line of units, tens, hundreds, and thousands, Mrs. Bounderby,
seems to me to afford the most fun, and to give a man the best chance. I am quite
as much attached to it as if I believed it. I am quite ready to go in for it,
to the same extent as if I believed it. And what more could I possibly do, if I
did believe it!’
’You are a singular
politician,’ said Louisa.
’Pardon me; I have not
even that merit. We are the largest party in the state, I assure you, Mrs.
Bounderby, if we all fell out of our adopted ranks and were reviewed together.’
Mr. Bounderby, who had
been in danger of bursting in silence, interposed here with a project for
postponing the family dinner till half-past six, and taking Mr. James Harthouse
in the meantime on a round of visits to the voting and interesting notabilities
of Coketown and its vicinity. The round of visits was made; and Mr. James
Harthouse, with a discreet use of his blue coaching, came off triumphantly,
though with a considerable accession of boredom.
In the evening, he
found the dinner-table laid for four, but they sat down only three. It was an
appropriate occasion for Mr. Bounderby to discuss the flavour of the hap’orth
of stewed eels he had purchased in the streets at eight years old; and also of
the inferior water, specially used for laying the dust, with which he had
washed down that repast. He likewise entertained his guest over the soup and
fish, with the calculation that he (Bounderby) had eaten in his youth at least
three horses under the guise of polonies and saveloys. These recitals, Jem, in
a languid manner, received with ’charming!’ every now and then; and they
probably would have decided him to ’go in’ for Jerusalem again to-morrow
morning, had he been less curious respecting Louisa.
’Is there nothing,’ he
thought, glancing at her as she sat at the head of the table, where her
youthful figure, small and slight, but very graceful, looked as pretty as it
looked misplaced; ’is there nothing that will move that face?’
Yes! By Jupiter, there
was something, and here it was, in an unexpected shape. Tom appeared. She
changed as the door opened, and broke into a beaming smile.
A beautiful smile. Mr.
James Harthouse might not have thought so much of it, but that he had wondered
so long at her impassive face. She put out her hand - a pretty little soft
hand; and her fingers closed upon her brother’s, as if she would have carried
them to her lips.
’Ay, ay?’ thought the
visitor. ’This whelp is the only creature she cares for. So, so!’
The whelp was
presented, and took his chair. The appellation was not flattering, but not
unmerited.
’When I was your age,
young Tom,’ said Bounderby, ’I was punctual, or I got no dinner!’
’When you were my age,’
resumed Tom, ’you hadn’t a wrong balance to get right, and hadn’t to dress
afterwards.’
’Never mind that now,’
said Bounderby.
’Well, then,’ grumbled
Tom. ’Don’t begin with me.’
’Mrs. Bounderby,’ said
Harthouse, perfectly hearing this under- strain as it went on; ’your brother’s
face is quite familiar to me. Can I have seen him abroad? Or at some public
school, perhaps?’
’No,’ she resumed,
quite interested, ’he has never been abroad yet, and was educated here, at
home. Tom, love, I am telling Mr. Harthouse that he never saw you abroad.’
’No such luck, sir,’
said Tom.
There was little enough
in him to brighten her face, for he was a sullen young fellow, and ungracious
in his manner even to her. So much the greater must have been the solitude of
her heart, and her need of some one on whom to bestow it. ’So much the more is
this whelp the only creature she has ever cared for,’ thought Mr. James
Harthouse, turning it over and over. ’So much the more. So much the more.’
Both in his sister’s
presence, and after she had left the room, the whelp took no pains to hide his
contempt for Mr. Bounderby, whenever he could indulge it without the
observation of that independent man, by making wry faces, or shutting one eye.
Without responding to these telegraphic communications, Mr. Harthouse
encouraged him much in the course of the evening, and showed an unusual liking
for him. At last, when he rose to return to his hotel, and was a little
doubtful whether he knew the way by night, the whelp immediately proffered his
services as guide, and turned out with him to escort him thither.
IT was very remarkable
that a young gentleman who had been brought up under one continuous system of
unnatural restraint, should be a hypocrite; but it was certainly the case with
Tom. It was very strange that a young gentleman who had never been left to his
own guidance for five consecutive minutes, should be incapable at last of
governing himself; but so it was with Tom. It was altogether unaccountable that
a young gentleman whose imagination had been strangled in his cradle, should be
still inconvenienced by its ghost in the form of grovelling sensualities; but
such a monster, beyond all doubt, was Tom.
’Do you smoke?’ asked
Mr. James Harthouse, when they came to the hotel.
’I believe you!’ said
Tom.
He could do no less
than ask Tom up; and Tom could do no less than go up. What with a cooling drink
adapted to the weather, but not so weak as cool; and what with a rarer tobacco
than was to be bought in those parts; Tom was soon in a highly free and easy
state at his end of the sofa, and more than ever disposed to admire his new
friend at the other end.
Tom blew his smoke
aside, after he had been smoking a little while, and took an observation of his
friend. ’He don’t seem to care about his dress,’ thought Tom, ’and yet how
capitally he does it. What an easy swell he is!’
Mr. James Harthouse,
happening to catch Tom’s eye, remarked that he drank nothing, and filled his
glass with his own negligent hand.
’Thank’ee,’ said Tom. ’Thank’ee.
Well, Mr. Harthouse, I hope you have had about a dose of old Bounderby
to-night.’ Tom said this with one eye shut up again, and looking over his glass
knowingly, at his entertainer.
’A very good fellow
indeed!’ returned Mr. James Harthouse.
’You think so, don’t
you?’ said Tom. And shut up his eye again.
Mr. James Harthouse
smiled; and rising from his end of the sofa, and lounging with his back against
the chimney-piece, so that he stood before the empty fire-grate as he smoked,
in front of Tom and looking down at him, observed:
’What a comical
brother-in-law you are!’
’What a comical
brother-in-law old Bounderby is, I think you mean,’ said Tom.
’You are a piece of caustic,
Tom,’ retorted Mr. James Harthouse.
There was something so
very agreeable in being so intimate with such a waistcoat; in being called Tom,
in such an intimate way, by such a voice; in being on such off-hand terms so
soon, with such a pair of whiskers; that Tom was uncommonly pleased with
himself.
’Oh! I don’t care for
old Bounderby,’ said he, ’if you mean that. I have always called old Bounderby
by the same name when I have talked about him, and I have always thought of him
in the same way. I am not going to begin to be polite now, about old Bounderby.
It would be rather late in the day.’
’Don’t mind me,’
returned James; ’but take care when his wife is by, you know.’
’His wife?’ said Tom. ’My
sister Loo? O yes!’ And he laughed, and took a little more of the cooling
drink.
James Harthouse
continued to lounge in the same place and attitude, smoking his cigar in his
own easy way, and looking pleasantly at the whelp, as if he knew himself to be
a kind of agreeable demon who had only to hover over him, and he must give up
his whole soul if required. It certainly did seem that the whelp yielded to
this influence. He looked at his companion sneakingly, he looked at him
admiringly, he looked at him boldly, and put up one leg on the sofa.
’My sister Loo?’ said
Tom. ’She never cared for old Bounderby.’
’That’s the past tense,
Tom,’ returned Mr. James Harthouse, striking the ash from his cigar with his
little finger. ’We are in the present tense, now.’
’Verb neuter, not to
care. Indicative mood, present tense. First person singular, I do not care;
second person singular, thou dost not care; third person singular, she does not
care,’ returned Tom.
’Good! Very quaint!’
said his friend. ’Though you don’t mean it.’
’But I do mean it,’
cried Tom. ’Upon my honour! Why, you won’t tell me, Mr. Harthouse, that you
really suppose my sister Loo does care for old Bounderby.’
’My dear fellow,’
returned the other, ’what am I bound to suppose, when I find two married people
living in harmony and happiness?’
Tom had by this time
got both his legs on the sofa. If his second leg had not been already there
when he was called a dear fellow, he would have put it up at that great stage
of the conversation. Feeling it necessary to do something then, he stretched
himself out at greater length, and, reclining with the back of his head on the
end of the sofa, and smoking with an infinite assumption of negligence, turned
his common face, and not too sober eyes, towards the face looking down upon him
so carelessly yet so potently.
’You know our governor,
Mr. Harthouse,’ said Tom, ’and therefore, you needn’t be surprised that Loo
married old Bounderby. She never had a lover, and the governor proposed old
Bounderby, and she took him.’
’Very dutiful in your
interesting sister,’ said Mr. James Harthouse.
’Yes, but she wouldn’t
have been as dutiful, and it would not have come off as easily,’ returned the
whelp, ’if it hadn’t been for me.’
The tempter merely
lifted his eyebrows; but the whelp was obliged to go on.
’I persuaded her,’ he
said, with an edifying air of superiority. ’I was stuck into old Bounderby’s
bank (where I never wanted to be), and I knew I should get into scrapes there,
if she put old Bounderby’s pipe out; so I told her my wishes, and she came into
them. She would do anything for me. It was very game of her, wasn’t it?’
’It was charming, Tom!’
’Not that it was
altogether so important to her as it was to me,’ continued Tom coolly, ’because
my liberty and comfort, and perhaps my getting on, depended on it; and she had
no other lover, and staying at home was like staying in jail - especially when
I was gone. It wasn’t as if she gave up another lover for old Bounderby; but
still it was a good thing in her.’
’Perfectly delightful.
And she gets on so placidly.’
’Oh,’ returned Tom,
with contemptuous patronage, ’she’s a regular girl. A girl can get on anywhere.
She has settled down to the life, and she don’t mind. It does just as well as
another. Besides, though Loo is a girl, she’s not a common sort of girl. She
can shut herself up within herself, and think - as I have often known her sit
and watch the fire - for an hour at a stretch.’
’Ay, ay? Has resources
of her own,’ said Harthouse, smoking quietly.
’Not so much of that as
you may suppose,’ returned Tom; ’for our governor had her crammed with all
sorts of dry bones and sawdust. It’s his system.’
’Formed his daughter on
his own model?’ suggested Harthouse.
’His daughter? Ah! and
everybody else. Why, he formed Me that way!’ said Tom.
’Impossible!’
’He did, though,’ said
Tom, shaking his head. ’I mean to say, Mr. Harthouse, that when I first left
home and went to old Bounderby’s, I was as flat as a warming-pan, and knew no
more about life, than any oyster does.’
’Come, Tom! I can
hardly believe that. A joke’s a joke.’
’Upon my soul!’ said
the whelp. ’I am serious; I am indeed!’ He smoked with great gravity and
dignity for a little while, and then added, in a highly complacent tone, ’Oh! I
have picked up a little since. I don’t deny that. But I have done it myself; no
thanks to the governor.’
’And your intelligent
sister?’
’My intelligent sister
is about where she was. She used to complain to me that she had nothing to fall
back upon, that girls usually fall back upon; and I don’t see how she is to
have got over that since. But she don’t mind,’ he sagaciously added, puffing at
his cigar again. ’Girls can always get on, somehow.’
’Calling at the Bank
yesterday evening, for Mr. Bounderby’s address, I found an ancient lady there,
who seems to entertain great admiration for your sister,’ observed Mr. James
Harthouse, throwing away the last small remnant of the cigar he had now smoked
out.
’Mother Sparsit!’ said
Tom. ’What! you have seen her already, have you?’
His friend nodded. Tom
took his cigar out of his mouth, to shut up his eye (which had grown rather
unmanageable) with the greater expression, and to tap his nose several times
with his finger.
’Mother Sparsit’s
feeling for Loo is more than admiration, I should think,’ said Tom. ’Say
affection and devotion. Mother Sparsit never set her cap at Bounderby when he
was a bachelor. Oh no!’
These were the last
words spoken by the whelp, before a giddy drowsiness came upon him, followed by
complete oblivion. He was roused from the latter state by an uneasy dream of
being stirred up with a boot, and also of a voice saying: ’Come, it’s late. Be
off!’
’Well!’ he said,
scrambling from the sofa. ’I must take my leave of you though. I say. Yours is
very good tobacco. But it’s too mild.’
’Yes, it’s too mild,’
returned his entertainer.
’It’s - it’s
ridiculously mild,’ said Tom. ’Where’s the door! Good night!’
’He had another odd
dream of being taken by a waiter through a mist, which, after giving him some
trouble and difficulty, resolved itself into the main street, in which he stood
alone. He then walked home pretty easily, though not yet free from an
impression of the presence and influence of his new friend - as if he were
lounging somewhere in the air, in the same negligent attitude, regarding him
with the same look.
The whelp went home,
and went to bed. If he had had any sense of what he had done that night, and
had been less of a whelp and more of a brother, he might have turned short on
the road, might have gone down to the ill-smelling river that was dyed black,
might have gone to bed in it for good and all, and have curtained his head for
ever with its filthy waters.
’OH, my friends, the
down-trodden operatives of Coketown! Oh, my friends and fellow-countrymen, the
slaves of an iron-handed and a grinding despotism! Oh, my friends and
fellow-sufferers, and fellow-workmen, and fellow-men! I tell you that the hour
is come, when we must rally round one another as One united power, and crumble
into dust the oppressors that too long have battened upon the plunder of our
families, upon the sweat of our brows, upon the labour of our hands, upon the
strength of our sinews, upon the God- created glorious rights of Humanity, and
upon the holy and eternal privileges of Brotherhood!’
’Good!’ ’Hear, hear,
hear!’ ’Hurrah!’ and other cries, arose in many voices from various parts of
the densely crowded and suffocatingly close Hall, in which the orator, perched
on a stage, delivered himself of this and what other froth and fume he had in
him. He had declaimed himself into a violent heat, and was as hoarse as he was
hot. By dint of roaring at the top of his voice under a flaring gaslight,
clenching his fists, knitting his brows, setting his teeth, and pounding with
his arms, he had taken so much out of himself by this time, that he was brought
to a stop, and called for a glass of water.
As he stood there,
trying to quench his fiery face with his drink of water, the comparison between
the orator and the crowd of attentive faces turned towards him, was extremely
to his disadvantage. Judging him by Nature’s evidence, he was above the mass in
very little but the stage on which he stood. In many great respects he was
essentially below them. He was not so honest, he was not so manly, he was not
so good-humoured; he substituted cunning for their simplicity, and passion for
their safe solid sense. An ill-made, high-shouldered man, with lowering brows,
and his features crushed into an habitually sour expression, he contrasted most
unfavourably, even in his mongrel dress, with the great body of his hearers in
their plain working clothes. Strange as it always is to consider any assembly
in the act of submissively resigning itself to the dreariness of some
complacent person, lord or commoner, whom three-fourths of it could, by no
human means, raise out of the slough of inanity to their own intellectual
level, it was particularly strange, and it was even particularly affecting, to
see this crowd of earnest faces, whose honesty in the main no competent
observer free from bias could doubt, so agitated by such a leader.
Good! Hear, hear!
Hurrah! The eagerness both of attention and intention, exhibited in all the
countenances, made them a most impressive sight. There was no carelessness, no languor,
no idle curiosity; none of the many shades of indifference to be seen in all
other assemblies, visible for one moment there. That every man felt his
condition to be, somehow or other, worse than it might be; that every man
considered it incumbent on him to join the rest, towards the making of it
better; that every man felt his only hope to be in his allying himself to the
comrades by whom he was surrounded; and that in this belief, right or wrong
(unhappily wrong then), the whole of that crowd were gravely, deeply,
faithfully in earnest; must have been as plain to any one who chose to see what
was there, as the bare beams of the roof and the whitened brick walls. Nor
could any such spectator fail to know in his own breast, that these men,
through their very delusions, showed great qualities, susceptible of being
turned to the happiest and best account; and that to pretend (on the strength
of sweeping axioms, howsoever cut and dried) that they went astray wholly
without cause, and of their own irrational wills, was to pretend that there
could be smoke without fire, death without birth, harvest without seed,
anything or everything produced from nothing.
The orator having
refreshed himself, wiped his corrugated forehead from left to right several
times with his handkerchief folded into a pad, and concentrated all his revived
forces, in a sneer of great disdain and bitterness.
’But oh, my friends and
brothers! Oh, men and Englishmen, the down-trodden operatives of Coketown! What
shall we say of that man - that working-man, that I should find it necessary so
to libel the glorious name - who, being practically and well acquainted with
the grievances and wrongs of you, the injured pith and marrow of this land, and
having heard you, with a noble and majestic unanimity that will make Tyrants
tremble, resolve for to subscribe to the funds of the United Aggregate
Tribunal, and to abide by the injunctions issued by that body for your benefit,
whatever they may be - what, I ask you, will you say of that working-man, since
such I must acknowledge him to be, who, at such a time, deserts his post, and
sells his flag; who, at such a time, turns a traitor and a craven and a
recreant, who, at such a time, is not ashamed to make to you the dastardly and
humiliating avowal that he will hold himself aloof, and will not be one of
those associated in the gallant stand for Freedom and for Right?’
The assembly was
divided at this point. There were some groans and hisses, but the general sense
of honour was much too strong for the condemnation of a man unheard. ’Be sure
you’re right, Slackbridge!’ ’Put him up!’ ’Let’s hear him!’ Such things were
said on many sides. Finally, one strong voice called out, ’Is the man heer? If
the man’s heer, Slackbridge, let’s hear the man himseln, ’stead o’ yo.’ Which
was received with a round of applause.
Slackbridge, the
orator, looked about him with a withering smile; and, holding out his right
hand at arm’s length (as the manner of all Slackbridges is), to still the
thundering sea, waited until there was a profound silence.
’Oh, my friends and
fellow-men!’ said Slackbridge then, shaking his head with violent scorn, ’I do
not wonder that you, the prostrate sons of labour, are incredulous of the
existence of such a man. But he who sold his birthright for a mess of pottage
existed, and Judas Iscariot existed, and Castlereagh existed, and this man
exists!’
Here, a brief press and
confusion near the stage, ended in the man himself standing at the orator’s
side before the concourse. He was pale and a little moved in the face - his
lips especially showed it; but he stood quiet, with his left hand at his chin,
waiting to be heard. There was a chairman to regulate the proceedings, and this
functionary now took the case into his own hands.
’My friends,’ said he, ’by
virtue o’ my office as your president, I askes o’ our friend Slackbridge, who
may be a little over hetter in this business, to take his seat, whiles this man
Stephen Blackpool is heern. You all know this man Stephen Blackpool. You know him
awlung o’ his misfort’ns, and his good name.’
With that, the chairman
shook him frankly by the hand, and sat down again. Slackbridge likewise sat
down, wiping his hot forehead - always from left to right, and never the
reverse way.
’My friends,’ Stephen
began, in the midst of a dead calm; ’I ha’ hed what’s been spok’n o’ me, and ’tis
lickly that I shan’t mend it. But I’d liefer you’d hearn the truth concernin
myseln, fro my lips than fro onny other man’s, though I never cud’n speak afore
so monny, wi’out bein moydert and muddled.’
Slackbridge shook his
head as if he would shake it off, in his bitterness.
’I’m th’ one single
Hand in Bounderby’s mill, o’ a’ the men theer, as don’t coom in wi’ th’
proposed reg’lations. I canna coom in wi’ ’em. My friends, I doubt their doin’
yo onny good. Licker they’ll do yo hurt.’
Slackbridge laughed,
folded his arms, and frowned sarcastically.
’But ’t an’t sommuch
for that as I stands out. If that were aw, I’d coom in wi’ th’ rest. But I ha’
my reasons - mine, yo see - for being hindered; not on’y now, but awlus - awlus
- life long!’
Slackbridge jumped up
and stood beside him, gnashing and tearing. ’Oh, my friends, what but this did
I tell you? Oh, my fellow- countrymen, what warning but this did I give you? And
how shows this recreant conduct in a man on whom unequal laws are known to have
fallen heavy? Oh, you Englishmen, I ask you how does this subornation show in
one of yourselves, who is thus consenting to his own undoing and to yours, and
to your children’s and your children’s children’s?’
There was some
applause, and some crying of Shame upon the man; but the greater part of the
audience were quiet. They looked at Stephen’s worn face, rendered more pathetic
by the homely emotions it evinced; and, in the kindness of their nature, they
were more sorry than indignant.
’’Tis this Delegate’s
trade for t’ speak,’ said Stephen, ’an’ he’s paid for ’t, an’ he knows his
work. Let him keep to ’t. Let him give no heed to what I ha had’n to bear. That’s
not for him. That’s not for nobbody but me.’
There was a propriety,
not to say a dignity in these words, that made the hearers yet more quiet and
attentive. The same strong voice called out, ’Slackbridge, let the man be
heern, and howd thee tongue!’ Then the place was wonderfully still.
’My brothers,’ said
Stephen, whose low voice was distinctly heard, ’and my fellow-workmen - for
that yo are to me, though not, as I knows on, to this delegate here - I ha but
a word to sen, and I could sen nommore if I was to speak till Strike o’ day. I
know weel, aw what’s afore me. I know weel that yo aw resolve to ha nommore ado
wi’ a man who is not wi’ yo in this matther. I know weel that if I was a lyin
parisht i’ th’ road, yo’d feel it right to pass me by, as a forrenner and stranger.
What I ha getn, I mun mak th’ best on.’
’Stephen Blackpool,’
said the chairman, rising, ’think on ’t agen. Think on ’t once agen, lad, afore
thou’rt shunned by aw owd friends.’
There was an universal
murmur to the same effect, though no man articulated a word. Every eye was
fixed on Stephen’s face. To repent of his determination, would be to take a
load from all their minds. He looked around him, and knew that it was so. Not a
grain of anger with them was in his heart; he knew them, far below their
surface weaknesses and misconceptions, as no one but their fellow- labourer
could.
’I ha thowt on ’t,
above a bit, sir. I simply canna coom in. I mun go th’ way as lays afore me. I
mun tak my leave o’ aw heer.’
He made a sort of
reverence to them by holding up his arms, and stood for the moment in that
attitude; not speaking until they slowly dropped at his sides.
’Monny’s the pleasant
word as soom heer has spok’n wi’ me; monny’s the face I see heer, as I first
seen when I were yoong and lighter heart’n than now. I ha’ never had no fratch
afore, sin ever I were born, wi’ any o’ my like; Gonnows I ha’ none now that’s
o’ my makin’. Yo’ll ca’ me traitor and that - yo I mean t’ say,’ addressing
Slackbridge, ’but ’tis easier to ca’ than mak’ out. So let be.’
He had moved away a
pace or two to come down from the platform, when he remembered something he had
not said, and returned again.
’Haply,’ he said,
turning his furrowed face slowly about, that he might as it were individually
address the whole audience, those both near and distant; ’haply, when this
question has been tak’n up and discoosed, there’ll be a threat to turn out if I’m
let to work among yo. I hope I shall die ere ever such a time cooms, and I
shall work solitary among yo unless it cooms - truly, I mun do ’t, my friends;
not to brave yo, but to live. I ha nobbut work to live by; and wheerever can I
go, I who ha worked sin I were no heighth at aw, in Coketown heer? I mak’ no
complaints o’ bein turned to the wa’, o’ bein outcasten and overlooken fro this
time forrard, but hope I shall be let to work. If there is any right for me at
aw, my friends, I think ’tis that.’
Not a word was spoken.
Not a sound was audible in the building, but the slight rustle of men moving a
little apart, all along the centre of the room, to open a means of passing out,
to the man with whom they had all bound themselves to renounce companionship.
Looking at no one, and going his way with a lowly steadiness upon him that
asserted nothing and sought nothing, Old Stephen, with all his troubles on his
head, left the scene.
Then Slackbridge, who
had kept his oratorical arm extended during the going out, as if he were
repressing with infinite solicitude and by a wonderful moral power the vehement
passions of the multitude, applied himself to raising their spirits. Had not
the Roman Brutus, oh, my British countrymen, condemned his son to death; and
had not the Spartan mothers, oh my soon to be victorious friends, driven their
flying children on the points of their enemies’ swords? Then was it not the
sacred duty of the men of Coketown, with forefathers before them, an admiring
world in company with them, and a posterity to come after them, to hurl out
traitors from the tents they had pitched in a sacred and a God-like cause? The
winds of heaven answered Yes; and bore Yes, east, west, north, and south. And
consequently three cheers for the United Aggregate Tribunal!
Slackbridge acted as
fugleman, and gave the time. The multitude of doubtful faces (a little
conscience-stricken) brightened at the sound, and took it up. Private feeling
must yield to the common cause. Hurrah! The roof yet vibrated with the
cheering, when the assembly dispersed.
Thus easily did Stephen
Blackpool fall into the loneliest of lives, the life of solitude among a
familiar crowd. The stranger in the land who looks into ten thousand faces for
some answering look and never finds it, is in cheering society as compared with
him who passes ten averted faces daily, that were once the countenances of friends.
Such experience was to be Stephen’s now, in every waking moment of his life; at
his work, on his way to it and from it, at his door, at his window, everywhere.
By general consent, they even avoided that side of the street on which he
habitually walked; and left it, of all the working men, to him only.
He had been for many
years, a quiet silent man, associating but little with other men, and used to
companionship with his own thoughts. He had never known before the strength of
the want in his heart for the frequent recognition of a nod, a look, a word; or
the immense amount of relief that had been poured into it by drops through such
small means. It was even harder than he could have believed possible, to
separate in his own conscience his abandonment by all his fellows from a
baseless sense of shame and disgrace.
The first four days of
his endurance were days so long and heavy, that he began to be appalled by the
prospect before him. Not only did he see no Rachael all the time, but he
avoided every chance of seeing her; for, although he knew that the prohibition
did not yet formally extend to the women working in the factories, he found
that some of them with whom he was acquainted were changed to him, and he
feared to try others, and dreaded that Rachael might be even singled out from
the rest if she were seen in his company. So, he had been quite alone during
the four days, and had spoken to no one, when, as he was leaving his work at
night, a young man of a very light complexion accosted him in the street.
’Your name’s Blackpool,
ain’t it?’ said the young man.
Stephen coloured to
find himself with his hat in his hand, in his gratitude for being spoken to, or
in the suddenness of it, or both. He made a feint of adjusting the lining, and
said, ’Yes.’
’You are the Hand they
have sent to Coventry, I mean?’ said Bitzer, the very light young man in
question.
Stephen answered ’Yes,’
again.
’I supposed so, from
their all appearing to keep away from you. Mr. Bounderby wants to speak to you.
You know his house, don’t you?’
Stephen said ’Yes,’
again.
’Then go straight up
there, will you?’ said Bitzer. ’You’re expected, and have only to tell the
servant it’s you. I belong to the Bank; so, if you go straight up without me (I
was sent to fetch you), you’ll save me a walk.’
Stephen, whose way had
been in the contrary direction, turned about, and betook himself as in duty
bound, to the red brick castle of the giant Bounderby.
’WELL, Stephen,’ said
Bounderby, in his windy manner, ’what’s this I hear? What have these pests of
the earth been doing to you? Come in, and speak up.’
It was into the
drawing-room that he was thus bidden. A tea-table was set out; and Mr.
Bounderby’s young wife, and her brother, and a great gentleman from London,
were present. To whom Stephen made his obeisance, closing the door and standing
near it, with his hat in his hand.
’This is the man I was
telling you about, Harthouse,’ said Mr. Bounderby. The gentleman he addressed,
who was talking to Mrs. Bounderby on the sofa, got up, saying in an indolent
way, ’Oh really?’ and dawdled to the hearthrug where Mr. Bounderby stood.
’Now,’ said Bounderby, ’speak
up!’
After the four days he
had passed, this address fell rudely and discordantly on Stephen’s ear. Besides
being a rough handling of his wounded mind, it seemed to assume that he really
was the self- interested deserter he had been called.
’What were it, sir,’
said Stephen, ’as yo were pleased to want wi’ me?’
’Why, I have told you,’
returned Bounderby. ’Speak up like a man, since you are a man, and tell us
about yourself and this Combination.’
’Wi’ yor pardon, sir,’
said Stephen Blackpool, ’I ha’ nowt to sen about it.’
Mr. Bounderby, who was
always more or less like a Wind, finding something in his way here, began to
blow at it directly.
’Now, look here,
Harthouse,’ said he, ’here’s a specimen of ’em. When this man was here once
before, I warned this man against the mischievous strangers who are always
about - and who ought to be hanged wherever they are found - and I told this
man that he was going in the wrong direction. Now, would you believe it, that
although they have put this mark upon him, he is such a slave to them still,
that he’s afraid to open his lips about them?’
’I sed as I had nowt to
sen, sir; not as I was fearfo’ o’ openin’ my lips.’
’You said! Ah! I know
what you said; more than that, I know what you mean, you see. Not always the
same thing, by the Lord Harry! Quite different things. You had better tell us
at once, that that fellow Slackbridge is not in the town, stirring up the
people to mutiny; and that he is not a regular qualified leader of the people:
that is, a most confounded scoundrel. You had better tell us so at once; you
can’t deceive me. You want to tell us so. Why don’t you?’
’I’m as sooary as yo,
sir, when the people’s leaders is bad,’ said Stephen, shaking his head. ’They
taks such as offers. Haply ’tis na’ the sma’est o’ their misfortuns when they
can get no better.’
The wind began to get
boisterous.
’Now, you’ll think this
pretty well, Harthouse,’ said Mr. Bounderby. ’You’ll think this tolerably
strong. You’ll say, upon my soul this is a tidy specimen of what my friends
have to deal with; but this is nothing, sir! You shall hear me ask this man a
question. Pray, Mr. Blackpool’ - wind springing up very fast - ’may I take the
liberty of asking you how it happens that you refused to be in this
Combination?’
’How ’t happens?’
’Ah!’ said Mr.
Bounderby, with his thumbs in the arms of his coat, and jerking his head and
shutting his eyes in confidence with the opposite wall: ’how it happens.’
’I’d leefer not coom to
’t, sir; but sin you put th’ question - an’ not want’n t’ be ill-manner’n - I’ll
answer. I ha passed a promess.’
’Not to me, you know,’
said Bounderby. (Gusty weather with deceitful calms. One now prevailing.)
’O no, sir. Not to yo.’
’As for me, any
consideration for me has had just nothing at all to do with it,’ said
Bounderby, still in confidence with the wall. ’If only Josiah Bounderby of
Coketown had been in question, you would have joined and made no bones about
it?’
’Why yes, sir. ’Tis
true.’
’Though he knows,’ said
Mr. Bounderby, now blowing a gale, ’that there are a set of rascals and rebels
whom transportation is too good for! Now, Mr. Harthouse, you have been knocking
about in the world some time. Did you ever meet with anything like that man out
of this blessed country?’ And Mr. Bounderby pointed him out for inspection,
with an angry finger.
’Nay, ma’am,’ said
Stephen Blackpool, staunchly protesting against the words that had been used,
and instinctively addressing himself to Louisa, after glancing at her face. ’Not
rebels, nor yet rascals. Nowt o’ th’ kind, ma’am, nowt o’ th’ kind. They’ve not
doon me a kindness, ma’am, as I know and feel. But there’s not a dozen men
amoong ’em, ma’am - a dozen? Not six - but what believes as he has doon his
duty by the rest and by himseln. God forbid as I, that ha’ known, and had’n
experience o’ these men aw my life - I, that ha’ ett’n an’ droonken wi’ ’em, an’
seet’n wi’ ’em, and toil’n wi’ ’em, and lov’n ’em, should fail fur to stan by ’em
wi’ the truth, let ’em ha’ doon to me what they may!’
He spoke with the
rugged earnestness of his place and character - deepened perhaps by a proud consciousness
that he was faithful to his class under all their mistrust; but he fully
remembered where he was, and did not even raise his voice.
’No, ma’am, no. They’re
true to one another, faithfo’ to one another, ’fectionate to one another, e’en
to death. Be poor amoong ’em, be sick amoong ’em, grieve amoong ’em for onny o’
th’ monny causes that carries grief to the poor man’s door, an’ they’ll be
tender wi’ yo, gentle wi’ yo, comfortable wi’ yo, Chrisen wi’ yo. Be sure o’
that, ma’am. They’d be riven to bits, ere ever they’d be different.’
’In short,’ said Mr.
Bounderby, ’it’s because they are so full of virtues that they have turned you
adrift. Go through with it while you are about it. Out with it.’
’How ’tis, ma’am,’
resumed Stephen, appearing still to find his natural refuge in Louisa’s face, ’that
what is best in us fok, seems to turn us most to trouble an’ misfort’n an’
mistake, I dunno. But ’tis so. I know ’tis, as I know the heavens is over me
ahint the smoke. We’re patient too, an’ wants in general to do right. An’ I
canna think the fawt is aw wi’ us.’
’Now, my friend,’ said
Mr. Bounderby, whom he could not have exasperated more, quite unconscious of it
though he was, than by seeming to appeal to any one else, ’if you will favour
me with your attention for half a minute, I should like to have a word or two
with you. You said just now, that you had nothing to tell us about this
business. You are quite sure of that before we go any further.’
’Sir, I am sure on ’t.’
’Here’s a gentleman
from London present,’ Mr. Bounderby made a backhanded point at Mr. James
Harthouse with his thumb, ’a Parliament gentleman. I should like him to hear a
short bit of dialogue between you and me, instead of taking the substance of it
- for I know precious well, beforehand, what it will be; nobody knows better
than I do, take notice! - instead of receiving it on trust from my mouth.’
Stephen bent his head
to the gentleman from London, and showed a rather more troubled mind than
usual. He turned his eyes involuntarily to his former refuge, but at a look
from that quarter (expressive though instantaneous) he settled them on Mr.
Bounderby’s face.
’Now, what do you
complain of?’ asked Mr. Bounderby.
’I ha’ not coom here,
sir,’ Stephen reminded him, ’to complain. I coom for that I were sent for.’
’What,’ repeated Mr.
Bounderby, folding his arms, ’do you people, in a general way, complain of?’
Stephen looked at him
with some little irresolution for a moment, and then seemed to make up his
mind.
’Sir, I were never good
at showin o ’t, though I ha had’n my share in feeling o ’t. ’Deed we are in a
muddle, sir. Look round town - so rich as ’tis - and see the numbers o’ people
as has been broughten into bein heer, fur to weave, an’ to card, an’ to piece
out a livin’, aw the same one way, somehows, ’twixt their cradles and their
graves. Look how we live, an’ wheer we live, an’ in what numbers, an’ by what
chances, and wi’ what sameness; and look how the mills is awlus a goin, and how
they never works us no nigher to ony dis’ant object - ceptin awlus, Death. Look
how you considers of us, and writes of us, and talks of us, and goes up wi’ yor
deputations to Secretaries o’ State ’bout us, and how yo are awlus right, and
how we are awlus wrong, and never had’n no reason in us sin ever we were born.
Look how this ha growen an’ growen, sir, bigger an’ bigger, broader an’
broader, harder an’ harder, fro year to year, fro generation unto generation.
Who can look on ’t, sir, and fairly tell a man ’tis not a muddle?’
’Of course,’ said Mr.
Bounderby. ’Now perhaps you’ll let the gentleman know, how you would set this
muddle (as you’re so fond of calling it) to rights.’
’I donno, sir. I canna
be expecten to ’t. ’Tis not me as should be looken to for that, sir. ’Tis them
as is put ower me, and ower aw the rest of us. What do they tak upon themseln,
sir, if not to do’t?’
’I’ll tell you
something towards it, at any rate,’ returned Mr. Bounderby. ’We will make an
example of half a dozen Slackbridges. We’ll indict the blackguards for felony,
and get ’em shipped off to penal settlements.’
Stephen gravely shook
his head.
’Don’t tell me we won’t,
man,’ said Mr. Bounderby, by this time blowing a hurricane, ’because we will, I
tell you!’
