A LADY OF QUALITY Being a most curious, hitherto unknown history, as
related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but not presented to the world of Fashion
through the pages of The Tattler, and now for the first time written down BY
FRANCES HODGSON BURNETT P.F. COLLIER & SON NEW YORK Copyright 1896 by
CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS Were
Nature just to Man from his first hour, he need not ask for Mercy; then 'tis
for us-- the toys of Nature--to be both just and merciful, for so only can the
wrongs she does be undone
CHAPTER I The
Twenty-fourth Day of November in the Year 1685 . . . . .5
CHAPTER II In which Sir
Jeoffry Encounters his Offspring. . . . . . . . . 15
CHAPTER III Wherein Sir
Jeoffry's Boon Companions Drink a Toast. . . . . . 28
CHAPTER IV Lord Twemlow's
Chaplin Visits his Patron's Kinsman, and Mistress Clorinda Shines on her
Birthday Night. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 40
CHAPTER V "Not
I," she said. "There thou mayest trust me. I would not be found
out." . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 56
CHAPTER VI Relating How
Mistress Anne Discovered a Miniature. . . . . . . 70
CHAPTER VII 'Twas the
Face of Sir John Oxon the Moon Shone Upon . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . 86
CHAPTER VIII Two Meet
in the Deserted Rose-garden, and the Old Earl of Dunstanwolde is Made a Happy
Man . . . . . . . . . 99
CHAPTER IX "I give
to him the thing he craves with all his soul-- myself". . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .119
CHAPTER X "Yes I
have marked him". . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .136
CHAPTER XI Wherein a
Noble Life Comes to an End . . . . . . . . . . . . .147
CHAPTER XII Which
Treats of the Obsequies of my Lord of Dunstanwolde, of his Lady's Widowhood,
and of her Return to Town . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .158
CHAPTER XIII Wherein a
Deadly War Begins. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .168
CHAPTER XIV Containing
the History of the Breaking of the Horse Devil, and Relates the Returning of
his Grace of Osmonde from France. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .185
CHAPTER XV In which Sir
John Oxon Finds Again a Trophy he had Lost . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . .204
CHAPTER XVI Dealing
with that which was Done in the Paneled Parlor . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . .226
CHAPTER XVII Wherein
his Grace of Osmonde's Courier Arrives from France . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . .237
CHAPTER XVIII My Lady
Dunstanwolde Sits Late Alone and Writes. . . . . . . .253
CHAPTER XIX A Piteous
Story is Told, and the Old Cellars Walled In . . . .260
CHAPTER XX A Noble
Marriage . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .276
CHAPTER XXI An Heir is
Born. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .286
CHAPTER XXII Mother
Anne. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .300
CHAPTER XXIII "In
One who will do justice, and demands that it shall be done to each thing He has
made, by each who bears His image" . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
.307
CHAPTER XXIV The Doves
Sat upon the Window-ledge and lowly Cooed and Cooed. . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . .319
ON a wintry morning at
the close of 1685, the sun shining faint and red through a light fog, there was
a great noise of baying dogs, loud voices, and trampling of horses in the
courtyard at Wildairs Hall. Sir Jeoffry, being about to go forth a-hunting, and
being a man with a choleric temper and big loud voice, and given to oaths and
noise even when in good humor, his riding forth with his friends at any time
was attended with boisterous commotion. This morning it was more so than usual,
for he had guests with him who had come to his house the day before and had
supped late and drunk deeply, whereby the day found them, some with headaches,
some with a nausea at their stomachs, and some only in an evil humor which made
them curse at their horses when they were restless, and break into loud surly
laughs when a coarse joke was made. There were many such jokes, Sir Jeoffry and
his boon companions being renowned throughout the county for the freedom of
their conversation as well as for the scandal of their pastimes, and this day
it was well indeed, as their loud-voiced, oath-besprinkled jests rang out on
the cold air, that there were no ladies about to ride forth with them.
'Twas Sir Jeoffry who
was louder than any other, he having drunk even deeper than the rest, and
though 'twas his boast that he could carry a bottle more than any man and see
all his guests under the table, his last night's bout had left him in ill-humor
and boisterous. He strode about, casting oaths at the dogs and rating the
servants, and when he mounted his black horse Rake 'twas amid such a clamor of
voices and baying hounds that the place was like pandemonium.
He was a large man of
florid good looks, black eyes and full habit of body, and had been much
renowned in his youth for his great strength, which was indeed almost that of a
giant, and for his deeds of prowess in the saddle and at the table when the
bottle went round. There were many evil stories of his roisterings, but it was
not his way to think of them as evil, but rather to his credit as a man of the
world, for when he heard that they were gossiped about, he greeted the
information with a loud, triumphant laugh. He had married, when she was
fifteen, the blooming toast of the county, for whom his passion had long died
out, having indeed departed with the honeymoon, which had been of the briefest,
and afterward he having borne her a grudge for what he chose to consider her
undutiful conduct. This grudge was founded on the fact that though she had
presented him each year since their marriage with a child, after nine years had
passed none had yet been sons, and as he was bitterly at odds with his next of
kin, he considered each of his offspring an ill turn done him.
He spent but little
time in her society, for she was a poor, gentle creature of no spirit, who
found little happiness in her lot, since her lord treated her with scant
civility, and her children one after another sickened and died in their infancy
until but two were left. He scarce remembered her existence when he did not see
her face, and he was certainly not thinking of her this morning, having other
things in view, and yet it so fell out that while a groom was shortening a
stirrup and being sworn at for his awkwardness, he by accident cast his eye
upward to a chamber window peering out of the thick ivy on the stone. Doing so
he saw an oldish woman draw back the curtain and look down upon him as if
searching for him with a purpose.
He uttered an
exclamation of anger.
"Damnation, Mother
Posset again," he said. "What does she there, old frump?"
The curtain fell and
the woman disappeared, and in but a few minutes more an unheard-of thing
happened--among the servants in the hall the same old woman appeared making her
way with a hurried fretfulness, and she descended haltingly the stone steps and
came to his side where he sat on his black horse.
"The devil!"
he exclaimed; "what ate you here for? 'Tis not time for another wench
upstairs, surely."
"'Tis not
time," answered the old nurse acidly, taking her tone from his own.
"But there is one but an hour old, and my lady--"
"Be damned to
her!" quoth Sir Jeoffry, savagely. "A ninth one and 'tis nine too
many. 'Tis more than man can bear. She does it but to spite me."
"'Tis ill
treatment for a gentleman who wants an heir," the old woman answered, as
disrespectful of his spouse as he was, being a time serving crone and knowing
that it paid but poorly to coddle women who did not as their husbands would
have them, in the way of offspring. "It should have been a fine boy--but
it is not, and my lady--"
"Damn her puling
tricks," said Sir Jeoffry again, pulling at his horse's bit until the
beast reared.
"She would not let
me rest until I came to you," said the nurse, resentfully. "She would
have you told that she felt strangely and before you went forth would have a
word with you."
"I can not come,
and am not in the mood for it if I could," was his answer. "What
folly does she give way to? This is the ninth time she hath felt strangely, and
I have felt as squeamish as she--but nine is more than I have patience
for."
"She is
light-headed, mayhap," said the nurse.
"She lies huddled
in a heap staring and muttering-- and she would leave me no peace till I
promised to say to you `for the sake of poor little Daphne whom you will sure
remember.' She pinched my hand and said it again and again."
Sir Jeoffry dragged at
his horse's mouth and swore again.
"She was fifteen
then and had not given me nine yellow-faced wenches," he said. "Tell
her I had gone a-hunting and you were too late." And he struck his big
black beast with the whip and it bounded away with him, hounds and huntsmen and
fellow roisterers galloping after, his guests, who had caught at the reason of
his wrath, grinning as they rode.
In a huge chamber hung
with tattered tapestries, and barely set forth with cumbersome pieces of furnishing,
my lady lay in a gloomy canopied bed with her new-born child at her side, but
not looking at or touching it, seeming rather to have withdrawn herself from
the pillow on which it lay in its swaddling clothes.
She was but a little
lady, and now, as she lay in the large bed, her face and form shrunken and
drawn with suffering, she looked scarce bigger than a child. In the brief days
of her happiness those who toasted her had called her Titania for her fairy
slightness and delicate beauty, but then her fair, wavy locks had been of a
length that touched the ground when her woman unbound them, and she had had the
color of a wild rose and the eyes of a tender little fawn. Sir Jeoffry, for a
month or so, had paid tempestuous court to her, and had so won her heart with
his dashing way of love-making, and the daringness of his reputation, that she
had thought herself--being child enough to think so--the luckiest young lady in
the world that his black eye should have fallen upon her with favor. Each year
since, with the bearing of each child, she had lost some of her beauty. With
each one her lovely hair fell out still more, her wild-rose color faded, and
her shape was spoiled. She grew thin and yellow, only a scant covering of the
fair hair was left her, and her eyes were big and sunken. Her marriage having
displeased her family, and Sir Jeoffry having a distaste for the ceremonies of
visiting and entertainment, save where his own cronies were concerned, she had
no friends and grew lonelier and lonelier as the sad years went by. She being
so without hope, and her life so dreary, her children were neither strong nor
beautiful and died quickly, each one bringing her only the anguish of birth and
death. This wintry morning her ninth lay slumbering by her side; the noise of
baying dogs and boisterous men had died away with the last sound of the horses'
hoofs; the little light which came into the room through the ivied window was a
faint yellowish red. She was cold, because the fire in the chimney was but a
scant, failing one. She was alone, and she knew that the time had come for her
death; this she knew full well.
She was alone, because
being so disrespected and deserted by her lord, and being of a timid, and
gentle nature, she could not command her insufficient retinue of servants, and
none served her as was their duty. The old woman Sir Jeoffry had dubbed Mother
Posset had been her sole attendant at such times as these for the past five
years, because she would come to her for a less fee than a better woman, and Sir
Jeoffry had sworn he would not pay for wenches being brought into the world.
She was a slovenly, guzzling old crone, who drank caudle from morning till
night, and demanded good living as a support during the performance of her
trying duties, but these last she contrived to make wondrous light, knowing
that there was none to reprove her.
"A fine night I
have had," she had grumbled, when she brought back Sir Jeoffry's answer to
her lady's message. "My old bones are like to break, and my back will not
straighten itself. I will go to the kitchen to get victuals and somewhat to
warm me; your ladyship's own woman shall sit with you."
Her ladyship's
"own woman" was also the sole attendant of the two little girls,
Barbara and Anne, whose nursery was in another wing of the house, and my lady
knew full well she would not come if she were told, and that there would be no
message sent to her.
She knew, too, that the
fire was going out, but though she shivered under the bedclothes, she was too
weak to call the woman back when she saw her depart without putting fresh fuel
upon it. So she lay alone, poor lady, and there was no sound about her, and her
thin little mouth began to feebly quiver, and her great eyes, which stared at
the hangings, to fill with slow, cold tears, for, in sooth, they were not warm,
but seemed to chill her poor cheeks as they rolled slowly down them, leaving a
wet streak behind them, which she was too far gone in weakness to attempt to
lift her hand to wipe away.
"Nine times like
this," she panted faintly, "and 'tis for naught but oaths and hard
words that blame me. When 'twas `My Daphne,' and `My beauteous little Daphne,'
he loved me in his own man's way. But now--" She faintly rolled her head
from side to side. "Women are poor things," a chill salt tear sliding
past her lips so that she tasted its bitterness, "only to be kissed for an
hour--and then like this--only for this and nothing else. I would that this one
had been dead."
Her breath came slower
and more pantingly and her eyes stared more widely.
"I was but a
child," she whispered, "a child--as--as this will be--if she lives
fifteen years."
Despite her weakness,
and it was great and wofully increasing, with each panting breath, she slowly labored
to turn herself toward the pillow on which her offspring lay, and this done,
she lay staring at the child and gasping, her thin chest rising and falling
convulsively. Ah, how she panted and how she stared, the glaze of death
stealing slowly over her wide-opened eyes. And yet dimming as they were, they
saw in the sleeping infant a strange and troublous thing. Though it was but a
few hours old, 'twas not as red and crumple visaged as new-born infants usually
are; its little head was covered with thick black silk and its small features
were of singular definiteness. She dragged herself nearer to gaze.
"She looks not
like the others," she said. "They had no beauty--and are safe.
She--she will be like--Jeoffry--and like me."
The dying fire fell
lower with a shuddering sound.
"If she
is--beautiful and has but her father, and no mother!" she whispered, the
words dragged forth slowly, "only evil can come to her. From her first
hour--she will know naught else, poor heart, poor heart!"
There was a rattling in
her throat as she breathed, but in her glazing eyes a gleamlike passion leaped,
and gasping she dragged nearer.
"'Tis not
fair," she cried. "If I--if I could lay my hand upon thy mouth--and
stop thy breathing--thou poor thing, 'twould be fairer--but--I have no
strength."
She gathered all her
dying will and brought her hand up to the infant's mouth. A wild look was on
her poor small face, she panted and fell forward on its breast, the rattle in
her throat growing louder. The child awakened, opening great black eyes, and
with her dying weakness its new-born life struggled. Her cold hand lay upon its
mouth and her head upon its body, for she was too far gone to move if she had
willed to do so--but the tiny creature's strength was marvelous. It gasped, it
fought, its little limbs struggled beneath her, it writhed until the cold hand
fell away, and then, its baby mouth set free, it fell a shrieking. Its cries
were not like those of a new-born thing, but fierce and shrill, and even held
the sound of infant passion. 'Twas not a thing to let its life go easily, 'twas
of those born to do battle.
Its lusty shrieking
pierced her ear perhaps--she drew a long slow breath--and then another and
another still--the last one trembled and stopped short, and the last cinder
fell dead from the fire.
When the nurse came
bustling and fretting back the chamber was cold as the grave's self, there were
only dead embers on the hearth, the new-born child's cries filled all the
desolate air-- and my lady was lying stone dead, her poor head resting on her
offspring's feet and her open glazed eyes seemed to stare at it as if in asking
Fate some awful question.
IN a remote wing of the
house, in barren ill-kept rooms, the poor infants of the dead lady had
struggled through their brief lives and given them up, one after the other. Sir
Jeoffry had not wished to see them nor had he done so; but upon the rarest
occasions and then nearly always by some untoward accident. The six who had
died, even their mother had scarcely wept for; her weeping had been that they
should have been fated to come into the world, and when they went out of it she
knew she need not mourn their going as untimely. The two who had not perished,
she had regarded sadly day by day, seeing they had no beauty and that their
faces promised none. Naught but great beauty would have excused their existence
in their father's eyes, as beauty might have helped them to good matches which
would have rid him of them. But 'twas the sad ill-fortune of the children Anne
and Barbara to have been treated by Nature in a way but niggardly. They were
pale young misses with insignificant faces and snub noses, resembling a poor
aunt who had died a spinster as they themselves seemed most likely to do. Sir
Jeoffry could not bear the sight of them, and they fled at the sound of his
footsteps, if it so happened that by chance they heard it, huddling together in
corners and slinking behind doors or anything big enough to hide them. They had
no playthings and no companions and no pleasures but such as the innocent
invention of childhood contrives for itself.
After their mother's
death, a youth desolate and strange indeed lay before them. A spinster who was
a poor relation was the only person of respectable breeding who ever came near
them. To save herself from genteel starvation she had offered herself for the
place of governess to them, though she was fitted for the position neither by
education nor character. Mistress Margery Wimpole was a poor dull creature,
having no wilful harm in her, but endowed with neither dignity nor wit. She
lived in fear of Sir Jeoffry, and in fear of the servants, who knew full well
that she was an humble dependent and treated her as one. She hid away with her
pupils in the bare schoolroom in the west wing, and taught them to spell and
write and work samplers. She herself knew no more.
The child who had cost
her mother her life had no happier prospect than her sisters. Her father felt
her more an intruder than they had been, he being of the mind that to house and
feed and clothe, howsoever poorly, these three burdens on him was a drain
scarcely to be borne. His wife had been a toast and not a fortune, and his
estate not being great, he possessed no more than his drinking, roistering, and
gambling made full demands upon.
The child was baptized
Clorinda, and bred, so to speak, from her first hour, in the garret and the
servants' hall. Once only did her father behold her during her infancy, which
event was a mere accident, as he had expressed no wish to see her, and only
came upon her in the nurse's arms some weeks after her mother's death. 'Twas
quite by chance. The woman, who was young and buxom, had begun an intrigue with
a groom, and, having a mind to see him, was crossing the stable-yard, carrying
her charge with her, when Sir Jeoffry came by to visit a horse.
The woman came plump
upon him, entering a stable as he came out of it; she gave a frightened start
and almost let the child drop, at which it set up a strong shrill cry, and thus
Sir Jeoffry saw it, and seeing it, was thrown at once into a passion which
expressed itself after the manner of all his emotions, and left the nurse
quaking with fear.
"Thunder and
damnation!" he exclaimed as he strode away after the encounter, "'tis
the ugliest yet. A yellow-faced girl brat with eyes like an owl's in an
ivy-bush, and with a voice like a very peacock's. Another mawking, plain slut
that no man will take off my hands."
He did not see her
again for six years. But little wit was needed to learn that 'twas best to keep
her out of his sight as her sisters were kept, and this was done without
difficulty, as he avoided the wing of the house where the children lived, as if
it were stricken with the plague.
But the child Clorinda,
it seemed, was of lustier stock than her older sisters, and this those about
her soon found out to their grievous disturbance. When Mother Posset had drawn
her from under her dead mother's body she had not left shrieking for an hour, but
had kept up her fierce cries until the roof rang with them, and the old woman
had jigged her about and beat her back in the hopes of stilling her, until she
was exhausted and dismayed. For the child would not be stilled, and seemed to
have such strength and persistence in her as surely infant never showed before.
"Never saw I such
a brat among all I have brought into the world," Old Posset quavered.
"She hath the voice of a six months' boy. It cracks my very ears. Hush
thee then, thou little wildcat."
This was but the
beginning. From the first she grew apace, and in a few months was a bouncing
infant with a strong back and a power to make herself heard, such as had not
before appeared in the family. When she desired a thing, she yelled and roared
with such a vigor as left no peace for any creature about her until she was
humored, and this being the case, rather than have their conversation and
love-making put a stop to, the servants gave her her way. In this they but
followed the example of their betters, of whom we know that it is not to the
most virtuous they submit, or to the most learned, but to those who, being
crossed, can conduct themselves in a manner so disagreeable shrewish, or
violent, that life is a burden until they have their will. This the child
Clorinda had the infant wit to discover early, and having once discovered it,
she never ceased to take advantage of her knowledge. Having found, in the days
when her one desire was pap, that she had but to roar lustily enough to find it
beside her in her porringer, she tried the game upon all other occasions. When
she had reached but a twelvemonth, she stood stoutly upon her little feet and
beat her sisters to gain their playthings, and her nurse for wanting to change
her smock. She was so easily thrown into furies, and so raged and stamped in
her baby way, that she was a sight to behold, and the men-servants found
amusement in badgering her. To set Mistress Clorinda in their midst on a
winter's night, when they were dull, and to torment her until her little face
grew scarlet with ,the blood which flew up into it, and she ran from one to the
other beating them and screaming like a young spitfire, was among them a
favorite entertainment.
"Ifackens!"
said the butler one night, "but she is as like Sir Jeoffry in her temper
as one pea is like another. Ay, but she grows blood-red, just as he does, and
curses in her little way as he does in man's words among his hounds in their
kennel."
"And she will be
of his build, too," said the house-keeper. "What a mishap changed her
to a maid instead of a boy, I know not. She would have made a strapping heir.
She has the thigh and shoulders of a handsome man-child at this hour, and she
is not three years old."
"Sir Jeoffry
missed his mark when he called her an ugly brat," said the woman who had
nursed her. "She will be a handsome woman, though large in build it may
be. She will be a brown beauty, but she will have a color in her cheeks and
lips like the red of Christmas holly, and her owl's eyes are as black as sloes
and have fringes on them like the curtains of a window. See how her hair grows
thick on her little head and how it curls in great rings. My lady, her poor
mother, was once a beauty, but she was no such beauty as this one will be, for
she has her father's long limbs and fine shoulders, and the will to make every
man look her way."
"Yes," said
the housekeeper, who was an elderly woman, "there will be doings--there
will be doings when she is a ripe young maid. She will take her way, and God
grant she mayn't be too like her father and follow his."
It was true that she
had no resemblance to her plain sisters, and bore no likeness to them in
character. The two elder children, Anne and Barbara, were too meek-spirited to
be troublesome, but during Clorinda's infancy Mistress Margery Wimpole watched
her rapid growth with fear and qualms. She dare not reprove the servants who
were ruining her by their treatment, and whose manners were forming her own.
Sir Jeoffry's servants were no more moral than their master, and being brought
up as she was among them, their young mistress became strangely familiar with
many sights and sounds it is not the fortune of most young misses of breeding
to see and hear. The cooks and kitchen wenches were flighty with the grooms and
men-servants, and little Mistress Clorinda having a passion for horses and dogs
spent many an hour in the stables with the women who, for reasons of their own,
were pleased enough to take her there as an excuse for seeking amusement for
themselves. She played in the kennels and among the horses' heels and learned
to use oaths as roundly as any Giles or Tom whose work was to wield the
currycomb. It was indeed a curious thing to hear her red baby mouth pour forth
curses and unseemly words as she would at any one who crossed her. Her temper
and hot-headedness carried all before them, and the grooms and stableboys found
great sport in the language my young lady used in her innocent furies. But balk
her in a whim and she would pour forth the eloquence of a fish-wife at
Billingsgate or a lady of easy virtue in a pot-house quarrel. There was no human
creature near her who had mind or heart enough to see the awfulness of her
condition, or to strive to teach her to check her passions, and in the midst of
these perilous surroundings the little virago grew handsomer and of finer
carriage every hour, as if on the rank diet that fed her she throve and
flourished.
There came a day at
last when she had reached six years old, when by a trick of chance a turn was
given to the wheel of her Fate.
She had not reached
three when a groom first set her on a horse's back and led her about the
stable-yard, and she had so delighted in her exalted position and had so
shouted for pleasure and clutched her steed's rein and clucked at him, that her
audience had looked on with roars of laughter. From that time she would be put
up every day, and as time went on showed such unchildish courage and spirit
that she furnished to her servant companions a new pastime. Soon she would not
be held on, but, riding astride like a boy, would sit up as straight as a man
and swear at her horse, beating him with her heels and little fists, if his
pace did not suit her. She knew no fear and would have used a whip so readily
that the men did not dare to trust her with one, and knew they must not mount
her on a steed too mettlesome. By the time she passed her sixth birthday, she
could ride as well as a grown man, and was as familiar with her father's horses
as he himself, though he knew nothing of the matter, it being always contrived
that she should be out of sight when he visited his hunters.
It so chanced that the
horse he rode the oftenest was her favorite, and many were the tempests of rage
she fell into when she went to the stable to play with the animal and did not
find him in his stall because his master had ordered him out. At such times she
would storm at the men in the stable-yard and call them ill names for their
impudence in letting the beast go, which would cause them great merriment, as
she knew nothing of who the man was who had balked her, since she was in truth
not so much as conscious of her father's existence, never having seen or even
heard more of him than his name, which she in no manner connected with herself.
"Could Sir Jeoffry
himself but once see and hear her when she storms at us and him because he
dares to ride his own beast," one of the older men said once in the midst
of their laughter, "I swear he would burst forth laughing and be taken
with her impudent spirit, her temper is so like his own. She is his own flesh!
and blood, and as full of hell-fire as he."
Upon this morning which
proved eventful to her, she had gone to the stables as was her daily custom,
and going into the stall where the big black horse was wont to stand she found
it empty. Her spirit rose hot within her in a moment. She clenched her fists
and began to stamp and swear in such a manner as it would be scarce fitting to
record.
"Where is he
now?" she cried. "He is my own horse and shall not be ridden. Who is
the man who takes him? Who? Who?"
"'Tis a fellow who
hath no manners," said the man she stormed at, grinning and thrusting his
tongue in his cheek. "He says 'tis his beast and not yours, and he will
have him when he chooses."
"'Tis not
his--'tis mine!" shrieked Miss, her little face inflamed with passion.
"I will kill him! 'Tis my horse. He shall be mine!"
For a while the men
tormented her to hear her rave and see her passion, for in truth the greater
tempest she was in, the better she was worth beholding, having a color so rich
and eyes so great and black and flaming. At such times there was naught of the
feminine in her, and indeed always she looked more like a handsome boy than a
girl, her growth being, for her age, extraordinary. At length a lad who was a
helper said, to mock her:
"The man hath him
at the door before the great steps now. I saw him stand there waiting but a
moment ago. The man hath gone in the house."
She turned and ran to
find him. The front part of the house she barely knew the outside of, as she
was kept safely in the west wing and below stairs, and when taken out for the
air was always led privately by a side way, never passing through the great
hall where her father might chance to encounter her.
She knew best this side
entrance and made her way to it, meaning to search until she found the front.
She got into the house, and her spirit being roused, marched boldly through
corridors and into rooms she had never seen before, and being so mere a child
notwithstanding her strange wilfulness and daring, the novelty of the things
she saw so far distracted her mind from the cause of her anger that she stopped
more than once to stare up at a portrait on a wall, or to take in her hand
something she was curious concerning.
When she at last
reached the entrance-hall, coming into it through a door she pushed open, using
all her childish strength, she stood in the midst of it and gazed about her
with a new curiosity and pleasure. It was a fine place with antlers and arms
and foxes' brushes hung upon the walls, and with carved panels of black oak and
oaken floor and furnishings. All in it was disorderly and showed rough usage,
but once it had been a notable feature of the house, and well worth better care
than had been bestowed upon it. She discovered on the walls many trophies that
attracted her, but these she could not reach and could only gaze and wonder at,
but on an oaken settle she found some things she could lay hands on and
forthwith seized and sat down upon the floor to play with them. One of them was
a hunting crop, which she brandished grandly, until she was more taken with a
powder flask which it so happened her father, Sir Jeoffry, had laid down but a
few minutes before, in passing through. He was going forth, coursing, and had
stepped into the dining-hall to toss off a bumper of brandy.
When he had helped himself
from the buffet and came back in haste, the first thing he clapped eyes on was
his offspring pouring forth the powder from the flask upon the oaken floor. He
had never seen her since that first occasion after the unfortunate incident of
her birth, and beholding a child wasting his good powder at the moment he most
wanted it, and had no time to spare, and also not having had it recalled to his
mind for years that he was a parent, except when he found himself forced
reluctantly to pay for some small need, he beheld in the young offender only
some impudent servant's brat, who had strayed into his domain and applied
itself at once to mischief.
He sprang upon her and,
seizing her by the arm, whirled her to her feet with no little violence,
snatching the powder flask from her, and dealing her a sound box on the ear.
"Blood and
damnation on thee, thou impudent little baggage!" he shouted. "I'll
break thy neck for thee, little scurvy beast," and pulled the bell as he
were like to break the wire.
But he had reckoned
falsely on what he dealt with. Miss uttered a shriek of rage which rang through
the roof like a clarion. She snatched the crop from the floor, rushed at him,
and fell upon him like a thousand little devils, beating his big legs with all
the strength of her passion, and pouring forth oaths such as would have done
credit to Doll Lightfoot herself.
"Damn thee! Damn
thee!" she roared and screamed, flogging him. "I'll cut thy liver
from thee! Damn thy soul to h--ll!"
And this choice volley
was with such spirit and fury poured forth that Sir Jeoffry let his hand drop
from the bell, fell into a great burst of laughter, and stood thus roaring
while she beat him and shrieked and stormed.
The servants, hearing
the jangled bell, attracted by the tumult, and of a sudden missing Mistress
Clorinda, ran in consternation to the hall, and there beheld this truly pretty
sight--Miss beating her father's legs and tearing at him tooth and nail, while
he stood shouting with laughter as if he would split his sides.
"Who is the little
cockatrice?" he cried, the tears streaming down his florid cheeks.
"Who is the young she-devil? Ods bodikins, who is she?"
For a second or so the
servants stared at each other aghast, not knowing what to say, or venturing to
utter a word, and then the nurse, who had come up panting, dared to gasp forth
the truth.
"'Tis Mistress
Clorinda, Sir Jeoffry," she stammered. "My lady's last infant. The
one of whom she died in childbed."
His big laugh broke in
two, as one might say. He looked down at the young fury and stared. She was out
of breath with beating him, and had ceased and fallen back apace, and was
staring up at him also, breathing defiance and hatred. Her big black eyes were
flames, her head was thrown up and back, her cheeks were blood- scarlet, and
her great crop of crow-black hair stood out about her beauteous, wicked little
virago face, as if it might change into Medusa's snakes.
"Damn thee!"
she shrieked at him again. "I'll kill thee, devil!"
Sir Jeoffry broke into
his big laugh afresh.
"Clorinda do they
call thee, wench," he said. "Jeoffry thou shouldst have been but for
thy mother's folly. A fiercer little devil for thy size I never saw--nor a
handsomer one."
And he seized her from
where she stood and held her at his big arm's length, gazing at her uncanny
beauty with looks that took her in from head to foot.
HER beauty of face, her
fine body, her strength of limb and great growth for her age would have pleased
him if she had possessed no other attraction, but the daring of her fury and
her stable-boy breeding so amused him and suited his roistering tastes that he
took to her as to the finest plaything in the world.
He set her on the
floor, forgetting his coursing, and would have made friends with her, but at
first she would have none of him, and scowled at him in spite of all he did.
The brandy by this time had mounted to his head and put him in the mood for
frolic, liquor oftenest making him gamesome. He felt as if he were playing with
a young dog or marking the spirit of a little fighting-cock. He ordered the
servants back to their kitchen, who stole away, the women amazed, and the men
concealing grins which burst forth into guffaws of laughter when they came into
their hall below.
"'Tis as we
said," they chuckled. "He had but to see her beauty and find her a
bigger devil than him self, and 'twas done. The mettle of her damning and
flogging him! Never was there a finer sight! She feared him no more than if he
had been a spaniel. And he roaring and laughing till he was like to
burst."
"Dost know who I
am?" Sir Jeoffry was asking the child, grinning himself as he stood before
her where she sat on the oaken settle on which he had lifted her.
"No," quoth
little Mistress, her black brows drawn down, her handsome owl's eyes verily
seeming to look him through and through in search of somewhat, for, in sooth,
her rage abating before his jovial humor, the big, burly laughter attracted her
attention, though she was not disposed to show him that she leaned toward any
favor or yielding.
"I am thy
dad," he said. "'Twas thy dad thou gavest such a trouncing. And thou
hast an arm, too. Let's cast an eye on it."
He took her wrist and
pushed up her sleeve, but she dragged back.
"Will not be
mauled," she cried. "Get away from me!"
He shouted with
laughter again. He had seen that the little arm was as white and hard as
marble, and had such muscles as a great boy might have been a braggart about.
"By God!" he
said, elated. "What a wench of six years old! Wilt have my crop and
trounce thy dad again?"
He picked up the crop
from the place where she had thrown it, and forthwith gave it in her hand. She
took it, but was no more in the humor to beat him, and as she looked, still
frowning, from him to the whip, the latter brought back to her mind the horse
she had set out in search of.
"Where is my
horse?" she said, and 'twas in the tone of an imperial demand. "Where
is he?"
"Thy horse!"
he echoed. "Which is thy horse, then?"
"Rake is my
horse," she answered. "The big, black one. The man took him
again." And she ripped out a few more oaths and unchaste expressions,
threatening what she would do for the man in question; the which delighted him
more than ever. "Rake is my; horse," she ended. "None else shall
ride him."
"None else?"
cried he. "Thou canst not ride him, baggage!"
She looked at him with
scornful majesty.
"Where is
he?" she demanded. And the next instant, hearing the beast's restless feet
grinding into the gravel outside as he fretted at having been kept waiting so
long, she remembered what the stable-boy had said of having seen her favorite
standing before the door, and struggling and dropping from the settle, she ran
to look out; whereupon, having done so, she shouted, in triumph.
"He is here!"
she said. "I see him." And went pell-mell down the stone steps to his
side.
Sir Jeoffry followed
her in haste. 'Twould not have been to his humor now to have her brains kicked
out.
"Hey!" he
called, as he hurried. "Keep away from his heels, thou little devil."
But she had run to the
big beast's head with another shout and caught him round his fore-leg,
laughing, and Rake bent his head down and nosed her in a fumbling caress, on
which, the bridle coming within her reach, she seized it and held his head that
she might pat him, to which familiarity the beast was plainly well accustomed.
"He is my
horse," quoth she, grandly, when her father reached her. "He will not
let Giles play so."
Sir Jeoffry gazed and
swelled with pleasure in her.
"Would have said
'twas a lie if I had not seen it," he said to himself. "'Tis no girl
this, I swear. I thought 'twas my horse," he said to her, "but 'tis
plain enough he is thine."
"Put me up!"
said his new-found offspring.
"Hast rid him
before?" Sir Jeoffry asked with some lingering misgiving. "Tell thy
dad if thou hast rid him."
She gave him a look
askance under her long fringed lids--a surly yet half slyly relenting look,
because she wanted to get her way of him, and had the cunning wit and
shrewdness of a child witch.
"Ay!" quoth
she. "Put me up--Dad."
He was not a man of quick
mind, his brain having been too many years bemuddled with drink, but he had a
rough instinct which showed him all the wondrous shrewdness of her casting that
last word at him to wheedle him, even though she looked sullen in the saying
it. It made him roar again for very exultation.
"Put me up,
Dad!" he cried. "That will I--and see what thou wilt do."
He lifted her, she
springing as he set his hands beneath her arms, and flinging her legs astride
across the saddle when she reached it. She was all fire and excitement and
caught the reins like an old huntsman, and with such a grasp as was amazing.
She sat up with a straight, strong back, her whole face glowing and sparkling
with exultant joy. Rake seemed to answer to her excited little laugh almost as
much as to her hand; it seemed to wake his spirit and put him in good humor. He
started off with her down the avenue at a light spirited trot, while she,
clinging with her little legs and sitting firm and fearless, made him change
into canter and gallop, having actually learned all his paces like a lesson and
knowing his mouth as did his groom, who was her familiar and slave. Had she
been of the build ordinary with children of her age, she could not have stayed
upon his back, but she sat him like a child jockey, and Sir Jeoffry, watching
and following her, clapped his hands boisterously and hallooed for joy.
"Lord, Lord!"
he said. "There's not a man in the shire has such another little devil.
And Rake, `her horse,'" grinning: "and she to ride him so. I love
thee, wench. Hang me if I do not!"
She made him play with
her and with Rake for a good hour, and then took him back to the stables and
there ordered him about finely among the dogs and horses, perceiving that
somehow this great man she had got hold of was a creature who was in power and
could be made use of.
When they returned to
the house, he had her to eat her midday meal with him, when she called for ale
and drank it, and did good trencher duty, making him the while roar with
laughter at her impudent child talk.
"Never have I so
split my sides since I was twenty," he said. "It makes me young again
to roar so. She shall not leave my sight, since by chance I have found her.
'Tis too good a joke to lose, when times are dull, as they get to be as a man's
years go on."
He sent for her woman
and laid strange new commands on her.
"Where hath she
hitherto been kept?" he asked.
"In the west wing,
where are the nurseries and where Mistress Wimpole abides with Mistress Barbara
and Mistress Anne," the woman answered with a frightened courtesy.
"Henceforth she
shall live in this part of the house where I do," he said. "Make
ready the chambers that were my lady's and prepare to stay there with
her."
From that hour the
child's fate was sealed. He made himself her play-fellow, and romped with and
indulged her until she became fonder of him than of any groom or stable-boy she
had been companions with before. But, indeed, she had never been given to
bestowing much affection on those around her, seeming to feel herself too high
a personage to show softness. The ones she showed most favor to were those who
served her best, and even to them it was always favor she showed, not
tenderness. Certain dogs and horses she was fond of, Rake coming nearest to her
heart, and the place her father won in her affections was somewhat like to
Rake's. She made him her servant and tyrannized over him, but at the same time
followed and imitated him as if she had been a young spaniel he was training.
The life the child led it would have broken a motherly woman's heart to hear
about, but there was no good woman near her, her mother's relatives and even
Sir Jeoffry's own having cut themselves off early from them, Wildairs Hall and
its master being no great credit to those having the misfortune to be connected
with them. The neighboring gentry had gradually ceased to visit the family some
time before her ladyship's death, and since then the only guests who frequented
the place were a circle of hunting, drinking, and guzzling boon companions of
Sir Jeoffry's own, who joined him in all his carousals and debaucheries.
To these he announced
his discovery of his daughter with tumultuous delight. He told them, amid
storms of laughter, of his first encounter with her; of her flogging him with his
own crop and cursing him like a trooper; of her claiming Rake as her own horse,
and swearing at the man who had dared to take him from the stable to ride, and
of her sitting him like an infant jockey and seeming by some strange power to
have mastered him as no other had been able heretofore to do.
Then he had her brought
into the dining-room{.sic} where they sat over their bottles drinking deep, and
setting her on the table he exhibited her to them, boasting of her beauty,
showing them her splendid arm and leg and thigh, measuring her height, and
exciting her to test the strength of the grip of her hand and the power of her
little fist.
"Saw you ever a
wench like her?" he cried, as they all shouted with laughter and made
jokes not too polite, but such as were of the sole kind they were given to.
"Has any man among you begot a boy as big and handsome? Hang me! if she
would not knock down any lad of ten if she were in a fury."
"We wild dogs are
out of favor with the women," cried one of the best pleased among them, a
certain Lord Eldershawe, whose seat was a few miles from Wildairs Hall.
"Women like nincompoops and chaplains. Let us take this one for our toast
and bring her up as girls should be brought up to be companions of men. I give
you, Mistress Clorinda Wildairs--Mistress Clorinda, the Enslaver of six years
old. Bumpers, lads! Bumpers!"
And they set her in the
very midst of the big table and drank her health standing, bursting into a
jovial ribald song, and the child, excited by the noise and laughter, actually
broke forth and joined them in a high, strong treble, the song being one she
was quite familiar with, having heard it often enough in the stable to have
learned the words pat.
Two weeks after his
meeting with her, Sir Jeoffry was seized with the whim to go up to London and
set her forth with finery. 'Twas but rarely he went up to town, having neither
money to waste nor finding great attraction in the more civilized quarters of
the world. He brought her back such clothes as for richness and odd unsuitable
fashion child never wore before. There were brocades that stood alone with
splendor of fabric, there was rich lace, fine linen, ribbons, farthingales,
swansdown tippets, and little slippers with high, red heels. He had a wardrobe
made for her such as the finest lady of fashion could scarcely boast, and the
tiny creature was decked out in it, and on great occasions even strung with her
dead mother's jewels.
Among these strange
things, he had the fantastical notion to have made for her several suits of
boy's clothes: pink and blue satin coats, little white or amber or blue satin
breeches, ruffles of lace, and waistcoats embroidered with colors and silver or
gold. There was also a small scarlet-coated hunting costume, and all the
paraphernalia of the chase. It was Sir Jeoffry's finest joke to bid her woman
dress her as a boy, and then he would have her brought to the table where he
and his fellows were dining together, and she would toss off her little bumper
with the best of them, and rip out childish oaths and sing them, to their
delight, songs she had learned from the stableboys. She cared more for dogs and
horses than for finery, and when she was not in the humor to be made a puppet
of; neither tire-woman nor devil could put her into her brocades; but she liked
the excitement of the dining-room, and as time went on would be dressed in her
flowered petticoats, in a passion of eagerness to go and show herself, and
coquet in her lace and gew- gaws with men old enough to be her father, and loose
enough to find her premature airs and graces a fine joke indeed. She ruled them
all with her temper and her shrewish will. She would have her way in all things
or there should be no sport with her, and she would sing no songs for them, but
would flout them bitterly and sit in a great chair with her black brows drawn
down and her whole small person breathing rancor and disdain.
Sir Jeoffry, who had
bullied his wife, had now the pleasurable experience of being hen-pecked by his
daughter, for so indeed he was. Miss ruled him with a rod of iron, and wielded
her weapon with such skill that before a year had elapsed he obeyed her as the
servants below stairs had done in her infancy. She had no fear of his great
oaths, she possessed a strangely varied stock of her own upon which she could
always draw, and her voice being more shrill than his, if not of such bigness,
her ear-piercing shrieks and indomitable perseverance always proved too much
for him in the end. It must be admitted likewise that her violence of temper
and power of will were somewhat beyond his own, notwithstanding her tender
years and his reputation. In fact he had found himself obliged to observe this,
and finally made something of a merit and joke of it.
"There is no
managing of the little shrew," he would say. "Neither man nor devil
can bend or break her. If I smashed every bone in her carcase she would die
shrieking hell at me and defiance."
If one admits the truth
it must be owned that if she had not had bestowed upon her by nature gifts of
beauty and vivacity so extraordinary, and had been cursed with a thousandth
part of the vixenishness she displayed every day of her life, he would have
broken every bone in her carcase without a scruple or a qualm. But her beauty
seemed but to grow with every hour that passed, and it was, by exceeding good
fortune, exactly the fashion of beauty which he admired the most. When she
attained her tenth year she was as tall as a fine boy of twelve, and of such a
shape and carriage as young Diana herself might have envied. Her limbs were
long and most divinely molded, and of a strength that caused admiration and
amazement in all beholders. Her father taught her to follow him in the
hunting-field, and when she appeared upon her horse, clad in her little breeches
and top-boots and scarlet coat, child though she was, she set the field on
fire. She learned full early how to coquet and roll her fine eyes, but it is
also true that she was not much of a languisher, as all her ogling was of a
destructive or proudly attacking kind. It was her habit to leave others to
languish, and herself to lead them with disdainful vivacity to doing so. She
was the talk, and it must be admitted, the scandal of the county by the day she
was fifteen. The part wherein she lived was a boisterous hunting shire, where
there were wide ditches and high hedges to leap, and rough hills and moors to
gallop over, and within the region neither polite life nor polite education
were much thought of. But even in the worst portions of it there were occasional
virtuous matrons who shook their heads with much gravity and wonder over the
beautiful Mistress Clorinda.
UNCIVILIZED and almost
savage as her girlish life was, and unregulated by any outward training as was
her mind, there were none who came in contact with her who could be blind to a
certain strong, clear wit and unconquerableness of purpose for which she was
remarkable.
She ever knew full well
what she desired to gain or to avoid, and once having fixed her mind upon any
object, she showed an adroitness and brilliancy of resource, a control of
herself and others, the which there was no circumventing. She never made a blunder
because she could not control the expression of her emotions, and when she gave
way to a passion 'twas because she chose to do so, having naught to lose, and
in the midst of all their riotous jesting with her, the boon companions of Sir
Jeoffry knew this.
"Had she a secret
to keep--child though she is," said Eldershawe, "there is none, man
or woman, who could scare or surprise it from her. And 'tis a strange quality
to note so early in a female creature."
She spent her days with
her father and his dissolute friends, treated half like a boy, half a
fantastical queen until she was fourteen. She hunted and coursed, shot birds,
leaped hedges and ditches, reigned at the riotous feastings, and coquetted with
these mature and, in some cases, elderly men, as if she looked forward to doing
naught else all her life. But one day, after she had gone out hunting with her
father, riding Rake, who had been given to her, and wearing her scarlet coat,
breeches, and top-boots, one of the few remaining members of her mother's
family sent his chaplain to remonstrate, and advise her father to command her
to forbear from appearing in such impudent attire.
There was indeed a
stirring scene when this message was delivered by its bearer. The chaplain was
an awkward, timid creature, who had heard stories enough of Wildairs Hall and
its master to undertake his mission with a quaking soul. To have refused to
obey any behest of his patron would have cost him his living, and knowing this
beyond a doubt, he was forced to gird up his loins and gather together all the
little courage he could muster to beard the lion in his den.
The first thing he
beheld on entering the big hall was a beautiful tall youth, wearing his own
rich black hair, and dressed in scarlet coat for hunting. He was playing with a
dog, making it leap over his crop, and both laughing and swearing at its
clumsiness. He glanced at the chaplain with a laughing, brilliant eye,
returning the poor man's humble bow with a slight nod as he plainly harkened to
what he said as he explained his errand.
"I come from my
Lord Twemlow, who is your master's kinsman," the chaplain faltered.
"I am bidden to see and speak to him, if it be possible, and his lordship
much desires that Sir Jeoffry will allow it to be so. My Lord Twemlow--"
The beautiful youth
left his playing with the dog and came forward with all the air of the young
master of the house.
"My Lord Twemlow
sends you?" he said. "'Tis long since his lordship favored us with
messages. "Where is Sir Jeoffry, Lovatt?"
"In the
dining-hall," answered the servant. "He went there but a moment past,
Mistress."
The chaplain gave such
a start as made him drop his shovel hat. "Mistress!" And this was
she--this fine young creature who was tall and grandly enough built and knit to
seem a radiant being even when clad in masculine attire! He picked up his hat
and bowed so low that it almost swept the floor in his obeisance. He was not
used to female beauty which deigned to cast great smiling eyes upon him, for at
my Lord Twemlow's table he sat so far below the salt that women looked not his
way.
This beauty looked at
him as if she was amused at the thought of something in her own mind. He
wondered tremblingly if she guessed what he came for and knew how her father
would receive it.
"Come with
me," she said; "I will take you to him. He would not see you if I did
not. He does not love his lordship tenderly enough."
She led the way,
holding her head jauntily and high, while he cast down his eyes lest his gaze
should be led to wander in a way unseemly in one of his cloth.
Such a foot, and
such--! He felt it more becoming and safer to lift his eyes to the ceiling and
keep them there, which gave him somewhat the aspect of one praying.
Sir Jeoffry stood at
the buffet with a tankard of ale in his hand, taking his stirrup-cup. At the
sight of a stranger, and one attired in the garb of a chaplain, he scowled
surprisedly.
"What's
this?" quoth he. "What dost want, Clo? I have no leisure for a
sermon."
Mistress Clorinda went
to the buffet and filled a tankard for herself, and carried it back to the
table, on the edge of which she half-sat with one leg bent, one foot resting on
the floor.
"Time thou wilt
have to take, Dad," she said, with an arch grin, showing two rows of
gleaming pearls. "This gentleman is my Lord Twemlow's chaplain, whom he
sends to exhort you, requesting you to have the civility to hear him."
"Exhort be damned,
and Twemlow be damned, too!" cried Sir Jeoffry, who had a great quarrel
with his lordship, and hated him bitterly. "What does the canting fool
mean?"
