NONE of them knew the
color of the sky. Their eyes glanced level, and were fastened upon the waves
that swept toward them. These waves were of the hue of slate, save for the
tops, which were of foaming white, and all of the men knew the colors of the
sea. The horizon narrowed and widened, and dipped and rose, and at all times
its edge was jagged with waves that seemed thrust up in points like rocks.
Many a man ought to
have a bath-tub larger than the boat which here rode upon the sea. These waves
were most wrongfully and barbarously abrupt and tall, and each froth-top was a
problem in small boat navigation.
The cook squatted in
the bottom and looked with both eyes at the six inches of gunwale which
separated him from the ocean. His sleeves were rolled over his fat forearms,
and the two flaps of his unbuttoned vest dangled as he bent to bail out the
boat. Often he said: "Gawd! That was a narrow clip." As he remarked
it he invariably gazed eastward over the broken sea.
The oiler, steering
with one of the two oars in the boat, sometimes raised himself suddenly to keep
clear of water that swirled in over the stern. It was a thin little oar and it
seemed often ready to snap.
The correspondent,
pulling at the other oar, watched the waves and wondered why he was there.
The injured captain,
lying in the bow, was at this time buried in that profound dejection and
indifference which comes, temporarily at least, to even the bravest and most
enduring when, willy nilly, the firm fails, the army loses, the ship goes down.
The mind of the master of a vessel is rooted deep in the timbers of her, though
he command for a day or a decade, and this captain had on him the stern
impression of a scene in the grays of dawn of seven turned faces, and later a
stump of a top-mast with a white ball on it that slashed to and fro at the
waves, went low and lower, and down. Thereafter there was something strange in
his voice. Although steady, it was deep with mourning, and of a quality beyond
oration or tears.
"Keep'er a little
more south, Billie," said he.
"'A little more
south,' sir," said the oiler in the stern.
A seat in this boat was
not unlike a seat upon a bucking broncho, and, by the same token, a broncho is
not much smaller. The craft pranced and reared, and plunged like an animal. As
each wave came, and she rose for it, she seemed like a horse making at a fence
outrageously high. The manner of her scramble over these walls of water is a
mystic thing, and, moreover, at the top of them were ordinarily these problems
in white water, the foam racing down from the summit of each wave, requiring a
new leap, and a leap from the air. Then, after scornfully bumping a crest, she
would slide, and race, and splash down a long incline and arrive bobbing and
nodding in front of the next menace.
A singular disadvantage
of the sea lies in the fact that after successfully surmounting one wave you
discover that there is another behind it just as important and just as
nervously anxious to do something effective in the way of swamping boats. In a
ten- foot dingey one can get an idea of the resources of the sea in the line of
waves that is not probable to the average experience, which is never at sea in
a dingey. As each slaty wall of water approached, it shut all else from the
view of the men in the boat, and it was not difficult to imagine that this
particular wave was the final outburst of the ocean, the last effort of the
grim water. There was a terrible grace in the move of the waves, and they came
in silence, save for the snarling of the crests.
In the wan light, the
faces of the men must have been gray. Their eyes must have glinted in strange
ways as they gazed steadily astern. Viewed from a balcony, the whole thing
would doubtlessly have been weirdly picturesque. But the men in the boat had no
time to see it, and if they had had leisure there were other things to occupy
their minds. The sun swung steadily up the sky, and they knew it was broad day
because the color of the sea changed from slate to emerald-green, streaked with
amber lights, and the foam was like tumbling snow. The process of the breaking
day was unknown to them. They were aware only of this effect upon the color of
the waves that rolled toward them.
In disjointed sentences
the cook and the correspondent argued as to the difference between a
life-saving station and a house of refuge. The cook had said: "There's a
house of refuge just north of the Mosquito Inlet Light, and as soon as they see
us, they'll come off in their boat and pick us up."
"As soon as who
see us?" said the correspondent.
"The crew,"
said the cook.
"Houses of refuge
don't have crews," said the correspondent. "As I understand them,
they are only places where clothes and grub are stored for the benefit of
shipwrecked people. They don't carry crews."
"Oh, yes, they
do," said the cook.
"No, they
don't," said the correspondent.
"Well, we're not
there yet, anyhow," said the oiler, in the stern.
"Well," said
the cook, "perhaps it's not a house of refuge that I'm thinking of as
being near Mosquito Inlet Light. Perhaps it's a life-saving station."
"We're not there
yet," said the oiler, in the stern.
As the boat bounced
from the top of each wave, the wind tore through the hair of the hatless men,
and as the craft plopped her stern down again the spray slashed past them. The
crest of each of these waves was a hill, from the top of which the men
surveyed, for a moment, a broad tumultuous expanse; shining and wind-riven. It
was probably splendid. It was probably glorious, this play of the free sea,
wild with lights of emerald and white and amber.
"Bully good thing
it's an on-shore wind," said the cook. "If not, where would we be?
Wouldn't have a show."
"That's
right," said the correspondent.
The busy oiler nodded
his assent.
Then the captain, in
the bow, chuckled in a way that expressed humor, contempt, tragedy, all in one.
"Do you think we've got much of a show, now, boys?" said he.
Whereupon the three
were silent, save for a trifle of hemming and hawing. To express any particular
optimism at this time they felt to be childish and stupid, but they all
doubtless possessed this sense of the situation in their mind. A young man
thinks doggedly at such times. On the other hand, the ethics of their condition
was decidedly against any open suggestion of hopelessness. So they were silent.