’Sir,’ returned
Stephen, with the quiet confidence of absolute certainty, ’if yo was t’ tak a
hundred Slackbridges - aw as there is, and aw the number ten times towd - an’
was t’ sew ’em up in separate sacks, an’ sink ’em in the deepest ocean as were
made ere ever dry land coom to be, yo’d leave the muddle just wheer ’tis.
Mischeevous strangers!’ said Stephen, with an anxious smile; ’when ha we not
heern, I am sure, sin ever we can call to mind, o’ th’ mischeevous strangers! ’Tis
not by them the trouble’s made, sir. ’Tis not wi’ them ’t commences. I ha no
favour for ’em - I ha no reason to favour ’em - but ’tis hopeless and useless
to dream o’ takin them fro their trade, ’stead o’ takin their trade fro them!
Aw that’s now about me in this room were heer afore I coom, an’ will be heer
when I am gone. Put that clock aboard a ship an’ pack it off to Norfolk Island,
an’ the time will go on just the same. So ’tis wi’ Slackbridge every bit.’
Reverting for a moment
to his former refuge, he observed a cautionary movement of her eyes towards the
door. Stepping back, he put his hand upon the lock. But he had not spoken out
of his own will and desire; and he felt it in his heart a noble return for his
late injurious treatment to be faithful to the last to those who had repudiated
him. He stayed to finish what was in his mind.
’Sir, I canna, wi’ my
little learning an’ my common way, tell the genelman what will better aw this -
though some working men o’ this town could, above my powers - but I can tell
him what I know will never do ’t. The strong hand will never do ’t. Vict’ry and
triumph will never do ’t. Agreeing fur to mak one side unnat’rally awlus and
for ever right, and toother side unnat’rally awlus and for ever wrong, will
never, never do ’t. Nor yet lettin alone will never do ’t. Let thousands upon
thousands alone, aw leading the like lives and aw faw’en into the like muddle,
and they will be as one, and yo will be as anoother, wi’ a black unpassable
world betwixt yo, just as long or short a time as sich-like misery can last.
Not drawin nigh to fok, wi’ kindness and patience an’ cheery ways, that so
draws nigh to one another in their monny troubles, and so cherishes one another
in their distresses wi’ what they need themseln - like, I humbly believe, as no
people the genelman ha seen in aw his travels can beat - will never do ’t till
th’ Sun turns t’ ice. Most o’ aw, rating ’em as so much Power, and reg’latin ’em
as if they was figures in a soom, or machines: wi’out loves and likens, wi’out
memories and inclinations, wi’out souls to weary and souls to hope - when aw
goes quiet, draggin on wi’ ’em as if they’d nowt o’ th’ kind, and when aw goes
onquiet, reproachin ’em for their want o’ sitch humanly feelins in their
dealins wi’ yo - this will never do ’t, sir, till God’s work is onmade.’
Stephen stood with the
open door in his hand, waiting to know if anything more were expected of him.
’Just stop a moment,’
said Mr. Bounderby, excessively red in the face. ’I told you, the last time you
were here with a grievance, that you had better turn about and come out of
that. And I also told you, if you remember, that I was up to the gold spoon
look- out.’
’I were not up to ’t
myseln, sir; I do assure yo.’
’Now it’s clear to me,’
said Mr. Bounderby, ’that you are one of those chaps who have always got a
grievance. And you go about, sowing it and raising crops. That’s the business
of your life, my friend.’
Stephen shook his head,
mutely protesting that indeed he had other business to do for his life.
’You are such a
waspish, raspish, ill-conditioned chap, you see,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’that
even your own Union, the men who know you best, will have nothing to do with
you. I never thought those fellows could be right in anything; but I tell you
what! I so far go along with them for a novelty, that I’ll have nothing to do
with you either.’
Stephen raised his eyes
quickly to his face.
’You can finish off
what you’re at,’ said Mr. Bounderby, with a meaning nod, ’and then go
elsewhere.’
’Sir, yo know weel,’
said Stephen expressively, ’that if I canna get work wi’ yo, I canna get it
elsewheer.’
The reply was, ’What I
know, I know; and what you know, you know. I have no more to say about it.’
Stephen glanced at
Louisa again, but her eyes were raised to his no more; therefore, with a sigh,
and saying, barely above his breath, ’Heaven help us aw in this world!’ he
departed.
IT was falling dark
when Stephen came out of Mr. Bounderby’s house. The shadows of night had
gathered so fast, that he did not look about him when he closed the door, but
plodded straight along the street. Nothing was further from his thoughts than
the curious old woman he had encountered on his previous visit to the same
house, when he heard a step behind him that he knew, and turning, saw her in
Rachael’s company.
He saw Rachael first,
as he had heard her only.
’Ah, Rachael, my dear!
Missus, thou wi’ her!’
’Well, and now you are
surprised to be sure, and with reason I must say,’ the old woman returned. ’Here
I am again, you see.’
’But how wi’ Rachael?’
said Stephen, falling into their step, walking between them, and looking from
the one to the other.
’Why, I come to be with
this good lass pretty much as I came to be with you,’ said the old woman,
cheerfully, taking the reply upon herself. ’My visiting time is later this year
than usual, for I have been rather troubled with shortness of breath, and so
put it off till the weather was fine and warm. For the same reason I don’t make
all my journey in one day, but divide it into two days, and get a bed to-night
at the Travellers’ Coffee House down by the railroad (a nice clean house), and
go back Parliamentary, at six in the morning. Well, but what has this to do
with this good lass, says you? I’m going to tell you. I have heard of Mr.
Bounderby being married. I read it in the paper, where it looked grand - oh, it
looked fine!’ the old woman dwelt on it with strange enthusiasm: ’and I want to
see his wife. I have never seen her yet. Now, if you’ll believe me, she hasn’t
come out of that house since noon to- day. So not to give her up too easily, I
was waiting about, a little last bit more, when I passed close to this good
lass two or three times; and her face being so friendly I spoke to her, and she
spoke to me. There!’ said the old woman to Stephen, ’you can make all the rest
out for yourself now, a deal shorter than I can, I dare say!’
Once again, Stephen had
to conquer an instinctive propensity to dislike this old woman, though her
manner was as honest and simple as a manner possibly could be. With a
gentleness that was as natural to him as he knew it to be to Rachael, he
pursued the subject that interested her in her old age.
’Well, missus,’ said
he, ’I ha seen the lady, and she were young and hansom. Wi’ fine dark thinkin
eyes, and a still way, Rachael, as I ha never seen the like on.’
’Young and handsome.
Yes!’ cried the old woman, quite delighted. ’As bonny as a rose! And what a
happy wife!’
’Aye, missus, I suppose
she be,’ said Stephen. But with a doubtful glance at Rachael.
’Suppose she be? She
must be. She’s your master’s wife,’ returned the old woman.
Stephen nodded assent. ’Though
as to master,’ said he, glancing again at Rachael, ’not master onny more. That’s
aw enden ’twixt him and me.’
’Have you left his
work, Stephen?’ asked Rachael, anxiously and quickly.
’Why, Rachael,’ he
replied, ’whether I ha lef’n his work, or whether his work ha lef’n me, cooms t’
th’ same. His work and me are parted. ’Tis as weel so - better, I were thinkin
when yo coom up wi’ me. It would ha brought’n trouble upon trouble if I had
stayed theer. Haply ’tis a kindness to monny that I go; haply ’tis a kindness
to myseln; anyways it mun be done. I mun turn my face fro Coketown fur th’
time, and seek a fort’n, dear, by beginnin fresh.’
’Where will you go,
Stephen?’
’I donno t’night,’ said
he, lifting off his hat, and smoothing his thin hair with the flat of his hand.
’But I’m not goin t’night, Rachael, nor yet t’morrow. ’Tan’t easy overmuch t’
know wheer t’ turn, but a good heart will coom to me.’
Herein, too, the sense
of even thinking unselfishly aided him. Before he had so much as closed Mr.
Bounderby’s door, he had reflected that at least his being obliged to go away
was good for her, as it would save her from the chance of being brought into
question for not withdrawing from him. Though it would cost him a hard pang to
leave her, and though he could think of no similar place in which his
condemnation would not pursue him, perhaps it was almost a relief to be forced
away from the endurance of the last four days, even to unknown difficulties and
distresses.
So he said, with truth,
’I’m more leetsome, Rachael, under ’t, than I could’n ha believed.’ It was not
her part to make his burden heavier. She answered with her comforting smile,
and the three walked on together.
Age, especially when it
strives to be self-reliant and cheerful, finds much consideration among the
poor. The old woman was so decent and contented, and made so light of her
infirmities, though they had increased upon her since her former interview with
Stephen, that they both took an interest in her. She was too sprightly to allow
of their walking at a slow pace on her account, but she was very grateful to be
talked to, and very willing to talk to any extent: so, when they came to their
part of the town, she was more brisk and vivacious than ever.
’Come to my poor place,
missus,’ said Stephen, ’and tak a coop o’ tea. Rachael will coom then; and
arterwards I’ll see thee safe t’ thy Travellers’ lodgin. ’T may be long,
Rachael, ere ever I ha th’ chance o’ thy coompany agen.’
They complied, and the
three went on to the house where he lodged. When they turned into a narrow
street, Stephen glanced at his window with a dread that always haunted his
desolate home; but it was open, as he had left it, and no one was there. The
evil spirit of his life had flitted away again, months ago, and he had heard no
more of her since. The only evidence of her last return now, were the scantier
moveables in his room, and the grayer hair upon his head.
He lighted a candle, set
out his little tea-board, got hot water from below, and brought in small
portions of tea and sugar, a loaf, and some butter from the nearest shop. The
bread was new and crusty, the butter fresh, and the sugar lump, of course - in
fulfilment of the standard testimony of the Coketown magnates, that these
people lived like princes, sir. Rachael made the tea (so large a party
necessitated the borrowing of a cup), and the visitor enjoyed it mightily. It
was the first glimpse of sociality the host had had for many days. He too, with
the world a wide heath before him, enjoyed the meal - again in corroboration of
the magnates, as exemplifying the utter want of calculation on the part of
these people, sir.
’I ha never thowt yet,
missus,’ said Stephen, ’o’ askin thy name.’
The old lady announced
herself as ’Mrs. Pegler.’
’A widder, I think?’
said Stephen.
’Oh, many long years!’
Mrs. Pegler’s husband (one of the best on record) was already dead, by Mrs.
Pegler’s calculation, when Stephen was born.
’’Twere a bad job, too,
to lose so good a one,’ said Stephen. ’Onny children?’
Mrs. Pegler’s cup,
rattling against her saucer as she held it, denoted some nervousness on her
part. ’No,’ she said. ’Not now, not now.’
’Dead, Stephen,’
Rachael softly hinted.
’I’m sooary I ha spok’n
on ’t,’ said Stephen, ’I ought t’ hadn in my mind as I might touch a sore
place. I - I blame myseln.’
While he excused
himself, the old lady’s cup rattled more and more. ’I had a son,’ she said,
curiously distressed, and not by any of the usual appearances of sorrow; ’and
he did well, wonderfully well. But he is not to be spoken of if you please. He
is - ’ Putting down her cup, she moved her hands as if she would have added, by
her action, ’dead!’ Then she said aloud, ’I have lost him.’
Stephen had not yet got
the better of his having given the old lady pain, when his landlady came
stumbling up the narrow stairs, and calling him to the door, whispered in his
ear. Mrs. Pegler was by no means deaf, for she caught a word as it was uttered.
’Bounderby!’ she cried,
in a suppressed voice, starting up from the table. ’Oh hide me! Don’t let me be
seen for the world. Don’t let him come up till I’ve got away. Pray, pray!’ She
trembled, and was excessively agitated; getting behind Rachael, when Rachael
tried to reassure her; and not seeming to know what she was about.
’But hearken, missus,
hearken,’ said Stephen, astonished. "Tisn’t Mr. Bounderby; ’tis his wife.
Yo’r not fearfo’ o’ her. Yo was hey-go-mad about her, but an hour sin.’
’But are you sure it’s
the lady, and not the gentleman?’ she asked, still trembling.
’Certain sure!’
’Well then, pray don’t
speak to me, nor yet take any notice of me,’ said the old woman. ’Let me be
quite to myself in this corner.’
Stephen nodded; looking
to Rachael for an explanation, which she was quite unable to give him; took the
candle, went downstairs, and in a few moments returned, lighting Louisa into
the room. She was followed by the whelp.
Rachael had risen, and
stood apart with her shawl and bonnet in her hand, when Stephen, himself
profoundly astonished by this visit, put the candle on the table. Then he too
stood, with his doubled hand upon the table near it, waiting to be addressed.
For the first time in
her life Louisa had come into one of the dwellings of the Coketown Hands; for
the first time in her life she was face to face with anything like
individuality in connection with them. She knew of their existence by hundreds
and by thousands. She knew what results in work a given number of them would
produce in a given space of time. She knew them in crowds passing to and from
their nests, like ants or beetles. But she knew from her reading infinitely
more of the ways of toiling insects than of these toiling men and women.
Something to be worked
so much and paid so much, and there ended; something to be infallibly settled
by laws of supply and demand; something that blundered against those laws, and
floundered into difficulty; something that was a little pinched when wheat was
dear, and over-ate itself when wheat was cheap; something that increased at
such a rate of percentage, and yielded such another percentage of crime, and
such another percentage of pauperism; something wholesale, of which vast
fortunes were made; something that occasionally rose like a sea, and did some
harm and waste (chiefly to itself), and fell again; this she knew the Coketown
Hands to be. But, she had scarcely thought more of separating them into units,
than of separating the sea itself into its component drops.
She stood for some
moments looking round the room. From the few chairs, the few books, the common
prints, and the bed, she glanced to the two women, and to Stephen.
’I have come to speak
to you, in consequence of what passed just now. I should like to be serviceable
to you, if you will let me. Is this your wife?’
Rachael raised her
eyes, and they sufficiently answered no, and dropped again.
’I remember,’ said
Louisa, reddening at her mistake; ’I recollect, now, to have heard your
domestic misfortunes spoken of, though I was not attending to the particulars
at the time. It was not my meaning to ask a question that would give pain to
any one here. If I should ask any other question that may happen to have that
result, give me credit, if you please, for being in ignorance how to speak to
you as I ought.’
As Stephen had but a
little while ago instinctively addressed himself to her, so she now
instinctively addressed herself to Rachael. Her manner was short and abrupt,
yet faltering and timid.
’He has told you what
has passed between himself and my husband? You would be his first resource, I
think.’
’I have heard the end
of it, young lady,’ said Rachael.
’Did I understand,
that, being rejected by one employer, he would probably be rejected by all? I
thought he said as much?’
’The chances are very
small, young lady - next to nothing - for a man who gets a bad name among them.’
’What shall I
understand that you mean by a bad name?’
’The name of being
troublesome.’
’Then, by the
prejudices of his own class, and by the prejudices of the other, he is
sacrificed alike? Are the two so deeply separated in this town, that there is
no place whatever for an honest workman between them?’
Rachael shook her head
in silence.
’He fell into
suspicion,’ said Louisa, ’with his fellow-weavers, because - he had made a
promise not to be one of them. I think it must have been to you that he made
that promise. Might I ask you why he made it?’
Rachael burst into
tears. ’I didn’t seek it of him, poor lad. I prayed him to avoid trouble for
his own good, little thinking he’d come to it through me. But I know he’d die a
hundred deaths, ere ever he’d break his word. I know that of him well.’
Stephen had remained
quietly attentive, in his usual thoughtful attitude, with his hand at his chin.
He now spoke in a voice rather less steady than usual.
’No one, excepting
myseln, can ever know what honour, an’ what love, an’ respect, I bear to
Rachael, or wi’ what cause. When I passed that promess, I towd her true, she
were th’ Angel o’ my life. ’Twere a solemn promess. ’Tis gone fro’ me, for
ever.’
Louisa turned her head
to him, and bent it with a deference that was new in her. She looked from him
to Rachael, and her features softened. ’What will you do?’ she asked him. And
her voice had softened too.
’Weel, ma’am,’ said
Stephen, making the best of it, with a smile; ’when I ha finished off, I mun
quit this part, and try another. Fortnet or misfortnet, a man can but try;
there’s nowt to be done wi’out tryin’ - cept laying down and dying.’
’How will you travel?’
’Afoot, my kind ledy,
afoot.’
Louisa coloured, and a
purse appeared in her hand. The rustling of a bank-note was audible, as she
unfolded one and laid it on the table.
’Rachael, will you tell
him - for you know how, without offence - that this is freely his, to help him
on his way? Will you entreat him to take it?’
’I canna do that, young
lady,’ she answered, turning her head aside. ’Bless you for thinking o’ the
poor lad wi’ such tenderness. But ’tis for him to know his heart, and what is
right according to it.’
Louisa looked, in part
incredulous, in part frightened, in part overcome with quick sympathy, when
this man of so much self- command, who had been so plain and steady through the
late interview, lost his composure in a moment, and now stood with his hand
before his face. She stretched out hers, as if she would have touched him; then
checked herself, and remained still.
’Not e’en Rachael,’
said Stephen, when he stood again with his face uncovered, ’could mak sitch a
kind offerin, by onny words, kinder. T’ show that I’m not a man wi’out reason
and gratitude, I’ll tak two pound. I’ll borrow ’t for t’ pay ’t back. ’Twill be
the sweetest work as ever I ha done, that puts it in my power t’ acknowledge
once more my lastin thankfulness for this present action.’
She was fain to take up
the note again, and to substitute the much smaller sum he had named. He was
neither courtly, nor handsome, nor picturesque, in any respect; and yet his
manner of accepting it, and of expressing his thanks without more words, had a
grace in it that Lord Chesterfield could not have taught his son in a century.
Tom had sat upon the
bed, swinging one leg and sucking his walking- stick with sufficient unconcern,
until the visit had attained this stage. Seeing his sister ready to depart, he
got up, rather hurriedly, and put in a word.
’Just wait a moment,
Loo! Before we go, I should like to speak to him a moment. Something comes into
my head. If you’ll step out on the stairs, Blackpool, I’ll mention it. Never
mind a light, man!’ Tom was remarkably impatient of his moving towards the
cupboard, to get one. ’It don’t want a light.’
Stephen followed him
out, and Tom closed the room door, and held the lock in his hand.
’I say!’ he whispered. ’I
think I can do you a good turn. Don’t ask me what it is, because it may not
come to anything. But there’s no harm in my trying.’
His breath fell like a
flame of fire on Stephen’s ear, it was so hot.
’That was our light
porter at the Bank,’ said Tom, ’who brought you the message to-night. I call
him our light porter, because I belong to the Bank too.’
Stephen thought, ’What
a hurry he is in!’ He spoke so confusedly.
’Well!’ said Tom. ’Now
look here! When are you off?’
’T’ day’s Monday,’ replied
Stephen, considering. ’Why, sir, Friday or Saturday, nigh ’bout.’
’Friday or Saturday,’
said Tom. ’Now look here! I am not sure that I can do you the good turn I want
to do you - that’s my sister, you know, in your room - but I may be able to, and
if I should not be able to, there’s no harm done. So I tell you what. You’ll
know our light porter again?’
’Yes, sure,’ said
Stephen.
’Very well,’ returned
Tom. ’When you leave work of a night, between this and your going away, just
hang about the Bank an hour or so, will you? Don’t take on, as if you meant
anything, if he should see you hanging about there; because I shan’t put him up
to speak to you, unless I find I can do you the service I want to do you. In
that case he’ll have a note or a message for you, but not else. Now look here!
You are sure you understand.’
He had wormed a finger,
in the darkness, through a button-hole of Stephen’s coat, and was screwing that
corner of the garment tight up round and round, in an extraordinary manner.
’I understand, sir,’
said Stephen.
’Now look here!’
repeated Tom. ’Be sure you don’t make any mistake then, and don’t forget. I
shall tell my sister as we go home, what I have in view, and she’ll approve, I
know. Now look here! You’re all right, are you? You understand all about it?
Very well then. Come along, Loo!’
He pushed the door open
as he called to her, but did not return into the room, or wait to be lighted
down the narrow stairs. He was at the bottom when she began to descend, and was
in the street before she could take his arm.
Mrs. Pegler remained in
her corner until the brother and sister were gone, and until Stephen came back
with the candle in his hand. She was in a state of inexpressible admiration of
Mrs. Bounderby, and, like an unaccountable old woman, wept, ’because she was
such a pretty dear.’ Yet Mrs. Pegler was so flurried lest the object of her
admiration should return by chance, or anybody else should come, that her
cheerfulness was ended for that night. It was late too, to people who rose
early and worked hard; therefore the party broke up; and Stephen and Rachael
escorted their mysterious acquaintance to the door of the Travellers’ Coffee
House, where they parted from her.
They walked back
together to the corner of the street where Rachael lived, and as they drew
nearer and nearer to it, silence crept upon them. When they came to the dark
corner where their unfrequent meetings always ended, they stopped, still
silent, as if both were afraid to speak.
’I shall strive t’ see
thee agen, Rachael, afore I go, but if not - ’
’Thou wilt not,
Stephen, I know. ’Tis better that we make up our minds to be open wi’ one
another.’
’Thou’rt awlus right. ’Tis
bolder and better. I ha been thinkin then, Rachael, that as ’tis but a day or
two that remains, ’twere better for thee, my dear, not t’ be seen wi’ me. ’T
might bring thee into trouble, fur no good.’
’’Tis not for that,
Stephen, that I mind. But thou know’st our old agreement. ’Tis for that.’
’Well, well,’ said he.
"Tis better, onnyways.’
’Thou’lt write to me,
and tell me all that happens, Stephen?’
’Yes. What can I say
now, but Heaven be wi’ thee, Heaven bless thee, Heaven thank thee and reward
thee!’
’May it bless thee,
Stephen, too, in all thy wanderings, and send thee peace and rest at last!’
’I towd thee, my dear,’
said Stephen Blackpool - ’that night - that I would never see or think o’
onnything that angered me, but thou, so much better than me, should’st be
beside it. Thou’rt beside it now. Thou mak’st me see it wi’ a better eye. Bless
thee. Good night. Good-bye!’
It was but a hurried
parting in a common street, yet it was a sacred remembrance to these two common
people. Utilitarian economists, skeletons of schoolmasters, Commissioners of
Fact, genteel and used-up infidels, gabblers of many little dog’s-eared creeds,
the poor you will have always with you. Cultivate in them, while there is yet
time, the utmost graces of the fancies and affections, to adorn their lives so
much in need of ornament; or, in the day of your triumph, when romance is
utterly driven out of their souls, and they and a bare existence stand face to
face, Reality will take a wolfish turn, and make an end of you.
Stephen worked the next
day, and the next, uncheered by a word from any one, and shunned in all his
comings and goings as before. At the end of the second day, he saw land; at the
end of the third, his loom stood empty.
He had overstayed his
hour in the street outside the Bank, on each of the two first evenings; and
nothing had happened there, good or bad. That he might not be remiss in his
part of the engagement, he resolved to wait full two hours, on this third and
last night.
There was the lady who
had once kept Mr. Bounderby’s house, sitting at the first-floor window as he
had seen her before; and there was the light porter, sometimes talking with her
there, and sometimes looking over the blind below which had BANK upon it, and
sometimes coming to the door and standing on the steps for a breath of air.
When he first came out, Stephen thought he might be looking for him, and passed
near; but the light porter only cast his winking eyes upon him slightly, and
said nothing.
Two hours were a long
stretch of lounging about, after a long day’s labour. Stephen sat upon the step
of a door, leaned against a wall under an archway, strolled up and down,
listened for the church clock, stopped and watched children playing in the
street. Some purpose or other is so natural to every one, that a mere loiterer
always looks and feels remarkable. When the first hour was out, Stephen even
began to have an uncomfortable sensation upon him of being for the time a
disreputable character.
Then came the
lamplighter, and two lengthening lines of light all down the long perspective
of the street, until they were blended and lost in the distance. Mrs. Sparsit
closed the first-floor window, drew down the blind, and went up-stairs.
Presently, a light went up-stairs after her, passing first the fanlight of the
door, and afterwards the two staircase windows, on its way up. By and by, one
corner of the second-floor blind was disturbed, as if Mrs. Sparsit’s eye were
there; also the other corner, as if the light porter’s eye were on that side.
Still, no communication was made to Stephen. Much relieved when the two hours
were at last accomplished, he went away at a quick pace, as a recompense for so
much loitering.
He had only to take
leave of his landlady, and lie down on his temporary bed upon the floor; for
his bundle was made up for to- morrow, and all was arranged for his departure.
He meant to be clear of the town very early; before the Hands were in the
streets.
It was barely daybreak,
when, with a parting look round his room, mournfully wondering whether he
should ever see it again, he went out. The town was as entirely deserted as if
the inhabitants had abandoned it, rather than hold communication with him.
Everything looked wan at that hour. Even the coming sun made but a pale waste
in the sky, like a sad sea.
By the place where
Rachael lived, though it was not in his way; by the red brick streets; by the
great silent factories, not trembling yet; by the railway, where the
danger-lights were waning in the strengthening day; by the railway’s crazy
neighbourhood, half pulled down and half built up; by scattered red brick
villas, where the besmoked evergreens were sprinkled with a dirty powder, like
untidy snuff-takers; by coal-dust paths and many varieties of ugliness; Stephen
got to the top of the hill, and looked back.
Day was shining
radiantly upon the town then, and the bells were going for the morning work.
Domestic fires were not yet lighted, and the high chimneys had the sky to
themselves. Puffing out their poisonous volumes, they would not be long in
hiding it; but, for half an hour, some of the many windows were golden, which
showed the Coketown people a sun eternally in eclipse, through a medium of
smoked glass.
So strange to turn from
the chimneys to the birds. So strange, to have the road-dust on his feet
instead of the coal-grit. So strange to have lived to his time of life, and yet
to be beginning like a boy this summer morning! With these musings in his mind,
and his bundle under his arm, Stephen took his attentive face along the high
road. And the trees arched over him, whispering that he left a true and loving
heart behind.
MR. JAMES HARTHOUSE, ’going
in’ for his adopted party, soon began to score. With the aid of a little more
coaching for the political sages, a little more genteel listlessness for the
general society, and a tolerable management of the assumed honesty in
dishonesty, most effective and most patronized of the polite deadly sins, he
speedily came to be considered of much promise. The not being troubled with
earnestness was a grand point in his favour, enabling him to take to the hard
Fact fellows with as good a grace as if he had been born one of the tribe, and
to throw all other tribes overboard, as conscious hypocrites.
’Whom none of us
believe, my dear Mrs. Bounderby, and who do not believe themselves. The only
difference between us and the professors of virtue or benevolence, or
philanthropy - never mind the name - is, that we know it is all meaningless,
and say so; while they know it equally and will never say so.’
Why should she be
shocked or warned by this reiteration? It was not so unlike her father’s
principles, and her early training, that it need startle her. Where was the
great difference between the two schools, when each chained her down to
material realities, and inspired her with no faith in anything else? What was
there in her soul for James Harthouse to destroy, which Thomas Gradgrind had
nurtured there in its state of innocence!
It was even the worse
for her at this pass, that in her mind - implanted there before her eminently
practical father began to form it - a struggling disposition to believe in a
wider and nobler humanity than she had ever heard of, constantly strove with
doubts and resentments. With doubts, because the aspiration had been so laid
waste in her youth. With resentments, because of the wrong that had been done
her, if it were indeed a whisper of the truth. Upon a nature long accustomed to
self-suppression, thus torn and divided, the Harthouse philosophy came as a
relief and justification. Everything being hollow and worthless, she had missed
nothing and sacrificed nothing. What did it matter, she had said to her father,
when he proposed her husband. What did it matter, she said still. With a
scornful self-reliance, she asked herself, What did anything matter - and went
on.
Towards what? Step by
step, onward and downward, towards some end, yet so gradually, that she
believed herself to remain motionless. As to Mr. Harthouse, whither he tended,
he neither considered nor cared. He had no particular design or plan before him:
no energetic wickedness ruffled his lassitude. He was as much amused and
interested, at present, as it became so fine a gentleman to be; perhaps even
more than it would have been consistent with his reputation to confess. Soon
after his arrival he languidly wrote to his brother, the honourable and jocular
member, that the Bounderbys were ’great fun;’ and further, that the female
Bounderby, instead of being the Gorgon he had expected, was young, and
remarkably pretty. After that, he wrote no more about them, and devoted his
leisure chiefly to their house. He was very often in their house, in his
flittings and visitings about the Coketown district; and was much encouraged by
Mr. Bounderby. It was quite in Mr. Bounderby’s gusty way to boast to all his
world that he didn’t care about your highly connected people, but that if his
wife Tom Gradgrind’s daughter did, she was welcome to their company.
Mr. James Harthouse
began to think it would be a new sensation, if the face which changed so
beautifully for the whelp, would change for him.
He was quick enough to
observe; he had a good memory, and did not forget a word of the brother’s
revelations. He interwove them with everything he saw of the sister, and he
began to understand her. To be sure, the better and profounder part of her
character was not within his scope of perception; for in natures, as in seas,
depth answers unto depth; but he soon began to read the rest with a student’s
eye.
Mr. Bounderby had taken
possession of a house and grounds, about fifteen miles from the town, and
accessible within a mile or two, by a railway striding on many arches over a
wild country, undermined by deserted coal-shafts, and spotted at night by fires
and black shapes of stationary engines at pits’ mouths. This country, gradually
softening towards the neighbourhood of Mr. Bounderby’s retreat, there mellowed
into a rustic landscape, golden with heath, and snowy with hawthorn in the
spring of the year, and tremulous with leaves and their shadows all the summer
time. The bank had foreclosed a mortgage effected on the property thus
pleasantly situated, by one of the Coketown magnates, who, in his determination
to make a shorter cut than usual to an enormous fortune, overspeculated himself
by about two hundred thousand pounds. These accidents did sometimes happen in
the best regulated families of Coketown, but the bankrupts had no connexion
whatever with the improvident classes.
It afforded Mr.
Bounderby supreme satisfaction to instal himself in this snug little estate,
and with demonstrative humility to grow cabbages in the flower-garden. He
delighted to live, barrack- fashion, among the elegant furniture, and he
bullied the very pictures with his origin. ’Why, sir,’ he would say to a
visitor, ’I am told that Nickits,’ the late owner, ’gave seven hundred pound
for that Seabeach. Now, to be plain with you, if I ever, in the whole course of
my life, take seven looks at it, at a hundred pound a look, it will be as much
as I shall do. No, by George! I don’t forget that I am Josiah Bounderby of
Coketown. For years upon years, the only pictures in my possession, or that I
could have got into my possession, by any means, unless I stole ’em, were the
engravings of a man shaving himself in a boot, on the blacking bottles that I
was overjoyed to use in cleaning boots with, and that I sold when they were
empty for a farthing a-piece, and glad to get it!’
Then he would address
Mr. Harthouse in the same style.
’Harthouse, you have a
couple of horses down here. Bring half a dozen more if you like, and we’ll find
room for ’em. There’s stabling in this place for a dozen horses; and unless
Nickits is belied, he kept the full number. A round dozen of ’em, sir. When
that man was a boy, he went to Westminster School. Went to Westminster School as
a King’s Scholar, when I was principally living on garbage, and sleeping in
market baskets. Why, if I wanted to keep a dozen horses - which I don’t, for
one’s enough for me - I couldn’t bear to see ’em in their stalls here, and
think what my own lodging used to be. I couldn’t look at ’em, sir, and not
order ’em out. Yet so things come round. You see this place; you know what sort
of a place it is; you are aware that there’s not a completer place of its size
in this kingdom or elsewhere - I don’t care where - and here, got into the
middle of it, like a maggot into a nut, is Josiah Bounderby. While Nickits (as
a man came into my office, and told me yesterday), Nickits, who used to act in
Latin, in the Westminster School plays, with the chief- justices and nobility
of this country applauding him till they were black in the face, is drivelling
at this minute - drivelling, sir! - in a fifth floor, up a narrow dark back
street in Antwerp.’
It was among the leafy
shadows of this retirement, in the long sultry summer days, that Mr. Harthouse
began to prove the face which had set him wondering when he first saw it, and
to try if it would change for him.
’Mrs. Bounderby, I
esteem it a most fortunate accident that I find you alone here. I have for some
time had a particular wish to speak to you.’
It was not by any
wonderful accident that he found her, the time of day being that at which she
was always alone, and the place being her favourite resort. It was an opening
in a dark wood, where some felled trees lay, and where she would sit watching
the fallen leaves of last year, as she had watched the falling ashes at home.
He sat down beside her,
with a glance at her face.
’Your brother. My young
friend Tom - ’
Her colour brightened,
and she turned to him with a look of interest. ’I never in my life,’ he
thought, ’saw anything so remarkable and so captivating as the lighting of
those features!’ His face betrayed his thoughts - perhaps without betraying
him, for it might have been according to its instructions so to do.
’Pardon me. The
expression of your sisterly interest is so beautiful - Tom should be so proud
of it - I know this is inexcusable, but I am so compelled to admire.’
’Being so impulsive,’
she said composedly.
’Mrs. Bounderby, no:
you know I make no pretence with you. You know I am a sordid piece of human
nature, ready to sell myself at any time for any reasonable sum, and altogether
incapable of any Arcadian proceeding whatever.’
’I am waiting,’ she
returned, ’for your further reference to my brother.’
’You are rigid with me,
and I deserve it. I am as worthless a dog as you will find, except that I am
not false - not false. But you surprised and started me from my subject, which
was your brother. I have an interest in him.’
’Have you an interest
in anything, Mr. Harthouse?’ she asked, half incredulously and half gratefully.
’If you had asked me
when I first came here, I should have said no. I must say now - even at the
hazard of appearing to make a pretence, and of justly awakening your incredulity
- yes.’
She made a slight
movement, as if she were trying to speak, but could not find voice; at length
she said, ’Mr. Harthouse, I give you credit for being interested in my brother.’
’Thank you. I claim to
deserve it. You know how little I do claim, but I will go that length. You have
done so much for him, you are so fond of him; your whole life, Mrs. Bounderby,
expresses such charming self-forgetfulness on his account - pardon me again - I
am running wide of the subject. I am interested in him for his own sake.’
She had made the
slightest action possible, as if she would have risen in a hurry and gone away.
He had turned the course of what he said at that instant, and she remained.
’Mrs. Bounderby,’ he
resumed, in a lighter manner, and yet with a show of effort in assuming it,
which was even more expressive than the manner he dismissed; ’it is no
irrevocable offence in a young fellow of your brother’s years, if he is
heedless, inconsiderate, and expensive - a little dissipated, in the common
phrase. Is he?’
’Yes.’
’Allow me to be frank.
Do you think he games at all?’
’I think he makes bets.’
Mr. Harthouse waiting, as if that were not her whole answer, she added, ’I know
he does.’
’Of course he loses?’
’Yes.’
’Everybody does lose
who bets. May I hint at the probability of your sometimes supplying him with
money for these purposes?’
She sat, looking down;
but, at this question, raised her eyes searchingly and a little resentfully.
’Acquit me of
impertinent curiosity, my dear Mrs. Bounderby. I think Tom may be gradually
falling into trouble, and I wish to stretch out a helping hand to him from the
depths of my wicked experience. - Shall I say again, for his sake? Is that
necessary?’
She seemed to try to
answer, but nothing came of it.
’Candidly to confess
everything that has occurred to me,’ said James Harthouse, again gliding with
the same appearance of effort into his more airy manner; ’I will confide to you
my doubt whether he has had many advantages. Whether - forgive my plainness -
whether any great amount of confidence is likely to have been established
between himself and his most worthy father.’
’I do not,’ said
Louisa, flushing with her own great remembrance in that wise, ’think it likely.’
’Or, between himself,
and - I may trust to your perfect understanding of my meaning, I am sure - and
his highly esteemed brother-in-law.’