"Sir,"
faltered the poor message-bearer, "his lordship hath-- hath been
concerned--having heard--"
The handsome creature
balanced against the table took the tankard from her lips and laughed.
"Having heard thy
daughter rides to field in breeches and is an unseemly behaving wench,"
she cried. "His lordship sends his chaplain to deliver a discourse
thereon--not choosing to come himself. Is not that thy errand, reverend
sir?"
The chaplain--poor
man--turned pale, having caught, as she spoke, a glimpse of Sir Jeoffry's
reddening visage.
"Madam," he
faltered, bowing, "madam, I ask pardon of you most humbly. If it were your
pleasure to deign to--to--allow me--"
She set the tankard on
the table with a rollicking smack, and thrust her hands in her breeches
pockets, swaying with laughter. And indeed 'twas ringing music, her rich, great
laugh, which when she grew of riper years was much lauded and written verses on
by her numerous swains.
"If 'twere my
pleasure to go away and allow you to speak, free from the awkwardness of a
young lady's presence," she said. "But 'tis not, as it happens, and
if I stay here I shall be a protection."
In truth he required
one. Sir Jeoffry broke into a torrent of blasphemy. He damned both kinsman and
chaplain, and raged at the impudence of both in daring to approach him,
swearing to horsewhip my lord if they ever met, and to have the chaplain kicked
out of the house and beyond the park gates themselves. But Mistress Clorinda
chose to make it her whim to take it in better humor, and as a joke with a fine
point to it. She laughed at her father's storming, and while the chaplain
quailed before it with pallid countenance and fairly hang-dog look, she seemed
to find it but a cause for outbursts of merriment.
"Hold thy tongue a
bit, Dad," she cried when he had reached his loudest; "and let his
reverence tell us what his message is. We have not even heard it."
"Want not to hear
it!" shouted Sir Jeoffry. "Dost think I'll stand his impudence? Not
I!"
"What was your
message?" demanded the young lady of the chaplain. "You can not
return without delivering it. Tell it to me. I choose it shall be told."
The chaplain clutched
and fumbled with his hat, pale, and dropping his eyes upon the floor for very
fear.
"Pluck up thy
courage, man," said Clorinda. "I will uphold thee. The message?"
"Your pardon,
madam--'twas this," the chaplain faltered. "My lord commanded me to
warn your honored father--that if he did not beg you to leave off
wearing--wearing--"
"Breeches,"
said Mistress Clorinda, slapping her knee.
The chaplain blushed
with modesty, though he was a man of sallow countenance.
"No
gentleman," he went on, going more lamely at each word--
"notwithstanding your great beauty--no gentleman--"
"Would marry
me?" the young lady ended for him with merciful good-humor.
"For if you--if a
young lady be permitted to bear herself in such a manner as will cause her to
be held lightly, she can make no match that will not be a dishonor to her
family--and--and--"
"And may do
worse!" quoth Mistress Clo, and laughed until the room rang.
Sir Jeoffry's rage was
such as made him like to burst, but she restrained him when he would have flung
his tankard at the chaplain's head, and, amid his storm of curses, bundled the
poor man out of the room, picking up his hat, which in his hurry and fright he
let fall, and thrusting it into his hand.
"Tell his
lordship," she said, laughing still, as she spoke the final words,
"that I say he is right--and I will see to it that no disgrace befalls
him.
"Forsooth,
Dad," she said, "perhaps the old son of a----"-- something
unmannerly--"is not so great a fool. As for me, I mean to make a fine
marriage and be a great lady, and I know of none hereabouts to suit me but the
old Earl of Dunstanwolde, and 'tis said he rates at all but modest women, and
in faith, he might not find breeches mannerly. I will not hunt in them
again."
She did not, though
once or twice, when she was in a wild mood, and her father entertained at
dinner those of his companions whom she was most inclined to, she swaggered in
among them in her daintiest suits of male attire, and caused their wine-shot
eyes to gloat over her boyish maiden charm and jaunty airs and graces.
On the night of her
fifteenth birthday, Sir Jeoffry gave a great dinner to his boon companions and
hers. She had herself commanded that there should be no ladies at the feast,
for she chose to announce that she should appear at no more such, having the
wit to see that she was too tall a young lady for childish follies, and that
she had now arrived at an age when her market must be made.
"I shall have
women enough henceforth to be dull with," she said. "Thou art but a
poor match-maker, Dad, or wouldst have thought of it for me. But not once has
it come into thy pate that I have no mother to angle in my cause and teach me
how to cast sheep's eyes at bachelors. Long-tailed petticoats from this time
for me, and hoops and patches and ogling over fans--until at last, if I play my
cards well, some great lord will look my way and be taken by my shape and my
manners."
"With thy shape,
Clo, God knows every man will," laughed Sir Jeoffry, "but I fear me
not with thy manners. Thou hast the manners of a baggage, and they are second
nature to thee."
"They are what I
was born with," answered Mistress Clorinda. "They came from him that
begot me, and he has not since improved them. But now"-- making a great
sweeping courtesy, her impudent bright beauty almost dazzling his eyes--"now,
after my birth-night, they will be bettered, but this one night I will have my
last fling."
When the men trooped
into the black oak wainscoted dining- hall on the eventful night, they found
their audacious young hostess awaiting them in greater and more daring beauty
than they had ever before beheld. She wore knee-breeches of white satin, a pink
satin coat embroidered with silver roses, white silk stockings, and shoes with
great buckles of brilliants, revealing a leg so round and strong and delicately
molded, and a foot so arched and slender as surely never before, they swore one
and all, woman had had to display. She met them standing jauntily astride upon
the hearth, her back to the fire, and she greeted each one as he came, with
some pretty impudence. Her hair was tied back and powdered, her black eyes were
like lodestars, drawing all men, and her color was that of a ripe pomegranate.
She had a fine, haughty little Roman nose, a mouth like a scarlet bow, a
wonderful long throat, and round cleft chin. A dazzling mien indeed she
possessed, and ready enough she was to shine before them. Sir Jeoffry was now
an elderly man, having been a man of forty when united to his conjugal
companion. Most of his friends were of his own age, so that it had not been with
unripe youth Mistress Clorinda had been in the habit of consorting. But upon
this night a newcomer was among the guests. He was a young relation of one of
the older men, and having come to his kinsman's house upon a visit, and having
proved himself, in spite of his youth, to be a young fellow of humor, high
courage in the hunting-field, and by no means averse either to entering upon or
discussing intrigue and gallant adventure, had made himself something of a
favorite. His youthful beauty for a man almost equaled that of Mistress
Clorinda herself. He had an elegant, fine shape, of great strength and vigor,
his countenance was delicately ruddy and handsomely featured, his curling fair
hair flowed loose upon his shoulders, and though masculine in mold, his ankle
was as slender and his buckle shoe as arched as her own.
He was, it is true,
twenty-four years of age, and a man, while she was but fifteen and a woman, but
being so tall and built with such unusual vigor of symmetry, she was a
beauteous match for him, and both being attired in fashionable masculine habit,
these two pretty young fellows standing smiling saucily at each other were a
charming, though singular, spectacle.
This young man was
already well known in the modish world of town for his beauty and adventurous
spirit. He was indeed already a beau and a conqueror of female hearts. It was
suspected that he cherished a private ambition to set the modes in beauties and
embroidered waistcoats himself in time, and be as renowned abroad and as much
the town talk as certain other celebrated beaux had been before him. The art of
ogling tenderly and of uttering soft nothings he had learned during his first
season in town, and as he had a great melting blue eye, the figure of an
Adonis, and a white and shapely hand for a ring, he was well equipped for
conquest. He had darted many an inflaming glance at Mistress Clorinda before
the first meats were removed. Even in London he had heard a vague rumor of this
handsome young woman, bred among her father's dogs, horses, and boon
companions, and ripening into a beauty likely to make town faces pale. He had
almost fallen into the spleen on hearing that she had left her boy's clothes
and vowed she would wear them no more, as above all things he had desired to
see how she carried them and what charms they revealed. On hearing from his
host and kinsman that she had said that on her birth-night she would bid them
farewell forever by donning them for the last time, he was consumed with
eagerness to obtain an invitation. This his kinsman besought for him, and,
behold, the first glance the beauty shot at him pierced his inflammable bosom
like a dart. Never before had it been his fortune to behold female charms so
dazzling, and eyes of such lustre and young majesty. The lovely baggage had a
saucy way of standing with her white jeweled hands in her pockets like a pretty
fop, and throwing up her little head like a modish beauty who was of royal
blood; and these two tricks alone, he felt, might have set on fire the heart of
a man years older and colder than himself.
If she had been of the
order of soft-natured charmers they would have fallen into each other's eyes
before the wine was changed, but this Mistress Clorinda was not. She did not
fear to meet the full battery of his enamored glances, but she did not choose
to return them. She played her part of the pretty young fellow who was a
high-spirited beauty with more of wit and fire than she had ever played it
before. The rollicking, hunting squires who had been her play-fellows so long,
devoured her with their delighted glances, and roared with laughter at her
sallies. Their jokes and flatteries were not of the most seemly, but she had
not been bred to seemliness and modesty, and was no more ignorant than if she
had been in sooth some gay young springald of a lad. To her it was part of the
entertainment that upon this last night they conducted themselves as beseemed
her boyish masquerading. Though country-bred, she had lived among companions
who were men of the world and lived without restraints, and she had so far
learned from them that at fifteen years old she was as worldly and as familiar
with the devices of intrigue as she would be at forty.
So far she had not been
pushed to practising them, her singular life having thrown her among few of her
own age, and those had chanced to be of a sort she disdainfully counted as
country bumpkins.
But the young gallant
introduced to-night into the world she lived in was no bumpkin, and was a dandy
of the town. His name was Sir John Oxon, and he had just come into his title
and a pretty property. His hands were as white and bejeweled as her own, his
habit was of the latest fashionable cut, and his fair, flowing locks scattered
a delicate French perfume she did not even know the name of.
But though she observed
all these attractions and found them powerful, young Sir John remarked with a
slight sinking qualm that her great eye did not fall before his amorous
glances, but met them with high-smiling readiness, and her color never blenched
or heightened a whit for all their masterly skilfulness. But he had sworn to
himself that he would approach close enough to her to fire off some fine speech
before the night was ended, and he endeavored to bear himself with at least an
outward air of patience until he beheld his opportunity.
When the last dish was
removed and bottles and bumpers stood upon the board, she sprang up on her
chair and stood before them all, smiling down the long table with eyes like
flashing jewels. Her hands were thrust in her pockets with her pretty young
fop's air, and she drew herself to her full comely height, her beauteous lithe
limbs and slender feet set smartly together. Twenty pairs of masculine eyes
were turned upon her beauty, but none so ardently as the young one's across the
table.
"Look your last on
my fine shape," she proclaimed in her high, rich voice. "You will see
but little of the nether part of it when it is hid in farthingales and
petticoats. Look your last before I go to don my fine lady's furbelows."
And when they filled
their glasses and lifted them and shouted admiring jests to her, she broke into
one of her stable-boy songs and sang it in the voice of a skylark.
No man among them was
used to showing her the courtesies of polite breeding. She had been too long a
boy to them for that to have entered any mind, and when she finished her song,
sprang down and made for the door, Sir John beheld his long-looked-for chance,
and was there before to open it with a great bow, made with his hand upon his
heart and his fair locks falling.
"You rob us of the
rapture of beholding great beauties, mistress," he said in a low,
impassioned voice. "But there should be indeed but one happy man whose
bliss it is to gaze upon such perfections."
"I am fifteen
years old to-night," she answered, "and as yet I have not set eyes
upon him."
"How do you know
that, madam?" he said, bowing lower still.
She laughed her great
rich laugh.
"Forsooth, I do
not know," she retorted. "He may be here this very night among this
company. And as it might be so, I go to don my modesty."
And she bestowed on him
a parting shot in the shape of one of her prettiest young fop waves of the hand
and was gone from him.
When the door closed
behind her and Sir John Oxon returned to the table, for a while a sort of
dulness fell upon the party. Not being of quick minds or sentiments, these
country roisterers failed to understand the heavy cloud of spleen and lack of
spirit they experienced, but as they filled their glasses and tossed off one
bumper after another to cure it, they soon began again to laugh and fell into
boisterous joking.
They talked mostly,
indeed, of their young playfellow, of whom they felt, in some indistinct
manner, they were to be bereft; they rallied Sir Jeoffry, told stories of her
childhood, and made pictures of her budding beauties, comparing them with those
of young ladies who were celebrated toasts.
"She will sail
among them like a royal frigate," said one. "And they will pale
before her lustre as a tallow-dip does before an illumination."
The clock struck twelve
before she returned to them. Just as the last stroke sounded, the door was
thrown open, and there she stood, a woman on each side of her, holding a large
silver candelabrum bright with wax tapers high above her, so that she was in a
flood of light.
She was attired in rich
brocade of crimson and silver, and wore a great hooped petticoat, which showed
off her grandeur; her waist, of no more bigness than a man's hands could clasp,
set in its midst like the stem of a flower; her black hair was rolled high and
circled with jewels, her fair long throat blazed with a collar of diamonds, and
the majesty of her eye and lip and brow made up a mien so dazzling that every
man sprang to his feet beholding her.
She made a sweeping
obeisance, and then stood up before them, her head thrown back and her lips
curving in the triumphant mocking smile of a great beauty looking upon them all
as vassals.
"Down upon your
knees," she cried, "and drink to me kneeling. From this night all men
must bend so--all men whom I deign to cast my eyes on."
SHE went no more
a-hunting in boy's clothes, but from this time forward wore brocades and
paduasoys, fine lawn, and lace. Her tire-woman was kept so busily engaged upon
making rich habits, fragrant waters, and essences, and running at her bidding
to change her gown or dress her head in some changed fashion, that her life was
made to her a weighty burden to bear and also a painful one. Her place had
before been an easy one but for her mistress's choleric temper, but it was so
no more. Never had young lady been so exacting and so tempestuous when not
pleased with the adorning of her face and shape. In the presence of polite
strangers, whether ladies or gentlemen, Mistress Clorinda in these days chose
to chasten her language and give less rein to her fantastical passions, but
alone in her closet with her woman, if a ribbon did not suit her fancy, or a
hoop not please, she did not fear to be as scurrilous as she chose. In this
discreet retirement she rapped out oaths, and boxed her woman's ears with a
vigorous hand, tore off her gowns and stamped them beneath her feet, or flung
pots of pomade at the poor woman's head. She took these freedoms with such a
readiness and spirit that she was served with a despatch and humbleness
scarcely to be equaled, and it is certain never excelled.
The high courage and
undaunted will which had been the engines she had used to gain her will from
her infant years, aided her in these days to carry out what her keen mind and
woman's wit had designed, which was to take the county by storm with her
beauty, and reign toast and enslaver until such time as she won the prize of a
husband of rich estates and notable rank.
It was soon bruited
abroad, to the amazement of the county, that Mistress Clorinda Wildairs had
changed her strange and unseemly habits of life, and had become as much a young
lady of fashion and breeding as her birth and charm demanded. This was first
made known by her appearing one Sunday morning at church accompanied, as though
attended with a retinue of servitors, by Mistress Wimpole and her two sisters,
whose plain faces, awkward shapes, and still more awkward attire were such a
foil to her glowing loveliness as set it in high relief. It was seldom that the
coach from Wildairs Hall drew up before the lichgate, but upon rare Sunday
mornings Mistress Wimpole and her two charges contrived, if Sir Jeoffry was not
in an ill-humor and the coachman was complaisant, to be driven to service.
Usually, however, they trudged afoot, and if the day chanced to be sultry,
arrived with their snub-nosed faces of a high and shining color, or if the
country roads were wet, with their petticoats bemired.
This morning, when the
coach drew up, the horses were well groomed, the coachman smartly dressed and a
footman was in attendance, who sprang to earth and opened the door with a
flourish.
The loiterers in the
churchyard, and those who were approaching the gate or passing toward the
church-porch, stared with eyes wide stretched in wonder and incredulity. Never
had such a thing before been beheld or heard of as what they now saw in broad
daylight.
Mistress Clorinda, clad
in highest town fashion, in brocades and silver lace, and splendid furbelows,
stepped forth from the chariot with the air of a queen. She had the majestic
composure of a young lady who had worn nothing less modish than such raiment
all her life, and who had prayed decorously beneath her neighbors' eyes since
she had left her nurse's care.
Her sisters and their
governess looked timorous, and as if they knew not where to cast their eyes for
shamefacedness, but not so Mistress Clorinda, who moved forward with a stately
swimming gait, her fine head in the air. As she stepped into the porch, a young
gentleman drew back and made a profound obeisance to her. She cast her eyes
upon him, and returned it with a grace and condescension which struck the beholders
dumb with admiring awe. To some of the people of a commoner sort, he was a
stranger, but all connected with the gentry knew he was Sir John Oxon, who was
staying at Eldershawe Park with his relative, whose estate it was.
How Mistress Clorinda
contrived to manage it, no one was aware but herself, but after a few
appearances at church, she appeared at other places. She was seen at dinners at
fine houses, and began to be seen at routs and balls. Where she was seen she
shone, and with such radiance as caused match-making matrons great dismay and
their daughters woful qualms.
Once having shone, she
could not be extinguished, or hidden under a bushel, for being of rank and
highly connected through mother as well as father, and playing her cards with
great wit and skill, she could not be thrust aside.
At her first hunt-ball
she set aflame every male breast in the shire, unmasking such a battery of
charms as no man could withstand the fire of. Her dazzling eye, her wondrous
shape, the rich music of her laugh, and the mocking wit of her sharp, saucy
tongue, were weapons to have armed a dozen women, and she was but one, and in
the first rich tempting glow of blooming youth.
She turned more heads
and caused more quarrels than she could have counted had she sat up half the
night. She went to her coach with her father, followed by a dozen gallants,
each ready to spit the other for a smile. Her smiles were wondrous, but there
seemed always a touch of mockery or disdain in them, which made them more
remembered than if they had been softer.
One man there was who
perchance found something in her high glance not wholly scornful, but he was
used to soft treatment from woman, and had in sooth expected milder glances
than were bestowed upon him. This was young Sir John Oxon, who had found
himself among the fair sex that night as great a beau as she had been a belle;
but two dances he had won from her, and this was more than any other man could
boast, and what other gallants envied him with darkest hatred.
Sir Jeoffry, who had
watched her as she queened it among rakes and fops and honest country squires
and knights, had marked the vigor with which they plyed her, with an emotion
which was a new sensation to his drunk-bemuddled brain. So far as it was in his
nature to love another than himself, he had learned to love this young lovely
virago of his own flesh and blood, perchance, because she was the only creature
who had never quailed before him, and had always known how to bend him to her
will.
When the chariot rolled
away, he looked at her as she sat erect in the early morning light, as
unblenched, bright and untouched in bloom as if she had that moment risen from
her pillow and washed her face in dew. He was not so drunk as he had been at
midnight, but he was a little maudlin.
"By God, thou art
handsome, Clo!" he said. "By God, I never saw a finer woman."
"Nor I," she
answered back, "which I thank Heaven for."
"Thou pretty
brazen baggage," her father laughed, "Old Dunstanwolde looked thee well
over to-night. He never looked away from the moment he clapped eyes on
thee."
"That I knew
better than thee, Dad," said the beauty. "And I saw that he could not
have done it if he had tried. If there comes no richer, younger great
gentleman, he shall marry me."
"Thou hast a sharp
eye and a keen wit," said Sir Jeoffry, looking askance at her with a new
maggot in his brain. "Wouldst never play the fool, I warrant. They will
press thee hard and 'twill be hard to withstand their love-making, but I shall
never have to mount and ride off with pistols in my holsters to bring back a
man and make him marry thee, as Chris Crowell had to do for his youngest wench.
Thou wouldst never play the fool, I warrant--wouldst thou, Clo?"
She tossed her head and
laughed like a young, scornful devil, showing her white pearl teeth between her
lips' scarlet.
"Not I," she
said. "There thou mayest trust me. I would not be found out."
She played her part as
triumphant beauty so successfully that the cleverest managing mother in the
universe could not have bettered her position. Gallants brawled for her, honest
men fell at her feet, romantic swains wrote verses to her; praising her eyes,
her delicate bosom, the carnation of her cheek, and the awful majesty of her
mien. In every revel she was queen; in every contest of beauties, Venus; in
every spectacle of triumph, empress of them all.
The Earl of
Dunstanwolde, who had the oldest name and the richest estates in his own county
and the six adjoining ones, who, having made a love-match in his prime and lost
wife and heir but a year after his nuptials, had been the despair of every maid
and mother who knew him, because he would not be melted to a marriageable mood.
After the hunt-ball this mourning nobleman, who was by this time of ripe years,
had appeared in the world again as he had not done for many years before.
Before many months had elapsed it was known that his admiration of the new
beauty was confessed, and it was believed that he but waited further knowledge
of her to advance to the point of laying his title and estates at her feet.
But though two years
before the entire county would have rated low, indeed, the wit and foresight of
the man who had even hinted the possibility of such honor and good fortune
being in prospect for the young lady, so great was Mistress Clorinda's
brilliant and noble beauty, and with such majesty she bore herself in these
times, that there were even those who doubted whether she would think my lord a
rich enough prize for her, and if when he fell upon his knees, she would deign
to become his countess, feeling that she had such splendid wares to dispose of
as might be bartered for a duke, when she went to town and to court.
During the length of
more than one man's lifetime afterward, the reign of Mistress Clorinda Wildairs
was a memory recalled over the bottle at the dining-table among men, some of
whom had but heard their fathers vaunt her beauties. It seemed as if in her
person there was not a single flaw, or indeed a charm which had not reached the
highest point of beauty. For shape she might have vied with young Diana,
mounted side by side with her upon a pedestal; her raven locks were of a length
and luxuriance to clothe her as a garment, her great eye commanded and flashed
as Juno's might have done in the goddess's divinest moments of lovely pride,
and though it was said none ever saw it languish, each man who adored her was
maddened by the secret belief that Venus herself could not so melt in love as
she, if she would stoop to love--as each one prayed she might--himself. Her
hands and feet, her neck, the slimness of her waist, her mantling crimson and
ivory white, her little ear, her scarlet lip, the pearls between them, and her
long white throat were perfection each and all, and catalogued with oaths of
rapture.
"She hath such
beauties," one admirer said, "that a man must toast them all and can
not drink to her as to a single woman. And she hath so many that to slight none
her servant must go from the table reeling."
There was but one thing
connected with her which was not a weapon to her hand, and this was that she
was not a fortune. Sir Jeoffry had drunk and rioted until he had but little
left. He had cut his timber and let his estate go to rack, having indeed no
money to keep it up. The great hall, which had once been a fine old place, was
almost a ruin. Its carved oak and noble rooms and galleries were all of its
past splendors that remained. All had been sold that could be sold, and all the
outcome had been spent. The county indeed wondered where Mistress Clorinda's
fine clothes came from, and knew full well why she was not taken to court to
kneel to the Queen. That she was waiting for this to make her match, the
envious were quite sure and did not hesitate to whisper pretty loudly.
The name of one man of
rank and fortune after another was spoken of as that of a suitor to her hand,
but in some way it was discovered that she refused them all. It was also known
that they continued to worship her, and that at any moment she could call even
the best among them back. It seemed that while all the men were enamored of
her, there was not one who could cure himself of his passion, however hopeless
it might be.
Her wit was as great as
her beauty, and she had a spirit before which no man could stand if she chose
to be disdainful. To some she was so, and had the whim to flout them with great
brilliancy. Encounters with her were always remembered, and if heard by those
not concerned were considered worthy both of recollection and of being repeated
to the world; she had a tongue so nimble and a wit so full of fire.
Young Sir John Oxon's
visit to his relative at Eldershawe being at an end, he returned to town, and
remaining there through a few weeks of fashionable gaiety, won new reputations
as a triumpher over the female heart. He made some renowned conquests, and set
the mode in some new essences and sword knots. But even these triumphs appeared
to pall upon him shortly, since he deserted the town and returned again to the
country, where, on this occasion, he did not stay with his relative, but with
Sir Jeoffry himself, who had taken a boisterous fancy to him.
It had been much marked
since the altered life of Mistress Clorinda, that she, who had previously
defied all rules laid down on behavior for young misses, and had been thought
to do so because she knew none of them, now proved that her wild fashion had
been but wilfulness, since it was seen that she must have observed and marked
manners with the best. There seemed no decorum she did not know how to observe
with the most natural grace. It was indeed all grace and majesty, there being
no suggestion of the prude about her, but rather the manner of a young lady
having been born with pride and stateliness, and most carefully bred. This was
the result of her wondrous wit, the highness of her talents, and the strength
of her will, which was of such power that she could carry out without fail
anything she chose to undertake. There are some women who have beauty and some
who have wit, or vigor of understanding, but she possessed all three, and with
them such courage and strength of nerve as would have well equipped a man.
Quick as her wit was,
and ready as were her brilliant quips and sallies, there was no levity in her
demeanor, and she kept Mistress Margery Wimpole in discreet attendance upon
her, as if she had been the daughter of a Spanish hidalgo, never to be
approached except in the presence of her duenna. Poor Mistress Margery, finding
her old fears removed, was overpowered with new ones. She had no lawlessness or
hoyden manners to contend with, but instead, a haughtiness so high and demand
so great, that her powers could scarcely satisfy the one or her spirit stand up
before the other.
"It is as if one
were lady-in-waiting to her Majesty's self," she used to whimper when she
was alone and dare do so. "Surely the Queen has not such a will and such a
temper. She will have me toil to look worthy of her in my habit, and bear
myself like a duchess in dignity. Alack, I have practised my obeisance by the
hour to perfect it, so that I may escape her wrath. And I must know how to
look, and when and where to sit, and with what air of being near at hand, while
I must see nothing! And I must drag my failing limbs hither and thither with
genteel ease while I ache from head to foot, being neither young nor
strong."
The poor lady was so
overawed by, and yet so admired her charge, that it was piteous to behold.
"She is an arrant
fool," quoth Mistress Clorinda to her father. "A nice duenna she
would be, forsooth, if she were with a woman to watch her! She could be
hoodwinked as it pleased me a dozen times a day. It is I who am her guard, not
she mine. But a beauty must drag some spy about with her, it seems, and she I
can make to obey me like a spaniel. We can afford no better, and she is well
born, and since I bought her the purple paduasoy and the new lappets she has
looked well enough to serve."
"Dunstanwolde need
not fear for thee now," said Sir Jeoffry. "Thou art a clever and
foreseeing wench, Clo."
"Dunstanwolde nor
any man!" she answered. "There will be no gossip of me. It is Anne
and Barbara thou must look to, Dad, lest their plain faces lead them to show
soft hearts. My face is my fortune."
When Sir John Oxon paid
his visit to Sir Jeoffry, the days of Mistress Margery were filled with carking
care. The night before he arrived, Mistress Clorinda called her to her closet
and laid upon her her commands in her own high way. She was under her woman's
hands, and while her great mantle of black hair fell over the back of her chair
and lay on the floor, her tire-woman passing the brush over it, lock by lock,
she was at her greatest beauty. Either she had been angered or pleased, for her
cheek wore a bloom even deeper and richer than usual, and there was a spark
like a diamond under the fringe of her lashes.
At her first timorous
glance at her, Mistress Margery thought she must have been angered, the spark
so burned in her eyes, and so evident was the light but quick heave of her
bosom, but the next moment it seemed as if she must be in a pleasant humor, for
a little smile deepened the dimples in the corner of her bowed full lips. But
quickly she looked up and resumed her stately air.
"This gentleman
who comes to visit to-morrow," she said, "Sir John Oxon--do you know
aught of him?"
"But little,
madam," Mistress Margery answered with fear and humility.
"Then it will be
well that you should, since I have commands to lay upon you concerning
him," said the beauty.
"You do me
honor," said the poor gentlewoman.
Mistress Clorinda
looked her straight in the face.
"He is a gentleman
from town, the kinsman of Lord Eldershawe," she said. "He is a
handsome man, concerning whom many women have been fools. He chooses to allow
it to be said that he is a conqueror of female hearts and virtue, even among
women of fashion and rank. If this be said in the town, what may not be said in
the country? He shall wear no such graces here. He chooses to pay his court to
me. He is my father's guest and a man of fashion. Let him make as many fine
speeches as he has the will to. I will listen or not as I choose, I am used to
words. But see that we are not left alone."
The tire-woman pricked
up her ears. Clorinda saw her in the glass.
"Attend to thy
business if thou dost not want a box o' the ear," she said, in a tone
which made the woman start.
"You would not be
left alone with the gentleman, madam," faltered Mistress Margery.
"If he comes to
boast of conquests," said Mistress Clorinda, looking at her straight again
and drawing down her black brows, "I will play as cleverly as he. He can
not boast greatly of one whom he never makes his court to but in the presence
of a kinswoman of ripe years. Understand that this be your task."
"I will remember,
madam," answered Mistress Margery; "I will bear myself as you
command."
"That is
well," said Mistress Clorinda, "I will keep you no more. You may
go."
THE good gentlewoman took
her leave gladly. She had spent a life in timid fears of such things and
persons as were not formed by Nature to excite them, but never had she
experienced such humble terrors as those with which Mistress Clorinda inspired
her. Never did she approach her without inward tremor, and never did she
receive permission to depart from her presence without relief. And yet her
beauty and wit and spirit had no admirer regarding them with more of wondering
awe.
In the bare west wing
of the house, comfortless though the neglect of its master had made it, there
was one corner where she was unafraid. Her first charges, Mistress Barbara and
Mistress Anne, were young ladies of gentle spirit. Their sister had said of
them that their spirit was as poor as their looks. It could not be said of them
by any one that they had any pretension to beauty, but that which Mistress
Clorinda rated at as poor spirit was the one element of comfort in their poor
dependent kinswoman's life. They gave her no ill words, they indulged in no
fantastical whims and vapors, and they did not even seem to expect other
entertainment than to walk the country roads, to play with the little lap-dog
Cupid, wind silks for their needlework, and please themselves with their
embroidery frames.
To them their sister
appeared a goddess whom it would be presumptuous to approach in any frame of
mind quite ordinary. Her beauty must be heightened by rich adornments, while
their plain looks were left without the poorest aid. It seemed but fitting that
what there was to spend must be spent on her. They showed no signs of
resentment, and took with gratitude such cast- off finery as she deigned at
times to bestow upon them, when it was no longer useful to herself. She was too
full of the occupations of pleasure to have had time to notice them even if her
nature had inclined her to the observance of family affections. It was their
habit, when they knew of her going out in state, to watch her incoming and
outgoing, through a peep-hole in a chamber window. Mistress Margery told them
stories of her admirers and of her triumphs, of the county gentlemen of fortune
who had offered themselves to her, and of the modes of life in town, of the
handsome Sir John Oxon, who, without doubt, was of the circle of her admiring
attendants, if he had not fallen totally her victim as others had.
Of the two young women
it was Mistress Anne who had the more parts, and the attraction of the mind the
least dull. In sooth, Nature had dealt with both in a niggardly fashion, but
Mistress Barbara was the plainer and the more foolish. Mistress Anne had
perchance the tenderer feelings and was in secret given to a certain
sentimentality. She was thin and stooping and had but a muddy complexion; her
hair was heavy, it is true, but its thickness and weight seemed naught but an
ungrateful burden, and she had a dull, soft eye. In private she was fond of
reading such romances as she could procure by stealth from the library of books
gathered together in past times by some ancestor Sir Jeoffry regarded as an
idiot. Doubtless she met with strange reading in the volumes she took to her
closet, and her simple virgin mind found cause for the solving of many
problems, but from the pages she contrived to cull stories of lordly lovers and
cruel or kind beauties, whose romances created for her a strange world of
pleasure in the midst of her loneliness. Poor neglected young female, with
every guileless maiden instinct withered at birth, she had need of some tender
dreams to dwell upon, though Fate herself seemed to have decreed that they must
be no more than visions.
It was in sooth always
the beauteous Clorinda about whose charms she builded her romances. In her
great power she saw that for which knights fought in tourney, and great kings
committed royal sins, and to her splendid beauty she had in secrecy felt that
all might be forgiven. She cherished such fancies of her that one morning when
she believed her absent from the house, she stole into the corridor upon which
Clorinda's apartment opened. Her first timid thought had been that if a chamber
door were opened she might catch a glimpse of some of the splendors her
sister's woman was surely laying out for her wearing at a birth-night ball at
the house of one of the gentry of the neighborhood.
But it so happened that
she really found the door of entrance open, which indeed she had not more than
dared to hope, and finding it so she stayed her footsteps to gaze with beating
heart within. On the great bed, which was of carved oak, and canopied with
tattered tapestry, there lay spread such splendors as she had never beheld near
to before. 'Twas blue and silver brocade Mistress Clorinda was to shine in
tonight; it lay spread forth in all its dimensions; the beautiful bosom and
shoulders were to be bared to the eyes of scores of adorers, but rich lace was
to set their beauties forth, and strings of pearls. Why Sir Jeoffry had not
sold his lady's jewels before he became enamored of her six- year-old child it
would be hard to explain. There was a great painted fan with jewels in the
sticks, and on the floor--as if peeping forth from beneath the bravery of the
expanded petticoats--was a pair of blue and silver shoes, high heeled and
arched and slender. In gazing at them Mistress Anne lost her breath thinking
that in some fashion they had a regal air of being made to trample hearts
beneath them.
To the gentle hapless
virgin, to whom such possessions were as the wardrobe of a queen, the
temptation to behold them nearby was too great. She could not forbear from
passing the threshold, and she did with heaving breast. She approached the bed
and gazed, she dared to touch the scented gloves that lay by the outspread
petticoat of blue and silver, she even laid a trembling finger upon the pointed
bodice, which was so slender that it seemed small enough for even a child.
"Ah me," she
sighed gently, "how beautiful she will be! How beautiful, and all of them
will fall at her feet, as is not to be wondered at. And it was always so all
her life, even when she was an infant, and all gave her her will because of her
beauty and her power. She hath a great power. Barbara and I are not so. We are
dull and weak and dare not speak our minds. It is as if we were creatures of
another world. But He who rules all things has so willed it for us. He has
given it to us for our portion--our portion."
Her dull poor face
drooped a little as she spoke the words, and her eyes fell upon the beauteous
tiny shoes which seemed to trample even when no foot was within them. She
stooped to take one in her hand, but as she was about to lift it, something
which seemed to have been dropped upon the floor and to have rolled beneath the
valance of the bed, touched her hand. It was a thing to which a ribband was
attached, an ivory miniature, and she picked it up wondering. She stood up
gazing at it, in such bewilderment to find her eyes upon it, that she scarce
knew what she did. She did not mean to pry, she would not have had the daring
so to do if she had possessed the inclination. But the instant her eyes told
her what they saw, she started and blushed as she had never blushed before in
her tame life. The warm rose mantled her cheeks and even suffused the neck her
chaste kerchief hid. Her eye kindled with admiration and an emotion new to her
indeed.
"How
beautiful," she said. "He is like a young Adonis and has the bearing
of a royal prince! How can it--by what strange chance hath it come here!"
She had not regarded it
more than long enough to have uttered these words when a fear came upon her,
and she felt that she had fallen into misfortune.
"What must I do
with it," she trembled. "What will she say, whether she knows of its
being within the chamber or not. She will be angry with me that I have dared to
touch it. What shall I do?"
She regarded it again
with eyes almost suffused. Her blush and the sensibility of her emotion gave to
her plain countenance a new liveliness of tint and expression.
"I will put it
back where I found it," she said, "and the one who knows it will find
it later. It can not be she it can not be she! If I laid it on her table she
would rate me bitterly. And she can be bitter when she will."
She bent and placed it
within the shadow of the valance again, and as she felt it touch the hard oak
of the polished floor her bosom rose with a soft sigh.
"It is an unseemly
thing to do," she said; "'tis as though one were uncivil--but I dare
not--I dare not do otherwise."
She would have turned
to leave the apartment, being much overcome by the incident, but just as she
would have done so she heard the sound of horses' feet through the window by
which she must pass, and looked out to see if it was Clorinda who was returning
from her ride. Mistress Clorinda was a matchless horsewoman, and a marvel of
loveliness and spirit she looked when she rode, sitting upon a horse such as no
other woman dared to mount, always an animal of the greatest beauty, but of so
dangerous a spirit that her riding-whip was loaded like a man's.
This time it was not
she, and when Mistress Anne beheld the young gentleman who had drawn rein in
the court, she started backward and put her hand to her heart, the blood
mantling her pale cheek again in a flood. But having started back, the next
instant she started forward to gaze again, all her timid soul in her eyes.
"'Tis he!"
she panted; "'tis he himself! He hath come in hope to speak with my sister
and she is abroad. Poor gentleman, he hath come in such high spirit, and must
ride back heavy of heart. How comely, and how finely clad he is!"
He was in sooth--with
his rich riding-habit, his handsome face, his plumed hat, and the sun shining
on the fair luxuriant locks which fell beneath it. It was Sir John Oxon, and he
was habited as when he rode in the park in town and the Court was there. Not so
were attired the country gentry, whom Anne had been wont to see, though many of
them were well mounted, knowing horseflesh and naught else, as they did.
She pressed her cheek
against the side of the oriel window, over which the ivy grew thickly; she was
so intent that she could not withdraw her gaze. She watched him as he turned
away, having received his dismissal, and she pressed her face closer, that she
might follow him as he rode down the long avenue of oak trees, his servant
riding behind.
Thus she bent forward
gazing, until he turned and the oaks hid him from her sight, and even then the
spell was not dissolved, and she still regarded the place where he had passed
until a sound behind her made her start violently. It was a peal of laughter,
high and rich, and when she so started and turned to see whom it might be, she
beheld her sister Clorinda, who was standing just within the threshold as if
movement had been arrested by what had met her eye as she came in. Poor Anne
put her hand to her side again.
"Oh, sister!"
she gasped; "oh, sister!" but could no more.
She saw that she had
thought falsely, and that Clorinda had not been out at all, for she was in home
attire. And even in the midst of her trepidation there sprang into Anne's mind
the awful thought that through some servant's blunder the comely young visitor
had been sent away. For herself, she expected but to be driven forth with
wrathful, disdainful words for her presumption. For what else could she hope
from this splendid creature, who, while of her own flesh and blood, had never
seemed to regard her as being more than a poor superfluous underling. But,
strangely enough, there was no anger in Clorinda's eyes; she but laughed as
though what she had seen had made her merry.
"You here,
Anne," she said, "and looking with light-- mindedness after gallant
gentlemen. Mistress Margery should see to this and watch more closely, or we
shall have unseemly stories told. You, sister, with your modest face and
bashfulness! I had not thought it of you."
Suddenly she crossed
the room to where her sister stood drooping, and seized her by the shoulder so
that she could look her well in the face.
"What," she
said with a mocking not quite harsh--"what is this! Does a glance at a
fine gallant, even taken from behind an oriel window, make such change indeed!
I never before saw this look, nor this color, forsooth. It had improved thee
wondrously, Anne--wondrously."
"Sister,"
faltered Anne, "I so desired to see your birth- night ball gown, of which
Mistress Margery hath much spoken--I so desired--I thought it would not matter
if, the door being open and it spread forth upon the bed--I--I stole a look at
it. And then I was tempted--and came in."
"And then was tempted
more," Clorinda laughed, still regarding her downcast countenance
shrewdly, "by a thing far less to be resisted--a fine gentleman from town,
with lovelocks falling on his shoulders and ladies' hearts strung at his
saddle- bow by scores. Which found you the most beautiful?"
"Your gown is
splendid, sister," said Anne, with modest shyness; "there will be no
beauty who will wear another like it-- or should there be one she will not
carry it as you will."
"But the man--the
man, Anne," Clorinda laughed again. "What of the man?"
Anne plucked up just
enough of her poor spirit to raise her eyes to the brilliant ones that mocked
at her.
"With such
gentlemen, sister," she said, "is it like that I have aught to
do?"
Mistress Clorinda
dropped her hand and left laughing.
"'Tis true,"
she said, "it is not--but for this one time, Anne, thou lookest almost a
woman."
"'Tis not beauty
alone that makes womanhood," said Anne, her head on her breast again.
"In some book I have read that--that it is mostly pain. I am woman enough
for that."
"You have
read--you have read," quoted Clorinda; "you are the bookworm, I
remember, and filch romances and poems from the shelves. And you have read that
it is mostly pain that makes a woman? 'Tis not true. 'Tis a poor lie. I am a
woman and I do not suffer--for I will not, that I swear! And when I take an
oath, I keep it, mark you! It is men women suffer for; that was what your
scholar meant--for such fine gentlemen as the one you have just watched while
he rode away. More fools they! No man shall make me womanly in such a fashion,
I promise you! Let them wince and kneel--I will not."
"Sister,"
Anne faltered, "I thought you were not within. The gentleman who rode
away--did the servants know--"
"That did
they," quoth Clorinda, mocking again; "they knew that I would not
receive him to-day, and so sent him away. He might have known as much himself,
but he is an arrant popinjay and thinks all women wish to look at his fine
shape, and hear him flatter them when he is in the mood."
"You would
not--let him enter?"
Clorinda threw her
graceful body into a chair with more light laughter.
"I would
not," she answered. "You can not understand such ingratitude, poor
Anne; you would have treated him more softly. Sit down and talk to me, and I
will show thee my furbelows myself. All women like to chatter of their laced
bodices and petticoats. That is what makes a woman."
Anne was tremulous with
relief and pleasure. It was as if a queen had bid her to be seated. She sat
almost with the humble lack of ease a serving-woman might have shown. She had
never seen Clorinda wear such an air before, and never had she dreamed that she
would so open herself to any fellow creature. She knew but little of what her
sister was capable--of the brilliancy of her charm when she chose to
condescend, of the deigning softness of her manner when she chose to please, of
her arch pleasantries and cutting wit, and of the strange power she could wield
over any human being, gentle or simple, with whom she came in contact. But if
she had not known of these things before, she learned to know them this
morning. For some reason best known to herself, Mistress Clorinda was in a high
good humor. She kept Anne with her for more than an hour, and was dazzling
through every moment of its passing. She showed her the splendors she was to
shine in at the birth-night ball, even bringing forth her jewels and displaying
them. She told her stories of the house of which the young heir to-day attained
his majority, and mocked at the poor youth because he was ungainly, and at a
distance had been her slave since his nineteenth year.
"I have scarce
looked at him," she said. "He is a lout, with great eyes staring, and
a red nose. It does not need that one should look at men to win them. They look
at us and that is enough."
To poor Mistress Anne,
who had seen no company and listened to no wits, the entertainment bestowed
upon her was as wonderful as a night at the playhouse would have been. To watch
the old changing face, to harken to jesting stories of men and women who seemed
like the heroes and heroines of her romances, to hear love itself--the love she
trembled and palpitated at the mere thought of--spoken of openly as an
experience which fell to all, to hear it mocked at with dainty or biting quips,
to learn that women of all ages played with, enjoyed, or lost themselves for
it--it was with her as if a nun had been withdrawn from her cloister and
plunged into the vortex of the world.
"Sister," she
said, looking at the Beauty with humble, adoring eyes, "you make me feel
that my romances are true. You tell such things. It is like seeing pictures of
things to hear you talk. No wonder that all listen to you, for indeed 'tis
wonderful the way you have with words. You use them so that 'tis as though they
had shapes of their own and colors--and you builded with them. I thank you for
being so gracious to me, who have seen so little and can not tell the poor
quiet things I have seen."
And being led into the
loving boldness by her gratitude, she bent forward and touched with her lips
the fair hand resting on the chair's arm.
Mistress Clorinda fixed
her fine eyes upon her in a new way.
"I' faith it does
not seem fair, Anne," she said; "I should not like to change lives
with thee. Thou hast eyes like a shot pheasant--soft and with the bright hid
beneath the dull. Some man might love them, even if thou art no beauty.
Stay"-- suddenly. "Methinks--"
She uprose from her
chair and went to the oaken wardrobe and threw the door of it open wide while
she looked within.
"There is a gown
and a tippet or so here, and a hood and some ribbands I might do without,"
she said. "My woman shall bear them to your chamber and show you how to
set them to rights. She is a nimble-fingered creature, and a gown of mine would
give almost stuff enough to make you two. Then some days when I am not going
abroad and Mistress Margery frets me too much, I will send for you to sit with
me, and you shall come and listen to the gossip when a visitor drops in to have
a dish of tea."
Anne would have kissed
her feet then if she had dared to do so. She blushed red all over, and adored
her with a more worshiping gaze than before.
"I should not have
dared to hope so much," she stammered. "I could not--perhaps it is
not fitting--perhaps I could not bear myself as I should. I would try to show
myself a gentlewoman and seemly. I--I am a gentlewoman, though I have learned
so little. I could not be aught but a gentlewoman, could I, sister--being of
your own blood and my parents' child?" half afraid to presume even chis
much.
"No," said
Clorinda. "Do not be a fool, Anne, and carry yourself too humbly before
the world; you can be as humble as you like to me."
"I shall--I shall
be your servant, and worship you, sister," cried the poor soul, and she
drew near and kissed again the white hand which had bestowed with such loyal
bounty all this joy. It would not have occurred to her that a cast-off robe and
ribband were but small largesses. It was not a minute after this grateful
caress that Clorinda made a sharp movement --a movement which was so sharp that
it seemed to be one of dismay. At first, as if involuntarily, she had raised
her hand to her tucker, and after doing so she started--though 'twas but for a
second's space, after which her face was as it had been before.
"What is it?"
exclaimed Anne. "Have you lost anything?"
"No," quoth
Mistress Clorinda, quite carelessly, as she once more turned to the contents of
the oaken wardrobe; "but I thought I missed a trinket I was wearing for a
wager, and I would not lose it before the bet is won."
"Sister,"
ventured Anne, before she left her and went away to her own dull world in the
west wing, "there is a thing I can do if you will allow me. I can mend
your tapestry hangings which have holes in them. I am quick at my needle, and
should love to serve you in such poor ways as I can--and it is not seemly that
they should be so worn. All things about you should be beautiful and well kept."
"Can you make
these broken things beautiful?" said Clorinda. "Then indeed you
shall. You may come here to mend them when you will."
"They are very
fine hangings, though so old and ill-cared for," said Anne, looking up at
them. "And I shall be only too happy sitting here thinking of all you are
doing while I am at my work."
"Thinking of all I
am doing?" laughed Mistress Clorinda. "That would give you such
wondrous things to dream of, Anne, that you would have no time for your needle,
and my hangings would stay as they are."
"I can think and
darn also," said Mistress Anne. "So I will come."