"Oh, well,"
said the captain, soothing his children, "we'll get ashore all
right."
But there was that in
his tone which made them think, so the oiler quoth: "Yes! If this wind
holds!"
The cook was bailing:
"Yes! If we don't catch hell in the surf."
Canton flannel gulls
flew near and far. Sometimes they sat down on the sea, near patches of brown
sea-weed that rolled over the waves with a movement like carpets on line in a
gale. The birds sat comfortably in groups, and they were envied by some in the
dingey, for the wrath of the sea was no more to them than it was to a covey of
prairie chickens a thousand miles inland. Often they came very close and stared
at the men with black bead-like eyes. At these times they were uncanny and
sinister in their unblinking scrutiny, and the men hooted angrily at them,
telling them to be gone. One came, and evidently decided to alight on the top
of the captain's head. The bird flew parallel to the boat and did not circle,
but made short sidelong jumps in the air in chicken-fashion. His black eyes
were wistfully fixed upon the captain's head. "Ugly brute," said the
oiler to the bird. "You look as if you were made with a jack-knife."
The cook and the correspondent swore darkly at the creature. The captain
naturally wished to knock it away with the end of the heavy painter, but he did
not dare do it, because anything resembling an emphatic gesture would have
capsized this freighted boat, and so with his open hand, the captain gently and
carefully waved the gull away. After it had been discouraged from the pursuit
the captain breathed easier on account of his hair, and others breathed easier
because the bird struck their minds at this time as being somehow grewsome and
ominous.
In the meantime the
oiler and the correspondent rowed. And also they rowed.
They sat together in
the same seat, and each rowed an oar. Then the oiler took both oars; then the
correspondent took both oars; then the oiler; then the correspondent. They
rowed and they rowed. The very ticklish part of the business was when the time
came for the reclining one in the stern to take his turn at the oars. By the
very last star of truth, it is easier to steal eggs from under a hen than it
was to change seats in the dingey. First the man in the stern slid his hand
along the thwart and moved with care, as if he were of Sevres. Then the man in
the rowing seat slid his hand along the other thwart. It was all done with the
most extraordinary care. As the two sidled past each other, the whole party
kept watchful eyes on the coming wave, and the captain cried: "Look out
now! Steady there!"
The brown mats of
sea-weed that appeared from time to time were like islands, bits of earth. They
were travelling, apparently, neither one way nor the other. They were, to all
intents stationary. They informed the men in the boat that it was making
progress slowly toward the land.
The captain, rearing
cautiously in the bow, after the dingey soared on a great swell, said that he
had seen the lighthouse at Mosquito Inlet. Presently the cook remarked that he
had seen it. The correspondent was at the oars, then, and for some reason he too
wished to look at the lighthouse, but his back was toward the far shore and the
waves were important, and for some time he could not seize an opportunity to
turn his head. But at last there came a wave more gentle than the others, and
when at the crest of it he swiftly scoured the western horizon.
"See it?"
said the captain.
"No," said
the correspondent, slowly, "I didn't see anything."
"Look again,"
said the captain. He pointed. "It's exactly in that direction."
At the top of another
wave, the correspondent did as he was bid, and this time his eyes chanced on a
small still thing on the edge of the swaying horizon. It was precisely like the
point of a pin. It took an anxious eye to find a lighthouse so tiny.
"Think we'll make
it, captain?"
"If this wind
holds and the boat don't swamp, we can't do much else," said the captain.
The little boat, lifted
by each towering sea, and splashed viciously by the crests, made progress that
in the absence of sea- weed was not apparent to those in her. She seemed just a
wee thing wallowing, miraculously, top-up, at the mercy of five oceans.
Occasionally, a great spread of water, like white flames, swarmed into her.
"Bail her,
cook," said the captain, serenely.
"All right,
captain," said the cheerful cook.
IT would be difficult
to describe the subtle brotherhood of men that was here established on the
seas. No one said that it was so. No one mentioned it. But it dwelt in the
boat, and each man felt it warm him. They were a captain, an oiler, a cook, and
a correspondent, and they were friends, friends in a more curiously iron-bound
degree than may be common. The hurt captain, lying against the water-jar in the
bow, spoke always in a low voice and calmly, but he could never command a more
ready and swiftly obedient crew than the motley three of the dingey. It was
more than a mere recognition of what was best for the common safety. There was
surely in it a quality that was personal and heartfelt. And after this devotion
to the commander of the boat there was this comradeship that the correspondent,
for instance, who had been taught to be cynical of men, knew even at the time
was the best experience of his life. But no one said that it was so. No one
mentioned it.
"I wish we had a
sail," remarked the captain. "We might try my overcoat on the end of
an oar and give you two boys a chance to rest." So the cook and the
correspondent held the mast and spread wide the overcoat. The oiler steered,
and the little boat made good way with her new rig. Sometimes the oiler had to
scull sharply to keep a sea from breaking into the boat, but otherwise sailing
was a success.
Meanwhile the
light-house had been growing slowly larger. It had now almost assumed color,
and appeared like a little gray shadow on the sky. The man at the oars could
not be prevented from turning his head rather often to try for a glimpse of
this little gray shadow.
At last, from the top
of each wave the men in the tossing boat could see land. Even as the
light-house was an upright shadow on the sky, this land seemed but a long black
shadow on the sea. It certainly was thinner than paper. "We must be about
opposite New Smyrna," said the cook, who had coasted this shore often in
schooners. "Captain, by the way, I believe they abandoned that life-saving
station there about a year ago."
