The Lion and the
Unicorn
BY RICHARD HARDING DAVIS
Illustrated by H. C. CHRISTY
Short Story Reprint Series
BOOKS FOR LIBRARIES PRESS, FREEPORT, NEW YORK
First Published 1899
Reprinted 1969
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8369-3094-0
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OF
MANY HOT DAYS AND SOME HOT CORNERS
THIS BOOK IS
DEDICATED
TO
LT.-COL. ARTHUR H. LEE, R.A.
British Military Attache with the United States Army
THE LION AND THE
UNICORN . . . . . . . . . . . . .1
ON THE FEVER SHIP.. . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . 72
THE MAN WITH ONE TALENT
. . . . . . . . . . . . .102
THE VAGRANT . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . .146
THE LAST RIDE TOGETHER
. . . . . . . . . . . . .193
Instead . . . buried
her face in its folds . . . . . Frontispiece
Consumed tea and thin
slices of bread. . . . . . . . . 10
Saw her staring down at
the tumult . . . . . . . . . . 64
"Listen," he
said. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 90
"You are like a
ring of gamblers around a gaming table". . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . .140
The young man stood
staring up at the white figure of the girl . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . .
. .188
PRENTISS had a long
lease on the house, and because it stood in Jermyn Street the upper floors
were, as a matter of course, turned into lodgings for single gentlemen; and
because Prentiss was a Florist to the Queen, he placed a lion and unicorn over
his flower-shop, just in front of the middle window on the first floor. By
stretching a little, each of them could see into the window just beyond him,
and could hear all that was said inside; and such things as they saw and heard
during the reign of Captain Carrington, who moved in at the same time they did!
By day the table in the centre of the room was covered with maps, and the
Captain sat with a box of pins, with different-colored flags wrapped around
them, and amused himself by sticking them in the maps and measuring the spaces
in between, swearing meanwhile to himself. It was a selfish amusement, but it
appeared to be the Captain's only intellectual pursuit, for at night, the maps
were rolled up, and a green cloth was spread across the table, and there was
much company and popping of soda-bottles, and little heaps of gold and silver
were moved this way and that across the cloth. The smoke drifted out of the
open windows, and the laughter of the Captain's guests rang out loudly in the
empty street, so that the policeman halted and raised his eyes reprovingly to
the lighted windows, and cabmen drew up beneath them and lay in wait, dozing on
their folded arms, for the Captain's guests to depart. The Lion and the Unicorn
were rather ashamed of the scandal of it, and they were glad when, one day, the
Captain went away with his tin boxes and gun-cases piled high on a
four-wheeler.
Prentiss stood on the
sidewalk and said: "I wish you good luck, sir." And the Captain said:
"I'm coming back a Major, Prentiss." But he never came back. And one
day -- the Lion remembered the day very well, for on that same day the newsboys
ran up and down Jermyn Street shouting out the news of "a 'orrible
disaster" to the British arms. It was then that a young lady came to the
door in a hansom, and Prentiss went out to meet her and led her upstairs. They
heard him unlock the Captain's door and say, "This is his room,
miss," and after he had gone they watched her standing quite still by the
centre table. She stood there for a very long time looking slowly about her,
and then she took a photograph of the Captain from the frame on the mantel and
slipped it into her pocket, and when she went out again her veil was down, and
she was crying. She must have given Prentiss as much as a sovereign, for he
called her "Your ladyship," which he never did under a sovereign.
And she drove off, and
they never saw her again either, nor could they hear the address she gave the
cabman. But it was somewhere up St. John's Wood way.
After that the rooms
were empty for some months, and the Lion and the Unicorn were forced to amuse
themselves with the beautiful ladies and smart-looking men who came to Prentiss
to buy flowers and "buttonholes," and the little round baskets of
strawberries, and even the peaches at three shillings each, which looked so
tempting as they lay in the window, wrapped up in cotton-wool, like jewels of
great price.
Then Philip Carroll,
the American gentleman, came, and they heard Prentiss telling him that those
rooms had always let for five guineas a week, which they knew was not true; but
they also knew that in the economy of nations there must always be a higher
price for the rich American, or else why was he given that strange accent,
except to betray him into the hands of the London shopkeeper, and the London
cabby?
The American walked to
the window toward the west, which was the window nearest the Lion, and looked
out into the graveyard of St. James's Church, that stretched between their
street and Piccadilly.
"You're lucky in
having a bit of green to look out on," he said to Prentiss. "I'll
take these rooms -- at five guineas. That's more than they're worth, you know,
but as I know it, too, your conscience needn't trouble you."
Then his eyes fell on
the Lion, and he nodded to him gravely. "How do you do?" he said. "I'm
coming to live with you for a little time. I have read about you and your
friends over there. It is a hazard of new fortunes with me, your Majesty, so be
kind to me, and if I win, I will put a new coat of paint on your shield and
gild you all over again."
Prentiss smiled
obsequiously at the American's pleasantry, but the new lodger only stared at
him.
"He seemed a
social gentleman," said the Unicorn, that night, when the Lion and he were
talking it over. "Now the Captain, the whole time he was here, never gave
us so much as a look. This one says he has read of us."
"And why
not?" growled the Lion. "I hope Prentiss heard what he said of our
needing a new layer of gilt. It's disgraceful. You can see that Lion over
Scarlett's, the butcher, as far as Regent Street, and Scarlett is only one of
Salisbury's creations. He received his Letters-Patent only two years back. We
date from Palmerston."
The lodger came up the
street just at that moment, and stopped and looked up at the Lion and the
Unicorn from the sidewalk, before he opened the door with his night-key. They
heard him enter the room and feel on the mantel for his pipe, and a moment
later he appeared at the Lion's window and leaned on the sill, looking down
into the street below and blowing whiffs of smoke up into the warm night-air.
It was a night in June,
and the pavements were dry under foot and the streets were filled with
well-dressed people, going home from the play, and with groups of men in black
and white, making their way to supper at the clubs. Hansoms of inky-black, with
shining lamps inside and out, dashed noiselessly past on mysterious errands,
chasing close on each other's heels on a mad race, each to its separate goal.
From the cross streets rose the noises of early night, the rumble of the
'buses, the creaking of their brakes, as they unlocked, the cries of the
"extras," and the merging of thousands of human voices in a dull
murmur. The great world of London was closing its shutters for the night, and
putting out the lights; and the new lodger from across the sea listened to it
with his heart beating quickly, and laughed to stifle the touch of fear and
homesickness that rose in him.
"I have seen a
great play to-night," he said to the Lion, "nobly played by great
players. What will they care for my poor wares? I see that I have been
over-bold. But we cannot go back now -- not yet."
He knocked the ashes
out of his pipe, and nodded "good-night" to the great world beyond
his window. "What fortunes lie with ye, ye lights of London town?" he
quoted, smiling. And they heard him close the door of his bedroom, and lock it
for the night.
The next morning he
bought many geraniums from Prentiss and placed them along the broad cornice
that stretched across the front of the house over the shop window. The flowers
made a band of scarlet on either side of the Lion as brilliant as a Tommy's
jacket.
"I am trying to
propitiate the British Lion by placing flowers before his altar," the
American said that morning to a visitor.
"The British
public you mean," said the visitor; "they are each likely to tear you
to pieces."
"Yes, I have heard
that the pit on the first night of a bad play is something awful,"
hazarded the American.
"Wait and
see," said the visitor.
"Thank you,"
said the American, meekly.
Every one who came to
the first floor front talked about a play. It seemed to be something of great
moment to the American. It was only a bundle of leaves printed in red and black
inks and bound in brown paper covers. There were two of them, and the American
called them by different names: one was his comedy and one was his tragedy.
"They are both
likely to be tragedies," the Lion heard one of the visitors say to
another, as they drove away together. "Our young friend takes it too
seriously."
The American spent most
of his time by his desk at the window writing on little blue pads and tearing
up what he wrote, or in reading over one of the plays to himself in a loud
voice. In time the number of his visitors increased, and to some of these he
would read his play; and after they had left him he was either depressed and
silent or excited and jubilant. The Lion could always tell when he was happy
because then he would go to the side table and pour himself out a drink and
say, "Here's to me," but when he was depressed he would stand holding
the glass in his hand, and finally pour the liquor back into the bottle again
and say, "What's the use of that?"
After he had been in
London a month he wrote less and was more frequently abroad, sallying forth in
beautiful raiment, and coming home by daylight.
And he gave suppers
too, but they were less noisy than the Captain's had been, and the women who
came to them were much more beautiful, and their voices when they spoke were
sweet and low. Sometimes one of the women sang, and the men sat in silence
while the people in the street below stopped to listen, and would say,
"Why, that is So-and-So singing," and the Lion and the Unicorn
wondered how they could know who it was when they could not see her.
The lodger's visitors
came to see him at all hours. They seemed to regard his rooms as a club, where
they could always come for a bite to eat or to write notes; and others treated
it like a lawyer's office and asked advice on all manner of strange subjects.
Sometimes the visitor wanted to know whether the American thought she ought to
take £10 a week and go on tour, or stay in town and try to live on £8; or
whether she should paint landscapes that would not sell, or racehorses that
would; or whether Reggie really loved her and whether she really loved Reggie;
or whether the new part in the piece at the Court was better than the old part
at Terry's, and wasn't she getting too old to play "ingenues" anyway.
The lodger seemed to be
a general adviser, and smoked and listened with grave consideration, and the
Unicorn thought his judgment was most sympathetic and sensible.
Of all the beautiful
ladies who came to call on the lodger the one the Unicorn liked the best was
the one who wanted to know whether she loved Reggie and whether Reggie loved
her. She discussed this so interestingly while she consumed tea and thin slices
of bread that the Unicorn almost lost his balance in leaning forward to listen.
Her name was Marion Cavendish and it was written over many photographs which
stood in silver frames in the lodger's rooms. She used to make the tea herself,
while the lodger sat and smoked; and she had a fascinating way of doubling the
thin slices of bread into long strips and nibbling at them like a mouse at a
piece of cheese. She had wonderful little teeth and Cupid's-bow lips, and she
had a fashion of lifting her veil only high enough for one to see the two
Cupid-bow lips. When she did that the American used to laugh, at nothing apparently,
and say, "Oh, I guess Reggie loves you well enough."
"But do I love
Reggie?" she would ask sadly, with her tea-cup held poised in air.
" I am sure I hope
not," the lodger would reply, and she would put down the veil quickly, as
one would drop a curtain over a beautiful picture, and rise with great dignity
and say, "if you talk like that I shall not come again."
She was sure that if
she could only get some work to do her head would be filled with more important
matters than whether Reggie loved her or not.
"But the managers
seem inclined to cut their cavendish very fine just at present," she said.
"If I don't get a part soon," she announced, "I shall ask
Mitchell to put me down on the list for recitations at evening parties."
"That seems a
desperate revenge," said the American; "and besides, I don't want you
to get a part, because some one might be idiotic enough to take my comedy, and
if he should, you must play Nancy."
"I would not ask
for any salary if I could play Nancy," Miss Cavendish answered.
They spoke of a great
many things, but their talk always ended by her saying that there must be some
one with sufficient sense to see that his play was a great play, and by his
saying that none but she must play Nancy.
The Lion preferred the
tall girl with masses and folds of brown hair, who came from America to paint
miniatures of the British aristocracy. Her name was Helen Cabot, and he liked
her because she was so brave and fearless, and so determined to be independent
of every one, even of the lodger -- especially of the lodger, who it appeared
had known her very well at home. The lodger, they gathered, did not wish her to
be independent of him and the two Americans had many arguments and disputes
about it, but she always said, "It does no good, Philip; it only hurts us
both when you talk so. I care for nothing, and for no one but my art, and, poor
as it is, it means everything to me, and you do not, and, of course, the man I
am to marry, must." Then Carroll would talk, walking up and down, and
looking very fierce and determined, and telling her how he loved her in such a
way that it made her look even more proud and beautiful. And she would say more
gently, "It is very fine to think that any one can care for like that, and
very helpful. But unless I cared in the same way it would be wicked of me to
marry you, and besides -- " She would add very quickly to prevent his
speaking again -- " I don't want to marry you or anybody, and I never
shall. I want to be free and to succeed in my work, just as you want to succeed
in your work. So please never speak of this again." When she went away the
lodger used to sit smoking in the big arm-chair and beat the arms with his
hands, and he would pace up and down the room while his work would lie untouched
and his engagements pass forgotten.
Summer came and London
was deserted, dull, and dusty, but the lodger stayed on in Jermyn Street. Helen
Cabot had departed on a round of visits to country houses in Scotland, where,
as she wrote him, she was painting miniatures of her hosts and studying the
game of golf. Miss Cavendish divided her days between the river and one of the
West End theatres. She was playing a small part in a farce-comedy.
One day she came up
from Cookham earlier than usual, looking very beautiful in a white boating
frock and a straw hat with a Leander ribbon. Her hands and arms were hard with
dragging a punting pole and she was sunburnt and happy, and hungry for tea.
"Why don't you
come down to Cookham and get out of this heat?" Miss Cavendish asked.
"You need it; you look ill."
"I'd like to, but
I can't," said Carroll. "The fact is, I paid in advance for these
rooms, and if I lived anywhere else I'd be losing five guineas a week on
them."
Miss Cavendish regarded
him severely. She had never quite mastered his American humor.
"But five guineas
-- why that's nothing to you," she said. Something in the lodger's face
made her pause. "You don't mean -- -- "
"Yes, I do,"
said the lodger, smiling. "You see, I started in to lay siege to London
without sufficient ammunition. London is a large town, and it didn't fall as
quickly as I thought it would. So I am economizing. Mr. Lockhart's Coffee Rooms
and I are no longer strangers."
Miss Cavendish put down
her cup of tea untasted and leaned toward him
"Are you in
earnest?" she asked. "For how long?"
"Oh, for the last
month," replied the lodger; "they are not at all bad -- clean and
wholesome and all that."
"But the suppers
you gave us, and this," she cried, suddenly, waving her hands over the
pretty tea-things, "and the cake and muffins?"
"My friends, at
least," said Carroll, "need not go to Lockhart's."
"And the
Savoy?" asked Miss Cavendish, mournfully shaking her head.
"A dream of the
past," said Carroll, waving his pipe through the smoke. "Gatti's?
Yes, on special occasions; but for necessity, the Chancellor's, where one gets
a piece of the prime roast beef of Old England, from Chicago, and potatoes for
ninepence -- a pot of bitter twopence-halfpenny, and a penny for the waiter.
It's most amusing on the whole. I am learning a little about London, and some
things about myself. They are both most interesting subjects."
"Well, I don't
like it," Miss Cavendish declared helplessly. "When I think of those
suppers and the flowers, I feel -- I feel like a robber."
"Don't,"
begged Carroll. "I am really the most happy of men -- that is, as the chap
says in the play, I would be if I wasn't so damned miserable. But I owe no man
a penny and I have assets -- I have £80 to last me through the winter and two
marvellous plays; and I love, next to yourself, the most wonderful woman God
ever made. That's enough."
"But I thought you
made such a lot of money by writing?" asked Miss Cavendish.
"I do -- that is,
I could," answered Carroll, "if I wrote the things that sell; but I
keep on writing plays that won't."
"And such
plays!" exclaimed Marion, warmly; "and to think that they are going
begging." She continued indignantly, "I can't imagine what the
managers do want."
"I know what they
don't want," said the American. Miss Cavendish drummed impatiently on the
tea-tray.
"I wish you
wouldn't be so abject about it," she said. "If I were a man I'd make
them take those plays."
"How?" asked
the American; "with a gun?"
"Well, I'd keep at
it until they read them," declared Marion. "I'd sit on their front
steps all night and I'd follow them in cabs, and I'd lie in wait for them at
the stage-door. I'd just make them take them."
Carroll sighed and
stared at the ceiling. "I guess I'll give up and go home," he said.
"Oh, yes, do, run
away before you are beaten," said Miss Cavendish, scornfully. "Why,
you can't go now. Everybody will be back in town soon, and there are a lot of
new plays coming on, and some of them are sure to be failures, and that's our
chance. You rush in with your piece and somebody may take it sooner than close
the theatre."
"I'm thinking of
closing the theatre myself," said Carroll. "What's the use of my
hanging on here?" he exclaimed. "It distresses Helen to know I am in
London, feeling about her as I do -- and the Lord only knows how it distresses
me. And, maybe, if I went away," he said, consciously, "she might
miss me. She might see the difference."
Miss Cavendish held
herself erect and pressed her lips together with a severe smile. "If Helen
Cabot doesn't see the difference between you and the other men she knows
now," she said, "I doubt if she ever will. Besides -- " she
continued, and then hesitated. "Well, go on," urged Carroll.
"Well, I was only
going to say," she explained, "that leaving the girl alone never did
the man any good unless he left her alone willingly. If she's sure he still
cares, it's just the same to her where he is. He might as well stay on in
London as go to South Africa. It won't help him any. The difference comes when
she finds he has stopped caring. Why, look at Reggie. He tried that. He went
away for ever so long, but he kept writing me from wherever he went, so that he
was perfectly miserable -- and I went on enjoying myself. Then when he came
back, he tried going about with his old friends again. He used to come to the
theatre with them -- oh, with such nice girls -- but he always stood in the
back of the box and yawned and scowled -- so I knew. And, anyway, he'd always
spoil it all by leaving them and waiting at the stage entrance for me. But one
day he got tired of the way I treated him and went off on a bicycle tour with
Lady Hacksher's girls and some men from his regiment, and he was gone three
weeks and never sent me even a line; and I got so scared; I couldn't sleep, and
I stood it for three days more, and then I wired him to come back or I'd jump
off London Bridge; and he came back that very night from Edinburgh on the
express, and I was so glad to see him that I got confused, and in the general
excitement I promised to marry him, so that's how it was with us."
"Yes," said
the American, without enthusiasm; "but then I still care, and Helen knows
I care."
"Doesn't she ever
fancy that you might care for some one else? You have a lot of friends, you
know."
"Yes, but she
knows they are just that -- friends," said the American.
Miss Cavendish stood up
to go, and arranged her veil before the mirror above the fireplace.
"I come here very
often to tea," she said.
"It's very kind of
you," said Carroll. He was at the open window, looking down into the
street for a cab.
"Well, no one
knows I am engaged to Reggie," continued Miss Cavendish, "except you
and Reggie, and he isn't so sure. She doesn't know it."
"Well?" said
Carroll.
Miss Cavendish smiled a
mischievous kindly smile at him from the mirror.
"Well?" she
repeated, mockingly. Carroll stared at her and laughed. After a pause he said:
"It's like a plot in a comedy. But I'm afraid I'm too serious for
play-acting."
"Yes, it is
serious," said Miss Cavendish. She seated herself again and regarded the
American thoughtfully. "You are too good a man to be treated the way that
girl is treating you, and no one knows it better than she does. She'll change
in time, but just now she thinks she wants to be independent. She's in love
with this picture-painting idea, and with the people she meets. It's all new to
her -- the fuss they make over her and the titles, and the way she is asked
about. We know she can't paint. We know they only give her commissions because
she's so young and pretty, and American. She amuses them, that's all. Well,
that cannot last; she'll find it out. She's too clever a girl, and she is too
fine a girl to be content with that long. Then -- then she'll come back to you.
She feels now that she has both you and the others, and she's making you wait:
so wait and be cheerful. She's worth waiting for; she's young, that's all.
She'll see the difference in time. But, in the meanwhile, it would hurry
matters a bit if she thought she had to choose between the new friends and
you."
"She could still
keep her friends, and marry me," said Carroll; "I have told her that
a hundred times. She could still paint miniatures and marry me. But she won't
marry me."
"She won't marry
you because she knows she can whenever she wants to;" cried Marion.
"Can't you see that? But if she thought you were going to marry some one
else now?"
"She would be the
first to congratulate me," said Carroll. He rose and walked to the
fireplace, where he leaned with his arm on the mantel. There was a photograph
of Helen Cabot near his hand, and he turned this toward him and stood for some
time staring at it. "My dear Marion," he said at last, "I've
known Helen ever since she was as young as that. Every year I've loved her
more, and found new things in her to care for; now I love her more than any
other man ever loved any other woman."
Miss Cavendish shook
her head sympathetically.
"Yes, I
know," she said; "that's the way Reggie loves me, too."
Carroll went on as
though he had not heard her.
"There's a bench
in St. James's Park," he said, "where we used to sit when she first
came here, when she didn't know so many people. We used to go there in the
morning and throw penny buns to the ducks. That's been my amusement this summer
since you've all been away -- sitting on that bench, feeding penny buns to the
silly ducks -- especially the black one, the one she used to like best. And I
make pilgrimages to all the other places we ever visited together, and try to
pretend she is with me. And I support the crossing sweeper at Lansdowne Passage
because she once said she felt sorry for him. I do all the other absurd things
that a man in love tortures himself by doing. But to what end? She knows how I
care, and yet she won't see why we can't go on being friends as we once were.
What's the use of it all? "
"She is young, I
tell you," repeated Miss Cavendish, "and she's too sure of you.
You've told her you care; now try making her think you don't care."
Carroll shook his head
impatiently.
"I will not stoop
to such tricks and pretence, Marion," he cried impatiently. "All I
have is my love for her; if I have to cheat and to trap her into caring, the
whole thing would be degraded."
Miss Cavendish shrugged
her shoulders and walked to the door. "Such amateurs!" she exclaimed,
and banged the door after her.
