THEY were rather an
incongruous element amid the festivities, but they bore themselves very well,
notwithstanding, and seemed to be sufficiently interested. The elder of the
two--a tall, slender, middle-aged woman with a somewhat severe, though delicate
face,--sat quietly apart, looking on at the tough dances and games with a keen
relish of their primitive uncouthness, but the younger, a slight alert
creature, moved here and there, her large, changeable eyes looking larger
through their glow of excitement.
"Thet gal
thar," drawled a tall mountaineer who supported himself against the
chimney and spat with placid regularity into the fire. "They tell me thet
gal thar hes writ things as has been in print. They say she's powerful
smart--arns her livin' by it. 'T least thet's what Jake Harney says, n' they's
a-boardin' at Harney's. The old woman's some of her kin, 'n' goes 'long with
her when she travels 'round."
There was one fiddler
at work sawing industriously at one time which did good service throughout the
entertainment, there was a little furious and erratic reel-dancing and much
loud laughter and good-natured, even if somewhat personal, jest. The room was
one of two which formed the house, the walls were of log, the lights the cheery
yellow flare of great pine-knots flung one after the other upon the embers.
"I am glad I
thought of North Carolina," Rebecca Noble said to herself. There is a
strong hint of Rembrandt in this-- the bright yellow light, the uncouth
figures. Ah! who is that?"
A short time after, she
made her way through the crowd to her relative's corner among the shadows. She
looked eager and excited, and spoke in a quick, breathless fashion.
"I want to show
you something, if you have not already seen it," she said. "There is
in this room, Aunt Miriam, the most wonderful creature your eyes ever rested
on! You must prepare yourself to be startled. Look toward the door--at that
tall girl standing with her hands behind her."
She was attired in a
calico of flaunting pattern and leaned against the log-wall in an indifferent
attitude, regarding the company from under the heavy lashes of her eyes, which
had a look of stillness in them which was yet not repose. There was something
even secretive in her expression, as if she watched them furtively for reasons
of her own. At her side stood a big discontented-looking young man who
confronted aggressively two or three other young men equally big, if not
equally discontented, who seemed to be arguing some point with him and
endeavoring to engage the attention of his companion. The girl, however, simply
responded to their appeals with an occasional smile, ambiguous, if not
scornful.
"How I wish I
could hear them!" exclaimed Miss Noble.
It was her habit to
utilize any material she chanced to find, and she had really made her summer
jaunt to North Carolina in search of material, but she was not thinking of
utilizing this girl as she managed to keep near her during the remainder of the
evening. She had merely found something to be keenly interested in, her
interest in any human novelty being, on occasion, intense. In this case her
interest increased instead of diminished. She found the girl comporting herself
in her natural position as belle, with a calm which was slightly suggestive of
"the noble savage." Each admirer seemed to be treated with
indifference alike, though there were some who, for reasons best known to
themselves, evidently felt that they stood more securely than the rest. She
moved through game VOL. XIV.--43. and dance with a slow yet free grace; she
spoke seldom, and in a low, bell-like monotone, containing no hint of any
possible emotional development, and for the rest, her shadow of a disdainful
smile seemed to stand her in good stead. Clearly as she stood out from among
her companions from the first, at the close of the evening she assumed a
position actually dramatic.
The big young
mountaineer, who, despite his discontent, was a very handsome fellow indeed,
had held his own against his rivals stubbornly during the evening, but when, after
the final dance, he went in search of his charge, he found that he was not
first.
She had fallen into her
old attitude against the wall, her hands behind her, and was listening to the
appeal of a brawny youth with a hunting-knife in his belt.
"Dusk," he
was saying, "I'm not such a chicken-hearted chap as to let a gal go back
on me. Ye sed I mout hev yer comp'ny home, 'n' I'm a-gwine to hev it, Dave
Humes or no Dave Humes." Dusk merely smiled tolerantly. "Are
ye?" she said.
Rebecca Noble, who
stood within a few feet of them, was sure that the lover who approached was the
Dave Humes in question, he advanced with such an angry stride, and laying his
hand on his rival's shoulder, turned him aside so cavalierly.
"No he aint,"
he put in; "not an' me about. I brought ye, an' I'll take ye home,
Lodusky, or me and him 'll settle it."
The other advanced a
step, looking a trifle pale and disheveled. He placed himself square in front
of Lodusky.
"Dusk
Dunbar," he said, "you're the one to settle it. Which on us is
a-gwine home with ye--me or him? Ye haint promised the two of us, hev ye?"
There was certainly a
suddenly lit spark of exultation in the girl's coolly dropped eyes.
"Settle it betwixt
ye," she answered with her exasperating half-smile again.
They had attracted
attention by this time, and were becoming the center figures of a group of
lookers-on.
The first had evidently
lost his temper. She was the one who should settle it, he proclaimed loudly
again. She had promised one man her "comp'ny" and had come with
another.
There was so much
fierce anger in his face that Miss Noble drew a little nearer, and felt her own
blood warmed.
"Which on us is it
to be?" he cried.
There was a quick,
strong movement on the part of the young man, Dave, and he was whirled aside
for a second time.
"It's to be
me," he was answered. "I'm the man to settle that--I don't leave it
to no gal to settle."
In two seconds the
lookers-on fell back in dismay and there was a cry of terror from the women.
Two lithe, long-limbed figures were struggling fiercely together and there was
a flash of knives in the air. Rebecca Noble sprang forward.
"They will kill
each other," she said. "Stop them!
That they would have
done each other deadly injury seemed more than probable, but there were cool
heads and hands as strong as their own in the room and in a few minutes they
had been dragged apart and stood, each held back by the arms, staring at each
other and panting. The lank peace-maker in blue jeans who held Dave Humes shook
him gently and with amiable toleration of his folly.
"Look 'ere,
boys," he said, "this yere's all a pack of foolishness, ye know--all
a pack of foolishness. There aint no sense in it--it's jest foolishness."
Rebecca cast a quick
glance at the girl Lodusky. She leaned against the wall just as she had done
before; she was as cool as ever though the spark which hinted at exultation
still shone steadily in her eye.
When the two ladies
reached the log-cabin at which they had taken up their abode, they found that
the story of the event of the evening was before them. Their hostess, whose
habit it was to present herself with erratic talk or information at all hours,
met them with hospitable eagerness.
"Waal now," she
began, "jest to think o' them thar fool boys a-lettin' into one another in
thet thar way. I never hearn tell o' sich foolishness. Young folks is so
foolish. 'N' they drord knives?" This in the tone of suggestive query.
"Yes,"
answered Miss Noble, "they drew knives."
"They did!"
benignly. "Lord! what fools! Waal now, an' Dusk--what did Dusk do?"