"Did they?"
said the captain.
The wind slowly died
away. The cook and the correspondent were not now obliged to slave in order to
hold high the oar. But the waves continued their old impetuous swooping at the
dingey, and the little craft, no longer under way, struggled woundily over
them. The oiler or the correspondent took the oars again.
Shipwrecks are apropos
of nothing. If men could only train for them and have them occur when the men
had reached pink condition, there would be less drowning at sea. Of the four in
the dingey none had slept any time worth mentioning for two days and two nights
previous to embarking in the dingey, and in the excitement of clambering about
the deck of a foundering ship they had also forgotten to eat heartily.
For these reasons, and
for others, neither the oiler nor the correspondent was fond of rowing at this
time. The correspondent wondered ingenuously how in the name of all that was
sane could there be people who thought it amusing to row a boat. It was not an
amusement; it was a diabolical punishment, and even a genius of mental
aberrations could never conclude that it was anything but a horror to the
muscles and a crime against the back. He mentioned to the boat in general how the
amusement of rowing struck him, and the weary-faced oiler smiled in full
sympathy. Previously to the foundering, by the way, the oiler had worked
double-watch in the engine-room of the ship.
"Take her easy,
now, boys," said the captain. "Don't spend yourselves. If we have to
run a surf you'll need all your strength, because we'll sure have to swim for
it. Take your time."
Slowly the land arose
from the sea. From a black line it became a line of black and a line of white,
trees, and sand. Finally, the captain said that he could make out a house on
the shore. "That's the house of refuge, sure," said the cook.
"They'll see us before long, and come out after us."
The distant light-house
reared high. "The keeper ought to be able to make us out now, if he's
looking through a glass," said the captain. "He'll notify the
life-saving people."
"None of those
other boats could have got ashore to give word of the wreck," said the
oiler, in a low voice. "Else the life-boat would be out hunting us."
Slowly and beautifully
the land loomed out of the sea. The wind came again. It had veered from the
northeast to the southeast. Finally, a new sound struck the ears of the men in
the boat. It was the low thunder of the surf on the shore. "We'll never be
able to make the light-house now," said the captain. "Swing her head
a little more north, Billie," said the captain.
"'A little more
north,' sir," said the oiler.
Whereupon the little
boat turned her nose once more down the wind, and all but the oarsman watched
the shore grow. Under the influence of this expansion doubt and direful
apprehension was leaving the minds of the men. The management of the boat was
still most absorbing, but it could not prevent a quiet cheerfulness. In an
hour, perhaps, they would be ashore.
Their back-bones had
become thoroughly used to balancing in the boat and they now rode this wild
colt of a dingey like circus men. The correspondent thought that he had been
drenched to the skin, but happening to feel in the top pocket of his coat, he
found therein eight cigars. Four of them were soaked with sea-water; four were
perfectly scatheless. After a search, somebody produced three dry matches, and
thereupon the four waifs rode in their little boat, and with an assurance of an
impending rescue shining in their eyes, puffed at the big cigars and judged
well and ill of all men. Everybody took a drink of water.
"COOK,"
remarked the captain, "there don't seem to be any signs of life about your
house of refuge."
"No," replied
the cook. "Funny they don't see us!"
A broad stretch of
lowly coast lay before the eyes of the men. It was of low dunes topped with
dark vegetation. The roar of the surf was plain, and sometimes they could see the
white lip of a wave as it spun up the beach. A tiny house was blocked out black
upon the sky. Southward, the slim light-house lifted its little gray length.
Tide, wind, and waves
were swinging the dingey northward. "Funny they don't see us," said
the men.
The surf's roar was
here dulled, but its tone was, nevertheless, thunderous and mighty. As the boat
swam over the great rollers, the men sat listening to this roar. "We'll
swamp sure," said everybody.
It is fair to say here
that there was not a life-saving station within twenty miles in either
direction, but the men did not know this fact and in consequence they made dark
and opprobrious remarks concerning the eyesight of the nation's life- savers.
Four scowling men sat in the dingey and surpassed records in the invention of
epithets.
"Funny they don't
see us."
The light-heartedness
of a former time had completely faded. To their sharpened minds it was easy to
conjure pictures of all kinds of incompetency and blindness and indeed,
cowardice. There was the shore of the populous land, and it was bitter and
bitter to them that from it came no sign.
"Well," said
the captain, ultimately, "I suppose we'll have to make a try for
ourselves. If we stay out here too long, we'll none of us have strength left to
swim after the boat swamps."
And so the oiler, who
was at the oars, turned the boat straight for the shore. There was a sudden
tightening of muscles. There was some thinking.
"If we don't all
get ashore--" said the captain. "If we don't all get ashore, I
suppose you fellows know where to send news of my finish?"
They then briefly
exchanged some addresses and admonitions. As for the reflections of the men,
there was a great deal of rage in them. Perchance they might be formulated
thus: "If I am going to be drowned--if I am going to be drowned--if I am
going to be drowned, why, in the name of the seven mad gods who rule the sea,
was I allowed to come thus far and contemplate sand and trees? Was I brought
here merely to have my nose dragged away as I was about to nibble the sacred
cheese of life? It is preposterous. If this old ninny-woman, Fate, cannot do
better than this, she should be deprived of the management of men's fortunes.
She is an old hen who knows not her intention. If she has decided to drown me,
why did she not do it in the beginning and save me all this trouble. The whole
affair is absurd. . . . But, no, she cannot mean to drown me. She dare not
drown me. She cannot drown me. Not after all this work." Afterward the man
might have had an impulse to shake his fist at the clouds: "Just you drown
me, now, and then hear what I call you!"