Carroll never quite
knew how he had come to make a confidante of Miss Cavendish. Helen and he had
met her when they first arrived in London, and as she had acted for a season in
the United States, she adopted the two Americans -- and told Helen where to go
for boots and hats, and advised Carroll about placing his plays. Helen soon
made other friends, and deserted the artists, with whom her work had first
thrown her. She seemed to prefer the society of the people who bought her
paintings, and who admired and made much of the painter. As she was very
beautiful and at an age when she enjoyed everything in life keenly and eagerly,
to give her pleasure was in itself a distinct pleasure; and the worldly tired
people she met were considering their own entertainment quite as much as hers
when they asked her to their dinners and dances, or to spend a week with them
in the country. In her way, she was as independent as was Carroll in his, and
as she was not in love, as he was, her life was not narrowed down to but one
ideal. But she was not so young as to consider herself infallible, and she had
one excellent friend on whom she was dependent for advice and to whose
directions she submitted implicitly. This was Lady Gower, the only person to
whom Helen had spoken of Carroll and of his great feeling for her. Lady Gower,
immediately after her marriage, had been a conspicuous and brilliant figure in
that set in London which works eighteen hours a day to keep itself amused, but
after the death of her husband she had disappeared into the country as
completely as though she had entered a convent, and after several years had
then re-entered the world as a professional philanthropist. Her name was now
associated entirely with Women's Leagues, with committees that presented
petitions to Parliament, and with public meetings, at which she spoke with
marvellous ease and effect. Her old friends said she had taken up this new pose
as an outlet for her nervous energies, and as an effort to forget the man who
alone had made life serious to her. Others knew her as an earnest woman, acting
honestly for what she thought was right. Her success, all admitted, was due to
her knowledge of the world and to her sense of humor, which taught her with
whom to use her wealth and position, and when to demand what she wanted solely
on the ground that the cause was just.
She had taken more than
a fancy for Helen, and the position of the beautiful, motherless girl had
appealed to her as one filled with dangers. When she grew to know Helen better,
she recognized that these fears were quite unnecessary, and as she saw more of
her she learned to care for her deeply. Helen had told her much of Carroll and
of his double purpose in coming to London; of his brilliant work and his lack
of success in having it recognized; and of his great and loyal devotion to her,
and of his lack of success, not in having that recognized, but in her own
inability to return it. Helen was proud that she had been able to make Carroll
care for her as he did, and that there was anything about her which could
inspire a man whom she admired so much, to believe in her so absolutely and for
so long a time. But what convinced her that the outcome for which he hoped was
impossible, was the very fact that she could admire him, and see how fine and
unselfish his love for her was, and yet remain untouched by it.
She had been telling
Lady Gower one day of the care he had taken of her ever since she was fourteen
years of age, and had quoted some of the friendly and loverlike acts he had
performed in her service, until one day they had both found out that his
attitude of the elder brother was no longer possible, and that he loved her in
the old and only way. Lady Gower looked at her rather doubtfully and smiled.
"I wish you would
bring him to see me, Helen" she said; "I think I should like your
friend very much. From what you tell me of him I doubt if you will find many
such men waiting for you in this country. Our men marry for reasons of
property, or they love blindly, and are exacting and selfish before and after
they are married. I know, because so many women came to me when my husband was
alive to ask how it was that I continued so happy in my married life."
"But I don't want
to marry any one," Helen remonstrated gently. "American girls are not
always thinking only of getting married."
"What I meant was
this," said Lady Gower, "that, in my experience, I have heard of but
few men who care in the way this young man seems to care for you. You say you
do not love him; but if he had wanted to gain my interest, he could not have
pleaded his cause better than you have done. He seems to see your faults and
yet love you still, in spite of them -- or on account of them. And I like the
things he does for you. I like, for instance, his sending you the book of the
moment every week for two years. That shows a most unswerving spirit of
devotion. And the story of the broken bridge in the woods is a wonderful story.
If I were a young girl, I could love a man for that alone. It was a beautiful
thing to do."
Helen sat with her chin
on her hands, deeply considering this new point of view.
"I thought it very
foolish of him," she confessed questioningly, "to take such a risk
for such a little thing."
Lady Gower smiled down
at her from the height of her many years.
"Wait," she
said dryly, "you are very young now -- and very rich; every one is
crowding to give you pleasure, to show his admiration. You are a very fortunate
girl. But later, these things which some man has done because he loved you, and
which you call foolish, will grow large in your life, and shine out strongly,
and when you are discouraged and alone, you will take them out, and the memory
of them will make you proud and happy. They are the honors which women wear in
secret."
Helen came back to town
in September, and for the first few days was so occupied in refurnishing her
studio and in visiting the shops that she neglected to send Carroll word of her
return. When she found that a whole week had passed without her having made any
effort to see him, and appreciated how the fact would hurt her friend, she was
filled with remorse, and drove at once in great haste to Jermyn Street, to
announce her return in person. On the way she decided that she would soften the
blow of her week of neglect by asking him to take her out to luncheon. This
privilege she had once or twice accorded him, and she felt that the pleasure
these excursions gave Carroll were worth the consternation they caused to Lady
Gower.
The servant was
uncertain whether Mr. Carroll was at home or not, but Helen was too intent upon
making restitution to wait for the fact to be determined, and, running up the
stairs, knocked sharply at the door of his study.
A voice bade her come
in, and she entered, radiant and smiling her welcome. But Carroll was not there
to receive it, and instead, Marion Cavendish looked up at her from his desk
where she was busily writing. Helen paused with a surprised laugh, but Marion
sprang up and hailed her gladly. They met half way across the room and kissed
each other with the most friendly feeling.
Philip was out, Marion
said, and she had just stepped in for a moment to write him a note. If Helen
would excuse her, she would finish it, as she was late for rehearsal.
But she asked over her
shoulder, with great interest, if Helen had passed a pleasant summer. She
thought she had never seen her looking so well. Helen thought Miss Cavendish
herself was looking very well also, but Marion said no; that she was too
sunburnt, she would not be able to wear a dinner-dress for a month. There was a
pause while Marion's quill scratched violently across Carroll's note-paper.
Helen felt that in some way she was being treated as an intruder; or worse, as
a guest. She did not sit down, it seemed impossible to do so, but she moved
uncertainly about the room. She noted that there were many changes, it seemed
more bare and empty; her picture was still on the writing-desk, but there were
at least six new photographs of Marion. Marion herself had brought them to the
room that morning, and had carefully arranged them in conspicuous places. But
Helen could not know that. She thought there was an unnecessary amount of
writing scribbled over the face of each.
Marion addressed her
letter and wrote "Immediate" across the envelope, and placed it
before the clock on the mantelshelf. "You will find Philip looking very
badly," she said, as she pulled on her gloves. "He has been in town
all summer, working very hard -- he has had no holiday at all. I don't think
he's well. I have been a great deal worried about him," she added. Her
face was bent over the buttons of her glove, and when she raised her blue eyes
to Helen they were filled with serious concern.
"Really,"
Helen stammered, "I -- I didn't know -- in his letters he seemed very
cheerful."
Marion shook her head
and turned and stood looking thoughtfully out of the window. "He's in a
very hard place," she began abruptly, and then stopped as though she had
thought better of what she intended to say. Helen tried to ask her to go on,
but could not bring herself to do so. She wanted to get away.
"I tell him he
ought to leave London," Marion began again; "he needs a change and a
rest."
"I should think he
might," Helen agreed, "after three months of this heat. He wrote me
he intended going to Herne Bay or over to Ostend."
"Yes, he had meant
to go," Marion answered. She spoke with the air of one who possessed the
most intimate knowledge of Carroll's movements and plans, and change of plans.
"But he couldn't," she added. "He couldn't afford it.
Helen," she said, turning to the other girl, dramatically, "do you
know -- I believe that Philip is very poor."
Miss Cabot exclaimed
incredulously, "Poor!" She laughed. "Why, what do you
mean?"
"I mean that he
has no money," Marion answered, sharply. "These rooms represent
nothing. He only keeps them on because he paid for them in advance. He's been
living on three shillings a day. That's poor for him. He takes his meals at
cabmen's shelters and at Lockhart's, and he's been doing so for a month."
Helen recalled with a
guilty thrill the receipt of certain boxes of La France roses -- cut long, in
the American fashion -- which had arrived within the last month at various
country houses. She felt indignant at herself, and miserable. Her indignation
was largely due to the recollection that she had given these flowers to her
hostess to decorate the dinner-table.
She hated to ask this
girl of things which she should have known better than any one else. But she forced
herself to do it. She felt she must know certainly and at once.
"How do you know
this?" she asked. "Are you sure there is no mistake?"
"He told me
himself," said Marion, "when he talked of letting the plays go and
returning to America. He said he must go back; that his money was gone."
"He is gone to
America!" Helen said, blankly.
"No, he wanted to
go, but I wouldn't let him," Marion went on. "I told him that some
one might take his play any day. And this third one he has written, the one he
finished this summer in town, is the best of all, I think. It's a love-story.
It's quite beautiful." She turned and arranged her veil at the glass, and
as she did so, her eyes fell on the photographs of herself scattered over the
mantelpiece, and she smiled slightly. But Helen did not see her -- she was
sitting down now, pulling at the books on the table. She was confused and
disturbed by emotions which were quite strange to her, and when Marion bade her
good-by she hardly noticed her departure. What impressed her most of all in
what Marion had told her, was, she was surprised to find, that Philip was going
away. That she herself had frequently urged him to do so, for his own peace of
mind, seemed now of no consequence. Now that he seriously contemplated it, she
recognized that his absence meant to her a change in everything. She felt for
the first time the peculiar place he held in her life. Even if she had seen him
but seldom, the fact that he was within call had been more of a comfort and a
necessity to her than she understood.
That he was poor,
concerned her chiefly because she knew that, although this condition could only
be but temporary, it would distress him not to have his friends around him, and
to entertain them as he had been used to do. She wondered eagerly if she might
offer to help him, but a second thought assured her that, for a man, that sort
of help from a woman was impossible.
She resented the fact
that Marion was deep in his confidence; that it was Marion who had told her of
his changed condition and of his plans. It annoyed her so acutely that she
could not remain in the room where she had seen her so complacently in
possession. And after leaving a brief note for Philip, she went away. She
stopped a hansom at the door, and told the man to drive along the Embankment --
she wanted to be quite alone, and she felt she could see no one until she had
thought it all out, and had analyzed the new feelings.
So for several hours
she drove slowly up and down, sunk far back in the cushions of the cab, and
staring with unseeing eyes at the white enamelled tariff and the black
dash-board.
She assured herself
that she was not jealous of Marion, because, in order to be jealous, she first
would have to care for Philip in the very way she could not bring herself to
do.
She decided that his
interest in Marion hurt her, because it showed that Philip was not capable of
remaining true to the one ideal of his life. She was sure that this explained
her feelings -- she was disappointed that he had not kept up to his own
standard; that he was weak enough to turn aside from it for the first pretty
pair of eyes. But she was too honest and too just to accept that diagnosis of
her feelings as final -- she knew there had been many pairs of eyes in America
and in London, and that though Philip had seen them, he had not answered them
when they spoke. No, she confessed frankly, she was hurt with herself for
neglecting her old friend so selfishly and for so long a time; his love gave
him claims on her consideration, at least, and she had forgotten that and him,
and had run after strange gods and allowed others to come in and take her
place, and to give him the sympathy and help which she should have been the
first to offer, and which would have counted more when coming from her than
from any one else. She determined to make amends at once for her
thoughtlessness and selfishness, and her brain was pleasantly occupied with
plans and acts of kindness. It was a new entertainment, and she found she
delighted in it. She directed the cabman to go to Solomons's, and from there
sent Philip a bunch of flowers and a line saying that on the following day she
was coming to take tea with him. She had a guilty feeling that he might
consider her friendly advances more seriously than she meant them, but it was
her pleasure to be reckless: her feelings were running riotously, and the
sensation was so new that she refused to be circumspect or to consider
consequences. Who could tell, she asked herself with a quick, frightened gasp,
but that, after all, it might be that she was learning to care? From Solomons's
she bade the man drive to the shop in Cranbourne Street where she was
accustomed to purchase the materials she used in painting, and Fate, which uses
strange agents to work out its ends, so directed it that the cabman stopped a
few doors below this shop, and opposite one where jewelry and other personal
effects were bought and sold. At any other time, or had she been in any other
mood, what followed might not have occurred, but Fate, in the person of the
cabman, arranged it so that the hour and the opportunity came together.
There were some old
mezzotints in the window of the loan shop, a string of coins and medals, a row
of new French posters; and far down to the front a tray filled with gold and
silver cigarette-cases and watches and rings. It occurred to Helen, who was
still bent on making restitution for her neglect, that a cigarette-case would
be more appropriate for a man than flowers, and more lasting. And she scanned
the contents of the window with the eye of one who now saw in everything only
something which might give Philip pleasure. The two objects of value in the
tray upon which her eyes first fell were the gold seal-ring with which Philip
had sealed his letters to her, and, lying next to it, his gold watch! There was
something almost human in the way the ring and watch spoke to her from the past
-- in the way they appealed to her to rescue them from the surroundings to
which they had been abandoned. She did not know what she meant to do with them
nor how she could return them to Philip; but there was no question of doubt in
her manner as she swept with a rush into the shop. There was no attempt,
either, at bargaining in the way in which she pointed out to the young woman
behind the counter the particular ring and watch she wanted. They had not been
left as collateral, the young woman said; they had been sold outright.
"Then any one can
buy them?" Helen asked eagerly. "They are for sale to the public --
to any one?"
The young woman made
note of the cus tomer's eagerness, but with an unmoved countenance.
"Yes, miss, they
are for sale. The ring is four pounds and the watch twenty-five."
"Twenty-nine
pounds!" Helen gasped.
That was more money
than she had in the world, but the fact did not distress her, for she had a
true artistic disregard for ready money, and the absence of it had never
disturbed her. But now it assumed a sudden and alarming value. She had ten
pounds in her purse and ten pounds at her studio -- these were just enough to
pay for a quarter's rent and the rates, and there was a hat and cloak in Bond
Street which she certainly must have. Her only assets consisted of the
possibility that some one might soon order a miniature, and to her mind that
was sufficient. Some one always had ordered a miniature, and there was no
reasonable doubt but that some one would do it again. For a moment she
questioned if it would not be sufficient if she bought the ring and allowed the
watch to remain. But she recognized that the ring meant more to her than the
watch, while the latter, as an old heirloom which had been passed down to him
from a great-grandfather, meant more to Philip. It was for Philip she was doing
this, she reminded herself. She stood holding his possessions, one in each
hand, and looking at the young woman blankly. She had no doubt in her mind that
at least part of the money he had received for them had paid for the flowers he
had sent to her in Scotland. The certainty of this left her no choice. She laid
the ring and watch down and pulled the only ring she possessed from her own
finger. It was a gift from Lady Gower. She had no doubt that it was of great
value.
"Can you lend me
some money on that?" she asked. It was the first time she had conducted a
business transaction of this nature, and she felt as though she were engaging
in a burglary.
"We don't lend
money, miss," the girl said, "we buy outright. I can give you
twenty-eight shillings for this," she added.
"Twenty-eight
shillings," Helen gasped; "why, it is worth -- oh, ever so much more
than that!"
"That is all it is
worth to us," the girl answered. She regarded the ring indifferently and
laid it away from her on the counter. The action was final.
Helen's hands rose
slowly to her breast, where a pretty watch dangled from a bowknot of crushed
diamonds. It was her only possession, and she was very fond of it. It also was
the gift of one of the several great ladies who had adopted her since her residence
in London. Helen had painted a miniature of this particular great lady which
had looked so beautiful that the pleasure which the original of the portrait
derived from the thought that she still really looked as she did in the
miniature was worth more to her than many diamonds.
But it was different
with Helen, and no one could count what it cost her to tear away her one proud
possession.
"What will you
give me for this?" she asked defiantly.
The girl's eyes showed
greater interest. "I can give you twenty pounds for that," she said.
"Take it,
please," Helen begged, as though she feared if she kept it a moment longer
she might not be able to make the sacrifice.
"That will be
enough now," she went on, taking out her ten- pound note. She put Lady Gower's
ring back upon her finger and picked up Philip's ring and watch with the
pleasure of one who has come into a great fortune. She turned back at the door.
"Oh," she
stammered, "in case any one should inquire, you are not to say who bought
these."
"No, miss,
certainly not," said the woman. Helen gave the direction to the cabman
and, closing the doors of the hansom, sat looking down at the watch and the
ring, as they lay in her lap. The thought that they had been his most valued
possessions, which he had abandoned forever, and that they were now entirely
hers, to do with as she liked, filled her with most intense delight and
pleasure. She took up the heavy gold ring and placed it on the little finger of
her left hand; it was much too large, and she removed it and balanced it for a
moment doubtfully in the palm of her right hand. She was smiling, and her face
was lit with shy and tender thoughts. She cast a quick glance to the left and
right as though fearful that people passing in the street would observe her,
and then slipped the ring over the fourth finger of her left hand. She gazed at
it with a guilty smile and then, covering it hastily with her other hand,
leaned back, clasping it closely, and sat frowning far out before her with
puzzled eyes.
To Carroll all roads
led past Helen's studio, and during the summer, while she had been absent in
Scotland it was one of his sad pleasures to make a pilgrimage to her street and
to pause opposite the house and look up at the empty windows of her rooms. It
was during this daily exercise that he learned, through the arrival of her
luggage, of her return to London, and when day followed day without her having
shown any desire to see him or to tell him of her return he denounced himself
most bitterly as a fatuous fool.
At the end of the week
he sat down and considered his case quite calmly. For three years he had loved
this girl, deeply and tenderly. He had been lover, brother, friend, and
guardian. During that time, even though she had accepted him in every capacity
except as that of the prospective husband, she had never given him any real
affection, nor sympathy, nor help; all she had done for him had been done
without her knowledge or intent. To know her, to love her, and to scheme to
give her pleasure had been its own reward, and the only one. For the last few
months he had been living like a crossing-sweeper in order to be able to stay
in London until she came back to it, and that he might still send her the gifts
he had always laid on her altar. He had not seen her in three months. Three
months that had been to him a blank, except for his work -- which like all else
that he did, was inspired and carried on for her. Now at last she had returned
and had shown that, even as a friend, he was of so little account in her
thoughts, of so little consequence in her life, that after this long absence
she had no desire to learn of his welfare or to see him -- she did not even
give him the chance to see her. And so, placing these facts before him for the
first time since he had loved her, he considered what was due to himself.
"Was it good enough?" he asked. "Was it just that he should
continue to wear out his soul and body for this girl who did not want what he
had to give, who treated him less considerately than a man whom she met for the
first time at dinner? He felt he had reached the breaking-point; that the time
had come when he must consider what he owed to himself. There could never be
any other woman save Helen, but as it was not to be Helen, he could no longer,
with self-respect, continue to proffer his love only to see it slighted and
neglected. He was humble enough concerning himself, but of his love he was very
proud. Other men could give her more in wealth or position, but no one could
ever love her as he did. "He that hath more let him give," he had
often quoted to her defiantly, as though he were challenging the world, and now
he felt he must evolve a make- shift world of his own -- a world in which she
was not his only spring of acts; he must begin all over again and keep his love
secret and sacred until she understood it and wanted it. And if she should
never want it he would at least have saved it from many rebuffs and insults.
With this determination
strong in him, the note Helen had left for him after her talk with Marion, and
the flowers, and the note with them, saying she was coming to take tea on the
morrow, failed to move him except to make him more bitter. He saw in them only
a tardy recognition of her neglect -- an effort to make up to him for thoughtlessness
which, from her, hurt him worse than studied slight.
A new regime had begun,
and he was determined to establish it firmly and to make it impossible for
himself to retreat from it; and in the note in which he thanked Helen for the
flowers and welcomed her to tea, he declared his ultimatum.
"You know how
terribly I feel," he wrote; "I don't have to tell you that, but I
cannot always go on dragging out my love and holding it up to excite your pity
as beggars show their sores. I cannot always go on praying before your altar,
cutting myself with knives and calling upon you to listen to me. You know that
there is no one else but you, and that there never can be any one but you, and
that nothing is changed except that after this I am not going to urge and
torment you. I shall wait as I have always waited -- only now I shall wait in
silence. You know just how little, in one way, I have to offer you, and you
know just how much I have in love to offer you. It is now for you to speak --
some day, or never. But you will have to speak first. You will never hear a
word of love from me again. Why should you? You know it is always waiting for
you. But if you should ever want it, you must come to me, and take off your hat
and put it on my table and say, `Philip, I have come to stay.' Whether you can
ever do that or not can make no difference in my love for you. I shall love you
always, as no man has ever loved a woman in this world, but it is you who must
speak first; for me, the rest is silence."
The following morning
as Helen was leaving the house she found this letter lying on the hall-table,
and ran back with it to her rooms. A week before she would have let it lie on
the table and read it on her return. She was conscious that this was what she
would have done, and it pleased her to find that what concerned Philip was now
to her the thing of greatest interest. She was pleased with her own eagerness
-- her own happiness was a welcome sign, and she was proud and glad that she
was learning to care.
She read the letter
with an anxious pride and pleasure in each word that was entirely new. Philip's
recriminations did not hurt her, they were the sign that he cared; nor did his
determination not to speak of his love to her hurt her, for she believed him
when he said that he would always care. She read the letter twice, and then sat
for some time considering the kind of letter Philip would have written had he
known her secret -- had he known that the ring he had abandoned was now upon
her finger.
