ONE of the motives that
have actuated me in recalling these simple annals of our daily life, has been
to give a glimpse to civilians of garrison and camp life--about which they seem
to have such a very imperfect knowledge.
This ignorance exists
especially with reference to anything pertaining to the cavalry, which is
almost invariably stationed on the extreme frontier.
The isolation of the
cavalry posts makes them quite inaccessible to travellers, and the exposure
incident to meeting warlike Indians does not tempt the visits of friends or
even of the venturesome tourist. Our life, therefore, was often as separate
from the rest of the world as if we had been living on an island in the ocean.
Very little has been
written regarding the domestic life of an army family, and yet I cannot believe
that it is without interest; for the innumerable questions that are asked about
our occupations, amusements, and mode of house-keeping, lead me to hope that the
actual answers to these queries contained in this little story will be
acceptable. This must also be my apology for entering in some instances so
minutely into trifling perplexities and events, which went to fill up the sum
of our existence.
E. B. C. 148 east 18th
Street, New York City.
I. Change of Station .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 9
II. A BLIZZARD . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 17
III. WESTERN
HOSPITALITY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 30
IV. CAVALRY ON THE
MARCH . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 37
V. CAMPING AMONG THE
SIOUX . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 49
VI. A VISIT TO THE
VILLAGE OF "TWO BEARS" . . . . . . . 60
VII. ADVENTURES DURING
THE LAST DAYS OF THE MARCH . . . 73
VIII. SEPARATION AND
REUNION . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 86
IX. OUR NEW HOME AT
FORT LINCOLN . . . . . . . . . . . . 94
X. INCIDENTS OF
EVERY-DAY LIFE . . . . . . . . . . . . . 104
XI. THE BURNING OF OUR
QUARTERS. -- CARRYING THE MAIL . 115
XII. PERPLEXITIES AND
PLEASURES OF DOMESTIC LIFE . . . . 124
XIII. A "STRONG
HEART" DANCE! . . . . . . . . . . . . . 131
XIV. GARRISON LIFE . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 138
XV. GENERAL CUSTER’S
LITERARY WORK . . . . . . . . . . . 140
XVI. INDIAN
DEPREDATIONS . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 154
XVII. A DAY OF ANXIETY
AND TERROR . . . . . . . . . . . 159
XVIII. IMPROVEMENTS AT
THE POST, AND GARDENING . . . . . 167
XIX. GENERAL CUSTER’S
LIBRARY . . . . . . . . . . . . . 174
XX. THE SUMMER OF THE
BLACK HILLS EXPEDITION . . . . . . 181
XXI. DOMESTIC TRIALS .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 194
XXII. CAPTURE AND
ESCAPE OF RAIN-IN-THE-FACE . . . . . . 203
XXIII. GARRISON
AMUSEMENTS . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 216
XXIV. AN INDIAN COUNCIL
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 225
XXV. BREAKING UP OF THE
MISSOURI . . . . . . . . . . . . 229
XXVI. CURIOUS
CHARACTERS AND EXCURSIONISTS AMONG US . . 240
XXVII. RELIGIOUS
SERVICES. -- LEAVE OF ABSENCE . . . . . 247
XXVIII. A WINTER’S
JOURNEY ACROSS THE PLAINS . . . . . . 253
XXIX. OUR LIFE’S LAST
CHAPTER . . . . . . . . . . . . . 261
APPENDIX: WITH EXTRACTS
OF GENERAL CUSTER’S LETTERS . . 271
GENERAL CUSTER
graduated at West Point just in time to take part in the battle of Bull Run. He
served with his regiment--the 5th Cavalry--for a time, but eventually was
appointed aide-de-camp to General McClellan. He came to his sister’s home in my
native town, Monroe, Michigan, during the winter of 1863, and there I first met
him. In the spring he returned to the army in Virginia, and was promoted that
summer, at the age of twenty-three, from captain to brigadier-general. During
the following autumn he came to Monroe to recover from a flesh-wound, which,
though not serious, disabled him somewhat. At that time we became engaged. When
his twenty days’ leave of absence had expired he went back to duty, and did not
return until a few days before our marriage, in February, 1864.
We had no sooner
reached Washington on our wedding-journey than telegrams came, following one
another in quick succession, asking him to give up the rest of his leave of
absence, and hasten without an hour’s delay to the front. I begged so hard not
to be left behind that I finally prevailed. The result was that I found myself
in a few hours on the extreme wing of the Army of the Potomac, in an isolated
Virginia farm-house, finishing my honeymoon alone. I had so besought him to
allow me to come that I did not dare own to myself the desolation and fright I
felt. In the preparation for the hurried raid which my husband had been ordered
to make he had sent to cavalry head-quarters to provide for my safety, and
troops were in reality near, although I could not see them.
The general’s old
colored servant, Eliza, comforted me, and the Southern family in the house took
pity upon my anxiety. It its a sudden plunge into a life of vicissitude and
danger, and I hardly remember the time during the twelve years that followed
when I was not in fear of some immediate peril, or in dread of some danger that
threatened. After the raid was ended, we spent some delightful weeks together,
and when the regular spring campaign began I returned to Washington, where I
remained until the surrender and the close of the war.
After that we went to
Texas for a year, my husband still acting as major-general in command of
Volunteers. In 1866 we returned to Michigan, and the autumn of the same year
found us in Kansas, where the general assumed charge of the 7th (Regular)
Cavalry, to which he had been assigned, with the rank of lieutenant-colonel in
the Regular Army. We remained in Kansas five years, during which time I was the
only officer’s wife who always followed the regiment. We were then ordered,
with the regiment, to Kentucky. After being stationed in Elizabethtown for two
years, we went to Dakota in the spring of 1873.
When orders came for
the 7th Cavalry to go into the field again, General Custer was delighted. The
regiment was stationed in various parts of the South, on the very disagreeable
duty of breaking up illicit distilleries and suppressing the Ku-klux.
Fortunately for us, being in Kentucky, we knew very little of this service. It
seemed an unsoldierly life, and it was certainly uncongenial; for a true
cavalryman feels that a life in the saddle on the free open plain is his
legitimate existence.
Not an hour elapsed
after the official document announcing our change of station had arrived before
our house was torn up. In the confusion I managed to retire to a corner with an
atlas, and surreptitiously look up the territory to which we were going. I
hardly liked to own that I had forgotten its location. When my finger traced
our route from Kentucky almost up to the border of the British Possessions, it
seemed as if we were going to Lapland.
From the first days of
our marriage, General Custer celebrated every order to move with wild
demonstrations of joy. His exuberance of spirits always found expression in
some boyish pranks, before he could set to work seriously to prepare for duty.
As soon as the officer announcing the order to move had disappeared, all sorts
of wild hilarity began. I had learned to take up a safe position on top of the
table; that is, if I had not already been forcibly placed there as a spectator.
The most disastrous result of the proceedings was possibly a broken chair,
which the master of ceremonies would crash, and, perhaps, throw into the
kitchen by way of informing the cook that good news had come. We had so few
household effects that it was something of a loss when we chanced to be in a
country where they could not be replaced. I can see Eliza’s woolly head now, as
she thrust it through the door to reprimand her master, and say, "Chairs
don’t grow on trees in these yere parts, gen’l." As for me, I was tossed
about the room, and all sorts of jokes were played upon me before the frolic
was ended. After such participation in the celebration, I was almost too tired
with the laughter and fun to begin packing.
I know that it would
surprise a well-regulated mover to see what short work it was for us to prepare
for our journeys. We began by having a supply of gunny-sacks and hay brought in
from the stables. The saddler appeared, and all our old traps that had been
taken around with us so many years were once more tied and sewed up. The
kitchen utensils were plunged into barrels, generally left uncovered in the
hurry; rolls of bedding encased in waterproof cloth or canvas were strapped and
roped, and the few pictures and books were crowded into chests and boxes. When
these possessions were loaded upon the wagon, at the last moment there always
appeared the cook’s bedding to surmount the motley pile. Her property was
invariably tied up in a flaming quilt representing souvenirs of her friends’
dresses. She followed that last instalment with anxious eyes, and, true to her
early training, grasped her red bandanna, containing a few last things, while
the satchel she scorned to use hung empty on her arm.
In all this confusion
no one was cross. We rushed and gasped through the one day given us for
preparation, and I had only time to be glad with my husband that he was going
back to the life of activity that he so loved. His enforced idleness made it
seem to him that he was cumbering the earth, and he rejoiced to feel that he
was again to have the chance to live up to his idea of a soldier. Had I dared
to stop in that hurried day and think of myself all the courage would have gone
out of me. This removal to Dakota meant to my husband a reunion with his
regiment and summer campaigns against Indians; to me it meant months of
loneliness, anxiety, and terror. Fortunately there was too much to do to leave
leisure for thought.
Steamers were ready for
us at Memphis, and we went thither by rail to embark. When the regiment was
gathered together, after a separation of two years, there were hearty
greetings, and exchanges of troublous or droll experiences; and thankful once
more to be reunited, we entered again, heart and soul, into the minutest detail
of one another’s lives. We went into camp for a few days on the outskirts of
Memphis, and exchanged hospitalities with the citizens. The bachelors found an
elysium in the society of many very pretty girls, and love-making went on
either in luxurious parlors or in the open air as they rode in the warm spring
weather to and from our camp. Three steamers were at last loaded and we went on
to Cairo, where we found the trains prepared to take us into Dakota.
The regiment was never
up to its maximum of twelve hundred men, but there may have been eight or nine
hundred soldiers and as many horses. The property of the companies--saddles,
equipments, arms, ammunition, and forage--together with the personal luggage of
the officers, made the trains very heavy, and we travelled slowly. We were a
week or more on the route. Our days were varied by the long stops necessary to
water the horses, and occasionally to take them out of the cars for exercise.
My husband and I always went on these occasions to loose the dogs and have a
frolic and a little visit with our own horses. The youth and gamins of the
village gathered about us as if we had been some travelling show. While on the
journey one of our family had a birthday. This was always a day of frolic and
fun, and even when we were on the extreme frontier, presents were sent for into
the States, and we had a little dinner and a birthday cake. This birthday that
came during the journey, though so inopportune, did not leave utterly without
resources the minds of those whose ingenuity was quickened by affection. The
train was delayed that day for an unusually long time; our colored cook, Mary,
in despair because we ate so little in the
"twenty-minutes-for-refreshments" places, determined on an impromptu
feast. She slyly took a basket and filled it at the shops in the village
street. She had already made friends with a woman who had a little cabin tucked
in between the rails and the embankment, and there the never absent
"eureka" coffeepot was produced and most delicious coffee dripped.
Returning to the car stove, which she had discovered was filled with a deep bed
of coals, she broiled us a steak and baked some potatoes. The general and I
were made to sit down opposite each other in one of the compartments. A board
was brought, covered with a clean towel, and we did table-legs to this
impromptu table. We did not dare move, and scarcely ventured to giggle, for
fear we should overturn the laden board in our laps. For dessert, a large plate
of macaroons, which were an especial weakness of mine, was brought out as a
surprise. Mary told me, with great glee, how she had seen the general prowling
in the bakers’ shops to buy them, and described the train of small boys who
followed him when he came back with his brown paper parcel. "Miss
Libbie," she said, "they thought a sure enough gen’l always went on
horseback and carried his sword in his hand."
We were so hungry we
scarcely realized that we were anything but the embodiment of picturesque
grace. No one could be otherwise than awkward in trying to cut food on such an
uncertain base, while Mary had taken the last scrap of dignity away from the
general’s appearance by enveloping him in a kitchen towel as a substitute for a
napkin. With their usual independence and indifference to ceremony, troops of
curious citizens stalked through the car to stare at my husband. We went on
eating calmly, unconscious that they thought the picture hardly in keeping with
their preconceived ideas of a commanding officer. When we thanked Mary for our
feast, her face beamed and shone with a combination of joy at our delight and
heat from the stove. When she lifted up our frugal board and set us free, we
had a long stroll, talking over other birthdays and those yet to come, until
the train was ready to start.
AFTER SO many days in
the car, we were glad to stop on an open plain about a mile from the town of
Yankton, where the road ended.
The three chief
considerations for a camp are wood, water, and good ground. The latter we had,
but we were at some distance from the water, and neither trees nor brushwood
were in sight.
The long trains were
unloaded of their freight, and the plains about us seemed to swarm with men and
horses. I was helped down from the Pullman car, where inlaid woods, mirrors,
and plush surrounded us, to the ground, perfectly bare of every earthly
comfort. The other ladies of the regiment went on to the hotel in the town. The
general suggested that I should go with them, but I had been in camp so many
summers it was not a formidable matter for me to remain, and fortunately for
what followed I did so. The household belongings were gathered together. A
family of little new puppies, some half-grown dogs, the cages of mocking-birds
and canaries, were all corralled safely in a little stockade made of chests and
trunks, and we set ourselves about making a temporary home. The general and a
number of soldiers, composing the headquarters detail, were obliged to go at
once to lay out the main camp and assign the companies to their places. Later
on, when the most important work was done, our tents were to be pitched. While
I sat on a chest waiting, the air grew suddenly chilly, the bright sun of the
morning disappeared, and the rain began to fall. Had we been accustomed to the
climate we would have known that these changes were the precursors of a
snow-storm.
When we left Memphis,
not a fortnight before, we wore muslin gowns and were then uncomfortably warm;
it seemed impossible that even so far north there could be a returned winter in
the middle of April. We were yet to realize what had been told us of the
climate--that there were "eight months of winter and four of very late in
the fall." On the bluffs beyond us was a signal-station, but they sent us
no warning. Many years of campaigning in the Indian Territory, Kansas, Colorado,
and Nebraska, give one an idea of what the weather can do; but each new country
has its peculiarities, and it seemed we had reached one where all the others
were outdone. As the afternoon of that first day advanced the wind blow colder,
and I found myself eying with envy a little half-finished cabin without an
enclosure, standing by itself. Years of encountering the winds of Kansas, when
our tents were torn and blown down so often, had taught me to appreciate any
kind of a house, even though it were built upon the sand as this one was. A
dug-out, which the tornado swept over, but could not harm, was even more of a
treasure. The change of climate from the extreme south to the far north had
made a number of the men ill, and even the superb health of the general had
suffered. He continued to superintend the camp, however, though I begged him
from time to time as I saw him to give up. I felt sure he needed a shelter and
some comfort at once, so I took courage to plan for myself. Before this I had
always waited, as the general preferred to prepare everything for me. After he
had consented that we should try for the little house, some of the kind-hearted
soldiers found the owner in a distant cabin, and he rented it to us for a few
days. The place was equal to a palace to me. There was no plastering, and the
house seemed hardly weatherproof. It had a floor, however, and an upper story
divided off by beams; over these Mary and I stretched blankets and shawls and
so made two rooms. It did not take long to settle our few things, and when wood
and water were brought from a distance we were quite ready for house-keeping,
except that we lacked a stove and some supplies. Mary walked into the town to
hire or buy a small cooking-stove, but she could not induce the merchant to
bring it out that night. She was thoughtful enough to take along a basket and
brought with her a little marketing. Before she had come within sight of our
cabin on her return, the snow was falling so fast it was with difficulty that
she found her way.
Meanwhile the general
had returned completely exhausted and very ill. Without his knowledge I sent
for the surgeon, who, like all of his profession in the army, came promptly. He
gave me some powerful medicine to administer every hour, and forbade the general
to leave his bed. It was growing dark, and we were in the midst of a Dakota
blizzard. The snow was so fine that it penetrated the smallest cracks, and soon
we found white lines appearing all around us, where the roof joined the walls,
on the windows and under the doors. Outside the air was so thick with the
whirling, tiny particles that it was almost impossible to see one’s hand held
out before one. The snow was fluffy and thick, like wool, and fell so rapidly,
and seemingly from all directions, that it gave me a feeling of suffocation as
I stood outside. Mary was not easily discouraged, and piling a few light fagots
outside the door, she tried to light a fire. The wind and the muffling snow put
out every little blaze that started, however, and so, giving it up, she went
into the house and found the luncheon-basket we had brought from the car, in
which remained some sandwiches, and these composed our supper.
The night bad almost
settled down upon us when the adjutant came for orders. Knowing the scarcity of
fuel and the danger to the horses from exposure to the rigor of such weather
after their removal from a warm climate, the general ordered the breaking of
camp. All the soldiers were directed to take their horses and go into Yankton,
and ask the citizens to give them shelter in their homes, cow-sheds, and
stables. In a short time the camp was nearly deserted, only the laundresses,
two or three officers, and a few dismounted soldiers remaining. The
towns-people, true to the unvarying western hospitality, gave everything they
could to the use of the regiment; the officers found places in the hotels. The
sounds of the hoofs of the hurrying horses flying by our cabin on their way to
the town had hardly died out before the black night closed in and left us alone
on that wide, deserted plain. The servants, Mary and Ham, did what they could
to make the room belowstairs comfortable by stopping the cracks and barricading
the frail door. The thirty-six hours of our imprisonment there seems now a
frightful nightmare. The wind grew higher and higher, and shrieked about the
little house dismally. It was built without a foundation, and was so rickety it
seemed as it rocked in a great gust of wind that it surely would be unroofed or
overturned. The general was too ill for me to venture to find my usual comfort
from his re-assuring voice. I dressed in my heaviest gown and jacket, and
remained under the blankets as much as I could to keep warm. Occasionally I
crept out to shake off the snow from the counterpane, for it sifted in between
the roof and clap-boards very rapidly. I hardly dared take the little phial in
my benumbed fingers to drop the precious medicine for fear it would fall. I
realized, as the night advanced, that we were as isolated from the town, and
even the camp, not a mile distant, as if we had been on an island in the river.
The doctor had intended to return to us, but his serious face and impressive
injunctions made me certain that he considered the life of the general
dependent on the medicine being regularly given.
During the night I was
startled by hearing a dull sound, as of something falling heavily. Flying down
the stairs I found the servants prying open the frozen and snow-packed door, to
admit a half dozen soldiers who, becoming bewildered by the snow, had been
saved by the faint light we had placed in the window. After that several came,
and two were badly frozen. We were in despair of finding any way of warming
them, as there was no bedding, and, of course, no fire, until I remembered the
carpets which were sowed up in bundles and heaped in one corner, where the
boxes were, and which we were not to use until the garrison was reached.
Spreading them out, we had enough to roll up each wanderer as he came. The
frozen men were in so exhausted a condition that they required immediate
attention. Their sufferings were intense, and I could not forgive myself for
not having something with which to revive them. The general never tasted
liquor, and we were both so well always we did not even keep it for use in case
of sickness.
I saw symptoms of that
deadly stupor which is the sure precursor of freezing, when I fortunately
remembered a bottle of alcohol which had been brought for the spirit-lamps.
Mary objected to using the only means by which we could make coffee for
ourselves, but the groans and exhausted and haggard faces of the men won her
over, and we saw them revive under the influence of the fiery liquid. Poor
fellows! They afterwards lost their feet, and some of their fingers had also to
be amputated. The first soldier who had reached us unharmed, except from
exhaustion, explained that they had all attempted to find their way to town,
and the storm had completely overcome them. Fortunately one had clung to a bag
of hard-tack, which was all they had had to eat. At last the day came, but so
darkened by the snow it seemed rather a twilight. The drifts were on three
sides of us like a wall. The long hours dragged themselves away, leaving the
general too weak to rise, and in great need of hot, nourishing food. I grow
more and more terrified at our utterly desolate condition and his continued
illness, though fortunately he did not suffer. He was too ill, and I too
anxious, to eat the fragments that remained in the luncheon-basket. The snow
continued to come down in great swirling sheets, while the wind shook the loose
window-casings and sometimes broke in the door. When night came again and the
cold increased, I believed that our hours were numbered. I missed the voice of
the courageous Mary, for she had sunk down in a corner exhausted for want of
sleep, while Ham had been completely demoralized from the first. Occasionally I
melted a little place on the frozen window-pane, and saw that the drifts were
almost level with the upper windows on either side, but that the wind had swept
a clear space before the door. During the night the sound of the tramping of
many feet rose above the roar of the storm. A great drove of mules rushed up to
the sheltered side of the house. Their brays had a sound of terror as they pushed,
kicked, and crowded themselves against our little cabin. For a time they
huddled together, hoping for warmth, and then despairing, they made a mad rush
away, and were soon lost in the white wall of snow beyond. All night long the
neigh of a distressed horse, almost human in its appeal, came to us at
intervals. The door was pried open once, thinking it might be some suffering
fellow-creature in distress. The strange, wild eyes of the horse peering in for
help, haunted me long afterwards. Occasionally a lost dog lifted up a howl of
distress under our window, but before the door could be opened to admit him he
had disappeared in the darkness. When the night was nearly spent I sprang again
to the window with a new horror, for no one, until he hears it for himself, can
realize what varied sounds animals make in the excitement of peril. A drove of
hogs, squealing and grunting, were pushing against the house, and the door
which had withstood so much had to be held to keep it from being broken in.
It was almost unbearable
to hear the groans of the soldiers over their swollen and painful feet, and
know that we could do nothing to ease them. To be in the midst of such
suffering, and yet have no way of ameliorating it; to have shelter, and yet to
be surrounded by dumb beasts appealing to us for help, was simply terrible.
Every minute seemed a day; every hour a year. When daylight came I dropped into
an exhausted slumber, and was awakened by Mary standing over our bed with a
tray of hot breakfast. I asked if help had come, and finding it had not, of
course, I could not understand the smoking food. She told me that feeling the
necessity of the general’s eating, it had come to her in the night-watches that
she would cut up the large candles she had pilfered from the cars, and try if
she could cook over the many short pieces placed close together, so as to make
a large flame. The result was hot coffee and some bits of the steak she had
brought from town, fried with a few slices of potatoes. She could not resist
telling me how much better she could have done had I not given away the alcohol
to the frozen men!
The breakfast revived
the general so much that he began to make light of danger in order to quiet me.
The snow had ceased to fall, but for all that it still seemed that we were
castaways and forgotten, hidden under the drifts that nearly surrounded us.
Help was really near at hand, however, at even this darkest hour. A knock at
the door, and the cheery voices of men came up to our ears. Some citizens of
Yankton had at last found their way to our relief, and the officers, who
neither knew the way nor how to travel over such a country, had gladly
followed. They told us that they had made several attempts to get out to us,
but the snow was so soft and light that they could make no headway. They
floundered and sank down almost out of sight, even in the streets of the town.
Of course no horse could travel, but they told me of their intense anxiety, and
said that fearing I might be in need of immediate help they had dragged a cutter
over the drifts, which now had a crust of ice formed from the sleet and the
moisture of the damp night air. Of course I declined to go without the general,
but I was more touched than I could express by their thought of me. I made some
excuse to go up-stairs, where, with my head buried in the shawl partition, I
tried to smother the sobs that had been suppressed during the terrors of our
desolation. Here the general found me, and though comforting me by tender
words, he still reminded me that he would not like any one to know that I had
lost my pluck when all the danger I had passed through was really ended.
The officers made their
way over to camp, for they were anxious and uncertain as to what might have
happened to the few persons remaining there. I had been extremely troubled, for
each of the soldiers for whom we had been caring had, with a trooper’s usual
love of the sensational, told us of frozen men and of the birth of babies to
the laundresses. These stories had reached town through stragglers, until we
imagined from the exaggeration that enough newly-born children might be found
to start a small orphan asylum. The officers soon returned with the story
reduced to one little stranger who had come safely into this world in the
stormy night, sheltered by a tent only. No men were frozen, fortunately, though
all had suffered. The soldier detailed to take care of the general’s horses
found his way back with them, and in his solemn voice told us that in spite of
every effort, sharing his blankets and holding the little things through the
storm, the thorough-bred puppies had frozen one by one. There was one little
box-stove in camp which the officers brought back, accompanied by its owner, an
old and somewhat infirm officer.
In the midst of all
this excitement, and the reaction from the danger, I could not suppress my
sense of the ludicrous when I saw the daintiest and most exquisite officer of
"ours," whom last I remembered careering on his perfectly equipped
and prancing steed before the admiring eyes of the Memphis belles, now wound up
with scarfs and impromptu leggings of flannel; his hat tied down with a woollen
comforter; buffalo gloves on his hands; and clasping a stove-pipe, necessary
for the precious stove.
Some of the officers
had brought out parcels containing food, while our brother, Colonel Tom Custer,
had struggled with a large basket of supplies. In a short time another officer
appeared at our door with a face full of anxiety about our welfare. He did not
tell us what we afterwards learned from others, that, fearing the citizens
would give up going to us, and knowing that he could not find the way alone
over a country from which the snow had obliterated every landmark, he had
started to go the whole distance on the railroad. Coming to a long bridge he
found the track so covered with ice that it was a dangerous footing; the wind
blew the sleet and snow in his face, almost blinding him, but nothing daunted,
he crawled over on his hands and knees, and continuing to use the track as his
guide, stopped when he thought he might be opposite our cabin, and ploughed his
way with difficulty through the drifts.
When the officers had
returned to town, we made a fire in the little stove which had been put
up-stairs, as the pipe was so short. We ensconced our visitor, to whom the
stove belonged, near by. He was a capital fireman; we divided our bedding with
him, and put it on the floor, as close as possible to the fire. The shawl and
blanket partition separated our rooms, but did not seem to deaden sound, and at
night I only lost consciousness of the audible sleeping of our guest after I
had dropped the point of a finger in my ear. He was the one among us who, being
the oldest of our circle, and having had a varied experience, was an authority
on many subjects. Ho had peculiar and extreme ideas on some questions. We
listened out of respect, but we all drew the line at following some of his
advice, and over one topic there was general revolt. He disbelieved entirely in
the external or internal use of water, and living as we did in countries where
the rivers were flowing mud, and the smaller streams dried up under the blazing
sun, his would have been a convenient system, to say the least. Unfortunately,
our prejudices in favor of cleanliness increased with the scarcity of water.
Bathing became one of the luxuries as well as one of the absolute necessities
of life. From being compelled to do with very little water, we had learned
almost to take a bath in a thimble, and to this day I find myself pouring the
water out of a pitcher in a most gingerly manner, so strong is the power of
habit--even now with the generous rush of the unstinted Croton at my disposal.
The theory of our venerable friend on the danger of bathing was fortified with
many an earnest argument, and the advantages of his improved system of dry
rubbing set out elaborately in his best rhetoric. Nevertheless, taking a bath
with the palm of the hand was combated to the last by his hearers. When I had
heard him arguing previously I had rather believed it to be the vagary of the
hour. I had proof to the contrary the next morning after the storm, for I was
awakened by a noise of vigorous friction and violent breathing, as of some one
laboring diligently. I suddenly remembered the doctrine of our guest, and
realized that he was putting theory into practice. As softly as I awakened my
husband, and tried to whisper to him, he was on nettles instantly, hearing the
quiver of laughter in my voice. He feared I might be heard, and that the
feelings of the man for whom he had such regard might be wounded. He promptly
requested me to smother my laughter in the blankets, and there I shook with
merriment, perhaps even greater because of the relief I experienced in finding
something to counteract the gloom of the preceding hours. And if I owned to
telling afterwards that the old officer’s theory and practice were one, it
could not be called a great breach of hospitality, for he gloried in what he
called advanced ideas, and strove to wear the martyr’s crown that all pioneers
in new and extreme beliefs crowd on their heads.
Our friend remained
with us until the camp was inhabitable and the regular order of military duties
was resumed. Paths and roads were made through the snow, and it was a great
relief to be again in the scenes of busy life. We did not soon forget our
introduction to Dakota. After that we understood why the frontiersman builds
his stable near the house; we also comprehended then when they told us that
they did not dare to cross in a blizzard from the house to the stable-door
without keeping hold of a rope tied fast to the latch as a guide for their safe
return when the stock was fed. Afterwards, when even our cool-headed soldiers
lost their way and wandered aimlessly near their quarters, and when found were
dazed in speech and look, the remembrance of that first storm, with the density
of the down-coming snow, was a solution to us of their bewilderment.
THE citizens of
Yankton, endeavoring to make up for the inhospitable reception the weather had
given us, vied with one another in trying to make the regiment welcome. The
hotel was filled with the families of the officers, and after the duties of the
day were over in camp, the married men event into town. We were called upon,
asked to dine, and finally tendered a ball. It was given in the public hall of
the town, which, being decorated with flags and ornamented with all the
military paraphernalia that could be used effectively, was really very
attractive. We had left gas far behind us, and we had not the mellow, becoming
light of wax-candles, but those Western people were generous about lamps, as
they are about everything else, and the hall was very bright.
The ladies had many
trials in endeavoring to make themselves presentable. We burrowed in the depths
of trunks for those bits of finery that we had supposed would not be needed
again for years. We knew the officers would do us credit. Through all the
sudden changes of fashion, which leave an army lady when she goes into the
territories quite an antediluvian in toilet after a few months, the officer can
be entirely serene. He can be conscious that he looks his best in a perfectly
fitting uniform, and that he is never out of date.
The general and I went
into the hotel and took a room for the night of the ball. Such good-humor,
confusion, and jolly preparations as we had, for the young officers came to
borrow the corner of our glass to put on the finishing touches, carrying their
neckties, studs, sleeve-buttons, and gloves in their hands. The aigret had been
taken from the helmet and placed across their broad chests, brightening still
more their shining new uniforms. I remember with what pride the
"plebs" called our attention to the double row of buttons which the change
in the uniform now gave to all, without regard to rank. The lieutenants had
heretofore only been allowed one row of buttons, and they declared that an
Apollo even could not do justice to his figure with a coat fastened in so
monotonous and straight up-and-down a manner.
Yankton, like all new
towns, was chiefly settled with nearly-married people, who ornamented their
bits of front yards with shining new perambulators. The mothers had little
afternoon parades, proud enough to trundle their own babies. If any one’s
father ever came from the States to a Western town, we all felt at liberty to
welcome his gray hairs. There were but few young girls, but that night must
have been a memorable one for them. All the town, and even the country people,
came to the ball. The mayor and common council received us, and the governor
opened the festivities. We crossed to the hotel to our supper. We were asked to
sit down to the table, and the abundance of substantials proved that our hosts
did not expect us to nibble. The general was, of course, taken possession of by
the city fathers and mothers. Finding among them a woman he knew I would
appreciate, he placed me beside her at supper. I had but little time to eat,
for she was not only clever and brave, but very interesting in her description
of the dangers and hardships she had endured during the ten years of her
pioneering. The railroad had been completed but a short time, and before that
the life was wild enough. She sat quietly among these people in her simple
stuff gown, honored and looked up to. Though not even elderly, she was still
almost the oldest citizen and an authority in the history of the country. All
classes and conditions came to the ball, for Yankton was not yet large enough
to be divided into cliques; besides, the rough and hazardous life these people
had shared endeared them to one another.
The days after this
passed very rapidly. The officers were already getting the command into
condition to begin the long march of five hundred miles that lay before us.
Before we left, the general, desiring to return some of the civilities of the
citizens, gave the governor and his staff a review. The wide plain on which our
camp was located was admirably adapted to the display of troops. My heart
swelled with pride to see our grand regiment all together once more and in such
fine condition. When the review was closing, and that part came where the
officers leave their companies and, joining, ride abreast to salute the
commanding officer, the general could hardly maintain the stereotyped,
motionless quiet of the soldier--the approach of this fine body of men made him
so proud of his command.
All were well mounted;
the two years’ station in the South had given them rare opportunities to
purchase horses. The general, being considered an excellent judge, had, at the
request of the officers, bought several from the stables of his Kentucky
friends. He told me that if a colt failed a quarter of a second in making
certain time expected, the owner was disappointed and willing to sell him at a
merely nominal sum. So it came about that even the lieutenants, with their
meagre pay, owned horses whose pedigree was unending. There were three officers
belonging to each of the twelve companies; some were detailed on duty
elsewhere, but those remaining, with the adjutant, surgeon, quartermaster, and
commissary, made a long line of brilliantly caparisoned and magnificently
formed men mounted on blood-horses. No wonder that the moment they saluted the
general, he jumped from the saddle to congratulate them, and show them his
pride in their soldierly appearance.
The governor and his
staff were not chary in their expressions of admiration. It was a great event
in the lives of the citizens, and the whole town was present. Every sort of
vehicle used on the frontier came out, filled to overflowing, and many persons
walked. The music of the band, the sun lighting up the polished steel of the
arms and equipments, the hundreds of spirited horses going through the variety
of evolutions which belong to a mounted regiment, made a memorable scene for
these isolated people. Besides, they felt the sensation of possession when they
knew that these troops had come to open the country and protect those more
adventurous spirits who were already finding that a place into which the
railroad ran was too far East for them.
One day we were all
invited to take luncheon on board the steamer that had been chartered to take
the regimental property up the river to Bismarck. The owner of the boat was
very hospitable, and champagne flowed freely as he proposed old-fashioned
toasts. The officers and ladies of the regiment received with pleasure all this
politeness, and since these occasions were rare in the lives of those of us who
lived always on the outskirts of civilization, we were reluctant to go home. My
horse had been sent away by some mistake, and the general accepted the offer of
the host to drive me out to camp, he riding for a time beside the carriage, and
then, with his usual restlessness, giving rein to his horse for a brisk gallop.
It was not long before I discovered that the uncertain swaying of the vehicle
from side to side, and the hazardous manner in which we skirted the deep
gullies, was due to the fact that our friend was overcome with hospitality.
Trying to talk
intelligently, and to appear not to notice the vagaries of the driver, and at
the same time to control my wandering eyes as they espied from afar a dangerous
bit of road, I spent a very uncomfortable hour. Fortunately the "dear
Polly" was most demure in harness, and possibly having been left before
that to find her own way under similar circumstances, she did not attempt to
leap with the carriage over ditches, as her gay owner invited her to do. When
we came up within shouting distance of the general, I cried out, in what I
meant to seem like playful menace; but he had taken in the situation, and
seeing that Polly was to be trusted, he mischievously laughed back at me and
flew over the country. Finally we neared our little cabin, and my last fear
came upon me. Mary had spread the clothes-line far and wide; it was at the rear
of the house, but my escort saw no door, and Polly soon wound us hopelessly up
in the line and two weeks’ washing, while she quietly tried to kick her way
through the packing-boxes and wood-piles! Mary and Ham extricated me, and
started the old nag on the road homeward, and I waved a relieved good-bye to
the retreating carriage.
Only such impossible
wives as one reads of in Sunday-school books would have lost the opportunity
for a few wrathful words. I was not dangerous, though, and the peals of
laughter from my husband, as he described my wild eyes peering out from the
side of the carriage, soon put me into a good-humor. Next day I was called to
the steps, and found that Polly’s owner had discovered that we had a door. He
said an off-hand "How d’ye?" and presented a peace-offering, adding,
"My wife tells me that I was hardly in a condition to deliver a temperance
lecture yesterday. As what she says is always true, I bring my apologies."
Ham carried in the hamper, and though I urged our guest to remain, he did not
seem quite at ease and drove away.
While we were at
Yankton, something happened that filled us with wonder. The Indians from the
reservation near brought in reports that came through other tribes of the Modoc
disasters. It was a marvel to the general to find that at that distance north
news could come to us through Indian runners in advance of that we received by
the telegraph.
WHEN the day came for
us to begin our march, the sun shone and the towns-people wished us good-luck
with their good-bye.
The length of each day’s
march varied according to the streams on which we relied for water, or the
arrival of the boat. The steamer that carried the forage for the horses and the
supplies for the command was tied up to the river-bank every night, as near to
us as was possible. The laundresses and ladies of the regiment were on board,
except the general’s sister, Margaret, who made her first march with her
husband, riding all the way on horseback. As usual, I rode beside the general.
Our first few days were pleasant, and we began at once to enjoy the plover. The
land was so covered with them that the hunters shot them with all sorts of
arms. We counted eighty birds in the gunny-sack that three of the soldiers
brought in. Fortunately there were several shot-guns in the possession of our
family, and the little things, therefore, were not torn to pieces, but could be
broiled over the coals of the camp-fire. They were so plump that their legs
were like tiny points coming from beneath the rounded outline that swept the
grass as they walked. No butter was needed in cooking them, for they were very
fat. Some of the officers had not left behind them all of their epicurean
tastes, and preferred to have the birds cooked when they were decidedly
"gamy." In this way they secured the privilege of taking their
odoriferous luncheon quite apart from the others. The general had invited two
officers besides his brother Tom, and his brother-in-law, Mr. Calhoun, to mess
with him. We had a tableful, and very merry we were, even in the early morning.
To joke before daylight seems impossible, but even at breakfast peals of
laughter went up from the dining-tent.
One of the officers was
envied, and we declared he got more to eat than the rest, because he insisted
upon "carving the hash;" while to cut meat for all our hungry circle,
as the general did at the other end of the table, took many precious moments.
One of our number called us the "Great Grab Mess," and some one slyly
printed the words in large black letters on the canvas that covered the
luncheon-hamper, which was usually strapped at the back of our
travelling-carriage. How gladly we gathered about that hamper when the command
halted at noon! How good the plover and sandwiches tasted, while we quenched
our thirst with cold coffee or tea! Since we were named as we were, we all
dared to reach over and help ourselves, and the one most agile and with the
longest arms was the best fed.
No great ceremony is to
be expected when one rises before four, and takes a hurried breakfast by the
light of a tallow-candle; the soldiers waiting outside to take down the tent,
the servants hastily and suggestively rattling the kettles and gridiron as they
packed them, made it an irresistible temptation for one hungry to
"grab."
We had a very
satisfactory little cook-stove. It began its career with legs, but the wind
used to lift it up from the ground with such violence it was finally dismembered,
and afterwards placed flat on the ground. Being of sheet-iron it cooled
quickly, was very light, and could be put in the wagon in a few moments after
the morning meal was cooked. When we came out from breakfast the wagon stood
near, partly packed, and bristling with kitchen utensils; buckets and baskets
tied outside the cover, axe and spade lashed to the side, while the little
stove looked out from the end. The mess-chest stood open on the ground to
receive the dishes we had used. At a given signal the dining-tent went down
with all those along the line, and they were stowed away in the wagons in an
incredibly short time. The wagon-train then drew out and formed in order at the
rear of the column.
At the bugle-call,
"boots and saddles," each soldier mounted and took his place in line,
all riding two abreast. First came the general and his staff, with whom sister
Margaret and I were permitted to ride; the private orderlies and headquarters
detail rode in our rear; and then came the companies according to the places
assigned them for the day; finally the wagon-train, with the rear-guard. We
made a long drawn-out cavalcade that stretched over a great distance. When we
reached some high bluff, we never tired of watching the command advancing, with
the long line of supply wagons, with their white covers, winding around bends
in the road and climbing over the hills. Every day the breaking of camp went
more smoothly and quickly, until, as the days advanced, the general used to
call me to his side to notice by his watch how few moments it took after the
tents were ordered down to set the whole machinery for the march in motion; and
I remember the regiment grow so skilful in preparation that in one campaign the
hour for starting never varied five minutes during the whole summer.
The column was always
halted once during the day’s march to water the horses, then the luncheons were
brought forth. They varied decidedly; sometimes an officer took from his pocket
a hard biscuit wrapped in his handkerchief; the faithful orderly of another
took his chief’s sandwiches from his own haversack and brought them to him,
wherever he was. Often a provident officer, as he seated himself to his little
"spread" on the grass, was instantly surrounded by interested
visitors, who, heedless ever of any future, believed that the world owed them a
living and they were resolved to have it.
When the stream was
narrow, and the hundreds of horses had to be ranged along its banks to be
watered, there was time for a nap. I soon acquired the general’s habit of
sleeping readily. He would throw himself down anywhere and fall asleep
instantly, even with the sun beating on his head. It only takes a little
training to learn to sleep without a pillow on uneven ground and without shade.
I learned, the moment I was helped out of the saddle, to drop upon the grass
and lose myself in a twinkling. No one knows what a privilege it is to be
stretched out after being cramped over the horn of a lady’s saddle for hours,
until she has experienced it. I think I never got quite over wishing for the
shade of a tree; but there was often a little strip of shadow on one side of
the travelling wagon, which was always near us on the journey. I was not above
selfishly appropriating the space under the wagon, if it had not been taken by
somebody else. Even then I had to dislodge a whole collection of dogs, who soon
find the best places for their comfort.
We had a citizen-guide
with us, who, having been long in the country, knew the streams, and the
general and I, following his instructions, often rode in advance as we neared
the night’s camp. It was always a mild excitement and new pleasure to select
camp. The men who carried the guidons for each company were sent for, and
places assigned them. The general delighted to unsaddle his favorite horse,
Dandy, and turn him loose, for his attachment was so strong he never grazed far
from us. He was not even tethered, and after giving himself the luxury of a
roll in the grass, he ate his dinner of oats, and browsed about the tent, as
tame as a kitten. He whinnied when my husband patted his sleek neck, and looked
jealously at the dogs when they all followed us into the tent afterwards.
After tramping down the
grass, to prevent the fire from spreading, my husband would carry dry sticks
and underbrush, and place them against a fallen tree. That made an admirable
back-log, and in a little while we had a glorious fire, the general having a
peculiar gift of starting a flame on the wildest day. The next thing was to
throw himself down on the sod, cover his eyes with his white felt hat, and be
sound asleep in no time. No matter if the sun beat down in a perfect blaze, it
never disturbed him. The dogs came at once to lie beside him. I have seen them
stretched at his back and curled around his head, while the nose and pairs of
one rested on his breast. And yet he was quite unconscious of their crowding.
They growled and scrambled for the best place, but he slept placidly through it
all.
When the command
arrived, the guidons pointed out the location for each company; the horses were
unsaddled and picketed out; the wagons unloaded and the tents pitched. The
hewing of wood and the hauling of water came next, and after the cook-fires
were lighted, the air was full of savory odors of the soldiers’ dinner.
Sometimes the ground admitted of pitching the tents of the whole regiment in
two long lines facing each other; the wagons were drawn up at either end, and
also at the rear of the two rows of tents; they were placed diagonally, one end
overlapping the other, so as to form a barricade against the attack of Indians.
Down the centre of the company street large ropes were stretched, to which the
horses were tied at night; our tents were usually a little apart from the rest,
at one end of the company street, and it never grew to be an old story to watch
the camp before us. After I had changed my riding-habit for my one other gown,
I came out to join the general under the tent-fly, where he lay alternately
watching the scene and reading one of the well-thumbed books that he was never
without. I always had sewing--either a bit of needle-work that was destined to
make our garrison quarters more attractive, or more often some necessary
stitches to take in our hard-worn clothes. As we sat there it would have been
difficult for a stranger seeing us to believe that it was merely the home of a
day.
Our camps along the
river were much alike, and each day when we entered the tent our few things
were placed exactly as they were the day before. The only articles of furniture
we had with us were two folding-chairs, a bed, a wash-bowl, with bucket and tin
dipper, and a little mirror. This last, fastened to the tent-pole, swayed to
and fro with the never-ceasing wind, and made it a superfluous luxury, for we
learned to dress without it. The camp-chairs were a great comfort: they were
made by a soldier out of oak, with leather back, seat and arms, the latter so
arranged with straps and buckles that one could recline or sit upright at will.
I once made a long march and only took a campstool for a seat; I knew therefore
what an untold blessing it was to have a chair in which to lean, after having
been sitting in the saddle for hours.
We had tried many
inventions for cot-beds that folded, but nothing stood the wear and tear of
travel like the simple contrivance of two carpenter’s horses placed at the
right distance apart, with three boards laid upon them. Such a bed was most
easily transported, for the supports could be tied to the outside of the wagon,
while the boards slipped inside before the rest of the camp equipage was
packed.
An ineffaceable picture
remains with me even now of those lovely camps, as we dreamily watched them by
the fading light of the afternoon. The general and I used to think there was no
bit of color equal to the delicate blue line of smoke which rose from the
camp-fire, where the soldiers’ suppers were being cooked. The effect of light
and shade, and the varying tints of that perfect sky, were a great delight to
him. The mellow air brought us sounds that had become dear by long and happy
association--the low notes of the bugle in the hands of the musician practising
the calls; the click of the currycomb as the soldiers groomed their horses; the
whistle or song of a happy trooper. And even the irrepressible accordeon at
that distance made a melody. It used to amuse us to find with what persistent
ingenuity the soldiers smuggled that melancholy instrument. No matter how
limited the transportation, after a few days’ march it was brought out from a
roll of blankets, or the teamster who had been bribed to keep it under the
seat, produced the prized possession. The bay of the hounds was always music to
the general. The bray of the mules could not be included under that head but it
was one of those "sounds from home" to which we had become attached.
Mingling with the melodies of the negro servants, as they swung the
blacking-brushes at the rear of the tents, were the buoyant voices of the
officers lying under the tent-flies, smoking the consoling pipe.
The twilight almost
always found many of us gathered together, some idling on the grass in front of
the camp-fire, or lounging on the buffalo robes. The one with the best voice
sang, while all joined in the chorus.
We all had much
patience in listening to what must necessarily be "twice-told tales,"
for it would have taken the author of "The Arabian Nights" to supply
fresh anecdotes for people who had been so many years together. These stories
usually varied somewhat from time to time, and the more Munchausen-like they
became the more attentive was the audience.
The territories are
settled by people who live an intense, exaggerated sort of existence, and
nothing tame attracts them. In order to compel a listener, I myself fell into
the habit of adding a cipher or two to stories that had been first told in the
States with moderate numbers. If the family overheard me, their unquenchable
spirit of mischief invariably put a quietus on my eloquence. In fact I was soon
cured of temptation to amplify, by the repeated asides of my deriding family,
"Oh, I say, old lady, won’t you come down a hundred or two?"
Sometimes, when we were all gathered together at evening, we improved the
privilege which belongs to long-established friendships of keeping silent. The
men yielded to the soporific influence of tobacco, in quiet content, knowing
that nothing was expected of them if they chose not to talk. My husband and I
sometimes strolled through the camp at twilight, and even went among the
citizen teamsters that are employed for the march, when they were preparing
their evening meal.
These teamsters mess
together on the march as the officers do, with rarely more than four or five in
the circle. One of the number buys the supplies, takes charge of the rations,
and keeps the accounts. The sum of expenses is divided at the end of the month,
and each pays his portion. They take turns in doing the cooking, which, being
necessarily simple, each can bear a share of the labor. Sometimes we found a
more ambitious member of the mess endeavoring to rise superior to the tiresome
hard-tack; he had bared his brawny arms and was mixing biscuit on the
tail-board of the wagon, let down for the purpose. He whistled away as he
moulded the dough with his horny hands, and it would have seemed that he had a
Delmonico supper to anticipate.
We had not left Yankton
far behind us before we were surprised to see one of its most hospitable
citizens drive up; he acknowledged that he had missed us, and described the
tameness of life after the departure of the cavalry as something quite past
endurance. We were so stupid as not to discover, until after he had said the
second good-bye, that he really wanted to join us on the march; still, had he
kept on, I am sure his endurance would leave been tested, for while I do not
remember ever to have been discouraged before in all our campaigning, I was so
during the storm that followed. The weather suddenly changed, and we began our
march with a dull, gray morning and stinging cold. The general wound me up in
all the outside wraps I had until I was a shapeless mass of fur and wool as I
sat in the saddle. We could talk but little to each other, for the wind cut our
faces and stiffened the flesh until it ached. My hands became too numb to hold
my horse, so I gave him his own way. As we rode along like automatons, I was
keeping my spirits up with the thought of the camp we would make in the
underbrush of a sheltered valley by some stream, and the coming camp-fire rose
brightly in my imagination. We went slowly as the usual time a cavalry command
makes is barely four miles an hour. It was a discouraging spot where we finally
halted; it was on a stream, but the ice was thick along the edges, and all we
could see was the opposite bank, about thirty feet high, so frozen over that it
looked like a wall of solid ice. It was difficult to pitch the tent, for the
wind twisted and tore the canvas; the ground was already so frozen that it took
a long time to drive in the iron pins by which the ropes holding the tents are
secured. All the tying and pinning of the opening was of little avail, for the
wind twisted off the tapes and flung the great brass pins I had brought on
purpose for canvas far and wide.
No camp-fire would
burn, of course, in such a gale, but I remembered thankfully the Sibley stove
that we always carried. The saddler had cut a hole in the roof of the tent for
the pipe, and fastened zinc around it to make it safe from fire. I shall never
think about a Sibley stove without gratitude, nor cease to wonder how so simple
an invention can be the means of such comfort. It is only a cone of sheet-iron,
open at the top and bottom; the broader part rests on the ground, while the
little pipe fits on the top. The wood is put through a door cut in the side;
only billets can be used, for the aperture is of course small. It requires
almost constant attention to keep the insatiable little thing filled, but it
never occurs to one, where half a dozen are huddled together, to ask who shall
be the fireman, and there is equal division of labor. The stove is so light
that, in marching, the pipe is removed and a rope run through the openings,
which enables it to be tied underneath the wagon, beside the bucket which is
always suspended there to be used to water the horses.