The billows that came
at this time were more formidable. They seemed always just about to break and
roll over the little boat in a turmoil of foam. There was a preparatory and
long growl in the speech of them. No mind unused to the sea would have
concluded that the dingey could ascend these sheer heights in time. The shore
was still afar. The oiler was a wily surfman. "Boys," he said,
swiftly, "she won't live three minutes more and we're too far out to swim.
Shall I take her to sea again, captain?"
"Yes! Go
ahead!" said the captain.
This oiler, by a series
of quick miracles, and fast and steady oarsmanship, turned the boat in the
middle of the surf and took her safely to sea again.
There was a
considerable silence as the boat bumped over the furrowed sea to deeper water.
Then somebody in gloom spoke. "Well, anyhow, they must have seen us from
the shore by now."
The gulls went in
slanting flight up the wind toward the gray desolate east. A squall, marked by
dingy clouds, and clouds brick- red, like smoke from a burning building,
appeared from the southeast.
"What do you think
of those life-saving people? Ain't they peaches?"
"Funny they
haven't seen us."
"Maybe they think
we're out here for sport! Maybe they think we're fishin'. Maybe they think
we're damned fools."
It was a long
afternoon. A changed tide tried to force them southward, but wind and wave said
northward. Far ahead, where coast-line, sea, and sky formed their mighty angle,
there were little dots which seemed to indicate a city on the shore.
"St.
Augustine?"
The captain shook his
head. "Too near Mosquito Inlet."
And the oiler rowed,
and then the correspondent rowed. Then the oiler rowed. It was a weary
business. The human back can become the seat of more aches and pains than are
registered in books for the composite anatomy of a regiment. It is a limited
area, but it can become the theatre of innumerable muscular conflicts, tangles,
wrenches, knots, and other comforts.
"Did you ever like
to row, Billie?" asked the correspondent.
"No," said
the oiler. "Hang it."
When one exchanged the
rowing-seat for a place in the bottom of the boat, he suffered a bodily
depression that caused him to be careless of everything save an obligation to
wiggle one finger. There was cold sea-water swashing to and fro in the boat,
and he lay in it. His head, pillowed on a thwart, was within an inch of the
swirl of a wave crest, and sometimes a particularly obstreperous sea came
in-board and drenched him once more. But these matters did not annoy him. It is
almost certain that if the boat had capsized he would have tumbled comfortably
out upon the ocean as if he felt sure it was a great soft mattress.
"Look! There's a
man on the shore!"
"Where?"
"There! See 'im?
See 'im?"
"Yes, sure! He's
walking along."
"Now he's stopped.
Look! He's facing us!"
"He's waving at
us!"
"So he is! By
thunder!"
"Ah, now, we're
all right! Now we're all right! There'll be a boat out here for us in half an
hour."
"He's going on.
He's running. He's going up to that house there."
The remote beach seemed
lower than the sea, and it required a searching glance to discern the little
black figure. The captain saw a floating stick and they rowed to it. A
bath-towel was by some weird chance in the boat, and, tying this on the stick,
the captain waved it. The oarsman did not dare turn his head, so he was obliged
to ask questions.
"What's he doing
now?"
"He's standing
still again. He's looking, I think. . . . There he goes again. Toward the
house. . . . Now he's stopped again."
"Is he waving at
us?"
"No, not now! he
was, though."
"Look! There comes
another man!"
"He's
running."
"Look at him go,
would you."
"Why, he's on a
bicycle. Now he's met the other man. They're both waving at us. Look!"
"There comes
something up the beach."
"What the devil is
that thing?"
"Why, it looks
like a boat."
"Why, certainly
it's a boat."
"No, it's on
wheels."
"Yes, so it is.
Well, that must be the life-boat. They drag them along shore on a wagon."
"That's the
life-boat, sure."
"No, by ----,
it's--it's an omnibus."
"I tell you it's a
life-boat."
"It is not! It's
an omnibus. I can see it plain. See? One of these big hotel omnibuses."
"By thunder,
you're right. It's an omnibus, sure as fate. What do you suppose they are doing
with an omnibus? Maybe they are going around collecting the life-crew,
hey?"
"That's it,
likely. Look! There's a fellow waving a little black flag. He's standing on the
steps of the omnibus. There come those other two fellows. Now they're all
talking together. Look at the fellow with the flag. Maybe he ain't waving
it."
"That ain't a
flag, is it? That's his coat. Why, certainly, that's his coat."
"So it is. It's
his coat. He's taken it off and is waving it around his head. But would you
look at him swing it."
"Oh, say, there
isn't any life-saving station there. That's just a winter resort hotel omnibus
that has brought over some of the boarders to see us drown."
"What's that idiot
with the coat mean? What's he signaling, anyhow?"
"It looks as if he
were trying to tell us to go north. There must be a life-saving station up
there."
"No! He thinks
we're fishing. Just giving us a merry hand. See? Ah, there, Willie."
"Well, I wish I
could make something out of those signals. What do you suppose he means?"
"He don't mean
anything. He's just playing."
"Well, if he'd
just signal us to try the surf again, or to go to sea and wait, or go north, or
go south, or go to hell--there would be some reason in it. But look at him. He
just stands there and keeps his coat revolving like a wheel. The ass!"
"There come more
people."
"Now there's quite
a mob. Look! Isn't that a boat?"