FROM that time
henceforward into the young woman's dull life there came a little change. It did
not seem a little change to her, but a great one, though to others it would
have seemed slight indeed. She was an affectionate, housewifely creature, who
would have made the best of wives and mothers, if it had been so ordained by
fortune, and something of her natural instincts found outlet in the furtive
service she paid her sister, who became the empress of her soul. She darned and
patched the tattered hangings with a wonderful neatness, and the hours she
spent at work in the chamber were to her almost as sacred as hours spent at
religious duty, or as those nuns and novices give to embroidering altar-cloths.
There was a brightness in the room that seemed in no other in the house, and
the lingering essences in the air of it were as incense to her. In secrecy she
even busied herself with keeping things in better order than Rebecca, Mistress
Clorinda's woman, had ever had time to do before. She also contrived to get in
her own hands some duties that were Rebecca's own. She could mend lace
cleverly, and arrange ribband knots with taste, and even change the fashion of
a gown. The hard-worked tire-woman was but too glad to be relieved, and kept
her secret well, being praised many times for the set or fashion of a thing
into which she had not so much as set a needle. Being a shrewd baggage, she was
wise enough always to relate to Anne the story of her mistress's pleasure,
having the wit to read in her delight that she would be encouraged to fresh
effort.
At times it so befell
that when Anne went into the bedchamber, she found the Beauty there, who, if
she chanced to be in the humor, would detain her in her presence for a space,
and bewitch her over again. In sooth, it seemed that she took a pleasure in
showing her female adorer how wondrously full of all fascinations she could be.
At such times Anne's plain face would almost bloom with excitement, and her
shot pheasant's eyes would glow as if beholding a goddess.
She neither saw nor
heard more of the miniature on the ribband. It used to make her tremble at times
to fancy that, by some strange chance, it might still be under the bed, and
that the handsome face smiled and the blue eyes gazed in the very apartment
where she herself sat and her sister was robed and disrobed in all her beauty.
She used all her modest
skill in fitting to her own shape and refurbishing the cast-off bits of finery
bestowed upon her. It was all set to rights long before Clorinda recalled to
mind that she had promised that Anne should some time see her chance visitors
take their dish of tea with her.
But one day, for some
cause, she did remember, and sent for her.
Anne ran to her
bedchamber and donned her remodeled gown with shaking hands. She laughed a
little hysterically as she did it, seeing her plain, snub-nosed face in the
glass. She tried to dress her head in a fashion new to her, and knew she did it
ill and untidily, but had no time to change it. If she had had some red she
would have put it on, but no such vanities were in her chamber or Barbara's. So
she rubbed her cheeks hard and even pinched them, so that in the end they
looked as if they were badly rouged. It seemed to her that her nose grew red
too, and indeed 'twas no wonder, for her hands and feet were like ice.
"She must be
ashamed of me," the humble creature said to herself. "And if she is
ashamed she will be angered, and send me away and be friends no more."
She did not deceive
herself, poor thing, and imagine she had the chance of being regarded with any
great lenience if she appeared ill.
"Mistress Clorinda
begged that you would come quickly," said Rebecca, knocking at the door.
So she caught her
handkerchief, which was scented, as all her garments were, with dried
rose-leaves from the garden which she had conserved herself, and went down to
the chintz parlor trembling.
It was a great room
with white panels, and flowered coverings to the furniture; there were a number
of ladies and gentlemen standing talking and laughing loudly together. The men
outnumbered the women, and most of them stood in a circle about Mistress Clorinda,
who sat upright in a great flowered chair, smiling with her mocking stately air
as if she defied them to dare to speak what they felt.
Anne came in like a
mouse. Nobody saw her. She did not indeed know what to do. She dared not remain
standing all alone, so she crept to the place where her sister's chair was and
stood a little behind its high back. Her heart beat within her breast till it
was like to choke her.
There were only country
gentlemen who made the circle, but to her they seemed dashing gallants. That
some of them had red noses as well as cheeks, and that their voices were big
and their gallantries boisterous, was no drawback to their manly charms,
because she had seen no other finer gentlemen. They were specimens of the great
conquering creature, Man, whom all women must aspire to please if they have the
fortunate power--and each and all of them were plainly trying to please
Clorinda, and not she them.
And so Anne gazed at
them with admiring awe, waiting until there should come a pause in which she
might presume to call her sister's attention to her presence; but suddenly,
before she had indeed made up her mind how she might best announce herself,
there spoke behind her a voice of silver.
"It is only
goddesses," said the voice, "who waft about them as they move the
musk of the rose gardens of Araby. When you come to reign over us in town,
madam, there will be no perfume in the mode but that of rose-leaves, and in all
drawing-rooms we shall breathe but their perfume."
And there at her side
was bowing to her sister, in cinnamon and crimson, with jeweled buttons on his
velvet coat, the beautiful being whose fair locks the sun had shone on the
morning she had watched him ride away--the man whom the imperial beauty had
dismissed and called a popinjay.
Clorinda looked under
her lashes toward him without turning, but in so doing beheld Anne standing in
waiting.
"A fine speech
lost," she said, "though 'twas well enough for the country, Sir John.
'Tis thrown away, because 'tis not I who am scented with rose-leaves, but Anne
there, whom you must not ogle. Come hither, sister, and do not hide as if you
were ashamed to be looked at."
And she drew her
forward; and there Anne stood, and all of them stared at her poor, plain,
blushing face, and the Adonis in cinnamon and crimson bowed low as if she had
been a duchess, that being his conqueror's way with gentle or simple, maid,
wife, or widow, beauty or homespun uncomeliness.
It was so with him
always--he could never resist the chance of luring to himself a woman's heart,
whether he wanted it or not, and he had a charm, a strange and wonderful one,
it could not be denied. Anne palpitated indeed as she made her courtesy to him,
and wondered if Heaven had ever before made so fine a gentleman and so beautiful
a being.
She went but seldom to
this room again, and when she went she stood always in the background, far more
in fear that some one would address her than that she should meet with neglect.
She was used to neglect and to being regarded as a nonentity, and aught else
discomfited her. All her pleasure was to hear what was said, though 'twas not
always of the finest wit, and to watch Clorinda play the queen among her
admirers and her slaves. She would not have dared to speak of Sir John Oxon frequently;
indeed, she let fall his name but rarely, but she learned a curious wit in
contriving to hear all things concerning him. It was her habit cunningly to
lead Mistress Margery to talking about him and relating long histories of his
conquests and his grace. Mistress Wimpole knew many of them, having, for a
staid and prudent matron, a lively interest in his ways. It seemed truly-- if
one must believe her long-winded stories, that no duchess under seventy had
escaped weeping for him and losing rest, and that ladies of all ranks had
committed follies for his sake.
Mistress Anne, having
led her to this fruitful subject, would sit and listen, bending over her
embroidery frame with strange emotions, causing her virgin breast to ache with
their swelling. She would lie awake at night, thinking in the dark, with her
heart beating. Surely, surely there was no other man on earth who was so fitted
to Clorinda, and to whom it was so suited that this empress should give her
charms. Surely no woman, however beautiful or proud, could dismiss his suit
when he pressed it. And then, poor woman, her imagination strove to paint the
splendor of their mutual love, though of such love she knew so little. But it
must in sooth be bliss and rapture; and perchance, was her humble thought, she
might see it from afar and hear of it. And when they went to court, and
Clorinda had a great mansion in town and many servants who needed a housewife's
eye upon their doings to restrain them from wastefulness and riot, might it not
chance to be that, if she served well now and had the courage to plead with her
then, she might be permitted to serve her there, living quite apart in some
quiet corner of the house? And then her wild thoughts would go so far that she
would dream--reddening at her own boldness--of a child who might be born to
them--a lordly infant, son and heir, whose eyes might be great and blue and
winning, and his hair in great fair locks, and whom she might nurse and tend
and be a slave to--and love--and love and love, and who might end by knowing
she was his tender servant, always to be counted on, and might look at her with
that wooing, laughing glance, and even love her too.
The night Clorinda laid
her commands upon Mistress Wimpole concerning the coming of Sir John Oxon, that
matron, after receiving them, hurried to her other charges, flurried and full
of talk, and poured forth her wonder and admiration at length.
"She is a wondrous
lady!" she said. "She is, indeed! It is not alone her beauty, but her
spirit and her wit. Mark you, how she sees all things and lets none pass, and
can lay a plan as prudent as any lady old enough to be twice her mother. She
knows all the ways of the world of fashion, and will guard herself against
gossip in such a way that none can gainsay her high virtue. Her spirit is too
great to allow that she may even seem to be as the town ladies. She will not
have it! Sir John will not find his court easy to pay. She will not allow that
he shall be able to say to any one that he has seen her alone a moment. Thus,
she says, he can not boast. If all ladies were as wise and cunning, there would
be no tales to tell." She talked long and garrulously, and set forth to
them how Mistress Clorinda had looked straight at her with her black eyes until
she had almost shaken as she sat, because it seemed as though she dared her to
disobey her will. And how she had sat with her hair trailing upon the floor
over the chair's back; and at first it had seemed that she was flushed with
anger, but next as if she had smiled.
"Betimes,"
said Mistress Wimpole, "I am afraid when she smiles, but to-night some
thought had crossed her mind that pleased her. I think it was that she liked to
think that he who has conquered so many ladies will find that he is to be
outwitted and made a mock of. She likes that others shall be beaten if she
thinks them impudent. She liked it as a child, and would flog the stable-boys
with her little whip until they knelt to beg her pardon for their
freedoms."
That night Mistress
Anne went to her bedchamber with her head full of wandering thoughts, and she
had not the power to bid them disperse themselves and leave her; indeed, she
scarce wished for it. She was thinking of Clorinda, and wondering sadly that
she was of so high a pride that she could bear herself as though there were no
human weakness in her breast, not even the womanly weakness of a heart. How
could it be possible that she could treat with disdain this gallant gentleman
if he loved her, as he surely must? Herself she had been sure that she had seen
an ardent flame in his blue eyes even that first day, when he had bowed to her
with that air of grace as he spoke of the fragrance of the rose-leaves he had
thought wafted from her robe. How could a woman whom he loved resist him? How
could she cause him to suffer by forcing him to stand at arm's length, when he
sighed to draw near and breathe his passion at her feet?
In the silence of her
chamber as she disrobed she sighed with restless pain, but did not know that
her sighing was for grief that love--of which there seemed so little in some
lives--could be wasted and flung away. She could not fall into slumber when she
lay down upon her pillow, but tossed from side to side with a burdened heart.
"She is so young
and beautiful and proud," she thought. "It is because I am so much
older that I can see these things-- that I see that this is surely the one man
who should be her husband. There may be many others, but they are none of them
her equals, and she would scorn and hate them when she was once bound to them
for life. This one is as beautiful as she, and full of grace and wit and
spirit. She could not look down upon him, however wroth she was at any time.
Ah, me! She should not spurn him, surely she should not!"
She was so restless and
ill at ease that she could not lie upon her bed, but rose therefrom, as she
often did in her wakeful hours, and went to her lattice, gently opening it to
look out upon the night and calm herself by sitting with her face uplifted to
the stars, which from her childhood she had fancied looked down upon her
kindly, and as if they would give her comfort.
To-night there were no
stars. There should have been a moon three-quarters full, but in the evening
clouds had drifted across the sky and closed over all heavily, so that no
moonlight was to be seen, save when a rare sudden gust made a ragged rent, for
a moment, in the blackness.
She did not sit this
time, but knelt clad in her night-rail as she was. All was sunk into the
profoundest silence of the night. By this time the entire household had been
long enough abed to be plunged in sleep. She alone was waking, and being of
that simple mind which, like a child's, must ever bear its trouble to a
protecting strength, she looked up at the darkness of the cloudy sky and prayed
for the better fortune of the man who had indeed not remembered her existence
after the moment he had made her his obeisance. She was too plain and sober a
creature to be remembered.
"Perchance,"
she murmured, "he is at this moment also looking at the clouds from his
window, because he can not sleep for thinking that in two days he will be
beneath her father's roof, and will see her loveliness, and he must needs be
contriving within his mind what he will say if she do but look as if she might
regard him with favor, which I pray she will."
From the path below,
that moment, there rose a slight sound-- so light a one that for a second she
thought she must have been deceived in believing it had fallen upon her ear.
All was still after it for full two minutes, and had she heard no more she
would have surely forgotten she had heard aught, or would have believed herself
but the victim of fancy. But after the long pause the same sound came again,
though this time it was slighter; yet despite its slightness it seemed to her
to be the crushing of the earth and stone beneath a cautious foot. It was a
foot so cautious that it was surely stealthy, and scarce dared to advance at
all. And then all was still again. She was for a moment overcome with fears,
not being of a courageous temper, and having heard but of late of a bold gipsy
vagabond who, with a companion, had broken into the lower rooms of a house of
the neighborhood, and, being surprised by its owner, had only been overcome and
captured after a desperate fight, in which shots were exchanged, and one of the
hurriedly awakened servants killed. So she leaned forward to harken further,
wondering what she should do to best alarm the house, and as she bent so she
heard the sound again and a smothered oath, and with her straining eyes saw
that surely upon the path there stood a dark- draped figure. She rose with
great care to her feet and stood a moment shaking and clinging to the
window-ledge, while she bethought her of what servants she could wake first,
and how she could reach her father's room. Her poor heart beat in her side,
and, as her breath came quickly, the soundlessness of the night was broken by
one of the strange sudden gusts of wind which tossed the trees and tore at the
clouds as they hurried. She heard the footstep again, as if it feared its own
sound the less when the wind might cover it. A faint pale gleam showed between
two dark clouds, behind which the moon had been hidden; it grew brighter, and a
jagged rent was torn, so that the moon herself for a second or so shone out
dazzling bright before the clouds rushed over her again and shut her in.
It was at this very
instant Mistress Anne heard the footsteps once more, and saw full well a figure
in dark cloak and hat, which stepped quickly into the shade of a great tree.
But more she saw--and clapped her hand upon her mouth to stifle the cry that
would have other- wise risen in spite of her--that notwithstanding his fair
locks were thrust out of sight beneath his hat, and he looked strange and
almost uncomely, it was the face of Sir John Oxon, the moon, bursting through
the jagged clouds, had shone upon.
IT was not until three
days later, instead of two, that Sir John Oxon rode into the courtyard with his
servant behind him. He had been detained on his journey, but looked as if his
impatience had not caused him to suffer, for he wore his finest air of spirit
and beauty, and when he was alone with Sir Jeoffry made his compliments to the
absent ladies, and inquired of their health with his best town grace.
Mistress Clorinda did
not appear until the dining hour, when she swept into the room like a queen,
followed by her sister, Anne, and Mistress Wimpole, this being the first
occasion of Mistress Anne's dining, as it were, in state, with her family.
The honor had so
alarmed her that she looked pale, and so ugly that Sir Jeoffry scowled at sight
of her, and swore under his breath to Clorinda that she should have been
allowed to come.
"I know my own
affairs the best, by your leave, sir," answered Clorinda, as low and with
a grand flash of her eye. "She hath been drilled well."
This she had indeed,
and so had Mistress Wimpole, and throughout Sir John Oxon's stay they were
called upon to see that they played well their parts. Two weeks he stayed, and
then rode gaily back to town, and when Clorinda made her sweeping courtesy to
the ground to him upon the threshold of the flowered room in which he bade her
farewell, both Anne and Mistress Wimpole courtesied a step behind her.
"Now that he has
gone and you have shown me that you can attend me as I wish," she said,
turning to them as the sound of his horse's hoofs died away, "it will not
trouble me should he choose some day to come again. He has not carried with him
much that he can boast of."
In truth, she had held
him well in hand. If he had come as a sighing lover, the whole county knew she
had shown him but small favor. She had invited companies to the house on
several occasions, and all could see how she bore herself toward him. She
carried herself with a certain proud courtesy as becoming the daughter of his
host, but her wit did not spare him, and sometimes, when it was more than in
common cutting, he was seen to wince, though he held himself gallantly.
There were one or two
who thought they now and then had seen his blue eyes fall upon her when he
believed none were looking, and rest there burning for a moment, but 'twas
never for more than an instant, when he would rouse himself with a start and
turn away.
She had been for a
month or two less given to passionate outbreaks, having indeed decided that it
was to her interest as a young lady and a future great one to curb herself.
Her tire-woman,
Rebecca, had begun to dare to breathe more freely when she was engaged about
her person, and had, in truth, spoken of her pleasanter fortune among her
fellows in the servants' hall.
But a night or two
after the visitor took his departure, she gave way to such an outburst as even
Rebecca had scarce ever beheld, being roused to it by a small thing in one sense,
thought in yet another perhaps great enough, since it touched upon the
despoiling of one of her beauties.
She was at her
toilet-table being prepared for the night, and her long hair brushed and
dressed before retiring.
Mistress Wimpole had
come into the chamber to do something at her bidding, and, chancing to stand
gazing at her great and heavy fall of locks as she was waiting, she observed a
thing which caused her, foolish woman that she was, to give a start and utter
an unwise exclamation.
"Madam!" she
gasped. "Madam!"
"What, then?"
quoth Mistress Clorinda, angrily. "You bring my heart to my throat!"
"Your hair!"
stammered Wimpole, losing all her small wit. "Your beauteous hair! A lock
is gone, madam!"
Clorinda started to her
feet and flung the great black mass over her white shoulder, that she might see
it in the glass.
"Gone!" she
cried. "Where? How? What mean you? Ah--h!"
Her voice rose to a
sound that was well-nigh a scream. She saw the rifled spot--a place where a
great lock had been severed jaggedly--and it must have been five feet long.
She turned and sprang
upon her woman, her beautiful face distorted with fury and her eyes like flames
of fire. She seized her by each shoulder and boxed her ears until her head spun
round and bells rang within it.
"'Twas you!"
she shrieked. "'Twas you--she-devil--beast-- slut that you are! 'Twas when
you used your scissors to the new head you made for me. You set it on my hair
that you might set a loop--and in your sluttish way you snipped a lock by
accident and hid it from me."
She beat her till her
own black hair flew about her like the mane of a Fury--and having used her
hands till they were tired, she took her brush from the table and beat her with
that till the room echoed with the blows on the stout shoulders.
"Mistress, 'twas
not so!" cried the poor thing, sobbing and struggling. "'Twas not so,
madam."
"Madam, you will
kill the woman," wept Mistress Wimpole. "I beseech you! 'Tis not
seemly, I beseech--"
Mistress Clorinda flung
her woman from her and threw the brush at Mistress Wimpole, crying at her with
the lordly rage she had been wont to shriek with when she wore breeches.
"Damnation to thy
seemliness," she cried. "And to thee too! Get thee gone from me
both--get thee gone from my sight!"
And both women fled,
weeping and sobbing and gasping, from the room incontinently.
She was shrewish and
sullen with her woman for days after, and it was the poor creature's labor to
keep from her sight, when she dressed her head, the place from whence the lock
had been taken. In the servants' hall the woman vowed that it was not she who
had cut it, that she had had no accident; though it was true she had used the
scissors about her head, yet it was but in snipping a ribbon; she had not touched
a hair.
"If she were
another lady," she said, "I should swear some gallant had robbed her
of it, but, forsooth, she does not allow them to come near enough for such
sport, and with five feet of hair wound up in coronals, how could a man unwind
a lock, even if 'twas permitted him to stand at her very side?"
Two years passed, and
the Beauty had no greater fields to conquer than those she found in the county,
since her father, Sir Jeoffry, had not the money to take her to town, he
becoming more and more involved and so fallen into debt that it was even
whispered at times it went hard with him to keep even the poor household he
had.
Mistress Clorinda's
fortunes the gentry of the neighborhood discussed with growing interest and
curiosity. What was like to become of her great gifts and powers in the end, if
she could never show them to the great world and have the chance to carry her
splendid wares to the fashionable market where there were men of quality and
wealth who would be like to bid for them. She had not chosen to accept any of
those who had offered themselves so far, and it was believed that for some
reason she had held off my Lord of Dunstanwolde in his suit. 'Twas evident that
he admired her greatly, and why he had not already made her his countess was a
sort of mystery which was productive of many discussions and bore much talking
over. Some said that with all her beauty and his admiration he was wary, and
waited, and some were pleased to say that the reason he waited was because the
young lady herself contrived that he should, it being her desire to make an
open conquest of Sir John Oxon and show him to the world as her slave, before
she made up her mind to make even a much greater match. Some hinted that, for
all her disdainfulness and haughty pride, she would marry Sir John if he asked
her, but that he, being as brilliant a beau as she a beauty, was too fond of
his pleasures and his gay town life to give them up even to a goddess who had
no fortune. His own had not been a great one, and he had squandered it
magnificently, his extravagances being renowned in the world of fashion, and
having indeed founded for him his reputation.
It was, however, still
his way to accept frequent hospitalities from his kinsman Eldershawe, and Sir
Jeoffry was always rejoiced enough to secure him as his companion for a few
days, when he could lure him from the dissipation of the town. At such times it
never failed that Mistress Wimpole and poor Anne kept their guard. Clorinda
never allowed them to relax their vigilance, and Mistress Wimpole ceased to
feel afraid and became accustomed to her duties; but Anne never did so. She
looked always her palest and ugliest when Sir John was in the house, and she
would glance with sad wonder and timid adoration from him to Clorinda; but
sometimes, when she looked at Sir John her plain face would grow crimson, and
once or twice he caught her at the folly, and when she dropped her eyes,
overwhelmed with shame, he faintly smiled to himself, seeing in her a new
though humble conquest.
There came a day when
in the hunting-field there passed from mouth to mouth a rumor, and Sir Jeoffry
hearing it came pounding over on his big black horse to his daughter, and told
it to her in great spirits.
"He is a sly dog,
John Oxon," he said, a broad grin on his rubicund face. "This very
week he comes to us, and he and I are cronies, yet he has blabbed nothing of
what is being buzzed about by all the world."
"He has learned
how to keep a closed mouth," said Mistress Clorinda, without asking a
question.
"But 'tis marriage
he is so mum about, bless ye!" said Sir Jeoffry. "And that is not a
thing to be hid long. He is to be shortly married, they say. My lady, his
mother, has found him a great fortune in a new beauty but just come to town.
She hath great estates in the West Indies as well as a fine fortune in
England--and all the world is besieging her; but Jack has come and bowed his face,
pining before her, and writ some verses and borne her off from them all."
"'Tis time,"
said Clorinda, "that he should marry some woman who can pay his debts and
keep him out of the sponging-house, for to that he will come if he does not
play his cards with skill."
Sir Jeoffry looked at
her askance and rubbed his red chin.
"I wish thou hadst
liked him, Clo," he said, "and ye had both had fortunes to match. I
love the fellow and ye would have made a handsome pair."
Mistress Clorinda
laughed, sitting straight in her saddle, her fine eyes unblenching though the
sun struck them.
"We had fortunes
to match," she said. "I was a beggar and he was a spendthrift. Here
comes Lord Dunstanwolde."
And as the gentleman
rode near, it seemed to his dazzled eyes that the sun so shone down upon her
because she was a goddess and drew it from the heavens.
In the west wing of the
Hall 'twas talked of between Mistress Wimpole and her charges that a rumor of
Sir John Oxon's marriage was afloat.
"Yet can I not believe
it," said Mistress Margery; "for if ever a gentleman was deep in
love, though he bitterly strove to hide it, 'twas Sir John, and with Mistress
Clorinda."
"But she,"
faltered Anne, looking pale and even agitated-- "she was always disdainful
to him and held him at arm's length. I--I wished she would have treated him
more kindly."
"'Tis not her way
to treat men kindly," said Mistress Wimpole.
But whether the rumor
was true or false and there were those who bestowed no credit upon it and said
it was mere town talk, and that the same thing had been bruited abroad
before--it so chanced that Sir John paid no visit to his relative or to Sir
Jeoffry for several months. 'Twas heard once that he had gone to France, and at
the French Court was making as great a figure as he had made at the English
one, but of this even his kinsman, Lord Eldershawe, could speak no more
certainly than he could of the first matter.
The suit of my Lord of
Dunstanwolde--if suit it was--during these months appeared to advance somewhat.
All orders of surmises were made concerning it--that Mistress Clorinda had
privately quarreled with Sir John and sent him packing--that he had tired of
his love-making, as 'twas well known he had done many times before, and having
squandered his possessions and finding himself in open straits, must needs
patch up his fortunes in a hurry with the first heiress whose estate suited
him. But 'twas the women who said these things; the men swore no one could tire
of or desert such spirit and beauty, and that if Sir John Oxon stayed away
'twas because he had been commanded to do so, it never having been Mistress
Clorinda's intention to do more than play with him a while, she having been
witty against him always for a fop, and meaning herself to accept no man as a
husband who could not give her both rank and wealth.
"We know
her," said the old boon companions of her childhood, as they talked of her
over their bottles. "She knew her price and would bargain for it when she
was not eight years old, and would give us songs and kisses but when she was
paid for them with sweet things and knickknacks from the toy shops. She will
marry no man who can not make her at least a countess, and she would take him
but because there was not a duke at hand. We know her and her beauty's
ways."
But they did not know
her; none knew her save herself.
In the west wing, which
grew more bare and ill-furnished as things wore out and time went by, Mistress
Anne waxed thinner and paler. She was so thin in two months' time that her soft,
dull eyes looked twice their natural size, and seemed to stare piteously at
people. One day, indeed, as she sat at work in her sister's room, Clorinda
being there at the time, the Beauty, turning and beholding her face suddenly,
uttered a violent exclamation.
"Why look you at
me so?" she said. "Your eyes stand out of your head like a
new-hatched, unfeathered bird's. They irk me with their strange, asking look.
Why do you stare at me?"
"I do not
know," Anne faltered. "I could not tell you, sister. My eyes seem to
stare so because of my thinness. I have seen them in my mirror."
"Why do you grow
thin?" quoth Clorinda, harshly. "You are not ill."
"I--I do not
know," again Anne faltered. "Naught ails me. I do not know.
For--forgive me!"
Clorinda laughed.
"Soft little
fool," she said, "why should you ask me to forgive you? I might as
fairly ask you to forgive me--that I keep my shape and show no wasting."
Anne rose from her
chair and hurried to her sister's side, sinking upon her knees there to kiss
her hand.
"Sister," she
said, "one could never dream that you could need pardon--I love you
so--that all you do, it seems to me must be right--whatsoever it might
be."
Clorinda drew her fair
hands away and clasped them on the top of her head, proudly, as if she crowned
herself thereby, her great and splendid eyes setting themselves upon her
sister's face.
"All that I
do," she said slowly, and with the steadfast high arrogance of an empress
self--"all that I do is right--for Me. I make it so by doing it. Do you
think that I am conquered by the laws that other women crouch and whine before
because they dare not break them, though they long to do so? I am my own
law--and the law of some others."
It was by this time the
first month of the summer, and to- night there was again a birth-night ball, at
which the Beauty was to dazzle all eyes; but 'twas of greater import than the
one she had graced previously, it being to celebrate the majority of the heir
to an old name and estate, who had been orphaned early and was highly
connected, counting, indeed, among the members of his family the Duke of
Osmonde, who was one of the richest and most envied nobles in Great Britain,
his dukedom being of the oldest, his numerous estates the most splendid and
beautiful, and the long history of his family full of heroic deeds. This
nobleman was also a distant kinsman to the Earl of Dunstanwolde. At this ball, for
the first time for months, Sir John Oxon appeared again. He did not arrive on
the gay scene until an hour somewhat late.
But there was one who
had seen him early, though no human soul had known of the event.
In the rambling,
ill-cared for grounds of Wildairs Hall, there was an old rose-garden which had
once been the pride and pleasure of some lady of the house, though this had
been long ago, and now it was but a lonely wilderness where roses only grew
because the dead Lady Wildairs had loved them in her loneliness, and Barbara
and Anne had tended them, and with their own hands planted and pruned during
their childhood and young maiden days. But of late years even they had seemed
to have forgotten it, having become discouraged, perchance having no gardeners
to do the rougher work, and the weeds and brambles so running riot. There were
high hedges and winding paths overgrown and run wild, the stronger rose-bushes
grew in tangled masses, flinging forth their rich blooms among the weeds; such
as were more delicate, struggling to live among them, became more frail and
scant blossoming season by season; a careless foot would have trodden them
beneath it, as their branches grew long and trailed in the grass, but for many
months no foot had trodden there at all, and it was a beauteous place deserted.
In the centre was an
ancient broken sun-dial, which was in these days in the midst of a sort of
thicket where a bold tangle of the finest red roses clambered, and, defying
neglect, flaunted their rich color in the sun.
And though the place
had been so long forgotten, and it was not the custom for it to be visited,
about this garlanded, broken sun-dial, the grass was a little trodden, and on
the morning of the young heir's coming of age, some one stood there in the
glowing sunlight as if waiting.
This was no less than
Mistress Clorinda herself. She was clad in a morning gown of white, which
seemed to make of her more than ever a tall transcendent creature, less a woman
than a conquering goddess and she had piled the dial with scarlet red roses,
which she was choosing to weave into a massive wreath, or crown, for some
purpose best known to herself. Her head seemed haughtier and more splendidly
held on high, even than was its common wont, but upon these roses her lustrous
eyes were downcast and were curiously smiling, as also was her ripe arching
lip, whose scarlet the blossoms vied with but poorly.
It was a smile like
this, perhaps, which Mistress Wimpole feared, and trembled before, for 'twas
not a tender smile, nor a melting one.
If she was waiting, she
did not wait long, nor, to be sure, would she have long waited if she had been
kept by any daring laggard. This was not her way. 'Twas not a laggard who came
soon, stepping hurriedly with light feet upon the grass, as though he feared
the sound which might be made if he had trodden upon the gravel. It was Sir
John Oxon, who came toward her in his riding costume.
He came and stood
before her on the other side of the dial, and made her a bow so low that a
quick eye might have thought 'twas almost mocking. His feather, sweeping the
ground, caught a fallen rose, which clung to it. His beauty, when he stood
upright, seemed to defy the very morning's self, and all the morning world, but
Mistress Clorinda did not lift her eyes, but kept them upon her roses and went
on weaving.
"Why did you
choose to come?" she asked.
"Why did you
choose to keep the tryst in answer to my message?" he replied to her.
At this she lifted her
great shining eyes and fixed them full upon him.
"I wished,"
she said, "to see what you would say--more to see you than to hear."
"And I," he
began--"I came--"
She held up her white
hand with a long-stemmed rose in it, as though a queen should lift a sceptre.
"You came,"
she answered, "more to see me than to hear. You made that blunder."
"You choose to
bear yourself like a goddess and disdain me from Olympian heights," he
sneered. "I had the wit to guess it would be so."
She shook her royal
head, faintly and most strangely smiling.
"That you had
not," was her clear-worded answer. "That is a later thought sprung up
since you have seen my face. 'Twas quick for you, but not quick enough."
And the smile in her eyes was maddening. "You thought to see a woman
crushed and weeping, her beauty bent before you, her locks disheveled, her
streaming eyes lifted to Heaven--and you--with prayers, swearing that not
Heaven could help her so much as your deigning magnanimity. You have seen women
do this before, you would have seen me do it--at your feet crying out that I
was lost--lost forever. That you expected! 'Tis not here."
Debauched as his youth
was, and free from all touch of heart or conscience--for from his earliest
boyhood he had been the pupil of rakes and fashionable villains--well as he thought
he knew all women and their ways, betraying or betrayed, this creature taught
him a new thing--a new mood in woman--a new power which came upon him like a
thunderbolt.
"Gods!" he
exclaimed, catching his breath and even falling back a pace. "Damnation!
you are not a woman!"
She laughed again,
weaving her roses, but not allowing that his eyes should loose themselves from
hers.
"But now you
called me a goddess and spoke of Olympian heights," she said; "I am
not one. I am a woman, who would show other women how to bear themselves in
hours like these. Because I am a woman, why should I kneel and weep and rave?
What have I lost--in losing you? I should have lost the same had I been twice
your wife. What is it women weep and beat their breasts for? Because they lose
a man--because they lose his love? They never have them."
She had finished the
wreath and held it up in the sun to look at it. What a strange beauty was hers,
as she held it so--a heavy, sumptuous thing--in her white hands, her head
thrown backward.
"You marry
soon," she asked, "if the match is not broken?"
"Yes," he
answered, watching her, a flame growing in his eyes and in his soul in his own
despite.
"It can not be too
soon," she said, and she turned and faced him, holding the wreath high in
her two hands poised like a crown above her head, the brilliant sun embracing
her, her lips curling, her face up lifted as if she turned, to defy the light,
the crimson of her cheek. 'Twas as if from foot to brow the woman's whole
person was a flame, rising and burning triumphant, high above him. Thus for one
second's space she stood, dazzling his very eyesight with her strange,
dauntless splendor. And then she set the great rose-wreath upon her head, so
crowning it.
"You came to see
me," she said, the spark in her eyes growing to the size of a star;
"I bid you look and see how grief has faded me these past months, and how
I am bowed down by it. Look well, that you may remember."
"I look," he
said, almost panting.
"Then," she
said, her fine-cut nostril pinching itself with her breath, as she pointed down
the path before her, "go!--back to your kennel!"
That night she appeared
at the birth-night ball with the wreath of roses on her head. No other ladies
wore such things; 'twas a fashion of her own, but she wore it in such beauty
and with such state that it became a crown again, even as if it had been the
first moment that she had put it on. All gazed at her as she entered, and a
murmur followed her as she moved with her father up the broad oak staircase,
which was known through all the county for its width and massive beauty. In the
hall below guests were crowded, and there were indeed few of them who did not
watch her as she mounted by Sir Jeoffry's side. In the upper hall there were
guests also, some walking to and fro, some standing talking, many looking down
at the arrivals as they came up.
"'Tis Mistress
Wildairs," these murmured as they saw her. "Clorinda, by God!"
said one of the older men to his crony who stood near him. "And crowned
with roses! The vixen makes them look as if they were built of rubies in every
leaf."
At the top of the great
staircase there stood a gentleman, who had indeed paused a moment, spellbound
as he saw her coming. He was a man of unusual height and of a majestic mien; he
wore a fair periwig, which added to his tallness; his laces and embroiderings
were marvels of art and richness, and his breast blazed with orders. Strangely,
she did not seem to see him, but when she reached the landing and her face was
turned so that he beheld the full blaze of its beauty, 'twas so great a wonder
and revelation to him that he gave a start. The next moment, almost, one of the
red roses of her crown broke loose from its fastenings and fell at his very
feet. His countenance changed so that it seemed, for a second, to lose some of
its color. He stooped and picked the rose up and held it in his hand. But
Mistress Clorinda was looking at my Lord of Dunstanwolde, who was moving
through the crowd to greet her. She gave him a brilliant smile, and from her
lustrous eyes surely there passed something which lit a fire of hope in his.
After she had made her
obeisance to her entertainers and her birthday greetings to the young heir, he
contrived to draw closely to her side and speak a few words in a tone those
near her could not hear.
"To-night,
madam," he said, with melting fervor, "you deign to bring me my
answer as you promised?"
"Yes," she
murmured; "take me where we may be a few moments alone."
He led her to an
antechamber where they were sheltered from the gaze of the passers-by, though
all was moving gaiety about them. He fell upon his knee and bowed to kiss her
fair hand. Despite the sobriety of his years, he was as eager and tender as a
boy.
"Be gracious to
me, madam," he implored. "I am not young enough to wait. Too many
months have been thrown away."
"You need wait no
longer, my lord," she said--"not one single hour."
And while he, poor
gentleman, knelt kissing her hand with adoring humbleness, she, under the
splendor of her crown of roses, gazed down at his gray head with her great
steady shining orbs, as if gazing at some almost uncomprehended piteous wonder.
In less than an hour
the whole assemblage knew of the event and talked of it. Young men looked
daggers at Dunstanwolde and at each other, and older men wore glum or envious
faces. Women told each other 'twas as they had known it would be, or 'twas a
wonder that at last it had come about. Upon the arm of her lord that was to be,
Mistress Clorinda passed from room to room like a royal bride. As she made her
first turn of the ballroom, all eyes upon her, her beauty blazing at its
highest, Sir John Oxon entered and stood at the door. He wore his gallant air
and smiled as ever, and when she drew near him he bowed low and she stopped and
bent lower in a courtesy sweeping the ground.
'Twas but in the next
room her lord led her to a gentleman who stood with a sort of court about him.
It was the tall stranger with the fair periwig and the orders glittering on his
breast--the one who had started at sight of her as she had reached the landing
of the stairs. He held still in his hand a broken red rose, and when his eye
fell on her crown the color mounted to his cheek.
"My honored
kinsman, his Grace the Duke of Osmonde," said her affianced lord.
"Your Grace, it is this lady who is to do me the great honor of becoming
my Lady Dunstanwolde."
And as the deep, tawny
brown eye of the man bending before her flashed into her own, for the first
time in her life Mistress Clorinda's lids fell and, as she swept her courtesy
of stately obeisance, her heart struck like a hammer against her side.
IN a month she was the
Countess of Dunstanwolde and reigned in her lord's great town house with a
retinue of servants, her powdered lackeys among the tallest, her liveries and
equipages the richest the world of fashion knew. She was presented at the Court
blazing with the Dunstanwolde jewels, and even with others her bridegroom had
bought in his passionate desire to heap upon her the magnificence which became
her so well. From the hour she knelt to kiss the hand of royalty she set the
town on fire. It seemed to have been ordained by Fate that her passage through
this world should be always the triumphant passage of a conqueror. As when a
baby she had ruled the servants' hall, the kennel, and the grooms' quarters,
later her father and his boisterous friends, and from her fifteenth birthday
the whole hunting shire she lived in, so she held her sway in the great world,
as did no other lady of her rank or any higher. Those of her age seemed but
girls yet by her side, whether married or unmarried, and howsoever trained to
modish ways. She was but scarce eighteen at her marriage, but she was no girl,
nor did she look one, glowing as was the early splendor of her bloom. Her
height was far beyond the ordinary for a woman, but her shape so faultless and
her carriage so regal, that though there were men whom she was tall enough to
look down upon with ease, the beholder but felt that her tallness was an added
grace and beauty with which all women should have been endowed, and which, as
they were not, caused them to appear but insignificant. What a throat her diamonds
blazed on, what shoulders and bosom her laces framed, on what a brow her diadem
sat and glittered. Her lord lived as 'twere upon his knees in enraptured
adoration. Since his first wife's death in his youth, he had dwelt almost
entirely in the country at his house there, which was fine and stately, but had
been kept gloomily half closed for a decade. His town establishment had in
truth never been opened since his bereavement, and now--an elderly man--he
returned to the gay world he had almost forgotten, with a bride whose youth and
beauty set it aflame. What wonder that his head almost reeled at times, and
that he lost his breath before the sum of his strange late bliss, and the new
lease of brilliant life which seemed to have been given to him!
In the days when, while
in the country, he had heard such rumors of the lawless youth of Sir Jeoffry
Wildair's daughter, when he had heard of her dauntless boldness, her shrewish
temper, and her violent passions, he had been awed at the thought of what a
wife such a woman would make for a gentleman accustomed to a quiet life, and he
had indeed striven hard to restrain the desperate admiration he was forced to
admit she had inspired in him even at her first ball.
The effort had, in
sooth, been in vain, and he had passed many a sleepless night, and when, as
time went on, he beheld her again and again and saw with his own eyes, as well
as heard from others, of the great change which seemed to have taken place in
her manners and character, he began devoutly to thank heaven for the
alteration, as for a merciful boon vouchsafed to him. He had been wise enough
to know that even a stronger man than himself could never conquer or rule her,
and when she seemed to begin to rule herself and bear herself as befitted her
birth and beauty, he had dared to allow himself to dream of what perchance
might be if he had great good fortune.
In these days of her
union with him, he was indeed almost humbly amazed at the grace and kindness
she showed him every hour they passed in each other's company. He knew that
there were men, younger and handsomer than himself, who, being wedded to
beauties far less triumphant than she, found that their wives had but little
time to spare them from the world which knelt at their feet, and that in some
fashion they themselves seemed to fall into the background. But 'twas not so
with this woman, powerful and worshiped though she might be. She bore herself
with the high dignity of her rank, but rendered to him the gracious respect and
deference due both to his position and his merit. She stood by his side and not
before him, and her smiles and wit were bestowed upon him as generously as on
others. If she had once been a vixen she was surely so no longer, for he never
heard a sharp or harsh word pass her lips, though it is true her manner was
always somewhat imperial, and her lackeys and waiting-women stood in the
greatest awe of her. There was that in her presence and in her eye before which
all commoner or weaker creatures quailed. The men of the world who flocked to
pay their court to her, and the popinjays who followed them, all knew this look
and a tone in her rich voice which could cut like a knife when she chose that
it should do so. But to my Lord of Dunstanwolde she was all that a worshiped
lady could be.
"Your ladyship has
made of me a happier man than I ever dared to dream of being, even when I was
but thirty," he would say to her, with reverent devotion. "I know not
what I have done to deserve this late summer which hath been given me."
"When I consented
to be your wife," she answered once, "I swore to myself that I would
make one for you."
And she crossed the
hearth to where he sat. She was attired in all her splendor for a Court ball
and starred with jewels; bent over his chair and placed a kiss upon his
grizzled hair.
Upon the night before
her wedding with him, her sister, Mistress Anne, had stolen to her chamber at a
late hour. When she had knocked upon the door and had been commanded to enter,
she had come in, and closing the door behind her, had stood leaning against it,
looking before her, with her eyes wide with agitation and her poor face almost
gray.
All the tapers for
which places could be found had been gathered together and the room was a blaze
of light. In the midst of it, before her mirror, Clorinda stood attired in her
bridal splendor of white satin and flowing rich lace--a diamond crescent on her
head, sparks of light flaming from every point of her raiment. When she caught
sight of Anne's reflection in the glass before her, she turned and stood
staring at her in wonder.
"What--nay, what
is this?" she cried. "What do you come for? On my soul, you come for
something--or you have gone mad."
Anne started forward,
trembling, her hands clasped upon her breast, and fell at her feet with sobs.
"Yes, yes,"
she gasped, "I came--for something--to speak--to pray you--!
Sister--Clorinda, have patience with me till my courage comes again!" And
she clutched her robe.
Something which came
nigh to being a shudder passed through Mistress Clorinda's frame; but it was
gone in a second, and she touched Anne--though not ungently--with her foot,
withdrawing her robe.
"Do not stain it
with your tears," she said, "'twould be a bad omen."
Anne buried her face in
her hands, and knelt so before her.
"'Tis not too
late!" she said, "'tis not too late yet."
"For what?"
Clorinda asked; "for what, I pray you tell me if you can find your wits.
You go beyond my patience with your folly."
"Too late to
stop," said Anne "to draw back and repent."
"What?"
commanded Clorinda. "Of what, then, should I repent me?"
"This
marriage," trembled Mistress Anne, taking her poor hands from her face to
wring them. "It should not be."
"Fool!" quoth
Clorinda. "Get up and cease your groveling. Did you come to tell me it was
not too late to draw back and refuse to be the Countess of Dunstanwolde?"
And she laughed bitterly.
"But it should not
be it must not," Anne panted. "I--I know, sister! I know--!"
Clorinda bent
deliberately and laid her strong, jeweled hand on her shoulder with a grasp
like a vise. There was no hurry in her movement or in her air, but by sheer,
slow strength she forced her head backward so that the terrified woman was
staring in her face.
"Look at me,"
she said. "I would see you well, and be squarely looked at, that my eyes
may keep you from going mad. You have pondered over this marriage until you
have a frenzy. Women who live alone are sometimes so, and your brain was always
weak. What is it that you know? Look--in my eyes and tell me."
It seemed as if her
gaze stabbed through Anne's eyes to the very centre of her brain. Anne tried to
bear it and shrunk and withered; she would have fallen upon the floor at her
feet a helpless, sobbing heap, but the white hand would not let her go.
"Find your courage
if you have lost it--and speak plain words," Clorinda commanded. Anne
tried to writhe away, but could not again, and burst into passionate, hopeless
weeping.
"I can not--I dare
not!" she gasped. "I am afraid. You are right, my brain is weak, and
I--but that--that gentleman--who so loved you--"
"Which?" said
Clorinda, with a brief, scornful laugh.
"The one who was
so handsome with the fair locks and the gallant air--"
"The one you fell
in love with and stared at through the window," said Clorinda, with her
brief laugh, again. "John Oxon! He has victims enough, forsooth, to have
spared such an one as you are."
"But he loved
you!" cried Anne, piteously; "and it must have been that you--you,
too, sister--or--or else--" She choked again with sobs, and Clorinda
released her grasp upon her shoulder and stood upright.
"He wants none of
me--nor I of him," she said, with strange sternness. "We have done with
one another. Get up upon your feet, if you would not have me thrust you out
into the corridor."
She turned from her,
and walking back to her dressing-table, stood there steadying the diadem on her
hair, which had loosed a fastening when Anne tried to writhe away from her.
Anne half sat, half knelt upon the floor, staring at her with wet, wild eyes of
misery and fear.
"Leave your
kneeling," commanded her sister again, "and come here."
Anne staggered to her
feet and obeyed her behest. In the glass she could see the resplendent
reflection, but Clorinda did not deign to turn toward her while she addressed
her, changing the while the brilliants in her hair.
"Hark you, sister
Anne," she said. "I read you better than you think. You are a poor
thing, but you love me, and--in my fashion--I think I love you somewhat, too.
You think I should not marry a gentleman whom you fancy I do not love as I
might a younger, handsomer man. You are full of love, and spinster dreams of it
which make you flighty. I love my Lord of Dunstanwolde as well as any other
man, and better than some, for I do not hate him. He has a fine estate and is a
gentleman--and worships me. Since I have been promised to him, I own I have for
a moment seen another gentleman who might--but 'twas but for a moment, and 'tis
done with. 'Twas too late then. If we had met two years agone 'twould not have
been so. My Lord Dunstanwolde gives to me wealth and rank and life at Court. I
give to him the thing he craves with all his soul--myself. It is an honest
bargain, and I shall bear my part of it with honesty. I have no virtues. Where
should I have got them from, forsooth, in a life like mine? I mean I have no
women's virtues, but I have one that is sometimes--not always--a man's. 'Tis
that I am not a coward and a trickster, and keep my word when 'tis given. You
fear that I shall lead my lord a bitter life of it. 'Twill not be so. He shall
live smoothly and not suffer from me. What he has paid for he shall honestly
have. I will not cheat him as weaker women do their husbands; for he pays--poor
gentleman--he pays."
And then, still looking
at the glass, she pointed to the doorway through which her sister had come, and
in obedience to her gesture of command Mistress Anne stole silently away.