"She stood by and
looked on " was the reply.{sic}
"Lord!" with
the inimitable mountain drawl; "ye don't say so! But it's jest like
her--thet is. She's so cur'us, Dusk is. Thar aint no gettin' at her. Ye know
the gals ses as she's allers doin' fust one quare thing 'n' then another to get
the boys mad at each other. But Lor', pr'aps 'taint so! Dusk's powerful
good-lookin', and gals is jealous, ye know."
"Do you
think," questioned Miss Noble, "that they really would have killed
each other?"
"Lord! yaas,"
placidly. "They went to do it. Both Dan'l and Dave's kinder fiery, 'n'
they'd nuther on 'em hev give in with Dusk a-lookin' on--they'd hev cut
theirselves to pieces fust. Young folks is so foolish; gettin' mad about a gal!
Lord knows gals is plenty enough."
"Not girls like
this one," said Miss Noble, laughing a little.
"Waal now, she is
good-lookin', aint she? But she's cur'us, Dusk is--she's a cur'us creetur."
"Curious!"
echoed Rebecca, finding the term vague even while suggestive.
"Yaas," she
said, expansively, "she's cur'us, kinder onsosherble 'n' notionate. Now
Dusk is--cur'us. She's so still and sot, 'n' Nath Dunbar and Mandy they think a
heap on her, 'n' they do the best they kin by her, but she don't never seem to
keer about 'em no way. Fur all she's so still, she's powerful sot on fine
dressin' an' rich folkses ways. Nath he once tuk her to Asheville, 'n' seems
like she's kinder never got over it, but keeps a-broodin' 'bout the way they
done thar,'n' how their clothes looked, 'n' all thet. She knows she's handsum
'n' she likes to see other folks knows it, though she never says much. I hed to
laugh at my Hamp once; Hamp he aint no fool, an' he'd been tuk with her a spell
like the rest o' the boys, but he got chock full of her, 'n' one day we was
a-talkin', 'n' the old man he says, `Waal now, that gal's a hard wad. She's
cur'us, an' thar's no two ways about it.' An' Hamp he gives a bit of a laugh kinder
mad, 'n' he ses, `Yes, she's cur'us--cur'us as ----! May be he felt kinder
roughed up about her yet--but I hed to laugh."
The next morning Miss
Noble devoted to letter-writing. In one of her letters, a bright one, of a tone
rather warmer than the rest, she gave her correspondent a very forcible
description of the entertainment of the evening before and its closing scene.
"I think it will
interest him," she said half aloud, as she wrote upon the envelope the
first part of the address, "Mr. Paul Lennox."
A shadow falling across
the sunshine in the door-way checked her and made her look up.
It had rather an
arousing effect upon her to find herself confronting the young woman, Lodusky,
who stood upon the threshold, regarding her with an air entirely composed,
slightly mingled with interest.
"I was in at Mis'
Harney's," she remarked, as if the explanation was upon the whole rather
superfluous, "'n' I thought I'd come in 'n' see ye."
During her sojourn of
three weeks Rebecca had learned enough of the laws of mountain society to
understand that the occasion only demanded of her friendliness of demeanor and
perfect freedom from ceremony. She rose and placed a chair for her guest.
"I am glad to see you," she said. Lodusky seated herself
It was entirely
unnecessary to attempt to set her at ease; her composure was perfect. The
flaunting-patterned calico must have been a matter of full dress. It had been
replaced by a blue-and-white-checked homespun gown--a coarse cotton garment
short and scant. Her feet were bare, and their bareness was only a revelation
of greater beauty, so perfect was their arched slenderness. Miss Dunbar crossed
them with unembarrassed freedom and looked at the stranger as if she found her
worth steady inspection.
"Thet that's a purty
dress you're a-wearin'," she vouchsafed at length.
Rebecca glanced down at
her costume. Being a sensible young person, she had attired herself in apparel
suitable for mountain rambling. Her dress was simple pilgrim gray, taut made
and trim; but she never lost an air of distinction which rendered abundant
adornments a secondary matter.
"It is very
plain," she answered. "I believe its chief object is to be as little
in the way as possible."
"'Taint much
trimmed," responded the girl, "but it looks kinder nice, 'n' it sets
well. Ye come from the city, Mis' Harney says."
"From New
York," said Rebecca. She felt sure that she saw in the tawny brown depths
of the girl's eyes a kind of secret eagerness, and this expressed itself openly
in her reply.
"I don't blame no
one fur wantin' to live in a city," she said, with a kind of discontent.
"A body might most as soon be dead as live this way."
Rebecca gave her a keen
glance. "Don't you like the quiet?" she asked. "What is it you
don't like?"
"I don't like
nothin' about it," scornfully. "Thar's nothin' here."
Very slowly a lurking,
half-hidden smile showed itself about her fine month.
"I'm not goin' to
stay here allers," she said. "You want to go away?" said
Rebecca. She nodded.
"I am goin',"
she answered, "some o' these days."
"Where?"
asked Rebecca, a little coldly, recognizing as she did a repellant element in
the girt. The reply was succinct enough:
"I don't know
whar, 'n' I don't keer whar--but I'm goin'."
She turned her eyes
toward the great wall of forest- covered mountain, lifting its height before
the open door, and the blood showed its deep glow upon her cheek.
"Some o' these
days," she added; "as shore as I'm a woman."
When they talked the
matter over afterward, Miss Thorne's remarks were at once decided and severe.
"Shall I tell you
what my opinion is, Rebecca?" she said. "It is my opinion that there
is evil enough in the creature to be the ruin of the whole community. She is
bad at the core."
"I would rather
believe," said Rebecca musingly, "that she was only inordinately
vain." Almost instantaneously her musing was broken by a light laugh.
"She has dressed her hair as I dress mine," she said, "only it
was done better. I could not have arranged it so well. She saw it last night,
and was quick enough to take in the style at a glance."
At the beginning of the
next week there occurred an event which changed materially the ordinary routine
of life in the cabin. Heretofore the two sojourners among the mountain fastnesses
had walked and climbed under the escort of a small, tow-headed Harney. But one
evening as she sat sketching on her favorite flat seat of rock, Miss Noble
somewhat alarmed this youth by dropping her paper and starting to her feet.
"Orlander" Harney
sat and stared at her with black eyes and opened mouth. The red came and went
under her fair skin, and she breathed quickly.
"Oh," she
cried softly, "how could I be mistaken!"
That she was not
mistaken became evident immediately. At the very moment she spoke, the
advancing horseman, whose appearance had so roused her, glanced upward along
the path and caught sight of her figure. He lifted his hat in gay greeting and
struck his horse lightly with his whip. Rebecca bent down and picked up her
portfolio.
"You may go
home," she said quietly to the boy. "I shall be there soon; and you
may tell Miss Thorne that Mr. Lennox has come." She was at the base of the
rock when the stranger drew rein. "How is this?" she asked with bright
uplifted eyes. "We did not think----"
It occurred to Lennox
that he had never recognized her peculiar charm so fully as he did at this
moment. Rebecca Noble, though not a beauty, possessed a subtle grace of look
and air which was not easily resisted,--and just now, as she held out her hand,
the clear sweetness of her face shadowed by her piquantly plain hat of rough
straw, he felt the influence of this element more strongly than ever before.