"Where? Oh, I see
where you mean. No, that's no boat."
"That fellow is
still waving his coat."
"He must think we
like to see him do that. Why don't he quit it. It don't mean anything."
"I don't know. I
think he is trying to make us go north. It must be that there's a life-saving
station there somewhere."
"Say, he ain't
tired yet. Look at 'im wave."
"Wonder how long
he can keep that up. He's been revolving his coat ever since he caught sight of
us. He's an idiot. Why aren't they getting men to bring a boat out. A fishing
boat--one of those big yawls--could come out here all right. Why don't he do
something?"
"Oh, it's all
right, now."
"They'll have a
boat out here for us in less than no time, now that they've seen us."
A faint yellow tone
came into the sky over the low land. The shadows on the sea slowly deepened.
The wind bore coldness with it, and the men began to shiver.
"Holy smoke!"
said one, allowing his voice to express his impious mood, "if we keep on
monkeying out here! If we've got to flounder out here all night!"
"Oh, we'll never
have to stay here all night! Don't you worry. They've seen us now, and it won't
be long before they'll come chasing out after us."
The shore grew dusky.
The man waving a coat blended gradually into this gloom, and it swallowed in
the same manner the omnibus and the group of people. The spray, when it dashed
uproariously over the side, made the voyagers shrink and swear like men who
were being branded.
"I'd like to catch
the chump who waved the coat. I feel like soaking him one, just for luck."
"Why? What did he
do?"
"Oh, nothing, but
then he seemed so damned cheerful."
In the meantime the
oiler rowed, and then the correspondent rowed, and then the oiler rowed.
Gray-faced and bowed forward, they mechanically, turn by turn, plied the leaden
oars. The form of the light-house had vanished from the southern horizon, but
finally a pale star appeared, just lifting from the sea. The streaked saffron
in the west passed before the all-merging darkness, and the sea to the east was
black. The land had vanished, and was expressed only by the low and drear
thunder of the surf.
"If I am going to
be drowned--if I am going to be drowned--if I am going to be drowned, why, in
the name of the seven mad gods, who rule the sea, was I allowed to come thus
far and contemplate sand and trees? Was I brought here merely to have my nose
dragged away as I was about to nibble the sacred cheese of life?"
The patient captain,
drooped over the water-jar, was sometimes obliged to speak to the oarsman.
"Keep her head up!
Keep her head up!"
"'Keep her head
up,' sir." The voices were weary and low.
This was surely a quiet
evening. All save the oarsman lay heavily and listlessly in the boat's bottom.
As for him, his eyes were just capable of noting the tall black waves that
swept forward in a most sinister silence, save for an occasional subdued growl
of a crest.
The cook's head was on
a thwart, and he looked without interest at the water under his nose. He was
deep in other scenes. Finally he spoke. "Billie," he murmured,
dreamfully, "what kind of pie do you like best?"
"PIE," said
the oiler and the correspondent, agitatedly. "Don't talk about those
things, blast you!"
"Well," said
the cook, "I was just thinking about ham sandwiches, and--"
A night on the sea in
an open boat is a long night. As darkness settled finally, the shine of the
light, lifting from the sea in the south, changed to full gold. On the northern
horizon a new light appeared, a small bluish gleam on the edge of the waters.
These two lights were the furniture of the world. Otherwise there was nothing
but waves.
Two men huddled in the
stern, and distances were so magnificent in the dingey that the rower was
enabled to keep his feet partly warmed by thrusting them under his companions.
Their legs indeed extended far under the rowing-seat until they touched the
feet of the captain forward. Sometimes, despite the efforts of the tired
oarsman, a wave came piling into the boat, an icy wave of the night, and the
chilling water soaked them anew. They would twist their bodies for a moment and
groan, and sleep the dead sleep once more, while the water in the boat gurgled
about them as the craft rocked.
The plan of the oiler
and the correspondent was for one to row until he lost the ability, and then
arouse the other from his sea- water couch in the bottom of the boat.
The oiler plied the
oars until his head drooped forward, and the overpowering sleep blinded him.
And he rowed yet afterward. Then he touched a man in the bottom of the boat,
and called his name. "Will you spell me for a little while?" he said,
meekly.
"Sure,
Billie," said the correspondent, awakening and dragging himself to a
sitting position. They exchanged places carefully, and the oiler, cuddling down
to the sea-water at the cook's side, seemed to go to sleep instantly.
The particular violence
of the sea had ceased. The waves came without snarling. The obligation of the
man at the oars was to keep the boat headed so that the tilt of the rollers
would not capsize her, and to preserve her from filling when the crests rushed
past. The black waves were silent and hard to be seen in the darkness. Often
one was almost upon the boat before the oarsman was aware.
In a low voice the
correspondent addressed the captain. He was not sure that the captain was
awake, although this iron man seemed to be always awake. "Captain, shall I
keep her making for that light north, sir?"
The same steady voice
answered him. "Yes. Keep it about two points off the port bow."
The cook had tied a
life-belt around himself in order to get even the warmth which this clumsy cork
contrivance could donate, and he seemed almost stove-like when a rower, whose
teeth invariably chattered wildly as soon as he ceased his labor, dropped down
to sleep.
The correspondent, as
he rowed, looked down at the two men sleeping under foot. The cook's arm was
around the oiler's shoulders, and, with their fragmentary clothing and haggard
faces, they were the babes of the sea, a grotesque rendering of the old babes
in the wood.