Through the brilliant,
happy year succeeding to his marriage my Lord of Dunstanwolde lived like a man
who dreams a blissful dream and knows it is one.
"I feel," he
said to his lady, "as if 'twere too great rapture to last, and yet what
end could come unless you ceased to be kind to me, and in truth I feel that you
are too noble above all other women to change, unless I were more unworthy than
I could ever be since you are mine."
Both in the town and in
the country, which last place heard many things of his condition and estate
through rumor, he was the man most wondered at and envied of his time--envied
because of his strange happiness, wondered at because having, when long past
youth, borne off this arrogant beauty from all other aspirants. She showed no
arrogance to him, and was as perfect a wife as could have been some woman
without gifts whom he had lifted from low estate and endowed with rank and
fortune. She seemed both to respect himself and her position as his lady and
spouse. Her manner of reigning in his household was, among his many delights,
the greatest. It was a great house, and an old one, built long before by
Dunstanwolde, whose lavish feasts and riotous banquets had been the notable
features of his life. It was curiously rambling in its structure. The rooms of
entertainment were large and splendid, the halls and staircases stately; below
stairs there was space for an army of servants to be disposed of, and its
network of cellars and wine vaults was so beyond all need that more than one
long arched stone passage was shut up as being without use, and but letting
cold, damp air into the corridors leading to the servants' quarters. It was
indeed my Lady Dunstanwolde who had ordered the closing of this part, when it
had been her pleasure to be shown her domain by her housekeeper, the which had
greatly awed and impressed her household, as signifying that, exalted lady as
she was, her wit was practical as well as brilliant, and that her eyes being
open to her surroundings, she meant not that her lackeys should rob her and her
scullions filch, thinking that she was so high that she was ignorant of common
things and blind.
"You will be well
housed and fed and paid your dues," she said to them; "but the first
man or woman who does a task ill or dishonestly will be turned from his place
that hour. I deal justice--not mercy."
"Such a mistress
they have never had before," said my lord, when she related this to him.
"Nay, they have never dreamed of such a lady--one who can be at once so
severe and so kind. But there is none other such, my dearest one. They will
fear and worship you."
She gave him one of her
sweet, splendid smiles. It was the sweetness she at rare times gave her
splendid smile which was her marvelous power.
"I would not be
too grand a lady to be a good housewife," she said. "I may not order
your dinners, my dear lord, or sweep your corridors, but they shall know I rule
your household, and would rule it well."
"You are a
goddess!" he cried, kneeling to her enraptured. "And you have given
yourself to a poor mortal man, who can but worship you."
"You give me all I
have," she said, "and you love me nobly, and I am grateful."
Her assemblies were the
most brilliant in the town, and the most to be desired entrance to. Wits and
beauties planned and intrigued that they might be bidden to her house; beaux
and fine ladies fell into the spleen if she neglected them. Her lord's kinsman,
the Duke of Osmonde, who had been present when she first knelt to royalty, had
scarce removed his eyes from her so long as he could gaze. He went to
Dunstanwolde afterward and congratulated him with stately courtesy upon his
great good fortune and happiness, speaking almost with fire of her beauty and
majesty, and thanking his kinsman that through him such perfections had been
given to their name and house. From that time, at all special assemblies given
by his kinsman he was present, the observed of all observers. He was a man of
whom 'twas said that he was the most magnificent gentleman in Europe, that there
was none to compare with him in the combination of gifts given both by nature
and fortune. His beauty, both of feature and carriage, was of the greatest, his
mind was of the highest, and his education far beyond that of the age he lived
in. It was not the fashion of the day that men of his rank should devote
themselves to the cultivation of their intellects instead of to a life of
pleasure; but this he had done from his earliest youth, and now in his perfect,
though early, maturity he had no equal in polished knowledge and charm of
bearing. He was the patron of literature and art--men of genius were not kept
waiting in his antechamber, but were received by him with courtesy and honor.
At the Court 'twas well known there was no man who stood so near the throne in
favor, and that there was no union so exalted that he might not have made his
suit as rather that of a superior than an equal. The Queen both loved and
honored him, and condescended to avow as much with gracious frankness. She knew
no other man, she deigned to say, who was so worthy of honor and affection, and
that he had not married must be because there was no woman who could meet him
on ground that was equal. If there were no scandals about him--and there were
none 'twas not because he was cold of heart or imagination. No man or woman
could look into his deep eye and not know that when love came to him 'twould be
a burning passion, and an evil fate if it went ill instead of happily.
"Being past his
callow youthful days, 'tis time he made some woman a duchess,"
Dunstanwolde said reflectively once to his wife. "'Twould be more fitting
that he should, and it is his way to honor his house in all things, and bear
himself without fault as the head of it. Methinks it strange he makes no move
to do it."
"No, 'tis not
strange," said my lady, looking under her black-fringed lids at the glow
of the fire, as though reflecting also. "There is no strangeness in
it."
"Why not?"
her lord asked.
"There is no mate
for him," she answered, slowly. "A man like him must mate as well as
marry, or he will break his heart with silent raging at the weakness of the
thing he is tied to. He is too strong and splendid for a common woman. If he
married one, 'twould be as if a lion had taken to his care for mate a jackal or
a sheep. Ah!"--with a long-drawn breath--"he would go mad--mad with
misery." And her hands, which lay upon her knee, wrung themselves hard
together, though none could see it.
"He should have a
goddess, were they not so rare," said Dunstanwolde, gently smiling.
"He should hold a bitter grudge against me, that I, his unworthy kinsman,
have been given the only one."
"Yes, he should
have a goddess," said my lady, slowly again. "And there are but
women, naught but women."
"You have marked
him well," said her lord, admiring her wisdom. "Methinks that you,
though you have spoken to him but little and have but of late become his
kinswoman, have marked and read him better than the rest of us."
"Yes, I have
marked him," was her answer. "He is a man to mark, and I have a keen
eye." She rose up as she spoke and stood before the fire, lifted by some
strong feeling to her fullest height and towering there, splendid in the
shadow--for 'twas by twilight they talked. "He is a man," she said,
"he is a man! Nay, he is as God meant man should be. And if men were so,
there would be women great enough for them to mate with and to give the world
men like them." And but that she stood in the shadow, her lord would have
seen the crimson torrent rush up her cheek and brow and overspread her long
round throat itself.
If none other had known
of it, there was one man who knew that she had marked him, though she had borne
herself toward him always with her stateliest graciousness. This man was his
Grace the Duke himself. From the hour that he had stood transfixed as he
watched her come up the broad oak stair, from the moment that the red rose fell
from her wreath at his feet and he had stooped to lift it in his hand, he had
seen her as no other man had seen her, and he had known that, had he not come
but just too late, she would have been his own. Each time he had beheld her
since that night, he had felt this burn more deeply in his soul. He was too
high and fine in all his thoughts to say to himself, that in her he saw for the
first time the woman who was his peer; but this was very truth--or might have
been, if fate had set her youth elsewhere, and a lady who was noble and her own
mother had trained and guarded her. When he saw her at the Court surrounded, as
she ever was, by a court of her own; when he saw her reigning in her lord's
house, receiving and doing gracious honor to his guests and hers; when she
passed him in her coach, drawing every eye by the majesty of her presence, as
she drove through the town, he felt a deep pang which was all the greater that
his honor bade him conquer it. He had no ignoble thought of her, he would have
scorned to sully his soul with any light passion. To him she was the woman who
might have been his beloved wife and duchess, who would have upheld with him
the honor and traditions of his house, whose strength and power and beauty
would have been handed down to his children, who so would have been born
endowed with gifts befitting the state to which Heaven had called them. It was
of this he thought when he saw her, and of naught less like to do her honor.
And as he had marked her, so he saw in her eyes, despite her dignity and grace,
she had marked him. He did not know how closely, or that she gave him the
attention he could not restrain himself from bestowing upon her. But when he
bowed before her and she greeted him with all courtesy, he saw in her great,
splendid eye that had fate willed it so, she would have understood all his
thoughts, shared all his ambitions, and aided him to uphold his high ideals.
Nay, he knew she understood him even now, and was stirred by what stirred him
also, even though they met but rarely, and when they encountered each other,
spoke but as kinsman and kinswoman, who would show each other all gracious
respect and honor. It was because of this pang, which struck his great heart at
times, that he was not a frequent visitor at my Lord Dunstanwolde's mansion,
but appeared there only at such assemblies as were matters of ceremony, his
absence from which would have been a noted thing. His kinsman was fond of him,
and though himself of so much riper age, honored him greatly. At times he
strove to lure him into visits of greater familiarity, but though his kindness
was never met coldly or repulsed, a further intimacy was in some gracious way
avoided.
"My Lady must
beguile you to be less formal with us," said Dunstanwolde. And later her
ladyship spoke as her husband had privately desired: "My Lord would be
made greatly happy if your Grace would honor our house oftener," she said
one night, when at the end of a great ball he was bidding her adieu.
Osmonde's deep eye met
hers gently and held it.
"My Lord
Dunstanwolde is always gracious and warm of heart to his kinsman," he
replied. "Do not let him think me discourteous or ungrateful. In truth,
your ladyship, I am neither the one nor the other."
The eyes of each gazed
into the other's steadfastly and gravely. The Duke of Osmonde thought of Juno's
as he looked at hers. They were such liquid velvet, and held such fathomless
deeps.
"Your Grace is not
so free as lesser men," Clorinda said; "you can not come and go as
you would."
"No," he
answered, gravely, "I can not as I would."
And this was all.
IT having been known by
all the world that, despite her beauty and her conquests, Mistress Clorinda
Wildairs had not smiled with great favor upon Sir John Oxon in the country, it
was not wondered at or made any matter of gossip that the Countess of
Dunstanwolde was but little familiar with him, and saw him but rarely at her
house in town. Once or twice he had appeared there, it is true, at my Lord
Dunstanwolde's instance, but my lady herself scarce seemed to see him after her
first courtesies as hostess were over.
"You never smiled
on him, my love," Dunstanwolde said to his wife. "You bore yourself
toward him but cavalierly, as was your ladyship's way--with all but one poor
servant," tenderly; "but he was one of the many who followed in your
train, and if these gay young fellows stay away 'twill be said that I keep them
at a distance because I am afraid of their youth and gallantry. I would not
have it fancied that I was so ungrateful as to presume upon your goodness and
not leave to you your freedom."
"Nor would I, my
lord," she answered. "But he will not come often. I do not love him
well enough"
His marriage with the
heiress who had wealth in the West Indies was broken off, or rather 'twas said
to have come to naught. All the town knew it, and wondered and talked, because
it had been believed at first that the young lady was much enamored of him and
that he would soon lead her to the altar, the which his creditors had greatly
rejoiced over as promising them some hope that her fortune would pay their bills,
of which they had been in despair. Later, however, gossip said that the heiress
had not been so tender as was thought, that indeed she had been found to be in
love with another man, and that even had she not, she had heard such stories of
Sir John as promised but little nuptial happiness for any woman that took him
to husband.
When my Lord
Dunstanwolde brought the great beauty, his bride, to town, and she soared at
once to splendid triumph and renown, inflaming every heart and setting every
tongue at work clamoring her praises, Sir John Oxon saw her from afar in all
the scenes of brilliant fashion she frequented and reigned queen of. 'Twas from
afar it might be said he saw her only, though he was often near her, because
she bore herself as if she did not observe him, or as though he were a thing
which did not exist. The first time that she deigned to address him was upon an
occasion when she found herself standing so near him at an assembly that in the
crowd she brushed him with her robe. His blue eyes were fixed burningly upon
her, and as she brushed him he drew in a hard breath, which she hearing, turned
slowly and let her own eyes fall upon his face.
"You did not
marry?" she said.
"No, I did not
marry," he answered, in a low, bitter voice. "'Twas your Ladyship who
did that."
She faintly, slowly
smiled.
"I should not have
been like to do otherwise," she said. "'Tis an honorable condition. I
would advise you to enter it."
When the Earl and his
Countess went to their house in the country, there fell to Mistress Anne a
great and curious piece of good fortune. In her wildest dreams she had never
dared to hope that such a thing might be.
My Lady Dunstanwolde,
on her first visit home, bore her sister back with her to the manor and there
established her. She gave her a suite of rooms and a waiting-woman of her own,
and even provided her with a suitable wardrobe. This last she had chosen
herself, with a taste and fitness which only such wit as her own could have
devised.
"They are not
great rooms I give thee, Anne," she said, "but quiet and small ones,
which you can make homelike in such ways as I know your taste lies. My Lord has
aided me to choose romances for your shelves, he knowing more of books than I
do. And I shall not dress thee out like a peacock, with gay colors and great
farthingales. They would frighten thee, poor woman, and be a burden with their
weight. I have chosen such things as are not too splendid, but will suit thy
pale face and shot- partridge eyes."
Anne stood in the
middle of her room and looked about at its comforts, wondering.
"Sister," she
said, "why are you so good to me? What have I done to serve you? Why is it
Anne instead of Barbara you are so gracious to?"
"Perchance because
I am a vain woman and would be worshiped as you worship me."
"But you are
always worshiped," Anne faltered.
"Aye, by
men!" said Clorinda, mocking; "but not by women. And it may be that
my pride is so high that I must be worshiped by a woman too. You would always
love me, Sister Anne. If you saw me break the law--if you saw me stab the man I
hated to the heart, you would think it must be pardoned to me."
She laughed, and yet
her voice was such that Anne lost her breath and caught at it again.
"Aye, I should
love you, sister!" she cried. "Even then I could not but love you. I
should know you could not strike so an innocent creature, and that to be so
hated he must have been worthy of hate. You are not like other women, Sister
Clorinda, but you could not be base, for you have a great heart."
Clorinda put her hand
to her side and laughed again, but with less mocking in her laughter.
"What do you know
of my heart, Anne?" she said. "Till late I did not know it beat,
myself. My Lord says 'tis a great one and noble, but I know 'tis his own that
is so! Have I done honestly by him, Anne, as I told you I would? Have I been
fair in my bargain--as fair as an honest man and not a puling, slippery
woman?"
"You have been a
great lady," Anne answered, her great dull, soft eyes filling with slow
tears as she gazed at her. "He says that you have given to him a year of
Heaven, and that you seem to him like some archangel--for the lower angels seem
not high enough to sit beside you."
"'Tis as I said,
'tis his heart that is noble," said Clorinda. "But I vowed it should
be so. He paid--he paid!"
The country saw her
lord's happiness as the town had done, and wondered at it no less. The manor
was thrown open and guests came down from town, great dinners and balls being
given at which all the county saw the mistress reign at her consort's side with
such a grace as no lady ever had worn before. Sir Jeoffry, appearing at these
assemblies, was so amazed that he forgot to muddle himself with drink in gazing
at his daughter and following her in all her movements.
"Look at
her!" he said to his old boon companions and hers, who were as much awed
as he. "Lord! who would think she was the strapping, handsome shrew that
swore and sang men's songs to us, and rode to the hunt in breeches?"
He was awed at the
thought of paying fatherly visits to her house, and would have kept away but
that she was kind to him in the way he was best able to understand.
"I am country
bred, and have not the manners of your town men, my Lady," he said to her,
as he sat with her alone on one of the first mornings he spent with her in her
private apartment. "I am used to rap out an oath or an ill-mannered word
when it comes to me. Dunstanwolde has weaned you of hearing such things--and I
am too old a dog to change."
"Wouldst have
thought I was too old to change," answered she, "but I was not. Did I
not tell thee I would be a great lady? There is naught a man or woman can not
learn who hath the wit."
"Thou hadst it,
Clo," said Jeoffry, gazing at her with a sort of slow wonder. "Thou
hadst it. If thou hadst not--!" He paused and shook his head, and there
was a rough emotion in his coarse face. "I was not the man to have made
aught but a baggage of thee, Clo. I taught thee naught decent, and thou never
heard or saw aught to teach thee. Damn me!" almost with moisture in his
eyes, "if I know what kept thee from going to ruin before thou wert
fifteen."
She sat and watched him
steadily.
"Nor I,"
quoth she in answer. "Nor I--but here thou seest me, Dad--an earl's lady,
sitting before thee."
"'Twas thy
wit," said he, still moved and fairly maudlin. "'Twas thy wit and thy
devil's will."
"Aye," she
answered, "'twas they--my wit and my devil's will!"
She rode to the hunt
with him as she had been wont to do, but she wore the latest fashion in hunting
hat and coat, and though 'twould not have been possible for her to sit her
horse better than of old, or to take hedges and ditches with greater daring and
spirit, yet in some way every man who rode with her felt that 'twas a great
lady who led the field. The horse she rode was a fierce, beauteous devil of a
beast which Sir Jeoffry himself would scarce have mounted, even in his younger
days, but she carried her loaded whip and she sat upon the brute as if she
scarcely felt its temper, and held it with a wrist of steel.
My Lord Dunstanwolde
did not hunt this season. He had never been greatly fond of the sport, and at
this time was a little ailing, but he would not let his lady give up her
pleasure because he could not join it.
"Nay," he
said, "'tis not for the queen of the hunting-field to stay at home to
nurse an old man's aches. My pride would not let it be so. Your father will
attend you. Go--and lead them all, my dear."
In the field appeared
Sir John Oxon, who for a brief visit was at Eldershawe. He rode close to my
lady, though she had naught to say to him after her first greetings of
civility. He looked not as fresh and glowing with youth as had been his wont
only a year ago. His reckless wildness of life and his town debaucheries had at
last touched his bloom, perhaps. He had a haggard look at moments when his
countenance was not lighted by excitement. 'Twas whispered that he was deep
enough in debt to be greatly straitened, and that his marriage having come to
naught his creditors were besetting him without mercy. This, and more than
this, no one knew so well as my Lady Dunstanwolde, but of a certainty she had
little pity for his evil case if one might judge by her face, when in the
course of the running he took a hedge behind her, and, pressing his horse, came
up by her side and spoke.
"Clorinda,"
he began, breathlessly, through set teeth.
She could have left him
and not answered, but she chose to restrain the pace of her wild beast for a
moment and look at him.
"Your
Ladyship!" she corrected his audacity. "Or--my Lady
Dunstanwolde."
"There was a
time--" he said.
"This
morning," she said, "I found a letter in a casket in my closet. I do
not know the mad villain who wrote it. I never knew him."
"You did
not!" he cried with an oath, and then laughed scornfully.
"The letter lies
in ashes on the hearth," she said. "'Twas burned unopened. Do not
ride so close, Sir John, and do not play the madman and the beast with the wife
of my Lord Dunstanwolde."
"The wife!"
he answered. "`My Lord!' 'Tis a new game this, and well played, by
God!"
She did not so much as
waver in her look, and her wide eyes smiled.
"Quite new,"
she answered him--"quite new. And could I not have played it well and
fairly, I would not have touched the cards. Keep your horse off, Sir John. Mine
is restive and likes not another beast near him." And she touched the
creature with her whip, and he was gone like a thunderbolt.
The next day, being in
her room, Anne saw her come from her dressing-table with a sealed letter in her
hand. She went to the bell and rang it.
"Anne," she
said, "I am going to rate my woman and turn her from my service. I shall
not beat or swear at her as I was wont to do with my women in time past. You
will be afraid, perhaps, but you must stay with me."
She was standing by the
fire with the letter held almost at arm's length in her finger-tips when the
woman entered, who, seeing her face, turned pale, and casting her eyes upon the
letter, paler still, and began to shake.
"You have attended
mistresses of other ways than mine," her lady said in her low, clear
voice, which seemed to cut as knives do. "Some fool and madman has bribed
you to serve him. You can not serve me also. Come hither and put this in the
fire. If 'twere to be done, I would make you hold it in the live coals with
your hand."
The woman came
shuddering, looking as if she thought she might be struck dead. She took the
letter and kneeled, ashen pale, to burn it. When 'twas done, her mistress
pointed to the door.
"Go and gather
your goods and chattels together and leave within this hour, she said. "I
will be my own tire-woman till I can find one who comes to me honest."
When she was gone Anne
sat gazing at the ashes on the hearth. She was pale also.
"Sister," she
said, "do you--?"
"Yes,"
answered my lady. "'Tis a man who loved me, a cur and a knave. He thought
for an hour he was cured of his passion. I could have told him 'twould spring
up and burn more fierce than ever when he saw another man possess me. 'Tis so
with knaves and curs. And 'tis so with him. He hath gone mad again."
"Aye, mad!"
cried Anne, "mad and base and wicked!"
Clorinda gazed at the
ashes, her lips curling. "He was ever base," she said. "As he
was at first, so he is now. 'Tis thy favorite, Anne," lightly, and she
delicately spurned the blackened tinder with her foot--"thy favorite, John
Oxon."
Mistress Anne crouched
in her seat and hid her face in her thin hands.
"Oh, my
Lady!" she cried, not feeling that she could say "sister."
"If he be base, and ever was so--pity him, pity him! The base need pity
more than all."
For she had loved him
madly, all unknowing her own passion, not presuming even to look up in his
beautiful face, thinking of him only as the slave of her sister, and in dead
secrecy knowing strange things--strange things! And when she had seen the
letters she had known the handwriting, and the beating of her simple heart had
well-nigh strangled her--for she had seen words writ by him before.
WHEN Dunstanwolde and
his lady went back to their house in town, Mistress Anne went with them.
Clorinda willed that it should be so. She made her there as peaceful and
retired a nest of her own as she had given to her at Dunstanwolde. By strange
good fortune, Barbara had been wedded to a plain gentleman, who, being a widower
with children, needed a helpmeet in his modest household, and through a distant
relationship to Mistress Wimpole encountered her charge, and saw in her
meekness of spirit the thing which might fall into the supplying of his needs.
A beauty or a fine lady would not have suited him; he wanted but a housewife
and a mother for his orphaned children, and this a young woman who had lived
straitly and been forced to many contrivances for mere decency of apparel and
ordinary comfort might be trained to become.
So it fell that
Mistress Anne could go to London without pangs of conscience at leaving her
sister in the country and alone. The stateliness of the town mansion, my Lady
Dunstanwolde's retinue of lackeys and serving-women, her little black page who
waited on her and took her pug dogs to walk, her wardrobe and jewels and
equipages, were each and all marvels to her, but seemed to her mind so far
befitting that she remembered, wondering, the days when she had darned the
tattered tapestry in her chamber and changed the ribbands and fashions of her
gowns. Being now attired fittingly though soberly as became her, she was not in
these days--at least as far as outward seeming went--an awkward blot upon the
scene when she appeared among her sister's company, but at heart she was as
timid and shrinking as ever, and never mingled with the guests in the great
rooms, when she could avoid so doing. Once or twice she went forth with
Clorinda in her coach and six and saw the glittering world, while she drew back
into her corner of the equipage and gazed with all a country-bred woman's
timorous admiration.
"'Twas grand and
like a beautiful show!" she said, when she came home the first time.
"But do not take me often, sister, I am too plain and shy, and feel that I
am naught in it."
But, though she kept as
much apart from the great world of fashion as she could, she contrived to know
of all her sister's triumphs, to see her when she went forth in her bravery,
though 'twere but to drive in the Mall, to be in her closet with her on great
nights when her tire-women were decking her in brocades and jewels, that she
might show her highest beauty at some assembly or ball of state. And at all
these times, as also at all others, she knew that she but shared her own love
and dazzled admiration with my Lord Dunstanwolde, whose tenderness, being so
fed by his lady's unfailing graciousness of bearing and kindly looks and words,
grew with every hour that passed.
They held one night a
splendid assembly, at which a member of the royal house was present. That night
Clorinda bade her sister appear.
"Sometimes--I do
not command it always--but sometimes you must show yourself to our guests. My
Lord will not be pleased else. He says it is not fitting that his wife's sister
should remain unseen as if we hid her away through ungraciousness. Your woman
will prepare for you all things needful. I myself will see that your dress
becomes you. I have commanded it already, and given much thought to its shape
and color I would have you very comely, Anne." And she kissed her lightly
on her cheek, almost as gently as she sometimes kissed her lord's gray hair. In
truth, though she was still a proud lady and stately in her ways, there had
come upon her some strange subtle change Anne could not understand.
On the day on which the
assembly was held, Mistress Anne's woman brought to her a beautiful robe. 'Twas
flowered satin of the sheen and softness of a dove's breast, and the lace
adorning it was like a spider's web for gossamer fineness; the robe was sweetly
fashioned, fitting her shape wondrously, and when she was attired in it at
night a little color came into her cheeks to see herself so far beyond all
comeliness she had ever known before. When she found herself in the midst of
the dazzling scene in the rooms of entertainment, she was glad when at last she
could feel herself lost among the crowd of guests. Her only pleasure in such
scenes was to withdraw to some hidden corner and look on, as at a pageant or a
play.
To-night she placed
herself in the shadow of a screen, from which retreat she could see Clorinda
and Dunstanwolde as they received their guests. Thus she found enjoyment
enough, for, in truth, her love and almost abject passion of adoration for her
sister had grown, as his Lordship's had, with every hour. For a season there
had rested upon her a black shadow, beneath which she wept and trembled,
bewildered and lost, though even at its darkest the object of her humble love
had been a star whose brightness was not dimmed, because it could not be so
whatsoever passed before it. This cloud, however, being, it seemed, dispelled,
the star had shone but more brilliant in its high place and she the more
passionately worshiped it. To sit apart and see her idol's radiance, to mark
her as she reigned and seemed the more royal when she bent the knee to royalty
itself, to see the shimmer of her jewels crowning her midnight hair and
clasping the warm whiteness of her noble neck, to observe the admiration in all
eyes as they dwelt upon her, this was, indeed, enough of happiness.
"She is as
ever," she murmured, "not so much a woman as a proud, lovely goddess
who has deigned to descend to earth. But my Lord does not look like himself. He
seems shrunk in the face and old, and his eyes have rings about them. I like
not that. He is so kind a gentleman and so happy that his body should not fail
him. I have marked that he has looked colorless for days, and Clorinda
questioned him kindly on it, but he said he suffered naught."
'Twas but a little
later than she had thought this, that she remarked a gentleman step aside and
stand quite near without observing her. Feeling that she had no testimony to
her fancifulness, she found herself thinking, in a vague fashion, that he, too,
had come there because he chose to be unobserved. 'Twould not have been so easy
for him to retire as it had been for her smallness and insignificance to do so,
and, indeed, she did not fancy that he meant to conceal himself, but merely to
stand for a quiet moment a little apart from the crowd.
And as she looked up at
him, wondering why this should be, she saw he was the noblest and most stately
gentleman she had ever beheld.
She had never seen him
before; he must either be a stranger or a rare visitor. As Clorinda was beyond
a woman's height, he was beyond a man's. He carried himself as kingly as she
did nobly; he had a countenance of strong manly beauty, and a deep tawny eye,
thick-fringed and full of fire; orders glittered upon his breast, and he wore a
fair periwig which became him wondrously and seemed to make his eye more deep
and burning by its contrast.
Beside his strength and
majesty of bearing, the stripling beauty of John Oxon would have seemed slight
and paltry, a thing for flippant women to trifle with.
Mistress Anne looked at
him with an admiration somewhat like reverence, and as she did so a sudden
thought rose in her mind, and even as it rose she marked what his gaze rested
on, and how it dwelt upon it, and knew that he had stepped apart to stand and
gaze as she did--only with a man's hid fervor--at her sister's self!
'Twas as if suddenly a
strange secret had been told her. She read it in his face, because he thought
himself unobserved and for a space had cast his mask aside. He stood and gazed
as a man who, starving at soul, fed himself through his eyes, having no hope of
other sustenance, or as a man weary with long carrying of a burden, for a space
laid it down for rest and to gather power to go on. She heard him draw a deep
sigh, almost stifled in its birth, and there was that in his face which she
felt it was unseemly that a stranger like herself should behold, himself
unknowing of her near presence.
She gently rose from
her corner, wondering if she could retire from her retreat without attracting
his observation, but as she did so, chance caused him to withdraw himself a
little further within the shadow of the screen, and doing so, he beheld her.
Then his face changed,
the mask of noble calmness, for a moment fallen, resumed itself, and he bowed
before her with the reverence of a courtly gentleman undisturbed by the
unexpectedness of his recognition of her neighborhood.
"Madam," he
said, "pardon my unconsciousness that you were near me. You would
pass?" And he made way for her.
She courtesied, asking
his pardon with her dull, soft eyes.
"Sir," she
answered, "I but retired here for a moment's rest from the throng and
gaiety, to which I am unaccustomed. But chiefly I sat in retirement that I
might watch my sister."
"Your sister,
madam?" he said, as if the questioning echo were almost involuntary, and
he bowed again in some apology.
"My Lady
Dunstanwolde," she replied; "I take such pleasure in her loveliness,
and in all that pertains to her, it is a happiness to me to but look on."
Whatsoever the thing
was in her loving mood which touched him and found echo in his own, he was so
far moved that he answered to her with something less of ceremoniousness,
remembering also in truth that she was a lady he had heard of, and recalling
her relationship and name.
"It is, then,
Mistress Anne Wildairs I am honored by having speech with," he said.
"My Lady Dunstanwolde has spoken of you in my presence. I am my Lord's
kinsman, the Duke of Osmonde," again bowing, and Anne courtesied low once
more.
Despite his greatness
she felt a kindness and grace in him which were not condescension, and which
almost dispelled the timidity which, being part of her nature, so unduly beset
her at all times when she addressed or was addressed by a stranger. John Oxon,
bowing his bright curls and seeming ever to mock with his smiles, had caused
her to be overcome with shy awkwardness and blushes, but this man, who seemed
as far above him in person and rank and mind as a god is above a graceful
painted puppet, even appeared to give of his own noble strength to her poor
weakness. He bore himself toward her with a courtly respect such as no human
being had ever shown to her before. He besought her again to be seated in her
nook, and stood before her conversing with such delicate sympathy with her mood
as seemed to raise her to the pedestal on which stood less humble women. All
those who passed before them he knew and could speak easily of. The high deeds
of those who were statesmen, or men honored at Court, or in the field, he was
familiar with, and of those who were beauties or notable gentlewomen he had
always something courtly to say.
Her own worship of her
sister she knew full well he understood, though he spoke of her but little.
"Well may you gaze
at her," he said. "So does all the world--and honors and
adores."
He proffered her, at
last, his arm, and she, having strangely taken courage, let him lead her
through the rooms and persuade her to some refreshment. Seeing her so wondrously
emerged from her chrysalis and under the protection of so distinguished a
companion, all looked at her as she passed with curious amazement; and indeed
Mistress Anne was all but overpowered by the reverence shown them as they made
their way.
As they came again into
the apartment wherein the host and hostess received their guests, Anne felt her
escort pause, and looked up at him to see the meaning of his sudden hesitation.
He was gazing intently, not at Clorinda, but at the Earl of Dunstanwolde.
"Madam," he
said, "pardon me that I seem to detain you; but-- but I look at my
kinsman. Madam," with a sudden fear in his voice, "he is ailing--he
sways as he stands. Let us go to him quickly! He falls!"
And, in sooth, at that
very moment there arose a dismayed cry from the guests about them, and there
was a surging movement, and as they pressed forward themselves through the
throng, Anne saw Dunstanwolde no more above the people, for he had indeed
fallen, and lay outstretched and deathly on the floor.
'Twas but a few seconds
before she and Osmonde were close enough to him to mark his sunken face and
ghastly pallor and a strange dew starting out upon his brow.
But 'twas his wife who
knelt beside his prostrate body, waving all else aside with a great majestic
gesture of her arm.
"Back! back!"
she cried. "Air! air and water. My Lord! My dear Lord!"
But he did not answer
or even stir--though she bent close to him and thrust her hand within his
breast. And then the frightened guests beheld a strange but beautiful and
loving thing, such as might have moved any heart to tenderness and wonder. This
great beauty, this worshiped creature, put her arms beneath and about the
helpless, awful body--for so its pallor and stillness indeed made it--and
lifted it in their powerful whiteness as if it had been the body of a child,
and so bore it to a couch near by and laid it down, kneeling beside it. Anne
and Osmonde were beside her. Osmonde pale himself, but gently calm and strong.
He had despatched for a physician the instant he saw the fall.
"My Lady," he
said, bending over her, "permit me to approach! I have some knowledge of
these seizures. Your pardon!"
He knelt also and took
the moveless hand, feeling the pulse; he, too, thrust his hand within the
breast and held it there, looking at the sunken face.
"My dear
Lord," her Ladyship was saying, as if to the prostrate man's ear alone,
knowing that her tender voice must reach him if aught would--as indeed was
truth. "Edward! My dear--dear Lord!"
Osmonde held the hand
steadily over the heart--the guests shrunk back, stricken with terror.
There was that in this
corner of the splendid room which turned faces pale.
Osmonde slowly withdrew
his hand, and turning to the kneeling woman--with a pallor like that of marble,
but with a noble tenderness and pity in his eyes--
"My lady," he
said, "you are a brave woman. Your great courage must sustain you. His
heart beats no more. A noble life is finished."
The guests heard and
drew still farther back, a woman or two faintly whimpering, a hurrying lackey
parted the crowd, and so, way being made for him, the physician came quickly
forward.
Anne put her shaking
hands up to cover her gaze. Osmonde stood still, looking down. My Lady of
Dunstanwolde knelt by the couch and hid her beautiful face upon the dead man's
breast.
ALL that remained of my
Lord Dunstanwolde was borne back to his ancestral home, and there laid to rest
in the ancient tomb in which his fathers slept. Many came from town to pay him
respect, and the Duke of Osmonde was, as was but fitting, among them. The
Countess kept her own apartments, and none but her sister, Mistress Anne,
beheld her. The night before the final ceremonies she spent sitting by her
lord's coffin, and to Anne it seemed that her mood was a stranger one than ever
woman had before been ruled by. She did not weep or moan, and only once kneeled
down. In her sweeping black robes she seemed more a majestic creature than she
had ever been. She sent away all other watchers, keeping only her sister with
her, and Anne observed in her a strange protecting gentleness when she spoke of
the dead man.
"I do not know
whether dead men can feel and hear," she said. "Sometimes there has
come into my mind--and made me shudder--the thought that though they lie so
still mayhap they know what we do--and how they are spoken of as nothings, whom
live men and women but wait a moment to thrust away, that their own living may
go on again in its accustomed manner, or perchance more merrily. If my Lord
knows aught, he will be grateful that I watch by him to-night in this solemn
room. He was ever grateful and moved by any tenderness of mine."
'Twas as she said, the
room was solemn, and this almost to awfulness. It was a huge cold chamber at
best, and draped with black and hung with hatchments, a silent gloom filled it
which made it like a tomb. Tall wax candles burned in it dimly, but adding to
its solemn shadows with their faint light, and in his rich coffin the dead man
lay in his shroud, his hands like carvings of yellowed ivory clasped upon his
breast.
Mistress Anne dared not
have entered the place alone, and was so overcome at sight of the pinched
nostrils and sunk eyes that she turned cold with fear. But Clorinda seemed to
feel no dread or shrinking. She went and stood beside the great funeral-draped
bed of state on which the coffin lay, and, thus standing, looked down with a
grave, protecting pity in her face. Then she stooped and kissed the dead man
long upon the brow.
"I will sit by you
to-night," she said. "That which lies here will be alone to-morrow. I
will not leave you this last night. Had I been in your place you would not
leave me."
She sat down beside him
and laid her strong, warm hand upon his cold waxen ones, closing it over them
as if she would give them heat. Anne knelt and prayed--that all might be
forgiven, that sins might be blotted out, that this kind poor soul might find love
and peace in the kingdom of Heaven, and might not learn there what might make
bitter the memory of his last year of rapture and love. She was so simple that
she forgot that no knowledge of the past could embitter aught when a soul
looked back from Paradise.
Throughout the watches
of the night, her sister sat and held the dead man's hand; she saw her more
than once smooth his gray hair almost as a mother might have touched a sick
sleeping child's; again she kissed his forehead, speaking to him gently as if
to tell him he need not fear, for she was close at hand; just once she knelt,
and Anne wondered if she prayed and in what manner, knowing that prayer was not
her habit.
'Twas just before dawn
she knelt so, and when she rose and stood beside him, looking down again, she
drew from the folds of her robe a little package.
"Anne," she
said, as she untied the ribband that bound it, "when first I was his wife,
I found him one day at his desk looking at these things as they lay upon his
hand. He thought at first it would offend me to find him so, but I told him
that I was gentler than he thought--though not so gentle as the poor innocent
girl who died in giving him his child. 'Twas her picture he was gazing at and a
little ring and two locks of hair-- one a brown ringlet from her head, and one,
such a tiny wisp of down, from the head of her infant. I told him to keep them
always and look at them often, remembering how innocent she had been, and that
she had died for him. There were tears on my hand when he kissed it in thanking
me. He kept the little package in his desk, and I have brought it to him."
The miniature was of a
sweet-faced girl with large, loving, childish eyes, and cheeks that blushed
like the early morning. Clorinda looked at her almost with tenderness.
"There is no
marrying or giving in marriage, 'tis said," quoth she, "but were
there, 'tis you who were his wife not I. I was but a lighter thing, though I
bore his name and he honored me. When you and your child greet him, he will
forget me--and all will be well."
She held the miniature
and the soft hair to his cold lips a moment, and Anne saw with wonder that her
own mouth worked. She slipped the ring on his least finger, and hid the picture
and the ringlets within the palms of his folded hands.
"He was a good
man," she said. "He was the first good man that I had ever
known." And she held out her hand to Anne and drew her from the room with
her, and two crystal tears fell upon the bosom of her black robe and slipped
away like jewels.
When the obsequies were
over, the next of kin, who was heir, came to take possession of the estate
which had fallen to him, and the widow retired to her father's house for
seclusion from the world. The town house had been left to her by her deceased
lord, but she did not wish to return to it until the period of her mourning was
over and she laid aside her weeds. The income the Earl had been able to bestow
upon her made her a rich woman, and when she chose to appear again in the world
it would be with the power to mingle with it fittingly.
During her stay at her
father's house she did much to make it a more suitable abode for her, ordering
down from London furnishings and workmen to set her own apartments and Anne's
in order. But she would not occupy the rooms she had lived in heretofore. For
some reason it seemed to be her whim to have begun to have an enmity for them.
The first day she entered them with Anne she stopped upon the threshold.
"I will not stay
here," she said. "I never loved the rooms-- and now I hate them. It
seems to me it was another woman who lived in them--in another world. 'Tis so
long ago that 'tis ghostly. Make ready the old red chambers for me," to
her woman; "I will live there. They have been long closed, and are worm--
eaten and moldy, perchance but a great fire will warm them. And I will have
furnishings from London to make them fit for habitation."
The next day it seemed
for a brief space as if she would have changed even from the red chamber.
"I did not
know," she said, turning with a sudden movement from a side window,
"that one might see the old rose-garden from here. I would not have taken
the room had I guessed it. It is too dreary a wilderness, with its tangle of
briars and its broken sun-dial."
"You can not see
the dial from here," said Anne, coming toward her with a strange paleness
and haste. "One can not see within the garden from any window,
surely."
"Nay," said
Clorinda, "'tis not near enough, and the hedges are too high; but one
knows 'tis there and 'tis tiresome."
"Let us draw the
curtains and not look, and forget it," said poor Anne. And she drew the
draperies with a trembling hand, and ever after, while they dwelt in the room,
they stayed so.
My Lady wore her
mourning for more than a year, and in her sombre, trailing weeds was a wonder
to behold. She lived in her father's house and saw no company, but sat or
walked and drove with her sister Anne, and visited the poor. The perfect stateliness
of her decorum was more talked about than any levity would have been, those who
were wont to gossip expecting that, having made her fine match and been so soon
rid of her lord, she would begin to show her strange, wild breeding again, and
indulge in fantastical whims. That she should wear her mourning with
unflinching dignity and withdraw from the world as strictly as if she had been
a lady of royal blood mourning her prince, was the unexpected thing, and so was
talked of everywhere.
At the end of the
eighteenth month she sent one day for Anne, who, coming at her bidding, found
her standing in her chamber surrounded by black robes and draperies piled upon
the bed and chairs and floor, their sombreness darkening the room like a cloud;
but she stood in their midst in a trailing garment of pure white, and in her
bosom was a bright-red rose tied with a knot of scarlet ribband, whose ends
fell floating. Her woman was upon her knees before a coffer, in which she was
laying the weeds as she folded them.
Mistress Anne paused
within the doorway, her eyes dazzled by the tall, radiant shape and blot of
scarlet color, as if by the shining of the sun. She knew in that moment that
all was changed, and that the world of darkness they had been living in for the
past months was swept from existence. When her sister had worn her mourning
weeds she had seemed somehow almost pale, but now she stood in the sunlight
with the rich scarlet on her cheek and lip, and the stars in her great eyes.
"Come in, sister
Anne," she said. "I lay aside my weeds, and my woman is folding them
away for me. Dost know of any poor creature, newly left a widow, whom some of
them would be a help to? 'Tis a pity that so much sombreness should lie in
chests when there are perhaps poor souls to whom it would be a godsend."
Before the day was over
there was not a shred of black stuff left in sight, such as had not been sent
out of the house to be distributed being packed away in coffers in the garrets
under the leads.
"You will wear it
no more, sister?" Anne asked once. "You will wear gay colors, as if
it had never been?"
"It is as if it
had never been," Clorinda answered. "Ere now her lord is happy with
her, and he is so happy that I am forgot. I had a fancy that--perhaps at
first-- Well, if he had looked down on earth, remembering, he would have seen I
was faithful in my honoring of him. But now, I am sure " she stopped, with
a half laugh. "'Twas but a fancy," she said. "Perchance he has
known naught since that night he fell at my feet; and even so, poor gentleman,
he hath a happy fate. Yes, I will wear gay colors," flinging up her arms
as if she dropped fetters, and stretched her beauteous limbs for ease.
"Gay colors, and roses and rich jewels, and all things--all that will make
me beautiful!"
The next day there came
a chest from London, packed close with splendid raiment; when she drove out
again in her chariot her servants' sad-colored liveries had been laid by, and
she was attired in rich hues, amidst which she glowed like some flower new
bloomed.
Her house in town was
thrown open again and set in order for her coming. She made her journey back in
state, Mistress Anne accompanying her in her traveling coach. As she passed
over the high-road with her equipage and her retinue, or spent the night for
rest at the best inns in the towns and villages, all seemed to know her name
and state.
"'Tis the young
widow of the Earl of Dunstanwolde," people said to each other. "She
that is the great beauty, and of such a wit and spirit that she is scarce like
a mere young lady. 'Twas said she wed him for his rank, but afterward 'twas
known she made him a happy gentleman, though she gave him no heir. She wore
weeds for him beyond the accustomed time, and is but now issuing from her
retirement."
Mistress Anne felt as
if she were attending some royal lady's progress; people so gazed at them,
nudged each other, wondered, and admired.
"You do not mind
that all eyes rest on you," she said to her sister. "You are
accustomed to be gazed at."
"I have been gazed
at all my life," my Lady answered. "I scarce take note of it."
On their arrival at
home they met with fitting welcome and reverence. The doors of the town house
were thrown open wide, and in the hall the servants stood in line, the
housekeeper at the head with her keys at her girdle, the little, jet-black
negro page grinning beneath his turban with joy to see his lady again, he
worshiping her as a sort of fetish after the manner of his race. 'Twas his duty
to take heed to the pet dogs, and he stood holding by their little silver
chains a swart-faced pug and a pretty spaniel. His lady stopped a moment to pat
them and to speak to him a word of praise of their condition, and, being so
favored, he spoke, also rolling his eyes in his delight at finding somewhat to
impart.
"Yesterday,
Ladyship, when I took them out," he said, "a gentleman marked them,
knowing whose they were. He asked me when my Lady came again to town, and I
answered him to-day. 'Twas the fair gentleman in his own hair."
"'Twas Sir John
Oxon, your Ladyship," said the lackey nearest to him.
Her Ladyship left
caressing her spaniel and stood upright. Little Nero was frightened, fearing
she was angered, she stood so straight and tall, but she said nothing and
passed on.
At the top of the
staircase she turned to Mistress Anne with a laugh.
"Thy favorite
again, Anne," she said. "He means to haunt us--now we are alone. 'Tis
thee he comes after."
THE town and the world
of fashion greeted her on her return with open arms. Those who looked on when
she bent the knee to kiss the hand of royalty at the next drawing-room,
whispered among themselves that bereavement had not dimmed her charms, which
were even more radiant than they had been at her presentation on her marriage,
and that the mind of no man or woman could dwell on aught as mournful as
widowhood in connection with her; or, indeed, could think of anything but her
brilliant beauty. 'Twas as if from this time she was launched into a new life.
Being rich, of high rank, and no longer an unmarried woman, her position had a
dignity and freedom which there was no creature but might have envied. As the
wife of Dunstanwolde she had been the fashion and adored by all who dared adore
her, but as his widow she was surrounded and besieged. A fortune, a toast, a
wit, and a beauty, she combined all the things either man or woman could desire
to attach themselves to the train of; and had her air been less regal and her
wit less keen of edge, she would have been so beset by flatterers and toadies
that life would have been burdensome. But this she would not have, and was
swift enough to detect the man whose debts drove him to the expedient of daring
to privately think of the usefulness of her fortune, or the woman who
maneuvred{sic} to gain reputation or success by means of her position and
power.
"They would be
about me like vultures if I were weak fool enough to let them," she said
to Anne. "They cringe and grovel like spaniels, and flatter till 'tis like
to make one sick. 'Tis always so with toadies; they have not the wit to see
that their flattery is an insolence, since it supposes adulation so rare that
one may be moved by it. The men with empty pockets would marry me, forsooth,
and the women be dragged into company clinging to my petticoats. But they are
learning. I do not shrink from giving them sharp lessons."
This she did without
mercy, and in time cleared herself of hangers-on so that her banquets and
assemblies were the most distinguished of the time, and the men who paid their
court to her were of such place and fortune that their worship could but be
disinterested.
Among the earliest to
wait upon her was his Grace of Osmonde, who found her one day alone, save for
the presence of Mistress Anne, whom she kept often with her. When the lackey
announced him, Anne, who sat upon the same seat with her, felt her slightly
start, and, looking up, saw in her countenance a thing she had never beheld
before, nor had indeed ever dreamed of beholding. It was a strange, sweet
crimson which flowed over her face, and seemed to give a wondrous deepness to
her lovely orbs. She rose as a queen might have risen had a king come to her,
but never had there been such pulsing softness in her look before. 'Twas in
some curious fashion like the look of a girl, and in sooth she was but a girl
in years, but so different to all others of her age, and had lived so singular
a life, that no one ever thought of her but as a woman, or would have deemed it
aught but folly to credit her with any tender emotion or blushing warmth
girlhood might be allowed.