She rose and, crossing
to a desk, placed the letter in a drawer, and then took it out again and
re-read the last page. When she had finished it she was smiling. For a moment
she stood irresolute, and then, moving slowly toward the centre-table, cast a
guilty look about her and, raising her hands, lifted her veil and half withdrew
the pins that fastened her hat.
"Philip," she
began in a frightened whisper, "I have -- I have come to -- "
The sentence ended in a
cry of protest, and she rushed across the room as though she were running from
herself. She was blushing violently.
"Never!" she
cried, as she pulled open the door; "I could never do it -- never!"
The following
afternoon, when Helen was to come to tea, Carroll decided that he would receive
her with all the old friendliness, but that he must be careful to subdue all
emotion.
He was really deeply
hurt at her treatment, and had it not been that she came on her own invitation
he would not of his own accord have sought to see her. In consequence, he
rather welcomed than otherwise the arrival of Marion Cavendish, who came a
half-hour before Helen was expected, and who followed a hasty knock with a
precipitate entrance.
"Sit down,"
she commanded breathlessly; "and listen. I've been at rehearsal all day,
or I'd have been here before you were awake." She seated herself nervously
and nodded her head at Carroll in an excited and mysterious manner.
"What is it?"
he asked. "Have you and Reggie -- "
"Listen,"
Marion repeated, "our fortunes are made; that is what's the matter -- and
I've made them. If you took half the interest in your work I do, you'd have
made yours long ago. Last night," she began impressively, "I went to
a large supper at the Savoy, and I sat next to Charley Wimpole. He came in
late, after everybody had finished, and I attacked him while he was eating his
supper. He said he had been rehearsing `Caste' after the performance; that
they've put it on as a stop-gap on account of the failure of the `Triflers,'
and that he knew revivals were of no use; that he would give any sum for a good
modern comedy. That was my cue, and I told him I knew of a better comedy than
any he had produced at his theatre in five years, and that it was going
begging. He laughed, and asked where was he to find this wonderful comedy, and
I said, `It's been in your safe for the last two months and you haven't read
it.' He said, `Indeed, how do you know that?' and I said, `Because if you'd
read it, it wouldn't be in your safe, but on your stage.' So he asked me what
the play was about, and I told him the plot and what sort of a part his was,
and some of his scenes, and he began to take notice. He forgot his supper, and
very soon he grew so interested that he turned his chair round and kept eying
my supper-card to find out who I was, and at last remembered seeing me in `The
New Boy' -- and a rotten part it was, too -- but he remembered it, and he told
me to go on and tell him more about your play. So I recited it, bit by bit, and
he laughed in all the right places and got very much excited, and said finally
that he would read it the first thing this morning." Marion paused,
breathlessly. "Oh, yes, and he wrote your address on his cuff," she
added, with the air of delivering a complete and convincing climax.
Carroll stared at her
and pulled excitedly on his pipe.
"Oh, Marion!"
he gasped, "suppose he should? He won't though," he added, but eying
her eagerly and inviting contradiction.
"He will,"
she answered, stoutly, "if he reads it."
"The other
managers read it," Carroll suggested, doubtfully.
"Yes, but what do
they know?" Marion returned, loftily. "He knows. Charles Wimpole is
the only intelligent actor-manager in London."
There was a sharp knock
at the door, which Marion in her excitement had left ajar, and Prentiss threw
it wide open with an impressive sweep, as though he were announcing royalty:
"Mr. Charles Wimpole," he said.
The actor-manager
stopped in the doorway bowing gracefully, his hat held before him and his hand
on his stick as though it were resting on a foil. He had the face and carriage
of a gallant of the days of Congreve, and he wore his modern frock- coat with
as much distinction as if it were of silk and lace. He was evidently amused.
"I couldn't help overhearing the last line," he said, smiling.
"It gives me a good entrance."
Marion gazed at him
blankly: "Oh," she gasped, "we -- we -- were just talking about
you."
"If you hadn't
mentioned my name," the actor said, "I should never have guessed it.
And this is Mr. Carroll, I hope."
The great man was
rather pleased with the situation. As he read it, it struck him as possessing
strong dramatic possibilities: Carroll was the struggling author on the verge
of starvation: Marion, his sweetheart, flying to him gave him hope; and he was
the good fairy arriving in the nick of time to set everything right and to make
the young people happy and prosperous. He rather fancied himself in the part of
the good fairy, and as he seated himself he bowed to them both in a manner
which was charmingly inclusive and confidential.
"Miss Cavendish, I
imagine, has already warned you that you might expect a visit from me," he
said tentatively. Carroll nodded. He was too much concerned to interrupt.
"Then I need only
tell you," Wimpole continued, "that I got up at an absurd hour this
morning to read your play; that I did read it; that I like it immensely -- and
that if we can come to terms I shall produce it I shall produce it at once,
within a fortnight or three weeks."
Carroll was staring at
him intently and continued doing so after Wimpole had finished speaking. The
actor felt he had somehow missed his point, or that Carroll could not have
understood him, and repeated, "I say I shall put it in rehearsal at
once."
Carroll rose abruptly,
and pushed back his chair. "I should be very glad," he murmured, and
strode over to the window, where he stood with his back turned to his guests.
Wimpole looked after him with a kindly smile and nodded his head
appreciatively. He had produced even a greater effect than his lines seemed to
warrant. When he spoke again, it was quite simply, and sincerely, and though he
spoke for Carroll's benefit, he addressed himself to Marion.
"You were quite
right last night," he said, "it is a most charming piece of work. I
am really extremely grateful to you for bringing it to my notice." He
rose, and going to Carroll, put his hand on his shoulder. "My boy,"
he said, "I congratulate you. I should like to be your age, and to have
written that play. Come to my theatre to-morrow and we will talk terms. Talk it
over first with your friends, so that I sha'n't rob you. Do you think you would
prefer a lump sum now, and so be done with it altogether, or trust that the
royalties may -- "
"Royalties,"
prompted Marion, in an eager aside.
The men laughed.
"Quite right," Wimpole assented, good- humoredly; "it's a poor
sportsman who doesn't back his own horse. Well, then, until to-morrow."
"But,"
Carroll began, "one moment please. I haven't thanked you."
"My dear
boy," cried Wimpole, waving him away with his stick, "it is I who
have to thank you."
"And -- and there
is a condition," Carroll said, "which goes with the play. It is that
Miss Cavendish is to have the part of Nancy."
Wimpole looked serious
and considered for a moment.
"Nancy," he
said, "the girl who interferes -- a very good part. I have cast Miss
Maddox for it in my mind, but, of course, if the author insists -- "
Marion, with her elbows
on the table, clasped her hands appealingly before her.
"Oh, Mr.
Wimpole!" she cried, "you owe me that, at least."
Carroll leaned over and
took both of Marion's hands in one of his.
"It's all
right," he said; "the author insists."
Wimpole waved his stick
again as though it were the magic wand of the good fairy.
"You shall have
it," he said. "I recall your performance in `The New Boy' with
pleasure. I take the play, and Miss Cavendish shall be cast for Nancy. We shall
begin rehearsals at once. I hope you are a quick study."
"I'm
letter-perfect now," laughed Marion.
Wimpole turned at the
door and nodded to them. They were both so young, so eager, and so jubilant
that he felt strangely old and out of it. "Good-by, then," he said.
"Good-by,
sir," they both chorussed. And Marion cried after him, "And thank you
a thousand times."
He turned again and
looked back at them, but in their rejoicing they had already forgotten him.
"Bless you, my children," he said, smiling. As he was about to close
the door a young girl came down the passage toward it, and as she was
apparently going to Carroll's rooms, the actor left the door open behind him.
Neither Marion nor
Carroll had noticed his final exit. They were both gazing at each other as
though, could they find speech, they would ask if it were true.
"It's come at
last, Marion," Philip said, with an uncertain voice.
"I could
weep," cried Marion. " Philip," she exclaimed, "I would
rather see that play succeed than any play ever written, and I would rather
play that part in it than -- Oh, Philip," she ended. "I'm so proud of
you!" and rising, she threw her arms about his neck and sobbed on his
shoulder.
Carroll raised one of
her hands and kissed the tips of her fingers gently. "I owe it to you,
Marion," he said -- "all to you."
This was the tableau
that was presented through the open door to Miss Helen Cabot, hurrying on her
errand of restitution and good-will, and with Philip's ring and watch clasped
in her hand. They had not heard her, nor did they see her at the door, so she
drew back quickly and ran along the passage and down the stairs into the
street.
She did not need now to
analyze her feelings. They were only too evident. For she could translate what
she had just seen as meaning only one thing -- that she had considered Philip's
love so lightly that she had not felt it passing away from her until her neglect
had killed it -- until it was too late. And now that it was too late she felt
that without it her life could not go on. She tried to assure herself that only
the fact that she had lost it made it seem invaluable, but this thought did not
comfort her -- she was not deceived by it, she knew that at last she cared for
him deeply and entirely. In her distress she blamed herself bitterly, but she
also blamed Philip no less bitterly for having failed to wait for her. "He
might have known that I must love him in time," she repeated to herself
again and again. She was so unhappy that her letter congratulating Philip on
his good fortune in having his comedy accepted seemed to him cold and
unfeeling, and as his success meant for him only what it meant to her, he was hurt
and grievously disappointed.
He accordingly turned
the more readily to Marion, whose interests and enthusiasm at the rehearsals of
the piece seemed in contrast most friendly and unselfish. He could not help but
compare the attitude of the two girls at this time, when the failure or success
of his best work was still undecided. He felt that as Helen took so little
interest in his success he could not dare to trouble her with his anxieties
concerning it, and she attributed his silence to his preoccupation and interest
in Marion. So the two grew apart, each misunderstanding the other and each
troubled in spirit at the other's indifference.
The first night of the
play justified all that Marion and Wimpole had claimed for it, and was a great
personal triumph for the new playwright. The audience was the typical
first-night audience of the class which Charles Wimpole always commanded. It
was brilliant, intelligent, and smart, and it came prepared to be pleased.
From one of the upper
stage-boxes Helen and Lady Gower watched the successful progress of the play
with an anxiety almost as keen as that of the author. To Helen it seemed as
though the giving of these lines to the public -- these lines which he had so
often read to her, and altered to her liking -- was a desecration. It seemed as
though she were losing him indeed -- as though he now belonged to these strange
people, all of whom were laughing and applauding his words, from the German
Princess in the Royal box to the straight-backed Tommy in the pit. Instead of
the painted scene before her, she saw the birch-trees by the river at home,
where he had first read her the speech to which they were now listening so
intensely -- the speech in which the hero tells the girl he loves her. She
remembered that at the time she had thought how wonderful it would be if some
day some one made such a speech to her -- not Philip -- but a man she loved.
And now? If Philip would only make that speech to her now!
He came out at last,
with Wimpole leading him, and bowed across a glaring barrier of lights at a
misty but vociferous audience that was shouting the generous English bravo! and
standing up to applaud. He raised his eyes to the box where Helen sat, and saw
her staring down at the tumult, with her hands clasped under her chin. Her face
was colorless, but lit with the excitement of the moment; and he saw that she
was crying.
Lady Gower, from behind
her, was clapping her hands delightedly.
"But, my dear
Helen," she remonstrated breathlessly, "you never told me he was so
good-looking."
"Yes," said
Helen, rising abruptly, "he is -- very good- looking."
She crossed the box to
where her cloak was hanging, but instead of taking it down buried her face in
its folds.
"My dear
child!" cried Lady Gower, in dismay. "What is it? The excitement has
been too much for you."
"No, I am just
happy," sobbed Helen. "I am just happy for him."
"We will go and
tell him so then," said Lady Gower. "I am sure he would like to hear
it from you to-night."
Philip was standing in
the centre of the stage, surrounded by many pretty ladies and elderly men.
Wimpole was hovering over him as though he had claims upon him by the right of
discovery.
But when Philip saw
Helen, he pushed his way toward her eagerly and took her hand in both of his.
"I am so glad,
Phil," she said. She felt it all so deeply that she was afraid to say
more, but that meant so much to her that she was sure he would understand.
He had planned it very
differently. For a year he had dreamed that, on the first night of his play,
there would be a supper, and that he would rise and drink her health, and tell
his friends and the world that she was the woman he loved, and that she had
agreed to marry him, and that at last he was able, through the success of his
play, to make her his wife.
And now they met in a
crowd to shake hands, and she went her way with one of her grand ladies, and he
was left among a group of chattering strangers. The great English playwright
took him by the hand and in the hearing of all, praised him gracefully and
kindly. It did not matter to Philip whether the older playwright believed what
he said or not; he knew it was generously meant.
"I envy you
this," the great man was saying. "Don't lose any of it, stay and
listen to all they have to say. You will never live through the first night of
your first play but once."
"Yes, I hear
them," said Philip, nervously; "they are all too kind. But I don't
hear the voice I have been listening for," he added in a whisper. The
older man pressed his hand again quickly. "My dear boy," he said,
"I am sorry."
"Thank you,"
Philip answered.
Within a week he had
forgotten the great man's fine words of praise, but the clasp of his hand he
cherished always.
Helen met Marion as she
was leaving the stage door and stopped to congratulate her on her success in
the new part. Marion was radiant. To Helen she seemed obstreperously happy and
jubilant.
"And,
Marion," Helen began bravely, "I also want to congratulate you on
something else. You -- you -- neither of you have told me yet," she
stammered, "but I am such an old friend of both that I will not be kept
out of the secret." At these words Marion's air of triumphant gayety
vanished; she regarded Helen's troubled eyes closely and kindly.
"What secret,
Helen?" she asked.
"I came to the
door of Philip's room the other day when you did not know I was there,"
Helen answered; "and I could not help seeing how matters were. And I do
congratulate you both -- and wish you -- oh, such happiness!" Without a
word Marion dragged her back down the passage to her dressing-room, and closed
the door.
"Now tell me what
you mean," she said.
"I am sorry if I
discovered anything you didn't want known yet," said Helen, "but the
door was open. Mr. Wimpole had just left you and had not shut it, and I could
not help seeing."
Marion interrupted her
with an eager exclamation of enlightenment.
"Oh, you were
there, then," she cried. "And you?" she asked eagerly --
"you thought Phil cared for me -- that we are engaged, and it hurt you;
you are sorry? Tell me," she demanded, "are you sorry?"
Helen drew back and
stretched out her hand toward the door.
"How can you! she
exclaimed, indignantly. "You have no right."
Marion stood between
her and the door.
"I have every
right," she said, "to help my friends, and I want to help you and
Philip. And indeed I do hope you are sorry. I hope you are miserable. And I'm
glad you saw me kiss him. That was the first and the last time, and I did it
because I was happy and glad for him; and because I love him too, but not in
the least in the way he loves you. No one ever loved any one as he loves you.
And it's time you found it out. And if I have helped to make you find it out
I'm glad, and I don't care how much I hurt you."
"Marion!"
exclaimed Helen," what does it mean? Do you mean that you are not engaged;
that -- "
"Certainly
not," Marion answered. "I am going to marry Reggie. It is you that
Philip loves, and I am very sorry for you that you don't love him."
Helen clasped Marion's
hands in both of hers.
"But,
Marion!" she cried, "I do, oh, I do!"
There was a thick
yellow fog the next morning, and with it rain and a sticky, depressing dampness
which crept through the window-panes, and which neither a fire nor blazing
gas-jets could overcome.
Philip stood in front
of the fireplace with the morning papers piled high on the centre-table and
scattered over the room about him.
He had read them all,
and he knew now what it was to wake up famous, but he could not taste it. Now
that it had come it meant nothing, and that it was so complete a triumph only
made it the harder. In his most optimistic dreams he had never imagined success
so satisfying as the reality had proved to be; but in his dreams Helen had
always held the chief part, and without her, success seemed only to mock him.
He wanted to lay it all
before her, to say, "If you are pleased, I am happy. If you are satisfied,
then I am content. It was done for you, and I am wholly yours, and all that I
do is yours." And, as though in answer to his thoughts, there was an
instant knock at the door, and Helen entered the room and stood smiling at him
across the table.
Her eyes were lit with
excitement, and spoke with many emotions, and her cheeks were brilliant with
color. He had never seen her look more beautiful.
"Why, Helen!"
he exclaimed, "how good of you to come. Is there anything wrong? Is
anything the matter?"
She tried to speak, but
faltered, and smiled at him appealingly.
"What is it?"
he asked in great concern.
Helen drew in her
breath quickly, and at the same moment motioned him away -- and he stepped back
and stood watching her in much perplexity.
With her eyes fixed on
his she raised her hands to her head, and her fingers fumbled with the knot of
her veil. She pulled it loose, and then, with a sudden courage, lifted her hat
proudly, as though it were a coronet, and placed it between them on his table.
"Philip," she
stammered, with the tears in her voice and eyes, "if you will let me -- I
have come to stay."
The table was no longer
between them. He caught her in his arms and kissed her face and her uncovered
head again and again. From outside the rain beat drearily and the fog rolled
through the street, but inside before the fire the two young people sat close
together, asking eager questions or sitting in silence, staring at the flames
with wondering, happy eyes.
The Lion and the Unicorn
saw them only once again. It was a month later when they stopped in front of
the shop in a four- wheeler, with their baggage mixed on top of it, and
steamer- labels pasted over every trunk.
"And, oh,
Prentiss!" Carroll called from the cab-window. "I came near
forgetting. I promised to gild the Lion and the Unicorn if I won out in London.
So have it done, please, and send the bill to me. For I've won out all
right." And then he shut the door of the cab, and they drove away forever.
"Nice gal,
that," growled the Lion. "I always liked her. I am glad they've
settled it at last."
The Unicorn sighed,
sentimentally. "The other one's worth two of her," he said.
THERE were four rails
around the ship's sides, the three lower ones of iron and the one on top of
wood, and as he looked between them from the canvas cot he recognized them as
the prison-bars which held him in. Outside his prison lay a stretch of blinding
blue water which ended in a line of breakers and a yellow coast with ragged
palms. Beyond that again rose a range of mountain -- peaks, and, stuck upon the
loftiest peak of all, a tiny block- house. It rested on the brow of the
mountain against the naked sky as impudently as a cracker-box set upon the dome
of a great cathedral.
As the transport rode
on her anchor-chains, the iron bars around her sides rose and sank and divided
the landscape with parallel lines. From his cot the officer followed this phenomenon
with severe, painstaking interest. Sometimes the wooden rail swept up to the
very block-house itself, and for a second of time blotted it from sight. And
again it sank to the level of the line of breakers, and wiped them out of the
picture as though they were a line of chalk.
The soldier on the cot
promised himself that the next swell of the sea would send the lowest rail
climbing to the very top of the palm-trees or, even higher, to the base of the
mountains; and when it failed to reach even the palm-trees he felt a distinct
sense of ill use, of having been wronged by some one. There was no other reason
for submitting to this existence, save these tricks upon the wearisome, glaring
landscape; and, now, whoever it was who was working them did not seem to be
making this effort to entertain him with any heartiness.
It was most cruel.
Indeed, he decided hotly, it was not to be endured; he would bear it no longer,
he would make his escape. But he knew that this move, which could be conceived
in a moment's desperation, could only be carried to success with great
strategy, secrecy, and careful cunning. So he fell back upon his pillow and
closed his eyes, as though he were asleep, and then opening them again, turned
cautiously, and spied upon his keeper. As usual, his keeper sat at the foot of
the cot turning the pages of a huge paper filled with pictures of the war
printed in daubs of tawdry colors. His keeper was a hard-faced boy without
human pity or consideration, a very devil of obstinacy and fiendish cruelty. To
make it worse, the fiend was a person without a collar, in a suit of soiled
khaki, with a curious red cross bound by a safety-pin to his left arm. He was
intent upon the paper in his hands; he was holding it between his eyes and his
prisoner. His vigilance had relaxed, and the moment seemed propitious. With a
sudden plunge of arms and legs, the prisoner swept the bed sheet from him, and
sprang at the wooden rail and grasped the iron stanchion beside it. He had his
knee pressed against the top bar and his bare toes on the iron rail beneath it.
Below him the blue water waited for him. It was cool and dark and gentle and
deep. It would certainly put out the fire in his bones, he thought; it might
even shut out the glare of the sun which scorched his eyeballs,
But as he balanced for
the leap, a swift weakness and nausea swept over him, a weight seized upon his
body and limbs. He could not lift the lower foot from the iron rail, and he
swayed dizzily and trembled. He trembled. He who had raced his men and beaten
them up the hot hill to the trenches of San Juan. But now he was a baby in the
hands of a giant, who caught him by the wrist and with an iron arm clasped him
around his waist and pulled him down, and shouted, brutally, "Help, some
of you'se, quick; he's at it again. I can't hold him."
More giants grasped him
by the arms and by the legs. One of them took the hand that clung to the
stanchion in both of his, and pulled back the fingers one by one, saying,
"Easy now, Lieutenant -- easy."
The ragged palms and
the sea and block-house were swallowed up in a black fog, and his body touched
the canvas cot again with a sense of home-coming and relief and rest. He
wondered how he could have cared to escape from it. He found it so good to be
back again that for a long time he wept quite happily, until the fiery pillow
was moist and cool.