Later he must have
grown stupid at his work, for suddenly there was a growling of water, and a
crest came with a roar and a swash into the boat, and it was a wonder that it
did not set the cook afloat in his life-belt. The cook continued to sleep, but
the oiler sat up, blinking his eyes and shaking with the new cold.
"Oh, I'm awful
sorry, Billie," said the correspondent, contritely.
"That's all right,
old boy," said the oiler, and lay down again and was asleep.
Presently it seemed
that even the captain dozed, and the correspondent thought that he was the one
man afloat on all the oceans. The wind had a voice as it came over the waves,
and it was sadder than the end.
There was a long, loud
swishing astern of the boat, and a gleaming trail of phosphorescence, like blue
flame, was furrowed on the black waters. It might have been made by a monstrous
knife.
Then there came a
stillness, while the correspondent breathed with the open mouth and looked at
the sea.
Suddenly there was
another swish and another long flash of bluish light, and this time it was
alongside the boat, and might almost have been reached with an oar. The
correspondent saw an enormous fin speed like a shadow through the water,
hurling the crystalline spray and leaving the long glowing trail.
The correspondent
looked over his shoulder at the captain. His face was hidden, and he seemed to
be asleep. He looked at the babes of the sea. They certainly were asleep. So,
being bereft of sympathy, he leaned a little way to one side and swore softly
into the sea.
But the thing did not
then leave the vicinity of the boat. Ahead or astern, on one side or the other,
at intervals long or short, fled the long sparkling streak, and there was to be
heard the whiroo of the dark fin. The speed and power of the thing was greatly
to be admired. It cut the water like a gigantic and keen projectile.
The presence of this
biding thing did not affect the man with the same horror that it would if he
had been a picnicker. He simply looked at the sea dully and swore in an
undertone.
Nevertheless, it is
true that he did not wish to be alone with the thing. He wished one of his
companions to awaken by chance and keep him company with it. But the captain
hung motionless over the water-jar and the oiler and the cook in the bottom of
the boat were plunged in slumber.
"IF I am going to
be drowned--if I am going to be drowned--if I am going to be drowned, why, in
the name of the seven mad gods, who rule the sea, was I allowed to come thus
far and contemplate sand and trees?"
During this dismal
night, it may be remarked that a man would conclude that it was really the
intention of the seven mad gods to drown him, despite the abominable injustice
of it. For it was certainly an abominable injustice to drown a man who had
worked so hard, so hard. The man felt it would be a crime most unnatural. Other
people had drowned at sea since galleys swarmed with painted sails, but still--
When it occurs to a man
that nature does not regard him as important, and that she feels she would not
maim the universe by disposing of him, he at first wishes to throw bricks at
the temple, and he hates deeply the fact that there are no bricks and no
temples. Any visible expression of nature would surely be pelleted with his
jeers.
Then, if there be no
tangible thing to hoot he feels, perhaps, the desire to confront a
personification and indulge in pleas, bowed to one knee, and with hands
supplicant, saying: "Yes, but I love myself."
A high cold star on a
winter's night is the word he feels that she says to him. Thereafter he knows
the pathos of his situation.
The men in the dingey
had not discussed these matters, but each had, no doubt, reflected upon them in
silence and according to his mind. There was seldom any expression upon their
faces save the general one of complete weariness. Speech was devoted to the
business of the boat.
To chime the notes of
his emotion, a verse mysteriously entered the correspondent's head. He had even
forgotten that he had forgotten this verse, but it suddenly was in his mind. A
soldier of the Legion lay dying in Algiers, There was lack of woman's nursing,
there was dearth of woman's tears; But a comrade stood beside him, and he took
that comrade's hand And he said: "I shall never see my own, my native
land."
In his childhood, the
correspondent had been made acquainted with the fact that a soldier of the
Legion lay dying in Algiers, but he had never regarded the fact as important.
Myriads of his school-fellows had informed him of the soldier's plight, but the
dinning had naturally ended by making him perfectly indifferent. He had never
considered it his affair that a soldier of the Legion lay dying in Algiers, nor
had it appeared to him as a matter for sorrow. It was less to him than breaking
of a pencil's point.
Now, however, it
quaintly came to him as a human, living thing. It was no longer merely a
picture of a few throes in the breast of a poet, meanwhile drinking tea and
warming his feet at the grate; it was an actuality--stern, mournful, and fine.
The correspondent
plainly saw the soldier. He lay on the sand with his feet out straight and
still. While his pale left hand was upon his chest in an attempt to thwart the
going of his life, the blood came between his fingers. In the far Algerian distance,
a city of low square forms was set against a sky that was faint with the last
sunset hues. The correspondent, plying the oars and dreaming of the slow and
slower movements of the lips of the soldier, was moved by a profound and
perfectly impersonal comprehension. He was sorry for the soldier of the Legion
who lay dying in Algiers.
The thing which had
followed the boat and waited had evidently grown bored at the delay. There was
no longer to be heard the slash of the cut-water, and there was no longer the
flame of the long trail. The light in the north still glimmered, but it was
apparently no nearer to the boat. Sometimes the boom of the surf rang in the
correspondent's ears, and he turned the craft seaward then and rowed harder.
Southward, someone had evidently built a watch-fire on the beach. It was too
low and too far to be seen, but it made a shimmering, roseate reflection upon
the bluff back of it, and this could be discerned from the boat. The wind came
stronger, and sometimes a wave suddenly raged out like a mountain- cat and
there was to be seen the sheen and sparkle of a broken crest.