His Grace was as
courtly of bearing as he had ever been. He stayed not long, and during his
visit conversed but on such subjects as a kinsman may graciously touch upon; but
Anne noted in him a new look also, though she could scarce have told what it
might be. She thought that he looked happier, and her fancy was that some
burden had fallen from him.
Before he went away he
bent low and long over Clorinda's hand, pressing his lips to it with a
tenderness which strove not to conceal itself. And the hand was not withdrawn,
her Ladyship standing in sweet yielding, the tender crimson trembling on her
cheek. Anne herself trembled, watching her new, strange loveliness with a sense
of fascination; she could scarce withdraw her eyes, it seemed so as if the
woman had been reborn.
"Your Grace will
come to us again," my Lady said, in a soft voice. "We are two lonely
women"--with her radiant compelling smile--"and need your kindly countenancing."
His eyes dwelt deep in
hers as he answered, and there was a flush upon his own cheek, man and warrior
though he was.
"If I might come
as often as I would," he said, "I should be at your door, perhaps,
with too great frequency."
"Nay, your
Grace," she answered; "come as often as we would--and see who wearies
first. 'Twill not be ourselves."
He kissed her hand
again, and this time 'twas passionately, and when he left her presence it was
with a look of radiance on his noble face, and with the bearing of a king
new-crowned.
For a few moments'
space she stood where he had parted from her, looking as though listening to
the sound of his step, as if she would not lose a footfall; then she went to
the window and stood among the flowers there, looking down into the street, and
Anne saw that she watched his equipage.
'Twas early summer, and
the sunshine flooded her from head to foot; the window and balcony were full of
flowers--yellow jonquils and daffodils, white narcissus, and all things fragrant
of the spring. The scent of them floated about her like an incense, and a
straying zephyr blew great puffs of their sweetness back into the room. Anne
felt it all about her and remembered it until the hour she died.
Clorinda's bosom rose
high in an exultant, rapturous sigh.
"'Tis the spring
that comes," she murmured, breathlessly. "Never hath it come to me
before."
Even as she said the
words, at the very moment of her speaking, fate a strange fate indeed--brought
to her yet another visitor. The door was thrown open wide, and in he came, a
lackey crying loud his name. 'Twas Sir John Oxon.
Those of the world of
fashion who were wont to gossip had bestowed upon them a fruitful subject for
discussion over their tea-tables, on the future of the widowed Lady
Dunstanwolde. All the men being enamored of her, 'twas not likely that she
would long remain unmarried, her period of mourning being over, and accordingly
forthwith there was every day chosen for her a new husband by those who
concerned themselves in her affairs, and they were many. One week 'twas a great
general she was said to smile on, again a great beau and female conqueror, it
being argued that having made her first marriage for rank and wealth, and being
a passionate and fantastic beauty, she would this time allow herself to be
ruled by her caprice and wed for love; again, a certain marquis was named, and
after him a young earl renowned for both beauty and wealth; but though each and
all of those selected were known to have laid themselves at her feet, none of
them seemed to have met with the favor they besought.
There were two men,
however, who were more spoken of than all the rest, and whose court awakened a
more lively interest-- indeed, 'twas an interest which was lively enough at
times to become almost a matter of contention; for those who upheld the cause
of the one man would not hear of the success of the other, the claims of each
being considered of such different nature. These two men were the Duke of
Osmonde and Sir John Oxon. 'Twas the soberer and more dignified who were sure
his Grace had but to proffer his suit to gain it, and their sole wonder lay in
that he did not speak more quickly.
"But being a man
of such noble mind," 'twas said, "it may be that he would leave her
to her freedom yet a few months, because, despite her stateliness, she is but
young, and 'twould be like his honorableness to wish that she should see many
men while she is free to choose, as she has never been before. For these days
she is not a poor beauty, as she was when she took Dunstanwolde."
The less serious, or
less worldly, especially the sentimental spinsters and matrons and romantic
young, who had heard and enjoyed the rumors of Mistress Clorinda Wildairs's
strange early days, were prone to build much upon a certain story of that time.
"Sir John Oxon was
her first love," they said. "He went to her father's house a
beautiful young man, in his earliest bloom, and she had never encountered such
an one before; having only known country dolts and her father's friends. 'Twas
said they loved each other, but were both passionate and proud, and quarreled
bitterly. Sir John went to France to strive to forget her in gay living--he
even obeyed his mother and paid court to another woman--and Mistress Clorinda,
being of fierce haughtiness, revenged herself by marrying Lord
Dunstanwolde."
"But she has never
deigned to forgive him," 'twas also said. "She is too haughty and of
too high a temper to forgive easily that a man should seem to desert her for
another woman's favor. Even when 'twas whispered that she favored him she was
disdainful, and sometimes flouted him bitterly, as was her way with all men.
She was never gentle, and had always a cutting wit. She will use him hardly
before she relents, but if he sues patiently enough, with such grace as he uses
with other women, love will conquer her at last, for 'twas her first."
She showed him no great
favor, it was true; and yet it seemed she granted him more privilege than she
had done during her lord's life, for he was persistent in his following her,
and would come to her house whether of her will or of his own. Sometimes he came
there when the Duke of Osmonde was with her-- this happened more than once and
then her Ladyship's face, which was ever warmly beautiful when Osmonde was
near, would curiously change. It would grow pale and cold, but in her eyes
would burn a strange light, which one man knew was as the light in the eyes of
a tigress lying chained but crouching to leap.
But it was not Osmonde
who felt this; he saw only that she changed color, and having heard the story
of her girlhood, a little chill of doubt would fall upon his noble heart. It
was not doubt of her, but of himself, and fear that his great passion made him
blind; for he was the one man chivalrous enough to remember how young she was,
and to see the cruelty of the fate which had given her unmothered childhood
into the hands of a coarse roisterer, making her his plaything and his whim.
And if in her first hours of bloom she had been thrown with youthful manhood
and beauty, what more in the course of nature than that she should have learned
to love, and being separated from her young lover by their mutual youthful
faults of pride and passionateness of temper, what more natural than, being
free again, and he suing with all his soul, that her heart should return to
him, even though through a struggle with pride. In her lord's lifetime he had
not seen Oxon near her, and in those days when he had so struggled with his own
surging love and striven to bear himself nobly, he had kept away from her,
knowing that his passion was too great and strong for any man to always hold at
bay and make no sign, because at brief instants he trembled before the thought
that in her eyes he had seen that which would have sprung to answer the same
self in him if she had been a free woman. But now, when despite her coldness,
which never melted to John Oxon, she still turned pale and seemed to fall under
a restraint on his coming, a man of sufficient high dignity to be splendidly
modest where his own merit was concerned, might well feel that for this there
must be a reason, and it might be a grave one.
So, though he would not
give up his suit until he was sure 'twas either useless or unfair, he did not
press it as he would have done, but saw his lady when he could, and watched
with the tenderness of passion her lovely face and eyes. But one short town
season passed before he won his prize, but to poor Anne it seemed that in its
passing she lived years.
Poor woman, as she had
grown thin and large-eyed in those days gone by, she grew so again. Time in
passing had taught her so much that others did not know, and as she served her
sister, and waited on her wishes, she saw that of which no other dreamed, and
saw without daring to speak, or show by any sign, her knowledge.
The day when Lady
Dunstanwolde had turned from standing among her daffodils and had found herself
confronting the open door of her salon, and John Oxon passing through it,
Mistress Anne had seen that in her face and his which had given to her a shock
of terror. In John Oxon's blue eyes there had been a set, fierce look and in
Clorinda's a blaze, which had been like a declaration of war. And these same
looks she had seen since that day, again and again. Gradually it had become her
sister's habit to take Anne with her into the world as she had not done before
her widowhood, and Anne knew whence this custom came. There were times when, by
use of her presence, she could avoid those she wished to thrust aside, and Anne
noted with a cold sinking of the spirit that the one she would plan to elude
most frequently was Sir John Oxon; and this was not done easily. The young
man's gay lightness of demeanor had changed. The few years that had passed
since he had come to pay his court to the young beauty in male attire, had
brought experiences to him which had been bitter enough. He had squandered his
fortune and failed to reinstate himself by marriage, his dissipations had told
upon him, and he had lost his spirit and good humor, his mocking wit had gained
a bitterness, his gallantry had no longer the gaiety of youth. And the woman he
had loved for an hour with youthful passion, and had dared to dream of casting
aside in boyish insolence, had risen like a phenix and soared high and
triumphant to the very sun itself.
"He was ever
base," Clorinda had said. "As he was at first he is now," and in
the saying there was truth.
If she had been
helpless and heartbroken, and had pined for him, he would have treated her as a
victim, and disdained her humiliation and grief; magnificent, powerful, rich,
in fullest beauty and disdaining himself, she filled him with a mad passion of
love, which was strangely mixed with hatred and cruelty. To see her surrounded
by her worshipers, courted by the Court itself, all eyes drawn toward her as
she moved, all hearts laid at her feet, was torture to him. In such cases as
his and hers it was the woman who should sue for love's return and watch the
averted face, longing for the moment when it would deign to turn and she could
catch the cold eye and plead piteously with her own. This he had seen, this
men, like himself but older, had taught him with vicious art; but here was a
woman who had scorned him at the hour which should have been the moment of his
greatest powerfulness, who had mocked at and lashed him in the face with the
high derision of a creature above law, and who never for one instant had bent
her neck to the yoke which women must bear. She had laughed it to scorn--and
him and all things--and gone on her way, crowned with her scarlet roses, to
wealth and rank and power and adulation, while he the man whose right it was to
be transgressor--had fallen upon hard fortune, and was losing step by step all
she had won. In his way he loved her madly--as he had loved her before--and as
he would have loved any woman who embodied triumph and beauty, and burning with
desire for both, and with jealous rage of all, he swore he would not be
outdone, befooled, cast aside, and trampled on.
At the playhouse, when
she looked from her box, she saw him leaning against some pillar or stationed
at some noticeable spot, his bold, blue eyes fixed burningly upon her. At
fashionable assemblies he made his way to her side and stood near her, gazing
or dropping words into her ear; at church he placed himself in some pew near
by, that she and all the world might behold him; when she left her coach and
walked in the Mall, he joined her or walked behind. At such times in my Lady's
close-fringed eyes there shone a steady gleam, but they were ever eyes that
glowed, and there were none who had ever come close enough to her to know her
well, and so there were none who read its meaning. Only Anne knew as no other
creature could, and looked on with secret terror and dismay. The world but said
that he was a man mad with love, and, desperate at the knowledge of the
powerfulness of his rivals, could not live beyond sight of her.
They did not hear the
words that passed between them at times, when he stood near her in some crowd,
and dropped, as 'twas thought, words of burning prayer and love into her ear.
'Twas said that it was like her to listen with unchanging face, and when she
deigned reply, to answer without turning toward him. But such words and replies
it had more than once been Anne's ill- fortune to be near enough to catch, and
hearing them she had shuddered.
One night at a grand
rout, the Duke of Osmonde but just having left the reigning beauty's side, she
heard the voice she hated close by her, speaking.
"You think you can
disdain me to the end?" it said. "Your Ladyship is sure so?"
She did not turn or
answer, and there followed a low laugh.
"You think a man
will lie beneath your feet and be trodden upon without speaking. You are too
high and bold."
She waved her painted
fan and gazed steadily before her at the crowd, now and then bending her head
in gracious greeting and smiling at some passer-by.
"If I could tell
the story of the rose-garden and of what the sun-dial saw, and what the moon
shone on," he said.
He heard her draw her
breath sharply through her teeth, he saw her white bosom lift as if a wild
beast leaped within it, and he laughed again.
"His Grace of
Osmonde returns," he said, and then, marking, as he never failed to do
bitterly against his will, the grace and majesty of this rival, who was one of
the greatest and bravest of England's gentlemen, and knowing that she marked it
too, his rage so mounted that it overcame him.
"Sometimes,"
he said, "methinks that I shall kill you!"
"Would you gain
your end thereby?" she answered, in a voice as low and deadly.
"'Twould frustrate
his--and yours."
"Do it,
then," she hissed back; "some day when you think I fear you."
"'Twould be too
easy," he answered. "You fear it too little. There are bitterer
things."
She rose and met his
Grace, who had approached her. Always to his greatness and noble heart she
turned with that new feeling of dependence which her whole life had never
brought to her before. His deep eyes, falling on her tenderly as she rose, were
filled with protecting concern. Involuntarily he hastened his steps.
"Will your Grace
take me to my coach?" she said. "I am not well. May I go?" as
gently as a tender, appealing girl.
And, moved by this, as
by her pallor, more than his man's words could have told, he gave her his arm,
and drew her quickly and supportingly away.
Mistress Anne did not
sleep well that night, having much to distract her mind and keep her awake, as
was often, in these days, the case. When at length she closed her eyes, her
slumber was fitful and broken by dreams, and in the mid-hour of the darkness
she wakened with a start, as if some sound had aroused her. Perhaps there had
been some sound, though all was still when she opened her eyes, but in the
chair by her bedside sat Clorinda in her night-rail, her hands wrung hard
together on her knee, her black eyes staring under a brow knit into straight,
deep lines.
"Sister,"
cried Anne, starting up in bed. "Sister!"
Clorinda slowly turned
her head toward her, whereupon Anne saw that in her face there was a look of
horror which struggled with a grief--a wo too monstrous to be borne.
"Lie down,
Anne," she said. "Be not afraid; 'tis only I," bitterly,
"who need fear."
Anne cowered among the
pillows and hid her face in her thin hands. She knew so well that this was
true.
"I never thought
the time would come," her sister said, "when I should seek you for
protection. A thing has come upon me; perhaps I shall go mad. To-night, alone
in my room, I wanted to sit near a woman. 'Twas not like me, was it?"
Mistress Anne crept near
the bed's edge, and stretching forth a hand, touched hers, which were as cold
as marble.
"Stay with me,
sister," she prayed. "Sister, do not go! What--what can I say?"
"Naught," was
the steady answer. "There is naught to be said. You were always a woman. I
was never one till now."
She rose from her chair
and threw up her arms, pacing to and fro.
"I am a desperate
creature," she cried. "Why was I born?"
She walked the room
almost like a thing mad and caged.
"Why was I thrown
into the world?" striking her breast. "Why was I made so, and not one
to watch or care through those mad years! To be given a body like this and
tossed to the wolves."
She turned to Anne, her
arms outstretched, and so stood white and strange and beauteous as a statue,
with drops like great pearls running down her lovely cheeks, and she caught her
breath sobbingly, like a child.
"I was thrown to
them," she wailed piteously, "and they harried me, and left the marks
of their great teeth, and of the scars I can not rid myself, and since it was
my fate, pronounced from my first hour, why was not this," clutching her
breast, "left hard as 'twas at first? Not a woman's--not a woman's, but a
she-cub's. Ah! 'twas not just--not just--that it should be so!"
Anne slipped from her bed
and ran to her, falling upon her knees and clinging to her, weeping bitterly.
"Poor heart!"
she cried. "Poor, dearest heart!"
Her touch and words
seemed to recall Clorinda to herself. She started, as if wakened from a dream,
and drew her form up rigid.
"I have gone
mad," she said. "What is it I do?" She passed her hand across
her brow and laughed a little wild laugh. "Yes," she said. "This
it is to be a woman, to turn weak and run to other women, and weep, and talk. Yes,
by these signs I am a woman!" She stood with her clenched hands pressed
against her breast. "In any fair fight," she said, "I could have
struck back blow for blow, and mine would have been the heaviest, but being
changed into a woman, my arms are taken from me. He who strikes, aims at my
bared breast, and that he knows and triumphs in."
She set her teeth
together and ground them, and the look, which was like that of a chained and
harried tigress, lit itself in her eyes.
"But there is none
shall beat me," she said through these fierce shut teeth. "Nay! there
is none! Get up, Anne," bending to raise her. "Get up, or I shall be
kneeling, too--and I must stand upon my feet."
She made a motion as if
she would have turned and gone from the room without further explanation, but
Anne still clung to her. She was afraid of her again, but her piteous love was
stronger than her fear.
"Let me go with
you," she cried. "Let me but go and lie in your closet, that I may be
near if you should call."
Clorinda put her hands
upon her shoulders, and, stooping, kissed her, which in all their lives she had
done but once or twice.
"God bless thee,
poor Anne," she said. "I think thou wouldst lie on my threshold and
watch the whole night through if I should need it; but I have given way to
womanish vapors too much; I must go and be alone. I was driven by my thoughts
to come and sit and look at thy good face; I did not mean to wake thee. Go back
to bed."
She would be obeyed,
and led Anne to her couch herself, making her lie down and drawing the coverlet
about her; after which she stood upright, with a strange smile, laying her
hands lightly about her own white throat.
"When I was a
new-born thing, and had a little throat and a weak breath," she cried,
"'twould have been an easy thing to end me. I have been told I lay beneath
my mother when they found her dead. If, when she felt her breath leaving her,
she had laid her hand upon my mouth and stopped mine, I should not--" with
the little laugh again--"I should not lie awake to-night."
And then she went away.
THERE were, in this
strange nature, depths so awful and profound that it was not to be sounded or
to be judged as others were. But one thing could have melted or caused the
unconquerable spirit to bend, and this was the overwhelming passion of
love--not a slight, tender feeling, but a great and powerful one, such as could
be awakened but by a being of as strong and deep a nature as itself one who was
in all things its peer.
"I have been
lonely--lonely all my life," my Lady Dunstanwolde had once said to her
sister, and she had indeed spoken a truth.
Even in her childhood
she had felt in some strange way she stood apart from the world about her.
Before she had been old enough to reason, she had been conscious that she was
stronger and had greater power and endurance than any human being about her. Her
strength she used in these days in wilful tyranny, and indeed it was so used
for many a day when she was older. The time had never been when an eye lighted
on her with indifference, or when she could not rule and punish as she willed.
As an infant she had browbeaten the women servants and the stable-boys and
grooms; but, because of her quick wit and clever tongue, and also because no
humor ever made her aught but a creature well worth looking at, they had taken
her bullying in good humor and loved her in their coarse way. She had
tyrannized over her father and his companions, and they had adored and boasted
of her; but there had not been one among them whom she could have turned to if
a softer moment had come upon her and she had felt the need of a friend; nor,
indeed, one whom she did not regard privately with contempt.
A god or goddess forced
upon earth and surrounded by mere human beings would surely feel a desolateness
beyond the power of common words to express, and a human being endowed with
powers and physical gifts so rare as to be out of all keeping with those of its
fellows of ordinary build and mental stature, must needs be lonely too.
She had had no
companion, because she had found none like herself and none with whom she could
have aught in common. Anne she had pitied, being struck by some sense of the
unfairness of her lot as compared with her own. John Oxon had moved her,
bringing to her her first knowledge of buoyant, ardent youth, and blooming
strength and beauty. For Dunstanwolde she had felt gratitude and affection,
but, than these three, there had been no others who even distantly had touched
her heart.
The night she had given
her promise to Dunstanwolde and had made her obeisance before his kinsman as
she had met his deep and leonine eye, she had known that 'twas the only man's
eye before which her own would fall, and which held the power to rule her very
soul.
She did not think this
as a romantic girl would have thought it; it was revealed to her by a sudden
tempestuous leap of her heart, and by a shock like terror.
Here was the man who
was of her own build, whose thews and sinews of mind and body were as powerful
as her own--here was he who, had she met him one short year before, would have
revolutionized her world.
In the days of her
wifehood, when she had read in his noble face something of that which he
endeavored to command, and which to no other was apparent, the dignity of his
self-restraint had but filled her with tenderness more passionate and grateful.
"Had he been a villain
and a coward," was her thought, "he would have made my life a bitter
battle--but 'tis me he loves, not himself only, and as I honor him so does he
honor me."
Now she beheld the same
passion in his eyes, but no more held in leash; his look met hers, hiding from
her nothing of what his high soul burned with, and she was free--free to answer
when he spoke, and only feeling one bitterness in her heart: if he had but come
in time--God! why had he not been sent in time?
But, late or early, he
had come; and what they had to give each other should not be mocked at and
lost. The night she had ended by going to Anne's chamber, she had paced her
room saying this, again and again, all the strength of her being rising in
revolt. She had been then a caged tigress of a verity; she had wrung her hands;
she had held her palm hard against her leaping heart; she had walked madly to
and fro, battling in thought with what seemed awful fate; she had flung herself
upon her knees and wept bitter, scalding tears.
"He is so
noble," she had cried. "He is so noble--and I so worship his
nobleness--and I have been so base!"
And in her suffering
her woman's nerves had for a moment betrayed her. Heretofore she had known no
weakness of her sex, but the woman soul in her so being moved, she had been
broken and conquered for a space and had gone to Anne's chamber, scarcely
knowing what refuge she so sought. It had been a feminine act, and she had
realized all it signified when Anne sank weeping by her. Women who wept and
prated together at midnight in their chambers, ended by telling their secrets.
So it was that it fell
out that not on the next day, nor indeed again, did Anne see the changed face
to the sight of which she had that night awakened. It seemed as if my Lady,
from that time, made plans which should never for a moment leave her alone. The
next day she was busied arranging a brilliant rout, the next a rich banquet,
the next a great assembly; she drove in the Mall in her stateliest equipages,
she walked upon its promenade, surrounded by her crowd of courtiers, smiling
upon them, and answering them with shafts of graceful wit; the charm of her
gaiety had never been so remarked upon--her air never so enchanting. At every
notable gathering in the world of fashion she was to be seen; being bidden to
the Court, which was at Hampton, her brilliant beauty and spirit so enlivened
the royal dulness that 'twas said the Queen herself was scarce resigned to part
with her, and that the ladies and gentlemen in waiting all suffered from the
spleen when she withdrew.
She bought at this time
the fiercest but most beautiful beast of a horse she had ever mounted. The
creature was so superbly handsome, but apparently so unconquerable and so
savage, that her grooms were afraid to approach it, and indeed it could not be
saddled and bitted unless she herself stood near. Even the horse-dealer, rogue
though he was, had sold it to her with some approach to a qualm of conscience,
having confessed to her that it had killed two grooms and been sentenced to be
shot by its first owner, and was still living only because its great beauty had
led him to hesitate for a few days. It was by chance that during these few days
Lady Dunstanwolde heard of it, and going to see it, desired and bought it at
once.
"It is the very
beast I want," she said, with a gleam in her eye. "It will please me
to teach it that there is one stronger than itself."
She had much use for
her loaded riding-whip, and indeed, not finding it heavy enough, ordered one
made which was heavier. When she rode the beast in Hyde Park, her first battles
with him were the town talk, and there were those who bribed her footmen to
inform them beforehand when my lady was to take out Devil, that they might know
in time to be in the Park to see her. Fops and hunting-men laid wagers as to
whether her Ladyship would kill the horse or be killed by him, and followed her
training of the creature with an excitement and delight quite wild.
"Well may the
beast's name be Devil," said more than one looker-on, "for he is not
so much horse as demon. And when he plunges and rears and shows his teeth,
there is a look in his eye which flames like her own, and 'tis as if a male and
female demon fought together, for surely such a woman never lived before. She
will not let him conquer her, God knows, and it would seem that he was swearing
in horse fashion that she should not conquer him.
When he was first
bought and brought home, Mistress Anne turned ashy at the sight of him, and in
her heart of hearts grieved bitterly that it had so fallen out that his Grace
of Osmonde had been called away from town by high and important matters, for
she knew full well that if he had been in the neighborhood he would have said
some discreet and tender word of warning to which her Ladyship would have
listened, though she would have treated with disdain the caution of any other
man or woman. When she herself ventured to speak, Clorinda looked only stern.
"I have ridden
only ill-tempered beasts all my life, and that for the mere pleasure of
subduing them," she said. "I have no liking for a horse like a
bellwether--and if this one should break my neck, I need battle with neither
men nor horses again-- and I shall die at the high tide of life and power--and
those who think of me afterward will only remember that they loved me."
But the horse did not
kill her, nor she it. Day after day she stood by while it was taken from its
stall, many a time dealing with it herself, because no groom dare approach, and
then she would ride it forth, and in Hyde Park force it to obey her, the
wondrous strength of her will, her wrist of steel, and the fierce, pitiless
punishment she inflicted actually daunting the devilish creature's courage. She
would ride from the encounter, through two lines of people who had been
watching her, and some of them found themselves following after her even to the
Park Gate almost awed as they looked at her, sitting erect and splendid on the
fretted, anguished beast, whose shining skin was covered with lather, whose
mouth tossed blood-flecked foam, and whose great eye was so strangely like her
own, but that hers glowed with the light of triumph and his burned with the
agonized protest of the vanquished. At such times there was somewhat of fear in
the glances that followed her beauty, which almost seemed to blaze--her color
was so rich, the curve of her red mouth so imperial, the poise of her head,
with its loosening coils of velvet black hair, so high.
"It is good for me
that I do this," she said to Anne, with a short laugh, one day. "I
was growing too soft--and I have need now for all my power. To fight with the
demon in this beast rouses all in me that I have held in check since I became
my poor Lord's wife. That the creature should have set his will against all
others, and should resist me with such strength and devilishness, rouses in me
the passion of the days when I cursed and raved and struck at those who angered
me. 'Tis fury that possesses me, and I could curse and shriek at him as I flog
him, if 'twould be seemly. As it would not be so, I shut my teeth hard and
shriek and curse within them and none can hear."
Among those who made it
their custom to miss no day when she went forth on Devil, that they might stand
near and behold her, there was one man ever present, and 'twas Sir John Oxon.
He would stand as near as might be and watch the battle, a stealthy fire in his
eye, and a look as if the outcome of the fray had deadly meaning to him. He
would gnaw his lips until at times the blood started; his face would by turns
flush scarlet and turn deadly pale, he would move suddenly and restlessly and
break forth under breath into oaths of exclamation. One day a man close by him
saw him suddenly lay his hand upon his sword, and having so done still keep it
there, though 'twas plain he quickly remembered where he was.
As for the horse's
rider, my Lady Dunstanwolde, whose way it had been to avoid this man and to
thrust him from her path by whatsoever adroit means she could use, on these
occasions made no effort to evade him and his glances--in sooth, he knew,
though none other did so, that when she fought with her horse she did it with a
fierce joy in that he beheld her. 'Twas as though the battle was between
themselves--and knowing this in the depths of such soul as he possessed, there
were times when the man would have exulted to see the brute rise and fall upon
her, crushing the life out of her; or dash her to the earth and set his hoof
upon her dazzling, upturned face. Her scorn and deadly defiance of him, her
beauty and maddening charm which seemed but to increase with every hour that
flew by, had roused his love to fury. Despite his youth he was a villain as he
had ever been; even in his first freshness there had been older men--and
hardened ones--who had wondered at the selfish mercilessness and blackness of
the heart that was but that of a boy. They had said among themselves that at
his years they had never known a creature who could be so gaily a dastard, one
who could plan with such light remorselessness, and using all the gifts given
him by nature solely for his own ends, would take so much and give so little.
In truth, as time had gone on, men who had been his companions and had indeed
small consciences to boast of, had begun to draw off a little from him and
frequent his company less. He chose to tell himself that this was because he
had squandered his fortune and was less good company, being pursued by
creditors and haunted by debts; but though there was somewhat in this,
perchance 'twas not the entire truth.
"By God!" said
one over his cups, "there are things even a rakehell fellow like me can
not do--but he does them and seems not to know that they are to his
discredit."
There had been a time
when without this woman's beauty he might have lived--indeed he had left it of
his own free, vicious will; but in these days when his fortunes had changed and
she represented all that he stood most desperately in need of, her beauty drove
him mad.
In his haunting of her,
as he followed her from place to place, his passion grew day by day, and all
the more gained strength and fierceness because it was so mixed with hate. He
tossed upon his bed at night and cursed her, he remembered the wild past, and
the memory all but drove him to delirium. He knew of what stern stuff she was
made, and that even if her love had died, she would have held to her compact
like grim death, even while loathing him. And he had cast all this aside in one
mad moment of boyish cupidity and folly, and now that she was so radiant and
entrancing a thing, and wealth and splendor and rank and luxury lay in the
hollow of her marble hand, she fixed her beauteous devil's eyes upon him with a
scorn in their black depths which seemed to burn like fires of hell.
The great brute who
dashed and plunged and pranced beneath her seemed to have sworn to conquer her
as he had sworn himself, but let him plunge and kick as he would, there was no
quailing in her eyes; she sat like a creature who was superhuman, and her hand
was iron, her wrist was steel. She held him that he could not do his worst
without such pain as would drive him mad, she lashed him and rained on him such
blows as almost made him blind. Once at the very worst, Devil dancing near him,
she looked down from his back into John Oxon's face, and he cursed aloud, her
eyes so told him his own story and hers. In those days their souls met in such
combats as it seemed must end in murder itself.
"You will not
conquer him," he said to her one morning, forcing himself near enough to
speak.
"I will unless he
kills me," she answered, "and that methinks he will find it hard to
do."
"He will kill
you," he said; "I would were I in his four shoes."
"You would if you
could," were her words; "but you could not with his bit in your mouth
and my hand on the snaffle. And if he killed me 'twould be he, not I, was
beaten; since he could only kill what any bloody villain could with any knife.
He is a brute beast and I am that which was given dominion over such. Look on
till I have done with him."
And thus, with other
beholders, though in a different mood from theirs, he did, until a day when
even the most skeptical saw that the brute came to the fray with less of
courage, as if there had at last come into his brain the dawning of a fear of
that which rid him and which all his madness could not displace from its throne
upon his back.
"By God!"
cried more than one of the bystanders, seeing this despite the animal's fury,
"the beast gives way! He gives way! She has him!" And John Oxon,
shutting his teeth, cut short an oath and turned pale as death.
From that moment her
victory was a thing assured. The duel of strength became less desperate, and
having once begun to learn his lesson the brute was made to learn it well. His
bearing was a thing superb to behold, once taught obedience there would scarce
be a horse like him in the whole of England. And day by day this he learned
from her, and being mastered, was put through his paces and led to answer to
the rein so that he trotted, cantered, galloped, and leaped as a bird flies.
Then, as the town had come to see him fight for freedom, it came to see him
adorn the victory of the being who had conquered him, and over their dishes of
tea in the afternoon beaux and beauties of fashion gossiped of the interesting
and exciting event, and there were vaporish ladies who vowed they could not
have beaten a brute so, and that surely my Lady Dunstanwolde must have looked
hot and blowzy while she did it, and have had the air of a great rough man; and
there were some pretty tiffs and even quarrels when the men swore that never
had she looked so magnificent a beauty and so inflamed the hearts of all
beholding her.
On the first day after
her Ladyship's last battle with her horse, the one which ended in such victory
to her that she rode him home hard through the streets without an outbreak, he
white with lather and marked with stripes, but his large eye holding in its
velvet a look which seemed almost like a human thought--on the day after there
occurred a thing which gave the town new matter to talk of.
His Grace of Osmonde
had been in France, called there by business of the state, and during his
absence the gossip concerning the horse Devil had taken the place of that which
had before touched on himself. 'Twas not announced that he was to return to
England, and indeed, there were those who, speaking with authority, said that
for two weeks at least his affairs abroad would not be brought to a close; and
yet, on this morning, as my Lady Dunstanwolde rode 'neath the trees, holding
Devil well in hand, and watching him with eagle keenness of eye, many looking
on in wait for the moment when the brute might break forth suddenly again, a horseman
was seen approaching at a pace so rapid that 'twas on the verge of a gallop,
and the first man who beheld him looked amazed, and lifted his hat, and the
next, seeing him, spoke to another who bowed with him, and all along the line
of loungers hats were removed and people wore the air of seeing a man
unexpectedly; and hearing a name spoken in exclamation by his side, Sir John
Oxon looked round and beheld ride by my Lord Duke of Osmonde.
The sun was shining
brilliantly, and all the Park was gay with bright warmth and greenness of turf
and trees. Clorinda felt the glow of the summer morning permeate her being; she
kept her watch upon her beast, but he was going well, and in her soul she knew
that he was beaten, and that her victory had been beheld by the one man who
knew that it meant to her that which it seemed to mean also to himself. And,
filled with this thought and the joy of it, she rode beneath the trees, and so
was riding with splendid spirit, when she heard a horse behind her, and looked
up as it drew near, and the rich crimson swept over her in a sweet flood, so
that it seemed to her she thought she felt it warm on her very shoulders,
'neath her habit, for 'twas Osmonde's self who had followed and reached her,
and uncovered, keeping pace by her side.
Ah, what a face he had,
and how his eyes burned as they rested on her. It was such a look she met that
for a moment she could not find speech, and he himself spoke as a man who,
through some deep emotion, has almost lost his breath.
"My Lady Dunstanwolde,"
he began, and then, with a sudden passion, "Clorinda, my beloved!"
The time had come when he could not keep silence, and with great leapings of
her heart she knew. Yet not one word said she, for she could not, but her
beauty, glowing and quivering under his eyes' great fire, answered enough.
"Were it not that
I fear for your sake the beast you ride," he said, "I would lay my
hand upon his bridle, that I might crush your hand in mine. At post haste I
have come from France, hearing this thing--that you endangered every day that
which I love so madly. My God! beloved, cruel, cruel woman--sure you must
know!"
She answered with a
breathless, wild surrender.
"Yes, yes,"
she gasped, "I know."
"And yet you
braved this danger, knowing that you might leave me a widowed man for
life."
"But," she
said, with a smile whose melting radiance seemed akin to tears--"but see
how I have mastered him--and all is passed."
"Yes, yes,"
he said; "as you have conquered all--as you have conquered me--and did from
the first hour. But God forbid that you should make me suffer so again."
"Your Grace,"
she said, faltering, "I--I will not!"
"Forgive me for
the tempest of my passion," he said. "'Twas not thus I had thought to
come to make my suit. 'Tis scarcely fitting that it should be so--but I was
almost mad when I first heard this rumor, knowing my duty would not loose me to
come to you at once--and knowing you so well--that only if your heart had
melted to the one who besought you, would you give up."
"I--give up!"
she answered; "I give up!"
"I worship
you!" he said; "I worship you!" And their meeting eyes were
drowned in each other's tenderness.
They galloped side by
side, and the watchers looked on, exchanging words and glances, seeing in her
beauteous, glowing face, in his joyous one, the final answer to the question
they had so often asked each other. 'Twas his Grace of Osmonde who was the
happy man, he and no other. That was a thing plain indeed to be seen, for they
were too high above the common world to feel that they must play the paltry
part of outward trifling to deceive it; and as the sun pierces through clouds
and is stronger than they, so their love shone like the light of day itself
through poor conventions. They did not know the people gazed and whispered, and
if they had known it the thing would have counted for naught with them.
"See!" said
my lady, patting her Devil's neck; "see, he knows that you have come, and
frets no more."
They rode home
together, the great beauty and the great Duke, and all the town beheld, and
after they had passed him where he stood, John Oxon mounted his own horse and
galloped away, white- lipped and with mad eyes.
"Let me escort you
home," the Duke had said, "that I may kneel to you there, and pour
forth my heart as I have so dreamed of doing. To-morrow I must go back to
France, because I left my errand incomplete. I stole from duty the time to come
to you, and I must return as quickly as I came."
So he took her home,
and as they entered the wide hall together, side by side, the attendant lackeys
bowed to the ground in deep welcoming obeisance, knowing it was their future
lord and master they received.
Together they went to
her own salon, a beautiful great room hung with rare pictures, warm with floods
of the bright summer sunshine and perfumed with bowls of summer flowers, and as
the lackey departed, bowing, and closed the door behind him, they turned and
were enfolded close in each other's arms, and stood so, with their hearts
beating as, surely it seemed to them, human hearts had never beat before.
"Ah! my dear love,
my heavenly love!" he cried. "It has been so long. I have lived in
prison and in fetters--and it has been so long!"
Even as my Lord
Dunstanwolde had found cause to wonder at her gentle ways, so was this man
amazed at her great sweetness, now that he might cross the threshold of her
heart. She gave of herself as an empress might give of her store of imperial
jewels, with sumptuous lavishness, knowing that the store could not fail. In
truth, it seemed that it must be a dream, that she so stood before him in all
her great, rich loveliness, leaning against his heaving breast, her arms as
tender as his own, her regal head thrown backward that they might gaze into the
depths of each other's eyes.
"From that first
hour that I looked up at you," she said, "I knew you were my lord--my
lord! And a fierce pain stabbed my heart, knowing that you had come too late by
but one hour; for had it not been that Dunstanwolde had led me to you, I knew--
ah! how well I knew--that our hearts would have beaten together, not as two
hearts, but as one."
"As they do
now," he cried.
"As they do
now," she answered; "as they do now."
"And from the
moment that your rose fell at my feet and I raised it in my hand," he
said, "I knew I held some rapture which was my own. And when you stood
before me at Dunstanwolde's side and our eyes met, I could not understand. Nay,
I could scarce believe that it had been taken from me."
There, in her arms
among the flowers and in the sweetness of the sun he lived again the past,
telling her of the days when, knowing his danger, he had held himself aloof,
declining to come to her lord's house with the familiarity of a kinsman,
because the pang of seeing her often was too great to bear; and relating to her
also the story of the hours when he had watched her and she had not known his
nearness or guessed his pain, when she had passed in her equipage, not seeing
him, or giving him but a gracious smile. He had walked outside her window at
midnight, sometimes, too, coming because he was a desperate man, and could not
sleep, and returning homeward, had found no rest, but only increase of anguish.
"Sometimes," he
said, "I dared not look into your eyes, fearing my own would betray me,
but now I can gaze into your soul itself, for the midnight is over--and joy
cometh with the morning."
As he had spoken, he
had caressed softly with his hand her cheek, and her crown of hair, and such
was his great gentleness that 'twas as if he touched lovingly a child, for into
her face there had come that look which it would seem that in the arms of the
man she loves every true woman wears--a look which is somehow like a child's in
its trusting, sweet, surrender, and appeal, whatsover may be her stateliness
and the splendor of her beauty.
Yet as he touched her
cheek so and her eyes so dwelt on him, suddenly her head fell heavily upon his
breast, hiding her face even while her enwreathing arms held more closely.
"Ah, those mad
days before!" she cried; "ah, those mad, mad days before!"
"Nay, they are
long passed, sweet," he said, in his deep noble voice, thinking that she
spoke of the wildness of her girlish years--"and all our days of joy are
yet to come."
"Yes, yes,"
she cried, clinging closer, yet with shuddering. "They were before--the
joy--the joy is all to come."
HIS Grace of Osmonde
went back to France to complete his business, and all the world knew that when
he returned to England 'twould be to make his preparations for his marriage
with my Lady Dunstanwolde. It was a marriage not long to be postponed, and her
Ladyship herself was known already to be engaged with lacemen, linen-drapers,
toyshop-women, and goldsmiths. Mercers waited upon her at her house,
accompanied by their attendants, bearing burdens of brocades and silks and
splendid stuffs of all sorts; her chariot was to be seen standing before their
shops, and the interest in her purchases was so great that fashionable beauties
would contrive to visit the counters at the same hours as herself, so that they
might catch glimpses of what she chose. In her own great house all was
repressed excitement; her women were enraptured at being allowed the mere
handling and laying away of the glories of her wardrobe; the lackeys held
themselves with greater state, knowing that they were soon to be a duke's
servants; her little black Nero strutted about, his turban set upon his pate
with a majestic cock, and disdained to enter into battle with such pages of his
own color as wore only silver collars, he feeling assured that his own would
soon be of gold.
The world of fashion
said when her Ladyship's equipage drove by that her beauty was like that of the
god of day at morning, and that 'twas plain that no man or woman had ever
beheld her as his Grace of Osmonde would.
"She loves at
last," a wit said; "until the time that such a woman loves, however
great her splendor, she is as the sun behind a cloud."
"And now this one
hath come forth and shines so that she warms us in mere passing," said
another. "What eyes, and what a mouth--with that strange smile upon it.
Whoever saw such before? And when she came to town with my Lord Dunstanwolde,
who, beholding her, would have believed that she could wear such a look?"
In sooth there was that
in her face and in her voice when she spoke which almost made Anne weep through
its strange sweetness and radiance. 'Twas as if the flood of her joy had swept
away all hardness and disdain. Her eyes, which had seemed to mock at all they
had rested on, mocked no more, but ever seemed to mock at all they had rested
on, mocked no more, but ever seemed to smile at some dear inward thought.
One night, when she
went forth to a Court ball, being all attired in brocade of white and silver,
and glittering with the Dunstanwolde diamonds which starred her as with great
sparkling dewdrops, and yet had not the radiance of her eyes and smile, she was
so purely wonderful a vision, that Anne, who had been watching her through all
the time when she had been under the hands of her tire-woman and beholding her
now so dazzling and white a shining creature, fell upon her knees to kiss her
hand almost as one who worships.
"Oh, sister,"
she said, "you look like a spirit. It is as if with the earth you had
naught to do--as if your eyes saw Heaven itself and Him who reigns there."
The lovely orbs of
Clorinda shone more still like the great star of morning.
"Sister
Anne," she said, laying her hand on her white breast, "at times I
think that I must almost be a spirit, I feel such heavenly joy. It is as if He
whom you believe in, and who can forgive and wipe out sins, has forgiven me and
has granted it to me, that I may begin my poor life again. Ah! I will make it
better, I will try to make it as near an angel's life as a woman can, and I
will do no wrong, but only good, and I will believe and pray every day upon my
knees--and all my prayers will be that I may so live that my dear lord--my
Gerald--could forgive me all that I have ever done and seeing my soul would
know me worthy of him. Oh! we are strange things, we human creatures,
Anne," with a tremulous smile; "we do not believe until we want a
thing and feel that we shall die if 'tis not granted to us, and then we kneel
and kneel and believe, because we must have somewhat to ask help from."
"But all help has
been given to you," poor tender Anne said, kissing her hand again,
"and I will pray, I will pray--"
"Ay, pray, Anne,
pray with all thy soul," Clorinda answered. "I need thy praying--and
thou didst believe always, and have asked so little that has been given
thee."
"Thou wast given
me, sister," said Anne. "Thou hast given me a home and kindness such
as I never dared to hope; thou hast been like a great star to me; I have had
none other, and I thank Heaven on my knees each night for the brightness my
star has shed on me."
"Poor Anne--dear
Anne!" Clorinda said, laying her arms about her and kissing her.
"Pray for thy star, good, tender Anne, that its light may not be
quenched." Then with a sudden movement her hand was pressed upon her bosom
again. "Ah, Anne," she cried, and in the music of her voice agony
itself was ringing--"Anne, there is but one thing on this earth God rules
over, but one thing that belongs--belongs to me. And 'tis Gerald Mertoun--and
he is mine and shall not be taken from me, for he is a part of me and I a part
of him!"
"He will not
be," said Anne. "He will not."
"He can not,"
Clorinda answered. "He shall not. 'Twould not be human."
She drew a long breath
and was calm again.
"Did it reach your
ears," she said, reclasping a band of jewels on her arm, "that Sir
John Oxon had been offered a place in a foreign court, and that 'twas said he
would soon leave England?"
"I heard some
rumor of it," Anne answered, her emotion getting the better of her usual
discreet speech. "God grant it may be true!"
"Ay!" said
Clorinda, "would God that he were gone!"
But that he was not,
for when she entered the assembly that night he was standing near the door as
though he lay in wait for her, and his eyes met hers with a leaping gleam which
was a thing of such exultation that to encounter it was like having a knife
thrust deep into her side and through and through it; for she knew full well
that he could not wear such a look unless he had some strength of which she
knew not.
This gleam was in his
eyes each time she found herself drawn to them, and it seemed as though she
could look nowhere without encountering his gaze. He followed her from room to
room, placing himself where she could not lift her eyes without beholding him;
when she walked a minute with a royal duke, he stood and watched her with such
a look in his face as drew all eyes toward him.
"'Tis as if he
threatens her," one said. "He has gone mad with disappointed
love."
But 'twas not love that
was in his look, but the madness of long-thwarted passion mixed with hate and
mockery, and this she saw and girded her soul with all its strength, knowing
that she had a fiercer beast to deal with and a more vicious and dangerous one
than her horse Devil. That he kept at first at a distance from her, and but
looked on with this secret exultant glow in his bad, beauteous eyes, told her
that at last he felt he held some power in his hands against which all her
defiance would be as naught. Till this hour, though she had suffered, and when
alone had writhed in agony of grief and bitter shame, in his presence she had
never flinched. Her strength she knew was greater than his, but his baseness
was his weapon, and the depths of that baseness she knew she had never reached.
At midnight, having
just made obeisance before royalty retiring, she felt that at length he had
drawn near and was standing at her side.
"To-night,"
he said, in the low undertone it was his way to keep for such occasions, knowing
how he could pierce her ear-- "to-night you are Juno's self--a very Queen
of Heaven!"
She made no answer.
"And I have stood
and watched you moving among all lesser goddesses as the moon sails among the
stars, and I have smiled in thinking of what these lesser deities would say if
they had known what I bear in my breast to-night."
She did not even make a
movement, in truth she felt that at his next words she might change to stone.
"I have found
it," he said, "I have it here the lost treasure the tress of hair
like a raven's wing and six feet long. Is there another woman in England who
could give a man a lock like it?"
She felt then that she
had in sooth changed to stone; her heart hung without moving in her breast, her
eyes felt great and hollow and staring as she lifted them to him.
"I knew not,"
she said slowly and with bated breath, for the awfulness of the moment had even
made her body weak as she had never known it feel before--"I knew not
truly that hell made things like you."
Whereupon he made a
movement forward, and the crowd about surged nearer with hasty exclamations,
for the strange weakness of her body had overpowered her in a way mysterious to
her, and she had changed to marble, growing too heavy of weight for her sinking
limbs. And those in the surrounding groups saw a marvelous thing, the same
being that my Lady Dunstanwolde swayed as she turned, and falling, lay
stretched as if dead in her white and silver and flashing jewels at the
startled beholders' feet.
She wore no radiant look
when she went home that night. She would go home alone and unescorted excepting
by her lackeys, refusing all offers of companionship when once placed in her
equipage. There were of course gentlemen who would not be denied leading her to
her coach; Sir John Oxon was among them, and at the last pressed close with a
manner of great ceremony, speaking a final word.
"'Tis useless,
your Ladyship," he murmured as he made his obeisance gallantly, and though
the words were uttered in his lowest tone and with great softness, they reached
her ear, as he intended that they should. "To-morrow morning I shall wait
upon you."