The world outside of
the iron bars was like a scene in a theatre set for some great event, but the
actors were never ready. He remembered confusedly a play he had once witnessed
before that same scene. Indeed, he believed he had played some small part in
it; but he remembered it dimly, and all trace of the men who had appeared with
him in it was gone. He had reasoned it out that they were up there behind the
range of mountains, because great heavy wagons and ambulances and cannon were
emptied from the ships at the wharf above and were drawn away in long lines
behind the ragged palms, moving always toward the passes between the peaks. At
times he was disturbed by the thought that he should be up and after them, that
some tradition of duty made his presence with them imperative. There was much
to be done back of the mountains. Some event of momentous import was being
carried forward there, in which he held a part; but the doubt soon passed from
him, and he was content to lie and watch the iron bars rising and falling
between the block-house and the white surf.
If they had been only
humanely kind, his lot would have been bearable, but they starved him and held
him down when he wished to rise; and they would not put out the fire in the
pillow, which they might easily have done by the simple expedient of throwing
it over the ship's side into the sea. He himself had done this twice, but the
keeper had immediately brought a fresh pillow already heated for the torture
and forced it under his head.
His pleasures were very
simple, and so few that he could not understand why they robbed him of them so
jealously. One was to watch a green cluster of bananas that hung above him from
the awning twirling on a string. He could count as many of them as five before
the bunch turned and swung lazily back again, when he could count as high as
twelve; sometimes when the ship rolled heavily he could count to twenty. It was
a most fascinating game, and contented him for many hours. But when they found
this out they sent for the cook to come and cut them down, and the cook carried
them away to his galley.
Then, one day, a man
came out from the shore, swimming through the blue water with great splashes.
He was a most charming man, who spluttered and dove and twisted and lay on his
back and kicked his legs in an excess of content and delight. It was a real
pleasure to watch him; not for days had anything so amusing appeared on the
other side of the prison-bars. But as soon as the keeper saw that the man in
the water was amusing his prisoner, he leaned over the ship's side and shouted,
"Sa-ay, you, don't you know there's sharks in there?"
And the swimming man
said, "The h -- ll there is!" and raced back to the shore like a
porpoise with great lashing of the water, and ran up the beach half-way to the
palms before he was satisfied to stop. Then the prisoner wept again. It was so
disappointing. Life was robbed of everything now. He remembered that in a
previous existence soldiers who cried were laughed at and mocked. But that was
so far away and it was such an absurd superstition that he had no patience with
it. For what could be more comforting to a man when he is treated cruelly than
to cry. It was so obvious an exercise, and when one is so feeble that one
cannot vault a four-railed barrier it is something to feel that at least one is
strong enough to cry.
He escaped
occasionally, traversing space with marvellous rapidity and to great distances,
but never to any successful purpose; and his flight inevitably ended in
ignominious recapture and a sudden awakening in bed. At these moments the
familiar and hated palms, the peaks and the block-house were more hideous in
their reality than the most terrifying of his nightmares.
These excursions afield
were always predatory; he went forth always to seek food. With all the
beautiful world from which to elect and choose, he sought out only those places
where eating was studied and elevated to an art. These visits were much more
vivid in their detail than any he had ever before made to these same resorts.
They invariably began in a carriage, which carried him swiftly over smooth
asphalt. One route brought him across a great and beautiful square, radiating
with rows and rows of flickering lights; two fountains splashed in the centre
of the square, and six women of stone guarded its approaches. One of the women
was hung with wreaths of mourning. Ahead of him the late twilight darkened
behind a great arch, which seemed to rise on the horizon of the world, a great
window into the heavens beyond. At either side strings of white and colored
globes hung among the trees, and the sound of music came joyfully from theatres
in the open air. He knew the restaurant under the trees to which he was now
hastening, and the fountain beside it, and the very sparrows balancing on the
fountain's edge; he knew every waiter at each of the tables, he felt again the
gravel crunching under his feet, he saw the maitre d'hotel coming forward smiling
to receive his command, and the waiter in the green apron bowing at his elbow,
deferential and important, presenting the list of wines. But his adventure
never passed that point, for he was captured again and once more bound to his
cot with a close burning sheet.
Or else, he drove more
sedately through the London streets in the late evening twilight, leaning
expectantly across the doors of the hansom and pulling carefully at his white
gloves. Other hansoms flashed past him, the occupant of each with his mind
fixed on one idea -- dinner. He was one of a million of people who were about
to dine, or who had dined, or who were deep in dining. He was so famished, so
weak for food of any quality, that the galloping horse in the hansom seemed to
crawl. The lights of the Embankment passed like the lamps of a railroad station
as seen from the window of an express; and while his mind was still torn
between the choice of a thin or thick soup or an immediate attack upon cold
beef, he was at the door, and the chasseur touched his cap, and the little
chasseur put the wicker guard over the hansom's wheel. As he jumped out he
said, "Give him half-a-crown," and the driver called after him,
"Thank you, sir."
It was a beautiful
world, this world outside of the iron bars. Every one in it contributed to his
pleasure and to his comfort. In this world he was not starved nor man handled.
He thought of this joyfully as he leaped up the stairs, where young men with
grave faces and with their hands held negligently behind their backs bowed to
him in polite surprise at his speed. But they had not been starved on condensed
milk. He threw his coat and hat at one of them, and came down the hall
fearfully and quite weak with dread lest it should not be real. His voice was
shaking when he asked Ellis if he had reserved a table. The place was all so
real, it must be true this time. The way Ellis turned and ran his finger down
the list showed it was real, because Ellis always did that, even when he knew
there would not be an empty table for an hour. The room was crowded with
beautiful women; under the light of the red shades they looked kind and
approachable, and there was food on every table, and iced drinks in silver
buckets. It was with the joy of great relief that he heard Ellis say to his
underling, "Numero cinq, sur la terrace, un couvert." It was real at
last. Outside, the Thames lay a great gray shadow. The lights of the Embankment
flashed and twinkled across it, the tower of the House of Commons rose against
the sky, and here, inside, the waiter was hurrying toward him carrying a
smoking plate of rich soup with a pungent intoxicating odor.
And then the ragged
palms, the glaring sun, the immovable peaks, and the white surf stood again
before him. The iron rails swept up and sank again, the fever sucked at his
bones, and the pillow scorched his cheek.
One morning for a brief
moment he came back to real life again and lay quite still, seeing everything
about him with clear eyes and for the first time, as though he had but just that
instant been lifted over the ship's side. His keeper, glancing up, found the
prisoner's eyes considering him curiously, and recognized the change. The
instinct of discipline brought him to his feet with his fingers at his sides.
"Is the Lieutenant
feeling better?"
The Lieutenant surveyed
him gravely.
"You are one of
our hospital stewards."
"Yes,
Lieutenant."
"Why ar'n't you
with the regiment?"
"I was wounded,
too, sir. I got it same time you did, Lieutenant."
"Am I wounded? Of
course, I remember. Is this a hospital ship?"
The steward shrugged
his shoulders. "She's one of the transports. They have turned her over to
the fever cases."
The Lieutenant opened
his lips to ask another question; but his own body answered that one, and for a
moment he lay silent.
"Do they know up
North that I -- that I'm all right?"
"Oh, yes, the
papers had it in -- there was pictures of the Lieutenant in some of them."
"Then I've been
ill some time?"
"Oh, about eight
days."
The soldier moved
uneasily, and the nurse in him became uppermost.
"I guess the
Lieutenant hadn't better talk any more," he said. It was his voice now
which held authority.
The Lieutenant looked
out at the palms and the silent gloomy mountains and the empty coast-line,
where the same wave was rising and falling with weary persistence.
"Eight days,"
he said. His eyes shut quickly, as though with a sudden touch of pain. He
turned his head and sought for the figure at the foot of the cot. Already the
figure had grown faint and was receding and swaying.
"Has any one
written or cabled?" the Lieutenant spoke, hurriedly. He was fearful lest
the figure should disappear altogether before he could obtain his answer.
"Has any one come?"
"Why, they
couldn't get here, Lieutenant, not yet."
The voice came very
faintly. "You go to sleep now, and I'll run and fetch some letters and
telegrams. When you wake up, may be I'll have a lot for you."
But the Lieutenant
caught the nurse by the wrist, and crushed his hand in his own thin fingers.
They were hot, and left the steward's skin wet with perspiration. The
Lieutenant laughed gayly.
"You see,
Doctor," he said, briskly, "that you can't kill me. I can't die. I've
got to live, you understand. Because, sir, she said she would come. She said if
I was wounded, or if I was ill, she would come to me. She didn't care what
people thought. She would come any way and nurse me -- well, she will come.
"So, Doctor -- old
man -- " He plucked at the steward's sleeve, and stroked his hand eagerly,
"old man -- " he began again, beseechingly, "you'll not let me
die until she comes, will you? What? No, I know I won't die. Nothing made by
man can kill me. No, not until she comes. Then, after that -- eight days,
she'll be here soon, any moment? What? You think so, too? Don't you? Surely,
yes, any moment. Yes, I'll go to sleep now, and when you see her rowing out
from shore you wake me. You'll know her; you can't make a mistake. She is like
-- no, there is no one like her -- but you can't make a mistake."
That day strange
figures began to mount the sides of the ship, and to occupy its every turn and
angle of space. Some of them fell on their knees and slapped the bare deck with
their hands, and laughed and cried out, "Thank God, I'll see God's country
again!" Some of them were regulars, bound in bandages; some were
volunteers, dirty and hollow-eyed, with long beards on boys' faces. Some came
on crutches; others with their arms around the shoulders of their comrades,
staring ahead of them with a fixed smile, their lips drawn back and their teeth
protruding. At every second step they stumbled, and the face of each was swept
by swift ripples of pain.
They lay on cots so
close together that the nurses could not walk between them. They lay on the wet
decks, in the scuppers, and along the transoms and hatches. They were like
shipwrecked mariners clinging to a raft, and they asked nothing more than that
the ship's bow be turned toward home. Once satisfied as to that, they relaxed
into a state of self-pity and miserable oblivion to their environment, from
which hunger nor nausea nor aching bones could shake them.
The hospital steward
touched the Lieutenant lightly on the shoulder.
"We are going
North, sir," he said. "The transport's ordered North to New York,
with these volunteers and the sick and wounded. Do you hear me, sir?"
The Lieutenant opened
his eyes. "Has she come?" he asked.
"Gee!"
exclaimed the hospital steward. He glanced impatiently at the blue mountains
and the yellow coast, from which the transport was drawing rapidly away.
"Well, I can't see
her coming just now," he said. "But she will," he added.
"You let me know
at once when she comes."
"Why, cert'nly, of
course," said the steward.
Three trained nurses
came over the side just before the transport started North. One was a large,
motherly-looking woman, with a German accent. She had been a trained nurse,
first in Berlin, and later in the London Hospital in Whitechapel, and at
Bellevue. The nurse was dressed in white, and wore a little silver medal at her
throat; and she was strong enough to lift a volunteer out of his cot and hold
him easily in her arms, while one of the convalescents pulled his cot out of
the rain. Some of the men called her "nurse;" others, who wore
scapulars around their necks, called her "Sister;" and the officers
of the medical staff addressed her as Miss Bergen.
Miss Bergen halted
beside the cot of the Lieutenant and asked, "Is this the fever case you
spoke about, Doctor -- the one you want moved to the officers' ward?" She
slipped her hand up under his sleeve and felt his wrist.
"His pulse is very
high," she said to the steward. "When did you take his
temperature?" She drew a little morocco case from her pocket and from that
took a clinical thermometer, which she shook up and down, eying the patient
meanwhile with a calm, impersonal scrutiny. The Lieutenant raised his head and
stared up at the white figure beside his cot. His eyes opened and then shut
quickly, with a startled look, in which doubt struggled with wonderful
happiness. His hand stole out fearfully and warily until it touched her apron,
and then, finding it was real, he clutched it desperately, and twisting his
face and body toward her, pulled her down, clasping her hands in both of his,
and pressing them close to his face and eyes and lips. He put them from him for
an instant, and looked at her through his tears.
"Sweetheart,"
he whispered, "sweetheart, I knew you'd come."
As the nurse knelt on
the deck beside him, her thermometer slipped from her fingers and broke, and
she gave an exclamation of annoyance. The young Doctor picked up the pieces and
tossed them overboard. Neither of them spoke, but they smiled appreciatively.
The Lieutenant was looking at the nurse with the wonder and hope and hunger of soul
in his eyes with which a dying man looks at the cross the priest holds up
before him. What he saw where the German nurse was kneeling was a tall, fair
girl with great bands and masses of hair, with a head rising like a lily from a
firm, white throat, set on broad shoulders above a straight back and sloping
breast -- a tall, beautiful creature, half-girl, half-woman, who looked back at
him shyly, but steadily.
"Listen," he
said.
The voice of the sick
man was so sure and so sane that the young Doctor started, and moved nearer to
the head of the cot. "Listen, dearest," the Lieutenant whispered.
"I wanted to tell you before I came South. But I did not dare; and then I
was afraid something might happen to me, and I could never tell you, and you
would never know. So I wrote it to you in the will I made at Baiquiri, the
night before the landing. If you hadn't come now, you would have learned it in
that way. You would have read there that there never was any one but you; the
rest were all dream people, foolish, silly -- mad. There is no one else in the
world but you; you have been the only thing in life that has counted. I thought
I might do something down here that would make you care. But I got shot going
up a hill, and after that I wasn't able to do anything. It was very hot, and
the hills were on fire; and they took me prisoner, and kept me tied down here,
burning on these coals. I can't live much longer, but now that I have told you I
can have peace. They tried to kill me before you came; but they didn't know I
loved you, they didn't know that men who love you can't die. They tried to
starve my love for you, to burn it out of me; they tried to reach it with their
knives. But my love for you is my soul, and they can't kill a man's soul. Dear
heart, I have lived because you lived. Now that you know -- now that you
understand -- what does it matter?"
Miss Bergen shook her
head with great vigor. "Nonsense," she said, cheerfully. "You
are not going to die. As soon as we move you out of this rain, and some food
cook -- "
"Good God!"
cried the young Doctor, savagely. "Do you want to kill him?"
When she spoke the
patient had thrown his arms heavily across his face, and had fallen back, lying
rigid on the pillow.
The Doctor led the way
across the prostrate bodies, apologizing as he went. "I am sorry I spoke
so quickly," he said, "but he thought you were real. I mean he
thought you were some one he really knew -- "
"He was just
delirious," said the German nurse, calmly.
The Doctor mixed
himself a Scotch and soda and drank it with a single gesture.
"Ugh!" he
said to the ward-room. "I feel as though I'd been opening another man's
letters."
The transport drove
through the empty seas with heavy, clumsy upheavals, rolling like a buoy.
Having been originally in 92> tended for the freight-carrying trade, she had
no sympathy with hearts that beat for a sight of their native land, or for
lives that counted their remaining minutes by the throbbing of her engines.
Occasionally, without apparent reason, she was thrown violently from her
course: but it was invariably the case that when her stern went to starboard,
something splashed in the water on her port side and drifted past her, until,
when it had cleared the blades of her propeller, a voice cried out, and she was
swung back on her home-bound track again.
The Lieutenant missed
the familiar palms and the tiny block- house; and seeing nothing beyond the
iron rails but great wastes of gray water, he decided he was on board a
prison-ship, or that he had been strapped to a raft and cast adrift. People
came for hours at a time and stood at the foot of his cot, and talked with him
and he to them -- people he had loved and people he had long forgotten, some of
whom he had thought were dead. One of them he could have sworn he had seen
buried in a deep trench, and covered with branches of palmetto. He had heard
the bugler, with tears choking him, sound "taps;" and with his own
hand he had placed the dead man's campaign hat on the mound of fresh earth
above the grave. Yet here he was still alive, and he came with other men of his
troop to speak to him; but when he reached out to them they were gone -- the
real and the unreal, the dead and the living -- and even She disappeared
whenever he tried to take her hand, and sometimes the hospital steward drove
her away.
"Did that young
lady say when she was coming back again?" he asked the steward.
"The young lady!
What young lady?" asked the steward, wearily.
"The one who has
been sitting there," he answered. He pointed with his gaunt hand at the
man in the next cot.
"Oh, that young
lady. Yes, she's coming back. She's just gone below to fetch you some
hard-tack."
The young volunteer in
the next cot whined grievously.
"That crazy man
gives me the creeps," he groaned. "He's always waking me up, and
looking at me as though he was going to eat me."
"Shut your
head," said the steward. "He's a better man crazy than you'll ever be
with the little sense you've got. And he has two Mauser holes in him. Crazy,
eh? It's a damned good thing for you that there was about four thousand of us
regulars just as crazy as him, or you'd never seen the top of the hill."
One morning there was a
great commotion on deck, and all the convalescents balanced themselves on the
rail, shivering in their pajamas, and pointed one way. The transport was moving
swiftly and smoothly through water as flat as a lake, and making a great noise
with her steam-whistle. The noise was echoed by many more steam-whistles; and
the ghosts of out-bound ships and tugs and excursion steamers ran past her out
of the mist and disappeared, saluting joyously. All of the excursion steamers
had a heavy list to the side nearest the transport, and the ghosts on them
crowded to that rail and waved handkerchiefs and cheered. The fog lifted
suddenly, and between the iron rails the Lieutenant saw high green hills on
either side of a great harbor. Houses and trees and thousands of masts swept
past like a panorama; and beyond was a mirage of three cities, with curling
smoke-wreaths and sky-reaching buildings, and a great swinging bridge, and a
giant statue of a woman waving a welcome home.
The Lieutenant surveyed
the spectacle with cynical disbelief. He was far too wise and far too cunning
to be bewitched by it. In his heart he pitied the men about him, who laughed
wildly, and shouted, and climbed recklessly to the rails and ratlines. He had
been deceived too often not to know that it was not real. He knew from cruel experience
that in a few moments the tall buildings would crumble away, the thousands of
columns of white smoke that flashed like snow in the sun, the busy, shrieking
tug- boats, and the great statue would vanish into the sea, leaving it gray and
bare. He closed his eyes and shut the vision out. It was so beautiful that it
tempted him; but he would not be mocked, and he buried his face in his hands.
They were carrying the farce too far, he thought. It was really too absurd; for
now they were at a wharf which was so real that, had he not known by previous
suffering, he would have been utterly deceived by it. And there were great
crowds of smiling, cheering people, and a waiting guard of honor in fresh
uniforms, and rows of police pushing the people this way and that; and these
men about him were taking it all quite seriously, and making ready to
disembark, carrying their blanket-rolls and rifles with them.
A band was playing
joyously, and the man in the next cot, who was being lifted to a stretcher,
said, "There's the Governor and his staff; that's him in the high
hat." It was really very well done. The Custom-house and the Elevated
Railroad and Castle Garden were as like to life as a photograph, and the crowd
was as well handled as a mob in a play. His heart ached for it so that he could
not bear the pain, and he turned his back on it. It was cruel to keep it up so
long. His keeper lifted him in his arms, and pulled him into a dirty uniform
which had belonged, apparently, to a much larger man -- a man who had been
killed probably, for there were dark-brown marks of blood on the tunic and
breeches. When he tried to stand on his feet, Castle Garden and the Battery
disappeared in a black cloud of night, just as he knew they would; but when he
opened his eyes from the stretcher, they had returned again. It was a most
remarkably vivid vision. They kept it up so well. Now the young Doctor and the
hospital steward were pretending to carry him down a gang- plank and into an
open space; and he saw quite close to him a long line of policemen, and behind
them thousands of faces, some of them women's faces -- women who pointed at him
and then shook their heads and cried, and pressed their hands to their cheeks,
still looking at him. He wondered why they cried. He did not know them, nor did
they know him. No one knew him; these people were only ghosts.
There was a quick
parting in the crowd. A man he had once known shoved two of the policemen to
one side, and he heard a girl's voice speaking his name, like a sob; and She
came running out across the open space and fell on her knees beside the
stretcher, and bent down over him, and he was clasped in two young, firm arms.
"Of course it is
not real, of course it is not She," he assured himself. "Because She
would not do such a thing. Before all these people She would not do it."
But he trembled and his
heart throbbed so cruelly that he could not bear the pain.
She was pretending to
cry.
"They wired us you
had started for Tampa on the hospital ship," She was saying, "and Aunt
and I went all the way there before we heard you had been sent North. We have
been on the cars a week. That is why I missed you. Do you understand? It was
not my fault. I tried to come. Indeed, I tried to come."
She turned her head and
looked up fearfully at the young Doctor.
"Tell me, why does
he look at me like that?" she asked. "He doesn't know me. Is he very
ill? Tell me the truth." She drew in her breath quickly. "Of course
you will tell me the truth."
When she asked the
question he felt her arms draw tight about his shoulders. It was as though she
was holding him to herself, and from some one who had reached out for him. In
his trouble he turned to his old friend and keeper. His voice was hoarse and
very low.
"Is this the same
young lady who was on the transport -- the one you used to drive away?"
In his embarrassment,
the hospital steward blushed under his tan, and stammered.
"Of course it's
the same young lady," the Doctor answered briskly. "And I won't let
them drive her away." He turned to her, smiling gravely. "I think his
condition has ceased to be dangerous, madam," he said.
People who in a former
existence had been his friends, and Her brother, gathered about his stretcher
and bore him through the crowd and lifted him into a carriage filled with
cushions, among which he sank lower and lower. Then She sat beside him, and he
heard Her brother say to the coachman, "Home, and drive slowly and keep on
the asphalt."
The carriage moved
forward, and She put her arm about him and his head fell on her shoulder, and
neither of them spoke. The vision had lasted so long now that he was torn with
the joy that after all it might be real. But he could not bear the awakening if
it were not, so he raised his head fearfully and looked up into the beautiful
eyes above him. His brows were knit, and he struggled with a great doubt and an
awful joy.