She flushed deeper and
deeper, and was burning red when she replied in a fainter voice, ’I do not
think that likely, either.’
’Mrs. Bounderby,’ said
Harthouse, after a short silence, ’may there be a better confidence between
yourself and me? Tom has borrowed a considerable sum of you?’
’You will understand,
Mr. Harthouse,’ she returned, after some indecision: she had been more or less
uncertain, and troubled throughout the conversation, and yet had in the main
preserved her self-contained manner; ’you will understand that if I tell you
what you press to know, it is not by way of complaint or regret. I would never
complain of anything, and what I have done I do not in the least regret.’
’So spirited, too!’
thought James Harthouse.
’When I married, I
found that my brother was even at that time heavily in debt. Heavily for him, I
mean. Heavily enough to oblige me to sell some trinkets. They were no
sacrifice. I sold them very willingly. I attached no value to them. They, were
quite worthless to me.’
Either she saw in his
face that he knew, or she only feared in her conscience that he knew, that she
spoke of some of her husband’s gifts. She stopped, and reddened again. If he
had not known it before, he would have known it then, though he had been a much
duller man than he was.
’Since then, I have
given my brother, at various times, what money I could spare: in short, what
money I have had. Confiding in you at all, on the faith of the interest you
profess for him, I will not do so by halves. Since you have been in the habit
of visiting here, he has wanted in one sum as much as a hundred pounds. I have
not been able to give it to him. I have felt uneasy for the consequences of his
being so involved, but I have kept these secrets until now, when I trust them
to your honour. I have held no confidence with any one, because - you
anticipated my reason just now.’ She abruptly broke off.
He was a ready man, and
he saw, and seized, an opportunity here of presenting her own image to her,
slightly disguised as her brother.
’Mrs. Bounderby, though
a graceless person, of the world worldly, I feel the utmost interest, I assure
you, in what you tell me. I cannot possibly be hard upon your brother. I
understand and share the wise consideration with which you regard his errors.
With all possible respect both for Mr. Gradgrind and for Mr. Bounderby, I think
I perceive that he has not been fortunate in his training. Bred at a
disadvantage towards the society in which he has his part to play, he rushes
into these extremes for himself, from opposite extremes that have long been
forced - with the very best intentions we have no doubt - upon him. Mr.
Bounderby’s fine bluff English independence, though a most charming
characteristic, does not - as we have agreed - invite confidence. If I might
venture to remark that it is the least in the world deficient in that delicacy
to which a youth mistaken, a character misconceived, and abilities misdirected,
would turn for relief and guidance, I should express what it presents to my own
view.’
As she sat looking
straight before her, across the changing lights upon the grass into the
darkness of the wood beyond, he saw in her face her application of his very
distinctly uttered words.
’All allowance,’ he
continued, ’must be made. I have one great fault to find with Tom, however,
which I cannot forgive, and for which I take him heavily to account.’
Louisa turned her eyes
to his face, and asked him what fault was that?
’Perhaps,’ he returned,
’I have said enough. Perhaps it would have been better, on the whole, if no
allusion to it had escaped me.’
’You alarm me, Mr.
Harthouse. Pray let me know it.’
’To relieve you from
needless apprehension - and as this confidence regarding your brother, which I
prize I am sure above all possible things, has been established between us - I
obey. I cannot forgive him for not being more sensible in every word, look, and
act of his life, of the affection of his best friend; of the devotion of his
best friend; of her unselfishness; of her sacrifice. The return he makes her,
within my observation, is a very poor one. What she has done for him demands
his constant love and gratitude, not his ill- humour and caprice. Careless
fellow as I am, I am not so indifferent, Mrs. Bounderby, as to be regardless of
this vice in your brother, or inclined to consider it a venial offence.’
The wood floated before
her, for her eyes were suffused with tears. They rose from a deep well, long
concealed, and her heart was filled with acute pain that found no relief in
them.
’In a word, it is to
correct your brother in this, Mrs. Bounderby, that I must aspire. My better
knowledge of his circumstances, and my direction and advice in extricating them
- rather valuable, I hope, as coming from a scapegrace on a much larger scale -
will give me some influence over him, and all I gain I shall certainly use
towards this end. I have said enough, and more than enough. I seem to be
protesting that I am a sort of good fellow, when, upon my honour, I have not
the least intention to make any protestation to that effect, and openly
announce that I am nothing of the sort. Yonder, among the trees,’ he added,
having lifted up his eyes and looked about; for he had watched her closely
until now; ’is your brother himself; no doubt, just come down. As he seems to
be loitering in this direction, it may be as well, perhaps, to walk towards
him, and throw ourselves in his way. He has been very silent and doleful of
late. Perhaps, his brotherly conscience is touched - if there are such things
as consciences. Though, upon my honour, I hear of them much too often to
believe in them.’
He assisted her to
rise, and she took his arm, and they advanced to meet the whelp. He was idly
beating the branches as he lounged along: or he stooped viciously to rip the
moss from the trees with his stick. He was startled when they came upon him
while he was engaged in this latter pastime, and his colour changed.
’Halloa!’ he stammered;
’I didn’t know you were here.’
’Whose name, Tom,’ said
Mr. Harthouse, putting his hand upon his shoulder and turning him, so that they
all three walked towards the house together, ’have you been carving on the
trees?’
’Whose name?’ returned
Tom. ’Oh! You mean what girl’s name?’
’You have a suspicious
appearance of inscribing some fair creature’s on the bark, Tom.’
’Not much of that, Mr.
Harthouse, unless some fair creature with a slashing fortune at her own
disposal would take a fancy to me. Or she might be as ugly as she was rich,
without any fear of losing me. I’d carve her name as often as she liked.’
’I am afraid you are
mercenary, Tom.’
’Mercenary,’ repeated
Tom. ’Who is not mercenary? Ask my sister.’
’Have you so proved it
to be a failing of mine, Tom?’ said Louisa, showing no other sense of his
discontent and ill-nature.
’You know whether the
cap fits you, Loo,’ returned her brother sulkily. ’If it does, you can wear it.’
’Tom is misanthropical
to-day, as all bored people are now and then,’ said Mr. Harthouse. ’Don’t
believe him, Mrs. Bounderby. He knows much better. I shall disclose some of his
opinions of you, privately expressed to me, unless he relents a little.’
’At all events, Mr.
Harthouse,’ said Tom, softening in his admiration of his patron, but shaking
his head sullenly too, ’you can’t tell her that I ever praised her for being
mercenary. I may have praised her for being the contrary, and I should do it
again, if I had as good reason. However, never mind this now; it’s not very
interesting to you, and I am sick of the subject.’
They walked on to the
house, where Louisa quitted her visitor’s arm and went in. He stood looking
after her, as she ascended the steps, and passed into the shadow of the door;
then put his hand upon her brother’s shoulder again, and invited him with a
confidential nod to a walk in the garden.
’Tom, my fine fellow, I
want to have a word with you.’
They had stopped among
a disorder of roses - it was part of Mr. Bounderby’s humility to keep Nickits’s
roses on a reduced scale - and Tom sat down on a terrace-parapet, plucking buds
and picking them to pieces; while his powerful Familiar stood over him, with a
foot upon the parapet, and his figure easily resting on the arm supported by
that knee. They were just visible from her window. Perhaps she saw them.
’Tom, what’s the
matter?’
’Oh! Mr. Harthouse,’
said Tom with a groan, ’I am hard up, and bothered out of my life.’
’My good fellow, so am
I.’
’You!’ returned Tom. ’You
are the picture of independence. Mr. Harthouse, I am in a horrible mess. You
have no idea what a state I have got myself into - what a state my sister might
have got me out of, if she would only have done it.’
He took to biting the
rosebuds now, and tearing them away from his teeth with a hand that trembled
like an infirm old man’s. After one exceedingly observant look at him, his
companion relapsed into his lightest air.
’Tom, you are
inconsiderate: you expect too much of your sister. You have had money of her,
you dog, you know you have.’
’Well, Mr. Harthouse, I
know I have. How else was I to get it? Here’s old Bounderby always boasting
that at my age he lived upon twopence a month, or something of that sort. Here’s
my father drawing what he calls a line, and tying me down to it from a baby,
neck and heels. Here’s my mother who never has anything of her own, except her
complaints. What is a fellow to do for money, and where am I to look for it, if
not to my sister?’
He was almost crying,
and scattered the buds about by dozens. Mr. Harthouse took him persuasively by
the coat.
’But, my dear Tom, if
your sister has not got it - ’
’Not got it, Mr.
Harthouse? I don’t say she has got it. I may have wanted more than she was
likely to have got. But then she ought to get it. She could get it. It’s of no
use pretending to make a secret of matters now, after what I have told you
already; you know she didn’t marry old Bounderby for her own sake, or for his
sake, but for my sake. Then why doesn’t she get what I want, out of him, for my
sake? She is not obliged to say what she is going to do with it; she is sharp
enough; she could manage to coax it out of him, if she chose. Then why doesn’t
she choose, when I tell her of what consequence it is? But no. There she sits
in his company like a stone, instead of making herself agreeable and getting it
easily. I don’t know what you may call this, but I call it unnatural conduct.’
There was a piece of
ornamental water immediately below the parapet, on the other side, into which
Mr. James Harthouse had a very strong inclination to pitch Mr. Thomas Gradgrind
junior, as the injured men of Coketown threatened to pitch their property into
the Atlantic. But he preserved his easy attitude; and nothing more solid went over
the stone balustrades than the accumulated rosebuds now floating about, a
little surface-island.
’My dear Tom,’ said
Harthouse, ’let me try to be your banker.’
’For God’s sake,’
replied Tom, suddenly, ’don’t talk about bankers!’ And very white he looked, in
contrast with the roses. Very white.
Mr. Harthouse, as a
thoroughly well-bred man, accustomed to the best society, was not to be
surprised - he could as soon have been affected - but he raised his eyelids a
little more, as if they were lifted by a feeble touch of wonder. Albeit it was
as much against the precepts of his school to wonder, as it was against the
doctrines of the Gradgrind College.
’What is the present
need, Tom? Three figures? Out with them. Say what they are.’
’Mr. Harthouse,’ returned
Tom, now actually crying; and his tears were better than his injuries, however
pitiful a figure he made: ’it’s too late; the money is of no use to me at
present. I should have had it before to be of use to me. But I am very much
obliged to you; you’re a true friend.’
A true friend! ’Whelp,
whelp!’ thought Mr. Harthouse, lazily; ’what an Ass you are!’
’And I take your offer
as a great kindness,’ said Tom, grasping his hand. ’As a great kindness, Mr.
Harthouse.’
’Well,’ returned the
other, ’it may be of more use by and by. And, my good fellow, if you will open
your bedevilments to me when they come thick upon you, I may show you better
ways out of them than you can find for yourself.’
’Thank you,’ said Tom,
shaking his head dismally, and chewing rosebuds. ’I wish I had known you
sooner, Mr. Harthouse.’
’Now, you see, Tom,’
said Mr. Harthouse in conclusion, himself tossing over a rose or two, as a
contribution to the island, which was always drifting to the wall as if it
wanted to become a part of the mainland: ’every man is selfish in everything he
does, and I am exactly like the rest of my fellow-creatures. I am desperately
intent;’ the languor of his desperation being quite tropical; ’on your
softening towards your sister - which you ought to do; and on your being a more
loving and agreeable sort of brother - which you ought to be.’
’I will be, Mr.
Harthouse.’
’No time like the
present, Tom. Begin at once.’
’Certainly I will. And
my sister Loo shall say so.’
’Having made which
bargain, Tom,’ said Harthouse, clapping him on the shoulder again, with an air
which left him at liberty to infer - as he did, poor fool - that this condition
was imposed upon him in mere careless good nature to lessen his sense of
obligation, ’we will tear ourselves asunder until dinner-time.’
When Tom appeared
before dinner, though his mind seemed heavy enough, his body was on the alert;
and he appeared before Mr. Bounderby came in. ’I didn’t mean to be cross, Loo,’
he said, giving her his hand, and kissing her. ’I know you are fond of me, and
you know I am fond of you.’
After this, there was a
smile upon Louisa’s face that day, for some one else. Alas, for some one else!
’So much the less is
the whelp the only creature that she cares for,’ thought James Harthouse,
reversing the reflection of his first day’s knowledge of her pretty face. ’So
much the less, so much the less.’
THE next morning was
too bright a morning for sleep, and James Harthouse rose early, and sat in the
pleasant bay window of his dressing-room, smoking the rare tobacco that had had
so wholesome an influence on his young friend. Reposing in the sunlight, with
the fragrance of his eastern pipe about him, and the dreamy smoke vanishing
into the air, so rich and soft with summer odours, he reckoned up his
advantages as an idle winner might count his gains. He was not at all bored for
the time, and could give his mind to it.
He had established a
confidence with her, from which her husband was excluded. He had established a
confidence with her, that absolutely turned upon her indifference towards her
husband, and the absence, now and at all times, of any congeniality between
them. He had artfully, but plainly, assured her that he knew her heart in its
last most delicate recesses; he had come so near to her through its tenderest
sentiment; he had associated himself with that feeling; and the barrier behind
which she lived, had melted away. All very odd, and very satisfactory!
And yet he had not,
even now, any earnest wickedness of purpose in him. Publicly and privately, it
were much better for the age in which he lived, that he and the legion of whom
he was one were designedly bad, than indifferent and purposeless. It is the
drifting icebergs setting with any current anywhere, that wreck the ships.
When the Devil goeth
about like a roaring lion, he goeth about in a shape by which few but savages
and hunters are attracted. But, when he is trimmed, smoothed, and varnished,
according to the mode; when he is aweary of vice, and aweary of virtue, used up
as to brimstone, and used up as to bliss; then, whether he take to the serving
out of red tape, or to the kindling of red fire, he is the very Devil.
So James Harthouse
reclined in the window, indolently smoking, and reckoning up the steps he had
taken on the road by which he happened to be travelling. The end to which it
led was before him, pretty plainly; but he troubled himself with no
calculations about it. What will be, will be.
As he had rather a long
ride to take that day - for there was a public occasion ’to do’ at some
distance, which afforded a tolerable opportunity of going in for the Gradgrind
men - he dressed early and went down to breakfast. He was anxious to see if she
had relapsed since the previous evening. No. He resumed where he had left off.
There was a look of interest for him again.
He got through the day
as much (or as little) to his own satisfaction, as was to be expected under the
fatiguing circumstances; and came riding back at six o’clock. There was a sweep
of some half-mile between the lodge and the house, and he was riding along at a
foot pace over the smooth gravel, once Nickits’s, when Mr. Bounderby burst out
of the shrubbery, with such violence as to make his horse shy across the road.
’Harthouse!’ cried Mr.
Bounderby. ’Have you heard?’
’Heard what?’ said
Harthouse, soothing his horse, and inwardly favouring Mr. Bounderby with no
good wishes.
’Then you haven’t
heard!’
’I have heard you, and
so has this brute. I have heard nothing else.’
Mr. Bounderby, red and
hot, planted himself in the centre of the path before the horse’s head, to
explode his bombshell with more effect.
’The Bank’s robbed!’
’You don’t mean it!’
’Robbed last night,
sir. Robbed in an extraordinary manner. Robbed with a false key.’
’Of much?’
Mr. Bounderby, in his
desire to make the most of it, really seemed mortified by being obliged to
reply, ’Why, no; not of very much. But it might have been.’
’Of how much?’
’Oh! as a sum - if you
stick to a sum - of not more than a hundred and fifty pound,’ said Bounderby,
with impatience. ’But it’s not the sum; it’s the fact. It’s the fact of the
Bank being robbed, that’s the important circumstance. I am surprised you don’t
see it.’
’My dear Bounderby,’
said James, dismounting, and giving his bridle to his servant, ’I do see it;
and am as overcome as you can possibly desire me to be, by the spectacle
afforded to my mental view. Nevertheless, I may be allowed, I hope, to
congratulate you - which I do with all my soul, I assure you - on your not
having sustained a greater loss.’
’Thank’ee,’ replied
Bounderby, in a short, ungracious manner. ’But I tell you what. It might have
been twenty thousand pound.’
’I suppose it might.’
’Suppose it might! By
the Lord, you may suppose so. By George!’ said Mr. Bounderby, with sundry
menacing nods and shakes of his head. ’It might have been twice twenty. There’s
no knowing what it would have been, or wouldn’t have been, as it was, but for
the fellows’ being disturbed.’
Louisa had come up now,
and Mrs. Sparsit, and Bitzer.
’Here’s Tom Gradgrind’s
daughter knows pretty well what it might have been, if you don’t,’ blustered
Bounderby. ’Dropped, sir, as if she was shot when I told her! Never knew her do
such a thing before. Does her credit, under the circumstances, in my opinion!’
She still looked faint
and pale. James Harthouse begged her to take his arm; and as they moved on very
slowly, asked her how the robbery had been committed.
’Why, I am going to
tell you,’ said Bounderby, irritably giving his arm to Mrs. Sparsit. ’If you
hadn’t been so mighty particular about the sum, I should have begun to tell you
before. You know this lady (for she is a lady), Mrs. Sparsit?’
’I have already had the
honour - ’
’Very well. And this
young man, Bitzer, you saw him too on the same occasion?’ Mr. Harthouse
inclined his head in assent, and Bitzer knuckled his forehead.
’Very well. They live
at the Bank. You know they live at the Bank, perhaps? Very well. Yesterday
afternoon, at the close of business hours, everything was put away as usual. In
the iron room that this young fellow sleeps outside of, there was never mind
how much. In the little safe in young Tom’s closet, the safe used for petty
purposes, there was a hundred and fifty odd pound.’
’A hundred and
fifty-four, seven, one,’ said Bitzer.
’Come!’ retorted
Bounderby, stopping to wheel round upon him, ’let’s have none of your
interruptions. It’s enough to be robbed while you’re snoring because you’re too
comfortable, without being put right with your four seven ones. I didn’t snore,
myself, when I was your age, let me tell you. I hadn’t victuals enough to
snore. And I didn’t four seven one. Not if I knew it.’
Bitzer knuckled his
forehead again, in a sneaking manner, and seemed at once particularly impressed
and depressed by the instance last given of Mr. Bounderby’s moral abstinence.
’A hundred and fifty
odd pound,’ resumed Mr. Bounderby. ’That sum of money, young Tom locked in his
safe, not a very strong safe, but that’s no matter now. Everything was left,
all right. Some time in the night, while this young fellow snored - Mrs.
Sparsit, ma’am, you say you have heard him snore?’
’Sir,’ returned Mrs.
Sparsit, ’I cannot say that I have heard him precisely snore, and therefore must
not make that statement. But on winter evenings, when he has fallen asleep at
his table, I have heard him, what I should prefer to describe as partially
choke. I have heard him on such occasions produce sounds of a nature similar to
what may be sometimes heard in Dutch clocks. Not,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, with a
lofty sense of giving strict evidence, ’that I would convey any imputation on
his moral character. Far from it. I have always considered Bitzer a young man
of the most upright principle; and to that I beg to bear my testimony.’
’Well!’ said the
exasperated Bounderby, ’while he was snoring, or choking, or Dutch-clocking, or
something or other - being asleep - some fellows, somehow, whether previously
concealed in the house or not remains to be seen, got to young Tom’s safe,
forced it, and abstracted the contents. Being then disturbed, they made off;
letting themselves out at the main door, and double-locking it again (it was
double-locked, and the key under Mrs. Sparsit’s pillow) with a false key, which
was picked up in the street near the Bank, about twelve o’clock to-day. No
alarm takes place, till this chap, Bitzer, turns out this morning, and begins
to open and prepare the offices for business. Then, looking at Tom’s safe, he
sees the door ajar, and finds the lock forced, and the money gone.’
’Where is Tom, by the
by?’ asked Harthouse, glancing round.
’He has been helping
the police,’ said Bounderby, ’and stays behind at the Bank. I wish these
fellows had tried to rob me when I was at his time of life. They would have
been out of pocket if they had invested eighteenpence in the job; I can tell ’em
that.’
’Is anybody suspected?’
’Suspected? I should
think there was somebody suspected. Egod!’ said Bounderby, relinquishing Mrs.
Sparsit’s arm to wipe his heated head. ’Josiah Bounderby of Coketown is not to
be plundered and nobody suspected. No, thank you!’
Might Mr. Harthouse
inquire Who was suspected?
’Well,’ said Bounderby,
stopping and facing about to confront them all, ’I’ll tell you. It’s not to be
mentioned everywhere; it’s not to be mentioned anywhere: in order that the
scoundrels concerned (there’s a gang of ’em) may be thrown off their guard. So
take this in confidence. Now wait a bit.’ Mr. Bounderby wiped his head again. ’What
should you say to;’ here he violently exploded: ’to a Hand being in it?’
’I hope,’ said
Harthouse, lazily, ’not our friend Blackpot?’
’Say Pool instead of
Pot, sir,’ returned Bounderby, ’and that’s the man.’
Louisa faintly uttered
some word of incredulity and surprise.
’O yes! I know!’ said
Bounderby, immediately catching at the sound. ’I know! I am used to that. I
know all about it. They are the finest people in the world, these fellows are.
They have got the gift of the gab, they have. They only want to have their
rights explained to them, they do. But I tell you what. Show me a dissatisfied
Hand, and I’ll show you a man that’s fit for anything bad, I don’t care what it
is.’
Another of the popular
fictions of Coketown, which some pains had been taken to disseminate - and
which some people really believed.
’But I am acquainted
with these chaps,’ said Bounderby. ’I can read ’em off, like books. Mrs.
Sparsit, ma’am, I appeal to you. What warning did I give that fellow, the first
time he set foot in the house, when the express object of his visit was to know
how he could knock Religion over, and floor the Established Church? Mrs.
Sparsit, in point of high connexions, you are on a level with the aristocracy,
- did I say, or did I not say, to that fellow, "you can’t hide the truth
from me: you are not the kind of fellow I like; you’ll come to no good"?’
’Assuredly, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, ’you did, in a highly impressive manner, give him such
an admonition.’
’When he shocked you,
ma’am,’ said Bounderby; ’when he shocked your feelings?’
’Yes, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit, with a meek shake of her head, ’he certainly did so. Though I do
not mean to say but that my feelings may be weaker on such points - more
foolish if the term is preferred - than they might have been, if I had always
occupied my present position.’
Mr. Bounderby stared
with a bursting pride at Mr. Harthouse, as much as to say, ’I am the proprietor
of this female, and she’s worth your attention, I think.’ Then, resumed his
discourse.
’You can recall for
yourself, Harthouse, what I said to him when you saw him. I didn’t mince the
matter with him. I am never mealy with ’em. I KNOW ’em. Very well, sir. Three
days after that, he bolted. Went off, nobody knows where: as my mother did in
my infancy - only with this difference, that he is a worse subject than my
mother, if possible. What did he do before he went? What do you say;’ Mr.
Bounderby, with his hat in his hand, gave a beat upon the crown at every little
division of his sentences, as if it were a tambourine; ’to his being seen -
night after night - watching the Bank? - to his lurking about there - after
dark? - To its striking Mrs. Sparsit - that he could be lurking for no good -
To her calling Bitzer’s attention to him, and their both taking notice of him -
And to its appearing on inquiry to-day - that he was also noticed by the
neighbours?’ Having come to the climax, Mr. Bounderby, like an oriental dancer,
put his tambourine on his head.
’Suspicious,’ said
James Harthouse, ’certainly.’
’I think so, sir,’ said
Bounderby, with a defiant nod. ’I think so. But there are more of ’em in it.
There’s an old woman. One never hears of these things till the mischief’s done;
all sorts of defects are found out in the stable door after the horse is
stolen; there’s an old woman turns up now. An old woman who seems to have been
flying into town on a broomstick, every now and then. She watches the place a
whole day before this fellow begins, and on the night when you saw him, she
steals away with him and holds a council with him - I suppose, to make her
report on going off duty, and be damned to her.’
There was such a person
in the room that night, and she shrunk from observation, thought Louisa.
’This is not all of ’em,
even as we already know ’em,’ said Bounderby, with many nods of hidden meaning.
’But I have said enough for the present. You’ll have the goodness to keep it
quiet, and mention it to no one. It may take time, but we shall have ’em. It’s
policy to give ’em line enough, and there’s no objection to that.’
’Of course, they will
be punished with the utmost rigour of the law, as notice-boards observe,’
replied James Harthouse, ’and serve them right. Fellows who go in for Banks
must take the consequences. If there were no consequences, we should all go in
for Banks.’ He had gently taken Louisa’s parasol from her hand, and had put it
up for her; and she walked under its shade, though the sun did not shine there.
’For the present, Loo
Bounderby,’ said her husband, ’here’s Mrs. Sparsit to look after. Mrs. Sparsit’s
nerves have been acted upon by this business, and she’ll stay here a day or
two. So make her comfortable.’
’Thank you very much,
sir,’ that discreet lady observed, ’but pray do not let My comfort be a
consideration. Anything will do for Me.’
It soon appeared that
if Mrs. Sparsit had a failing in her association with that domestic
establishment, it was that she was so excessively regardless of herself and
regardful of others, as to be a nuisance. On being shown her chamber, she was
so dreadfully sensible of its comforts as to suggest the inference that she
would have preferred to pass the night on the mangle in the laundry. True, the
Powlers and the Scadgerses were accustomed to splendour, ’but it is my duty to
remember,’ Mrs. Sparsit was fond of observing with a lofty grace: particularly
when any of the domestics were present, ’that what I was, I am no longer.
Indeed,’ said she, ’if I could altogether cancel the remembrance that Mr.
Sparsit was a Powler, or that I myself am related to the Scadgers family; or if
I could even revoke the fact, and make myself a person of common descent and
ordinary connexions; I would gladly do so. I should think it, under existing
circumstances, right to do so.’ The same Hermitical state of mind led to her
renunciation of made dishes and wines at dinner, until fairly commanded by Mr.
Bounderby to take them; when she said, ’Indeed you are very good, sir;’ and
departed from a resolution of which she had made rather formal and public
announcement, to ’wait for the simple mutton.’ She was likewise deeply
apologetic for wanting the salt; and, feeling amiably bound to bear out Mr.
Bounderby to the fullest extent in the testimony he had borne to her nerves,
occasionally sat back in her chair and silently wept; at which periods a tear
of large dimensions, like a crystal ear-ring, might be observed (or rather,
must be, for it insisted on public notice) sliding down her Roman nose.
But Mrs. Sparsit’s
greatest point, first and last, was her determination to pity Mr. Bounderby.
There were occasions when in looking at him she was involuntarily moved to
shake her head, as who would say, ’Alas, poor Yorick!’ After allowing herself
to be betrayed into these evidences of emotion, she would force a lambent
brightness, and would be fitfully cheerful, and would say, ’You have still good
spirits, sir, I am thankful to find;’ and would appear to hail it as a blessed
dispensation that Mr. Bounderby bore up as he did. One idiosyncrasy for which
she often apologized, she found it excessively difficult to conquer. She had a
curious propensity to call Mrs. Bounderby ’Miss Gradgrind,’ and yielded to it
some three or four score times in the course of the evening. Her repetition of
this mistake covered Mrs. Sparsit with modest confusion; but indeed, she said,
it seemed so natural to say Miss Gradgrind: whereas, to persuade herself that
the young lady whom she had had the happiness of knowing from a child could be
really and truly Mrs. Bounderby, she found almost impossible. It was a further
singularity of this remarkable case, that the more she thought about it, the
more impossible it appeared; ’the differences,’ she observed, ’being such.’
In the drawing-room
after dinner, Mr. Bounderby tried the case of the robbery, examined the
witnesses, made notes of the evidence, found the suspected persons guilty, and
sentenced them to the extreme punishment of the law. That done, Bitzer was
dismissed to town with instructions to recommend Tom to come home by the mail-
train.
When candles were
brought, Mrs. Sparsit murmured, ’Don’t be low, sir. Pray let me see you
cheerful, sir, as I used to do.’ Mr. Bounderby, upon whom these consolations
had begun to produce the effect of making him, in a bull-headed blundering way,
sentimental, sighed like some large sea-animal. ’I cannot bear to see you so,
sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit. ’Try a hand at backgammon, sir, as you used to do when
I had the honour of living under your roof.’ ’I haven’t played backgammon, ma’am,’
said Mr. Bounderby, ’since that time.’ ’No, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit,
soothingly, ’I am aware that you have not. I remember that Miss Gradgrind takes
no interest in the game. But I shall be happy, sir, if you will condescend.’
They played near a
window, opening on the garden. It was a fine night: not moonlight, but sultry
and fragrant. Louisa and Mr. Harthouse strolled out into the garden, where
their voices could be heard in the stillness, though not what they said. Mrs.
Sparsit, from her place at the backgammon board, was constantly straining her
eyes to pierce the shadows without. ’What’s the matter, ma’am? ’ said Mr.
Bounderby; ’you don’t see a Fire, do you?’ ’Oh dear no, sir,’ returned Mrs.
Sparsit, ’I was thinking of the dew.’ ’What have you got to do with the dew, ma’am?’
said Mr. Bounderby. ’It’s not myself, sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit, ’I am
fearful of Miss Gradgrind’s taking cold.’ ’She never takes cold,’ said Mr.
Bounderby. ’Really, sir?’ said Mrs. Sparsit. And was affected with a cough in
her throat.
When the time drew near
for retiring, Mr. Bounderby took a glass of water. ’Oh, sir?’ said Mrs.
Sparsit. ’Not your sherry warm, with lemon-peel and nutmeg?’ ’Why, I have got
out of the habit of taking it now, ma’am,’ said Mr. Bounderby. ’The more’s the
pity, sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit; ’you are losing all your good old habits.
Cheer up, sir! If Miss Gradgrind will permit me, I will offer to make it for
you, as I have often done.’
Miss Gradgrind readily
permitting Mrs. Sparsit to do anything she pleased, that considerate lady made
the beverage, and handed it to Mr. Bounderby. ’It will do you good, sir. It
will warm your heart. It is the sort of thing you want, and ought to take, sir.’
And when Mr. Bounderby said, ’Your health, ma’am!’ she answered with great
feeling, ’Thank you, sir. The same to you, and happiness also.’ Finally, she
wished him good night, with great pathos; and Mr. Bounderby went to bed, with a
maudlin persuasion that he had been crossed in something tender, though he
could not, for his life, have mentioned what it was.
Long after Louisa had
undressed and lain down, she watched and waited for her brother’s coming home.
That could hardly be, she knew, until an hour past midnight; but in the country
silence, which did anything but calm the trouble of her thoughts, time lagged
wearily. At last, when the darkness and stillness had seemed for hours to
thicken one another, she heard the bell at the gate. She felt as though she
would have been glad that it rang on until daylight; but it ceased, and the
circles of its last sound spread out fainter and wider in the air, and all was
dead again.
She waited yet some
quarter of an hour, as she judged. Then she arose, put on a loose robe, and
went out of her room in the dark, and up the staircase to her brother’s room.
His door being shut, she softly opened it and spoke to him, approaching his bed
with a noiseless step.
She kneeled down beside
it, passed her arm over his neck, and drew his face to hers. She knew that he
only feigned to be asleep, but she said nothing to him.
He started by and by as
if he were just then awakened, and asked who that was, and what was the matter?
’Tom, have you anything
to tell me? If ever you loved me in your life, and have anything concealed from
every one besides, tell it to me.’
’I don’t know what you
mean, Loo. You have been dreaming.’
’My dear brother:’ she
laid her head down on his pillow, and her hair flowed over him as if she would
hide him from every one but herself: ’is there nothing that you have to tell
me? Is there nothing you can tell me if you will? You can tell me nothing that
will change me. O Tom, tell me the truth!’
’I don’t know what you
mean, Loo!’
’As you lie here alone,
my dear, in the melancholy night, so you must lie somewhere one night, when
even I, if I am living then, shall have left you. As I am here beside you,
barefoot, unclothed, undistinguishable in darkness, so must I lie through all
the night of my decay, until I am dust. In the name of that time, Tom, tell me
the truth now!’
’What is it you want to
know?’
’You may be certain;’
in the energy of her love she took him to her bosom as if he were a child; ’that
I will not reproach you. You may be certain that I will be compassionate and
true to you. You may be certain that I will save you at whatever cost. O Tom,
have you nothing to tell me? Whisper very softly. Say only "yes," and
I shall understand you!’
She turned her ear to
his lips, but he remained doggedly silent.
’Not a word, Tom?’
’How can I say Yes, or
how can I say No, when I don’t know what you mean? Loo, you are a brave, kind
girl, worthy I begin to think of a better brother than I am. But I have nothing
more to say. Go to bed, go to bed.’
’You are tired,’ she
whispered presently, more in her usual way.
’Yes, I am quite tired
out.’
’You have been so
hurried and disturbed to-day. Have any fresh discoveries been made?’
’Only those you have
heard of, from - him.’
’Tom, have you said to
any one that we made a visit to those people, and that we saw those three
together?’
’No. Didn’t you
yourself particularly ask me to keep it quiet when you asked me to go there
with you?’
’Yes. But I did not
know then what was going to happen.’
’Nor I neither. How
could I?’
He was very quick upon
her with this retort.
’Ought I to say, after
what has happened,’ said his sister, standing by the bed - she had gradually
withdrawn herself and risen, ’that I made that visit? Should I say so? Must I
say so?’
’Good Heavens, Loo,’
returned her brother, ’you are not in the habit of asking my advice. say what
you like. If you keep it to yourself, I shall keep it to myself. If you
disclose it, there’s an end of it.’
It was too dark for
either to see the other’s face; but each seemed very attentive, and to consider
before speaking.
’Tom, do you believe the
man I gave the money to, is really implicated in this crime?’
’I don’t know. I don’t
see why he shouldn’t be.’
’He seemed to me an
honest man.’
’Another person may
seem to you dishonest, and yet not be so.’ There was a pause, for he had
hesitated and stopped.
’In short,’ resumed
Tom, as if he had made up his mind, ’if you come to that, perhaps I was so far
from being altogether in his favour, that I took him outside the door to tell
him quietly, that I thought he might consider himself very well off to get such
a windfall as he had got from my sister, and that I hoped he would make good
use of it. You remember whether I took him out or not. I say nothing against
the man; he may be a very good fellow, for anything I know; I hope he is.’
’Was he offended by
what you said?’
’No, he took it pretty
well; he was civil enough. Where are you, Loo?’ He sat up in bed and kissed
her. ’Good night, my dear, good night.’
’You have nothing more
to tell me?’
’No. What should I
have? You wouldn’t have me tell you a lie!’
’I wouldn’t have you do
that to-night, Tom, of all the nights in your life; many and much happier as I
hope they will be.’
’Thank you, my dear
Loo. I am so tired, that I am sure I wonder I don’t say anything to get to
sleep. Go to bed, go to bed.’
Kissing her again, he
turned round, drew the coverlet over his head, and lay as still as if that time
had come by which she had adjured him. She stood for some time at the bedside
before she slowly moved away. She stopped at the door, looked back when she had
opened it, and asked him if he had called her? But he lay still, and she softly
closed the door and returned to her room.
Then the wretched boy
looked cautiously up and found her gone, crept out of bed, fastened his door,
and threw himself upon his pillow again: tearing his hair, morosely crying,
grudgingly loving her, hatefully but impenitently spurning himself, and no less
hatefully and unprofitably spurning all the good in the world.