The general was busy in
the adjutant’s tent, so I sent for the sergeant, who was our factotum, and
asked him to hunt up the Sibley stove. I felt disheartened when he told me it
had been forgotten.* I could have gone to the next tent where a provident
officer had put his up, but I felt in too disagreeable a humor to inflict
myself on any one, and so crept into bed to keep warm. It was an unmistakable
fit of sulks, and I was in the valley of humiliation next morning, for I knew
well how difficult it is to have ladies on the march, and how many obstacles
the general had surmounted to arrange for my coming. My part consisted in
drilling myself to be as little trouble as I could. I had really learned, by
many a self-inflicted lesson, never to be too cold or too hot, and rarely
allowed a thought of hunger if we were where no supplies could be had. It was a
long struggle, but I finally learned never to drink between meals, as it is
always difficult to get water on a march. I can remember being oven mortified
at dropping my whip, for I wished to be so little trouble that every one would
be unconscious of my presence, so far as being an inconvenience was concerned.
The cold of Dakota overcame me on that one day, but it was the last time I
succumbed to it.
OUR march took us
through the grounds set apart by the Government for the use of the Sioux
Indians at peace with our country. We had not made much progress before we
began to see their graves. They do not bury their dead, but place them on
boards lashed to the limbs of trees, or on high platforms raised from the
ground by four poles perhaps twenty feet. The body is wound round and round
with clothing or blankets, like a mummy, and inside the layers are placed
firearms, tobacco, and jerked beef, to supply them on the imaginary journey to
the happy hunting-grounds. In the early morning, when it was not quite light,
as we filed by these solitary sepulchres, it was uncanny and weird, and the
sun, when it came, was doubly welcome. Our first visitor from Agency Indians was
Fool-dog, a Sioux chief. He was tall, commanding, and had really a fine face.
When he was ready to go home he invited as to come to his village before we
left on our next march. At twilight my husband and I walked over. The village
was a collection of tepees of all sizes, the largest being what is called the
Medicine lodge, where the councils are held. It was formed of tanned
buffalo-hides, sewed together with buckskin thongs, and stretched over a
collection of thirty-six poles. These poles are of great value to the Indians,
for in a sparsely timbered country like Dakota it is difficult to find suitable
trees. It is necessary to go a great distance to procure the kind of sapling
that is light and pliable and yet sufficiently strong for the purpose. The poles
are lashed together at the tops and radiate in a circle below. The smoke was
pouring out of the opening above, and the only entrance to the tepee was a
round aperture near the ground, sufficiently large to allow a person to crawl
in. Around the lodge were poles from which were suspended rags; in these were
tied their medicines of roots and herbs, supposed to be a charm to keep off
evil spirits. The sound of music came from within; I crept tremblingly in after
the general, not entirely quieted by his keeping my hand in his, and whispering
something to calm my fears as I sat on the buffalo robe beside him. In the
first place, I knew how resolute the Indians were in never admitting one of
their own women to council, and their curious eyes and forbidding expressions
towards me did not add to my comfort. The dust, smoke, and noise in the fading
light wore not reassuring. Fool-dog arose from the circle of what composed
their nobility, and solemnly shook hands with the general; those next in rank
followed his example. The pipe was then smoked, and the general had to take a
whiff when it came his turn. Fortunately we escaped the speeches, for we had
not brought an interpreter.
Coming out of the light
into this semi-darkness, with the grotesque figures of the plebeians, as they
danced around their chiefs and contorted their bodies to the sound of the
Indian drum and minor notes of the singers, made it something unearthly in
appearance; their painted faces, grunts and grins of serious mirth as they
wheeled around the tepee, made me shiver. How relieved I felt when the final
pipe was smoked and the good-bye said! The curious eyes of the squaws, who
stood in the vicinity of the lodge, followed us, as they watched me clinging to
the general’s arm while we disappeared, in the direction of camp, through the
thickening gloom.
As we went farther
north the twilights became longer, and I was greatly deceived by having so much
daylight. Every morning, when the reveille sounded, in attempting to obey its
summons I found myself actually mystified from excessive drowsiness, and I
announced my resolve to go to bed at dark--as was often my custom on previous
marches--when I was informed that we had marched into a land where daylight
continues into the night hours. The general, who was always looking at the
curious effects in the heavens, delighted in the clearness of the atmosphere
and the myriads of stars that seemed to far outnumber all we had ever seen in
other skies. All the strange phenomena of northern climes revealed themselves
to us day by day. The sun and moon dogs, the lunar rainbows, and sometimes
three perfect arcs of brilliant color formed directly above us in the heavens
as we made our day’s march through spring showers. The storms came down in
great belts of rain sometimes, and if the country were level enough we could
look ahead on the plain and see where the storm was crossing. This enabled us
to halt in time to escape a perfect sheet of pouring rain which fell like a
wall of water directly before us. Once we found ourselves in the midst of it,
and not knowing then the peculiarities of such storms, we took our drenching
philosophically, and believed that it was like too many others that had kept us
soaked to the skin for hours. Seeing the sun shining in advance on the plain,
the general and I put spurs to our horses and rode out of the storm to
perfectly dry ground. The sun came down on us so hotly that we were soon
enveloped in a halo of steam from our drying clothes.
The history of one day’s
march was that of many; they were varied by small misfortunes over which we
amused ourselves, but which were very serious affairs to the melancholy Ham. He
had cooked by fireplaces in Kentucky, but never having lived out-doors before,
he gained his experience by hard trials. The little sheet-iron cooking-stove
which we considered such a treasure, was placed in the kitchen-tent on stormy
nights, and the bit of pipe, put through a hole in the canvas, had an elbow so
that it could be turned according to the direction of the wind.
One day, after camp was
re-established, the general saw the smoke pouring out of the opening of the
kitchen-tent, and hurried to see what was the matter. It was one of those days
when the Dakota winds, like those of Kansas, blow in all directions; poor Ham
was barely visible in the dense smoke inside the tent. "Why don’t you turn
the pipe ?" the general called, above the tempest; and Ham shouted back,
"Giniril, I did; see whar she’s p’intin’ now?" His master’s sides
shook with laughter, for sure enough the pipe would have been right if there
had been any uniformity in the course of the wind. The general was hungry, but
he did not stop to complain; he found a place somewhat sheltered, and digging a
hole in the ground, taught the discouraged darkey how to build a fire outside.
At last we sat down to a burned, smoky meal, and had to go to bed hungry.
Another day, when there
was a small tornado, we began to wonder why dinner was delayed; we looked out,
to find the cook-tent blown flat to the ground. The general ran to the rescue,
and found Ham interred, as the old-time child stories buried their heroes,
"in a pot of grease." He had been thrown among skillets and kettles,
and the half-cooked dinner was scattered over him. The general helped him out,
and was too much exhausted with laughter over the old fellow’s exasperated
remarks about "such a low-down country," to mind the delay of the
dinner. Indeed, he soothed him by telling him to wait and begin again when the
wind went down, as it usually does when the sun sets.
One day we caught sight
of our American flag on the other side of the river, floating over a little
group of buildings inside a stockade. When they told me that it was a military
post, I could hardly believe it possible; it seemed that no spot could be more
utterly desolate. Then I remembered having met an officer at Yankton who had
told me that was his station. As I looked at his fine face and figure, I could
not help thinking how thoroughly some woman would appreciate him. Thinking
aloud, I said that I hoped he had "improved each shining hour" of his
leave of absence, and was already engaged. He replied that I would see his post
as we went up the river, and then might comprehend why he did not dare ask any
woman to be his wife. I argued that if some girl grew fond of him, it would
little matter to her where she went, if it were only by her husband’s side. I
confess, however, that when I saw that lonely place, I thought that it would
require extraordinary devotion to follow him there. It was an infantry station,
and the soldiers’ barracks, officers’ quarters, and storehouses were huddled
together inside a wall made of logs placed perpendicularly and about fifteen
feet high. The sand was so deep about this spot that nothing could be made to
grow. Constant gusts of wind over the unprotected plain kept little clouds of
fine alkaline dust whirling in the air and filling the eyes and mouth; not a
tree was near, as the Missouri--that most uncertain of rivers--kept constantly
changing its channel, and the advancing water washed away great hollows in the
banks. The post would then have to be moved farther back for safety. The
soldiers would be obliged to take up the stockade, and bury the logs as deep as
they could to keep them from blowing over. The frail buildings, "built
upon the sand" rocked and swayed in the wind.
Beside the forlorn
situation of this garrison, no one could go outside to ride or hunt without
peril. The warlike Indians considered that side of the river theirs, and roamed
up and down it at will. They came incessantly to the small sliding panel in the
gates of the stockade, and made demands, which, if not consented to, were
followed by howls of rage and threatening gestures. All that the handful of men
could do was to conciliate them as best they could. The company was not full,
and possibly, all told, there were but fifty white men against hundreds of
Indians. The only variety in their lives was the passing of an occasional
steamer in the brief summer. Then settled down the pitiless winter, burying
them in snow which never left the ground until late in the spring. The mail
only reached them at irregular intervals. They were compelled to live almost
entirely on commissary stores, for though living in the midst of game it was
too hazardous to attempt to hunt. When we found that one regiment had been
seven years on the river, and some of the officers had never taken leave of
absence, it seems strange that any one stationed at such a post had not gone
stark mad. It makes me proud of women when I recall the fact that the wife of
an officer did live in that wretched little post afterwards, and did not
complain. The cavalry, turning to look their last at that garrison, thanked the
good-fortune that had placed them in a branch of the service where there was
the active duty of campaigns to vary a life otherwise so monotonous.
The dogs had almost as
hard a time to become accustomed to the vagaries of a Dakota climate as we did.
We had to be their nurses and surgeons. In our large pack of hounds there were many
that had marked individuality of character. Not many days could be passed in
their company before we were noticing new peculiarities not previously
observed. The general had a droll fashion, as we rode along, of putting words
into their mouths when they got into trouble, fought among themselves, or tried
to lord it over one another. One of them had been given us, and had been called
by her former owner "Lucy Stone." In vain did we try, out of respect
for the life of the useful woman for whom she was named, to rechristen the dog.
She would neither listen nor obey if called anything else. I can see her now,
sitting deliberately down in the road directly in front of us, and holding up a
paw full of cactus thorns. The general would say, "There sits Lucy Stone,
and she is saying, ’If you please, sir, since you chose to bring me into a land
of bristling earth like this, will you please get down immediately and attend
to my foot?’" Her howls and upturned eyes meant an appeal, certainly, and
her master would leap to the ground, sit down in the road, and taking the old
creature in his arms, begin the surgery. He carried one of those knives that
had many adjuncts, and with the tweezers he worked tenderly and long to extract
the tormenting cactus needles. Lucy was a complaining old dame, and when the
general saw her sit down, like some fat old woman, he used to say that the old
madam was telling him that she "would like to drive a bit, if you
please." So it often happened that my travelling-wagon was the hospital
for an ill or foot-sore dog. The general had to stop very often to attend to
the wounded paws, but experience taught the dogs to make their way very
skilfully where the cactus grew. A dancing-master, tripping the steps of
instruction, could not have moved more lightly than did they. If there were no
one near to whom they could appeal in the human way those dumb things have,
they learned to draw out the offending thorns with their teeth.
While we were all
getting accustomed to the new climate, it was of no use to try to keep the dogs
out of my tent. They stood around, and eyed me with such reproachful looks if I
attempted to tie up the entrance to the tent and leave them out. If it were
very cold when I returned from the dining-tent, I found dogs under and on the
camp-bed, and so thickly scattered over the floor that I had to step carefully
over them to avoid hurting feet or tails. If I secured a place in the bed I was
fortunate. Sometimes, when it had rained, and all of them were wet, I rebelled.
The steam from their shaggy coats was stifling; but the general begged so hard
for them that I taught myself to endure the air at last. I never questioned the
right of the half-grown puppies to everything. Our struggles to raise them, and
to avoid the distemper which goes so much harder with blooded than with cur
dogs, endeared them to us. When I let the little ones in, it was really comical
to hear my husband’s arguments and cunningly-devised reasons why the older dogs
should follow. A plea was put up for "the hound that had fits;" there
was always another that "had been hurt in hunting;" and so on until
the tent would hold no more. Fortunately, in pleasant weather, I was let off
with only the ill or injured ones for perpetual companions. We were so surrounded
with dogs when they were resting after the march, and they slept so soundly
from fatigue, that it was difficult to walk about without stepping on them.
My favorite, a great
cream-colored stag-hound, was named "Cardigan." He never gave up
trying to be my lap-dog. He was enormous, and yet seemingly unconscious of his
size. He kept up a perpetual struggle and scramble on his hind-legs to get his
whole body up on my lap. If I pieced myself out with a camp-stool to support
him, he closed his eyes in a beatific state and sighed in content while I held
him, until my foot went to sleep and I was cramped with his weight. One thing
that made me so fond of him was that on one occasion, when he was put in the
kennel after an absence, he was almost torn to pieces by the other dogs. He was
a brave hound, but he was at fearful odds against so many. Great slices of
flesh were torn from his sides, and gaping wounds made by the fang-like teeth
showed through his shaggy coat. It was many months before they healed.
Though the stag-hound
is gentle with human beings he is a terrible fighter. They stand on their
hind-legs and, facing each other, claw and tear like demons. It was always
necessary to watch them closely when a new dog, or one that they had not seen
for some time, was put in their midst.
I will anticipate a
moment and speak of the final fate of Cardigan. When I left Fort Lincoln I
asked some one to look out for his welfare, and send him, as soon as possible,
to a clergyman who had been my husband’s friend. My request was complied with,
and afterwards, when the poor old dog died, his new master honored him by
having his body set up by the taxidermist, and a place was given him in one of
the public buildings in Minneapolis. I cannot help thinking that he was worthy
of the tribute, not only because of the testimony thus given to the friendship
of the people for his master, but because he was the bravest and most faithful
of animals.
Most of the country
passed over in our route belonged to the Indian Reservations, and the Government
was endeavoring to teach the tribes settled there to cultivate the soil. They
had hunted off most of the game; an occasional jack-rabbit, the plover, and a
few wild ducks were all that were left. I must not forget the maddening curlew.
It was not good eating, but it was always exciting to see one. There never was
a more exasperating bird to shoot. Time and again a successful shot was
prophesied, and I was called to be a witness, only to see finally the surprise
of the general when the wily bird soared calmly away. I believe no person was
able to bring one down during the entire trip.
As we approached an
Indian village, the chiefs came out to receive us. There were many
high-sounding words of welcome, translated by our guide, who, having lived
among them many years, knew the different dialects. The Government had built
some comfortable log-houses for them, in many of which I would have lived
gladly. The Indians did not care for them, complaining that they had coughs if
they occupied a house. A tepee was put up alongside, in which one or two
families lived, while little low lodges, looking like the soldiers’
shelter-tents, were used for the young men of the circle to sleep in. The tools
and stores given by the Government were packed away in the otherwise empty
houses.
A SIOUX chief, called
Two Bears, had the most picturesque village that we saw. The lodges were placed
in a circle, as this was judged the most defensive position; the ponies were
herded inside the enclosure at night. This precaution was necessary, for the
neighboring tribes swept down on them after dark and ran off the stock if they
were not secured. As we dismounted, we saw an old man standing alone in the
circle, apparently unconscious of everything, as he recounted some war tale in
loud, monotonous tones. He had no listeners--all were intently watching the
approaching regiment; still the venerable Sioux went on as persistently as if
he were looking "upon a sea of upturned faces." He was the
"medicine-man," or oracle, of the tribe, or possibly the
"poet-laureate" of the village, for the guide told us he sang of the
deeds of valor of his people far back in history.
Just outside of the
village, the chiefs sat in a circle awaiting us. Two Bears arose to welcome the
general, and asked him to go with him to his lodge. I was asked to go also and
be presented to Miss Two Bears; for she was too royal in birth to be permitted
outside, and it was not in keeping with the dignity of her rank to mingle with
the others, the guide afterwards explained to us.
The honor of going
alone into the tepee was one that I could have foregone, for my courage was
much greater if I did my Indian sight-seeing surrounded by the regiment. The
general, fearing their amour propre might be offended if I declined the
invitation, whispered an encouraging word, and we dipped our heads and crept
into the tepee. The chief was a dignified old man, wrapped in his blanket,
without the usual addition of some portion of citizen’s dress which the Indians
believe adds to their grandeur. His daughter also was in complete squaw’s
costume; her feet were moccasined, her legs and ankles wound round with beaded
leggings, and she had on the one buckskin garment which never varies in cut
through all the tribes. A blanket drawn over her head was belted at her waist.
To crown all this, however, she had an open parasol, brought to her, doubtless,
as a present by some Indian returning from a council at Washington. She held it
with dignity, as if it might be to her as much an insignia of state as the mace
of the lord-mayor.
Fortunately they did
not ask us to sit down and partake of jerked beef, or to smoke the never-ending
pipe, so we soon got through our compliments and returned to the outer entrance
of the village.
Here the tribe were
assembled, and evidently attired in gala-dress in our honor. We were most
interested in the village belle, and the placid manner in which she permitted
us to walk around her, gazing and talking her good points over, showed that she
expected homage. She sat on a scarlet blanket spread on the ground, and over
her, stretched from poles, was another for an awning. She was loaded with
ornaments, row after row of beads about her neck, broad armlets and anklets of
brass, pinchbeck rings, and a soft buckskin dress and leggings, heavily
embroidered. Her ears were pierced twice--on the side as well as in the
lobe--and from these holes were suspended circles of gilt. Her bright eyes, the
satin smoothness of her hair, and the clear brown of the skin made a pretty
picture. There was no attempt to blend into the brown the bright patch of
carmine on each cheek.
Only extreme youth and
its ever attractive charms can make one forget the heavy square shape of Indian
faces and their coarse features. It was surprising to see all the other squaws
giving up the field to this one so completely. They crouched near, with a sort
of "every-dog-must-have-its-day" look, and did not even dispute her
sway by making coy eyes as we spoke to them.
There were but few
young men. Their absence was always excused by the same reason--they were out
hunting. We knew how little game there was, and surmised--what we afterwards
found to be true--that they had joined the hostile tribes, and only came in to
the distribution of supplies and presents in the fall. A few rods from the
village a tripod of poles was set in the ground, and lashed to it the Indian’s
shield, made of the hide of the buffalo where it is thickest about the neck.
There were rude paintings and Indian hieroglyphics covering it. The shield is
an heirloom with the Indian, and the one selected to hang out in this manner
has always the greatest war record. One of their superstitions is that it keeps
away enemies. These nomads had some idea of luxury, for I recollect seeing some
of them reclining on a kind of rest made of a framework of pliable rods, over
which was stretched buckskin. Afterwards I found how comfortable such
contrivances were, for one was given me. The slope is so gradual that you half
recline and can read with great ease.
When we had reached
camp and were taking our afternoon siesta the same day, with the tent walls
raised for air, we were roused by the sound of music. Looking off over the
bluffs we saw a large body of Indians approaching on ponies, while squaws and
children ran beside them. It was the prompt response of Two Bears to the
general’s invitation to return his call. The warriors stopped near camp, and
dismounting advanced towards us. The squaws unbridled and picketed the ponies,
and made themselves comfortable by arranging impromptu shades of the bright
blankets. They staked down two corners closely to the ground, and propped up
the others with poles stuck in the sod.
When the Indians came
up to us, the council was, as usual, begun. The pipe being smoked, Two Bears
gave us a eulogy of himself. He then demanded, in behalf of the tribe, payment
for the use of the ground on which we were encamped, and also for the grass
consumed, though it was too short to get snore than an occasional tuft. He
ended, as they all do, with a request for food. The general in reply vaguely
referred them to the Great Father in payment for the use of their land, but
presented them with a beef in return for their hospitality. Only half
satisfied, they stalked away one by one. We watched them at a distance kill and
divide the beef. It surprised us to see how they despatched it, and that hardly
a vestige of it was left.
Many of the Indians
coming from reservations carried papers which they valued and carefully
guarded. After burrowing under robe and shirt, something was produced wrapped
in layers of soiled cotton cloth. It was a recommendation of them obtained from
some officer or Indian agent. This was presented on entering, as their letter
of introduction. Most of these papers read very much the same way. Giving the
Indian’s name, it stated that he had been living on the reservation for a
certain length of time, that he was friendly to the whites, etc.
One of our guests that
day carried something a little different. Ho was called "Medicine
Jo." Lingering behind the rest, he presented his letter with perfect good
faith and great pomposity. Some wag had composed it, and it read something like
this:
"Medicine Jo says
he is a good Indian, that you can trust him. If he is, he is the first I have
ever seen, and in my opinion he, like all the rest, will bear watching."
It was all the general
could do to keep his face straight as he handed back to the unconscious owner
this little libel on himself.
The interpreter kept
constantly before us the fine post that we were approaching, and the last day
before we reached there it was visible for a long distance. The atmosphere of
Dakota was so deceptive that we imagined ourselves within a few miles of the
garrison, when, in reality, there was a march of twenty-nine long miles before
us.
Our road led up from
the river valley on the high bluffs, and sometimes followed along the backbone
of hills from which on either side we looked down a great distance. There was
barely room for the travelling-wagon. Occasionally I had boon obliged to take
refuge from the cold for a little while and drive. Our lead-mules were tiny,
quick-moving little dots, and I soon discovered that they were completely
demoralized at the sight of an Indian. They could see one in advance long
before the driver could. A sudden shying and quick turning of these agile
little brutes, a general tangle of themselves in the harness and legs of the
wheelers, loud shouts of the driver, and a quick downfall of his foot on the
brake, to keep us from overturning, made an exciting mêlée.
Nothing would get them
righted and started again. They would have to be unharnessed, and the
rebellious pair tied to the rear of the wagon until we had gone far beyond the
object of terror. Part of the day that we were following the wanderings of the
road alongside hills and over the narrow, smooth level of the hill-tops, I was
compelled to drive, and I watched anxiously the ears of these wretched little
beasts to see if they expressed any sentiment of fright. We came to such steep
descents, the brake holding the wheels seemed of no use. Looking down from the
wagon on to the mules below us, we appeared to be in the position of flies on a
wall.
As we came to one
descent more awful than the rest, the general, who was always near, rode up to
the carriage and told me not to be afraid, for he would order the wheels
manned. The head-quarters escort of over a hundred men, dismounting, attached
ropes to the wheels, and held on with all their strength while I went down the
steepest declivity I had ever descended. After that I begged to get out, and
the general carried me to a bank and set me down where I could watch the
repairing of the road.
He took off his coat
and joined the soldiers in carrying logs and shovelling earth, for they were
obliged to fill up the soft bed of the stream before the command could cross.
It took a long time and much patience; but the general enjoyed it all, and
often helped when the crossings needed to be prepared. When the logs were all
laid, I had to laugh at the energy he showed in cracking a whip he borrowed
from a teamster, and shouting to the mules to urge then to pull through where
there was danger of their stalling. When the road was completed, I was ready to
mount any horse, for it seemed to me preferable to die from accident,
surrounded with friends, than to expire alone in the mule-wagon. The ascent was
rendered so wet and slippery, the general feared my saddle would turn, and I
was once more shit in by myself. The soldiers again manned the wheels to
prevent the carriage sliding back, the mules scrambled, and with the aid of
language prepared expressly for them, we reached the summit.
The driver had named
the lead-mules Bettie and Jane, and when they were over their tempers he petted
and caressed them. Their repeated rebellion at last wore out even his patience.
One morning I noticed new leaders, but the imperturbable face of the driver
gave no hint of his successful plotting. Mary told me, however, that he was
worn out with his struggles, and had gone after dark into the herd of mules
with Bettie and Jane, and, as he expressed it, "lost them." He
selected two more from among those belonging to the wagon-train, and returned
triumphant over his premeditated exchange. He carefully reclipped their manes
and tails, and disguised them still further with blotches of black paint, to
give them a mottled appearance. When the other teamster prepared to harness in
the morning, of course he discovered the fraud perpetrated on him. There was no
redress then, and he had to take out his wrath in language more forcible than
elegant, which the teamsters have adapted expressly for extreme occasions. Our
driver told Mary, with a chuckle, that with a command of many hundred men
waiting for a teamster to harness, he found "no time for swapping
horses."
Burkman, the soldier
who took care of our horses, was a middle-aged man, so deliberate in speech and
slow in his movements, he seemed as incongruous among the spirited cavalrymen
as would be an old-time farmer. Early in the march I had heard him coughing as
be groomed the horses. When I asked if he had done anything for his cold, he
replied, "Bottle after bottle of stuff, mum, but it don’t do no
good," so I begged the surgeon to look more carefully into his case. He
made an examination, and told me, as the result, that the man must have only
light work and nourishing food. After that I asked Mary to save everything for
Burkman and make his recovery her especial care. The officers made fun of me,
as they were rather incredulous, and thought a bit of shamming was being
practised on me, but I knew better. They never failed to comment and smile when
they saw the old defender of his country coming out of the kitchen-tent, his
jaws working and his mouth full, while he carried all the food his hands would
hold. To tell the truth, he kept up this prescription of nourishing food long
after he had quite recovered.
It became the delight
of my husband and the officers to chaff me about "Old Nutriment," for
such was the sobriquet they gave him. At last, even Mary began to narrate how
he swept everything before him with voracious, convalescing appetite.
"Why, Miss Libbie," she said to me one day, "I thought I’d try
him with a can of raw tomatoes, and set them before him, asking if be was fond
of them. And he just drawled out, ’Always was,’ and the tomatoes were gone in
no time," His laconic answer passed into a proverb with us all, when
invited to partake of anything we liked.
Such a tender heart as
that old soldier had! I had noticed this first in Kentucky. My horse, which I
prized above all that I have ever ridden, died during my temporary absence from
home. I was too greatly grieved to ask many questions about him, but one day,
some time afterwards, when we were riding through a charming bit of country,
Burkman approached me from the place where he usually rode behind us, and said,
"I’d like to tell Mrs. Custer there’s whar poor Phil lies. I picked the
purtiest place I could find for him." And he had indeed, for the green
valley under wide-spreading trees would have gone far to reconcile many a weary
human heart to be placed under the sod.
We thought we had made
the first step towards savage life when Burkman brought the mother of the one
baby of our regiment the dried vertebra of a rattlesnake that he killed,
because he had heard that it was the best of anything on which the infant could
cut its teeth!
I had made some scarlet
flannel shirts for my husband’s use on the summer campaign, and he was as much
pleased as possible, beginning at once to wear them. Not many days’ march
proved to me what an error I had made. The bright red color could be seen for
miles, when the form itself was almost lost on the horizon. I had to coax to
get them away again and replace them with the dark blue that he usually wore.
Though I triumphed, I was met with a perfect fusillade of teasing when I
presented the red shirts to Burkman. The officers, of course, hearing all the
discussion over the subject--as no trifle was too small to interest us in one
another’s affairs--attacked me at once. If I had been so anxious to protect the
general from wearing anything that would attract the far-seeing eye of the
vigilant Indian on the coming campaign, why should I be so willing to sacrifice
the life of "Old Nutriment?" They made no impression on me, however,
for they knew as well as I did that the soldier, though so faithful, was not
made of that stuff that seeks to lead a Balaklava charge.
My husband and I were
so attached to him, and appreciated so deeply his fidelity, we could not thank
the good-fortune enough that gave us one so loyal to our interests.
Before we reached the
post we were approaching, the commandant sent out ice for our use, and the
despatches of the Associated Press. The general was greatly delighted to get
news of events that had occurred all over the world, in this far distant land.
We found afterwards that the officers joined in paying for the despatches. The
Indians had such a superstition about molesting the wires, that the lines ran
through even the most dangerous country. I can hardly say how good it seemed to
us to see a telegraph-pole again.
We were not surprised,
after seeing the other posts below on the river, that the guide had praised Fort
Sully. It was the head-quarters of one of the infantry regiments, and the
commanding officer had been at the post long enough to put it in excellent
order. It was situated on an open plateau, from which there was an extensive
view. Below in the valley the companies had gardens, and they also kept cows,
pigs, and chickens. We looked upon all this as an El Dorado, and the thought of
remaining long enough at one fort to get any good out of a garden was simply
unknown in our vagrant existence.
Our camp was very near
the post, on the same open plain, without trees or shelter. We were received
with genuine hospitality, and finally all of us invited to luncheon. The ladies
came up from the steamer, and the large house was filled with happy people. The
post band played outside on the parade-ground while we lunched. We had nine
kinds of game on the table. Some of it was new to us--the beaver tail, for
instance--but it was so like pork and so fat I could only taste it. We had, in
addition, antelope, elk, buffalo tongue, wild turkey, black-tailed deer, wild
goose, plover, and duck. The goose was a sort of "fatted calf" for
us. The soldiers had caught it while young, and by constantly clipping its
wings, had kept it from joining the flocks which its cries often brought
circling around the post. At last it began to make the life of the chickens a
burden to them, and we arrived in time to enjoy the delicious bird served with
jelly made from the tart, wild "bullberries" that grew near the
river. The home-made bread, delightful cake, tender ham of the garrison’s own
curing, and the sweets made with cream, fresh butter, and eggs--three
unheard-of luxuries with us--proved that it is possible for army people to live
in comfort if they do not belong to a mounted regiment. Still, though they had
a band and a good library belonging to the regiment, the thought of being
walled in with snow, and completely isolated for eight months of the year, made
me shudder. The post was midway between Yankton and Bismarck, each the termination
of a railroad, and each two hundred and fifty miles away.
The wife of the
commanding officer was known throughout the department for her lovely Christian
character, and the contented life she led under all circumstances. I was much
amused at her account of her repeated trials in trying to secure a permanent
governess. She said all the posts along the river seemed to know intuitively
when a new one arrived from the East. The young officers found more imperative
duties calling them to Fort Sully than they had dreamed of in a year. Before
long the governess began to be abstracted, and watch longingly for the mails. A
ring would next appear on the significant first anger, and be the forerunner of
a request to allow her to resign her place. This had happened four times when I
met our hostess, and though she was glad to furnish the officers with wives,
she rather sighed for a woman who, though possessing every accomplishment,
might still be so antiquated and ugly that she could be sure to keep her for a
time at least.
The commandant had some
fine greyhounds, and joining the general with his packs of stag and fox hounds,
they had several hunts in the few days that remained. Of course, after so
bright a visit and such a feast, it was hard to begin again on the march with
baking-powder biscuit and tough beef. The cattle that supplied us with meat
were driven along on the march, and killed every other day, and could not be
expected to be in very good condition. The interest of our journey, however,
made us soon forget all deprivations. Grateful sentiments towards those who had
been so kind to us as strangers remained as a memory.
MY husband and I kept
up our little détours by ourselves as we neared the hour for camping each day.
One day one of the officers accompanied us. We left the higher ground to go
down by the water and have the luxury of wandering through the cottonwood-trees
that sometimes fringed the river for several miles. As usual, we had a number
of dogs leaping and racing around us. Two of them started a deer, and the
general bounded after them, encouraging the others with his voice to follow. He
had left his friend with me, and we rode leisurely along to see that the
younger dogs did not get lost. Without the least warning, in the dead stillness
of that desolate spot, we suddenly came upon a group of young Indian warriors
seated in their motionless way in the underbrush. I became perfectly cold and
numb with terror. My danger in connection with the Indians was twofold. I was
in peril from death or capture by the savages, and liable to be killed by my
own friends to prevent my capture. During the five years I had been with the
regiment in Kansas I had marched many hundred miles. Sometimes I had to join my
husband going across a dangerous country, and the exposure from Indians all
those years had been constant. I had been a subject of conversation among the
officers, being the only woman who, as a rule, followed the regiment, and,
without discussing it much in my presence, the universal understanding was that
any one having me in charge in an emergency where there was imminent danger of
my capture should shoot me instantly. While I knew that I was defended by
strong hands and brave hearts, the thought of the double danger always flashed
into my mind when we were in jeopardy.
If time could have been
measured by sensations, a cycle seemed to have passed in those few seconds. The
Indians snatched up their guns, leaped upon their ponies, and prepared for
attack. The officer with me was perfectly calm, spoke to them coolly without a
change of voice, and rode quickly beside me, telling me to advance. My horse
reared violently at first sight of the Indians, and started to run. Gladly
would I have put him to his mettle then, except for the instinct of obedience,
which any one following a regiment acquires in all that pertains to military
directions. The general was just visible ascending a bluff beyond. To avoid
showing fear when every nerve is strung to its utmost, and your heart leaps
into your throat, requires superhuman effort. I managed to check my horse and
did not scream. No amount of telling over to myself what I had been told, that
all the tribes on this side were peaceable and that only those on the other
side of the river were warlike, could quell the throbbing of my pulses. Indiana
were Indians to me, and I knew well that it was a matter of no time to cross
and recross on their little tub-like boats that shoot madly down the tide.
What made me sure that
these warriors whom we had just met were from the fighting bands was the
recollection of some significant signs we had come upon in the road a few days
previous; Stakes had been set in the ground, with bits of red flannel fastened on
them peculiarly. This, the guide explained, meant warnings from the tribes at
war to frighten us from any further advance into their country. Whether because
of the coolness of the officer, or because the warriors knew of the size of the
advancing column, we were allowed to proceed unharmed. How interminable the
distance seemed to where the general awaited us, unconscious of what we had
encountered! I was lifted out of the saddle a very limp and unconscious thing.
Encouraged by
references to other dangers I had lived through without flinching, I mounted
again and followed the leader closely. He took us through some rough country,
where the ambitious horses, finding that by bending their heads they could
squeeze through, forgot to seek openings high enough to admit those sitting in
the saddle. We crashed through underbrush, and I, with habit torn and hands
scratched, was sometimes almost lifted up, Absalom-like, by the resisting
branches. Often we bad no path, and the general’s horse, "Vic," would
start straight up steep banks after we had forded streams. It never occurred to
his rider, until after the ascent was made, and a faint voice arose from the
valley, that all horses would not do willingly what his thorough-bred did. He
finally turned to look back and tell me how to manage my horse. I abandoned the
bridle when we came to those ascents, and wound my hands in the horse’s mane to
keep from sliding entirely off, while the animal took his own way. All this was
such variety and excitement I was delighted, and forgot my terror of the
morning.
We found a bit of
lovely road, which only those who go hundreds of miles under a blazing sun can
appreciate fully. The sunshine came flickering down through the branches of the
trees and covered the short grass with checkered light and shade. Here we
dawdled, and enjoyed looking up at the patches of blue sky through great
grown-up tree-tops. It was like a bit of woods at home, where I never thought
to be grateful for foliage, but took it as a matter of course. My husband
remembered my having put some biscuit in the leather pocket on my saddle, and
invited himself to luncheon at once. We dismounted, and threw ourselves on the
ground to eat the very frugal fare.
After resting, we gave
ourselves the privilege of a swift gallop over the stretch of smooth ground
before us. We were laughing and talking so busily I never noticed the
surroundings until I found we were almost in the midst of an Indian village,
quite hidden under a bluff. My heart literally stood still. I watched the
general furtively. He was as usual perfectly unmoved, and yet he well knew that
this was the country where it was hardly considered that the Indian was
overburdened with hospitality. Oh, how I wished ourselves safely with the
column, now so far away! There were but few occupants of the village, but they
glowered and growled, and I could see the venomous glances they cast on us as I
meekly followed. I trembled so I could barely keep my scat as we slowly
advanced, for the general even slackened his speed, to demonstrate to them, I
suppose, that we felt ourselves perfectly at home. He said "How," of
course, which was his usual salutation to them. An echoing "how"
beside him proved that I still had power of utterance. When we came to one
Indian, who looked menacingly at us and doggedly stood in our road, the officer
with us declared that I accompanied any "how" with a salaam so deep
that it bent my head down to the pommel of my saddle! At all events, I meant,
if politeness would propitiate, not to be deficient in that quality at such a
critical moment.
In a few moments, which
seemed however a lifetime, we saw the reason why the village appeared so empty.
Men, women, and children had gone nearly to the top of the bluff, and there,
with their bodies hidden, were looking off at a faint cloud of dust in the
distance.
My husband,
appreciating my terror, quickly assured me it was the 7th Cavalry. Even then,
what a stretch of country it seemed between us and that blessed veil of sand,
through which we perceived dimly that succor was at hand.
My horse was rather
given to snuggling, and pressed so against the general that he made his leg
very uncomfortable sometimes. But then, in my terror, it seemed to me an ocean
of space was dividing us. I longed for the old Puritan days, when a wife rode
on a pillion behind her liege as a matter of course.
I found courage to look
back at last. The bluff was crowned with little irregularities, so still they
seemed like tufts of grass or stones. They represented many pairs of bead-like
eyes, that peered over the country at the advancing troops.
The next day the
general thought I might rather not go with him than run the risk of such
frights; but I well know there was something far worse than fears for my own
personal safety. It is infinitely worse to be left behind, a prey to all the
horrors of imagining what may be happening to one we love. You eat your heart
slowly out with anxiety, and to endure such suspense is simply the hardest of
all trials that come to the soldier’s wife.
I gladly consented to
be taken along every day, but there never seemed a time when it was not
necessary to get accustomed to some new terror. However, it is only the getting
used to it that is so bad. It is the unexpected things that require fresh relays
of courage. When a woman has come out of danger, she is too utterly a coward by
nature not to dread enduring the same thing again; but it is something to know
that she is equal to it. Though she may tremble and grow faint in anticipation,
having once been through it, she can count on rising to the situation when the
hour actually comes.
The rattlesnakes were
so numerous on this march that all Texas and Kansas experience seemed to dwarf
in contrast. My horse was over sixteen hands high, but I would gladly have
exchanged him for a camelopard when I rode suddenly almost upon a snake coiled
in the grass, and looked down into the eyes of the upraised head. We counted
those we encountered in one day’s journey until we were tired. The men became
very expert and systematic in clearing the camp of these reptiles. If we halted
at night in the underbrush, they cut and tore away the reeds and grass, and
began at once to beat the ground and kill the snakes. When I say that as many
as forty were killed in one night, some literal person may ask if I actually
saw the bodies of all those "lately slain!" It is not an exaggerated
story, however, and one only needs to see hundreds of men pounding and clearing
such a place to realize that many snakes could be disposed of in a short time.
After that, when the ground was selected for our camp in the low part of the
valley, I was loath to lie down and sleep until the soldiers had come up to
prepare the ground. My husband used to indulge this little prejudice of mine
against making my head a reproduction of Medusa’s, and we often sought the high
ground for a rest until the command came up.
The guide rode often at
the head of the column, and we found him full of information about the country.
We began also to listen for a new domestic disclosure every time we approached
an Indian village. He was the most married of any man I ever saw, for in every
tribe he had a wife. Still this superfluity did not burden him, for the
ceremony of tying a marital knot in the far West is simple, and the wives
support themselves. Sometimes he gave us new points about making ourselves
comfortable in camp. One day I was very grateful to him. We were far in advance
of the wagon-train containing the tents; the sun was scorching; not a tree, nor
even a clump of bushes was near. In a brief time, however, the guide had
returned from the stream, where he had cut some willow saplings, and sticking
them in the ground made what he called "wik-a-up." He wove the ends
loosely together on top, and over this oval cover he threw the saddle blankets.
There was just room enough to crawl into this oven-like place, but it was an
escape from the heat of the sun, and I was soon asleep. After I emerged the
general took my place. When he had taken his nap the dogs crept in; so a very
grateful family thanked the guide for teaching us that new device.
The bends in the
Missouri River are sometimes so long that the steamer with supplies would have
to make a journey of sixty miles while we had perhaps only five to march across
the peninsula. All the soldiers, officers’ servants, teamsters, and other
citizen employees took that time to wash their clothes, for we were two days in
camp. The creek on which we halted was lined with bending figures, their arms
moving vigorously back and forth as they wrung out each article. Later on the
camp looked like an animated laundry. From every tent-rope and bush floated the
apparel. I had only a small valise for my summer’s outfit, but Mary had soon
taken out our few things, and around the kitchen-tent was suspended the family
linen. As soon as this was dry she folded and pressed it as best she could, and
laid it between the mattresses as a substitute for ironing.
All the way up the
river the guide was constantly interviewed as to the chances for fishing. He
held out promises that were to be realized upon reaching Chotean Creek. We
arrived there on one of the resting-days, and camp was no sooner made, and food
and water brought, than a great exodus took place.
The general called me
to the tent-door to see the deserted camp, and wondered how the soldiers could
all have disappeared so quickly. Another problem was, where the fishing-tackle
came from! Some had brought rods, even in the restricted space allotted them,
but many cut them from the bushes along the river, attaching hooks and lines,
while some bent pins and tied them to strings. The soldiers shared so
generously with one another that one pole was loaned about while the idle ones
watched. I never cared for fishing, but my husband begged me to go with him
always, and carried my book and work. I sat under a bush near him, which he
covered with a shawl to protect me from the sun, and there we stayed for hours.
Officers and men competed alike for the best places by the quiet pools. The
general could hardly pay attention to his line, he was so interested watching
the men and enjoying their pleasure. His keen sense of the ludicrous took in
the comical figures as far as we could see. In cramped and uncomfortable
positions, with earnest eyes fixed steadily in one place for hours, they nearly
fell into the water with excitement if they chanced to draw out a tiny fish.
The other men came from all along the bank to observe if any one was
successful.
One of the men near us
was a member of the band. He was a perfect reproduction of the old prints of
Izaak Walton. The fixedness of his gaze--his whole soul in his eyes--while he
was utterly unconscious of any one being near, was too much for the general’s
equanimity. He put his head under the canopy made by my shawl, not daring to
laugh aloud, for fear he might be heard by the man, and said it was more fun to
see that soldier fish than to hear him play on the violin. No wonder the men
enjoyed the sport, for even these little bull-fish, fairly gritty from the muddy
water in which they lived, were a great addition to their pork and hard-tack
fare.
For once the sun
overcame me, and I knew the ignominy of being compelled to own that I was dizzy
and faint. I had not been long in military life before I was as much ashamed of
being ill as if I had been a real soldier. The troops pride themselves on being
invulnerable to bodily ailments. I was obliged to submit to being helped back
to camp, and in the cool of the evening watched the return of the fishers, who
were as proud of the strings of ugly little things they carried as if they had
been pickerel or bass. Then the blue flame and soft smoke began to ascend from
the evening fires, and the odor frown the frying supper rose on the air.
In my indolent, weak
condition I never knew how I was able to perform such agile pirouettes as I
did; but hearing a peculiar sound, I looked down and saw a huge rattlesnake
gliding towards me. I had long ago learned to suppress shrieks, but I forgot
all such self-control then. How I wished myself the Indian baby we had seen the
day before--the veritable "baby in the treetop," for it was tied by
buckskin thongs to a limb! There I thought I could rest in peace. The snake was
soon despatched. The men had left camp so hurriedly in the morning that the
usual beating of the ground was omitted, and so I had this unwelcome visitor.
When we camped near a
village, the Indians soon appeared. Groups of half a dozen on ponies, with
children running after, would come. The ponies were, most of them, dull and
sway-backed. It was no wonder, for I have seen four persons on one pony--an
Indian and three half-grown boys. No horse could keep its shape loaded down, as
those of the Indians usually are, with game and property. These visitors grew
to be great trials, for they were inveterate beggars. One day an old Indian,
called "The-Man-with-the-Broken-Ear," came riding in, elaborately
decorated and on a shapely pony. He demanded to see the chief. The general
appeared, assisted him to dismount, and seated him in my camp-chair. The savage
leaned back in a grand sort of manner and calmly surveyed us all. I was soon in
agonies of anxiety, for Colonel Tom and the young officers lounging near
entered the tent. They bowed low, took the hand of the old fellow with profound
deference, and, smiling benignly, addressed him. In just as suave a voice as if
their words had been genuine flattery, they said, "You confounded old
galoot, why are you here begging and thieving, when your wretched old hands are
hardly dry from some murder, and your miserable mouth still red from eating the
heart of your enemy ?" Each one saluted him, and each vied with the other
in pouring forth a tirade of forcible expletives, to which he bowed in
acknowledgment and shook hands. My terror was that he might understand, for we
often found these people as cunning as foxes, sitting stolid and stupid,
pretending not to know a word, while they understood the gist of much that was
said.
The officers gave this
chief tobacco--Perique I think it is called--and so strong that, though I was
accustomed to all kinds, I rather avoided the odor of it. We had no whiskey,
but if we had kept it, the general obeyed the law of the reservation too
strictly to allow it to be given away. He was called to the office-tent a few
moments, and in a trice one of the others had emptied the alcohol from the
spirit-lamp and offered the cup to the distinguished guest. Putting the great
square of Perique into his mouth, with a bisquit beside, he washed it all down
with gulps of the burning fluid. His eyes, heretofore dull, sparkled at the
sight of the fire-water. The officers said, "How," and he replied,
"How." This did not surprise me, for that one word is the Indian
toast, and all tribes know it. But my breath almost went out of my body when
they asked him if he would have more, and he replied, "You bet." I
was sure then that he had understood all the railing speeches and that he would
plan a revenge. Loud cries of laughter greeted his reply; but matching their
cunning against his, they eventually found that he knew no more English. He had
learned these words, without understanding their meaning, at the trader’s store
on the reservation. He waited around in the tent, hoping for more alcohol,
until I was weary of the sight of him; but I was too much afraid of him, limp
as he then was, to look bored.
Finally he was lifted
out, a tumbled up, disorganized heap of drooping feathers, trailing blanket,
and demoralized legs. When once, however, one drunken old foot was lifted over
the pony for him, he swung himself into the saddle, and though swaying
uncertainly, he managed to ride away.
During the last days of
our march we came upon another premonitory warning from the Indians. A pole was
found stuck in the trail before us, with a red flag, to which were fastened
locks of hair. It was a challenge, and when interpreted meant, that if we
persisted in advancing, the hostiles were ready to meet the soldiers and fight
them. The officers paid little attention to this, but my heart was like lead for
days afterwards.
We encamped that night
near what the Indians call "medicine Rock;" my husband and I walked
out to see it. It was a large stone, showing on the flat surface the impress of
hands and feet made ages ago, before the clay was petrified. The Indians had
tied bags of their herb medicine on poles about the rock, believing that virtue
would enter into articles left in the vicinity of this proof of the marvels or
miracles of the Great Spirit. Tin cans, spoons, and forks, that they had bought
at the Agency, on account of the brightness of the metal, were left there as
offerings to an unseen God.
Everything pertaining
to the Indians was new and interesting to me. While we were in Kansas the
tribes were at war, and we had not the opportunity to see their daily life as
we did while passing through the Sioux reservations on the march.
I regretted each day
that brought us nearer to the conclusion of our journey, for though I had been
frightened by Indians, and though we had encountered cold, storms, and rough
life, the pleasures of the trip overbalanced the discomforts.
THE day at last came
for our march of five hundred miles to terminate. A rickety old ferryboat that
took us over the river made a halt near Fort Rice, and there we established
ourselves. Strange to say, the river was no narrower there than it was so many
hundred miles below, where we started. Muddy and full of sand-bars as it was,
we began bravely to drink the water, when the glass had been filled long enough
for the sediment partially to settle, and to take our bath in what at first
seemed liquid mud. We learned after a time to settle the water with alum, and
we finally became accustomed to the taste.
The commandant at Fort
Rice was most hospitable, and his wife charming. The quarters were very
ordinary frame buildings, with no modern improvements. They were painted a
funereal tint, but one warranted to last. The interior showed the presence of a
tasteful woman. She met us as cheerfully as if she were in the luxurious home
from which we knew she had gone as a girl to follow a soldier’s life. Contrast
often helps us to endure, and Dakota was not so bad as their last station in
Arizona. The dinner was excellent, and our entertainers were the happy
possessors of a good cook. Rarely do army people have two good servants at the
same time on the frontier. Our host and hostess made no apologies, but quietly
waited on the table themselves, and a merry time we had over the blunders of
the head of the house, who was a distinguished general, in his endeavors to
find necessary dishes in the china closet.
A steamer that arrived
a day or two after we had reached Fort Rice brought the regimental property,
consisting of everything that was not used on the march. Our household effects
and trunks were delivered to us in a very sorry condition. They had been
carelessly stored on the wharf at Yankton, near the government warehouse,
without any covering, during all the storms that drenched us coming up the
river. Almost everything was mildewed and ruined. We tried to dry our clothing
in the sun. Many a little bit of silken finery that we had cherished since our
marriage days, feeling sure that we should never attain to such grandeur again,
was suspended from the tent-ropes, stained and dull. Our sister’s husband
helped her to unpack her clothes and his own soaked uniform. He was dignified
and reserved by nature, but on that occasion the barriers were broken. I heard
him ask Margaret to excuse him while he went outside the tent to make some
remarks to himself that he felt the occasion demanded. There were furious
people on all sides, and savage speeches about the thoughtlessness of those who
had left our property exposed to snow and rain, when we were no longer there to
care for it. I endured everything until my pretty wedding-dress was taken out,
crushed and spotted with mildew. My husband had great control over himself in
the small annoyances of life, and was able to repeat again the proverb he had
adopted in his boyhood, "Never cry for spilled milk." How he could
submit so quietly, when he took out his prized books and the few pictures I
knew that he valued, was a mystery.