"Dearest," he
said, "is it real?"
"Is it real?"
she repeated.
Even as a dream, it was
so wonderfully beautiful that he was satisfied if it could only continue so, if
but for a little while.
"Do you
think," he begged again, trembling, "that it is going to last much
longer?"
She smiled, and,
bending her head slowly, kissed him.
"It is going to
last -- always," she said.
THE mass-meeting in the
Madison Square Garden which was to help set Cuba free was finished, and the
people were pushing their way out of the overheated building into the snow and
sleet of the streets. They had been greatly stirred and the spell of the last
speaker still hung so heavily upon them that as they pressed down the long
corridor they were still speaking loudly in his praise.
A young man moved
eagerly amongst them, and pushed his way to wherever a voice was raised above
the rest. He strained forward, listening openly, as though he tried to judge
the effect of the meeting by the verdict of those about him.
But the words he
overheard seemed to clash with what he wished them to be, and the eager look on
his face changed to one of doubt and of grave disappointment. When he had
reached the sidewalk he stopped and stood looking back alternately into the
lighted hall and at the hurrying crowds which were dispersing rapidly. He made
a movement as though he would recall them, as though he felt they were still
unconvinced, as though there was much still left unsaid.
A fat stranger halted
at his elbow to light his cigar, and glancing up nodded his head approvingly.
"Fine speaker,
Senator Stanton, ain't he?" he said.
The young man answered
eagerly. "Yes," he assented, "he is a great orator, but how
could he help but speak well with such a subject?"
"Oh, you ought to
have heard him last November at Tammany Hall," the fat stranger answered.
"He wasn't quite up to himself to-night. He wasn't so interested. Those
Cubans are foreigners, you see, but you ought to heard him last St. Patrick's
day on Home Rule for Ireland. Then he was talking! That speech made him a
United States senator, I guess. I don't just see how he expects to win out on
this Cuba game. The Cubans haven't got no votes."
The young man opened
his eyes in some bewilderment.
"He speaks for the
good of Cuba, for the sake of humanity," he ventured.
"What?"
inquired the fat stranger. "Oh, yes, of course. Well, I must be getting
on. Good-night, sir."
The stranger moved on
his way, but the young man still lingered uncertainly in the snow-swept
corridor shivering violently with the cold and stamping his feet for greater
comfort. His face was burned to a deep red, which seemed to have come from some
long exposure to a tropical sun, but which held no sign of health. His cheeks
were hollow and his eyes were lighted with the fire of fever and from time to
time he was shaken by violent bursts of coughing which caused him to reach
toward one of the pillars for support.
As the last of the
lights went out in the Garden, the speaker of the evening and three of his
friends came laughing and talking down the long corridor. Senator Stanton was a
conspicuous figure at any time, and even in those places where his portraits
had not penetrated he was at once recognized as a personage. Something in his
erect carriage and an unusual grace of movement, and the power and success in
his face, made men turn to look at him. He had been told that he resembled the
early portraits of Henry Clay, and he had never quite forgotten the
coincidence.
The senator was
wrapping the collar of his fur coat around his throat and puffing contentedly
at a fresh cigar, and as he passed, the night watchman and the ushers bowed to
the great man and stood looking after him with the half-humorous, half-envious
deference that the American voter pays to the successful politician. At the
sidewalk, the policemen hurried to open the door of his carriage and in their
eagerness made a double line, through which he passed nodding to them gravely.
The young man who had stood so long in waiting pushed his way through the line
to his side.
"Senator
Stanton," he began timidly, "might I speak to you a moment? My name
is Arkwright; I am just back from Cuba, and I want to thank you for your
speech. I am an American, and I thank God that I am since you are too, sir. No
one has said anything since the war began that compares with what you said
tonight. You put it nobly, and I know, for I've been there for three years,
only I can't make other people understand it, and I am thankful that some one
can. You'll forgive my stopping you, sir, but I wanted to thank you. I feel it
very much."
Senator Stanton's
friends had already seated themselves in his carriage and were looking out of
the door and smiling with mock patience. But the senator made no move to follow
them. Though they were his admirers they were sometimes skeptical, and he was
not sorry that they should hear this uninvited tribute. So he made a pretence
of buttoning his long coat about him, and nodded encouragingly to Arkwright to
continue. "I'm glad you liked it, sir," he said with the pleasant,
gracious smile that had won him a friend wherever it had won him a vote.
"It is very satisfactory to know from one who is well informed on the
subject that what I have said is correct. The situation there is truly
terrible. You have just returned, you say? Where were you -- in Havana?"
"No, in the other
provinces, sir," Arkwright answered. "I have been all over the
island, I am a civil engineer. The truth has not been half told about Cuba, I
assure you, sir. It is massacre there, not war. It is partly so through
ignorance, but nevertheless it is massacre. And what makes it worse is, that it
is the massacre of the innocents. That is what I liked best of what you said in
that great speech, the part about the women and children."
He reached out his
hands detainingly, and then drew back as though in apology for having already
kept the great man so long waiting in the cold. "I wish I could tell you
some of the terrible things I have seen," he began again, eagerly as Stanton
made no movement to depart. "They are much worse than those you instanced
to-night, and you could make so much better use of them than any one else. I
have seen starving women nursing dead babies, and sometimes starving babies
sucking their dead mother's breasts; I have seen men cut down in the open roads
and while digging in the fields -- and two hundred women imprisoned in one room
without food and eaten with small-pox, and huts burned while the people in them
slept -- "
The young man had been
speaking impetuously, but he stopped as suddenly, for the senator was not
listening to him. He had lowered his eyes and was looking with a glance of
mingled fascination and disgust at Arkwright's hands. In his earnestness the
young man had stretched them out, and as they showed behind the line of his
ragged sleeves the others could see, even in the blurred light and falling
snow, that the wrists of each hand were gashed and cut in dark-brown lines like
the skin of a mulatto, and in places were a raw red, where the fresh skin had
but just closed over. The young man paused and stood shivering, still holding
his hands out rigidly before him.
The senator raised his
eyes slowly and drew away.
"What is
that?" he said in a low voice, pointing with a gloved finger at the black
lines on the wrists.
A sergeant in the group
of policemen who had closed around the speakers answered him promptly from his
profound fund of professional knowledge.
"That's handcuffs,
senator," he said importantly, and glanced at Stanton as though to signify
that at a word from him he would take this suspicious character into custody.
The young man pulled the frayed cuffs of his shirt over his wrists and tucked
his hands, which the cold had frozen into an ashy blue, under his armpits to
warm them.
"No, they don't
use handcuffs in the field," he said in the same low, eager tone;
"they use ropes and leather thongs; they fastened me behind a horse and
when he stumbled going down the trail it jerked me forward and the cords would
tighten and tear the flesh. But they have had a long time to heal now. I have
been eight months in prison."
The young men at the
carriage window had ceased smiling and were listening intently. One of them
stepped out and stood beside the carriage door looking down at the shivering figure
before him with a close and curious scrutiny.
"Eight months in
prison!" echoed the police sergeant with a note of triumph; "what did
I tell you?"
"Hold your
tongue!" said the young man at the carriage door. There was silence for a
moment, while the men looked at the senator, as though waiting for him to
speak.
"Where were you in
prison, Mr. Arkwright?" he asked.
"First in the
calaboose at Santa Clara for two months, and then in Cabanas. The Cubans who
were taken when I was, were shot by the fusillade on different days during this
last month. Two of them, the Ezetas, were father and son, and the Volunteer
band played all the time the execution was going on, so that the other
prisoners might not hear them cry `Cuba Libre' when the order came to fire. But
we heard them."
The senator shivered
slightly and pulled his fur collar up farther around his face. "I'd like
to talk with you," he said, "if you have nothing to do to-morrow. I'd
like to go into this thing thoroughly. Congress must be made to take some
action."
The young man clasped
his hands eagerly. "Ah, Mr. Stanton, if you would," he cried,
"if you would only give me an hour! I could tell you so much that you
could use. And you can believe what I say, sir -- it is not necessary to lie --
God knows the truth is bad enough. I can give you names and dates for
everything I say. Or I can do better than that, sir. I can take you there
yourself -- in three months I can show you all you need to see, without danger
to you in any way. And they would not know me, now that I have grown a beard,
and I am a skeleton to what I was. I can speak the language well, and I know
just what you should see, and then you could come back as one speaking with
authority and not have to say, `I have read,' or `have been told,' but you can
say, `These are the things I have seen' -- and you could free Cuba."
The senator coughed and
put the question aside for the moment with a wave of the hand that held his
cigar. "We will talk of that to-morrow also. Come to lunch with me at one.
My apartments are in the Berkeley on Fifth Avenue. But aren't you afraid to go
back there?" he asked curiously. "I should think you'd had enough of
it. And you've got a touch of fever, haven't you?" He leaned forward and
peered into the other's eyes.
"It is only the
prison fever," the young man answered; "food and this cold will drive
that out of me. And I must go back. There is so much to do there," he
added. "Ah, if I could tell them, as you can tell them, what I feel here."
He struck his chest sharply with his hand, and on the instant fell into a fit
of coughing so violent that the young man at the carriage door caught him
around the waist, and one of the policemen supported him from the other side.
"You need a
doctor," said the senator kindly. "I'll ask mine to have a look at
you. Don't forget, then, at one o'clock to -- morrow. We will go into this
thing thoroughly." He shook Arkwright warmly by the hand and stooping
stepped into the carriage. The young man who had stood at the door followed him
and crowded back luxuriously against the cushions. The footman swung himself up
beside the driver, and said "Uptown Delmonico's," as he wrapped the
fur rug around his legs, and with a salute from the policemen and a scraping of
hoofs on the slippery asphalt the great man was gone.
"That poor fellow
needs a doctor," he said as the carriage rolled up the avenue, "and
he needs an overcoat, and he needs food. He needs about almost everything, by
the looks of him."
But the voice of the
young man in the corner of the carriage objected drowsily --
"On the
contrary," he said, "it seemed to me that he had the one thing
needful."
By one o'clock of the
day following, Senator Stanton, having read the reports of his speech in the
morning papers, punctuated with "Cheers," "Tremendous
enthusiasm" and more "Cheers," was still in a willing frame of
mind toward Cuba and her self -- appointed envoy, young Mr. Arkwright.
Over night he had had
doubts but that the young man's enthusiasm would bore him on the morrow, but
Mr. Arkwright, when he appeared, developed, on the contrary, a practical turn
of mind which rendered his suggestions both flattering and feasible. He was
still terribly in earnest, but he was clever enough or serious enough to see
that the motives which appealed to him might not have sufficient force to move
a successful statesman into action. So he placed before the senator only those
arguments and reasons which he guessed were the best adapted to secure his
interest and his help. His proposal as he set it forth was simplicity itself.
"Here is a map of
the island," he said; "on it I have marked the places you can visit
in safety, and where you will meet the people you ought to see. If you leave
New York at midnight you can reach Tampa on the second day. From Tampa we cross
in another day to Havana. There you can visit the Americans imprisoned in Morro
and Cabanas, and in the streets you can see the starving pacificos. From Havana
I shall take you by rail to Jucaro, Matanzas, Santa Clara and Cienfuegos. You
will not be able to see the insurgents in the fields -- it is not necessary
that you should -- but you can visit one of the sugar plantations and some of
the insurgent chiefs will run the forts by night and come in to talk with you.
I will show you burning fields and houses, and starving men and women by the
thousands, and men and women dying of fevers. You can see Cuban prisoners shot
by a firing squad and you can note how these rebels meet death. You can see all
this in three weeks and be back in New York in a month, as any one can see it
who wishes to learn the truth. Why, English members of Parliament go all the
way to India and British Columbia to inform themselves about those countries,
they travel thousands of miles, but only one member of either of our houses of
Congress has taken the trouble to cross these eighty miles of water that lie
between us and Cuba. You can either go quietly and incognito, as it were, or
you can advertise the fact of your going, which would be better. And from the
moment you start the interest in your visit will grow and increase until there
will be no topic discussed in any of our papers except yourself, and what you
are doing and what you mean to do.
"By the time you
return the people will be waiting, ready and eager to hear whatever you may
have to say. Your word will be the last word for them. It is not as though you
were some demagogue seeking notoriety, or a hotel piazza correspondent at Key
West or Jacksonville. You are the only statesman we have, the only orator
Americans will listen to, and I tell you that when you come before them and
bring home to them as only you can the horrors of this war, you will be the
only man in this country. You will be the Patrick Henry of Cuba; you can go
down to history as the man who added the most beautiful island in the seas to
the territory of the United States, who saved thousands of innocent children
and women, and who dared to do what no other politician has dared to do -- to
go and see for himself and to come back and speak the truth. It only means a
month out of your life, a month's trouble and discomfort, but with no risk.
What is a month out of a lifetime, when that month means immortality to you and
life to thousands? In a month you would make a half dozen after-dinner speeches
and cause your friends to laugh and applaud. Why not wring their hearts
instead, and hold this thing up before them as it is, and shake it in their
faces? Show it to them in all its horror -- bleeding, diseased and naked, an
offence to our humanity, and to our prated love of liberty, and to our
God."
The young man threw
himself eagerly forward and beat the map with his open palm. But the senator
sat apparently unmoved gazing thoughtfully into the open fire, and shook his
head.
While the luncheon was
in progress the young gentleman who the night before had left the carriage and
stood at Arkwright's side, had entered the room and was listening intently. He
had invited himself to some fresh coffee, and had then relapsed into an
attentive silence, following what the others said with an amused and interested
countenance. Stanton had introduced him as Mr. Livingstone, and appeared to
take it for granted that Arkwright would know who he was. He seemed to regard
him with a certain deference which Arkwright judged was due to some fixed
position the young man held, either of social or of political value.
"I do not
know," said Stanton with consideration, "that I am prepared to
advocate the annexation of the island. It is a serious problem."
"I am not urging
that," Arkwright interrupted anxiously; "the Cubans themselves do not
agree as to that, and in any event it is an afterthought. Our object now should
be to prevent further bloodshed. If you see a man beating a boy to death, you
first save the boy's life and decide afterward where he is to go to school. If
there were any one else, senator," Arkwright continued earnestly, "I
would not trouble you. But we all know your strength in this country. You are
independent and fearless, and men of both parties listen to you. Surely, God
has given you this great gift of oratory, if you will forgive my speaking so,
to use only in a great cause. A grand organ in a cathedral is placed there to
lift men's thoughts to high resolves and purposes, not to make people dance. A
street organ can do that. Now, here is a cause worthy of your great talents,
worthy of a Daniel Webster, of a Henry Clay."
The senator frowned at
the fire and shook his head doubtfully.
"If they knew what
I was down there for," he asked, "wouldn't they put me in prison
too?"
Arkwright laughed
incredulously.
"Certainly
not," he said; "you would go there as a private citizen, as a tourist
to look on and observe. Spain is not seeking complications of that sort. She
has troubles enough without imprisoning United States senators."
"Yes; but these
fevers now," persisted Stanton, "they're no respecter of persons, I
imagine. A United States senator is not above smallpox or cholera."
Arkwright shook his
head impatiently and sighed.
"It is difficult
to make it clear to one who has not been there," he said. "These
people and soldiers are dying of fever because they are forced to live like
pigs, and they are already sick with starvation. A healthy man like yourself
would be in no more danger than you would be in walking through the wards of a
New York hospital."
Senator Stanton turned
in his armchair, and held up his hand impressively.
"If I were to tell
them the things you have told me," he said warningly, "if I were to
say I have seen such things -- American property in flames, American interests
ruined, and that five times as many women and children have died of fever and
starvation in three months in Cuba as the Sultan has massacred in Armenia in
three years -- it would mean war with Spain."
"Well?" said
Arkwright.
Stanton shrugged his
shoulders and sank back again in his chair.
"It would either
mean war," Arkwright went on, "or it might mean the sending of the
Red Cross army to Cuba. It went to Constantinople, five thousand miles away, to
help the Armenian Christians -- why has it waited three years to go eighty
miles to feed and clothe the Cuban women and children? It is like sending help
to a hungry peasant in Russia while a man dies on your doorstep."
"Well," said
the senator, rising, "I will let you know to-morrow. If it is the right
thing to do, and if I can do it, of course it must be done. We start from
Tampa, you say? I know the presidents of all of those roads and they'll
probably give me a private car for the trip down. Shall we take any newspaper
men with us, or shall I wait until I get back and be interviewed? What do you
think?"
"I would wait
until my return," Arkwright answered, his eyes glowing with the hope the
senator's words had inspired, "and then speak to a mass-meeting here and
in Boston and in Chicago. Three speeches will be enough. Before you have
finished your last one the American warships will be in the harbor of
Havana."
"Ah, youth,
youth!" said the senator, smiling gravely, "it is no light responsibility
to urge a country into war."
"It is no light
responsibility," Arkwright answered, "to know you have the chance to
save the lives of thousands of little children and helpless women and to let
the chance pass."
"Quite so, that is
quite true," said the senator. "Well, good-morning. I shall let you
know to-morrow."
Young Livingstone went
down in the elevator with Arkwright, and when they had reached the sidewalk
stood regarding him for a moment in silence.
"You mustn't count
too much on Stanton, you know," he said kindly; "he has a way of
disappointing people."
"Ah, he can never
disappoint me," Arkwright answered confidently, "no matter how much I
expected. Besides, I have already heard him speak."
"I don't mean
that, I don't mean he is disappointing as a speaker. Stanton is a great orator,
I think. Most of those Southerners are, and he's the only real orator I ever
heard. But what I mean is, that he doesn't go into things impulsively; he first
considers himself, and then he considers every other side of the question
before he commits himself to it. Before he launches out on a popular wave he
tries to find out where it is going to land him. He likes the sort of popular
wave that carries him along with it where every one can see him; he doesn't
fancy being hurled up on the beach with his mouth full of sand."
"You are saying
that he is selfish, self-seeking?" Arkwright demanded with a challenge in
his voice. "I thought you were his friend."
"Yes, he is
selfish, and yes, I am his friend," the young man answered, smiling;
"at least, he seems willing to be mine. I am saying nothing against him
that I have not said to him. If you'll come back with me up the elevator I'll
tell him he's a self-seeker and selfish, and with no thought above his own interests.
He won't mind. He'd say I cannot comprehend his motives. Why, you've only to
look at his record. When the Venezuelan message came out he attacked the
President and declared he was trying to make political capital and to drag us
into war, and that what we wanted was arbitration; but when the President
brought out the Arbitration Treaty he attacked that too in the Senate and
destroyed it. Why? Not because he had convictions, but because the President
had refused a foreign appointment to a friend of his in the South. He has been
a free silver man for the last ten years, he comes from a free silver state,
and the members of the legislature that elected him were all for silver, but
this last election his Wall Street friends got hold of him and worked on his
feelings, and he repudiated his party, his state, and his constituents and came
out for gold."
"Well, but
surely," Arkwright objected, "that took courage? To own that for ten
years you had been wrong, and to come out for the right at the last."
Livingstone stared and
shrugged his shoulders. "It's all a question of motives," he said
indifferently. "I don't want to shatter your idol; I only want to save you
from counting too much on him."
When Arkwright called
on the morrow Senator Stanton was not at home, and the day following he was
busy, and could give him only a brief interview. There were previous
engagements and other difficulties in the way of his going which he had not
foreseen, he said, and he feared he should have to postpone his visit to Cuba
indefinitely. He asked if Mr. Arkwright would be so kind as to call again
within a week; he would then be better able to give him a definite answer.
Arkwright left the
apartment with a sensation of such keen disappointment that it turned him ill
and dizzy. He felt that the great purpose of his life was being played with and
put aside. But he had not selfish resentment on his own account; he was only
the more determined to persevere. He considered new arguments and framed new
appeals; and one moment blamed himself bitterly for having foolishly
discouraged the statesman by too vivid pictures of the horrors he might
encounter, and the next, questioned if he had not been too practical and so
failed because he had not made the terrible need of immediate help his sole
argument. Every hour wasted in delay meant, as he knew, the sacrifice of many
lives, and there were other, more sordid and more practical, reasons for speedy
action. For his supply of money was running low and there was now barely enough
remaining to carry him through the month of travel he had planned to take at
Stanton's side. What would happen to him when that momentous trip was over was
of no consequence. He would have done the work as far as his small share in it
lay, he would have set in motion a great power that was to move Congress and
the people of the United States to action. If he could but do that, what became
of him counted for nothing.
But at the end of the
week his fears and misgivings were scattered gloriously and a single line from
the senator set his heart leaping and brought him to his knees in gratitude and
thanksgiving. On returning one afternoon to the mean lodging into which he had
moved to save his money, he found a telegram from Stanton and he tore it open
trembling between hope and fear.
"Have arranged to
leave for Tampa with you Monday, at midnight" it read. "Call for me
at ten o'clock same evening. -- STANTON."
Arkwright read the
message three times. There was a heavy, suffocating pressure at his heart as
though it had ceased beating. He sank back limply upon the edge of his bed and
clutching the piece of paper in his two hands spoke the words aloud
triumphantly as though to assure himself that they were true. Then a flood of
unspeakable relief, of happiness and gratitude, swept over him, and he turned
and slipped to the floor, burying his face in the pillow, and wept out his
thanks upon his knees.