Anne had forborne going
to bed, and waited for her return, longing to see her spirit's face again
before she slept, for this poor tender creature, being denied all woman's loves
and joys by Fate, who had made her as she was, so lived in her sister's beauty
and triumphs that 'twas as if in some far-off way she shared them, and herself
experienced through them the joy of being a woman transcendently beautiful and
transcendently beloved. To-night she had spent her waiting hours in her closet
and upon her knees, praying with all humble adoration of the Being she
approached. She was wont to pray long and fervently each day, thanking Heaven
for the smallest things and the most common, and imploring continuance of the
mercy which bestowed them upon her poor unworthiness; for her sister her
prayers were offered up night and morning, and ofttimes in hours between, and
to-night she prayed not for herself at all, but for Clorinda and for his Grace
of Osmonde, that their love might be crowned with happiness and that no shadow
might intervene to cloud its brightness and the tender rapture in her sister's
softened look, which was to her a thing so wonderful that she thought of it
with reverence as a holy thing.
Her prayers being at
length ended, she had risen from her knees and sat down, taking a sacred book
to read, a book of sermons such as 'twas her simple habit to pore over with
entire respect and childlike faith, and being in the midst of her favorite
homily she heard the chariot's returning wheels and left her chair surprised,
because she had not yet begun to expect the sound.
"'Tis my
sister," she said, with a soft, sentimental smile. "Osmonde not being
among the guests, she hath had no pleasure in mingling with them."
She went below to the
room her Ladyship usually went to first on her return at night from any
gathering, and there she found her sitting as though she had dropped there in
the corner of a great divan, her hands hanging clasped before her on her knee,
her head hanging forward on her fallen chest, her large eyes staring into
space.
"Clorinda!
Clorinda!" Anne cried, running to her and kneeling at her side.
"Clorinda! God have mercy! What is't?"
Never before had her
face worn such a look; 'twas colorless, and so drawn and fallen in that 'twas
indeed almost as if her great beauty was gone; but the thing most awful to poor
Anne was that all the new softness seemed as if it had been stamped out, and
the fierce hardness had come back and was engraven in its place, mingled with a
horrible despair.
"An hour
ago," she said, "I swooned. That is why I look thus. 'Tis yet another
sign that I am a woman--a woman!"
"You are ill! you
swooned!" cried Anne. "I must send for your physician. Have you not
ordered that he be sent for yourself? If Osmonde were here how perturbed he
would be!"
"Osmonde!"
said my Lady. "Gerald! Is there a Gerald, Anne?"
"Sister!"
cried Anne, affrighted by her strange look; "oh, sister!"
"I have seen
heaven," Clorinda said; "I have stood on the threshold and seen
through the part-opened gate--and then have been dragged back to hell."
Anne clung to her,
gazing upward at her eyes in sheer despair.
"But back to hell
I will not go," she went on saying. "Had I not seen heaven, they
might perhaps have dragged me, but now I will not go. I will not, that I swear!
There is a thing which can not be endured. Bear it no woman should. Even I, who
was not born a woman, but a wolf's she-cub, I can not. 'Twas not I, 'twas
fate," she cried out; "'twas not I, 'twas fate--'twas the great wheel
we are bound to, which goes round and round, that we may be broken on it. 'Twas
not I who bound myself there. And I will not be broken so."
She said the words
through her clenched teeth and with all the mad passion of her most lawless
years; even at Anne she looked almost in the old, ungentle fashion, as though
half scorning all weaker than herself and having small patience with them.
"There will be a
way," she said; "there will be a way. I shall not swoon again."
She left her divan and
stood upright, the color having come back to her face, but the look Anne
worshiped not having returned with it, 'twas as though Mistress Clorinda
Wildairs had been born again.
"To-morrow morning
I go forth on Devil," she said. "And I shall be abroad if any
visitors come."
What passed in her
chamber that night no human being knew. Anne, who left her own apartment and
crept into a chamber near her to lie and watch, knew that she paced to and fro,
but heard no other sound, and dared not intrude upon her.
When she came forth in
the morning she wore the high look she had been wont to wear in the years gone
by when she ruled in her father's house and rode to the hunt with a following
of gay, middle-aged, and elderly rioters. Her eye was brilliant and her color
matched it, she held her head with the old dauntless carriage, and there was
that in her voice before which her women quaked and her lackeys hurried to do
her bidding.
Devil himself felt this
same thing in the touch of her hand upon his bridle when she mounted him at the
door, and seemed to glance askance at her sideways.
She took no servant
with her, and did not ride to the park, but to the country. Once on the
high-road she rode fast and hard, only galloping straight before her as the way
led, and having no intention. Where she was going she knew not, but why she
rode on horseback she knew full well, it being because the wild, almost fierce
motion was in keeping with the tempest in her soul. Thoughts rushed through her
brain even as she rushed through the air on Devil's back, and each leaping
after the other seemed to tear more madly.
"What shall I
do?" she was saying to herself. "What thing is there for me to do? I
am trapped like a hunted beast, and there is no way forth."
The blood went like a
torrent through her veins, so that she seemed to hear it roaring in her ears;
her heart thundered in her side or 'twas so she thought of it, as it bounded
while she recalled the past and looked upon the present.
"What else could
have been?" she groaned. "Naught else-- naught else. 'Twas a trick--a
trick of fate to ruin me for my punishment."
When she had gone forth
it had been with no hope in her breast that her wit might devise a way to free
herself from the thing which so beset her, for she had no weak fancies that
there dwelt in this base soul any germ of honor which might lead it to
relenting. As she had sat in her dark room at night, crouched upon the floor
and clenching her hands as the mad thoughts went whirling through her brain,
she had stared her fate in the face and known all its awfulness. Before her lay
the rapture of a great, sweet, honorable passion, a high and noble life lived
in such bliss as rarely fell to lot of woman--on this one man she knew that she
could lavish all the splendor of her nature and make his life a heaven as hers
would be; behind her lay the mad, uncared-for years and one black memory
blighting all to come, though 'twould have been but a black memory with no
power to blight if the heaven of love had not so opened to her, and with its
light cast all else into shadow.
"If 'twere not
love," she cried, "if 'twere but ambition, I could defy it to the
last. But 'tis love, love, love, and it will kill me to forego it."
Even as she moaned the
words, she heard hoofbeats near her, and a horseman leaped the hedge and was at
her side. She set her teeth, and turning, stared into John Oxon's face.
"Did you think I would
not follow you?" he asked.
"No," she
answered.
"I have followed
you at a distance hitherto," he said. "Now I shall follow
close."
She did not speak, but
galloped on.
"Think you you can
outride me?" he said grimly, quickening his steed's pace. "I go with
your Ladyship to your own house. For fear of scandal you have not openly
rebuffed me previous to this time, for a like reason you will not order your
lackeys to shut your door when I enter it with you."
My Lady Dunstanwolde
turned to gaze at him again. The sun shone on his bright, falling locks and his
blue eyes as she had seen it shine in days which seemed so strangely long
passed by, though they were not five years agone.
"'Tis
strange," she said, with a measure of wonder, "to live and be so
black a devil."
"Bah! my
Lady," he said, "these are fine words--and fine words do not hold
between us. Let us leave them. I would escort you home and speak to you in
private."
There was that in his
mocking that was madness to her, and made her sick and dizzy with the boiling
of the blood which surged to her brain. The fury of passion which had been a
terror to all about her when she had been a child, was upon her once more, and
though she had thought herself freed from its dominion, she knew it again and
all it meant. She felt the thundering beat in her side, the hot flood leaping
to her cheek, the flame burning her eyes, themselves as if fire was within
them. Had he been other than he was, her face itself would have been a warning.
But he pressed her hard. As he would have slunk away a beaten cur if she had
held the victory in her hands, so, feeling that the power was his, he exulted
over the despairing frenzy which was in her look.
"I pay back old
scores," he said. "There are many to pay. When you crowned yourself
with roses and set your foot upon my face, your Ladyship thought not of this!
When you gave yourself to Dunstanwolde and spat at me, you did not dream that
there could come a time when I might goad as you did."
She struck Devil with
her whip, who leaped forward, but Sir John followed hard behind her. He had a
swift horse, too, and urged him fiercely, so that between these two there was a
race as if for life and death. The beasts bounded forward, spurning the earth
beneath their feet. My Lady's face was set, her eyes were burning flame, her
breath came short and pantingly between her teeth. Oxon's fair face was white
with passion; he panted also, but strained every nerve to keep at her side, and
kept there.
"Keep back! I warn
thee!" she cried once, almost gasping.
"Keep back!"
he answered, blind with rage. "I will follow thee to hell!"
And in this wise they
galloped over the white road until the hedges disappeared and they were in the
streets, and people turned to look at them, and even stood and stared. Then she
drew rein a little and went slower, knowing with shuddering agony that the trap
was closing about her.
"What is it that
you would say to me?" she asked him, breathlessly.
"That which I
would say within four walls, that you may hear it all," he answered.
"This time 'tis not idle threatening. I have a thing to show you."
Through the streets
they went, and as her horse's hoofs beat the pavement, and the passers-by,
looking toward her, gazed curiously at so fine a lady on so splendid a brute,
she lifted her eyes to the houses, the booths, the faces, and the sky with a
strange fancy that she looked about her as a man looks who, doomed to death, is
being drawn in his cart to Tyburn tree. For 'twas to death she went, nor to
aught else could she compare it, and she was so young and strong, and full of
love and life, and there should have been such bliss and peace before her but
for one madness of her all-unknowing days. And this beside her, this man with
the fair face, and looks and beauteous devil's eyes, was her hangman, and
carried his rope with him, and soon would fit it close about her neck.
When they rode through
the part of the town where abode the world of fashion, those who saw them knew
them, and marveled that the two should be together.
"But perhaps his
love has made him sue for pardon that he has so borne himself," some said,
"and she has chosen to be gracious to him since she is gracious in these
days to all."
When they reached her
house, he dismounted with her, wearing an outward air of courtesy, but his eye
mocked her, as she knew. His horse was in a lather of sweat, and he spoke to
the servant:
"Take my beast
home," he said. "He is too hot to stand, and I shall not soon be
ready."
He followed her to her
private saloon, the one to which she had taken Osmonde on the day of their
bliss, the one in which in the afternoon she received those who came to pay
court to her over a dish of tea. In the mornings none entered it but herself or
some invited guest. 'Twas not the room she would have chosen for him, but when
he said to her, "'Twere best your Ladyship took me to some private
place," she had known there was no other so safe.
When the door was
closed behind them, and they stood face to face, they were a strange pair to
behold, she with mad defiance battling with mad despair in her face, he with
the mocking which every woman who had ever trusted him or loved him had lived
to see in his face when all was lost. Few men there lived who were as vile as
he, his power of villainy lying in that he knew not the meaning of man's shame
or honor.
"Now," she
said, "tell me the worst."
"'Tis not so
bad," he answered, "that a man should claim his own and swear that no
other man shall take it from him. That I have sworn and that I will hold
to."
"Your own!"
she said; "your own, you call it--villain!"
"My own, since I
can keep it," quoth he. "Before you were my Lord of Dunstanwolde's,
you were mine--of your own free will."
"Nay, nay,"
she cried. "God! through some madness I knew not the awfulness of--because
I was so young and had known naught but evil--and you were so base and wise."
"Was your Ladyship
an innocent?" he answered. "It seemed not so to me."
"An innocent of
all good," she cried, "of all things good on earth, of all that I
know now, having seen manhood and honor."
"His Grace of
Osmonde has not been told this," he said. "And I shall make it all
plain to him--"
"What do you ask,
devil?" she broke forth. "What is't you ask?"
"That you shall
not be the Duchess of Osmonde," he said, drawing near to her. "That
you shall be the wife of Sir John Oxon, as you once called yourself for a brief
space, though no priest had mumbled over us--"
"Who was't
divorced us?" she said, gasping; "for I was an honest thing, though I
knew no other virtue. Who was't divorced us?"
"I confess,"
he answered, bowing, "that 'twas I--for the time being. I was young and
perhaps fickle--"
"And you left
me," she cried, "and I found that you had come but for a bet--and
since I so bore myself that you could not boast, and since I was not a rich
woman whose fortune would be of use to you, you followed another and left
me--me!"
"As his Grace of
Osmonde will when I tell him my story," he answered. "He is not one
to brook that such things can be told of the mother of his heirs."
She would have shrieked
aloud but that she clutched her throat in time.
"Tell him!"
she cried; "tell him, and see if he will hear you! Your word against
mine!"
"Think you I do
not know that full well," he answered, and he brought forth a little
package folded in silk. "Why have I done naught but threaten till this
time? If I went to him without proof he would run me through with his sword as
I were a mad dog. But is there another woman in England from whose head her
lover could ravish a lock as long and black as this?"
He unfolded the silk
and let other silk unfold itself, a great and thick ring of raven hair which
uncoiled its serpent length, and though he held it high, was long enough after
swaying from his hand to lie upon the floor.
"Merciful
God!" she cried, and shuddering, hid her face.
"'Twas a bet, I
own," he said. "I heard too much of the mad beauty, and her disdain
of men, not to be fired by a desire to prove to her and others that she was but
a woman after all, and so was to be won. I took an oath that I would come back
some day with a trophy--and this I cut when you knew not that I did it."
She clutched her throat
again to keep from shrieking in her impotent horror.
"Devil, craven,
and loathsome and he knows not what he is!" she gasped. "He is a mad
thing who knows not that all his thoughts are of hell."
'Twas in sooth a
strange and monstrous thing to see him so unwavering and bold, flinching before
no ignominy, shrinking not to speak openly the thing before the mere accusation
of which other men's blood would have boiled.
"When I bore it
away with me," he said, "I lived wildly for a space, and in those
days put it in a place of safety, and when I was sober again I had forgot
where. Yesterday by a strange chance I came upon it. Think you it can be
mistaken for any other woman's hair?"
At this she held up her
hand.
"Wait," she
said. "You will go to Osmonde, you will tell him this, you will--"
"I will tell him
all the story of the rose-garden and of the sun-dial, and the beauty who had
wit enough to scorn a man in public that she might more safely hold tryst with
him alone. She had great wit and cunning for a beauty of sixteen. 'Twould be
well for her lord to have keen eyes when she is twenty."
He should have seen the
warning in her eyes, for there was warning enough in their flaming depths.
"All that you can
say I know," she said; "all that you can say. And I love him. There
is no other man on earth. Were he a beggar I would tramp the high-road by his
side and go hungered with him. He is my lord and I his mate--his mate!"
"That you will not
be," he answered, made devilish by her words. "He is a high and noble
gentleman, and wants no man's cast-off plaything for his wife."
Her breast leaped up
and down in her panting as she pressed her hand upon it, her breath came in sharp
puffs through her nostrils.
"And
once"--she breathed--"and once--I loved thee--cur!"
He was mad with
exultant villainy and passion, and he broke into a laugh.
"Loved me!"
he said. "Thou! As thou lovedst me--and as thou lovest him--so will Moll Easy
love any man--for a crown!"
Her whip lay upon the
table, she caught and whirled it in the air. She was blind with the surging of
her blood and saw not how she caught or held it, or what she did--only that she
struck!
And 'twas his temple
that the loaded weapon met, and 'twas wielded by a wrist whose sinews were of
steel, and even as it struck he gasped, casting up his hands, and thereupon
fell and lay stretched at her feet.
But the awful tempest
which swept over her had her so under its dominion that she was like a branch
whirled on the wings of the storm. She scarce noted that he fell, or, noting
it, gave it not one thought as she dashed from one end of the apartment to the
other with the fierce striding of a mad woman.
"Devil!" she
cried, "and cur! And for thee I blasted all the years to come! To a beast
so base I gave all that an empress herself could give all life--all
love--forever! And he comes back--shameless--to barter like a cheating
huckster--because his trade goes ill, and I--I could stock his counters once
again!"
She strode toward him
raving.
"Think you I do
not know, woman's bully and poltroon, that you plot to sell yourself because
your day has come and no woman will bid for such an outcast, saving one that
you may threaten. Rise, vermin--rise, lest I kill thee!"
In her blind madness
she lashed him once across the face again. And he stirred not, and something in
the resistless feeling of the flesh beneath the whip, and in the quiet of his
lying, caused her to pause and stand panting and staring at the thing which lay
before her! For it was a thing, and as she stood staring, with wild heaving
breast, this she saw. 'Twas but a thing--lying inert, its fair locks outspread,
its eyes rolled upward till the blue was almost lost, a purple indentation on
the right temple, from which there oozed a tiny thread of blood.
"THERE will be a
way," she had said, and yet in her most mad despair of this way she had
never thought--though, strange it had been, considering her lawless past, that
she had not--never of this way--never! Notwithstanding which, in one frenzied
moment in which she had known naught but her delirium, her loaded whip had
found it for her--the way!
And yet, it so being
found, she stood staring, seeing what she had done--seeing what had
befallen--'twas as if the blow had been struck not at her own temple, but at
her heart--a great and heavy shock, which left her bloodless and choked and
gasping.
"What! what!"
she panted. "Nay! nay! nay!" and her eyes grew wide and wild.
She sank upon her knees
so shuddering that her teeth began to chatter. She pushed him and shook him by
the shoulder.
"Stir!" she
cried in a loud whisper. "Move thee! Why dost thou lie so? Stir!"
Yet he stirred not, but
lay inert, only with his lips drawn back, showing his white teeth a little, as
if her horrid agony made him begin to laugh. Shuddering, she drew slowly nearer,
her eyes more awful than his own. Her hand crept, shaking, to his wrist, and
clutched it. There was naught astir-- naught! It stole to his breast and,
baring it, pressed close. That was still and moveless as his pulse for life was
ended, and a hundred moldering years would not bring more of death.
"I have killed
thee," she breathed. "I have killed thee--though I meant it not--even
hell itself doth know. Thou art a dead man--and this is the worst of all!"
His hand fell heavily
from hers, and she still knelt, staring, such a look coming into her face as
throughout her life had never been there before--for 'twas the look of a
creature who, being tortured, the worst at last being reached, begins to smile
at fate.
"I have killed
him!" she said in a low, awful voice, "and he lies here and outside
people walk and know not. But he knows-- and I--and as he lies methinks he
smiles--knowing what he has done!"
She crouched even lower
still, the closer to behold him, and indeed it seemed his still face sneered as
if defying her now to rid herself of him. 'Twas as though he lay there
mockingly content, saying: "Now, that I lie here, 'tis for you--for you to
move me."
She rose and stood up
rigid, and all the muscles of her limbs were drawn as though she were a
creature stretched upon a rack, for the horror of this which had befallen her
seemed to fill the place about her and leave her no air to breathe nor light to
see.
"Now!" she
cried, "if I would give way--and go mad as I could but do, for there is
naught else left--if I would but give way, that which is I--and has lived but a
poor score of years--would be done with for all time. All whirls before me.
'Twas I who struck the blow--and I am a woman--and I could go raving--and cry
out, and call them in, and point to him, and tell them how 'twas done--all!
all!"
She choked and clutched
her bosom, holding its heaving down so fiercely that her nails bruised it
through her habit's cloth, for she felt that she had begun to rave already, and
that the waves of such a tempest were arising as, if not quelled at their first
swell, would sweep her from her feet and engulf her forever.
"That--that--"
she gasped--"nay--that I swear I will not do! There was always One who
hated me--and doomed and hunted me from the hour I lay 'neath my dead mother's
corpse, a new-born thing. I know not who it was--or why--or how--but 'twas so!
I was made evil and cast, helpless, amid evil fates, and having done the things
that were ordained, and there was no escape from, I was shown noble manhood and
high honor, and taught to worship--as I worship now. An angel might so love and
be made higher. And at the gate of heaven a devil grins at me and plucks me
back, and taunts and mires me, and I fall--on this!"
She stretched forth her
arms in a great gesture, wherein it seemed that surely she defied earth and
heaven.
"No hope no
mercy--naught but doom and hell," she cried, "unless the thing that
tortured be the stronger. Now--unless fate bray me small--the stronger I will
be!"
She looked down at the
thing before her. How its stone face sneered, and even in its sneering seemed
to disregard her.
She knelt by it again,
her blood surging through her body, which had been cold, speaking as if she
would force her voice to pierce its deadened ear.
"Aye, mock!"
she said, setting her teeth, "thinking that I am conquered--yet am I not!
'Twas an honest blow, struck by a creature goaded past all thought! Aye,
mock--and yet, but for one man's sake would I call in those outside and stand before
them, crying: `Here is a villain whom I struck in madness--and he lies dead! I
ask not mercy--but only justice.'"
She crouched still
nearer, her breath and words coming hard and quick. 'Twas indeed as if she
spoke to a living man who heard--as if she answered what he had said.
"There would be
men in England who would give it to me," she raved, whispering. "That
would there, I swear! But there would be dullards and dastards who would not.
He would give it--he! Aye, mock as thou wilt! But between his high honor and
love and me thy carrion shall not come!"
By her great divan the
dead man had fallen, and so near to it he lay that one arm was hidden by the
draperies. And at this moment this she saw--before having seemed to see nothing
but the death in his face. A thought came to her like a flame lit on a sudden,
and springing high the instant the match struck the fuel it leaped from. It was
a thought so daring and so strange that even she gasped once, being appalled,
and her hands, stealing to her brow, clutched at the hair that grew there,
feeling it seem to rise and stand erect.
"Is it madness to
so dare?" she said, hoarsely, and for an instant, shuddering, hid her
eyes; but then uncovered and showed them burning. "Nay, not as I will dare
it," she said, "for it will make me steel. You fell well," she
said to the stone-faced thing; "and, as you lie there, seem to tell me
what to do, in your own despite. You would not have so helped me had you known.
Now, 'tis 'twixt fate and I--a human thing--who is but a hunted woman."
She put her strong hand
forth and thrust him--he was already stiffening--backward from the shoulder,
there being no shrinking on her face as she felt his flesh yield beneath her
touch, for she had passed the barrier lying between that which is mere life and
that which is pitiless hell, and could feel naught that was human. A poor wild
beast at bay, pressed on all sides by dogs, by huntsmen, by resistless weapons,
by nature's pitiless self, glaring with bloodshot eyes, panting, with fangs
bared in the savagery of its unfriended agony, might feel thus. 'Tis but a
hunted beast, but 'tis alone and faces so the terror and anguish of death. The
thing gazing with its set sneer and moving but stiffly, she put forth another
hand upon its side and thrust it farther backward until it lay stretched
beneath the great broad seat, its glazed and open eyes seeming to stare upward
blankly at the low roof of its strange prison; she thrust it farther backward
still, and letting the draperies fall, steadily and with care so rearranged
them that all was safe and hid from sight.
"Until
to-night," she said, "you will lie well there. And then--and
then--"
She picked up the long
silken lock of hair which lay like a serpent at her feet and threw it into the
fire, watching it burn as all hair burns, with slow hissing, and she watched it
till 'twas gone.
Then she stood with her
hands pressed upon her eyeballs and her brow, her thoughts moving in great
leaps. Although it reeled, the brain which had worked for her ever, worked
clear and strong, setting before her what was impending, arguing her case,
showing her where dangers would arise, how she must provide against them, what
she must defend and set at defiance. The power of will with which she had been
endowed at birth, and which had but grown stronger by its exercise, was indeed
to be compared to some great engine whose lever 'tis not nature should be
placed in human hands, but on that lever her hand rested now, and to herself
she vowed she would control it since only thus might she be saved. The torture
she had undergone for months, the warring of the evil past with the noble
present, of that which was sweet and passionately loving woman with that which
was all but devil, had strung her to a pitch so intense and high that on the
falling of this unnatural and unforeseen blow she was left scarce a human
thing. Looking back, she saw herself a creature doomed from birth, and here in
one moment seemed to stand a force ranged in mad battle with the fate which had
doomed her.
"'Twas ordained
that the blow should fall so," she said, "and those who did it
laugh--laugh at me."
'Twas but a moment, and
her sharp breathing became even and regular, as though at her command; her face
composed itself, and she turned to the bell and rang it as with imperious
haste.
When the lackey entered
she was standing, holding papers in her hand as if she had but just been
consulting them.
"Follow Sir John
Oxon," she commanded. "Tell him I have forgot an important thing, and
beg him to return at once. Lose no time. He has but just left me, and can
scarce be out of sight."
The fellow saw there
was no time to lose. They all feared that imperial eye of hers, and fled to
obey its glances. Bowing, he turned and hastened to do her bidding, fearing to
admit that he had not seen her guest leave, because to do so would be to
confess that he had been absent from his post, which was indeed the truth.
She knew he would come
back shortly, and thus he did, entering somewhat out of breath by his haste.
"My Lady," he
said, "I went quickly to the street, and indeed to the corner of it, but
Sir John was not within sight."
"Fool, you were
not swift enough!" she said, angrily. "Wait, you must go to his
lodgings with a note. The matter is of importance."
She went to a table
'twas close to the divan, so close that if she had thrust forth her foot she
could have touched what lay beneath it--and wrote hastily a few lines.
They were to request
that which was stiffening within three feet of her to return to her as quickly
as possible, that she might make inquiries of an important nature which she had
forgotten at his departure.
"Take this to Sir
John's lodgings," she said. "Let there be no loitering by the way.
Deliver it into his own hands and bring back at once his answer."
Then she was left alone
again, and, being so left, paced the room slowly, her gaze upon the floor.
"That was well
done," she said. "When he returns and has not found him I will be
angered, and send him again to wait."
She stayed her pacing
and passed her hand across her face.
"'Tis like a
nightmare," she said. "As if one dreamed and choked and panted and
would scream aloud, but could not. I can not. I must not. Would that I might
shriek and dash myself upon the floor, and beat my head upon it until I lay--as
he does."
She stood a moment
breathing fast, her eyes widening, that part of her which was weak woman
putting her in parlous danger, realizing the which she pressed her sides with
hands that were of steel.
"Wait! wait!"
she said to herself. "This is going mad. This is loosening hold, and being
beaten by that One who hates me and laughs to see what I have come to."
Naught but that
unnatural engine of will could have held her within bounds and restrained the
mounting female weakness that beset her, but this engine being stronger than
all else, it beat her womanish and swooning terrors down.
"Through this one
day I must live," she said, "and plan and guard each moment that doth
pass. My face must tell no tale, my voice must hint none. He will lie
still--God knows he will lie still enough."
Upon the divan itself
there had been lying a little dog; 'twas a King Charles spaniel, a delicate
pampered thing which attached itself to her, and was not easily driven away.
Once during the last hour the fierce, ill-hushed voices had disturbed it, and
it had given vent to a fretted bark, but being a luxurious little beast, it had
soon curled up among its cushions and gone to sleep again. But as its mistress
walked about muttering low words and ofttimes breathing sharp breaths, it
became disturbed again. Perhaps, through some instinct of which naught is known
by human creatures, it felt the strange presence of a thing, which roused it.
It stirred, at first drowsily, and lifted its head and sniffed, then it
stretched its limbs, and having done so stood up, turning on its mistress a
troubled eye, and this she saw and stopped to meet it. 'Twas a strange look she
bestowed upon it, a startled and fearful one; her thought drew the blood up to
her cheek, but backward again it flowed when the little beast lifted its nose
and gave a low but woful howl. Twice it did this, and then jumped down, and,
standing before the edge of the couch, stood there sniffing.
There was no mistake,
some instinct of which it knew not the meaning had set it on, and it would not
be thrust back. In all beasts this strange thing has been remarked--that they
know that which ends them all, and so revolt against it that they can not be at
rest so long as it is near them, but must roar or whinny or howl until 'tis out
of the reach of their scent. And so 'twas plain this little beast knew and was
afraid and restless, He would not let it be, but roved about, sniffing and
whining, and not daring to thrust his head beneath the falling draperies, but
growing more and yet more excited and terrified until at last he stopped,
raised head in air, and gave vent to a longer, louder, and more dolorous howl,
and albeit to one with so strange and noticeable a sound that her heart turned
over in her breast as she stooped and caught him in her grasp and shuddered as
she stood upright, holding him to her side, her hand over his mouth. But he
would not be hushed, and struggled to get down, as if indeed he would go mad
unless he might get to the thing and rave at it.
"If I send thee
from the room thou wilt come back, poor Frisk," she said. "There will
be no keeping thee away, and I have never ordered thee away before. Why couldst
thou not keep still? Nay, 'twas not dog nature."
That it was not so was
plain by his struggles and the yelps but poorly stifled by her grasp. She put
her hand about his little neck, turning, in sooth, very pale.
"Thou too, poor
little beast," she said--"thou too, who art so small a thing and
never harmed me "
When the lackey came
back he wore an air more timorous than before.
"Your
Ladyship," he faltered, "Sir John had not yet reached his lodgings.
His servant knew not when he might expect him."
"In an hour go
again and wait," she commanded. "He must return ere long if he has
not left town."
And having said this,
pointed to a little silken heap which lay outstretched limp upon the floor.
"'Tis poor Frisk,
who has had some strange spasm and fell, striking his head. He hath been ailing
for days and howled loudly but an hour ago. Take him away, poor beast."
THE stronghold of her
security lay in the fact that her household so stood in awe of her, and that
this room, which was one of the richest and most beautiful, though not the
largest in the mansion, all her servitors had learned to regard as a sort of
sacred place, in which none dared to set foot unless invited or commanded to
enter. Within its four walls she read and wrote in the morning hours, no
servant entering unless summoned by her, and the apartment seeming as it were a
citadel, none approached without previous parley; in the afternoon the doors
were thrown open and she entertained there such visitors as came with less
formality than statelier assemblages demanded. When she went out of it this
morning to go to her chamber, that her habit might be changed and her toilet
made, she glanced about her with a steady countenance.
"Until the
babblers flock in to chatter of the modes and playhouses," she said,
"all will be as quiet--as the grave. Then I must stand near, and plan
well--and be in such beauty and spirit that they will see naught but me."
In the afternoon 'twas
the fashion for those who had naught more serious in their hands than the
killing of time, to pay visits to each other's houses, and, drinking dishes of
tea, to dispose of their neighbors' characters, discuss the playhouses, the
latest fashions in furbelows or commodes, and make love either lightly or with
serious intent. One may be sure that at my Lady Dunstanwolde's many dishes of
Bohea were drunk, and many ogling glances and much witticism exchanged. There
was in these days even a greater following about her than ever. A triumphant
beauty on the verge of becoming a great duchess is not like to be neglected by
her acquaintance, and thus her Ladyship held assemblies both gay and
brilliantly varied, which were the delight of the fashionable triflers of the
day.
This afternoon they
flocked in greater numbers than usual. The episode of the breaking of Devil,
the unexpected return of the Duke of Osmonde, the preparations for the union,
had given an extra stimulant to that interest in her Ladyship which was ever great
enough to need none. Thereunto was added the piquancy of the stories of the
noticeable demeanor of Sir John Oxon, of what had seemed to be so plain a
rebellion against his fate, and also of my Lady's open and cold displeasure at
the manner of his bearing himself as a disappointed man who presumed to show
anger against that to which he should gallantly have been resigned, as one who
is conquered by the chance of war. Those who had beheld the two ride homeward
together in the morning were full of curiousness, and one and another
mentioning the matter exchanged glances, speaking plainly of desire to know
more of what had passed, and of hope that chance might throw the two together
again in public, where more of interest might be gathered. It seemed, indeed, not
unlikely that Sir John might appear among the tea-bibbers, and perchance 'twas
for this lively reason that my Lady's room was, this afternoon, more than
usually full of gay spirits and gossip-loving ones.
They found, however,
only her Ladyship's self, and her sister, Mistress Anne, who of truth did not
often join her tea- parties, finding them so given up to fashionable chatter
and worldly witticisms that she felt herself somewhat out of place. The world
knew Mistress Anne but as a dull, plain gentlewoman, whom her more brilliant
and fortunate sister gave gracious protection to, and none missed her when she
was absent or observed her greatly when she appeared upon the scene. To-day she
was perchance more observed than usual, because her pallor was so great a
contrast to her Ladyship's splendor of beauty and color. The contrast between
them was ever a great one, but this afternoon Mistress Anne's always pale
countenance seemed almost livid; there were rings of pain or illness round her
eyes, and her features looked drawn and pinched. My Lady Dunstanwolde, clad in
a great rich petticoat of crimson-flowered satin, with wondrous yellow Mechlin
for her ruffles, and with her glorious hair dressed like a tower, looked
taller, more goddess- like and full of splendid fire than ever she had been
before beheld, or so her visitors said to her and to each other, though to tell
the truth this was no new story, she being one of those women having the
curious power of inspiring the beholder with the feeling, each time he encountered
them, that he had never before seen them in such beauty and bloom.
When she had come down
the staircase from her chamber, Anne, who had been standing at the foot, had,
indeed, started somewhat at the sight of her rich dress and brilliant hues.
"Why do you jump
as if I were a ghost, Anne?" she asked. "Do I look like one? My
looking-glass did not tell me so."
"No," said
Anne, "you--are so--so crimson and splendid--and I--"
Her Ladyship came
swiftly down the stairs to her.
"You are not crimson
and splendid," she said "'Tis you who are a ghost. What is it?"
Anne let her soft, dull
eyes rest upon her for a moment helplessly, and when she replied her voice
sounded weak.
"I think--I am
ill, sister," she said. "I seem to tremble and feel faint."
"Go, then, to bed
and see the physician. You must be cared for," said her Ladyship. "In
sooth, you look ill, indeed."
"Nay," said
Anne, "I beg you, sister, this afternoon let me be with you. It will
sustain me. You are so strong--let me--"
She put out her hand as
if to touch her, but it dropped at her side as though its strength was gone.
"But there will be
many babbling people," said her sister, with a curious look. "You do
not like company, and these days my rooms are full. 'Twill irk and tire
you."
"I care not for
the people I would be with you," Anne said, in strange imploring. "I
have a sick fancy that I am afraid to sit alone in my chamber. 'Tis but
weakness. Let me this afternoon be with you."
"Go, then, and
change your robe," said Clorinda; "and put some red upon your cheeks.
You may come if you will; you are a strange creature, Anne."
And thus saying she
passed into her apartment.
As there are blows and
pain which end in insensibility or delirium, so there are catastrophes and perils
which are so great as to produce something near akin to these. As she had stood
before her mirror in her chamber watching her reflection, while her woman
attired her in her crimson-flowered satin and builded up her stately
head-dress, this other woman had felt that the hour when she could have
shrieked and raved and betrayed herself had passed by and left a deadness like
a calm behind, as though horror had stunned all pain and yet left her senses
clear.
She forgot not the
thing which lay staring upward blankly at the under part of the couch which hid
it, the look of its fixed eyes, its outspread locks, and the purple indentation
on the temple she saw them as clearly as she had seen them in that first mad
moment when she had stood staring downward at the thing itself; but the
coursing of her blood was stilled, the gallop of her pulses, and that wild,
hysteric leaping of her heart into her throat, choking her and forcing her to
gasp and pant in that way which in women must ever end in shrieks and cries and
sobbing beatings of the air. But for the feminine softness to which her nature
had given way, for the first time since the power of love had mastered her,
there was nothing of earth could have happened to her which would have brought
this rolling ball to her throat, this tremor to her body. Since the hour of her
birth she had never been attacked by such a female folly, as she would indeed
have regarded it once; but now 'twas different--for a while she had been a
woman--a woman who had flung herself upon the breast of her soul's lord, and,
resting there, her old, rigid strength had been relaxed.
But 'twas not this
woman who had known tender yielding who returned to take her place in the
paneled parlor, knowing of the companion who waited near her unseen--for it was
as her companion she thought of him, as she had thought of him when he followed
her in the Mall, forced himself into her box at the play, or stood by her
shoulder at assemblies; he had placed himself by her side again, and would stay
there until she could rid herself of him.
"After to-night he
will be gone, if I act well my part," she said, "and then may I live
a freed woman."
'Twas always upon the
divan she took her place when she received her visitors, who were accustomed to
finding her enthroned there. This afternoon, when she came into the room, she
paused for a space, and stood beside it, the parlor being yet empty. She felt
her face grow a little cold, as if it paled, and her underlip drew itself tight
across the teeth.
"In a graveyard,"
she said, "I have sat upon the stone ledge of a tomb, and beneath there
was--worse than this, could I but have seen it. This is no more."
When the Sir Humphrys
and Lord Charleses, Lady Bettys and Mistress Lovelys were announced in flocks,
fluttering and chattering, she rose from her old place to meet them, and was
brilliant graciousness itself. She harkened to their gossipings, and though
'twas not her way to join in them, she was this day witty in such way as robbed
them of the dulness in which sometimes gossip ends. It was a varied company
which gathered about her, but to each she gave his or her moment, and in that
moment said that which they would afterward remember. With those of the Court
she talked royalty, the humors of her Majesty, the severities of her Grace of
Marlborough; with statesmen she spoke with such intellect and discretion that
they went away pondering on the good fortune which had befallen one man, when
it seemed that it was of such proportions as might have satisfied a dozen, for it
seemed not fair to them that his Grace of Osmonde, having already rank, wealth,
and fame, should have added to them a gift of such magnificence as this
beauteous woman would bring. With beaux and wits she made dazzling jests, and
to the beauties who desired their flatteries she gave praise so adroit that
they were stimulated to plume their feathers afresh and cease to fear the
rivalry of her loveliness.
And yet, while she so
bore herself, never once did she cease to feel the presence of that which, lying
near, seemed to her racked soul as one who lay and listened with staring eyes
which mocked; for there was a thought which would not leave her, which was that
it could hear, that it could see through the glazing on its blue orbs, and that
knowing itself bound by the moveless irons of death and dumbness, it impotently
raged and cursed that it could not burst them and shriek out its vengeance,
rolling forth among her worshipers at their feet and hers.
"But he can
not," she said within her clenched teeth again and again. "That he
can not."
Once, as she said this
to herself, she caught Anne's eyes fixed helplessly upon her, it seeming to be,
as the poor woman had said, that her weakness caused her to desire to abide
near her sister's strength and draw support from it, for she had remained at my
Lady's side closely since she had descended to the room, and now seemed to
implore some protection for which she was too timid to openly make request.
"You are too weak
to stay, Anne," her Ladyship said. "'Twould be better that you should
retire."
"I am weak,"
the poor thing answered in low tones, "but not too weak to stay. I am
always weak. Would that I were of your strength and courage. Let me sit
down--sister--here." She touched the divan's cushions with a shaking hand,
gazing upward wearily--perchance remembering that this place seemed ever a sort
of throne none other than the hostess queen herself presumed to encroach upon.
"You are too meek
poor sister," quoth Clorinda. "'Tis not a chair of coronation or the
woolsack of a judge. Sit! sit!--and let me call for wine!"
She spoke to a lackey
and bade him bring the drink, for even as she sank into her place, Anne's
cheeks grew whiter.
When 'twas brought her
Ladyship poured it forth and gave it to her sister with her own hand, obliging
her to drink enough to bring her color back. Having seen to this, she addressed
the servant who had obeyed her order.
"Hath Jenfry
returned from Sir John Oxon?" she demanded in that clear, ringing voice of
hers, whose music ever arrested those surrounding her, whether they were
concerned in her speech or no. But now all felt sufficient interest to prick up
ears and harken to what was said.
"No, my lady,"
the lackey answered. "He said that you had bidden him to wait."
"But not all day,
poor fool," she said, setting down Anne's empty glass upon the salver.
"Did he think I bade him stand about the door till night? Bring me his
message when he comes."
"'Tis ever thus
with these dull serving folk," she said to those nearest her. "One
can not pay for wit with wages and livery. They can but obey the literal word.
Sir John leaving me in haste this morning, I forgot a question I would have
asked, and sent a lackey to recall him."
Anne sat upright.
"Sister--I pray
you--another glass of wine."
My Lady gave it to her
at once, and she drained it.
"Was he
overtaken?" said a curious matron, who wished not to see the subject
closed.
"No," quoth
her Ladyship, with a light laugh--"though he must have been in haste, for
the man was sent after in but a moment's time. 'Twas then I told the fellow to
go later to his lodgings and deliver my message into Sir John's own hand,
whence it seems that he thinks that he must await him till he comes."
Upon a table near there
lay the loaded whip, for she had felt it bolder to let it lie there as if
forgotten, because her pulse had sprung so at first sight of it when she came
down, and she had so quailed before the desire to thrust it away--to hide it
from her sight. "And that I quail before," she had said, "I must
have the will to face or I am lost." So she had let it stay.
A languishing beauty
with melting blue eyes and a pretty fashion of ever keeping before the world of
her admirers her waxen delicacy, lifted the heavy thing in her frail, white
hand.
"How can your
Ladyship wield it?" she said. "It is so heavy for a woman; but your
Ladyship is--is not--"
"Not quite a
woman," said the beautiful creature, standing at her full, great height
and smiling down at this blue and white piece of frailty with the flashing
splendor of her eyes
"Not quite a
woman," said two wits at once. "A goddess rather--an Olympian
goddess."
The languisher could
not endure comparisons which so seemed to disparage her ethereal charms. She
lifted the weapon with a great effort, which showed the slimness of her
delicate, fair wrist and the sweet tracery of blue veins upon it.
"Nay," she
said, lispingly, "it needs the muscle of a great man to lift it. I could
not hold it--much less beat with it a horse," and to show how coarse a
strength was needed, and how far her femininity lacked such vigor, she dropped
it upon the floor-- and it rolled beneath the edge of the divan.
"Now"--the
thought shot through my Lady's brain as a bolt shoots from the
sky--"now--he laughs!"
She had no time to
stir--there were upon their knees three beaux at once--and each would sure have
thrust his arm below the seat and rummaged had not God saved her! Yes, 'twas of
God she thought of in that terrible mad second--God!--and only a mind that is
not human could have told why.
For Anne--poor Mistress
Anne white-faced and shaking, was before them all--and with a strange
adroitness stooped and thrust her hand below, and, drawing the thing forth,
held it up to view.
"'Tis here,"
she said; "and in sooth, sister, I wonder not at its falling--its weight
is so great."
Clorinda took it from
her hand.
"I shall break no
more beasts like Devil," she said, "and for quieter ones it weighs
too much; I shall lay it by."
She crossed the room
and laid it upon the shelf.
"It was ever
heavy--but for Devil. 'Tis done with," she said--and there came back to
her face--which for a second had lost hue--a flood of crimson so glowing, and a
smile so strange, that those who looked and heard said to themselves that 'twas
the thought of Osmonde, who had so changed her, which made her blush.
But a few moments later
they beheld the same glow mount again. A lackey entered, bearing a salver on which
lay two letters. One was a large one, sealed with a ducal coronet, and this she
saw first and took in her hand even before the man had time to speak.
"His Grace's
courier has arrived from France," he said; "the package was ordered
to be delivered at once."
"It must be that
his Grace returns earlier than we had hoped," she said, and then the other
missive caught her eye.
"'Tis your
Ladyship's own," the lackey explained, somewhat anxiously. "'Twas
brought back, Sir John not having yet come home, and Jenfry having waited three
hours."
"'Twas long
enough," quoth her Ladyship. "'Twill do to- morrow."
She did not lay
Osmonde's letter aside, but kept it in her hand, and seeing that she waited for
their retirement to read it, her guests began to make their farewells. One by
one, or in groups of twos or threes, they left her, the men bowing low and
going away fretted by the memory of the picture she made, a tall and regal
figure in her flowered crimson, her stateliness seeming relaxed and softened by
the mere holding of the sealed missive in her hand; but the women were vaguely
envious, not of Osmonde, but of her before whom there lay outspread, as far as
life's horizon reached, a future of such perfect love and joy; for Gerald
Mertoun had been marked by feminine eyes since his earliest youth, and had
seemed to embody all that woman's dreams, or woman's ambitions, or her love
could desire.
When the last was gone,
Clorinda turned, tore her letter open, and held it hard to her lips. Before she
read a word she kissed it passionately a score of times, paying no heed that
Anne sat gazing at her; and having kissed it so, she fell to reading it, her
cheeks warm with the glow of a sweet and splendid passion, her bosom rising and
falling in a tempest of tender, fluttering breaths, and 'twas these words her
eyes devoured:
"If I should head
this page I write to you, `Goddess, and Queen, and Empress of my deepest soul,'
what more should I be saying than `My Love' and `My Clorinda,' since these
express all the soul of man could crave for or his body desire? The body and
soul of me so long for thee, sweetheart, and sweetest, beautiful woman that the
hand of nature ever fashioned for the joy of mortals, that I have had need to
pray Heaven's help to aid me to endure the passing of the days that lie between
me and the hour which will make me the most strangely, rapturously, happy man,
not in England, not in the world, but in all God's universe. I must pray Heaven
again, and, indeed, do and will, for humbleness which shall teach me to
remember that I am not deity, but mere man--mere man--though I shall hold a
goddess to my breast and gaze into eyes which are like deep pools of Paradise,
and yet answer mine with the marvel of such love as none but such a soul could
make a woman's, and so fit to mate with man's.
"In the heavy days
when I was wont to gaze at you from afar with burning heart, my unceasing
anguish was that even high honor itself could not subdue and conquer the
thoughts which leaped within me, even as my pulse leaped, and even as my pulse
could not be stilled unless by death. And one that forever haunted, aye, and
taunted, me was the image of how your tall, beauteous body would yield itself
to a strong man's arm, and your noble head, with its heavy tower of hair
resting upon his shoulder, the centres of his very being would be thrilled and
shaken by the uplifting of such melting eyes as surely man never gazed within
on earth before, and the ripe and scarlet bow of a mouth so beauteous and so
sweet with womanhood. This beset me day and night, and with such torture, that
I feared betimes my brain might reel, and I become a lost and ruined madman.
And now, it is no more forbidden me to dwell in it--nay, I lay waking at night,
wooing the picture to me, and at times I rise from my dreams to kneel by my
bedside and thank God that he hath given me at last what surely is my own; for
so it seems to me, my love, that each of us is but a part of the other, and
that such forces of nature rush to meet together in us, that nature herself
would cry out were we rent apart. If there were aught to rise like a ghost
between us, if there were aught that could sunder us, noble soul, let us swear
that it shall weld us but the closer together, and that, locked in each other's
arms, its blows shall not even make our united strength to sway. Sweetest lady,
your lovely lip will curve in smiles and you will say, `he is mad with his joy,
my Gerald' (for never till my heart stops at its last beat and leaves me still,
a dead man, cold upon my bed, can I forget the music of your speech when you
spoke those words, `My Gerald! My Gerald!'). And, indeed, I crave your pardon,
for a man so filled with rapture can not be quite sane, and sometimes I wonder
if I walk through the palace gardens like one who is drunk, so does my brain
reel. But soon, my heavenly, noble love, my exile will be over, and this is in
truth what my letter will tell you, that in four days your lackeys will throw
open your doors to me and I shall enter, and, being led to you, shall kneel at
your feet and kiss the hem of your robe, and then rise standing to fold her who
will soon be my very wife to my throbbing breast."