MRS. SPARSIT, lying by
to recover the tone of her nerves in Mr. Bounderby’s retreat, kept such a sharp
look-out, night and day, under her Coriolanian eyebrows, that her eyes, like a
couple of lighthouses on an iron-bound coast, might have warned all prudent
mariners from that bold rock her Roman nose and the dark and craggy region in
its neighbourhood, but for the placidity of her manner. Although it was hard to
believe that her retiring for the night could be anything but a form, so
severely wide awake were those classical eyes of hers, and so impossible did it
seem that her rigid nose could yield to any relaxing influence, yet her manner
of sitting, smoothing her uncomfortable, not to say, gritty mittens (they were
constructed of a cool fabric like a meat-safe), or of ambling to unknown places
of destination with her foot in her cotton stirrup, was so perfectly serene,
that most observers would have been constrained to suppose her a dove, embodied
by some freak of nature, in the earthly tabernacle of a bird of the hook-beaked
order.
She was a most
wonderful woman for prowling about the house. How she got from story to story
was a mystery beyond solution. A lady so decorous in herself, and so highly
connected, was not to be suspected of dropping over the banisters or sliding
down them, yet her extraordinary facility of locomotion suggested the wild
idea. Another noticeable circumstance in Mrs. Sparsit was, that she was never
hurried. She would shoot with consummate velocity from the roof to the hall,
yet would be in full possession of her breath and dignity on the moment of her
arrival there. Neither was she ever seen by human vision to go at a great pace.
She took very kindly to
Mr. Harthouse, and had some pleasant conversation with him soon after her
arrival. She made him her stately curtsey in the garden, one morning before
breakfast.
’It appears but
yesterday, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’that I had the honour of receiving you at
the Bank, when you were so good as to wish to be made acquainted with Mr.
Bounderby’s address.’
’An occasion, I am
sure, not to be forgotten by myself in the course of Ages,’ said Mr. Harthouse,
inclining his head to Mrs. Sparsit with the most indolent of all possible airs.
’We live in a singular
world, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit.
’I have had the honour,
by a coincidence of which I am proud, to have made a remark, similar in effect,
though not so epigrammatically expressed.’
’A singular world, I
would say, sir,’ pursued Mrs. Sparsit; after acknowledging the compliment with
a drooping of her dark eyebrows, not altogether so mild in its expression as
her voice was in its dulcet tones; ’as regards the intimacies we form at one
time, with individuals we were quite ignorant of, at another. I recall, sir,
that on that occasion you went so far as to say you were actually apprehensive
of Miss Gradgrind.’
’Your memory does me
more honour than my insignificance deserves. I availed myself of your obliging
hints to correct my timidity, and it is unnecessary to add that they were
perfectly accurate. Mrs. Sparsit’s talent for - in fact for anything requiring
accuracy - with a combination of strength of mind - and Family - is too
habitually developed to admit of any question.’ He was almost falling asleep
over this compliment; it took him so long to get through, and his mind wandered
so much in the course of its execution.
’You found Miss
Gradgrind - I really cannot call her Mrs. Bounderby; it’s very absurd of me -
as youthful as I described her?’ asked Mrs. Sparsit, sweetly.
’You drew her portrait
perfectly,’ said Mr. Harthouse. ’Presented her dead image.’
’Very engaging, sir,’
said Mrs. Sparsit, causing her mittens slowly to revolve over one another.
’Highly so.’
’It used to be
considered,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’that Miss Gradgrind was wanting in animation,
but I confess she appears to me considerably and strikingly improved in that
respect. Ay, and indeed here is Mr. Bounderby!’ cried Mrs. Sparsit, nodding her
head a great many times, as if she had been talking and thinking of no one
else. ’How do you find yourself this morning, sir? Pray let us see you
cheerful, sir.’
Now, these persistent
assuagements of his misery, and lightenings of his load, had by this time begun
to have the effect of making Mr. Bounderby softer than usual towards Mrs. Sparsit,
and harder than usual to most other people from his wife downward. So, when
Mrs. Sparsit said with forced lightness of heart, ’You want your breakfast,
sir, but I dare say Miss Gradgrind will soon be here to preside at the table,’
Mr. Bounderby replied, ’If I waited to be taken care of by my wife, ma’am, I
believe you know pretty well I should wait till Doomsday, so I’ll trouble you
to take charge of the teapot.’ Mrs. Sparsit complied, and assumed her old
position at table.
This again made the
excellent woman vastly sentimental. She was so humble withal, that when Louisa
appeared, she rose, protesting she never could think of sitting in that place
under existing circumstances, often as she had had the honour of making Mr.
Bounderby’s breakfast, before Mrs. Gradgrind - she begged pardon, she meant to
say Miss Bounderby - she hoped to be excused, but she really could not get it
right yet, though she trusted to become familiar with it by and by - had
assumed her present position. It was only (she observed) because Miss Gradgrind
happened to be a little late, and Mr. Bounderby’s time was so very precious,
and she knew it of old to be so essential that he should breakfast to the
moment, that she had taken the liberty of complying with his request; long as
his will had been a law to her.
’There! Stop where you
are, ma’am,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’stop where you are! Mrs. Bounderby will be
very glad to be relieved of the trouble, I believe.’
’Don’t say that, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, almost with severity, ’because that is very unkind to
Mrs. Bounderby. And to be unkind is not to be you, sir.’
’You may set your mind
at rest, ma’am. - You can take it very quietly, can’t you, Loo?’ said Mr.
Bounderby, in a blustering way to his wife.
’Of course. It is of no
moment. Why should it be of any importance to me?’
’Why should it be of
any importance to any one, Mrs. Sparsit, ma’am?’ said Mr. Bounderby, swelling
with a sense of slight. ’You attach too much importance to these things, ma’am.
By George, you’ll be corrupted in some of your notions here. You are old-
fashioned, ma’am. You are behind Tom Gradgrind’s children’s time.’
’What is the matter
with you?’ asked Louisa, coldly surprised. ’What has given you offence?’
’Offence!’ repeated
Bounderby. ’Do you suppose if there was any offence given me, I shouldn’t name
it, and request to have it corrected? I am a straightforward man, I believe. I
don’t go beating about for side-winds.’
’I suppose no one ever
had occasion to think you too diffident, or too delicate,’ Louisa answered him
composedly: ’I have never made that objection to you, either as a child or as a
woman. I don’t understand what you would have.’
’Have?’ returned Mr.
Bounderby. ’Nothing. Otherwise, don’t you, Loo Bounderby, know thoroughly well
that I, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, would have it?’
She looked at him, as
he struck the table and made the teacups ring, with a proud colour in her face
that was a new change, Mr. Harthouse thought. ’You are incomprehensible this
morning,’ said Louisa. ’Pray take no further trouble to explain yourself. I am
not curious to know your meaning. What does it matter?’
Nothing more was said
on this theme, and Mr. Harthouse was soon idly gay on indifferent subjects. But
from this day, the Sparsit action upon Mr. Bounderby threw Louisa and James
Harthouse more together, and strengthened the dangerous alienation from her
husband and confidence against him with another, into which she had fallen by
degrees so fine that she could not retrace them if she tried. But whether she
ever tried or no, lay hidden in her own closed heart.
Mrs. Sparsit was so
much affected on this particular occasion, that, assisting Mr. Bounderby to his
hat after breakfast, and being then alone with him in the hall, she imprinted a
chaste kiss upon his hand, murmured ’My benefactor!’ and retired, overwhelmed
with grief. Yet it is an indubitable fact, within the cognizance of this
history, that five minutes after he had left the house in the self-same hat,
the same descendant of the Scadgerses and connexion by matrimony of the
Powlers, shook her right-hand mitten at his portrait, made a contemptuous
grimace at that work of art, and said ’Serve you right, you Noodle, and I am
glad of it.’
Mr. Bounderby had not
been long gone, when Bitzer appeared. Bitzer had come down by train, shrieking
and rattling over the long line of arches that bestrode the wild country of
past and present coal- pits, with an express from Stone Lodge. It was a hasty
note to inform Louisa that Mrs. Gradgrind lay very ill. She had never been well
within her daughter’s knowledge; but, she had declined within the last few
days, had continued sinking all through the night, and was now as nearly dead,
as her limited capacity of being in any state that implied the ghost of an intention
to get out of it, allowed.
Accompanied by the
lightest of porters, fit colourless servitor at Death’s door when Mrs.
Gradgrind knocked, Louisa rumbled to Coketown, over the coal-pits past and
present, and was whirled into its smoky jaws. She dismissed the messenger to
his own devices, and rode away to her old home.
She had seldom been
there since her marriage. Her father was usually sifting and sifting at his
parliamentary cinder-heap in London (without being observed to turn up many
precious articles among the rubbish), and was still hard at it in the national
dust- yard. Her mother had taken it rather as a disturbance than otherwise, to
be visited, as she reclined upon her sofa; young people, Louisa felt herself
all unfit for; Sissy she had never softened to again, since the night when the
stroller’s child had raised her eyes to look at Mr. Bounderby’s intended wife.
She had no inducements to go back, and had rarely gone.
Neither, as she
approached her old home now, did any of the best influences of old home descend
upon her. The dreams of childhood - its airy fables; its graceful, beautiful,
humane, impossible adornments of the world beyond: so good to be believed in
once, so good to be remembered when outgrown, for then the least among them rises
to the stature of a great Charity in the heart, suffering little children to
come into the midst of it, and to keep with their pure hands a garden in the
stony ways of this world, wherein it were better for all the children of Adam
that they should oftener sun themselves, simple and trustful, and not
worldly-wise - what had she to do with these? Remembrances of how she had
journeyed to the little that she knew, by the enchanted roads of what she and
millions of innocent creatures had hoped and imagined; of how, first coming
upon Reason through the tender light of Fancy, she had seen it a beneficent
god, deferring to gods as great as itself; not a grim Idol, cruel and cold,
with its victims bound hand to foot, and its big dumb shape set up with a sightless
stare, never to be moved by anything but so many calculated tons of leverage -
what had she to do with these? Her remembrances of home and childhood were
remembrances of the drying up of every spring and fountain in her young heart
as it gushed out. The golden waters were not there. They were flowing for the
fertilization of the land where grapes are gathered from thorns, and figs from
thistles.
She went, with a heavy,
hardened kind of sorrow upon her, into the house and into her mother’s room.
Since the time of her leaving home, Sissy had lived with the rest of the family
on equal terms. Sissy was at her mother’s side; and Jane, her sister, now ten
or twelve years old, was in the room.
There was great trouble
before it could be made known to Mrs. Gradgrind that her eldest child was
there. She reclined, propped up, from mere habit, on a couch: as nearly in her
old usual attitude, as anything so helpless could be kept in. She had
positively refused to take to her bed; on the ground that if she did, she would
never hear the last of it.
Her feeble voice
sounded so far away in her bundle of shawls, and the sound of another voice
addressing her seemed to take such a long time in getting down to her ears,
that she might have been lying at the bottom of a well. The poor lady was
nearer Truth than she ever had been: which had much to do with it.
On being told that Mrs.
Bounderby was there, she replied, at cross- purposes, that she had never called
him by that name since he married Louisa; that pending her choice of an
objectionable name, she had called him J; and that she could not at present
depart from that regulation, not being yet provided with a permanent
substitute. Louisa had sat by her for some minutes, and had spoken to her
often, before she arrived at a clear understanding who it was. She then seemed
to come to it all at once.
’Well, my dear,’ said
Mrs. Gradgrind, ’and I hope you are going on satisfactorily to yourself. It was
all your father’s doing. He set his heart upon it. And he ought to know.’
’I want to hear of you,
mother; not of myself.’
’You want to hear of
me, my dear? That’s something new, I am sure, when anybody wants to hear of me.
Not at all well, Louisa. Very faint and giddy.’
’Are you in pain, dear
mother?’
’I think there’s a pain
somewhere in the room,’ said Mrs. Gradgrind, ’but I couldn’t positively say
that I have got it.’
After this strange
speech, she lay silent for some time. Louisa, holding her hand, could feel no
pulse; but kissing it, could see a slight thin thread of life in fluttering
motion.
’You very seldom see
your sister,’ said Mrs. Gradgrind. ’She grows like you. I wish you would look
at her. Sissy, bring her here.’
She was brought, and
stood with her hand in her sister’s. Louisa had observed her with her arm round
Sissy’s neck, and she felt the difference of this approach.
’Do you see the
likeness, Louisa?’
’Yes, mother. I should
think her like me. But - ’
’Eh! Yes, I always say
so,’ Mrs. Gradgrind cried, with unexpected quickness. ’And that reminds me. I -
I want to speak to you, my dear. Sissy, my good girl, leave us alone a minute.’
Louisa had relinquished the hand: had thought that her sister’s was a better
and brighter face than hers had ever been: had seen in it, not without a rising
feeling of resentment, even in that place and at that time, something of the
gentleness of the other face in the room; the sweet face with the trusting
eyes, made paler than watching and sympathy made it, by the rich dark hair.
Left alone with her
mother, Louisa saw her lying with an awful lull upon her face, like one who was
floating away upon some great water, all resistance over, content to be carried
down the stream. She put the shadow of a hand to her lips again, and recalled
her.
’You were going to
speak to me, mother.’
’Eh? Yes, to be sure,
my dear. You know your father is almost always away now, and therefore I must
write to him about it.’
’About what, mother?
Don’t be troubled. About what?’
’You must remember, my
dear, that whenever I have said anything, on any subject, I have never heard
the last of it: and consequently, that I have long left off saying anything.’
’I can hear you,
mother.’ But, it was only by dint of bending down to her ear, and at the same
time attentively watching the lips as they moved, that she could link such
faint and broken sounds into any chain of connexion.
’You learnt a great
deal, Louisa, and so did your brother. Ologies of all kinds from morning to
night. If there is any Ology left, of any description, that has not been worn
to rags in this house, all I can say is, I hope I shall never hear its name.’
’I can hear you,
mother, when you have strength to go on.’ This, to keep her from floating away.
’But there is something
- not an Ology at all - that your father has missed, or forgotten, Louisa. I
don’t know what it is. I have often sat with Sissy near me, and thought about
it. I shall never get its name now. But your father may. It makes me restless.
I want to write to him, to find out for God’s sake, what it is. Give me a pen,
give me a pen.’
Even the power of
restlessness was gone, except from the poor head, which could just turn from
side to side.
She fancied, however,
that her request had been complied with, and that the pen she could not have
held was in her hand. It matters little what figures of wonderful no-meaning
she began to trace upon her wrappers. The hand soon stopped in the midst of
them; the light that had always been feeble and dim behind the weak
transparency, went out; and even Mrs. Gradgrind, emerged from the shadow in
which man walketh and disquieteth himself in vain, took upon her the dread
solemnity of the sages and patriarchs.
MRS. SPARSIT’S nerves
being slow to recover their tone, the worthy woman made a stay of some weeks in
duration at Mr. Bounderby’s retreat, where, notwithstanding her anchorite turn
of mind based upon her becoming consciousness of her altered station, she
resigned herself with noble fortitude to lodging, as one may say, in clover, and
feeding on the fat of the land. During the whole term of this recess from the
guardianship of the Bank, Mrs. Sparsit was a pattern of consistency; continuing
to take such pity on Mr. Bounderby to his face, as is rarely taken on man, and
to call his portrait a Noodle to its face, with the greatest acrimony and
contempt.
Mr. Bounderby, having
got it into his explosive composition that Mrs. Sparsit was a highly superior
woman to perceive that he had that general cross upon him in his deserts (for
he had not yet settled what it was), and further that Louisa would have
objected to her as a frequent visitor if it had comported with his greatness
that she should object to anything he chose to do, resolved not to lose sight
of Mrs. Sparsit easily. So when her nerves were strung up to the pitch of again
consuming sweetbreads in solitude, he said to her at the dinner-table, on the
day before her departure, ’I tell you what, ma’am; you shall come down here of
a Saturday, while the fine weather lasts, and stay till Monday.’ To which Mrs.
Sparsit returned, in effect, though not of the Mahomedan persuasion: ’To hear
is to obey.’
Now, Mrs. Sparsit was
not a poetical woman; but she took an idea in the nature of an allegorical
fancy, into her head. Much watching of Louisa, and much consequent observation
of her impenetrable demeanour, which keenly whetted and sharpened Mrs. Sparsit’s
edge, must have given her as it were a lift, in the way of inspiration. She
erected in her mind a mighty Staircase, with a dark pit of shame and ruin at
the bottom; and down those stairs, from day to day and hour to hour, she saw
Louisa coming.
It became the business
of Mrs. Sparsit’s life, to look up at her staircase, and to watch Louisa coming
down. Sometimes slowly, sometimes quickly, sometimes several steps at one bout,
sometimes stopping, never turning back. If she had once turned back, it might
have been the death of Mrs. Sparsit in spleen and grief.
She had been descending
steadily, to the day, and on the day, when Mr. Bounderby issued the weekly
invitation recorded above. Mrs. Sparsit was in good spirits, and inclined to be
conversational.
’And pray, sir,’ said
she, ’if I may venture to ask a question appertaining to any subject on which
you show reserve - which is indeed hardy in me, for I well know you have a
reason for everything you do - have you received intelligence respecting the
robbery?’
’Why, ma’am, no; not
yet. Under the circumstances, I didn’t expect it yet. Rome wasn’t built in a
day, ma’am.’
’Very true, sir,’ said Mrs.
Sparsit, shaking her head.
’Nor yet in a week, ma’am.’
’No, indeed, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a gentle melancholy upon her.
’In a similar manner,
ma’am,’ said Bounderby, ’I can wait, you know. If Romulus and Remus could wait,
Josiah Bounderby can wait. They were better off in their youth than I was,
however. They had a she-wolf for a nurse; I had only a she-wolf for a
grandmother. She didn’t give any milk, ma’am; she gave bruises. She was a
regular Alderney at that.’
’Ah!’ Mrs. Sparsit sighed
and shuddered.
’No, ma’am,’ continued
Bounderby, ’I have not heard anything more about it. It’s in hand, though; and
young Tom, who rather sticks to business at present - something new for him; he
hadn’t the schooling I had - is helping. My injunction is, Keep it quiet, and
let it seem to blow over. Do what you like under the rose, but don’t give a
sign of what you’re about; or half a hundred of ’em will combine together and
get this fellow who has bolted, out of reach for good. Keep it quiet, and the
thieves will grow in confidence by little and little, and we shall have ’em.’
’Very sagacious indeed,
sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit. ’Very interesting. The old woman you mentioned, sir - ’
’The old woman I
mentioned, ma’am,’ said Bounderby, cutting the matter short, as it was nothing
to boast about, ’is not laid hold of; but, she may take her oath she will be,
if that is any satisfaction to her villainous old mind. In the mean time, ma’am,
I am of opinion, if you ask me my opinion, that the less she is talked about,
the better.’
The same evening, Mrs.
Sparsit, in her chamber window, resting from her packing operations, looked
towards her great staircase and saw Louisa still descending.
She sat by Mr.
Harthouse, in an alcove in the garden, talking very low; he stood leaning over
her, as they whispered together, and his face almost touched her hair. ’If not
quite!’ said Mrs. Sparsit, straining her hawk’s eyes to the utmost. Mrs.
Sparsit was too distant to hear a word of their discourse, or even to know that
they were speaking softly, otherwise than from the expression of their figures;
but what they said was this:
’You recollect the man,
Mr. Harthouse?’
’Oh, perfectly!’
’His face, and his
manner, and what he said?’
’Perfectly. And an
infinitely dreary person he appeared to me to be. Lengthy and prosy in the
extreme. It was knowing to hold forth, in the humble-virtue school of
eloquence; but, I assure you I thought at the time, "My good fellow, you
are over-doing this!"’
’It has been very
difficult to me to think ill of that man.’
’My dear Louisa - as
Tom says.’ Which he never did say. ’You know no good of the fellow?’
’No, certainly.’
’Nor of any other such
person?’
’How can I,’ she
returned, with more of her first manner on her than he had lately seen, ’when I
know nothing of them, men or women?’
’My dear Louisa, then
consent to receive the submissive representation of your devoted friend, who
knows something of several varieties of his excellent fellow-creatures - for
excellent they are, I am quite ready to believe, in spite of such little
foibles as always helping themselves to what they can get hold of. This fellow
talks. Well; every fellow talks. He professes morality. Well; all sorts of
humbugs profess morality. From the House of Commons to the House of Correction,
there is a general profession of morality, except among our people; it really
is that exception which makes our people quite reviving. You saw and heard the
case. Here was one of the fluffy classes pulled up extremely short by my
esteemed friend Mr. Bounderby - who, as we know, is not possessed of that
delicacy which would soften so tight a hand. The member of the fluffy classes
was injured, exasperated, left the house grumbling, met somebody who proposed
to him to go in for some share in this Bank business, went in, put something in
his pocket which had nothing in it before, and relieved his mind extremely.
Really he would have been an uncommon, instead of a common, fellow, if he had
not availed himself of such an opportunity. Or he may have originated it
altogether, if he had the cleverness.’
’I almost feel as
though it must be bad in me,’ returned Louisa, after sitting thoughtful awhile,
’to be so ready to agree with you, and to be so lightened in my heart by what
you say.’
’I only say what is
reasonable; nothing worse. I have talked it over with my friend Tom more than
once - of course I remain on terms of perfect confidence with Tom - and he is
quite of my opinion, and I am quite of his. Will you walk?’
They strolled away,
among the lanes beginning to be indistinct in the twilight - she leaning on his
arm - and she little thought how she was going down, down, down, Mrs. Sparsit’s
staircase.
Night and day, Mrs.
Sparsit kept it standing. When Louisa had arrived at the bottom and disappeared
in the gulf, it might fall in upon her if it would; but, until then, there it
was to be, a Building, before Mrs. Sparsit’s eyes. And there Louisa always was,
upon it.
And always gliding
down, down, down!
Mrs. Sparsit saw James
Harthouse come and go; she heard of him here and there; she saw the changes of
the face he had studied; she, too, remarked to a nicety how and when it
clouded, how and when it cleared; she kept her black eyes wide open, with no
touch of pity, with no touch of compunction, all absorbed in interest. In the
interest of seeing her, ever drawing, with no hand to stay her, nearer and
nearer to the bottom of this new Giant’s Staircase.
With all her deference
for Mr. Bounderby as contradistinguished from his portrait, Mrs. Sparsit had
not the smallest intention of interrupting the descent. Eager to see it
accomplished, and yet patient, she waited for the last fall, as for the
ripeness and fulness of the harvest of her hopes. Hushed in expectancy, she
kept her wary gaze upon the stairs; and seldom so much as darkly shook her
right mitten (with her fist in it), at the figure coming down.
THE figure descended
the great stairs, steadily, steadily; always verging, like a weight in deep
water, to the black gulf at the bottom.
Mr. Gradgrind, apprised
of his wife’s decease, made an expedition from London, and buried her in a
business-like manner. He then returned with promptitude to the national
cinder-heap, and resumed his sifting for the odds and ends he wanted, and his
throwing of the dust about into the eyes of other people who wanted other odds
and ends - in fact resumed his parliamentary duties.
In the meantime, Mrs.
Sparsit kept unwinking watch and ward. Separated from her staircase, all the
week, by the length of iron road dividing Coketown from the country house, she
yet maintained her cat-like observation of Louisa, through her husband, through
her brother, through James Harthouse, through the outsides of letters and
packets, through everything animate and inanimate that at any time went near
the stairs. ’Your foot on the last step, my lady,’ said Mrs. Sparsit,
apostrophizing the descending figure, with the aid of her threatening mitten, ’and
all your art shall never blind me.’
Art or nature though,
the original stock of Louisa’s character or the graft of circumstances upon it,
- her curious reserve did baffle, while it stimulated, one as sagacious as Mrs.
Sparsit. There were times when Mr. James Harthouse was not sure of her. There were
times when he could not read the face he had studied so long; and when this
lonely girl was a greater mystery to him, than any woman of the world with a
ring of satellites to help her.
So the time went on;
until it happened that Mr. Bounderby was called away from home by business
which required his presence elsewhere, for three or four days. It was on a
Friday that he intimated this to Mrs. Sparsit at the Bank, adding: ’But you’ll
go down to-morrow, ma’am, all the same. You’ll go down just as if I was there.
It will make no difference to you.’
’Pray, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit, reproachfully, ’let me beg you not to say that. Your absence will
make a vast difference to me, sir, as I think you very well know.’
’Well, ma’am, then you
must get on in my absence as well as you can,’ said Mr. Bounderby, not
displeased.
’Mr. Bounderby,’
retorted Mrs. Sparsit, ’your will is to me a law, sir; otherwise, it might be
my inclination to dispute your kind commands, not feeling sure that it will be
quite so agreeable to Miss Gradgrind to receive me, as it ever is to your own
munificent hospitality. But you shall say no more, sir. I will go, upon your
invitation.’
’Why, when I invite you
to my house, ma’am,’ said Bounderby, opening his eyes, ’I should hope you want
no other invitation.’
’No, indeed, sir,’
returned Mrs. Sparsit, ’I should hope not. Say no more, sir. I would, sir, I
could see you gay again.’
’What do you mean, ma’am?’
blustered Bounderby.
’Sir,’ rejoined Mrs.
Sparsit, ’there was wont to be an elasticity in you which I sadly miss. Be
buoyant, sir!’
Mr. Bounderby, under
the influence of this difficult adjuration, backed up by her compassionate eye,
could only scratch his head in a feeble and ridiculous manner, and afterwards
assert himself at a distance, by being heard to bully the small fry of business
all the morning.
’Bitzer,’ said Mrs.
Sparsit that afternoon, when her patron was gone on his journey, and the Bank
was closing, ’present my compliments to young Mr. Thomas, and ask him if he would
step up and partake of a lamb chop and walnut ketchup, with a glass of India
ale?’ Young Mr. Thomas being usually ready for anything in that way, returned a
gracious answer, and followed on its heels. ’Mr. Thomas,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’these
plain viands being on table, I thought you might be tempted.’
’Thank’ee, Mrs.
Sparsit,’ said the whelp. And gloomily fell to.
’How is Mr. Harthouse,
Mr. Tom?’ asked Mrs. Sparsit.
’Oh, he’s all right,’
said Tom.
’Where may he be at
present?’ Mrs. Sparsit asked in a light conversational manner, after mentally
devoting the whelp to the Furies for being so uncommunicative.
’He is shooting in
Yorkshire,’ said Tom. ’Sent Loo a basket half as big as a church, yesterday.’
’The kind of gentleman,
now,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, sweetly, ’whom one might wager to be a good shot!’
’Crack,’ said Tom.
He had long been a
down-looking young fellow, but this characteristic had so increased of late,
that he never raised his eyes to any face for three seconds together. Mrs. Sparsit
consequently had ample means of watching his looks, if she were so inclined.
’Mr. Harthouse is a
great favourite of mine,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’as indeed he is of most people.
May we expect to see him again shortly, Mr. Tom?’
’Why, I expect to see
him to-morrow,’ returned the whelp.
’Good news!’ cried Mrs.
Sparsit, blandly.
’I have got an
appointment with him to meet him in the evening at the station here,’ said Tom,
’and I am going to dine with him afterwards, I believe. He is not coming down to
the country house for a week or so, being due somewhere else. At least, he says
so; but I shouldn’t wonder if he was to stop here over Sunday, and stray that
way.’
’Which reminds me!’
said Mrs. Sparsit. ’Would you remember a message to your sister, Mr. Tom, if I
was to charge you with one?’
’Well? I’ll try,’
returned the reluctant whelp, ’if it isn’t a long un.’
’It is merely my
respectful compliments,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ’and I fear I may not trouble her
with my society this week; being still a little nervous, and better perhaps by
my poor self.’
’Oh! If that’s all,’
observed Tom, ’it wouldn’t much matter, even if I was to forget it, for Loo’s
not likely to think of you unless she sees you.’
Having paid for his
entertainment with this agreeable compliment, he relapsed into a hangdog
silence until there was no more India ale left, when he said, ’Well, Mrs.
Sparsit, I must be off!’ and went off.
Next day, Saturday,
Mrs. Sparsit sat at her window all day long looking at the customers coming in
and out, watching the postmen, keeping an eye on the general traffic of the
street, revolving many things in her mind, but, above all, keeping her
attention on her staircase. The evening come, she put on her bonnet and shawl,
and went quietly out: having her reasons for hovering in a furtive way about
the station by which a passenger would arrive from Yorkshire, and for
preferring to peep into it round pillars and corners, and out of ladies’
waiting-room windows, to appearing in its precincts openly.
Tom was in attendance,
and loitered about until the expected train came in. It brought no Mr.
Harthouse. Tom waited until the crowd had dispersed, and the bustle was over;
and then referred to a posted list of trains, and took counsel with porters.
That done, he strolled away idly, stopping in the street and looking up it and
down it, and lifting his hat off and putting it on again, and yawning and
stretching himself, and exhibiting all the symptoms of mortal weariness to be
expected in one who had still to wait until the next train should come in, an
hour and forty minutes hence.
’This is a device to
keep him out of the way,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, starting from the dull office
window whence she had watched him last. ’Harthouse is with his sister now!’
It was the conception
of an inspired moment, and she shot off with her utmost swiftness to work it
out. The station for the country house was at the opposite end of the town, the
time was short, the road not easy; but she was so quick in pouncing on a
disengaged coach, so quick in darting out of it, producing her money, seizing
her ticket, and diving into the train, that she was borne along the arches
spanning the land of coal-pits past and present, as if she had been caught up
in a cloud and whirled away.
All the journey,
immovable in the air though never left behind; plain to the dark eyes of her
mind, as the electric wires which ruled a colossal strip of music-paper out of
the evening sky, were plain to the dark eyes of her body; Mrs. Sparsit saw her
staircase, with the figure coming down. Very near the bottom now. Upon the
brink of the abyss.
An overcast September
evening, just at nightfall, saw beneath its drooping eyelids Mrs. Sparsit glide
out of her carriage, pass down the wooden steps of the little station into a
stony road, cross it into a green lane, and become hidden in a summer-growth of
leaves and branches. One or two late birds sleepily chirping in their nests,
and a bat heavily crossing and recrossing her, and the reek of her own tread in
the thick dust that felt like velvet, were all Mrs. Sparsit heard or saw until
she very softly closed a gate.
She went up to the
house, keeping within the shrubbery, and went round it, peeping between the
leaves at the lower windows. Most of them were open, as they usually were in
such warm weather, but there were no lights yet, and all was silent. She tried
the garden with no better effect. She thought of the wood, and stole towards
it, heedless of long grass and briers: of worms, snails, and slugs, and all the
creeping things that be. With her dark eyes and her hook nose warily in advance
of her, Mrs. Sparsit softly crushed her way through the thick undergrowth, so
intent upon her object that she probably would have done no less, if the wood
had been a wood of adders.
Hark!
The smaller birds might
have tumbled out of their nests, fascinated by the glittering of Mrs. Sparsit’s
eyes in the gloom, as she stopped and listened.
Low voices close at
hand. His voice and hers. The appointment was a device to keep the brother
away! There they were yonder, by the felled tree.
Bending low among the
dewy grass, Mrs. Sparsit advanced closer to them. She drew herself up, and
stood behind a tree, like Robinson Crusoe in his ambuscade against the savages;
so near to them that at a spring, and that no great one, she could have touched
them both. He was there secretly, and had not shown himself at the house. He
had come on horseback, and must have passed through the neighbouring fields;
for his horse was tied to the meadow side of the fence, within a few paces.
’My dearest love,’ said
he, ’what could I do? Knowing you were alone, was it possible that I could stay
away?’
’You may hang your
head, to make yourself the more attractive; I don’t know what they see in you
when you hold it up,’ thought Mrs. Sparsit; ’but you little think, my dearest
love, whose eyes are on you!’
That she hung her head,
was certain. She urged him to go away, she commanded him to go away; but she
neither turned her face to him, nor raised it. Yet it was remarkable that she
sat as still as ever the amiable woman in ambuscade had seen her sit, at any
period in her life. Her hands rested in one another, like the hands of a
statue; and even her manner of speaking was not hurried.
’My dear child,’ said
Harthouse; Mrs. Sparsit saw with delight that his arm embraced her; ’will you
not bear with my society for a little while?’
’Not here.’
’Where, Louisa?
’Not here.’
’But we have so little
time to make so much of, and I have come so far, and am altogether so devoted,
and distracted. There never was a slave at once so devoted and ill-used by his
mistress. To look for your sunny welcome that has warmed me into life, and to
be received in your frozen manner, is heart-rending.’
’Am I to say again,
that I must be left to myself here?’
’But we must meet, my
dear Louisa. Where shall we meet?’
They both started. The
listener started, guiltily, too; for she thought there was another listener
among the trees. It was only rain, beginning to fall fast, in heavy drops.
’Shall I ride up to the
house a few minutes hence, innocently supposing that its master is at home and
will be charmed to receive me?’
’No!’
’Your cruel commands
are implicitly to be obeyed; though I am the most unfortunate fellow in the world,
I believe, to have been insensible to all other women, and to have fallen
prostrate at last under the foot of the most beautiful, and the most engaging,
and the most imperious. My dearest Louisa, I cannot go myself, or let you go,
in this hard abuse of your power.’
Mrs. Sparsit saw him
detain her with his encircling arm, and heard him then and there, within her
(Mrs. Sparsit’s) greedy hearing, tell her how he loved her, and how she was the
stake for which he ardently desired to play away all that he had in life. The
objects he had lately pursued, turned worthless beside her; such success as was
almost in his grasp, he flung away from him like the dirt it was, compared with
her. Its pursuit, nevertheless, if it kept him near her, or its renunciation if
it took him from her, or flight if she shared it, or secrecy if she commanded
it, or any fate, or every fate, all was alike to him, so that she was true to
him, - the man who had seen how cast away she was, whom she had inspired at
their first meeting with an admiration, an interest, of which he had thought
himself incapable, whom she had received into her confidence, who was devoted
to her and adored her. All this, and more, in his hurry, and in hers, in the
whirl of her own gratified malice, in the dread of being discovered, in the
rapidly increasing noise of heavy rain among the leaves, and a thunderstorm
rolling up - Mrs. Sparsit received into her mind, set off with such an
unavoidable halo of confusion and indistinctness, that when at length he climbed
the fence and led his horse away, she was not sure where they were to meet, or
when, except that they had said it was to be that night.
But one of them yet
remained in the darkness before her; and while she tracked that one she must be
right. ’Oh, my dearest love,’ thought Mrs. Sparsit, ’you little think how well
attended you are!’
Mrs. Sparsit saw her
out of the wood, and saw her enter the house. What to do next? It rained now,
in a sheet of water. Mrs. Sparsit’s white stockings were of many colours, green
predominating; prickly things were in her shoes; caterpillars slung themselves,
in hammocks of their own making, from various parts of her dress; rills ran
from her bonnet, and her Roman nose. In such condition, Mrs. Sparsit stood
hidden in the density of the shrubbery, considering what next?
Lo, Louisa coming out
of the house! Hastily cloaked and muffled, and stealing away. She elopes! She
falls from the lowermost stair, and is swallowed up in the gulf.
Indifferent to the
rain, and moving with a quick determined step, she struck into a side-path
parallel with the ride. Mrs. Sparsit followed in the shadow of the trees, at
but a short distance; for it was not easy to keep a figure in view going
quickly through the umbrageous darkness.
When she stopped to
close the side-gate without noise, Mrs. Sparsit stopped. When she went on, Mrs.
Sparsit went on. She went by the way Mrs. Sparsit had come, emerged from the
green lane, crossed the stony road, and ascended the wooden steps to the
railroad. A train for Coketown would come through presently, Mrs. Sparsit knew;
so she understood Coketown to be her first place of destination.