All thought began now
to centre on the coming events of the summer. It was decided that the regiment
was to go out to guard the engineers of the Northern Pacific Railroad while
they surveyed the route from Bismarck to the Yellowstone River. The ladies
necessarily were to be left behind. Now began the summer of my discontent. I
longed to remain in Dakota, for I knew it would take much longer for our
letters to roach us if we went East. Besides, it was far more comforting to
stay at a military post, where every one was interested in the expedition, and
talked about it as the chief topic of concern. I remembered when I had gone
East before, during a summer when our regiment was fighting Indians, and my
idea was that the whole country would be almost as absorbed as we were, how
shocked I was to be asked, when I spoke of the regiment, "Ah, is there a
campaign, and for what purpose has it gone out?"
I was willing to live
in a tent alone at the post, but there were not even tents to be had. Then we
all looked with envious eyes at the quarters at Fort Rice. The post was small,
and there were no vacant rooms except in the bachelor quarters. These are so
called when the unmarried men take rooms in the same house and mess together.
No opportunity was given us to wheedle them into offering us a place. Our
officers hinted to them, but they seemed to be completely intimidated regarding
women. They received an honest and emphatic "no" when they asked if
the ladies of the 7th Cavalry quarrelled. Even then these wary men said
"they did not dare to offer to take in any women." They added that
there were but three in the post, and no two of them spoke to each other. They
thought if we were asked to remain it might be the history of the Kilkenny cats
repeated, and they were obdurate.
There was nothing left
for us, then, but to go home. It was a sore disappointment. We were put on the
steamer that was to take us to Bismarck, a heart-broken little group. I hated
Dakota, the ugly river, and even my native land. We were nearly devoured with
mosquitoes at once. Only the strongest ammonia on our faces and hands served to
alleviate the torment. The journey was wretchedness itself. I had thrown myself
on the berth in one of the little suffocating state-rooms, exhausted with
weeping, and too utterly overcome with the anguish of parting to know much of
the surroundings. I was roused by the gentle hand of a woman, who had forgotten
her own troubles to come to me. Ah, even now, when the tears rain down my face
at the remembrance of those agonizing good-byes, which were like death each
time, and which grew harder with each separation, I think of the sympathy shown
me. The sweet, tender eyes of the wives of officers come to me now, and I feel
the soft touch of their hands as they came to comfort me, even when their own
hearts were wrung. Grief is so selfish, I wonder now that they could have been
such ministering angels.
At last the slow,
wearisome journey was over, and we went into the little town of Bismarck to
take the cars. The Department Commander, returning to his head-quarters, had
offered to take charge of us to St. Paul, and was kind enough to share with us
the car of the President of the Northern Pacific Railroad, which had been
placed at his disposal. There were seven of us and his own personal staff.
Another five hundred miles were before us, but in such luxury it hardly seemed
that my sister and I were the same two who had been "roughing it" on
the march a few days before.
The journey was very
quiet and over an uninteresting country, but we ladies had something to occupy
our time, as we began to prepare some of our meals, for the untidy
eating-houses on the road were almost unendurable. The staff of the Commanding
General went out at the stations and foraged for what food they could find to
add to our bill of fare. At St. Paul we bade them all good-bye, and soon found
ourselves welcomed by dear father and mother Custer, at Monroe. Their hearts
were ever with the absent ones.
For several slow,
irksome months I did little else than wait for the tardy mails, and count each
day that passed a gain. I had very interesting letters from my husband,
sometimes thirty and forty pages in length. He wrote of his delight at having
again his whole regiment with him, his interest in the country, his hunting
exploits, and the renewal of his friendship with General Rosser. The 7th
Cavalry were sent out to guard the engineers of the Northern Pacific, while
they surveyed the route to the Yellowstone. This party of citizens joined the
command a few days out from Fort Rice. The general wrote me that he was lying
on the buffalo-robe in his tent, resting after the march, when he heard a voice
outside asking the sentinel which was General Custer’s tent. The general called
out, "Halloo, old fellow! I haven’t heard that voice in thirteen years,
but I know it. Come in and welcome!"
General Rosser walked
in, and such a reunion as they had! These two had been classmates and warm
friends at West Point, and parted with sorrow when General Rosser went into the
Southern army. Afterwards they had fought each other in the Shenandoah Valley
time and time again. Both of them lay on the robe for hours talking over the
campaigns in Virginia. In the varying fortunes of war, sometimes one had got
possession of the wagon-train belonging to the other. I knew of several
occasions when they had captured each other’s head-quarters wagons with the
private luggage. If one drove the other back in retreat, before he went into
camp he wrote a note addressing the other as "dear friend," and
saying, "you may have made me take a few steps this way to-day, but I’ll
be even with you tomorrow. Please accept my good-wishes and this little
gift." These notes and presents were left at the house of some Southern
woman, as they retreated out of the village.
Once General Custer
took all of his friend’s luggage, and found in it a new uniform coat of
Confederate gray. He wrote a humorous letter that night thanking General Rosser
for setting him up in so many new things, but audaciously asking if he
"would direct his tailor to make the coat-tails of his next uniform a
little shorter" as there was a difference in the height of the two men.
General Custer captured his herd of cattle at one time, but he was so hotly
pursued by General Rosser that he had to dismount, cut a whip, and drive them
himself until they were secured.
To return to the
Yellowstone expedition. The hour for starting never varied more than a few
moments during the summer, and it was so early the civilians connected with the
engineering party could not become reconciled to it. In the afternoon my
husband sometimes walked out on the outskirts of camp, and threw himself down
in the grass to rest with his dogs beside him.
It was a source of
amusement to him if he accidentally overheard the grumbling. His campaigning
dress was so like that of an enlisted man, and his insignia of rank so
unnoticeable, that the tongues ran on, indifferent to his presence. Sometimes,
in their growling, the civilians accused him of having something on his
conscience, and declared that, not being able to sleep himself, he woke every
one else to an unearthly reveille. At this he choked with laughter, and to
their dismay they discovered who he was.
I remember his telling
me of another occasion, when he unavoidably heard a soldier exclaim,
"There goes taps, and before we get a mouthful to eat, reveille will
sound, and ’Old Curley’ will hike us out for the march." The soldier was
slightly discomfited to find the subject of his remarks was within hearing.
The enlisted men were
constantly finding new names for the general, which I would never have
known--thereby losing some amusement--if Mary had not occasionally told me of
them. A favorite was "Jack," the letters G. A. C. on his valise
having served as a suggestion.
When the expedition
returned from the Yellowstone, a despatch came to me in Michigan, saying the
regiment had reached Fort Lincoln in safety. Another soon followed, informing
me that any husband was on his way home. The relief from constant anxiety and
suspense, together with all the excitement into which I was thrown, made me
almost unfit to make preparation to meet him. There was to be an army reunion
in the city nearest us, and in my impatience I took the first train, thinking
to reach there in advance of General Custer. As I walked along the street, looking
into shop-windows, I felt, rather than saw, a sudden rush from a door, and I
was taken off my feet and set dancing in air. Before I could resent what I
thought was an indignity, I discovered that it was my husband, who seemed
utterly regardless of the passers-by. He was sunburnt and mottled, for the
flesh was quite fair where he had cut his beard, the growth of the summer. He
told me the officers with whom he had travelled in the Pullman car had teased
him, and declared that no man would shave in a car going at forty miles an
hour, except to prepare to meet his sweetheart. I was deeply grateful, though,
for I knew the fiery tint of the beard, and infinitely preferred the variegated
flesh tints of his sunburnt face.
IN a few days we were
ready to return to Dakota, and very glad to go, except for leaving the old
parents.
The hardest trial of my
husband’s life was parting with his mother. Such partings were the only
occasions when I ever saw him lose entire control of himself, and I always
looked forward to the hour of their separation with dread.
For hours before we
started, I have seen him follow his mother about, whispering some comforting
word to her; or, opening the closed door of her own room, where, womanlike, she
fought out her grief alone, sit beside her as long as he could endure it. She
had been an invalid for so many years that each parting seemed to her the final
one. Her groans and sobs were heartrending. She clung to him every step when he
started to go, and exhausted at last, was led back, half fainting, to her
lounge.
The general would rush
out of the house, sobbing like a child, and then throw himself into the
carriage beside me completely unnerved, I could only give silent comfort. My
heart bled for him, and in the long silence that followed as we journeyed on, I
knew that his thoughts were with his mother. At our first stop he was out of
the cars in an instant, buying fruit to send back to her. Before we were even
unpacked in the hotel, where we made our first stay of any length, he had
dashed off a letter. I have since seen those missives. No matter how hurriedly
he wrote, they were proofs of the tenderest, most filial love, and full of the
prophecies he never failed to make, of the reunion that he felt would soon
come.
After long debates with
her parents, we had captured a young lady who was to return with us. She was a
"joy forever," and submitted without a word to the rough part of our
journey. After we left St. Paul, the usual struggle for decent food began. Some
of the officers returning from leave of absence had joined us, and we made as
merry over our hardships as we could. When we entered the eating-houses, one
young member of our party, whom we called the "butter fiend," was
made the experimenter. If he found the butter too rancid to eat undisguised, he
gave us a hint by saying, under his breath, "this is a double-over
place." That meant that we must put a layer of bread on top of the butter
to smother the taste.
The general was so
sensitive when living in civilization that the heartiest appetite would desert
him if an allusion to anything unpleasant or a reference to suffering was made
at the table. But he never seemed to be conscious of surroundings when
"roughing it." Of course I had learned to harden myself to almost
anything by this time, but I can see the wide-open eyes of our girl friend when
she saw us eat all around any foreign ingredients we found in our food. She
nearly starved on a diet consisting of the interior of badly-baked potatoes and
the inside of soggy rolls.
One of the
eating-places on the road was kept in a narrow little house, built on a flat
car. Two men presided, one cooking and the other waiting on the table. We were
laboriously spearing our food with two tined forks, and sipping the muddy
coffee with a pewter spoon, when I heard with surprise the general asking for a
napkin. It seemed as foreign to the place as a finger-bowl. The waiter knew
him, however, and liked him too well to refuse him anything; so he said,
"I have nothing but a towel, general." "Just the thing, just the
thing," repeated my husband, in his quick, jolly way. So the man tied a
long crash towel under his chin, and the general ate on, too indifferent to
appearances to care because the tableful of travellers smiled.
When we finally reached
the termination of the road at Bismarck, another train was about starting back
to St. Paul. The street was full of people, wildly expostulating and talking
loudly and fiercely. It appeared that this was the last train of the season, as
the cars were not to run during the winter. The passengers were mostly Bismarck
citizens, whose lawless life as gamblers and murderers had so outraged the
sentiments of the few law-abiding residents that they had forced them to
depart. We could see these outlaws crowding at the door, hanging out of the
windows, swearing and menacing, and finally firing on the retreating crowd as
the cars passed out of town. I was inclined to remain a fixture in our car; to
step down into such a melée was too much for my courage. The general made
allowance for my fears, and we were quietly slipped out on the other side of
the depot, hurried into the ambulance, and driven to the river.
The ice was already
thick enough to bear our weight part way over; then came a swift rushing
torrent of water which had to be crossed in a small boat. Some of the soldiers
rowed, while one kept the huge cakes of floating ice from our frail boat with a
long, iron-pointed pole. As I stepped into the little craft, I dropped upon the
bottom and hid my eyes, and no amount of reference to dangers I had encountered
before induced me to look up. The current of the Missouri is so swift it is
something dreadful to encounter. We were lifted out upon the ice again, and
walked to the bank. Once more on shore, I said to myself, here will I live and
die, and never go on that river again.
Our brother, Colonel
Tom, met us, and drove us to our new home. In the dim light I could see the
great post of Fort Lincoln, where only a few months before we had left a barren
plain. Our quarters were lighted, and as we approached, the regimental band
played "Home, Sweet Home," followed by the general’s favorite,
"Garryowen."
The general had
completely settled the house before he left for the East, but he had kept this
fact secret, as a surprise. Our friends had lighted it all, and built fires in
the fireplaces. The garrison had gathered to welcome us, and Mary had a grand
supper ready. How we chattered and gloried over the regiment having a home at
last. It seemed too good to believe that the 7th Cavalry had a post of its own,
with room for the half of the regiment assigned to duty there. In other
garrisons, when we had come in late in the fall from campaigns, the officers,
in order to get places for themselves, had been obliged to turn some one else
out. There is a disagreeable, though probably necessary law in the army
regulations, which directs officers to take their quarters according to rank.
Fort Lincoln was built
with quarters for six companies. The barracks for the soldiers were on the side
of the parade-ground nearest the river, while seven detached houses for
officers faced the river opposite. On the left of the parade-ground was the long
granary and the little military prison, called the "guard-house."
Opposite, completing the square, were the quartermaster and commissary
storehouses for supplies and the adjutant’s office. Outside the garrison
proper, near the river, were the stables for six hundred horses. Still farther
beyond were the quarters for the laundresses, easily traced by the swinging
clothes-lines in front, and dubbed for this reason "Suds Row." Some
distance on from there were the log-huts of the Indian scouts and their families,
while on the same side also was the level plain used for parades and drill. On
the left of the post was the sutler’s store, with a billiard-room attached.
Soon after the general arrived he permitted a citizen to put up a barber-shop,
and afterwards another built a little cabin of cotton-wood, with canvas roof
for a photographer’s establishment.
The post was located in
a valley, while just back of us stretched a long chain of bluffs. On the summit
of a hill, nearly a mile to the left, was a small infantry garrison, which had
been established some time, and now belonged to our post. When we went to
return the visits of the infantry ladies, the mules dragged the ambulance up
the steep hill with difficulty. We found living in this bleak place--in small,
shabbily built quarters, such as a day-laborer would consider hardly good
enough for his family--delicate women and children, who, as usual, made no
complaint about their life. Afterwards we were much indebted to one of the
ladies, who, determined to conquer fate, varied our lives and gave us something
to look forward to, by organizing a reading-club that met every week. She had
sent to the East, before the trains ceased running, for the new books.
This little post had
been built before the railroad was completed, and the houses were put together
with as few materials as possible. There was no plastering, but the ceilings
and partitions were of thick paper made for the purpose. When narrow mouldings
of wood were tacked over the joined places, and all of it painted, the effect
was very pretty. When it was torn and ragged it looked poverty-stricken enough.
In one set of quarters there chanced to be so many children and so little room
that the parents had invented a three-story bed, where the little ones could be
all stowed at night. While we were calling there one day, I sat talking with
the cheerful little mother, and wondering how she could be so bright.
Everything in garrison life was, of course, new to my girl friend, and I
discovered she was trying to smother a laugh. She commanded a view of the inner
door. One of the children, who had been beating the wall and crying to enter,
had finally made preliminary preparations. She had thrust through a hole in the
paper partition each article of her little wardrobe, even to her shoes, and was
putting the first rosy foot through after them. When the mother discovered this
she laughed heartily, and gave us thus an opportunity to join her.
Our own post was
somewhat sheltered by the bluffs behind; but though our quarters were
plastered, the unseasoned lumber warped, and it was a struggle to keep warm.
The wood with which we were provided was far from dry, and much of it of that
kind that burns quickly but sends out little heat. It seemed to require the
entire time of one man to keep up the fires. It was thus a blessed thing for
the poor fellow whose duty it was, for he had never been able to remain long
with his company at a time. He had an uncontrollable habit of drinking. Most of
the time he belonged to the band of prisoners who are taken out of the
guard-house every day, under a sentinel, to police the garrison and cut the
wood. Mary gave them the coffee and whatever else was left from the table every
day. This seemingly worthless fellow told Mary that he believed he could
"keep straight" if Mrs. Custer would get the general to remit his
sentence and let him come to us to keep the fires. So he came, and was
occasionally sober for some time. He learned to go through the house with his
arms full of wood when he was quite drunk. Ho really had too much heart to
cause me trouble, and used to say, "Mary, I am pretty full, but don’t let
Mrs. Custer know it, for I told her I would not do so again, and I don’t like
to make her feel bad." So Mary spied out the land before him and opened
his doors. After he had tried her patience long, she finally lost her temper on
finding that he had swallowed all the worcestershire sauce and her bottle of
pain-killer. She held out the can of kerosene oil to him, and asked if he would
not add that to his dram, and began such a berating that he hurried off to
escape frown the violence of her tongue.
The soldiers asked the
general’s permission to put up a place in which they could have entertainments,
and he gave them every assistance he could. They prepared the lumber in the
saw-mill that belonged to the post. The building was an ungainly looking
structure, but large enough to hold them all. The unseasoned cottonwood warped
even while the house was being built, but by patching and lining with old torn
tents, they managed to keep out the storm. The scenery was painted on condemned
canvas stretched on a frame-work, and was lifted on and off as the plays
required. The footlights in front of the rude stage were tallow-candles that
smoked and sputtered inside the clumsily cobbled casing of tin. The seats were
narrow benches, without backs. The officers and ladies were always invited to
take the front row at every new performance, and after they entered, the house
filled up with soldiers. Some of the enlisted men played very well, and used
great ingenuity in getting up their costumes. The general accepted every
invitation, and enjoyed it all greatly. The clog-dancing and negro character
songs between the acts were excellent. Indeed, we sometimes had professionals,
who, having been stranded in the States, had enlisted.
A regiment is recruited
from all classes and conditions of men. Occasionally accident revealed the
secret that there were fugitives from justice in the ranks. If they changed
their names, they found no place where they were so hidden from every one they
ever knew as in a regiment that is always on duty in the territories. It came
to pass sometimes that a man of title, who had "left his country for his
country’s good," wore the government blue as a disguise, and served as a
trooper for want of anything better to do. Among the men who sent word they
would be glad to help me about the house when we were settling--either as a
carpenter, a saddler to sew carpets, or a blacksmith to put up stoves--there
were several with histories. Though they were strictly military with the
general, observing the rule of never speaking unless spoken to, they sought the
first opportunity to tell me their troubles. These were invariably domestic
difficulties, until I began to think our regiment was "a city of
refuge" for outraged husbands. It would eventually be found out that these
men had run away and enlisted under assumed names, when driven desperate by the
scoldings of a turbulent wife. Time, and the loneliness of a soldier’s life,
would soften their woes, and they began at last to sigh even for the
high-pitched voice of the deserted woman. The general felt as badly as I did
when I carried their stories to him, begging him to get them discharged. He had
a little fashion, however, of asking me to remember that about this, as about
every other subject that we ever discussed, "there were always two sides
to a question." My sympathy for the soldiers in trouble was of little
avail, for the law compelling them to serve the five years out was irrevocable.
All I could do was to write letters at their solicitation, revealing their
identity and asking for a reconciliation.
My husband’s duties
extended over a wide range. If the laundresses had a serious difficulty, he was
asked to settle it. They had many pugilists among them, and the least
infringement of their rights provoked a battle in which wood and other missiles
filled the air. Bandaged and bruised, they brought their wrongs to our house,
where both sides had a hearing. The general had occasionally to listen and
arbitrate between husband and wife, when the laundress and her soldier husband
could not agree. I was banished from the room, while he heard their story and
gave them counsel. In the same way he listened to whatever complaints the
soldiers made. Some of them came into our quarters on one occasion with a tin
cup of coffee for the general to taste, and determine whether he agreed with
them that it was too poor to drink. From that time on, after every Sunday
morning inspection, the general went with all the officers to visit the
kitchens, as well as the barracks of each company, and every troop commander
was called upon to pass criticisms on the cleanliness of the quarters and the
wholesomeness of the food.
THE companies each gave
a ball in turn during the winter, and the preparations were begun long in
advance. There was no place to buy anything, save the sutler’s store and the
shops in the little town of Bismarck, but they were well ransacked for
materials for the supper. The bunks where the soldiers slept were removed frown
the barracks, and flags festooned around the room. Arms were stacked and
guidons arranged in groups. A few pictures of distinguished men were wreathed
in imitation laurel leaves cut out of green paper. Chandeliers and side
brackets carved out of cracker-box boards into fantastic shapes were filled
with candles, while at either end of the long room great logs in the wide
fireplaces threw out a cheerful light.
The ball opened, headed
by the first-sergeant. After this the officers and their wives were invited to
form a set at one end of the room, and we danced several times. One of the men
whose voice was clear and loud sang the calls. He was a comical genius, and
improvised new ways of calling off. When the place came in the quadrille to
"Turn your partners," his voice rose above the music, in the notes of
the old song, "Oh swing those girls, those pretty little girls, those
girls you left behind you!" This was such an inspiration to the fun-lovers
that the swinging usually ended in our being whirled in the air by the
privileged members of our family.
The soldiers were a
superb lot of men physically. The out-door life had developed them into perfect
specimens of vigorous manhood. After the company tailor had cut over their
uniforms, they were often the perfection of good fitting. The older soldiers
wore, on the sleeves of their coats, the rows of braid that designate the
number of years in the service. Some had the army badges of the corps in which
they fought during the war, while an occasional foreign decoration showed that
they had been brave soldiers in the fatherland. We were escorted out to the
supper-room in the company-kitchen in advance of the enlisted men. The general
delighted the hearts of the sergeant and ball-managers by sitting down to a
great dish of potato-salad. It was always well-flavored with the onion, as rare
out there, and more appreciated than pomegranates are in New York. We ladies
took cake, of course, but sparingly, for it was also a great luxury.
When we returned to
watch the dancing, the general was on nettles for fear we should be wanting in
tact, and show our amusement by laughing at the costumes of the women. There
was but a sprinkling of them: several from Bismarck and a few white servants of
the officers. Each company was allowed but three or four laundresses. The
soldier was obliged to ask permission to marry, and his engagement was a weary
waiting sometimes. In order to get a vacancy for his sweetheart, he had to
await the discharge of some other soldier from the company, whose wife held the
appointment of laundress. These women were at the ball in full force, and each
one brought her baby. When we removed our wraps in the room of the
first-sergeant we usually found his bed quite full of curly-headed infants
sleeping, while the laundress mothers danced. The toilets of those women were
something marvellous in construction. In low neck and short sleeves, their
round, red arms and well-developed figures wheeled around the barracks all
night long. Even the tall Mexican laundress, hereafter specially mentioned,
would deck herself in pink tarletan and false curls, and notwithstanding her
height and colossal anatomy, she had constant partners.
The little Dutch woman,
who loved her husband more devotedly after each beating, and did not dance with
any one else, was never absent from the balls. Her tiny little figure was
suspended between heaven and earth while her tall soldier whirled her around
the long hall in the endless German waltz. Some officer would whisper slyly in
my ear, as she bowed and smiled in passing, "Do you see the get-up of ’Old
Trooble Agin?’" She had long before earned this sobriquet, when coming to
me for help out of her misfortunes, beginning each story of woo with
"Trooble agin." Wherever we were, when the orders were issued for a
campaign, she soon appeared claiming sympathy. No one could feel at such a time
more than I the truth of her preface, for if we were to be left behind, it was,
indeed, "Trouble again."
The pack of hounds were
an endless source of delight to the general. We had about forty: the
stag-hounds that run by sight, and are on the whole the fleetest and most
enduring dogs in the world, and the fox-hounds that follow the trail with their
noses close to the ground. The first rarely bark, but the latter are very
noisy. The general and I used to listen with amusement to their attempts to
strike the key-note of the bugler when he sounded the calls summoning the men
to guard mount, stables, or retreat. It rather destroyed the military effect to
see, beside his soldierly figure, a hound sitting down absorbed in imitation.
With lifted head and rolling eyes there issued from the broad mouth notes so
doleful they would have answered for a misericordia.
The fox-hounds were of
the most use in the winter, for the hunting was generally in the underbrush and
timber along the river. I never tired of watching the start for the hunt. The
general was a figure that would have fixed attention anywhere. He had marked
individuality of appearance, and a certain unstudied carelessness in the
wearing of his costume that gave a picturesque effect, not the least out of
place on the frontier. He wore troop-boots reaching to his knees, buckskin
breeches fringed on the sides, a dark navy blue shirt with a broad collar, a
red necktie, whose ends floated over his shoulder exactly as they did when he
and his entire division of cavalry had worn them during the war. On the broad
felt hat, that was almost a sombrero, was fastened a slight mark of his rank.
He was at this time
thirty-five years of age, weighed one hundred and seventy pounds, and was
nearly six feet in height. His eyes were clear blue and deeply set, his hair
short, wavy, and golden in tint. His mustache was long and tawny in color; his
complexion was florid, except where his forehead was shaded by his hat, for the
sun always burned his skin ruthlessly.
He was the most agile,
active man I ever knew, and so very strong and in such perfect physical
condition that he rarely knew even an hour’s indisposition.
Horse and man seemed
one when the general vaulted into the saddle. His body was so lightly poised
and so full of swinging, undulating motion, it almost seemed that the wind
moved him as it blew over the plain. Yet every nerve was alert and like finely
tempered steel, for the muscles and sinews that seemed so pliable were equal to
the curbing of the most fiery animal. I do not think that he sat his horse with
more grace than the other officers, for they rode superbly, but it was
accounted by others almost an impossibility to dislodge the general frown the
saddle, no matter how vicious the horse might prove. He threw his feet out of
the stirrups the moment the animal began to show his inclination for war, and
with his knees dug into the sides of the plunging brute, he fought and always
conquered. With his own horses he needed neither spur nor whip. They were such
friends of his, and his voice seemed so attuned to their natures, they knew as
well by its inflections as by the slight pressure of the bridle on their necks
what be wanted. By the merest inclination on the general’s part, they either
sped on the wings of the wind or adapted their spirited steps to the slow
movement of the march. It was a delight to see them together, they were so in
unison, and when he talked to them, as though they had been human beings, their
intelligent eyes seemed to reply.
As an example of his
horsemanship he had a way of escaping from the stagnation of the dull march,
when it was not dangerous to do so, by riding a short distance in advance of
the column over a divide, throwing himself on one side of his horse so as to be
entirely out of sight from the other direction, giving a signal that the animal
understood, and tearing off at the best speed that could be made. The horse
entered into the frolic with all the zest of his master, and after the race the
animal’s beautiful, distended nostrils glowed blood-red as he tossed his head
and danced with delight.
In hunting, the general
rode either Vic or Dandy. The dogs were so fond of the latter, they seemed to
have little talks with him. The general’s favorite dog, Blücher, would leap up
to him in the saddle, and jump fairly over the horse in starting. The spirited
horses, mounted by officers who sat them so well, the sound of the horn used
for the purpose of calling the dogs, their answering bay, the glad voices, and
"whoop-la" to the hounds as the party galloped down the valley, are
impressions ineffaceable from my memory. They often started a deer within sound
of the bugle at the post. In a few hours their shouts outside would call me to
the window, and there, drooping across the back of one of the orderlies’
horses, would be a magnificent black-tailed deer. We had a saddle of venison
hanging on the wood-house almost constantly during the winter. The officers’,
and even the soldiers’, tables had this rarity to vary the monotony of the
inevitable beef.
After these hunts the
dogs had often to be cared for. They would be lame, or cut in the chase,
through the tangle of vines and branches. These were so dense it was a constant
wonder to the general how the deer could press through with its spreading
antlers. The English hounds, unacquainted with our game, used to begin with a
porcupine sometimes. It was pitiful, though for a moment at first sight
amusing, to see their noses and lips looking like animated pin-cushions. There
was nothing for us to do after such an encounter but to begin surgery at once.
The general would not take time to get off his hunting-clothes nor go near the
fire until he had called the dog into his room and extracted the painful quills
with the tweezers from his invaluable knife. I sat on the dog and held his
paws, but quivered even when I kept my head averted. The quills being barbed
cannot be withdrawn, but must be pulled through in the same direction in which
they entered. The gums, lips, and roof of the mouth were full of little wounds,
but the dogs were extremely sagacious and held very still. When the painful
operation was over they were very grateful, licking the general’s hand as he
praised them for their pluck.
Sometimes, when the
weather was moderate, and I rode after the fox-hounds, one of them separated
himself from the pack, and came shaking his great, velvet ears and wagging his
cumbrous tail beside my horse. The general would call my attention to him, and
tell me that it was our latest surgical patient, paying us his bill in
gratitude, "which is the exchequer of the poor."
Among the pack was an
old hound that had occasional fits. When he felt the symptoms of an attack he
left the kennel at the rear of the house, came round to the front-door, and
barked or scratched to get in. My husband knew at once that the dog was going
to suffer, and that instinct had taught him to come to us for help. Rover would
lie down beside the general until his hour of distress, and then solicit the
ever-ready sympathy with his mournful eyes. The general rubbed and cared for
him, while the dog writhed and foamed at the mouth. He was always greatly
touched to see the old hound, when he began to revive, try to lift the tip of
his tail in gratitude.
With the stag-hounds,
hunting was so bred in the bone that they sometimes went off by themselves, and
even the half-grown puppies followed. I have seen them returning from such a
hunt, the one who led the pack holding proudly in his mantle a jack-rabbit.
The wolves in their
desperate hunger used to come up on the bluffs almost within a stone’s-throw of
our quarters. It was far from pleasant to look out of the window and see them
prowling about. Once when the stag-hounds were let out of the kennel for
exercise, they flew like the winds over the hills after a coyote. The soldier
who took care of them could only follow on foot, as the crust on the snow would
not bear the weight of a horse. After a long, cold walk he found the dogs
standing over the wolf they had killed. When he had dragged it back to our
wood-shed he sent in to ask if the general would come and see what the dogs had
done unaided and alone, for he was very proud of them.
As the family all stood
talking over the size of the coyote and its fur, I said, triumphantly,
"Now, I shall have a robe!" It was enough for them, and they made no
end of sport about my planning a robe out of one small skin. After we had all
gone into the house, the soldier, who was not accustomed to hear such
badgering, went in to Mary, and indignantly exclaimed, "Be jabers, and
they’ll not tease her about that long!" After that, during the winter, he
walked frequently over the plain with the dogs, and when they had started a
trail and run almost out of sight, he patiently followed until he reached the
spot where they had brought down the game. Even in that bitter weather he
brought in enough foxes, swifts, and coyotes to make me a large robe. When it
was made up, I triumphantly placed myself on it, and reminded my family of
their teasing, and the time, so lately past, when I had been an object of jest
to them.
The weather seemed to
grow colder and colder as the winter advanced--from 20° to 30° below zero was
ordinary weather. The officers were energetic enough to get up sleighs, even
with all the difficulties they had to encounter. There was no lumber at the
post except unseasoned cotton-wood. The man who could get a packing-box for the
body of his sleigh was a Croesus. The carpenter cut and sawed the edges into
scallops and curves; the rudest bobs were ironed by the company blacksmith; and
the huge tongue of an army wagon was attached to the frail egg-shell. The
wood-work was painted black, and really the color and shape reminded one of a
little baby hearse. Sister Margaret and I disliked sleighing even under
favorable circumstances, but that made no sort of difference; we were expected
to go twice a day, and try in turn each new sleigh.
My husband found a
sketch in some of the illustrated papers, which he thought such a fitting
representation of us that he added some lines and drew some applicable features
to the picture, and wrote underneath, "Margaret and Libbie enjoying a
sleigh-ride!" (two wretched, shivering beings, wrapped in furs, sit with
their feet in a tub of ice-water, while a servant rings a dinner-bell over
their heads). When we were thus taken out, as a sacrifice we were enveloped in
so many wraps we had literally to be carried and dropped into the sleigh, and
after hot bricks were adjusted to our feet, we assumed the martyr look that
women understand how to take on when persuaded against their will, and off we
flew. It made no impression if we were speechless--the dearth of women made the
men far from critical. Sometimes we went to the Hart River, which empties into
the Missouri, and which we were not afraid to drive over, as it was frozen
solid. And yet it should be understood that we preferred to go and be frozen
rather than stay at home and be comfortable, for we were a band of friends
sharing the same isolation, and each took comfort in contributing to the
enjoyment of the rest.
One sort of sleighing
we really did enjoy. One of the officers got up a long sleigh, using the bed of
an army wagon for the box. He was his own coachman, and stood in front driving
an excellent four-in-hand. We all placed ourselves in the straw and robes, and
nothing of the whole party was visible except two rows of "tip
tilted," rosy-tinted noses peeping out from under fur caps and gay mufflers.
If any one rashly left a seat to play some prank it was never regained. The
space closed up instantly, and it was a choice of standing for the rest of the
distance, or uncomfortably sitting on the spurs, arctics, or buffalo over-shoes
of the others. Another of our number tried driving tandem; and as his horses
were very fleet and his sleigh very frail, it was a study from first to last
how soon we should gather up the fragments of our scattered selves from the
white plain over which we flew at eagle speed.
When the thermometer
went down to 45° below zero, the utmost vigilance was exercised to prevent the
men from being frozen. The general took off all the sentinels but two, and
those were encased in buffalo overcoats and shoes, and required to walk their
beat but fifteen minutes at a time. There were no wells or cisterns, and the
quartermaster had no means of supplying the post with water, except with a
water-wagon that required six mules to haul it around the garrison. The hole in
the river through which the water was drawn was cut through five feet of ice.
It was simply dreadful on those bitter days to see the poor men whose duty it
was to distribute the supply. My husband used to turn away with a shudder from
the window when they came in sight, and beg me not to talk of a matter that he
was powerless to remedy. The two barrels at the kitchen-door were all that we
could have, and on some days the men and wagon could not go around at all. We
husbanded every drop, and borrowed from a neighbor, if any neighbor was
fortunate enough not to have used all his supply.
WE had hardly finished
arranging our quarters when, one freezing night, I was awakened by a roaring
sound in a chimney that had been defective from the first. Women have such a
rooted habit of smelling smoke and sending men on needless investigating trips
in the dead of night, that I tried to keep still for a few moments. The sound
grew too loud to be mistaken, and I awakened my husband. He ran up-stairs and
found the room above us on fire. He called to me to bring him some water,
believing he could extinguish it himself. While I hurried after the water,
there came such a crash and explosion that my brain seemed to reel from fright.
I had no thought but that my husband was killed. Nothing can describe the
relief with which I heard his voice calling back to my agonized question as to
his safety. His escape was very narrow; the chimney had burst, the whole side
of the room was blown out, and he was covered with plaster and surrounded with
fallen bricks. The gas from the petroleum paper put on between the plastering
and the outer walls to keep out the cold had exploded. The roof had ignited at
once, and was blown off with a noise like the report of artillery. The sentinel
at the guard-house fired his carbine as an alarm. The general ran to one of the
lower windows, and with his powerful voice that he could throw so far called
for the guard. Then we hurried to the room occupied by our girl-friend. The plastering
falling on her bed from the burning roof was the first hint she had of the
danger. It was unsafe for her to stop to gather her clothes, and wrapping a
blanket about her we sent her to our sister next door.
In an incredibly short
time the men were swarming about the house. The general had buttoned his vest,
containing his watch and purse, over his long nightdress, and unconscious of
his appearance, gave just as cool orders to the soldiers as if it were at
drill. They, also, were perfectly cool, and worked like beavers to remove our
things; for with no engine and without water it was useless to try to save the
house. The general stood upon the upper landing and forbade them to join him,
as it was perilous, the floors being then on fire. He had insisted upon my
going out of the house, but I was determined not to do so until he was safe.
When I did leave I ran in my night-dress over the snow to our sister’s. The
house burned very quickly. Fortunately it was a still, cold night, and there
was no wind to spread the flames. Except for this the whole garrison must have
been burned.
When the morning came
we went to inspect the heap of household belongings that had been carried out
on the parade-ground. It was a sorry collection of torn, broken, and marred
effects! Most of my clothes were gone. Our poor girl-friend looked down into
her trunk, empty except for one tarletan party gown. I had lost silver and
linen, and what laces and finery I had. The only loss I mourned, as it was
really irreparable, was a collection of newspaper clippings regarding my
husband that I had saved during and since the war. Besides these I lost a
little wig that I had worn at a fancy-dress ball, made from the golden rings of
curly hair cut from my husband’s head after the war, when he had given up
wearing long locks.
The fire served one
purpose after all. Before it occurred I had always been a trial to Mary because
I cared so little for dress and really owned so few ornaments. When the
servants gathered together after that to boast of the possessions of their
several mistresses, as is customary with the colored people, who so love
display, Mary was armed with an excuse for me. I used to hear of her saying,
"You jist orter seed what Miss Libbie had afo’ the fire;" and then
she would describe in detail elegant apparel that I had never even thought of
having. Long afterwards I heard of the comments of one of our number, who loved
the loaves and fishes of this life beyond everything. In vain she accumulated
and had the proud satisfaction of out-doing every one in the number of her
dresses. Mary managed to slip into her kitchen on some feigned errand, and
drawing upon her imagination related how much richer Miss Libbie’s possessions
were before the fire. I had a hearty laugh by myself when I heard that the Miss
Flora McFlimsey of our circle, worn out with the boasting of the cook, was
heard to exclaim, "I wish I might have seen for myself all the
gorgeousness described. I am tired to death of hearing about ’befo’ the fire.’"
The general selected
another set of quarters next to his brother’s, and thither removed the remnants
of our household goods. He begged me not to go near the house, or attempt to
settle, until I had recovered from the fright of the fire and of his imperilled
life the night before. We were all busy enough trying to fit our things upon
our little friend. Her purse, with abundance to buy a new outfit, was burned,
and it would be weeks before she could receive a remittance from home by our
slow mails. Next day, as she sat among us in borrowed apparel, several sizes
too large, she had a surprise. A huge clothes-basket was handed in at the door,
with a note addressed to her, begging her to consider herself, what the
garrison had long felt that she was, "the daughter of the regiment."
The basket contained everything that the generous hearts of friends could
snuggest. Not content with this, another was sent on the next day, with a
further supply of things bought in the store at Bismarck. She objected to the
acceptance, and tears rose in her eyes at the thoughtfulness; but there were no
names signed to the note, so we would not heed remonstrances. Every one came
with needles and thimbles, and the scissors flew.
I was too much absorbed
in this scheme to ask many questions about the new quarters. When I did
inquire, the general put me off by saying that in a few days I should begin to
settle. The second evening after the fire he sent for me, and asked if I would
come and consult with him about some arrangement of the furniture, as he was
too busy to come after me. I started at once, but Mary, ever thoughtful of my
appearance, and deep in the mystery that followed, urged me to put on my other
gown. I was unwillingly put into it, and went to the new house to find both
sets of quarters lighted throughout, and the band playing "Home, Sweet
Home." My husband, meeting me, led me in, and to my utter surprise I found
the whole place completely settled, a door cut through into Colonel Tom’s
quarters, and the garrison assembled at the general’s invitation for the
house-warming. The pantry was full of good things to eat that Mary had prepared
for the supper. Every one tried, by merry frolic and dancing, to make me forget
the catastrophe, and the general, bubbling over with fun, inspired me to join.
Then he told me to what subterfuges ho had resorted to get the house ready, and
repeated to me again that it was never worth while to "cry over spilled
milk."
The life of the
enlisted men was very dull during the cold weather. In the summer they had mounted
drill and parades, and an occasional scout, to vary the life. They got very
little good out of their horses in the winter. An hour in the morning and
another in the afternoon were spent every day in grooming them. The general
took me down to the stables sometimes to watch the work. Each horse had the
name given to him by his rider printed in home-made letters over his stall.
Some of the men were so careful of their horses that they were able to keep
them for service during the five years of their enlistment. The daily
intercourse of horse and rider quickened the instinct of the brute, so that he
seemed half human. Indeed, I have seen an old troop-horse, from whose back a
raw recruit had tumbled, go through the rest of the drill as correctly as if mounted
by a well-trained soldier. Many of the soldiers love and pet their dumb beasts,
and if the supply of grain gives out on a campaign they unhesitatingly steal
for them, as a mother would for a starving child.
Beside every stall hung
the saddle and equipments of the trooper, and the companies vied with one
another in keeping them in perfect condition. Some of the horses’ coats shone
like satin under the busy currycomb of an attached master. The captain of a
company and his first-sergeant soon discovered the faults of a horse. When the
preparations for a campaign began, it was really laughable to hear the
ingenious excuses why an apparently sound horse should be exchanged for another
from the fresh supply.
In the same way a
soldier who was hopelessly worthless was often transferred to another company.
The officers who had been the recipient of the undesirable soldier would come
to the general to complain. I could not always keep a straight countenance when
the injured captain narrated his wrongs. One told of what desperate need he had
been in for a tailor. He had been proffered this man with many eulogies by a
brother officer, and the final recommendation given which insured the
acceptance of this seemingly generous offer was, "He has made clothes for
me." Not until the transfer was effected, and a suit of clothes ruined for
the captain, was he told by his would-be liberal friend the whole story, which
was, "Oh yes! he made clothes for me, but, I forgot to add, I couldn’t
wear them."
The general sympathized
with the impatience of the enlisted men in their dull life, which drove the
sergeants to solicit as a privilege the transportation of the mail. For a man
of my husband’s temperament it was easy to understand that danger was more
endurable than the dead calm of barrack life. The telegraph lines were
frequently down, and except for the courage of the sergeants we should have
been completely isolated from the outside world. With four mules and the
covered body of a government wagon on bobs, they went over a trackless waste of
snow for two hundred and fifty miles. Occasionally there were huts that had
once been stage stations, where they could stop, but it was deadly perilous for
them to leave the telegraph line, no matter through what drifts they were compelled
to plunge.
The bewilderment of a
snow-storm comes very soon. An officer lying in the hospital, quite crazed from
having been lost in attempting to cross a parade-ground only large enough for
the regiment in line, was a fearful warning to these venturesome men. If the
mail sergeant did not appear when ho was due--at the end of two weeks--the
general could scarcely restrain his anxiety. He was so concerned for the man’s
safety that he kept going to the window and door incessantly. He spoke to me so
often of his fears for him that I used to imagine he would, for once, express
some of his anxiety when the sergeant finally appeared to report; but military
usage was too deeply bred in the bone of both, and the report was made and
received with the customary repressed dignity of manner. However, I have seen
my husband follow the man to the door, and tell him that he had felt great
concern about him, and renew his directions to take every precaution for his
safety. How thankful I used to be that I was not hedged in with a soldier’s
discipline, but that I could follow the faithful old trooper and tell him how
the general had worried about him, and how thankful we all were for his safe
return.
It did not take long
for the garrison to discover the poor mules, with their tired, drooping heads
and wilted ears, dragging the mail-sleigh into the post. Every officer rushed
to the adjutant’s office for his mail. It was a great event and the letters
were hailed with joy. An orphan, and having no brothers and sisters, I must
have been the only one who was contented not to get any. For my world was
there. An officer’s wife who could hardly wait for news from her lonely,
delicate mother in the East used to say pathetically, realizing the distance
that intervened, that no one knew what it was to be married to a husband and a
mother at the same time.
As soon as the mail was
distributed, the general buried himself with the newspapers. For several days
after he agreed with me that an old engraving, called "My Husband,"
was a faithful likeness of him at such a time (the picture represented a man
sitting in a chair, completely hidden, except his crossed legs and his hands,
and clasping an outspread paper). As soon as the contents wore devoured, he cut
from the illustrated papers comic pictures, and adding to them some doggerel,
sent them in to our witty neighbor as illustrating some joke that had
transpired against her. With other papers, by a little drawing he transposed
the figures and likenesses of some of the officers who had been placed
previously in some ludicrous position. Adding marginal comments, he left the
pictures uppermost where they were sure to be seen by the persons for whom they
were intended, when they came in as usual to look over the papers and magazines
in his room. A clever lady in a neighboring garrison, speaking of the arrival
of the mail, described how voraciously she seized the new rending matter and
closeted herself for hours to read up in advance of the others. She felt that
"having exhausted every other topic she must coach up on something
new."
In spite of the great
risks and dangers of the mail-carriers, their journeys were accomplished
without serious accident. I used to hear occasionally that the sergeant had
levied such a heavy tax upon the citizens of Bismarck, when he brought small
parcels through for them, that he had quite a little sum of money for himself
by spring.
THE climate of Dakota
was so fine that those who had been poisoned by malaria in the South became
perfectly well after a short residence there. Sickness was of rare occurrence,
and because of its infrequency it drew forth lavish sympathy. In the autumn a
beautiful little girl, the daughter of the sutler, was brought into the garrison
dying with diphtheria. There was no law, like the city ordinance, compelling a
warning placard to be placed on the door, and it would have been of no avail in
keeping her friends away. When I begged the heart-broken mother to turn from
the last breath of her idol, it seemed to me her lot was too hard for human
endurance. Every sorrow seemed much worse out there, where we were so
unaccustomed to suffering.
As I looked at the
little waxen body prepared for burial, lying so like a pretty flower, I did not
wonder at the mother’s grief and despair. She was a thousand miles from Eastern
friends; her husband was absent on business, and she among strangers. At
another time, when a young mother was caring for her newly-born babe, the
little toddling brother was unfortunately exposed to the cold, and fell
violently ill with pneumonia. Every lady came daily to help care for him, and
at last the officers’ repeatedly proffered services were accepted for night
nursing. I remember watching and admiring the tenderness of a handsome, dashing
young fellow as he walked the floor with the feverish little sufferer, or
rocked him patiently until dawn. And when I saw him often afterwards gliding
about in the dance, or riding beside some pretty girl, I used to think to myself
that I could tell his sweetheart something good about him. We were all like one
family--every one was so quick to sympathize, so ready to act if trouble came.
After the trains had
been taken off, and winter had fairly set in, the young mother, whom we all
loved, was in despair about clothing for her little ones. We had reached a land
where there were no seamstresses, no ready-made clothing, and nothing suitable
for children. Money did no good, though our friend had abundance of that, but
busy fingers were needed. The ladies quietly arranged, as a surprise, a
sowing-bee. We impressed our brother Tom into our service, and taught him to
use the sewing-machine. A laughing crowd dropped scissors and thimbles at
parade-time and followed to the door to watch him hurry on his belt and sabre
and take his place--the quintessence then of everything military and manly. A
roomful of busy women, cutting, basting, making button-holes, and joining
together little garments, soon had a passable outfit for the brave mother’s
little ones, and even a gown for her own sweet self. I do not remember ever
seeing anything quite so Dutchy and cumbersome, however, as those little
children dressed in the cobbled-out woollen clothes our ignorant fingers had
fashioned.
A woman on the frontier
is so cherished and appreciated, because she has the courage to live out there,
that there is nothing that is not done for her if she be gracious and
courteous. In twenty little ways the officers spoiled us: they never allowed us
to wait on ourselves, to open or shut a door, draw up our own chair, or to do
any little service that they could perform for us. If we ran to the next house
for a chat, with a shawl thrown over our heads, we rarely got a chance to
return alone, but with this undignified head-covering were formally brought
back to our door! I wonder if it will seem that we were foolishly petted if I
reveal that our husbands buttoned our shoes, wrapped us up if we went out,
warmed our clothes before the fire, poured the water for our bath out of the
heavy pitcher, and studied to do innumerable little services that a maid would
have done for us in the States.
I don’t think it made
us helpless, however. In our turn we watched every chance we could to
anticipate their wants. We did a hundred things we would not have remembered to
do had not the quickly passing time brought nearer each day those labours of
separation when we would have no one to do for. I am sure I never saw more
tender men than the officers. One learned to conceal the fact that one was
ailing or fatigued, for it made them so anxious. The eyes of sister Margaret’s
husband come to me now, full of intense suffering for his wife, as she silently
read her home letters telling of our mother Custer’s failing strength. She
suppressed her weeping until they had retired and she believed him asleep. She
found her mistake when his gentle hands stole softly to her cheeks to feel if
they were moistened with tears.
So seldom did we hear
of an officer’s unkindness to his wife, that a very old legend used to be
revived if a reference to anything of the kind was needed. Before the war some
officer wished to measure the distance of a day’s march, and having no odometer
elected his wife to that office. The length of the revolution of a wheel was taken,
a white handkerchief tied to a spoke, and the madam was made to count the
rotations all day long. The story seldom failed to fire the blood of the
officers when it was told. They agreed that nothing but a long life among
Indians, and having the treatment of the squaw before him, would cause a man to
act with such brutality.