A man so deeply
immersed in public affairs as was Stanton and with such a multiplicity of
personal interests, could not prepare to absent himself for a month without his
intention becoming known, and on the day when he was to start for Tampa the
morning newspapers proclaimed the fact that he was about to visit Cuba. They
gave to his mission all the importance and display that Arkwright had foretold.
Some of the newspapers stated that he was going as a special commissioner of
the President to study and report; others that he was acting in behalf of the
Cuban legation in Washington and had plenipotentiary powers. Opposition organs
suggested that he was acting in the interests of the sugar trust, and his own
particular organ declared that it was his intention to free Cuba at the risk of
his own freedom, safety, and even life.
The Spanish minister in
Washington sent a cable for publication to Madrid, stating that a distinguished
American statesman was about to visit Cuba, to investigate, and, later, to deny
the truth of the disgraceful libels published concerning the Spanish officials
on the island by the papers of the United States. At the same time he cabled in
cipher to the captain- general in Havana to see that the distinguished
statesman was closely spied upon from the moment of his arrival until his
departure, and to place on the "suspect" list all Americans and
Cubans who ventured to give him any information.
The afternoon papers
enlarged on the importance of the visit and on the good that would surely come
of it. They told that Senator Stanton had refused to be interviewed or to
disclose the object of his journey. But it was enough, they said, that some one
in authority was at last to seek out the truth, and added that no one would be
listened to with greater respect than would the Southern senator. On this all
the editorial writers were agreed. The day passed drearily for Arkwright. Early
in the morning he packed his valise and paid his landlord, and for the
remainder of the day walked the streets or sat in the hotel corridor waiting
impatiently for each fresh edition of the papers. In them he read the signs of
the great upheaval of popular feeling that was to restore peace and health and
plenty to the island for which he had given his last three years of energy and
life.
He was trembling with
excitement, as well as with the cold, when at ten o'clock precisely he stood at
Senator Stanton's door. He had forgotten to eat his dinner, and the warmth of
the dimly lit hall and the odor of rich food which was wafted from an inner
room touched his senses with tantalizing comfort.
"The senator says
you are to come this way, sir," the servant directed. He took Arkwright's
valise from his hand and parted the heavy curtains that hid the dining-room,
and Arkwright stepped in between them and then stopped in some embarrassment.
He found himself in the presence of a number of gentlemen seated at a long
dinner-table, who turned their heads as he entered and peered at him through
the smoke that floated in light layers above the white cloth. The dinner had
been served, but the senator's guests still sat with their chairs pushed back
from a table lighted by candles under yellow shades, and covered with beautiful
flowers and with bottles of varied sizes in stands of quaint and intricate
design. Senator Stanton's tall figure showed dimly through the smoke, and his
deep voice hailed Arkwright cheerily from the farther end of the room.
"This way, Mr. Arkwright," he said. "I have a chair waiting for
you here." He grasped Arkwright's hand warmly and pulled him into the
vacant place at his side. An elderly gentleman on Arkwright's other side moved
to make more room for him and shoved a liqueur glass toward him with a friendly
nod and pointed at an open box of cigars. He was a fine-looking man, and
Arkwright noticed that he was regarding him with a glance of the keenest
interest. All of those at the table were men of twice Arkwright's age, except
Livingstone, whom he recognized and who nodded to him pleasantly and at the
same time gave an order to a servant, pointing at Arkwright as he did so. Some
of the gentlemen wore their business suits, and one opposite Arkwright was
still in his overcoat, and held his hat in his hand. These latter seemed to
have arrived after the dinner had begun, for they formed a second line back of
those who had places at the table; they all seemed to know one another and were
talking with much vivacity and interest.
Stanton did not attempt
to introduce Arkwright to his guests individually, but said: "Gentlemen,
this is Mr. Arkwright, of whom I have been telling you, the young gentleman who
has done such magnificent work for the cause of Cuba." Those who caught
Arkwright's eye nodded to him, and others raised their glasses at him, but with
a smile that he could not understand. It was as though they all knew something
concerning him of which he was ignorant. He noted that the faces of some were
strangely familiar, and he decided that he must have seen their portraits in
the public prints. After he had introduced Arkwright, the senator drew his
chair slightly away from him and turned in what seemed embarrassment to the man
on his other side. The elderly gentleman next to Arkwright filled his glass, a
servant placed a small cup of coffee at his elbow, and he lit a cigar and
looked about him.
"You must find
this weather very trying after the tropics," his neighbor said.
Arkwright assented
cordially. The brandy was flowing through his veins and warming him; he forgot
that he was hungry, and the kind, interested glances of those about him set him
at his ease. It was a propitious start, he thought, a pleasant leave-taking for
the senator and himself, full of good will and good wishes.
He turned toward
Stanton and waited until he had ceased speaking.
"The papers have
begun well, haven't they?" he asked, eagerly.
He had spoken in a low
voice, almost in a whisper, but those about the table seemed to have heard him,
for there was silence instantly and when he glanced up he saw the eyes of all
turned upon him and he noticed on their faces the same smile he had seen there
when he entered.
"Yes,"
Stanton answered constrainedly. "Yes, I -- " he lowered his voice,
but the silence still continued. Stanton had his eyes fixed on the table, but
now he frowned and half rose from his chair.
"I want to speak
with you, Arkwright," he said. "Suppose we go into the next room.
I'll be back in a moment," he added, nodding to the others.
But the man on his
right removed his cigar from his lips and said in an undertone, "No, sit down,
stay where you are;" and the elderly gentleman at Arkwright's side laid
his hand detainingly on his arm. "Oh, you won't take Mr. Arkwright away
from us, Stanton?" he asked, smiling.
Stanton shrugged his
shoulders and sat down again, and there was a moment's pause. It was broken by
the man in the overcoat, who laughed.
"He's paying you a
compliment, Mr. Arkwright," he said. He pointed with his cigar to the
gentleman at Arkwright's side.
"I don't
understand," Arkwright answered doubtfully.
"It's a compliment
to your eloquence -- he's afraid to leave you alone with the senator.
Livingstone's been telling us that you are a better talker than Stanton."
Arkwright turned a troubled countenance toward the men about the table, and
then toward Livingstone, but that young man had his eyes fixed gravely on the
glasses before him and did not raise them.
Arkwright felt a
sudden, unreasonable fear of the circle of strong-featured, serene and
confident men about him. They seemed to be making him the subject of a jest, to
be enjoying something among themselves of which he was in ignorance, but which
concerned him closely. He turned a white face toward Stanton.
"You don't
mean," he began piteously, "that -- that you are not going? Is that
it -- tell me -- is that what you wanted to say?"
Stanton shifted in his
chair and muttered some words between his lips, then turned toward Arkwright
and spoke quite clearly and distinctly.
"I am very sorry,
Mr. Arkwright," he said, "but I am afraid I'll have to disappoint you.
Reasons I cannot now explain have arisen which make my going impossible --
quite impossible," he added firmly -- "not only now, but later,"
he went on quickly, as Arkwright was about to interrupt him.
Arkwright made no
second attempt to speak. He felt the muscles of his face working and the tears
coming to his eyes, and to hide his weakness he twisted in his chair and sat
staring ahead of him with his back turned to the table. He heard Livingstone's
voice break the silence with some hurried question, and immediately his
embarrassment was hidden in a murmur of answers and the moving of glasses as
the men shifted in their chairs and the laughter and talk went on as briskly as
before. Arkwright saw a sideboard before him and a servant arranging some silver
on one of the shelves. He watched the man do this with a concentrated interest
as though the dull, numbed feeling in his brain caught at the trifle in order
to put off, as long as possible, the consideration of the truth.
And then beyond the
sideboard and the tapestry on the wall above it, he saw the sun shining down
upon the island of Cuba, he saw the royal palms waving and bending, the dusty
columns of Spanish infantry crawling along the white roads and leaving blazing
huts and smoking cane-fields in their wake; he saw skeletons of men and women
seeking for food among the refuse of the street; he heard the order given to
the firing squad, the splash of the bullets as they scattered the plaster on
the prison wall, and he saw a kneeling figure pitch forward on its face, with a
useless bandage tied across its sightless eyes.
Senator Stanton brought
him back with a sharp shake of the shoulder. He had also turned his back on the
others, and was leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. He spoke rapidly,
and in a voice only slightly raised above a whisper.
"I am more than
sorry, Arkwright," he said earnestly. "You mustn't blame me
altogether. I have had a hard time of it this afternoon. I wanted to go. I
really wanted to go. The thing appealed to me, it touched me, it seemed as if I
owed it to myself to do it. But they were too many for me," he added with
a backward toss of his head toward the men around his table.
"If the papers had
not told on me I could have got well away," he went on in an eager tone,
"but as soon as they read of it, they came here straight from their
offices. You know who they are, don't you?" he asked, and even in his
earnestness there was an added touch of importance in his tone as he spoke the
name of his party's leader, of men who stood prominently in Wall Street and who
were at the head of great trusts.
"You see how it
is," he said with a shrug of his shoulders. "They have enormous
interests at stake. They said I would drag them into war, that I would disturb
values, that the business interests of the country would suffer. I'm under
obligations to most of them, they have advised me in financial matters, and
they threatened -- they threatened to make it unpleasant for me." His
voice hardened and he drew in his breath quickly, and laughed. "You
wouldn't understand if I were to tell you. It's rather involved. And after all,
they may be right, agitation may be bad for the country. And your party leader
after all is your party leader, isn't he, and if he says `no' what are you to do?
My sympathies are just as keen for these poor women and children as ever, but
as these men say, `charity begins at home,' and we mustn't do anything to bring
on war prices again, or to send stocks tumbling about our heads, must we?"
He leaned back in his chair again and sighed. "Sympathy is an expensive
luxury, I find," he added.
Arkwright rose stiffly
and pushed Stanton away from him with his hand. He moved like a man coming out
of a dream.
"Don't talk to me
like that," he said in a low voice. The noise about the table ended on the
instant, but Arkwright did not notice that it had ceased. "You know I
don't understand that," he went on; "what does it matter to me!"
He put his hand up to the side of his face and held it there, looking down at
Stanton. He had the dull, heavy look in his eyes of a man who has just come
through an operation under some heavy drug. "`Wall Street,' `trusts,'
`party leaders,'" he repeated, "what are they to me? The words don't
reach me, they have lost their meaning, it is a language I have forgotten,
thank God!" he added. He turned and moved his eyes around the table,
scanning the faces of the men before him.
"Yes, you are
twelve to one," he said at last, still speaking dully and in a low voice,
as though he were talking to himself. "You have won a noble victory,
gentlemen. I congratulate you. But I do not blame you, we are all selfish and
self-seeking. I thought I was working only for Cuba, but I was working for
myself, just as you are. I wanted to feel that it was I who had helped to bring
relief to that plague-spot, that it was through my efforts the help had come.
Yes, if he had done as I asked, I suppose I would have taken the credit."
He swayed slightly, and
to steady himself caught at the back of his chair. But at the same moment his
eyes glowed fiercely and he held himself erect again. He pointed with his
finger at the circle of great men who sat looking up at him in curious silence.
"You are like a
ring of gamblers around a gaming table," he cried wildly, "who see
nothing but the green cloth and the wheel and the piles of money before them,
who forget in watching the money rise and fall, that outside the sun is
shining, that human beings are sick and suffering, that men are giving their
lives for an idea, for a sentiment, for a flag. You are the money-changers in
the temple of this great republic and the day will come, I pray to God, when
you will be scourged and driven out with whips. Do you think you can form
combines and deals that will cheat you into heaven? Can your `trusts' save your
souls -- is `Wall Street' the strait and narrow road to salvation?"
The men about the table
leaned back and stared at Arkwright in as great amazement as though he had
violently attempted an assault upon their pockets, or had suddenly gone mad in
their presence. Some of them frowned, and others appeared not to have heard,
and others smiled grimly and waited for him to continue as though they were
spectators at a play.
The political leader
broke the silence with a low aside to Stanton. "Does the gentleman belong
to the Salvation Army?" he asked.
Arkwright whirled about
and turned upon him fiercely.
"Old gods give way
to new gods," he cried. "Here is your brother. I am speaking for him.
Do you ever think of him? How dare you sneer at me?" he cried. "You
can crack your whip over that man's head and turn him from what in his heart
and conscience he knows is right; you can crack your whip over the men who call
themselves free-born American citizens and who have made you their boss --
sneer at them if you like, but you have no collar on my neck. If you are a
leader, why don't you lead your people to what is good and noble? Why do you
stop this man in the work God sent him here to do? You would make a party hack
of him, a political prostitute, something lower than the woman who walks the
streets. She sells her body -- this man is selling his soul."
He turned, trembling
and quivering, and shook his finger above the upturned face of the senator.
"What have you
done with your talents, Stanton?" he cried. "What have you done with
your talents?"
The man in the overcoat
struck the table before him with his fist so that the glasses rang.
"By God," he
laughed, "I call him a better speaker than Stanton! Livingstone's right,
he is better than Stanton -- but he lacks Stanton's knack of making himself
popular," he added. He looked around the table inviting approbation with a
smile, but no one noticed him, nor spoke to break the silence.
Arkwright heard the
words dully and felt that he was being mocked. He covered his face with his
hands and stood breathing brokenly; his body was still trembling with an
excitement he could not master.
Stanton rose from his
chair and shook him by the shoulder. "Are you mad, Arkwright?" he
cried. "You have no right to insult my guests or me. Be calm -- control
yourself."
"What does it
matter what I say?" Arkwright went on desperately. "I am mad. Yes,
that is it, I am mad. They have won and I have lost, and it drove me beside
myself. I counted on you. I knew that no one else could let my people go. But
I'll not trouble you again. I wish you good-night, sir, and good-bye. If I have
been unjust, you must forget it."
He turned sharply, but
Stanton placed a detaining hand on his shoulder. "Wait," he commanded
querulously; "where are you going? Will you, still -- ?"
Arkwright bowed his
head. "Yes," he answered. "I have but just time now to catch our
train -- my train, I mean."
He looked up at Stanton
and taking his hand in both of his, drew the man toward him. All the wildness
and intolerance in his manner had passed, and as he raised his eyes they were
full of a firm resolve.
"Come," he
said simply; "there is yet time. Leave these people behind you. What can
you answer when they ask what have you done with your talents?"
"Good God,
Arkwright," the senator exclaimed angrily, pulling his hand away;
"don't talk like a hymn-book, and don't make another scene. What you ask
is impossible. Tell me what I can do to help you in any other way, and --
"
"Come,"
repeated the young man firmly.
"The world may
judge you by what you do to-night."
Stanton looked at the
boy for a brief moment with a strained and eager scrutiny, and then turned away
abruptly and shook his head in silence, and Arkwright passed around the table
and on out of the room.
A month later, as the
Southern senator was passing through the reading-room of the Union Club,
Livingstone beckoned to him, and handing him an afternoon paper pointed at a
paragraph in silence. The paragraph was dated Sagua la Grande, and read:
"The body of Henry
Arkwright, an American civil engineer, was brought into Sagua to-day by a
Spanish column. It was found lying in a road three miles beyond the line of
forts. Arkwright was surprised by a guerilla force while attempting to make his
way to the insurgent camp, and on resisting was shot. The body has been handed
over to the American consul for interment. It is badly mutilated."
Stanton lowered the
paper and stood staring out of the window at the falling snow and the cheery
lights and bustling energy of the avenue.
"Poor
fellow," he said, "he wanted so much to help them. And he didn't
accomplish anything, did he?"
Livingstone stared at
the older man and laughed shortly.
"Well, I don't
know," he said. "He died. Some of us only live."
HIS Excellency Sir
Charles Greville, K. C M. G., Governor of the Windless Islands, stood upon the
veranda of Government House surveying the new day with critical and searching
eyes. Sir Charles had been so long absolute monarch of the Windless Isles that
he had assumed unconsciously a mental attitude of suzerainty over even the
glittering waters of the Caribbean Sea, and the coral reefs under the waters,
and the rainbow skies that floated above them. But on this particular morning
not even the critical eye of the Governor could distinguish a single flaw in
the tropical landscape before him.
The lawn at his feet
ran down to meet the dazzling waters of the bay, the blue waters of the bay ran
to meet a great stretch of absinthe green, the green joined a fairy sky of pink
and gold and saffron. Islands of coral floated on the sea of absinthe, and
derelict clouds of mother-of-pearl swung low above them, starting from nowhere
and going nowhere, but drifting beautifully, like giant soap-bubbles of light
and color. Where the lawn touched the waters of the bay the cocoanut-palms
reached their crooked lengths far up into the sunshine, and as the sea- breeze
stirred their fronds they filled the hot air with whispers and murmurs like the
fluttering of many fans. Nature smiled boldly upon the Governor, confident in
her bountiful beauty, as though she said, "Surely you cannot but be
pleased with me to-day." And, as though in answer, the critical and
searching glance of Sir Charles relaxed.
The crunching of the
gravel and the rattle of the sentry's musket at salute recalled him to his high
office and to the duties of the morning. He waved his hand, and, as though it
were a wand, the sentry moved again, making his way to the kitchen- garden, and
so around Government House and back to the lawn- tennis court, maintaining in
his solitary pilgrimage the dignity of her Majesty's representative, as well as
her Majesty's power over the Windless Isles.
The Governor smiled
slightly, with the ease of mind of one who finds all things good. Supreme
authority, surroundings of endless beauty, the respectful, even humble,
deference of his inferiors, and never even an occasional visit from a superior,
had in four years lowered him into a bed of ease and self -- satisfaction. He
was cut off from the world, and yet of it. Each month there came, via Jamaica,
the three weeks' old copy of The Weekly Times; he subscribed to Mudie's
Colonial Library; and from the States he had imported an American lawn-mower,
the mechanism of which no one as yet understood. Within his own borders he had
created a healthy, orderly seaport out of what had been a sink of fever and a
refuge for all the ne'er-do-wells and fugitive revolutionists of Central
America.
He knew, as he sat each
evening on his veranda, looking across the bay, that in the world beyond the
pink and gold sunset men were still panting, struggling, and starving; crises
were rising and passing; strikes and panics, wars and the rumors of wars, swept
from continent to continent; a plague crept through India; a filibuster with
five hundred men at his back crossed an imaginary line and stirred the world
from Cape Town to London; Emperors were crowned; the good Queen celebrated the
longest reign; and a captain of artillery imprisoned in a swampy island in the
South Atlantic caused two hemispheres to clamor for his rescue, and lit a race
war that stretched from Algiers to the boulevards.
And yet, at the
Windless Isles, all these happenings seemed to Sir Charles like the morning's
memory of a dream. For these things never crossed the ring of the coral reefs;
he saw them only as pictures in an illustrated paper a month old. And he was
pleased to find that this was so. He was sufficient to himself, with his own
responsibilities and social duties and public works. He was a man in authority,
who said to others, "Come!" and "Go!" Under him were
commissioners, and under the commissioners district inspectors and boards of
education and of highways. For the better health of the colony he had planted
trees that sucked the malaria from the air; for its better morals he had
substituted as a Sunday amusement cricket-matches for cock- fights; and to keep
it at peace he had created a local constabulary of native negroes, and had
dressed them in the cast- off uniforms of London policemen. His handiwork was
everywhere, and his interest was all sunk in his handiwork. The days passed
gorgeous with sunshine, the nights breathed with beauty. It was an existence of
leisurely occupation, and one that promised no change, and he was content.
As it was Thursday, the
Council met that morning, and some questions of moment to the colony were to be
brought up for consideration. The question of the dog-tax was one which
perplexed Sir Charles most particularly. The two Councillors elected by the
people and the three appointed by the crown had disagreed as to this tax. Of
the five hundred British subjects at the seaport, all but ten were owners of
dogs, and it had occurred to Sassoon, the chemist, that a tax of half-a-crown a
year on each of these dogs would meet the expense of extending the oyster-shell
road to the new cricket-grounds. To this Snellgrove, who held the contract for
the narrow-gauge railroad, agreed; but the three crown Councillors opposed the
tax vigorously, on the ground that as scavengers alone the dogs were a boon to
the colony and should be encouraged. The fact that each of these gentlemen
owned not only one, but several dogs of high pedigree made their position one
of great delicacy.
There was no way by
which the Governor could test the popular will in the matter, except through
his secretary, Mr. Clarges, who, at the cricket-match between the local eleven
and the officers and crew of H. M. S. Partridge, had been informed by the other
owners of several fox-terriers that, in their opinion, the tax was a piece of
"condemned tommy-rot." From this the Governor judged that it would
not prove a popular measure. As he paced the veranda, drawing deliberately on
his cigar, and considering to which party he should give the weight of his
final support, his thoughts were disturbed by the approach of a stranger, who
advanced along the gravel walk, guarded on either side by one of the local
constabulary. The stranger was young and of poor appearance. His bare feet were
bound in a pair of the rope sandals worn by the natives, his clothing was of
torn and soiled drill, and he fanned his face nonchalantly with a sombrero of
battered and shapeless felt.
Sir Charles halted in
his walk, and holding his cigar behind his back, addressed himself to the
sergeant.
"A vagrant?"
he asked.
The words seemed to
bear some amusing significance to the stranger, for his face lit instantly with
a sweet and charming smile, and while he turned to hear the sergeant's reply,
he regarded him with a kindly and affectionate interest.
"Yes, your
Excellency."
The Governor turned to
the prisoner.
"Do you know the
law of this colony regarding vagrants?"
"I do not,"
the young man answered. His tone was politely curious, and suggested that he
would like to be further informed as to the local peculiarities of a foreign
country.
"After two weeks'
residence," the Governor recited, impressively, "all able-bodied
persons who will not work are put to work or deported. Have you made any effort
to find work?"