"There was no
reason why I should not come," he said, "since you did not forbid
me."
At sunset they returned
to the cabin. Lennox led his rather sorry-looking animal by the bridle, and
trusting to its meekness of aspect, devoted his attention wholly to his
companion.
"Thet's Nath
Dunbar's critter," commented "Mis'". Harney, standing at the
door. "They've powerful poor 'commodations fur boardin', but I reckon Nath
must 'a' tuk him in."
"Then," said
Rebecca, learning that this was the case, "then you have seen
Lodusky."
But he had not seen
Lodusky, it seemed. She had not been at home when he arrived, and he had only
remained in the house long enough to make necessary arrangements before leaving
it to go in search of his friends.
The bare, rough-walled
room was very cheery that night. Lennox brought with him the gossip of the
great world, to which he gave an air of freshness and spice that rendered it
very acceptable to the temporary hermits. Outside, the moon shone with a light
as clear as day, though softer, and the tender night breezes stirred the
pine-tops and nestled among the laurels; inside, by the beautiful barbarous
light of the flaring pine-knots on the hearth, two talkers, at least, found the
hours fly swiftly.
When these two bade
each other goodnight, it was only natural that they should reach the point
toward which they had been veering for twelve months.
Miss Thorne remained in
the room, drawing nearer the fire with an amiable little shiver, well excused
by the mountain coolness, but Rebecca was beguiled into stepping out into the
moonlight. The brightness of the moon and the blackness of the shadows cast by
trees and rocks and undergrowth, seemed somehow to heighten the effect of the
intense and utter stillness reigning around them,--even the occasional distant
cry of some wandering wild creature, marked rather than broke in upon the
silence. Rebecca's glance about her was half nervous.
"It is very
beautiful," she said, "and it moves one strongly; but I am not sure
that it is not, in some of one's moods, just a little oppressive."
It is possible Lennox
did not hear her. He was looking down at her with eager eyes. Suddenly he had
caught her hand to his lips and kissed it.
"You know why I am
here, Rebecca," he said. "Surely, all my hoping is not vain?"
She looked pale and a
little startled; but she lifted her face and did not draw herself away.
"Is it?" he
asked again. "Have I come on a hopeless errand?"
"No," she
answered. "You have not."
His words came freely
enough then and with fire. When Rebecca re-entered the cabin her large eyes
shone in her small, sweet face, and her lips wore a charming curve.
Miss Thorne turned in
her chair to look at her and was betrayed into a smile.
"Mr. Lennox has
gone, of course," she said. "Yes."
Then, after a brief
silence, in which Rebecca pushed the pine-knots with her foot, the elder lady
spoke again.
"Don't you think
you may as well tell me about it, Beck, my child?" she said.
Beck looked down and
shook her head with very charming gravity.
"Why should
I?" she asked. "When--when you know."
Lennox rode his mildly
disposed but violently gaited steed homeward in that reposeful state of bliss
known only to accepted lovers. He had plucked his flower at last; he was no
longer one of the many; he was ecstatically content. Uncertainty had no charm
for him, and he was by no means the first discoverer of the subtle fineness her
admirers found so difficult to describe in Miss Noble. Granted that she was not
a beauty, judged rigidly, still he had found in her soft, clear eye, in her
color, in her charming voice, even in her little gestures, something which
reached him as an artist and touched him as a man.
"One cannot
exactly account for other women's paling before her," he said to
him-himself;{sic} "but they do--and lose significance." And then he
laughed tenderly. At this moment, it was true, every other thing on earth paled
and lost significance.
That the family of his
host had retired made itself evident to him when he dismounted at the house. To
the silence of the night was added the silence of slumber. No one was to be
seen; a small cow, rendered lean by active climbing in search of sustenance,
breathed peacefully near the tumble-down fence; the ubiquitous, long-legged
yellow dog, rendered trustful by long seclusion, aroused himself from his nap
to greet the arrival with a series of heavy raps upon the rickety porch-floor
with a solid but languid tail. Lennox stepped over him in reaching for the
gourd hanging upon the post, and he did not consider it incumbent upon himself
to rise.
In a little hollow at
the road-side was the spring from which the household supplies of water were
obtained. Finding none in the wooden bucket, Lennox took the gourd with the
intention of going down to the hollow to quench his thirst.
"We've powerful
good water," his host had said in the afternoon, "'n' it's nigh the
house, too. I built the house yer a-purpose,--on 'count of its bein'
nigh."
He was unconsciously
dwelling upon this statement as he walked, and trying to recall correctly the
mountain drawl and twang.
"She," he
said (there was only one "she for him tonight)-- "she will be sure to
catch it and reproduce it in all its shades to the life."
He was only a few feet
from the spring itself and he stopped with a sharp exclamation of the most
uncontrollable amazement,--stopped and stared straight before him. It was a
pretty, dell-like place, darkly shadowed on one side but bathed in tile
flooding moonlight on the other, and it was something he saw in this flood of moonlight
which almost caused him to doubt for the moment the evidence of his senses.
How it was possible for
him to believe that there really could stand in such a spot a girl attired in
black velvet of stagy cut and trimmings, he could not comprehend, but a few
feet from him there certainly stood such a girl, who bent her lithe, round
shape over the spring, gazing into its depths with all the eagerness of an
insatiable vanity.
"I can't see
nothin'," he heard her say impatiently. "I can't see nothin' nohow."
Despite the beauty, his
first glance could not help showing him she was a figure so incongruous and
inconsistent as to be almost bizarre. When she stood upright revealing fully
her tall figure in its shabby finery, he felt something like resentment. He
made a restive movement which she heard. The bit of broken looking-glass she
held in her hand fell into the water, she uttered a shamefaced, angry cry.
"What d'ye
want?" she exclaimed.
"What are ye
a-doin'? I didn't know as no one "was a- lookin'. I----"
Her head was flung
backward, her full throat looked like a pillar of marble against the black edge
of her dress, her air was fierce. He would not have been an artist if he had
not been powerfully struck with a sense of her picturesqueness.
But he did not smile at
all as he answered:
"I board at the
house there. I returned home late and was thirsty. I came here for water to
drink."
Her temper died down as
suddenly as it had flamed, and she seemed given up to a miserable, shamed
trepidation.
"Oh!" she
said, "don't ye tell 'em--don't--I--I'm Dusk Dunbar."
Then, as was very
natural, he became curious and possibly did smile--a very little.
"What in the name
of all that is fantastic are you doing?"
She made an effort at
being defiant and succeeded pretty well.
"I wasn't doin' no
harm," she said. "I was-- dressin' up a bit. It aint nobody's
business."