Domestic care sat very
lightly on me. Nothing seemed to annoy my husband more than to find me in the
kitchen. He determinedly opposed it for years, and begged me to make a promise
that I would never go there for more than a moment. We had such excellent
servants that my presence was unnecessary most of the time, but even in the
intervals when our fare was wretched be submitted uncomplainingly rather than
that I should be wearied. A great portion of the time my life was so rough that
he knew it taxed me to the utmost, and I never forgot to be grateful that I was
spared domestic care in garrison. We had so much company that, though I enjoyed
it, I sometimes grew weary. When the winter came and there was little to do
officially, my husband made every preparation for our receptions: ordered the
supplies, planned the refreshment, and directed the servants. The consequence
was that I sometimes had as enjoyable a time as if I had been entertained at
some one else’s house. To prove how much pleasure I had, I recall a speech that
the family kept among a collection of my faux pas. They overheard me saying to
some of our guests, "Don’t go home, we are having such a good time."
Afterwards the tormenting home circle asked me if it would not have been in a
little better taste to let the guests say that!
We had such a number of
my husband’s family in garrison that it required an effort occasionally to
prevent our being absorbed in one another. A younger brother came on from
Michigan to visit us, and our sister Margaret’s husband had a sister and
brother at the post. Sometimes we found that nine of us were on one side of the
room deeply interested in conversation. Something would rouse us to a sense of
our selfishness, and I was the one sent off to look out the quiet ones at the
hop who needed entertaining. If I chanced to be struggling to teach new steps
in dancing to feet unaccustomed to anything but march or drill, or strove to
animate the one whom all pronounced a bore, the family never failed to note it.
They played every sly trick they could to disconcert and tease me. I did not
submit tamely. As soon as I could, I made my way to them, and by threats and
intimidations scattered them to their duty!
At the hops the
officers waited long and patiently for the women to dance with them; sometimes
the first waltz they could get during the evening would not come before
midnight. I think it would have been very hard for me to have kept a level head
with all the attention and delightful flattery which the ordinary manners of
officers convey, if I had not remembered how we ladies were always in the
minority. The question whether one was old or young, pretty or plain, never
seemed to arise with them. I have seen them solicit the honor of taking a
grandmamma to drive, and even to ride as gallantly as if she were young and
fair. No men discover beauty and youth more quickly, but the deference they
feel for all women is always apparent.
It seemed very strange
to me that with all the value that is set on the presence of the women of an
officer’s family at the frontier posts, the book of army regulations makes no
provision for them, but in fact ignores them entirely! It enters into such
minute detail in its instructions, even giving the number of hours that
bean-soup should boil, that it would be natural to suppose that a paragraph or
two might be wasted on an officer’s wife! The servants and the company
laundresses are mentioned as being entitled to quarters and rations and to the
services of the surgeon. If an officer’s wife falls ill she cannot claim the
attention of the doctor, though it is almost unnecessary to say that she has it
through his most urgent courtesy. I have even known a surgeon, who from some
official difficulty was not on friendly terms with an officer, go personally
and solicit the privilege of prescribing through the illness of his wife, whom
he knew but slightly.
The officers used
sportively to look up the rules in the army regulations for camp followers, and
read them out to us as they would the riot act! In the event of any question
being raised regarding our privileges, we women really came under no other head
in the book which is the sole authority for our army. If we put down an
emphatic foot, declaring that we were going to take some decisive step to which
they were justly opposed as involving our safety, perhaps, we would be at once
reminded, in a laughingly exultant manner, of the provision of the law. The
regulations provide that the commanding officer has complete control over all
camp followers, with power to put them off the reservation or detain them as he
chooses. Nevertheless, though army women have no visible thrones or sceptres,
nor any acknowledged rights according to military law, I never knew such queens
as they, or saw more willing subjects than they govern.
THE Indian scouts employed
by our government and living at our post belonged to a tribe called the
Arickarees. This tribe was small, and though not strong enough in numbers to
attack the more powerful Sioux, there was implacable enmity between them, and a
constant desire for revenge. During the preceding summer a band of Sioux came
to Fort Lincoln, and drew the scouts belonging to the infantry garrison out of
their quarters by some cunningly devised pretext. No sooner did they appear
than they were fired upon by the Sioux. They fought all day, and finally the
Rees succeeded in driving their enemies away. All this took place right at the
post, where the firing could be seen from the windows. It was not known how
many Sioux were killed, for all tribes make extraordinary exertions to carry
their dead from the field. Four only were left. After some months the Sioux,
for some reason best known to themselves, sent word that they were coming for a
treaty, The Rees prepared to receive them with what they termed a "Strong
Heart" dance. A message inviting the garrison was sent by them, through
the interpreter, and we hailed with relief the variety in our existence this
spectacle would afford. Indian life was still a novelty to us, for we had not
been with any peaceable tribe before coming into Dakota. We stowed ourselves
away in long sleighs which took us to the quarters of the scouts. Their
buildings were of logs, and were long and low in construction. Around the walls
on the inside were bunks on which were marks showing the quarters assigned to
each family. When the outer door closed upon us we could scarcely breathe; the
atmosphere was stifling, and loaded with the odor of smoked meat, tanned skins,
and killikinick tobacco. The place was lighted by burning logs in a large
fireplace, and the deep shadows throw into high-relief the figures that came
into the glare of the fire, and produced effects from which Doré might have
found material for a most powerful work.
Before the ceremonies
began, we women went round the place to see the papooses in their mothers’
arms, as they sat in the bunks or on the earthen floor. Each mother held her
baby up for our inspection, with as much pride as if there had never been a
little one on earth before. The squaws were not permitted to come near the
charmed circle in front of the fire, where the mimic orchestra beat their
drums; they were allowed to sing at a distance, and joined in the low monotone
of the musicians. At regular intervals, as if keeping time, they jerked out a
nasal twanging note which was emphasized by the coarse voices of the warriors.
The dancers were naked, except for the customary covering over their loins.
They had attached to their belts beads and metal ornaments. Some had so
fastened to their girdles the feathers from the tail of the wild turkey, that
they stood up straight as the savages bent over in the evolutions of the dance.
One leg and arm would be painted bright vermilion or blue, and the other a
vivid green, with cabalistic characters drawn on them in black. The faces were
hideous, being painted in all colors. A few had necklaces of bears’ claws, on
which they set great value. These hung over the bronze shoulders, the claws
pointing into the brown skin of their chests. One, evidently poorer than the
rest, had a rudely cut shirt made out of an old ham-bag, on which the
trade-mark and name of the manufacturing firm figured conspicuously as his sole
decoration. Another, equally poor, wore only the covering over his hips, while
suspended by a cord from his neck was a huge tin toy horse. From the scalplock
of some there was a strip of cloth falling to the ground, on which silver disks
made of coins were fastened at close intervals.
In the plait of hair
falling to their waists we saw sticks crossed and running through the braid.
The interpreter explained that these represented "coups." Our
attention was arrested at once by a little four-year-old boy, who, from time to
time during the evening, was brought to the circle by his mother, and left to
make his little whirling gyrations around the ring of the dancers. It was
explained to us that he had won his right to join in the festivities of the
tribe when the fight took place the summer before, to settle which this treaty
was planned. Of the four Sioux left on the battle-field that day, one, though
mortally wounded, was not yet dead when the retreat took place. A Ree squaw,
knowing that it would count her child "a coup" if he put another
wound in the already dying man, sent him out and incited the child to plunge a
knife into the wounded warrior. As a reward he was given the privilege of
joining in all celebrations, and the right to wear an eagle feather standing
straight from the scalp-lock of his tiny head. We saw the mother’s eyes gleam
with pride as she watched this miniature warrior admitted among the mature and
experienced braves. All the dancers rotated around together for a time, their
bodies always bent, and they howled as they moved. In the shadowy gloom, only
momentarily made brilliant by the flashes of light from the fire, these grotesque,
crouching figures were wild enough for gnomes. Only occasionally, where there
was a large mixture of white blood, did we see a well-developed figure. The
legs and arms of Indians are almost invariably thin. None of them ever do any
manual labor to produce muscle, and their bones are decidedly conspicuous.
We were surprised to
observe that though dancing in so small a space, and weaving in and out in
countless figures, without an apparent effort to avoid collisions, they never
interfered or caught their brandished weapons in the ornaments of one another’s
toggery. When a warrior wished to speak, he made some sign to the others. They
then sat down around him, and the music ceased. He began with a recital of his
achievements--Indians never fail to recapitulate these as a preface to each
speech. Sometimes the speaker’s career was illustrated, and a cotton sheet was
unfolded on which were painted a number of primitive figures. He gradually grow
more and more earnest; his dull eyes glared as he pointed to the scalps he had
taken, which were even then dangling from his belt. Finally the warrior began
to give presents, and to receive them in return, as is the custom on those
occasions. If he gave a pony, he declared it by throwing down a stick on which were
cut notches that signified the gift to the recipient.
After several had told
their "coups," for so they designate their deeds of prowess, one
bounded with great energy into the circle. He narrated with spirit how he had
revenged the death of two of their band by killing the murderer at the last
fight at the post. Before any one realized it, an old squaw pushed her way
violently into the open space, threw down a roll of calico at his feet, and
flung off her leggings and blanket as presents in her gratitude, for it was of
her husband and son that he spoke. As she was about to complete the gift by
removing her last garment, the interpreter, in consideration for us, hurried
her out to her bunk in the darkness, and we saw her no more. Last of all an old
Sioux, wrapped in a black mourning blanket, tottered into the circle, and
silence settled down on all. He spoke of his son who had been in the fight, and
had fallen bravely, but said that before he was killed he had made many Rees
"bite the dust," as he then figuratively expressed it. Excited by the
story of the courage of his offspring, he tottered back to his place, but his
pride soon succumbed to his greater sorrow; he buried his head in his blanket
when he sank down to his seat. Hardly had he ceased, before a young Ree leaped
into the midst of the warriors, threw off his blanket, and with flashing eye
plunged into a hurried enumeration of his achievements, to prove his courage in
days past. Then, striding up to the bereaved father, he said in exultant, imperious
tones, "Boast no longer of the successes of your dead, I who stand here am
he who killed him!" The father did not even raise his eyes. The Ree called
out to the listening warriors, "Will he not fight me? I stand ready."
The old warrior remained unmoved, even under the insolent words of the
aggressor. Many years of an eventful life had made him too well versed in, and
too subservient to the laws of Indian warfare, not to know that a "Strong
Heart" dance bound all in inviolable honor not to break the temporary
peace; but he knew that once meeting each other on the open plain there were no
restrictions.
When we left the
unearthly music, the gloom, and the barbaric sights, and breathed pure air
again, it seemed as if we had escaped from pandemonium.
One morning soon after
that we heard singing, and found that the squaws were surging down from their
quarters nearly a mile distant. We had not received a hint of the honor to be
conferred, and were mystified when they all halted in front of our house. They
had come to give us a dance. It was an unusual occurrence, for the women rarely
take part in any but the most menial services. They were headed by Mrs. Long
Back, the wife of the chief of the scouts. She was distinguished as the leader
by a tall dress-hat that had been the property of some society man when he wore
civilian dress in the States. They began going around after each other in a
jogging, lumbering sort of movement, and singing a humdrum song in a minor key.
Much of the finery we had seen at the genuine war-dance was borrowed frown the
warriors for this occasion. It was festooned over the figures of the women
already well covered with blankets, and the weight was not calculated to add
materially to their grace. The ranking lady had a sabre which her chief had
received as a present, and this she waved over the others in command. One woman
carried her six-weeks’-old papoose on her back, and its little, lolling head
rolled from side to side as the mother trotted round and round after the
others.
During the dance one of
the officers’ colored servants rushed out, and in his excitement almost ran his
head into the charmed precincts. An infuriated squaw, to whom all this mummery
was the gravest and most momentous of concerns, flew at him, brandishing a tomahawk
over his head. He had no need to cry, "O, that this too, too solid flesh
would melt!" for his manner of vanishing was little short of actual
evaporation into air. Neither his master nor any one else saw him for
twenty-four hours afterwards.
When the women stopped
their circumvolutions for want of breath, we appeared on the porch and made
signs of thanks. They received them with placid self-satisfaction, but the more
substantial recognition of the general’s thanks, in the shape of a beef, they
acknowledged more warmly.
THERE were about forty
in our garrison circle, and as we were very harmonious we spent nearly every
evening together. I think it is the general belief that the peace of an army
post depends very much upon the example set by the commanding officer. My
husband, in the six years previous, had made it very clear, in a quiet way,
that he would much prefer that there should be no conversation detrimental to
others in his quarters. It required no effort for him to refrain from talking
about his neighbors, but it was a great deprivation to me occasionally. Once in
a while, when some one had brought down wrath upon his or her head by doing
something deserving of censure, the whole garrison was voluble in its denunciation;
and if I plunged into the subject also and gave my opinion, I soon noticed my
husband grow silent and finally slip away. I was not long in finding an excuse
to follow him and ask what I had done. Of course I knew him too well not to
divine that I had hurt him in some manner. Then he would make a renewed appeal
to me beginning by an unanswerable plea, "if you wish to please me,"
and imploring me not to join in discussions concerning any one. He used to
assure me that in his heart he believed me superior to such things. In vain I
disclaimed being of that exalted order of females, and declared that it
required great self-denial not to join in a gossip. The discussion ended by his
desiring me to use him as a safety-valve if I must criticise others. From motives
of policy alone, if actuated by no higher incentive, it seemed wise to suppress
one’s ebullitions of anger. In the States it is possible to seek new friends if
the old ones become tiresome and exasperating, but once in a post like ours, so
far removed, there is no one else to whom one can turn. We never went away on
leave of absence, and heard ladies in civil life say emphatically that they did
not like some person they knew, and "never would," without a start of
terror. I forgot that their lives were not confined to the small precincts of a
territorial post, whore such avowed enmity is disastrous.
I had very little
opportunity to know much of official matters; they were not talked about at
home. Instinct guided me always in detecting the general’s enemies, and when I
found them out, a struggle began between us as to my manner of treating them.
My husband urged that it would embarrass him if others found out that I had
surmised anything regarding official affairs. He wished social relations to be
kept distinct, and he could not endure to see me show dislike to any one who
did not like him. I argued in reply that I felt myself dishonest if I even
spoke to one whom I hated. The contest ended by his appealing to my good-sense,
arguing that as the wife of the commanding officer I belonged to every one, and
in our house I should be hospitable upon principle. As every one visited us,
there was no escape for me, but I do not like to think now of having welcomed
any one from whom I inwardly recoiled.
I was not let off on
such occasions with any formal shake of the hand. My husband watched me, and if
I was not sufficiently cordial he gave me, afterwards, in our bedroom, a
burlesque imitation of my manner. I could not help laughing, even when annoyed,
to see him caricature me by advancing coldly, extending the tips of his
fingers, and bowing loftily to some imaginary guest. His raillery, added to my
wish to please him, had the effect of making me shake hands so vigorously that
I came near erring the other way and being too demonstrative, and thus giving
the impression that I was the best friend of some one I really dreaded.
As I was in the tent
during so many summers, and almost constantly in my husband’s library in our
winter quarters, I naturally learned something of what was transpiring. I soon
found, however, that it would do no good if I asked questions in the hope of
gaining further information. As to curiosity ever being one of my conspicuous
faults, I do not remember, but I do recollect most distinctly how completely I
was taken aback by an occurrence which took place a short time after we were
married. I had asked some idle question about official matters, and was
promptly informed in a grave manner, though with a mischievous twinkle of the
eye, that whatever information I wanted could be had by application to the
adjutant-general. This was the stereotyped form of endorsement on papers sent
up to the regimental adjutant asking for information. One incident of many
comes to me now, proving how little I knew of anything but what pertained to
our own home circle. The wife of an officer once treated me with marked
coldness. I was unaware of having hurt her in any way, and at once took my
grievance to that source where I found sympathy for the smallest woe. My husband
pondered a moment, and then remembered that the husband of my friend and he had
had some slight official difficulty, and the lady thinking I knew of it was
talking her revenge on me.
When I first entered
army life I used to wonder what it meant when I heard officers say, in a
perfectly serious voice, "Mrs.--commands her husband’s company." It
was my good-fortune not to encounter any such female grenadiers. A circumstance
occurred which made me retire early from any attempt to assume the slightest
authority. One of the inexhaustible jokes that the officers never permitted me
to forget was an occurrence that happened soon after the general took command
of the 7th Cavalry. A soldier had deserted, and had stolen a large sum of money
from one of the lieutenants. My sympathy was so aroused for the officer that I
urged him to lose no time in pursuing the man to the nearest town, whither he
was known to have gone. In my interest and zeal I assured the officer that I
knew the general would be willing, and he need not wait to apply for leave
through the adjutant’s office. I even hurried him away. When the general came
in I ran to him with my story, expecting his sympathy, and that he would
endorse all that I had done. On the contrary, he quietly assured me that he
commanded the regiment, and that he would like me to make it known to the
lieutenant that he must apply through the proper channels for leave of absence.
Thereupon I ate a large piece of humble pie, but was relieved to find that the
officer had shown more sense than I, and had not accepted my proferred leave,
but had prudently waited to write out his application. Years afterwards, when
my husband told me what a source of pride it was to him that others had
realized how little I knew about official affairs, and assured me that my
curiosity was less than that of any woman he had ever known, I took little
credit to myself. It would have been strange, after the drilling of military
life, if I had not attained some progress.
The general planned
every military action with so much secrecy that we were left to divine as best
we could what certain preliminary movements meant. One morning, when it was too
cold for anything but important duty, without any explanations he started off
with a company of cavalry and several wagons. As they crossed the river on the
ice, we surmised that he was going to Bismarck. It seemed that the general had
been suspicious that the granaries were being robbed, and finally a citizen was
caught driving off a loaded wagon of oats from the reservation in broad
daylight. This was about as high-handed an instance of thieving as the general
had encountered, and he quietly set to work to find out the accomplices. In a
little while it was ascertained that the robbers had concealed their plunder in
a vacant store in the principal street of Bismarck.
The general determined
to go himself directly to the town, thinking that he could do quickly and
without opposition what another might find difficult. The better class of
citizens honored him too highly to oppose his plan of action, even though it
was unprecedented for the military to enter a town on such an errand. The
general knew the exact place at which to halt, and drew the company up in line
in front of the door. He demanded the key, and directed the men to transfer the
grain to the wagons outside. Without a protest, or an exchange of words even,
the troops marched out of the town as quietly as they had entered. This ended
the grain thefts.
It was a surprise to me
that after the life of excitement my husband had led, he should grow more and
more domestic in his tastes. His dainty life was very simple. He rarely left
home except to hunt, and was scarcely once a year in the sutler’s store, where
the officers congregated to play billiards and cards. If the days were too
stormy or too cold for hunting, as they often were for a week or more at a
time, he wrote and studied for hours every day. We had the good-fortune to have
a billiard-table loaned us by the sutler, and in the upper room where it was placed,
my husband and I had many a game when he was weary with writing.
The general sometimes
sketched the outline of my pictures, which I was preparing to paint, for he
drew better than I did, and gladly availed himself of a chance to secure
variety of occupation.
The relatives of the
two young housemaids whom we had in our service regretted that they were
missing school, so the general had the patience to teach them. The day rarely
passed that Col. Tom, my husband, and I did not have a game of romps. The grave
orderly who sat by the hall-door used to be shocked to see the commanding
officer in hot pursuit of us up the steps. The quick transformation which took
place when he was called from the frolic to receive the report of the officer
of the day was something very ridiculous.
Occasionally he joined
those who gathered in our parlor every evening. He had a very keen sense of his
social responsibilities as post-commander, and believed that our house should
be open at all hours to the garrison. His own studious habits made it a
deprivation if he gave up much of his time to entertaining. I learned that in
no way could I relieve him so much as by being always ready to receive. He grew
to expect that I would be in the parlor at night, and plan whatever diversions
we had. I managed to slip away several times in the evening, and go to him for
a little visit, or possibly a waltz, while the rest danced in the other room.
If I delayed going to him while absorbed in the general amusement, a knock at
the door announced the orderly carrying a note for me. Those missives always
reminded me of my forgetfulness in some ingenious arrangement of words. When I
laughed outright over one of these little scraps, our friends begged me to
share the fun with them. It was only a line, and read, "Do you think I am
a confirmed monk?" Of course they insisted laughingly upon my going at
once to the self-appointed hermit.
We spent the days
together almost uninterruptedly during the winter. The garrison gave me those
hours and left us alone. My husband had arranged my sewing-chair and
work-basket next to his desk, and he read to me constantly. At one time we had
read five authorities on Napoleon, whose military career was a never-ending
source of interest to him. He studied so carefully that he kept the atlas
before him, and marked the course of the two armies of the French and English
with pencils of different color. One of his favorite books was a life of Daniel
Webster, given him in the States by a dear friend. Anything sad moved him so
that his voice choked with emotion, and I have known him lay down the book and
tell me he could not go on. One of the many passages in that beautifully
written book, which my husband thought the most utterly pathetic of all, was
the tribute an old farmer had paid to the dead statesman. Looking down upon the
face of the orator for the last time, the old man says, in soliloquy, "Ah,
Daniel, the world will be lonesome now you are gone!"
I became so accustomed
to this quiet life in the library with my husband that I rarely went out. If I
did begin the rounds of our little circle with our girlfriend, whom every one
besought to visit them, an orderly soon followed us up. Without the glint of a
smile, and in exactly the tone of a man giving the order for a battle, he said,
"The general presents his compliments, and would like to know when he
shall send the trunks ?" I recollect a message of this sort being once
brought to us when we were visiting an intimate friend, by the tallest, most
formidable soldier in the regiment. It was a mystery to us how he managed to
deliver his errand without moving a muscle of his face. He presented the
compliments of the commanding officer, and added, "He sent you
these." We did not trust ourselves to look up at his lofty face, but took
from his extended hands two bundles of white muslin. There was no mistaking the
shape; they were our night-dresses. When we hurried home, and took the general
to task for making us face the solemn orderly, he only replied by asking if we
had intended to stay forever, pointing to his open watch, and speaking of the
terrors of solitary confinement!
It was the custom at
guard mount every morning to select the cleanest, most soldierly-looking man
for duty as orderly for the post-commander. It was considered the highest
honor, and really was something of a holiday, as the man detailed for this duty
had but little to do, and then had his night in bed; otherwise, belonging to
the guard, and being newly appointed every twenty-four hours, he would have
been obliged to break his rest to go on picket duty at intervals all night.
There was great strife to get this position, and it was difficult for the
adjutant to make the selection. He sometimes carried his examination so far as
to try and find dust on the carbines with his cambric handkerchief.
Guard mount in pleasant
weather, with the adjutant and officer of the day in full uniform, each soldier
perfect in dress, with the band playing, was a very interesting ceremony. In
Dakota’s severe cold it looked like a parade of animals at the Zoo! All were
compelled to wear buffalo overcoats and shoes, fur caps and gloves. When the
orderly removed these heavy outside wraps, however, he stood out as fine a
specimen of manhood as one ever sees. His place in our hall was near the stove,
and on the table by his side were papers and magazines, many of which were sent
by the Young Men’s Christian Association of New York. The general had once met
the secretary of the society, and in response to his inquiry about
reading-matter, he impressed him by a strong statement of what a treasure
anything of the kind was at an isolated post.
There was usually a
variety of reading-matter, but one day the orderly stole out to the cook with a
complaint. He asked for the general’s Turf, Field, and Farm, or Wilkes’s Spirit
of the Times, which he was accustomed to find awaiting him, and confessed that
"those pious papers were too bigoted" for him! He usually sat still
all day, only taking an occasional message for the general, or responding to a
beckoning invitation from Mary’s brown finger at the kitchen-door. There he
found a little offering from her of home things to eat. Occasionally, in the
evening, the general forgot to dismiss him at taps. After that a warning cough
issued from the hall. When this had been repeated several times, my husband
used to look up so merrily and say to me it was remarkable how temporary
consumption increased after the hour of bedtime had come. When the general had
a message to send, he opened his door and rattled off his order so fast that it
was almost impossible for one unacquainted with his voice to understand. If I
saw the dazed eyes of a new soldier, I divined that probably he did not catch a
word. Without the general’s noticing it, I slipped through our room into the
hall and translated the message to him.
When I returned, and
gave my husband the best imitation I could of the manner in which he spoke when
hurried, and described the orderly, standing, rubbing his perplexed head over
the unintelligible gibberish, he threw himself on the lounge in peals of
laughter. While we were in the States, sometimes he was invited to address
audiences, but being unaccustomed to public speaking, and easily embarrassed,
he made very droll attempts. He realized that he had not the gift of oratory,
and I used to wish that he would practise the art. I insisted, that if he
continued to speak so fast in public, I would be obliged to stand beside him on
the platform as interpreter for his hearers, or else take my position in the
audience and send him a sign of warning from there. I proposed to do something
so startling that he could not help checking his mad speed. He was so earnest
about everything he did, I assured him no ordinary signal would answer, and we
finished the laughing discussion by my volunteering to rise in the audience the
next time he spoke, and raise an umbrella as a warning to slacken up!
WHEN my husband began
to write for publication, it opened to him a world of interest, and afterwards
proved an unfailing source of occupation in the long Dakota winters. I think he
had no idea, when it was first suggested to him, that he could write. When we
were in New York, several years before, he told me how perfectly surprised he
was to have one of the magazine editors seek him out and ask him to contribute
articles every month. And a few days after he said, "I begin to think the
editor does not imagine that I am hesitating about accepting his offer because
I doubt my ability as a writer, but because he said nothing about payment at
first; for to-day," he added, not yet over his surprise at what seemed to
him a large sum, "he came again and offered me a hundred dollars for each
contribution." We at once seemed to ourselves bonanzas. Many times
afterwards we enjoyed intensely the little pleasures and luxuries given us by
what his pen added to the family exchequer.
On the frontier, where
the commanding officer keeps open house, he has little opportunity to have more
than a passing glimpse of his pay accounts, so quickly do they go to settle
table expenses. It made very little difference to us, though; our tastes became
more simple each year that we lived so much out-of-doors. There was little
dress competition in garrison, and in no way could we enjoy the general’s
salary more than in entertaining.
At our first post after
the war, the idle tediousness of the life was in such contrast to the whirl and
dash of the years just passed that the days seemed insupportable to my husband.
While there we entertained a charming officer of the old school. His experience
and age made me venture to speak to him confidentially of the sympathy I felt
for the aimlessness of my husband’s life. I was in despair trying to think of
some way in which to vary the monotony; for though he said little, I could see
how he fretted and chafed under such an existence. The old officer appreciated
what I told him, and after thinking seriously for a time, urged me to try and
induce him to explore new territory and write descriptive articles for
publication. When the actual offer came afterwards, it seemed to me
heaven-sent. I used every persuasive argument in my power to induce him to
accept. I thought only of its filling up the idle hours. I believed that he had
the gift of a ready writer, for though naturally reticent, he could talk
remarkably well when started. I had learned to practise a little stratagem in
order to draw him out. I used to begin a story and purposely bungle, so that,
in despair, he would take it up, and in rapid graphic sentences place the whole
scene before us. Afterwards he was commended for writing as he talked, and
making his descriptions of plains life "pen pictures."
The general said to me
that it was with difficulty he suppressed a smile when his publisher remarked
to him that his writing showed the result of great care and painstaking. The
truth was, he dashed off page after page without copying or correcting. He had
no dates or journal to aid him, but trusted to his memory to take him back over
a period of sixteen years. I sat beside him while he wrote, and sometimes
thought him too intent on his work to notice my going away. He would follow
shortly, and declare that he would not write another line unless I returned.
This was an effectual threat, for he was constantly behind, and even out there
heard the cry for "copy" which the printer’s devil is always
represented as making. I never had anything to do with his writing, except to
be the prod which drove him to begin. He used to tell me that on some near date
he had promised an article, and would ask me solemnly to declare to him that I
would give him no peace until he had prepared the material. In vain I replied
that to accept the position of "nag" and "torment" was far
from desirable. He exacted the promise.
When he was in the mood
for writing, we used laughingly to refer to it to each other as "genius
burning." At such times we printed on a card, "this is my busy
day," and hung it on the door. It was my part to go out and propitiate
those who objected to the general shutting himself up to work.
While my father lived,
be used to ask me if I realized what an eventful life I was leading, and never
ceased to inquire in his letters if I was keeping a journal. When the most
interesting portions of our life were passing, each day represented such a
struggle on my part to endure the fatigues and hardships that I had no energy
left to write a line when the evening came. My husband tried for years to
incite me to write, and besought me to make an attempt as I sat by him while he
worked. I greatly regret that I did not, for if I had I would not now be
entirely without notes or dates, and obliged to trust wholly to memory for
events of our life eleven years ago.
When my husband
returned from the East in the spring of 1876 he had hardly finished his
greeting before he said, "Let me get a book that I have been reading, and
which I have marked for you." While he sought it in his travelling-bag I
brought one to him, telling him that I had underlined much of it for him, and
though it was a novel, and he rarely read novels, he must make this book an
exception. What was our surprise to find that we had selected the same story,
and marked many of the same passages! One sentiment which the general had
enclosed with double brackets in pencil, was a line spoken by the hero, who is
an author. He begs the heroine to write magazine articles, assuring her she can
do far better than he ever did.
Once, when on leave of
absence, the general dined with an old officer, whose high character and long
experience made whatever he said of real value. He congratulated my husband on
his success as a writer, but added, with a twinkle in his eye, "Custer,
they say that your wife wrote the magazine articles." "If they say
that," replied my husband, "they pay me the highest compliment that I
could possibly receive." "Ah, well," replied the generous
friend, "whoever wrote them they certainly reflect great credit on the
family." My husband wrote much, but was not a voluble talker. As I have
said, most of the entertaining devolved upon me, and the fact that I often
spoke of the scenes in his "Life on the Plains" that we had shared
together, must have been the reason why some persons listening to the
oft-repeated stories ascribed the book to me.
As for my
congratulations, the very highest meed of praise I could give him was that he
had not taken the opportunity offered in describing his life in the book to
defend himself against the unjust charges of his enemies. I had found that they
expected and dreaded it, for "the pen is mightier than the sword,"
and military people are quick to realize it. My husband appreciated my having
noticed what he studied to avoid, though while I commended, I frankly owned I
could not have been equal to the task of resisting what could not but be a
temptation to retaliate.
LONG after the flowers
were blooming in the States, the tardy spring began to appear in the far North.
The snow slowly melted, and the ice commenced to thaw on the river. For a
moment it would be a pleasure to imagine the privilege of again walking out on
the sod without peril of freezing. The next instant the dread of the coming
campaign, which summer is almost certain to bring to a cavalry command, filled
every thought, and made me wish that our future life could be spent where the
thermometer not only went down to twenty degrees below zero but remained there.
When I spied the first
tiny blade of grass, I used to find myself acting like a child and grinding the
innocent green with my heel, back from where it sprang. The first bunch of
flowers that the soldiers brought me, long before the ground had begun to take
on even a faint emerald tint, were a variety of anemone, a bit of blue set deep
down in a cup of outer petals of gray. These were so thick and fuzzy they
looked like a surrounding of gray blanket. And well the flowers needed such
protection on the bleak hills where they grew. They were a great novelty, and I
wanted to go and seek them myself, but my husband gave me the strictest
injunction in reply not to step outside the garrison limits. We had received
warning only a short time before that the Indians had crawled out of their
winter tepees, and we knew ourselves to be so surrounded that it became
necessary to station pickets on the high ground at the rear of the post.
On the first mild day
my husband and I rode over to the opposite bank of the river, which was
considered the safe side. Thinking ourselves secure from danger there, we kept
on further than we realized. A magnificent black-tailed deer, startled by our
voices and laughter, and yet too well hidden by the underbrush to see us, resorted
to a device habitual with deer when they wish to see over an extent of country.
He made a leap straight into the air, his superb head turned to us searchingly.
He seemed hardly to touch the earth as he bounded away. It was too great a
temptation to resist. We did not follow far though, for we had neither dogs nor
gun.
Scarcely any time
elapsed before an officer and a detachment of men riding over the ground where
we had started the deer, but obliged to pursue their way further up the valley
as they were on duty, came to a horrible sight. The body of a white man was
staked out on the ground and disembowelled. There yet remained the embers of
the smouldering fire that consumed him. If the Indians are hurried for time,
and cannot stay to witness the prolonged torture of their victim, it is their
custom to pinion the captive and place hot coals on his vitals.
The horror and fright
this gave us women lasted for a time, and rendered unnecessary the continued
warnings of our husbands about walking outside the line of the pickets. Even
with all the admonitions, we began to grow desperate, and chafed under the
imprisonment that confined us to a little square of earth month in and month
out. One day temptation came suddenly upon us as three of us were loitering on
the outskirts of the post. The soldier who drove our travelling-wagon, the
imperturbable Burkman, came near. We cajoled him into letting us get in and
take ever so short a turn down the valley. Delighted to have our freedom again,
we wheedled the good-natured man to go a "little and a little
further." At last even he, amiable as he was, refused to be coaxed any
longer, and he turned around. We realized then how far away we were; but we
were not so far that we could not plainly discover a group of officers on the
veranda at our quarters. They were gesticulating wildly, and beckoning to us
with all their might. As we drove nearer we could almost see by a certain
movement of the lower jaw that the word being framed was one that seems to be
used in all climates for extreme cases of aggravation. They were all provoked,
and caught us out of the carriage and set us down, after a little salute, for
all the world like mothers I have seen who receive their children from narrow
escapes with alternate shakings and hugs. It seemed hard to tell whether anger
or delight predominated. In vain we made excuses, when order was restored and
we could all speak articulately. We were then solemnly sworn, each one
separately, never to do such a foolhardy thing again.
The Government had made
a special appropriation for rations to be distributed, through the officers, to
the suffering farmers throughout Minnesota and Dakota whose crops had been
destroyed by grasshoppers. As we were on the side of the river with the warlike
Indians, we knew of but one ranch near us. It was owned by an old man who had
been several times to the general for assistance. He was a man of extraordinary
courage, for ho had located his claim too far away from any one to be able to
obtain assistance if he needed it. He never left his home except to bring into
market the skins that he had trapped, or his crops, when the season was
profitable. He was so quaint and peculiar, and so very grateful for the help
given him, that my husband wanted me to hear him express his thanks. The next
time he came, the door into our room was left open, in order that I might
listen to what otherwise he would have been too shy to utter. He blessed the
general in the most touching and solemn manner. The tears were in his eyes, and
answering ones rose in my husband’s, for no old person failed to appeal to his
sympathies and recall his own aged parents. Referring to some domestic troubles
that he had previously confided to the general, he spoke of their having driven
him beyond the pale of civilization when he was old and feeble, and compelled
him to take his "dinner of herbs" in a deserted spot. At this point
in his narrative the door was significantly shut, and I was thus made aware
that the gratitude part was all that I was to be permitted to hear. My husband
considered his confidence sacred. We knew that the old man lived a hermit’s
life, entirely alone the year through. In the blizzards he could not leave his
door-step without being in danger of freezing to death. Some time after this a
scout brought word that during the spring he had passed the ranch, and nothing
was to be seen of the old man. The general suspected something wrong, and took
a company himself to go to the place. He found that the Indians had been there,
had dismantled and robbed the house, driven off the cattle and horses, and
strewn the road with plunder. On the stable floor lay the body of the harmless
old man, his silvery hair lying in a pool of blood, where he had been beaten to
death. They were obliged to return and leave his death unavenged, for by the
time the first news reached us the murderers were far away.
WHEN the air became
milder it was a delight, after our long housing, to be able to dawdle on the
piazza. The valley below us was beginning to show a tinge of verdure. Several
hundred mules belonging to the sup-ply-wagon train dotted the turf and nibbled
as best they could the sprouting grass. Half a dozen citizens lounged on the
sod, sleepily guarding the herd, for these mules were hired by the Government
from a contractor. One morning we were walking back and forth, looking, as we
never tired of doing, down the long, level plain, when we were startled by
shouts. We ran to the edge of the piazza, and saw the prisoners, who had been
working outside the post, and the guard who had them in charge, coming in at a
double-quick. A hatless and breathless herder dashed up to the officer on an
unsaddled mule. With blanched face and protruding eyeballs he called out that the
Indians were running off the herd.
The general came
hastily out, just in time to see a cloud of dust rising through a gap in the
bluffs, marking the direction taken by the stampeded mules. Instantly he
shouted with his clear voice to the bugler to sound the call, "Boots and
saddles," and keep it up until he told him to stop. The first notes of the
trumpet had hardly sounded before the porches of the company quarters and the
parade were alive with men. Every one, without stopping to question, rushed
from the barracks and officers’ quarters to the stables. The men threw their
saddles on their horses and galloped out to the parade-ground. Soldiers who
were solely on garrison duty, and to whom no horse was assigned, stole whatever
ones they could find, even those of the messengers tied to the hitching-posts.
Others vaulted on to mules barebacked. Some were in jackets, others in their
flannel shirt-sleeves. Many were hatless, and occasionally a head was tied up
with a handkerchief. It was anything but a military-looking crowd, but every
one was ready for action, and such spirited-looking creatures it is rarely one’s
lot to see. Finding the reason for the hasty summons when they all gathered
together, they could hardly brook even a few moments’ delay.
The general did not
tarry to give any but brief directions. He detailed an officer to remain in
charge of the garrison, and left him some hurried instructions. He stopped to
caution me again not to go outside the post, and with a hasty good-bye flung
himself into the saddle and was off. The command spurred their horses towards
the opening in the bluff, not a quarter of a mile away, through which the last
mules had passed. In twenty minutes from the first alarm the garrison was
emptied, and we women stood watching the cloud of dust that the hoofs of the regimental
horses had stirred as they hurled themselves through the cleft in the hills.
We had hardly collected
our senses before we found that we were almost deserted. As a rule, there are
enough soldiers on garrison duty, who do not go on scouts, to protect the post,
but in the mad haste of the morning, and impelled by indignant fury at having
the herd swept away from under their very noses as it were, all this home-guard
had precipitately left without permission. Fortunately for them, and his own
peace of mind regarding our safety, the general did not know of this until be
returned. Besides, the officers never dreamed the pursuit would last for more
than a mile or so, as they had been so quick in preparing to follow.
After our gasping and
wild heart-beating had subsided a little, we realized that, in addition to our
anxiety for those who had just left us, we were in peril ourselves. The women,
with one instinct, gathered together. Though Indians rarely attack a post
directly, the pickets that were stationed on the low hills at the rear of the
garrison had been fired upon previously. We also feared that the buildings
would be set on fire by the wily, creeping savages. It was even thought that
the running off of the herd was but a ruse to get the garrison out, in order to
attack the post. Of course we knew that only a portion of the Indians had
produced the stampede, and we feared that the remainder were waiting to
continue the depredations, and were aware of our depleted numbers.
Huddled together in an inner
room, we first tried to devise schemes for secreting ourselves. The
hastily-built quarters had then no cellars. How we regretted that a cave had
not been prepared in the hill back of us for hiding the women in emergencies.
Our means of escape by the river were uncertain, as the ferry-boat was in a
shocking condition; besides, the citizens in charge would very naturally detain
the boat upon some pretext on the safe side of the river. Finally, nervous and
trembling over these conferences, we returned to the piazza, and tried to think
that it was time for the return of the regiment. Our house being the last in
the line, and commanding an extended view of the valley, we kept our lookout
there. Each of us took turns in mounting the porch railing, and, held there in
place by the others, fixed the field-glass on the little spot of earth through
which the command had vanished. With a plaintive little laugh, one of our
number called out the inquiry that has symbolized all beleaguered women from
time immemorial, "Sister Anne, do you see any one coming?"
All of us scanned the
horizon unflaggingly. We knew the Indian mode of taking observation. They pile
a few stones on the brow of the hill after dark; before dawn they creep up
stealthily from the farther side, and hiding behind the slight protection,
watch all day long with unwearying patience. These little picket posts of
theirs were scattered all along the bluffs. We scarcely allowed ourselves to
take our eyes off them. Once in a while one of our group on watch called out
that something was moving behind the rocks. Chairs were brought out and placed
beside her, in order that a second pair of eyes might confirm the statement.
This threw our little shivering group into new panics.
There was a window in
the servants’ room at the rear of the house, to and from which we ascended and
descended all day long. I do not think the actual fear of death was thought of
so much as the all-absorbing terror of capture. Our regiment had rescued some
white women from captivity in Kansas, and we never forgot their stories. One of
our number became so convinced that their fate awaited us, that she called a
resolute woman one side to implore her to promise that, when the Indians came
into the post, she would put a bullet through her heart, before she carried out
her determination to shoot herself. We sincerely discussed whether, in extreme
danger, we could be counted upon to load and fire a carbine.
It would be expected
that army women would know a great deal about fire-arms; I knew but few who
did. I never even went into the corner of my husband’s library, where he kept
his stand of unloaded arms, if I could help it. I am compelled to confess that
the holster of a pistol gave me a shiver. One of our ladies, however, had a
little of the Mollie Pitcher spirit. She had shot at a mark, and she promised
to teach us to put in the cartridges and discharge the piece. We were filled
with envy because she produced a tiny Remington pistol that heretofore she had
carried in her pocket when travelling in the States. It was not much larger
than a lead-pencil, and we could not help doubting its power to damage. She did
not insist that it would kill, but even at such a time we had to laugh at the
vehement manner in which she declared that she could disable the leg of an
enemy. She seemed to think that sufficient pluck would be left to finish him
afterwards. The officer who had remained in command was obliged to see that the
few troopers left were armed, and afterwards he visited the pickets. Then he came
to us and tried to quiet our fears, and from that time his life became a
burden.
We questioned twenty
times his idea as to where he thought the command had gone, when it would come
back, and such other aimless queries as only the ingenuity of frightened woman
can devise. He was driven almost desperate. In assuring us that he hoped there
was no immediate danger, he asked us to remember that the infantry post was
near enough to give assistance if we needed it. Alas, that post seemed miles
away, and we believed the gulleys that intervened between the two garrisons
would be filled with Indians. After a prolonged season of this experience, the
officer tried to escape and go to his quarters. We were really so anxious and
alarmed that he had not the heart to resist our appeals to him to remain near.
And so that long day
dragged away. About five o’clock in the afternoon a faint haze arose on the
horizon. We could hardly restrain our uneasy feet. We wanted to run up over the
bluff to discover what it meant. We regretted that we had given our word of
honor that we would not leave the limits of the post. Soon after the mules
appeared, travelling wearily back through the same opening in the bluffs
through which so many hours before they had rushed headlong. We were bitterly
disappointed to find only a few soldiers driving them, and they gave but little
news. When the regiment overtook the stock these men had been detailed to
return with the recaptured animals to the garrison; the command had pushed on
in pursuit of the Indians.
The night set in, and
still we were in suspense. We made a poor attempt to eat dinner; we knew that
none of the regiment had taken rations with them, and several of the officers
had not even breakfasted. There was nothing for as to do but to remain together
for the night.
From this miserable
frame of mind we were thrown into a new excitement, but fortunately not of
fear: we heard the sound of the band ringing out on the still evening air.
Every woman was instantly on the piazza. From an entirely different direction
from that in which they had left, the regiment appeared, marching to the
familiar notes of "Garryowen."
Such a welcome as met
them! The relief from the anxiety of that unending day was inexpressible. When
the regiment was nearing the post, the general had sent in an orderly to bring
the band out to meet them. He cautioned him to secrecy, because he wished us to
have a joyous release from the suspense he knew we had endured.
The regiment had ridden
twenty miles out, as hard as the speed of the horses would allow. The general,
and one other officer mounted like himself on a Kentucky thorough-bred, found
themselves far in advance, and almost up to some of the Indians. They seeing
themselves so closely pressed, resorted to the cunning of their race to escape.
They threw themselves from their ponies, and plunged into the underbrush of a
deep ravine where no horse could follow. The ponies were captured, but it was
useless to try any further pursuit. All the horses were fagged, and the officers
and men suffering from the want of food and water.
When the herders were
questioned next day, it was found that the Indians had started the stampede by
riding suddenly up from the river where they had been concealed. Uttering the
wildest yells, they each swung a buffalo robe about the cars of the easily
excited mules.
An astonishing
collection of maimed and halt appeared the next morning; neither men nor
officers had been in the saddle during the winter. This sudden ride of so many
miles, without preparation, had so bruised and stiffened their joints and flesh
that they could scarcely move naturally. When they sat down it was with the
groans of old men. When they rose they declared they would stand perpetually
until they were again limber and their injuries healed.
As to the officer who
had been left behind, he insisted that their fate was infinitely preferable to
his. We heard that he said to the others in confidence, that should he ever be
detailed to command a garrison where agitated women were left, he would protest
and beg for active duty, no matter if his life itself were in jeopardy.
THE general began, as
soon as the snow was off the ground, to improve the post. Young cotton-wood trees--the
only variety that would grow in that soil--were transplanted from the river
bank. They are so full of sap that I have seen the leaves come out on the logs
that had been cut some time and were in use as the framework of our camp-huts.
This vitality, even when the roots were dying, deceived us into building hopes
that all the trees we planted would live. We soon found by experience, however,
that it was not safe to regard a few new leaves as a sure augury of the long
life of these trees. It would have been difficult to estimate how many barrels
of water were poured around their roots during the summer. A few of them
survived, even during the dry season, and we watched them with great interest.
One day my husband
called me to the door, with a warning finger to come softly. He whispered to me
to observe a bird perched on a branch, and trying to get under the shade of two
or three tiny leaflets that were struggling to live. Such a harbinger of hope
made us full of bright, anticipations of the day when our trees would cast a
broad shadow.
No one who has not
experienced it can dream what it is to live so many years in a glare as we did.
Many of the officers were almost blind from time to time, owing to the
reflection of the sand over which they marched, and with which they were
surrounded in camp and garrison. I once asked a friend who had crossed the
plains several times, what she would prefer above everything else on the march.
When she replied, "a tree," I agreed with her that nothing else could
have been such a blessing.
My husband felt that
any amount of care spent on the poor little saplings would be labor well
bestowed. If we were ordered away, he knew that others coming after us,
stationed in that dreary waste, would derive the benefit. Several years
afterwards I was assured that some one was reaping his sowing, for a largo leaf
was enclosed to me in an envelope, and a word added to explain that it was from
the tree in front of our quarters.
On the opposite side of
the Missouri River, except for the scattered underbrush along the banks, there
was a stretch of country for eighty miles eastward without a tree, and with
hardly a bush. The only one I know of, on our side of the river, I could not
help calling a genuine ancestral tree. It was a burying-place for the Indians.
We counted seventeen of them that were lashed to boards and laid across the
main branches, and there securely fastened, so that a tornado could not
dislodge them. Much as we longed to enjoy what had become by its rarity a
novelty, the sitting under the shade of green trees, and hearing the sound of
the wind through the foliate, not one of us could be induced to tarry under
those sepulchral boughs.
The struggles to make
the grass grow on the sandy parade-ground were unceasing. Not only would it
have been an improvement to the post, in its general appearance, but it would
certainly have added materially to our comfort. How we longed to escape from
the clouds of dust that the unceasing wind took up in straight whirling eddies
and then wafted in great sheets of murky yellow into our doors and windows,
making our eyes smart and throats raw and parched, as alkali sand can do so
effectually.
The general sent East
for grass-seed, which, with oats, were sown over and over again. Our referee on
all agricultural questions assured us that the oats sprouted so soon, the
oncoming blades of grass would be protected. He was so enthusiastically in
earnest that he seemed to be studying the soil at all hours of the day to
detect a verdant tinge.
One moonlight night we
were attracted to the gallery by seeing him stalking slowly back and forth,
waving his arms in apparent gesticulation of speech as he traversed the length
of the parade-ground. Some said, in explanation, that the moon was at that stage
when reason totters on her throne most readily; another declared that, having
become tired of the career of a Mars, he had resumed his old rôle as a
statesman, and was practising, addressing his imaginary constituents. All were
wrong. The faithful promoter of the general good was sowing oats again,
doubtless hoping that the witchery of the moonlight would be a potent spell to
induce their growth. Even after such indefatigable efforts, the soil refused to
encourage the sprouting of more than occasional patches of pallid green.
A portion of ground
near the river was assigned the companies for their gardens, and there were
enough soldiers looking forward to the result who counted it no hardship to
plant, dig, and weed. All this tilling of the soil inspired our energies, and a
corner of our own yard was prepared. A high fence was put up so that the
stag-hounds, which make such incredible leaps, could not scale the enclosure.
The household even gathered about the general to see him drop the seed, so full
of interest were we all. Long before it was time to look for sprouting, we made
daily pilgrimages to the corner and peered through the fence.