In Mrs. Sparsit’s limp
and streaming state, no extensive precautions were necessary to change her
usual appearance; but, she stopped under the lee of the station wall, tumbled
her shawl into a new shape, and put it on over her bonnet. So disguised she had
no fear of being recognized when she followed up the railroad steps, and paid
her money in the small office. Louisa sat waiting in a corner. Mrs. Sparsit sat
waiting in another corner. Both listened to the thunder, which was loud, and to
the rain, as it washed off the roof, and pattered on the parapets of the
arches. Two or three lamps were rained out and blown out; so, both saw the
lightning to advantage as it quivered and zigzagged on the iron tracks.
The seizure of the
station with a fit of trembling, gradually deepening to a complaint of the
heart, announced the train. Fire and steam, and smoke, and red light; a hiss, a
crash, a bell, and a shriek; Louisa put into one carriage, Mrs. Sparsit put
into another: the little station a desert speck in the thunderstorm.
Though her teeth
chattered in her head from wet and cold, Mrs. Sparsit exulted hugely. The
figure had plunged down the precipice, and she felt herself, as it were,
attending on the body. Could she, who had been so active in the getting up of
the funeral triumph, do less than exult? ’She will be at Coketown long before
him,’ thought Mrs. Sparsit, ’though his horse is never so good. Where will she
wait for him? And where will they go together? Patience. We shall see.’
The tremendous rain
occasioned infinite confusion, when the train stopped at its destination.
Gutters and pipes had burst, drains had overflowed, and streets were under
water. In the first instant of alighting, Mrs. Sparsit turned her distracted
eyes towards the waiting coaches, which were in great request. ’She will get
into one,’ she considered, ’and will be away before I can follow in another. At
all risks of being run over, I must see the number, and hear the order given to
the coachman.’
But, Mrs. Sparsit was
wrong in her calculation. Louisa got into no coach, and was already gone. The
black eyes kept upon the railroad-carriage in which she had travelled, settled
upon it a moment too late. The door not being opened after several minutes,
Mrs. Sparsit passed it and repassed it, saw nothing, looked in, and found it
empty. Wet through and through: with her feet squelching and squashing in her
shoes whenever she moved; with a rash of rain upon her classical visage; with a
bonnet like an over-ripe fig; with all her clothes spoiled; with damp
impressions of every button, string, and hook-and-eye she wore, printed off
upon her highly connected back; with a stagnant verdure on her general
exterior, such as accumulates on an old park fence in a mouldy lane; Mrs.
Sparsit had no resource but to burst into tears of bitterness and say, ’I have
lost her!’
THE national dustmen,
after entertaining one another with a great many noisy little fights among
themselves, had dispersed for the present, and Mr. Gradgrind was at home for
the vacation.
He sat writing in the
room with the deadly statistical clock, proving something no doubt - probably,
in the main, that the Good Samaritan was a Bad Economist. The noise of the rain
did not disturb him much; but it attracted his attention sufficiently to make
him raise his head sometimes, as if he were rather remonstrating with the
elements. When it thundered very loudly, he glanced towards Coketown, having it
in his mind that some of the tall chimneys might be struck by lightning.
The thunder was rolling
into distance, and the rain was pouring down like a deluge, when the door of
his room opened. He looked round the lamp upon his table, and saw, with
amazement, his eldest daughter.
’Louisa!’
’Father, I want to
speak to you.’
’What is the matter?
How strange you look! And good Heaven,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, wondering more and
more, ’have you come here exposed to this storm?’
She put her hands to
her dress, as if she hardly knew. ’Yes.’ Then she uncovered her head, and
letting her cloak and hood fall where they might, stood looking at him: so
colourless, so dishevelled, so defiant and despairing, that he was afraid of
her.
’What is it? I conjure
you, Louisa, tell me what is the matter.’
She dropped into a
chair before him, and put her cold hand on his arm.
’Father, you have
trained me from my cradle?’
’Yes, Louisa.’
’I curse the hour in
which I was born to such a destiny.’
He looked at her in
doubt and dread, vacantly repeating: ’Curse the hour? Curse the hour?’
’How could you give me
life, and take from me all the inappreciable things that raise it from the
state of conscious death? Where are the graces of my soul? Where are the
sentiments of my heart? What have you done, O father, what have you done, with
the garden that should have bloomed once, in this great wilderness here!’
She struck herself with
both her hands upon her bosom.
’If it had ever been
here, its ashes alone would save me from the void in which my whole life sinks.
I did not mean to say this; but, father, you remember the last time we
conversed in this room?’
He had been so wholly
unprepared for what he heard now, that it was with difficulty he answered, ’Yes,
Louisa.’
’What has risen to my
lips now, would have risen to my lips then, if you had given me a moment’s
help. I don’t reproach you, father. What you have never nurtured in me, you
have never nurtured in yourself; but O! if you had only done so long ago, or if
you had only neglected me, what a much better and much happier creature I
should have been this day!’
On hearing this, after
all his care, he bowed his head upon his hand and groaned aloud.
’Father, if you had
known, when we were last together here, what even I feared while I strove
against it - as it has been my task from infancy to strive against every
natural prompting that has arisen in my heart; if you had known that there
lingered in my breast, sensibilities, affections, weaknesses capable of being
cherished into strength, defying all the calculations ever made by man, and no
more known to his arithmetic than his Creator is, - would you have given me to
the husband whom I am now sure that I hate?’
He said, ’No. No, my
poor child.’
’Would you have doomed
me, at any time, to the frost and blight that have hardened and spoiled me?
Would you have robbed me - for no one’s enrichment - only for the greater
desolation of this world - of the immaterial part of my life, the spring and
summer of my belief, my refuge from what is sordid and bad in the real things
around me, my school in which I should have learned to be more humble and more
trusting with them, and to hope in my little sphere to make them better?’
’O no, no. No, Louisa.’
’Yet, father, if I had
been stone blind; if I had groped my way by my sense of touch, and had been
free, while I knew the shapes and surfaces of things, to exercise my fancy
somewhat, in regard to them; I should have been a million times wiser, happier,
more loving, more contented, more innocent and human in all good respects, than
I am with the eyes I have. Now, hear what I have come to say.’
He moved, to support
her with his arm. She rising as he did so, they stood close together: she, with
a hand upon his shoulder, looking fixedly in his face.
’With a hunger and
thirst upon me, father, which have never been for a moment appeased; with an
ardent impulse towards some region where rules, and figures, and definitions
were not quite absolute; I have grown up, battling every inch of my way.’
’I never knew you were
unhappy, my child.’
’Father, I always knew
it. In this strife I have almost repulsed and crushed my better angel into a
demon. What I have learned has left me doubting, misbelieving, despising,
regretting, what I have not learned; and my dismal resource has been to think
that life would soon go by, and that nothing in it could be worth the pain and
trouble of a contest.’
’And you so young,
Louisa!’ he said with pity.
’And I so young. In
this condition, father - for I show you now, without fear or favour, the
ordinary deadened state of my mind as I know it - you proposed my husband to
me. I took him. I never made a pretence to him or you that I loved him. I knew,
and, father, you knew, and he knew, that I never did. I was not wholly
indifferent, for I had a hope of being pleasant and useful to Tom. I made that
wild escape into something visionary, and have slowly found out how wild it
was. But Tom had been the subject of all the little tenderness of my life;
perhaps he became so because I knew so well how to pity him. It matters little
now, except as it may dispose you to think more leniently of his errors.’
As her father held her
in his arms, she put her other hand upon his other shoulder, and still looking
fixedly in his face, went on.
’When I was irrevocably
married, there rose up into rebellion against the tie, the old strife, made
fiercer by all those causes of disparity which arise out of our two individual
natures, and which no general laws shall ever rule or state for me, father,
until they shall be able to direct the anatomist where to strike his knife into
the secrets of my soul.’
’Louisa!’ he said, and
said imploringly; for he well remembered what had passed between them in their
former interview.
’I do not reproach you,
father, I make no complaint. I am here with another object.’
’What can I do, child?
Ask me what you will.’
’I am coming to it.
Father, chance then threw into my way a new acquaintance; a man such as I had
had no experience of; used to the world; light, polished, easy; making no
pretences; avowing the low estimate of everything, that I was half afraid to
form in secret; conveying to me almost immediately, though I don’t know how or
by what degrees, that he understood me, and read my thoughts. I could not find
that he was worse than I. There seemed to be a near affinity between us. I only
wondered it should be worth his while, who cared for nothing else, to care so
much for me.’
’For you, Louisa!’
Her father might
instinctively have loosened his hold, but that he felt her strength departing
from her, and saw a wild dilating fire in the eyes steadfastly regarding him.
’I say nothing of his
plea for claiming my confidence. It matters very little how he gained it.
Father, he did gain it. What you know of the story of my marriage, he soon
knew, just as well.’
Her father’s face was
ashy white, and he held her in both his arms.
’I have done no worse,
I have not disgraced you. But if you ask me whether I have loved him, or do
love him, I tell you plainly, father, that it may be so. I don’t know.’
She took her hands
suddenly from his shoulders, and pressed them both upon her side; while in her
face, not like itself - and in her figure, drawn up, resolute to finish by a
last effort what she had to say - the feelings long suppressed broke loose.
’This night, my husband
being away, he has been with me, declaring himself my lover. This minute he
expects me, for I could release myself of his presence by no other means. I do
not know that I am sorry, I do not know that I am ashamed, I do not know that I
am degraded in my own esteem. All that I know is, your philosophy and your
teaching will not save me. Now, father, you have brought me to this. Save me by
some other means!’
He tightened his hold
in time to prevent her sinking on the floor, but she cried out in a terrible
voice, ’I shall die if you hold me! Let me fall upon the ground!’ And he laid
her down there, and saw the pride of his heart and the triumph of his system,
lying, an insensible heap, at his feet.
LOUISA awoke from a
torpor, and her eyes languidly opened on her old bed at home, and her old room.
It seemed, at first, as if all that had happened since the days when these
objects were familiar to her were the shadows of a dream, but gradually, as the
objects became more real to her sight, the events became more real to her mind.
She could scarcely move
her head for pain and heaviness, her eyes were strained and sore, and she was
very weak. A curious passive inattention had such possession of her, that the
presence of her little sister in the room did not attract her notice for some
time. Even when their eyes had met, and her sister had approached the bed,
Louisa lay for minutes looking at her in silence, and suffering her timidly to
hold her passive hand, before she asked:
’When was I brought to
this room?’
’Last night, Louisa.’
’Who brought me here?’
’Sissy, I believe.’
’Why do you believe so?’
’Because I found her
here this morning. She didn’t come to my bedside to wake me, as she always
does; and I went to look for her. She was not in her own room either; and I
went looking for her all over the house, until I found her here taking care of
you and cooling your head. Will you see father? Sissy said I was to tell him
when you woke.’
’What a beaming face
you have, Jane!’ said Louisa, as her young sister - timidly still - bent down
to kiss her.
’Have I? I am very glad
you think so. I am sure it must be Sissy’s doing.’
The arm Louisa had
begun to twine around her neck, unbent itself. ’You can tell father if you
will.’ Then, staying her for a moment, she said, ’It was you who made my room
so cheerful, and gave it this look of welcome?’
’Oh no, Louisa, it was
done before I came. It was - ’
Louisa turned upon her
pillow, and heard no more. When her sister had withdrawn, she turned her head
back again, and lay with her face towards the door, until it opened and her
father entered.
He had a jaded anxious
look upon him, and his hand, usually steady, trembled in hers. He sat down at
the side of the bed, tenderly asking how she was, and dwelling on the necessity
of her keeping very quiet after her agitation and exposure to the weather last
night. He spoke in a subdued and troubled voice, very different from his usual
dictatorial manner; and was often at a loss for words.
’My dear Louisa. My
poor daughter.’ He was so much at a loss at that place, that he stopped
altogether. He tried again.
’My unfortunate child.’
The place was so difficult to get over, that he tried again.
’It would be hopeless
for me, Louisa, to endeavour to tell you how overwhelmed I have been, and still
am, by what broke upon me last night. The ground on which I stand has ceased to
be solid under my feet. The only support on which I leaned, and the strength of
which it seemed, and still does seem, impossible to question, has given way in
an instant. I am stunned by these discoveries. I have no selfish meaning in
what I say; but I find the shock of what broke upon me last night, to be very
heavy indeed.’
She could give him no
comfort herein. She had suffered the wreck of her whole life upon the rock.
’I will not say,
Louisa, that if you had by any happy chance undeceived me some time ago, it
would have been better for us both; better for your peace, and better for mine.
For I am sensible that it may not have been a part of my system to invite any
confidence of that kind. I had proved my - my system to myself, and I have
rigidly administered it; and I must bear the responsibility of its failures. I
only entreat you to believe, my favourite child, that I have meant to do right.’
He said it earnestly,
and to do him justice he had. In gauging fathomless deeps with his little mean
excise-rod, and in staggering over the universe with his rusty stiff-legged
compasses, he had meant to do great things. Within the limits of his short
tether he had tumbled about, annihilating the flowers of existence with greater
singleness of purpose than many of the blatant personages whose company he
kept.
’I am well assured of
what you say, father. I know I have been your favourite child. I know you have
intended to make me happy. I have never blamed you, and I never shall.’
He took her
outstretched hand, and retained it in his.
’My dear, I have
remained all night at my table, pondering again and again on what has so
painfully passed between us. When I consider your character; when I consider
that what has been known to me for hours, has been concealed by you for years;
when I consider under what immediate pressure it has been forced from you at
last; I come to the conclusion that I cannot but mistrust myself.’
He might have added
more than all, when he saw the face now looking at him. He did add it in
effect, perhaps, as he softly moved her scattered hair from her forehead with
his hand. Such little actions, slight in another man, were very noticeable in
him; and his daughter received them as if they had been words of contrition.
’But,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, slowly, and with hesitation, as well as with a wretched sense of
happiness, ’if I see reason to mistrust myself for the past, Louisa, I should
also mistrust myself for the present and the future. To speak unreservedly to
you, I do. I am far from feeling convinced now, however differently I might
have felt only this time yesterday, that I am fit for the trust you repose in
me; that I know how to respond to the appeal you have come home to make to me;
that I have the right instinct - supposing it for the moment to be some quality
of that nature - how to help you, and to set you right, my child.’
She had turned upon her
pillow, and lay with her face upon her arm, so that he could not see it. All
her wildness and passion had subsided; but, though softened, she was not in
tears. Her father was changed in nothing so much as in the respect that he
would have been glad to see her in tears.
’Some persons hold,’ he
pursued, still hesitating, ’that there is a wisdom of the Head, and that there
is a wisdom of the Heart. I have not supposed so; but, as I have said, I
mistrust myself now. I have supposed the head to be all-sufficient. It may not
be all- sufficient; how can I venture this morning to say it is! If that other
kind of wisdom should be what I have neglected, and should be the instinct that
is wanted, Louisa - ’
He suggested it very
doubtfully, as if he were half unwilling to admit it even now. She made him no
answer, lying before him on her bed, still half-dressed, much as he had seen
her lying on the floor of his room last night.
’Louisa,’ and his hand
rested on her hair again, ’I have been absent from here, my dear, a good deal
of late; and though your sister’s training has been pursued according to - the
system,’ he appeared to come to that word with great reluctance always, ’it has
necessarily been modified by daily associations begun, in her case, at an early
age. I ask you - ignorantly and humbly, my daughter - for the better, do you
think?’
’Father,’ she replied,
without stirring, ’if any harmony has been awakened in her young breast that
was mute in mine until it turned to discord, let her thank Heaven for it, and
go upon her happier way, taking it as her greatest blessing that she has
avoided my way.’
’O my child, my child!’
he said, in a forlorn manner, ’I am an unhappy man to see you thus! What avails
it to me that you do not reproach me, if I so bitterly reproach myself!’ He
bent his head, and spoke low to her. ’Louisa, I have a misgiving that some
change may have been slowly working about me in this house, by mere love and
gratitude: that what the Head had left undone and could not do, the Heart may
have been doing silently. Can it be so?’
She made him no reply.
’I am not too proud to
believe it, Louisa. How could I be arrogant, and you before me! Can it be so?
Is it so, my dear?’ He looked upon her once more, lying cast away there; and
without another word went out of the room. He had not been long gone, when she
heard a light tread near the door, and knew that some one stood beside her.
She did not raise her
head. A dull anger that she should be seen in her distress, and that the
involuntary look she had so resented should come to this fulfilment, smouldered
within her like an unwholesome fire. All closely imprisoned forces rend and
destroy. The air that would be healthful to the earth, the water that would
enrich it, the heat that would ripen it, tear it when caged up. So in her bosom
even now; the strongest qualities she possessed, long turned upon themselves,
became a heap of obduracy, that rose against a friend.
It was well that soft
touch came upon her neck, and that she understood herself to be supposed to
have fallen asleep. The sympathetic hand did not claim her resentment. Let it
lie there, let it lie.
It lay there, warming
into life a crowd of gentler thoughts; and she rested. As she softened with the
quiet, and the consciousness of being so watched, some tears made their way
into her eyes. The face touched hers, and she knew that there were tears upon
it too, and she the cause of them.
As Louisa feigned to
rouse herself, and sat up, Sissy retired, so that she stood placidly near the
bedside.
’I hope I have not
disturbed you. I have come to ask if you would let me stay with you?’
’Why should you stay
with me? My sister will miss you. You are everything to her.’
’Am I?’ returned Sissy,
shaking her head. ’I would be something to you, if I might.’
’What?’ said Louisa,
almost sternly.
’Whatever you want
most, if I could be that. At all events, I would like to try to be as near it
as I can. And however far off that may be, I will never tire of trying. Will
you let me?’
’My father sent you to
ask me.’
’No indeed,’ replied
Sissy. ’He told me that I might come in now, but he sent me away from the room
this morning - or at least - ’
She hesitated and
stopped.
’At least, what?’ said
Louisa, with her searching eyes upon her.
’I thought it best
myself that I should be sent away, for I felt very uncertain whether you would
like to find me here.’
’Have I always hated
you so much?’
’I hope not, for I have
always loved you, and have always wished that you should know it. But you
changed to me a little, shortly before you left home. Not that I wondered at
it. You knew so much, and I knew so little, and it was so natural in many ways,
going as you were among other friends, that I had nothing to complain of, and
was not at all hurt.’
Her colour rose as she
said it modestly and hurriedly. Louisa understood the loving pretence, and her
heart smote her.
’May I try?’ said
Sissy, emboldened to raise her hand to the neck that was insensibly drooping
towards her.
Louisa, taking down the
hand that would have embraced her in another moment, held it in one of hers,
and answered:
’First, Sissy, do you
know what I am? I am so proud and so hardened, so confused and troubled, so
resentful and unjust to every one and to myself, that everything is stormy,
dark, and wicked to me. Does not that repel you?’
’No!’
’I am so unhappy, and
all that should have made me otherwise is so laid waste, that if I had been
bereft of sense to this hour, and instead of being as learned as you think me,
had to begin to acquire the simplest truths, I could not want a guide to peace,
contentment, honour, all the good of which I am quite devoid, more abjectly
than I do. Does not that repel you?’
’No!’
In the innocence of her
brave affection, and the brimming up of her old devoted spirit, the once
deserted girl shone like a beautiful light upon the darkness of the other.
Louisa raised the hand
that it might clasp her neck and join its fellow there. She fell upon her
knees, and clinging to this stroller’s child looked up at her almost with
veneration.
’Forgive me, pity me,
help me! Have compassion on my great need, and let me lay this head of mine
upon a loving heart!’
’O lay it here!’ cried
Sissy. ’Lay it here, my dear.’
MR. JAMES HARTHOUSE
passed a whole night and a day in a state of so much hurry, that the World,
with its best glass in his eye, would scarcely have recognized him during that
insane interval, as the brother Jem of the honourable and jocular member. He
was positively agitated. He several times spoke with an emphasis, similar to
the vulgar manner. He went in and went out in an unaccountable way, like a man
without an object. He rode like a highwayman. In a word, he was so horribly
bored by existing circumstances, that he forgot to go in for boredom in the
manner prescribed by the authorities.
After putting his horse
at Coketown through the storm, as if it were a leap, he waited up all night:
from time to time ringing his bell with the greatest fury, charging the porter
who kept watch with delinquency in withholding letters or messages that could
not fail to have been entrusted to him, and demanding restitution on the spot.
The dawn coming, the morning coming, and the day coming, and neither message
nor letter coming with either, he went down to the country house. There, the report
was, Mr. Bounderby away, and Mrs. Bounderby in town. Left for town suddenly
last evening. Not even known to be gone until receipt of message, importing
that her return was not to be expected for the present.
In these circumstances
he had nothing for it but to follow her to town. He went to the house in town.
Mrs. Bounderby not there. He looked in at the Bank. Mr. Bounderby away and Mrs.
Sparsit away. Mrs. Sparsit away? Who could have been reduced to sudden
extremity for the company of that griffin!
’Well! I don’t know,’
said Tom, who had his own reasons for being uneasy about it. ’She was off
somewhere at daybreak this morning. She’s always full of mystery; I hate her.
So I do that white chap; he’s always got his blinking eyes upon a fellow.’
’Where were you last
night, Tom?’
’Where was I last
night!’ said Tom. ’Come! I like that. I was waiting for you, Mr. Harthouse,
till it came down as I never saw it come down before. Where was I too! Where
were you, you mean.’
’I was prevented from
coming - detained.’
’Detained!’ murmured
Tom. ’Two of us were detained. I was detained looking for you, till I lost
every train but the mail. It would have been a pleasant job to go down by that
on such a night, and have to walk home through a pond. I was obliged to sleep
in town after all.’
’Where?’
’Where? Why, in my own
bed at Bounderby’s.’
’Did you see your
sister?’
’How the deuce,’
returned Tom, staring, ’could I see my sister when she was fifteen miles off?’
Cursing these quick
retorts of the young gentleman to whom he was so true a friend, Mr. Harthouse
disembarrassed himself of that interview with the smallest conceivable amount
of ceremony, and debated for the hundredth time what all this could mean? He
made only one thing clear. It was, that whether she was in town or out of town,
whether he had been premature with her who was so hard to comprehend, or she
had lost courage, or they were discovered, or some mischance or mistake, at
present incomprehensible, had occurred, he must remain to confront his fortune,
whatever it was. The hotel where he was known to live when condemned to that
region of blackness, was the stake to which he was tied. As to all the rest -
What will be, will be.
’So, whether I am
waiting for a hostile message, or an assignation, or a penitent remonstrance,
or an impromptu wrestle with my friend Bounderby in the Lancashire manner -
which would seem as likely as anything else in the present state of affairs - I’ll
dine,’ said Mr. James Harthouse. ’Bounderby has the advantage in point of
weight; and if anything of a British nature is to come off between us, it may
be as well to be in training.’
Therefore he rang the
bell, and tossing himself negligently on a sofa, ordered ’Some dinner at six -
with a beefsteak in it,’ and got through the intervening time as well as he
could. That was not particularly well; for he remained in the greatest
perplexity, and, as the hours went on, and no kind of explanation offered
itself, his perplexity augmented at compound interest.
However, he took
affairs as coolly as it was in human nature to do, and entertained himself with
the facetious idea of the training more than once. ’It wouldn’t be bad,’ he
yawned at one time, ’to give the waiter five shillings, and throw him.’ At
another time it occurred to him, ’Or a fellow of about thirteen or fourteen
stone might be hired by the hour.’ But these jests did not tell materially on
the afternoon, or his suspense; and, sooth to say, they both lagged fearfully.
It was impossible, even
before dinner, to avoid often walking about in the pattern of the carpet,
looking out of the window, listening at the door for footsteps, and
occasionally becoming rather hot when any steps approached that room. But,
after dinner, when the day turned to twilight, and the twilight turned to
night, and still no communication was made to him, it began to be as he
expressed it, ’like the Holy Office and slow torture.’ However, still true to
his conviction that indifference was the genuine high-breeding (the only
conviction he had), he seized this crisis as the opportunity for ordering
candles and a newspaper.
He had been trying in
vain, for half an hour, to read this newspaper, when the waiter appeared and
said, at once mysteriously and apologetically:
’Beg your pardon, sir.
You’re wanted, sir, if you please.’
A general recollection
that this was the kind of thing the Police said to the swell mob, caused Mr.
Harthouse to ask the waiter in return, with bristling indignation, what the
Devil he meant by ’wanted’?
’Beg your pardon, sir.
Young lady outside, sir, wishes to see you.’
’Outside? Where?’
’Outside this door,
sir.’
Giving the waiter to
the personage before mentioned, as a block- head duly qualified for that
consignment, Mr. Harthouse hurried into the gallery. A young woman whom he had
never seen stood there. Plainly dressed, very quiet, very pretty. As he
conducted her into the room and placed a chair for her, he observed, by the
light of the candles, that she was even prettier than he had at first believed.
Her face was innocent and youthful, and its expression remarkably pleasant. She
was not afraid of him, or in any way disconcerted; she seemed to have her mind
entirely preoccupied with the occasion of her visit, and to have substituted
that consideration for herself.
’I speak to Mr.
Harthouse?’ she said, when they were alone.
’To Mr. Harthouse.’ He
added in his mind, ’And you speak to him with the most confiding eyes I ever
saw, and the most earnest voice (though so quiet) I ever heard.’
’If I do not understand
- and I do not, sir’ - said Sissy, ’what your honour as a gentleman binds you
to, in other matters:’ the blood really rose in his face as she began in these
words: ’I am sure I may rely upon it to keep my visit secret, and to keep
secret what I am going to say. I will rely upon it, if you will tell me I may
so far trust - ’
’You may, I assure you.’
’I am young, as you
see; I am alone, as you see. In coming to you, sir, I have no advice or
encouragement beyond my own hope.’ He thought, ’But that is very strong,’ as he
followed the momentary upward glance of her eyes. He thought besides, ’This is
a very odd beginning. I don’t see where we are going.’
’I think,’ said Sissy, ’you
have already guessed whom I left just now!’
’I have been in the greatest
concern and uneasiness during the last four-and-twenty hours (which have
appeared as many years),’ he returned, ’on a lady’s account. The hopes I have
been encouraged to form that you come from that lady, do not deceive me, I
trust.’
’I left her within an
hour.’
’At - !’
’At her father’s.’
Mr. Harthouse’s face
lengthened in spite of his coolness, and his perplexity increased. ’Then I
certainly,’ he thought, ’do not see where we are going.’
’She hurried there last
night. She arrived there in great agitation, and was insensible all through the
night. I live at her father’s, and was with her. You may be sure, sir, you will
never see her again as long as you live.’
Mr. Harthouse drew a
long breath; and, if ever man found himself in the position of not knowing what
to say, made the discovery beyond all question that he was so circumstanced.
The child-like ingenuousness with which his visitor spoke, her modest
fearlessness, her truthfulness which put all artifice aside, her entire
forgetfulness of herself in her earnest quiet holding to the object with which
she had come; all this, together with her reliance on his easily given promise
- which in itself shamed him - presented something in which he was so
inexperienced, and against which he knew any of his usual weapons would fall so
powerless; that not a word could he rally to his relief.
At last he said:
’So startling an
announcement, so confidently made, and by such lips, is really disconcerting in
the last degree. May I be permitted to inquire, if you are charged to convey
that information to me in those hopeless words, by the lady of whom we speak?’
’I have no charge from
her.’
’The drowning man
catches at the straw. With no disrespect for your judgment, and with no doubt
of your sincerity, excuse my saying that I cling to the belief that there is
yet hope that I am not condemned to perpetual exile from that lady’s presence.’
’There is not the least
hope. The first object of my coming here, sir, is to assure you that you must
believe that there is no more hope of your ever speaking with her again, than
there would be if she had died when she came home last night.’
’Must believe? But if I
can’t - or if I should, by infirmity of nature, be obstinate - and won’t - ’
’It is still true.
There is no hope.’
James Harthouse looked
at her with an incredulous smile upon his lips; but her mind looked over and
beyond him, and the smile was quite thrown away.
He bit his lip, and
took a little time for consideration.
’Well! If it should unhappily
appear,’ he said, ’after due pains and duty on my part, that I am brought to a
position so desolate as this banishment, I shall not become the lady’s
persecutor. But you said you had no commission from her?’
’I have only the
commission of my love for her, and her love for me. I have no other trust, than
that I have been with her since she came home, and that she has given me her
confidence. I have no further trust, than that I know something of her
character and her marriage. O Mr. Harthouse, I think you had that trust too!’
He was touched in the
cavity where his heart should have been - in that nest of addled eggs, where
the birds of heaven would have lived if they had not been whistled away - by
the fervour of this reproach.
’I am not a moral sort
of fellow,’ he said, ’and I never make any pretensions to the character of a
moral sort of fellow. I am as immoral as need be. At the same time, in bringing
any distress upon the lady who is the subject of the present conversation, or
in unfortunately compromising her in any way, or in committing myself by any
expression of sentiments towards her, not perfectly reconcilable with - in fact
with - the domestic hearth; or in taking any advantage of her father’s being a
machine, or of her brother’s being a whelp, or of her husband’s being a bear; I
beg to be allowed to assure you that I have had no particularly evil
intentions, but have glided on from one step to another with a smoothness so
perfectly diabolical, that I had not the slightest idea the catalogue was half
so long until I began to turn it over. Whereas I find,’ said Mr. James
Harthouse, in conclusion, ’that it is really in several volumes.’
Though he said all this
in his frivolous way, the way seemed, for that once, a conscious polishing of
but an ugly surface. He was silent for a moment; and then proceeded with a more
self-possessed air, though with traces of vexation and disappointment that
would not be polished out.
’After what has been
just now represented to me, in a manner I find it impossible to doubt - I know
of hardly any other source from which I could have accepted it so readily - I
feel bound to say to you, in whom the confidence you have mentioned has been
reposed, that I cannot refuse to contemplate the possibility (however unexpected)
of my seeing the lady no more. I am solely to blame for the thing having come
to this - and - and, I cannot say,’ he added, rather hard up for a general
peroration, ’that I have any sanguine expectation of ever becoming a moral sort
of fellow, or that I have any belief in any moral sort of fellow whatever.’
Sissy’s face
sufficiently showed that her appeal to him was not finished.
’You spoke,’ he
resumed, as she raised her eyes to him again, ’of your first object. I may
assume that there is a second to be mentioned?’
’Yes.’
’Will you oblige me by
confiding it?’
’Mr. Harthouse,’
returned Sissy, with a blending of gentleness and steadiness that quite
defeated him, and with a simple confidence in his being bound to do what she
required, that held him at a singular disadvantage, ’the only reparation that
remains with you, is to leave here immediately and finally. I am quite sure
that you can mitigate in no other way the wrong and harm you have done. I am
quite sure that it is the only compensation you have left it in your power to
make. I do not say that it is much, or that it is enough; but it is something,
and it is necessary. Therefore, though without any other authority than I have
given you, and even without the knowledge of any other person than yourself and
myself, I ask you to depart from this place to-night, under an obligation never
to return to it.’
If she had asserted any
influence over him beyond her plain faith in the truth and right of what she
said; if she had concealed the least doubt or irresolution, or had harboured
for the best purpose any reserve or pretence; if she had shown, or felt, the
lightest trace of any sensitiveness to his ridicule or his astonishment, or any
remonstrance he might offer; he would have carried it against her at this
point. But he could as easily have changed a clear sky by looking at it in
surprise, as affect her.
’But do you know,’ he
asked, quite at a loss, ’the extent of what you ask? You probably are not aware
that I am here on a public kind of business, preposterous enough in itself, but
which I have gone in for, and sworn by, and am supposed to be devoted to in
quite a desperate manner? You probably are not aware of that, but I assure you
it’s the fact.’
It had no effect on
Sissy, fact or no fact.
’Besides which,’ said
Mr. Harthouse, taking a turn or two across the room, dubiously, ’it’s so
alarmingly absurd. It would make a man so ridiculous, after going in for these
fellows, to back out in such an incomprehensible way.’
’I am quite sure,’ repeated
Sissy, ’that it is the only reparation in your power, sir. I am quite sure, or
I would not have come here.’
He glanced at her face,
and walked about again. ’Upon my soul, I don’t know what to say. So immensely
absurd!’
It fell to his lot,
now, to stipulate for secrecy.
’If I were to do such a
very ridiculous thing,’ he said, stopping again presently, and leaning against
the chimney-piece, ’it could only be in the most inviolable confidence.’
’I will trust to you,
sir,’ returned Sissy, ’and you will trust to me.’
His leaning against the
chimney-piece reminded him of the night with the whelp. It was the self-same
chimney-piece, and somehow he felt as if he were the whelp to-night. He could
make no way at all.
’I suppose a man never
was placed in a more ridiculous position,’ he said, after looking down, and
looking up, and laughing, and frowning, and walking off, and walking back
again. ’But I see no way out of it. What will be, will be. This will be, I
suppose. I must take off myself, I imagine - in short, I engage to do it.’
Sissy rose. She was not
surprised by the result, but she was happy in it, and her face beamed brightly.
’You will permit me to
say,’ continued Mr. James Harthouse, ’that I doubt if any other ambassador, or
ambassadress, could have addressed me with the same success. I must not only
regard myself as being in a very ridiculous position, but as being vanquished
at all points. Will you allow me the privilege of remembering my enemy’s name?’
’My name?’ said the
ambassadress.
’The only name I could
possibly care to know, to-night.’
’Sissy Jupe.’
’Pardon my curiosity at
parting. Related to the family?’
’I am only a poor girl,’
returned Sissy. ’I was separated from my father - he was only a stroller - and
taken pity on by Mr. Gradgrind. I have lived in the house ever since.’
She was gone.
’It wanted this to
complete the defeat,’ said Mr. James Harthouse, sinking, with a resigned air,
on the sofa, after standing transfixed a little while. ’The defeat may now be
considered perfectly accomplished. Only a poor girl - only a stroller - only
James Harthouse made nothing of - only James Harthouse a Great Pyramid of
failure.’
The Great Pyramid put
it into his head to go up the Nile. He took a pen upon the instant, and wrote
the following note (in appropriate hieroglyphics) to his brother:
Dear Jack, - All up at Coketown. Bored out of the place, and going in
for camels. Affectionately, JEM, He rang
the bell.
’Send my fellow here.’
’Gone to bed, sir.’
’Tell him to get up,
and pack up.’
He wrote two more
notes. One, to Mr. Bounderby, announcing his retirement from that part of the
country, and showing where he would be found for the next fortnight. The other,
similar in effect, to Mr. Gradgrind. Almost as soon as the ink was dry upon
their superscriptions, he had left the tall chimneys of Coketown behind, and
was in a railway carriage, tearing and glaring over the dark landscape.
The moral sort of
fellows might suppose that Mr. James Harthouse derived some comfortable
reflections afterwards, from this prompt retreat, as one of his few actions
that made any amends for anything, and as a token to himself that he had
escaped the climax of a very bad business. But it was not so, at all. A secret
sense of having failed and been ridiculous - a dread of what other fellows who
went in for similar sorts of things, would say at his expense if they knew it -
so oppressed him, that what was about the very best passage in his life was the
one of all others he would not have owned to on any account, and the only one
that made him ashamed of himself.
THE indefatigable Mrs.
Sparsit, with a violent cold upon her, her voice reduced to a whisper, and her
stately frame so racked by continual sneezes that it seemed in danger of
dismemberment, gave chase to her patron until she found him in the metropolis;
and there, majestically sweeping in upon him at his hotel in St. James’s
Street, exploded the combustibles with which she was charged, and blew up.
Having executed her mission with infinite relish, this high-minded woman then
fainted away on Mr. Bounderby’s coat-collar.
Mr. Bounderby’s first
procedure was to shake Mrs. Sparsit off, and leave her to progress as she might
through various stages of suffering on the floor. He next had recourse to the
administration of potent restoratives, such as screwing the patient’s thumbs,
smiting her hands, abundantly watering her face, and inserting salt in her
mouth. When these attentions had recovered her (which they speedily did), he
hustled her into a fast train without offering any other refreshment, and
carried her back to Coketown more dead than alive.