"That's
true," he answered coolly. "At all events it is not mine--though it
is rather late for a lady to be alone at such a place. However, if you have no
objection I will get what I came for and go back."
She said nothing when
he stepped down and filled the gourd, but she regarded him with a sort of
irritable watchfulness as he drank.
"Are ye--are ye a-
goin' to tell?" she faltered, when he had finished.
"No," he
answered as coolly as before. "Why should I?"
Then he gave her a long
look from head to foot. The dress was a poor enough velveteen and had a
cast-off air, but it clung to her figure finely, and its sleeves were
picturesque with puffs at the shoulder and slashings of white,--indeed the
moonlight made her all black and white; her eyes, which were tawny brown by
day, were black as velvet now under the straight lines of her brows, and her
face was pure dead fairness itself.
When, his look ended,
his eyes met hers, she drew back with an impatient movement.
"Ye look as if--as
if ye thought I didn't get it honest," she exclaimed petulantly, "but
I did."
That drew his glance
toward her dress again, for of course she referred to that, and he could not
help asking her a point- blank question. "Where did you get it?" he
said.
There was a slow flippancy
about the manner of her reply which annoyed him by its variance with her
beauty--but the beauty! How the moonlight and the black and white brought it
out as she leaned against the rock, looking at him from under her lashes!
"Are ye goin' to
tell the folks up at the house?" she demanded. "They don't know
nothin', and I don't want 'em to know." He shrugged his shoulders
negatively.
She laughed with a hint
of cool slyness and triumph.
"I got it at
Asheville," she said. "I went with father when they was a show thar,
'n' the women stayed at the same tavern we was at, 'n' one of 'em tuk up with
me 'n' I done somethin' for her--carried a letter or two," breaking into
the sly, triumphant laugh again, "'n' she giv' me the dress fur pay.
What d' ye think of it?
Is it becomin'?"
The suddenness of the
change of manner with which she said these last words was indescribable. She
stood upright, her head up, her hands fallen at her sides, her eyes cool and
straight-- her whole presence confronting him with the power of which she was
conscious. "Is it?" she repeated.
He was a gentleman from
instinct and from training, having ordinarily quite a lofty repugnance for all
profanity and brusqueness, and yet somehow,--account for it as you will,--he
had the next instant answered her with positive brutality. "Yes," he
answered. "Damnably!"
When the words were
spoken and he heard their sound fall upon the soft night air, he was as keenly
disgusted as he would have been if he had heard them uttered by another man. It
was not until afterward when he had had leisure to think the matter over that
he comprehended vaguely the force which had moved him.
But his companion
received them without discomfiture. Indeed, it really occurred to him at the
moment that there was a possibility that she would have been less pleased with
all expression more choice.
"I come down here
to-night," she said, "because I never git no chance to do nothin' up
at the house. I'm not a-goin' to let them know. Never mind why, but ye mustn't
tell 'em."
He felt haughtily
anxious to get back to his proper position.
"Why should I he
said again. "It is no concern of mine."
Then for the first time
he noticed the manner in which she had striven to dress her hair in the style
of her model, Rebecca Noble, and this irritated him unwendurably. He waved his
hand toward it with a gesture of distaste.
"Don't do that
again," he said. "That is not becoming at least"--though he was
angrily conscious that it was.
She bent over the
spring with a hint of alarm in her expression.
"Aint it?"
she said, and the eager rapidity with which she lifted her hands and began to
alter it almost drew a smile from him despite his mood.
"I done it like
hern," she began, and stopped suddenly to look up at him. "You know
her," she added; "they're at Harney's. Father said ye'd went to see
her jest as soon as ye got here."
"I know her,"
was his short reply.
He picked up the
drinking-gourd and turned away.
"Good-night,"
he said.
"Good-night."
At the top of the rocky
incline he looked back at her.
She was kneeling upon
the brink of the spring, her sleeve pushed up to her shoulder, her hand and arm
in the water, dipping for the fragment of looking-glass.
It was really not
wholly inconsistent that he should not directly describe the interview in his
next meeting with his betrothed. Indeed, Rebecca was rather struck by the
coolness with which he treated the subject when he explained that he had seen
the girl and found her beauty all it had been painted.
"Is it
possible," she asked, "that she did not quite please you?"
"Are you
sure," he returned, "that she quite pleases you?" Rebecca gave a
moment to reflection.
"But her
beauty----" she began, when it was over.
"Oh!" he
interposed, "as a matter of color and curve and proportion she is perfect;
one must admit that, however reluctantly." Rebecca laughed. "why
`reluctantly?'" she said.
It was his turn to give
a moment to reflection. His face shadowed, and he looked a little disturbed.
"I don't
know," he replied at length; "I give it up."
He had expected to see
a great deal of the girl, but somehow he saw her even oftener than he had
anticipated. During the time he spent in the house, chance seemed to throw her
continually in his path or under his eye. From his window he saw her carrying
water from the spring, driving the small agile cow to and from the mountain
pasturage, or idling in the shade. Upon the whole it was oftener this last than
any other occupation. With her neglected knitting in her hands she would sit
for hours under a certain low-spreading cedar not far from the door, bare-
footed, coarsely clad, beautiful, every tinge of the sun, every indifferent
leisurely movement, a new suggestion of a new grace.
It would have been impossible
to resist the temptation to watch her; and this Lennox did at first almost
unconsciously. Then he did more. One beautiful still morning she stood under
the cedar, her hand thrown lightly above her head to catch at a bough, and as
she remained motionless, he made a sketch of her. When it was finished he was
seized with the whimsical impulse to go out and show it to her.
She took it with all
uncomprehending air, but the moment she saw what it was a flush of triumphant
joy lighted up her face.
"It's me,"
she cried in a low eager voice. Me! Do I look like that thar? Do I?"
"You look as that
would look if it had color, and was more complete." She glanced up at him
sharply. "D'ye mean if it was han'somer?"
He was tempted into
adding to her excitement with a compliment.
"Yes," he
said, "very much handsomer than I could ever hope to make it." A slow
deep red rose to her face. "Give it to me!" she demanded.
"If you will stand
in the same position until I have drawn another--certainly," he returned.
He was fully convinced
that when she repeated the attitude there would be added to it a look of
consciousness.
When she settled into
position and caught at the bough again, he watched in some distaste for the
growth of the nervously complaisant air, but it did not appear. She was
unconsciousness itself.
It is possible that
Rebecca Noble had never been so happy during her whole life as she was during
this one summer. Her enjoyment of every wild beauty and novelty was
immeasurably keen. Just at this time to be shut out, and to be as it were high
above the world, added zest to her pleasure.
"Ah," she
said once to her lover, "happiness is better here--one can taste it
slowly."