The general, Colonel
Tom, and I watered, weeded, and watched the little bit of earth; the cook and
house-maid took our places and resumed our work when we ceased. Never was a
patch of terra firma so guarded and cared for! At last Mary became impatient, and
even turned the tiny sprouts upside down, putting the plants back after
examining the roots. Her watch was more vigilant than ours, and she actually
surprised the general one morning by putting beside him a glass of radishes. It
was really a sensation in our lives to have raised them ourselves, and we could
not help recalling the pitiful statement of a dear friend, who also belonged to
a mounted regiment, that she had planted gardens for twelve successive springs,
but had never been stationed long enough in one place to reap the benefit of a
single attempt. Of course, being naturally so sanguine as a family, we began in
imagination almost to taste the oncoming beets, turnips, etc. We reckoned too
hastily, however, for a perfect army of grasshoppers appeared one day. They
came in swarms, and when we looked up at the sun we seemed to be gazing through
clouded air. Absorbed in this curious sight we forgot our precious garden; but
Colonel Tom remembered, and insisted upon trying an experiment recommended in
print by a Minnesota farmer. Seizing some tins from the kitchen, and followed
by the servants and their mistress, all armed in the same manner, we adopted
the advice of the newspaper paragraph, and beat the metal with perfectly
deafening noise around the small enclosure. Had grasshoppers been sensitive to
sound, it would have ended in our triumph. As it was, they went on peacefully
and stubbornly, eating every twig in our sight. Having finished everything,
they soared away, carrying on their departing wings our dreams of radishes and
young beets! The company gardens were demolished in the same manner, and every
one returned for another year to the tiresome diet of canned vegetables.
I remember the look of
amazement that came into the face of a luxurious citizen when I told him that
we gave a dinner at once if we had the good-fortune to get anything rare.
"And, pray, what did you call a rarity?" he responded. I was obliged
to own that over a plebeian cabbage we have had a real feast. Once in a great while
one was reluctantly sold us in Bismarck for a dollar and a half.
We used condensed milk,
and as for eggs, they were the greatest of luxuries. In the autumn we brought
from St. Paul several cases, but five hundred miles of jostling made great
havoc with them.
The receipt-books were
exasperating. They invariably called for cream and fresh eggs, and made the
cook furious. It seemed to me that some officer’s servant on the frontier must
have given the receipt for waffles, for it bears the indefinite tone of the darky:
"Eggs just as you haz ’em, honey; a sprinklin’ of flour as you can hold in
your hand; milk! well, ’cordin’ to what you has."
The crystallized eggs,
put up in cans and being airtight, kept a long time, and were of more use to us
than any invention of the day. In drying the egg, the yolks and whites were
mixed together, and nothing could be made of this preparation when the two
parts were required to be used separately. It made very good batter-cakes,
however, and at first it seemed that we could never get enough.
In the, spring, when it
was no longer safe to hunt, we had to return to beef, as we had no other kind
of meat. My husband never seemed to tire of it, however, and suggested to one
of our friends who had the hackneyed motto in his dining-room, that she change
it to "Give us this day our daily beef."
Once only, in all those
years of frontier life, I had strawberries. They were brought to me as a
present from St. Paul. The day they came there were, as usual, a number of our
friends on the piazza. I carefully counted noses first, and hastily went in
before any one else should come, to divide the small supply into infinitesimal
portions. I sent the tray out by the maid, and was delayed a moment before
following her. My husband stepped inside, his face as pleased as a child over
the surprise, but at the same time his eyes hastily scanning the buttery
shelves for more berries. When I found that in that brief delay another officer
had come upon the porch, and that the general had given him his dish, I was
greatly disappointed. In vain my husband assured me, in response to my
unanswerable appeal, asking him why he had not kept them himself, that it was
hardly his idea of hospitality. I was only conscious of the fact that having
been denied them all these years, he had, after all, lost his only strawberry
feast.
This doubtless seems
like a very trifling circumstance to chronicle, and much less to leave grieved
over, but there are those who, having ventured "eight miles from a
lemon," have gained some faint idea what temporary deprivations are.
When such a life goes
on year after year, and one forgets even the taste of fruit and fresh
vegetables, it becomes an event when they do appear.
THE order came early in
the season to rebuild our burned quarters, and the suggestion was made that the
general should plan the interior. Ho was wholly taken up with the arrangement
of the rooms, in order that they might be suitable for the entertainment of the
garrison. Though he did not enter into all the post gayety, he realized that
ours would be the only house large enough for the accommodation of all the
garrison, and that it should belong to every one. It was a pleasure to watch
the progress of the building, and when the quartermaster gave the order for a
bay-window, to please me, I was really grateful. The window not only broke the
long line of the parlor wall, but varied the severe outlines of the usual type
of army quarters.
On one side of the hall
was the general’s library, our room and dressing-room. The parlor was opposite,
and was thirty-two feet in length. It opened with sliding-doors into the
dining-room, and still beyond was the kitchen. Up-stairs there was a long room
for the billiard-table, and we had sleeping-rooms and servant-rooms besides. To
our delight, we could find a place for everybody. Space was about all we had,
however; there was not a modern improvement. The walls were unpapered, and not
even tinted; the windows went up with a struggle, and were held open by wooden
props. Each room had an old-fashioned box-stove, such as our grandfathers
gathered round in country school-houses. We had no well or cistern, and not
even a drain, while the sun poured in, unchecked by a blind of even primitive
shape. It was a palace, however, compared with what we had been accustomed to
in other stations, and I know we were too contented to give much thought to
what the house lacked.
My husband was
enchanted to have a room entirely for his own use. Our quarters had heretofore
been too small for him to have any privacy in his work. He was like a rook, in
the sly manner in which he made raids on the furniture scattered through the
rooms, and carried off the best of everything to enrich his corner of the
house. He filled it with the trophies of the chase. Over the mantel a buffalo’s
head plunged, seemingly, out of the wall. (Buffaloes were rare in Dakota, but
this was one the general had killed from the only herd he had seen on the
campaign.) The head of the first grisly that he had shot, with its open jaws
and great fang-like teeth, looked fiercely down on the pretty, meek-faced
jack-rabbits on the mantel. (My husband greatly valued the bear’s head, and in
writing to me of his hunting had said of it: "I leave reached the height
of a hunter’s fame--I have killed a grisly.") Several antelope heads were
also on the walls. One had a mark in the throat where the general had shot him
at a distance of six hundred yards. The head of a beautiful black-tailed deer
was another souvenir of a hunt the general had made with Bloody Knife, the
favorite Indian scout. When they sighted the deer they agreed to fire together,
the Indian selecting the head, the general talking the heart. They fired
simultaneously, and the deer fell, the bullets entering head and heart. The
scout could not repress a grunt of approval, as the Indian considers the white
man greatly his inferior as a hunter or a marksman. A sand-bill crane, which is
very hard to bring down, stood on a pedestal by itself. A mountain eagle, a
yellow fox, and a tiny fox with a brush--called out there a swift--wore
disposed of in different corners. Over his desk, claiming a perch by itself on
a pair of deer-antlers, was a great white owl. On the floor before the
fireplace, where he carried his love for building fires so far as to put on the
logs himself, was spread the immense skin of a grisly bear. On a wide lounge at
one side of the room my husband used to throw himself down on the cover of a
Mexican blanket, often with a dog for his pillow. The camp-chairs had the skins
of beavers and American lions thrown over them. A stand for arms in one corner
held a collection of pistols, hunting-knives, Winchester and Springfield
rifles, shot-guns and carbines, and even an old flint-lock musket as a variety.
From antlers above hung sabres, spurs, riding-whips, gloves and caps,
field-glasses, the map-case, and the great compass used on marches. One of the
sabres was remarkably large, and when it was given to the general during the
war it was accompanied by the remark that there was doubtless no other arm in
the service that could wield it. (My husband was next to the strongest man
while at West Point, and his life after that had only increased his power.) The
sabre was a Damascus blade, and made of such finely-tempered steel that it
could be bent nearly double. It had been captured during the war, and looked as
if it might have been handed down from some Spanish ancestor. On the blade was
engraved a motto in that high-flown language, which ran:
"Do not draw me
without cause; Do not sheathe me without honor."
Large photographs of
the men my husband loved kept him company on the walls; they were of General
McClellan, General Sheridan, and Mr. Lawrence Barrett. Over his desk was a
picture of his wife in bridal dress. Comparatively modern art was represented
by two of the Rogers statuettes that we had carried about with us for years.
Transportation for necessary household articles was often so limited it was
sometimes a question whether anything that was not absolutely needed for the
preservation of life should be taken with us; but our attachment for those
little figures, and the associations connected with them, made us study out a
way always to carry them. At the end of each journey we unboxed them ourselves,
and sifted the sawdust through our fingers carefully, for the figures were
invariably dismembered. My husband’s first occupation was to hang the few
pictures and mend the statuettes. He glued on the broken portions and moulded
putty in the crevices where the biscuit had crumbled. Sometimes he had to
replace a bit that was lost, and, as he was very fond of modelling, I rather
imagined that he was glad of an opportunity to practise on our broken
statuettes.
My husband, like many
other men who achieve success in the graver walks of life, could go on and
accomplish his ends without being dependent on the immediate voice of approval.
In all the smaller, more trifling acts of daily life he asked for a prompt
acknowledgment. It amused me greatly, it was so like a woman, who can scarcely
exist without encouragement. When he had reset an arm or modelled a cap I could
quite honestly praise his work.
On one occasion we
found the head of a figure entirely severed from the trunk. Nothing daunted, he
fell to patching it up again. I had not the conscience to promise him the
future of a Thorwaldsen this time. The distorted throat, made of unwieldy
putty, gave the formerly erect, soldierly neck a decided appearance of goitre.
My laughter discouraged the impromptu artist, who for one moment felt that a
"restoration" is not quite equal to the original. He declared that he
would put a coat of gray paint over all, so that in a dim corner they might
pass for new. I insisted that it should be a very dark corner! Both of the statuettes
represented scenes from the war. One was called ’Wounded to the Rear," the
other," Letter Day." The latter was the figure of a soldier sitting
in a cramped, bent position, holding an inkstand in one hand and scratching his
head for thoughts, with the pen. The inane poise of his chin as ho looked up
into the uninspiring air, and the hopeless expression of his eyes as he
searched for ideas, showed how unusual to him were all efforts at composition.
We had a witty friend
who had served with my husband during the war. Many an evening in front of our
open fire they fought over their old battles together. He used to look at the
statuette quizzically, as he seated himself near the hearth, and once told us
that he never saw it without being reminded of his own struggles during the war
to write to his wife. She was Southern in sympathies as well as in birth, but
too absolutely devoted to her husband to remain at her Southern home. When he
wrote to her at the North, where she was staying, it was quite to be understood
that there was a limit to topics between them, as they kept strictly to
subjects that were foreign to the vexed question. To the army in the field, the
all-absorbing thought was of the actual occurrences of the day. The past was
for the time blotted out; the future had no personal plans in the hearts of men
who fought as our heroes did. And so it came to pass that the letters between
the two, with such diversity of sentiment regarding the contest, were apt to be
short and solely personal. How the eyes of that bright man twinkled when he
said, "I used to look just like that man in the Rogers statuette, when I
was racking my brains to fill up the sheet of paper. My orders carried me
constantly through the country where my wife’s kin lived. Why, Custer, old man,
I could not write to her and say, ’I have cut the canal in the Shenandoah
Valley and ruined your mother’s plantation," or, ’Yesterday I drove off
all your brother’s stock to feed our army.’ Of course one can’t talk sentiment
on every line, and so I sometimes sent off a mighty short epistle."
We often lounged about
my husband’s room at dusk without a lamp. The firelight reflected the large
glittering eyes of the animals’ heads, and except that we were such a jolly
family, the surroundings would have suggested arenas and martyrs. I used to
think that a man on the brink of mania a potu, thrust suddenly into such a
place in the dim flickering light, would be hurried to his doom by fright. We
loved the place dearly. The great difficulty was that the general would bury
himself too much, in the delight of having a castle as securely barred as if
the entrance were by a portcullis.
When he had worked too
long and steadily I opened the doors, determined that his room should not
resemble that of Walter Scott. An old engraving represents a room in which but
one chair is significantly placed. In our plans for a home in our old age we
included a den for my husband at the top of the house. We had read somewhere of
one like that ascribed to Victor Hugo. The room was said not even to have a
staircase, but was entered by a ladder which the owner could draw up the
aperture after him.
I USED to be thankful
that ours was a mounted regiment on one account: if we had belonged to the
infantry, the regiment would have been sent out much sooner. The horses were
too valuable to have their lives endangered by encountering a blizzard, while
it was believed that an enlisted man had enough pluck and endurance to bring him
out of a storm in one way or another. Tardy as the spring was up there, the
grass began at last to be suitable for grazing, and preparations for an
expedition to the Black Hills were being carried on. I had found accidentally
that my husband was fitting up an ambulance for travelling, and as he never
rode in one himself, nor arranged to take one for his own comfort, I decided at
once that he was planning to take me with him. Mary and I had lived in such
close quarters that she counted on going also, and went to the general to
petition. To keep her from knowing that he intended to take us, he argued that
we could not get along with so little room; that there was only to be allowed
half a wagon for the camp outfit of the head-quarters mess. "You dun’ know
better’n that, giniral?" she replied; "me and Miss Libbie could keep
house in a flour-barr’l."
At the very last, news
came through Indian scouts that the summer might be full of danger, and my
heart was almost broken at finding that the general did not dare to take me
with him. Whatever peril might be awaiting me on the expedition, nothing could
be equal to the suffering of suspense at home.
The black hour came
again, and with it the terrible parting which seemed a foreshadowing of the
most intense anguish that our Heavenly Father can send to his children. When I
resumed my life, and tried to portion off the day with occupations, in order
that the time should fly faster, I found that the one silver thread running
through the dark woof of the dragging hours was the hope of the letters we were
promised. Scouts were to be sent back four times during the absence of the
regiment.
The infantry came to
garrison our post. In the event of attack, my husband left a Gatling gun on the
hills at the rear of the camp. It is a small cannon, which is discharged by
turning a crank that scatters the shot in all directions, and is especially
serviceable at short range. A detachment of soldiers was stationed on the bluff
back of us, that commanded the most extended view of the country. The voice of
the sentinel calling, at regular intervals during the night, "All’s
well," often closed our anxious eyes. Out there one slept lightly, and any
unusual noise was attributed to an attack on our pickets, and caused us many a
wakeful hour. With what relief we looked up daily to the little group of tents,
when we finally realized that we were alone.
The officer who
commanded this little station was an old bachelor who did not believe in
marriage in the army. Not knowing this, we told him, with some enthusiasm, how
safe and thankful we felt in having him for our defender. He quite checked our
enthusiasm by replying, briefly, "that in case of attack, his duty was to
protect Government property; the defence of women came last." This was the
first instance I had ever known of an officer who did not believe a woman was
God’s best gift to man.
We were not effectually
suppressed, for the only safe place in which we could walk was along the beat
of the sentry, on the brow of the hill, near the tent of this zoological
specimen. Here we resorted every evening at twilight to try and get cool, for
the sun burns fiercely during the short northern summer. With the hot weather
the mosquito war began--Fort Lincoln was celebrated as the worst place in the
United States for these pests. The inundations recurring each spring opposite
us, brought later in the year myriads of the insects; those I had known on the
Red River of the South were nothing in comparison. If the wind was in a certain
direction, they tormented us all day long. I can see now how we women looked,
taking our evening stroll: a little procession of fluttering females, with
scarfs and over-dresses drawn over our heads, whisking handkerchiefs and
beating the air with fans. It required constant activity to keep off the swarms
of those wretched little insects that annoyed us every moment during our
airing. In the evening we became almost desperate. It seemed very hard, after
our long winter’s imprisonment, to miss a single hour out-of-doors during the
short summer.
We had petitioned that
in the rebuilding of our house the piazza around it should be made wide, like
those we enjoyed in the South. On this delightful gallery we assembled every
evening. We were obliged to make special toilets for our protection, and they
were far from picturesque or becoming. Some one discovered that wrapping
newspapers around our ankles and foot, and drawing the stocking over, would
protect down to the slipper; then, after tucking our skirts closely around us,
we fixed ourselves in a chair, not daring to move.
One night a strange
officer came to see us, and taking his place among the group of huddled-up
women, he tried not to smile. I discovered him taking in my tout ensemble,
however, and realized myself what an incongruity I was on that lovely gallery
and in the broad moonlight. I had adopted a head-net: they are little tarlatan
bags, gathered at one end and just large enough to slip over the head; rattans
are run round these to prevent their touching the face--they look like dolls’
crinolines, and would make a seraph seem ugly. In desperation I had added a
waterproof cloak, buckskin gauntlets, and forgot to hide under my gown the tips
of the general’s riding-boots! Tucked up like a mummy, I was something at which
no one could resist laughing. The stranger beat off the mosquitoes until there
lay on the floor before him a black semi-circle of those he had slain. He
acknowledged later that all vanity regarding personal appearance would be apt
to disappear before the attacks to which we were subjected. We fought in
succession five varieties of mosquitoes; the last that came were the most
vicious. They were so small they slid easily through the ordinary bar, and we
had to put an inside layer of tarlatan on doors and windows. We did not venture
to light a lamp in the evening, and at five o’clock the netting was let down
over the beds, and doors and windows closed. When it came time to retire we
removed our garments in another room, and grew skilful in making sudden sallies
into the sleeping-room and quick plunges under the bar.
The cattle and horses
suffered pitiably during the reign of the mosquitoes. They used to push their
way into the underbrush to try if a thicket would afford them protection; if a
fire were lighted for their relief, they huddled together on the side towards
which the wind blew the smoke. As it was down by the river, they were worse off
than ever. The cattle grew thin, for there were days when it was impossible for
them to graze. We knew of their being driven mad and dying of exhaustion after
a long season of torment. The poor dogs dug deep holes in the side of the
hills, where they half smothered in their attempt to escape.
The Missouri River at
the point where we had to cross sometimes represented a lifetime of terror to
me. We were occasionally compelled to go to the town of Bismarck, four miles
back on the other side. I could not escape the journey, for it was the
termination of the railroad, and officers and their families coming from the
East were often detained there; while waiting for the steamer to take them to
their posts they were compelled to stay in the untidy, uncomfortable little
hotel. If I sent for them they declined to come to us, fearing they might make
extra trouble; if I went for them in the post ambulance, I rarely made a
fruitless errand. Even when elated with the prospect of a little outing at St.
Paul, I so dreaded that terrible river that we must cross going and coming, it
almost destroyed my pleasure for a time. The current was so swift that it was
almost impossible for the strongest swimmer to save himself if once he fell in:
the mud settled on him instantly, clogged his movements, and bore him under.
Some of the soldiers had been drowned in attempting to cross, in frail,
insecure skiffs, to the drinking-huts opposite. As I looked into this roaring
torrent, whose current rushes on at the rate of six miles an hour, I rarely
failed to picture to myself the upturned faces of these lost men.
The river is very
crooked, and full of sand-bars, the channel changing every year. The banks are
so honeycombed by the force of the water that great portions are constantly
caving in. They used to fall with a loud thud into the river, seeming to
unsettle the very foundations of the earth. In consequence, it was hard work
for the ferry-boat to make a landing, and more difficult to keep tied up, when
once there.
The boat we were
obliged to use was owned by some citizens who had contracted with the
Government to do the work at that point. In honor of its new duty they renamed
it The Union. The Western word "ram-shackly" described it. It was too
large and unwieldy for the purpose, and it had been condemned as unsafe farther
down the river, where citizens value life more highly. The wheezing and
groaning of the old machinery told plainly how great an effort it was to propel
the boat at all. The road down to the plank was so steep, cut deep into the
bank as it was, that even with the brakes on, the ambulance seemed to be
turning a somersault over the four mules. They kicked and struggled, and
opposed going on the boat at all. We struck suddenly at the foot of the
incline, with a thump that threw us off the seat of the ambulance. The
"hi-yis" of the driver, the creak of the iron brake, and the
expressive remarks of the boatman in malediction upon the mules, made it all
seem like a descent into Hades, and the river Styx an enviable river in
contrast. The ambulance was placed on deck, where we could see the patched
boiler, and through the chinks and seams of the furnaces we watched the fire,
expecting an explosion momentarily.
After we were once out
in the channel the real trouble began. I never knew, when I started for
Bismarck, whether we would not land at Yankton, five hundred miles below. The
wheel often refused to revolve more than half-way, the boat would turn about,
and we would shoot down the river at a mad rate. I used to receive elaborate
nautical explanations from the confused old captain why that happened. My intellect
was slow to take in any other thought than the terrifying one--that he had lost
control of the boat. I never felt tranquil, even when the difficulty was
righted, until I set my foot on the shore, though the ground itself was
insecure from being honeycombed by the current. The captain doubtless heard my
paean of thanks when I turned my back on his old craft, for once afterwards I
received from him a crumpled, soiled letter, with curious spelling and cramped
hand, in which he addressed me as "highly honored lady," and in
lofty-sounding terms proceeded to praise his boat, assuring me that if I would
deign to confer on him the honor of my presence, he would prove it to be quite
safe, and as "peert" a steamer as sailed. With a great flourish, he
ended," for The Union must and shall be preserved," and signed
himself my most humble admirer.
We were told, when the
expedition started, that we might expect our first letters in two weeks. The
mail was delayed, unfortunately, and each day after the fortnight had expired
seemed a month. In spite of all my efforts to be busy, there was little heart
in any occupation. The women met together every day and read aloud in turn.
Every one set to work to make a present for the absent ones with which to
surprise them on their return. We played croquet. This was tame sport, however,
for no one dared to vary the hum-drum diversion by a brisk little quarrel,
which is the usual accompaniment of that game. We feared to disagree even over
trifles, for if we did it might end in our losing our only companionship.
We knew that we could
not expect, in that climate, that the freshness of summer would last for more
than a short time after the sun had come to its supremest in the way of heat.
The drouth was unbroken; the dews were hardly perceptible. That year even our
brief enjoyment of the verdure was cut short. A sirocco came up suddenly. The
sky became copper-colored, and the air murky and stifling; the slightest touch
of metal, or even the door-handles, almost blistered the fingers. The strong
wind that blew seemed to shrivel the skin as it touched us. The grass was
burned down into the roots, and we had no more of it that season. This wind
lasted for two hours, and we could not keep back apprehensions at the strange
occurrence. After that, during the summer, as we walked over the little space
allowed us, our shoes were cut by the crisp brown stubble, and the sod was dry
and unyielding under our feet. As far as we could see, the scorched earth sent
up over its surface floating waves of heated atmosphere. No green thing was
left. The only flowers that had not been scorched out of existence were the
soap plants, which have a sword-like stalk, out of which grow the thick, creamy
petals of its flower. The roots that extend for many feet in all directions
near the surface of the soil, enable it to secure moisture sufficient to keep
it alive. The only other flower was the blue-bell, which dotted a hill where we
were accustomed to climb in order to command a better view of the country in our
efforts to discover the scouts with the mail. One can scarcely imagine how
hungrily we gazed at those little blossoms. They swung lightly on their
cunningly fashioned stems, that swayed and tossed the tiny azure cups, but
withstood the strongest wind. I cannot see even a sketch of that flower now
without thinking how grateful we were for them out there in that stripped and
almost "God-forgotten" land. When we threw ourselves on the turf
among them, the little bells almost seemed to us to ring out a tiny sound, as
if they were saying, in flowery cadence, "The hand that made us is
divine."
Some of our eyes seemed
to be perpetually strained, watching the horizon for the longed-for scouts. At
dawn one morning--which is at three o’clock in summer in Dakota--I was awakened
by strange sounds at the door. When I drew the curtain, there were the Ree
scouts, and on their ponies the mail-bag, marked by some facetious hand,
"Black Hills Express." It took but a second to fling on a wrapper and
fairly tumble down the steps. The Indians made the sign of long hair and called
"Ouches," which is the word denoting that in their language. (The
general had borne this name with them for some time.) I was too impatient to
wait their tardy movements, and tried to loosen the mail bag. The Indian,
always pompous and important if he carries despatches, wafted me away. I
understood enough, to be sure, that no one would receive the mail but the
officer in command. As the scouts slowly moved down the line towards his
quarters, other impatient female figures with flying hair came dancing
restlessly out on the porches. Every woman soon knew that news had come. Even
the cooks, scantily attired, ran out to stand beside their mistresses and wave
their fat arms to the Indians to hurry them on. Our faithful soldier, Keevan,
whom my husband had left to care for us, hearing the commotion, came to ask
what he could do. I sent him to bring back the letters. He, in his turn,
thinking only to serve me, made an effort to open the mail-bag, but the watchful
Indian suppressed him quickly. The old fellow’s face beamed with delight when
he placed the great official envelope, crowded with closely-written pages, in
my hand. How soon they were devoured, though, and what a blank there seemed in
the day when we knew that we had nothing more to expect!
Three times after that
we had letters. They were most interesting, with descriptions of the charm of
travelling over ground no white feet had ever before touched. My family could
not avoid, even at that distance, studying up little plans to tease me. After
describing their discovery and entrance into a large and almost hidden cave, my
husband said that Colonel Tom and he had come upon the bones of a white man,
doubtless the only one who had ever set foot in that portion of the world.
Beside him lay a tin cup, some buttons from his coat, and a rusty, ancient
flint-lock musket. All were marked with his initials. They were the same as
those of one of the friends whom I had known when a little romping girl of
seventeen. "This," they said, in the language of a dime novel,
"explains the mysterious disappearance of your old love. Rather than meet
such a fate as awaited him in marrying you, old lady, he has chosen to seek out
solitude in a cavern, and there die." Of course I thought even the story
of the finding of the cave a fabrication for my benefit. I enjoyed it hugely,
and thought what ingenuity they had employed to invent such a tale. When they
came back at the end of the summer, and brought the musket and other mementos,
with the very initials rusting in the metal, and declared on honor that they
had found the skeleton, I was compelled to believe them. Not that the remains
of the unfortunate man were those of my early friend, who was soon afterwards
accounted for, but that some unhappy man had actually wandered into that dismal
place and died a tragic death alone.
When the day of their
return came, I was simply wild with joy. I hid behind the door as the command
rode into garrison, ashamed to be seen crying and laughing and dancing up and
down with excitement. I tried to remain there and receive the general, screened
from the eyes of outsiders. It was impossible. I was down the steps and beside
my husband without being conscious of how I got there. I was recalled to my senses
and overwhelmed with confusion by a great cheer from the soldiers, who, I had
forgotten, were lookers-on. Regular soldiers rarely cheer, and the unusual
sound, together with the embarrassment into which I had unconsciously plunged
myself, made the few steps back to the house seem a mile.
When we could take time
to look every one over, they were all amusing enough. Some wives did not know
their husbands, and looked indignant enough when caught in an embrace by an
apparent stranger. Many, like the general, had grown heavy beards. All were
sun-burnt, their hair faded, and their clothes so patched that the original
blue of the uniform was scarcely visible. Of course there had been nothing on
the expedition save pieces of white canvas with which to reinforce the
riding-breeches, put new elbows on sleeves, and replace the worn knees.
The boots were out at
the toes, and the clothing of some were so beyond repairing that the officers
wanted to escape observation by slipping, with their tattered rags, into the
kitchen-door. The instruments of the band were jammed and tarnished, but they
still produced enough music for us to recognize the old tune of
"Garryowen," to which the regiment always returned.
By-and-by the long
wagon-train appeared. Many of the covers had elk horns strapped to them, until
they looked like strange bristling animals as they drew near. Some of the
antlers were brought to us as presents. Besides them we had skins, specimens of
gold and mica, and petrified shells of iridescent colors, snake rattles,
pressed flowers, and petrified wood. My husband brought me a keg of the most
delicious water from a mountain-stream. It was almost my only look at clear
water for years, as most of the streams west of the Missouri are muddy.
As soon as the column
appeared in sight, the old soldier who had served me with such fidelity all
summer went to Mary to tell her the news. He also said that as long as the
general had put Mrs. Custer in his charge he knew how to behave. Now, being no
longer on honor, he added, "I intend to celebrate their return by going on
a tremendous ’bum.’" How any one could get drunk in so short a time was a
mystery. The general had hardly removed his buckskin-coat before the old fellow
stumbled up the steps and nearly fell in the door, with his arms full of
puppies that had arrived during the summer. The rejoicing was too general for
misdemeanors to be noticed. The man was thanked for his watchful care over me
during the months past, and advised to find a place to go to sleep in as soon
as possible.
FROM the clouds and
gloom of those summer days, I walked again into the broad blaze of sunshine
which my husband’s blithe spirit made. I did everything I could to put out of
my mind the long, anxious, lonely months. It was still pleasant enough to ride,
and occasionally we went out in parties large enough to be safe, and had a
jack-rabbit or wolf chase. In the autumn we went into the States on a short
leave of absence. Much to our regret we had to take our prized girl-friend
home. Her family begged for her return. The last good-bye to us was an appeal
from the young officers to bring back another; and we did so, for while we were
East we had the good-fortune to persuade another father and mother to part with
their daughter.
An incident of our
journey was an amusing illustration of the vicissitudes of Western life. In
passing through Fargo, on the Northern Pacific Railroad, an old townsman of
ours always came to see us, but invariably after dark. He had taken a claim in
the very heart of the town, which was disputed by an energetic widow. If he
left his place in the daytime for a few hours, he invariably returned to find
his cabin occupied by the goods and chattels of the widow, and his own effects
reposing on the snow outside his door. Then ensued the ejection of the
interloper by one of the town authorities, and our friend would re-establish
himself. After these raids were repeated a few times, he learned to keep guard
during the day and steal out after dark. In vain outsiders advised him to
settle the difficulty by asking a clergyman to unite the claims. His eyes
turned from the widow to a young girl in his native State, who now presides
unmolested over the disputed domicile, while the widow has forsaken war for the
peace of another hearthstone.
The question of
servants was a very serious one to those living on the borders of civilization
as we did. There was never a station equal to those frozen-up regions. Should
servants go out there in the fall, they were almost certain to become engaged
to the soldiers and marry after the trains were taken off and no new ones could
reach us. It often happened that delicate ladies had to do all kinds of menial
service for a time. Except for a kind-hearted soldier now and then, who was too
devoted to the wife of his company officer to see her do everything, I hardly
know how army ladies would have endured their occasional domestic trials. The
soldiers were especially fond of children, and knew how to amuse them; indeed,
a willing heart made them quick to learn all kinds of domestic work. I think
they even regretted that they could not sew, when they saw an overtaxed lady
wearily moving her needle. We had no trouble, fortunately. Our colored cook not
only commanded us, and as much of the post as she could, but she tyrannized
over her two sisters whom she had brought from Kentucky for us. These were
thought excellent servants, but Mary, invested with a "little brief
authority," ruled like a despot. The youngest having been born after the
emancipation proclamation, was looked down upon by her elder sister, who bad
been a slave. In her moments of rage the most deadly insult was to call the
younger one "you worthless free nigger, you!" I think with deep
gratitude of their devotion to us. As they were colored people they had not
even the excitement of beaux among the enlisted men. Sometimes they sighed and
longed for home. At such times Mary used to say to me, "Miss Libbie, you
has the giniral, and you don’ mind whar you is so long as you has him, but you
can’t tell what it is for us to live in a country wha’ there’s no festibuls,
meetin’-houses, or dances."
When we reached St.
Paul, on our return from leave of absence, we were generally met with telegrams
from our friends at Fort Lincoln, imploring us to bring them cooks. The
railroad officials were good enough to give us passes, so we could always take
them without much trouble. The first time after advertising, only the young and
pretty ones were selected from those who came to as at the hotel. Their almost
instantaneous capitulation to the devotion of the soldiers taught us a lesson.
After that we only took the middle-aged and plain. When we were fairly started
on our journey, the general would look them over, chuckle to himself, and jog
my elbow for me to see the ancients as tourists. He would add, under his
breath, that evidently we had settled the question that time, for no soldier
would look at such antediluvians. He reckoned too soon. He hardly took into
consideration that after hundreds of soldiers had lived for months without
seeing so much as the distant flutter of a woman’s drapery, they ceased to be
fastidious or critical. Without an exception these antique, parchment-faced
women, in a few weeks after we had delivered them over to their mistresses,
began to metamorphose. They bought tawdry ornaments at the sutler’s store, and
hurried after dinner to adorn themselves to meet the enlisted men, who even
under adverse circumstances will "a-wooing go."
I remember well the
disheartened eyes of one of our pretty young friends when she told me it was of
no manner of use to try and keep a white servant. Even the ugly old female that
we had brought her, and that cooked so well, was already beginning to primp and
powder. By this time our dearly loved neighbor had become exhausted by the
almost constant care of her two children, and with only inefficient servants to
help her. Through our sympathy for the hard life she led out in that wilderness
we had fallen into the way of calling her "poor Miss Annie," having
known her as a girl. In the States she would have been "rich Miss
Annie." With a brave, handsome husband, a distinguished father, an
abundant income, and bright, healthful children, she was rich. It would not
have been strange if the clouds had obscured these blessings, living the
taxing, wearying life she did on the frontier. In vain the devoted husband
sought to share her cares. The very climax of her troubles seemed to have
arrived when she confided to me that she would soon need an experienced nurse
to care for her through her coming peril. The trains had ceased running, so
that one could not be sent on from St. Paul. There was no neighborly help to be
expected even, for all of our ladies were young and inexperienced. There seemed
to be no one to whom we could look for aid. Instead of rejoicing, as we would
have done in the States over the sweet privilege of coming maternity, we cried
and were almost disconsolate. There were no soft, dainty clothes to receive the
little stranger, no one to take care of it when it did come; the young surgeon
was wholly inexperienced in such duty, and the future looked gloomy enough.
Fortunately, I remembered at last one of the camp women, who had long followed
the regiment as laundress, and had led a quiet, orderly life. "Poor Miss
Annie" shuddered when I spoke of her, for the woman was a Mexican, and
like the rest of that hairy tribe she had so coarse and stubborn a beard that
her chin had a blue look after shaving, in marked contrast to her swarthy face.
She was tall, angular, awkward, and seemingly coarse, but I knew her to be
tender-hearted. In days gone by I had found, when she told me her troubles,
that they had softened her nature.
When she first came to
our regiment she was married to a trooper, who, to all appearances, was good to
her. My first knowledge of her was in Kentucky. She was our laundress, and when
she brought the linen home, it was fluted and frilled so daintily that I
considered her a treasure. She always came at night, and when I went out to pay
her she was very shy, and kept a veil pinned about the lower part of her face.
The cook told me one day that she was sick and in trouble, and I went to see
her. It seemed the poor thing had accumulated several hundred dollars by
washing, baking pies for the soldiers, and sewing the clothes for them that had
been refitted by the tailor. Her husband had obtained possession of the money
and had deserted. She told me that she had lived a rough life before coming to
the 7th, even dressing as a man in order to support herself by driving the
ox-teams over the plains to New Mexico. The railroads had replaced that mode of
transporting freight, and she was thrown out of employment. Finding the life as
a laundress easier, she had resumed her woman’s dress and entered the army, and
thinking to make her place more secure, had accepted the hand of the man whose
desertion she was now mourning. It was not long after this, however, before
"Old Nash" (for through everything she kept her first husband’s name)
consoled herself. Without going through the ceremony or expense of a divorce,
she married another soldier, and had come with us out to Dakota. Of course her
husband was obliged to march with his company. It was a hard life for her,
camping out with the other laundresses, as they are limited for room, and
several are obliged to share a tent together. In the daytime they ride in an
army wagon, huddled in with children and baggage. After all the rough summer
out-of-doors, it was a great boon to her to get a little cabin in Laundress
Row, at our post. Another trouble came to her, however: her new husband
succeeded in stealing her savings and deserting like the first. "Old
Nash" mourned her money a short time, but soon found solace in going to
the soldiers’ balls dressed in gauzy, low-necked gowns. Notwithstanding her
architectural build and massive features, she had no sooner accumulated another
bank account than her hand was solicited for the third time. Again ignoring the
law, and thinking divorce a superfluous luxury, she captured the handsomest
soldier in his company. He was Colonel Tom’s own man, and when we were riding
we often admired the admirably fitting uniform his wife had made over, and
which displayed to advantage his well-proportioned figure. It was certainly a
mariage de convenance. Fortunes are comparative; a few hundred dollars out
there was quite equal to many thousands in New York. The trooper thought he had
done a very good thing for himself, for notwithstanding his wife was no longer
young, and was undeniably homely, she could cook well and spared him from
eating with his company, and she was a good investment, for she earned so much
by her industry. In addition to all these traits, she was already that most
desirable creature in all walks of life--"a woman of means."
The bride and groom
returned from the ceremony performed by the Bismarck clergyman, and began
housekeeping in the little quarters "Old Nash" had refurbished for
the occasion. When "Miss Annie" and I went down to see her and make our
petitions, we found the little place shining. The bed was hung with pink
cambric, and on some shelves she showed us silk and woollen stuffs for gowns;
bits of carpet were on the floor, and the dresser, improvised out of a
packing-box, shone with polished tins. Outside we were presented to some
chickens, which were riches indeed out there in that Nova Zemblian climate. She
was very gentle with our friend when we told our errand, and gave her needful
advice in her broken Mexican tongue. After listening to her tribute to the
goodness of her husband, we made such pitiful entreaties that we at last
prevailed on her to leave him. She insisted upon the promise that she might
come home every evening and cook her "manny manny’s supper." We
learned frown her that her own two children had died in Mexico, and that she
had learned midwifery from her mother, and confirmed, what I had previously
heard, that she had constant practice among the camp women. "Old
Nash" appeared at the required hour, and was as skilful a physician as she
was a nurse. My friend used to whisper to me that when she watched her moving
about in the dim light of the sick-room, she thought with a shiver sometimes
how like a man she seemed. Occasionally she came to the bed, and in her harsh
voice asked, "Are you comph?"--meaning comfortable. The gentle,
dexterous manner in which she lifted and cared for the little woman quieted her
dread of this great giraffe. By degrees I was promoted to the duty of bathing
and dressing the little new-comer, the young mother giving directions from the
pillow. When "Old Nash" was no longer absolutely necessary she went
back to her husband--a richer woman by much gratitude and a great deal of
money.
Her past life of
hardship and exposure told on her in time, and she became ailing and rheumatic.
Finally, after we had left Dakota, we heard that when death approached, she
made an appeal to the camp women who surrounded her and had nursed her through
her illness; she implored them to put her in her coffin just as she was when
she died and bury her at once. They, thinking such a course would not be paying
proper attention to the dead, broke their promise. The mystery which the old
creature had guarded for so many years, through a life always public and
conspicuous, was revealed: "Old Nash," years before, becoming weary
of the laborious life of a man, had assumed the disguise of a woman, and hoped
to carry the secret into the grave. The surgeon’s certificate, stating the sex
of "Old Nash," together with the simple record of a laundress in the
regiment for ten years, was all the brief history ever known. After enduring
the gibes and scoffs of his comrades for a few days, life became unbearable to
the handsome soldier who bad played the part of husband in order to gain
possession of his wife’s savings and vary the plain fare of the soldier with
good suppers; he went into one of the company’s stables when no one was there
and shot himself. When our friend, whom the old creature had so carefully
nursed, read the newspaper paragraph describing the death, her only comment was
a reference to the Mexican’s oft-repeated question to her, "Poor old
thing, I hope she is ’comph’ at last."
AS the second winter
progressed it bade fair to be a repetition of the first, until an event
happened that excited us all very much.
I must preface my
account of the occurrence by going back to the summer of the Yellowstone
campaign. Two of the citizens attached to the expedition, one as the sutler,
the other as the veterinary surgeon, were in the habit of riding by themselves
a great deal. Not being enlisted men, much more liberty than soldiers have was
allowed them. Many warnings were given, however, and an instance, fresh in the
minds of the officers, of the killing by Indians of two of their comrades the
year before was repeatedly told to them. One day their last hour of lingering
came. While they stopped to water their horses, some Indians concealed in a
gully shot them within sight of our regiment, who were then fighting on the
hill, and did not find the bodies for some time afterwards. Both of the
murdered men were favorites; both left families, and regret and sympathy were
general throughout the command.
A year and a half
afterwards information came to our post, Fort Lincoln, that an Indian was then
at the Agency at Standing Rock, drawing his rations, blankets, and ammunition
from the Government, and at the same time boasting of the murder of these two
men. This intelligence created intense indignation in our garrison. A
detachment was quickly prepared, and started out with sealed orders. The day
was bitter, and not a still cold, for the wind blew, and cut like needle-points
into the faces of the troopers. No one was aware even what direction they were
to take. General Custer knew that it was absolutely necessary that caution and
secrecy should be observed. At the next post, twenty miles below, there were
scouts employed. They would not fail to send out a runner and warn the Standing
Rock Indians of the coming of the command and its object, if they could learn
what it was. When the runner carries important news he starts with an even gait
in the morning and keeps it up all day, hardly stopping to drink at the streams
he crosses. Such a courier would outstrip a command of cavalry in the ordinary
time it makes on a march.
Accordingly, Fort Rice
was left behind many miles before the orders were opened. They contained
directions to capture and bring back an Uncapapa Indian, called
Rain-in-the-face, the avowed murderer of the sutler and the veterinary surgeon.
The command consisted of two officers and a hundred men. The general had
selected his brother to assist in this delicate transaction, as he had been
wont to do ever since they began their life of adventure together during the
war. They arrived on the day that the Indians were drawing their rations of
beef. There were five hundred at the Agency, armed with the latest long-range
rifles. It was more and more clear that too much care could not be taken to
prevent the object of the visit being known to the warriors. An expedition had
been sent down once before, but news of its intentions had reached the Agency
in time for the culprit to escape. He could not refrain, even after this
warning, from openly vaunting his crime.
In order then to
deceive as to the purport of their appearance at the Agency, the captain in
command resorted to a ruse. He sent fifty men to the camp ten miles away to
make inquiries for three Indians who had murdered citizens on the Red River the
year before. Colonel Custer was ordered to take five picked men and go to the
trader’s store, where the Indians resort constantly. This required great
coolness and extreme patience, for they had to lounge about, seemingly
indifferent, until they could be certain the right man was discovered. The cold
made the Indians draw their blankets around them and over their heads. There is
never any individuality about their dress unless when arrayed for a council or
a dance; it was therefore almost impossible to tell one from the other.
Colonel Tom had to wait
for hours, only looking furtively when the sharp eyes of these wary creatures
were off guard. At last one of them loosened his blanket, and with the meagre
description that had been given him, Colonel Tom identified him as
Rain-in-the-face. Coming suddenly from behind, he threw his arms about him, and
seized the Winchester rifle that the savage attempted to cock. He was taken
entirely by surprise. No fear showed itself, but from the characteristically
stolid face hate and revenge flashed out for an instant. He drew himself up in
an independent manner, to show his brother warriors that he did not dread
death.
Among them he had been
considered brave beyond precedent, because he had dared to enter the Agency
store at all, and so encounter the risk of arrest. The soldiers tied his hands
and mounted guard over him. About thirty Indians surrounded them instantly, and
one old orator commenced an harangue to the others, inciting them to recapture
their brother. Breathless excitement prevailed. At that moment the captain in
command appeared in their midst. With the same coolness he had shown in the war
and during the six years of his Indian campaigns, he spoke to them, through an
interpreter. With prudence and tact he explained that they intended to give the
prisoner exactly the treatment a white man would receive under like
circumstances; that nothing would induce them to give him up; and the better
plan, to save bloodshed, would be for the chiefs to withdraw and take with them
their followers. Seeing that they could accomplish nothing by intimidation or
by superior numbers, they had recourse to parley and proposed to compromise.
They offered as a sacrifice two Indians of the tribe in exchange for
Rain-in-the-face.
It was generosity like
that of Artemis Ward, who offered his wife’s relatives on the altar of his
country, for they took care not to offer for sacrifice any but Indians of low
rank. Rain-in-the-face was a very distinguished warrior among them, and
belonged to a family of six brothers, one of whom, Iron Horse, was very
influential. The officers prevailed in the end, and the prisoner was taken to
the cavalry camp. During the time that the Indians were opposing his removal,
the troopers had assembled around the entrance, ready for any emergency, and
prepared to escort the murderer away. The Indians instantly vanished; all went
quickly and quietly to their camp, ten miles distant. Later in the day a party
of fifty mounted warriors dashed through the Agency to the road beyond, which
had to be taken by our troopers on the way home. Of course our officers
expected an attack from that party when they began their homeward march; to
their surprise, they were unmolested. We learned afterwards that the mounted
Indians went to the camp of Two Bears to urge the young braves there to combine
with them in the recapture of Rain-in-the-face. Two Bears had long been
friendly to the white man; he was too old to fight, and prevented his young men
from joining in the contemplated rescue.
After the command had
returned and the officers had reported, General Custer sent for
Rain-in-the-face. He was tall, straight, and young. His face was quite
imperturbable. In a subsequent interview the general locked himself in his room
with him. Through an interpreter, and with every clever question and infinite
patience he spent hours trying to induce the Indian to acknowledge his crime.
The culprit’s face finally lost its impervious look, and he showed some
agitation. He gave a brief account of the murder, and the next day made a full
confession before all the officers. He said neither of the white men was armed
when attacked. He had shot the old man, but he did not die instantly, riding a
short distance before falling from his horse. He then went to him and with his
stone mallet beat out the last breath left. Before leaving him he shot his body
full of arrows. The younger man signalled to them from among the bushes, and
they knew that the manner in which he held up his hand was an overture of
peace. When he reached him the white man gave him his hat as another and
further petition for mercy, but he shot him at once, first with his gun and
then with arrows. One of the latter entering his back, the dying man struggled
to pull it through. Neither man was scalped, as the elder was bald and the
younger had closely cropped hair.
This cruel story set
the blood of the officers flowing hotly. They had already heard from one of the
white scouts a description of Rain-in-the-face at a sun-dance, when he had
betrayed himself as the murderer of the veterinary surgeon, by describing in
triumph his beating out the brains of the old man with his mallet. After all
this, it is not to be wondered at that each officer strode out of the room with
blazing eyes.
Two Indians, one of
them Iron Horse, had followed the cavalry up from the Agency and asked to see
their comrade. The general sent again for Rain-in-the-face. He came into the
room with clanking chains and with the guard at his heels. He was dressed in
mourning. His leggings were black, and his sable blanket was belted by a band
of white beads. One black feather stood erect on his head. Iron Horse supposed
that he was to be hung at once, and that this would be the final interview. The
elder brother, believing there was no hope, was very solemn. He removed his
heavily-beaded and embroidered buffalo robe, and replaced it with the plain one
that Rain-in-the-face wore. He exchanged pipes also, giving him his highly-ornamented
one that he might afterwards present it to the general. These pipes are
valuable, as the material of which the bowls are made has to be brought from
Kansas. Then finding that there was a prospect of Rain-in-the-face having his
trial in Washington, he took off the medal that had been given to his father by
a former president, whose likeness was in the medallion, and placed it over the
neck of his brother, that it might be a silent argument in his favor when he
confronted the "Great Father."
It was an impressive
and melancholy scene. Iron Horse charged his brother not to attempt to escape,
saying, that if he did get back to the reservation he would surely be
recaptured. He believed that he would be kindly treated while a captive, and
perhaps the white chief would intercede for him to obtain his pardon. After
asking him not to lose courage, they smoked again, and silently withdrew. In
about ten days Iron Horse returned, bringing a portion of his tribe with him.
The valley of the
Missouri is wide, and slopes gradually back to the bluffs. Beyond are the
plains, rolling away for hundreds of miles to another river. There was a level
stretch of three miles below our post down the river. From this direction we
were accustomed to watch the approach of the bands of Indians coming from the
reservation. We could see their arms glistening far down the valley long before
we could distinguish who they were, except with a powerful field-glass. As they
came nearer, the sun caught a bit of gaudy scarlet, or touched for a moment one
of the feathers in a war-bonnet.
A New York Charity Ball
could bring out no more antique heirlooms, nor take more time in preparations
than the costumes of Indians prepared for council. The war-bonnets, shields,
and necklaces of bear’s claws are all handed down from far-away grandfathers,
and only aired on grand occasions. Every available bit of metal that could
catch the light reflected and shone in the morning sun. The belts were covered
with brass nails, shining with many an hour’s polishing. They had many weapons,
all kept in a brilliant and glistening state. The tomahawk is one of the
heirlooms of the collection of arms. It is not like the ones I used to see at
Mackinac as a child. It looks more like a large ice-pick. The knife, pistol,
and Henry rifle are very modern, and are always kept in the most perfect
condition. Mrs. "Lo" is the Venus who prepares Mars for war, and many
a long weary hour she spends in polishing the weapon and adorning the warrior.