Regarded as a classical
ruin, Mrs. Sparsit was an interesting spectacle on her arrival at her journey’s
end; but considered in any other light, the amount of damage she had by that
time sustained was excessive, and impaired her claims to admiration. Utterly
heedless of the wear and tear of her clothes and constitution, and adamant to
her pathetic sneezes, Mr. Bounderby immediately crammed her into a coach, and
bore her off to Stone Lodge.
’Now, Tom Gradgrind,’
said Bounderby, bursting into his father-in- law’s room late at night; ’here’s
a lady here - Mrs. Sparsit - you know Mrs. Sparsit - who has something to say
to you that will strike you dumb.’
’You have missed my
letter!’ exclaimed Mr. Gradgrind, surprised by the apparition.
’Missed your letter,
sir!’ bawled Bounderby. ’The present time is no time for letters. No man shall
talk to Josiah Bounderby of Coketown about letters, with his mind in the state
it’s in now.’
’Bounderby,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, in a tone of temperate remonstrance, ’I speak of a very special
letter I have written to you, in reference to Louisa.’
’Tom Gradgrind,’
replied Bounderby, knocking the flat of his hand several times with great
vehemence on the table, ’I speak of a very special messenger that has come to
me, in reference to Louisa. Mrs. Sparsit, ma’am, stand forward!’
That unfortunate lady
hereupon essaying to offer testimony, without any voice and with painful
gestures expressive of an inflamed throat, became so aggravating and underwent
so many facial contortions, that Mr. Bounderby, unable to bear it, seized her
by the arm and shook her.
’If you can’t get it
out, ma’am,’ said Bounderby, ’leave me to get it out. This is not a time for a
lady, however highly connected, to be totally inaudible, and seemingly
swallowing marbles. Tom Gradgrind, Mrs. Sparsit latterly found herself, by
accident, in a situation to overhear a conversation out of doors between your
daughter and your precious gentleman-friend, Mr. James Harthouse.’
’Indeed!’ said Mr.
Gradgrind.
’Ah! Indeed!’ cried
Bounderby. ’And in that conversation - ’
’It is not necessary to
repeat its tenor, Bounderby. I know what passed.’
’You do? Perhaps,’ said
Bounderby, staring with all his might at his so quiet and assuasive
father-in-law, ’you know where your daughter is at the present time!’
’Undoubtedly. She is
here.’
’Here?’
’My dear Bounderby, let
me beg you to restrain these loud out- breaks, on all accounts. Louisa is here.
The moment she could detach herself from that interview with the person of whom
you speak, and whom I deeply regret to have been the means of introducing to
you, Louisa hurried here, for protection. I myself had not been at home many
hours, when I received her - here, in this room. She hurried by the train to
town, she ran from town to this house, through a raging storm, and presented
herself before me in a state of distraction. Of course, she has remained here
ever since. Let me entreat you, for your own sake and for hers, to be more
quiet.’
Mr. Bounderby silently
gazed about him for some moments, in every direction except Mrs. Sparsit’s
direction; and then, abruptly turning upon the niece of Lady Scadgers, said to
that wretched woman:
’Now, ma’am! We shall
be happy to hear any little apology you may think proper to offer, for going
about the country at express pace, with no other luggage than a
Cock-and-a-Bull, ma’am!’
’Sir,’ whispered Mrs.
Sparsit, ’my nerves are at present too much shaken, and my health is at present
too much impaired, in your service, to admit of my doing more than taking
refuge in tears.’ (Which she did.)
’Well, ma’am,’ said
Bounderby, ’without making any observation to you that may not be made with
propriety to a woman of good family, what I have got to add to that, is that
there is something else in which it appears to me you may take refuge, namely,
a coach. And the coach in which we came here being at the door, you’ll allow me
to hand you down to it, and pack you home to the Bank: where the best course
for you to pursue, will be to put your feet into the hottest water you can
bear, and take a glass of scalding rum and butter after you get into bed.’ With
these words, Mr. Bounderby extended his right hand to the weeping lady, and
escorted her to the conveyance in question, shedding many plaintive sneezes by
the way. He soon returned alone.
’Now, as you showed me
in your face, Tom Gradgrind, that you wanted to speak to me,’ he resumed, ’here
I am. But, I am not in a very agreeable state, I tell you plainly: not
relishing this business, even as it is, and not considering that I am at any
time as dutifully and submissively treated by your daughter, as Josiah
Bounderby of Coketown ought to be treated by his wife. You have your opinion, I
dare say; and I have mine, I know. If you mean to say anything to me to-night,
that goes against this candid remark, you had better let it alone.’
Mr. Gradgrind, it will
be observed, being much softened, Mr. Bounderby took particular pains to harden
himself at all points. It was his amiable nature.
’My dear Bounderby,’
Mr. Gradgrind began in reply.
’Now, you’ll excuse me,’
said Bounderby, ’but I don’t want to be too dear. That, to start with. When I
begin to be dear to a man, I generally find that his intention is to come over
me. I am not speaking to you politely; but, as you are aware, I am not polite.
If you like politeness, you know where to get it. You have your gentleman-friends,
you know, and they’ll serve you with as much of the article as you want. I don’t
keep it myself.’
’Bounderby,’ urged Mr.
Gradgrind, ’we are all liable to mistakes - ’
’I thought you couldn’t
make ’em,’ interrupted Bounderby.
’Perhaps I thought so.
But, I say we are all liable to mistakes and I should feel sensible of your
delicacy, and grateful for it, if you would spare me these references to
Harthouse. I shall not associate him in our conversation with your intimacy and
encouragement; pray do not persist in connecting him with mine.’
’I never mentioned his
name!’ said Bounderby.
’Well, well!’ returned
Mr. Gradgrind, with a patient, even a submissive, air. And he sat for a little
while pondering. ’Bounderby, I see reason to doubt whether we have ever quite
understood Louisa.’
’Who do you mean by We?’
’Let me say I, then,’
he returned, in answer to the coarsely blurted question; ’I doubt whether I
have understood Louisa. I doubt whether I have been quite right in the manner
of her education.’
’There you hit it,’
returned Bounderby. ’There I agree with you. You have found it out at last,
have you? Education! I’ll tell you what education is - To be tumbled out of
doors, neck and crop, and put upon the shortest allowance of everything except blows.
That’s what I call education.’
’I think your good
sense will perceive,’ Mr. Gradgrind remonstrated in all humility, ’that
whatever the merits of such a system may be, it would be difficult of general
application to girls.’
’I don’t see it at all,
sir,’ returned the obstinate Bounderby.
’Well,’ sighed Mr.
Gradgrind, ’we will not enter into the question. I assure you I have no desire
to be controversial. I seek to repair what is amiss, if I possibly can; and I
hope you will assist me in a good spirit, Bounderby, for I have been very much
distressed.’
’I don’t understand
you, yet,’ said Bounderby, with determined obstinacy, ’and therefore I won’t
make any promises.’
’In the course of a few
hours, my dear Bounderby,’ Mr. Gradgrind proceeded, in the same depressed and
propitiatory manner, ’I appear to myself to have become better informed as to
Louisa’s character, than in previous years. The enlightenment has been
painfully forced upon me, and the discovery is not mine. I think there are -
Bounderby, you will be surprised to hear me say this - I think there are
qualities in Louisa, which - which have been harshly neglected, and - and a
little perverted. And - and I would suggest to you, that - that if you would
kindly meet me in a timely endeavour to leave her to her better nature for a
while - and to encourage it to develop itself by tenderness and consideration -
it - it would be the better for the happiness of all of us. Louisa,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, shading his face with his hand, ’has always been my favourite child.’
The blustrous Bounderby
crimsoned and swelled to such an extent on hearing these words, that he seemed
to be, and probably was, on the brink of a fit. With his very ears a bright
purple shot with crimson, he pent up his indignation, however, and said:
’You’d like to keep her
here for a time?’
’I - I had intended to
recommend, my dear Bounderby, that you should allow Louisa to remain here on a
visit, and be attended by Sissy (I mean of course Cecilia Jupe), who
understands her, and in whom she trusts.’
’I gather from all
this, Tom Gradgrind,’ said Bounderby, standing up with his hands in his
pockets, ’that you are of opinion that there’s what people call some
incompatibility between Loo Bounderby and myself.’
’I fear there is at
present a general incompatibility between Louisa, and - and - and almost all
the relations in which I have placed her,’ was her father’s sorrowful reply.
’Now, look you here,
Tom Gradgrind,’ said Bounderby the flushed, confronting him with his legs wide
apart, his hands deeper in his pockets, and his hair like a hayfield wherein
his windy anger was boisterous. ’You have said your say; I am going to say
mine. I am a Coketown man. I am Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. I know the bricks
of this town, and I know the works of this town, and I know the chimneys of
this town, and I know the smoke of this town, and I know the Hands of this
town. I know ’em all pretty well. They’re real. When a man tells me anything
about imaginative qualities, I always tell that man, whoever he is, that I know
what he means. He means turtle soup and venison, with a gold spoon, and that he
wants to be set up with a coach and six. That’s what your daughter wants. Since
you are of opinion that she ought to have what she wants, I recommend you to
provide it for her. Because, Tom Gradgrind, she will never have it from me.’
’Bounderby,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’I hoped, after my entreaty, you would have taken a different tone.’
’Just wait a bit,’
retorted Bounderby; ’you have said your say, I believe. I heard you out; hear
me out, if you please. Don’t make yourself a spectacle of unfairness as well as
inconsistency, because, although I am sorry to see Tom Gradgrind reduced to his
present position, I should be doubly sorry to see him brought so low as that.
Now, there’s an incompatibility of some sort or another, I am given to
understand by you, between your daughter and me. I’ll give you to understand,
in reply to that, that there unquestionably is an incompatibility of the first
magnitude - to be summed up in this - that your daughter don’t properly know
her husband’s merits, and is not impressed with such a sense as would become
her, by George! of the honour of his alliance. That’s plain speaking, I hope.’
’Bounderby,’ urged Mr.
Gradgrind, ’this is unreasonable.’
’Is it?’ said
Bounderby. ’I am glad to hear you say so. Because when Tom Gradgrind, with his
new lights, tells me that what I say is unreasonable, I am convinced at once it
must be devilish sensible. With your permission I am going on. You know my
origin; and you know that for a good many years of my life I didn’t want a
shoeing-horn, in consequence of not having a shoe. Yet you may believe or not,
as you think proper, that there are ladies - born ladies - belonging to
families - Families! - who next to worship the ground I walk on.’
He discharged this like
a Rocket, at his father-in-law’s head.
’Whereas your daughter,’
proceeded Bounderby, ’is far from being a born lady. That you know, yourself.
Not that I care a pinch of candle-snuff about such things, for you are very
well aware I don’t; but that such is the fact, and you, Tom Gradgrind, can’t
change it. Why do I say this?’
’Not, I fear,’ observed
Mr. Gradgrind, in a low voice, ’to spare me.’
’Hear me out,’ said
Bounderby, ’and refrain from cutting in till your turn comes round. I say this,
because highly connected females have been astonished to see the way in which
your daughter has conducted herself, and to witness her insensibility. They
have wondered how I have suffered it. And I wonder myself now, and I won’t
suffer it.’
’Bounderby,’ returned
Mr. Gradgrind, rising, ’the less we say to- night the better, I think.’
’On the contrary, Tom
Gradgrind, the more we say to-night, the better, I think. That is,’ the consideration
checked him, ’till I have said all I mean to say, and then I don’t care how
soon we stop. I come to a question that may shorten the business. What do you
mean by the proposal you made just now?’
’What do I mean,
Bounderby?’
’By your visiting proposition,’
said Bounderby, with an inflexible jerk of the hayfield.
’I mean that I hope you
may be induced to arrange in a friendly manner, for allowing Louisa a period of
repose and reflection here, which may tend to a gradual alteration for the
better in many respects.’
’To a softening down of
your ideas of the incompatibility?’ said Bounderby.
’If you put it in those
terms.’
’What made you think of
this?’ said Bounderby.
’I have already said, I
fear Louisa has not been understood. Is it asking too much, Bounderby, that
you, so far her elder, should aid in trying to set her right? You have accepted
a great charge of her; for better for worse, for - ’
Mr. Bounderby may have
been annoyed by the repetition of his own words to Stephen Blackpool, but he
cut the quotation short with an angry start.
’Come!’ said he, ’I don’t
want to be told about that. I know what I took her for, as well as you do.
Never you mind what I took her for; that’s my look out.’
’I was merely going on
to remark, Bounderby, that we may all be more or less in the wrong, not even
excepting you; and that some yielding on your part, remembering the trust you
have accepted, may not only be an act of true kindness, but perhaps a debt
incurred towards Louisa.’
’I think differently,’
blustered Bounderby. ’I am going to finish this business according to my own
opinions. Now, I don’t want to make a quarrel of it with you, Tom Gradgrind. To
tell you the truth, I don’t think it would be worthy of my reputation to
quarrel on such a subject. As to your gentleman-friend, he may take himself
off, wherever he likes best. If he falls in my way, I shall tell him my mind;
if he don’t fall in my way, I shan’t, for it won’t be worth my while to do it.
As to your daughter, whom I made Loo Bounderby, and might have done better by
leaving Loo Gradgrind, if she don’t come home to-morrow, by twelve o’clock at
noon, I shall understand that she prefers to stay away, and I shall send her
wearing apparel and so forth over here, and you’ll take charge of her for the
future. What I shall say to people in general, of the incompatibility that led
to my so laying down the law, will be this. I am Josiah Bounderby, and I had my
bringing- up; she’s the daughter of Tom Gradgrind, and she had her bringing-
up; and the two horses wouldn’t pull together. I am pretty well known to be
rather an uncommon man, I believe; and most people will understand fast enough
that it must be a woman rather out of the common, also, who, in the long run,
would come up to my mark.’
’Let me seriously
entreat you to reconsider this, Bounderby,’ urged Mr. Gradgrind, ’before you
commit yourself to such a decision.’
’I always come to a
decision,’ said Bounderby, tossing his hat on: ’and whatever I do, I do at
once. I should be surprised at Tom Gradgrind’s addressing such a remark to
Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, knowing what he knows of him, if I could be
surprised by anything Tom Gradgrind did, after his making himself a party to
sentimental humbug. I have given you my decision, and I have got no more to
say. Good night!’
So Mr. Bounderby went
home to his town house to bed. At five minutes past twelve o’clock next day, he
directed Mrs. Bounderby’s property to be carefully packed up and sent to Tom
Gradgrind’s; advertised his country retreat for sale by private contract; and
resumed a bachelor life.
THE robbery at the Bank
had not languished before, and did not cease to occupy a front place in the
attention of the principal of that establishment now. In boastful proof of his
promptitude and activity, as a remarkable man, and a self-made man, and a
commercial wonder more admirable than Venus, who had risen out of the mud
instead of the sea, he liked to show how little his domestic affairs abated his
business ardour. Consequently, in the first few weeks of his resumed
bachelorhood, he even advanced upon his usual display of bustle, and every day
made such a rout in renewing his investigations into the robbery, that the
officers who had it in hand almost wished it had never been committed.
They were at fault too,
and off the scent. Although they had been so quiet since the first outbreak of
the matter, that most people really did suppose it to have been abandoned as
hopeless, nothing new occurred. No implicated man or woman took untimely
courage, or made a self-betraying step. More remarkable yet, Stephen Blackpool
could not be heard of, and the mysterious old woman remained a mystery.
Things having come to
this pass, and showing no latent signs of stirring beyond it, the upshot of Mr.
Bounderby’s investigations was, that he resolved to hazard a bold burst. He
drew up a placard, offering Twenty Pounds reward for the apprehension of
Stephen Blackpool, suspected of complicity in the robbery of Coketown Bank on
such a night; he described the said Stephen Blackpool by dress, complexion,
estimated height, and manner, as minutely as he could; he recited how he had
left the town, and in what direction he had been last seen going; he had the
whole printed in great black letters on a staring broadsheet; and he caused the
walls to be posted with it in the dead of night, so that it should strike upon
the sight of the whole population at one blow.
The factory-bells had
need to ring their loudest that morning to disperse the groups of workers who
stood in the tardy daybreak, collected round the placards, devouring them with
eager eyes. Not the least eager of the eyes assembled, were the eyes of those
who could not read. These people, as they listened to the friendly voice that
read aloud - there was always some such ready to help them - stared at the
characters which meant so much with a vague awe and respect that would have
been half ludicrous, if any aspect of public ignorance could ever be otherwise
than threatening and full of evil. Many ears and eyes were busy with a vision
of the matter of these placards, among turning spindles, rattling looms, and
whirling wheels, for hours afterwards; and when the Hands cleared out again
into the streets, there were still as many readers as before.
Slackbridge, the
delegate, had to address his audience too that night; and Slackbridge had
obtained a clean bill from the printer, and had brought it in his pocket. Oh,
my friends and fellow- countrymen, the down-trodden operatives of Coketown, oh,
my fellow- brothers and fellow-workmen and fellow-citizens and fellowmen, what
a to-do was there, when Slackbridge unfolded what he called ’that damning
document,’ and held it up to the gaze, and for the execration of the
working-man community! ’Oh, my fellow-men, behold of what a traitor in the camp
of those great spirits who are enrolled upon the holy scroll of Justice and of
Union, is appropriately capable! Oh, my prostrate friends, with the galling
yoke of tyrants on your necks and the iron foot of despotism treading down your
fallen forms into the dust of the earth, upon which right glad would your
oppressors be to see you creeping on your bellies all the days of your lives,
like the serpent in the garden - oh, my brothers, and shall I as a man not add,
my sisters too, what do you say, now, of Stephen Blackpool, with a slight stoop
in his shoulders and about five foot seven in height, as set forth in this
degrading and disgusting document, this blighting bill, this pernicious
placard, this abominable advertisement; and with what majesty of denouncement
will you crush the viper, who would bring this stain and shame upon the
God-like race that happily has cast him out for ever! Yes, my compatriots,
happily cast him out and sent him forth! For you remember how he stood here
before you on this platform; you remember how, face to face and foot to foot, I
pursued him through all his intricate windings; you remember how he sneaked and
slunk, and sidled, and splitted of straws, until, with not an inch of ground to
which to cling, I hurled him out from amongst us: an object for the undying
finger of scorn to point at, and for the avenging fire of every free and
thinking mind to scorch and scar! And now, my friends - my labouring friends,
for I rejoice and triumph in that stigma - my friends whose hard but honest
beds are made in toil, and whose scanty but independent pots are boiled in
hardship; and now, I say, my friends, what appellation has that dastard craven
taken to himself, when, with the mask torn from his features, he stands before
us in all his native deformity, a What? A thief! A plunderer! A proscribed
fugitive, with a price upon his head; a fester and a wound upon the noble
character of the Coketown operative! Therefore, my band of brothers in a sacred
bond, to which your children and your children’s children yet unborn have set
their infant hands and seals, I propose to you on the part of the United
Aggregate Tribunal, ever watchful for your welfare, ever zealous for your
benefit, that this meeting does Resolve: That Stephen Blackpool, weaver,
referred to in this placard, having been already solemnly disowned by the
community of Coketown Hands, the same are free from the shame of his misdeeds,
and cannot as a class be reproached with his dishonest actions!’
Thus Slackbridge;
gnashing and perspiring after a prodigious sort. A few stern voices called out ’No!’
and a score or two hailed, with assenting cries of ’Hear, hear!’ the caution
from one man, ’Slackbridge, y’or over hetter in’t; y’or a goen too fast!’ But
these were pigmies against an army; the general assemblage subscribed to the
gospel according to Slackbridge, and gave three cheers for him, as he sat
demonstratively panting at them.
These men and women
were yet in the streets, passing quietly to their homes, when Sissy, who had
been called away from Louisa some minutes before, returned.
’Who is it?’ asked
Louisa.
’It is Mr. Bounderby,’
said Sissy, timid of the name, ’and your brother Mr. Tom, and a young woman who
says her name is Rachael, and that you know her.’
’What do they want,
Sissy dear?’
’They want to see you.
Rachael has been crying, and seems angry.’
’Father,’ said Louisa,
for he was present, ’I cannot refuse to see them, for a reason that will
explain itself. Shall they come in here?’
As he answered in the
affirmative, Sissy went away to bring them. She reappeared with them directly.
Tom was last; and remained standing in the obscurest part of the room, near the
door.
’Mrs. Bounderby,’ said
her husband, entering with a cool nod, ’I don’t disturb you, I hope. This is an
unseasonable hour, but here is a young woman who has been making statements
which render my visit necessary. Tom Gradgrind, as your son, young Tom, refuses
for some obstinate reason or other to say anything at all about those
statements, good or bad, I am obliged to confront her with your daughter.’
’You have seen me once
before, young lady,’ said Rachael, standing in front of Louisa.
Tom coughed.
’You have seen me,
young lady,’ repeated Rachael, as she did not answer, ’once before.’
Tom coughed again.
’I have.’
Rachael cast her eyes
proudly towards Mr. Bounderby, and said, ’Will you make it known, young lady,
where, and who was there?’
’I went to the house
where Stephen Blackpool lodged, on the night of his discharge from his work,
and I saw you there. He was there too; and an old woman who did not speak, and
whom I could scarcely see, stood in a dark corner. My brother was with me.’
’Why couldn’t you say
so, young Tom?’ demanded Bounderby.
’I promised my sister I
wouldn’t.’ Which Louisa hastily confirmed. ’And besides,’ said the whelp
bitterly, ’she tells her own story so precious well - and so full - that what
business had I to take it out of her mouth!’
’Say, young lady, if
you please,’ pursued Rachael, ’why, in an evil hour, you ever came to Stephen’s
that night.’
’I felt compassion for
him,’ said Louisa, her colour deepening, ’and I wished to know what he was
going to do, and wished to offer him assistance.’
’Thank you, ma’am,’
said Bounderby. ’Much flattered and obliged.’
’Did you offer him,’
asked Rachael, ’a bank-note?’
’Yes; but he refused
it, and would only take two pounds in gold.’
Rachael cast her eyes
towards Mr. Bounderby again.
’Oh, certainly!’ said
Bounderby. ’If you put the question whether your ridiculous and improbable
account was true or not, I am bound to say it’s confirmed.’
’Young lady,’ said
Rachael, ’Stephen Blackpool is now named as a thief in public print all over
this town, and where else! There have been a meeting to-night where he have
been spoken of in the same shameful way. Stephen! The honestest lad, the truest
lad, the best!’ Her indignation failed her, and she broke off sobbing.
’I am very, very sorry,’
said Louisa.
’Oh, young lady, young
lady,’ returned Rachael, ’I hope you may be, but I don’t know! I can’t say what
you may ha’ done! The like of you don’t know us, don’t care for us, don’t
belong to us. I am not sure why you may ha’ come that night. I can’t tell but
what you may ha’ come wi’ some aim of your own, not mindin to what trouble you
brought such as the poor lad. I said then, Bless you for coming; and I said it
of my heart, you seemed to take so pitifully to him; but I don’t know now, I
don’t know!’
Louisa could not
reproach her for her unjust suspicions; she was so faithful to her idea of the
man, and so afflicted.
’And when I think,’
said Rachael through her sobs, ’that the poor lad was so grateful, thinkin you
so good to him - when I mind that he put his hand over his hard-worken face to
hide the tears that you brought up there - Oh, I hope you may be sorry, and ha’
no bad cause to be it; but I don’t know, I don’t know!’
’You’re a pretty
article,’ growled the whelp, moving uneasily in his dark corner, ’to come here
with these precious imputations! You ought to be bundled out for not knowing
how to behave yourself, and you would be by rights.’
She said nothing in
reply; and her low weeping was the only sound that was heard, until Mr.
Bounderby spoke.
’Come!’ said he, ’you
know what you have engaged to do. You had better give your mind to that; not
this.’
’’Deed, I am loath,’
returned Rachael, drying her eyes, ’that any here should see me like this; but
I won’t be seen so again. Young lady, when I had read what’s put in print of
Stephen - and what has just as much truth in it as if it had been put in print
of you - I went straight to the Bank to say I knew where Stephen was, and to
give a sure and certain promise that he should be here in two days. I couldn’t
meet wi’ Mr. Bounderby then, and your brother sent me away, and I tried to find
you, but you was not to be found, and I went back to work. Soon as I come out
of the Mill to-night, I hastened to hear what was said of Stephen - for I know
wi’ pride he will come back to shame it! - and then I went again to seek Mr.
Bounderby, and I found him, and I told him every word I knew; and he believed
no word I said, and brought me here.’
’So far, that’s true
enough,’ assented Mr. Bounderby, with his hands in his pockets and his hat on. ’But
I have known you people before to-day, you’ll observe, and I know you never die
for want of talking. Now, I recommend you not so much to mind talking just now,
as doing. You have undertaken to do something; all I remark upon that at
present is, do it!’
’I have written to
Stephen by the post that went out this afternoon, as I have written to him once
before sin’ he went away,’ said Rachael; ’and he will be here, at furthest, in
two days.’
’Then, I’ll tell you
something. You are not aware perhaps,’ retorted Mr. Bounderby, ’that you
yourself have been looked after now and then, not being considered quite free
from suspicion in this business, on account of most people being judged
according to the company they keep. The post-office hasn’t been forgotten either.
What I’ll tell you is, that no letter to Stephen Blackpool has ever got into
it. Therefore, what has become of yours, I leave you to guess. Perhaps you’re
mistaken, and never wrote any.’
’He hadn’t been gone
from here, young lady,’ said Rachael, turning appealingly to Louisa, ’as much
as a week, when he sent me the only letter I have had from him, saying that he
was forced to seek work in another name.’
’Oh, by George!’ cried
Bounderby, shaking his head, with a whistle, ’he changes his name, does he!
That’s rather unlucky, too, for such an immaculate chap. It’s considered a
little suspicious in Courts of Justice, I believe, when an Innocent happens to
have many names.’
’What,’ said Rachael,
with the tears in her eyes again, ’what, young lady, in the name of Mercy, was
left the poor lad to do! The masters against him on one hand, the men against
him on the other, he only wantin to work hard in peace, and do what he felt
right. Can a man have no soul of his own, no mind of his own? Must he go wrong
all through wi’ this side, or must he go wrong all through wi’ that, or else be
hunted like a hare?’
’Indeed, indeed, I pity
him from my heart,’ returned Louisa; ’and I hope that he will clear himself.’
’You need have no fear
of that, young lady. He is sure!’
’All the surer, I
suppose,’ said Mr. Bounderby, ’for your refusing to tell where he is? Eh?’
’He shall not, through
any act of mine, come back wi’ the unmerited reproach of being brought back. He
shall come back of his own accord to clear himself, and put all those that have
injured his good character, and he not here for its defence, to shame. I have
told him what has been done against him,’ said Rachael, throwing off all
distrust as a rock throws of the sea, ’and he will be here, at furthest, in two
days.’
’Notwithstanding which,’
added Mr. Bounderby, ’if he can be laid hold of any sooner, he shall have an
earlier opportunity of clearing himself. As to you, I have nothing against you;
what you came and told me turns out to be true, and I have given you the means
of proving it to be true, and there’s an end of it. I wish you good night all!
I must be off to look a little further into this.’
Tom came out of his
corner when Mr. Bounderby moved, moved with him, kept close to him, and went
away with him. The only parting salutation of which he delivered himself was a
sulky ’Good night, father!’ With a brief speech, and a scowl at his sister, he
left the house.
Since his sheet-anchor
had come home, Mr. Gradgrind had been sparing of speech. He still sat silent,
when Louisa mildly said:
’Rachael, you will not
distrust me one day, when you know me better.’
’It goes against me,’
Rachael answered, in a gentler manner, ’to mistrust any one; but when I am so
mistrusted - when we all are - I cannot keep such things quite out of my mind.
I ask your pardon for having done you an injury. I don’t think what I said now.
Yet I might come to think it again, wi’ the poor lad so wronged.’
’Did you tell him in
your letter,’ inquired Sissy, ’that suspicion seemed to have fallen upon him,
because he had been seen about the Bank at night? He would then know what he
would have to explain on coming back, and would be ready.’
’Yes, dear,’ she
returned; ’but I can’t guess what can have ever taken him there. He never used
to go there. It was never in his way. His way was the same as mine, and not
near it.’
Sissy had already been
at her side asking her where she lived, and whether she might come to-morrow
night, to inquire if there were news of him.
’I doubt,’ said Rachael,
’if he can be here till next day.’
’Then I will come next
night too,’ said Sissy.
When Rachael, assenting
to this, was gone, Mr. Gradgrind lifted up his head, and said to his daughter:
’Louisa, my dear, I
have never, that I know of, seen this man. Do you believe him to be implicated?’
’I think I have
believed it, father, though with great difficulty. I do not believe it now.’
’That is to say, you
once persuaded yourself to believe it, from knowing him to be suspected. His
appearance and manner; are they so honest?’
’Very honest.’
’And her confidence not
to be shaken! I ask myself,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, musing, ’does the real culprit
know of these accusations? Where is he? Who is he?’
His hair had latterly
began to change its colour. As he leaned upon his hand again, looking gray and
old, Louisa, with a face of fear and pity, hurriedly went over to him, and sat
close at his side. Her eyes by accident met Sissy’s at the moment. Sissy
flushed and started, and Louisa put her finger on her lip.
Next night, when Sissy
returned home and told Louisa that Stephen was not come, she told it in a
whisper. Next night again, when she came home with the same account, and added
that he had not been heard of, she spoke in the same low frightened tone. From
the moment of that interchange of looks, they never uttered his name, or any
reference to him, aloud; nor ever pursued the subject of the robbery, when Mr.
Gradgrind spoke of it.
The two appointed days
ran out, three days and nights ran out, and Stephen Blackpool was not come, and
remained unheard of. On the fourth day, Rachael, with unabated confidence, but
considering her despatch to have miscarried, went up to the Bank, and showed
her letter from him with his address, at a working colony, one of many, not
upon the main road, sixty miles away. Messengers were sent to that place, and
the whole town looked for Stephen to be brought in next day.
During this whole time
the whelp moved about with Mr. Bounderby like his shadow, assisting in all the
proceedings. He was greatly excited, horribly fevered, bit his nails down to
the quick, spoke in a hard rattling voice, and with lips that were black and
burnt up. At the hour when the suspected man was looked for, the whelp was at
the station; offering to wager that he had made off before the arrival of those
who were sent in quest of him, and that he would not appear.
The whelp was right.
The messengers returned alone. Rachael’s letter had gone, Rachael’s letter had
been delivered. Stephen Blackpool had decamped in that same hour; and no soul
knew more of him. The only doubt in Coketown was, whether Rachael had written
in good faith, believing that he really would come back, or warning him to fly.
On this point opinion was divided.
Six days, seven days,
far on into another week. The wretched whelp plucked up a ghastly courage, and
began to grow defiant. ’Was the suspected fellow the thief? A pretty question!
If not, where was the man, and why did he not come back?’
Where was the man, and
why did he not come back? In the dead of night the echoes of his own words,
which had rolled Heaven knows how far away in the daytime, came back instead,
and abided by him until morning.
DAY and night again,
day and night again. No Stephen Blackpool. Where was the man, and why did he
not come back?
Every night, Sissy went
to Rachael’s lodging, and sat with her in her small neat room. All day, Rachael
toiled as such people must toil, whatever their anxieties. The smoke-serpents
were indifferent who was lost or found, who turned out bad or good; the
melancholy mad elephants, like the Hard Fact men, abated nothing of their set
routine, whatever happened. Day and night again, day and night again. The
monotony was unbroken. Even Stephen Blackpool’s disappearance was falling into
the general way, and becoming as monotonous a wonder as any piece of machinery
in Coketown.
’I misdoubt,’ said
Rachael, ’if there is as many as twenty left in all this place, who have any
trust in the poor dear lad now.’
She said it to Sissy,
as they sat in her lodging, lighted only by the lamp at the street corner.
Sissy had come there when it was already dark, to await her return from work;
and they had since sat at the window where Rachael had found her, wanting no
brighter light to shine on their sorrowful talk.
’If it hadn’t been
mercifully brought about, that I was to have you to speak to,’ pursued Rachael,
’times are, when I think my mind would not have kept right. But I get hope and
strength through you; and you believe that though appearances may rise against
him, he will be proved clear?’
’I do believe so,’
returned Sissy, ’with my whole heart. I feel so certain, Rachael, that the
confidence you hold in yours against all discouragement, is not like to be
wrong, that I have no more doubt of him than if I had known him through as many
years of trial as you have.’
’And I, my dear,’ said
Rachel, with a tremble in her voice, ’have known him through them all, to be,
according to his quiet ways, so faithful to everything honest and good, that if
he was never to be heard of more, and I was to live to be a hundred years old,
I could say with my last breath, God knows my heart. I have never once left
trusting Stephen Blackpool!’
’We all believe, up at
the Lodge, Rachael, that he will be freed from suspicion, sooner or later.’
’The better I know it
to be so believed there, my dear,’ said Rachael, ’and the kinder I feel it that
you come away from there, purposely to comfort me, and keep me company, and be
seen wi’ me when I am not yet free from all suspicion myself, the more grieved
I am that I should ever have spoken those mistrusting words to the young lady.
And yet I - ’
’You don’t mistrust her
now, Rachael?’
’Now that you have
brought us more together, no. But I can’t at all times keep out of my mind - ’
Her voice so sunk into
a low and slow communing with herself, that Sissy, sitting by her side, was
obliged to listen with attention.
’I can’t at all times
keep out of my mind, mistrustings of some one. I can’t think who ’tis, I can’t
think how or why it may be done, but I mistrust that some one has put Stephen
out of the way. I mistrust that by his coming back of his own accord, and
showing himself innocent before them all, some one would be confounded, who -
to prevent that - has stopped him, and put him out of the way.’
’That is a dreadful
thought,’ said Sissy, turning pale.
’It is a dreadful
thought to think he may be murdered.’
Sissy shuddered, and
turned paler yet.
’When it makes its way
into my mind, dear,’ said Rachael, ’and it will come sometimes, though I do all
I can to keep it out, wi’ counting on to high numbers as I work, and saying
over and over again pieces that I knew when I were a child - I fall into such a
wild, hot hurry, that, however tired I am, I want to walk fast, miles and
miles. I must get the better of this before bed-time. I’ll walk home wi’ you.’
’He might fall ill upon
the journey back,’ said Sissy, faintly offering a worn-out scrap of hope; ’and
in such a case, there are many places on the road where he might stop.’
’But he is in none of
them. He has been sought for in all, and he’s not there.’
’True,’ was Sissy’s
reluctant admission.
’He’d walk the journey
in two days. If he was footsore and couldn’t walk, I sent him, in the letter he
got, the money to ride, lest he should have none of his own to spare.’
’Let us hope that
to-morrow will bring something better, Rachael. Come into the air!’
Her gentle hand
adjusted Rachael’s shawl upon her shining black hair in the usual manner of her
wearing it, and they went out. The night being fine, little knots of Hands were
here and there lingering at street corners; but it was supper-time with the
greater part of them, and there were but few people in the streets.
’You’re not so hurried
now, Rachael, and your hand is cooler.’
’I get better, dear, if
I can only walk, and breathe a little fresh. ’Times when I can’t, I turn weak
and confused.’
’But you must not begin
to fail, Rachael, for you may be wanted at any time to stand by Stephen.
To-morrow is Saturday. If no news comes to-morrow, let us walk in the country
on Sunday morning, and strengthen you for another week. Will you go?’
’Yes, dear.’