Fatigue seemed
impossible to her. With Lennox as her companion she performed miracles in the
way of walking and climbing, and explored the mountain fastnesses for miles
around. Her step grew firm and elastic, her color richer, her laugh had a
buoyant ring. She had never been so nearly a beautiful woman as she was
sometimes when she came back to the cabin after a ramble, bright and
sun-flushed, her hands full of laurel and vines.
"Your gown of
`hodden-gray' is wonderfully becoming, Beck," Lennox said again and again
with a secret exulting pride in her.
Their plans for the
future took tone from their blissful, unconventional life. They could not
settle down until they had seen the world. They would go here and there, and
perhaps, if they found it pleasanter so, not settle down at all. There were
certain clay-white closely built villages, whose tumbledown houses jostled each
other upon divers precipitous cliffs on the wayside between Florence and Rome,
toward which Lennox's compass seemed always to point. He rather argued that the
fact of their not being di-lated upon in the guide-books rendered them
additionally interesting. Rebecca had her fancies too, and together they
managed to talk a good deal of tender romantic nonsense which was purely their
own business, and gave the summer days a delicate yet distinct flavor.
The evening after the
sketch was made they spent upon the mountain-side together. When they stopped
to rest, Lennox flung himself upon the ground at Rebecca's feet, and lay
looking up at the far away blue of the sky in which a slow-flying bird circled
lazily. Rebecca, with a cluster of pink and white laurel in her hand, proceeded
with a metaphysical and poetic harangue she had previously begun.
"To my eyes,"
she said, "it has a pathetic air of loneliness--pathetic and yet not
exactly sorrowful. It knows nothing but its own pure, brave, silent life. It is
only pathetic to a worldling--wordlings like us. How fallen we must be to find
a life desolate because it has only nature for a companion!"
She stopped with an
idle laugh, waiting for an ironical reply from the "worldling" at her
feet; but he remained silent, still looking upward at the clear deep blue.
As she glanced toward
him she saw something lying upon the grass between them and bent to pick it up.
It was the sketch which he had forgotten and which had slipped from the
portfolio.
"You have dropped
something," she said, and seeing what it was, uttered an exclamation of
pleasure.
He came back to earth
with a start, and, recognizing the sketch, looked more than half irritated.
"Oh! it is that, is it?" he said.
"It is
perfect!" she exclaimed. "What a picture it will make!"
"It is not to be a
picture," he answered. "It was not intended to be anything more than
a sketch."
"But why
not?" she asked. "It is too good to lose. You never had such a model
in your life before." "No," he answered grudgingly.
The hand with which
Rebecca held the sketch dropped. She turned her attention to her lover, and a
speculative interest grew in her face.
"That
girl,"--she said slowly, after a mental summing up occupying a few
seconds,--"that girl irritates you--irritates you." He laughed
faintly.
"I believe she
does," he replied, "yes, `irritates' is the word to use."
And yet if this were
true, his first act upon returning home was a singular one.
He was rather late, but
the girl Lodusky was sitting in the moonlight at the door. He stopped and spoke
to her.
"If I should wish
to paint you," he said rather coldly, "would you do me the favor of
sitting to me?"
She did not answer him
at once, but seemed to weigh his words as she looked out across the moonlight.
"Ye mean, will I
let ye put me in a picter?" she said at last. He nodded. "Yes,"
she answered.
I reckon he told ye he
was a-paintin' Dusk's picter," "Mis'" Harney said to her
boarders a week later.
"Mr. Lennox,"
returned Rebecca, "yes, he told us."
"I thort so,"
nodding benignly. "Waal now, Dusk'll make a powerful nice picter if she
don't git contrairy. The trouble with Dusk is her a-gittin' contrary. She's as
like old Hance Dunbar as she kin be. I mean in some ways. Lord knows,
'twouldn't do to say she was like him in everythin'."
Naturally, Miss Noble
made some iniquiries into the nature of old Hance Dunbar's
"contrairiness." Secretly, she had a desire to account for Lodusky
according to established theory.
"I wonder ye haint
heern of him," said Mis'" Harney. "He was jest awful--old Hance!
He was Nath's daddy, an' Lord! the wickedest feller! Folks was afeared of him.
No one darsn't to go a-nigh him when he'd git mad-a-rippin' 'in' a-rearin' 'n'
a- chargin'. 'N' he never got no religion, mind ye; he died jest that a-way. He
was allers a hankerin' arter seein' the world, 'n' he went off an' staid off a
right smart while,--nine or ten year,--'n' lived in all sorts o' ways in them
big cities. When he come back he was a sight to see, sick 'n' pore 'n' holler-
eyed, but as wicked as ever. Dusk was a little thing 'n' he was a old man, but
he'd laugh 'n' tell her to take care of her face 'n' be a smart gal. He was
drefful sick at last 'n' suffered a heap, 'n' one day he got up offen his bed
'n' tuk down Nath's gun 'n' shot hisself as cool as could be. He hadn't no
patience 'n' he said, `When a der-derned man had lived through what he had 'n'
then wouldn't die, it was time to kill him.' Seems like it sorter 'counts fur
Dusk, she don't git her cur'usness from her own folks; Nath an' Mandy's mighty
clever, both on 'em."
Perhaps it does 'count
for Dusk," Rebecca said, after telling the tale to Lennox. "It must
be a fearful thing to have such blood in one's veins and feel it on fire. Let
us," she continued with a smile, "be as charitable as possible."
When the picture was
fairly under way, Lennox's visits to the Harneys' cabin were somewhat less
frequent. The mood in which she found he had gradually begun to regard his work
aroused in Rebecca a faint wonder. He seemed hardly to like it, and yet to be
fascinated by it. He was averse to speaking freely of it, and still he thought
of it continually. Frequently when they were together, he wore an absent,
perturbed air.
"You do not look
content," she said to him once.
He passed his hand
quickly across his forehead and smiled, plainly with an effort, but he made no
reply.
The picture progressed
rather slowly upon the whole. Rebecca had thought the subject a little
fantastic at first and yet had been attracted by it. A girl in a peculiar dress
of black and white bent over a spring with an impatient air trying in vain to
catch a glimpse of her beauty in the reflection of the moonlight.
"It's our spring,
shore," commented" Mis'" Dunbar. "N' its Dusk--but Lord!
how fine she's fixed. Ye're as fine as ye want to be in the picter, Dusk, if ye
wa'n't never fine afore. Don't ye wish ye had sich dressin' as thet thar
now?"
The sittings were at
the outset peculiarly silent. There was no untimely motion or change of
expression, and yet no trying passiveness. The girl gave any position a look of
unconsciousness quite wonderful. Privately, Lennox was convinced that she was
an actress from habit--that her ease was the result of life-long practice.
Sometimes he found his own consciousness of her steady gaze almost unbearable.
He always turned to meet her deep eyes fixed upon him with an expression he
could not fathom. Frequently he thought it an expression of dislike--of secret
resentment--of subtle defiance. There came at last a time when he knew that he
turned toward her again and again because he felt that he must--because he had
a feverish wish to see if the look had changed.