The captain, in the
bow, moved on his water-jar and sat erect. "Pretty long night," he
observed to the correspondent. He looked at the shore. "Those life-saving
people take their time."
"Did you see that
shark playing around?"
"Yes, I saw him.
He was a big fellow, all right."
"Wish I had known
you were awake."
Later the correspondent
spoke into the bottom of the boat.
"Billie!"
There was a slow and gradual disentanglement. "Billie, will you spell
me?"
"Sure," said
the oiler.
As soon as the
correspondent touched the cold comfortable sea- water in the bottom of the
boat, and had huddled close to the cook's life-belt he was deep in sleep,
despite the fact that his teeth played all the popular airs. This sleep was so
good to him that it was but a moment before he heard a voice call his name in a
tone that demonstrated the last stages of exhaustion. "Will you spell
me?"
"Sure,
Billie."
The light in the north
had mysteriously vanished, but the correspondent took his course from the
wide-awake captain.
Later in the night they
took the boat farther out to sea, and the captain directed the cook to take one
oar at the stern and keep the boat facing the seas. He was to call out if he
should hear the thunder of the surf. This plan enabled the oiler and the
correspondent to get respite together. "We'll give those boys a chance to
get into shape again," said the captain. They curled down and, after a few
preliminary chatterings and trembles, slept once more the dead sleep. Neither
knew they had bequeathed to the cook the company of another shark, or perhaps
the same shark.
As the boat caroused on
the waves, spray occasionally bumped over the side and gave them a fresh
soaking, but this had no power to break their repose. The ominous slash of the
wind and the water affected them as it would have affected mummies.
"Boys," said
the cook, with the notes of every reluctance in his voice, "she's drifted
in pretty close. I guess one of you had better take her to sea again." The
correspondent, aroused, heard the crash of the toppled crests.
As he was rowing, the
captain gave him some whiskey and water, and this steadied the chills out of
him. "If I ever get ashore and anybody shows me even a photograph of an
oar--"
At last there was a
short conversation.
"Billie. . . .
Billie, will you spell me?"
"Sure," said
the oiler.
WHEN the correspondent
again opened his eyes, the sea and the sky were each of the gray hue of the
dawning. Later, carmine and gold was painted upon the waters. The morning
appeared finally, in its splendor with a sky of pure blue, and the sunlight
flamed on the tips of the waves.
On the distant dunes were
set many little black cottages, and a tall white wind-mill reared above them.
No man, nor dog, nor bicycle appeared on the beach. The cottages might have
formed a deserted village.
The voyagers scanned
the shore. A conference was held in the boat. "Well," said the
captain, "if no help is coming, we might better try a run through the surf
right away. If we stay out here much longer we will be too weak to do anything
for ourselves at all." The others silently acquiesced in this reasoning.
The boat was headed for the beach. The correspondent wondered if none ever
ascended the tall wind-tower, and if then they never looked seaward. This tower
was a giant, standing with its back to the plight of the ants. It represented
in a degree, to the correspondent, the serenity of nature amid the struggles of
the individual--nature in the wind, and nature in the vision of men. She did
not seem cruel to him, nor beneficent, nor treacherous, nor wise. But she was
indifferent, flatly indifferent. It is, perhaps, plausible that a man in this
situation, impressed with the unconcern of the universe, should see the
innumerable flaws of his life and have them taste wickedly in his mind and wish
for another chance. A distinction between right and wrong seems absurdly clear
to him, then, in this new ignorance of the grave-edge, and he understands that
if he were given another opportunity he would mend his conduct and his words,
and be better and brighter during an introduction, or at a tea.
"Now, boys,"
said the captain, "she is going to swamp sure. All we can do is to work
her in as far as possible, and then when she swamps, pile out and scramble for
the beach. Keep cool now and don't jump until she swamps sure."
The oiler took the
oars. Over his shoulders he scanned the surf. "Captain," he said,
"I think I'd better bring her about, and keep her head-on to the seas and
back her in."
"All right,
Billie," said the captain. "Back her in." The oiler swung the
boat then and, seated in the stern, the cook and the correspondent were obliged
to look over their shoulders to contemplate the lonely and indifferent shore.
The monstrous inshore
rollers heaved the boat high until the men were again enabled to see the white
sheets of water scudding up the slanted beach. "We won't get in very
close," said the captain. Each time a man could wrest his attention from
the rollers, he turned his glance toward the shore, and in the expression of
the eyes during this contemplation there was a singular quality. The
correspondent, observing the others, knew that they were not afraid, but the
full meaning of their glances was shrouded.
As for himself, he was
too tired to grapple fundamentally with the fact. He tried to coerce his mind
into thinking of it, but the mind was dominated at this time by the muscles,
and the muscles said they did not care. It merely occurred to him that if he
should drown it would be a shame.
There were no hurried
words, no pallor, no plain agitation. The men simply looked at the shore.
"Now, remember to get well clear of the boat when you jump," said the
captain.
Seaward the crest of a
roller suddenly fell with a thunderous crash, and the long white comber came
roaring down upon the boat.
"Steady now,"
said the captain. The men were silent. They turned their eyes from the shore to
the comber and waited. The boat slid up the incline, leaped at the furious top,
bounced over it, and swung down the long back of the waves. Some water had been
shipped and the cook bailed it out.
But the next crest
crashed also. The tumbling boiling flood of white water caught the boat and
whirled it almost perpendicular. Water swarmed in from all sides. The
correspondent had his hands on the gunwale at this time, and when the water
entered at that place he swiftly withdrew his fingers, as if he objected to
wetting them.