They were by this time
in the street where Mr. Bounderby’s house stood. The way to Sissy’s destination
led them past the door, and they were going straight towards it. Some train had
newly arrived in Coketown, which had put a number of vehicles in motion, and
scattered a considerable bustle about the town. Several coaches were rattling
before them and behind them as they approached Mr. Bounderby’s, and one of the
latter drew up with such briskness as they were in the act of passing the
house, that they looked round involuntarily. The bright gaslight over Mr.
Bounderby’s steps showed them Mrs. Sparsit in the coach, in an ecstasy of
excitement, struggling to open the door; Mrs. Sparsit seeing them at the same
moment, called to them to stop.
’It’s a coincidence,’
exclaimed Mrs. Sparsit, as she was released by the coachman. ’It’s a
Providence! Come out, ma’am!’ then said Mrs. Sparsit, to some one inside, ’come
out, or we’ll have you dragged out!’
Hereupon, no other than
the mysterious old woman descended. Whom Mrs. Sparsit incontinently collared.
’Leave her alone,
everybody!’ cried Mrs. Sparsit, with great energy. ’Let nobody touch her. She
belongs to me. Come in, ma’am!’ then said Mrs. Sparsit, reversing her former
word of command. ’Come in, ma’am, or we’ll have you dragged in!’
The spectacle of a
matron of classical deportment, seizing an ancient woman by the throat, and
hauling her into a dwelling-house, would have been under any circumstances,
sufficient temptation to all true English stragglers so blest as to witness it,
to force a way into that dwelling-house and see the matter out. But when the
phenomenon was enhanced by the notoriety and mystery by this time associated
all over the town with the Bank robbery, it would have lured the stragglers in,
with an irresistible attraction, though the roof had been expected to fall upon
their heads. Accordingly, the chance witnesses on the ground, consisting of the
busiest of the neighbours to the number of some five-and-twenty, closed in
after Sissy and Rachael, as they closed in after Mrs. Sparsit and her prize;
and the whole body made a disorderly irruption into Mr. Bounderby’s
dining-room, where the people behind lost not a moment’s time in mounting on
the chairs, to get the better of the people in front.
’Fetch Mr. Bounderby
down!’ cried Mrs. Sparsit. ’Rachael, young woman; you know who this is?’
’It’s Mrs. Pegler,’
said Rachael.
’I should think it is!’
cried Mrs. Sparsit, exulting. ’Fetch Mr. Bounderby. Stand away, everybody!’
Here old Mrs. Pegler, muffling herself up, and shrinking from observation,
whispered a word of entreaty. ’Don’t tell me,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, aloud. ’I
have told you twenty times, coming along, that I will not leave you till I have
handed you over to him myself.’
Mr. Bounderby now
appeared, accompanied by Mr. Gradgrind and the whelp, with whom he had been
holding conference up-stairs. Mr. Bounderby looked more astonished than
hospitable, at sight of this uninvited party in his dining-room.
’Why, what’s the matter
now!’ said he. ’Mrs. Sparsit, ma’am?’
’Sir,’ explained that
worthy woman, ’I trust it is my good fortune to produce a person you have much
desired to find. Stimulated by my wish to relieve your mind, sir, and
connecting together such imperfect clues to the part of the country in which
that person might be supposed to reside, as have been afforded by the young
woman, Rachael, fortunately now present to identify, I have had the happiness
to succeed, and to bring that person with me - I need not say most unwillingly
on her part. It has not been, sir, without some trouble that I have effected
this; but trouble in your service is to me a pleasure, and hunger, thirst, and
cold a real gratification.’
Here Mrs. Sparsit
ceased; for Mr. Bounderby’s visage exhibited an extraordinary combination of
all possible colours and expressions of discomfiture, as old Mrs. Pegler was
disclosed to his view.
’Why, what do you mean
by this?’ was his highly unexpected demand, in great warmth. ’I ask you, what
do you mean by this, Mrs. Sparsit, ma’am?’
’Sir!’ exclaimed Mrs.
Sparsit, faintly.
’Why don’t you mind
your own business, ma’am?’ roared Bounderby. ’How dare you go and poke your
officious nose into my family affairs?’
This allusion to her
favourite feature overpowered Mrs. Sparsit. She sat down stiffly in a chair, as
if she were frozen; and with a fixed stare at Mr. Bounderby, slowly grated her
mittens against one another, as if they were frozen too.
’My dear Josiah!’ cried
Mrs. Pegler, trembling. ’My darling boy! I am not to blame. It’s not my fault,
Josiah. I told this lady over and over again, that I knew she was doing what
would not be agreeable to you, but she would do it.’
’What did you let her
bring you for? Couldn’t you knock her cap off, or her tooth out, or scratch
her, or do something or other to her?’ asked Bounderby.
’My own boy! She
threatened me that if I resisted her, I should be brought by constables, and it
was better to come quietly than make that stir in such a’ - Mrs. Pegler glanced
timidly but proudly round the walls - ’such a fine house as this. Indeed,
indeed, it is not my fault! My dear, noble, stately boy! I have always lived
quiet, and secret, Josiah, my dear. I have never broken the condition once. I
have never said I was your mother. I have admired you at a distance; and if I
have come to town sometimes, with long times between, to take a proud peep at
you, I have done it unbeknown, my love, and gone away again.’
Mr. Bounderby, with his
hands in his pockets, walked in impatient mortification up and down at the side
of the long dining-table, while the spectators greedily took in every syllable
of Mrs. Pegler’s appeal, and at each succeeding syllable became more and more
round-eyed. Mr. Bounderby still walking up and down when Mrs. Pegler had done,
Mr. Gradgrind addressed that maligned old lady:
’I am surprised, madam,’
he observed with severity, ’that in your old age you have the face to claim Mr.
Bounderby for your son, after your unnatural and inhuman treatment of him.’
’Me unnatural!’ cried
poor old Mrs. Pegler. ’Me inhuman! To my dear boy?’
’Dear!’ repeated Mr.
Gradgrind. ’Yes; dear in his self-made prosperity, madam, I dare say. Not very
dear, however, when you deserted him in his infancy, and left him to the
brutality of a drunken grandmother.’
’I deserted my Josiah!’
cried Mrs. Pegler, clasping her hands. ’Now, Lord forgive you, sir, for your
wicked imaginations, and for your scandal against the memory of my poor mother,
who died in my arms before Josiah was born. May you repent of it, sir, and live
to know better!’
She was so very earnest
and injured, that Mr. Gradgrind, shocked by the possibility which dawned upon
him, said in a gentler tone:
’Do you deny, then,
madam, that you left your son to - to be brought up in the gutter?’
’Josiah in the gutter!’
exclaimed Mrs. Pegler. ’No such a thing, sir. Never! For shame on you! My dear
boy knows, and will give you to know, that though he come of humble parents, he
come of parents that loved him as dear as the best could, and never thought it
hardship on themselves to pinch a bit that he might write and cipher beautiful,
and I’ve his books at home to show it! Aye, have I!’ said Mrs. Pegler, with
indignant pride. ’And my dear boy knows, and will give you to know, sir, that
after his beloved father died, when he was eight years old, his mother, too,
could pinch a bit, as it was her duty and her pleasure and her pride to do it,
to help him out in life, and put him ’prentice. And a steady lad he was, and a
kind master he had to lend him a hand, and well he worked his own way forward
to be rich and thriving. And I’ll give you to know, sir - for this my dear boy
won’t - that though his mother kept but a little village shop, he never forgot
her, but pensioned me on thirty pound a year - more than I want, for I put by
out of it - only making the condition that I was to keep down in my own part,
and make no boasts about him, and not trouble him. And I never have, except
with looking at him once a year, when he has never knowed it. And it’s right,’
said poor old Mrs. Pegler, in affectionate championship, ’that I should keep
down in my own part, and I have no doubts that if I was here I should do a many
unbefitting things, and I am well contented, and I can keep my pride in my
Josiah to myself, and I can love for love’s own sake! And I am ashamed of you,
sir,’ said Mrs. Pegler, lastly, ’for your slanders and suspicions. And I never
stood here before, nor never wanted to stand here when my dear son said no. And
I shouldn’t be here now, if it hadn’t been for being brought here. And for
shame upon you, Oh, for shame, to accuse me of being a bad mother to my son,
with my son standing here to tell you so different!’
The bystanders, on and
off the dining-room chairs, raised a murmur of sympathy with Mrs. Pegler, and
Mr. Gradgrind felt himself innocently placed in a very distressing predicament,
when Mr. Bounderby, who had never ceased walking up and down, and had every
moment swelled larger and larger, and grown redder and redder, stopped short.
’I don’t exactly know,’
said Mr. Bounderby, ’how I come to be favoured with the attendance of the
present company, but I don’t inquire. When they’re quite satisfied, perhaps
they’ll be so good as to disperse; whether they’re satisfied or not, perhaps
they’ll be so good as to disperse. I’m not bound to deliver a lecture on my
family affairs, I have not undertaken to do it, and I’m not a going to do it.
Therefore those who expect any explanation whatever upon that branch of the
subject, will be disappointed - particularly Tom Gradgrind, and he can’t know
it too soon. In reference to the Bank robbery, there has been a mistake made,
concerning my mother. If there hadn’t been over-officiousness it wouldn’t have
been made, and I hate over-officiousness at all times, whether or no. Good
evening!’
Although Mr. Bounderby
carried it off in these terms, holding the door open for the company to depart,
there was a blustering sheepishness upon him, at once extremely crestfallen and
superlatively absurd. Detected as the Bully of humility, who had built his
windy reputation upon lies, and in his boastfulness had put the honest truth as
far away from him as if he had advanced the mean claim (there is no meaner) to
tack himself on to a pedigree, he cut a most ridiculous figure. With the people
filing off at the door he held, who he knew would carry what had passed to the
whole town, to be given to the four winds, he could not have looked a Bully
more shorn and forlorn, if he had had his ears cropped. Even that unlucky
female, Mrs. Sparsit, fallen from her pinnacle of exultation into the Slough of
Despond, was not in so bad a plight as that remarkable man and self-made
Humbug, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown.
Rachael and Sissy,
leaving Mrs. Pegler to occupy a bed at her son’s for that night, walked
together to the gate of Stone Lodge and there parted. Mr. Gradgrind joined them
before they had gone very far, and spoke with much interest of Stephen
Blackpool; for whom he thought this signal failure of the suspicions against
Mrs. Pegler was likely to work well.
As to the whelp;
throughout this scene as on all other late occasions, he had stuck close to
Bounderby. He seemed to feel that as long as Bounderby could make no discovery
without his knowledge, he was so far safe. He never visited his sister, and had
only seen her once since she went home: that is to say on the night when he still
stuck close to Bounderby, as already related.
There was one dim
unformed fear lingering about his sister’s mind, to which she never gave
utterance, which surrounded the graceless and ungrateful boy with a dreadful
mystery. The same dark possibility had presented itself in the same shapeless
guise, this very day, to Sissy, when Rachael spoke of some one who would be
confounded by Stephen’s return, having put him out of the way. Louisa had never
spoken of harbouring any suspicion of her brother in connexion with the
robbery, she and Sissy had held no confidence on the subject, save in that one
interchange of looks when the unconscious father rested his gray head on his
hand; but it was understood between them, and they both knew it. This other
fear was so awful, that it hovered about each of them like a ghostly shadow;
neither daring to think of its being near herself, far less of its being near
the other.
And still the forced
spirit which the whelp had plucked up, throve with him. If Stephen Blackpool
was not the thief, let him show himself. Why didn’t he?
Another night. Another
day and night. No Stephen Blackpool. Where was the man, and why did he not come
back?
THE Sunday was a bright
Sunday in autumn, clear and cool, when early in the morning Sissy and Rachael
met, to walk in the country.
As Coketown cast ashes
not only on its own head but on the neighbourhood’s too - after the manner of
those pious persons who do penance for their own sins by putting other people
into sackcloth - it was customary for those who now and then thirsted for a
draught of pure air, which is not absolutely the most wicked among the vanities
of life, to get a few miles away by the railroad, and then begin their walk, or
their lounge in the fields. Sissy and Rachael helped themselves out of the
smoke by the usual means, and were put down at a station about midway between
the town and Mr. Bounderby’s retreat.
Though the green
landscape was blotted here and there with heaps of coal, it was green
elsewhere, and there were trees to see, and there were larks singing (though it
was Sunday), and there were pleasant scents in the air, and all was over-arched
by a bright blue sky. In the distance one way, Coketown showed as a black mist;
in another distance hills began to rise; in a third, there was a faint change
in the light of the horizon where it shone upon the far-off sea. Under their
feet, the grass was fresh; beautiful shadows of branches flickered upon it, and
speckled it; hedgerows were luxuriant; everything was at peace. Engines at pits’
mouths, and lean old horses that had worn the circle of their daily labour into
the ground, were alike quiet; wheels had ceased for a short space to turn; and
the great wheel of earth seemed to revolve without the shocks and noises of
another time.
They walked on across
the fields and down the shady lanes, sometimes getting over a fragment of a
fence so rotten that it dropped at a touch of the foot, sometimes passing near
a wreck of bricks and beams overgrown with grass, marking the site of deserted
works. They followed paths and tracks, however slight. Mounds where the grass
was rank and high, and where brambles, dock-weed, and such-like vegetation,
were confusedly heaped together, they always avoided; for dismal stories were
told in that country of the old pits hidden beneath such indications.
The sun was high when
they sat down to rest. They had seen no one, near or distant, for a long time;
and the solitude remained unbroken. ’It is so still here, Rachael, and the way
is so untrodden, that I think we must be the first who have been here all the
summer.’
As Sissy said it, her
eyes were attracted by another of those rotten fragments of fence upon the
ground. She got up to look at it. ’And yet I don’t know. This has not been
broken very long. The wood is quite fresh where it gave way. Here are footsteps
too. - O Rachael!’
She ran back, and
caught her round the neck. Rachael had already started up.
’What is the matter?’
’I don’t know. There is
a hat lying in the grass.’ They went forward together. Rachael took it up,
shaking from head to foot. She broke into a passion of tears and lamentations:
Stephen Blackpool was written in his own hand on the inside.
’O the poor lad, the
poor lad! He has been made away with. He is lying murdered here!’
’Is there - has the hat
any blood upon it?’ Sissy faltered.
They were afraid to
look; but they did examine it, and found no mark of violence, inside or out. It
had been lying there some days, for rain and dew had stained it, and the mark
of its shape was on the grass where it had fallen. They looked fearfully about
them, without moving, but could see nothing more. ’Rachael,’ Sissy whispered, ’I
will go on a little by myself.’
She had unclasped her
hand, and was in the act of stepping forward, when Rachael caught her in both
arms with a scream that resounded over the wide landscape. Before them, at
their very feet, was the brink of a black ragged chasm hidden by the thick
grass. They sprang back, and fell upon their knees, each hiding her face upon
the other’s neck.
’O, my good Lord! He’s
down there! Down there!’ At first this, and her terrific screams, were all that
could be got from Rachael, by any tears, by any prayers, by any
representations, by any means. It was impossible to hush her; and it was deadly
necessary to hold her, or she would have flung herself down the shaft.
’Rachael, dear Rachael,
good Rachael, for the love of Heaven, not these dreadful cries! Think of
Stephen, think of Stephen, think of Stephen!’
By an earnest
repetition of this entreaty, poured out in all the agony of such a moment,
Sissy at last brought her to be silent, and to look at her with a tearless face
of stone.
’Rachael, Stephen may
be living. You wouldn’t leave him lying maimed at the bottom of this dreadful
place, a moment, if you could bring help to him?’
’No, no, no!’
’Don’t stir from here,
for his sake! Let me go and listen.’
She shuddered to
approach the pit; but she crept towards it on her hands and knees, and called
to him as loud as she could call. She listened, but no sound replied. She
called again and listened; still no answering sound. She did this, twenty,
thirty times. She took a little clod of earth from the broken ground where he
had stumbled, and threw it in. She could not hear it fall.
The wide prospect, so
beautiful in its stillness but a few minutes ago, almost carried despair to her
brave heart, as she rose and looked all round her, seeing no help. ’Rachael, we
must lose not a moment. We must go in different directions, seeking aid. You
shall go by the way we have come, and I will go forward by the path. Tell any
one you see, and every one what has happened. Think of Stephen, think of
Stephen!’
She knew by Rachael’s
face that she might trust her now. And after standing for a moment to see her
running, wringing her hands as she ran, she turned and went upon her own
search; she stopped at the hedge to tie her shawl there as a guide to the
place, then threw her bonnet aside, and ran as she had never run before.
Run, Sissy, run, in
Heaven’s name! Don’t stop for breath. Run, run! Quickening herself by carrying
such entreaties in her thoughts, she ran from field to field, and lane to lane,
and place to place, as she had never run before; until she came to a shed by an
engine-house, where two men lay in the shade, asleep on straw.
First to wake them, and
next to tell them, all so wild and breathless as she was, what had brought her
there, were difficulties; but they no sooner understood her than their spirits
were on fire like hers. One of the men was in a drunken slumber, but on his
comrade’s shouting to him that a man had fallen down the Old Hell Shaft, he
started out to a pool of dirty water, put his head in it, and came back sober.
With these two men she
ran to another half-a-mile further, and with that one to another, while they
ran elsewhere. Then a horse was found; and she got another man to ride for life
or death to the railroad, and send a message to Louisa, which she wrote and
gave him. By this time a whole village was up: and windlasses, ropes, poles,
candles, lanterns, all things necessary, were fast collecting and being brought
into one place, to be carried to the Old Hell Shaft.
It seemed now hours and
hours since she had left the lost man lying in the grave where he had been
buried alive. She could not bear to remain away from it any longer - it was
like deserting him - and she hurried swiftly back, accompanied by half-a-dozen
labourers, including the drunken man whom the news had sobered, and who was the
best man of all. When they came to the Old Hell Shaft, they found it as lonely
as she had left it. The men called and listened as she had done, and examined
the edge of the chasm, and settled how it had happened, and then sat down to
wait until the implements they wanted should come up.
Every sound of insects
in the air, every stirring of the leaves, every whisper among these men, made
Sissy tremble, for she thought it was a cry at the bottom of the pit. But the
wind blew idly over it, and no sound arose to the surface, and they sat upon
the grass, waiting and waiting. After they had waited some time, straggling
people who had heard of the accident began to come up; then the real help of
implements began to arrive. In the midst of this, Rachael returned; and with
her party there was a surgeon, who brought some wine and medicines. But, the
expectation among the people that the man would be found alive was very slight
indeed.
There being now people
enough present to impede the work, the sobered man put himself at the head of
the rest, or was put there by the general consent, and made a large ring round
the Old Hell Shaft, and appointed men to keep it. Besides such volunteers as
were accepted to work, only Sissy and Rachael were at first permitted within
this ring; but, later in the day, when the message brought an express from
Coketown, Mr. Gradgrind and Louisa, and Mr. Bounderby, and the whelp, were also
there.
The sun was four hours
lower than when Sissy and Rachael had first sat down upon the grass, before a
means of enabling two men to descend securely was rigged with poles and ropes.
Difficulties had arisen in the construction of this machine, simple as it was;
requisites had been found wanting, and messages had had to go and return. It was
five o’clock in the afternoon of the bright autumnal Sunday, before a candle
was sent down to try the air, while three or four rough faces stood crowded
close together, attentively watching it: the man at the windlass lowering as
they were told. The candle was brought up again, feebly burning, and then some
water was cast in. Then the bucket was hooked on; and the sobered man and
another got in with lights, giving the word ’Lower away!’
As the rope went out,
tight and strained, and the windlass creaked, there was not a breath among the
one or two hundred men and women looking on, that came as it was wont to come.
The signal was given and the windlass stopped, with abundant rope to spare.
Apparently so long an interval ensued with the men at the windlass standing
idle, that some women shrieked that another accident had happened! But the
surgeon who held the watch, declared five minutes not to have elapsed yet, and
sternly admonished them to keep silence. He had not well done speaking, when
the windlass was reversed and worked again. Practised eyes knew that it did not
go as heavily as it would if both workmen had been coming up, and that only one
was returning.
The rope came in tight
and strained; and ring after ring was coiled upon the barrel of the windlass,
and all eyes were fastened on the pit. The sobered man was brought up and
leaped out briskly on the grass. There was an universal cry of ’Alive or dead?’
and then a deep, profound hush.
When he said ’Alive!’ a
great shout arose and many eyes had tears in them.
’But he’s hurt very
bad,’ he added, as soon as he could make himself heard again. ’Where’s doctor?
He’s hurt so very bad, sir, that we donno how to get him up.’
They all consulted
together, and looked anxiously at the surgeon, as he asked some questions, and
shook his head on receiving the replies. The sun was setting now; and the red
light in the evening sky touched every face there, and caused it to be
distinctly seen in all its rapt suspense.
The consultation ended
in the men returning to the windlass, and the pitman going down again, carrying
the wine and some other small matters with him. Then the other man came up. In
the meantime, under the surgeon’s directions, some men brought a hurdle, on
which others made a thick bed of spare clothes covered with loose straw, while
he himself contrived some bandages and slings from shawls and handkerchiefs. As
these were made, they were hung upon an arm of the pitman who had last come up,
with instructions how to use them: and as he stood, shown by the light he
carried, leaning his powerful loose hand upon one of the poles, and sometimes
glancing down the pit, and sometimes glancing round upon the people, he was not
the least conspicuous figure in the scene. It was dark now, and torches were kindled.
It appeared from the
little this man said to those about him, which was quickly repeated all over
the circle, that the lost man had fallen upon a mass of crumbled rubbish with
which the pit was half choked up, and that his fall had been further broken by
some jagged earth at the side. He lay upon his back with one arm doubled under
him, and according to his own belief had hardly stirred since he fell, except
that he had moved his free hand to a side pocket, in which he remembered to
have some bread and meat (of which he had swallowed crumbs), and had likewise
scooped up a little water in it now and then. He had come straight away from
his work, on being written to, and had walked the whole journey; and was on his
way to Mr. Bounderby’s country house after dark, when he fell. He was crossing
that dangerous country at such a dangerous time, because he was innocent of
what was laid to his charge, and couldn’t rest from coming the nearest way to
deliver himself up. The Old Hell Shaft, the pitman said, with a curse upon it,
was worthy of its bad name to the last; for though Stephen could speak now, he
believed it would soon be found to have mangled the life out of him.
When all was ready,
this man, still taking his last hurried charges from his comrades and the
surgeon after the windlass had begun to lower him, disappeared into the pit.
The rope went out as before, the signal was made as before, and the windlass
stopped. No man removed his hand from it now. Every one waited with his grasp
set, and his body bent down to the work, ready to reverse and wind in. At
length the signal was given, and all the ring leaned forward.
For, now, the rope came
in, tightened and strained to its utmost as it appeared, and the men turned
heavily, and the windlass complained. It was scarcely endurable to look at the
rope, and think of its giving way. But, ring after ring was coiled upon the
barrel of the windlass safely, and the connecting chains appeared, and finally
the bucket with the two men holding on at the sides - a sight to make the head
swim, and oppress the heart - and tenderly supporting between them, slung and
tied within, the figure of a poor, crushed, human creature.
A low murmur of pity
went round the throng, and the women wept aloud, as this form, almost without
form, was moved very slowly from its iron deliverance, and laid upon the bed of
straw. At first, none but the surgeon went close to it. He did what he could in
its adjustment on the couch, but the best that he could do was to cover it.
That gently done, he called to him Rachael and Sissy. And at that time the
pale, worn, patient face was seen looking up at the sky, with the broken right
hand lying bare on the outside of the covering garments, as if waiting to be
taken by another hand.
They gave him drink,
moistened his face with water, and administered some drops of cordial and wine.
Though he lay quite motionless looking up at the sky, he smiled and said, ’Rachael.’
She stooped down on the grass at his side, and bent over him until her eyes
were between his and the sky, for he could not so much as turn them to look at
her.
’Rachael, my dear.’
She took his hand. He
smiled again and said, ’Don’t let ’t go.’
’Thou’rt in great pain,
my own dear Stephen?’
’I ha’ been, but not
now. I ha’ been - dreadful, and dree, and long, my dear - but ’tis ower now.
Ah, Rachael, aw a muddle! Fro’ first to last, a muddle!’
The spectre of his old
look seemed to pass as he said the word.
’I ha’ fell into th’
pit, my dear, as have cost wi’in the knowledge o’ old fok now livin, hundreds
and hundreds o’ men’s lives - fathers, sons, brothers, dear to thousands an’
thousands, an’ keeping ’em fro’ want and hunger. I ha’ fell into a pit that ha’
been wi’ th’ Firedamp crueller than battle. I ha’ read on ’t in the public petition,
as onny one may read, fro’ the men that works in pits, in which they ha’ pray’n
and pray’n the lawmakers for Christ’s sake not to let their work be murder to ’em,
but to spare ’em for th’ wives and children that they loves as well as
gentlefok loves theirs. When it were in work, it killed wi’out need; when ’tis
let alone, it kills wi’out need. See how we die an’ no need, one way an’
another - in a muddle - every day!’
He faintly said it,
without any anger against any one. Merely as the truth.
’Thy little sister,
Rachael, thou hast not forgot her. Thou’rt not like to forget her now, and me
so nigh her. Thou know’st - poor, patient, suff’rin, dear - how thou didst work
for her, seet’n all day long in her little chair at thy winder, and how she
died, young and misshapen, awlung o’ sickly air as had’n no need to be, an’
awlung o’ working people’s miserable homes. A muddle! Aw a muddle!’
Louisa approached him;
but he could not see her, lying with his face turned up to the night sky.
’If aw th’ things that
tooches us, my dear, was not so muddled, I should’n ha’ had’n need to coom
heer. If we was not in a muddle among ourseln, I should’n ha’ been, by my own
fellow weavers and workin’ brothers, so mistook. If Mr. Bounderby had ever know’d
me right - if he’d ever know’d me at aw - he would’n ha’ took’n offence wi’ me.
He would’n ha’ suspect’n me. But look up yonder, Rachael! Look aboove!’
Following his eyes, she
saw that he was gazing at a star.
’It ha’ shined upon me,’
he said reverently, ’in my pain and trouble down below. It ha’ shined into my
mind. I ha’ look’n at ’t and thowt o’ thee, Rachael, till the muddle in my mind
have cleared awa, above a bit, I hope. If soom ha’ been wantin’ in unnerstan’in
me better, I, too, ha’ been wantin’ in unnerstan’in them better. When I got thy
letter, I easily believen that what the yoong ledy sen and done to me, and what
her brother sen and done to me, was one, and that there were a wicked plot
betwixt ’em. When I fell, I were in anger wi’ her, an’ hurryin on t’ be as
onjust t’ her as oothers was t’ me. But in our judgments, like as in our doins,
we mun bear and forbear. In my pain an’ trouble, lookin up yonder, - wi’ it
shinin on me - I ha’ seen more clear, and ha’ made it my dyin prayer that aw th’
world may on’y coom toogether more, an’ get a better unnerstan’in o’ one
another, than when I were in ’t my own weak seln.’
Louisa hearing what he
said, bent over him on the opposite side to Rachael, so that he could see her.
’You ha’ heard?’ he
said, after a few moments’ silence. ’I ha’ not forgot you, ledy.’
’Yes, Stephen, I have
heard you. And your prayer is mine.’
’You ha’ a father. Will
yo tak’ a message to him?’
’He is here,’ said
Louisa, with dread. ’Shall I bring him to you?’
’If yo please.’
Louisa returned with
her father. Standing hand-in-hand, they both looked down upon the solemn
countenance.
’Sir, yo will clear me
an’ mak my name good wi’ aw men. This I leave to yo.’
Mr. Gradgrind was
troubled and asked how?
’Sir,’ was the reply: ’yor
son will tell yo how. Ask him. I mak no charges: I leave none ahint me: not a
single word. I ha’ seen an’ spok’n wi’ yor son, one night. I ask no more o’ yo
than that yo clear me - an’ I trust to yo to do ’t.’
The bearers being now
ready to carry him away, and the surgeon being anxious for his removal, those
who had torches or lanterns, prepared to go in front of the litter. Before it
was raised, and while they were arranging how to go, he said to Rachael,
looking upward at the star:
’Often as I coom to myseln,
and found it shinin’ on me down there in my trouble, I thowt it were the star
as guided to Our Saviour’s home. I awmust think it be the very star!’
They lifted him up, and
he was overjoyed to find that they were about to take him in the direction whither
the star seemed to him to lead.
’Rachael, beloved lass!
Don’t let go my hand. We may walk toogether t’night, my dear!’
’I will hold thy hand,
and keep beside thee, Stephen, all the way.’
’Bless thee! Will
soombody be pleased to coover my face!’
They carried him very
gently along the fields, and down the lanes, and over the wide landscape;
Rachael always holding the hand in hers. Very few whispers broke the mournful
silence. It was soon a funeral procession. The star had shown him where to find
the God of the poor; and through humility, and sorrow, and forgiveness, he had
gone to his Redeemer’s rest.
BEFORE the ring formed
round the Old Hell Shaft was broken, one figure had disappeared from within it.
Mr. Bounderby and his shadow had not stood near Louisa, who held her father’s
arm, but in a retired place by themselves. When Mr. Gradgrind was summoned to
the couch, Sissy, attentive to all that happened, slipped behind that wicked
shadow - a sight in the horror of his face, if there had been eyes there for
any sight but one - and whispered in his ear. Without turning his head, he
conferred with her a few moments, and vanished. Thus the whelp had gone out of
the circle before the people moved.
When the father reached
home, he sent a message to Mr. Bounderby’s, desiring his son to come to him
directly. The reply was, that Mr. Bounderby having missed him in the crowd, and
seeing nothing of him since, had supposed him to be at Stone Lodge.
’I believe, father,’
said Louisa, ’he will not come back to town to-night.’ Mr. Gradgrind turned
away, and said no more.
In the morning, he went
down to the Bank himself as soon as it was opened, and seeing his son’s place
empty (he had not the courage to look in at first) went back along the street
to meet Mr. Bounderby on his way there. To whom he said that, for reasons he
would soon explain, but entreated not then to be asked for, he had found it
necessary to employ his son at a distance for a little while. Also, that he was
charged with the duty of vindicating Stephen Blackpool’s memory, and declaring
the thief. Mr. Bounderby quite confounded, stood stock-still in the street
after his father-in-law had left him, swelling like an immense soap-bubble,
without its beauty.
Mr. Gradgrind went
home, locked himself in his room, and kept it all that day. When Sissy and
Louisa tapped at his door, he said, without opening it, ’Not now, my dears; in
the evening.’ On their return in the evening, he said, ’I am not able yet -
to-morrow.’ He ate nothing all day, and had no candle after dark; and they
heard him walking to and fro late at night.
But, in the morning he
appeared at breakfast at the usual hour, and took his usual place at the table.
Aged and bent he looked, and quite bowed down; and yet he looked a wiser man,
and a better man, than in the days when in this life he wanted nothing - but
Facts. Before he left the room, he appointed a time for them to come to him;
and so, with his gray head drooping, went away.
’Dear father,’ said Louisa,
when they kept their appointment, ’you have three young children left. They
will be different, I will be different yet, with Heaven’s help.’
She gave her hand to
Sissy, as if she meant with her help too.
’Your wretched brother,’
said Mr. Gradgrind. ’Do you think he had planned this robbery, when he went
with you to the lodging?’
’I fear so, father. I
know he had wanted money very much, and had spent a great deal.’
’The poor man being
about to leave the town, it came into his evil brain to cast suspicion on him?’
’I think it must have
flashed upon him while he sat there, father. For I asked him to go there with
me. The visit did not originate with him.’
’He had some
conversation with the poor man. Did he take him aside?’
’He took him out of the
room. I asked him afterwards, why he had done so, and he made a plausible
excuse; but since last night, father, and when I remember the circumstances by
its light, I am afraid I can imagine too truly what passed between them.’
’Let me know,’ said her
father, ’if your thoughts present your guilty brother in the same dark view as
mine.’
’I fear, father,’
hesitated Louisa, ’that he must have made some representation to Stephen
Blackpool - perhaps in my name, perhaps in his own - which induced him to do in
good faith and honesty, what he had never done before, and to wait about the
Bank those two or three nights before he left the town.’
’Too plain!’ returned
the father. ’Too plain!’
He shaded his face, and
remained silent for some moments. Recovering himself, he said:
’And now, how is he to
be found? How is he to be saved from justice? In the few hours that I can
possibly allow to elapse before I publish the truth, how is he to be found by
us, and only by us? Ten thousand pounds could not effect it.’
’Sissy has effected it,
father.’
He raised his eyes to
where she stood, like a good fairy in his house, and said in a tone of softened
gratitude and grateful kindness, ’It is always you, my child!’
’We had our fears,’
Sissy explained, glancing at Louisa, ’before yesterday; and when I saw you
brought to the side of the litter last night, and heard what passed (being
close to Rachael all the time), I went to him when no one saw, and said to him,
"Don’t look at me. See where your father is. Escape at once, for his sake
and your own!" He was in a tremble before I whispered to him, and he
started and trembled more then, and said, "Where can I go? I have very
little money, and I don’t know who will hide me!" I thought of father’s
old circus. I have not forgotten where Mr. Sleary goes at this time of year,
and I read of him in a paper only the other day. I told him to hurry there, and
tell his name, and ask Mr. Sleary to hide him till I came. "I’ll get to
him before the morning," he said. And I saw him shrink away among the
people.’
’Thank Heaven!’
exclaimed his father. ’He may be got abroad yet.’
It was the more hopeful
as the town to which Sissy had directed him was within three hours’ journey of
Liverpool, whence he could be swiftly dispatched to any part of the world. But,
caution being necessary in communicating with him - for there was a greater
danger every moment of his being suspected now, and nobody could be sure at
heart but that Mr. Bounderby himself, in a bullying vein of public zeal, might
play a Roman part - it was consented that Sissy and Louisa should repair to the
place in question, by a circuitous course, alone; and that the unhappy father,
setting forth in an opposite direction, should get round to the same bourne by
another and wider route. It was further agreed that he should not present
himself to Mr. Sleary, lest his intentions should be mistrusted, or the
intelligence of his arrival should cause his son to take flight anew; but, that
the communication should be left to Sissy and Louisa to open; and that they
should inform the cause of so much misery and disgrace, of his father’s being
at hand and of the purpose for which they had come. When these arrangements had
been well considered and were fully understood by all three, it was time to
begin to carry them into execution. Early in the afternoon, Mr. Gradgrind
walked direct from his own house into the country, to be taken up on the line
by which he was to travel; and at night the remaining two set forth upon their
different course, encouraged by not seeing any face they knew.
The two travelled all
night, except when they were left, for odd numbers of minutes, at
branch-places, up illimitable flights of steps, or down wells - which was the
only variety of those branches - and, early in the morning, were turned out on
a swamp, a mile or two from the town they sought. From this dismal spot they
were rescued by a savage old postilion, who happened to be up early, kicking a
horse in a fly: and so were smuggled into the town by all the back lanes where
the pigs lived: which, although not a magnificent or even savoury approach,
was, as is usual in such cases, the legitimate highway.
The first thing they
saw on entering the town was the skeleton of Sleary’s Circus. The company had
departed for another town more than twenty miles off, and had opened there last
night. The connection between the two places was by a hilly turnpike-road, and
the travelling on that road was very slow. Though they took but a hasty
breakfast, and no rest (which it would have been in vain to seek under such
anxious circumstances), it was noon before they began to find the bills of
Sleary’s Horse-riding on barns and walls, and one o’clock when they stopped in
the market-place.