Once when he did this
he saw that it had changed. She had moved a little, her eyes were dilated with
a fire which startled him beyond self-control, her color came and went, she
breathed fast. The next instant she sprang from her chair.
"I wont stand it
no longer," she cried panting; "no longer--I wont!"
Her ire was
magnificent. She flung her head back, and struck her side with her clenched
hand.
"No longer!"
she said; "not a minute!"
Lennox advanced one
step and stood, palette in hand, gazing at her.
"What have I
done?" he asked. "What?"
"What?" she
echoed with contemptuous scorn. "Nothin'! But d'ye think don't know
ye?"
"Know me!" he
repeated after her mechanically, finding it impossible to remove his glance
from her.
"What d'ye take me
fur?" she demanded. "A fool? Yes, I was a fool--a fool to come here,
'n' set 'n' let ye--let ye despise me!" in a final outburst.
Still he could only
echo her again, and say "Despise you!"
Her voice lowered
itself into an actual fierceness of tone.
"Ye've done it
from first to last," she said. "Would ye look at her like ye look at
me? Would ye turn half way 'n' look at her 'n' then turn back as if--as if--.
Aint there"-- her eyes ablaze--"aint there no life to me?"
"Stop!" he began hoarsely,
"I'm beneath her,
am I?" she persisted, "ME beneath another woman--Dusk Dunbar! It's
the first time!"
She walked toward the
door as if to leave him, but suddenly she stopped. A passionate tremor shook
her; he saw her throat swell. She threw her arm up against the logs of the wall
and dropped her face upon it, sobbing tumultuously.
There was a pause of
perhaps three seconds. Then Lennox moved slowly toward her. Almost
unconsciously he laid his hand upon her heaving shoulder and so stood trembling
a little.
When Rebecca paid her
next visit to the picture it struck her that it appeared at a standstill. As
she looked at it her lover saw a vague trouble growing slowly in her eyes.
"What!" he
remarked. "It does not please you?"
"I think,"
she answered,--"I feel as if it had not pleased you."
He fell back a few
paces and stood scanning it with an impression at once hard and curious.
"Please me!"
he exclaimed in a voice almost strident. "It should. She has beauty
enough."
On her return home that
day Rebecca drew forth from the recesses of her trunk her neglected writing
folio and a store of paper.
Miss Thorne, entering
the room, found her kneeling over the trunk, and spoke to her. "What are
you going to do?" she asked. Rebecca smiled faintly.
"What I ought to
have begun before," she said. "I am behindhand with my work."
She laid the folio and
her ink-stand upon the table, and made certain methodical arrangements for her
labor. She worked diligently all day, and looked slightly pale and wearied when
she rose from her seat in the evening. Until eleven o'clock she sat at the open
door, sometimes talking quietly, sometimes silent and listening to the wind
among the pines. She did not mention her lover's name, and he did not come. She
spent many a day and night in the same manner after this. For the present the
long, idle rambles and unconventional moon-lit talks were over. It was tacitly
understood between herself and her aunt that Lennox's labor occupied him.
"It seems a
strange time to begin a picture--during a summer holiday," said Miss
Thorne a little sharply upon one occasion.
Rebecca laughed with an
air of cheer.
"No time is a strange
time to an artist," she answered. "Art is a mistress who gives no
holidays."
She was continually her
bright, erect, alert self. The woman who loved her dearly and had known her
from her earliest childhood, found her sagacity and knowledge set at naught as
it were. She had been accustomed to see her niece admired far beyond the usual
lot of women; she had gradually learned to feel it only natural that she should
inspire quite a strong sentiment even in casual acquaintances. She had felt the
delicate power of her fascination herself, but never at her best and brightest
had she found her more charming or quicker of wit and fancy than she was now.
Even Lennox, coming
every few days with a worn-out look and touched with a haggard shadow, made no
outward change in her.
"She does not
look," said the elder lady to herself, "like a neglected woman."
And then the sound of the phrase struck her with a sharp incredulous pain.
"A neglected woman!" she repeated,--"Beck!"
She did not understand,
and was not weak enough to ask questions.
Lennox came and went,
and Rebecca gained upon her work until she could no longer say she was
behindhand. The readers of her letters and sketches found them fresh and
sparkling, "as if," wrote a friend, "you were braced both mentally
and physically by the mountain air."
But once in the middle
of the night Miss Thorne awakened with a mysterious shock to find the place at
her side empty and her niece sitting at the open window in a quiet which
suggested that she might not have moved for an hour.
She obeyed her strong
first impulse, and rose and went to her.
She laid her hand on
her shoulder, and shook her gently.
"Beck!" she
demanded, "what are you doing?"
When the girl turned
slowly round, she started at the sight of her cold, miserable pallor.
"I am doing
nothing--nothing," she answered. "Why did you get up? It's a fine
night, isn't it?"
Despite her discretion,
Miss Thorne broke down into a blunder.
"You--you never
look like this in the day-time!" she exclaimed.
"No," was the
reply given with cool deliberateness. No; I would rather die."
For the moment she was
fairly incomprehensible. There was in the set of her eye and the expression of
her fair, clear face, the least hint of dogged obstinacy. Beck----" she
began.
"You ought not to
have got up," said Beck. "It is enough to look `like this' at night
when I am by myself. Go back to bed, if you please."
Miss Thorne went back
to bed meekly. She was at once alarmed and subdued. She felt as if she had had
a puzzling interview with a stranger.
In these days Lennox
regarded his model with morbid interest. A subtle change was perceptible in
her. Her rich color deepened, she held herself more erect, her eye had a larger
pride and light. She was a finer creature than ever, and yet--she came at his
call. He never ceased to wonder at it. Sometimes the knowledge of his power
stirred within him a vast impatience, sometimes he was hardened by it, but
somehow it never touched him, though he was thrown into tumult--bound against
his will. He could not say that he understood her. Her very passiveness baffled
him and caused him to ask himself what it meant. She spoke little, and her
emotional phases seemed reluctant, but her motionless face and slowly raised
eye always held a meaning of their own.
On an occasion when he
mentioned his approaching departure, she started as if she had received a blow,
and he turned to see her redden and pale alternately, her face full of alarm.
"What is the
matter?" he asked brusquely.
"I--hadn't bin
thinkin' on it," she stammered. "I'd kinder forgot."
He turned to his easel
again and painted rapidly for a few minutes. Then he felt a light touch on his
arm. She had left her seat noiselessy and stood beside him. She gave him a
passionate, protesting look. A fire of excitement seemed to have sprung up
within her and given her a defiant daring.
"D'ye think I'll
stay here--when ye're gone--like I did before?" she said.
She had revealed
herself in many curious lights to him, but no previous revelation had been so
wonderful as was the swift change of mood and hearing which took place in her
at this instant. In a moment she had melted into soft tears, her lips were
tremulous, her voice dropped into a shaken whisper.