The Indians with Iron
Horse came directly to headquarters and asked for a council. As many as could
get into the general’s room entered. There was time, while they were preparing,
to send for the ladies, and a few of us were tucked away on the lounge, with
injunctions not to move or whisper, for my husband treated these Indians with
as much consideration as if they had been crowned heads. The Indians turned a
surprised, rather scornful glance into the "ladies’ gallery," for
their women are always kept in the background. In return for this we did not
hesitate to criticise their toilets. They were gorgeous in full dress. Iron
Horse wore an elaborately beaded and painted buckskin shirt, with masses of
solid embroidery of porcupine quills. The sleeves and shoulders were ornamented
with a fringe of scalp-locks; some of the hair, we saw with a shudder, was
light and waving. I could not but picture the little head, "sunning over
with curls," from which it had been taken, for all the Indian locks I have
ever seen were straight and black. The chief wore on his shoulders a sort of
cape, trimmed with a fringe of snowy ermine; his leggings and moccasins were a
mass of bead-work. He wore a cap of otter, without a crown, though, for it is
their custom to leave the top of the head uncovered. His hair was wound round
and round with strips of otter that hung down his back; the scalp-look was also
tightly wound. Three eagle feathers, that denote the number of warriors killed,
were so fastened to the lock that they stood erect. There were several perforations
in each ear from which depended bead ear-rings. He had armlets of burnished
brass; thrown around him was a beaded blanket. The red clay pipe had the wooden
stem inlaid with silver, and was embellished with the breast feathers of
brilliantly plumaged birds. The tobacco-bag, about two feet long, had not an
inch that was not decorated. The costume was simply superb.
The next in rank had an
immense buffalo robe as the distinguishing feature of his dress. The inside was
tanned almost white, and his history was painted on the surface. Whoever ran
might read, for it represented only two scenes, oft repeated--the killing and
scalping of warriors and the capture of ponies.
The general’s patience
with Indians always surprised me. He was of such an active temperament and
despatched his own work so rapidly that I have often wondered how he contained
himself waiting an hour or more for them to get at the object of their visit.
They took their places according to rank in a semicircle about the general. The
pipe was filled and a match lighted by one of their number of inferior grade,
and then handed to Iron Horse, who took a few leisurely whiffs. Though we were
so shut in, the smoke was not oppressive. Their tobacco is killikinick,
prepared by drying the bark of the ozier and mixing it with sumach. They inhale
the smoke and exhale it from their nostrils. After all in the first circle had
smoked a little, the general included, they observed the Indian etiquette and
passed the pipe back through each warrior’s hand to the chief. It was then
relighted, and he began again. It seemed to us that it went back and forth an
endless number of times. No matter how pressing the emergency, every council
begins in this manner.
Iron Horse tired us
out, but he was collecting himself and rehearsing his speech. We found
afterwards that it was prepared in advance, for during its recital he forgot,
and was prompted by one of the Indians in the outer circle.
When the pipe was
finally put away, they asked to have Rain-in-the-face present. He came into the
room, trying to hide his pleasure at seeing his friends and his grief at his
imprisonment. In an instant the imperturbable expression settled down on his
face like a car-tain. The officers present could scarcely believe their eyes when
they saw his brother approach and kiss him. Only once before, among all the
tribes they had been with, had they seen such an occurrence. The Indian kiss is
not demonstrative; the lips are laid softly on the cheek, and no sound is heard
or motion made. It was only this grave occasion that induced the chief to show
such feeling. Several of the ranking Indians followed his example; then an old
man among them stepped in front of Rain-in-the-face, lifted his hands, and
raising his eyes reverentially said a few words of prayer to the Great Spirit
in behalf of their unfortunate brother. The prisoner dropped his head to hide
the look in his eyes that he thought ill became a warrior as brave as he really
was. The bitter, revengeful thoughts with which I had entered the room were for
a moment forgotten, and I almost wished that he might be pardoned. The vision
of the hearth-stones he had desolated came back to me directly, and I could not
forget.
Iron Horse began his
speech in the usual high-pitched, unchangeable key. He thanked the general for
his care of his brother, and the whole tenor of the rest was repeated petitions
to ask the Great Father in Washington to spare his life. He then slowly took
off his elaborate buckskin shirt and presented it to my husband. He ended by
making a singular request, which was worthy of Damon and Pythias: two shy young
braves in the outer circle of the untitled asked permission through their chief
to share the captivity of Rain-in-the-face. I could not help recalling what
some one had told me in the East, that women sometimes go to the State prison
at Sing Sing and importune to be allowed to share the imprisonment of their
husbands or brothers; but no instance is found in the history of that great
institution where a man has asked to divide with a friend or relative the
sufferings of his sentence.
Consent was given to
the comrades to return to the guard-house, but they were required to remain in
confinement as he did until they were ready to return to the reservation. After
all the ranking Indians had followed Iron Horse in speeches, with long,
maundering, slowly-delivered sentences, each like the other, the pipe was again
produced. When it was smoked, the whole band filed out to eat the presents of
food the general had given them, and soon afterwards disappeared down the
valley on their way home.
After his two friends
had left him, Rain-in-the-face occupied a part of the guard-house with a
citizen who had been caught stealing grain from the storehouse. For several
months they had been chained together, and used to walk in front of the little
prison for exercise and air. The guard-house was a poorly-built, insecure
wooden building. After a time the sentinels became less vigilant, and the
citizen, with help from his friends outside, who were working in the same way,
cut a hole in the wall at night and escaped. He broke the chain attaching him
to the Indian, who was left free to follow. We found afterwards that
Rain-in-the-face did not dare to return to the reservation, but made his way to
the hostile camp. In the spring of 1874 he sent word from there by an Agency
Indian that he had joined Sitting Bull, and was awaiting his revenge for his
imprisonment.
As will be seen further
on, the stained waters of the Little Big Horn, on June 25, 1876, told how
deadly and fatal that was. The vengeance of that incarnate fiend was
concentrated on the man who bad effected his capture. It was found on the
battle-field that he had cut out the brave heart of that gallant, loyal, and
lovable man, our brother Tom.
THE second winter at
Fort Lincoln was very much the same as the first. We had rented a piano at St.
Paul in the autumn. It hardly had a respite from morning until late at night.
Every day and evening the sound of happy voices went through the house. Old
war-songs, college choruses, and negro melodies, that every one knew, were
sung, and on Sunday our only church-service most of the time was to meet
together and sing hymns. In our little circle of forty, many denominations were
represented, but all knew the old-time hymns. The Moody and Sankey book had
soon found its way out there, and incited every one that could raise a note to
make the attempt. We had forgotten to bring a tuner for the piano, but the
blacksmith made a very good one. One of the band, who had been in a piano-house
before enlisting, kept the instrument in order. We had hard work to keep it in
tune, for not only did the extreme cold affect the sound, but it had to endure
the constant drumming of untaught fingers. Even my husband, who was not
nervous, used sometimes to beg Colonel Tom to stop "feeling about for that
tune!"
The general loved
music, and had so correct an ear that he often sang or whistled the airs of an
opera after hearing them once. Music so charmed him that when we have been in
the States, listening to an oratorio, the Thomas orchestra, or a recital of any
kind, he has begged me not to be hurt if he did not speak during the rendering.
There was a Swiss soldier in our regiment who had contrived to bring his zither
with him. My husband would lie on the bear-skin rug in front of the fire and
listen with delight as long as he ventured to tax the man. He played the native
Tyrolese airs, which seemed to have caught in them the sound of the Alpine
horn, the melody of the cascade, and the echo of the mountain passes. The
general often regretted that he had not had the opportunity to learn music. It
seemed to me that it was a great solace and diversion to officers if they knew
some musical instrument well enough to enjoy practice. They certainly gave
great pleasure to those around them.
If the ladies had any
accomplishment that gave gratification to others, it was never allowed to grow
rusty. Of course, where there was so little to interest, whatever they did was
overrated. Some times we heard of one of the officers of the 7th matching the
perfections of our ladies against those of another regiment which he might
happen to be visiting. His esprit de corps carried him so far that he would
insist that no women sang, played, danced, painted, or rode as we did! We could
only hope that we would never see the people to whom he had boasted, and so
awaken them from his overdrawn story to the reality.
I used to pity the
officers from the bottom of my heart because of the tameness and dead calm of
their lives in winter. Each year’s service with them made me wonder more and
more how they could come through the test of so much unemployed time, the
really fine men they were. Watts spoke lines that will do for all time, when he
told us who it was that found mischief for idle hands. We had no good company
libraries, like the infantry, because we had so long been without a place to
call our own. Every officer coming from leave, brought what books he could, and
they went the rounds until the worn leaves would hardly hold together. We women
had many a simple occupation that interested us, but the men could not content
themselves with trifles. If the young ladies and I stole away to try to take a
nap or change our dress, we were almost invariably called back by the lonely
men, who wished to be amused. They were certainly so grateful for the slightest
kindness it was no tax. Besides, people cannot go up and down the face of the
earth together for nine years of hardships, trials, and deprivation without
being as nearly like one family as is possible.
I used to dread the
arrival of the young officers who came to the regiment from West Point, fearing
that the sameness and inactivity of the garrison life would be a test to which
their character would succumb. When they came to pay the first ceremonious call
in full uniform, we spoke of commonplace topics. I kept up a running line of
comments to myself, usually on one subject: "I wonder if you are likely to
go to the bad under temptation; I am sorry for your mother, having to give you
up and be anxious for your habits at the same time; I hope you don’t drink; I
pray that you may have stamina enough to resist evil." Our sister knew
that I believed so in matrimony as a savior of young officers that she used to
teasingly accuse me of greeting all of them when they arrived with the same
welcome: "I am very glad to see you; I hope that you are engaged." I
hardly remember being quite so abrupt as that in speaking, but I never failed
to wish it to myself. Their frequent difficulty was that they desired to do
everything that the old officers did. I have known them rub and try to mar
their shining new uniforms to have them look as if they had seen service. One,
especially youthful in appearance, wondered how I came to divine that the
reason he wore his grandfather’s fob and seal, and carried the gold-headed cane
when off duty, was that he wished to look old and experienced. I could not help
praising them when they went through the first few telling years of service and
came off conquerors. I was sure that had I had the misfortune to be a man I
could not have borne the tests to which I knew they were subjected.
I am sure that we could
not have been so contented as we were under such circumstances had there not
been such perfect health among us all. It was a pleasure to live among so many
hundred people and scarcely see any one who was not perfectly well. Another
relief in that life was that we never saw crippled or maimed people, and there
were no suffering poor.
We found our new
quarters admirable for the garrison gayety. On Friday nights we all gathered
together to dance, or have private theatricals or games. During the early part
of the winter, while the supply of eggs we had brought from St. Paul lasted,
Mary used to give us cake, frozen custard, or some luxury of which these formed
a part. This, in addition to the usual ham-sandwiches, coffee, and venison,
made our refreshments. As winter advanced, and the supplies began to give out,
we had to be content with crullers, coffee, and sandwiches. There was very
little spirit of criticism, and in that climate one is always hungry.
Of course every one
relied on cards as the unfailing amusement. Almost without exception they
played well and with great enthusiasm. Every one struggled over me, and I
really worked faithfully to become an adept. For though I did not enjoy it
ever, it seemed very ungracious in me not to be able to take a hand when I was
needed. There must leave been something lacking in my mental organization, for
I could not learn. I had one friend who was equally stupid. He certainly was a
comfort to me. We became perfectly hardened to the gibes of our friends when
they called to him, "Come, Smith, and try this now game; it is easy. Why,
even Mrs. Custer learned it!" I labored on, until at the end of twelve years
of effort I trumped any part-ner’s ace, and was formally excused from ever
trying again.
A fancy-dress party was
always amusing out there, for it was necessary to exercise great ingenuity in
getting up costumes. We were masked carefully, and often the dress was such a
complete disguise that a husband and wife were kept in ignorance of each other
until the signal for unmasking was given at supper.
It was impossible to
conceal our eccentricities living in such close daily association. As there was
continual chaffing and innumerable practical jokes, it was difficult to know at
what moment one’s peculiarities were to be served up for the amusement of
others. At all events, when one’s personal traits and singularities were openly
joked about, it was something of a consolation to know that the worst to be
said was directed to the face and not behind the back, as is the general rule.
There was one of our number towards whom we could not fire the shot and shell
of ridicule. He was far older than any one at the post, and there was too much
reverence for his hoary head to permit extreme raillery. I confess to laughing
over some of his strange aberrations when his young lieutenant gave us an
imitation of their company drill. The old officer, mounted on a horse as toned
down as himself, stood in front of his troops and addressed them as he would
have done his supporters in the old political days. They appreciated the stump
eloquence, but more keenly the fact that while he talked they would escape the
tedious evolutions of their work. Sometimes while going through the directions
of the tactics, the captain lost his suavity and called a halt. Then, with all
the inflections and emphasis placed as carefully as if he were flinging the
Constitution at a crowd of citizens on the 4th of July, be harangued in
slightly heated tones, "Ken, do you suppose you are men? If so, act like
men. If you are geese, act like geese." This would finish the self-control
of even the oldest soldier, and a great guffaw would burst out. For nothing can
be more ridiculous than a regular officer pausing to address his men in such a
place. The drill is conducted usually without another word than a repetition of
the exact language of the book of tactics. The young lieutenant in his position
at the rear would nearly choke with laughter. He told us how he rode along the
line, and prodded the soldiers in the back, without the captain seeing him, to
try and make them more deferential. His short burlesque repetitions of the
aphorisms, philosophy, and theories on all subjects, that the old captain
delivered daily on the drill-ground, were convulsing. If the speeches
themselves were half as funny as the imitations, the men would have been
stolidity itself if they had not forgotten their discipline and laughed. My husband
was truly attached to this officer, and spared him from hardships and trying
campaigns when he could. In a measure he felt himself responsible for the
incongruous position the elderly man occupied in a cavalry regiment full of
young, active men. After the war, when the old officer was mustered out of the
Volunteer service, he found that in his native State the waves had closed over
him, and his place was lost in public life. The general went personally to the
War Department, and solicited an appointment for him in the Regular Army. Some
time after, he was surprised to find him assigned to his own regiment,
doubtless because a personal application gave the impression that it would be a
special favor to place him there. Had he only asked for an infantry appointment
for the already tired out man, it would have been a far easier life for him,
but it had not occurred to the general.
Many of us had been
laughingly rechristened, and called a name that was in some way suggested by
trifling incidents in our history. The names were absurd. One of the most
delicate and refined of our women was a superb rider and had shot buffalo, so
her intimates spoke of her, when trying to provoke repartee, as "Buffalo
Ann." My sobriquet of "the old lady" dated back to the first days
of my married life. When the general and his merry young staff returned from a
raid in the Shenandoah Valley, they descried an old Dutchman, who did not care
which side in the war succeeded, so long as he and his property were left
alone. His house had been their head-quarters in a former raid, and they all
rode up there to halt again. The old Hans stood on his steps as they approached
and wafted them away, at the same time reiterating, by way of emphasis,
"Gentle-mens, I have no objections to your coming in, but the old lady she
kicks agin it." After that I could not raise the mildest protest against
any plan but that those mischievous brothers would exclaim pathetically, and in
a most tormenting tone, "What a good time we might have if the old lady
didn’t kick agin it." Sometimes the mildest and quietest one of us all
would be called by some appellation so suggestive of ruffianism and bloodshed
that it was the extreme of the ridiculous to associate the person and the name
together. For instance, the best regulated and least sensational one would find
himself addressed as "Shacknasty Bill, or the Sinewy Slayer of the Ghostly
Gulch." Another, always inclined to gloom, was given a rousing slap on the
back as his good-morning, and a hearty "How are you, Old Skull and
Cross-bones?" No one escaped. I used to think the joking was carried too
far sometimes, but it was easy to go to extremes when the resources were so
limited for a variety in our life. My own blood rose to lava heat when I found
people twitting one another on unpleasant facts, and a smile of ridicule
circulating. It was too great a triumph for the teaser to stir up wrath though,
and the life was a lesson of constant self-con-trol. Certainly it was excellent
discipline, and calculated to keep one’s self-confidence within bounds. It was
the same sort of training that members of a large family have, and they profit
by the friction, for they are rarely so selfish and exacting as only children
usually are.
THE Indians came
several times from the reservations for counsel, but the occasion that made the
greatest impression upon me was towards the spring. They came to implore the
general for food. In the fall the steamer bringing them supplies was detained
in starting. It had hardly accomplished half the required distance before the
ice impeded its progress, and it lay out in the channel, frozen in, all winter.
The suffering among the Indians was very great. They were compelled to eat
their dogs and ponies to keep from starving. Believing a personal appeal would
be effectual, they asked to come to our post for a council.
The Indian band brought
their great orator Running Antelope. He was intensely dignified and
fine-looking. His face when he spoke was expressive and animated, contrary to
all the precedents of Indian oratory we had become familiar with. As he stood
among them all in the general’s room, he made an indelible impression on my
memory. The Indians’ feet are usually small; sometimes their vanity induces
them to put on women’s shoes. The hands are slender and marvellously soft
considering their life of exposure. Their speech is full of gesture, and the
flexible wrist makes their movements expressive. A distinguished scholar,
speaking of the aid the hand is to an orator, calls it the "second
face." It certainly was so with Running Antelope. He described the
distressing condition of the tribe with real eloquence. While he spoke, lifting
his graceful hands towards Heaven in appeal, one of my husband’s birds that was
uncaged floated down and alighted on the venerable warrior’s head. It had been
so petted, no ordinary movement startled the little thing. It maintained its
poise, spreading its wings to keep its balance, as the Indian moved his head in
gesture. The orator saw that the faces of the Indians showed signs of humor,
but he was ignorant of what amused them. His inquiring eyes saw no solution in
the general’s, for, fearing to disconcert him, General Custer controlled every
muscle in his face. Finally the bird whirled up to his favorite resting-place
on the horn of the buffalo head, and the warrior understood the unusual sight
of a smile from his people.
His whole appeal was
most impressive, and touched the quick sympathies of my husband. He was a
sincere friend of the reservation Indian. The storehouses at our post were
filled with supplies, and he promised to telegraph to the Great Father for
permission to give them rations until spring. Meantime, he promised them all
they could eat while they awaited at the post the answer to the despatch. Not
content with a complaint of their present wrongs, Running Antelope went off
into an earnest denunciation of the agents, calling them dishonest.
One of the Indians,
during the previous summer, with fox-like canning had lain out on the dock all
day apparently sleeping, while he watched the steamer unloading supplies
intended for them. A mental estimate was carefully made of what came off the
boat, and compared as carefully afterwards with what was distributed. There was
an undeniable deficit. A portion that should have been theirs was detained, and
they accused the agent of keeping it. The general interrupted, and asked the
interpreter to say that the Great Father selected the agents from among good
men before sending them out from Washington. Running Antelope quickly
responded, "They may be good men when they leave the Great Father, but
they get to be desperate cheats by the time they reach us." I shall have
to ask whoever reads, to substitute another more forcible adjective, such as an
angry man would use, in place of "desperate." The Indian language is
not deficient in abusive terms and epithets.
When the council was
ended and the Indians were preparing to leave, my husband asked me to have Mary
put everything we had ready to eat on the dining-room table. The manner in
which Running Antelope folded his robe around him and strode in a stately way
down the long parlor was worthy of a Roman emperor.
I had been so impressed
by his oratory and lordly mien that I could hardly believe my eyes when I saw
him at table, and descend from the lofty state of mind into which he had taken
me to realize what he was doing. After gorging himself, he emptied the plates
and swept all the remains from before the places of the other chiefs into the
capacious folds of his robe. This he re-belted at the waist, so that it formed
a very good temporary haversack. With an air signifying to "the victor
belong the spoils," he swept majestically out of the house.
The answer came next
day from the Secretary of War that the Department of the Interior which had the
Indians in charge refused to allow any army supplies to be distributed. They
gave as a reason that it would involve complexities in their relations with
other departments. It was a very difficult thing for the general to explain to
the Indians. They knew that both army and Indians were fed from the same
source, and they could not comprehend what difference it could make when a
question of starvation was pending. They could not be told, what we all knew,
that had the War Department made good the deficiencies it would have reflected
discredit on the management of the Department of the Interior. The chiefs were
compelled to return to their reservations, where long ago all the game had been
shot and their famishing tribe were many of them driven to join the hostiles.
We were not surprised that the warriors were discouraged and desperate, and
that the depredations of Sitting Bull on the settlements increased with the new
accessions to his numbers.
THE day of the final
breaking up of the ice in the Missouri was one of great excitement to us. The
roar and crash of the ice-fields could be heard a great distance. The sound of
the tremendous report was the signal for the whole garrison to go out on the
hill near the infantry post and watch the grand sight. Just above us was a bend
in the river, and around this curve great floes of ice rushed, heaping up in
huge masses as they swept down the furious current. All the lowlands that lay
between Bismarck and the river were inundated, and the shore far in covered
with blocks of ice that the force of the water had thrown there. Just across
the river from us was a wretched little collection of huts, occupied by
outlaws, into which the soldiers were decoyed to drink and gamble. The law
forbidding liquor to be sold on the reservation was so strict that whiskey
venders did not dare set foot on the Government land. The reservation was too
large to permit them to place themselves on its other boundaries; they would
have been at such a distance from the post that it would not have been worth
while. Just on the water’s edge opposite, these human fiends had perched to
watch and entice the enlisted men. Over their rude cabins they had painted
elaborate and romantically expressed signs. In the midst of bleak surroundings
rose an untidy canvas-covered cabin, called "My Lady’s Bower," or
over the door of a rough log-hut was a sign of the "Dew Drop Inn" (Do
drop in).
These shanties were
placed on a little rise of ground, with a precautionary thought of the usual
spring floods. The day of the first ice-breaking we saw the water rise to such
a height that cabin after cabin was abandoned. The occupants dragged their
property as best they could to the little rise where one or two, more cautious
than the rest, had built. On this narrow neck of land huddled together the
whole of the group, in desperate peril. No one on our side of the river could
help them, for the water was the maddest of whirlpools, while on the other side
the overflow had made a great lake, cutting them off from Bismarck. As we
watched them scrambling on the little knoll, like drowning men clinging to the
upturned keel of a boat, we suffered real distress at our powerlessness to help
them. The company commanders, remembering how they had been the cause of the
demoralization of some of their best soldiers, openly avowed at first their
relief that the whole wretched lot were about to drown; but as the peril
increased, not one of the officers’ hearts remained unsoftened. They forgot
what an utterly abandoned, lawless company it was, and wished that some means
might be found by which they could be saved.
We women had discovered
through the field-glasses a few of our own sex among them, and were alarmed at
their danger; for no matter what they were, the helplessness of women at such a
time makes one forget everything, save that their lives hang in the balance. At
last one of them stepped into the only small boat they had been able to retain,
and standing bravely at the side of the one man at the bow, they were swept
down the river out of sight among the gorge of ice-blocks and never again heard
from. It was too exhausting watching these imperilled beings, knowing how
incapable we were of helping them, and we went back to our quarters to spend
hours of suspense. We could not set ourselves about doing anything while the
lives of human beings so near us were in jeopardy. As day began to close, word
came for our relief that the water was subsiding; not, alas, until some of them
had been borne to their last home. Those that were left waded back to their
huts, and, unheeding the warning of that fearful day, began again their same
miserable existence.
Of all our happy days,
the happiest had now come to us at Fort Lincoln. I never knew more united
married people than those of our regiment. It will be easily understood that in
the close companionship involved in the intimate relationships of that life,
either uncontrollable hatred or increasing affection must ensue. If a desperate
attack of incompatibility set in out there, the climate, fine as it was, simply
had to disagree with the wife, for it was next to madness for both of them if
they did not escape from a life where almost every hour is spent with each
other. The wife had the privilege of becoming the comrade of her husband in
that isolated existence, and the officers seemed to feel that every amusement
was heightened if shared by the other sex. That perpetual intimacy was a
crucial test of the genuineness of the affection. My husband used to quote a
line or two from one of Mrs. Stowe’s books that we had read together. The new
husband is asked why he knows that he loves his wife: "Because she never
tires me; she never makes me nervous." He believed that if husbands and
wives bore that proof successfully as time advanced, they might count on a
happy future.
Life grew more
enjoyable every day as we realized the blessings of our home. When the winter
was finally gone there was not an hour that we would not have recalled. I have
seen my husband with all the abandon of a boy throw himself on a rug in front
of the fire and enumerate his blessings with real gratitude. Speaking of his
regiment first, his district (for he then had five posts under his command),
the hunting, his dogs and horses, and his own room, which was an unceasing
delight, he used to declare to me that he would not exchange places with any
one--not even a friend in civil life who stood at the head of his profession as
a journalist, who had wealth and youth, and who lived in almost princely
luxury. My husband used to tell me that he believed he was the happiest man on
earth, and I cannot help thinking that he was. For with all the vicissitudes of
those twelve eventful years, I never knew him to have an hour’s depression. The
presence of so many of his family about him was an unceasing pleasure. There
was an abiding fondness between his brother, Colonel Tom, and himself. This
brother was scarcely more than a lad when he joined us. The general said to
some Eastern friends when he was in the States the last time, "To prove to
you how I value and admire my brother as a soldier, I think that he should be
the general and I the captain."
Colonel Tom always
lived with us, and the brothers played incessant jokes on each other. Both of
them honored and liked women extremely. Colonel Tom used to pay visits of an
unconscionable length to ladies of the garrison, and no amount of teasing on
his brother’s part would induce him to shorten them. He never knew, when he
started to go home from these visits, but that he would find on the young lady’s
door-mat his trunk, portmanteau, and satchel--this as a little hint from the
general that ho was overtaxing the lady’s patience. I used to think my husband
too severe with his brother, for in his anxiety not to show favoritism he
noticed the smallest misdemeanor. If, in visiting with the young ladies in our
parlor, he overstayed the hour he was due at the stables or drill, the general’s
eye noticed it, and perhaps overlooked others in the room who were erring in
the same manner. I knew that a reprimand would be sent from the adjutant’s
office in the morning if I did not invent some way to warn the offender, so I
learned the bugle-call for stables, and hovering around Colonel Tom, hummed it
in his ear, which the voice of the charmer had dulled to the trumpet-call. When
the sound penetrated, he would make a plunge for his hat and belt, and tear out
of the house, thus escaping reproof.
When spring came again,
it is impossible to express the joy I felt that there was to be no summer
campaign; and for the first time in many years I saw the grass grow without a
shudder. The general began the improvement of the post with fresh energy, and
from the drill-ground came the click of the horses’ hoofs and the note of the
bugles repeating the commands of the officers. As soon as it was warm enough,
several charming girls came out from the States to our garrison to visit us.
They gave every one pleasure, and effectually turned the heads of the young
officers.
We had supposed that
when travelling from the Gulf of Mexico almost to the border of the British
possessions, we could safely call ourselves "West;" but we found that
there was a post fifteen hundred miles beyond us, on the Missouri River. The
steamers were constantly taking officers and their families from Bismarck into
Montana. Sometimes the delay of the boats in starting gave us the privilege of
entertaining them. I remember going down to bid good-bye to a family who had gone
on board a steamer at our landing. The officer was returning from an infantry
recruiting detail in the States. He had eight children and a dog. These, with a
lieutenant’s pay, constituted his riches. He disappeared into a state-room and
brought out the new baby, exhibiting it with as much pride as if it had been
the first-born! They told me afterwards that during all that slow, wearisome
journey of fifteen hundred miles, on a boat that needs be seen to be
appreciated, the mother was placid and happy. There were no guards around the
deck, so she tied the children separately to the different articles of
stationary furniture, and let them play out to the limits of their tethers.
Almost our only
exercise on summer evenings was walking on the outskirts of the garrison
surrounded by the dogs. It was dangerous to go far, but we could walk with
safety in the direction of the huts of the Indian scouts. Their life always
interested us, and by degrees they became so accustomed to our presence that
they went on with all their occupations without heeding as.
There was a variety of
articles among the litter tossed down in front of these Indian quarters;
lariates, saddles, and worn-out robes were heaped about an arrangement for
conveying their property from place to place. The construction was simple, and
rendered wheels unnecessary. About midway on two long saplings, placed a short
distance apart, is a foundation of leather thongs. Upon this the effects
belonging to an Indian family are lashed. Two pole ends are attached to either
side of a rude harness on the pony, while the other two drag on the ground. In
following an Indian trail, the indentation made by the poles, as they are
pulled over the ground, traces the course of travel unmistakably.
Some of their boats lay
upturned about the door. They were perfectly round, like a great bowl, and
composed of a wicker frame over which buffalo hide was tightly drawn. The
primitive shape and construction dates back to the ancient Egyptians, and these
boats were called coracles in olden times. They seemed barely large enough to
hold two Indians, who were obliged to crouch down as they paddled their way
with short, awkward oars through the rapid current of the Missouri.
Bloody Knife was
naturally mournful; his face still looked sad when he put on the presents given
him. He was a perfect child about gifts, and the general studied to bring him
something from the East that no other Indian had.
He had proved himself
such an invaluable scout to the general that they often had long interviews.
Seated on the grass, the dogs lying about them, they talked over portions of
the country that the general had never seen, the scout drawing excellent maps
in the sand with a pointed stick. He was sometimes petulant, often moody, and
it required the utmost patience on my husband’s part to submit to his humors;
but his fidelity and cleverness made it worth while to yield to his tempers.
I was always interested
in the one pretty squaw among them, called Et-nah-wah-ruchta, which means
Medicine Mother. Her husband was young, and she was devoted to him. I have seen
him lounging on the floor of the hut while she made his toilet, combing and
plaiting his hair, cutting and oiling the bangs which were trimmed to cover his
forehead, and plucking the few scattered hairs from his chin--for they do not
consider it an honor to have a suspicion of a beard. She strapped on his
leggings, buckled his belt, and finally lighted his pipe. Once the war bonnet
of her lord had to be rearranged. He deigned to put it on her head, readjusted
the eagle feathers, and then gave it to her to fasten them in securely. The
faithful slave even used to accompany him to his bath. Indians do bathe--at long
intervals. I was not ambitious to know if she actually performed the ablutions.
However, I have seen him, at a distance, running along the river bank on his
return, his wife waving a blanket behind him to keep off the mosquitoes!
If the Indians kill any
game, they return home, order the squaws to take the ponies and bring back what
they have killed, and then throw themselves down to sleep among the sprawling
Indian babies, tailless dogs, and general filth. The squaws do all the labor,
and every skin is tanned by their busy fingers. I never knew but one Indian who
worked. He was an object of interest to me, though he kept himself within the
gloom of the cabin, and skulked around the fire when he cooked. This was the
occupation forced upon him by the others. He had lacked the courage to endure
the torture of the sun-dance; for when strips of flexible wood had been drawn
through the gashes in his back, and he was hung up by these, the poor creature
had fainted. On reviving he begged to be cut down, and ever after was an object
of scorn. He was condemned to wear squaw’s clothing from that time on. They
mocked and taunted him, and he led as separate an existence as if he were in a
desert alone. The squaws disdained to notice him, except to heap work upon his
already burdened shoulders.
Once my husband and I,
in walking, came suddenly upon a queer little mound, that we concluded we would
observe at a distance. An Indian was soon carrying buckets and creeping with
difficulty into the small aperture. It was about six feet in diameter, and
proved to be a kind of steam-bath, which they consider great medicine. A hole
is first dug in the ground and filled with stones; a fire is kindled upon them
long before, and they are heated red-hot. The round framework of saplings over
these is covered with layer upon layer of blankets and robes, so that no air
can penetrate. The Indians, almost stripped of their clothing, crouch round
them, while the one acting as servant brings water to pour on the heated rocks.
The steam has no escape, and the Indians are thoroughly roasted. While we were
looking at this curious bath-house a small Indian boy crept out from under the
edges of the blankets, and ashamed to have given in before the rest, drew his
almost parboiled little body into a hiding-place. Ever ambitious, like small
boys of all nationalities, he had at first believed experience better than
hearsay.
We went one day into a
tepee that was placed by itself to see an Indian who was only slightly ill. His
father and friends were talking to him of his death as a certainty, and making
all the plans in advance. They even took his measure for a coffin, assuring him
that they would honor him by putting him in a box in imitation of the white
man. The general used to listen wonderingly when they referred to their dead in
the speeches in council. It was always in some roundabout way, never directly.
The Indians all seemed
a melancholy people. They sometimes ask embarrassing questions. Perhaps, when
some young girl accompanied us, they spoke to my husband in the sign language,
in which he was versed. Once they inquired if the young lady was his other
wife. The blush of the girl so amused us that our laugh rang out among them,
and seemed to be a sound they knew nothing of. They sat on the ground for
hours, gambling for iron, brass and silver rings, but always glum and taciturn.
The tallest Indian of them all, Long Soldier, grew to be very cunning when he
learned what a curiosity he was. He would crouch down at our approach, and only
at the sight of a coin as a "tip" would he draw up his seven feet of
height.
The Ree scouts
entertained their chief, Star-of-the-North, during the summer. We were all
asked to the feast, and all formally presented to the distinguished stranger,
who could not comprehend why he was expected to shake hands with women. After
going through what he found was courtesy among the whites, he offered us a
place around the circle. Taking a bone from the meat broiling before the fire
he offered it to the general. My husband, after getting some salt, had the
courage to eat it. It was want of tact on my part to decline, but any heart
failed me when I recognized the master of ceremonies for the evening. As he
proffered me some meat, I found him to be the ferocious-looking savage who had
killed his enemy from another tribe and eaten his heart warm.
I WISH that I could
recall more about the curious characters among us. Most of them had some
strange history in the States that had been the cause of their seeking the wild
life of the frontier. The one whose past we would have liked best to know was a
man most valued by my husband. All the important scoutings and most difficult
missions where secrecy was required were intrusted to him. We had no certain
knowledge whether or not he had any family or friends elsewhere, for he never
spoke of them. He acknowledged once, in a brief moment of confidence, that he
was a gentleman by birth. Startled, perhaps, by the look of curiosity that even
a friend’s face showed, he turned the conversation, and said, "Oh, but
what’s the use to refer to it now ?" We did not even know whether Charley
Reynolds was his real name or one that he had assumed. Soon after we reached
Dakota the general began to employ him as a scout. He remained with him much of
the time, until he fell in the battle of the Little Big Horn. My husband had
such genuine admiration for him that I soon learned to listen to everything
pertaining to his life with marked interest. He was so shy that he hardly
raised his eyes when I extended my hand at the general’s introduction. He did
not assume the picturesque dress, long hair, and belt full of weapons that are
characteristic of the scout. His manner was perfectly simple and straightforward,
and he could not be induced to talk of himself. He had large, dark-blue eyes,
and a frank face. Year after year he braved the awful winters of Dakota alone.
I have known him start out from Fort Lincoln when even our officers, accustomed
as they were to hardships, were forbidden to go. He had been the best shot and
most successful hunter in the territory for fifteen years. When I watched the
scouts starting off on their missions, I invariably thanked Heaven that I was
born a woman, and consequently no deed of valor would ever be expected from me.
I felt, though, that were I compelled to be brave, I would far rather go into
battle with the inspiration of the trumpet-call and the clash of arms, than go
off alone and take my life in my hands as did the scouts.
The year that the
regiment explored the Black Hills, Charley Reynolds undertook to carry
despatches through to Fort Laramie, over one hundred and fifty miles distant.
He had only his compass to guide him, for there was not even a trail. The
country was infested with Indians, and he could only travel at night. During
the day he hid his horse as well as he could in the underbrush, and lay down in
the long grass. In spite of these precautions he was sometimes so exposed that
be could hear the voices of Indians passing near. He often crossed Indian
trails on his journey. The last nights of his march he was compelled to walk,
as his horse was exhausted, and he found no water for hours. The frontiersmen
frequently dig in the beds of dried-up streams and find water, but this
resource failed. His lips became so parched and his throat so swollen that he
could not close his mouth. In this condition he reached Fort Laramie and
delivered his despatches. It was from the people of that post that the general
heard of his narrow escape. He came quietly back to his post at Fort Lincoln,
and only confessed to his dangers when closely questioned by the general long
afterwards. When I think how gloriously he fell, fighting for his country, with
all the valor and fidelity of one of her officers, my eyes fill with tears; for
he lies there on that battle-field, unwept, unhonored, and unsung. Had he worn
all the insignia of the high rank and the decorations of an adoring country, ho
could not have led a braver life or died a more heroic death; and yet he is
chronicled as "only a scout."
We were inundated with
excursionists during the summer. In order to induce immigration the railroads
had reduced the rates. One of the incidents of the trip was to cross from
Bismarck to Fort Lincoln. Sometimes I had assistance in entertaining, but
oftener I was left to perform this duty alone. I have been sitting with the
general and four of his family, when we would see the post-ambulance unloading
at the door. In an instant I would find myself standing alone in the room, the
vanishing forms of all the family disappearing through the doors, and even out
of the windows opening upon the piazza. In vain I entreated them to return; a
smothered laugh at my indignation was all the response.
It was sometimes
tiresome to receive large groups of people, who wanted to know impossible
things about the country, and if it was a good soil for wheat. I only remember
one party who taxed my patience to the uttermost. They cared nothing about
Dakota as an agricultural territory, but had come on purpose to see the
general. To satisfy them, I sent the servants and orderly to find him, but all
returned with the same answer--he was nowhere to be seen. I walked about the
garrison with them, explaining our post as best I could; the band came to play
for them; and finally, as a last resort, I opened the general’s room to show
them his hunting mementos. It was all of no avail. One very decided woman said,
"This is all very interesting, but we came to see General Custer, and we
do not intend to leave until we do." Finally I said, in desperation, he is
much interested in improvements for the post, and spends much time
out-of-doors. "Very well," said the chief spokesman, "we will go
all around the garrison and try to find him." As soon as I had bowed them
away, I ran out to Mary to ask where the general really was. I had known from
the first, by a twinkle in her eye, that she was helping him to escape.
"Law, Miss Libbie, the giniral most got sunstroke hidin’ in the chicken-coop."
The coop was still unroofed, and my husband had been superintending the
building of a double wall to keep out the cold in winter; and there I found
him, really ill, having beaten his hasty retreat without a hat, and remained in
the broiling sun rather than submit to the odious ordeal of being on
exhibition.
Our house was so full
of company, and we had so little time for each other, that in order to visit
together we were obliged to take our horses, and ride up and down the valley as
far as it was safe to go. Even then my husband’s eyes scanned the horizon so
searchingly, hardly turning his face away from where the Indians were wont to
dash, that it intimidated me to see such watchfulness. If we went even a few
paces beyond our usual beat, which was bounded by the grazing stock and the
guard, and the busy chatter at his side ceased, my husband would look quickly
to see the cause of the unusual silence. My lip quivered with fear, and I was
wont to wink busily and swallow to keep back a tear of terror, of which I was
always ashamed, and against which I made constant battle. The moment our horses’
heads were turned towards home the endless flow of laughter and talk began
again. When we could not ride, we went out on the bluffs, just on the edge of
the garrison, for an uninterrupted hour. We were often out for hours, my
husband shooting at a mark, while I was equally busy talking accurate aim at
the ever-present mosquito, our constant companion in all our good times.
As the soldiers and
citizens all knew the general’s love of pets, we had constant presents. Many of
them I would have gladly declined, but notwithstanding a badger, porcupine,
raccoon, prairie-dog, and wild-turkey, all served their brief time as members
of our family. They were comparatively harmless, and I had only the
inconvenience to encounter. When a ferocious wildcat was brought in, with a
triumphant air, by the donor, and presented with a great flourish, I was
inclined to mutiny. My husband made allowance for my dread of the untamed creature,
and decided to send him into the States, as a present to one of the zoological
gardens; for in its way it was a treasure. While it remained with us it was
kept in the cellar. Mary used to make many retreats, tumbling up the stairs,
when the cat flew at her the length of its chain. She was startled so often
that at last she joined with me in requesting its removal as soon as
convenient. The general regretted giving it up, but Keevan was called to
chloroform and box it for the journey. Colonel Tom printed some facetious words
on the slats of the cover--something like "Do not fondle." They were
somewhat superfluous, for no one could approach the box, after the effects of
the chloroform had passed away, without encountering the fiery-red eyes, and
such scratchings and spittings and mad plunges as suggested the propriety of
keeping one’s distance. Some detention kept the freight-train at a station over
Sunday; the box with the wild-cat was put in the baggage-room. The violence of
the animal as it leaped and tore at the cover loosened the slats, and it
escaped into the room. The freight agent spent a wretched day! Chloroform was
again resorted to, and it was deemed a good riddance when the animal was sent
off. When we received a letter of thanks from the Scientific Board for so
splendid a specimen, I was relieved to know that the wild-cat was at last where
it could no longer create a reign of terror.
At one time the general
tamed a tiny field-mouse, and kept it in a large, empty inkstand on his desk.
It grew very fond of him, and ran over his head and shoulders, and even through
his hair. Women are not responsible for their fear of mice; they are born so. I
had fortunately only to keep away from the desk when the little creature was
free, for it was contented to consider that its domain. The general, thinking
at last that it was cruel to detain the little thing in-doors when it belonged
by nature to the fields, took it out and left it on the plain. The kindness was
of no earthly use; like the oft-quoted prisoner of the Bastile, it was back
again at the steps in no time, and preferred captivity to freedom.
WE had clergymen and
missionaries of different denominations as our guests during the summer months.
Among them was a man from the East, who was full of zeal and indifferent to the
opinion of others as long as he felt that he was right. He began to brave
public opinion on his way to Fort Lincoln. The cars had stopped for some time
at a station where there was a town; the missionary, wishing to improve every
opportunity for doing good, went out on the platform and began a sermon. Before
long he had a crowd of people around him, listening with curiosity. There were
laughter and sneers when the quavering voice of the old man started a hymn that
was familiar throughout the length and breadth of the land. No one joined. Our
brother Tom and a friend, sitting in the car, but knowing nothing of the
mission of the man, realized his unsupported position, and quickly went to him.
Standing on either side of him, they joined their fresh young voices in the
hymn. Before long one after the other of the crowd joined in the music,
inspired by the independence of the example. The missionary returned then with
the officers, and came to our house, where my husband asked him to remain
indefinitely. We found him almost a monomaniac on the subject of converting the
Indians, and had not the general prevented him from risking his life, be would
have gone out alone among the warlike tribes.
While he was waiting
for an opportunity to go farther west, he begged to begin meetings among the
soldiers, and said that in order to do more good and get at the hearts of those
he would help, he must live among them. For this purpose he left us, and went
down to share the rations of the enlisted men. The general had a room in a
vacant barrack put in order, and there the old man began his work. Every night
the garrison echoed with the voices of hundreds of soldiers singing hymns. The
simple, unaffected goodness of the missionary caused them to believe in him,
and he found his way to many a heart that beat under the army blue. My husband
felt thankful to have some work go on among the enlisted men. We often talked
of their condition, and he felt that some of the energies of good people in
behalf of foreign missions might well be expended upon our army on the
frontier. Among his plans was the building of an assembly-room at the post,
especially for the soldiers: a place where they could have their own entertainments,
and where the papers, magazines, and general library might be kept. He
regretted constantly that there was no regular place where there could be
services for the men when the itinerant clergyman came. The service was usually
held in our parlor, but it was only large enough for the officers and their
families. In the following letter he touches upon the subject of bettering the
condition of the enlisted men, and bears tribute to the good man who forgot
himself in his love for mankind.
"FORT LINCOLN,
DAKOTA, September 17, 1875. "Dr. Newman:
"DEAR SIR,--I take
the liberty of addressing you a few lines in regard to the Christian work in
which Mr. Matchett has been engaged at this post. He came here under the
auspices of the Indian Bureau, intending to labor among the tribes of the Upper
Missouri River, but owing to some obstacles encountered at points above this on
the river, he returned here some weeks ago to await further instructions from
those under whom he is acting.
"In the mean time
he has devoted himself to missionary work among the soldiers--a class,
by-the-way, whose moral welfare, at least on the frontier, is as sadly
neglected as that of any of our aboriginal tribes. Mr. Matchett enters into his
work with great earnestness and zeal. He has impressed all with whom he has
been associated with his unselfishness, his honesty of purpose, and his great
desire to do good.
"It is but due to
him and the holy cause he represents, and a pleasure to me, to testify to the
success which has crowned his labors, particularly among the soldiers of this
command. If our large posts on the remote frontier, which are situated far from
church and Church influences, had chaplains who were as faithful Christians as
I believe Mr. Matchett to be, and who, like him, are willing to labor
faithfully among the enlisted men, the moral standard, now necessarily so low
among that neglected class, would be elevated far above its present level, and
great results would follow.
"Hoping you will
receive these lines in the spirit which prompts me to send them, I am truly
yours, "G. A. CUSTER, Brevet Major-General U. S. A."
In the autumn we went
into the States, and spent most of the winter delightfully in New York. We went
out a great deal. Of course we were compelled to dress very plainly, and my
husband made great sport of his only citizen overcoat--an ulster. He declared
that it belonged so to the past that he was the only man beside the car-drivers
that wore one. It did not disturb him in the least; neither did going in the
horse-cars to receptions and dinners. Ho used laughingly to say, "Our
coachman wears our livery, Libbie," when the car-driver had on an army
overcoat. No one so perfectly independent as he was could fail to enjoy
everything.
Colonel Tom and one of
the oldest friends we had in the 7th were with us part of the time, and we had
many enjoyable hours together. The theatre was our unfailing delight. They were
all desirous that I should see the military play of "Ours," which was
then so admirably put on the stage at Wallack’s, but dreaded the effect it
would have on me. At last one of them said that it was too finely represented
for me to miss, and I heard them say to each other, "We must take ’the old
lady,’ though it will break her heart and she will cry." It ended in my
going. When we reached the part in the play where the farewell comes, and the
sword is buckled on the warrior by the trembling hands of the wife, I could not
endure it. Too often had the reality of such suffering been my own. The three
men were crying like children, and only too willing to take me out into the
fresh air.
My husband spent many
hours with Mr. Barrett in his dressing-room at the theatre, during the long
wait of Cassius in the play of "Julius Caesar." There were forty
nights that these friends sat side by side, until the call-boy summoned the
actor to the footlights. The general listened every evening with unflagging
interest to the acting of his friend.
Every one seemed to vie
with every one else in showing appreciation of my husband during that winter.
He dined often with men who learned to draw him out in talk of his Plains life.
While in the midst of some story, the butler would pass him a dish that he
especially liked. The host at once directed the man to pass on, and told my
husband that he could not spare time for him to take a second helping while
they were impatient for the rest of the tale. After going hungry once or twice,
the general learned to dine with me before he left the hotel, so that he might
be free to give himself up to others.
He repeated a story to
me about Ole Bull, who was asked to dinner and requested to bring his violin.
He accepted for himself, but sent word that his violin did not dine. My husband
made a personal application of the story, and threatened, playfully, to send
word that his Indian stories did not dine, hoping thereby to secure to himself
the privilege of satisfying his hunger unmolested. At the Century Club he
received from distinguished men the most cordial congratulations on his essay
into the literary field. They urged him with many an encouraging word to
continue the work. Some of the authors he met there were double his age, and he
received each word they said with deep gratitude. My husband knew how I valued
every expression of appreciation of him, and he used to awaken me, when he
returned, to tell me what was said. He never failed to preface every such
hesitating and reluctant repetition by exacting promises of secrecy. He feared
that in my wifely pride I might repeat what he told me, and it would look like
conceit on his part. I knew that he did not tell me the half, for when the
tears of delight dropped from my eyes at the acknowledgment and commendation of
others his voice ceased. I felt that nine years was a long time out of a young
life to live in the wilderness, away from the sound of approving voices, and
the association of men whose very presence incites to new effort. In February
we had to say good-bye to all this pleasurable life. Our friends asked us why
we went so soon. In army life it is perfectly natural to speak of one’s
financial condition, and it did not occur to us that civilians do not do the
same. I do not wonder now that they opened their eyes with well-bred
astonishment when we said we were obliged to go because we had used all the
money we had saved for leave of absence.
WHEN we reached St.
Paul the prospect before us was dismal, as the trains were not to begin running
until April, at the soonest. The railroad officials, mindful of what the
general had done for them in protecting their advance workers in the building
of the road, came and offered to open the route. Sending us through on a
special train was a great undertaking, and we had to wait some time for the
preparations to be completed. One of the officers of the road took an engine
out some distance to investigate, and it looked discouraging enough when he
sprang down from the cab on his return in a complete coating of ice.