A Grand Morning
Performance by the Riders, commencing at that very hour, was in course of
announcement by the bellman as they set their feet upon the stones of the
street. Sissy recommended that, to avoid making inquiries and attracting
attention in the town, they should present themselves to pay at the door. If
Mr. Sleary were taking the money, he would be sure to know her, and would
proceed with discretion. If he were not, he would be sure to see them inside;
and, knowing what he had done with the fugitive, would proceed with discretion
still.
Therefore, they
repaired, with fluttering hearts, to the well- remembered booth. The flag with
the inscription SLEARY’S HORSE- RIDING was there; and the Gothic niche was
there; but Mr. Sleary was not there. Master Kidderminster, grown too maturely
turfy to be received by the wildest credulity as Cupid any more, had yielded to
the invincible force of circumstances (and his beard), and, in the capacity of
a man who made himself generally useful, presided on this occasion over the
exchequer - having also a drum in reserve, on which to expend his leisure
moments and superfluous forces. In the extreme sharpness of his look out for
base coin, Mr. Kidderminster, as at present situated, never saw anything but
money; so Sissy passed him unrecognised, and they went in.
The Emperor of Japan,
on a steady old white horse stencilled with black spots, was twirling five
wash-hand basins at once, as it is the favourite recreation of that monarch to
do. Sissy, though well acquainted with his Royal line, had no personal knowledge
of the present Emperor, and his reign was peaceful. Miss Josephine Sleary, in
her celebrated graceful Equestrian Tyrolean Flower Act, was then announced by a
new clown (who humorously said Cauliflower Act), and Mr. Sleary appeared,
leading her in.
Mr. Sleary had only
made one cut at the Clown with his long whip- lash, and the Clown had only
said, ’If you do it again, I’ll throw the horse at you!’ when Sissy was
recognised both by father and daughter. But they got through the Act with great
self-possession; and Mr. Sleary, saving for the first instant, conveyed no more
expression into his locomotive eye than into his fixed one. The performance
seemed a little long to Sissy and Louisa, particularly when it stopped to
afford the Clown an opportunity of telling Mr. Sleary (who said ’Indeed, sir!’
to all his observations in the calmest way, and with his eye on the house)
about two legs sitting on three legs looking at one leg, when in came four
legs, and laid hold of one leg, and up got two legs, caught hold of three legs,
and threw ’em at four legs, who ran away with one leg. For, although an
ingenious Allegory relating to a butcher, a three- legged stool, a dog, and a
leg of mutton, this narrative consumed time; and they were in great suspense.
At last, however, little fair-haired Josephine made her curtsey amid great
applause; and the Clown, left alone in the ring, had just warmed himself, and
said, ’Now I’ll have a turn!’ when Sissy was touched on the shoulder, and
beckoned out.
She took Louisa with
her; and they were received by Mr. Sleary in a very little private apartment,
with canvas sides, a grass floor, and a wooden ceiling all aslant, on which the
box company stamped their approbation, as if they were coming through. ’Thethilia,’
said Mr. Sleary, who had brandy and water at hand, ’it doth me good to thee
you. You wath alwayth a favourite with uth, and you’ve done uth credith thinth
the old timeth I’m thure. You mutht thee our people, my dear, afore we thpeak
of bithnith, or they’ll break their hearth - ethpethially the women. Here’th
Jothphine hath been and got married to E. W. B. Childerth, and thee hath got a
boy, and though he’th only three yearth old, he thtickth on to any pony you can
bring againtht him. He’th named The Little Wonder of Thcolathtic Equitation;
and if you don’t hear of that boy at Athley’th, you’ll hear of him at Parith.
And you recollect Kidderminthter, that wath thought to be rather thweet upon
yourthelf? Well. He’th married too. Married a widder. Old enough to be hith mother.
Thee wath Tightrope, thee wath, and now thee’th nothing - on accounth of fat.
They’ve got two children, tho we’re thtrong in the Fairy bithnith and the
Nurthery dodge. If you wath to thee our Children in the Wood, with their father
and mother both a dyin’ on a horthe - their uncle a retheiving of ’em ath hith
wardth, upon a horthe - themthelvth both a goin’ a black- berryin’ on a horthe
- and the Robinth a coming in to cover ’em with leavth, upon a horthe - you’d
thay it wath the completetht thing ath ever you thet your eyeth on! And you
remember Emma Gordon, my dear, ath wath a’motht a mother to you? Of courthe you
do; I needn’t athk. Well! Emma, thee lotht her huthband. He wath throw’d a
heavy back-fall off a Elephant in a thort of a Pagoda thing ath the Thultan of
the Indieth, and he never got the better of it; and thee married a thecond time
- married a Cheethemonger ath fell in love with her from the front - and he’th
a Overtheer and makin’ a fortun.’
These various changes,
Mr. Sleary, very short of breath now, related with great heartiness, and with a
wonderful kind of innocence, considering what a bleary and brandy-and-watery
old veteran he was. Afterwards he brought in Josephine, and E. W. B. Childers
(rather deeply lined in the jaws by daylight), and the Little Wonder of
Scholastic Equitation, and in a word, all the company. Amazing creatures they
were in Louisa’s eyes, so white and pink of complexion, so scant of dress, and
so demonstrative of leg; but it was very agreeable to see them crowding about
Sissy, and very natural in Sissy to be unable to refrain from tears.
’There! Now Thethilia
hath kithd all the children, and hugged all the women, and thaken handth all
round with all the men, clear, every one of you, and ring in the band for the thecond
part!’
As soon as they were
gone, he continued in a low tone. ’Now, Thethilia, I don’t athk to know any
thecreth, but I thuppothe I may conthider thith to be Mith Thquire.’
’This is his sister.
Yes.’
’And t’other on’th
daughter. That’h what I mean. Hope I thee you well, mith. And I hope the
Thquire’th well?’
’My father will be here
soon,’ said Louisa, anxious to bring him to the point. ’Is my brother safe?’
’Thafe and thound!’ he
replied. ’I want you jutht to take a peep at the Ring, mith, through here.
Thethilia, you know the dodgeth; find a thpy-hole for yourthelf.’
They each looked
through a chink in the boards.
’That’h Jack the Giant
Killer - piethe of comic infant bithnith,’ said Sleary. ’There’th a
property-houthe, you thee, for Jack to hide in; there’th my Clown with a
thauthepan-lid and a thpit, for Jack’th thervant; there’th little Jack himthelf
in a thplendid thoot of armour; there’th two comic black thervanth twithe ath
big ath the houthe, to thtand by it and to bring it in and clear it; and the
Giant (a very ecthpenthive bathket one), he an’t on yet. Now, do you thee ’em
all?’
’Yes,’ they both said.
’Look at ’em again,’
said Sleary, ’look at ’em well. You thee em all? Very good. Now, mith;’ he put
a form for them to sit on; ’I have my opinionth, and the Thquire your father
hath hith. I don’t want to know what your brother’th been up to; ith better for
me not to know. All I thay ith, the Thquire hath thtood by Thethilia, and I’ll
thtand by the Thquire. Your brother ith one them black thervanth.’
Louisa uttered an
exclamation, partly of distress, partly of satisfaction.
’Ith a fact,’ said
Sleary, ’and even knowin’ it, you couldn’t put your finger on him. Let the
Thquire come. I thall keep your brother here after the performanth. I thant
undreth him, nor yet wath hith paint off. Let the Thquire come here after the
performanth, or come here yourthelf after the performanth, and you thall find
your brother, and have the whole plathe to talk to him in. Never mind the
lookth of him, ath long ath he’th well hid.’
Louisa, with many
thanks and with a lightened load, detained Mr. Sleary no longer then. She left
her love for her brother, with her eyes full of tears; and she and Sissy went
away until later in the afternoon.
Mr. Gradgrind arrived
within an hour afterwards. He too had encountered no one whom he knew; and was
now sanguine with Sleary’s assistance, of getting his disgraced son to
Liverpool in the night. As neither of the three could be his companion without
almost identifying him under any disguise, he prepared a letter to a
correspondent whom he could trust, beseeching him to ship the bearer off at any
cost, to North or South America, or any distant part of the world to which he
could be the most speedily and privately dispatched.
This done, they walked
about, waiting for the Circus to be quite vacated; not only by the audience,
but by the company and by the horses. After watching it a long time, they saw
Mr. Sleary bring out a chair and sit down by the side-door, smoking; as if that
were his signal that they might approach.
’Your thervant,
Thquire,’ was his cautious salutation as they passed in. ’If you want me you’ll
find me here. You muthn’t mind your thon having a comic livery on.’
They all three went in;
and Mr. Gradgrind sat down forlorn, on the Clown’s performing chair in the
middle of the ring. On one of the back benches, remote in the subdued light and
the strangeness of the place, sat the villainous whelp, sulky to the last, whom
he had the misery to call his son.
In a preposterous coat,
like a beadle’s, with cuffs and flaps exaggerated to an unspeakable extent; in
an immense waistcoat, knee-breeches, buckled shoes, and a mad cocked hat; with
nothing fitting him, and everything of coarse material, moth-eaten and full of
holes; with seams in his black face, where fear and heat had started through
the greasy composition daubed all over it; anything so grimly, detestably,
ridiculously shameful as the whelp in his comic livery, Mr. Gradgrind never
could by any other means have believed in, weighable and measurable fact though
it was. And one of his model children had come to this!
At first the whelp
would not draw any nearer, but persisted in remaining up there by himself.
Yielding at length, if any concession so sullenly made can be called yielding,
to the entreaties of Sissy - for Louisa he disowned altogether - he came down,
bench by bench, until he stood in the sawdust, on the verge of the circle, as
far as possible, within its limits from where his father sat.
’How was this done?’
asked the father.
’How was what done?’
moodily answered the son.
’This robbery,’ said
the father, raising his voice upon the word.
’I forced the safe
myself over night, and shut it up ajar before I went away. I had had the key
that was found, made long before. I dropped it that morning, that it might be
supposed to have been used. I didn’t take the money all at once. I pretended to
put my balance away every night, but I didn’t. Now you know all about it.’
’If a thunderbolt had
fallen on me,’ said the father, ’it would have shocked me less than this!’
’I don’t see why,’
grumbled the son. ’So many people are employed in situations of trust; so many
people, out of so many, will be dishonest. I have heard you talk, a hundred times,
of its being a law. How can I help laws? You have comforted others with such
things, father. Comfort yourself!’
The father buried his
face in his hands, and the son stood in his disgraceful grotesqueness, biting
straw: his hands, with the black partly worn away inside, looking like the
hands of a monkey. The evening was fast closing in; and from time to time, he
turned the whites of his eyes restlessly and impatiently towards his father.
They were the only parts of his face that showed any life or expression, the
pigment upon it was so thick.
’You must be got to
Liverpool, and sent abroad.’
’I suppose I must. I
can’t be more miserable anywhere,’ whimpered the whelp, ’than I have been here,
ever since I can remember. That’s one thing.’
Mr. Gradgrind went to
the door, and returned with Sleary, to whom he submitted the question, How to
get this deplorable object away?
’Why, I’ve been
thinking of it, Thquire. There’th not muth time to lothe, tho you muth thay
yeth or no. Ith over twenty mileth to the rail. There’th a coath in half an
hour, that goeth to the rail, ’purpothe to cath the mail train. That train will
take him right to Liverpool.’
’But look at him,’
groaned Mr. Gradgrind. ’Will any coach - ’
’I don’t mean that he
thould go in the comic livery,’ said Sleary. ’Thay the word, and I’ll make a
Jothkin of him, out of the wardrobe, in five minutes.’
’I don’t understand,’
said Mr. Gradgrind.
’A Jothkin - a Carter.
Make up your mind quick, Thquire. There’ll be beer to feth. I’ve never met with
nothing but beer ath’ll ever clean a comic blackamoor.’
Mr. Gradgrind rapidly
assented; Mr. Sleary rapidly turned out from a box, a smock frock, a felt hat,
and other essentials; the whelp rapidly changed clothes behind a screen of
baize; Mr. Sleary rapidly brought beer, and washed him white again.
’Now,’ said Sleary, ’come
along to the coath, and jump up behind; I’ll go with you there, and they’ll
thuppothe you one of my people. Thay farewell to your family, and tharp’th the
word.’ With which he delicately retired.
’Here is your letter,’
said Mr. Gradgrind. ’All necessary means will be provided for you. Atone, by
repentance and better conduct, for the shocking action you have committed, and
the dreadful consequences to which it has led. Give me your hand, my poor boy,
and may God forgive you as I do!’
The culprit was moved
to a few abject tears by these words and their pathetic tone. But, when Louisa
opened her arms, he repulsed her afresh.
’Not you. I don’t want
to have anything to say to you!’
’O Tom, Tom, do we end
so, after all my love!’
’After all your love!’
he returned, obdurately. ’Pretty love! Leaving old Bounderby to himself, and
packing my best friend Mr. Harthouse off, and going home just when I was in the
greatest danger. Pretty love that! Coming out with every word about our having
gone to that place, when you saw the net was gathering round me. Pretty love
that! You have regularly given me up. You never cared for me.’
’Tharp’th the word!’
said Sleary, at the door.
They all confusedly
went out: Louisa crying to him that she forgave him, and loved him still, and
that he would one day be sorry to have left her so, and glad to think of these
her last words, far away: when some one ran against them. Mr. Gradgrind and
Sissy, who were both before him while his sister yet clung to his shoulder,
stopped and recoiled.
For, there was Bitzer,
out of breath, his thin lips parted, his thin nostrils distended, his white
eyelashes quivering, his colourless face more colourless than ever, as if he
ran himself into a white heat, when other people ran themselves into a glow.
There he stood, panting and heaving, as if he had never stopped since the
night, now long ago, when he had run them down before.
’I’m sorry to interfere
with your plans,’ said Bitzer, shaking his head, ’but I can’t allow myself to
be done by horse-riders. I must have young Mr. Tom; he mustn’t be got away by
horse-riders; here he is in a smock frock, and I must have him!’
By the collar, too, it
seemed. For, so he took possession of him.
THEY went back into the
booth, Sleary shutting the door to keep intruders out. Bitzer, still holding
the paralysed culprit by the collar, stood in the Ring, blinking at his old
patron through the darkness of the twilight.
’Bitzer,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, broken down, and miserably submissive to him, ’have you a heart?’
’The circulation, sir,’
returned Bitzer, smiling at the oddity of the question, ’couldn’t be carried on
without one. No man, sir, acquainted with the facts established by Harvey
relating to the circulation of the blood, can doubt that I have a heart.’
’Is it accessible,’
cried Mr. Gradgrind, ’to any compassionate influence?’
’It is accessible to
Reason, sir,’ returned the excellent young man. ’And to nothing else.’
They stood looking at
each other; Mr. Gradgrind’s face as white as the pursuer’s.
’What motive - even
what motive in reason - can you have for preventing the escape of this wretched
youth,’ said Mr. Gradgrind, ’and crushing his miserable father? See his sister
here. Pity us!’
’Sir,’ returned Bitzer,
in a very business-like and logical manner, ’since you ask me what motive I
have in reason, for taking young Mr. Tom back to Coketown, it is only
reasonable to let you know. I have suspected young Mr. Tom of this bank-robbery
from the first. I had had my eye upon him before that time, for I knew his
ways. I have kept my observations to myself, but I have made them; and I have
got ample proofs against him now, besides his running away, and besides his own
confession, which I was just in time to overhear. I had the pleasure of
watching your house yesterday morning, and following you here. I am going to
take young Mr. Tom back to Coketown, in order to deliver him over to Mr. Bounderby.
Sir, I have no doubt whatever that Mr. Bounderby will then promote me to young
Mr. Tom’s situation. And I wish to have his situation, sir, for it will be a
rise to me, and will do me good.’
’If this is solely a
question of self-interest with you - ’ Mr. Gradgrind began.
’I beg your pardon for
interrupting you, sir,’ returned Bitzer; ’but I am sure you know that the whole
social system is a question of self-interest. What you must always appeal to,
is a person’s self-interest. It’s your only hold. We are so constituted. I was
brought up in that catechism when I was very young, sir, as you are aware.’
’What sum of money,’
said Mr. Gradgrind, ’will you set against your expected promotion?’
’Thank you, sir,’
returned Bitzer, ’for hinting at the proposal; but I will not set any sum
against it. Knowing that your clear head would propose that alternative, I have
gone over the calculations in my mind; and I find that to compound a felony,
even on very high terms indeed, would not be as safe and good for me as my
improved prospects in the Bank.’
’Bitzer,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, stretching out his hands as though he would have said, See how
miserable I am! ’Bitzer, I have but one chance left to soften you. You were
many years at my school. If, in remembrance of the pains bestowed upon you
there, you can persuade yourself in any degree to disregard your present
interest and release my son, I entreat and pray you to give him the benefit of
that remembrance.’
’I really wonder, sir,’
rejoined the old pupil in an argumentative manner, ’to find you taking a
position so untenable. My schooling was paid for; it was a bargain; and when I
came away, the bargain ended.’
It was a fundamental
principle of the Gradgrind philosophy that everything was to be paid for. Nobody
was ever on any account to give anybody anything, or render anybody help
without purchase. Gratitude was to be abolished, and the virtues springing from
it were not to be. Every inch of the existence of mankind, from birth to death,
was to be a bargain across a counter. And if we didn’t get to Heaven that way,
it was not a politico-economical place, and we had no business there.
’I don’t deny,’ added
Bitzer, ’that my schooling was cheap. But that comes right, sir. I was made in
the cheapest market, and have to dispose of myself in the dearest.’
He was a little
troubled here, by Louisa and Sissy crying.
’Pray don’t do that,’
said he, ’it’s of no use doing that: it only worries. You seem to think that I
have some animosity against young Mr. Tom; whereas I have none at all. I am
only going, on the reasonable grounds I have mentioned, to take him back to
Coketown. If he was to resist, I should set up the cry of Stop thief! But, he
won’t resist, you may depend upon it.’
Mr. Sleary, who with
his mouth open and his rolling eye as immovably jammed in his head as his fixed
one, had listened to these doctrines with profound attention, here stepped
forward.
’Thquire, you know
perfectly well, and your daughter knowth perfectly well (better than you,
becauthe I thed it to her), that I didn’t know what your thon had done, and
that I didn’t want to know - I thed it wath better not, though I only thought,
then, it wath thome thkylarking. However, thith young man having made it known
to be a robbery of a bank, why, that’h a theriouth thing; muth too theriouth a
thing for me to compound, ath thith young man hath very properly called it.
Conthequently, Thquire, you muthn’t quarrel with me if I take thith young man’th
thide, and thay he’th right and there’th no help for it. But I tell you what I’ll
do, Thquire; I’ll drive your thon and thith young man over to the rail, and
prevent expothure here. I can’t conthent to do more, but I’ll do that.’
Fresh lamentations from
Louisa, and deeper affliction on Mr. Gradgrind’s part, followed this desertion
of them by their last friend. But, Sissy glanced at him with great attention;
nor did she in her own breast misunderstand him. As they were all going out
again, he favoured her with one slight roll of his movable eye, desiring her to
linger behind. As he locked the door, he said excitedly:
’The Thquire thtood by
you, Thethilia, and I’ll thtand by the Thquire. More than that: thith ith a
prethiouth rathcal, and belongth to that bluthtering Cove that my people nearly
pitht out o’ winder. It’ll be a dark night; I’ve got a horthe that’ll do
anything but thpeak; I’ve got a pony that’ll go fifteen mile an hour with
Childerth driving of him; I’ve got a dog that’ll keep a man to one plathe
four-and-twenty hourth. Get a word with the young Thquire. Tell him, when he
theeth our horthe begin to danthe, not to be afraid of being thpilt, but to
look out for a pony-gig coming up. Tell him, when he theeth that gig clothe by,
to jump down, and it’ll take him off at a rattling pathe. If my dog leth thith
young man thtir a peg on foot, I give him leave to go. And if my horthe ever
thtirth from that thpot where he beginth a danthing, till the morning - I don’t
know him? - Tharp’th the word!’
The word was so sharp,
that in ten minutes Mr. Childers, sauntering about the market-place in a pair
of slippers, had his cue, and Mr. Sleary’s equipage was ready. It was a fine
sight, to behold the learned dog barking round it, and Mr. Sleary instructing
him, with his one practicable eye, that Bitzer was the object of his particular
attentions. Soon after dark they all three got in and started; the learned dog
(a formidable creature) already pinning Bitzer with his eye, and sticking close
to the wheel on his side, that he might be ready for him in the event of his
showing the slightest disposition to alight.
The other three sat up
at the inn all night in great suspense. At eight o’clock in the morning Mr.
Sleary and the dog reappeared: both in high spirits.
’All right, Thquire!’
said Mr. Sleary, ’your thon may be aboard-a- thip by thith time. Childerth took
him off, an hour and a half after we left there latht night. The horthe danthed
the polka till he wath dead beat (he would have walthed if he hadn’t been in
harneth), and then I gave him the word and he went to thleep comfortable. When
that prethiouth young Rathcal thed he’d go for’ard afoot, the dog hung on to
hith neck-hankercher with all four legth in the air and pulled him down and
rolled him over. Tho he come back into the drag, and there he that, ’till I
turned the horthe’th head, at half-patht thixth thith morning.’
Mr. Gradgrind
overwhelmed him with thanks, of course; and hinted as delicately as he could,
at a handsome remuneration in money.
’I don’t want money
mythelf, Thquire; but Childerth ith a family man, and if you wath to like to
offer him a five-pound note, it mightn’t be unactheptable. Likewithe if you
wath to thtand a collar for the dog, or a thet of bellth for the horthe, I
thould be very glad to take ’em. Brandy and water I alwayth take.’ He had
already called for a glass, and now called for another. ’If you wouldn’t think
it going too far, Thquire, to make a little thpread for the company at about
three and thixth ahead, not reckoning Luth, it would make ’em happy.’
All these little tokens
of his gratitude, Mr. Gradgrind very willingly undertook to render. Though he
thought them far too slight, he said, for such a service.
’Very well, Thquire;
then, if you’ll only give a Horthe-riding, a bethpeak, whenever you can, you’ll
more than balanthe the account. Now, Thquire, if your daughter will ethcuthe
me, I thould like one parting word with you.’
Louisa and Sissy
withdrew into an adjoining room; Mr. Sleary, stirring and drinking his brandy
and water as he stood, went on:
’Thquire, - you don’t
need to be told that dogth ith wonderful animalth.’
’Their instinct,’ said
Mr. Gradgrind, ’is surprising.’
’Whatever you call it -
and I’m bletht if I know what to call it’ - said Sleary, ’it ith athtonithing.
The way in whith a dog’ll find you - the dithtanthe he’ll come!’
’His scent,’ said Mr.
Gradgrind, ’being so fine.’
’I’m bletht if I know
what to call it,’ repeated Sleary, shaking his head, ’but I have had dogth find
me, Thquire, in a way that made me think whether that dog hadn’t gone to
another dog, and thed, "You don’t happen to know a perthon of the name of
Thleary, do you? Perthon of the name of Thleary, in the Horthe-Riding way -
thtout man - game eye?" And whether that dog mightn’t have thed,
"Well, I can’t thay I know him mythelf, but I know a dog that I think
would be likely to be acquainted with him." And whether that dog mightn’t
have thought it over, and thed, "Thleary, Thleary! O yeth, to be thure! A
friend of mine menthioned him to me at one time. I can get you hith addreth
directly." In conthequenth of my being afore the public, and going about
tho muth, you thee, there mutht be a number of dogth acquainted with me,
Thquire, that I don’t know!’
Mr. Gradgrind seemed to
be quite confounded by this speculation.
’Any way,’ said Sleary,
after putting his lips to his brandy and water, ’ith fourteen month ago,
Thquire, thinthe we wath at Chethter. We wath getting up our Children in the
Wood one morning, when there cometh into our Ring, by the thtage door, a dog.
He had travelled a long way, he wath in a very bad condithon, he wath lame, and
pretty well blind. He went round to our children, one after another, as if he
wath a theeking for a child he know’d; and then he come to me, and throwd
hithelf up behind, and thtood on hith two forelegth, weak ath he wath, and then
he wagged hith tail and died. Thquire, that dog wath Merrylegth.’
’Sissy’s father’s dog!’
’Thethilia’th father’th
old dog. Now, Thquire, I can take my oath, from my knowledge of that dog, that
that man wath dead - and buried - afore that dog come back to me. Joth’phine
and Childerth and me talked it over a long time, whether I thould write or not.
But we agreed, "No. There’th nothing comfortable to tell; why unthettle
her mind, and make her unhappy?" Tho, whether her father bathely detherted
her; or whether he broke hith own heart alone, rather than pull her down along
with him; never will be known, now, Thquire, till - no, not till we know how
the dogth findth uth out!’
’She keeps the bottle
that he sent her for, to this hour; and she will believe in his affection to
the last moment of her life,’ said Mr. Gradgrind.
’It theemth to prethent
two thingth to a perthon, don’t it, Thquire?’ said Mr. Sleary, musing as he
looked down into the depths of his brandy and water: ’one, that there ith a
love in the world, not all Thelf-interetht after all, but thomething very
different; t’other, that it bath a way of ith own of calculating or not
calculating, whith thomehow or another ith at leatht ath hard to give a name to,
ath the wayth of the dogth ith!’
Mr. Gradgrind looked
out of window, and made no reply. Mr. Sleary emptied his glass and recalled the
ladies.
’Thethilia my dear,
kith me and good-bye! Mith Thquire, to thee you treating of her like a
thithter, and a thithter that you trutht and honour with all your heart and
more, ith a very pretty thight to me. I hope your brother may live to be better
detherving of you, and a greater comfort to you. Thquire, thake handth, firtht
and latht! Don’t be croth with uth poor vagabondth. People mutht be amuthed.
They can’t be alwayth a learning, nor yet they can’t be alwayth a working, they
an’t made for it. You mutht have uth, Thquire. Do the withe thing and the kind
thing too, and make the betht of uth; not the wurtht!’
’And I never thought
before,’ said Mr. Sleary, putting his head in at the door again to say it, ’that
I wath tho muth of a Cackler!’
IT is a dangerous thing
to see anything in the sphere of a vain blusterer, before the vain blusterer sees
it himself. Mr. Bounderby felt that Mrs. Sparsit had audaciously anticipated
him, and presumed to be wiser than he. Inappeasably indignant with her for her
triumphant discovery of Mrs. Pegler, he turned this presumption, on the part of
a woman in her dependent position, over and over in his mind, until it
accumulated with turning like a great snowball. At last he made the discovery
that to discharge this highly connected female - to have it in his power to
say, ’She was a woman of family, and wanted to stick to me, but I wouldn’t have
it, and got rid of her’ - would be to get the utmost possible amount of
crowning glory out of the connection, and at the same time to punish Mrs.
Sparsit according to her deserts.
Filled fuller than
ever, with this great idea, Mr. Bounderby came in to lunch, and sat himself
down in the dining-room of former days, where his portrait was. Mrs. Sparsit
sat by the fire, with her foot in her cotton stirrup, little thinking whither
she was posting.
Since the Pegler
affair, this gentlewoman had covered her pity for Mr. Bounderby with a veil of
quiet melancholy and contrition. In virtue thereof, it had become her habit to
assume a woful look, which woful look she now bestowed upon her patron.
’What’s the matter now,
ma’am?’ said Mr. Bounderby, in a very short, rough way.
’Pray, sir,’ returned
Mrs. Sparsit, ’do not bite my nose off.’
’Bite your nose off, ma’am?’
repeated Mr. Bounderby. ’Your nose!’ meaning, as Mrs. Sparsit conceived, that
it was too developed a nose for the purpose. After which offensive implication,
he cut himself a crust of bread, and threw the knife down with a noise.
Mrs. Sparsit took her
foot out of her stirrup, and said, ’Mr. Bounderby, sir!’
’Well, ma’am?’ retorted
Mr. Bounderby. ’What are you staring at?’
’May I ask, sir,’ said
Mrs. Sparsit, ’have you been ruffled this morning?’
’Yes, ma’am.’
’May I inquire, sir,’
pursued the injured woman, ’whether I am the unfortunate cause of your having
lost your temper?’
’Now, I’ll tell you
what, ma’am,’ said Bounderby, ’I am not come here to be bullied. A female may
be highly connected, but she can’t be permitted to bother and badger a man in
my position, and I am not going to put up with it.’ (Mr. Bounderby felt it
necessary to get on: foreseeing that if he allowed of details, he would be
beaten.)
Mrs. Sparsit first
elevated, then knitted, her Coriolanian eyebrows; gathered up her work into its
proper basket; and rose.
’Sir,’ said she,
majestically. ’It is apparent to me that I am in your way at present. I will
retire to my own apartment.’
’Allow me to open the
door, ma’am.’
’Thank you, sir; I can
do it for myself.’
’You had better allow
me, ma’am,’ said Bounderby, passing her, and getting his hand upon the lock; ’because
I can take the opportunity of saying a word to you, before you go. Mrs.
Sparsit, ma’am, I rather think you are cramped here, do you know? It appears to
me, that, under my humble roof, there’s hardly opening enough for a lady of
your genius in other people’s affairs.’
Mrs. Sparsit gave him a
look of the darkest scorn, and said with great politeness, ’Really, sir?’
’I have been thinking
it over, you see, since the late affairs have happened, ma’am,’ said Bounderby;
’and it appears to my poor judgment - ’
’Oh! Pray, sir,’ Mrs.
Sparsit interposed, with sprightly cheerfulness, ’don’t disparage your judgment.
Everybody knows how unerring Mr. Bounderby’s judgment is. Everybody has had
proofs of it. It must be the theme of general conversation. Disparage anything
in yourself but your judgment, sir,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, laughing.
Mr. Bounderby, very red
and uncomfortable, resumed:
’It appears to me, ma’am,
I say, that a different sort of establishment altogether would bring out a lady
of your powers. Such an establishment as your relation, Lady Scadgers’s, now.
Don’t you think you might find some affairs there, ma’am, to interfere with?’
’It never occurred to
me before, sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit; ’but now you mention it, should think
it highly probable.’
’Then suppose you try,
ma’am,’ said Bounderby, laying an envelope with a cheque in it in her little basket.
’You can take your own time for going, ma’am; but perhaps in the meanwhile, it
will be more agreeable to a lady of your powers of mind, to eat her meals by
herself, and not to be intruded upon. I really ought to apologise to you -
being only Josiah Bounderby of Coketown - for having stood in your light so
long.’
’Pray don’t name it,
sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit. ’If that portrait could speak, sir - but it has
the advantage over the original of not possessing the power of committing
itself and disgusting others, - it would testify, that a long period has
elapsed since I first habitually addressed it as the picture of a Noodle.
Nothing that a Noodle does, can awaken surprise or indignation; the proceedings
of a Noodle can only inspire contempt.’
Thus saying, Mrs.
Sparsit, with her Roman features like a medal struck to commemorate her scorn
of Mr. Bounderby, surveyed him fixedly from head to foot, swept disdainfully
past him, and ascended the staircase. Mr. Bounderby closed the door, and stood
before the fire; projecting himself after his old explosive manner into his
portrait - and into futurity.
Into how much of
futurity? He saw Mrs. Sparsit fighting out a daily fight at the points of all
the weapons in the female armoury, with the grudging, smarting, peevish,
tormenting Lady Scadgers, still laid up in bed with her mysterious leg, and
gobbling her insufficient income down by about the middle of every quarter, in
a mean little airless lodging, a mere closet for one, a mere crib for two; but
did he see more? Did he catch any glimpse of himself making a show of Bitzer to
strangers, as the rising young man, so devoted to his master’s great merits,
who had won young Tom’s place, and had almost captured young Tom himself, in
the times when by various rascals he was spirited away? Did he see any faint
reflection of his own image making a vain-glorious will, whereby
five-and-twenty Humbugs, past five-and-fifty years of age, each taking upon
himself the name, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, should for ever dine in
Bounderby Hall, for ever lodge in Bounderby buildings, for ever attend a
Bounderby chapel, for ever go to sleep under a Bounderby chaplain, for ever be
supported out of a Bounderby estate, and for ever nauseate all healthy
stomachs, with a vast amount of Bounderby balderdash and bluster? Had he any
prescience of the day, five years to come, when Josiah Bounderby of Coketown
was to die of a fit in the Coketown street, and this same precious will was to
begin its long career of quibble, plunder, false pretences, vile example,
little service and much law? Probably not. Yet the portrait was to see it all
out.
Here was Mr. Gradgrind
on the same day, and in the same hour, sitting thoughtful in his own room. How
much of futurity did he see? Did he see himself, a white-haired decrepit man,
bending his hitherto inflexible theories to appointed circumstances; making his
facts and figures subservient to Faith, Hope, and Charity; and no longer trying
to grind that Heavenly trio in his dusty little mills? Did he catch sight of
himself, therefore much despised by his late political associates? Did he see
them, in the era of its being quite settled that the national dustmen have only
to do with one another, and owe no duty to an abstraction called a People, ’taunting
the honourable gentleman’ with this and with that and with what not, five
nights a-week, until the small hours of the morning? Probably he had that much
foreknowledge, knowing his men.
Here was Louisa on the
night of the same day, watching the fire as in days of yore, though with a
gentler and a humbler face. How much of the future might arise before her vision?
Broadsides in the streets, signed with her father’s name, exonerating the late
Stephen Blackpool, weaver, from misplaced suspicion, and publishing the guilt
of his own son, with such extenuation as his years and temptation (he could not
bring himself to add, his education) might beseech; were of the Present. So,
Stephen Blackpool’s tombstone, with her father’s record of his death, was
almost of the Present, for she knew it was to be. These things she could
plainly see. But, how much of the Future?
A working woman,
christened Rachael, after a long illness once again appearing at the ringing of
the Factory bell, and passing to and fro at the set hours, among the Coketown
Hands; a woman of pensive beauty, always dressed in black, but sweet-tempered
and serene, and even cheerful; who, of all the people in the place, alone
appeared to have compassion on a degraded, drunken wretch of her own sex, who
was sometimes seen in the town secretly begging of her, and crying to her; a
woman working, ever working, but content to do it, and preferring to do it as
her natural lot, until she should be too old to labour any more? Did Louisa see
this? Such a thing was to be.
A lonely brother, many
thousands of miles away, writing, on paper blotted with tears, that her words
had too soon come true, and that all the treasures in the world would be
cheaply bartered for a sight of her dear face? At length this brother coming
nearer home, with hope of seeing her, and being delayed by illness; and then a
letter, in a strange hand, saying ’he died in hospital, of fever, such a day,
and died in penitence and love of you: his last word being your name’? Did
Louisa see these things? Such things were to be.
Herself again a wife -
a mother - lovingly watchful of her children, ever careful that they should
have a childhood of the mind no less than a childhood of the body, as knowing
it to be even a more beautiful thing, and a possession, any hoarded scrap of
which, is a blessing and happiness to the wisest? Did Louisa see this? Such a thing
was never to be.
But, happy Sissy’s
happy children loving her; all children loving her; she, grown learned in
childish lore; thinking no innocent and pretty fancy ever to be despised;
trying hard to know her humbler fellow-creatures, and to beautify their lives
of machinery and reality with those imaginative graces and delights, without
which the heart of infancy will wither up, the sturdiest physical manhood will
be morally stark death, and the plainest national prosperity figures can show,
will be the Writing on the Wall, - she holding this course as part of no
fantastic vow, or bond, or brotherhood, or sisterhood, or pledge, or covenant,
or fancy dress, or fancy fair; but simply as a duty to be done, - did Louisa
see these things of herself? These things were to be.
Dear reader! It rests
with you and me, whether, in our two fields of action, similar things shall be
or not. Let them be! We shall sit with lighter bosoms on the hearth, to see the
ashes of our fires turn gray and cold.
THE END OF "HARD TIMES."