Back to her face had
come all the softness which had been lost, the hard lines were gone, the tender
curves had returned, her lashes looked as if they were moist. Anne, sitting
rigidly and gazing at her, was afraid to speak, knowing that she was not for
the time on earth, but that the sound of a voice would bring her back to it,
and that 'twas well she should be away as long as she might.
She read the letter not
once but thrice, dwelling upon every word, 'twas plain; and when she had
reached the last one turning back the pages and beginning again. When she
looked up at last, 'twas with an almost wild little smile, for she had, indeed,
for that one moment, forgotten.
"`Locked in each
other's arms,'" she said; "`locked in each other's arms.' My Gerald!
My Gerald! What surely is my own--my own!"
Anne rose and came to
her, laying her hand on her arm. She spoke in a voice low, hushed, and
strained.
"Come away,
sister," she said. "For a little while, come away."
THAT she must leave the
paneled parlor at her usual hour, or attract attention by doing that to which
her household was unaccustomed, she well knew, her manner of life being ever
stately and ceremonious in its regularity. When she dined at home, she and Anne
partook of their repast together in the large dining-room, the table loaded
with silver dishes and massive glittering glass, their powdered, gold-laced
lackeys in attendance as though a score of guests had shared the meal with
them. Since her lord's death there had been nights when her Ladyship had sat
late, writing letters and reading documents pertaining to her estates, the
management of which, though in a measure controlled by stewards and attorneys,
was not left to them as the business of most great ladies is generally left to
others. All papers were examined by her, all leases and agreements clearly
understood before she signed them, and if there were aught unsatisfactory both
stewards and lawyers were called to her presence to explain.
"Never did I--or
any other man--meet with such a head upon a woman's shoulders," her attorney
said. And the head steward of Dunstanwolde and Helversly learned to quake at
the sight of her bold handwriting upon the outside of a letter.
"Such a
lady!" he said. "Such a lady! Lie to her if you can, palter if you
know how; try upon her the smallest honest shrewd trick, and see how it fares
with you. Were it not that she is generous as she is piercing of eye, no man
could serve her and make an honest living."
She went to her chamber
and was attired again sumptuously for dinner. Before she descended she
dismissed her woman for a space on some errand, and when she was alone, drawing
near to her mirror, gazed steadfastly within it at her face. When she had read
Osmonde's letter her cheeks had glowed, but when she had come back to earth,
and as she had sat under her woman's hands at her toilet, bit by bit the
crimson had died out as she had thought of what was behind her and of what lay
before. The thing was so stiffly rigid by this time and its eyes still stared
so. Never had she needed to put red upon her cheeks before, nature having
stained them with such richness of hue, but, as no lady of the day was
unprovided with her crimson, there was a little pot among her toilet ornaments
which contained all that any emergency might require. She opened this small
receptacle and took from it the red she for the first time was in want of.
"I must not wear a
pale face, God knows," she said, and rubbed the color on her cheeks with
boldness.
It would have seemed
that she wore her finest crimson when she went forth full dressed from her
apartment. Little Nero grinned to see her, the lackeys saying among themselves
that his Grace's courier had surely brought good news, and that they might
expect his master soon. At the dinner table 'twas Anne who was pale and ate but
little, she having put no red upon her cheeks, and having no appetite for what
was spread before her. She looked strangely, as though she were small and
shrunken, and her face seemed even wrinkled. My Lady had small leaning toward
food, but she sent no viand away untouched, forcing herself to eat and letting
not the talk flag, though it was indeed true that 'twas she herself who talked,
Mistress Anne speaking rarely; but as it was always Anne's way to be silent and
a listener rather than one who conversed, this was not greatly noticeable.
Her Ladyship of
Dunstanwolde talked of her guests of the afternoon, and was charming and witty
in her speech of them; she repeated the mots of the wits and told some
brilliant stories of certain modish ladies and gentlemen of fashion; she had
things to say of statesmen and politics, and was sparkling indeed in speaking
of the lovely languisher whose little wrist was too delicate and slender to
support the loaded whip. While she talked, Mistress Anne's soft, dull eyes were
fixed upon her with a sort of wonder which had some of the quality of
bewilderment, but this was no new thing either, for to the one woman the other
was ever something to marvel at.
"It is because you
are so quiet a mouse, Anne," my Lady said, with her dazzling smile,
"that you seem never in the way. And yet I should miss you if I knew you
were not within the house. When the Duke takes me to Camylott you must be with
me even then. It is so great a house that in it I can find you a bower in which
you can be happy, even if you see us but little. 'Tis a heavenly place, I am
told, and of great splendor and beauty. The park and flower-gardens are the
envy of all England."
"You--will be very
happy, sister," said Anne, "and--and like a queen."
"Yes," was her
sister's answer, "yes." And 'twas spoken with a deep indrawn breath.
After the repast was
ended she went back to the paneled parlor.
"You may sit with
me till bedtime if you desire, Anne," she said, "but 'twill be but
dull for you, as I go to sit at work. I have some documents of import to
examine and much writing to do. I shall sit up late." And upon this she
turned to the lackey holding open the door for her passing through. "If
before half- past ten there comes a message from Sir John Oxon," she gave
order, "it must be brought to me at once, but later I must not be
disturbed. It will keep until morning."
Yet as she spoke there
was before her as distinct a picture as ever of that which lay waiting and
gazing in the room to which she went.
Until twelve o'clock
she sat at her table, a despatch-box by her side, papers outspread before her.
Within three feet of her was the divan, but she gave no glance to it, sitting
writing, reading, and comparing documents
At twelve o'clock she
rose and rang the bell.
"I shall be later
than I thought," she said when the servant came. "I need none of you
who are below stairs. Go you all to bed. Tell my woman that she also may lie
down. I will ring when I come to my chamber and have need of her. There is yet
no message from Sir John?"
"None, my
Lady," the man answered.
He went away with a
relieved countenance as she made no comment. He knew that his fellows as well
as himself would be pleased enough to be released from duty for the night. They
were a pampered lot and had no fancy for late hours when there were no great
entertainments being held, which pleased them and gave them chances to receive
vails.
Mistress Anne sat in a
large chair, huddled into a small heap, and looking colorless and shrunken. As
she heard bolts being shot and bars put up for the closing of the house, she
knew that her own dismissal was at hand; doors were shut below stairs, and when
all was done the silence of night reigned as it does in all households when
those who work have gone to rest. 'Twas a common thing enough, and yet this
night there was one woman who felt the stillness so deep that it made her
breathing seem a sound too loud.
"Go to bed,
Anne," she said. "You have stayed up too long."
Anne rose from her
chair and drew near to her. "Sister," said she as she had said before,
"let me stay."
She was a poor, weak
creature, and so she looked with her pale, insignificant face and dull eyes, a
wisp of loose hair lying damp on her forehead. She seemed indeed too weak a
thing to stand even for a moment in the way of what must be done this night,
and 'twas almost irritating to be stopped by her.
"Nay," said
my Lady Dunstanwolde, her beautiful brow knitting as she looked at her.
"Go to your chamber, Anne, and to sleep. I must do my work and finish
to-night what I have begun."
"But--but,"
Anne stammered, dominated again and made afraid as she ever was by this strong
nature, "in this work you must finish--is there not something I could do
to--aid you, even in some small and poor way? Is there--naught?"
"Naught,"
answered Clorinda, her form drawn to its great full height, her lustrous eyes
darkening. "What should there be that you could understand?"
"Not some small
thing, not some poor thing?" Anne said, her fingers nervously twisting
each other, so borne down was she by her awful timorousness, for awful it was
indeed when she saw clouds gather on her sister's brow. "I have so loved
you, sister, I have so loved you that my mind is quickened somehow at times,
and I can understand more than would be thought-- when I hope to serve you.
Once you said--once you said--"
She knew not then, nor
ever afterward, how it came to pass that in that moment she found herself swept
into her sister's white arms and strained against her breast, wherein she felt
the wild heart bounding--nor could she, not being given to subtle reasoning,
have comprehended the almost fierce kiss on her cheek nor the hot drops that
wet it.
"I said that I
believed that if you saw me commit murder," Clorinda cried, "you
would love me still, and be my friend and comforter--"
"I would, I
would," cried Anne.
"And I believe
your word, poor faithful soul, I do believe it," my Lady said, and kissed
her hard again, but the next instant set her free and laughed. "But you
will not be put to the test," she said, "for I have done none. And in
two days' time my Gerald will be here and I shall be safe--saved and happy for
evermore--for evermore. There, leave me! I would be alone and end my
work."
And she went back to
her table and sat beside it, taking her pen to write, and Anne knew that she
dare say no more, and, turning, went slowly from the room, seeing for her last
sight as she passed through the doorway the erect and splendid figure at its
task, the light from the candelabrum shining upon the rubies round the snow-white
neck and wreathed about the tower of raven hair like lines of crimson.
IT is indeed strangely
easy in the great world for a man to lose his importance, and from having been
the target for all eyes and the subject of all conversation, to step from his
place or find it so taken by some rival that it would seem, judging from the
general obliviousness to him, that he had never existed. But few years before
no fashionable gathering would have been felt complete had it not been graced
by the presence of the young and fascinating Lovelace, Sir John Oxon. Women
favored him and men made themselves his boon companions, his wit was repeated,
the fashion of his hair and the cut of his waistcoat copied. He was at first
rich and gay enough to be courted and made a favorite, but when his fortune was
squandered and his marriage with the heiress came to naught, those qualities
which were vicious and base in him were more easy to be seen. Besides, there came
new male beauties and new dandies with greater resources and more of prudence,
and these beginning to set fashions win ladies' hearts, and make conquests, so
drew the attention of the public mind that he was less noticeable, being only
one of many, instead of ruling singly as it had seemed that by some strange
chance he did at first. There were indeed so many stories told of his light
ways that their novelty being-worn off and new ones still repeated, such
persons as concerned themselves with matters of reputation, either through
conscience or policy, began to speak of him with less warmth or leniency.
"'Tis not well for
a matron with daughters to marry, and with sons to keep an eye to," was
said, "to have in her household too often a young gentleman who has
squandered his fortune in dice and drink and wild living, and who 'twas known
was cast off by a reputable young lady of fortune."
So there were fine
ladies who began to avoid him, and those in power at Court and in the world who
regarded him with lessening favor day by day. In truth, he had such debts, and
his creditors pressed him so ceaselessly, that even had the world's favor
continued, his life must have changed its aspect greatly. His lodgings were no
longer the most luxurious in the fashionable part of the town, his brocades and
laces were no longer of the richest, nor his habit of the very latest and most
modish cut; he had no more an equipage attracting every eye as he drove forth,
nor a gentleman's gentleman whose swagger and pomp outdid that of all others of
his world. Soon after the breaking off his marriage with the heiress, his
mother had died, and his relatives being few and those of an order strictly
averse to the habits of ill-provided and extravagant kinsmen, he had but few
family ties. Other ties he had, 'twas true, but they were not such as were
accounted legal or worthy of attention either by himself or those related to
him.
So it befell that when
my Lady Dunstanwolde's lackey could not find him at his lodgings, and as the
days went past, neither his landlady nor his creditors beheld him again, his
absence from the scene was not considered unaccountable by them, nor did it
attract the notice it would have done in times gone by.
"He hath made his
way out of England to escape us," said the angry tailors and mercers who
had besieged his door in vain for months, and who were now infuriated at the
thought of their own easiness and the impudent, gay airs which had befooled
them. "A good four hundred pounds of mine hath he carried with him,"
said one. "And two hundred of mine." "And more of mine, since I
am a poor man to whom a pound means twenty guineas." "We are all
robbed, and he has cheated the debtors' prison, wherein, if we had not been
fools, he would have been clapped six months ago."
"Think ye he will
not come back, gentlemen?" quavered his landlady. "God knows when I
have seen a guinea of his money, but he was such a handsome, fine young
nobleman, and had such a way with a poor body--and ever a smile and a chuck o'
the chin for my Jenny."
"Look well after
your Jenny if he hath left her behind," said the tailor.
He did not come back
indeed, and hearing the rumor that he had fled his creditors the world of
fashion received the news with small disturbance, all modish persons being at
that time much engaged in discussion of the approaching nuptials of her
Ladyship of Dunstanwolde and the Duke of Osmonde. Close upon the discussions of
the preparations came the nuptials themselves, and then all the town was agog
and had small leisure to think of other things. For those who were bidden to
the ceremonials and attendant entertainments, there were rich habits and
splendid robes to be prepared, and to those who had not been bidden there were
bitter disappointments and thwarted wishes to think of.
"Sir John Oxon has
fled England to escape seeing and hearing it all," was said.
"He has fled to
escape something more painful than the spleen," others answered. "He
had reached his rope's end, and finding that my Lady Dunstanwolde was not of a
mind to lengthen it with her fortune, having taken a better man, and that his
creditors would have no more patience, he showed them a light pair of
heels."
Before my Lady
Dunstanwolde left her house she gave orders that it be set in order for closing
for some time, having it on her mind that she should not soon return. It was,
however, to be left in such condition that at any moment, should she wish to
come to it, all could be made ready in two days' time. To this end, various
repairs and changes she had planned were to be carried out as soon as she went
away from it. Among other things was the closing with brickwork of the entrance
to the passage leading to the unused cellars.
"'Twill make the
servants' part more wholesome and less damp and drafty," she said,
"and if I should sell the place will be to its advantage. 'Twas a builder
with little wit who planned such passages and black holes. In spite of all the
lime spread there, they were ever moldy and of evil odor."
It was her command that
there should be no time lost, and the day before her departure from the house,
men were already at work, carrying bricks and mortar. It so chanced that one of
them going in through a back entrance with a hod over his shoulder, and being
young and lively, found his eye caught by the countenance of a pretty,
frightened-looking girl who seemed to be loitering about watching, as if
curious or anxious.
Seeing her near each time
he passed, and observing that she wished to speak, but was too timid, he
addressed her:
"Would you know
aught, mistress?" he said.
She drew nearer
gratefully, and then he saw her eyes were red as if with weeping.
"Think you her
Ladyship would let a poor girl speak a word with her?" she said.
"Think you I dare ask so much of a servant? or would they flout me and
turn me from the door? Have you seen her? Does she look like a hard, shrewish
lady?"
"That she does
not, though all stand in awe of her," he answered, pleased to talk with so
pretty a creature. "I but caught a glimpse of her when she gave orders
concerning the closing with brick of a passageway below. She is a tall lady,
and grand and stately, but she hath a soft pair of eyes as ever man would wish
to look into--be he duke or ditcher."
The tears began to run
down the girl's cheeks.
"Aye!" she
said, "all men love her, they say. Many a poor girl's sweetheart has been
false through her--and I thought she was cruel and ill-natured. Know you the
servants that wait on her? Would you dare to ask one for me, if he thinks she
would deign to see a poor girl who would crave the favor to be allowed to speak
to her of--of a gentleman she knows?"
"There are but
lackeys, and I would dare to ask what was in my mind," he answered,
"but she is near her wedding day, and little as I know of brides' ways, I
am of the mind that she will not like to be troubled."
"That I stand in
fear of," she said; "but oh! I pray you, ask some one of them--a
kindly one--"
The young man looked
aside. "Luck is with you," he said. "Here comes one now to air
himself in the sun, having naught else to do. Here is a young woman who would
speak with her Ladyship," he said to the strapping powdered fellow.
"She had best
begone," the lackey answered, striding toward the applicant. "Think
you my Lady has time, the day before she goes to church with her bridegroom, to
receive traipsing wenches?"
"'Twas only for a
moment I asked," the girl said. "I come from--I would speak to her of--of
Sir John Oxon--whom she knows."
The man's face changed.
It was Jenfry.
"Sir John
Oxon," he said. "Then I will ask her. Had you said any other name, I
would not have gone near her to-day."
Her Ladyship was in her
new closet with Mistress Anne, and there the lackey came to her to deliver his
errand.
"A country-bred
young woman, your Ladyship," he said, "comes from Sir John
Oxon--"
"From Sir John
Oxon!" cried Anne, starting in her chair.
My Lady Dunstanwolde
made no start, but turned a steady countenance toward the door, looking into
the man's face.
"Then he hath
returned?" she said.
"Returned!"
said Anne.
"After the morning
he rode home with me," my Lady answered, "'twas said he went away. He
left his lodgings without warning. It seems he hath come back. What does the
woman want?" she ended.
"To speak with
your Ladyship," replied the man, "of Sir John himself, she
says."
"Bring her to
me," her Ladyship commanded.
The girl was brought in
overawed and trembling. She was a country-bred young creature, as the lackey
had said, being of the simple rose and white freshness of seventeen years
perhaps, and having innocent blue eyes and fair curling locks.
She was so frightened
by the grandeur of her surroundings and the splendid beauty of the lady who was
so soon to be a duchess, and was already a great earl's widow, that she could
only stand within the doorway, courtesying and trembling with tears welling in
her eyes.
"Be not
afraid," said my Lady Dunstanwolde. "Come hither, child, and tell me
what you want." Indeed, she did not look a hard or shrewish lady, she
spoke as gently as woman could, and a mildness so unexpected produced in the
young creature such a revulsion of feeling that she made a few steps forward
and fell upon her knees, weeping and with uplifted hands.
"My Lady,"
she said, "I know not how I dared to come, but that I am so desperate--and
your Ladyship being so happy it seemed--it seemed that you might pity me, who
am so helpless and know not what to do."
Her Ladyship leaned
forward in her chair, her elbow on her knee, her chin held in her hand, to gaze
at her.
"You come from Sir
John Oxon?" she said.
Anne, watching,
clutched each arm of her chair.
"Not from him,
asking your Ladyship's pardon," said the child. "But--but--from the
country to him," her head falling on her breast, "and I know not
where he is."
"You came to
him?" asked my Lady. "Are you," and her voice was pitiful and
slow, "are you one of those whom he has--ruined?"
The little suppliant
looked up with widening orbs.
"How could that be
and he so virtuous and pious a gentleman?" she faltered.
Then did my Lady rise
with a sudden movement.
"Was he so?"
says she.
"Had he not
been," the child answered, "my mother would have been afraid to trust
him. I am but a poor country widow's daughter, but was well brought up and
honestly--and when he came to our village my mother was afraid because he was a
gentleman; but when she saw his piety and how he went to church and sang the
psalms and prayed for grace, she let me listen to him."
"Did he go to
church and sing and pray at first?" my Lady asks.
"'Twas in church
he saw me, your Ladyship," she was answered. "He said 'twas his
custom to go always when he came to a new place, and that often there he found
the most heavenly faces, for 'twas piety and innocence that made a face like to
an angel's. And 'twas innocence and virtue stirred his heart to love and not
mere beauty, which so fades."
"Go on, innocent
thing," my Lady said, and she turned aside to Anne, flashing from her eyes
unseen a great blaze, and speaking in a low and hurried voice. "God's
house," she said, "God's prayers--God's songs of praise, he used them
all to break a tender heart, and bring an innocent life to ruin--and yet was he
not struck dead!"
Anne hid her face and
shuddered.
"He was a
gentleman," the poor young thing cried, sobbing, "and I no fit match
for him, but that he loved me. 'Tis said love makes all equal, and he said I
was the sweetest, innocent young thing, and without me he could not live. And
he told my mother that he was not rich or the fashion now, and had no modish
friends or relations to flout any poor beauty he might choose to wed."
"And he would
marry you," my Lady's voice broke in; "he said that he would marry
you?"
"A thousand times,
your Ladyship, and so told my mother, but said I must come to town and be
married at his lodgings, or 'twould not be counted a marriage by law, he being
a town gentleman and I from the country."
"And you
came," said Mistress Anne, down whose pale cheeks the tears were
running--"you came at his command to follow him?"
"What day came you
up to town?" demands my Lady, breathless and leaning forward. "Went
you to his lodgings and stayed you there with him--even for an hour?"
The poor child gazed at
her, paling.
"He was not
there!" she cried. "I came alone because he said all must be secret
at first, and my heart beat so with joy, my Lady, that when the woman of the
house whereat he lodges let me in, I scarce could speak. But she was a merry
woman and good- natured, and only laughed and cheered me when she took me to
his rooms, and I sat trembling."
"What said she to
you?" my Lady asks, her breast heaving with her breath.
"That he was not
yet in, but that he would sure come soon to such a young and pretty thing as I,
and I must wait for him; for he would not forgive her if she let me go. And the
while I waited there came a man in bands and cassock, but he had not a holy
look, and late in the afternoon I heard him making jokes with the woman
outside, and they both laughed in such an evil way that I was affrighted, and,
waiting till they had gone to another part of the house, stole away."
"But he came not
back that night--thank God!" my Lady said. "He came not back!"
The girl rose from her
knees trembling, her hands clasped on her breast.
"Why should your
Ladyship thank God?" she said, pure drops falling from her eyes. "I
am so humble and had naught else but this great happiness, and it was taken
away--and you thank God?"
Then drops fell from my
Lady's eyes also, and she came forward and caught the child's hand and held it
close and warm and strong, and yet with her full lip quivering.
"'Twas not that
your joy was taken away that I thanked God," said she. "I am not
cruel--God himself knows that, and when He smites me 'twill not be for cruelty.
I knew not what I said, and yet-- Tell me, what did you then? Tell me."
"I went to a poor
house to lodge, having some little money he had given me," the simple
young thing answered. "'Twas an honest house, though mean and comfortless.
And the next day I went back to his lodgings to question, but he had not come
and I would not go in, though the woman tried to make me enter, saying Sir John
would surely return soon, as he had the day before rid with my Lady
Dunstanwolde and been to her house, and 'twas plain he had meant to come to his
lodgings, for her Ladyship had sent her lackey thrice with a message.
The hand with which
Mistress Anne sat covering her eyes began to shake, my Lady's own hand would
have shaken had she not been so strong a creature.
"And he has not
yet returned, then?" she asked. "You have not seen him?"
The girl shook her fair
locks, weeping with piteous little sobs.
"He has not,"
she cried, "and I know not what to do--and the great town seems full of
evil men and wicked women. I know not which way to turn, for all plot wrong
against me, and would drag me down to shamefulness--and back to my poor mother
I can not go."
"Wherefore not,
poor child?" my Lady asked her.
"I have not been
made an honest wedded woman, and none would believe my story and--and he might
come back."
"And if he came
back?" said her Ladyship.
At this question the
girl slipped from her grasp and down upon her knees again, catching at her rich
petticoat and holding it, her eyes searching the great lady's in imploring
piteousness, her own streaming.
"I love him,"
she wept, "I love him so--I can not leave the place where he might be. He
was so beautiful and grand a gentleman, and sure he loved me better than all
else--and I can not thrust away from me that last night when he held me to his
breast near our cottage door--and the nightingale sang in the roses, and he
spake such words to me. I lie and sob all night on my hard pillow, I so long to
see him and to hear his voice--and hearing he had been with you that last
morning, I dared to come, praying that you might have heard him let drop some
word that would tell me where he may be; for I can not go away thinking he may
come back longing for me and I lose him and never see his face again. Oh! my
Lady, my Lady, this place is so full of wickedness and fierce people--and dark
kennels where crimes are done--I am affrighted for him, thinking he may have
been struck some blow--and murdered--and hid away. And none will look for him
but one who loves him--who loves him! Could it be so? Could it be? You know the
town's ways so well. I pray you, tell me, in God's name I pray you!"
"God's
mercy!" Anne breathed, and from behind her hands came stifled sobbing. My
Lady of Dunstanwolde bent down, her color dying.
"Nay, nay,"
she said, "there has been no murder done--none! Hush, poor thing, hush thee.
There is somewhat I must tell thee."
She tried to raise her,
but the child would not be raised and clung to her rich robe, shaking as she
knelt, gazing upward.
"It is a bitter
thing," my Lady said, and 'twas as if her own eyes were imploring.
"God help you bear it, God help us all. He told me nothing of his journey.
I knew not he was about to take it, but wheresoever he has traveled, 'twas best
that he should go."
"Nay! Nay!"
the girl cried out. "To leave me helpless. Nay, it could not be so. He loved
me--loved me--as the great duke loves you!"
"He meant you
evil," said my Lady, shuddering and yet with passion, "and evil he
would have done you. He was a villain--a villain who meant to trick you. Had
God struck him dead that day 'twould have been mercy to you. I knew him
well."
The young thing gave a
bitter cry and fell swooning at her feet, and down upon her knees my Lady went
beside her, loosening her gown and chafing her poor hands as though they two
had been of sister blood.
"Call for hartshorn,
Anne, and for water," she said. "She will come out of her swooning,
poor child, and if she is cared for kindly, in time her pain will pass away.
God be thanked she has no pain that can not pass! I will protect her--aye, that
will I, as I will protect all he has done wrong to and deserted."
She was so strangely
kind through the poor victim's swoons and weeping that the very menials who
were called to aid her went back to their hall, wondering in their talk of the
noble grandness of so great a lady, who, on the very brink of her own joy,
could stoop to protect and comfort a creature so far beneath her, that to most
ladies her sorrow and desertion would have been things which were too trivial
to count; for 'twas guessed and talked over with great freedom and much
shrewdness that this was a country victim of Sir John Oxon's, and he, having
deserted his creditors, was ready enough to desert his rustic beauty, finding
her heavy on his hands.
Below stairs the men
closing the entrance to the passage with brick, having caught snatches of the
servants' gossip, talked of what they heard themselves as they did their work.
"Aye, a noble lady
indeed," they said. "For 'tis not a woman's way to be kindly with the
cast-off fancy of a man, even when she does not want him herself. He was her
own worshiper for many a day, Sir John; and before she took the old Earl, 'twas
said that for a space people believed she loved him. She was but fifteen and a
high mettled beauty, and he as handsome as she, and had a blue eye that would
melt any woman; but at sixteen he was a town rake and such tricks as this one
he had played since he was a lad. 'Tis well indeed for this poor thing her
Ladyship hath seen her. She hath promised to protect her, and sends her down to
Dunstanwolde with her mother this very week. Would all fine ladies were of her
kind. To hear such things of her puts a man in the humor to do her work
well."
WHEN the Duke came back
from France and to pay his first eager visit to his bride that was to be, her
Ladyship's lackeys led him not to the paneled parlor, but to a room which he
had not entered before, it being one she had had the fancy to have remodeled
and made into a beautiful closet for herself, her great wealth rendering it
possible for her to accomplish changes without the loss of time the owners of
limited purses are subjected to in the carrying out of plans. This room she had
made as unlike the paneled parlor as two rooms would be unlike one another. Its
panelings were white, its furnishings were bright and delicate, its draperies
flowered with rosebuds tied in clusters, with love-knots of pink and blue; it
had a large bow window, through which the sunlight streamed, and it was
blooming with great rose-bowls overrunning with sweetness.
From a seat in the
morning sunshine among the flowers and plants in the bow window there rose a
tall figure in a snow-white robe a figure like that of a beautiful, stately
girl who was half an angel. It was my Lady who came to him with blushing cheeks
and radiant, shining eyes, and was swept into his arms in such a passion of
love and blessed tenderness as Heaven itself might have smiled to see.
"My love! my
love!" he breathed. "My love! my love and my soul!"
"My Gerald!"
she cried; "my Gerald, let me say it on your breast a thousand
times!"
"My wife!" he
said, "so soon my wife and all my own until life's end."
"Nay, nay!"
she cried, her cheek pressed to his own, "through all eternity, for love's
life knows no end."
As it had seemed to her
poor lord who had died, so it seemed to this man who lived and so worshiped her
that the wonder of her sweetness was a thing to marvel at with passionate
reverence. Being a man of greater mind and poetic imagination than Dunstanwolde,
and being himself adored by her as that poor gentleman had not had the good
fortune to be, he had ten thousand-fold the power and reason to see the tender
radiance of her. As she was taller than other women, so her love seemed higher
and greater, and as free from any touch of earthly poverty of feeling as her
beauty was from any flaw. In it there could be no doubt, no pride; it could be
bounded by no limit, measured by no rule, its depths sounded by no plummet.
His very soul was
touched by her great longing to give to him the feeling, and to feel herself,
that from the hour that she had become his her past life was a thing blotted
out.
"I am a
new-created thing," she said. "Until you called me `Love' I had no
life. All before was darkness. 'Twas you, my Gerald, who said, `Let there be
light, and there was light.'"
"Hush, hush, sweet
love," he said. "Your words would make me too near God's self."
"Sure love is
God," she cried, her hands upon his shoulders, her face uplifted.
"What else? Love we know, love we worship and kneel to--love conquers us
and gives us heaven. Until I knew it I believed naught. Now I kneel each night
and pray and pray but to be pardoned and made worthy."
Never before, it was
true, had she knelt and prayed, but from this time no nun in her convent knelt
oftener or prayed more ardently, and her prayer was ever that the past might be
forgiven her, the future blessed, and she taught how so to live that there
should be no faintest shadow in the years to come.
"I know not what
is above me," she said. "I can not lie and say I love it and believe,
but if there is aught, sure it must be a power which is great, else had the
world not been so strange a thing and I, and those who live on it, and if He
made us, He must know He is to blame when He has made us weak or evil. And He
must understand why we have been so made, and when we throw ourselves into the
dust before Him and pray for help and pardon, surely, surely, He will lend an
ear! We know naught; we have been told naught; we have but an old book, which
has been handed down through strange hands and strange tongues, and may be but
poor history. We have so little, and we are threatened so-- but for love's sake
I will pray the poor prayers we are given, and for love's sake there is no dust
too low for me to lie in while I plead."
This was the strange
truth--though 'twas not so strange if the world feared not to admit such
things--that through her Gerald, who was but noble and high-souled man, she was
led to bow before God's throne as the humblest and holiest saint bows, though
she had not learned belief and only had learned love.
"But life lasts so
short a while," she said to Osmonde. "It seems so short when it is
spent in such joy as this; and when the day comes--for, oh! Gerald, my soul
sees it already--when the day comes that I kneel by your bedside and see your
eyes close, or you kneel by mine, it must be that the one who waits behind
shall know the parting is not all."
"It could not be
all, beloved," Osmonde said. "Love is sure eternal."
Often in these blissful
hours her way was almost like a child's, she was so tender and so clinging. At
times her beauteous, great eyes were full of an imploring which made them seem
soft with tears, and thus they were now as she looked up at him.
"I will do all I
can," she said. "I will obey every law; I will pray often and give
alms, and strive to be dutiful and holy, that in the end He will not thrust me
from you; that I may stay near, even in the lowest place even in the lowest--that
I may see your face, and know that you see mine. We are so in His power. He can
do aught with us, but I will so obey Him, and so pray that He will let me
in."
To Anne she went with
curious humility, questioning her as to her religious duties and beliefs, asking
her what books she read and what services she attended.
"All your life you
have been a religious woman," she said. "I used to think it folly,
but now--"
"But now--"
said Anne.
"I know not what
to think," she answered. "I would learn."
But when she listened
to Anne's simple homilies and read her weighty sermons, they but made her
restless and unsatisfied.
"Nay, 'tis not
that," she said, one day, with a deep sigh. "'Tis more than
that--'tis deeper and greater, and your sermons do not hold it. They but set my
brain to questioning and rebellion."
But a short time
elapsed before the marriage was solemnized, and such a wedding the world of
fashion had not taken part in for years, 'twas said. Royalty honored it, the
greatest of the land were proud to count themselves among the guests; the
retainers, messengers, and company of the two great houses were so numerous
that in the west end of the town the streets wore indeed quite a festal air,
with the passing to and fro of servants and gentlefolk with favors upon their
arms.
'Twas to the Tower of
Camylott, the most beautiful and remote of the bridegroom's several seats, that
they removed their household when the irksomeness of the extended ceremonies
and entertainments was over; for these they were of too distinguished a rank to
curtail as lesser personages might have done. But when all things were over,
the stately town houses closed, and their equipages rolled out beyond the sight
of town into the country roads, the great duke and his great duchess sat hand
in hand, gazing into each other's eyes with as simple and ardent a joy as they
had been but young 'prentice and country maid flying to hide from the world
their love.
"There is no other
woman who is so like a queen," Osmonde said, with tenderest smiling.
"And yet your eyes wear a look so young in these days that they are like a
child's. In all their beauty I have never seen them so before."
"It is because I
am a new-created thing, as I have told you, love," she answered, and
leaned toward him. "Do you not know I never was a child. I bring myself to
you new born. Make of me then what a woman should be--to be beloved of husband
and of God. Teach me, my Gerald! I am your child and servant."
'Twas ever thus, that
her words, when they were such as these, were ended upon his breast as she was
swept there by his impassioned arm. She was so goddess-like and beautiful a
being, her life one strangely dominant and brilliant series of triumphs, and
yet she came to him with such softness and humility of passion that scarcely
could he think himself a waking man.
"Surely," he
said, "it is a thing too wondrous and too full of joy's splendor to be
true."
In the golden
afternoon, when the sun was deepening and mellowing toward its setting, they
and their retinue entered Camylott. The bells pealed from the gray belfry of
the old church; the villagers came forth in clean smocks and Sunday cloaks of
scarlet, and stood in the street and by the roadside courtesying and baring
their heads, with rustic cheers; little country girls with red cheeks threw
posies before the horses' feet and into the equipage itself when they were of
the bolder sort. Their chariot passed beneath archways of flowers and boughs,
and from the battlements of the Tower of Camylott there floated a flag in the
soft wind.
"God save your
Graces," the simple people cried. "God give your Graces joy and long
life! Lord, what a beautiful pair they be! And though her Grace was said to be
a proud lady, how sweetly she smiles at a poor body. God love ye, madam, God
love ye!"
Her Grace of Osmonde
leaned forward in her equipage and smiled at the people with the face of an
angel.
"I will teach them
to love me, Gerald," she said. "I have not had love enough."
"Has not all the
world loved you?" he said.
"Nay," she
answered, "only you and Dunstanwolde and Anne."
Late at night they
walked together on the broad terrace before the Tower. The blue-black vault of
heaven above them was studded with myriads of God's brilliants; below them was
spread out the beauty of the land, the rolling plains, the soft low hills, the
forests and moors folded and hidden in the swathing robe of the night; from the
park and gardens floated upward the freshness of acres of thick sward and deep
fern thicket, the fragrance of roses and a thousand flowers, the tender sighing
of the wind through the huge oaks and beeches bordering the avenues, and
reigning like kings over the seeming boundless grassy spaces.
As lovers have walked
since the days of Eden they walked together, no longer duke and duchess, but
man and woman--near to Paradise as human beings may draw until God breaks the
chain binding them to earth; and indeed it would seem that such hours are given
to the straining human soul that it may know that somewhere perfect joy must
be, since sometimes the gates are for a moment opened that Heaven's light may
shine through, and human eyes catch glimpses of the white and golden glories
within.
His arm held her, she
leaned against him, their slow steps so harmonizing, the one with the other,
that they accorded as with the harmony of music; the nightingales trilling and
bubbling in the rose trees were not affrighted by the low murmur of their
voices; per chance this night they were so near to Nature that the barriers
were o'erpassed and they and the singers were akin.
"Oh, to be a
woman!" Clorinda murmured. "To be a woman at last. All other things I
have been, and have been called `Huntress,' `Goddess,' `Beauty,' `Empress,'
`Leader,' `Conqueror'--but never Woman. And had our paths not crossed I think I
never could have known what 'twas to be one, for to be a woman one must close
with the man who is one's mate. It must not be that one looks down or only
pities or protects and guides--and only to a few a mate seems given. And I,
Gerald, how dare I walk thus at your side and feel your heart so beat near
mine, and know you love me--and so worship you--so worship you--"
She turned and threw
herself upon his breast, which was so near.
"Oh, woman,
woman!" he breathed, straining her close. "Oh, woman, who is mine,
though I am but man!"
"We are but
one," she said--"one breath, one soul, one thought, and one desire.
Were it not so I were not woman and your wife, nor you man and my soul's lover
as you are. If it were not so, we were still apart, though we were wedded a
thousand times. Apart what are we but like lopped-off limbs, welded together;
we are--this."
And for a moment they
spoke not, and a nightingale on a rose- vine clambering o'er the terrace's
balus trade threw up its little head and sang as if to the myriads of golden
stars. They stood and listened, hand in hand; her sweet breast rose and fell,
her lovely face was lifted to the bespangled sly.
"Of all
this," she said, "I am a part--as I am part of you. To-night, as the
great earth throbs and as the stars tremble and as the wind sighs, so I--being
woman--throb and am tremulous and sigh also. The earth lives for the sun, and
through strange mysteries blooms forth each season with fruits and flowers.
Love is my sun, and through its sacredness I may bloom too and be as noble as
the earth and that it bears."
IN a fair tower, whose
windows looked out upon spreading woods and rich, lovely plains stretching to
the freshness of the sea, Mistress Anne had her abode, which her duchess sister
had given to her for her own living in as she would. There she dwelt and prayed
and looked on at the new life which so beautifully unfolded itself before her
day by day, as the leaves of the great tree unfold from buds and become noble
branches housing birds and their nests, shading the earth and those sheltering
beneath them, braving centuries of storms.
To this simile her
simple mind oft reverted, for indeed it seemed to her that naught more perfect
and more noble in its high likeness to pure nature and the fulfilling of God's
will than the passing days of these two lives could be.
"As the first two
lived--Adam and Eve in their Garden of Eden--they seem to me," she used to
say to her own heart; "but the Tree of Knowledge was not forbidden them,
and it has taught them naught ignoble."
As she had been wont to
watch her sister from behind the ivy of her chamber windows, so she often
watched her now, though there was no fear in her hiding, only tenderness, it
being a pleasure to her full of wonder and reverence to see this beautiful and
stately pair go lovingly and in high and gentle converse side by side, up and
down the terrace, through the paths, among the beds of flowers, under the thick
branched trees, and over the sward's softness.
"It is as if I saw
love's self, and dwelt with it--the love God's nature made," she said with
gentle sighs.
For if these two had
been great and beauteous before, it seemed in these days as if life and love
glowed within them, and shone through their mere bodies, as a radiant light
shines through alabaster lamps. The strength of each was so the being of the
other that no thought could take form in the brain of one without the other's
stirring with it.
"Neither of us
dares be ignoble," Osmonde said, "for 'twould make poor and base the
one who was not so in truth."
"'Twas not the way
of my Lady Dunstanwolde to make a man feel that he stood in church," a
frivolous court wit once said, "but in sooth her Grace of Osmonde has a
look in her lustrous eyes which accords not with scandalous stories and
playhouse jests."
And true it was that
when they went to town they carried with them the illumining of the pure fire
which burned within their souls, and bore it all unknowing in the midst of the
trivial or designing world which knew not what it was that glowed about them,
making things bright which had seemed dull, and revealing darkness where there
had been brilliant glare.
They returned not to
the house which had been my Lord of Dunstanwolde's, but went to the Duke's own
great manion{sic}, and there lived splendidly and in hospitable state. Royalty
honored them, and all the wits came there, some of those gentlemen who write
verses and dedications being by no means averse to meeting noble lords and
ladies, and finding in their loves and graces material which might be useful.
'Twas not only Mr. Addison and Mr. Steele, Dr. Swift and Mr. Pope, who were
made welcome in the stately rooms, but others who were more humble, not yet
having won their spurs; and how these worshiped her Grace for the generous
kindness which was not the fashion, until she set it, among great ladies, their
odes and verses could scarce express.
"They are so
poor," she said to her husband. "They are so poor, and yet, in their
starved souls there is a thing which can less bear flouting than the dull
content which rules in others. I know not whether 'tis a curse or a boon to be
born so. 'Tis a bitter thing when the bird that flutters in them has only
little wings. All the more should those who are strong protect and comfort
them."
She comforted so many
creatures. In strange parts of the town, where no other lady would have dared
to go to give alms, it was rumored that she went and did noble things
privately. In dark kennels, where thieves hid and vagrants huddled, she carried
her beauty and her stateliness, the which, when they shone on the poor rogues
and victims housed there, seemed like the beams of the warm and golden sun.
Once in a filthy hovel,
in a black alley, she came upon a poor girl dying of a loathsome ill, and as
she stood by her bed of rags she heard in her delirium the uttering of one
man's name again and again, and when she questioned those about she found that
the sufferer had been a little country wench enticed to town by this man for a
plaything, and in a few weeks cast off, to give birth to a child in the
almshouse, and then go down to the depths of vice in the kennel.
"What is the name
she says?" her Grace asked the hag nearest to her, and least maudlin with
liquor. "I would be sure I heard it aright."
"'Tis the name of
a gentleman, your Ladyship may be sure," the beldame answered; "'tis
always the name of a gentleman. And this is one I know well, for I have heard
more than one poor soul mumbling it and raving at him in her last hours. One
there was, and I knew her, a pretty rosy thing in her country days, not
sixteen, and distraught with love for him, and lay in the street by his door,
praying him to take her back when he threw her off, until the watch drove her
away. And she was so mad with love and grief she killed her girl child when
'twas born i' the kennel, sobbing and crying that it should not live to be like
her and bear others. And she was condemned to death and swung for it on Tyburn
Tree. And, Lord! how she cried his name as she jolted on her coffin to the
gallows, and when the hangman put the rope round her shuddering little fair
neck, `Oh, John,' screams she, `John Oxon, God forgive thee! Nay, 'tis God
should be forgiven for letting thee to live and me to die like this.' Aye,
'twas a bitter sight! She was so little and so young and so affrighted. The
hangman could scarce hold her. I was i' the midst o' the crowd, and cried to
her to strive to stand still, 'twould be the sooner over. But that she could
not. `Oh, John,' she screams, `John Oxon, God forgive thee! Nay, 'tis God
should be forgiven for letting thee to live and me to die like this!'"
Till the last hour of
the poor creature who lay before her when she heard this thing, her Grace of
Osmonde saw that she was tended, took her from her filthy hovel, putting her in
a decent house, and going to her day by day until she received her last breath,
holding her hand while the poor wench lay staring up at her beauteous face and
her great deep eyes, whose lustrousness held such power to sustain and comfort.
"Be not afraid,
poor soul," she said, "be not afraid; I will stay near thee. Soon all
will end in sleep, and if thou wakest, sure there will be Christ who died, and
wipes all tears away. Hear me say it to thee for a prayer," and she bent
low, and said it soft and clear into the deadening ear, "He wipes all
tears away. He wipes all tears away."
The great strength she
had used in the old days to conquer and subdue, to win her will and to defend
her way, seemed now a power but to protect the suffering and uphold the weak,
and this she did, not alone in hovels, but in the brilliant court and world of
fashion, for there she found suffering and weakness also, all the more bitter
and sorrowful since it dared not cry aloud. The grandeur of her beauty, the
elevation of her rank, the splendor of her wealth, would have made her a
protector of great strength, but that which upheld all those who turned to her
was that which dwelt within the high soul of her, the courage and power of love
for all things human, which bore upon itself, as if upon an eagle's outspread
wings, the woes dragging themselves broken and halting upon earth. The starving
beggar in the kennel felt it and, not knowing wherefore, drew a longer, deeper
breath as if of purer, more exalted air; the poor poet, in his garret, was fed
by it, and having stood near or spoken to her, went back with lightening eyes
and soul warmed to believe that the words his muse might speak the world might
stay to hear.
From the hour she
stayed the last moments of John Oxon's victim she set herself a work to do.
None knew it but herself at first and later Anne, for 'twas done privately.
From the hag who had told her of the poor girl's hanging upon Tyburn Tree, she
learned things by close questioning which, to the old woman's dull wit, seemed
but the curiousness of a great lady, and from others, who stood too deep in awe
of her to think of her as a mere human being, she gathered clues which led her
far in the tracing of the evils following one wicked, heartless life. Where she
could hear of man, woman, or child on whom John Oxon's sins had fallen, or who
had suffered wrong by him, there she went to help, to give light, to give
comfort and encouragement. Strangely, as it seemed to them, and as if done by
the hand of Heaven, the poor tradesmen he had robbed were paid their dues,
youth he had led into evil ways was checked mysteriously and set in better
paths, women he had dragged downward were given aid and chance of peace or
happiness, children he had cast upon the world unfathered and with no prospect
but the education of the gutter and a life of crime were cared for by a
powerful unseen hand. The pretty country girl saved by his death, protected by
her Grace, and living innocently at Dunstanwolde, memory being merciful to
youth, forgot him, gained back her young roses, and learned to smile and hope
as though he had been but a name.
"Since 'twas I who
killed him," said her Grace to her inward soul, "'tis I must live his
life which I took from him, and making it better, I may be forgiven--if there
is One who dares to say to the poor thing He made, `I will not forgive.'"
Surely it was said
there had never been lives so beautiful and noble as those the Duke of Osmonde
and his lady lived as time went by. The Tower of Camylott, where they had spent
the first months of their wedded life, they loved better than any other of their
seats, and there they spent as much time as their duties of Court and State
allowed them. It was in deed a splendid and beautiful estate, the stately Tower
being built upon an eminence, and there rolling out before it the most lovely
land in England, moorland and hills, thick woods and broad meadows, the edge of
the heather dipping to show the soft silver of the sea.
Here was this beauteous
woman, chatelaine and queen, wife of her husband as never before, he thought,
had wife blessed and glorified the existence of mortal man. All her great
beauty she gave to him in tender, joyous tribute, all her great gifts of mind
and wit and grace it seemed she valued but as they gave joys to him; in his
stately households in town and country she reigned a lovely empress, adored and
obeyed with reverence by every man or woman who served her and her lord. Among
the people on his various estates she came and went a tender goddess of
benevolence. When she appeared amid them in the first months of her wedded life
the humble souls regarded her with awe not unmixed with fear, having heard such
wild stories of her youth at her father's house, and of her proud state and
bitter wit in the great London world when she had been my Lady Dunstanwolde;
but when she came among them, all else was forgotten in wonder at her gracious
and noble way.
"To see her come
into a poor body's cottage, so tall and grand a lady, and with such a carriage
as she hath," they said, hobnobbing together in their talk of her,
"looking as if a crown of gold should sit on her high black head; and then
to hear her gentle speech and see the look in her eyes as if she was but a
simple new-married girl full of her joy, and her heart big with the wish that
all other women should be as happy as herself, it is, forsooth, a beauteous
sight to see."
"Aye, and no hovel
too poor for her, and no man or woman too sinful," was said again.