"I've allers
wanted to go away," she said. "I--I've allers said I would. I want to
go to a city somewhar--I don't keer whar. I might git work--I've heerd of folks
as did. P'r'aps some un ud hire me!"
He stared at her like a
man fascinated.
" You go to the
city alone!" he said under his breath. " You try to get work!"
"Yes," she
answered. "Don't ye know no one----" He stopped her.
"No," he
said, "I don't. It would be a dangerous business unless you had friends.
As for me, I shall not be in America long. As soon as I am married I go with my
wife to Europe."
He heard a sharp click
in her throat. Her tears were dried and she was looking straight at him.
"Are ye a-goin' to
be married?" she asked. "Yes."
To-- her?" with a
gesture in the direction of the Harneys' cabin. "Yes."
"Oh!" and she
walked out of the room.
He did not see her for
three days, and the picture stood still. He went to the Harneys' and found
Rebecca packing her trunk.
"We are going back
to New York," she said. "Why?" he asked. "Because our
holiday is over."
Miss Thorne regarded
him with chill severity.
"When may we
expect to see you?" she inquired.
He really felt half
stupefied,--as if for the time being his will was paralyzed. "I don't
know," he answered.
He tried to think that
he was treated badly and coldly. He told himself that he had done nothing to
deserve this style of thing, that he had simply been busy and absorbed in his
work, and that if he had at times appeared preoccupied it was not to be
wondered at. But when he looked at Rebecca he did not put these thoughts into
words; he did not even say that of course he should follow them soon, since
there was nothing to detain him but a sketch or two he had meant to make.
By night they were gone
and he was left restless and miserable. He was so restless that he could not
sleep but wandered down toward the spring. He stopped at the exact point at
which he had stopped on the night of his arrival--at the top of the zigzag
little path leading down the rocky incline. He stopped because he heard a sound
of passionate sobbing. He descended slowly. He knew the sound--angry, fierce,
uncontrollable--because be had heard it before. It checked itself the instant
he reached the ground. Lodusky leaning against a projecting rock kept her eyes
fixed upon the water.
"Why did you come
here?" he demanded, a little excitedly. "What are you crying for?
What has hurt you?"
"Nothin'," in
a voice low and unsteady.
He drew a little nearer
to her and for the first time was touched. She would not look at him, she was
softened and altered, in her whole appearance, by a new pallor.
"Have----" he
began, "have I?"
"You!" she
cried, turning on him with a bitter, almost wild, gesture. " You wouldn't
keer if I was struck dead afore ye!"
"Look here,"
he said to her, with an agitation he could not master. "Let me tell you
something about myself. If you think I am a passably good fellow you are
mistaken. I am a bad fellow, a poor fellow, an ignoble fellow. You don't
understand?" as she gazed at him in bewilderment. "No, of course, you
don't. God knows I didn't myself until within the last two weeks. It's folly to
say such things to you; perhaps I say them half to satisfy myself. But I mean
to show you that I am not to be trusted. I think perhaps I am too poor a fellow
to love any woman honestly and altogether. I followed one woman here, and then
after all let another make me waver----" "Another!" she
faltered. He fixed his eyes on her almost coldly. "You," he said.
He seemed to cast the
word at her and wonder what she would make of it. He waited a second or so
before he went on.
" You, and yet you
are not the woman I love either. Good God! What a villain I must be. I am an
insult to every woman that breathes. It is not even you--though I can't break
from you, and you have made me despise myself. There! do you know now--do you
see now that I am not worth----"
The next instant he
started backward. Before he had time for a thought she had uttered a low cry,
and flung herself down at his feet.
"I don't
keer," she panted; "I wont keer fuir nothin',--whether ye're good or
bad,--only don't leave me here when ye go away."
A week later Lennox
arose one morning and set about the task of getting his belongings together. He
had been up late and had slept heavily and long. He felt exhausted and looked
so.
The day before, his
model had given him his last sitting. The picture stood finished upon the
easel. It was a thorough and artistic piece of work, and yet the sight of it
was at times unbearable to him. There were times again, however, when it
fascinated him anew when he went and stood opposite to it, regarding it with an
intense gaze. He scarcely, knew how the last week had passed. It seemed to have
been spent in alternate feverish struggles and reckless abandonment to impulse.
He had let himself drift here and there, he had at last gone so far as to tell
himself that the time had arrived when baseness was possible to him.
"I don't promise
you an easy life," he had said to Dusk the night before. "I tell you
I am a bad fellow, and I have lost something through you that I cared for. You
may wish yourself back again."
"If you leave
me," she said, "I'll kill myself!" and she struck her hands
together.
For the moment he was
filled, as he often was, with a sense of passionate admiration. It was true he
saw her as no other creature had ever seen her before, that so far as such a
thing was possible with her, she loved him--loved him with a fierce,
unreserved, yet narrow passion.
He had little actual
packing to do--merely the collecting of a few masculine odds and ends, and then
his artistic accompaniments. Nothing was of consequence but these; the rest
were tossed together indifferently, but the picture was to be left until the
last moment, that its paint might be dry beyond a doubt.
Having completed his
preparations he went out. He had the day before him, and scarcely knew what to
do with it, but it must be killed in one way or another. He wandered up the
mountain and at last lay down with his cigar among the laurels. He was full of
a strange excitement which now thrilled, now annoyed him.
He came back in the
middie of the afternoon and laughed a rather half-hearted laugh at the
excellent Mandy's comment upon his jaded appearance.
"Ye look kinder
tuckered out," she said. Ye'd oughtn't ter walked so fur when ye was
a-gwine off to-night. Ye'd orter rested."
She stopped the churn-dasher
and regarded him with a good- natured air of interest.
"Hev ye seed Dusk
to say good-bye to her?" she added. "She's went over the mountain ter
help Mirandy Stillins with her soap. She wont be back fur a day or two."
He went into his room
and shut the door. A fierce repulsion sickened him. He had heretofore held
himself with a certain degree of inward loftiness; he had so condemned the
follies and sins of other men, and here he found himself involved in a low and
common villainy, in the deceits which belonged to his crime, and which preyed
upon simplicity and ignorant trust.
He went and stood
before his easel, hot with a blush of self-scorn.
"Has it come to
this?" he muttered through his clenched teeth-"to this!"
He made an excited
forward movement; his foot touched the supports of the easel, jarring it
roughly; the picture fell upon the floor.
"What?" he
cried out. "Beck! You! Great God!"
For before him,
revealed by the picture's fall, the easel held one of the fairest memories he
had of the woman he had proved himself too fickle and slight to value rightly.
It was merely a sketch
made rapidly one day soon after his arrival and never wholly completed, but it
had been touched with fire and feeling, and the face looked out from the canvas
with eyes whose soft happiness stung him to the quick with the memories they
brought. He had meant to finish it and had left it upon the easel that he might
turn to it at any moment, and it had remained there, covered by a stronger
rival--forgotten.