The train on which we
finally started was an immense one, and certainly a curiosity. There were two
snow-ploughs and three enormous engines; freight-cars with coal supplies and
baggage; several cattle-cars, with stock belonging to the Black Hills miners
who filled the passenger-coaches. There was an eating-house, looming up above
everything, built on a flat car. In this car the forty employés of the road,
who were taken to shovel snow, etc., were fed. There were several day-coaches,
with army recruits and a few passengers, and last of all the paymaster’s car,
which my husband and I occupied. This had a kitchen and a sitting-room. At
first everything went smoothly. The cook on our car gave us excellent things to
eat, and we slept soundly. It was intensely cold, but the little stove in the
sitting-room was kept filled constantly. Sometimes we came to drifts, and the
train would stop with a violent jerk, start again, and once more come to a
stand-still, with such force that the dishes would fall from the table. The
train-men were ordered out, and after energetic work by the stalwart arms the
track was again clear and we went on. One day we seemed to be creeping; the
engines whistled, and we shot on finely. The speed was checked so suddenly that
the little stove fairly danced, and our belongings flew through the car from
end to end. After this there was an exodus from the cars; every one went to
inquire as to the ominous stop. Before our train there seemed to be a perfect
wall of ice; we had come to a gully which was almost filled with drifts. The
cars were all backed down some distance and detached; the snow-ploughs and
engines having thus full sweep, all the steam possible was put on, and they
began what they called "bucking the drifts." This did a little good
at first, and we made some progress through the gully. After one tremendous
dash, however, the ploughs and one engine were so deeply embedded that they
could not be withdrawn. The em-ployés dug and shovelled until they were
exhausted. The Black Hills miners relieved them as long as they could endure
it; then the officers and recruits worked until they could do no more. The
impenetrable bank of snow was the accumulation of the whole winter, first
snowing, then freezing, until there were successive layers of ice and snow. It
was the most dispiriting and forlorn situation.
Night was descending,
and my husband, after restlessly going in and out to the next car, showed me
that he had some perplexity on his mind. He described to me the discomfort of
the officers and Bismarck citizens in the other coach in not having any place
to sleep. His meaning penetrated at last, and I said, "You are waiting for
me to invite them all to room with us?" His "exactly" assured me
it was precisely what he intended me to do. So he hurried out to give them my
compliments and the invitation. The officers are generally prepared for
emergencies, and they brought in their blankets; the citizens left themselves
to the general’s planning. In order to make the car-blankets go further, he
made two of the folding-beds into one broad one. Two little berths on each
side, and rolls of bedding on the floor, left only room for the stove, always
heated to the last degree. I was invited to take the farthest place towards the
wall, in the large bed; then came my husband. After that I burrowed my head in
my pillow, and the servant blew out some of the candles and brought in our
guests. It is unnecessary for me to say that I did not see the order in which
they appeared. The audible sleeping in our bed, however, through the long
nights that followed, convinced me that the general had assigned those places
to the oldest, fattest, and ranking civilians. Every morning I awoke to find
the room empty and all the beds folded away. The general brought me a tin basin
with ice-water, and helped me to make a quick toilet; our eleven visitors
waited in the other coach, to return to breakfast with us in the same room.
Every one made the best of the situation, and my husband was as rollicking as
ever. Though I tried to conceal it, I soon lost heart entirely, and it cost me
great effort to join with the rest in conversation.
The days seemed to
stretch on endlessly; the snow was heaped up about us and falling steadily. All
we could see was the trackless waste of white on every side. The wind whistled
and moaned around the cars, and great gusts rocked our frail little refuge from
side to side. The snow that had begun to fall with a few scattered flakes now
came down more thickly. I made the best effort I could to be brave, and
deceived them as to my real terrors--I had no other idea than that we must die
there. We tried to be merry at our meals, and made light of the deficiencies
that occurred each time we sat down. The increase at the table quickly diminished
our stores, and I knew by the careful manner in which the wood was husbanded
that it was nearly exhausted. The general, always cool and never daunted by
anything, was even more blithe, to keep me from knowing that there was anything
alarming in the situation. If I could have worked as the men did, even though
it was at the hopeless snow-drifts, the time would not have seemed so long. Of
course I had needle-work, but at such a time any industry that admits of
thinking is of little use as a distraction. During those anxious days it used
to seem strange to hear a dinner-bell through the air, muffled with snow. For
an instant I was deluded into the thought that by some strange necromancy we
had been spirited on to a station, and that this was the clang of the eating-house
bell. It was only the call from the car where the employés were fed. The lowing
of the cattle and howling of our dogs in the forward cars were the only other
sounds we heard. Finally the situation became desperate, and with all their
efforts the officers could no longer conceal from me their concern for our
safety.
Search was made
throughout all the train to find if there was a man who understood anything
about telegraphy, for among the fittings stowed away in the car a tiny battery
had been found, with a pocket-relay. A man was finally discovered who knew
something of operating, and it was decided to cut the main wire. Then the wires
of the pocket-relay were carried out of our car and fastened to either end of
the cut wire outside, so making an unbroken circuit between as and our Lincoln
friends, besides uniting us with Fargo station. In a little while the general
had an answer from Colonel Tom, most characteristic: "Shall I come out for
you? You say nothing about the old lady; is she with you? The "old
lady" begged the privilege of framing the reply. I regretted that the
telegram could not be underscored--a woman’s only way of emphasizing--for I
emphatically forbade him to come. On this occasion I dared to assume a show of
authority. The stories of the risk and suffering of our mail-carriers during
the two previous winters were too fresh in my memory for me to consent that
Colonel Tom should encounter so much for our sake.
After that we kept the
wires busy, talking with our friends and devising plans for our relief. We only
succeeded in suppressing our headlong brother temporarily. Against our direct
refusal he made all his preparations, and only telegraphed, when it was too
late to receive an answer, that he was leaving garrison. Then our situation was
forgotten in our solicitude about him. The time seemed to move on leaden wings,
and yet it was in reality not long. He went to Bismarck, and looked up the best
stage-driver in all the territory, and hired him. This driver was cool,
intrepid, and inured to every peril. At an old stage-station along the route he
found relays of mules that belonged to the mail-sleigh.
At last a great whoop
and yell, such as was peculiar to the Custers, was answered by the general, and
made me aware for the first time that Colonel Tom was outside. I scolded him
for coming before I thanked him, but be made light of the danger and hurried us
to get ready, fearing a coming blizzard. His arms were full of wraps, and his
pockets crowded with mufflers and wraps the ladies had sent out to me. We did
ourselves up in everything we had, while the three hounds were being placed in
the sleigh. The drifts were too deep to drive near the cars, so my husband
carried me over the snow and deposited me in the straw with the dogs. They were
such strangers they growled at being crowded. Then the two brothers followed,
and thus packed in we began that terrible ride, amid the cheers of those we
were leaving. It was understood that we were to send back help to those we
left.
The suspense and alarm
in the car had been great, but that journey through the drifts was simply
terrible. I tried to be courageous, and did manage to keep still; but every
time we plunged into what appeared to be a bottomless white abyss, I believed
that we were to be buried there. And so we would have been, I firmly believe,
had it not been for the experience and tenacity of will shown by the old
driver. He had a peculiar yell that he reserved for supreme moments, and that
always incited the floundering mules to new efforts. The sleigh was covered,
but I could look out in front and see the plucky creatures scrabbling up a bank
after they had extricated us from the great drift at the bottom of the gully.
If there had been a tree to guide us, or had it been daytime, it would not have
seemed so hopeless a journey. The moon was waning, and the clouds obscured it
entirely from time to time. There was nothing to serve as guide-posts except
the telegraph-poles. Sometimes we had to leave them to find a road where the
sleigh could be pulled through, and I believed we never would reach them again.
Divide after divide stretched before us, like the illimitable waves of a great
white sea. The snow never ceased falling, and I know too much of the Dakota
blizzard not to fear hourly that it would settle into that driving, blinding,
whirling atmosphere through which no eyes can penetrate and no foot progress.
It is fortunate that such hours of suspense come to an end before one is driven
distracted.
When at last I saw the
light shining out of our door at Fort Lincoln I could not speak for joy and
gratitude at our release from such peril. Our friends gathered about us around
the great log-fire in the general’s room. No light ever seemed so bright, no
haven ever so blessed, as our own fireside. The train remained in the spot
where we had left it until the sun of the next spring melted down the great ice
banks and set free the buried engines. All the help that Bismarck could give
was sent out at once, and even the few cattle that survived were at last driven
over that long distance, and shelter found for them in the town.
Hardly had we arrived
before a despatch came recalling the general to the East. I had no thought but
that I would be allowed to accompany him, and went at once to repack my things.
My husband found me thus employed, and took my breath away by telling me he
could not endure the anxiety of having me go through such peril again. In vain
I pleaded, and asked him to remember that I had summoned sufficient
self-control not to utter a word about my fears; I promised more courage the
next time. It was of no avail, I had to submit.
Not the shadow of an
anxiety, nor the faintest sign of dread of the coming journey over the snow
again came into his face. He left me with the same words with which he always
comforted me: "Be sure, Libbie, it’s all for the best; you know we always
find it so in the end." With these farewell words he stepped into the
sleigh--which he knew well might be his tomb.
It is not possible for
me to speak in detail of the days that followed. Life seemed insupportable
until I received a despatch saying that my husband had again passed safely over
that two hundred and fifty miles of country where every hour life is in
jeopardy.
OUR women’s hearts fell
when the fiat went forth that there was to be a summer campaign, with probably
actual fighting with Indians.
Sitting Bull refused to
make a treaty with the Government, and would not come in to live on a
reservation. Besides his constant attacks on the white settlers, driving back
even the most adventurous, he was incessantly invading and stealing from the
land assigned to the peaceable Crows. They appealed for help to the Government
that had promised to shield them.
The preparations for
the expedition were completed before my husband returned from the East, whither
he had been ordered. The troops had been sent out of barracks into a camp that
was established a short distance down the valley. As soon as the general
returned we left home and went into camp.
The morning for the
start came only too soon. My husband was to take Sister Margaret and me out for
the first day’s march, so I rode beside him out of camp. The column that
followed seemed unending. The grass was not then suitable for grazing, and as
the route of travel was through a barren country, immense quantities of forage
had to be transported. The wagons themselves seemed to stretch out
interminably. There were pack-mules, the ponies already laden, and cavalry,
artillery, and infantry followed, the cavalry being in advance of all. The
number of men, citizens, employés, Indian scouts, and soldiers was about twelve
hundred. There were nearly seventeen hundred animals in all.
As we rode at the head
of the column, we were the first to enter the confines of the garrison. About
the Indian quarters, which we were obliged to pass, stood the squaws, the old
men, and the children singing, or rather moaning, a minor tune that has been
uttered on the going out of Indian warriors since time immemorial. Some of the
squaws crouched on the ground, too burdened with their trouble to hold up their
heads; others restrained the restless children who, discerning their fathers,
sought to follow them.
The Indian scouts
themselves beat their drums and kept up their peculiar monotonous tune, which
is weird and melancholy beyond description. Their war-song is misnamed when
called music. It is more of a lament or a dirge than an inspiration to
activity. This intoning they kept up for miles along the road. After we had
passed the Indian quarters we came near Laundress Row, and there my heart
entirely failed me. The wives and children of the soldiers lined the road.
Mothers, with streaming eyes, held their little ones out at arm’s-length for
one last look at the departing father. The toddlers among the children,
unnoticed by their elders, had made a mimic column of their own. With their
handkerchiefs tied to sticks in lieu of flags, and beating old tin pans for
drums, they strode lustily back and forth in imitation of the advancing
soldiers. They were fortunately too young to realize why the mothers wailed out
their farewells.
Unfettered by
conventional restrictions, and indifferent to the opinion of others, the grief
of these women was audible, and was accompanied by desponding gestures,
dictated by their bursting hearts and expressions of their abandoned grief.
It was a relief to
escape from them and enter the garrison, and yet, when our band struck up
"The Girl I Left Behind Me," the most despairing hour seemed to have
come. All the sad-faced wives of the officers who had forced themselves to
their doors to try and wave a courageous farewell, and smile bravely to keep
the ones they loved from knowing the anguish of their breaking hearts, gave up
the struggle at the sound of the music. The first notes made them disappear to
fight out alone their trouble, and seek to place their hands in that of their
Heavenly Father, who, at such supreme hours, was their never-failing solace.
From the hour of
breaking camp, before the sun was up, a mist had enveloped everything. Soon the
bright sun began to penetrate this veil and dispel the haze, and a scene of
wonder and beauty appeared. The cavalry and infantry in the order named, the
scouts, pack-mules, and artillery, and behind all the long line of
white-covered wagons, made a column altogether some two miles in length. As the
sun broke through the mist a mirage appeared, which took up about half of the
line of cavalry, and thenceforth for a little distance it marched, equally
plain to the sight on the earth and in the sky.
The future of the
heroic band, whose days were even then numbered, seemed to be revealed, and
already there seemed a premonition in the supernatural translation as their
forms were reflected from the opaque mist of the early dawn.
The sun, mounting
higher and higher as we advanced, took every little bit of burnished steel on
the arms and equipments along the line of horsemen, and turned them into
glittering flashes of radiating light. The yellow, indicative of cavalry,
outlined the accoutrements, the trappings of the saddle, and sometimes a narrow
thread of that effective tint followed the outlines even up to the head-stall
of the bridle. At every bend of the road, as the column wound its way round and
round the low hills, my husband glanced back to admire his men, and could not
refrain from constantly calling my attention to their grand appearance.
The soldiers, inured to
many years of hardship, were the perfection of physical manhood. Their brawny
limbs and lithe, well-poised bodies gave proof of the training their out-door
life had given. Their resolute faces, brave and confident, inspired one with a
feeling that they were going out aware of the momentous hours awaiting them,
but inwardly assured of their capability to meet them.
The general could
scarcely restrain his recurring joy at being again with his regiment, from
which he had feared he might be separated by being detained on other duty. His
buoyant spirits at the prospect of the activity and field-life that he so loved
made him like a boy. He had made every plan to have me join him later on, when
they should have reached the Yellowstone.
The steamers with
supplies would be obliged to leave our post and follow the Missouri up to the
mouth of the Yellowstone, and from thence on to the point on that river where
the regiment was to make its first halt to renew the rations and forage. He was
sanguine that but a few weeks would elapse before we would be reunited, and
used this argument to animate me with courage to meet our separation.
As usual we rode a
little in advance and selected camp, and watched the approach of the regiment
with real pride. They were so accustomed to the march the line hardly diverged
from the trail. There was a unity of movement about them that made the column
at a distance seem like a broad dark ribbon stretched smoothly over the plains.
We made our camp the
first night on a small river a few miles beyond the post. There the paymaster
made his disbursements, in order that the debts of the soldiers might be
liquidated with the sutler.
In the morning the
farewell was said, and the paymaster took sister and me back to the post.
With my husband’s
departure my last happy days in garrison were ended, as a premonition of
disaster that I had never known before weighed me down. I could not shake off
the baleful influence of depressing thoughts. This presentiment and suspense,
such as I had never known, made me selfish, and I shut into my heart the most
uncontrollable anxiety, and could lighten no one else’s burden. The occupations
of other summers could not even give temporary interest.
We heard constantly at
the Fort of the disaffection of the young Indians of the reservation, and of
their joining the hostiles. We knew, for we had seen for ourselves, how
admirably they were equipped. We even saw on a steamer touching at our landing
its freight of Springfield rifles piled up on the docks en route for the
Indians up the river. There was unquestionable proof that they came into the
trading-posts far above us and bought them, while our own brave 7th Cavalry
troopers were sent out with only the short-range carbines that grew foul after
the second firing.
While we waited in
untold suspense for some hopeful news, the garrison was suddenly thrown into a
state of excitement by important despatches that were sent from Division
Headquarters in the East. We women knew that eventful news had come, and could
hardly restrain our curiosity, for it was of vital import to us. Indian scouts
were fitted out at the Fort with the greatest despatch, and given instructions
to make the utmost speed they could in reaching the expedition on the
Yellowstone. After their departure, when there was no longer any need for
secrecy, we were told that the expedition which had started from the Department
of the Platte, and encountered the hostile Indians on the head-waters of the
Rosebud, had been compelled to retreat.
All those victorious
Indians had gone to join Sitting Bull, and it was to warn our regiment that
this news was sent to our post, which was the extreme telegraphic communication
in the North-west, and the orders given to transmit the information, that
precautions might be taken against encountering so large a number of the enemy.
The news of the failure of the campaign in the other department was a
death-knell to our hopes. We felt that we had nothing to expect but that our
troops would be overwhelmed with numbers, for it seemed to us an impossibility,
as it really proved to be, that our Indian scouts should cross that vast extent
of country in time to make the warning of use.
The first steamer that
returned from the Yellowstone brought letters from my husband, with the
permission, for which I had longed unutterably, to join him by the next boat.
The Indians had fired into the steamer when it had passed under the high bluffs
in the gorges of the river. I counted the hours, until the second steamer was
ready. They were obliged, after loading, to cover the pilot-house and other
vulnerable portions of the upper deck with sheet-iron to repel attacks. Then
sand-bags were placed around the guards as protection, and other precautions
taken for the safety of those on board. All these delays and preparations made
me inexpressibly impatient, and it seemed as if the time would never come for
the steamer to depart.
Meanwhile our own post
was constantly surrounded by hostiles, and the outer pickets were continually
subjected to attacks. It was no unusual sound to hear the long-roll calling out
the infantry before dawn to defend the garrison. We saw the faces of the
officers blanch, brave as they were, when the savages grew so bold as to make a
day-time sortie upon our outer guards.
A picture of one day of
our life in those disconsolate times is fixed indelibly in my memory.
On Sunday afternoon,
the 25th of June, our little group of saddened women, borne down with one
common weight of anxiety, sought solace in gathering together in our house. We
tried to find some slight surcease from trouble in the old hymns: some of them
dated back to our childhood’s days, when our mothers rocked us to sleep to
their soothing strains. I remember the grief with which one fair young wife
threw herself on the carpet and pillowed her head in the lap of a tender
friend. Another sat dejected at the piano, and struck soft chords that melted
into the notes of the voices. All were absorbed in the same thoughts, and their
eyes were filled with far-away visions and longings. Indescribable yearning for
the absent, and untold terror for their safety, engrossed each heart. The words
of the hymn,
"E’en though a
cross it be, Nearer, my God, to Thee,"
came forth with almost
a sob from every throat.
At that very hour the
fears that our tortured minds had portrayed in imagination were realities, and
the souls of those we thought upon were ascending to meet their Maker.
On the 5th of July--for
it took that time for the news to come--the sun rose on a beautiful world, but
with its earliest beams came the first knell of disaster. A steamer came down
the river bearing the wounded from the battle of the Little Big Horn, of
Sunday, June 25th. This battle wrecked the lives of twenty-six women at Fort
Lincoln, and orphaned children of officers and soldiers joined their cry to
that of their bereaved mothers.
From that time the life
went out of the hearts of the "women who weep," and God asked them to
walk on alone and in the shadow.
Mrs. Custer very
naturally ends her work with the coming of the news that put so many women’s
lives in shadow. She has attempted no account of the Little Big Horn
expedition, and none seems necessary here; but it is deemed best to add the
following very brief outline by way of explanation to any reader whose memory
may need refreshing:
The expedition during
the summer of 1876, which ended so fatally with the battle of the Little Big
Born, was under General Terry, the ranking officer. General Custer commanded
under him the 7th Cavalry. As it marched, the force struck a fresh Indian
trail, and scouts were sent to follow it up and ascertain the number of
warriors in the band. This can be done with great accuracy. The number of
Indians can be estimated by following the trail far enough to get its average
width and the size of the circle grazed over at night by the ponies on which
the warriors ride. In this case the scouts followed the trail far enough to
ascertain that twelve hundred Indians were in the band, but did not learn the
location of the village where they were encamped. Upon their return General
Terry and General Custer consulted together. It was well known to them that the
vigilance of the Indian keeps outposts and signal-fires on every hill-top, thus
making it an impossibility to approach one of their villages unobserved.
Neither could it be kept from their quick eyes what the strength of the
approaching force was. To await an attack or to advance with superior numbers
was to give the Indians a chance to escape, and their wariness was known to
all. Accordingly it was determined that General Custer should take such force
as he thought the Indians, seeing him approach, would stand against awaiting
its attack. He was convinced that the 7th Cavalry was as large a body as could
be taken with safety, and was a match for twelve hundred Indians. He knew his
men, and knew what he was doing. It was suggested that he should take a piece
of artillery, but the scouts had described the bad lands over which they must
march, and General Custer knew that artillery would hamper his movements
besides increasing the apparent size of the command. He started with only his
regiment, and the rest of the expedition halted to await the result. The
officers and men went out feeling certain that a fight awaited them. If there
had been but twelve hundred warriors, as there was every reason to suppose, the
affair would have ended well; but Indian reinforcements, covering a trail half
a mile wide (as was learned after the battle), had come from the North, and in
an opposite direction to that in which the Indians were going. Instead,
therefore, of a thousand, the gallant 7th Cavalry encountered about five
thousand Indians, who were emboldened by success in their battle in another
department, and made even more venturesome by their increase of numbers.
General Custer called a
halt as he approached the village, and summoning his officers, explained to
them his plan of attack, which was the same that had proved so successful in
the battle of the Washita, in the previous history of the regiment. He offered
the lead to that officer who should first report his company ready for battle.
In a few seconds one of the highest in rank received this desired honor.
Dividing the command into three detachments, General Custer led the body of his
regiment in that final charge, in which afterwards the line of battle of a
portion could be traced by the dead men and horses as they fell at the post of
duty, and from which no man escaped.
[Many of the letters
from which the following extracts are taken are very long, but so much of them
is of a personal nature that I have sought here to give only those portions
that convey an idea of the camp-life and daily experiences of a campaign on the
frontier.
I regret that I have
not the letters giving an account of the Indian fights. I have substituted a
copy of General Custer’s official report to complete the story of the summer of
1873.--E. B. C.]
Camp on Heart River, D.
T., June 26, 1873.
WHEN I may have an
opportunity to send this, or when it may reach you, I cannot tell; but I will
have it ready, and when the first courier leaves he shall carry these tidings
to you.
This is our sixth day
out from Fort Rice. We reached this river yesterday about noon, and are
remaining in camp to-day as it is somewhere in this locality that we expect to
find the railroad engineers, and Lieut. D--and four companies of infantry that
left Fort Rice before you did.
Our march has been
perfectly delightful thus far. We have encountered no Indians, although
yesterday we saw the fresh tracks of about fifteen ponies, showing that they
are in our vicinity.
I never saw such fine
hunting as we have constantly had since we left Fort Rice. I have done some of
the best shooting I ever did, and as you are always so interested I want to
tell you about it. I take twenty-five picked men with me, and generally have
several officers in the party besides. It is not necessary to go out of sight
of the column, as the game is so abundant we can even eclipse your story about
antelope running into the men’s arms! They actually ran through our
wagon-train, and one was run over by a wagon and caught! Tom* immediately
remarked, "Well, by George, we can beat Libbie’s story now !"
* The general’s brother. The
first day out the dogs caught an antelope and I shot one, since when I have
brought in from two to four daily. Day before yesterday the members of our mess
killed eight antelope. But I must tell you of some of my recent shots with my
new Springfield rifle.
Three days ago F-- and
I with a party were out in sight of the column, when an antelope started up
fully two hundred yards distant, and ran rapidly parallel to us. I fired five
times at it while running, at this distance. It then stopped, and I got about
twenty-five paces nearer when I fired off-hand, aiming directly at the head. It
fell, and I measured the distance, which proved to be one hundred and seventy
yards, and the antelope was found to be shot through the head. Of the five
shots which I had fired at it while running at a distance of two hundred yards,
four had struck the antelope, one breaking its thigh and two going through its
body.
Yesterday a fine large
buck came bounding over the hill across our path. He was so far that no one
seemed to think it worth while to aim at him, but I thought I would try.
Jumping off my thoroughbred, Vic, in an instant I had my rifle at my shoulder
and levelled at the buck, which was running at full speed. I pressed the
trigger, and waiting an instant to give the bullet time to reach its mark, the
buck was seen to fall lifeless in the grass. To be accurate in the distance I
requested F--to measure it. Be did so, and found it to be two hundred and
eighty yards. Galloping to where the antelope had fallen, I found him shot
directly through the centre of the neck, about one foot from the head, the neck
being broken by the shot. I put him entire on the orderly trumpeter’s horse and
sent him to the wagons to be carried to camp, where I butchered him. He was the
fattest antelope I ever saw.
I sent H-- and M--’s
messes each a quarter. I have not only been fortunate enough to keep our own
mess supplied with game every meal since we left Fort Rice, but have had
quantities to send to the infantry officers, to the band, and to many of our
own officers.
Poor Fred and Ton! They
have accompanied me frequently--Fred always along--and yet neither of them has
been able thus far to kill a single antelope. I tease them a great deal, for
they use the Winchester rifle. It is remarkably accurate up to one hundred
yards, and not so beyond that distance.
You know when Tom takes
a notion to get anything of mine how very persistent he is. Well, his latest
dodge is to obtain possession of my Springfield rifle, which I allow my
orderly, Tuttle, to carry. Night before last he carried it off to his tent
without saying anything about it; but Tuttle slipped down while Tom was at
breakfast and recaptured the rifle !
I wish you could have
seen one of our hunting-parties coming into camp a few days ago, after a hunt
of not more than four hours, in sight of the column all the time. My orderlies
and I had four antelope strapped to our saddles; then came Captain F--, with a
fine, large buck strapped behind him and a saddle in his front, while his
orderly was similarly loaded; then McD--and his orderly, each with a splendid
antelope on his saddle, while others of the men who had accompanied me were
well provided with game--except poor H--. He and the four men of his company who
went with us had equal chances with the rest, but they had nothing. The
officers give H-- no rest now on the subject of antelope; the last advice given
him was that his only chance now is to spread his fish-net (which the officers
ridicule him for bringing into such a country as this) and catch the antelope
in that way! Tuttle killed two antelope at one shot with my Springfield at
pretty long range.
Yesterday Fred and I
had an exciting time with an elk that swam the river twice near us, but we only
succeeded in wounding him before he got away to the bluffs beyond sight of the
command, where we did not deem it prudent to follow him.
I am glad that I posted
myself with regard to taxidermy; for yesterday, after reaching camp, I devoted
all the afternoon to preparing the head of the antelope I killed for
preservation. The antlers the officers think the finest they ever saw. I have
prepared the entire head, and the skin of about one foot of the neck. I also
have a beautiful set of elk antlers that I hope to get through safely. I carry
them strapped on top of the ambulance of Mary, our cook.
I do not think we are
going to have any serious difficulty with the Indians--at least this is General
Rosser’s opinion. He thinks this expedition is too large and unwieldy to
perform the desired work promptly, and I agree with him.
There is an officer
temporarily detailed with the command who inspires my respect because he
regards the wishes of his mother so highly. He has some fine rifles at home,
but did not bring any with him, merely to please his mother, who feared that if
he brought his guns along he would be tempted to wander off alone hunting.
It is four days since I
began this letter, but we have been moving in the mean while, so that but
little opportunity for writing has been allowed.
With the ten companies
of the 7th I started to join the engineers, leaving the infantry and train to
follow us. I marched thirty miles over a bad country, besides building a bridge
over a stream thirty feet wide and ten feet deep. I superintended and planned
it, and about one hundred and eighty men worked to complete it. About twenty
men had to cross the stream before the bridge could be begun. An officer must
go with them, so I detailed McD--and twenty of his men. They had to strip off
and swim across. You ought to have heard the young officers on the bank hooting
at McD--when he was preparing to lead the "light brigade" across the
water! I built a bridge in about two hours, over which the whole command and
wagon-train passed.
The officers have a
good joke on Lieut. H--. Nearly all of them have killed antelope, so Mr. H--
concluded he must kill his. He went out yesterday near the column and soon
espied an antelope quietly lying in the grass about one hundred yards distant.
Quickly dismounting from his horse, he crawled on the ground until near enough,
as he thought, to kill it. Taking deliberate aim he fired, but the ball fell
short a few feet; yet the antelope was not disturbed. This is not unusual.
Again he took aim this time with great care, fired, and to his joy he saw the
fur fly from the antelope. Never doubting but that he bad given him a mortal
wound, Mr. H-- leaped into his saddle and galloped up to the antelope to cut
its throat. Imagine his disgust to find that the antelope had been dead several
days, and had already been taken possession of by the flies! The officers will
never let him hear the last of it.
Well, I have joined the
engineers, and am having such pleasant visits with General Rosser. We talk over
our West Point times and discuss the battles of the war. I stretch the
buffalo-robe under the fly of the tent, and there in the moonlight he and I,
lying at full length, listen to each other’s accounts of battles in which both
had borne a part. It seemed like the time when we were cadets together, huddled
on one blanket and discussing dreams of the future. Rosser said the worst
whipping he had during the war was the one I gave him the 9th of October, when
I captured everything he had, including the uniform now at home in Monroe. He
said that on the morning of that fight, just as the battle was commencing he
was on a hill on our front, which I well remember, watching us advance. He was
looking at us through his field-glass, and saw and recognized me as plainly as
if I had been by his side. I was at the head of my troops--all of which I
remember--and advancing to the attack.
Rosser said as soon as
he recognized me he sent for his brigade commanders and pointed me out to them,
saying, "Do you see that man in front with long hair? Well, that’s Custer,
and we must bust him up to-day."
"And so,"
General Rosser continued, "we would have done had you attacked us as we
thought you intended to; but instead of that you slipped another column away
around us, and my men soon began calling out, ’We’re flanked! we’re flanked!’
then broke and ran, and nothing could stop them."
Rosser wanted to meet
you at the crossing, but failed, and wrote to his wife to try and see you in
St. Paul, but you had already gone through.
He too asked if you did
not accompany me almost everywhere; so you see what an extended reputation for
campaigning you have. And, do you know, he tells me he thinks I am anxious to
get back to you. But I did not tell him that I was already counting the days.
I killed another
antelope yesterday, two the day before, and two the day before that. Mary made
us a delicious pot-pie out of two curlew I shot. Whenever the subject of
pot-pies comes up, Mr. Calhoun, Tom, and I at once begin talking of the place
where we got the best pot-pies we ever tasted. One will say, "I’ll tell
you where you can get the very nicest pot-pie you ever put in your mouth,"
and before he can go any further the other two will call out, "At mother’s."
I saw the most
beautiful red-deer yesterday I ever have seen. It was a new species to me; of
the deepest red, as red as the reddest cow you ever saw. I was too far away to
get a shot.
All the officers were
up at my tent last night at twilight, sitting under the awning in front, all
jolly, all good-humored, full of their jokes, and prouder than ever of the 7th,
as they modestly compared the regiment with the infantry.
This letter of
forty-four closely-written pages would make a Galaxy article so far as its
length goes; suppose you send me a check for it as the Galaxy people do for
theirs?
You must read a good
deal of it to mother, or tell her of its contents, and say that this time this
letter must do for the family. I hope your going home will be a comfort to her
and improve her health.
Tell D--if she is going
to come into the Custer family she must be prepared to receive little
billet-doux something the size of this volume!
Tom says, "Tell
Libbie I intended writing, but when I saw the length of this letter I knew that
there was nothing left to tell her !"
Yellowstone River, July
19, 1873.
Well, here we are,
encamped on the banks of the far-famed and to you far distant Yellowstone! How
I have longed to have you see, during our progress, what seems to me almost
like another world. Truly can this interesting region be termed the
"Wonderland!"
When the command
arrived at what was supposed to be a distance of about fifteen miles from the
river, it became necessary and important to ascertain where the steamboat with
supplies that had come by river was located. I volunteered to go on a steamboat
hunt, as I had hunted almost every other species of game; so taking two troops
and leaving our tents and wagons, I started on a search for the Key West.
Several of the officers applied to go, and General Rosser, who is always ready
for a trip of this kind, accepted my invitation to accompany us.
No artist--not even a
Church or a Bierstadt--could fairly represent the wonderful country we passed
over, while each step of our progress was like each successive shifting of the
kaleidoscope, presenting to our wondering gaze views which almost appalled us
by their sublimity.
We passed over a region
so full of cañons and precipices. Much of our journey was necessarily made on
foot, our horses being led in single file, except my own noble
"Dandy." He seemed to realize the difficulties of the route, and
although permitted to run untethered, he followed me as closely and carefully
as a well-trained dog.
Sometimes we found
ourselves on the summit of a high peak, to ascend which we had to risk both
life and limb, and particularly imperil the safety of our horses. Once we came
to a steep declivity which neither man nor horse could descend. It was
impossible to retrace our steps, as the sides of the peak were so steep our
horses could not turn about without great danger of tumbling hundreds of feet.
Asking the rest to wait a moment, I looked about and discovered a possible way
out to our left, provided a huge rock which lay in the path could be removed.
Bidding Tuttle "Look out," and uttering a few words of caution to
Dandy, who seemed to comprehend our situation and say, "All right, don’t
mind me," I left him clinging to the soft and yielding soil of the
mountain. I succeeded in dislodging the rock after some work, and sent it
leaping down the rocky side leading to the valley, sometimes taking hundreds of
feet at one plunge. The way being clear, a simple "Come on, Dandy,"
and we took the advance, followed by the rest. We were well repaid for our risk
and trouble by the grandeur of the scenery that lay spread out beneath us.
I am making a rare
collection of the fossils that the country is rich in--vegetable and mineral
specimens. I hope you will approve of my plan of disposal of them: I intend to
give them to the college at Ann Arbor. What would you think to pass through
thousands of acres of petrified trees, some of which are twelve feet in
diameter, with trunks and branches perfect! The fallen trunks of some as they
lie on the ground are so natural in grain and color, the officers are sometimes
deceived and sit down, thinking them but lately felled.
To return to my search
for the steamboat. After struggling through the beds of deep cañons and
climbing almost inaccessible peaks, we finally emerged into the valley of the
Yellowstone. We were still obliged in crossing swales to struggle on by
walking, leading, climbing, and stumbling, and after a ride of ten miles we
came to where the boat was moored.
Every one is
congratulating F--on getting the place I applied to Rosser for, as a member of
the party of engineers. He will get $60 a month, and a prospect later of
advancement and higher salary. It is such a pleasure when I can help young men
who evince a disposition to help themselves. I never forget those who gave me
my first encouragement in life. How I have wished that some of our home boys,
who possess talent and education, but lack means and opportunity, would cast
themselves loose from home and try their fortunes in this great enterprising
western country, where the virtues of real manhood come quickly to the surface,
and their possessor finds himself transformed from a mere boy to a full-fledged
man almost before he realizes his quick advancement. It is such a comfort to me
to feel independent. Much as I dote on my profession, and earnestly as I am
devoted to it, yet should accident cast me adrift and I be thrown upon my own
resources, I have not a fear but that energy and a willingness to put my
shoulder to the wheel would carry me through and with reasonable success.
In this country, no
man, particularly if moderately educated, need fail in life if determined to
succeed, so many and varied are the avenues to honorable employment which open
on all hands before him.
The climate is perfect
out here; not five men are sick out of the whole ten troops, and one poor
fellow who was about to be discharged before we left for disability, as he was
thought to be in consumption, is now well and does not desire his discharge.
Though it is July we sleep under blankets constantly.
Regarding the dogs, I
find myself more warmly attached to Tuck than to any other I have ever owned.
Did I tell you of her catching a full-grown antelope-buck, and pulling him down
after a run of over a mile, in which she left the other dogs far behind? She
comes to me almost every evening when I am sitting in my large camp-chair,
listening to the band or joining with the officers in conversation. First she
lays her head on my knee, as if to ask if I am too much engaged to notice her.
A pat of encouragement and her forefeet are thrown lightly across my lap; a few
moments in this posture and she lifts her hind-feet from the ground, and,
great, overgrown dog that she is, quietly and gently disposes of herself on my
lap, and at times will cuddle down and sleep there for an hour at a time, until
I become so tired of my charge that I am compelled to transfer her to mother
earth; and even then she resembles a well-cared for and half-spoiled child, who
can never be induced to retire until it has been fondled to sleep in its mother’s
arms.
Tuck will sleep so
soundly in my lap that I can transfer her gently to the ground and she will
continue her slumber, like a little baby carefully deposited in its crib. As I
write she is lying at my feet. She makes up with no other person.
I have just told Tom if
he expects letters from you, he must write first. He answers that he would like
to know what he can find to write "after she receives that book from
you." And one might think that the eighty pages of this letter had
exhausted every subject, but there is much I must leave untold.
I am prouder and
prouder of the 7th, Libbie; not an officer or man of my command has been seen
intoxicated since the expedition left Fort Rice. H-- and I have our periodical
official tussles, as usual, but I see a great deal of him and like him better
than ever.
We have just parted
with a member of the expedition who is not a loss to us, for he is a gossip but
not viciously inclined--rather the contrary. He peddles tiresome tales without
meaning harm. Everybody in the 7th Cavalry camp is content to attend to his own
business and not meddle with other people’s affairs.
You will scarcely
credit what I am about to tell you, but it is an undeniable fact: here we have
been encamped for several days with pickets and guards surrounding our camp for
its protection.
Our march here was over
a stretch of wild, almost unknown country, supposed to be infested with hostile
Indians. Small parties were not deemed safe beyond sight of our column, and yet
to-day imagine our surprise to see a plain white covered spring-wagon, drawn by
two mules and accompanied by a single individual, approach our camp from the
direction we came more than one week ago. It proved to be the
travelling-conveyance of an humble priest, who, leaving Fort Rice seven days
ago, traversed alone and unguided, except by our trail, through more than two
hundred miles of hostile and dangerous country, fording rivers winding through
deep and almost impassable cañons, toiling over mountains, at each step liable
to be massacred by hostile Indians. The country was entirely new to him, be
never having been west of Fort Rice before. He came believing he could be of
spiritual benefit to many who would otherwise be wholly deprived of such comfort.
He carried no arms, adopted no special precautions for his safety, but with a
simple and unpretentious cross reverently erected and borne above his
travelling-wagon, he took his life in his hand and boldly plunged into the
wilds of this almost unknown region, evidently relying upon Him who ruleth over
all, to guide and protect him in his perilous journey. This to me is an act of
Christian heroism and physical courage which entitles this humble priest to
immeasurable honor and praise.
Yellowstone River,
above Powder River, July 31, 1873.
... The Josephine is
unloading her cargo about one mile below here, and leaves for Bismarck within
an hour. We expected to have an opportunity to write letters to-day, but as the
boat receives five hundred dollars a day it is important to discharge her as
soon as practicable.
The command is not in
camp yet. I took a squadron and started ahead to find a road. You have no idea
what difficulty we have, looking out a route through this country over which it
is possible to move a train. Yesterday I took two companies and travelled about
forty miles. To-day we reached the Yellowstone at 9.30.
We have been sleeping
since (and it is now 4 P.M.) under the large trees standing on the river bank.
I have just received one letter from you, and I think it is the first
instalment only, for I hear there are seven sacks of mail on board the boat. I
am sorry I am compelled to write under such hurried circumstances. I am lying
on the ground, using my horse-blanket for a desk.
Official Report of the
Engagements with Indians on the 4th and 11th ultimo.
Copy.
Head-quarters Battalion
7th Cavalry, Pompey’s Pillar, Yellowstone River, Montana, Aug. 15, 1873. Acting
Assistant Adjutant-general Yellowstone Expedition:
SIR,-- Acting under the
instructions of the Brevet-major-general commanding, I proceeded at five o’clock,
on the morning of the 4th instant, with one squadron of my command, numbering
about ninety men, to explore a route over which the main column could move.
Having reached a point on the Yellowstone River, near the mouth of Tongue
River, and several miles in advance, and while waiting the arrival of the
forces of the expedition, six mounted Sioux dashed boldly into the skirt of
timber within which my command had halted and unsaddled, and attempted to
stampede our horses. Fortunately our vedettes discovered the approach of the
Indians in time to give the alarm. A few well-directed shots soon drove the
Indians to a safe distance, where they kept up a aeries of yells, occasionally
firing a few shots. As soon as the squadron could mount, I directed Captain
Moylan to move out in pursuit, at the same time I moved with the troops in
advance, commanded by First Lieutenant T. W. Custer. Following the Indians at a
brisk gait, my suspicions became excited by the confident bearing exhibited by
the six Sioux in our front, whose course seemed to lead us near a heavy growth
of timber which stood along the river bank above us. When almost within rifle
range of this timber, I directed the squadron to halt, while I with two
orderlies, all being well mounted, continued after the Sioux in order to
develop their intentions. Proceeding a few hundred yards in advance of the
squadron, and keeping a watchful eye on the timber to my left, I halted. The
six Indians in my front also halted, as if to tempt further pursuit. Finding
all efforts in this direction unavailing, their plans and intentions were
quickly made evident, as no sooner was it seen that we intended to advance no
farther, than with their characteristic howls and yells over three hundred
well-mounted warriors dashed in perfect line from the edge of the timber, and
charged down upon Captain Moylan’s squadron, at the same time endeavoring to
intercept the small party with me. As soon as the speed of the thorough-bred on
which I was mounted brought me within hailing distance of Lieutenant Custer’s
troop, I directed that officer to quickly throw forward a dismounted line of
troopers, and endeavor to empty a few Indian saddles. The order was obeyed with
the greatest alacrity, and as the Sioux came dashing forward, expecting to ride
down the squadron, a line of dismounted cavalrymen rose from the grass and
delivered almost in the faces of the warriors a volley of carbine bullets which
broke and scattered their ranks in all directions, and sent more than one Sioux
reeling from his saddle. This check gave us time to make our dispositions to
resist the succeeding attacks, which we knew our enemies would soon make upon
us, The great superiority of our enemies in numbers, the long distance
separating us from the main command, and the belief, afterwards verified, that
the woods above us still concealed a portion of the savage forces, induced me
to confine my movements, at first, strictly to the defensive. The entire
squadron (except the horse-holders) was dismounted and ordered to fight on
foot. The Indians outnumbering us almost five to one were enabled to envelop us
completely between their lines, formed in a semicircle, and the river which
flowed at our backs. The little belt of timber in which we had been first
attacked formed a very good cover for our led-horses, while the crest of a
second table-land, conveniently located from the timber, gave us an excellent
line of defence. The length of our line and the numbers of the enemy prevented
us from having any force in reserve; every available officer and man was on the
skirmish-line, which was in reality our line of battle, even the number of men
holding horses had to be reduced, so that each horse-holder held eight horses.
Until the Indians were made to taste quite freely of our lead they displayed
unusual boldness, frequently charging up to our line and firing with great
deliberation and accuracy. Captain Moylan exercised command along the entire
line; Lieutenant Custer commanded the centre; my adjutant, Lieutenant James Calhoun,
commanded the right; and Lieutenant Charles A. Varnum, the left. The first
Indian killed was shot from his pony by "Bloody Knife," the Crow who
acted as my guide and scout. Soon after Private Charles P. Miller, of
"A" troop 7th Cavalry, succeeded in sending a carbine bullet directly
through the body of a chief who had been conspicuous throughout the engagement.
At the same time it was known that our firing had disabled many of their
ponies, while owing to our sheltered position the only damage thus far
inflicted upon us was one man and two horses wounded, one of the latter shot in
three places.
Finding their efforts
to force back our line unavailing, the Indians now resorted to another
expedient. By an evidently preconcerted plan they set fire in several places to
the tall grass which covered the ground in our front, hoping by this means to
force us back to the rear, and thus finish us at their pleasure. Fortunately
for us there was no wind prevailing at the time, while the grass was scarcely
dry enough to burn rapidly. Taking advantage of the dense curtain of smoke
which rose from the burning grass, the Indians, by following the course of the
flame, could often contrive to obtain a shot at us at comparatively close
range; but my men, observing that there was no danger to be apprehended from
the slowly advancing flames, could frequently catch an opportunity to send a
shot through a break in the curtain of smoke, and in this way surprised the
Indian by the adoption of his own device.
The fight began at
11.30 A.M., and was waged without cessation until near three o’clock, all
efforts of the Indians to dislodge us proving unsuccessful. The Indians had
become extremely weary, and had almost discontinued their offensive movements,
when my ammunition ran low. I decided to mount the squadron and charge the
Indians, with the intention of driving them from the field.
Captain Moylan promptly
had his men in the saddle, and throwing forward twenty mounted skirmishers,
under Lieutenant Varnum, the entire squadron moved forward at a trot. No sooner
did the Indians discern our intentions than, despite their superiority in
numbers, they cowardly prepared for flight, in which preparation they were
greatly hastened when Captain Moylan’s squadron charged them and drove them
"pell-mell" for three miles.
Five ponies killed or
badly wounded were left on the battleground or along the line of their flight.
So rapidly were they forced to flee that they abandoned and threw away
breech-loading arms, saddle equipments, clothing, robes, lariats, and other
articles comprised in an Indian outfit.
Among the Indians who
fought us on this occasion were some of the identical warriors who committed
the massacre at Fort Phil. Kearney, and they no doubt intended a similar
programme when they sent the six warriors to dash up and attempt to decoy us
into a pursuit past the timber in which the savages hoped to ambush us. Had we
pursued the six warriors half a mile farther, instead of halting, the entire
band of warriors would have been in our rear, and all the advantage of position
and numbers would have been with them.
So far as the troops
attacked were concerned, the Indians, to offset their own heavy losses, had
been able to do us no damage except to wound one man and two horses; but unfortunately
two non-combatants, Veterinary Surgeon John Honsinger, 7th Cavalry, and Mr.
Baliran, of Memphis, Tenn., in endeavoring to come from the main column to join
the squadron in advance, were discovered by the Indians during the attack, and
being unarmed were overtaken and killed almost within view of the
battle-ground. Fortunately the Indians were so pressed as not to be able to
scalp or otherwise mutilate the remains.
On the 8th instant we
discovered the trail of a large village, evidently that to which the party that
attacked us on the 4th belonged. The course of the trail led up the
Yellowstone, and apparently was not more than two days old. Acting under the
authority of the Brevet-major-general commanding, I ordered my command,
consisting of four squadrons of the 7th Cavalry, in readiness to begin the
pursuit that night. The Brevet-major-general also directed the detachment of
guides and Indian scouts under Lieutenant Daniel H. Brush, 17th Infantry, to
report to me for temporary service. Leaving all tents and wagons behind, and
taking with us rations for seven days, we started in pursuit at ten o’clock on
the night of the 8th instant, having waited until that hour until the moon
should enable us to follow the trail. Following the trail as rapidly as the
rough character of the country would permit, daylight next morning found us
nearly thirty miles from our starting-point. Concealing horses and men in a
ravine, a halt of three hours was ordered to enable the horses to graze and the
men to obtain refreshments. Renewing the march at eight o’clock, the pursuit
was continued without halting until noon, when, to avoid discovery, as well as
to obtain needed rest for men and animals, it was decided to conceal ourselves
in the timber, and await the cover of night to continue the pursuit.
Starting out at 6.30
P.M., the trail was followed rapidly for six miles, when, to our
disappointment, we discovered that the Indians had taken to the river, and
crossed to the east side. In following their trail to this point it was evident
that the movement of the Indians was one of precipitate flight, the result of
the engagement on the 4th. All along their trail and in their camping-places
were to be found large quantities of what constitutes an Indian’s equipments,
such as lodge-poles, robes, saddle equipments, arms, and cooking utensils. In a
hastily abandoned camp-ground nearly two hundred axes, besides a great many
camp-kettles and cups, were found.
My entire command was
disappointed when the trail showed that the Indians had crossed to the other
side, particularly as our rapid marching had carried us to the point of
crossing, the evening of the day on which the last of the Indians had crossed
over, so that one more march would have enabled us to overhaul them. Bivouacking
in a belt of timber on the river bank, we waited until daylight to begin an
attempt to cross the command over the river, which at this point is about six
hundred yards wide. At early dawn the entire command forded the river to an
island located about the middle of the channel; but our difficulties in the way
of crossing here began, as the volume of water and the entire force of the
current were to be encountered between the island and the opposite bank--the
current here rushes by at a velocity of about seven miles an hour, while the
depth of the water was such that a horse attempting to cross would be forced to
swim several hundred yards. Still, as we knew the Indians had not discovered
our pursuit, and were probably located within easy striking distance of the
river, it was most desirable that a crossing should be effected. To accomplish
this, Lieutenant Weston, 7th Cavalry, with three accomplished swimmers from the
command, attempted to cross on a log-raft, carrying with them a cable made of
lariats. The current was so strong that Lieutenant Weston’s party were unable
to effect a landing, but were swept down the river nearly two miles, and then
forced to abandon the raft and swim to shore.
Lieutenant Weston, with
characteristic perseverance and energy, made repeated attempts afterwards to
carry the cable over, but although succeeding in reaching the opposite bank in
person was unable to connect the cable with the shore. Almost the entire day
was spent in these unsuccessful efforts, until finally a crossing in this
manner had to be abandoned. I then caused some cattle to be killed, and by
stretching the hides over a kind of basket-frame prepared by the Crow guide,
made what are known among the Indians as bull-boats; with these I hoped to be
able to connect a cable with the opposite bank at daylight next morning, but
just at sunset a small party of Indians were seen to ride down to the bank
opposite us and water their ponies. They discovered our presence, and at once
hastened away. Of course it was useless now to attempt a surprise, and the
intention to cross the river the following morning was abandoned.