"Heard ye how she
found that poor young wench of Haylits lying sobbing among the fern in the
Tower woods, and stayed and knelt beside her to hear her trouble? The poor soul
had gone to ruin at fourteen, and her father finding her out, beat her and
thrust her from his door, and her Grace coming through the wood at sunset--it
being her way to walk about for mere pleasure as though she had no coach to
ride in--the girl says she came through the golden glow as if she had been one
of God's angels-- and she kneeled and took the poor wench in her arms--as
strong as a man, Betty says, but as soft as a young mother--and she said to her
things surely no mortal lady ever said before--that she knew naught of a surety
of what God's true will might be, or if His laws were those that had been made
by man concerning marriage by priests saying common words, but that she surely
knew of a man whose name was Christ, and He had taught love and helpfulness and
pity, and for His sake, He having earned our trust in Him, whether He was God
or Man, because He hung and died in awful torture on the cross--for His sake
all of us must love and help and pity--`I you, poor Betty,' were her very
words, `and you me.' And then went she to the girl's father and mother, and so
talked to them that she brought them to weeping and begging Betty to come home;
and also she went to her sweetheart, Tom Beck, and made so tender a story to
him of the poor pretty wench, whose love for him had brought her to such
trouble, that she stirred him up to falling in love again--which is not man's
way at such times--and in a week's time he and Betty went to church together,
her Grace setting them up in a cottage on the estate."
"I used all my wit
and all my tenderest words to make a picture that would fire and touch him,
Gerald," her Grace said, sitting at her husband's side in a great window
from which they often watched the sunset in the valley spread below. "And
that with which I am so strong sometimes--I know not what to call it, but 'tis
a power people bend to, that I know--that I used upon him to waken his dull
soul and brain. Whose fault is it that they are dull, poor lout--he was born
so, as I was born strong and passionate, and as you were born noble and pure
and high. I led his mind back to the past when he had been made happy by the
sight of Betty's little smiling, blushing face, and when he had kissed her and
made love in the hayfields. And this I said-- though 'twas not a thing I have
learned from any chaplain--that when 'twas said he should make an honest woman
of her, it was my thought that she had been honest from the first, being too
honest to know that the world was not so, and that even the man a woman loved
with all her soul might be a rogue and have no honesty in him. And at
last--'twas when I talked to him about the child--and that I put my whole
soul's strength in--he burst out a-crying like a schoolboy, and said, indeed she
was a fond little thing, and had loved him and he had loved her, and 'twas a
shame he had so done by her, and he had not meant it at first, but she was so
simple and he had been a villain; but if he married her now he would be called
a fool and laughed at for his pains. Then was I angry, Gerald, and felt my eyes
flash, and I stood up tall and spoke fiercely. `Let them dare,' I said, `let
any man or woman dare, and then will they see what his Grace will say.'"
Osmonde drew her to his
breast, laughing into her lovely eyes.
"Nay, 'tis not his
Grace who need be called on," he said, "'tis her Grace they love and
fear and will obey, though 'tis the sweetest, womanish thing that you should
call on me when you are power itself and can so rule all creatures you come
near."
"Nay," she
said, with softly pleading face, "let me not rule. Rule for me, or but
help me, I so long to say your name that they may know I speak but as your
wife."
"Who is
myself," he answered, "my very self."
"Aye," she
said, with a little nod of her head, "that I know--that I am yourself--and
'tis because of this that one of us can not be proud with the other, for there
is no other, there is only one. And I am wrong to say, `Let me not rule,' for
'tis as if I said, `You must not rule,' I meant surely, `God give me strength
to be as noble in ruling as our love should make me.' But just as one tree is a
beech and one an oak, just as the grass stirs when the summer wind blows over
it, so a woman is a woman, and 'tis her nature to find her joy in saying such
words to the man who loves her, when she loves as I do. Her heart is so full
that she must joy to say her husband's name as that of one she can not think
without--who is her life as is her blood and her pulses beating. 'Tis a joy to
say your name, Gerald, as it will be a joy--" and she looked far out
across the sun-goldened valley and plains with a strange, heavenly, sweet
smile--"as it will be a joy to say our child's, and put his little mouth
to my full breast."
"Sweet love!"
he cried, drawing her by her hand that he might meet the radiance of her look.
"Heart's dearest!"
She did not withhold
her lovely eyes from him, but withdrew them from the sunset's mist of gold and
the clouds piled, as it were, at the gates of heaven, and they seemed to bring
back some of the far-off glory with them. Indeed, neither her smile, nor she,
seemed at that moment quite to be things of earth. She held out her fair noble
arms, and he sprang to her, and so they stood, side beating against side.
"Yes, love,"
she said. "Yes, love--and I have prayed, my Gerald, that I may give you
sons who shall be men like you, but when I give you women children I shall pray
with all my soul for them, that they may be just and strong and noble, and life
begin for them as it began not for me."
In the morning of a
spring day, when the cuckoos cried in the woods and May blossomed thick, white
and pink, in all the hedges, the bells in the gray church steeple at Camylott
rang out a joyous, jangling peal, telling to all the village that the heir had
been born at the Tower. Children stopped in their play to listen, men at their
work in field and barn, good gossips ran out of their cottage doors, wiping
their arms dry from their tubs and scrubbing buckets, their honest red faces broadening
into maternal grins.
"Aye, 'tis well
over, that means surely," one said to the other, "and a happy day has
begun for the poor lady, though God knows she bore herself queenly to the very
last, as if she could have carried her burden for another year, and blenched
not a bit as other women do. Bless mother and child, say I."
"And 'tis an
heir," said another. She promised us that we should know almost as quick
as she did, and commanded old Rowe to ring a peal and then strike one bell loud
between if 'twere a boy, and two if 'twere a girl child. 'Tis a boy, hark you,
and 'twas like her wit to invent such a way to tell us."
In four other villages
the chimes rang just as loud and merrily, and the women talked and blessed her
Grace and her young child, and casks of ale were broached, and oxen roasted,
and work stopped, and dancers footed it upon the green.
"Surely the
new-born thing comes here to happiness," 'twas said everywhere, "for
never yet was woman loved as is his mother."
In her stately bed her
Grace the Duchess lay with the face of the Mother Mary, and her man-child
drinking from her breast. The Duke walked softly up and down, so full of joy
that he could not sit still. When he had entered first it was his wife's self
who had sat upright in her bed and herself laid his son within his arms.
"None other shall
lay him there," she said. "I have given him to you. He is a great
child, but he has not taken from me my strength."
He was indeed a great
child, even at his first hour, of limbs and countenance so noble that nurses
and physicians regarded him amazed. He was the offspring of a great love, of
noble bodies and great souls. Did such powers alone create human beings, the
earth would be peopled with a race of giants. Amid the veiled spring sunshine
and the flower-scented silence, broken only by the twittering of birds nesting
in the ivy, her Grace lay soft asleep, her son resting on her arm, when Anne
stole to look at her and her child. Through the night she had knelt praying in
her chamber, and now she knelt again. She kissed the new-born thing's curled
rose-leaf hand and the lace frill of his mother's night-rail. She dared not
further disturb them.
"Sure God
forgives," she breathed. "For Christ's sake, He would not give this
little tender thing a punishment to bear."
THERE was no
punishment. In this God was as honest as a human thing may be. The tender
little creature grew as a blossom grows from bud to fairest bloom. His mother
flowered as he, and spent her days in noble cherishing of him and tender care.
Such motherhood and wifehood as were hers were as fair statues raised to
nature's self.
"Once I thought
that I was under ban," she said to her lord in one of their sweetest
hours, "but I have been given love and a life, and so I know it can not
be. Do I fill all your being, Gerald?"
"All, all!"
he cried, "my sweet, sweet woman."
"Leave I no
longing unfulfilled, no duty undone, to you, dear love, to the world, to human
suffering I might aid? I pray Christ, with all passionate humbleness, that I
may not."
"He grants your
prayer," he answered, his eyes moist with worshiping tenderness.
"And this white
soul, given to me from the outer bounds we know not, it has no stain; and the
little human body it wakened to life in, think you that Christ will help me to
fold them in love, high and pure enough, and teach the human body to do honor
to its soul? 'Tis not monkish scorn of itself that I would teach the body. It
is so beautiful and noble a thing, and so full of the power of joy. Surely That
which made it in His own image would not that it should despise itself and its
own wonders, but do them reverence and rejoice in them nobly, honoring all
their seasons and their changes, counting not youth folly and manhood sinful,
or age aught but gentle ripeness passing onward. I pray for a great soul, and
great wit, and greater power to help this fair human thing to grow, and love,
and live."
These thoughts had been
born and had rested hid within her when she lay a babe struggling beneath her
dead mother's corpse. Through the darkness of untaught years they had grown but
slowly, being so unfitly and unfairly nourished; yet life's sun but falling on
her, they seemed to strive to fair fruition with her days. 'Twas not mere love
she gave her offspring, for she bore others as years passed, until she was the
mother of four sons and two girls, children of strength and beauty as noted as
her own; she gave them of her constant thought and of an honor of their
humanity such as taught them reverence of themselves as of all other human
things. Their love for her was such a passion as their father bore her. She was
the noblest creature that they knew; her beauty, her great unswerving love, her
truth, were things bearing to their child eyes the unchangingness of God's
stars in heaven.
"Why is she not
the Queen?" a younger one asked his father once, having been to London and
seen the Court. "The Queen is not so beautiful and grand as she, and she
could so well reign over the people. She is always just and honorable, and
fears nothing."
From her side Mistress
Anne was rarely parted. In her fair retreat at Camylott she lived a life all
undisturbed by outward things. When the children were born strange joy came to
her.
"Be his mother
also," the Duchess had said, when she had drawn the clothes aside to show
her first-born sleeping in her arm. "You were made to be the mother of
things, Anne."
"Nay--or they had
been given to me," Anne had answered.
"Mine I will share
with you," her Grace had said, lifting her Madonna face. "Kiss me,
sister. Kiss him, too, and bless him. Your life has been so innocent, it must
be good that you should love and guard him."
'Twas sweet to see the
wit she showed in giving to poor Anne the feeling that she shared her
motherhood. She shared her tenderest cares and duties with her. Together they
bathed and clad the child in the morning, this being their high festival in
which the nurses shared but in the performance of small duties. Each day they
played with him, and laughed as women will at such dear times, kissing his grand,
round limbs, crying out at their growth, worshiping his little rosy feet, and
smothering him with caresses. And then they put him to sleep, Anne sitting
close while his mother fed him from her breast, until his small, red mouth
parted and slowly released her.
When he could toddle
about, and was beginning to say words, there was a morning when she bore him to
Anne's tower, that they might joy in him together as was their way. It was a
beautiful thing to see her walk, carrying him in the strong and lovely curve of
her arm, as if his sturdy babyhood were of no more weight than a rose; and he
cuddling against her, clinging and crowing, his wide, brown eyes shining with
delight.
"He has come to
pay thee court, Anne," she said. "He is a great gallant and knows how
we are his loving slaves. He comes to say his new word that I have taught
him."
She set him down where
he stood holding to Anne's knee and showing his new pearl teeth in a rosy grin;
his mother knelt beside him, beginning her coaxing.
"Who is she?"
she said, pointing with her fingers at Anne's face, her own full of lovely fear
lest the child should not speak rightly his lesson. "What is her name?
Mammy's man, say--" and she mumbled softly with her crimson mouth at his
ear.
The child looked up at
Anne with baby wit and laughter in his face, and stammered sweetly:
"Muz--Muzzer--Anne,"
he said, and then being pleased with his cleverness, danced on his little feet,
and said it over and over.
Clorinda caught him up
and set him on Anne's lap.
"Know you what he
calls you?" she said. "'Tis but a mumble; his little tongue is not
nimble enough for clearness, but he says it his pretty best. 'Tis Mother Anne,
he says, 'tis Mother Anne."
And then they were in
each other's arms, the child between them, he kissing both and clasping both,
with little laughs of joy as if they were but one creature.
Each child born they
clasped and kissed so, and were so clasped and kissed by, each one calling the
tender, unwed woman "Mother Anne," and having a special lovingness
for her, she being the creature each one seemed to hover about with innocent
protection and companionship.
The wonder of Anne's
life grew deeper to her hour by hour, and where she had before loved she
learned to worship, for 'twas indeed worship that her soul was filled with. She
could not look back and believe that she had not dreamed a dream of all the
years gone by and that they held. This--this was true--the beauty of these
days, the love of them, the generous deeds, the sweet courtesies and gentle
words spoken, this beauteous woman dwelling in her husband's heart, giving him
all joy of life and love, ruling queenly and gracious in his house, bearing him
noble children, and tending them with the very genius of tenderness and wisdom.
But in Mistress Anne
herself life had never been strong, she was of the fibre of her mother, who had
died in youth crushed by its cruel weight, and to her, living had been so great
and terrible a thing. There had not been given to her the will to battle with
the fate that fell to her, the brain to reason and disentangle problems, or the
power to set them aside. So, while her Grace of Osmonde seemed but to gain
greater state and beauty in her ripening, her sister's frail body grew more
frail, and seemed to shrink and age. Yet her face put on a strange worn
sweetness, and her soft, dull eyes had a look almost like a saint's who looks
at heaven. She prayed much and did many charitable works both in town and
country. She read her books of devotion and went much to church, sitting with a
reverent face through many a dull and lengthy sermon, she would have felt it
sacrilegious to think of with aught but pious admiration. In the middle of the
night it was her custom to rise and offer up prayers through the dark hours. She
was an humble soul, who greatly feared and trembled before her God.
"I waken in the
night sometimes," the fair, tall child Daphne said once to her mother,
"and Mother Anne is there--she kneels and prays beside my bed. She kneels
and prays so by each one of us many a night."
"'Tis because she
is so pious a woman and so loves us," said young John in his stately,
generous way. The house of Osmonde had never had so fine and handsome a
creature for its heir. He o'ertopped every boy of his age in height, and the
bearing of his lovely, youthful body was masculine grace itself.
The town and the Court
knew these children, and talked of their beauty and growth as they had talked
of their mother's.
"To be the mate of
such a woman, the father of such heirs, is a fate a man might pray God
for," 'twas said. "Love has not grown stale with them. Their children
are the very blossoms of it. Her eyes are deeper pools of love each year."
'TWAS in these days Sir
Jeoffry came to his end, it being in such way as had been often prophesied; and
when his final hour came there was but one who could give him comfort, and this
was the daughter whose youth he had led with such careless evilness to harm.
If he had wondered at
her when she had been my Lady Dunstanwolde, as her Grace of Osmonde he regarded
her with heavy awe. Never had she been able to lead him to visit her at her
house in town, or at any other which was her home. "'Tis all too grand for
me, your Grace," he would say; "I am a country yokel, and have hunted
and drunk and lived too hard to look well among town gentlemen. I must be drunk
at dinner, and when I am in liquor I am no ornament to a duchess's
drawing-room. But what a woman you have grown," he would say, staring at
her and shaking his head. "Each time I clap eyes on you 'tis to marvel at
you, remembering what a baggage you were, and how you kept from slipping by the
way. There was Jack Oxon, now," he added one day; "after you married
Dunstanwolde I heard a pretty tale of Jack--that he had made a wager among his
friends in town--he was a braggart devil, Jack--that he would have you, though
you were so scornful; and knowing him to be a liar, his fellows said that,
unless he could bring back a raven lock five feet long to show them, he had
lost his bet, for they would believe no other proof. And finely they scoffed at
him when he came back saying that he had had one, but had hid it away for
safety when he was drunk and could not find it again. They so flouted and
jeered at him that swords were drawn and blood as well. But though he was a
beauty and a crafty rake-hell fellow, you were too sharp for him. Had you not
had so shrewd a wit and strong a will you would not have been the greatest
duchess in England, Clo, as well as the finest woman."
"Nay," she
answered, "in those days--nay, let us not speak of them! I would blot them
out--out."
As time went by, and
the years spent in drink and debauchery began to tell even on the big, strong
body which should have served any other man bravely long past his threescore
and ten, Sir Jeoffry drank harder and lived more wildly, sometimes being driven
desperate by dulness, his coarse pleasures having lost their potency.
"Liquor is not as
strong as it once was," he used to grumble, "and there are fewer
things to stir a man to frolic. Lord, what roaring days and nights a man could
have thirty years ago."
So, in his efforts to
emulate such nights and days, he plunged deeper and deeper into new orgies, and
one night, after a heavy day's hunting, sitting at the head of his table with
his old companions, he suddenly leaned forward, staring with starting eyes at
an empty chair in a dark corner. His face grew purple, and he gasped and
gurgled.
"What is't,
Jeof?" old Eldershawe cried, touching his shoulder with a shaking hand.
"What's the man staring at, as if he had gone mad?"
"Jack," cried
Sir Jeoffry, his eyes still farther starting from their sockets. "Jack!
What say you? I can not hear."
The next instant he
sprang up, shrieking and thrusting with his hands as if warding something off.
"Keep back!"
he yelled. "There is green mold on thee. Where hast thou been to grow
moldy? Keep back! Where hast thou been?"
His friends at table
started up, staring at him and losing color, he shrieked so loud and strangely;
he clutched his hair with his hands and fell into his chair raving, clutching,
and staring, or dashing his head down upon the table to hide his face, and then
raising it as if he could not resist being drawn, in his affright, to gaze
again. There was no soothing him. He shouted and struggled with those who would
have held him. 'Twas Jack Oxon who was there, he swore--Jack, who kept stealing
slowly nearer to him, his face and his fine clothes damp and green. He beat at
him with mad hands, and at last fell upon the floor, and rolled foaming at the
mouth.
They contrived, after
great strugglings, to bear him to his chamber, but it took the united strength
of all who would stay near him to keep him from making an end of himself. By
the dawn of day his boon companions stood by him with their garments torn to
tatters, their faces drenched with sweat, and their own eyes almost starting
from their sockets; the doctor, who had been sent for, coming in no hurry, but
scowled and shook his head when he beheld him.
"He is a dead
man," he said; "and the wonder is that this has not come before. He
is sodden with drink and rotten with ill- living, besides being past all the
strength of youth. He dies of the life he has lived."
'Twas little to be
expected that his boon companions could desert their homes and pleasures and
tend his horrors longer than a night. Such sights as he presented did not
inspire them to cheerful spirits.
"Lord," said
Sir Chris Crowell, "to see him clutch his flesh, and shriek and mouth, is
enough to make a man live sober for his remaining days," and he shook his
big shoulders with a shudder.
"Ugh!" he
said. "God grant I may make a better end. He writhes as in hell
fire."
"There is but one
on earth will do aught for him," said Eldershawe. "'Tis handsome Clo
who is a duchess, but she will come and tend him, I could swear. Even when she
was a lawless devil of a child she had a way of standing by her friends and
fearing naught."
So, after taking
counsel together, they sent for her, and in as many hours as it took to drive
from London her coach stood before the door. By this time all the household was
panic- stricken and in hopeless disorder, the women servants scattered and
shuddering in far corners of the house, such men as could get out of the way
having found work to do afield or in the kennels, for none had nerve to stop
where they could hear the madman's shrieks and howls.
Her Grace, entering the
house, went with her woman straight to her chamber, and shortly emerged
therefrom, stripped of her rich apparel and clad in a gown of strong blue
linen, her hair wound close, her white hands bare of any ornament, save the
band of gold, which was her wedding ring. A serving-woman might have been clad
so, but the plainness of her garb but made her height and strength so reveal
themselves that the mere sight of her woke somewhat that was like to awe in the
eyes of the servants who beheld her as she passed.
She needed not to be
led, but straightway followed the awful sounds, until she reached the chamber
behind whose door they were shut. Upon the huge, disordered bed Sir Jeoffry
writhed and tried to tear himself, his great sinewy and hairy body almost
stark. Two of the stablemen were striving to hold him.
The Duchess went to his
bedside and stood there, laying her strong white hand upon his shuddering
shoulder.
"Father," she
said, in a voice so clear, and with such a ring of steady command, as, the men
said later, might have reached a dead man's ear--"Father, 'tis Clo!"
Sir Jeoffry writhed his
head round and glared at her with starting eyes and foaming mouth.
"Who says 'tis
Clo?" he shouted. "'Tis a lie! She was even a bigger devil than any
other, though she was but a handsome wench. Jack himself could not manage her.
She beat him and would beat him now. 'Tis a lie!"
All through that day
and night the power of her Grace's white arm was the thing which saved him from
dashing out his brains. The two men could not have held him, and at his
greatest frenzy they observed that now and then his blood-shot eye would glance
aside at the beauteous face above him. The sound of the word "Clo"
had struck upon his brain and wakened an echo.
She sent away the men
to rest, calling for others in their places, but leave the bedside herself she
would not. 'Twas a strange thing to see her strength and bravery, which could
not be beaten down. When the doctor came again he found her there, and changed
his surly and reluctant manner in the presence of a duchess, and one who, in
her close linen gown, wore such a mien.
"You should not
have left him," she said to him, unbendingly, "even though I myself
can see there is little help that can be given. Thought you his Grace and I
would brook that he should die alone if we could not have reached him?"
Those words, "his
Grace and I," put a new face upon the matter, and all was done that lay
within the man's skill, but most was he disturbed concerning the lady, who
would not be sent to rest, and whose noble consort would be justly angered if
she were allowed to injure her superb health.
"His Grace knew
what I came to do, and how I should do it," the Duchess said, unbending
still. "But for affairs of state; which held him, he would have been here
at my side."
She held her place
throughout the second night, and that was worse than the first, the paroxysms
growing more and more awful; for Jack was within a yard, and stretched out a
green and moldy hand, the finger-bones showing through the flesh, the while he
smiled awfully.
At last one pealing
scream rang out after another, until, after curving his shuddering body into an
arc, resting on heels and head, the madman fell exhausted, his flesh all
quaking before the eye. Then the Duchess waved the men who helped away. She sat
upon the bed's edge close--close to her father's body, putting her two firm hands
on either of his shoulders, holding him so, and bent down, looking into his
wild face as if she fixed upon his very soul all the power of her wondrous
will.
"Father," she
said, "look at my face. Thou canst if thou wilt. Look at my face. Then
wilt thou see 'tis Clo, and she will stand by thee."
She kept her gaze upon
his very pupils, and though 'twas at first as if his eyes strove to break away
from her look, their effort was controlled by her steadfastness, and they
wandered back at last, and her great orbs held them. He heaved a long breath,
half a big, broken sob, and lay still, staring up at her.
"Aye," he
said; "'tis Clo! 'tis Clo!"
The sweat began to roll
from his forehead and the tears down his cheeks. He broke forth, wailing like a
child.
"Clo--Clo,"
he said, "I am in hell."
She put her hand on his
breast, keeping will and eyes set on him.
"Nay," she
answered, "thou art on earth and in thine own bed, and I am here and will
not leave thee."
She made another sign
to the men, who stood and stared aghast in wonder at her, but feeling in the
very air about her the spell to which the madness had given way.
"'Twas not mere
human woman who sat there," they said afterward in the stables among their
fellows. "'Twas somewhat more. Had such a will been in an evil thing a
man's hair would have risen on his skull at the seeing of it."
"Go now," she
said to them, "and send women to set the place in order."
She had seen delirium
and death enough, in the doings of her deeds of mercy, to know that his
strength had gone and death was coming. His bed and room were made orderly, and
at last he lay in clean linen with all made straight. Soon his eyes seemed to
sink into his head and stare from hollows, and his skin grew gray, but ever he
stared only at his daughter's face.
"Clo," he
said at last, "stay by me! Clo, go not away!"
"I shall not
go," she answered.
She drew a seat close
to his bed and took his hand. It lay knotted and gnarled and swollen-veined
upon her smooth palm, and with her other hand she stroked it. His breath came
weak and quick, and fear grew in his eyes.
"What is it,
Clo?" he said. "What is't?"
"'Tis
weakness," replied she, soothing him. "Soon you will sleep."
"Aye," he
said, with a breath like a sob. "'Tis over."
His big body seemed to
collapse, he shrank so in the bedclothes.
"What day o' the
year is it?" he asked.
"The tenth of
August," was her answer.
"Sixty-nine years
from this day was I born," he said, "and now 'tis done."
"Nay," said
she. "Nay--God grant--"
"Aye," he
said--"done. Would there were nine and sixty more. What a man I was at
twenty. I want not to die, Clo. I want to live--to live--live, and be
young," gulping, "with strong muscles and moist flesh Sixty-nine
years--and they are gone!"
He clung to her hand
and stared at her with awful eyes. Through all his life he had been but a
great, strong, human carcass, and he was now but the same carcass worn out, and
at death's door. Of not one human thing but of himself had he ever thought, not
one creature but himself had he ever loved, and now he lay at the end--harking
back only to the wicked years gone by!
"None can bring
them back," he shuddered. "Not even thou, Clo, who art so strong.
None--none! Canst pray, Clo?" with the gasp of a craven.
"Not as chaplains
do," she answered. "I believe not in a God who clamors but for
praise."
"What dost believe
in, then?"
"In One who will
do justice and demands that it shall be done to each thing He has made, by each
who bears His image--aye and mercy, too--but justice always, for justice is
mercy's highest self."
Who knows the mysteries
of the human soul? Who knows the workings of the human brain? The God who is
just alone. In this man's mind, which was so near a simple beast's in all its
movings, some remote, unborn consciousness was surely reached and vaguely set
astir by the clear words thus spoken.
"Clo, Clo!"
he cried; "Clo, Clo!" in terror, clutching her the closer. "What
dost thou mean? In all my nine and sixty years--" and rolled his head in
agony.
In all his nine and
sixty years he had shown justice to no man, mercy to no woman, since he had
thought of none but Jeoffry Wildairs--and this truth somehow dimly reached his
long-dulled brain and wakened there.
"Down on thy
knees, Clo!" he gasped. "Down on thy knees!"
It was so horrible the
look struggling in his dying face that she went down upon her knees that
moment, and so knelt, folding his shaking hands within her own against her
breast.
"Thou who didst
make him as he was born into Thy world," she said, "deal with that to
which Thou didst give life--and death. Show him in this hour, which Thou mad'st
also, that Thou art not man who would have vengeance, but that Justice which is
God."
"Then--then--"
he gasped. "Then will He damn me!"
"He will weigh
thee," she said. "And that which His own hand created will He
separate from that which was thine own wilful wrong, and this sure He will
teach thee how to expiate "
"Clo," he
cried again, "thy mother--she was but a girl and died alone--I did no
justice to her! Daphne! Daphne!" And he shook beneath the bedclothes,
shuddering to his feet, his face growing more gray and pinched.
"She loved thee
once," Clorinda said. "She was a gentle soul and would not forget.
She will show thee mercy."
"Birth she went
through," he muttered, "and death--alone. Birth and death! Daphne, my
girl--" And his voice trailed off to nothingness, and he lay staring at
space and panting.
The Duchess sat by him
and held his hand. She moved not, though at last he seemed to fall asleep.
Two hours later he
began to stir. He turned his head slowly upon his pillows until his gaze rested
upon her, as she sat fronting him. 'Twas as though he had wakened to look at
her.
"Clo!" he
cried, and though his voice was but a whisper there was both wonder and new,
wild question in it. "Clo!"
But she moved not, her
great eyes meeting his with steady gaze, and even as they looked at each other
his body stretched itself, his lids fell, and he was a dead man.
WHEN they had had ten
years of happiness, Anne died. 'Twas of no violent illness, it seemed, but that
through these years of joy she had been gradually losing life. She had grown
thinner and whiter, and her soft eyes bigger and more prayerful. 'Twas in the
summer and they were at Camylott, when one sweet day she came from the flower
garden with her hands full of roses, and sitting down by her sister in her
morning room, swooned away, scattering her blossoms on her lap and at her feet.
When she came back to
consciousness she looked up at the Duchess with a strange far look, as if her
soul had wandered back from some great distance.
"Let me be borne
to bed, sister," she said. "I would lie still. I shall not get up
again."
The look in her face
was so unearthly and a thing so full of mystery, that her Grace's heart stood
still, for in some strange way she knew the end had come.
They bore her to her
tower and laid her in her bed, when she looked once round the room and then at
her sister.
"'Tis a fair,
peaceful room," she said. "And the prayers I have prayed in it have
been answered. Today I saw my mother and she told me so."
"Anne! Anne!"
cried her Grace, leaning over her and gazing fearfully into her face, for
though her words sounded like delirium, her look had no wildness in it. And
yet, "Anne! Anne! you wander, love," the Duchess cried.
Anne smiled a strange,
sweet smile. "Perchance I do," she said. "I know not truly, but
I am very happy. She said that all was over and that I had not done wrong. She
had a fair young face with eyes that seemed to have looked always at the stars
of heaven. She said I had done no wrong."
The Duchess's face laid
itself down upon the pillow, a river of clear tears running down her cheeks.
"Wrong!" she
said. "You! Dear one--woman of Christ's heart, if ever lived one. You were
so weak and I so strong, and yet as I look back it seems that all of good that
made me worthy to be wife and mother I learned from your simplicity."
Through the tower
window and the ivy closing round it, the blueness of the summer sky was
heavenly fair, soft and light white clouds floating across the clearness of its
sapphire. On this Anne's eyes were fixed with an uplifted tenderness until she
broke her silence.
"Soon I shall be
away," she said. "Soon all will be left behind. And I would tell you
that my prayers were answered--and so sure yours will be."
No man could tell what
made the Duchess then fall upon her knees, but she herself knew. 'Twas that she
saw in the exalted dying face that turned to hers, concealing nothing more.
"Anne! Anne!"
she cried. "Sister Anne! Mother Anne of my children! You have known--you
have known all the years and kept it hid!"
She dropped her queenly
head and shielded the whiteness of her face in the coverlid's folds.
"Aye,
sister," Anne said, coming a little back to earth--"and from the
first. I found a letter near the sundial--I guessed--I loved you--and could do
naught else but guard you. Many a day have I watched within the rose
garden--many a day--and night, God pardon me--and night. When I knew a letter
was hid 'twas my wont to linger near, knowing that my presence would keep
others away. And when you approached--or he--I slipped aside and waited beyond
the rose hedge that if I heard a step I might make some sound of warning.
Sister, I was your sentinel--and being so, knelt while on my guard--and
prayed."
"My
sentinel!" Clorinda cried. "And knowing all--you so guarded me, night
and day--and prayed God's pity on my poor madness and girl's frenzy!" And
she gazed at her in amaze and with burning tears.
"For my own poor
self, sister, as well as for you did I pray God's pity as I knelt," Anne
said. "For long I did not know it--being so ignorant--but alas! I loved
him too--I loved him too! I have loved no other man all my days. He was
unworthy any woman's love--and I was too lowly a thing for him to cast a glance
on; but I was a woman and God made us so."
Clorinda clutched her
pallid hand.
"Dear God,"
she cried, "you loved him!"
Anne moved upon her
pillow, drawing weakly, slowly near until her white lips were close upon her
sister's ear.
"The night,"
she panted, "the night you bore him--in your arms--"
Then did the other
woman give a shuddering start and lift her head, staring with a frozen face.
"Down the dark
stairway," the panting voice went on, "to the far cellar--I kept
watch again."
"You kept watch?
You?" the Duchess gasped.
"Upon the stair
which led to the servants' place that I might stop them if--if aught disturbed
them, and they oped their doors--that I might send them back, telling them--it
was I."
Then stooped the
Duchess nearer to her, her hands clutching the coverlid, her eyes widening.
"Anne, Anne,"
she cried, "you knew that he was there?"
Anne lay upon her
pillow, her own eyes gazing out through the ivy-hung window of her tower at the
blue sky and the fleecy clouds. A flock of snow-white doves were flying back
and forth across it, and one sat upon the window's deep ledge and cooed. All
was warmed and perfumed with summer's sweetness. There seemed naught between
her and the uplifting blueness, and naught of the earth was near but the dove's
deep-throated cooing and the laughter of her Grace's children floating upward
from the garden of flowers below.
"I lie upon the
brink," she said--"upon the brink, sister, and methinks my soul is
too near to God's pure justice to fear as human things fear, and judge as earth
does. She said I did no wrong. Yes, I knew."
"And
knowing," her sister cried, "you came that afternoon--"
"To stand by that
which lay hidden, that I might keep the rest away--being a poor creature and
timorous and weak."
"Weak, weak,"
the Duchess cried amid a greater burst of streaming tears. "Aye, I have
dared to call you so, who have the heart of a great lioness. Oh, sweet Anne,
weak!"
"'Twas love,"
Anne whispered; "your love was strong and so was mine. That other love was
not for me. I knew that my long woman's life would pass without it--for woman's
life is long, alas! if love comes not. But you were love's self and I worshiped
you and it. And to myself I said--praying forgiveness on my knees--that one
woman should know love if I did not; and being so poor and imperfect a thing,
what mattered if I gave my soul for you--and love which is so great and rules
the world. Look at the doves, sister, look at them, flying past the heavenly
blueness--and she said I did no wrong."
Her hand was wet with
tears fallen upon it as her Duchess sister knelt and held and kissed it,
sobbing.
"You knew, poor
love, you knew?" she cried.
"Aye, all of it I
knew," Anne said. "His torture of you and the madness of your horror.
And when he forced himself within the paneled parlor that day of fate, I knew
he came to strike some deadly blow--and in such anguish I waited in my chamber
for the end, that when it came not, I crept down praying that somehow I might
come between--and I went in the room."
"And there--what
saw you?" quoth the Duchess, shuddering. "Somewhat you must have
seen--or you could not have known."
"Aye," said
Anne, "and heard;" and the chest heaved.
"Heard!"
cried Clorinda. "Great God of Mercy!"
"The room was
empty, and I stood alone; it was so still I was afraid. It seemed so like the
silence of the grave, and then there came a sound--a long and shuddering
breath--but one--and then--"
The memory brought
itself too keenly back and she fell a- shivering.
--"I heard a slipping
sound and a dead hand fell on the floor--lying outstretched, its palm turned
upward, showing beneath the valance of the couch."
She threw her frail
arms around her sister's neck, and as Clorinda clasped her own, breathing
gaspingly, they swayed together.
"What did you
then?" the Duchess cried in a wild whisper.
"I prayed God keep
me sane--and knelt--and looked below. I thrust it back, the dead hand, saying
aloud, `Swoon you must not, swoon you must not, swoon you shall not--God help,
God help'--and I saw! The purple mark--his eyes upturned--his fair curls
spread, and I lost strength and fell upon my side, and for a minute lay there
knowing that shudder of breath had been the very last expelling of his being,
and his hand had fallen by its own weight."
"Oh, God! Oh, God!
Oh, God!" Clorinda cried, and over and over said the word, and over again.
"How was't, how
was't?" Anne shuddered, clinging to her. "How was't 'twas done? I
have so suffered, being weak--I have so prayed! God will have mercy--but it has
done me to death, this knowledge, and before I die I pray you tell me, that I
may speak true at God's throne."
"Oh, God! Oh, God!
Oh, God!" Clorinda groaned. "Oh, God!" And having cried so,
looking up, was blanched as a thing struck with death, her eyes like a great
stag's that stands at bay.
"Stay, stay,"
she cried, with a sudden shock of horror, for a new thought had come to her
which, strangely, she had not had before. "You thought I murdered
him?"
Convulsive sobs heaved
Anne's poor chest, tears sweeping her hollow cheeks, her thin soft hands
clinging piteously to her sister's.
"Through all these
years I have known nothing," she wept; "sister, I have known nothing
but that I found him hidden there, a dead man whom you so hated and so feared."
Her hands resting upon
the bed's edge, Clorinda held her body upright, such passion of wonder, love,
and pitying, adoring awe in her large eyes, as was a thing like to worship.
"You thought I
murdered him, and loved me still!" she said. "You thought I murdered
him and still you shielded me and gave me chance to live, and to repent, and
know love's highest sweetness! You thought I murdered him, and yet your soul
had mercy! Now do I believe in God--for only a God could make a heart so
noble."
"And you--did
not?" cried out Anne, and raised upon her elbow, her breast panting, but
her eyes growing wide with light as from stars from heaven. "Oh,
sister--love--thanks be to Christ who died!"
The Duchess rose and
stood up tall and great, her arms out- thrown.
"I think 'twas God
himself who did it," she said, "though 'twas I who struck the blow.
He drove me mad and blind, he tortured me and thrust to my heart's core. He
taunted me with that vile thing nature will not let women bear, and did it in
my Gerald's name, calling on him. And then I struck with my whip, knowing
nothing, not seeing, only striking like a goaded, dying thing. He fell--he fell
and lay there--and all was done."
"But not with
murd'rous thought--only through frenzy and a cruel chance--a cruel--cruel
chance. And of your own will blood is not upon your hand," Anne panted,
and sank back upon her pillow.
"With deepest
oaths I swear," Clorinda said, and she spoke through her clenched teeth,
"if I had not loved--if Gerald had not been my soul's life and I his, I
would have stood upright and laughed in his face at his devil's threats. Should
I have feared? You know me. Was there a thing on earth or in heaven or hell I
feared until love rent me? 'Twould but have fired my blood, and made me mad
with fury that dares all. `Spread it abroad!' I would have cried to him; `tell
it to all the world, craven and outcast, whose vileness all men know, and see
how I shall bear myself and how I shall drive through the town with head erect.
As I bore myself when I set the rose crown on my head, so shall I bear myself
then. And you shall see what comes!' This would I have said, and held to it and
gloried. But I knew love, and there was an anguish that I could not endure--
that my Gerald should look at me with changed eyes--feeling that somewhat of
his rightful meed had gone. And I was all distraught and conquered. Of ending
his base life I never thought, never at my wildest, though I had thought to end
my own; but when fate struck the blow for me, then I swore that carrion should
not taint my whole life through. It should not--should not-- for 'twas fate's
self had doomed me to my ruin. And there it lay until the night--for this I
planned, that being of such great strength for a woman, I could bear his body
in my arms to the farthest of that labyrinth of cellars I had commanded to be
cut off from the rest and closed. And so I did when all were sleeping but you,
poor Anne--but you! And there I laid him and there he lies to-day--an evil
thing turned to a handful of dust."
"It was not
murder," whispered Anne. "No, it was not." She lifted to her
sister's gaze a quivering lip. "And yet once I had loved him--years I had
loved him," she said, whispering still. "And in a woman there is ever
somewhat that the mother creature feels." The hand which held her sister's
shook as with an ague and her poor lips quivered. "Sister, I--saw him
again!"
The Duchess drew closer
as she gasped: "Again!"
"I could not
rest," the poor voice said. "He had been so base, he was so beautiful,
and so unworthy love--and he was dead, none knowing, untouched by any hand that
even pitied him that he was so base a thing--for that indeed is piteous when
death comes and none can be repentant. And he lay so hard, so hard upon the
stones."
Her teeth were
chattering, and with a breath drawn like a wild sob of terror the Duchess threw
her arm about her and drew her nearer.
"Sweet Anne,"
she shuddered. "Sweet Anne come back; you wander!"
"Nay, 'tis not
wandering," Anne said. "'Tis true, sister. There is no night these
years gone by I have not remembered it again--and seen. In the night after that
you bore him there I prayed until the mid hours when all were sleeping
fast--and then I stole down--in my bare feet that none could hear me--and at
last I found my way in the black dark--feeling the walls until I reached that
farthest door in the stone--and then I lighted my taper and oped it."
"Anne!" cried
the Duchess. "Anne, look through the tower window at the blueness of the
sky--at the blueness, Anne!" but drops of cold water had started out and
stood upon her brow.
"He lay there in
his grave it was a little black place with its stone walls--his fair locks were
tumbled"--Anne went on whispering--"the spot was black upon his brow--and
methought he had stopped mocking and surely looked upon some great and awful
thing which asked of him a question. I knelt and laid his curls straight and
his hands, and tried to shut his eyes, but close they would not, but stared at
that which questioned. And having loved him so, I kissed his poor cheek as his
mother might have done that he might not stand outside having carried not one
tender human thought with him. And, oh, I prayed, sister, I prayed for his poor
soul with all my own. `If there is one noble or gentle thing he has ever done
through all his life,' I prayed, `Jesus, remember it--Christ, do not forget! We
who are human do so few things that are noble. Oh, surely one must count."
The Duchess's head lay
near her sister's breast, and she had fallen a-sobbing--a-sobbing and weeping
like a young, broken child.
"Oh, brave and
noble, pitiful, strong, fair soul!" she cried. "As Christ loved you
have loved, and He would hear your praying. Since you so pleaded, He would find
one thing to hang His mercy on."
She lifted her fair,
tear-streaming face, clasping her hands as one praying.
"And I--and
I," she cried, "have I not built a temple on his grave? Have I not
tried to live a fair life and be as Christ bade me? Have I not loved and pitied
and succored those in pain? Have I not filled a great man's days with bliss and
love and wifely worship? Have I not given him noble children, bred in high
lovingness and taught to love all things God made, even the very beasts that
perish, since they too suffer as all do? Have I left aught undone? Oh, sister,
I have so prayed that I left naught. Even though I could not believe that there
was One who, ruling all, could yet be pitiless as He is to some, I have prayed
that--which sure it seems must be, though we comprehend it not-- to teach me
faith in something greater than my poor self and not of earth. Say this to
Christ's self when you are face to face-- say this to Him, I pray you. Anne,
Anne, look not so strangely through the window at the blueness of the sky,
sweet soul, but look at me."
For Anne lay upon her
pillow so smiling that 'twas a strange thing to behold. It seemed as she were
smiling at the whiteness of the doves against the blue. A moment her sister
stood up watching her, and then she stirred, meaning to go to call one of the
servants waiting outside, but though she moved not her gaze from the tower
window, Mistress Anne faintly spoke.
"Nay--stay,"
she breathed. "I go--softly--stay."
Clorinda fell upon her
knees again and bent her lips close to her ear. This was death, and yet she
feared it not--this was the passing of a soul, and while it went it seemed so
fair and loving a thing that she could ask it her last question--her greatest--
knowing it was so near to God that its answer must be rest.
"Anne, Anne,"
she whispered, "must he know, my Gerald? Must I--must I tell him all? If
so I must, I will--upon my knees."
The doves came flying
downward from the blue, and lighted on the window-stone and cooed. Anne's
answer was as low as her soft breath, and her still eyes were filled with that
she saw, but which another could not.
"Nay," she
breathed. "Tell him not. What need--wait, and let God tell him--who
understands."
Then did her soft
breath stop and she lay still, her eyes yet open and smiling at the blossoms,
and the doves who sat upon the window-ledge and lowly cooed and cooed.
'Twas her duchess
sister who clad her for her last sleeping and made her chamber fair. The hand
of no other touched her, and while 'twas done the tower chamber was full of the
golden sunshine, and the doves ceased not to flutter about the window and coo
as if they spoke lovingly to each other of what lay within the room. Then the
children came to look, their arms full of blossoms and flowering sprays. They
had been told only fair things of death, and knowing but these fair things,
thought of it but as the opening of a golden door. They entered softly as
entering the chamber of a king, and moving tenderly, with low and gentle
speech, spread all their flowers about the bed, laying them round her head, on
her breast, and in her hands, and strewing them thick everywhere.
"She lies in a
bower and smiles at us," one said. "She hath grown beautiful like
you, mother, and her face seems in some way like a white star in the
morning."
"She loves us as
she ever did," the fair child Daphne said; "she will never cease to
love us, and will be our angel. Now have we an angel of our own."
When the Duke returned,
who had been absent since the day before, the Duchess led him to the tower
chamber, and they stood together hand in hand, and gazed at her peace.
"Gerald," the
Duchess said, in her tender voice, "she smiles, does not she?"
"Yes," was
Osmonde's answer. "Yes, love, as if at God, who has smiled at
herself--faithful, tender woman heart!"
The hand which he held
in his clasp clung closer. The other crept to his shoulder and lay there
trembling.
"How faithful and
how tender, my Gerald," Clorinda said, "I only know; she is my
saint--sweet Anne, whom I dared treat so lightly in my poor, wayward days.
Gerald, she knows all my sins, and to-day she has carried them in her pure
hands to God and asked His mercy on them. She had none of her own.
"And so having
done, dear heart, she lies amid her flowers and smiles." And he drew her
white hand to press it against his breast.
While her body slept
beneath soft turf and flowers, and that which was herself was given in God's
heaven all joys for which her earthly being had yearned, even when unknowing
how to name its longing, each year that had passed made more complete and
splendid the lives of those she so had loved. Never, 'twas said, had woman done
such deeds of gentleness and shown so sweet and generous a wisdom as the great
Duchess. None who were weak were in danger if she used her strength to aid
them; no man or woman was a lost thing whom she tried to save; such tasks she
set herself as no lady had ever done before, but 'twas not her way to fail--her
will being so powerful, her brain so clear, her heart so purely noble. Pauper
and prince, noble and hind, honored her and her lord alike, and all felt wonder
at their happiness. It seemed that they had learned life's meaning and the
honoring of love, and this they taught to their children, to the enriching of a
long and noble line. In the ripeness of years they passed from earth in as
beauteous peace as the sun sets, and upon a tablet above their resting-place
there are inscribed lines like these:
"Here sleeps by
her husband the purest and noblest lady God e'er loved, yet the high and gentle
deeds of her chaste, sweet life sleep not, but live and grow, and so will do so
long as earth is earth."
Frances Eliza Hodgson
was born in 1849 at Manchester, England, and at the close of the American Civil
War came to the United States and lived in Tennessee until her marriage with
Dr. L. M. Burnett in 1873. In 1898 she divorced Dr. Burnett and married Mr. Stephen
Townsend. Her homes are in Washington and in Europe. Her first noticeable story
appeared in "Scribner's Magazine" in 1872, and the one that
established her reputation was "That Lass o' Lowrie's," 1877. Her
other stories are as follows: "Surly Tim and Other Stories,"
"Haworth's," "Louisiana," "A Fair Barbarian,"
"Through One Administration," "Little Lord Fauntleroy,"
"Sara Crewe," "Little Saint Elizabeth," "The Pretty Sister
of Jose," "A Lady of Quality," "His Grace of Osmonde,"
"The Captain's Youngest," "In Connection with the De Willoughby
Claim," "The Making of a Marchioness," and "The Little
Unfairy Princess."
Of plays she has
written, besides "Esmeralda," in collaboration with Mr. W. H.
Gillette, the following: "Phyllis," "The Showman's Daughter,"
"The First Gentleman of Europe," "Little Lord Fauntleroy,"
which has brought its author over $100,000, and, in collaboration with Mr.
Townsend, "Nixie" and "A Lady of Quality," in the latter of
which plays Miss Julia Arthur made a great success as the heroine.
Mrs. Townsend is
especially interested in children, and has not only written many charming
stories to entertain them, such as "Little Lord Fauntleroy,"
"Editha's Burglar," etc., but in many other ways has done much to
improve their lot.