Again the young man
smiled charmingly. He shook his head and laughed. "Oh dear no," he
said.
The laugh struck the
Governor as impertinent.
"Then you must
leave by the next mail-steamer, if you have any money to pay your passage, or,
if you have no money, you must go to work on the roads. Have you any
money?"
"If I had, I
wouldn't -- be a vagrant," the young man answered. His voice was low and
singularly sweet. It seemed to suit the indolence of his attitude and the lazy,
inconsequent smile. "I called on our consular agent here," he
continued, leisurely, "to write a letter home for money, but he was
disgracefully drunk, so I used his official note-paper to write to the State
Department about him, instead."
The Governor's deepest
interest was aroused. The American consular agent was one of the severest
trials he was forced to endure.
"You are not a
British subject, then? Ah, I see -- and -- er -- your representative was unable
to assist you?"
"He was
drunk," the young man repeated, placidly. "He has been drunk ever
since I have been here, particularly in the mornings." He halted, as
though the subject had lost interest for him, and gazed pleasantly at the sunny
bay and up at the moving palms.
"Then," said
the Governor, as though he had not been interrupted, "as you have no means
of support, you will help support the colony until you can earn money to leave
it. That will do, sergeant."
The young man placed
his hat upon his head and turned to move away, but at the first step he swayed
suddenly and caught at the negro's shoulder, clasping his other hand across his
eyes. The sergeant held him by the waist, and looked up at the Governor with
some embarrassment.
"The young
gentleman has not been well, Sir Charles," he said, apologetically.
The stranger
straightened himself up and smiled vaguely. "I'm all right," he
murmured. "Sun's too hot."
"Sit down,"
said the Governor.
He observed the
stranger more closely. He noticed now that beneath the tan his face was
delicate and finely cut, and that his yellow hair clung closely to a
well-formed head.
"He seems faint.
Has he had anything to eat?" asked the Governor.
The sergeant grinned
guiltily. "Yes, Sir Charles; we've been feeding him at the barracks. It's
fever, sir."
Sir Charles was not
unacquainted with fallen gentlemen, "beach-combers," "remittance
men," and vagrants who had known better days, and there had been something
winning in this vagrant's smile, and, moreover, he had reported that thorn in
his flesh, the consular agent, to the proper authorities.
He conceived an
interest in a young man who, though with naked feet, did not hesitate to
correspond with his Minister of Foreign Affairs.
"How long have you
been ill?" he asked.
The young man looked up
from where he had sunk on the steps, and roused himself with a shrug. "It
doesn't matter," he said. "I've had a touch of Chagres ever since I
was on the Isthmus. I was at work there on the railroad."
"Did you come here
from Colon?"
"No; I worked up
the Pacific side. I was clerking with Rossner Brothers at Amapala for a while,
because I speak a little German, and then I footed it over to Puerto Cortez and
got a job with the lottery people. They gave me twenty dollars a month gold for
rolling the tickets, and I put it all in the drawing, and won as much as
ten." He laughed, and sitting erect, drew from his pocket a roll of thin
green papers. "These are for the next drawing," he said. "Have
some?" he added. He held them towards the negro sergeant, who, under the
eye of the Governor, resisted, and then spread the tickets on his knee like a
hand at cards. "I stand to win a lot with these," he said, with a
cheerful sigh. "You see, until the list's published I'm prospectively
worth twenty thousand dollars. And," he added, "I break stones in the
sun." He rose unsteadily, and saluted the Governor with a nod.
"Good-morning, sir," he said, "and thank you."
"Wait," Sir
Charles commanded. A new form of punishment had suggested itself, in which
justice was tempered with mercy. "Can you work one of your American
lawn-mowers?" he asked.
The young man laughed
delightedly. "I never tried," he said, "but I've seen it
done."
"If you've been
ill, it would be murder to put you on the shell road." The Governor's
dignity relaxed into a smile. "I don't desire international
complications," he said. "Sergeant, take this -- him -- to the
kitchen, and tell Corporal Mallon to give him that American lawn-mowing
machine. Possibly he may understand its mechanism. Mallon only cuts holes in
the turf with it." And he waved his hand in dismissal, and as the three
men moved away he buried himself again in the perplexities of the dog-tax.
Ten minutes later the
deliberations of the Council were disturbed by a loud and persistent rattle,
like the whir of a Maxim gun, which proved, on investigation, to arise from the
American lawn-mower. The vagrant was propelling it triumphantly across the
lawn, and gazing down at it with the same fond pride with which a nursemaid
leans over the perambulator to observe her lusty and gurgling charge.
The Councillors had
departed, Sir Charles was thinking of breakfast, the Maxim-like lawn-mower
still irritated the silent hush of midday, when from the waters of the inner
harbor there came suddenly the sharp report of a saluting gun and the rush of
falling anchor-chains. There was still a week to pass before the mail-steamer
should arrive, and H. M. S. Partridge had departed for Nassau. Besides these
ships, no other vessel had skirted the buoys of the bay in eight long smiling
months. Mr. Clarges, the secretary, with an effort to appear calm, and the
orderly, suffocated with the news, entered through separate doors at the same
instant.
The secretary filed his
report first. "A yacht's just anchored in the bay, Sir Charles," he
said.
The orderly's face
fell. He looked aggrieved. "An American yacht," he corrected.
"And much larger
than the Partridge," continued the secretary.
The orderly took a
hasty glance back over his shoulder. "She has her launch lowered already,
sir," he said.
Outside the whir of the
lawn-mower continued undisturbed. Sir Charles reached for his marine-glass, and
the three men hurried to the veranda.
"It looks like a
man-of-war," said Sir Charles. "No," he added, adjusting the
binocular; "she's a yacht. She flies the New York Yacht Club pennant --
now she's showing the owner's absent pennant. He must have left in the launch. He's
coming ashore now."
"He seems in a bit
of a hurry," growled Mr. Clarges.
"Those Americans
always -- " murmured Sir Charles from behind the binocular. He did not
quite know that he enjoyed this sudden onslaught upon the privacy of his harbor
and port.
It was in itself annoying,
and he was further annoyed to find that it could in the least degree disturb
his poise.
The launch was growing
instantly larger, like an express train approaching a station at full speed;
her flags flew out as flat as pieces of painted tin; her bits of brass-work
flashed like fire. Already the ends of the wharves were white with groups of
natives.
"You might think
he was going to ram the town," suggested the secretary.
"Oh, I say,"
he exclaimed, in remonstrance, "he's making in for your private
wharf."
The Governor was
rearranging the focus of the glass with nervous fingers. "I believe,"
he said, "no -- yes -- upon my word, there are -- there are ladies in that
launch!"
"Ladies,
sir!" The secretary threw a hasty glance at the binocular, but it was in
immediate use.
The clatter of the
lawn-mower ceased suddenly, and the relief of its silence caused the Governor
to lower his eyes. He saw the lawn-mower lying prostrate on the grass. The
vagrant had vanished.
There was a sharp
tinkle of bells, and the launch slipped up to the wharf and halted as softly as
a bicycle. A man in a yachting-suit jumped from her, and making some laughing
speech to the two women in the stern, walked briskly across the lawn, taking a
letter from his pocket as he came. Sir Charles awaited him gravely; the
occupants of the launch had seen him, and it was too late to retreat.
"Sir Charles
Greville, I believe," said the yachtsman. He bowed, and ran lightly up the
steps. "I am Mr. Robert Collier, from New York," he said. "I
have a letter to you from your ambassador at Washington. If you'll pardon me,
I'll present it in person. I had meant to leave it, but seeing you -- " He
paused, and gave the letter in his hand to Sir Charles, who waved him towards
his library.
Sir Charles scowled at
the letter through his monocle, and then shook hands with his visitor. "I
am very glad to see you, Mr. Collier," he said. "He says here you are
preparing a book on our colonies in the West Indies." He tapped the letter
with his monocle. "I am sure I shall be most happy to assist you with any
information in my power."
"Well, I am
writing a book -- yes," Mr. Collier observed, doubtfully, "but it's a
logbook. This trip I am on pleasure bent, and I also wish to consult with you
on a personal matter. However, that can wait." He glanced out of the
windows to where the launch lay in the sun. "My wife came ashore with me,
Sir Charles," he said, "so that in case there was a Lady Greville,
Mrs. Collier could call on her, and we could ask if you would waive etiquette
and do us the honor to dine with us to-night on the yacht -- that is, if you
are not engaged."
Sir Charles smiled.
"There is no Lady Greville," he said, "and I personally do not
think I am engaged elsewhere." He paused in thought, as though to make
quite sure he was not. "No," he added, "I have no other
engagement. I will come with pleasure."
Sir Charles rose and
clapped his hands for the orderly. "Possibly the ladies will come up to
the veranda?" he asked. "I cannot allow them to remain at the end of
my wharf." He turned, and gave directions to the orderly to bring limes
and bottles of soda and ice, and led the way across the lawn.
Mrs. Collier and her
friend had not explored the grounds of Government House for over ten minutes
before Sir Charles felt that many years ago he had personally arranged their
visit, that he had known them for even a longer time, and that, now that they
had finally arrived, they must never depart.
To them there was
apparently nothing on his domain which did not thrill with delightful interest.
They were as eager as two children at a pantomime, and as unconscious. As a
rule, Sir Charles had found it rather difficult to meet the women of his colony
on a path which they were capable of treading intelligently. In fairness to
them, he had always sought out some topic in which they could take an equal
part -- something connected with the conduct of children, or the better
ventilation of the new school-house and chapel. But these new-comers did not
require him to select topics of conversation; they did not even wait for him to
finish those which he himself introduced. They flitted from one end of the
garden to the other with the eagerness of two midshipmen on shore leave, and
they found something to enjoy in what seemed to the Governor the most
commonplace of things. The Zouave uniform of the sentry, the old Spanish cannon
converted into peaceful gate-posts, the aviary with its screaming paroquets,
the botanical station, and even the ice-machine were all objects of delight.
On the other hand, the
interior of the famous palace, which had been sent out complete from London,
and which was wont to fill the wives of the colonials with awe or to reduce
them to whispers, for some reason failed of its effect. But they said they
"loved" the large gold V. R.'s on the back of the Councillors'
chairs, and they exclaimed aloud over the red leather despatch-boxes and the
great seal of the colony, and the mysterious envelopes marked "On her
Majesty's service."
"Isn't it too
exciting, Florence?" demanded Mrs. Collier. "This is the table where
Sir Charles sits and writes letters' on her Majesty's service,' and presses
these buttons, and war-ships spring up in perfect shoals. Oh, Robert," she
sighed, "I do wish you had been a Governor!"
The young lady called
Florence stood looking down into the great arm-chair in front of the Governor's
table.
"May I?" she
asked. She slid fearlessly in between the oak arms of the chair and smiled
about her. Afterwards Sir Charles remembered her as she appeared at that moment
with the red leather of the chair behind her, with her gloved hands resting on
the carved oak, and her head on one side, smiling up at him. She gazed with large
eyes at the blue linen envelopes, the stiff documents in red tape, the tray of
black sand, and the goose- quill pens.
"I am now the
Countess Zika," she announced; "no, I am Diana of the Crossways, and
I mean to discover a state secret and sell it to the Daily Telegraph. Sir
Charles," she demanded, "if I press this electric button is war
declared anywhere, or what happens?"
"That second
button," said Sir Charles, after deliberate scrutiny, "is the one
which communicates with the pantry."
The Governor would not
consider their returning to the yacht for luncheon.
"You might decide
to steam away as suddenly as you came," he said, gallantly, "and I
cannot take that chance. This is Bachelor's Hall, so you must pardon my people
if things do not go very smoothly." He himself led them to the great
guest-chamber, where there had not been a guest for many years, and he noticed,
as though for the first time, that the halls through which they passed were
bare, and that the floor was littered with unpacked boxes and gun-cases. He
also observed for the first time that maps of the colony, with the
coffee-plantations and mahogany belt marked in different inks, were not perhaps
so decorative as pictures and mirrors and family portraits. And he could have
wished that the native servants had not stared so admiringly at the guests, nor
directed each other in such aggressive whispers. On those other occasions, when
the wives of the Councillors came to the semi-annual dinners, the native
servants had seemed adequate to all that was required of them. He recollected
with a flush that in the town these semi-annual dinners were described as
banquets. He wondered if to these visitors from the outside world it was all
equally provincial.
But their enjoyment was
apparently unfeigned and generous. It was evident that they had known each
other for many years, yet they received every remark that any of them made as
though it had been pronounced by a new and interesting acquaintance. Sir
Charles found it rather difficult to keep up with the talk across the table,
they changed the subject so rapidly, and they half spoke of so many things
without waiting to explain. He could not at once grasp the fact that people who
had no other position in the world save that of observers were speaking so
authoritatively of public men and public measures. He found, to his delight,
that for the first time in several years he was not presiding at his own table,
and that his guests seemed to feel no awe of him.
"What's the use of
a yacht nowadays?" Collier was saying -- " what's the use of a yacht,
when you can go to sleep in a wagon -- lit at the Gare du Nord, and wake up at
Vladivostok? And look at the time it saves; eleven days to Gib, six to Port
Said, and fifteen to Colombo -- there you are, only half-way around, and you're
already sixteen days behind the man in the wagon-lit."
"But nobody wants
to go to Vladivostok," said Miss Cameron, "or anywhere else in a
wagon-lit. But with a yacht you can explore out-of-the-way places, and you meet
new and interesting people. We wouldn't have met Sir Charles if we had waited
for a wagon-lit." She bowed her head to the Governor, and he smiled with
gratitude. He had lost Mr. Collier somewhere in the Indian Ocean, and he was
glad she had brought them back to the Windless Isles once more.
"And again I
repeat that the answer to that is, `Why not? said the March Hare,'"
remarked Mr. Collier, determinedly.
The answer, as an
answer, did not strike Sir Charles as a very good one. But the ladies seemed to
comprehend, for Miss Cameron said: "Did I tell you about meeting him at
Oxford just a few months before his death -- at a children's tea-party? He was
so sweet and understanding with them! Two women tried to lionize him, and he
ran away and played with the children. I was more glad to meet him than any one
I can think of. Not as a personage, you know, but because I felt grateful to
him."
"Yes, that way,
distinctly," said Mrs. Collier. "I should have felt that way towards
Mrs. Ewing more than any one else."
"I know,
`Jackanapes,'" remarked Collier, shortly; "a brutal assault upon the
feelings, I say."
"Some one else
said it before you, Robert," Mrs. Collier commented, calmly. "Perhaps
Sir Charles met him at Apia." They all turned and looked at him. He wished
he could say he had met him at Apia. He did not quite see how they had made
their way from a children's tea party at Oxford to the South Pacific islands,
but he was anxious to join in somewhere with a clever observation. But they
never seemed to settle in one place sufficiently long for him to recollect what
he knew of it. He hoped they would get around to the west coast of Africa in
time. He had been Governor of Sierra Leone for five years.
His success that night
at dinner on the yacht was far better. The others seemed a little tired after
the hours of sight-seeing to which he had treated them, and they were content
to listen. In the absence of Mr. Clarges, who knew them word by word, he felt
free to tell his three stories of life at Sierra Leone. He took his time in the
telling, and could congratulate himself that his efforts had never been more
keenly appreciated. He felt that he was holding his own.
The night was still and
warm, and while the men lingered below at the table, the two women mounted to
the deck and watched the lights of the town as they vanished one by one and
left the moon in unchallenged possession of the harbor. For a long time Miss
Cameron stood silent, looking out across the bay at the shore and the hills
beyond. A fish splashed near them, and the sound of oars rose from the mist
that floated above the water, until they were muffled in the distance. The
palms along the shore glistened like silver, and overhead the Southern Cross
shone white against a sky of purple. The silence deepened and continued for so
long a time that Mrs. Collier felt its significance, and waited for the girl to
end it.
Miss Cameron raised her
eyes to the stars and frowned. "I am not surprised that he is content to
stay here," she said. "Are you? It is so beautiful, so wonderfully
beautiful."
For a moment Mrs.
Collier made no answer. "Two years is a long time, Florence," she
said; "and he is all I have; he is not only my only brother, he is the
only living soul who is related to me. That makes it harder."
The girl seemed to find
some implied reproach in the speech, for she turned and looked at her friend
closely. "Do you feel it is my fault, Alice?" she asked.
The older woman shook
her head. "How could it be your fault?" she answered. "If you
couldn't love him enough to marry him, you couldn't, that's all. But that is no
reason why he should have hidden himself from all of us. Even if he could not
stand being near you, caring as he did, he need not have treated me so. We have
done all we can do, and Robert has been more than fine about it. He and his
agents have written to every consul and business house in Central America, and
I don't believe there is a city that he hasn't visited. He has sent him money
and letters to every bank and to every post-office -- "
The girl raised her
head quickly.
" -- but he never
calls for either," Mrs. Collier continued, "for I know that if he had
read my letters he would have come home."
The girl lifted her
head as though she were about to speak, and then turned and walked slowly away.
After a few moments she returned, and stood, with her hands resting on the
rail, looking down into the water. "I wrote him two letters," she
said. In the silence of the night her voice was unusually clear and distinct.
"I -- you make me wonder -- if they ever reached him."
Mrs. Collier, with her
eyes fixed upon the girl, rose slowly from her chair and came towards her. She
reached out her hand and touched Miss Cameron on the arm.
"Florence,"
she said, in a whisper, "have you -- "
The girl raised her
head slowly, and lowered it again. "Yes," she answered; "I told
him to come back -- to come back to me. Alice," she cried, "I -- I
begged him to come back!" She tossed her hands apart and again walked
rapidly away, leaving the older woman standing motionless.
A moment later, when
Sir Charles and Mr. Collier stepped out upon the deck, they discovered the two
women standing close together, two white, ghostly figures in the moonlight, and
as they advanced towards them they saw Mrs. Collier take the girl for an
instant in her arms.
Sir Charles was asking
Miss Cameron how long she thought an immigrant should be made to work for his
freehold allotment, when Mr. Collier and his wife rose at the same moment and
departed on separate errands. They met most mysteriously in the shadow of the
wheel-house.
"What is it? Is
anything wrong with Florence?" Collier asked, anxiously. "Not
homesick, is she?"
Mrs. Collier put her
hands on her husband's shoulders and shook her head.
"Wrong? No, thank
Heaven! it's as right as right can be!" she cried. "She's written to
him to come back, but he's never answered, and so -- and now it's all
right."
Mr. Collier gazed
blankly at his wife's upturned face. "Well, I don't see that," he
remonstrated. "What's the use of her being in love with him now when he
can't be found? What? Why didn't she love him two years ago when he was where
you could get at him -- at her house, for instance. He was there most of his
time. She would have saved a lot of trouble. However," he added,
energetically, "this makes it absolutely necessary to find that young man
and bring him to his senses. We'll search this place for the next few days, and
then we'll try the mainland again. I think I'll offer a reward for him, and
have it printed in Spanish, and paste it up in all the plazas. We might add a
line in English, `She has changed her mind.' That would bring him home,
wouldn't it?"
"Don't be
unfeeling, Robert," said Mrs. Collier.
Her husband raised his
eyes appealingly, and addressed himself to the moon. "I ask you now,"
he complained, "is that fair to a man who has spent six months on muleback
trying to round up a prodigal brother-in-law?"
That same evening,
after the ladies had gone below, Mr. Collier asked Sir Charles to assist him in
his search for his wife's brother, and Sir Charles heartily promised his most
active co-operation. There were several Americans at work in the interior, he
said, as overseers on the coffee-plantations. It was possible that the runaway
might be among them. It was only that morning, Sir Charles remembered, that an
American had been at work "repairing his lawn-mower," as he
considerately expressed it. He would send for him on the morrow.
But on the morrow the
slave of the lawn-mower was reported on the list of prisoners as
"missing," and Corporal Mallon was grieved, but refused to consider
himself responsible. Sir Charles himself had allowed the vagrant unusual
freedom, and the vagrant had taken advantage of it, and probably escaped to the
hills, or up the river to the logwood camp.
"Telegraph a
description of him to Inspector Garrett," Sir Charles directed, "and
to the heads of all up stations. And when he returns, bring him to me."
So great was his zeal
that Sir Charles further offered to join Mr. Collier in his search among the
outlying plantations; but Mr. Collier preferred to work alone. He accordingly
set out at once, armed with letters to the different district inspectors, and
in his absence delegated to Sir Charles the pleasant duty of caring for the
wants of Miss Cameron and his wife. Sir Charles regarded the latter as
deserving of all sympathy, for Mr. Collier, in his efforts to conceal the fact
from the Governor that Florence Cameron was responsible, or in any way
concerned, in the disappearance of the missing man, had been too mysterious.
Sir Charles was convinced that the fugitive had swindled his brother-in-law and
stolen his sister's jewels.
The days which followed
were to the Governor days and nights of strange discoveries. He recognized that
the missionaries from the great outside world had invaded his shores and
disturbed his gods and temples. Their religion of progress and activity filled
him with doubt and unrest.
"In this
century," Mr. Collier had declared, "nothing can stand still. It's
the same with a corporation, or a country, or a man. We must either march ahead
or fall out. We can't mark time. What?"