At early dawn the next
day (the 11th instant), the Indians appeared in strong force on the river bank
opposite us, and opened a brisk fire upon us from their rifles. No attention
was paid to them until encouraged by this they had collected at several points
in full view, and within range of our rifles, when about thirty of our best
marksmen, having posted themselves along the bank, opened a well-directed fire
upon the Indians and drove them back to cover.
In the mean time strong
parties of Indians were reported by our pickets to be crossing the river below
and above us, their ponies and themselves being so accustomed to the river as
to render this operation quite practicable for them. Captain French, commanding
the right wing, was directed to watch the parties crossing below, while Colonel
Hart, commanding the left wing, posted a force to discharge this duty with
regard to parties crossing above. It would have been possible, perhaps, for us
to have prevented the Indians from effecting a crossing, at least when they
did, but I was not only willing but anxious that as many of them should come
over as were so disposed. They were soon reported as moving to the bluffs
immediately in rear of us from the river. Lieutenant Brush was directed to
employ his scouts in watching and reporting their movements--a duty which they
discharged in a thorough manner.
While this was
transpiring I had mounted my command and formed it in line close under the
bluffs facing from the river, where we quietly waited the attack of the Indians
in our front. The sharpshooting across the river still continued, the Indians
having collected some of their best shots--apparently armed with long-range
rifles--and were attempting to drive our men back from the water’s edge. It was
at this time that my standing orderly, Private Tuttle, of "E" troop,
7th Cavalry, one of the best marksmen in my command, took a sporting
Springfield rifle and posted himself, with two other men, behind cover on the
river bank, and began picking off the Indians as they exposed themselves on the
opposite bank. He had obtained the range of the enemy’s position early in the
morning, and was able to place his shots wherever desired. It was while so
engaged that he observed an Indian in full view near the river. Calling the
attention of his comrade to the fact, he asked him "to watch him drop that
Indian," a feat which he succeeded in performing. Several other Indians
rushed to the assistance of their fallen comrade, when Private Tuttle, by a
skilful and rapid use of his breech-loading Springfield, succeeded in killing
two other warriors. The Indians, enraged no doubt at this rough handling,
directed their aim at Private Tuttle, who fell pierced through the head by a
rifle-bullet. He was one of the most useful and daring soldiers who ever served
under my command.
About this time Captain
French, who was engaged with the Indians who were attacking us from below,
succeeded in shooting a warrior from his saddle, while several ponies were
known to be wounded or disabled. The Indians now began to display a strong
force in our front on the bluffs. Colonel Hart was ordered to push a line of
dismounted men to the crest, and prevent the further advance of the enemy
towards the river. This duty was handsomely performed by a portion of Captain
Yates’s squadron. Colonel Hart had posted Lieutenant Charles Braden and twenty
men on a small knoll which commanded our left. Against this party the Indians
made their first onslaught. A mounted party of warriors, numbering nearly two
hundred, rode boldly to within thirty yards of Lieutenant Braden’s position,
when the latter and his command delivered such a well-directed fire that the
Indians were driven rapidly from that part of the field, after having evidently
suffered considerable loss.
Unfortunately
Lieutenant Braden received a rifle-ball through the upper part of the thigh,
passing directly through the bone, but he maintained his position with great
gallantry and coolness until he had repulsed the enemy. Hundreds of Indians
were now to be seen galloping up and down along our front, each moment becoming
bolder, owing to the smallness of our force which was then visible.
Believing the proper time
had arrived to assume the offensive, orders to this effect were accordingly
sent to Colonel Hart and Captain French, the two wing commanders. Lieutenant
Weston was directed to move his troop "L" up a deep ravine on our
left, which would convey him to the enemy’s position, and as soon as an
opportunity occurred he was to charge them, and pursue the Indians with all the
vigor practicable. Immediately after, Captain Owen Hale was directed to move
his squadron, consisting of "E" and "K" troops, in
conjunction with "L" troop, and the three to charge simultaneously.
Similar dispositions were ordered in the centre and right. Lieutenant Custer,
commanding "B" troop, was ordered to advance and charge the Indians
in front of our centre, while Captains Yates and Moylan moved rapidly forward
in the same direction. Before this movement began, it became necessary to
dislodge a large party of Indians posted in a ravine and behind rocks in our
front, who were engaged in keeping up a heavy fire upon our troops while the latter
were forming. It was at this point that the horse of Lieutenant Hiram H.
Ketchum, Acting-assistant-adjutant-general of the expedition, was shot under
him. My own horse was also shot under me within a few paces of the latter.
The duty of driving the
Indians engaged in sharp-shooting was intrusted to Lieutenant Charles A.
Varnum, 7th Cavalry, with a detachment of "A" troop, 7th Cavalry, who
soon forced the Indians back from their cover.
Everything being in
readiness for a general advance, the charge was ordered, and the squadrons took
the gallop to the tune of "Garryowen," the band being posted
immediately in rear of the skirmish line. The Indians had evidently come out
prepared to do their best, and with no misgivings as to their success, as the
mounds and high bluffs beyond the river were covered with groups of old men,
squaws, and children, who had collected there to witness our destruction. In
this instance the proverbial power of music to soothe the savage breast utterly
failed, for no sooner did the band strike up the cheery notes of
"Garryowen," and the squadrons advance to the charge, than the
Indians exhibited unmistakable signs of commotion, and their resistance became
more feeble, until finally satisfied of the earnestness of our attack they
turned their ponies’ heads and began a disorderly flight. The cavalry put spurs
to their horses and dashed forward in pursuit, the various troop and squadron
commanders vying with one another as to who should head the advance. The
appearance of the main command in sight, down the valley at this moment,
enabled me to relieve Captain French’s command below us, and he was ordered to
join in the pursuit. Lieutenant McIntosh, commanding "G" troop, moved
his command up the valley at a gallop, and prevented many of the Indians from
crossing. The chase was continued with the utmost vigor until the Indians were
completely dispersed, and driven a distance of nine miles from where the
engagement took place, and they were here forced back across the Yellowstone,
the last pony killed in the fight being shot fully eight miles from the point
of attack.
The number of Indians
opposed to us has been estimated by the various officers engaged as from eight
hundred to a thousand. My command numbered four hundred and fifty, including
officers and men. The Indians were made up of different bands of Sioux,
principally Uncpapas, the whole under command of "Sitting Bull," who
participated in the second day’s fight, and who for once has been taught a
lesson he will not soon forget.
A large number of
Indians who fought us were fresh from their reservations on the Missouri River.
Many of the warriors engaged in the fight on both days were dressed in complete
suits of the clothes issued at the agencies to Indians. The arms with which they
fought us (several of which were captured in the fight) were of the latest
improved patterns of breech-loading repeating rifles, and their supply of
metallic rifle-cartridges seemed unlimited, as they were anything but sparing
in their use. So amply have they been supplied with breech-loading rifles and
ammunition that neither bows nor arrows were employed against us. As an
evidence that these Indians, at least many of them, were recently from the
Missouri River agencies, we found provisions, such as coffee, in their
abandoned camps, and cooking and other domestic utensils, such as only
reservation Indians are supplied with. Besides, our scouts conversed with them
across the river for nearly an hour before the fight became general, and
satisfied themselves as to the identity of their foes. I only regret that it
was impossible for my command to effect a crossing of the river before our
presence was discovered, and while the hostile village was located near at
hand, as I am confident that we could have largely reduced the necessity for
appropriation for Indian supplies the coming winter....
The losses of the
Indians in ponies were particularly heavy, while we know their losses in killed
and wounded were beyond all proportion to that which they were enabled to
inflict upon us, our losses being one officer badly wounded, four men killed,
and three wounded; four horses killed and four wounded.
Careful investigation
justifies the statement that including both days’ battles, the Indians’ losses
will number forty warriors, while their wounded on the opposite bank of the
river may increase this number.
Respectfully submitted.
(Signed) G. A. CUSTER, Lieutenant-colonel 7th Cavalry, Brevet-major-general, U.
S. A., commanding.
"Stockade" on
the Yellowstone, September 6, 1873.
... I know you will
rejoice when your eyes fall upon the date and heading of this letter, and you
learn that we are thus far on our homeward journey, all safe and well. This
letter is to be a SHORT one (after having finished the letter I underscore the
word), as it has only been decided a few hours ago to despatch three of our
Indian scouts from here to Fort Buford--one hundred and twenty miles distant by
river, only eighty by land--with mail, and to bring back what awaits us in
return. As there are many official matters for me to attend to between now and
to-morrow morning--the time of the departure of the scouts--I do not hope to
give you but the main points of a letter, the details to be filled up by word
of mouth.
I am here with six
companies of cavalry, having separated from the main expedition several days
ago on the Mussel Shell River, and marched to this point direct, a distance of
about one hundred and fifty miles. The mules of the large trains began giving
out; forage was almost exhausted, the horses being allowed only about three
pounds per day, fourteen pounds being regular allowance. The country was
entirely unknown; no guides knew anything of the route before us. General--did
not think it wise to venture into the unknown and uninviting region with his
command. But I did not feel inclined to yield to obstacles, and made an
application to take the main portion of the cavalry and strike through for the
stockade direct instead of turning back. I asked that the railroad engineers be
allowed to continue with me. Consent was given and we started.
At head-quarters it was
not believed that I would get through. So strong was this impression, that in
the official order issued for my movement there was a clause authorizing me to
burn or abandon all my wagons or other public property, if, in my opinion, such
steps were necessary to preserve life. I could not help but smile to myself as
I read that portion of the order. I had no idea of burning or abandoning a
wagon. After we had separated from the main column, the chief of the engineers
remarked to the officers, "How positively sanguine the general is that he
will make this trip successfully." And so I was. I assured him from the
first, and from day to day, that the 7th Cavalry would bring them through all
right. We had the good-luck to strike across and encounter, instead of serious
obstacles, the most favorable country yet met by us for marching. Hitherto we
had made about fifteen miles per day; when we started on this trip we marched
twenty-two miles one day and thirty-five the next, and so on, and brought in
every wagon with which we started, reaching here about seven o’clock the
morning of the sixth day from our separation.
The main command headed
back towards the Yellowstone, and expects to be twelve or thirteen days in
making the trip. I am going to send an officer with his squadron in charge of
fourteen wagons loaded with forage to the relief of the rest of the command.
Our location for next
winter is settled. We shall be at Fort Lincoln, and the decision is
satisfactory to me. I presume you wish you were here to give the
lieutenant-colonel of the battalion* a little advice as to what companies shall
be designated for each station. So far as this reason alone is concerned, I am
glad that you are not here, as I not only would not wish you to attempt to
influence such a decision, but that no person or persons might have just ground
for imagining that you had done so. The officers are hinting strongly in the
endeavor to ascertain "Who goes where?" but thus far none are any the
wiser, for the simple reason that I have not decided the matter yet in the case
of a single troop.
* This reference is to himself. It
is a delicate, and in some respects an undesirable task, as all, so far as I
know, desire to go to Fort Lincoln. If no accident occurs, we shall reach there
before October 1st--less than a month from this date, and probably less than
ten days from the time you receive this, so that all your anxiety about me will
be at an end. I do not intend to relax my caution on the march between here and
Lincoln, as I do not forget that the two officers killed last year met their
deaths near the close of the expedition.
I think I told you in
my letter of eighty pages about my chasing elk four miles and killing three.
Since then I have had the good-fortune to kill a fine large buck-elk taller
than "Dandy,"* weighing, cleaned, eight hundred pounds, and with the
handsomest pair of antlers I ever saw, and such a beautiful coat. I killed him
only a mile and a half from camp, sent for a wagon, and carried him entire back
with us, when the officers and men, and even those belonging to the scientific
party, flocked to the grassy plot in front of my tent to see him. * His favorite
hunting-horse.
The photographer who
accompanied the scientists hitched up his photograph-wagon and drove over to
take a picture of what they called the "King of the Forest." All the
officers and the photographer insisted that not only the game but the hunter
should appear in the picture. So I sat down, dressed as I was in my buckskins,
resting one hand on an antler, and you may judge of the immense size of the elk
when I tell you that as I sat there my head only reached to about half the
height of the antlers. The picture is to form one of the series now being
collected on the expedition under the auspices of the Smithsonian Institute.
Since the expedition
started I have become acquainted with the gentlemen of the scientific corps,
particularly with the zoologist and the taxidermist. The latter has been kind
enough to make me a pupil of his, and I can now preserve animals for all
practical purposes. I have been able to supply the gentlemen referred to with
many specimens of animals, and, in return, they have not only taught me but
supplied me with all the means necessary to preserve prepared animals.
You should see how very
devoted I am to this, to me, very pleasant and interesting pastime. Often,
after marching all day, a light may be seen in my tent long after the entire
camp is asleep, and a looker-on might see me, with sleeves rolled above the
elbow, busily engaged preparing the head of some animal killed in the chase.
Assisting me might be seen the orderly and Hughes, both, from their sleepy looks,
seeming to say, "How much longer are we to be kept out of our beds?"
I have succeeded so
well in taxidermy that I can take the head and neck of an antelope, fresh from
the body, and in two hours have it fully ready for preservation. I have prepared
a most beautiful buck-antelope head and neck for Tom. He intends it for his
sweetheart, and will send it by express from Bismarck.
I have just finished
heads for two officers, which they intend as presents for their wives, and one
I shall give to the Audubon Club. Then I have the heads of two black-tailed
deer, of a buck and doe antelope for me, and the head and skin with claws of a
grisly-bear. The latter is not thoroughly cured, owing to our constant marching
and the immense amount of fat contained in the neck and hide. The ne plus ultra
of all is the "King of the Forest." I have succeeded in preserving
him entire--antlers, head, neck, body, legs, and hoofs--in fine condition, so
that he can be mounted and look exactly as in life. To prevent the hair being
rubbed, I have caused the head to be well covered with grain-sacks, and this,
with the entire skin, to be sewed up securely in canvas.
The scientists informed
me that there were but few specimens on this continent of elk preserved entire,
and none so fine as mine. When I first began work on it I only intended to save
the head, neck, and antlers, but finding that I was able to save the whole, I
decided upon the latter course. Had I kept the head and neck only, it was
intended for you; but having it complete alters my intention, as it would
require a room to contain it. So I have concluded, with your approval, to
present it to the Audubon Club in Detroit.*
* It is now in Detroit. I have a
fine buffalo head for you, beautifully haired and with symmetrical horns. A
pair of sage-chickens, a pair of curlew, and a jack-rabbit complete my present
collection....
One day I shot three
antelope without changing my position, the nearest of the three being three
hundred and twenty yards from me.
Our mess continues to
be successful. Nearly every day we have something nice to send to Lieutenant
Braden.* Only think of him, with his shattered thigh, having to trail over a
rough country for three hundred miles! He is not transported in an ambulance,
but a long stretcher arranged on wheels about thirty feet apart, pulled and
pushed by men on foot. They carry him much more steadily than would horses or
mules. It requires a full company of men each day to transport Mr. Brazen in
this way. He is with the main command, but was doing well when we left. The day
the command divided I had the band take a position near the route where the
rest of the expedition would pass, and when he and his escort approached they
struck up "Garryowen." He acknowledged the attention as well as he
could.
* Lieutenant Braden was wounded in the battle described in the official
report which accompanies this letter. Upon
our arrival here what was our joy to find quite a large mail awaiting us! It
had been forwarded from Rice and Lincoln to Fort Buford, and from there came
here by scouts. I received four letters from you.... Do you know, on the 4th of
August--the very day you were writing me one of the letters I received--I was
fighting, probably at the same time.... After I received my four letters I
threw myself down on the bed to read them. When any one poked his head inside
my large and comfortable tent, and ventured a question, you can probably
imagine the brevity and abruptness of a certain man’s replies. My communication
was strictly Biblical, being either "Yea, yea, or Nay, nay."
East Bank of the
Yellowstone, September 10th.
... When I began my
letter, a few days ago, announcing our safe return to the stockade, I said you
must only expect a few lines; but those few lines stretched out until they
covered five sheets of letter-paper. I could now cover five times five and then
only have begun my letter, but where the time is to be found I cannot tell.
We are just taking the
men across the river on the Josephine, which arrived yesterday. My head-quarters
and about half the troops are over, the rest will have followed by night. As
Sheldon & Co., publishers of the Galaxy, say, I am going to "boil
down" this letter to as many brief allusions as possible.
Instead of waiting here
for the rest of the command to move, to-morrow will find us on our way to
Lincoln. I take six troops of the 7th, two companies of infantry, and with the
engineers set out on our return. We rely confidently on reaching Lincoln before
October 1st. The reports brought by those who came on the boat place everything
in a bright light regarding our new quarters at Lincoln.
I think we will have a
charming garrison this winter. I wish we had some one competent to give us
lessons in private theatricals. I learn by the boat that Department
Head-quarters have telegraphed to Lincoln that it is possible I may wish to
take a long leave. They almost take it for granted I will go, but I shall not.
Do you remember, on my return from the Washita campaign, I was offered a leave
in a similar manner? I have no desire to be absent from my post now....
I have enjoyed a few
very great luxuries to-day. At dinner, on the Josephine, for the first time
this season (September 10th) I tasted new potatoes and cucumbers; but these
were not the greatest. What do you imagine was a greater luxury? RAW
ONIONS!!!!* Even at this great distance I almost tremble when I inform you that
I not only had onions for dinner, but the captain of the boat gave me a whole
bushel of fine large ones. I supped on RAW ONIONS; I will probably breakfast,
lunch, and dine on them tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after ad
libitum ad infinitum, until--not time, but onions--shall be no more. As one by
one I dispose of each goodly-sized fragment of a huge onion, I remark, sotto
voce, "Go it, old fellow! Make the most of your liberties! You are on the
home-stretch now, and school soon commences;" in other words, "If you
intend to eat raw onions, now is your only time, for ’missus is comin’.’"
* I have copied the words as he printed them. I would be glad to have every one of the officers now with
me stationed at my post. My relations with them, personal and official, are
extremely agreeable. They are all counting on going to Lincoln, but I know some
of them will have to be disappointed....
The steamer Josephine
will probably leave for Lincoln to-morrow or next day, and should reach there
in four or five days, so that you should receive this letter in about one
week.... The steamer brought me two splendid letters from you, one dated the
18th, another the 25th of August. I received them on the 9th, which is pretty
quick, considering....
My collection of
geological specimens for the Michigan University is growing satisfactorily. The
Indian battles hindered the work of collecting, while in that immediate region
it was unsafe to go far from the command....
P.S.--Good-morning!...
I am sitting in my large, comfortable tent, writing before breakfast. And now I
must refer to a matter which thrusts itself upon my attention almost daily,
yes, hourly, and that is the great degree of comfort which I have enjoyed
throughout this long and ever-changing march; and it is all due to your
thoughtfulness and foresight, and the manner in which you fitted me up
surpasses all my comrades. No mess has compared with mine in its appointments
and outfit. I have the best cook, and certainly no bed can equal mine. Whenever
I look around me I see the evidences of your handiwork and care for my
welfare....
You never knew people
more enthusiastic over the 7th than the engineers connected with the railroad
party.... Well, I must terminate this letter, as I see no likelihood of my
being able to tell you one-tenth of what I have to say. However, we will have
all winter in our "brand, spankin’" now house to talk it over and
over....
Here I have reached my
thirty-second page of this large paper. I only thought of writing three or
four, and have "boiled down" as hard as I could....
Fort Lincoln, September
23, 1873.
... Where are the
numerous bridges now which you have been crossing and recrossing in regard to
our return being delayed until late in October, perhaps until the first of
November? Well, here we are, not only "as good as new," but, if
anything, heartier, healthier, and more robust than ever.
I have not drawn a
single unhealthy breath since we started on the expedition, and if ever a lot
of hardy, strong, and athletic young fellows were assembled in one party, it is
to be seen in a group of the officers of the 7th. What a history and reputation
this 7th Cavalry has achieved for itself! Although a new and young regiment, it
has left all the older fellows in the lurch, until to-day it is the best and
most widely known of any in the service.
I am provoked to think
I wrote you a long letter on the Yellowstone, also a telegram, and intrusted
them to an officer who was to take passage in the steamer Josephine, and leave
about the time we did. It should have reached here several days before we
arrived, but I took six troops of cavalry and the engineers, crossed the
Yellowstone to this side, and reached Fort Lincoln in eight days.
We took everybody by
surprise, and beat the steamer here, so that your letter and telegram are still
on the boat somewhere between this point and the stockade. You may rely upon it
that no grass grew under our feet on our return march. I knew that my
family--consisting of one--was in advance somewhere, and, as the saying is, I
just "lit out."* I am so comfortably fixed in my large, heavy canvas
railroad tent that was given me on the expedition, I am sure that you and I
could live comfortably in it all winter.
* Here follows a description of Fort Lincoln. His sanguine temperament
made it seem little short of an earthly paradise. He did not seem to realize
that the prosaic and plain Government buildings were placed on a treeless and
barren plain. In a carefully prepared plan of our house which he had drawn, he
gave the dimensions and description of each room, and over the floor of his library
a triple underlining of his words, "MY ROOM," and the motto,
"Who enters here leaves hope behind." He thus began, before we had
even occupied the house, playfully to threaten any one who disturbed his
writing or studies. I am much
pleased with the appearance of the citizens who have come across the river from
Bismarck to pay their respects and offer congratulations on the summer’s
campaign. Some of the Yankton gentlemen are here attending court, and they also
came over to see me.
I have just had a telegram
from General Sheridan: "Welcome home."
Fort Lincoln, September
28, 1873.
.. When you find that I
have just sent the 7th Cavalry band to serenade--on his departure, you will say
to yourself, "He has been too forgiving again." Well, perhaps I have.
I often think of the beautiful expression uttered by President Lincoln at the
consecration of the Gettysburg monument, and feel how nearly it expresses my
belief, "With malice toward none, with charity for all!" and I hope
this will ever be mine to say. *
* The officer to whom reference is made had been a persistent and
exasperating enemy of my husband during the summer, and I could not forget or
forgive, even after apologies were offered, especially as they were not offered
in the presence of others. Adopting
your wise and deserved suggestion, I have at last written my long delayed
letter to Mr. Ford, and among other things told him I would send him per
express the skins of two young elk that I killed, to have them tanned, and a
pair of shoes made for each of us. So, you see, I did as I generally do, obeyed
my "other half," who nine times out of ten is right, and generally
the tenth time, too.
During a halt of two
days, just before we started for home, I wrote a long Galaxy article, and shall
mail it with this. Not only did I do that instead of resting, because of the
appeals of the magazine editors, but it behooved me to get off my contributions
with some regularity; for if I stop now, those who attribute them to you would
say all the more it was because you were not along to do the work for me. If
people only knew the amusement they have afforded us by laying the
responsibility of these articles on your shoulders.
I must not forget to
tell you that during the expedition I killed with my rifle and brought into
camp forty-one antelope, four buffalo, four elk, seven deer (four of them
black-tails), two white wolves, and one red fox.
Geese, ducks,
prairie-chickens, and sage-hens without number completed my summer’s record.
No one assisted me in
killing the antelope, deer, or elk, except one of the latter.
One porcupine and a
wildcat I brought in alive. Both of these amiable creatures I intend to send to
Central Park....
Thirteen Miles from
Fort Lincoln, July 3, 1874.
...Yesterday was a hard
day on the trains. The recent rains had so softened the ground that the
heavily-loaded wagons sunk to the hubs, and instead of getting in camp by noon
as we expected, one battalion did not get in until after dark. But we had a
good dinner, and every one is feeling well this morning. I am making a late
start in order to give the mules a chance to graze.
I send you by bearer a
young curlew, as a playmate to the wild-goose. Should it live, its wings had
better be clipped. Grasshoppers are its principal diet.
Our mess is a great
success. Last night, notwithstanding the late hour at which we reached camp,
Johnson, our new colored cook, had hot biscuit, and this morning hot cakes and
biscuit. We will not be over twenty or twenty-five miles from the post
to-night. The men are standing around waiting to take down the tents, so I must
say good-bye.
Prospect Valley, Dakota,
Twelve miles from the Montana line, July 15th.
... We are making a
halt of one day at this charming spot, in order to rest the animals and give
the men an opportunity to wash their clothes. I will begin by saying everything
is and has been perfectly satisfactory. Every one--officers, men, and
citizens--are in the best of health and spirits.
We have marched through
an exceedingly interesting country. We are now in the most beautiful valley we
have seen thus far, and encamped on a small tributary of the Little Missouri,
and about five miles from the latter. So beautiful did this place seem to us
when we first came in sight of it, I directed the engineer-officer, who is
making a map of the country, to call it Prospect Valley.
Three days ago we reached
the cave referred to, before we started, by the Indian called
"Goose." It was found to be about four hundred feet long, and just as
he described, the walls and top covered with inscriptions and drawings. The
prints of hands and feet are also in the rocks. I think this was all the work
of Indians at an early day, although I cannot satisfactorily account for the
drawings of ships found there.
"Bos,"*
though this is his first expedition, takes to life on the plains as naturally
as if bred to it. One of the officers says he thinks it must "run in the
blood." He has to go through the usual experience that falls to all
"plebs." Every one practises jokes on him, but he bas such a good
disposition it does not even ruffle him. I know that you would espouse his
cause against us if you had seen him take some bits of rocks out of his pocket
every night after we had reached camp, and put them to soak in his wash-basin.
They were given to him by Tom, who assured him that they were sponge stone--a
variety that softened by keeping them in water for a certain length of time.
After a few nights of faithful practice it dawned upon him that he was again
the victim of a practical joke, and he quietly dropped them by the way without
saying a word. You need not trouble yourself to take up arms in his defence,
for he gets even with us in the long-run.
* Our younger brother. He
has been so pleased with his mule from the first, and has praised, him to me
repeatedly. He is a good animal, for a mule, but endurance, in his constitution,
rather triumphs over speed. I could not resist taking advantage of the country
to play a trick on "Bos" one day.
The land was
undulating, and you know how it always seems as if one could surely see for
miles beyond when the top of each divide is reached, and how one can go on all
day over the constant rise and fall of the earth, thinking the next divide will
reveal a vast stretch of country. "Bos" rode beside me, and I
invented an excuse to go in advance; I made "Vic" gallop slowly over
the divide, and when out of sight on the other side I put spurs to him and
dashed through the low ground. When "Bos" came in sight I was slowly
ambling up the next divide and calling to him to come on. He spurred his mule,
shouted to him, and waved his arms and legs to incite him to a faster gait.
When he neared me I disappeared over another divide, and giving "Vic"
the rein only slackened speed when it became time for "Bos" to
appear. Then, when I had brought my horse down to a walk I called out,
"Why on earth don’t you come on?" Believing that the gait he saw me
take had been unvarying, he could not understand why I lengthened the distance
between us so rapidly. I kept this up until he discovered my joke, and I was
obliged to ride back to join him and suit "Vic’s" steps to those of
his exhausted mule....
No Indians or signs of
Indians were seen from the time we left Lincoln until the day before yesterday,
when about twenty were discovered near the column. They scampered off as soon
as observed. Yesterday we came where they had slept. The officer on rear-guard
duty saw about twenty-five following our trail.
Signal smokes were sent
up all around us yesterday afternoon by the Indians, and some were seen
watching us after we reached camp, but no hostile demonstrations have been
made. Our Indian guides say the signals may be intended to let the village know
where we are, so that they may keep out of our way....
We expect to reach the
base of the Black Hills in about three days. Professor Winchell and Mr.
Grinnell discovered yesterday the fossil remains of an animal belonging to some
extinct race which in life exceeded in size the largest elephant....
I am gradually forming
my annual menagerie. I have one live rattlesnake--for Agnes*--two jack-rabbits,
half grown, one eagle, and four owls. I had also two fine badgers, full grown,
but they were accidentally smothered....
* This was our young visitor, whose horror of snakes General Caster well
knew. These are the first lines I have
written since my last letter to you, nearly a fortnight since, and you cannot
imagine how tired my hand and arm have become already. I have made no attempt
to write on the march; the short time I have after reaching camp every day is
devoted to rest and sleep....
General
"Sandy" is delighted with the 7th Cavalry; he says no regiment
compares with it except perhaps the 4th. There has not been a single card-party
nor a drunken officer since we left Lincoln....
Our mess is a decided
and gratifying success. Johnson is not only an excellent cook but very prompt.
We breakfast at four o’clock every morning. Every day I invite some officer to
dine with us.
I remember your wishes
and ride at the head of the column, keeping inside our lines all the time,
although it is a great deprivation to me not to go outside and hunt. I feel
exactly like some young lady extremely fond of dancing, who, having a cold, has
been forbidden by her anxious mamma to do more than look on at some elegant
party. I received my orders from my commanding officer before starting, and I
am going to try and render strict obedience.*
* This reference to commanding officer meant his wife, whose authority
only extended to precautionary instructions as to his safety and health. The
reiterated petition was that he should never leave the column alone. ... In looking for a road I sometimes
get a mile or perhaps two ahead of the command, but I always have seventy or
eighty men with me, and after to-day I mean to take in addition two more
companies. I have no intention of getting beyond sight and hearing of the main
column. There is an advance-guard always, and the Indian scouts at the front
and on the flanks....
I have killed six
antelope at the head of the command... Only think! one-fifth of the time
expired day before yesterday, and by the time this reaches you one-third of our
time of separation will have passed.
We will not be delayed
in our return later than I expected when we left Fort Lincoln....
As I write, the dogs
surround me: "Cardigan" is sleeping on the edge of my bed,
"Tuck" at the head, and "Blücher" near by.... I am not
certain whether I will be able to send back more scouts or not. This mail is to
be carried by two Rees, Bull Bear and Skunk’s Head. Bloody Knife is doing
splendidly on this trip.
There is not a single
man on the sick-report in this entire command--a fact which the medical officer
regards as unprecedented.
... We will move into
the valley of the Little Missouri to-morrow, and probably follow that stream to
the Black Hills. You may judge of the fine country we have passed over by the
fact that our mules and beef-herd have actually improved since we left Lincoln.
We have travelled two hundred and twenty-seven and a half miles, and in a
straight line we are one hundred and seventy miles from Lincoln. I must stop
now, and write my official report.
Camp near Harney’s
Peak, August 2, 1874.
I wish you could see me
at this moment as I am prepared to write to you. First I must tell you that I
cannot send a very long letter--not that I have not volumes to say to you, but
for reasons which I will briefly explain. In the evening, after reaching camp,
I am too much occupied and have too much hard work to find time to write. After
dinner I usually take an escort and search out a few miles of road for the
following day. When I return I am ready to hasten to my comfortable bed."*
* Nothing but excessive fatigue and a determination to make the best of
everything could have prompted him to describe it as comfortable. On the first
day’s march out from garrison a careless soldier forgot the three boards that
were intended to keep the bedding from absorbing the dampness in case of rain.
During the entire summer, owing to this piece of forgetfulness, the mattress
was laid down every night on ground that was always uneven and sometimes wet. We have reveille regularly at a
quarter before three, so that it behooves one to get to bed as early as
possible.... To-day has been letter-day. Charlie Reynolds leaves in the morning
with the mail for Fort Laramie. I am going to explore some twenty-five or
thirty miles in that direction, and Reynolds will go with me. I take five
companies. Two others started off in another direction this morning to be
absent three days; so you see they are kept moving. I will be gone three days;
the next day after that we turn our faces northward and begin our homeward
march. I must not forget to explain the other reason why I cannot send you a
letter of thirty pages or so this time--one of those that Tom calls my
"little notes" to you, I was busy with the office duties until ten
to-day, and then I began my official report. I had so many interruptions I was
at last driven to print "Engaged" on a placard and pin it on the
front of my tent; I tied up the flaps, shutting myself in until the twenty-two
pages of my report were written.
It is now a quarter to
one. Breakfast is at four, and "Boots and Saddles" will sound at
five. I wish I could go more into detail in describing the expedition, which
has exceeded all previous ones, and in success has surpassed my most sanguine
expectations.
I did not hope to have
my wagon-train with me, and here it has followed me everywhere. We have
discovered a rich and beautiful country. We have had no Indian fights and will
have none. We have discovered gold without a doubt, and probably other valuable
metals. All are well, and have been the entire trip.
My report, which you
will see, will contain much that I would have sent you in a letter....
August 3d.
P.S.-- ...We have
marched forty-five miles to-day, in a southerly direction from Harney’s Peak,
and are now encamped on the south fork of the Cheyenne River, about ninety
miles from Fort Laramie. Reynolds* leaves us here. We are now all seated or
lying around a camp-fire, writing the closing words to our letters....
* The scout mentioned in Chapter XXVI. It was on this trip to Fort
Laramie, carrying the despatches and mail, that he suffered such hardships and
peril. I must say good-bye. A
few days more and we shall be at home, for we start north at five o’clock in
the morning....
Bear Butte, Dakota,
August 15th.
Though we shall so soon
be at home, I must send a few lines by the scout who takes the official
despatches. I cannot tell you how busy I have been, and how hard and constantly
I have worked to try and make the expedition successful. I have attempted to be
several other things besides commanding-officer--particularly guide--since the
expedition started.
Now that we have been
in and through the Black Hills, I have the satisfaction of knowing that the
whole undertaking has proved a success, exceeding the expectations of the most
sanguine. I think that my superior officers will be surprised and gratified at
the extent and thoroughness of our explorations....
The photographer who
accompanied us has obtained a complete set of magnificent stereoscopic views of
Black Hills scenery, so I will not attempt to allude to this lovely country
until I can review it with you by aid of the photographs. I send you one that
will show you that at last I have killed a grisly after a most exciting hunt
and contest.... Colonel Ludlow, Bloody Knife, and Private Noonan are with me in
the group, as we constituted the hunting-party. The bear measured eight feet. I
have his claws.
The scouts are on their
ponies waiting for the mail, and I must hasten....
It would have been such
a treat to have had you see all that we have seen this summer, and shared the
enjoyment of this beautiful land. But, never mind, you shall come next summer,
for we all hope to return again....
No Indians have been
seen lately, but I intend to be careful until the end of the trip....
Forty-six Miles from
Fort Lincoln,
May 20th, 1876--9.15
P.M.
... It has just been
decided to send scouts back to Lincoln. They leave here at daylight, and will
remain there thirty-six hours, returning to us with despatches and mail. We are
having the "parrot’s time" with the expedition.
It is raining now, and has
been since we started. The roads are fearfully bad. Here we are on the Little
Muddy, after marching four days, and only forty-six miles from home. Everybody
is more or less disgusted except me, and I feel the relief of not having to
bear the responsibility of the delays.
The elements seem
against us, but a wet season and bad roads can be looked for always in this
region in the months of May and June.
We have not seen any
signs of Indians thus far, and hardly look for any for a few days yet. I have been
extremely prudent--sufficiently so to satisfy you. I go nowhere without taking
an escort with me. I act as if Indians were near all the time. The mess
prospers well. Tom and I have fried onions at breakfast and dinner, and raw
onions for lunch!"* The scouts that were left at Lincoln joined us
yesterday about 10 A.M. with the mail. I wish that you knew how good it was to
get the letters. You must send me more by the scouts we send out to-morrow....
Since beginning this letter it is decided that they go at once, for I know it
is best to get them out of camp at night; so they have been directed to
saddle-up immediately, and I must therefore cut this letter short.
* They both took advantage of their first absence from home to partake
of their favorite vegetable. Onions were permitted at our table, but after
indulging in them they found themselves severely let alone, and that they did
not enjoy. I said this evening that
if I was sure this expedition would go no farther the next four days than it
has those just past, I would be glad to take despatches to Lincoln and return,
just for the sake of getting home again for a few hours....
On Little Missouri, May
30th--10 P.M.
... I am determined to
sit up, even though it is ten o’clock, and write to you, notwithstanding I have
had a tremendous day’s work. I breakfasted at four o’clock, was in the saddle
at five, and between that hour and 6 P.M. I rode fifty miles over a rough
country, unknown to everybody, and only myself for a guide.
We had halted here for
one day in order to determine the truth of the many rumors which you and all of
us have heard so long and often, to the effect that the hostile Indians were
gathered on the Little Missouri River, with the intention of fighting us here.
I suggested to General
Terry to send out a strong scouting-party up the river to find out all that
could be ascertained. He left the matter to me, and I took four companies of
cavalry and a part of the scouts, and at five o’clock we were off. The valley
of the river averages about one mile in width, hemmed in on both sides by
impassable Bad Lands. The river is crooked beyond description.
To shorten the story,
we marched the fifty miles and got back before dark, having settled the
question beyond a doubt that all stories about large bodies of Indians being
here are the merest bosh. None have been here for six months, not even a small
hunting-party.
We took pack-mules with
us to carry feed for the horses. When we lunched, all the officers got together
and we had a jolly time.
Only think, we found
the Little Missouri River so crooked and the Bad Lands so impassable that in
marching fifty miles to-day we forded the river thirty-four (34) times. The
bottom is quicksand. Many of the horses went down, frequently tumbling their
riders into the water; but all were in good spirits, and every one laughed at
every one else’s mishaps.
General Terry just left
my tent a few moments since, and when I asked him not to be in a hurry he said,
"Oh, I’ll leave you, for you must be tired and want to go to bed." I
did not tell him that I was going to write to you before I slept.
Bloody Knife looks on
in wonder at me because I never get tired, and says no other man could ride all
night and never sleep. I know I shall sleep soundly when I do lie down; but,
actually, I feel no more fatigued now than I did before mounting my horse this
morning....
What I am going to tell
you is for you alone. But--came to me the other day, and asked me to arrange
that he should be stationed at our post next winter. He says he wants to be in
a garrison where the duty is strict, and, above all, he desires to prove that
he is, and desires to be, a man, and be believes that be could do much better
than he has if he could serve under me. He says the very atmosphere of his post
seems filled with evil for him. I have a scheme by which I think I can
accomplish his coming, and I believe that you will approve.*
* We had been extremely anxious about the officer to whom my husband
refers, and longed to save him from himself. Since he is gone, I think that I
am not betraying confidence in quoting from this letter. The scouts reached here in good time, and
glad was I to get my letters....
In Camp, about Ten
Miles West of the Little Missouri,
May 31st.
... We left camp about
eight o’clock. After marching a few miles, Tom, "Bos," and I, taking
some men, started on a near route across the country, knowing that we would
intercept the column later on. This is the second time I have left the main
command, and both times they have lost their way; so you see my "bump of
locality" is of some use out here. We reached this camp about
three-quarters of an hour from the time we left the column, but the latter
strayed off, and while we were here by 9 A.M., the rest did not reach here until
two o’clock. When they found they were lost, the officers all assembled at the
head of the column to consult together and try and find the right way.
To-day, while out with
Tom and "Bos," we were riding through a part of the country filled
with small buttes, in which it was easy to lose one’s self. "Bos"
stopped a few moments as we were riding through a ravine, and dismounted to
take a pebble from his pony’s shoe. I observed it, and said to Tom, "Let’s
slip round the hill behind ’Bos,’ where he can’t find us, and when he starts we’ll
fire in the air near him." The moment we passed out of sight our entire
party galloped around the hill behind him and concealed ourselves. Tom and I
crawled to the top of the hill and peeped through the grass without being seen.
Sure enough, "Bos" thought he was lost, as we could nowhere be seen
in the direction he expected to find us.
Tom and I were watching
him, and just as he seemed in a quandary as to where we were, I fired my rifle
so that the bullet whizzed over his head. I popped out of sight for a moment,
and when I looked again "Bos" was heading his pony towards the
command, miles away. I fired another shot in his direction, and so did Tom, and
away "Bos" flew across the plains, thinking, no doubt, the Sioux were
after him. Tom and I mounted our horses and soon overhauled him. He will not
hear the last of it for some time.
Charlie Reynolds killed
two big-horn sheep to-day and gave me the finest of the two heads. I have it in
my tent now and hope to preserve it, although I came away without my
preservative powders.
Nearly all my amusement
is with "Bos" and Tom. We lunch together every day.... I have about
made up my mind that when I go on expeditions like this you are to go too. You
could have endured this as well as not....
Powder River, about
Twenty Miles above its Mouth,
June 9, 1876.
...We are now in a
country heretofore unvisited by white men. Reynolds, who had been guiding the
command, lost his way the other day, and General Terry did not know what to do
about finding a road from O’Fallon’s Creek across to Powder River. I told him I
thought I could guide the column. He assented; so Tom, "Bos," and I
started ahead, with company D and the scouts as escort, and brought the command
to this point, over what seems to be the only practicable route for miles on
either side, through the worst kind of Bad Lands. The general did not believe
it possible to find a road through. When, after a hard day’s work, we arrived
at this river by a good, easy road, making thirty-two miles in one day, he was
delighted and came to congratulate me.
Yesterday I finished a
Galaxy article, which will go in the next mail; so, you see, I am not entirely
idle. Day before yesterday I rode nearly fifty miles, arose yesterday morning,
and went to work at my article, determined to finish it before night, which I
did, amidst constant interruptions. It is now nearly midnight, and I must go to
my bed, for reveille comes at three.
As a slight evidence
that I am not very conceited regarding my personal appearance, I have not
looked in a mirror or seen the reflection of my beautiful (?) countenance,
including the fine growth of auburn whiskers, since I looked in the glass at
Lincoln.*
*This reference to the color of his beard, which he only allowed to grow
on campaigns, was a reminder of the fact upon which we had long since agreed:
that though Titian might have found beauty in that tint, we did not. On Yellowstone, at Mouth of Powder
River,
June 11th--10.30 P.M.
... This morning we
left our camp on Powder River, I acting again as guide. The expedition started
to make its way through unknown Bad Lands to the mouth of the river. General
Terry felt great anxiety in regard to the trip, as he feared that we could not
get through with the wagons. He had been down the river to its mouth with
cavalry, and he and those with him said that wagons could not make the march in
a month, and the Bad Lands looked still more impracticable. He came to my tent
before daylight, and asked me if I would try to find the road. He seems to
think I have a gift in that way, and he hoped that we might get within ten
miles of the river’s mouth to-day. What rendered our condition more
embarrassing was that the men had only rations for one day left.
I started with one
company and the scouts, and in we "plunged boldly." One company had
been sent out the previous day to look for a road, and their failure to return
the same day increased the anxiety. I thought likely they had lost their way
and had slept in the Bad Lands. Sure enough we found them about 10 A.M.
After passing through
some perfectly terrible country I finally struck a beautiful road along a high
plateau, and instead of guiding the command within ten miles of here we have
all arrived and the wagon-train beside.
If you will look on the
map near my desk you will find the mouth of Powder River and our present
location on the Yellowstone, almost due west from Lincoln. Follow up the
Yellowstone a short distance, and the first stream you come to is the Tongue
River, to which point we will move after resting three or four days. We will
there be joined by the six companies of the regiment now absent on a scout, and
I shall then select the nine companies to go with me....
The steamer Far West
leaves for Fort Buford to-morrow....As I was up at three this morning, and have
had a hard day’s march, and as it is now going on to twelve, I must hie to bed
to get a little rest and slumber....
Monday, June
12th--before Breakfast.
... I rose early this
morning, without waiting to be called to breakfast, in order that I might write
my letter. The Yellowstone is very high; steamers loaded to their utmost
capacity can go up some distance above the mouth of the Big Horn. I wanted to
send you a letter that I wished you to read and afterwards re-mail, had I not
thought you might have found an opportunity to come up the river in the
Josephine. The new supplies for our mess--of onions, potatoes, and dried
apples--have just come from the boat.
"Tuck" *
regularly comes when I am writing, and lays her head on the desk, rooting up my
hand with her long nose until I consent to stop and notice her. She and Swift,
Lady and Kaiser sleep in my tent.
* She was my husband’s favorite dog. You
need not be anxious about my leaving the column with small escorts; I scarcely
hunt any more.*...
* This letter was scorched and defaced, but fortunately I could read it
all, thanks to those who sat up all night to dry the mail. Mouth of Tongue River, June 17th.
... I fear that my last
letter, written from the mouth of Powder River, was not received in very good
condition by you. The mail was sent in a row-boat from the stockade to Buford,
under charge of a sergeant and three or four men of the 6th Infantry. Just as
they were pushing off from the Far West the boat capsized, and mail and
soldiers were thrown into the rapid current; the sergeant sank and was never
seen again. The mail was recovered, after being submerged for five or ten
minutes. Captain Marsh and several others sat up all night and dried it by the
stove. I was told that my letter to you went off all right, also my Galaxy
article. The latter was recognized by a young newspaper reporter and telegraph
operator who came up on the train with us from St. Paul, and he took special
pains in drying it.
With six companies of
the 7th, the Gatling battery, the scouts, and the pack-mules, I left the mouth
of Powder River Thursday morning, leaving all our wagons behind, and directing
our march for this point, less than forty miles distant. General Terry and
staff followed by steamer. We marched here in about one and a quarter days. The
boat arrived yesterday evening.... The officers were ordered to leave their
tents behind. They are now lying under tent-flies or in shelter-tents. When we
leave here I shall only take a tent-fly. We are living delightfully. This
morning we had a splendid dish of fried fish, which Tom, "Bos," and I
caught a few steps from my tent last evening.
The other day, on our
march from Powder River, I shot an antelope. That night, while sitting round
the camp-fire, and while Hughes was making our coffee, I roasted some of the
ribs Indian fashion, and I must say they were delicious. We all slept in the
open air around the fire, Tom and I under a fly, "Bos" and Autie Reed
on the opposite side. Tom pelted "Bos" with sticks and clods of earth
after we had retired. I don’t know what we would do without "Bos" to
tease....
Yesterday Tom and I saw
a wild-goose flying over-head quite high in the air. We were in the bushes and
could not see each other. Neither knew that the other intended to fire. Both
fired simultaneously, and down came the goose, killed. Don’t you think that
pretty good shooting for rifles?
On our march here we
passed through some very extensive Indian villages--rather the remains of
villages occupied by them last winter. I was at the head of the column as we
rode through one, and suddenly came upon a human skull lying under the remains
of an extinct fire. I halted to examine it, and lying near by I found the
uniform of a soldier. Evidently it was a cavalry uniform, as the buttons on the
overcoat had "C" on them, and the dress-coat had the yellow cord of
the cavalry uniform running through it. The skull was weather-beaten, and had
evidently been there several months. All the circumstances went to show that
the skull was that of some poor mortal who had been a prisoner in the hands of
the savages, and who doubtless had been tortured to death, probably burned....
We are expecting the
Josephine to arrive in a day or two. I hope that it will bring me a good long
letter from you, otherwise I do not feel particularly interested in her
arrival--unless, by good-luck, you should be on board; you might just as well
be here as not.... I hope to begin another Galaxy article, if the spirit is
favorable....
Mouth of Rosebud, June
21, 1876.
... Look on my map and
you will find our present location on the Yellowstone, about midway between
Tongue River and the Big Horn. The scouting-party has returned. They saw the
trail and deserted camp of a village of three hundred and eighty (380) lodges.
The trail was about one week old. The scouts reported that they could have
overtaken the village in one day and a half. I am now going to take up the
trail where the scouting-party turned back. I fear their failure to follow up
the Indians has imperilled our plans by giving the village an intimation of our
presence. Think of the valuable time lost! But I feel hopeful of accomplishing
great results. I will move directly up the valley of the Rosebud. General
Gibbon’s command and General Terry, with steamer, will proceed up the Big Horn
as far as the boat can go.... I like campaigning with pack-mules much better
than with wagons, leaving out the question of luxuries. We take no tents, and
desire none.
I now have some Crow
scouts with me, as they are familiar with the country. They are
magnificent-looking men, so much handsomer and more Indian-like than any we
have ever seen, and so jolly and sportive; nothing of the gloomy, silent
red-man about them. They have formally given themselves to me, after the usual
talk. In their speech they said they had heard that I never abandoned a trail;
that when my food gave out I ate mule. That was the kind of a man they wanted
to fight under; they were willing to eat mule too.
I am going to send six
Ree scouts to Powder River with the mail; from there it will go with other
scouts to Fort Buford....
June 22d--11 A.M.
...I have but a few
moments to write, as we move at twelve, and I have my hands full of
preparations for the scout.... Do not be anxious about me. You would be
surprised to know how closely I obey your instructions about keeping with the
column. I hope to have a good report to send you by the next mail... A success
will start us all towards Lincoln....
I send you an extract
from General Terry’s official order, knowing how keenly you appreciate words of
commendation and confidence, such as the following: "It is of course
impossible to give you any definite instructions in regard to this movement;
and were it not impossible to do so, the Department Commander places too much
confidence in your zeal, energy, and ability to wish to impose upon you precise
orders, which might hamper your action when nearly in contact with the
enemy."
THE END.