He sat down in a chair
and his brow fell upon his hands. He felt as if he had been clutched and
dragged backward by a powerful arm.
When at last he rose,
he strode to the picture lying upon the floor, ground it under his heel and
spurned it from him with an imprecation.
He was, at a certain
hour, to reach a particular bend in the road some miles distant. He was to walk
to this place and if he found no one there, to wait.
When at sunset that
evening he reached it, he was half an hour before the time specified, but he
was not the first at the tryst. He was within twenty yards of the spot when a
figure rose from the roots of a tree and stood waiting for him--the girl Dusk
with a little bundle in her hand.
She was not flushed or
tremulous with any hint of mental excitement; she awaited him with a fine
repose, even the glow of the dying sun having no power to add to her color, but
as he drew near he saw her look gradually change. She did not so much as stir,
but the change grew slowly, slowly upon her face and developed there into
definite shape--the shape of secret, repressed dread.
"What is it,"
she asked when he at last confronted her, "that ails ye?"
She uttered the words
in a half whisper, as if she had not the power to speak louder, and he saw the
hand hanging at her side close itself. "What is it--that ails ye?"
He waited a few seconds
before he answered her.
"Look at me,"
he said at last, "and see."
She did look at him.
For the space of ten seconds their eyes were fixed upon each other in a long,
bitter look. Then her little bundle dropped on the ground.
"Ye've went back
on me," she said under her breath again. "Ye've went back on
me!"
He had thought she
might make some passionate outcry, but she did not yet. A white wrath was in
her face and her chest heaved, but she spoke slowly and low, her hands fallen
down by her side.
"Ye've went back
on me," she said. "An' I knew ye would."
He felt that the odor
of his utter falseness tainted the pure air about him; he had been false all
round,--to himself, to his love, to his ideals,--even in a baser way here.
"Yes," he
answered her with a bitterness she did not understand, "I've gone back on
you." Then as if to himself, "I could not even reach perfection in
villainy."
Then her rage and
misery broke forth.
"Yer a
coward!" she said, with gasps between her words. "Yer afraid! I'd
sooner--I'd sooner ye'd killed me-- dead!"
Her voice shrilled itself
into a smothered shriek, she cast herself face downward upon the earth and lay
there clutching amid her sobs at the grass.
He looked down at her
in a cold, stunned fashion.
"Do you
think," he said hoarsely, "that you can loathe me as I loathe myself?
Do you think you can call me one shameful name I don't know I deserve? If you
can, for God's sake let me have it." She struck her fist against the
earth.
"Thar wasn't a man
I ever saw," she said, "that didn't foller after me, 'n' do fur me,
'n' wait fur a word from me. They'd hev let me set my foot on 'em if I'd said
it. Thar wasn't nothin' I mightn't hev done--not nothin'. An' now--an'
now----" and she tore the grass from its earth and flung it from her.
"Go on," he
said. "Go on and say your worst."
Her worst was bad
enough, but he almost exulted under the blows she dealt him. He felt their
horrible sting a vague comfort. He had fallen low enough surely when it was a
comfort to be told that he was a liar, a poltroon and a scoundrel.
The sun had been down
an hour when it was over and she had risen and taken up her bundle.
"Why don't ye ask
me to forgive ye?" she said with a scathing sneer. "Why don't ye ask
me to forgive ye--an' say ye didn't mean to do it?"
He fell back a pace and
was silent. With what grace would the words have fallen from his lips? And yet
he knew that he had not meant to do it.
She turned away and at
a distance of a few feet stopped. She gave him a last look--a fierce one in its
contempt and anger, and her affluence of beauty had never been so stubborn a
fact before.
"Ye think ye've
left me behind," she said. "An' so ye hev--but it aint fur allers.
The time'll come when mebbe ye'll see me ag'in."
He returned to New
York, but he had been there a week before he went to Rebecca. Finally, however,
he awoke one morning feeling that the time had come for the last scene of his
miserable drama. He presented himself at the house and sent up his name, and in
three minutes Rebecca came to him.
It struck him with a
new thrill of wretchedness to see that she wore by chance the very dress she
had worn the day he had made the sketch--a pale, pure-looking gray with a scarf
of white lace loosely fastened at her throat. Next, he saw that there was a
painful change in her, that she looked frail and worn, as if she had been ill.
His first words he scarcely heard and never remembered. He had not come to make
a defense, but a naked, bitter confession. As he made it low and monotonously,
in brief, harsh words, holding no sparing for himself, Rebecca stood with her
hand upon the mantel looking at him with simple directness. There was no rebuke
in her look, but there was weariness. It occurred to him once or twice and with
a terribly humiliating pang, that she was tired of him,--tired of it all.
"I have lost
you," he ended. "And I have lost myself. I have seen myself as I
am,--a poorer figure, a grosser one than I ever dreamed of being, even in the
eyes of my worst enemy. Henceforth, this figure will be my companion. It is as
if I looked at myself in a bad glass, but now, though the reflection is a
pitiable one, the glass is true."
"You think,"
she said, after a short silence, "of going away?" "Yes."
"Where? "To Europe."
"Oh!" she
ejaculated, with a soft, desperate sound of pain.
His eyes had been
downcast and he raised them.
"Yes," he
said, mournfully. "We were to have gone together." "Yes,"
she answered, "together."
Her eyes were wet.
"I was very happy,"
she said, "for a little while."
She held out her hand.
"But," she
added, as if finishing a sentence. "You have been truer to me than you
think."
"No--no," he
groaned.
"Yes, truer to me
than you think--and truer to yourself. It was I you loved--I! There have been
times when I thought I must give that up, but now I know I need not. It was I.
Sometime, perhaps,--sometime,--not now----"
Her voice broke, she
did not finish, the end was a sob. Their eyes rested upon each other a few
seconds, and then he released her hand and went away.
He was absent for two
years, and during that time his friends heard much good of him. He lived the
life of a recluse and a hard worker. He learned to know his own strength, and
taught the world to recognize it also.
At the end of the
second year, being in Paris, he went one night to the Nouvelle Opera. Toward
the close of the second act he became conscious of a little excited stir among
those surrounding him. Every glass seemed directed toward a new arrival who
stood erect and cool in one of the stage-boxes. She might have been Cleopatra.
Her costume was of a creamy satin, she was covered with jewels and she stood up
confronting the house, as it regarded her, with sang froid.
Lennox rose hurriedly
and left the place. He was glad to breathe the bitterly cold but pure night
air. She had made no idle prophecy. He had seen her again!
There hung upon the
wall of his private room a picture whose completion had been the first work
after his landing. He went in to it and looked at it with something like
adoration.
"Sometime,"
he said, "perhaps now," and the next week he was on his way home.