"Exactly --
certainly not," Sir Charles had answered. But in his heart he knew that he
himself had been marking time under these soft tropical skies while the world
was pushing forward. The thought had not disturbed him before. Now he felt
guilty. He conceived a sudden intolerance, if not contempt, for the little
village of whitewashed houses, for the rafts of mahogany and of logwood that
bumped against the pier-heads, for the sacks of coffee piled high like
barricades under the corrugated zinc sheds along the wharf. Each season it had
been his pride to note the increase in these exports. The development of the
resources of his colony had been a work in which he had felt that the Colonial
Secretary took an immediate interest. He had believed that he was one of the
important wheels of the machinery which moved the British Empire: and now, in a
day, he was undeceived. It was forced upon him that to the eyes of the outside
world he was only a greengrocer operating on a large scale; he provided the
British public with coffee for its breakfast, with drugs for its stomach, and
with strange woods for its dining-room furniture and walking-sticks. He
combated this ignominious characterization of his position indignantly. The new
arrivals certainly gave him no hint that they considered him so lightly. This
thought greatly comforted him, for he felt that in some way he was summoning to
his aid all of his assets and resources to meet an expert and final valuation.
As he ranged them before him he was disturbed and happy to find that the value
he placed upon them was the value they would have in the eyes of a young girl
-- not a girl of the shy, mother-obeying, man-worshipping English type, but a
girl such as Miss Cameron seemed to be, a girl who could understand what you
were trying to say before you said it, who could take an interest in rates of
exchange and preside at a dinner table, who was charmingly feminine and clever,
and who was respectful of herself and of others. In fact, he decided, with a
flush, that Miss Cameron herself was the young girl he had in his mind.
"Why not?" he
asked.
The question came to
him in his room, the sixth night of their visit, and he strode over to the long
pier-glass and stood studying himself critically for the first time in years.
He was still a fine-looking, well-kept man. His hair was thin, but that fact
did not show; and his waist was lost, but riding and tennis would set that
right. He had means outside of his official salary, and there was the title,
such as it was. Lady Greville the wife of the birthday knight sounded as well
as Lady Greville the marchioness. And Americans cared for these things. He doubted
whether this particular American would do so, but he was adding up all he had
to offer, and that was one of the assets. He was sure she would not be content
to remain mistress of the Windless Isles. Nor, indeed, did he longer care to be
master there, now that he had inhaled this quick, stirring breath from the
outer world. He would resign, and return and mix with the world again. He would
enter Parliament; a man so well acquainted as himself with the Gold Coast of
Africa and with the trade of the West Indies must always be of value in the
Lower House. This value would be recognized, no doubt, and he would become at
first an Under-Secretary for the Colonies, and then, in time, Colonial
Secretary and a cabinet minister. She would like that, he thought. And after
that place had been reached, all things were possible. For years he had not
dreamed such dreams -- not since he had been a clerk in the Foreign Office.
They seemed just as possible now as they had seemed real then, and just as
near. He felt it was all absolutely in his own hands.
He descended to the
dining-room with the air of a man who already felt the cares of high
responsibility upon his shoulders. His head was erect and his chest thrown
forward. He was ten years younger; his manner was alert, assured, and gracious.
As he passed through the halls he was impatient of the familiar settings of
Government House; they seemed to him like the furnishings of a hotel where he
had paid his bill, and where his luggage was lying strapped for departure in
the hallway.
In his library he saw
on his table a number of papers lying open waiting for his signature, the
dog-tax among the others. He smiled to remember how important it had seemed to
him in the past -- in that past of indolence and easy content. Now he was on
fire to put this rekindled ambition to work, to tell the woman who had lighted
it that it was all from her and for her, that without her he had existed, that
now he had begun to live.
They had never found
him so delighful as he appeared that night. He was like a man on the eve of a
holiday. He made a jest of his past efforts; he made them see, as he now saw it
for the first time, that side of the life of the Windless Isles which was
narrow and petty, even ridiculous. He talked of big men in a big way; he
criticised, and expounded, and advanced his own theories of government and the
proper control of an empire.
Collier, who had
returned from his unsuccessful search of the plantations, shook his head.
"It's a pity you
are not in London now," he said, sincerely. "They need some one there
who has been on the spot. They can't direct the colonies from what they know of
them in Whitehall."
Sir Charles fingered
the dinner cloth nervously, and when he spoke, fixed his eyes anxiously upon
Miss Cameron.
"Do you
know," he said, "I have been thinking of doing that very thing, of
resigning my post here and going back, entering Parliament, and all the rest of
it."
His declaration met
with a unanimous chorus of delight. Miss Cameron nodded her head with eager
approval.
"Yes, if I were a
man, that is where I should wish to be," she said, "at the heart of
it. Why, whatever you say in the House of Commons is heard all over the world
the next morning."
Sir Charles felt the
blood tingle in his pulses. He had not been so stirred in years. Her words ran
to his head like wine.
Mr. Collier raised his
glass.
"Here's to our
next meeting," he said, "on the terrace of the House of
Commons."
But Miss Cameron
interrupted. "No; to the Colonial Secretary," she amended.
"Oh yes,"
they assented, rising, and so drank his health, smiling down upon him with
kind, friendly glances and good-will.
"To the Colonial
Secretary," they said. Sir Charles clasped the arms of his chair tightly
with his hands; his eyes were half closed, and his lips pressed into a grim,
confident smile. He felt that a single word from her would make all that they
suggested possible. If she cared for such things, they were hers; he had them
to give; they were ready lying at her feet. He knew that the power had always
been with him, lying dormant in his heart and brain. It had only waited for the
touch of the Princess to wake it into life.
The American visitors
were to sail for the mainland the next day, but he had come to know them so
well in the brief period of their visit that he felt he dared speak to her that
same night. At least he could give her some word that would keep him in her
mind until they met again in London, or until she had considered her answer. He
could not expect her to answer at once. She could take much time. What else had
he to do now but to wait for her answer? It was now all that made life.
Collier and his wife
had left the veranda and had crossed the lawn towards the water's edge. The
moonlight fell full upon them with all the splendor of the tropics, and lit the
night with a brilliant, dazzling radiance. From where Miss Cameron sat on the
veranda in the shadow, Sir Charles could see only the white outline of her
figure and the indolent movement of her fan. Collier had left his wife and was
returning slowly towards the step. Sir Charles felt that if he meant to speak
he must speak now, and quickly. He rose and placed himself beside her in the
shadow, and the girl turned her head inquiringly and looked up at him.
But on the instant the
hush of the night was broken by a sharp challenge, and the sound of men's
voices raised in anger; there was the noise of a struggle on the gravel, and
from the corner of the house the two sentries came running, dragging between
them a slight figure that fought and wrestled to be free.
Sir Charles exclaimed
with indignant impatience, and turning, strode quickly to the head of the
steps.
"What does this
mean?" he demanded. "What are you doing with that man? Why did you
bring him here?"
As the soldiers
straightened to attention, their prisoner ceased to struggle, and stood with
his head bent on his chest. His sombrero was pulled down low across his
forehead.
"He was crawling
through the bushes, Sir Charles," the soldier panted, "watching that
gentleman, sir," -- he nodded over his shoulder towards Collier. "I
challenged, and he jumped to run, and we collared him. He resisted, Sir
Charles."
The mind of the
Governor was concerned with other matters than trespassers.
"Well, take him to
the barracks, then," he said. "Report to me in the morning. That will
do."
The prisoner wheeled
eagerly, without further show of resistance, and the soldiers closed in on him
on either side. But as the three men moved away together, their faces, which
had been in shadow, were now turned towards Mr. Collier, who was advancing
leisurely, and with silent footsteps, across the grass. He met them face to
face, and as he did so the prisoner sprang back and threw out his arms in front
of him, with the gesture of a man who entreats silence. Mr. Collier halted as
though struck to stone, and the two men confronted each other without moving.
"Good God!"
Mr. Collier whispered.
He turned stiffly and
slowly, as though in a trance, and beckoned to his wife, who had followed him.
"Alice!" he
called. He stepped backwards towards her, and taking her hand in one of his,
drew her towards the prisoner. "Here he is!" he said.
They heard her cry
"Henry!" with the fierceness of a call for help, and saw her rush
forward and stumble into the arms of the prisoner, and their two heads were
bent close together.
Collier ran up the
steps and explained breathlessly.
"And now," he
gasped, in conclusion, "what's to be done? What's he arrested for? Is it
bailable? What?"
"Good
heavens!" exclaimed Sir Charles, miserably. "It is my fault entirely.
I assure you I had no idea. How could I? But I should have known, I should have
guessed it." He dismissed the sentries with a gesture. "That will
do," he said. "Return to your posts."
Mr. Collier laughed
with relief.
"Then it is not
serious?" he asked.
"He -- he had no
money, that was all," exclaimed Sir Charles. "Serious? Certainly not.
Upon my word, I'm sorry -- "
The young man had
released himself from his sister's embrace, and was coming towards them; and
Sir Charles, eager to redeem himself, advanced hurriedly to greet him. But the
young man did not see him; he was looking past him up the steps to where Miss
Cameron stood in the shadow.
Sir Charles hesitated
and drew back. The young man stopped at the foot of the steps, and stood with
his head raised, staring up at the white figure of the girl, who came slowly
forward.
It was forced upon Sir
Charles that in spite of the fact that the young man before them had but just
then been rescued from arrest, that in spite of his mean garments and ragged
sandals, something about him -- the glamour that surrounds the prodigal, or
possibly the moonlight -- gave him an air of great dignity and distinction.
As Miss Cameron
descended the stairs, Sir Charles recognized for the first time that the young
man was remarkably handsome, and he resented it. It hurt him, as did also the
prodigal's youth and his assured bearing. He felt a sudden sinking fear, a
weakening of all his vital forces, and he drew in his breath slowly and deeply.
But no one noticed him; they were looking at the tall figure of the prodigal,
standing with his hat at his hip and his head thrown back, holding the girl
with his eyes.
Collier touched Sir
Charles on the arm, and nodded his head towards the library. "Come,"
he whispered, "let us old people leave them together. They've a good deal
to say." Sir Charles obeyed in silence, and crossing the library to the
great oak chair, seated himself and leaned wearily on the table before him. He
picked up one of the goose quills and began separating it into little pieces.
Mr. Collier was pacing up and down, biting excitedly on the end of his cigar.
"Well, this has certainly been a great night," he said. "And it
is all due to you, Sir Charles -- all due to you. Yes, they have you to thank
for it."
"They? " said
Sir Charles. He knew that it had to come. He wanted the man to strike quickly.
"They? Yes --
Florence Cameron and Henry," Mr. Collier answered. "Henry went away
because she wouldn't marry him. She didn't care for him then, but afterwards
she cared. Now they're reunited, -- and so they're happy; and my wife is more
than happy, and I won't have to bother any more; and it's all right, and all
through you."
"I am glad,"
said Sir Charles. There was a long pause, which the men, each deep in his own
thoughts, did not notice.
"You will be
leaving now, I suppose?" Sir Charles asked. He was looking down, examining
the broken pen in his hand.
Mr. Collier stopped in
his walk and considered. "Yes, I suppose they will want to get back,"
he said. "I shall be sorry myself. And you? What will you do?"
Sir Charles started
slightly. He had not yet thought what he would do. His eyes wandered over the
neglected work, which had accumulated on the desk before him. Only an hour
before he had thought of it as petty and little, as something unworthy of his
energy. Since that time what change had taken place in him?
For him everything had
changed, he answered, but in him there had been no change; and if this thing
which the girl had brought into his life had meant the best in life, it must
always mean that. She had been an inspiration; she must remain his spring of
action. Was he a slave, he asked himself, that he should rebel? Was he a boy,
that he could turn his love to aught but the best account? He must remember her
not as the woman who had crushed his spirit, but as she who had helped him, who
had lifted him up to something better and finer. He would make sacrifice in her
name; it would be in her name that he would rise to high places and accomplish
much good.
She would not know
this, but he would know.
He rose and brushed the
papers away from him with an impatient sweep of the hand.
"I shall follow
out the plan of which I spoke at dinner," he answered. "I shall
resign here, and return home and enter Parliament."
Mr. Collier laughed
admiringly. "I love the way you English take your share of public
life," he said, "the way you spend yourselves for your country, and
give your brains, your lives, everything you have -- all for the empire."
Through the open window
Sir Charles saw Miss Cameron half hidden by the vines of the veranda. The
moonlight falling about her transformed her into a figure which was ideal,
mysterious, and elusive, like a woman in a dream. He shook his head wearily.
"For the empire?" he asked.
What the Poet Laureate
wrote.
"THERE are girls in the Gold Reef City There are mothers and
children too! And they cry `Hurry up for pity!' So what can a brave man do?
"I suppose we were wrong, were mad men, Still I think at the Judgment Day,
When God sifts the good from the bad men, There'll be something more to
say." What more the Lord Chief Justice found to say. "In this case we know the immediate
consequence of your crime. It has been the loss of human life, it has been the
disturbance of public peace, it has been the creation of a certain sense of
distrust of public professions and of public faith. . . . The sentence of this
Court therefore is that, as to you, Leander Starr Jameson, you be confined for
a period of fifteen months without hard labor; that you, Sir John Willoughby,
have ten months' imprisonment; and that you, etc., etc."
London Times, July 29th.
What the Hon. "Reggie" Blake thought about it. HOLLOWAY PRISON,
"July 28th.
"I am going to
keep a diary while I am in prison, that is, if they will let me. I never kept
one before because I hadn't the time; when I was home on leave there was too
much going on to bother about it, and when I was up country I always came back
after a day's riding so tired that I was too sleepy to write anything. And now
that I have the time, I won't have anything to write about. I fancy that more
things happened to me to day than are likely to happen again for the next eight
months, so I will make this day take up as much room in the diary as it can. I
am writing this on the back of the paper the Warder uses for his official
reports, while he is hunting up cells to put us in. We came down on him rather
unexpectedly and he is nervous.
"Of course, I had
prepared myself for this after a fashion, but now I see that somehow I never
really did think I would be in here, and all my friends outside, and everything
going on just the same as though I wasn't alive somewhere. It's like telling
yourself that your horse can't possibly pull off a race, so that you won't mind
so much if he doesn't, but you always feel just as bad when he comes in a
loser. A man can't fool himself into thinking one way when he is hoping the
other.
"But I am glad it
is over, and settled. It was a great bore not knowing your luck and having the
thing hanging over your head every morning when you woke up. Indeed it was
quite a relief when the counsel got all through arguing over those
proclamations, and the Chief Justice summed up, but I nearly went to sleep when
I found he was going all over it again to the jury. I didn't understand about
those proclamations myself and I'll lay a fiver the jury didn't either. The
Colonel said he didn't. I couldn't keep my mind on what Russell was explaining
about, and I got to thinking how much old Justice Hawkins looked like the
counsel in `Alice in Wonderland' when they tried the knave of spades for
stealing the tarts. He had just the same sort of a beak and the same sort of a
wig, and I wondered why he had his wig powdered and the others didn't.
Pollock's wig had a hole in the top; you could see it when he bent over to take
notes. He was always taking notes. I don't believe he understood about those
proclamations either; he never seemed to listen, anyway.
"The Chief Justice
certainly didn't love us very much, that's sure; and he wasn't going to let
anybody else love us either. I felt quite the Christian Martyr when Sir Edward
was speaking in defence. He made it sound as though we were all a lot of
Adelphi heroes and ought to be promoted and have medals, but when Lord Russell
started in to read the Riot Act at us I began to believe that hanging was too
good for me. I'm sure I never knew I was disturbing the peace of nations; it
seems like such a large order for a subaltern.
"But the worst was
when they made us stand up before all those people to be sentenced. I must say
I felt shaky about the knees then, not because I was afraid of what was coming,
but because it was the first time I had ever been pointed out before people,
and made to feel ashamed. And having those girls there, too, looking at one.
That wasn't just fair to us. It made me feel about ten years old, and I
remembered how the Head Master used to call me to his desk and say, `Blake
Senior, two pages of Horace and keep in bounds for a week.' And then I heard
our names and the months, and my name and `eight months' imprisonment,' and
there was a bustle and murmur and the tipstaves cried, `Order in the Court,'
and the Judges stood up and shook out their big red skirts as though they were
shaking off the contamination of our presence and rustled away, and I sat down,
wondering how long eight months was, and wishing they'd given me as much as
they gave Jameson.
"They put us in a
room together then, and our counsel said how sorry they were, and shook hands,
and went off to dinner and left us. I thought they might have waited with us
and been a little late for dinner just that once; but no one waited except a
lot of costers outside whom we did not know. It was eight o'clock and still
quite light when we came out, and there was a line of four-wheelers and a
hansom ready for us. I'd been hoping they would take us out by the Strand
entrance, just because I'd like to have seen it again, but they marched us
instead through the main quadrangle -- a beastly, gloomy courtyard that echoed,
and out, into Carey Street -- such a dirty, gloomy street. The costers and
clerks set up a sort of a cheer when we came out, and one of them cried, `God
bless you, sir,' to the doctor, but I was sorry they cheered. It seemed like
kicking against the umpire's decision. The Colonel and I got into a hansom
together and we trotted off into Chancery Lane and turned into Holborn. Most of
the shops were closed, and the streets looked empty, but there was a lighted
clock-face over Mooney's public-house, and the hands stood at a quarter past
eight. I didn't know where Holloway was, and was hoping they would have to take
us through some decent streets to reach it; but we didn't see a part of the
city that meant anything to me, or that I would choose to travel through again.
"Neither of us
talked, and I imagined that the people in the streets knew we were going to
prison, and I kept my eyes on the enamel card on the back of the apron. I
suppose I read, `Two- wheeled hackney carriage: if hired and discharged within
the four-mile limit, Is.' at least a hundred times. I got more sensible after a
bit, and when we had turned into Gray's Inn Road I looked up and saw a tram in
front of us with `Holloway Road and King's X,' painted on the steps, and the
Colonel saw it about the same time I fancy, for we each looked at the other,
and the Colonel raised his eyebrows. It showed us that at least the cabman knew
where we were going.
"`They might have
taken us for a turn through the West End first, I think,' the Colonel said.
`I'd like to have had a look around, wouldn't you? This isn't a cheerful
neighborhood, is it?'
"There were a lot
of children playing in St. Andrew's Gardens, and a crowd of them ran out just
as we passed, shrieking and laughing over nothing, the way kiddies do, and that
was about the only pleasant sight in the ride. I had quite a turn when we came
to the New Hospital just beyond, for I thought it was Holloway, and it came
over me what eight months in such a place meant. I believe if I hadn't pulled
myself up sharp, I'd have jumped out into the street and run away. It didn't
last more than a few seconds, but I don't want any more like them. I was
afraid, afraid -- there's no use pretending it was anything else. I was in a
dumb, silly funk, and I turned sick inside and shook, as I have seen a horse
shake when he shies at nothing and sweats and trembles down his sides.
"During those few
seconds it seemed to be more than I could stand; I felt sure that I couldn't do
it -- that I'd go mad if they tried to force me. The idea was so terrible -- of
not being master over your own legs and arms, to have your flesh and blood and
what brains God gave you buried alive in stone walls as though they were in a
safe with a time-lock on the door set for eight months ahead. There's nothing
to be afraid of in a stone wall really, but it's the idea of the thing -- of
not being free to move about, especially to a chap that has always lived in the
open as I have, and has had men under him. It was no wonder I was in a funk for
a minute. I'll bet a fiver the others were, too, if they'll only own up to it.
I don't mean for long, but just when the idea first laid hold of them. Anyway,
it was a good lesson to me, and if I catch myself thinking of it again I'll
whistle, or talk to myself out loud and think of something cheerful. And I
don't mean to be one of those chaps who spends his time in jail counting the
stones in his cell, or training spiders, or measuring how many of his steps
make a mile, for madness lies that way. I mean to sit tight and think of all
the good times I've had, and go over them in my mind very slowly, so as to make
them last longer and remember who was there and what we said, and the jokes and
all that; I'll go over house-parties I have been on, and the times I've had in
the Riviera, and scouting parties Dr. Jim led up country when we were taking
Matabele Land.
"They say that if
you're good here they give you things to read after a month or two, and then I
can read up all those instructive books that a fellow never does read until
he's laid up in bed.
"But that's
crowding ahead a bit; I must keep to what happened to-day. We struck York Road
at the back of the Great Western Terminus, and I half hoped we might see some
chap we knew coming or going away: I would like to have waved my hand to him.
It would have been fun to have seen his surprise the next morning when he read
in the paper that he had been bowing to jail-birds, and then I would like to
have cheated the tipstaves out of just one more friendly good by. I wanted to say
good-by to somebody, but I really couldn't feel sorry to see the last of any
one of those we passed in the streets -- they were such a dirty,
unhappy-looking lot, and the railroad wall ran on forever apparently, and we
might have been in a foreign country for all we knew of it. There were just
sooty gray brick tenements and gas-works on one side, and the railroad cutting
on the other, and semaphores and telegraph wires overhead, and smoke and grime
everywhere, it looked exactly like the sort of street that should lead to a
prison, and it seemed a pity to take a smart hansom and a good cob into it.
"It was just a bit
different from our last ride together -- when we rode through the night from
Krugers-Dorp with hundreds of horses' hoofs pounding on the soft veldt behind
us, and the carbines clanking against the stirrups as they swung on the sling
belts. We were being hunted then, harassed on either side, scurrying for our
lives like the Derby Dog in a race-track when every one hoots him and no man
steps out to help -- we were sick for sleep, sick for food, lashed by the rain,
and we knew that we were beaten; but we were free still, and under open skies
with the derricks of the Rand rising like gallows on our left, and Johannesburg
only fifteen miles away."
[The end]