The little boat,
drunken with this weight of water, reeled and snuggled deeper into the sea.
"Bail her out,
cook! Bail her out," said the captain.
"All right,
captain," said the cook.
"Now, boys, the
next one will do for us, sure," said the oiler. "Mind to jump clear
of the boat."
The third wave moved
forward, huge, furious, implacable. It fairly swallowed the dingey, and almost
simultaneously the men tumbled into the sea. A piece of life-belt had lain in
the bottom of the boat, and as the correspondent went overboard he held this to
his chest with his left hand.
The January water was
icy, and he reflected immediately that it was colder than he had expected to
find it off the coast of Florida. This appeared to his dazed mind as a fact
important enough to be noted at the time. The coldness of the water was sad; it
was tragic. This fact was somehow mixed and confused with his opinion of his
own situation that it seemed almost a proper reason for tears. The water was
cold.
When he came to the
surface he was conscious of little but the noisy water. Afterward he saw his
companions in the sea. The oiler was ahead in the race. He was swimming
strongly and rapidly. Off to the correspondent's left, the cook's great white
and corked back bulged out of the water, and in the rear the captain was
hanging with his one good hand to the keel of the overturned dingey.
There is a certain
immovable quality to a shore, and the correspondent wondered at it amid the
confusion of the sea.
It seemed also very
attractive, but the correspondent knew that it was a long journey, and he
paddled leisurely. The piece of life-preserver lay under him, and sometimes he
whirled down the incline of a wave as if he were on a hand-sled.
But finally he arrived
at a place in the sea where travel was beset with difficulty. He did not pause
swimming to inquire what manner of current had caught him, but there his
progress ceased. The shore was set before him like a bit of scenery on a stage,
and he looked at it and understood with his eyes each detail of it.
As the cook passed,
much farther to the left, the captain was calling to him, "Turn over on
your back, cook! Turn over on your back and use the oar."
"All right, sir!"
The cook turned on his back, and, paddling with an oar, went ahead as if he
were a canoe.
Presently the boat also
passed to the left of the correspondent with the captain clinging with one hand
to the keel. He would have appeared like a man raising himself to look over a
board fence, if it were not for the extraordinary gymnastics of the boat. The
correspondent marvelled that the captain could still hold to it.
They passed on, nearer
to shore--the oiler, the cook, the captain--and following them went the
water-jar, bouncing gayly over the seas.
The correspondent
remained in the grip of this strange new enemy--a current. The shore, with its
white slope of sand and its green bluff, topped with little silent cottages,
was spread like a picture before him. It was very near to him then, but he was
impressed as one who in a gallery looks at a scene from Brittany or Algiers.
He thought: "I am
going to drown? Can it be possible? Can it be possible? Can it be
possible?" Perhaps an individual must consider his own death to be the
final phenomenon of nature.
But later a wave
perhaps whirled him out of this small deadly current, for he found suddenly
that he could again make progress toward the shore. Later still, he was aware
that the captain, clinging with one hand to the keel of the dingey, had his
face turned away from the shore and toward him, and was calling his name.
"Come to the boat! Come to the boat!"
In his struggle to
reach the captain and the boat, he reflected that when one gets properly wearied,
drowning must really be a comfortable arrangement, a cessation of hostilities
accompanied by a large degree of relief, and he was glad of it, for the main
thing in his mind for some moments had been horror of the temporary agony. He
did not wish to be hurt.
Presently he saw a man
running along the shore. He was undressing with most remarkable speed. Coat,
trousers, shirt, everything flew magically off him.
"Come to the
boat," called the captain.
"All right,
captain." As the correspondent paddled, he saw the captain let himself
down to bottom and leave the boat. Then the correspondent performed his one
little marvel of the voyage. A large wave caught him and flung him with ease
and supreme speed completely over the boat and far beyond it. It struck him
even then as an event in gymnastics, and a true miracle of the sea. An
overturned boat in the surf is not a plaything to a swimming man.
The correspondent
arrived in water that reached only to his waist, but his condition did not
enable him to stand for more than a moment. Each wave knocked him into a heap,
and the under-tow pulled at him.
Then he saw the man who
had been running and undressing, and undressing and running, come bounding into
the water. He dragged ashore the cook, and then waded toward the captain, but
the captain waved him away, and sent him to the correspondent. He was naked,
naked as a tree in winter, but a halo was about his head, and he shone like a
saint. He gave a strong pull, and a long drag, and a bully heave at the correspondent's
hand. The correspondent, schooled in the minor formulae, said: "Thanks,
old man." But suddenly the man cried: "What's that?" He pointed
a swift finger. The correspondent said: "Go."
In the shallows, face
downward, lay the oiler. His forehead touched sand that was periodically,
between each wave, clear of the sea.
The correspondent did
not know all that transpired afterward. When he achieved safe ground he fell,
striking the sand with each particular part of his body. It was as if he had
dropped from a roof, but the thud was grateful to him.
It seems that instantly
the beach was populated with men with blankets, clothes, and flasks, and women
with coffee-pots and all the remedies sacred to their minds. The welcome of the
land to the men from the sea was warm and generous, but a still and dripping
shape was carried slowly up the beach, and the land's welcome for it could only
be the different and sinister hospitality of the grave.
When it came night, the
white waves paced to and fro in the moonlight, and the wind brought the sound
of the great sea's voice to the men on shore, and they felt that they could
then be interpreters.